As soon as he entered school, he was hung on the white wall and everyone wanted to be his girlfriend.
Instead, he was in an empty classroom, putting the girl on her ear snail and gently squeezing her earlids.
“Do you take responsibility for kissing me?” I’m sorry.
The hearing-impaired girl X can’t be a lawless schoolboy. The full text is over.
The first time I saw Gu Yi, it was the first day I transferred.
“Could you take care of your new classmate. After I introduced myself, the class director told me that he would soon be at my table.
She did not know that that was the last thing I wanted to hear.
I don’t really have to take care of anyone.
Sitting by the window, listening to the class director, he looked up at me and fell down on the table.
There was no trace or accident in his lazy, beautiful eyes.
I took a breath and walked carefully towards the empty seat next to him.
I didn’t expect you to give me any care.
In his eyes, I’m the same as any of the class.
Just like he ignored.
I can’t thank you enough.
A sense of gratitude for being treated as a normal person is nourished day by day.
I started trying to talk to him, and I wanted to talk to him about his empty subject, even though he never listened.
He barely spoke to me.
I thought we might have become friends.
I never had a friend, he was the first.
Until one time, I saw him leaning against the wall outside school, and a cigarette was caught in his fingertips.
And I held fast my bag and went to him, without knowing where it came from, and said to him with my obstinate pronunciation, “It is bad to smoke.” I’m sorry.
He looked at me and didn’t speak, and he laughed at the person he was looking at, and he learned my pronunciation: “Boy, smoking is bad.” I’m sorry.
After he took a sip, he threw up my face.
When I was choked and coughed and looked at the river, his face got strange.
He said, “Get off my business. I’m sorry.
The language processor of the cochlear makes all the voices sharp in my ear.
I like to listen to him.
But he rarely talks to me, much less he talks to me.
Shame came out of my heart, and I squeezed my hand around the bag and ran away in the laughter of the man across the river.
Since then, the river has changed.
He’s changed. Even his classmates have changed.
Their discrimination and scoffing against me have intensified in the face of the change of the river.
Because people who are given special treatment by the river are destined to be treated by all.
Go get me a bottle of water. “I’ve been walking across my stool in the middle of my class, and I’ve heard a terrible sound.
He always does. He orders me to do a lot of things.
He would also take down the language processor that I was hiding in the hair, like a toy that was taken from me when I was bored.
He didn’t know that it was for my family to buy it for me, and if it was lost, the family would not be able to give me one.
It’s because he doesn’t know that he’s free. He probably didn’t mean it.
He didn’t mean it.
That’s how I excuse him every time.
But he said to me, “I don’t want to drink it.” I’m sorry.
The commissary was far from the classroom, and I used the entire class to buy him a bottle of water.
And he downplayed it.
My nose was sore and tears were turned in my eyes and I didn’t let it fall.
“Why is that?
Take your hands out of my head.
The wind came in from the window, passed over the headline on his index finger, and finally raised my long, falling hair.
My ears were in the air, and the outside machine that had been hanging there had fallen to the ground.
The whole world is quiet.
I don’t know what I’m talking about.
I was in a hurry to get down and pick up the outside and hang it on my ear. The tears that were just in your eyes fell in an instant.
The school bells are all over the students’ whisperings, which are transmitted to my brain through the language processor.
I know. I’ve been here long enough.
Why don’t I just want to finish high school?
The bell at the end of the lunch break rings.
I was too busy taking back the books that were standing on the windows to protect the sun.
The sun outside the window had affected his sleep, and he had asked me to block the book for him every time he slept and to remove it before he woke up.
The river, as usual, slowly rises its head from the table and its eyes are lazy.
The moment he saw me, the lazyness of his eyes spread out, and his mouth turned up with a full smile: “It’s a dream again.” I’m sorry.
Gu Ei never smiled at me, I never saw him laugh.
The sun outside the window was rising and fell on him, without saying whether it was his smile or the sun outside the window.
That’s when the teacher walks in from the outside, and I can’t wait to think about the phrase “Ii”.
There’s something wrong with Guéré today.
He didn’t fall on the table any more in the afternoon, he didn’t skip school, he looked at me all afternoon.
Until school, he got up and hit the corner.
I heard the sound of it, and he looked at the leg, and looked up at me.
“Hok, let’s go!” There’s a boy outside looking out of the classroom.
I know that the boy, Chou Yun, is one of the kids in the river.
I looked at Chu and looked back.
“Fuck! * He whispered *
I think he probably felt the pain of the crash.
Maybe the fightrs, the reflectors are long.
I was never embarrassed by the river after school, because he always had innumerable fights and innumerable scenes.
But today he didn’t go to fight.
When I came home with my hand, I looked back and I was nervous and careful and asked, “Gang Jiang, are you in trouble again today?” I’m sorry.
And I shook my head, and held her hand tight, and I did not answer a word, and I moved a little faster.
I don’t know why.
Lu Wan Wing offered to come home with me two days ago.
I’m flattered by her gestures.
She is the only person here who would like to come home with me, and she may not want to come home with me if Gu Ei Ha is to bully me on the way to school today.
But I didn’t expect you to follow us all the way.
“He may be going to fight, just passing through here. She came to this conclusion by looking at the back of the river and several people behind him.
I think her conclusion is quite reasonable.
It means she’ll still be with me tomorrow.
Fortunately, the river did nothing.
I think I’m a little less annoying about him.
I looked at the empty seat of the river, and it was kind of amazing.
He hasn’t been to school in three days.
Did you really fight that night?
I just put his zero on his desk today, and he showed up next to me.
The shadow fell on me, and I returned unconsciously, and I saw him in his uniform and his short hair.
It’s the first time I saw him in a uniform.
Gu Yi River was so beautiful, with a slightly longer hair that made him lazy, and now cut the inches that boys rarely cut, and dressed in clean school uniforms, it seemed very clean.
It’s like he’s got the sun in him.
A lot of girls in the class look this way.
He didn’t want to throw the bag from above me on his desk, just to cover the paper.
I didn’t mean to read his papers.
But he won’t hear me if I say it.
He looked at me with his head down, and I felt a little bit guilty.
Just as I thought he was going to let me do something for him, he groaned from the table behind me to his place.
I watched him just stand there, a bit silly.
He’s been standing there for so long.
The river has changed.
Everyone whispered that he had changed.
“Hee! Qiu Yun is in front of the classroom.
This is a self-study, and the usual self-study course is called by Chu Yun.
It seems he never had a good self-study session.
It’s not just self-study, it’s like a lot of classes he wants to go.
Qiu Yun also waved at the door towards the river and looked up and looked at Qiu.
I consciously stood up and let him out, but he grabbed my hand and pushed me back to my seat.
“Go away. “The river is still looking at Chu Yun at the door.
You scared me, you scared me.
Qiu Yun’s hands were frozen in the air before he received his brain, scratching his head and disappearing at the door.
And then it was a bang, and the math exercise book from Gue Yi came to my desk.
It’s cleaner than my face.
“Will you do it?” I’m sorry.
It took me a while to react and look down. It’s not a hard question, but it’s a matter of basic knowledge.
“Tell me. He handed me the pen.
His voice was small, but not small, and the boys at my front desk looked back unconsciously and were staring at the river before turning around.
I am also conscious of Israel.
These three words don’t sound like words from his mouth.
He wrinkled his frown as if he was going to jump out of his mouth the next second.
But he didn’t. He asked, “No.” I’m sorry.
“Yes…” I found a pen in my own pocket and started talking to Gu.
This is the first time I’ve been asked a question.
Although I did well, my pronunciation was highly substandard because I had a cochlear from childhood and had limited sound.
Don’t talk about it, it’s just that no one listens to two more words.
After I slowly and intensely completed the subject, I looked to the river and said, “Do you understand?” I couldn’t get out of my throat.
“So simple? “The river has raised its eyebrows, and the eyebrows have a slight sense of satisfaction, as if he had learned a profound and extreme question.
Kind of cute.
I couldn’t bear to laugh when I thought of it.
When the headmaster entered the classroom, Gu’ai had just solved two problems.
“I’m just saying it’s hard for me. “His voice is transmitted through the language processor in my right ear to my head, and it’s so beautiful.
The teacher came to me, looked at him, and then turned back in two steps, with incredible eyes.
She may feel like the one who sits next to me and does the right thing, not the god of hell.
But what she wanted to do was to roll out the window in front of her in the next second.
He’s always been like this, not looking at anyone.
Sometimes I think he’s changed and he’s not.
Lu Wan Wing came home with me, and she returned with my right hand several times: “Gang Jiang, why do you think Gu Yi Ha has to go to your home every time after school? I’m sorry.
“Possible, coincidence?” I used to use the least words to say what I meant.
I’m glad it’s true.
“When he had his short hair cut, every day other school girls waited for him outside the school. “I’m not saying anything to stop a gossip heart.
I know that.
Every day after school, a number of girls in other school uniforms are seen waiting in front of the school.
Turns out it’s waiting for the river.
“Hmm. “I softly audible, indicating I’m listening.
“Don’t say that the river seems much more handsome than before.” I’m sorry.
I think it’s all the same.
He always looked good.
There are more than one group of girls at the entrance to the school.
Finally, on this day, I saw the familiar faces of the girls.
I was unconscious and wanted her to leave later, but before I could speak, the girls came to me.
“Yo”? Isn’t this our little river? “The girl who led the attack started with a light finger and started to stir my chin.”
Lu Wan Wan was just behind me by two girls.
The lead girl was a classmate of mine, and I looked at her with the obvious anger.
She grabbed my left wrist right away, and it was like she was strangling my heart.
“KANG Jiang, you’re pretty good at hiding. She grabbed my hand and felt the anomaly on my wrist so she laughed, “Death is not clean.” I’m sorry.
I’m shaking.
And the fog that was about to come away from me came back to me.
I wanted to back off, but she strangled my chin, one step closer to me, and put my head down on my outside machine: “What? You’re so proud that you’ve turned me away from a single suicide? I’m sorry.
I didn’t…
The girl took off the outside of my ear and threw it into the air like she did on countless occasions.
All the memories come together, and I’m still going to pick them up like I used to, but I see the outside is still in the hands of another girl.
Their faces are my familiar laughs and my familiar tricks.
For the third time, when the aircraft was dropped in the air, someone jumped behind me.
And We watched as the river fell before Us, as the angels fell from the sky.
He put the outside machine in his pocket and slapped it in the face of the girl.
The people who were laughing stopped at once.
I can’t see his face, I can’t hear what they’re saying, I can’t stand still.
Waiting for the girls to get out of my sight and Lu to come up behind me and hold my hand.
It was only then that the river turned around, and he was so angry that his face spread.
He gently hangs the outside in my ear, without saying a word.
This time I took my hand and I couldn’t bear to look back and follow the river behind me.
The top lamp pulled his shadow long.
He was walking with his head down and he suddenly looked up to me.
I went back and I pretended I didn’t do anything.
The river seems to have really changed, and it doesn’t make any sense.
I looked at the river on the table and whispered, “Thank you. I’m sorry.
Thank you for helping me get my plane back yesterday.
Thank you for not asking.
The river suddenly turned around, and his eyes were asleep and he looked at me as a god.
He’s always been like this lately, looking at me when he wakes up.
“Hmm? He didn’t hear it.
“Thank you, thank you.” I looked him in the eye, and I tried to make it clearer, and I wanted to be sincere and firm.
“Thank you for helping me with my lessons.” I’m sorry.
I didn’t come back to him, so he asked.
He may think that he spoke very rudely and added a new sentence: “Do you understand?” I’m sorry.
I didn’t even think of that.
When I waited, I thought I was not willing, and suddenly I was “I’ll do it.” I’m sorry.
Kind of cute.
Like a angry little cat.
I spat and nod my head: “But I speak…”
I don’t speak fluently. I don’t pronounce.
Even teachers never let me get up and answer questions.
“It’s settled, from today on. @Ambassah: #Joseph #Egypt #egypt
I took a look across the aisle.
It seems that Qiu Yun also saw me, squeezing his eyes at me, and he was slapped on his head by the river, walking by.
It doesn’t look like you’re going to study well when you look at the river and you walk around with Qiu Yun.
Yesterday Gu Ehe said I should give him a lesson, and today he brought glasses to school.
The books on the table have been sorted out, as if they were really studying.
Although he is now a senior, he does not feel too late.
When I was looking at the blackboard with my glasses on it, the math teacher who had just finished writing the book and turned back scared the chalk to the ground.
When the math teacher bends over to pick up the chalk, he comes in.
He whispered, “How did you get that one-half root number two?” I’m sorry.
The breath sprayed on my ear, scared me.
I looked at a hell of a math teacher and turned on a new notebook.
It wasn’t that hard. It was just omitted by the math teacher.
There is indeed some ambiguity in the case of a slightly less basic one.
I’ll write the omitted steps on the paper and then push the notebook to the table in Guérée.
The river pushed the glasses on the nostrils, and took a good look at the steps on my notebook.
Not a moment later, he raised his eyebrow.
Sunshine fell on my notebook, with a shadow of the river. He suddenly took a pen in his book and drew his eyes and mouth.
I couldn’t stand it, I laughed, and it was very clear in an exceptionally quiet classroom.
When I looked up, I saw a mathematician with a complex face, who looked back and looked at the subject he had written on the board, and then looked at me, and said nothing and went on.
But I was called to the teacher’s office after the language of mathematics.
Because I’m special, I’ve been in my office a million times.
This time it was different.
The teachers sat in a row, and the math teacher spoke first. I’m sorry.
I wringed it behind my back.
When I looked down and didn’t say a word, the teacher said: “KANG Jiang, your situation is special and should be valued. I’m sorry.
I know.
In my case, I went to this school and my parents went to great lengths to ask for a lot of people.
“You’re in third grade, your grades are stable, so don’t be influenced by people who don’t care. “The class teacher is slowing down and every word is completely in my ear.”
I wasn’t influenced by the river, but I couldn’t say anything. I just bit my lips and noded.
I know she’s right.
In my case, a family such as mine may have an opportunity to change an existing life only if it is well tested.
The language teacher looked at me and said, “What’s wrong with Gu Yi Ha?” I’m sorry.
That’s why they called me here.
They feel that the most unusual move to study is to study well.
It’s not that they don’t want to study well, it’s that they think there’s a demon out there.
Gu Ei River is a school man who can’t even care about a teacher, and whose family is rich and unmanageable, cannot be expelled from school even if he does not come for a few days.
And suddenly one day, this old devil is going to study.
It’s weird to be a person, and I’m surprised, but I didn’t say anything.
When the teachers found out they couldn’t ask anything from my mouth, they proceeded to sigh.
“I’ll change your position tomorrow.” Don’t influence the exam…”
She’s not finished yet, and Gu Ei came in.
Report! He came to me and cried out a report.
It’s as if you’re still studying at school.
The teachers quickly dispersed and left the teacher standing before us.
And when he passed on his face, she went back to her place and looked at the river, “What’s wrong? I’m sorry.
“Get out of here.” I’m sorry.
It’s a bit harsh, but I’m relieved.
I pretended to have a hard look at the headmaster and never went back out of the office.
I didn’t know what Gu Yi Ha said to the schoolmaster in his office. I didn’t hear a word outside.
Until he came out of his office, and he stood by me, and his mouth opened a scrumptious smile: “What? Want to go in?”
Don’t want to.
I went back to my class.
The teacher didn’t change his place.
Gu Ei has not bullied me again.
And I found that everything around is getting better. My classmates have become more friendly to me, and I have never heard anyone call me deaf again.
I thought I’d have to go back to school again, but I didn’t think it would stop when things were going bad.
Everything’s back to being the way it was, except the river.
He starts his class, leaves me and sometimes pulls me back after school.
After a month of this kind of life, the land is still very unrealistic.
She took my hand on the way home and looked back several times and asked me, “Why isn’t the river behind today?” I’m sorry.
I couldn’t bear to look back, but I didn’t see the river.
He used to follow us around with Chu Yun every day, doing nothing.
When we get home, they keep walking like they’re passing by.
Neither did I. I looked down at the way ahead.
It started a month ago without following us.
Maybe he was just passing by, and now it’s over.
I think so.
We walked a few more steps and were stopped by a few people who didn’t know where to go.
“You’re the little cripple who turned the river back to the wrong place? The male leader threw the unsmoked smoke on the floor with a golden yellow hair.
Just hearing impairment, not disability…
I’m holding on to the bag.
Lu’s hand was released, and he stood in front of me without a trace: “You, who are you?” I’m sorry.
I don’t think she’s ever seen a fight like this before. Even her voice is fighting.
The yellow-haired boy walked a few steps towards us, and Luo-ming protected me a few steps back.
“He beat up our brother. He thinks it’s over? The yellow-haired boys came to us, reached out and grabbed Lu’s shoulder.
If it wasn’t for pity that I would have been my friend, she would never have had access to them.
Thinking of it, I reached out and held her back from the yellow-haired boys.
Apparently, the yellow-haired boy targeted me, and when I did, he let me go, and he reached me with one hand.
Just when I didn’t know what to do, a school bag came from behind me and hit the head of a boy with yellow hair.
“What? Your brother didn’t get hit enough, so you wanted to try? The sound of the river came from behind me.
I haven’t been able to figure out what’s going on.
All of a sudden it’s quiet around.
I was unconscious to touch the outside of my snail, and I was gone.
Luan Wan pulled me back a few steps before I saw the river before me.
I can’t hear a thing he’s talking to.
All I can see is that my earring machine was quickly put in the pocket of my clothes.
I don’t know why he took my outside, but I wouldn’t dare go to him before this time.
When Qiu Yun came with him, the yellow-haired boy had been provoked by the river. Even if I can’t hear it, I can see the obvious anger on the face of a boy with yellow hair.
Lu Wan Wan shot me in the arm and pulled me into an alley next to me.
“I can’t hear you. I opened my mouth and said I couldn’t hear myself.
But Lu’s hearing.
She noded her head and pulled me on the steps.
We’ve been sitting on the stairs for a long time, and nobody talks, and we don’t know what happened over there.
Maybe she knows, because she can hear, and I can see her eyebrows frowning.
It’s just me, like the whole world’s voice is none of my business.
I don’t know how long it’s been since the lights on the side.
A shadow slashed under our feet, and I looked up and I saw the coats of the river.
He touched my earpiece in my pocket and hung it on my ear.
“Go home. “and his voice fell into my ear, and his dim sentence.
I took the outsider’s position, pulled the landing and stood up from the rock.
“Did you fight? I looked at the sweat of the river’s forehead and asked him aloud.
He shakes his head and opens his mouth and laughs.
“None. I’m sorry.
The river is lying.
He really had a fight with that yellow-haired guy yesterday.
Because I saw the lumber on his arm when his sleeve fell down.
It should hurt.
I just took the medicine out of the infirmary and I heard people passing by in haste talking.
“The father of Gu Ei is here? I’m sorry.
“Yeah, I hear he’s the big boss of the company. No wonder he’s so aggressive. I’m sorry.
I’ve never heard anyone mention it.
“The headmaster has just taken him to the office. The headmaster has a special attitude…”
I can’t hear what’s going on back there.
I went back to the classroom with the ointment, and there was no one in the seat of the river.
The class is talking about what just happened.
Looks like I missed it when I got out of the classroom.
I put the ointment in the tummy of the table and started preparing for the next class.
Gu Yi Ha didn’t come back all morning.
I heard Gu Ehe had a fight with his father at the principal’s office and ran out.
I looked at the empty position of the river and took out the ointment from the infirmary in the morning.
There’s very little on the roof, and I saw the river in the corner.
As I walked, he lifted his head from his knee, and his eyes were slightly red.
He stares at me and suddenly laughs: “You will come.” I’m sorry.
It was like I knew I’d come to him.
I didn’t ask too much to get down in front of him.
His sleeves were lifted gently, anointed from his pocket of school uniforms and gently painted on his arm.
“The school doctor said this, live blood bruising. “I put a place on it and gave him the ointment.
The air smelled of the ointment, and some people couldn’t open their eyes.
The river looks at the ointment and stretches to catch the medicine in my hand.
And when he looked at me again, there was a little light in his eyes, except for the gills.
I thought he was going to say thank you, but he said, “You want to go abroad?” I’m sorry.
That’s a stupid question.
But I don’t have to think.
“Don’t want to. I’m sorry.
I can’t think, I can’t think.
“Your dad, let you go abroad? I asked him unconsciously.
That’s probably why he’s upset, but I’m asking him a little bit more.
The last thing I’m good at is having a relationship.
I knew he’d just light a pair of eyes again.
“Where do you want to go? He looked at me, and he didn’t ask.
“The Capital. I blinked, and I didn’t have to think. I’m sorry.
It’s my parents’ wish, I’ve thought about it years ago, and I can’t let them down again.
The river stunned and laughed: “Yes, indeed. I’m sorry.
What is it?
I never told anyone I wanted to go to Capital.
“Good. And he said, “Then go to the Capital University. I’m sorry.
I noded and laughed at him, “Okay. I’m sorry.
I feel like I’m feeling better and I want to get up and go back to class, but I just got up and I found my leg numb.
When the wind came, I was in a state of uncertainty and was brought directly into the arms of the river.
I held my hands on his chest, and I could feel his heart beating with a little hurried.
I didn’t know what to do. I fell in his arms again.
I was caught in the river with my hands, and the light that I had never seen in my eyes, and the pear vortex with his mouth up in his mouth, seemed like he was a bit of a jerk.
And his eyes are as if he had all that he wanted.
His voice is loose in the air.
“You want to fall in love early?”
I ran away with my face on that day.
Knowing that the river was just a joke, I still couldn’t get along with him for the next few days.
The mid-term results of this semester are coming today.
This time, unlike my previous performance, I would like to know more about the performance of Guérée than my own.
I was just as crowded as any of my classmates when the Learning Councilman took the report card from the teacher’s office and put it on the wall.
I’ve never been involved in anything like this before, so I’m not experienced being squeezed to the edge.
The outside machine that was hanging on the ear was almost squeezed out by someone next to me, and I just reached out and I saw a hand coming from behind me.
“Move. “The sound of the river came from behind me, so clear in the loud sound, as if there were countless echoes in the valleys of a spring.
When I thought that was the same voice that asked me that day, my face got hot.
And those of my fellow students who were before me, when the words of the river of Israel fell down, gave way to the path.
He took the basketball from behind me and tore the report card off the wall.
“I, we haven’t seen…” There was a whispering protest.
And the river looked at him and raised his eyebrow: “So what? I’m sorry.
The airfield went cold as if he could throw the ball out of his hand at the next second.
“I’ll play one more. I’m sorry.
Those who did not see their grades were afraid to say one more word.
Gu Ei Ha came to me with a report card and put it in my hand: “What’s so good about it? I’m sorry.
After that he threw basketball at a boy in the back seat and sat down in his place.
I even sat back with my report card.
As I had expected, the performance of the river had risen sharply and was now 100 years old.
I looked up and wanted to tell him the good news, and I saw him take water from my table and feed it to my mouth.
“That’s, my water… yeah. “I’m talking.
“I didn’t touch my mouth.” I’m sorry.
I know, but I did.
I looked at him and I didn’t know what to say.
And he leaned, “What is wrong with him?”
I was back to normal, and I burned my face.
It’s not too much to drink.
Before he came back, he asked me to run to the school to buy him water.
Drink my water, for the first time.
And no one ever drinks my water. Nobody’s ever been so close to me.
“Hmm? I’m sorry.
I looked back and my face was burned: “No, no. I’m sorry.
I was afraid to look at him, and I saw the report card on the table, and I remembered what I was going to say.
“You, your grades, progress, great. I tried to be clearer.
“You see this for my grades?” I’m sorry.
I smiled at him, “Well. I’m sorry.
Because he is my mentor, I am more successful than I am in my own examinations.
There was some pink in the ears of the river, and he turned his head and sat straight in his body: “Baby.” I’m sorry.
I wear a scaffold, and sometimes he sits on my right.
The exterior successfully captured his three words.
I reached out and laughed.
Looks like he’s more like a kid.
Gu Ei’s dad is a big boss.
I looked at the car parked in front of the school, though I had never seen it, and I could see it was a very expensive car.
It’s true that Lu’s eunuch ripped off my sleeve: “Gang Jiang, look at that car, it’s super expensive. I’m sorry.
In this regard, I am convinced of the euphemism of the land.
The man who came down from the car went behind us and stopped by the river of Gu’i, “Sir”. I’m sorry.
To my surprise, there was not much respect in his voice.
“Don’t bother me, I don’t agree. “Though the river put its coat on its shoulder, and before waiting for the man to say a word, he took his foot off.
He walked in front of us and came back to me, “Will he not go home?” I’m sorry.
“Return. * I’m coming out of my mouth, and I’m looking at the river, and I’m going to pull down, and I’m going to walk.
Luo Wan looked back quietly and came to me for half a day.
She said to me, “I said he was taking you home.” I’m sorry.
My face started to burn, and I grabbed my hand so softly that she didn’t lie.
This time, the river is not as far behind us as it was before.
He followed us slowly, two steps behind us.
I don’t know if he heard it.
So We looked down and saw the shadow of him falling beneath my feet, as if he had fallen at my feet willingly.
I bended my tongue and suddenly forgiven him for all that he had done to me before.
He was raised by his grandmother and has only been brought here in recent years.
“Where’s his mother? * I’m in bed with Lu * and I’m looking at the ceiling of white flowers *
“Don’t know. It’s like he’s dead and he’s gone. “When he was five years old, he said, It’s pathetic to say that. I’m sorry.
It’s kind of pathetic.
I’ve been better off with the river since I found out.
The lunch break placed two of his books on the windows, but the windows were a little narrow, and the two books were not so thin, and then, logically, swayed and fell and fell on the head of the river.
I was surprised to pick up the books.
I was caught with my hands on the books.
His palms were burning amazingly.
He opened his eyes to me, and the anger in his eyes flashed and let go of my hand.
I was a little embarrassed, but when I saw his slightly white lips, there was no time to be embarrassed.
I reached out to his forehead.
As I thought, he had a fever.
“You, have a fever. “I’ve closed my eyes again and I’ve pulled his horn.”
He opened his eyes to me, and his eyes were red because of the fever.
“Hmm. He doesn’t care.
I was in a hurry: “Go to the infirmary.” I’m sorry.
I don’t know if it’s because I’m in a hurry to spit, or because he didn’t wake up.
After a while, he raised his head, reaching out and pouring two waters in my cup.
I’ve never bought water for myself since I gave up.
“Just have some more water. He put a lid on my cup and put it back on my desk.
No way.
No way!
We grabbed his sleeves and shook his head, “Go, infirmary!” I’m sorry.
Say I’ve stood up.
I pulled the hot hands of the river and tried to pull him up, but I couldn’t pull him up.
He stood up when I was about to cry. I didn’t have time to take leave from the teacher who came to see me.
Maybe I’m a psycho at the moment, but he doesn’t know that a fever can burn an ear.
Each time we do not care, the heavy consequences will be unbearable.
“40 degrees, so high?” The school doctor wrinkled with a thermometer.
The hands of the river are so hot, I know it must be warm.
Fortunately, it was just a cold, and the school doctor gave him some medicine to take herbs and drop the fluid and sleep on the bed.
“He’ll sleep. Go back. “The school doctor took glasses, looked at the sleeping river and looked at me.
I noded my head, and I didn’t feel so sure.
I thought it was lunch break, and the next two classes were self-study, and I thought about sitting by the bed.
The school doctor looked at me in the eye, and he finally took a breath and sat down.
It’s probably because I’ve been brushing up late, I’ve had a bit of sleep and I’m waiting for me to fall asleep on the table.
When I woke up, I woke up, and he was staring at a small wrist of my left hand.
I accidentally showed it when I fell asleep.
I’m busy pulling my sleeves.
My clothes are a big one, so my sleeves are long enough to cover my whole hand.
Sod girls like to do it. Nobody ever finds anything strange about me.
But now that the river was discovered, he quickly grabbed my left hand.
And when I had not been able to escape, he gently lifted a layer of sleeves wrapped in my wrist.
The tiny pink scar was exposed to the air and to the eyes of the river.
His hands were shaking, and his eyes were redder, and his eyes were unbelievable.
I couldn’t look at the look on his face again, and I managed to get some of his shivering hands out of my head.
That’s my last decent.
It was all in that moment, and it was all broken up in front of him.
I don’t know where I’m going.
I don’t know where I can go.
When the river found me, I was crouching in the corner of the roof, holding the snail that was taken off.
And We were cast in his shadow, looking up at him, and it was not known whether he was the devil who pushed me into hell or a saint who pulled me out of the abyss.
He leaned down on me with the river, reaching out his hand and breaking my finger and taking the outside machine out of my palm.
I can see his fingers red and his fingertips shiver.
The wind came from behind, and the hairs behind my ears were carried to my cheeks by soft winds.
The river gills them and leaves them in their ears and gently hangs them on my ears.
All the voices came from all sides.
“KANG Jiang, it’s time for class. “He’s a red-eyed man, with a little bit of a tremor.
He didn’t ask me about the scar on my wrist.
I said yes, but I didn’t move.
He didn’t move either.
After a while, the passing wind took away the silk on my face, and I whispered, “The river, my feet are numb.” I’m sorry.
It’s like I didn’t expect to say something like that, but I laughed a little.
He turned his back on me, and turned his back on me: I carry you. I’m sorry.
That can’t be.
I was so busy shaking my head that I thought he couldn’t see it: “No, no, no, no, no. I’m sorry.
He went back to my classroom behind my back, and I could have imagined what he looked at me.
He went back and took off his uniform jacket and laid it on the ground.
“Sit down, sit down.” I’m sorry.
I’m not moving.
“Then I’ll carry you. He whispered.
And I swayed my head and sat down, and it was as if my leg had been pinned in.
I’ve just made a small profit and he’s got his hands on my legs, and it’s even more obvious.
The temperature of his palm was still caught sensitively by my skin, even more so than the feeling of the needle.
He suddenly relaxed and began to hold my feet gently.
As he did, his feet slowly recovered after a smudge.
When Lu was here, he saw a very misleading scene.
She hesitated and ran over.
I looked at her red ears and I knew she must have misunderstood something, but she didn’t say anything and held me up.
“The teacher sent me to see you. “It’s soft, it’s embarrassing to do something bad.”
I’d like to explain, but I don’t know how to explain it, and I’m just going to have to squeeze my sleeve.
He picked up his uniform from the ground and put it on his shoulder, and did not look at me: “Go back to school.” I’m sorry.
It means he’s not going.
I looked at his back and remembered he had a fever.
No wonder your palms are still so hot.
I couldn’t stand to keep up, but I was held back.
Lu’s hand was taken away by the river.
She looked at me and blinked a few times, and the pink in her ears was even more.
“KANG Jiang, you’re not like them. I’m sorry.
That’s been mentioned countless times in my life.
I’ve been thinking about it, and I can still hear it, but I can’t rebut it.
My right hand is holding on to the cuffs of my left hand, and I don’t know what to say at any time.
“You can’t be like them, you have to go to the University of Capital.” I’m sorry.
And when I had not responded, she came again and said, “You and Gue-il are not one of the world.” I’m sorry.
I blinked.
It took a while to respond to what Luo Wan was saying, and a breath of blood went straight from the heart to the face.
“No, no, no! I’m sorry.
And then, no matter how I explain it, she’s got a look.
I ended up being dragged back to class by her.
I don’t know if the teacher heard anything.
She changed seats for us after her sick leave.
As she wished, she was at my table.
The river did not say anything about it, and it was very cooperative in agreeing to a change of venue.
He sat on the other side of the window, and when my eyes passed over his classmates, he returned.
He held the pen in his fingertips.
The pear vortex on his lips keeps him from getting worse.
I looked back and looked away.
Time is running fast, and a semester of blinking is approaching the end.
When we came out of the exam, Lu would still take my hand and come home with me.
I know that the way Lu Wan-Fang came home and I never went along with her, but I never broke through her because I was selfish to accept her warmth.
“As soon as Gu Eyle got out of the examination, his father pulled him away. “It took me two times to pull my hand and explain to me.
And We shook our heads with consciousness: “No, I am not.” I’m sorry.
I am.
Despite the change of seat in the river, it will follow us every day until I return home.
The wind and the rain are clear.
He’s never told me why. We haven’t spoken since he changed his seat.
I’ve gotten used to the feeling that he’s walking behind me, like there’s nothing to be afraid of in front of him.
I heard Gu Yi’s father is a big boss and has a new family, so he’s not a big fan.
“It seems to have heard that he’s going abroad. “I told me everything about the river.
Lu Wan Wing said to stay at my house tonight, so we were lying in a bed, and she started talking about the class and talking about the river.
That’s what I want to hear most.
But my outside machine sounded, and I sat up on my bed and accidentally hit my leg.
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I shook my head: “The power’s out, I’ll get the batteries. I’m sorry.
“No, it’s late, go to sleep.” I’m sorry.
But I want to hear it.
I took her hand, I got out of bed, and on the table where I walked to the side, I switched batteries.
When I came back with a limp, I laughed at her twice: “It’s too early for me to sleep. I’m sorry.
Lu Wan Qing, who was able to rub where I was hit, started the conversation.
“The last time I came to school, it seemed like I was telling the principal about it. She rubbed it for a while and pulled the blankets and kept lying next to me.
“I heard from my classmates that his father married a little wife who had a daughter and wanted to raise him. I’m sorry.
I always thought that I would live with the river, because he had a life that others could not envy, but I didn’t think that his life was like mine.
I suddenly thought that day when I was asking him if I wanted to leave the country, his father had already started to arrange his departure.
But he told me he wanted to go to the Capital University.
“You said, “Do you think Gu Ei River will go abroad?” “I look at Lu’s euphemism.
She’s closed her eyes and fell asleep.
I took a breath and gently took the outside and put it in a small box.
After years of vacation, I didn’t get a date with the college, so when Luo Wing came to me, even though I had a lot to do, Mom pushed me out.
Mom said, “Get out of here. I’m sorry.
I know she’s worried about me.
I don’t want her to worry about me.
I consciously squeezed my left wrist and noded at her, so I hurried towards the land, waiting at the door, and the river, standing at the corner of the wall.
“I didn’t send him. I’m sorry.
My eyes were on the river, and he turned his back: “I want to ask you something.” I’m sorry.
This makes a happy day for Luo Wan, and a day for learning.
Lu Wan Wan said every time he came to me, he could see the river standing at my door.
“We’re not here this time. Let’s go. “The holidays are almost over and we’re not having fun.” As long as I’m in the library, I’m tired of learning. I’m sorry.
She can’t even breathe in the atmosphere while the river is here.
In the absence of the river today, her attitude turned 180 degrees.
I laughed and let her pull and spit.
We ended up at a playground.
I look at Lu, and she smiles and pulls me in: “I’ll take you for fun today.” I’m sorry.
I pulled her and stood there without moving.
I called her.
I’ve never been in a playground. I’ve been away from these places since I was a kid.
“I need you to help me with my last semester.” You won’t let me ask you today. How can I keep bothering you? I’m sorry.
I ended up pulling her half to the playground.
When we came out of the playground, the sky was green.
On the way home, me and Lu were laughing.
I haven’t laughed like that in a long time, as if the world could hear us.
“Jean, you look better laughing. “It’s true that I’ve been holding my hand, and suddenly I’m taking it very seriously.
She held my hand tight and looked at my left hand: “I had a long, long dream before, and you didn’t laugh. I’m sorry.
I stuck my left hand in my pocket and I asked her, “Dream on me.” I’m sorry.
She looked at my face for a while, noding and shaking her head: “It’s just a nightmare, it’s okay! I’m sorry.
As soon as we were home, Lu’s e-mail stopped suddenly, and I followed her eyes, and I saw the river at my door.
His hair was a little wet, as if he were sweaty.
Gu Ei saw us and ran towards us.
And that’s when I saw that he was sweating a little bit of a mess.
“Where have you been? His voice is in a hurry, his eyes are red; his tone is strange, fierce and tense.
And neither I nor Lu’s euphemism did I dare to respond to him, and in the end he looked at me half-wit, groaned his breath, and laid his hand on the top of my hair.
“I’m not going anywhere without me. * He bends a little, and his eyes are on my side *
I looked into his eyes with undetectable fears and fears, and, though I didn’t know why, I couldn’t help but nod my head. I’m sorry.
He heard my answer, rubbed my hair, and stood up, and said, “Go home.” I’m sorry.
I nodded my head and waved my hand and walked in.
As soon as I entered the house, I heard the words “Let’s talk.” I’m sorry.
I don’t know what they talked about that day.
I didn’t ask. They didn’t say.
But nothing has changed.
The only countdowns on the wall decreased in one day.
The river has not gone abroad, as the land has said.
It was only as if he had never been out in a fight and spent every day in the classroom painting the subjects that made it impossible to lift his head.
The last semester of high school, it’s not as hard as I thought it would be.
I look at the results of the river and climb forward, and every time he takes a report card and puts it on my desk.
I watched our names get closer and closer, and in the end he surpassed me.
That’s it. We went into the exam together, and we went out together.
I looked up at the sky of the clouds and saw as if I had a future.
“It’s over! Lu Wan Wan came out of the examination room next door and went straight around my neck.
Yeah, finally over.
Our youth, which darkness had not seen light, drew an end in the warmth that I could not desire.
The last party of my high school classmates, I was taken by Lu Wan Wan.
Those who don’t usually talk to me, they cry and hold me.
As if they had been displeasing after the high examination, they had thrown away all the books that had been thrown away.
Everyone is saying nothing about injuries and disputes.
I sat on the couch and I felt like everything was so noisy around me.
One hand came out of the way and took off my ear with great skill.
When I looked around, I saw the river sitting next to him.
He put the outside in his pocket when nothing had happened.
This time I didn’t ask him to get the outside machine back, and suddenly I remembered that he had taken it away from me so many times, like he didn’t want to play.
“Smuggle, that little deaf again…”
“You look deaf…”
“He heard her ears…”
That way I’ll always hear only half of it, and the outside plane will be taken away from the river.
Because every time I was unconscious to rob my outside machine, I never cared about what I heard before.
Now, it seems like I’m always thinking from a victim’s point of view that he’s trying to bully me.
I finally couldn’t bear to laugh after I watched the river turn down several girls in cold face.
He didn’t want to hurt me from the start.
I don’t know when it came from me, and I sat down at the river.
It’s a KTV box, and the students are in the grief of going around.
Some sing, some drink, some confess.
I’m the only one who’s been cut off by a river in a small corner.
The whole world is quiet.
Looks at the hands of those who are overwhelmed and looks at the face of the river.
It was dark all around, but I felt the light I never had.
Last time I pulled out of KTV.
And he took me under a bridge, with his eyes and his eyes on the rolling river and the lights of the house.
I’ve never been to this place before.
The exterior was taken out of his pocket and hung on my ear, and the sound of the past went into my ear.
I stung the wind up in front of my ears and looked down at the stone under my feet: “Do you leave the country?” I’m sorry.
This is an issue that I have hidden in my heart for the entire winter holiday, and I only have the opportunity to ask today.
Gu Ei didn’t think I’d ask that question, but he looked across the river at me.
It’s like he’s got a big light in his eyes.
“I went to the Capital University. And when he says this, it belongs exclusively to him.
The University of the Capital is bad, and even I can’t easily say that before my grades come out, but in his mouth it’s as if it’s already nailed.
I wondered if it was something of his own, and I laughed, “Well, I went to the Capital University.” I’m sorry.
Once going to the Capital University because they didn’t want to disappoint their parents, it seems to have given them another meaning.
I’ve pulled something out of my pocket.
I didn’t see what it was. He grabbed his left hand.
As I struggled with my subconscious, his sleeve was easily strangled on his elbow.
The early summer night wind with a little coolness raised all the cold hairs on my hands.
That includes the scars of my dark youth, which are exposed in the air, even by the passing night wind.
I couldn’t get my hands back in time, and I had this cold thing on my wrist.
“The world really needs you. “Well, I can’t see his face, but I can only hear his voice, and it’s not too late. I’m sorry.
I didn’t see the chain in my hand until he let go of my hand.
And the chain fell upon the stars and the moon, and covered the scar just right.
“I have no right to be the sun, but the moon can light up the sky.” I’m sorry.
His hand seems to have dialed on my heart.
It was as if I could hear the echo of my heart’s heartbeat, and my ears were deafening.
He knew the meaning of the scar, but he had not asked a single question.
With only two words, it was easy to remove the scar from my heart.
I always thought I was the extra one in the world.
I’ve never been told that the world is missing me.
Even my parents, who love me, have never told me that my existence is important because of bad words.
The nose is sour, the tears quickly fill my eyes.
A lot of words, from my heart to my mouth, and I’m crushing it back.
In the end, I pulled the horns of the Lagaul, and said, “Can I, I love you?” I’m sorry.
Gulai didn’t answer me.
He sat down on a rock on the side, filmed the position on the side, suggesting that I should sit over.
I sat next to him and he looked back at me and said, “King, I don’t deserve it. I’m sorry.
How?
I just tried to deny it, and he kept talking.
“I had a long, long dream. He looked at me, and the light was dark, “On you.” I’m sorry.
That’s what I said.
I don’t know what he means when he says that, and he hangs his clothes on his body, and he says, “The euphemism also says, “My dream has happened.” I’m sorry.
“It’s different. “What is it that comes out of the river and what comes to mind? I’m sorry.
I don’t understand what he’s saying.
All he said was that he didn’t answer my questions in a positive way.
“No, I can’t.” I’m staring at the little rock under my feet, and I just feel so sad.
I should never have asked such a question.
I’ve always been greedy to want more.
After a while, it took the river to sigh.
He came to me with his hands on my head, rubbing, “King Jiang.” I’m sorry.
I looked at him.
“This is something that boys say first. * He smiled and the starlight in his eyes. *
Huh?
I blinked, I didn’t know what he meant.
“KANG Jiang, can I have you in my future? “Look at me with a serious and careful look.
It’s like I’m a treasure he can’t get.
Actually I’m not.
“Hmm! * I nod my head and cry from the corner. *
I have a feeling of security that I have never felt.
The news that I was with Gu was the first to know.
Sitting at the door with me, watching everyone on the road, sighing.
I don’t know why she sighs.
“I will go to the capital, too. If he bullys you, I will beat him first.” She stung her naked arm, and looked tough.
I was laughed at by her for a while and then stopped in her eyes.
Her eyes fell to my left.
“Jean, for the first time I saw you in short sleeves. She suddenly held my left hand and had a little red eye, “I didn’t agree with him being with you.” I’m sorry.
I looked at her side.
“But that day he said he had a long and long dream.” I’m sorry.
“He said when he woke up, he even begged for Buddha. She laughed and said, “Don’t dream about anything. I thought, “Someone like him can pray to God. I’m sorry.
“About my dream?” The dream was always mentioned.
Seems like a bad dream.
“It’s just a nightmare. I’m sorry.
She doesn’t seem to want to talk about it, but I want to know, “Tell you, the dream. I’m sorry.
She thought about it as if she had organized a language, and she said, “It’s different in nature, it’s more like it. I’m sorry.
I understand every word in this sentence, but I don’t know what she means when it comes to it.
But we haven’t talked about it.
Because the acceptance notice arrived.
I took a letter of admission from the University of Capital and turned around and ran into my house.
“Mommy. I sent the notice to Mom.
She stopped working, looked at the notice in my hand, looked up to me again and smiled comfortably.
She looked at me and said, “That’s great. I’m sorry.
Great.
Lu Wan Wan really came to the capital.
It’s just next to my school at the Capital Teacher Training College.
Upon receipt of the letter of admission, her mother took my hand and thanked me for two hours and left me at home for dinner.
My mother was also grateful for Lu’s euphemism, but was unable to say some moving words like that.
I’m like my mom.
After Lu Wan Wan moved my luggage to the dormitory, I only laughed at her hand.
“You don’t have a boyfriend, make me! She strangled the soft meat between my waist.
I was too busy avoiding and laughing at her.
The dormitories of girls are not easy for boys to come in, but they also need to register with their aunts.
Too cumbersome and much unnecessary attention.
I begged Ii for half a day, and it was only with his stinky face that he promised to get Lu to help.
The university life that I look forward to has finally begun in a laughter.
It’s just that I have hearing impairment, and it’s like a wind blowing all over the profession.
Even worse, on the second day of school, I saw a love letter in a school bag in Gu Yi, and that night I saw a confession on the school wall.
I knew from the beginning that Gu Ei had a good look, but I didn’t think that the university had just begun and that it was all so crowded.
“You’re right, I’m not with him in the world. I was lying in my bed and talking on my cell phone.
Lu’s face turned white.
How long ago did you remember? I’m sorry.
“Don’t tell Gu Ei Ha about this. I don’t want to die early. I’m sorry.
“You are the people of the world, and you are worthy of the heavenly fairies, and do not think. I’m sorry.
She sent several messages.
I’ve just finished reading, and I can’t get her back.
She said, “Chou Yun has played me several videos and I’ll meet him.” I’m sorry.
I just typed it and deleted it all.
Last one was “good.”
I can tell from Chu’s thoughts about Lu’s euphemism, only if Lu’s feeling he’s playing with her.
I just took a breath, and I got a dialogue on the phone.
“What are you doing? “When news of the river fell into my eyes, the screams of a roommate also sounded.
I looked out of my bed. I hardly talked to them.
I couldn’t keep up with them, so I didn’t have to talk to them.
But I still want to have a harmonious bedroom.
The roommate looked up at me and looked down at my phone and looked at me again.
“What’s wrong? Another roommate had a past.
The screaming roommate looked at his former roommate and asked, “We’re a professional and there’s only one Kang, right? I’m sorry.
The old roommate thought, noded.
“You know the clinical river? The screaming roommates continue to ask.
When the river came into my ear, all my cells came together to listen to what they said.
The former roommate noded his head: “He’s got all the white walls today, of course I know! It’s so handsome, it’s all on my aesthetics…”
It was like someone finally opened her valve, and she began to exaggerate.
The screaming roommate didn’t wait for her to finish, so he handed over the phone: “Look. I’m sorry.
Then another scream.
Both of you look at me.
I don’t know why.
“KANG Jiang, hide and see! “The screaming roommate smiles at me.
Another roommate brought my phone in front of me.
I saw what was on the phone interface when I moved.
That’s the school’s white wall, with two simple sentences.
“I’m clinically concerned with Ei, and I love the psychology Kang. I’m sorry.
As I did a year ago, I was pushed again into the eyes of men.
This time, different, he went from being behind me to walking by my side.
Under my feet, the shadow becomes the hand to my ten fingers.
I just didn’t think that the two words on the wall did not get those girls back at the university.
Just like now, I’m standing at the door waiting for my class.
I just packed my bag and I saw the shy girl standing in front of him.
Despite my confidence over and over and over again, I will suddenly be humbled to be a tortoise.
Just as I was slow, bowing my head and taking out the books in my bag, trying to pack them again, Gu Ei River stood by me.
“What? You want another lesson? His hands were around his chest, blocking the sun outside the window.
I looked out of my head, and the girl who was just there stood there and looked at me in the eyes full of displeasure.
“No, no. “I was busy putting books in my bag.
I took my hand from the river and put it on my shoulder, groaning and holding my hand.
He pulled me out of the classroom.
In the eyes of the crowd.
I thought he was taking me to dinner, but I didn’t think he would take me to an empty classroom.
He threw his bag on the side of his desk and turned around and forced me to the door.
There’s people walking in front of the door. It’s clear.
The door was behind me a mess of heart beating and deafening.
“KANG Jiang. “What will you do to me?” I’m sorry.
His voice was low, and it left me blank.
I don’t know what he’s talking about, he shakes his head with a hot face and nods his head again.
He paused, laughed, and reached out and took off my snail.
The world was quiet, and the footsteps at the door disappeared, but my heart was still deafening.
I didn’t react. A kiss fell on my lips.
Let’s go!
I looked up and I didn’t really think my first kiss would come out at this time.
Gu Eyle put the outside machine in his pocket and put his hands up and covered my eyes.
As if I were the only one left in the world.
And the lips of the river twirled on my lips, and We closed our eyes slowly, and in their hearts was a wave that never touched.
I don’t know how long it took him to leave my lips.
The hand over my eyes was not removed.
After a while, he let go and took the outside machine from his pocket and hung it on my ear.
I opened my eyes and saw his red ears. They were lovely.
Want to touch.
But he held my hand when I raised it.
“This is my first kiss. “Gang Jiang, you are responsible, you cannot run away.” I’m sorry.
I’ve been burning my face, and I’ve been burning even more.
He looked at me with a firm and serious eye.
I swear, no one can turn him down.
And I couldn’t turn him down, so I noded, and I was afraid he wouldn’t believe, and I said, “Okay.” I’m sorry.
And finally, at the instigation of Lu’s euphemism, I made a statement on the wall.
As a result, Gu was happy to take me with you for a meal.
The freshman year is over, and it’s the first time that everyone who cares about me and the river has taken our sugar, and even the euphemism of our roommates has allowed her to do it live.
This direction sometimes makes me feel like I’m in a dream.
I wake up every morning and think I’m stealing my own life.
Mom and Dad know I’m with Gu Yi, at the end of the year.
I told them when I was eating.
Dad listened to me and his hand with chopsticks stayed in the air for a long time before putting it on the table.
“I disagree. He looked at me and gave me that.
I was locked up at home.
When my mother brought me dinner, I was asking Luo Wan for help.
“You know, it’s for your own good. “Mom sits by my side, sighs.
I know.
Although Dad didn’t talk to me that day after he said no, I know he did it for my own good.
“From then on, your father was very concerned about the people around you, who they were, who they were, what they were, what they were to you. He’s always clear. “Mom looked at me, and I felt guilty.
When was that, I know.
Her hands fell on my head: “When he was a senior, your father knew the river better than you, and their family environment was complicated and his character was bad…”
She gently touched my head: “My parents only wish you could be healthy and happy and live an ordinary life.” I’m sorry.
When I said healthy and happy, I heard her shivering slightly.
None of us mentioned those things, as if they were undeclared.
Mom’s hand touched over my head and over again, and finally fell on my hand.
Her hands were cocoon, thick cocoon, shaving my skin.
“It’s all Mom’s fault. She looked at the bracelet in my left hand and a tear fell from her eyes to her leg.
I never saw her cry.
I didn’t see her cry when I was taken to hospital with that knife in my left wrist.
When she cried, I was so scared I had to hug her.
I know what she said.
She whispered, “If I took you to a hospital then…”
It was a thorn in her heart. She never mentioned it, and I couldn’t touch it.
It’s not her fault.
I thought I’d drink, sleep, and burn.
It’s just life.
I hugged Mom and gently hit her back: “Mom, no. I’m sorry.
“If not, you can have a better life, you can meet better people. “Mom’s crying is getting harder and harder.
I can’t do anything but shake my head.
These guilts were buried in their hearts for a long time, day after day, year after year.
I know. I never blamed them.
“It’s not your fault I’m, I’m, I’m, I’m good. “I whispered to my mother, saying the truth in my heart.
It would have been a bad life, getting better and better after the river.
When I heard the sound of what had been kicked out of the house again, I heard heavy footsteps.
After Mom left, I looked out the window and I saw Dad smoking in the corner.
He doesn’t smoke much.
Should have been outside the door.
On the tenth day of my incarceration, the river of GuEl is here.
He talked to his parents in the living room for a long time, and I didn’t even hear what they were saying.
It’s just that when Dad came to open my door, his eyes were a little red.
And this time he looked at me and said, “Go for a walk.” I’m sorry.
Dad agreed to take me out of the river, which is the same as he agreed with me.
And on the way I asked Israel: “What did you say to them? I’m sorry.
Look at me on the side of the river and make two gestures.
I’m all stiff.
When there was no way out of the house, I was sent to learn sign language for a while, and it was not broken, even with a snail.
They’re afraid of an accident.
“I told them I learned sign language for you. * Take my hand and walk slowly across the street *
This is certainly not the main reason for letting them go.
But certainly for one reason.
I never thought I’d do anything like this for you.
And then whatever I asked, he never told me what he said to my parents.
When I finally got home, I took the notebook from my desk.
I bought the notebook for the diary, and I left it there, only a few.
Gu Ei Ha said he was missing a notebook and was taking it away.
I told him to go left and have a commissary, where there are lots of notebooks.
Then he said, “We lack a notebook with your name.” I’m sorry.
I always thought that the father of the river wouldn’t agree with us.
My parents think so too.
I think so too.
That’s why I was so nervous when Gu Ei was taking me home.
I just came into their house and I was running out of the house with a cigarette in my hands.
When he saw me, he asked for a smoke, and he looked me up and down, and he smiled at me, and he said, “King, isn’t it?” I’ve got a meeting to go to. You guys play first. I’m sorry.
I was standing there, and I forgot what I had to do.
He didn’t even care about going out and finally came back in time for dinner and ate with us.
It was a very nice meal.
My late mother was always crying and his father asked me about school.
It gives me the illusion of being home.
They didn’t look at what was in my ear, nor did they ask me anything, and I didn’t feel bad about anything.
There’s no rumor.
After dinner, I was taken home by the river, and I haven’t even returned.
He stood at my door and laughed and said that we could live our lives.
I didn’t understand what it meant, but I didn’t ask, and he didn’t continue.
University time is running fast, and our graduation season is coming soon.
I did not choose to study, but instead went to a school to act as a psychologist for students, while Gu Ehe entered the hospital to begin his internship.
We’re all getting busy and meeting days are starting to get rare.
I thought it would last a long time, but I didn’t think I’d get his wedding ring on my birthday.
“Can I always have you in my future?” He kneeled on his knees and asked me what he had said.
I haven’t heard from you yet. Lu Wan Wing cried right next to me.
Qiu Yun was busy taking her away, suggesting I could continue.
I smiled and looked at the ring box, which was not a big, but not a small diamond ring.
I’ve been thinking about ending my life for countless nights.
I couldn’t have imagined it would happen in years.
My beloved proposed to himself.
True friends wept.
It’s as if all the good things in the world are in me.
“Good. I am very determined in my answer.
I married Gu Yi River when I was 25.
After living with him, I knew he’d have nightmares.
Often wakes up at night.
Just like now.
I took the outside machine out of the box next to it and put it on my ear, looking at the river that had come to me: “Is this often sick?” I’m sorry.
He looked at me and shook his head.
“No, why?” I wiped his blouse.
He dragged me into the arms, and his jaw stomped on my head: “King, this is the price I have to pay.” I’m sorry.
“What’s the price. I’m sorry.
He didn’t talk.
I looked up at him and looked right at him.
“The price of nothing happened. I’m sorry.
That’s what I said.
I still don’t understand.
He always said things I couldn’t understand.
“Why do you think you’re studying medicine? I’m sorry.
Listening to his father, he wanted him to manage his family’s business, but did not realize that he had chosen medicine very firmly.
He rounded my neck with his fingers, dialed my side of the hair, and held my outside.
“You know?” He put his finger on my outside plane, “If there’s an accident, there’s a mistake in the surgery, you never hear it again.” I’m sorry.
For me?
I looked at him.
“I’m not worth it. * My eyes are sour and soft *
“You deserve it.” I’m sorry.
“That day you came to me in a white dress and told me not to smoke, and I haven’t smoked since. I’m sorry.
When I looked, I thought I had done something that he hated, and I could be worth it.
So the days are busy and happy.
It’s not too long before Lu Wan Wan and Chu Yun get married.
I looked for their invitation at home, in the box, and I looked for the notebook that was taken from my house in the cupboard.
I only wrote a few pages, but I saw half the notebook.
Not my handwriting, but my diary style.
Each page is a sad, dark piece.
One of the pages records the collapse and despair that followed my sexual abuse while I was out. It’s something that never happened, but I can see it with every word in it.
The date set was the holiday of the third year, and Lu’s first visit to the playground.
It’s a lot of records, but I didn’t have the courage to look at it.
Turns to the last page, with only a few lines of blank pages:
Nothing happened.
There’s no time for anything.
I’m willing to take it all.
May God bless her.
Dropped: Gu Ei River.
Beyond the river.
I met my legendary father the year Grandma died.
Everyone says I’m going into town to enjoy myself.
Even I thought so myself.
But I didn’t expect to be faced with a beautiful wife who had just entered the house and an endless indifference.
It was as though he had taken me home, but he feared that others would scorn him and that he would say that he had not fulfilled his duty.
That year I was 14 years old and had amazing grades for teachers, but I was just looking after a country kid who nobody cared about.
In the new school, I was quickly bullied because I was too smart.
Everyone can go home and tell their parents that I’m the only one who gets beat up in a big room and drugged myself.
The world seems to have changed, and grades are no longer the most important thing in my mind.
I took the money I had from my family and started to waste it all over the place.
Soon, I’ll be the god of hell.
Tests on my papers forever.
And that’s when I knew the only thing I could do for my family: no matter what I did, the school wouldn’t do anything for me.
It’s been a long time since I’ve had a good time.
I thought my life was going to end like this.
Until the third year of school.
“Could you take care of your new classmate. “The teacher who never called me by my name in the daytime suddenly called me by my name.
I looked up on the table and I saw Kang in a white dress.
She’s clean like a white paper that’s never been painted, and I’m like two worlds.
Kang was sitting next to me, never crossed the border, like I had no one around.
But she’s weird.
A good student like her, most afraid of me.
But she’s not afraid of me.
She’s always trying to talk to me, and she’s stopping.
I started to notice that she had some unfashionable pronunciation, and then I started to notice that she was different from someone else, and I realized what the teacher meant for me to take care of.
“We heard you were at the same table? “A brother who’s been with me for years, and he’s giving me a cigarette, and he’s saying, “Are you still deaf?” I’m sorry.
Deaf?
And I wrinkled, and put the smoke into my mouth, and snuffed it, and then I said, “She is not.” I’m sorry.
Voice just dropped.
Kang started coming at me, wearing the white dress she was wearing in school, with her hands tied to the bag, like a big resolve.
She came to me and whispered to me: “It’s bad to smoke.” I’m sorry.
I’m sorry.
Who doesn’t know smoking is bad, but I’ve never been told that by anyone.
My brothers always said that their parents beat them up when they found them smoking.
They envy me. Nobody cares.
Jealous?
I looked at Kang, who had just coughed, and the feeling of chaos ended up in my mouth: “Don’t worry about me.” I’m sorry.
She ran away. I scared her off.
I found out I changed.
I always bully her when someone talks about her, and I’ll find a way to keep her away and get something for her long way.
Sometimes they take her headphones.
But she seems more afraid that I’ll take her out of the car, and she’ll always look like she’s about to cry.
Seeing is annoying.
She didn’t bring water today and I asked her to buy it for me, but I said no and she was about to cry.
Why don’t she just stay and drink? Why are you crying?
The eyes, full of tears, saw me panic. We stretched out our hands and pulled down her headline, trying to keep her hair covered with the eyes, but not with the outside.
She was still crying in her eyes.
I’m even more distracted.
I threw the rope on her desk and I went through the window to get out of here.
The old man’s got a little wife. She’s a girl.
So the old man remembered his only son, me.
The day before, he had a fight with some kids from the school next door. The old man came to school early this morning.
I thought he came because of my fight, and he came because he wanted me to leave the country.
There’s not a single word of certainty in his line, thinking that just send me back the gold.
If his little wife had a son, maybe he wouldn’t have come to school if I had an accident in a fight.
Fuck.
I broke the principal’s office door and ran all the way to the roof.
I wanted to smoke, but I thought I hadn’t smoked for a long time.
I was crouching there and I didn’t know what I wanted.
I didn’t know how long it took me to hear the soft footsteps and look up and see Kang coming at me.
She got down in front of me and brought me a ointment.
“I see you, hands, wounded. She talks very slowly and softly, even though it sounds a little strange, and it sounds like the wind that just blows from the face.
I was crying the other day and now I’m here to give me medicine.
I’ve never seen anything so stupid as to be serious.
But before I could do anything, I was sent out of the country by the old man.
He gave me everything, and before him I had no choice or recourse.
Seeing Kang again was the year before I planned to return.
On the news, I saw her on the street.
I felt like I was just blind when I was dark.
She was buried when my horse went back.
And I didn’t even see her last face.
“She doesn’t have a friend. That’s what my mother told me when I went to her house.
They were surprised at my presence.
But I’m not her friend.
I’m just a guy who almost fell in love with her before he could do anything.
I saw a notebook in Kang’s room, and her mother said to burn it.
I turned away without hearing.
Half a book was spilled and my name appeared several times.
I had a sniveling nose, and it seemed like I was always so annoying to her.
It’s as if all her misfortunes were mine.
Until I turned to that page.
It was a cold break for a senior. She was called out by an old classmate.
She was dragged into an alley and the outside plane was thrown away.
The entire page was covered with water stains, and my fingers shivered with them, as if she could feel every tear that she had written.
“She didn’t. She said the headset was missing. I said something to her father. Her mother cried with her face on her face, “and since then, her mental state is getting worse and we don’t know…”
Start with this page.
The latter is no longer angry, and every word portends her determination to die.
That year, she was supposed to study for the second year at the Capital University, to which she aspired, but did not go to the third year for medical reasons.
That year, she was 20 years old and she said she was going out for a walk.
She stayed with her at 20.
I’m like crazy to find out who the man was.
Finally, I found out about a bunch of kids around the time, who had been watching Kang for a long time.
Now they’re all grown up and have their own lives.
No regrets.
I didn’t mean to use such a simple and violent way of revenge, but Kang came into my dreams at night.
As clean as she dreams, I hate those people.
I tried to send them to hell, but the police came one step earlier.
I’m dying and they’re in the emergency room.
A familiar and strange bell rings.
I opened my eyes.
No pain, no medical equipment.
Jiangjiang sat by my side, carrying a book that looked clean and pure into my eyes, with a slight tension.
“It’s a dream again. I haven’t dreamt of seeing her in a long time.
The dream went back to the third grade, and Kang was still wearing my favorite white dress, clean as an elf.
I looked at her all the time, and I woke up afraid of dreams.
Until after school the bell rings.
Kang is ready to go, and I am consciously standing up.
The leg hit the corner of the table and the pain came.
“Hu, let’s go!” Chu Yun came in through the door.
I never dreamed of him.
I looked at the pain in my leg, and then I looked at Qiu Yun at the door, and I turned to Kang.
It doesn’t look like a dream.
“Fuck! “It’s a word in my mouth.
Cho Yun said he’s about to fight and the brothers are ready.
I think it’s not long since the third grade.
A bunch of brothers behind me waiting for me to lead.
But I didn’t go to the agreed place, but I followed Kang.
I’m taking her home.
Everything is the same as the first, except for the different.
Kangjiang has a girl, like Lu Wan Wan.
She didn’t have a friend in the last life.
It’s ridiculous, but I really went back a few years before everything started.
This is the first time in my life that I believe there is a Buddha.
They must have heard my devout prayers to save it.
I spent three days going to all the temples around.
Kang Jiang’s name was on all the temples’ peace trees.
This time, I’ll take care of her.
Because I’m here, a lot of things start to change.
I haven’t seen anyone in the past.
I took the outside plane they threw out from the air and didn’t take Kang.
“My people, dare you touch it? I slap the girl in charge.
Once again, I was unsure of anyone but Kang.
But I never hit a woman, for the first time.
The girl didn’t seem to have thought of it. She stayed where she was.
A few girls came and stood behind her.
I raised my eyebrows: “I’ll come to her later, and you can ask about my means. I’m sorry.
I was famous in high school.
She doesn’t have to ask. She knows I’m mean.
So she took a step back and left with a few girls.
Lu Wan Wan holds Kang and looks surprised to me.
I know she’s surprised at my attitude.
Doesn’t matter.
Even if anyone else thinks I’m crazy, I’ll stand by Kang for once.
Although many things have changed, there are still things that happen by accident.
Same thing happened the day before after the fight, the old man came to school.
This time, I wouldn’t think he came to fight for me.
But when he said he had only one son, hoping I’d make a living, I said to myself, “Fuck it.”
In the corner of the roof, the mood was still out of control.
Some things, even once again, still make me feel bad.
It’s also a light footsteps.
Just like being in front of me.
Like taking out ointment.
“The school doctor said this, live blood bruising. It is also a soft and comfortable voice.
I suddenly thought it would be okay to go abroad, if I could bring Kang.
But she doesn’t want to. She still wants to go to the Capital University.
It’s not good for Capital.
“Well, it’s Capital University. “If she wants to go, I can stay.
It’s just the old man. I might have to figure something out.
The old man sat on the couch and asked me, “The University of the Capital.” I’m sorry.
I’m a little um uh-huh.
“What’s the major?” He put the smoke in his hand on the ashtray.
I’ve got this figured out.
“Clinical. “Clinics at the University of Capital is the best profession.
In an accident during an operation to remove a snail, the last Kangjiang had no chance of hearing the world’s voice in that ear.
This world, this kind of accident, I don’t want her to show up again.
Unexpectedly, the old man didn’t object.
He said, “If you fail, go abroad.” I’m sorry.
I’m sure I’ll pass.
I changed the position for the teacher.
I can’t sit next to Kang, disrupt her studies, or my own.
Soon, that dark holiday will come.
I’ve been waiting for Kang’s house every day, and I haven’t met her old classmates who told her to go out in her notebook, but I’ve met her many times.
Lu Wan Wan didn’t even think about going to college soon, and Kang Jiang was going to college.
So I took them to the library every time.
Just once.
I’ve had a delay at home. By the time I got to Kang’s house, Kang was out.
The dates fully match.
I’ve never been so desperate for a moment.
I searched all the alleys around, all the old warehouses around.
I won’t let myself stop and think about the bad endings.
And finally, as I fell apart, I heard Kang’s soft smile.
She came to me with Lu’s hands, like a flash of light in the night.
She’s fine.
She’s fine.
Nothing happened.
She took me to the nearby café.
She asked me, “Did you have a dream? I’m sorry.
Suddenly, I looked up at her.
She took a sip of tea and thought, “Because you’re so weird, I thought you were weird. You got so sudden I thought you had a strange dream like me. I’m sorry.
“What dream?” I bowed and drank.
“It’s just a nightmare. I dreamt something bad happened to the Gang and I ended up in it. I’m sorry.
I looked up at her.
So she was sent to Kang.
“It’s so real in the dream, and it still hurts. I’m thinking about Jiangjiang. That’s pathetic. I’m gonna protect her. She looked at me, “You too?” I’m sorry.
I’m not.
It’s not a dream.
But she wouldn’t believe it if she said it.
“Hmm. I nodded my head.
Tell her what happened in the last life.
“I never believed in the Buddha, but I prayed to it for three days. I made a mockery of myself, “I hope that all the disasters come to me and don’t fall on her again.” I’m sorry.
God.
I pray.
May the light go on her, and I will fall into hell.
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□ A Xiao Mao file number: YX11VQKXXW
I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
