At that women’s college. The headmaster is in his fifties, and he can go in and out of our dormitory and
touch our bodies at will.
My roommate was the most beautiful girl in the college, but I knew that the only way to get out of the
place was to sacrifice one of me and her.
1.
In the summer of 2019, I was sent to Shude Sunshine College by my stepfather.
He smiled and told me that it was a birthday gift for me.
It was the beginning of a nightmare in my life.
My name is Lin Shanyu, 20 years old. When my father died
in high school, I remarried with my mother and went to my stepfather’s home. Small towns in the
south, dilapidated apartment buildings, are always hot and humid.
In this house, I have only one bed on the floor, and I have never slept soundly. Sleep for five years. For
five years, in my stepfather’s mouth, I was a waste. Only when
cooking and washing clothes can it show a little effect.
My neighbors always advised me to remember my stepfather’s kindness.
Until one morning, my stepfather roughly pulled me out of the sour quilt and
pushed me into a van.
After four hours of turbulence, I stood in the square
of Shude Sunshine College.
My stepfather’s last words were to
the dean after he handed my hand to the dean. “Please don’t let this girl get away,”
he said. Then
, without looking back, the stepfather turned and left.
3.
After my stepfather left, I was the only one left, and I looked at Dean Li, who was in his fifties.
He was tall and thin with graying temples and clouded pupils.
I know that he is my only hope now.
I clenched Dean Li’s hand and looked at him imploringly. Premier Li, will you let me go? I didn’t come here on my own! But Dean
Li shook his head and said in a hoarse voice, “Student Lin, it is my duty to discipline you.”.
“Besides, after three years of high school, don’t you know what’s wrong with you?”
After listening, my whole body seemed to be out of strength, and my body hung down and knelt down in front
of President Li.
Hands, but clenched into fists, blue veins burst out.
I have no problem! Dean Lee! I can go to college
every year!
“In the first year, I passed the exam. As a result, my stepfather asked his daughter to take my ID
card to the university to report.”
“He said that next year, with his daughter’s ID card, he would definitely let me pass the exam.”
“The next year, I sold my grades to the daughter
of one of his workmates!” I went on a
hunger strike. If I didn’t go to school, I would be beaten by him. I went to school to make a scene, and the whole school
thought I was crazy. I didn’t
even know until after I made a fuss that my results this year had been sold.
The buyer, blocking the door of my house all day, called me a heartless brute.
I knelt on the ground, stubbornly holding back my tears and pleading to hold President
Li’s hand. I said: But, all the time, I just want to study hard!
Why is it a thorn in everyone’s side?
Why is that?
On this day, in the cement square, the sun is shining and cicadas are chirping. Dean
Li leaned down slowly and whispered in my ear.
“Lin Shan-yu, your stepfather told you that you were very good at lying.”
“Don’t play games with me.”
At that moment, I saw the look in Dean Li’s eyes, which was a joke.
It is a kind of banter that “even if he already believes, he will never let me go.”.
I was stunned and realized that my experience was not important to him at all.
So I gritted my teeth, stood up and pulled out my hand.
Then he turned and ran out of the door.
One step, two steps, three steps..
Finally, at the closest moment to the big iron gate, I was stopped by a scar-faced
guard who rushed out of the security booth.
He gave me a sharp slap in the face. I was beaten so hard that I almost flew up until I fell on the concrete floor, and there was
a burning pain in my face.
4.
I was helped to the physiotherapy room.
This is the first time I have entered the teaching building with only four floors. In the
empty room, there is a simple bed and complex electronic equipment.
I was helped to bed, and then I watched Dean Li take out two wires with metal needles
and stab them into the tiger’s mouth of my hands. Then
, two more wires were inserted into my temples.
“Student Lin, remember this feeling. This is the most important school rule.”
I caught the irrepressible excitement in Dean Li’s voice.
But before I could think deeply, an unprecedented sharp pain burst out all over my body.
I never knew that the pain could be so painful! All over
the body, every inch of muscle, every hair, there is a sharp pain of electric shock.
I couldn’t tell how long the pain lasted, but every second seemed like a year
.
Until I lost consciousness. When I woke up again, I was helped to lean against the table, and Dean Li was wiping my mouth with a fetid
rag. Only then did
I know that I was foaming at the mouth just now.
This is the first day I came to Shude Sunshine Academy. In
less than hour, my brain had lost almost all its ability to think.
I could only support my weak body and let Dean Li lead me into a dressing room full of rust
.
He took out his cell phone, glanced at it, and said coldly, “Five minutes. Change into hospital clothes.”. Start
. Then
, without telling me where the uniform was, President Li closed the door. On the
door, there is a frosted glass.
As you can see, Dean Li is outside the door.
Fear is spreading again.
Five minutes later, will he open the door and come in on time?
If I don’t change it, what’s waiting for me?
Where is the bloody uniform?? I finally recovered and realized that this was the first exam
given to me by this college.
6.
Like crazy, I yanked open the doors of the lockers one by one.
Inside, there are either very smelly shoes or abandoned rags.
Finally, I found a blue and white courtyard
dress in the door of a cabinet in the corner.
I took off my clothes immediately.
Suddenly, remembering something, he turned his head and looked at the door behind him. Dean
Li’s muddy eyes, behind the frosted glass, stared at me closely.
At that moment, my heart almost stopped.
But he still held his clothes, lowered his head and changed a dead corner, and quickly changed his clothes.
The uniform is long sleeves and trousers. As soon as I put it on, my whole body was dripping with sweat.
As soon as I wiped my sweat, the door was pushed open.
I looked over, looked down, noticed what was in Dean Li’s hand, and gasped uncontrollably
.
That’s an electric clipper. In the south in June, the dressing room is cramped. Facing the approaching Dean Li,
I screamed and resisted again.
I hit him with both hands, opened his hand, and looked at him breathlessly.
In return, it was only a slap in the face from Dean Li.
Head, a roar.
Only full of unwillingness and fear, all burst out.
I cried, “Leave me alone!”! Let me go! Don’t, don’t cut off my
hair!
There was no response.
Dean Li clamped my throat with one hand and shaved my hair round by
round with an electric clipper in the other hand.
Finally, Dean Li dragged me up and pushed me in front of a broken mirror.
His big hand, holding my head, stared with me at the crying girl in the mirror, who had been shaved into a prisoner’s head
.
“Baby, filial piety is the first of all virtues.”
“Today, you start from the beginning.”
“Tomorrow, I will be your second parent.” At this time, I did not understand the true meaning of this sentence.
7.
I was put into a double room in the dormitory.
Although the area is not small, it is very dark and smells musty.
After nightfall, I saw my roommate for the first time.
Her name is Song Qingxue, with long hair and a clean face.
It’s hard to believe that she can still maintain a vigorous spirit in such a place.
And I curled up in the quilt, looking particularly embarrassed, just looking at the door of the
dormitory in silence.
As a result, she heard Sung Ching-hsueh say, “Be good, don’t think about it.”
“There are no windows in this room, and the door can only be opened from the outside.”
Sung Ching-hsueh leaned over and stared at me with bright eyes. “Tell me how you got in
, and I’ll tell you how to get out.” The three words
“escape”
have an irresistible magic power over me. I immediately told Song Qingxue about my coming in.
Song Qingxue looked surprised and strange: “So, you can be regarded as a college student?”?
I shook my head and asked, “So..” How can we get out?
Simple! Be obedient, be well-behaved, be able to please men, and you’ll be able to graduate
.
What?
I looked at Song Qingxue in disbelief.
“Believe me, my junior high school classmate came in.”
Song Qingxue told me that here, not only discipline, but also work.
As for the job, it is to train the students to be obedient.
Then, give it to those “bosses” to sleep.
I was full of amazement: “You know you were sent in?”?
As a result, Song Qingxue said earnestly: Before, I wanted to sing without my mother’s consent
.
So my mother sent me in. In the future, maybe you can marry a boss.
9. It took me a while to get back to the point.
“So, are you sure you will be elected?”
“How can you not be sure?”
Song Qingxue’s eyes are more quaint. As if by magic, she pulled a knife out of her clothes
.
A cheap eyebrow shaver.
This, I smuggled in … No, not only can you trim your eyebrows..
With these words, Song Qingxue suddenly cut his hand with the knife.
Then, reach out to me.
She gently smeared the blood on my lips.
“This way, it looks much better.”
……
Late at night, I thought a lot. I
don’t know when I called Song Qingxue several times.
When she moaned feebly, I said, “Take me away, will you?”? Just get
out. It was a long time before I heard her whispering response.
“Yes.”
The next day, I met the students of Shude Sunshine College for the first time.
Last night, Song Qingxue told me the most important rules in the college.
“Keep your mouth shut.”
Keeping one’s mouth shut means that no one is allowed to
whisper to each other except who is allowed to speak by President Li.
Class, class, canteen, walking.
No one can make a sound without permission.
The whole college is like an extremely depressed and lifeless tomb.
Even if someone makes a strange noise, he will be beaten severely.
If someone is unlucky and can’t help hiccupping, they will basically be sent to electrotherapy.
Besides electrotherapy, it is corporal punishment.
I have seen a female student because she failed to recite a certain passage
of Nu De. He was picked up by the scar-faced security guard, let go and fell on the concrete floor.
Back and forth, half an hour, until vomiting blood.
Song Qingxue told me that she had been here for two months and had witnessed three suicide attempts by
jumping from buildings.
Simply, Song Qingxue is really a wonderful person.
She is one year younger than me, but she knows more about men than anyone else in the college.
She can use a small eyebrow knife to keep me in the most decent and clean state
forever.
She was familiar with all the rules of the college and took care of me step by step, so that I would not be thunderstruck.
“To be elected is to escape.”
We often encourage each other like this.
But we didn’t know at that time what a desperate ending was waiting for us.
On that day, Dean Li announced at the morning reading that a female student would graduate tomorrow. Sung Ching-hsueh and
I looked at each other and both understood what “graduation” meant.
All day, we were nervous. Until the afternoon, President Li suddenly called Song Qingxue and me back to the dormitory alone.
The cadets are guarded by Scarface security. In the
dormitory, Song Qingxue and I were like domesticated deer, standing honestly beside the bed
. Premier
Li coughed and said, “I’ve seen
everything you’ve done.”
“Who wants to go after graduation?”
Sure enough!
I was even more excited and held my school uniform tightly.
Suddenly she heard Sung Ching-hsueh say, “Student Lin, I’m not in a hurry.”
I wanted to refuse, but because I really wanted to go out, I could only cast a grateful
look at Song Qingxue.
“Student Sung, you actually know what graduation means, don’t you?” But
instead of continuing to talk, Premier Li smiled and said, “You know, with your performance, you’re next
, aren’t you?”
The atmosphere was a little delicate for a moment.
Song Qingxue also realized that he had not accosted him without authorization. Dean
Li walked around the room twice and finally sighed. But we all saw that although President Li sighed, there was a ferocious smile on his face.
“I’m here to tell you that you’re not going to graduate.”
“You didn’t pay your tuition, and besides, I paid for it.”
For a moment, Song Qingxue and I were stunned, only to see President Li stretch out his finger and point at us
.
You, fifteen thousand. You? Seventeen thousand. You sold it to me, okay? It’s mine
.
12.
President Li’s words rushed into my ears, and my eyes suddenly darkened. There is only one feeling left in
my mind.
That is, complete despair.
When he came to his senses, he met the beastly gaze of Premier Li: “So, you come first
?”
With that, Dean Li immediately grabbed my wrist.
“Come with me to the office.”
I was completely scared out of my wits, and I didn’t know what was going to greet me, so
I stood up with him. Suddenly, I was grabbed.
It’s Song Qingxue. Instead of looking at me,
she stared straight at Dean Li.
Her eyes are still so clear.
Clear, with a trace of clumsy charm.
I’ve never seen her like this before, and I can’t help but be in a trance.
I only heard Song Qingxue say, “So that’s it, Dean Li.”.
“Then I’ll go back on my word. Let me do it.”
“I want it.”
It was the longest half hour of my life.
I can’t imagine what Song Qingxue is going through.
Until half an hour later, someone opened the door of the dormitory.
Song Qingxue, like a dead dog, was thrown in by President Li.
She was even more embarrassed than I was the first day I came in. Song Qingxue collapsed on the ground, raised her head and told me that she did not yield.
At the moment when Dean Li took off his clothes, she kicked Dean Li in the lower abdomen.
Although, ushered in the beating of President Li.
She could no longer maintain that little bit of decency and cleanliness, her hair was torn off, her eyes were
swollen, and the corners of her mouth were bruised.
Blood, blood all over the face, all over the clothes.
But she still said to me with the most proud expression and the most proud tone.
“That old brute wants to sleep with me. He wants to sleep with me.”
14,
I picked up Song Qingxue, and I was so flustered that I didn’t know where to put my hands.
My heart is full of regret and self-reproach.
And the hatred of myself.
Why, at this point, I’m the one crying?
Song Qingxue, Mingming hasn’t cried yet.
Even Song Qingxue raised his head and brushed my lips
with his bloodstained hands. “It looks much better this way.”
It was the first time we met, and she did something to me.
Then she said, “Yes, I hope you won’t be afraid, Shanyu.”
“What?”
I didn’t understand what she said, but no matter how I asked, she closed her eyes and didn’t answer.
I can only stay by her bedside and never leave.
Later, I learned how important this move was.
This room has no windows, and the door can only be opened from the outside.
As a result, I couldn’t tell whether it was day or night.
But I stayed by Song Qingxue’s side all the time.
Until I clearly felt that under the quilt, Song Qingxue’s hand was moving.
I vaguely understood that Song Qingxue thought I was asleep.
So, what’s she doing?
Suddenly, I thought of the worst possibility, and I quickly lifted the quilt. Under the
quilt, Song Qingxue held the eyebrow knife across his wrist.
So, when she said not to be afraid, she told me not to be afraid of her body?
Eyes move up to Song Qingxue’s stunned eyes.
“What are you doing?” I immediately took away her eyebrow trimmer. I was so distressed and angry
that I could only repeat, “What are you doing?!!!”
“You don’t understand, mountain language..” What don’t
I understand! You. What are you doing?
I circled around the room a few times, then went back and hugged Song Qingxue tightly.
I said, don’t be afraid, don’t be afraid. We must make that old brute
pay the price! As soon as I said
this, I suddenly realized the meaning of my existence here.
It’s like finding a beam of light from the ignorant and chaotic state of life.
“Must. Revenge.”
I clenched my teeth and said firmly to Song Qingxue.
“Can it really be done?” Song Qingxue hesitated. Yes. Yes, you can. Certain
“But so many girls went out and couldn’t send him to prison.”
Get out? Why are you going out?
It seems that because I witnessed Song Qingxue’s suicide, when I realized that the only person I had who was similar to my friend
was going to die, my whole body calmed down.
Sent to prison, and why? Do you know how many years he can
get if he is sent to prison?
Song Qingxue froze.
I said, Seven years, eight years? Twenty years?
“It’s too cheap for him.” I gently touched the scar on Song Qingxue’s face, and his tone became
gentle.
I’ll take his dog’s life. Trust me.
“I must take his dog’s life.”
From that day on, Song Qingxue and I gave up all illusions of escape.
In the morning, we wash as a rule, do morning reading, and we
can recite every check of rules and dogmas backwards, and it is catchy. At noon, we ate every meal.
In the evening, we will smile, say goodbye to everyone and thank President Li.
Like everyone else, and better than everyone else.
Our faces are always full of hope.
Act like you think of this place as your home.
I know that our performance will certainly become the most eye-catching among the students and the most appreciated in the eyes of President
Li.
In this way, we will become the most satisfied students of Premier Li, the most well-behaved,
“private property.” All
this is just the beginning.
As for the destination to be reached, I told Song Qingxue that night.
That night, I wiped away Song Qingxue’s tears and straightened out her messy hair.
I stared at her red eyes and said softly, “This can only be done
by two people.”.
“And there must be a man who will die.”
Song Qingxue gave me a hug.
Her mouth smelled of blood. Let me go. Shanyu, you are alive.
A few days later, President Li looked at us, and his eyes were full of kindness.
It was a kind of seemingly tolerant, but very aggressive kindness.
Only Song Qingxue and I know that the more his eyes are like this, the more impossible it is for us to escape from
his palm.
But that’s what I want. In the morning class
that day, everyone went up in turn to confess.
As usual, each girl squeezed her face out of a painful expression.
Then he knelt on the ground and kowtowed to Premier Li, shouting, “I am an
unfilial daughter!”! I am sorry for what my parents taught me! Among
these girls, besides those who like to surf the Internet, there are those who are tired of learning, those who talk back
to their parents, those who leave home early, and so on.
I’m used to it, and I’m tired of hearing it.
It was not until one of the girls shouted, “Dean Li, please let me go!”! I’ll
give you all the gift money!
I realized something was wrong and quickly looked at Dean Li. President Li smiled kindly and then picked up the pointer on the platform.
It was a slender metal pointer. From the angle I
stood, I could clearly see the despair in the girl’s pupils.
Then the pointer swung at the girl’s arm.
“Whew!”
That’s the sound of breaking air. The
girl’s howl of pain immediately echoed in the classroom. But the girl quickly stopped and kowtowed to Dean Li in horror
.
I will never dare again! An unfilial daughter will never dare again! Seeing this, Dean
Li nodded with satisfaction, and then his eyes fell on me.
Like Pavlov’s dog, I couldn
‘t stop trembling when I saw such atrocities again.
I hate myself like this.
But I still walked to the platform step by step under the watchful eyes of everyone.
I cleared my throat and said,
“My name is Lin Shan-yu. I have said many times that I am an unfilial daughter.” “But I lied.”
Out of the corner of my eye, I caught a glimpse of Dean Li’s pupil contracting.
But I continued,
“My father is already dead.”. My stepfather, who sent me here, is a brute
who can only use me to earn money.
“The whole point of me being raised is that I can get a good score
on the college entrance examination and then be sold.”
I have noticed that the blue veins burst out in Dean Li’s hand holding the pointer.
He’s losing his temper.
Because of my rebellion.
Ridiculous.
He was too easily found out, too easily provoked.
Such people are often the most likely to fall into the trap. Why should
I be afraid of such a person? He just inherited a broken
building handed down from his ancestors and opened an irregular college. He is nothing
outside of this college.
Seeing that Dean Li was going to wave the pointer again, I changed the subject without moving my face. I said, “But it’s different now.”
“Shude Sunshine College is my home.”
“Premier Li is my second parent.”
“I don’t want to go back. Only by staying with Premier Li and staying here can I feel
the warmth of home.”
As I speak, I see it. In the eyes of
all the female students, there was a kind of disbelief.
I know that my tone has been so sincere that they also think that what I
said is from my heart.
I also know that no one has ever said such a thing, never. After
saying that, I turned around and faced Dean Li. On
his face, there was unprecedented happiness. “Come to my office for lunch after class,”
he said.
18.
At noon, I followed President Li to his shabby office. President
Li’s first words were: I am glad that you finally understand my pains. I nodded cleverly and said, “I was too stupid before.”.
He lit a cigarette and looked at me carefully and thoughtfully.
When the smoke went out, he looked out of the window and said slowly, “In a few days, go to town
with me, buy some new clothes and put them on at my house.”.
I was silent for a moment, then shook my head and said, “I don’t think so.”. President
Li frowned back and said, “Not so good, or not?”?
“Not so good.” I looked at Li calmly and said, “Do you have a lover
at home?” Dean
Li was obviously stunned for a moment.
“I don’t want to give my husband any trouble. It’s from school. I can recite it clearly.”
I smiled and said, “Dean, I really want to stay here. It’s fine to stay
here.”
“As long as I have the final say here.”
Ten minutes later, I came out of Dean Li’s office for the first time.
In the afternoon, Dean Li told all the female students that I was listed as the group leader and managed all
the more than 20 female students in the school. After
that day, I began to lead all the female students to complete the daily course.
Although I was given the status of group leader, every day, every moment, President Li will be
by my side and continue to supervise all female students.
However, some people refuse to obey the discipline, or violate the regulations, and start to distribute the punishment
for me.
I didn’t lower any standards of punishment.
Shude Sunshine College, as always, is silent and depressed.
The only thing that has changed is the hatred that stabs me in the eyes of those female students.
But it was all worth it. It is still in my plan
to gain the trust of Dean Li and even touch the management of the college.
However, half a month later, the last thing I wanted to happen came.
At that time, it was early autumn. In the morning after
autumn, I was called to the office by Dean Li alone.
He told me that in two weeks, it would be the graduation day of the next female cadet.
And we all know what graduation means. I was a little absent-minded for a moment, and when I didn’t understand why President Li told me this, he slowly
opened his mouth and said, “
That person, you will choose.”.
This is the second time I have come out of Dean Li’s office.
In my hands, I hold the fate of a girl for the rest of her life.
20.
Punishing female cadets is still within my control.
Because I know that as long as the plan goes well, all the physical pain is just
the darkness before the dawn.
However, the young girl who “graduates” is likely to face a completely ruined
life.
It is to continue to endure and choose revenge against President Li.
Or do you choose to take risks and save the next girl who has been destroyed?
Even if it is the latter, how can I save it? For more than a
month, my strong determination to revenge, at this moment, obviously loosened
.
I asked Song Qingxue. Song Qingxue was just silent.
Finally, she sighed and said, “Shanyu, you know, I’m willing to do anything.”.
We are all the same.
“But they are sisters, too.”
But they are also sisters.
Even so, what can we do?
During the day, we could not communicate under the surveillance of President Li.
At night, our dormitory and everyone are not neighbors, so we can’t pass on any information.
In addition, the room has no windows, and the door can only be opened from the outside.
21.
In the morning reading the next day, I did not express my daily thoughts and make plans for the
day as usual.
I picked out a girl named Qian Lili.
I noticed her. She gave me the most aggressive look. In the
eyes, there is the same tenacity as Song Qingxue.
I ordered her to write down every word I said. Give a copy to each dormitory.
The next day, give it to me. Then, I will choose someone to recite and write from memory.
This is a kind of command that is harmful but not beneficial. But in this college, such
an order is needed.
Especially when I said this order, I noticed that the appreciation
in Dean Li’s eyes was almost overflowing.
I also noticed that Qian Lili could not suppress her anger.
I ignored her and began my routine morning reading.
Then, when I consulted Qian Lili’s notes, I gave her a slap in the face.
That was the first time I hit someone.
I told her to pay attention to the format. Every paragraph
I say must have three spaces at the beginning.
At that moment, I saw my mean expression
reflected in Qian Lili’s angry eyes.
Can feel, my hand, expression, and heart, are gradually numb.
From that day on, Qian Lili took on the job of recording. The format is rigorous and the handwriting is clear. Every morning, I will select a few people to write down what I said yesterday
.
No matter which day, I never skipped Qian Lili.
Even, I also began to change the way to make things difficult, let Qian Lili write my first
sentence the day before yesterday, the first sentence the day before yesterday, and even the first sentence of the second paragraph one day..
I seem to have turned into a perverted teacher, and on the other side, there is Dean
Li, who supervises us.
He watched it with relish, and even laughed out loud because of Qian Lili’s difficulties
.
Until seven days later, I continued to let Qian Lili write from memory.
One day, one paragraph, one sentence.
In the silent classroom, I saw Qian Lili’s pen, more and more slowly.
Then Qian Lili raised her head and looked at me in amazement.
I waved my hand and slapped her across the face as punishment for her distraction.
Qian Lili had to bite her teeth and continue to write.
Afternoon sunshine came in, Qian Lili’s dictation notes, the beginning of each sentence, looking down vertically
, is only the two of us can understand the words.
Graduation is a lie. Dean Li, sold you to someone else.
Tell the others.
Who would like to go?
Tell me.
I can’t help it.
I’m sorry.
23.
This is all I can do without affecting my revenge plan.
I gave them a choice.
I knew that as long as one person informed Dean Li, all my plans would fall short of success
.
I also know that this is my own hypocrisy.
I didn’t want to see a girl go to the abyss, so all I did
was to make them jump voluntarily.
24，
Time goes back to the night I struggled. I told Song Qingxue about my plan: to let them voluntarily choose one person to “graduate
.”.
Song Qingxue said to me: It doesn’t matter, you have worked very hard.
If someone turns you in, we won’t have to commit a crime. It’s good, isn’t
it?
I looked up and asked her, “Well, what if there isn’t?”? What if someone had graduated
of their own free will?
Sung Ching-hsueh paused briefly and said with a smile, “Then don’t let down our sacrifice
.” On the second day of passing
the password to Qian Lili, I pulled out Qian Lili’s dictation as usual. For the first time,
she did not write from memory as I said, but slowly wrote down a
person’s name on the paper.
Qian Lili.
The handwriting penetrated the back of the paper.
26,
the day in President Li’s mouth is coming soon.
In the morning reading time, he rarely stood on the platform and announced Qian Lili’s graduation. Everyone is cheering for Qian Lili.
I’ve never heard anything like this before. It’s a little low, and it’s very neat.
I can hear the tragic and sad feelings from it. Everyone
‘s eyes fell on Qian Lili.
She just looked at me and said, “Thank you for your teaching, Group Leader Lin Shanyu.”. I hope everyone
can graduate early.
I said, Yes.
Soon, Qian Lili was taken out by the scar-faced security guard.
The remaining Dean Li looked at me with a playful look and said, “Don’t think I don’t know
what tricks you’re playing.”.
Same time. Come to my office.
27,
in the office, I received a long-lost reprimand. For
no other reason.
Because there are two names on the list I gave to Dean Li.
One is Qian Lili, the other is Song Qingxue. Dean Li’s face was almost on my face, so that I could clearly smell the stench in his mouth
. “Do you want me to send Song Qingxue away?”
He asked aggressively? Why are you? Do you really think your wings
are fat?
I flashed a flicker of panic in my eyes.
Followed by, is sinister.
I said: What does Song Qingxue rely on?
“Why should she share this college with me?” When Dean
Li heard this, he laughed as expected and ran his rough fingers across my
face.
“Are you jealous?”
“How dare I?” I smiled and said, “It’s just that if this is a home,
I think there must be a woman to cook.” The meal
of Shude Sunshine College has always been cooked by a canteen aunt.
It tastes terrible.
After all, in the most greasy environment, cooking more than 20 people’s meals, smoky fire, no one
is in the mood to cook delicious dishes.
But I want Song Qingxue to go. Because she cooks well. And a family’s meals should be cooked by delicious people.
This is the third time I have come out of Dean Li’s office.
I convinced Dean Li to send my best friend to the most torturous kitchen.
28,
Song Qingxue began to cook.
Not only that, she did not miss the lessons every day.
Even after seven short days, she broke down and scratched my face in the canteen.
I ignored her, just looked at her, more and more tired, more and more dirty, in the eyes
of President Li, more and more no sense of existence. Someone
even reported in the morning reading that Song Qingxue was flirting
with the scar-faced security guard in the canteen.
It can be said that they do not abide by women’s morality.
Since then, when President Li looked at Song Qingxue, he could almost be described
as disgusted.
Such days lasted for more than a month.
Time came to the end of autumn, and the cold air in the south came up.
On an autumn night, I took the initiative to knock on the door of Dean Li. At that time, he was going home.
I lied to him that it would be my 21st birthday in seven days.
I hope Dean Li can accompany me. Dean
Li was stupefied and agreed.
I know. It’s time to close the net.
29.
Seven days later, in the early morning, Song Qingxue and I reviewed all the plans.
From the first night she tried to commit suicide, step by step to this day.
I used all my strength to win the trust of President Li, and then let President
Li master the work of Song Qingxue in the canteen.
What we are looking forward to is a fire that burns everything.
And to achieve all this, only the canteen can.
I asked Song Qingxue to get everything ready. In the
morning reading, I will use the dictation code to make the women’s college ready to escape.
The time is set at seven o’clock after the evening class, when dinner is about to be eaten.
I finally asked Song Qingxue, and she said, “Shanyu, run faster.”. I said, You too.
I will. I will try my best not to die. When
everything was ready, the time soon came to seven o’clock at night.
Cadets, rush to the canteen.
I didn’t go.
I went back to my room with Dean Li. The moment the
door was closed, Dean Li pounced on me.
Moreover, the room had no windows and the door could only be opened from the outside.
30,
all I can do is back up.
Then, with great vigilance, he stared at the serious expression of President Li’s frown.
I said, “Wait a little longer, Premier Li.”
“Wait for what?” President Li asked in reply, and at the same time, he began to take off his clothes.
It is a body that has become old, but still powerful.
I have no chance to defeat the man in front of me. I never wanted to defeat him by force.
I swallowed a mouthful of saliva and said, “I found that I was still not ready.”.
“Not ready?” Premier Li, bare-chested, was stupefied. He laughed angrily and said, “So you
‘ve been hanging me for seven days?”? Why are you doing this? Student Lin? Or a wife?
He took a step and came to me in two or three steps. I,
on the other hand, didn’t hear anything about the fire.
No footsteps, no smoke, no sound.
Not yet. There
has to be another person coming.
However, President Li’s hands had tightened my waist, and the force almost
suffocated me.
I could only keep patting him on the back.
He didn’t get any relief.
A hand clasped around my waist. With the
other hand, he took off his clothes roughly.
Outside, it was still calm. I can’t go on like this. In a hurry
, I could only use all my strength to push my knee against President Li’s lower abdomen.
“***!!”
Suddenly, Dean Li’s expression became ferocious. He covered his lower abdomen with one hand, pinched my head with the other
hand, and smashed it into the wall.
Boom!
It was the sound of my skull hitting the concrete wall.
But it’s okay.
It’s not as painful as the electric shock on the first day.
Perhaps it was not as painful as the beating after Song Qingxue kicked him.
So I stared at him through the fingers of his broad palm and laughed.
I stared at him loudly, arrogantly, defiantly, and said, Go on! You old brute
!
On the opposite side, Dean Li pinched my head again and was about to hit the wall again when I heard
the sound of opening the door.
For a moment, Dean Li was stunned and turned to look.
That’s Scarface, the security guard. He’s finally here! Right now!
I immediately broke away from Dean Li’s hand and rushed desperately to the light outside the door.
One step, two steps, three steps..
I counted my steps, just as I had done the first day I came to the college and ran away to the big iron
gate.
Unlike the first time, this time, I managed to bend down, dodge the hand of the scar-faced security guard
, and get out of his armpit.
As a result, when I just stood in the corridor, a huge force came from my waist.
It was the scar-faced security guard who, in the Nick of time, pulled me back into the house.
At that moment, there was a scream outside the door.
“Fire!!!”
Inside, when Dean Li and the scar-faced security guard looked at each other, I stepped out of the door again and grabbed
the handle of the door.
On the other side, the scar-faced security guard pulled me back with quick eyes and quick hands, almost subconsciously.
But I have caught it.
Grab the inside handle of the door.
As I was dragged back, the door closed in an instant. I know that.
The room has no windows and the door can only be opened from the outside. For
a moment, the two adults in the room were stunned. President
Li took the lead in rushing to the door angrily from embarrassment and shouted: “What have you done
?!”!
“What are you standing there for? Open the door!” Dean
Li woke up the scar-faced security guard who was still in a daze and kicked the door together.
Within a few seconds, there was already smoke coming in through the cracks in the door.
Call the police! Call the police!!!
“Stop it.” I looked at the panicked and almost desperate two people and finally spoke
.
Suddenly, the two men looked over, and the anger in their eyes almost tore me to pieces in the next second
.
“Do you know what causes the most deaths in fires?”
“Carbon monoxide poisoning.” “In three minutes in this room, you will be unconscious, and in
ten minutes you will be dead.”
“I’m different.”
Seeing that they were about to rush over angrily, I took out the worn eyebro
w knife from my clothes.
I smiled and said, “I’ll kill myself. It’s up to you.”
Then I put the blade across my neck and pulled it hard.
Blood, spreading. The
two adults suddenly stopped.
And in the last few seconds of consciousness, I stood unsteadily and stepped back, leaving
them with a standard smile.
Finally, he threw himself on the ground.
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“I must take away his dog’s life.”
That night, I told Song Qingxue about the plan to burn Dean Li to death.
I said, there must be a sacrifice.
Because the person who set the fire needs to bear the greatest risk. In the canteen, find a good time to put gasoline
in every corner while the gas is flooding.
At the same time, we should try our best to ensure that female students can escape.
She also wants to pass on the ambiguous information to the scar-faced security guard, create an environment for two people to be alone,
and then let the scar-faced security guard enter the building at the moment of the fire.
Eventually, she’s going to set it all off.
Could die in an explosion, could die in a fire.
I explained all the possible problems, but Song Qingxue hardly thought about it and
said: I will be this person.
You’re a college student. You have a future.
It was at that moment that I decided to finish all this with Song Qingxue. What
I didn’t tell her is that arsonists don’t die.
Because arson alone can not ensure the death of Dean Li and Scarface security guards.
The most dangerous person is the one who trapped Dean Li and the scar-faced security guard in the room.
That man, it’s me.
Arson and escape are deterministic events that can be achieved as long as they are trained. Trapping
two people in a room is the most uncertain event in the whole plan. Song Qingxue doesn’t need to know this.
After all, once she knew, she wouldn’t be able to do it.
But I was ready to die with them.
I didn’t naively think that I could really escape at the moment when the scar-faced security guard opened the door. All
I have to do is close the door when both of them come to the room.
Then, with the eyebrow knife already prepared, he committed suicide in advance.
But I used that eyebrow shaver for a long time.
If Dean Li had been more careful, he would have found a long and narrow scar
on my neck.
From summer to the end of autumn. For
nearly half a year.
I’ve killed myself countless times with this eyebrow shaver.
From what angle, with what force, can achieve the most realistic, suicide effect. Behind the perishing
together is a chance of survival that I have managed for a long time.
Smoke spread through the house. As I
lay on the ground, I could feel Dean Li and the scar-faced security guard kicking
the door at first.
Then he began to run around the house.
Occasionally, they step on my “corpse.”.
I didn’t make a sound.
Because, in the direction of my face, is the darkness under the bed.
There is a simple gas mask.
Song Qingxue brought back a large mineral water bottle, which I cut many times with an eyebrow knife.
One side is hollowed out, the other side is hollowed out to look like an observation window.
Song Qingxue brought back the kitchen scouring cloth, which I cut off the frosted
part with an eyebrow knife.
Only the sponge is left to block the mouth of the bottle.
The rest was the tape brought back by Song Qingxue, which sealed the observation window.
This gas mask is placed vertically under the bed.
I rehearsed it many times. Make sure that after I “kill myself,” where I fall, my face will hang down under the bed, against the mask
.
It won’t take long.
Three minutes, four minutes, five minutes at most. When the two of
them panic, I can make a little move, for example, to make the gas mask fit me
better.
Now, the sound in the room has gradually stopped.
I was about to get up when suddenly, a head scratched out of shape by fingernails came to
me not far away.
That’s Dean Lee.
He convulsed and fell to the ground, unable to move any more. I
can only open a pair of incredible eyes and look at me under the bed. Instead of getting up,
I reached out and held the gas mask.
Then he gave a nifty wink to Dean Li.
When I stood up, I found that the room was almost full of smoke.
The scar-faced security guard died not far from me, and his neck was almost scratched through by himself. I tried my best to hold my breath and squatted beside Dean Li. With all his strength,
he could only turn his head and look at me.
And I, from under the bed, took out a motor. I picked
it up in the canteen, a lighter that could not be ignited.
I smashed it, leaving only the motor.
Now, I hold the switch of the motor with two fingers and put the wire on President Li’s face
. With a calm
face, he pressed it down.
Click.
Once and again. The current of the
lighter, after all, is still too weak.
I counted.
Before Dean Li was smoked to death, I electrocuted 39 times.
Immediately, I leaned in the corner, waiting for the rescue that might come.
But, I know. It will take at least twenty minutes for the police to come here.
I’m still too naive.
Such a simple gas mask will not last that long.
Soon, I felt my throat begin to burn like a fire.
Her eyes also began to water.
Hands, can not help but want to scratch the throat.
And just as everything was turning black, I heard a faint sound.
That’s the sound of opening the door.
Followed by a hoarse shout.
Lin Shanyu! Where are you?
Song Qingxue, I am here.
I can’t make a sound.
However, the pain in the eyes is a little better.
It seems that tears have diluted the pain. In the
line of sight, Song Qingxue’s hazy figure rushed over, she picked me up and rushed
out of the door. However, I looked to my left, and the only corridor was already full of smoke.
Even if Song Qingxue rushed in from there, but now with me, two people will
only die in the smoke.
I was trying to persuade Song Qingxue to run quickly, but I was surprised to find her carrying me and rushing
to the right.
That’s the end of the corridor.
Doubtful, Song Qingxue opened the window at the end of the corridor, and the flames outside the window
rushed in.
Shit.. You. What are you doing
I couldn’t help it any longer, and I just used foul language.
As a result, Song Qingxue ignored me at all, but picked me up directly, handed me into the sea of fire, and
threw me out in an instant.
So, she was trying to.. Give me a good time?
Before I could think more, I felt a rush of heat through the fire, followed
by a burst of weightlessness.
Finally, the body was firmly held by a pair of hands.
I opened my eyes and saw Song Qingxue jump down from the window in the night sky.
Steadily, it fell into the wave of more than twenty girls holding it up with their hands.
On that day, both the police and the fire police arrived. In
the whole fire, only Dean Li and the scar-faced security guard tried to insult me and failed, but
died in the fire.
The incident was attributed to an accident.
However, the incident of President Li was classified as a criminal case.
Because the police followed the clues, thoroughly investigated the origin and development of this illegal college, and learned that
there were many wealthy businessmen around, through this college, engaged in illegal
activities of buying sex and even buying and selling people.
Moreover, I reported to the police that my stepfather put me under house arrest and bought and sold the results of the college entrance examination
.
Because I was completely cut off from my stepfather and my inactive mother, I don’t know what happened to the two
girls who bought my grades.
But the police told me that I could at least take the adult college entrance examination as myself. Not long
after that, it was the last time the police contacted me.
He said that in the case of President Li, a girl named Qian Lili had
been rescued.
At that time, I had come to Shanghai to prepare for the adult college entrance examination.
And when I was 22 years old, I entered the university campus as I wished. The New Year party
on that day was particularly grand. The seniors even invited a band outside the school
. The lead singer of the
band, a girl with long hair, was singing “Garbage
Truck” by Mayday.
I walk, you take a car
, you eat, I wash dishes
, you are bullied, I work hard
, if in order to cool you
can be hard to me
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