That day, I was softened and taken away from the examination.
They found electronics in my rubber.
Nobody knows. I cheated on purpose.
I want to commit a perfect crime, which is an indispensable link…
It’s a story of a bad girl with a high IQ crime.
Burn.
One.
In 2009, I took the adult self-test. I’ve decided if I can take a college exam in my life.
Try.
That was the first time I cheated.
Invisible headphones, the size of a grain of rice, hidden in glasses, and the sound of bones passed to me.
Case. It’s accompanied by a signal relay, hidden in rubber wipe. It’s a small dollar.
It is very difficult to find them without unopening them.
But that day, I looked outside the entrance examination and came in a police car.
The whole people began to tremble.
I thought it was a loss.
In fact, the police car was just a drop-off.
But I got scared and couldn’t stop shaking.
The examiner, noting my appearance, came up and whispered to me, “Are you not physically ill?”
Comfortable? I’m sorry.
I didn’t realize the examiner was here. I heard voices.
I hid the rubber rub in my hand.
The examiner looked up and looked at my hand.
In a moment, I was sweating down.
The body is still shaking, slowly spreading its hand. That rubber, a lot of sweat.
“I’m… I’m in my physiology period. “I’m down on the sound.
That’s the only explanation I could have thought of. The examiner didn’t speak. She took the rubber and took it and hit it right in front of her.
Volume.
And I’m down all the way and I can’t breathe.
Finally, she shot me on the shoulder, indicating that I continued to answer.
I’m completely relieved.
Invisible headphones, the answer to the question of choice has begun.
I picked up the pen and came back to find out that the sound had become intermittent. Raise it wrongly.
Head, the rubber was taken out of the classroom by the examiner.
What’s she doing with the rubber?
Once again, I shivered irresistibly, because I saw her call.
The other examiners took out the rubber.
A few minutes later, I was taken out of the classroom.
In the dazzling sun, the rubber was broken.
It shows the electronics in it.
They surrounded me and took me away from the exam. Then I couldn’t remember. I just remembered.
For a long time, in the head, buzzing.
I once thought I’d go to jail, and the last result of the punishment was that I lost my grades and cancelled.
Examination qualifications.
And, cut it off for three years.
This is the whole history of my cheating, and I told the reporters.
Early November, late autumn. Because of the bleak future, I’m trying to earn some living. Yes.
One of the reporters, “paid interview.”
The journalist is called Lu Yu.
He’s wearing a white shirt, his hair is a mess, he’s wearing a black eye.
Look.
It’s young, just like a job.
I’ve thought about it before, but I’m just asking, “What’s the future?”
It’s a question like, “It’s on a plate that doesn’t hurt.
After I met him at my house, he didn’t talk, he just kept looking at me. I’m covered.
Not comfortable.
“You cheated on purpose, didn’t you?” That was his first sentence.
“You want to cover up a murder. He said that.
We were sitting at my house and Mom and Dad weren’t home.
It’s so acceptable because it’s on the news. Autumn, Southern Edge County.
There’s no decorating at my house. There’s only an old TV, silent, silent.
Picture.
I’ve spilled water for him.
“If you’re interviewing, that’s what you’re talking about. We can end this.
Okay. I’m sorry.
I wipe the tea table and still smile.
He didn’t rush, slowly and rationally, to get a newspaper out of the bag.
Local, up there, there’s a story.
Five months ago, in June of this year, there was a boy who went to the river alone.
Swimming.
Tragically drowned in that river because of muscle cramps.
Me and him, a class. This news was also reported on local television stations to persuade the people to go to war.
Guys, don’t go swimming.
“I heard you were his girlfriend. After he died, you were tried as a suspect.
I’ve been through this.”
“Yes, the police concluded that his death had nothing to do with me. So what else do you want to know?
Go interview the police! I just want to finish this conversation as soon as possible. “I’m sorry, do I look like a nice person? ♪ Cold
And he said that.
I stopped.
“If you refuse my interview, I’ll cover the case. I’m sorry.
“I’m a man, no other strength. I’m sorry.
“I’ll write you up as a slut, into the details; I can write about your parents.
They’re murderers, they’re psychotics, poor people…
“If you don’t want me to ruin your reputation, you’d better listen. I’m sorry.
I admit, at that moment, I was a little scared.
He smiled, “Now, would you like to talk? I’m sorry.
“What do you want to know? After a long silence, I asked him.
“Your boyfriend, how did he die? I’m sorry.
“I told the police. I’m sorry.
“Tell me. I’m sorry.
III
– Accidental memory-1.
I’m a coincidence.
I want to get to the point, but I’m learning.
The doctor found out I had mild emotional disorders. Don’t advise me to continue my studies.
Worse.
I’ve heard about it. Adults take their exams. I just stayed home.
Lee, prepare for this fall for the adult self-test.
The boy who drowned…
Yeah, I was with him before I went to school.
I like the way he plays basketball. He’s always the same when he’s tall.
Schoolgirls’ attention.
Shouldn’t he be a playboy?
After school, I’ll still go to him and want to be with him.
But he’s tired of me and there’s so many better women waiting for him to choose.
He said, ‘Your goal is to save the balance.’ But my grades, ma’am. If you want to.
Let’s go. All right, stop talking.
I don’t want to. I just want to be with him. So I thought of a way.
“We cheat together. I’m sorry.
But I didn’t think that that decision eventually made his death.
Two.
He’s going to take the exam, the June thousand men’s one-wood bridge;
I’m going to take the October adult self-test.
We all cheat, it’s the surest way;
It’s the only way to make sure we can go to the same college or even the same.
Professional.
That’s May’s tail, around noon. I’m online. I’ve contacted an ID called
Gunshot man.
He’s in the sticker, he’s posted, he’s selling cheating tools. He’s wide open, two.
Speculation, both.
We had a deal.
A few days later, this man named Gunshot came to our town.
He came on his own. In a private car.
He’s thin, he wears glasses, he has long hair, he’s like a musician. But I didn’t know then that this man, the gunman, was a demon.
He showed us cheating equipment: headphones, rubber. Teach us how to use it.
One for me, one for my boyfriend.
He said, “The answer will only be broadcast once, and in the examination, listen carefully.”
He also reminds us not to answer all correctly, lest it be revealed.
Me and my boyfriend were happy — he had a future, and I, I saved my love.
Love.
That evening, the fire set the sky on fire.
Me and my boyfriend, we drank some wine to celebrate.
South County at the end of May is already hot.
Boyfriend suggested, take me to the suburbs, swim down the river, cool off.
The river’s a little off. Nobody’s passing.
He suggested going there, actually, to do something like that with me.
3
At the riverside, I’ll excuse myself for coming. Boyfriends are happy. They only go down the river.
Swimming. At the same time, I got a call from a gun.
He’s driving. He’s here to collect.
His car, parked far away. I went alone and got two sets of cheating equipment.
But when I returned to the river, I saw the body of my boyfriend floating on the water…
No one could have imagined that a little cramp would take his life…
If I hadn’t left, if I was there, he wouldn’t…
Four.
Remembering the accident, I’m still sad.
In my house, I stopped talking and wept.
Lu Yu said, “You’re crying real.” I’m sorry.
I bit my teeth tight, my eyes red, “Can you leave my house?” I’m sorry.
“You’re not telling the truth. Lu Yu interrupted me. “This story you’re talking about, the loophole.
Too much. I’m sorry.
Five.
“Why don’t you send the cheating equipment? Lu Yu
Say it. “Why would your boyfriend let you pay for it alone? Let you go to a strange man.
A human car? I’m sorry.
“Sister, lie to me, you have no advantage. I’m sorry.
I’m silent, tight in my fist, angry in my eyes.
“Look at my home. I’m sorry.
Lu Yu hesitated.
Old family building. In 2009, there was no electricity, even the kitchen.
And beehive coal.
We said: I have no money at all. I’m sorry.
“I offered the price, myself. I’m sorry.
Six.
That evening, I got in the gun truck.
This skinny man, hands on my waist.
That is the suburbs, where no one smokes, except clear rivers.
It’s getting dark. Music in the car covers men’s breath.
After that, he got off and smoked. “Where’s your boyfriend? Gunshot asked me.
“In swimming. I’m sorry.
Actually, the boyfriend wanted to come together. But I purposely put his clothes and shoes, both of them.
Touched the river. He’s got to pay for it alone.
I regret it all the time.
Die.
VII
Lu Yu’s listening with interest, looks like he’s finally starting to believe this story.
“What happened after you and Gunfire did it. I’m sorry.
My finger strangled the horn.
What happened after that could be described as a nightmare.
VIII
– The memory of the murder?
One.
That evening, I left the gunpowder car and returned to the river.
It’s getting darker. After trying to see what was on the river, I started screaming.
That’s my boyfriend’s body. He drowned there because of a cramp.
Floating.
Soon, the guns heard my cry for help. Get over here.
He’s very watery, fell down, dragged his boyfriend’s body to shore.
“How is he?” You can’t breathe! …you have a car. We’ll take him to a doctor.
The court! * I ran out of control *
The gun landed and he was towed up.
But suddenly, he stopped.
Boyfriend body, floating in the water.
“What are you doing?” I was surprised.
I saw the gun in the face, and there was a sting.
“Your boyfriend, dead. He said, “It’s dead. I’m sorry.
He raised his head, “Go to the hospital, everything is exposed!” The police found me here.
Cheating, I’m going to jail! I’m sorry.
He looked down and saw the body of his boyfriend.
I know what he wants to do. I went up to get my boyfriend back.
He’s strong, he’s got an arm, he’s holding me.
“Bitch, you think you’re gonna be okay? He scolded, “Your family.”
Under conditions, can you afford to pay? Life money! I’m sorry.
I can’t care about anything. I just know I have to take my boyfriend to the hospital.
We were close to fighting, and I went crazy and bit on his arm, and he ate pain and let go.
And at that point a shout was heard from a distance, as a thunderbolt.
“All right? What?
That’s a farmer who passed by, and heard the sound of the river.
The guns looked back and the birds flew away.
And the night will be covered in shade, and no one will be seen.
But I know there’s someone there, right there!
I wanted to scream for help, but I was grabbed by the gun.
The gun was staring at me, and he kept his voice down and said to me:
“Think about your parents. I’m sorry.
“This money will kill them. @Ambassador: #Feb14
I admit, I’m ashamed.
At that moment, in my head was an old and broken home.
And my parents, the exhausted face.
“I’m fine! I’m scared of bugs! I’m sorry.
That’s my reply to the scream if my soul breaks.
“Sister, it’s late. I’m sorry.
“Yes, thank you auntie. I’m sorry.
There is only a dead silence in the night.
I stood in the water silently with the gun.
Her boyfriend’s body, floating among us.
And the night of the summer, there is not but the rising frogs.
The body of the boyfriend was pushed by the gun into the middle of the river.
The only thing I can do is sneak in the boyfriend’s cheating device and put it in the man.
Friend’s clothes.
That’s what I promised him. The sound of the water is soft, and it swallows the night.
3
Me and the shooting, left the river bank and sat in his car.
Gunshot eyes, full of agitated bloodline.
He turned back and said, “If the police come to you, answer.” I’m sorry.
“You guys came for a swim this afternoon, you had a fight, little lovers.
Regular. So you came home early and your boyfriend was swimming in the river. But I didn’t think of him.
An accident, drowned. I’m sorry.
“Whoever asks, you say that.
I’m wet, I don’t know if I’m cold or scared, and I can’t stop shaking.
I can’t talk.
Pop!
Gunshot slaps me, heavy.
“Repeat again. I’m sorry.
Pop!
Another slap. I stammered, “I, we swim, we fight, I go home angry…
No, I didn’t think I’d left him and he was surprised.”
The gun noded.
He’s leaving, my little psychic.
Record.
“You haven’t seen me, and we don’t know each other. Understand? I’m sorry.
“I see…”
I saw a rear-view mirror with a gun in it. He took a small one from the rear-view mirror.
Something.
Camera.
And then he turned on his phone, and it was a video.
I was in the car with him, we were breathing, that thing.
I don’t have the strength to think.
Okay.
“Don’t want me to send it online? You can’t talk to anyone about me. I’m sorry.
He’s warning me.
I nod my head. “Get off it. I’m sorry.
“I can’t take you back, you’ll be seen, walk away. He says:
I got out of the car, dark late at night.
His car did not light, and the path before him was nothing but the dark of terror.
Can’t see anything.
“Good luck, Your Majesty. This is the last thing I said.
That night, it was the longest night I ever walked.
4
Probably, by the time I got home at night, the gun ran away.
He escaped, but I can only stay here.
All night long, can’t sleep.
The next day, I did all the psychological work for myself, trying to pretend I didn’t have any hair.
Born like that.
But push the door and scream.
Two cops, sit in my house.
They found the body of their boyfriend in the river in the suburbs. A lot of people saw it. That evening, I went to the river with my boyfriend.
In the face of the police, I was all told by the gun.
“Let’s go swimming… because of the fight I left early… He hasn’t been here today.
I didn’t think he had an accident…
Yes, I’m afraid;
I’m afraid my family can’t afford it.
I’m afraid that video will be posted online.
Swimming drowned, almost every year.
In such an infertile small town, nothing is in doubt.
This case is closed.
Even newspapers and newspapers have published news to persuade the general public not to go down the river in private.
5
After that, I couldn’t sleep, almost every night.
I’m still lucky — maybe I can pass the October test, the people of the future.
Live, return to light; perhaps this case will never be brought up again.
However, in mid-October, the presence of a witness shattered all my luck. The peasant woman in the shade.
Six.
And that evening, the farmer passed through the shade and heard a strange sound.
Sounds, like a fight, like a struggle.
She looked far away.
The night covered the banks of the river, only black and invisible.
But she heard my reply, “I’m fine.”
However, in my confession, at that time, I was on my way home.
Everyone immediately understood.
I lied!
7
At the same time, adults take their own exams.
I’ve got a few more plainclothes near my house; and, uh, an advance transmission to my parents.
Call.
And I didn’t realize I was in the exam.
I can’t study much more than I can imagine. I’m the only one who can count on it.
Until the examiner removed my rubber wipes and exposed the electronic parts inside.
That night, when I was taken to the police station, I finally collapsed and told the truth.
Give me everything I’ve been forced to do.
I don’t know.
Nine.
Lu Yu sits in my house and listens quietly.
It’s late autumn, outside the window, with a sharp wind.
“I’m done. You can interview the police. I didn’t lie. I’m sorry.
I have tears in my eyes.
Again, it still hurts me to recall that nightmare.
“I see. I’m sorry.
Lu Yu slowly stood up.
But it just lit a cigarette.
“Good story, only, one question. He says: “The whole story, you said it. I’m sorry.
In your story, the shootings are the bad, the evil, the evil, and the evil, and you are coerced.
Innocent, even, you are one of the victims. I’m sorry.
“Don’t you think it’s perfect? I’m sorry.
I’m freezing.
Lu Yu smoked, leaned against my window and looked at me without heart.
“Is there really a gunman? He says:
My heart jumped.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about. I’m sorry.
And he smiled, “I checked the ID on the gun, and there’s nothing about it.
Record. It’s the same name, but it’s not the person you described. I’m sorry.
“He deleted it! Just like he deleted my phone! * I rebuke with anger *
Here.
“Really? But the police have transferred traffic surveillance, and all recent non-resident cars, too.
There is no such person. I’m sorry.
“Even if the text was deleted from the phone, the operator would have left it. Police!
Again, there is no record. “No one’s seen him. No one knows where he is.
Any record… the most logical explanation is that there is no such thing in this world.
People. I’m sorry.
“If there are no guns, what is the whole picture of the truth? I’m sorry.
“Why did you make up such a bad guy? I’m sorry.
Lu Yu’s eyes, piercing me straight.
I can’t even look at him.
“Let’s delete the gun. He says:
“That evening, only you were by the river. The boyfriend’s body, just you. I’m sorry.
His eyes are getting sharper.
My heart’s beating up.
“That evening, you lied, you supported the peasant woman. I’m sorry.
“That evening, you alone pushed the body into the middle of the river. I’m sorry.
“No guns, no orders. I’m sorry.
“All by yourself. I’m sorry.
I raised my head so hard I couldn’t stop staring at Lu Yu. However, in his eyes. I feel like just a doll at his mercy.
“Who are you?” I’m sorry.
He did not answer, reaching out to the window with ash.
“I don’t have any good for you. The smoke smudged between his fingers.
Ten.
I bit my teeth.
Reason tells me not to be seduced by him, nor enter his rhythm.
I’ve been in front of adults and the police. But no one likes him.
Like, give me so much pressure.
“You say, it’s all speculation. I’m sorry.
“You want evidence?”
“Your relationship with your boyfriend, you’ve told me everything. Lu Yu
Say, “But you’re hiding something important. I’m sorry.
“The contradiction between you. I’m sorry.
“Your best friend told me that you and your boyfriend were there almost every day before your boyfriend died.
Fighting. Yeah, he’s a playboy. He’s got a new girl.
People. “You told your best friend you said he didn’t have you in his heart. You said you wanted him.
Dead, so he’ll always be yours. I’m sorry.
“Your best friend’s mouth is not so tight. I’m sorry.
“What evidence is this?” I contradict him, “It’s just my anger!” I’m sorry.
Lu Yu doesn’t give a shit about my argument. “The evening your boyfriend drowned, you guys.
The wine they drank. I’m sorry.
“Someone saw you crying. I’m sorry.
“The tears are sad. I’m sorry.
My heart, once again pounding.
“You said you were celebrating cheating, and you were happy. * He repeats what I said *
Things.
“On a small matter so insignificant, you lied. I’m sorry.
“Why?”
“Because he broke your heart in that drink.”
“So, you decided to kill him and let him be the only one who ever belonged to you.”
“So you have to lie about this. It’s your dead hole. I’m sorry.
Land plume steps fast, look at me funny. That look, it’s like seeing me through.
“Let me tell you the truth of the story. I’m sorry.
Eleven.
– A murder theory?
One.
You, by chance, fell in love with a dude.
After your studies, he broke up.
He knows that there are many women waiting for him to choose and experience.
He said he didn’t want to be in love, but you didn’t hear what he said.
Or maybe it’s your luck. You think if you can go to the same university,
I won’t abandon you.
So, you’re here, you’re looking for people, you buy cheating equipment.
You go get credit. He seems happy, too, to take you to the big slot.
And thou tellest him: There is nothing to separate you.
But your desired face becomes helpless weeping.
Why?
Because he refused, he was helpless and finally told you the truth.
He doesn’t like you anymore.
“Will you leave me alone? I’m sorry.
Did he say the same thing?
“You’re annoying. I’m sorry.
“Love with you is my biggest mistake. I’m sorry.
“I have someone else in mind. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
That’s what he said, right?
XII
That voice hit me on the eardrum.
It’s like, remembering that evening when his boyfriend looked cold.
I’m finally pissed off by Lu Yu. I’m sorry.
“So why were you crying then? “I cried because…”
“Well, don’t go down. I’m sorry.
I found a strange smile on Lu Yu’s face.
“The big row, the crowd, and nobody noticed you. Not at all.
People knew you were crying. I’m sorry.
“I lied to you. I’m sorry.
I watched him with fear.
Then I reacted, and I wanted to calm myself, but I couldn’t control it.
The look on your face.
“Thank you, the whole truth that you let me speculate has been set up. * He appreciates *
My look.
At this moment I finally understand that this man, I am not his opponent.
XIII
Lu Yu took something out of his pocket.
A picture of a middle-aged woman, local.
“I promised her I wouldn’t give up her cheating business and she’d sue everything.
Against me. He says: “You contacted her on the phone in the toilet. From her, she bought a setup.
Ready. I’m sorry.
“There will be no interaction between you after that. I’m sorry.
“This is enough proof that there was never a gunman. I’m sorry.
“Of course, I can choose to keep this secret for you. I’m sorry.
“I want to hear the truth. I’m sorry.
He said that again, “I don’t have any advantage in lying to you. I’m sorry.
I know, I have no other choice.
After a long silence, I spoke.
XIV
– Murder memories?
One.
I dropped out and he got tired of me.
To save him, I bought cheating equipment from local women.
These, they’re real.
On that drink, he told me he didn’t like me anymore. It’s broken, and it’s true.
Two.
That evening, swimming in the suburbs, I put it up.
I told him we’d done everything but swim together. If, yes.
Swim with me once, and I’ll never bother you again. Never again.
Very far-fetched, I know. But he agreed.
It was sad how it became clear at that moment that he was real and didn’t want to be involved with me anymore.
“Kill him and make him mine alone. I had only one thought at that moment.
3
In the wild river in the suburbs, we’re down.
He didn’t talk to me all the way. He just swims on his own.
The strength.
Later, I was a little tired in the river, and I landed on the shore, and I sat there, and I looked far away.
Hold him.
I can’t think of a way to kill him.
He wanted him to come to the suburbs, thinking there was no one here.
But forget, I’m a girl, unarmed, what to kill him with? Then it got dark.
He found me sitting on the shore, thinking I wasn’t swimming.
We drank.
Far from it, I saw his figure, sunk on the water.
Like being dragged into the water by something.
I was surprised and then I reacted. I think it’s alcohol that’s paralyzing his nerves.
A cramp.
I saw him struggling in the water.
He’s asking me for help, that moment.
I had the instinct to save him, but I remembered his cold eyes.
Slowly, I stopped by the shore.
I’ll just sit there, quietly, there.
4
It’s getting darker.
I can’t see my boyfriend.
He can only hear, he struggles in the water of despair. And then, as it was, thundered.
From afar, a woman farmer asked, “Is everything all right? What?
I looked back, and the bird flew away.
And the night will be covered in shade, and no one will be seen.
But I know there’s someone there, right there!
“I’m fine! I’m scared of bugs! “I’m yelling.
“Sister, it’s late. I’m sorry.
“Yes, thank you auntie. I’m sorry.
I’m standing there, heart beating.
Until the sound of the struggle disappeared and the boyfriend wasn’t in the water.
My heart is quiet.
5
The night is dead.
I went into the river and pulled the body of my boyfriend to shore, to the middle of the river.
Six days later, the police came to my house.
I lied.
I said we went swimming because of the fight and I left early.
So when he died, I wasn’t there.
This should have ended.
7
That farmer, that fucking farmer!
Why bother? Why bother?
Her testimony overturned my alibi!
8
When the fall came, I was at home preparing an adult self-study.
Until I saw the peasant woman from the police station.
After that, there was an adult near my house. Eyes, but always.
Fuck me. There are also parents who leave late at night and are actually summoned.
And My nervous state said: My lies shall be revealed!
I haven’t slept since the night before. Until I saw my set of cheating equipment.
Actually, it’s no use to me anymore.
It can’t save my love.
I don’t have anyone to save.
But at that moment, I understood.
I should cheat.
9
From the moment I cheated.
I’ve misled everyone.
Entering the examination, deliberately nervous, deliberately shaking.
Inspector, break the rubber.
Electronic component, reflection in summer.
All night long of a raid, a photo was sent to me.
In his boyfriend’s clothes, he was found cheating equipment.
A couple, one dead, one alive. They all have the same cheating equipment.
Who doesn’t doubt the connection?
In the police station, I crashed. I cried and confessed. I made it up.
People.
That night, all the sins, all the evils, left my body.
Locked in this non-existent person.
I still hold the identity of a suspect and limit my ability to leave the county.
I’m not the only one who’s suspicious.
Fifteen.
Sitting in my house, I look at the land feather.
Lu Yu’s face is a bit weird, but not to me.
“They believe in a fictional person. I’m sorry.
Yeah.
People don’t believe in not talking to themselves.
People believe that the clues that are revealed are stories that match their instincts.
And, they worked hard. Finally, the truth. That’s the whole story, Officer Lu. I’m sorry.
XVI
Lu Yu is shaking the cigarette box, there’s no more smoke in it.
“Do you think I look like a cop? I’m sorry.
I smiled, and more, when I told the truth.
And I said, “That woman who sold me headphone rubber, after I got caught cheating, he thought…
She ran away all night. Except for the police, who can find it that easily?
Her? I’m sorry.
“You made me confess, you told me a lot about the police. Control, check the operator.
Leave it in the box … How can this stuff be disclosed to a journalist? I’m sorry.
“You’re from the city, haven’t you seen before? I’m sorry.
Lu Yu squeezed the cigarette case and put it back in his pocket.
He looked downstairs.
I know, maybe downstairs, there’s adults who can’t do anything.
“Your boyfriend’s parents, they can’t stand the death of their son, they’re in town. I was assigned.
Come down here, it’s my home. I’m sorry.
“A little, I hope you understand. He says: “You’re young and you have a long life ahead of you. I’ve come to your house to do all of this.
I hope I can give you a chance. I’m sorry.
“I’m not cuffing you. “Come back to the station with me.” I’m sorry.
XVII
Out of the old family building, the sun has begun to go down.
It’s not like that evening, but it’s easy.
Eighteen.
I have been transferred to the prison awaiting my further trial.
But Lu Yu came to see me. He says a lot of terms I don’t understand.
“The subjective prior conduct is not a cause of death,” “does not constitute an obligation to deliver”, “crime.”
Stop it!
I don’t understand, but he told me that there would be no more than one sentence.
I’ll see the light again in a few months.
“Thank you. I told him.
“Thank you for telling the truth. I’m sorry.
“Thank you, Officer Lu. I’m still saying that, it’s true. XIX
I saw Lu Yu again after three years.
Lu Yu didn’t lie to me, and in a few months I got out.
In three years, something small happened. I went to Guangdong to work. I made some money.
Money, debt for parents.
In the third year, I went back to the county in that season’s dress.
Once again, the adult self-test.
It’s a coincidence that I was a teacher and now I’m on my own.
The case didn’t go public. She only knows I cheated. Now she’s back.
Well, it’s warm for me. When I’m done, I’m at the end of the day.
She took me on my way home, and we talked about changes over the years.
“Did you sing later? She asked me.
“Singing long ago. I’m sorry.
At the end of the day, the county, the pedestrians are lazy.
I saw the jogging plum.
Twenty “You’re still going to read, that’s fine. I’m sorry.
He went back to the town for work injuries. I heard I’m taking another test.
Say it.
“Hmm. “I nod my head. “Rehabilitate. I’m sorry.
A little chat and I’ll say goodbye to Lu Yu.
He stayed where he was, rubbed his knee, Shu.
Spread the joint.
She went on with the previous topic.
“…I remember having an art festival for your show. It’s a man.
It looks thin, with glasses and long hair, like a musician. We all are.
Surprised. Why did you change? I’m sorry.
“And then I found out, that was you. You’re dressed like that. She said:
“It’s like a foreign song. She remembers something.
“Don’tcry” I laughed and said, “Gunshot.” I’m sorry.
We didn’t go much further.
Looking back, Lu Yu was clearly there.
He looked into my eyes with a little more fear. It’s a terrible fear.
XXI
– Murder memories?
One.
I went to the festival with my best friend.
Girls of poor families always have strong friendships.
I pretended to be a man, she was sweet and we sang that song together.
Anddon’tyoucrytonight
Don’t cry tonight
There’s ‘saheavenaboveyubaby
Heaven is above you, baby.
Gunsn’ Roses.
Two.
My boyfriend, he’s a dude.
I never lied about that. Just take what you need. I enjoyed his youth, his pretty skin.
We often go to the suburbs, by the no-man’s river, to do that. I’m in love with that prick.
Hot.
Later, he spread the word that we were lovers. Everyone believed we were lovers.
I have not refuted it.
As much as We gave him.
3
That year, after I found out, I went to school. Stay home and prepare for the fall.
Self-study.
I’m actually tired of that boring environment.
Me, my best friend, and my boyfriend, we’ll still meet and play together.
In May of that year, to be able to stay together. The boyfriend suggested a way:
He and my best friend bought two sets of cheating equipment.
Only then will the two of them have the opportunity to share my provincial focus.
I was a little repulsive, and he sought My bounty.
But indeed, We cannot let go of my best friend, but as for him, only as a hand.
I contacted the local woman and ordered two sets of equipment. But then I realized why my boyfriend wanted to go to the same college as my best friend.
4
My best friend told me.
One weekend, my boyfriend called her and said I was at his house and invited her over.
Play.
But when my best friend went, he found out I wasn’t even there.
In his home, what he did to her was a nightmare that my best friend could not forget.
She was afraid, she was afraid, she wanted to hide the secret for the rest of her life.
But, June is coming, and the exam is coming.
She found signs of life in her stomach.
She didn’t tell anyone, just crying to tell me.
My boyfriend and I were fighting almost every day.
5
The evening of death.
I got the cheating device, and my boyfriend called me into the big set. He’s happy. He’s invited.
It’s good to say that it’s settled. Deal?
He said that bitch wanted to go to the hospital and get an abortion, so his parents would know.
What? Isn’t that affecting his future?
So, he punched her a little bit.
Dead in the belly.
“All is well. He said that.
Those descriptions that he beat her and poured into my ear.
I can’t help it anymore. I’m crying.
He doesn’t know. I argued with him. He never cheated.
It was him who bullied my girl.
Six.
Later he proposed to go swimming by the river in the suburbs, and I know he wanted to do that.
I said, “Drink this, I’ll go with you.”
He’s just my pet.
He shouldn’t hurt my best friend.
If you hurt a pet, there’s only one. I poured him a lot of wine.
7
That evening, we came to the river. I keep pushing it out and he waits.
Finally, he’s getting drunk, we’re sitting on the shore, he’s leaning on my shoulder, he’s unconscious.
Go to sleep.
The night is darker.
I got my text in advance, my best friend.
She looked at me scared, and I couldn’t allow her to say no.
We took off his clothes and pushed him into the river.
He was only awakened when he came out of nowhere and suddenly choked.
It’s too late for him to be able to balance and struggle in the water.
Trapped.
He’s asking us for help, that moment.
I stood on the shore and watched him in cold.
His struggle has grown weak.
“It’s not just punishment…” I’m sorry.
“He’s losing strength. I’m sorry.
“I said, wait. I’m sorry.
My best friend looked at me with fear.
The night has eroded and covered everything.
We can no longer see our boyfriends, but we can hear weak struggles.
The sound eventually disappeared, leaving a dead silence.
8
My girlfriend wanted to go down the river, but I stopped her.
“Give him artificial respiration. We have to take him to the hospital…”
She saw me in the face with a swirl.
“He’s dead. I said, “It’s dead. I’m sorry.
Take him to the hospital. We’re gonna shoot him! I’m sorry.
Being a murderer, I know my best friend can’t take it.
She’s still trying to get down to the river and I grabbed her. “Think about it. Can you pay for our family’s terms? Life.
Money! I’m sorry.
She fought hard, we were fighting.
And at that point a shout was heard from a distance, as a thunderbolt.
“All right? What’s wrong?
Quiet.
I looked back, and the bird flew away.
And the night will be covered in shade, and no one will be seen.
But I know there’s someone there, right there.
My girlfriend tried to cry for help, but I grabbed her arm.
I looked at my best friend, and I kept my voice down, and I said,
“Think about your parents. I’m sorry.
“This money will kill them. I’m sorry.
9
My best friend doesn’t struggle, she’s silent. Conceived me to cry out for it, and took away the peasant woman;
Ten nights, dead silence.
My best friend can’t stop shaking.
I said, “I’ll tell the police this afternoon I’ll swim with him. We had a fight.
Little lovers, it’s normal to argue. So I came home early. He’s still swimming in the river.
Swimming. I didn’t expect such an accident. I’m sorry.
I turned back and said, “But if the police came to ask you, I’m sorry.
“You have to tell them that during this time, he and I fought almost every day. I’m sorry.
“You have to tell them that he doesn’t have me in his heart. I wish he were dead.
That way he’ll always be mine. I’m sorry.
“Whoever asks, you say that. I’m sorry.
My best friend is cold or afraid and can’t stop shaking.
She can’t talk.
Pop!
I slapped her, heavy.
“Repeat again. I’m sorry.
Pop!
Another slap.
That’s why she stammers, “You… you always fight.” You want him dead so he’ll always be yours.”
I nod my head.
I’m leaving her little psychic to delete the text from the river.
“You haven’t been here this afternoon. You don’t know what happened, understand? I’m sorry.
“I see…”
Eleven.
But…
Finally, the girl had the courage to ask me, “Why should I say that you want him dead? So, your suspicion…”
‘Cause I’m gonna tell three lies.’ I said.
12
“Every lie is an upgrade to the previous one; luckily, the first lie ends. I’m sorry.
“The second lie, I’ll fabricate a person who doesn’t exist. I’ll tell the police he made me lie first. It is this non-existent person who bears all the blame. “But a person who does not exist is at risk of perjury.” I’m sorry.
“So I need your words to the police, open my third lie. I’m sorry.
“In the third lie, I’ll admit, the first lie and the second lie are all mine.
Made. I’m a criminal, and I have to pay. I’m sorry.
“I will, however, modify part of the truth so that the price is so small as to ignore it. I’m sorry.
“For example, killing with intent, tampering with it, death or death. I’m sorry.
“They will be 100%, believe me if I alter the truth. It’ll be here.
End of line. I’m sorry.
“Why…”
I look straight at the river, dark and cold.
“The people will only believe that the clues that have been revealed match their instincts. I’m sorry.
I said, “and, after all they’ve done, they’ve dug up the truth.”
I said, “The man who excavated the third lie you thought would be a
What kind of people? I’m sorry.
My best friend can’t answer.
I laughed, somehow, full of expectations.
Whoever he is, he’ll be an accomplice to our crime. “Don’t you think that’s funny? I’m talking to myself.
13
Dark night.
“I can’t take you back, you’ll be seen, walk away. * Tell me everything *
After I said to my best friend.
“Good luck, Your Majesty. This is the last thing I said to her.
I waited a long time for my best friend to leave.
I was humming and walking home.
Anddon’tyoucrytonight
Don’t cry tonight
There’s ‘saheavenaboveyubaby
Heaven is above you, baby.
There is only absolute darkness in the road ahead.
That’s the quietest night I’ve ever walked.
Anddon’tyoucrytonight
Don’t cry tonight, There’saheavenaboveyoubaby
Heaven is above you, baby.
Twenty-two
Three years later, little county town.
At the end of the day, the pedestrians are lazy.
On the street, Lu Yu and I look at each other.
“Who the hell are you…” And finally, he gave it back to me.
The body had been buried and the evidence destroyed in time.
What can he do after three years?
I laughed. That smile was sweet.
“I’m a gun, Officer Lu.” I’m sorry.
End
