Wei yuan has no advantages except being good-looking since childhood, and holding a grudge is only one of his shortcomings.
For example, now that I’m breaking up with him, he asked me to pay back the 62 yuan I borrowed from him to buy Jinx’s skin during the summer vacation of senior year! When I woke up in the
morning, I found myself lying in Wei yuan’s bed. The sunlight
outside the window only shone through the tiny seams, feeling a little cold, the air conditioner turned on 21 degrees, and he wrapped the blanket tightly.
I pulled it, but I didn’t pull it.
He loosened his eyebrows, seemed to wake up, half squinted at me, and then reached out and fished me into his arms. He
raised his hand to turn my head, and with the other hand he hooked my waist and spoke to my ear.
“Why is your waist so small?”
「…… So? “If you turn your face away, I can barely do it.”
「……」 If there is a list of shameless bamboo horses in
the world, I think Wei yuan can win the first prize.
I kicked him away, sat up, and sneezed violently.
He looked at me with the quilt in his arms, touched the remote control and turned off the air conditioner.
“What are you doing here?” He asked me with his chin propped up.
…… The girls at their school should see that their male God’s hair is as messy as a chicken coop
.
“You slept with me, Wei yuan.”
I didn’t think he was sober, so I told him with a straight face.
“Really?” His voice was still a little hoarse and tired.
He suddenly leaned close to me and put his hand on my chin.
It’s a little close. I can even count his eyelashes.
We looked at each other for a long time before he let me go.
“I really can do it to anyone.”
「……」 I know. I’ve always been able to master the art of speaking.
I have known Wei yuan for a long time. When I was
five or six years old, he bullied me with a smelly face.
Till now, I still like to laugh at me when I have something to do. When I was a child, I
could be made to cry by him, and when I grew up, I thought he was sick.
I rubbed my head and thought about how I got into his bed last night.
Damn, it’s a complete blank.
“Do you eat breakfast?” He called me in the living room.
“Do you have breakfast?” I poked my head out of the bathroom.
“If you do it, you will have it.”
He looked up and smiled at me, a gentle man, if only he didn’t have that mouth.
I cracked the egg and scattered it, glancing at the man leaning against me as I did so.
In my experience, if I ask him directly what happened last night, he will
talk nonsense. “That, Wei yuan..”
“Why, do you want to tell me?”
He looked up from the screen of his mobile phone and looked at me in his spare time.
「……」 He
specified that he had a serious illness.
“Do you remember what happened last night?”
I continued to ask him.
“Last night you shamelessly said that you liked me, that you wanted to be with me, and that you wanted to marry
me.”
He spoke very calmly, word by word, and I would have believed
it if the content had not been too outrageous.
“Don’t be ridiculous. I’m seriously asking you.”
I beat the egg in my hand and put it aside, leaning against it like him.
He cocked his head and showed one of his fangs when he laughed.
“Is your cell phone dead?”
“Yes, how..” I was stunned and plugged in my cell phone. Then, I experienced the second social death scene of more than ten seconds in my life.
In one night, there were dozens of more messages on my cell phone, which were generally related to a video. The title
was:
“a girl from our university got drunk and made a crazy confession to a college student.”.
……
Even if the code, I can recognize me, holding Wei yuan’s thigh, topsy-turvy
nonsense, what has always liked him from childhood to adulthood.
I must have been beheaded.
The key client was right next to me, holding his arms and looking at me.
“Explain?”
3
“Drunk? Do you understand the fragment? It’s normal to say anything.”
I patted him on the shoulder, in fact, the hands carrying the bowl were shaking.
He laughed and turned away.
I just peeked at him from behind.
Taking chopsticks to stir the pot, in fact, my thoughts have already run away. It is impossible for me to like Wei yuan.
Because. He has someone he likes.
With our luck of being assigned to the same class in the same school from childhood to adulthood, Wei yuan and I
are definitely the most familiar people in each other’s lives.
Sometimes, if the fate is too deep, it is called evil fate. Of course
I know who he likes.
Although, he did not hide his love for Shen Geyi. When
I brought breakfast to the table, Wei yuan was pulling his cell phone.
“Shen Ko-yi has returned home.”
His eyes were still on the screen of his mobile phone, and the words should be said to me.
“I made an appointment with her to pick her up at the airport last night.”
This time he looked up at me, his eyes were light, and there was a little light with unknown meaning.
“But you got drunk last night and called me crying, so I came to you.”
「……」
Not good. Not good.
I had to give in and soften my tone. “Don’t be angry.”
“I’m not angry.”
He had already begun to pull the porridge in the bowl, vaguely, but I still heard it clearly.
“I just find that I can’t do more and more with you.” As soon as
I got to school, a man came running towards me.
Say it! What happened to that handsome guy yesterday?
It’s my roommate.
“Oh, didn’t I tell you? I grew up.”
“He’s Wei yuan from A-University. I heard from people at their school that he’s super
cool.”
…… Gao Leng has nothing to do with him.
I laughed and made a ha-ha with her, trying to get around it.
“So, did you make a successful confession yesterday?”
I was stunned.
It is reasonable to say that I did express my love to Wei yuan, but I don’t know how he will react. I guess I didn’t take it seriously.
Wei yuan’s favorite person, Shen Geyi, is two years older than me.
It seemed to be an ordinary afternoon when Wei yuan came to my school to find me.
At that time, I was listening to Shen Geyi’s explanation of the school club. When I turned around, I saw Wei
yuan staring at her. The dusk of the
evening was scattered in his eyes. He smiled when he saw me and asked me what the
girl’s name was.
He said he fell in love with her at first sight.
But he and Shen Geyi always have no fate.
……
In the afternoon, I piled up my books and sat in the last row. Suddenly, there was a
voice beside me.
“Hello, can I change seats with you?”
Wei yuan talked to his roommate sitting next to me with a cold face. He was tall and had sharp
eyebrows and eyes. He looked untouchable.
The roommate was obviously frightened, nodded and moved back.
The old man sat down without hesitation. “What are you doing here?” I frowned at him.
Although a is really close to our school, Wei yuan has nothing to do to learn Mao
Gai.
“I miss you.”
He bent over the table and talked to me with his eyes bent like the first melted snow.
「……」
“You wait for Shen Ge-yi, right?”
He yawned, took a book from me and flipped through it.
“You know that.”
“My senior sister’s club is in the Minhang Building, and this is the Chih-yuan Building.”
I wanted to remind him that he had come to the wrong place, but he had put the book under his chin and closed
his eyes.
He reminds me of high school.
He sat at my back desk for a period of time, and he also liked to sleep on the desk with a book on his back. He stretched out
his hand so long that he could tease me twice.
Once I was so angry that I turned around and drew a pig’s head on the back of his hand while he was asleep.
“Do you think he will be angry when he wakes up?” I asked his deskmate. His deskmate glanced at him and said no.
“He didn’t fall asleep.” The
summer wind passed through the hall, but Wei yuan remained motionless.
I don’t know if the man who drew a pig’s head on the back of his hand fell asleep or not,
because he woke up later and just stared and laughed.
“So ugly.” He said.
Afternoon classes are always sleepy, the sound of cicadas makes people upset, notes have been written
out of the textbook, I simply looked out of the window shaking branches in a daze.
At this time, the teacher suddenly pointed to Wei yuan.
“Come on, those of you who are sleeping in the back, get up and answer this question.”
Generally speaking, our teacher will not answer questions with so few people. How
to say, Wei yuan’s luck is particularly “good.”.
I pushed him.
He was actually a loose sleeper, probably aware of what had happened, and stared at the table
with his eyes down.
I handed him the book.
He didn’t even look. “Teacher, I came to class with my girlfriend.”
His voice was soft, light and high-sounding. There was a whisper
below.
I can already imagine what my roommate would say to me.
The teacher didn’t bother him any more. He glared at him and sat him down.
He pushed the book back to me and turned his head down to play with his mobile phone.
“Wei yuan, what do you mean?”
“No fun.”
His eyes were still on the screen of his mobile phone, and the corners of his mouth were hooked.
“Too lazy to answer questions.”
“Or what, Lin Yang? Do you think I like you?” After
class, I saw a figure outside the window.
White dress, slim and graceful, looks very gentle and elegant.
I poked Wei yuan with my elbow. “Shen Ge-yi.”
“I see.” He nodded his head.
“How can you let people come to you?”
He didn’t talk to me again and walked straight to the girl.
I looked at them from a distance.
Wei yuan this person in front of others, as if always is a cold look, even if is facing
his goddess. The distance between the
two was a little close, and the goddess looked up and smiled at Wei yuan.
Wei yuan seemed to be talking to him, too, but his eyes were light.
His goddess suddenly cast a beam of eyes on me.
Then, I saw Shen Geyi approaching me step by step, with a perfect smile.
“Do you have time to have dinner with me?”
「…… I I pointed to myself.
It is said that raising the corners of the mouth 30 degrees is the most perfect smile. Shen Geyi deserves to be the Minister
of Etiquette. When she smiles, she really looks like a spring breeze.
“Go.” Wei yuan also followed at this time. That expression, in any case, did not look like he wanted me to participate in their dinner.
I laughed twice and was ready to run away.
“Well, I have something to do in the evening, so I’ll..”
But the wrist was grasped by someone.
Wei yuan should have used a little strength, frowning at me, eyes heavy.
“What do you want?”
…… It’s not made up yet.
“Ah yuan, don’t drag the little girl around like that.”
The senior sister spoke beside him.
Wei yuan finally released his hand, I just want to continue to slip, Shen Geyi cast a soft
look at me.
Lin Yang, right? Can you give me a chance to meet you?
Senior sister is very good at talking, I really can not refuse her smile so gentle, but sitting at the
table, I have a trace of regret.
Senior sister and Wei yuan sat on one side, and I sat on the other side alone. They were studying the menu. “School girl, what kind of food do you like?”
“I can do it, hehe.”
“So I’ll watch it?”
Shen Geyi lifted up the hanging hair and crossed the menu with a delicate hand.
“Well..” Braised fish sticks with celery?
“She doesn’t eat celery.” Wei yuan, who
had been silent all the time, suddenly said such a sentence out of the blue.
“diced chicken with Sichuan peppercorns?”
“She doesn’t eat spicy food.”
“Nine grades of braised pork in brown sauce?”
“She doesn’t eat fat.”
“Sashimi?”
“She’s been avoiding raw and cold food lately.”
「……」
Senior sister turned to look at him and smiled a little helplessly. I can’t watch it anymore. Call his name.
Wei yuan! I can eat anything!
He looked up at me, and the light of the restaurant turned his eyes brown. After a while, he
chuckled.
“Be nice to yourself.”
「……」 I can’t talk
this day, and I can’t eat this meal.
This dinner party, I originally wanted to be a person who buried himself in the meal, but my senior sister has been chatting with me
, she really knows a lot, can always find the point that arouses my interest, will
not make people feel embarrassed.
And Wei yuan is invisible all the way. I had a
good time, but I always felt that Wei yuan was the real return.
In the end, he had nothing to eat, so he propped his chin lazily and listened to our chat.
Occasionally come in and taunt me.
Finally, when we wanted to go home, my senior sister asked us how to go back.
“Taxi.” Wei yuan answered while playing with his mobile phone.
I poked him and he looked at me in puzzlement. I want to say that Wei yuan, you have been pulling your hips like this all night. Do you have to send your senior sister home
at last?
He didn’t seem to understand what I meant. He leaned over and put his ear to my side. The tips of
his ears seem to be a little red. I hate iron but not steel.
Later, my senior sister got into a taxi, leaving us waiting for the next one in the wind.
“Wei yuan, what do you have to get over? Do you have to let me eat
with you?”
I kicked the stones on the roadside.
He looked at me sideways, the street lights reflected in his pupils, others say Wei yuan does not like to
laugh, which I do not understand, he obviously likes to laugh. The
stars seemed to be in his eyes, and he got a little close and spoke
to me in a very low voice.
“I’m nervous.”
“So I have to have someone with me, or I won’t even dare to talk to her.”
He squinted and smiled, not looking like a person who would be at a loss because the goddess was around.
Anyway, he is full of nonsense. Wei yuan and
I waited for an hour without waiting for the next bus.
「……」 We are so unlucky when we are
together.
He sighed and looked down at me.
“How about walking back?”
“So far.”
“If you can’t walk, I’ll carry you.”
He had taken a few steps forward, and his voice came from far away, not knowing whether it was true or not.
He’s not gonna carry me.
He used to be better at math than me. When I asked him questions, he was so clear and upright
that he said I was stupid. The
street lamp reflected the dotted road, and I walked with him, obviously
without saying anything, but it seemed that walking with him would never be boring.
He spoke out of the blue.
“Lin Yang, why don’t you find a partner?” When
he asked, I was confused. “You want to be?”
Without thinking, he answered him in the way he spoke.
He was silent for a moment and then laughed. In fact,
he has a little tiger teeth, when he smiles, he can see that the star curtain is heavy, and when
he smiles, he is inexplicably drunk.
“Confidence is a good thing.”
He looked up at me and curled his lips slightly.
「……」
I’ll just shut up. What’s wrong with me to answer his words.
“I mean, well, I want to be.”
Gently dumb, around the ivy, lingering.
I raised my hand to touch his forehead.
“No fever?”
He rubbed his forehead against my hand, and his short black hair made my hand itch.
“No fever, nothing.”
He straightened up and resumed his usual expression. “I’m kidding.” Of course
I knew he was joking, and he had made such jokes many times before.
Still walking forward, as if a little tired.
I thought the hotel was not too far from the school. It seems that I really overestimated myself.
Seemed to notice me falling, and he raised his eyebrows at me.
“Tired of walking?”
I nodded, looking for a chair to rest for a while, and he squatted down in front of me.
“Come up.” A
tall, thin man with surprisingly reliable shoulders, I hesitated and asked him,
“Really?”
“What really?”
Do you really want to carry me? I’m a little heavy. You’re not going to throw me down suddenly, are you, or
are you playing tricks on me?
「…… Lin Yang, are you on or off?
I curled my lips and leaned forward. I was particularly familiar with the smell of his body. He carried me on his back and weighed
me, taunting me, “I’ve gained weight.”
“No, as if you’d carried me on your back.”
“Go back.”
His voice was so soft that it seemed to be able to blow away in the wind at any time.
“When?”
After a long time, he did not reply to my words, and then suddenly there was a very low tone of light ridicule.
When you were drunk, you begged me to carry you on my back and acted like a spoiled child at the top of your voice. Have you forgotten? Lin
Yang, you really can forget.
「……」
I pretended not to hear and fiddled with his short hair.
In fact, you have forgotten that you carried me on your back once a long time ago.
Thirteen or fourteen years old is the most restless age. Every summer when I go back to my hometown, I can play with Wei yuan
like the wind. The mountain path on the edge of the
field extends to the sky. There are five or six of us, a big
yard, and we often go crazy together. Wei yuan had not yet grown up at that time, his facial features were delicate and a little childish, and his stature was not drawn
, but he could already see the sharp outline of the future.
His eyebrows and eyes were cold, and his skin was so white that people were jealous.
We have a childhood friend who loves to find him very much.
Called Lin Yaoyao, listen to the name so smart, in fact, is a small fat pier, black skin,
and I am not quite right.
She was the king of the local children. She stayed in her hometown to go to school and called friends. She was strong and very
rude.
She always likes to encourage those people to isolate me.
She doesn’t like me because Wei yuan always depends on me.
Wei yuan was really different from the children in that area at that time. He had a clean shirt
and was not crazy. In his words, it was so hot in summer that he was too lazy to move.
But wherever I go, he follows me. At the sensitive age of
thirteen or fourteen, of course, there are children who like to arrange me and him.
At first they heckled me and embarrassed me, but Wei yuan had no resistance at all, so I felt
very embarrassed.
That’s it. Lin Yaoyao is not happy with me. Her family runs a snack chain in the local area, and sometimes they bring us popsicles to eat, but they always
miss one, and I don’t have a share.
She gave Wei yuan a special taste. After
dispersing, Wei yuan followed me back to the room with a popsicle in his mouth, with a little banter in his eyes.
“Don’t come over. I won’t let you use the air conditioner.”
I said to him.
“Don’t.” The male voice of the
change period has a special light and dumb, like the wind that suddenly passes through the hall in summer.
He looked at me with his head down and his eyes down.
We didn’t seem to be so tall at that time, and he was still not afraid of death when he spoke.
“You’re angry. I have ice cream and you don’t?” I shut the door with
a bang.
I don’t know if I hit him on the nose.
I turn the air conditioning to the lowest, wrapped in the quilt grievance, in fact, I do not know what I am wronged
, but Lin Yaoyao more let me hate.
After a while, Wei yuan knocked on my door. “Lin Yang, I’ve finished the ice cream.”
？？？
Then he knocked on my window.
The window was a little high, and he could barely get his head out.
I opened the window to talk to him.
“Get out.”
“Hiss, Lin Yang, why are you turning the air conditioner so low?”
“Does it matter to you?”
I leaned over and looked into his eyes, which were lighter than they are now, almost amber
in color, like ears of wheat waving at the edge of the field.
“You’ll catch a cold.”
“I don’t care.”
I don’t care, but my mom does.
Because Wei yuan made a snitch, I was ordered by my mother to turn off the air conditioner, and
the initiator had already run away. It was really hot in summer at that
time. I turned on the small electric fan in my room, but I was still sweating
. Just when my teeth were itching with hate, someone sent me a message on his own initiative.
“Come to my house.”
“I have air conditioning.”
Like a sly fox, he shows off with a bad mind.
Finally, I went to his room. He just laughed and got up
lazily to bring me a popsicle.
“I don’t care.”
I stared at him.
“I want it.”
He softened his tone, and the plastic paper with water droplets on the popsicle gently crossed my face.
His words were meaningful. I
didn’t think much about it, so I took the popsicle and bit it.
……
It seemed that near the end of the holiday, cicadas were chirping all over the mountains and plains, and we
played a game together. It
‘s like hide-and-seek in general. You have to choose a ghost. “Lin Yang, you’re the one.” Lin Yaoyao looked at me and said.
“Why?” I asked her.
“If you don’t, we won’t take you to play.”
Lin Yaoyao grinned maliciously at me. Before, I would have walked away without looking back
, but today I don’t want to go back.
Because I quarreled with Wei yuan.
Wei yuan didn’t join us, of course, but I didn’t want to go back and let him see me isolated
. It was useless.
“All right, I will.”
I agreed to be the ghost.
I closed my eyes for a few seconds, and the people ran away. When I opened my eyes again, there was only an endless
field and a vast blue sky.
I’m, like, the one that got thrown away again.
That day, I searched for a long time without finding a person, until the sunset on the horizon fell, and the flying geese in the distance
crossed the red clouds.
I just realized that I was fooled by them again.
The sky had already crossed into darkness, and unfortunately, there was a light rain. I was a little
afraid of the dark, and I didn’t know what kind of creature made a strange sound in the woods. I ran like crazy and tripped over something and hit my knee hard on the ground.
What bad luck, today.
I rubbed the tears in the corner of my eyes. At this time, the ringtone of my mobile phone went crazy. Look carefully
, there are many people’s missed calls, as well as Wei yuan’s.
This call is from Wei yuan.
I took it, and his violent and rapid breathing made me a little confused.
“Where are you?”
I looked around the surrounding buildings and picked out a few representative ones.
“Wei..”
“Wait for me.” He said.
I found a stone pavilion and sat there waiting for him. The
rain was still very heavy, and there was no sound all around. I hugged myself tightly, and it was a little cold.
After waiting for a while, the wound seemed to be flooded with rain, which was very painful. When I
saw Wei yuan, like me, he was covered with rain, even worse than me
, and he was panting a little violently.
He approached me step by step, and I never realized that his eyes were so beautiful, like
stars dotted in the night, swinging across a series of milky ways. “Come home with me.”
“It hurts.”
I pointed to my knee.
He crouched down in front of me, turned his back to me, and said nothing.
I climbed up his neck, and he carried me on his back, his voice a little vague.
“Why is it so light?”
“Right? I’m much lighter than Lin Yaoyao.”
I tugged at the extra thread of his collar and felt a little dazed.
He laughed.
“How can you quarrel with anyone?”
「……」
I gave him a weak thump.
“They made me a ghost and played me. No one is on my side.” I whispered in his ear
, and he dodged a little.
“Really? I’ll be a ghost with you next time.”
He walked with one foot deep and one foot shallow, and his voice drifted in the vague rain. “I will always be on your side.” You can’t believe what
Wei yuan says.
Because I had a fight with him.
In fact, from childhood to adulthood, we have quarreled a lot, and this quarrel seems to be more fierce than ever
.
I know a club friend who likes to go to bars very much. She invited me to play together
that day, and I seemed to have something to worry about, so I agreed. After I
went there, I didn’t expect it to be a room full of strangers. The
music was turned up to the loudest, the lights were so bright that it seemed impossible to
see the face, and the golden ribbons were scattered in the crowd, who cheered tirelessly.
I felt a little breathless. I drank a glass of wine alone. When I looked back, I couldn’t find my
friend.
Complicated and noisy, I leaned back on the sofa, countless smells mixed together, there is a person
suddenly like me close to me.
“Sister, play?”
A hand touched my waist, and I was so frightened that I stepped back and stared at him. “Get out.”
“Yo, it’s pretty spicy.” Another
voice sounded, behind me on the right, with a sharp tone that made people feel uncomfortable
.
I just know how terrible it is to be alone in a bar.
Their eyes wandered on me maliciously, sticky and greasy, and I felt a chill
.
Just as one of them stepped forward, my wrist was suddenly clenched.
Wei yuan pulled me out directly. The light in the
bar flashed briefly and frequently, so I couldn’t see his expression.
But his grip on my wrist was so tight and his pace so quick that I was almost trotted by him
.
Outside, the noise is getting smaller, the street lights are like streamers, and the early summer wind
is dancing gently between us.
He did not speak, and we quietly opposed each other.
He seldom seemed to show this cold and impatient look in front of me. After a while,
he turned around and walked away. I called his name behind him. He ignored me. I ran a few steps and finally
stopped.
I watched his back disappear in the crowd, stunned, turned on his cell phone to call him
, just when I thought he would not answer, he answered.
“What are you crazy about?” I asked him.
Crazy? I’m really crazy. I skipped all my classes when your roommate called me and said you went to the bar
alone.
His tone is very cold, cold and dry, which can always drive my mood very well.
“Why go to the bar? I..”
“Yes, you can go. Would you please turn around and go back now?”
The words were interrupted again, his tone was heavier, I looked at the flashing
lights on the street confusedly, and my heart suddenly fell.
“Can’t you talk to me properly, Wei yuan?”
He was silent for a long time.
“No, I won’t care about you anymore.” There
was a busy signal and he hung up.
When I put down my cell phone, the crowd surged all over me. Looking around, I thought he was waiting for me not
far away. But no, he’s really gone. He
said he would always be on my side, like a liar.
I haven’t talked to Wei yuan for a long time.
This seems to be longer than cold war after every quarrel we had in the past. My intuition tells me that Wei
yuan is a little different, but I can’t say what’s different.
Only when he left, I found that I had been used to his existence.
Sometimes I stare at the list of friends and have nowhere to vent, and sometimes I want to go out and don’t know who
to play with.
I have opened the address book countless times, but I still haven’t dialed the number.
But I think, at least, for my non-existence, Wei yuan should also be a little uncomfortable.
My roommate said that I always looked absent-minded these days and offered to go to the newly opened mall to sweep
around. That’s where
I saw Wei yuan.
Wei yuan also stood next to a girl, quite tall, wavy long hair hanging down, wearing
hot shorts, white legs in the sun a little dazzling.
The girl looked familiar to me at first, and then I suddenly remembered her name. Lin Yaoyao. She has changed a lot
after listening to the previous novel, but I didn’t think it was true.
She was talking to Wei yuan with her head up, and the corners of her mouth were turned up with a good-looking range. Wei yuan, who had not seen her for
a long time, handed her the milk tea in his hand and listened quietly to what
she said.
Lin Yaoyao likes Wei yuan all the time.
What about Wei yuan? Will he be with her, or are they already together?
I can’t control the divergent thoughts in my mind.
But I don’t want Wei yuan to be with Lin Yaoyao.
I hate Lin Yaoyao, very much. Why does
he have to be with someone I hate?
He said he was on my side.
Maybe my eyes were too straight, or maybe I stood there motionless, and my roommate began to call
my name.
Then Lin Yaoyao saw me. As expected,
I still hate her very much. She always likes to put on a swagger
in front of me, holding her head high and walking towards me step by step. Isn’t this Lin Yang? Long time no see.
「……」
I ignored her.
I am staring at Wei yuan. I haven’t seen him for
more than ten days. He hasn’t changed at all. The broken hair in front of his forehead blocks his eyes a little. It
seems that my eyes are too prickly, so he looks up at me.
Yes, I really don’t have any feelings.
Amber eyes also looked straight at me, pursed lips, do not know what to think.
I took a deep breath.
Then I grabbed his
wrist and pulled him out of the mall under the shocked eyes of Lin Yaoyao and my roommate.
…… There was a little wind in the
corridor. I dragged him here and turned to look at him, but suddenly I found that I didn’t know
what to do. The man in
front of me was much taller than me unconsciously, and the bright and faint light came through
the unclosed security door, and his shadow covered me completely.
I looked up at him and happened to meet him looking into my eyes for a moment. Completely, speechless.
“What’s up?” He spoke first and was a little impatient.
“Lin Yaoyao isn’t very nice. Stay away from her.”
“Why do you like to orchestrate people behind their backs so much?”
Speaking coldly, from a bystander’s point of view, it should be said. He is helping Lin Yaoyao to speak
.
So my nerve was severely pulled.
How is it to arrange someone else? She was at that time, she was at that time with Xiao Si, and they isolated
me. It’s not like you haven’t seen..
“How long ago was that, Lin Yang? You’re too vindictive.”
You, too, hold a grudge.
I looked up at him, trying to find something in his eyes, but no,
no, he just said that to me very seriously, he probably thought
so.
I felt something in my chest struggling to break open, and suddenly I felt a little uncomfortable pain.
I was stunned for a long time and found my voice.
Wei yuan.. Didn’t you say you would be on my side? Only when he
opened his mouth did he realize how trembling his voice was. He was silent this time. So now that you have grown up, you won’t be on my side anymore. That’s right. You’ll get a
girlfriend. Why are you on my side?
I said these words to myself, as if I had figured it out, and nodded at him.
“I get it. It’s actually right. It’s time for us to go our separate ways.”
I went over and patted him on the shoulder, pretending to be relaxed.
“Thank you for taking me out of the bar that day, Wei yuan.”
He seemed a little stiff and froze for a long time, then turned around and grabbed my wrist.
“What do you mean?”
Strangely, he was stunned and a little flustered.
“Lin Yang.”
He called my name again and pushed me to the railing step by step.
“What do you mean?”
“It’s not interesting. Let’s go, Wei yuan. Lin Yaoyao has to wait, too.”
I tried to look normal and give him a big smile, but he was still
holding me tightly. In the
darkness, our breath could be heard clearly, and he seemed to be a little closer to me, so
that the shallow breath burned my skin. “You owe me so much, are you telling me to part ways now?”
“When did I ever owe you?”
I tried to stare into his eyes in the dark, and unlike his usual lazy style, he was particularly unrelenting today
.
“You lent me 62 yuan to buy Jinx’s skin during the summer vacation of senior year, and you haven’t paid it back yet
.”
「……」 I don’t know when
his hand leaned against my waist and pinched me.
“Well, when will you return it?”
「……」
It seems that there is such a thing. It seems that I really forgot. It’s
really my fault.
I turned on my mobile phone, and Alipay transferred sixty-two to him.
“Is that all right?”
“No.”
“Lin Yang, you..” He was a little helpless and was about to say something when I interrupted him.
“What else do you have to calculate? Calculate quickly. After calculating, we broke up completely. When we got home, we told our parents
that we had broken up and that we would never see each other again.”
I said this to him very seriously, and he was silenced by me.
I actually don’t understand why our relationship became like
this after a quarrel.
Then I understood.
To be honest, I find that I like Wei yuan a little. I
always liked him a little, but I ignored him because he never
left me.
My roommate asked me if I had anyone I liked, and I wondered why I didn’t.
It turns out that the person I like always smiles at me and stays by my side, so I won’t
worry about gains and losses, and I won’t be emotional because he doesn’t care at all.
Wei yuan said he was on my side, and he has been leaning towards me for a long time, so I
think I should let him go. The
corridor is dark, the air here becomes a little depressed, I just
stare at me, I do not understand his mood, want to push him to the door.
Suddenly he clasped the back of his head and accepted his somewhat rough kiss. In fact, my idea of my first kiss should be like this, under the gorgeous fireworks
, I am getting closer and closer to the person I like, dragonflies skimming the surface of the water, and a little taste.
Instead of now, I am almost
out of breath because I am being held up and kissed so badly.
Very depressed, and very crazy, I think Wei yuan wants to kill me, can not get me to destroy my
kind. After the
kiss, we both gasped.
Who took each other’s first kiss and it’s still like this.
He leaned his forehead against my neck, propped up the railing behind me, and spoke
word by word, with something in his words that could not be explained.
“I won’t let you go.”
“I’ve been watching you for so long, why should I let you go?” After
that day, I didn’t know how to face Wei yuan.
Fortunately, although his school and I are close, as long as we don’t go to each other’s school, we can’t
meet each other.
But not necessarily when you go home on vacation. In previous years, I took a bus home with him, but this year he didn’t look for me, and I really
didn’t know why to look for him.
I think Wei yuan kissed me that day, because he was a little on the head. It was the end of the year in a twinkling of an eye
, and it took me a long time to buy a ticket to go home.
My mother asked me on the phone why I didn’t come back with Xiao Wei today, but I found a reason
to prevaricate.
Sitting on the return high-speed rail, I didn’t think how I could sleep so comfortably on
the high-speed rail in the past until I hit my head on the glass. You didn
‘t sleep on his shoulder all the time.
I remember the last time he pushed my head away with one finger and told me to get up,
but every time he told me to get up, it was when he was approaching the station. I
can’t stand it, Wei yuan.
The mobile phone shook, I raised it and took a glance, and my heart beat suddenly.
Wei yuan sent it to me. When will
you arrive? To pick you up.
Add a droopy-eyed husky look.
This is our first contact in a month and a half. How can
he be so normal, so natural, so calm.
I emptied my head to reply to his message, and then jerked my bangs in front of the mirror.
Although he seems to have seen all my dirty looks.
…… When I
got off the high-speed rail, I found him at a glance.
He seemed to have cut his hair short, wore a black windbreaker, and half of his face was buried in his scarf, revealing a pair of shallow and quiet eyes.
The tall man stood in front of me, pulled my suitcase, and walked forward without saying a word.
……
Sure enough, how could he not be embarrassed.
Maybe he already regretted it.
I followed him silently.
He did not speak, I did not speak, into the subway also did not communicate all the way, each found a place to stand.
After a stop, a group of people suddenly crowded in. I moved back and kept staring at the peach heart on the top of the crosstalk actor’s head. When the carriage suddenly shook, I did not stop, and fell firmly into the arms of a man
.
Wei yuan put his hand on my waist and did not move away.
Close to my ear, he sighed softly.
But he sighed and did not speak, but encircled my waist and put his chin half on my
shoulder. There were so many people in the
car that I couldn’t see his face clearly, and I couldn’t
listen to the funny baggage any more.
Swinging for a while, the mechanical female voice began to report the name of the station, Wei yuan dragged my suitcase
forward, all the way without words. When I got
to the door, he grabbed my wrist. The thin light of the
setting sun shone through his cheeks.
He did not look at me, and the thin hair on the back of his neck, which should have been dark, was covered with a gentle
golden yellow.
“I don’t know what to do with you, Lin Yang.”
“So?”
I blurted out that I had no idea what I was thinking at that time. His wrist was gently pinched, I do not understand what he meant, looked up at him, his eyes
have a bright and long sunset.
“So I don’t want to be your childhood friend, your sweetheart, or your friend.”
“I want to be your..”
“Yo!”! Yang Yang is back! Your mother has something to do today. Come to our house for dinner
!
Wei yuan’s family lives next door to my house, door to door. His mother stretched out her head to look at us
and greeted me.
Wei yuan gave a gentle tut.
I’ve been in this house a lot of times, after all, he and
I grew up with each other’s air conditioning, comic books and game machines.
I sat on the sofa of his house.
He rubbed my head from behind.
“What are you sitting here for? You really think of yourself as a guest.”
「……」
“How do you talk, you brat?” Then Wei yuan’s head was suddenly hit by his mother. Are you
hungry, Yang Yang? Are you tired of taking the high-speed rail? Auntie, cut some fruit for you. Just
wait.
My mother and Wei yuan’s mother are said to have been best friends since college, and sometimes she
treats me better than my own mother.
I quickly stood up.
It’s all right, Auntie. I’ll discuss my study problems with Wei yuan, so I won’t bother
you. I have to add another pair of bowls and chopsticks, which is annoying enough.
I pulled Wei yuan to wink at him, and he pulled me to his room.
“Mom, I’ll show Lin Yang around my room. You go about your business.” What the hell is a
tour room. Before
I could complain, I was pushed into his room by Wei yuan.
To tell you the truth, I got a lot of Wei yuan’s room. The
room was a bit of a mess, the curtains were half drawn, the computer screen was still lit, and when you closed the door,
you were cut off from the outside world.
He leaned against the door, cocked his head at me, and suddenly called my name.
“Yang Yang?” The coda is raised upward, which is obviously interesting.
I ignored him and looked around his room. The quilt was not folded, it was scattered on the bed, there was soda left on the table
, and the scattered medical journals were half-turned and left at random. The owner
here seems to have done half of something and then been called out.
“Did your mother ask you to pick me up today?”
I spoke to him in a low voice, with little confidence.
“Hmm?”
He answered and approached me step by step.
So, it’s not you who want to pick me up, it’s not Wei yuan who wants to make
up with Lin Yang, right.
He walked up to me, put one hand around my waist, the other hand led me down,
and then I was easily pressed on the bed by him, and I didn’t even react.
Sinking into his quilt, the smell of him poured into his nasal cavity. Such an intimate posture
was very embarrassing. He also held the tip of his nose against my neck. The
soft hair is a little itchy when it rubs against the cheek.
His voice was so deep that I almost didn’t know him, and he was crazy about giving up on himself.
“Sure enough, I don’t want to put up with it.” 14
“Wei yuan.”
I called his name, was pressed by him, and raised my hand to touch his face.
His eyes are like a pool of late autumn, dotted with brilliant stars.
“The other day, when you went to the bar, I was very angry.”
He looked at me seriously and his voice was deep.
“Lin Yang, no man will protect you for so many years for no reason, do you understand?”
「……」
I looked up at him, and I had never seen him in this way before. There was a tiny mole at the end of
his eye, which was like a star rolling
out of his eye.
“No man would have protected Lin Yang for so many years for no reason, but Wei yuan would.”
I laughed, pushed him away and stood up.
He seemed to be stunned by what I said and looked at me a little confused.
“You obviously don’t dare, not at all, Wei yuan.” You don’t
even dare to say you like it. He squinted menacingly at me, got up from the bed and approached me step by step, and was about to speak
when we both heard voices in the hall.
It seemed that there was a guest visiting, and his voice was shrill and excited. If I heard it right, it should be Lin Yaoyao
.
We are childhood, home is also this piece, plus Lin Yaoyao just came back from studying
abroad, he came to find Wei yuan is not surprising.
“Your other little green plum is coming for you.”
I gloated at him.
He smiled and rubbed my head.
“Well, so now this little green plum is jealous?”
“Speak well, Wei yuan.”
Sure enough, I can’t compare with him in the aspect of disgusting people.
As soon as he got better, he straightened his expression and explained to me in a low voice. I’m angry that
you went to a bar alone. But I didn’t leave. I was
waiting for you.
What about Lin Yaoyao? I ran into you the other day, and it was just a coincidence.
“She came to see me that day.” “I just want you to know that, well, I mean a lot to you, too.”
“Is that why you went shopping with her that day?”
I stared at him.
He nodded obediently.
“But you said I held a grudge and spoke for her.” I counted up the evidence of his guilt.
“I was wrong.”
His apology was insincere.
“Later, there was a little regret.”
He spoke softly, squinting his eyes so that people could not tell the difference between true and false.
Wei yuan’s mother seemed to be saying something to Lin Yaoyao, as if to say that Wei yuan was still sleeping
, and after a while, there was no movement.
“Doesn’t your mother like Lin Yaoyao?”
I asked him.
He raised his hand to help me straighten the hairpin pinned to my head, and then smiled at me.
“Well, after all, Lin Yang is the only daughter-in-law my mother has ever certified.” Appro
aching the Chinese New Year, the flavor of the year in the town is getting heavier and heavier. After eating New Year’s Eve dinner early on New Year’s Eve, several children went to eat supper.
A few like us are freshmen who have just finished the college entrance examination. After going to the university and coming back, we have changed, but it seems that we have not changed much. When Wei yuan arrives at a crowded place, it seems that he will turn into a big ice ballast and follow me quietly.
Someone made fun of us.
“You’ve been like this since you were little, so why don’t you just stay together?”
I laughed, and Wei yuan flew toward the questioner with an eye knife.
The man shrank his neck and became weak. A
noisy group of people went from the barbecue stand to the KTV.
Pushing a cup for a change seemed to be childish, mostly for fun, and after coaxing, everyone said Truth or Dare, a group of people jumped for joy, as if only Wei yuan was out of place.
Overlapping lights and dazed darkness, he sat alone in the corner, not knowing what he was thinking. The starlight
falling in his eyes made his whole body bright and dark, and I could only get a glimpse of the corner he had hidden from me at such a time until he found me.
He smiled at me.
It’s like a light that breaks through the darkness and falls into a corner. So I didn’t want to play any games. I turned away from the figure and walked towards him.
The crowd was still noisy, and everything about him seemed to be cut apart.
Wei yuan, the man I have known for 19 years.
It seems that until this moment, I have never known him well.
“Why not go and play?” I asked him.
“Lazy.” He leaned back and looked up at me.
“Then why are you still here? Just go home and watch the Spring Festival Gala.”
He stopped talking and just stared at me. I was a little nervous when he stared at me and
moved to the side.
“Lin Yang, how old are you?”
He suddenly asked me.
“Nineteen.”
“Mmm.” There was a fine light flowing in his
eyes, and he meant a lot.
“Come of age.”
Adult? What’s wrong with adulthood? I’m an adult. At that moment, the group of people playing the game suddenly called my name.
Lin Yang! Lin Yang! Come here!
“What’s the matter?” I looked at them.
“Someone has drawn a big adventure and wants to confess their love to you!”
There was a lot of noise, and in the middle was a comely boy. I didn’t seem to know him
very well, so I was a little embarrassed. The boy in the
middle blushed more and more, and summoned up the courage to say “I like
you” weakly to me, but I didn’t know how to go on.
A girl said, Lin Yang, I seem to see that you are also a little interested in him, or just
get together. I know
that girl. She seems to have expressed her love to Wei yuan during the summer vacation, and then she was rejected. In my
impression, I didn’t seem to have said a few words to him, and I was about to refuse.
At this time, the wrist was grasped.
“Excuse me, this is my girlfriend.” The voice of the person
next to me was Frank and steady. After saying this, he pulled me
out. The person who left the room was stunned in the same place, and then burst into a loud noise.
These moments are isolated in the airtight box, KTV should be regarded as a very old
KTV, we have come here to get together in recent years, so we are familiar with the road.
He pulled me all the way up and made a clanging sound as I walked up the iron stairs. When he
reached the roof, he was suddenly enlightened.
It’s like running away to the other side of the world together.
The city is still brightly lit, and the grid of flowing is all over the boundary.
I used to like to follow him to the roof, sometimes just to blow the misty
summer wind, or to talk about the boundless ideal with him.
“When did I become your girlfriend?” He suddenly said to me, “Huh?”
“Shouldn’t you ask me, ‘When did I become your girlfriend?'”
“Oh.”
I didn’t look at him. The air quality was so good that it was rare to find a few stars hanging
in the air today.
“I’m your girlfriend. Since you’re afraid to express your love, let’s just skip the whole process
.”
“What do you mean I don’t dare?”
He laughed and looked at me with his head down, as if he had crossed the stars, gorgeous and clear.
“I like you.” Four words, he bit very clearly in my ear.
“Are you kidding me?” I tilted my head to look at him.
“No.”
“Is this a joke?”
“No.” Actually
, before.. Neither are they.
“All the likes I’ve said to you, they’re not.”
It was as if a firework had been lit and exploded on the horizon. I have thought about what
it would be like to kiss the person I like, whether it is the splendor falling all over the sky, whether it is touching and melancholy, or whether it is a little taste. Here’s the thing
.
Shen Geyi was met by Wei yuan at the wine party where his father dragged him.
It was said that she was the eldest cousin who lived far away from the village, and he didn’t like
her as soon as he met her.
The reason is that her eyes are so smart that she always feels that everything can be caught by her. Later, his intuition proved to be correct. When Wei yuan was a
freshman, he often came to find his own green plum, while secretly rubbing his chagrin about how
he didn’t get two more points to go to Xiao Qingmei’s school. In this way, he would not have to cross
more than half of the campus and rack his brains to make up reasons to see her.
He was slapped on the back. Sure enough, I
turned around and saw a row of teeth shining with a smile. My distant cousin was also
in this school. What
she said next really made him feel like he was struck by lightning for a moment.
“You like her?”
The elder cousin followed him to look into the classroom, and the girl with the rabbit hairpin was holding
her chin and looking at the blackboard emptily.
“Lin Yang, is it?”
He suddenly turned around and stared down at his cousin with a murderous look.
“No, I don’t like it. Don’t talk nonsense.”
“Wow, does it mean you like it very much?”
It’s a pity that the eldest cousin is more battle-hardened than he is. The Ministry of Etiquette has never seen any demons and ghosts, so
she doesn’t like him at all. In the past bits and pieces of get along, Wei yuan concluded that it is best not to pull
and pull with this cousin, she and the ability of mud first-class.
So he nodded dryly.
“Did you catch it?”
My cousin’s eyes brightened.
Shake your head.
Go to confess! Wei’s conditions are so good, why don’t you try?
He pushed his cousin’s hand away from his arm with excitement and pursed his lips.
“Don’t.”
“Why?”
“What if she refuses?” Under
the swaying sunset, the boy turned his face away, and his voice was gentle and careful.
“I don’t want to be unable to be a friend.”
2
That’s why Shen Geyi decided to help Wei yuan. In the school canteen, people hubbub, Wei yuan looked at the three dishes and one soup in front of him, a little speechless
.
Anyhow is the eldest lady of a famous family, treat to eat this? The man
opposite seemed to know what he was thinking, picked up the lion’s head in front of him carelessly, and swallowed it like a huge mouth in the abyss
. He
can also make a faltering sound. If
there is no supplementary enrollment, there is no way out. Don’t be discontented. Some food is good
. 」
「……」
The Minister of Etiquette shocked Wei yuan for a hundred years.
“Well, first of all, we need to know one thing.” Finally chewing the food in her mouth enough
to speak, my cousin took a sip of soup and continued to talk.
“Does Lin Yang like you or not?”
Hearing this question, Wei yuan’s heart jumped.
Does she like him? He
lowered his eyes and thought for a long time, but he didn’t know the answer.
The answer is that he likes her very much, and it doesn’t matter
whether she likes him or not. That’s what he thought. If he couldn’t say it, he would protect her for a lifetime.
“You’re not going to be a coward all your life, are you?”
Suddenly poked in the heart, Wei yuan frowned irritably.
“What then?”
“Well..” Challenge her!
My cousin’s chopsticks point forward like a sword. The
plan is like this. My cousin said that if a person likes another person, when the other
person likes someone, that person will be sad.
So I have to wronged Wei yuanlai to like her as a big cousin.
「……」
Wei yuan doesn’t think it’s very reliable.
It’s all right! “Well, if you don’t try, you won’t know. If you try, you’ll be shocked!”
His cousin patted him vigorously on the shoulder, but he dodged.
He hates people other than Lin Yang to touch him.
…… So later, there was a scene that Lin Yang saw.
Wei yuan told Lin Yang that he liked Shen Geyi, and then stared at her face to see what expression she could
have.
As a result, the person in front of him was in a daze and said, “Well, it’s fine.”. If it’s
gone, it’s gone.
Not sad, not angry, not surprised, not even chasing him to ask why.
She even urged him to eat the chicken with three cups sauce in front of him in the next sentence, because it would be cold if he didn’t.
His heart is going to be cold.
He felt that she did not like him, and if she did, why had he been her childhood sweetheart for only
nineteen years.
So a little angry and a little unhappy. Sometimes
he can’t control his emotions very well, but when it’s written on his face, she
won’t talk to him.
She did not know that he was too lazy to deal with others, but only to her, all
the acting skills, but also hold up all their patience.
Wei yuan received a phone call from Lin Yang on his way to the airport to pick up his cousin. The voice of the man on the other side of the phone was vague, and he could not speak clearly. The rising tone did not rise, and
the falling tone did not fall. He called his name all at once.
“Lin Yang?”
“Oh, Wei yuan, I like you!!!” The
sudden rise of his voice made him pull his cell phone away from his ear.
“Have you been drinking?”
He turned the wheel back, turned around, and asked her as he drove.
“Where are you?”
“Hey hey, Wei yuan, hey, Wei yuan, hey..” The man
opposite didn’t listen to him at all. He sighed and half coaxed her.
“Give the phone to the person next to you, okay?”
“Not good.”
She got a super loud answer.
But there was a noise over there, and the person holding the mobile phone finally changed.
Her roommate neatly reported the place name, Wei yuan light hum, when driving to, happened to
meet Lin Yang sitting on the barbecue stall. When I saw him, my eyes lit up.
“Wei yuan!”
He remembered the countless nights when cicadas chirped and stars roared, and there was a girl who always raised
her eyes and smiled at him. People who
drink wine are not easy to mess with. They drag him and say that she likes him. He looks down
at her and counts the stars in her eyes.
“Do you really like me?”
She nodded desperately.
“Someone took a picture of it.” There was a lot of noise
around, after all, Lin Yang’s drunken madness was so big that he didn’t want to take care of
the noisy crowd and pulled her to the car.
“I don’t want to take a bus.” She said pitifully.
She gets carsick. Pulling
her out of sight, he pinched her chin and lifted her face.
“Your school is so far away. Can you walk?”
She shook her head.
“So what do you want?” Shaking his head again. With
his eyes hanging down and his face very soft, he pinched her and continued to bow his head to coax
her.
“Come home with me?”
“Where is your home?”
“Very close.”
“But I don’t want to go.”
“I’ll carry you.”
He turned his back to her, and she lay on his back and put her arms around his neck.
“You little drunkard.”
“Not at all.”
She spoke close to his ear, her breath hot in his ears.
“I like you, Wei yuan.” His heart missed half a beat as
she spoke in a daze.
Unfortunately, she’s been drinking. He wouldn’t believe a man who was
not sober, and he weighed her and tried to distance the subject. “Lin Yang, you’re getting heavier.”
“I like you.”
But she was unrelenting.
“I’m going to record.”
“What is the recording?”
“The recording, well, the recording is..”
“I like you too.”
Can suddenly feel a string on the heart, simply want to take advantage of her drunk, those
unspeakable words to tell her now.
Really? How much? The
hairy head brushed against his cheek and came up to him.
“I like it very much.”
“How much do you like it?”
“Stars like the kind of moon.”
“What else?”
“The wild wind likes the kind by the river.” “What else?”
“The setting sun likes the kind at dusk.”
“I don’t understand.”
He turned around and pushed her head down.
“Wei yuan likes Lin Yang’s kind.”
