Is there any campus sweet text _

As soon as he entered the school, he was hung crazily on the wall of confessions, and everyone wanted to be his girlfriend. But

he was in the empty classroom, hanging her cochlea outside the machine for the girl, gently pinching the girl

‘s earlobe.

Pretending to be wronged: “Jiang Jiang, are you responsible for kissing me?”

Hearing impaired good girl X lawless bad school bully, the full text has been completed.

The first time I saw Gu Yihe was the first day I transferred to another school.

“Gu Yihe, take care of the new students.” After I introduced myself, the head teacher

told Gu Yihe, who was going to be my deskmate.

She doesn’t know that this sentence is the last thing I want to hear.

I don’t really need anyone to take care of me.

Gu Yihe sat by the window, listened to the head teacher’s words, looked up lazily at me

, and then lay lazily on the table. There was not a trace of inquiry or surprise in

his languid and good-looking eyes. I let out a gentle breath and walked carefully to the empty seat next to him.

To my surprise, Gu Yihe really didn’t give me any care.

In his eyes, I am the same as any of my classmates. He ignored it

as well.

I can’t thank you enough.

A gratitude for being treated as a normal person is nurtured in my heart day by day.

I began to try to talk to him, trying to tell him about his empty exercises, even though he never

listened.

He hardly speaks to me. But

I think we may have become friends.

I never had a friend. He was the first.

Until one time, I saw him leaning against the wall outside the school with an unfinished

cigarette in his fingertips.

Not knowing where the courage came from, I clenched the strap of my schoolbag, walked up to him, and said to him in my awkward

pronunciation, “Gu Yihe, it’s not good to smoke.”

He looked at me and did not speak, but the man opposite laughed and imitated my pronunciation:

“Brother He, smoking is not good.” Then the man took a puff and spat smoke all over my face.

I was choked a few mouthfuls, and when I looked at Gu Yihe again after coughing, his face became a

little strange.

He said, “Stay out of my business.” The speech processor of

the cochlear implant makes all sounds shrill and unpleasant

to my ears.

Gu Yihe’s voice is different from others. I like to listen to him.

But he seldom spoke to me, let alone said rude words to me. The sense of

shame rushed out from the bottom of my heart, and I tightened my hand holding the schoolbag belt and fled in the laughter of the man across

the river.

From then on, Gu Yihe changed.

He has changed, and even his classmates have changed.

Their discrimination and ridicule against me intensified under the change of Gu Yihe.

Because the person who is treated specially by Gu Yihe is destined to be the object

of special treatment by all people.

“Jiang Jiang, go and buy me a bottle of water.” Gu Yihe stepped on the horizontal bar under my stool

during the break, with a bad tone in his pleasant voice.

He’s always like this, ordering me to do a lot of things. He would also take down the language processor I hid in my hair, just like taking a toy from my hair when

I was bored.

He didn’t know that my whole family saved money to get it back for me. If I lost it,

my family would not be able to match one for me.

It was because he didn’t know that he was so casual. He probably didn’t mean it.

He shouldn’t have done it on purpose.

Every time I excuse him like this.

But when I handed him the water I had bought, he said to me, “I don’t

want to drink any more.”

The canteen was far away from the classroom, so I spent the whole break to buy him a bottle of water.

He said lightly that he would not drink.

Grievance made my nose sour quickly, and tears rolled around my eyes a few times, but I didn’t let

them fall down.

What’s the matter? Are you crying now?

Gu Yihe reached out and pulled down my hair rope. The wind

outside the window slipped in, brushed the hair rope on his index finger, and finally raised my

long hair. My ears were hanging in the air, and the cochlear implant that had been hanging there had fallen to

the ground.

The whole world is quiet. The students in the

classroom don’t know what they are talking about.

I squatted down hurriedly, picked up the outdoor unit and hung it on my ear. The tears that were just in my eyes fell down in an

instant. The sound of the bell mixed with the whispers of

my classmates was transmitted to my brain

through the language processor.

I know. I haven’t been in this school long.

Obviously I just want to finish high school well, why is it always not as good as I wish? The bell rang for the end of the

lunch break.

I quickly took back the book standing on the window to block the sun for Gu Yihe.

Previously, he thought the sunshine outside the window was dazzling, which would affect his sleep, so he asked me to block him with a book every time before he went

to bed, and take the book away before he woke up.

Gu Yihe slowly raised his head from the table as usual, and a pair of good-looking eyes

opened lazily. The moment he saw me, all the laziness in his eyes disappeared, and finally

a ruffian smile rose from the corners of his mouth: “I’ve been dreaming again.”

Gu Yihe never smiled at me. I never saw him smile.

At this time, the sunshine outside the window is flourishing, falling on him, for a moment can not say whether his smile is dazzling

or the sunshine outside the window is dazzling.

At this time, the teacher came in from the outside, and I had no time to think about Gu Yihe’s words, so I

began class. There is something wrong with

Gu Yihe today.

He didn’t lie on the desk all afternoon, nor did he skip class, but stared at me

all afternoon.

When school was over, he got up and bumped into the corner of the table.

It was painful to hear the muffled sound, but he stared at the leg that had been hit, and then

looked up at me.

“Brother He, let’s go!” Outside, a boy poked his head out of the classroom.

I know that boy, Qiu Yun, is one of Gu Yihe’s younger brothers.

Gu Yihe looked sideways at Qiu Yun and looked back at me.

“***!” He swore in a low voice.

I think he may feel that the hit just now is very painful. Maybe people who fight have a long reflex arc.

Gu Yihe never embarrasses me after school, because he always has countless fights to

fight and countless places to smash.

But he didn’t fight today. Lu Wan-wan, who went home

with me, took my hand. After looking back for the third time

, she asked me nervously and carefully, “Jiang Jiang, did you provoke Gu Yihe again today

?”

I shook my head, tightened her hand, did not answer a word, and walked a little faster.

I don’t know why, but Gu Yihe followed us with a group of people. Two days ago,

Lu Wanwan suddenly showed her kindness to me and wanted to make friends with me and accompany me home.

I was flattered by her overtures.

She is the only one here who is willing to go home with me. If Gu Yihe wants to

bully me on the way home from school today, she may not be willing to go home with me again.

But to my surprise, Gu Yihe followed us all the way and did nothing.

“He was probably going to fight and was just passing by.” Lu Wan and I hid

behind the window together, she looked at Gu Yihe and a few people behind him far away from the back, came to

this conclusion.

I think her conclusion is very reasonable. It means that she will still be with me after school tomorrow.

Fortunately, Gu Yihe didn’t do anything.

In this way, I dislike him a little less.

I looked at Gu Yihe’s empty seat in a trance.

He hasn’t come to school for three days.

Did you really go to fight that night? As soon as

I put his zero paper handed out today on his desk, he appeared beside

me. The

shadow fell on me, and I looked back subconsciously and saw his school uniform and

short hair.

This is the first time I saw him in school uniform when I transferred to another school.

Gu Yihe was originally very good-looking, before the hair slightly longer for his good-looking added a lot of lazy

, now cut the boys rarely go to cut the buzz cut, and put on a clean school uniform,

looks very neat.

Ruffian with sunshine is another kind of beauty that he has never seen before. Many girls in the

class looked this way.

He didn’t take it seriously and threw his schoolbag directly over my head onto his desk, just covering

the test paper. “I..” I didn’t mean to look at his test paper.

But if I say it, he won’t listen, and I can’t say it.

He looked down at me and made me feel guilty.

Just when I thought he was going to ask me to help him do something, he sighed and rolled over to his place on the table behind me

.

I looked at the position he had just stood, and I was a little silly.

He stood for so long, but he just wanted to get in?

Gu Yihe has changed.

Everyone whispered that he had changed.

“Brother River!” Qiu Yun poked his head in at the door of the classroom.

This is a self-study class, the usual self-study class Gu Yihe will be called away by Qiu Yun. It seems that

he has never had a good self-study class.

Not only in the self-study class, but also in many classes, he seems to leave as he wants.

Qiu Yun was still waving to Gu Yihe at the door, and he looked up at Qiu Yun. I consciously wanted to stand up and let him out, but he grabbed my hand and pushed me

back to my seat.

“Get out.” Gu Yihe still looked at Qiu Yun at the door, his voice was not too big or too small.

It startled me, and it also startled Qiu Yun.

Qiu Yun waved in the air with a stiff hand before he received the back of his head, scratched his head and disappeared in

the doorway.

Then, with a bang, Gu Yihe’s math exercise book fell on my desk.

That workbook is cleaner than my face. With his forefinger,

Gu Yihe pointed to a question in the exercise book and asked me, “Can you do it

?”

I was stupefied for a while to react, looked down, is not a difficult problem, only.

There are many basic knowledge points to be used.

“Tell me.” He handed me the pen.

His voice was not loud but not small. The boy at my front desk looked back subconsciously

after hearing it, and was stared at by Gu Yihe before he turned around again.

I also looked up at Gu Yihe subconsciously.

These three words did not seem to come out of his mouth.

He frowned slightly, as if rude words were about to come out of his mouth in the next second. But he didn’t. He asked, “No?”

“Will..” I took out a pen from my pen bag and began to talk

to Gu Yihe.

This is the first time someone has asked me a question.

Although my grades are very good, but because I have a cochlear implant since childhood, the cochlear implant radio

is limited, resulting in my pronunciation is very non-standard.

Not to mention the topic, even if you say a few more words at ordinary times, no one will listen.

After I finished the problem slowly and nervously, I looked at Gu Yihe and said

, “Do you understand?” I couldn’t get it out of my throat.

“So simple?” Gu Yihe raised his eyebrows, and there was a slight look of pride between his eyebrows,

as if he had understood a profound problem.

Kind of cute.

Thinking of this, I couldn’t help chuckling. When the

head teacher entered the classroom, Gu Yihe had just finished solving two problems.

“I told you it wouldn’t be too difficult for me.” His voice came to my brain through the speech

processor in my right ear, and it was indescribably good.

The teacher in charge of the class walked up to me, looked at him twice, and then looked back two steps, his eyes

were full of disbelief. She may think that the person who sits beside me and does the exercises is not the devil of the world.

But Gu Yihe could not see what she was looking for, and in the next second he turned

out of the window in front of her.

He’s always been like this. He doesn’t care about anyone.

Sometimes I think he has changed, but he hasn’t changed.

When Lu Wan Wan and I went home together, she took my right hand and turned her head several times: “Jiang Jiang,

why do you think Gu Yihe always passes by your house after school?”

“Maybe, coincidence?” I am used to using the fewest words to express my meaning.

Fortunately, Lu Wan can understand.

“I heard that after he cut his hair short, girls from other schools waited for

him at the school gate every day.” My obscure pronunciation didn’t stop her from being a gossip. I know

that.

Every day after school, we can see some girls

in other school uniforms waiting at the school gate.

It turned out to be waiting for Gu Yihe.

“Mmm.” I gave a little hum to show that I was listening.

Lu Wan-wan looked back and said, “Don’t tell me, Gu Yi-ho seems to be much more

handsome than before.” I think it’s all the same

. He’s always been good looking. The girls waiting for Gu Yihe

at the school gate are one after another.

Finally, on this day, I saw a few familiar figures among the girls.

I pulled Lu Wan Wan subconsciously and wanted her to leave later, but before I could speak

, the girls came up to me.

Yo? Isn’t this our little river? The girl who took the lead gently raised

my chin with her index finger. As soon as

Lu Wan was about to come forward, she was blocked by two girls behind me. The girl who

took the lead was my former classmate, and I looked at the obvious anger

in her eyes and turned away.

She immediately grabbed my left wrist, which seemed to strangle my heart

directly, so that I forgot to struggle.

“Jiang Jiang, you are quite capable of hiding.” She grabbed my hand and felt something strange on my wrist

. Then she gave an evil laugh and said, “It’s not clean to die.”

I trembled all over. The thick fog that

was about to leave me came back to my heart. I tried to back up, but she grabbed me by the chin, took a step closer to me, lowered her head and pressed it against my

outside plane: “What’s wrong?”? You pretended to commit suicide once, and I was persuaded to quit.

Am I proud of that?

I didn’t..

The girl took advantage of the opportunity to remove the outside machine on my ear and threw it into the air

as she had done countless times.

All the memories come together, and I still want to pick it up as I used to, but I see

that the outside machine is firmly in the hands of another girl.

Their faces were familiar with my sneers, playing tricks I used to be familiar with.

When the outside plane was thrown into the air for the third time, someone jumped behind me and picked it up.

I looked at Gu Yihe falling in front of me, like a God falling from the sky.

He put the outdoor unit in his pocket with one hand and slapped the girl in the face with the other. The crowd,

which had been laughing, suddenly stopped.

I couldn’t see his expression, I couldn’t hear what they were saying, and I could only freeze in place.

Waiting for the girls to quickly withdraw from me, Lu Wan ran up from behind and took

my hand. Only

then did Gu Yihe turn around, and the hostility slowly dispersed in his face.

He gently hung the outdoor unit on my ear without saying a word. This time Lu Wan Wan took my hand to go home, I could not resist looking back at Gu Yihe behind me

. The street lamp on the

top stretched his shadow very long.

When he was walking with his head down, he suddenly looked up and met my eyes.

I quickly turned around and pretended to do nothing to continue walking with Lu Wan Wan.

Gu Yihe seems to have really changed and become not annoying at all.

I looked at Gu Yihe lying on the table and whispered, “Thank you, Gu Yihe.”

Thank you for helping me get the outdoor unit back yesterday.

Thank you for not asking.

Gu Yihe suddenly turned his head, his eyes were hazy and sleepy, and he looked at me for a while

before he burst out to write Qingming.

He’s been doing this lately, looking at me in a trance for a while after he wakes up.

“Hmm?” He didn’t hear you.

“Thank you, thank you.” I looked into his eyes and tried to speak more clearly, thanking him

sincerely and firmly.

Ku Yi-ho raised his head. He nodded his head and said ruffianly, “Thank me and help me make

up lessons.” I didn’t realize for a moment that he would make such a request, and I was stunned for a moment.

He probably thought he was being very impolite and added in a curt way, “Is that possible

?” I didn’t think of

that.

Seeing that I hadn’t answered, Gu Yihe thought I didn’t want to, and suddenly said, “If you can’t do it, you can

do it!”

Kind of cute.

Like an angry kitten.

I pursed my lips and nodded. “But I speak..”

I don’t speak fluently and my pronunciation is not standard.

Even the teacher never let me get up to answer questions.

“Then it’s settled. From today on.” Gu Yihe finished and turned out through the

window.

I turned to take a look, and Qiu Yun was waiting on the other side of the aisle.

Qiu Yun seemed to see me, winked at me, and was slapped on the head by Gu Yihe

who strode past.

Looking at the way Gu Yihe hugged Qiu Yun and left, he didn’t look like he was going to study hard at all

. 5.

Yesterday, Gu Yihe asked me to make up lessons for him. Today, he brought a pair of glasses to school. The books on the

desk were neatly arranged, as if they were really going to study hard.

Although he is now a senior in high school, he does not feel that it is too late. When

Gu Yihe put on his glasses and looked at the blackboard, the math teacher

who had just finished writing on the blackboard was so frightened that the chalk fell to the ground.

When the math teacher bent down to pick up the chalk, Gu Yihe came over. “How did you get that square root of two?”

He whispered. The

breath sprayed on the broken hair in my ear and startled me.

I looked at a math teacher who had seen a ghost and gently opened a new page of notebook

paper.

That step was not difficult, but it was omitted by the math teacher.

For Gu Yihe, whose foundation is slightly worse, it is indeed somewhat vague.

I wrote down the omitted steps on paper and pushed the notebook to Gu Yihe’s desk.

Gu Yihe pushed the glasses on the bridge of his nose and looked carefully at the steps

of solving the problem in my notebook. After a

while he raised his eyebrows as if he understood. Sunlight fell on my notebook, with the shadow of Gu Yihe on it. He suddenly took a pen

and drew eyes and mouth in his shadow on the book.

I couldn’t hold back my laughter, which was

very clear in the exceptionally quiet classroom.

As soon as I looked up, I saw a math teacher with a complicated expression on his face. He first looked back

at the questions he had written on the blackboard, then looked at me, and finally said nothing and went on with

the class.

But after the Chinese class after the math class, I was invited to the teacher’s office.

Because I am special, I have entered the teacher’s office countless times.

This time is different from the previous one. The

teachers sat in a row, and the math teacher spoke first: “What

were you laughing at last class?” I twisted my

hands into a twist behind my back.

Seeing that I kept my head down and did not speak, the teacher in charge of the class said earnestly, “Jiang Jiang, your

situation is special, and you should cherish it.”

I know. In my

case, I was able to go to this school, and my parents tried their best to ask for a lot

of help. “You’re already a senior in high school. Your grades are very stable. Don’t be influenced by people who have nothing to do with you.”

The head teacher spoke slowly, and every word fell into my ears completely.

I was not affected by Gu Yihe, but I could not say anything, just bit my lip and

nodded gently.

I know she’s right.

My situation, my family, only a good college entrance examination, may have the opportunity

to change the existing life.

The Chinese teacher looked at me and said, “Is there anything unusual about Gu Yihe?”

That’s why they called me here.

They felt that Gu Yihe’s most unusual behavior was to study hard.

It’s not that they don’t want Gu Yihe to study hard, but that they think there must be a demon if something goes wrong.

Gu Yihe is a dandy in the school who doesn’t even dare to take care of the teachers. His family is rich but nobody

cares about it. He is so lawless that he won’t be expelled even if he doesn’t come to school for a few days.

Suddenly one day, this devil is going to study

hard. Everyone will feel strange. I also feel strange, but I didn’t say anything.

The teachers sighed when they found that they couldn’t get anything out of me.

Finally, the teacher in charge of the class stood up and patted me on the shoulder. “I’ll change your position

tomorrow.”? Don’t affect the big exam.. Before she had finished speaking, Gu Yihe came in.

“Report!” He came to my side and shouted a report. The tone

of fooling around, the appearance of fooling around, as if Gu Yihe, who was still studying

well in the last class, was just an illusion.

The teachers quickly dispersed, leaving the head teacher standing opposite us.

Embarrassment flashed across the head teacher’s face. She sat back in her seat and looked at Gu Yihe

. “What’s the matter?”

Gu Yihe looked at me and said, “Go out.”

The tone was a little fierce, but it made me feel relieved.

I pretended to look at the head teacher with some embarrassment and went out of the office without looking back.

I don’t know what Gu Yihe said to the head teacher in the office, but I didn’t hear a word

outside.

It wasn’t until he came out of the office that he stood beside me with a ruffian

smile on his lips: “What’s the matter?”? Still want to go in?

Unthink.

I hurried back to the classroom.

6. The head teacher didn’t change my position in the end.

Gu Yihe didn’t bully me again.

And I find that everything around me is getting better and better. My classmates became more and more friendly

to me, and I never heard anyone call me deaf secretly.

I thought I was going to transfer to another school, but I didn’t expect things to come to an abrupt

end when they were going to go bad.

Everything was restored to its original state, only Gu Yihe.

He began to listen to the class, let me talk about the topic after class, and occasionally pulled me to make up for a

while after school before going home. After a month of

such a day, Lu Wan still felt very unreal.

She took me by the hand on the way home. After looking back several times, she asked me, “Why didn’t Gu

Yihe follow me today?”

I couldn’t resist looking back, and sure enough, I didn’t see Gu Yihe.

Before, he would take Qiu Yun to follow us slowly every day and

do nothing.

When we got home, they walked on as if they were passing by.

“I didn’t follow him before.” I looked down at the road ahead. At first, Gu Yihe did not follow us, but suddenly started

a month ago.

Maybe he was really just passing through on business, and now it’s done.

Lu Wan Wan nodded, should also think so. After a few more steps,

we were stopped

by a few people who came out of nowhere.

“Are you the little cripple who made Ku Yi-ho go straight?” The leading boy

, with golden yellow hair, threw the unfinished cigarette on the ground.

It’s just hearing impairment, not disability. I tightened my

grip on the strap of my schoolbag.

Lu Wan-wan let go of my hand and stood in front of me without a trace: “You, you, you..” Who are

you? She should have never seen

such a battle, and even the voice was fighting.

The yellow-haired boy took a few steps towards us, and Lu Wan took a few steps back to protect me.

“Gu Yihe hit our brother, and he thought that was the end of the matter.” The yellow-haired boy

came up to us and grabbed Lu Wan’s shoulder.

Lu Wan Wan is a good student, if not for the pity that I am willing to make friends with me,

she may never come into contact with these people. Thinking of this, I reached out and grabbed her, trying to pull her back from the yellow-haired boy’s hand.

Obviously, the target of the yellow-haired boy was me. Seeing that I had a movement, he let go of Lu Wan Wan and stretched out a

hand to me. Just

when I didn’t know what to do, a schoolbag flew from behind me and

hit the yellow-haired boy on the head.

What’s the matter? Your brother hasn’t been beaten enough, so you want to try? Gu Yihe’s voice

came from behind me. Before

I knew what was going on, a gust of wind passed me. There was a sudden silence

all around.

I subconsciously touched my cochlea, and sure enough, it was gone.

Lu Wan pulled me back a few steps before I could see Gu Yihe running in front of me. I couldn’t hear what

he and the yellow-haired boy were saying.

I could only see that my cochlea was quickly put into the pocket

of my clothes by Gu Yihe.

I don’t know why he took away my outdoor unit, but I didn’t dare to ask him for it at this time

. When

Qiu Yun came with people, the yellow-haired boy was already enraged by Gu Yihe. Even if I

couldn’t hear the voice, I could see the obvious anger on the yellow-haired boy’s face. Lu Wan patted me on the arm and pulled me into a nearby alley.

“I can’t hear.” I opened my mouth and said something I couldn’t hear myself.

But Lu Wan Wan heard it.

She nodded and pulled me to sit on the side steps. The two of

us sat on the steps for a long time, neither of us spoke, and neither of us knew

what had happened on the other side of the river.

Perhaps Lu Wan Wan knows, because she can hear, I can also see her eyebrows occasionally wrinkled

together.

Just me, as if the whole world’s voice has nothing to do with me.

I don’t know how long it took, but the street lights on the side became brighter and brighter.

A shadow slanted at our feet, and I looked up and saw Gu Yihe’s messy

coat.

He took out my cochlea from his inside pocket and hung it on my ear.

“Go home.” And the sound around me fell into my ears, as well as his faint

words.

I held the position of the outside machine and pulled Lu Wan Wan to stand up from the stone.

“Did you fight?” I looked at the sweat on Gu Yihe’s forehead and asked him softly. He shook his head and gave a ruffian smile to his lips.

“No.”

Gu Yihe lied.

He really had a fight with the boy with yellow hair yesterday.

Because I saw the bruise on his arm when his sleeve fell down.

It should hurt. As soon as

I took the medicine out of the infirmary, I heard people passing by in a hurry gossiping

.

“Is Gu Yi-ho’s father here?”

“Yeah, I heard he’s the big boss of that company. No wonder he’s so bossy.” I have never heard anyone mention

Gu Yihe’s father.

“Just now the headmaster led me to the office. The headmaster has a special attitude.” The

speaker walked farther and farther away, and I couldn’t hear what he said.

I took the ointment back to the classroom, and there was no one in Gu Yihe’s seat. The

class chattered about what had just happened. It seems that as soon as I left the classroom, Gu Yihe’s father came over, so he missed me

.

I put the ointment in the belly of the table and began to prepare for the next class.

Gu Yihe didn’t come back to class all morning.

I heard that Gu Yihe had a quarrel with his father in the headmaster’s office and ran out.

I looked at Gu Yihe’s empty seat and took out the ointment I had taken from the infirmary

in the morning from the belly of the table. There were few things on the

roof, and I saw Gu Yihe sitting in the corner at a glance. As

I walked over, he lifted his head from his knees and his eyes were slightly

red.

He stared at me and burst out laughing. “You’re coming.”

It was as if I knew I would come to him.

I didn’t ask much and squatted down in front of him. He

gently lifted his sleeve, took the ointment from his school uniform pocket, and gently smeared it on his

arm.

“The school doctor said, ‘Well, it can promote blood circulation and remove blood stasis.'” I applied one spot and gave him the ointment

. The

air was filled with the smell of the ointment, which made people unable to open their eyes. Gu Yihe looked at the ointment for a long time and reached out to catch the medicine in my hand. When

he looked at me again, there was a slight light in his eyes.

I thought he was going to thank me, but he said, “Jiang Jiang, do you want to go abroad?”

This sentence is asking without thinking.

But I can answer without thinking.

“I don’t want to.” I dare

not think, I am not qualified to think.

“Your father, let you, go abroad?” I asked him subconsciously.

This should be the reason why he was unhappy, but I asked him awkwardly and carefully. What

I’m not good at is communicating with people.

Sure enough, his eyes, which had just lit up, darkened again.

“Where do you want to go?” He looked at me and answered the wrong question.

“Capital.” I blinked. I didn’t have to think about the answer. “Capital University

.”

This is the hope of my parents. I have thought about it since a few years ago. I must not let them

down again. Gu Yihe was stunned for a moment. “Sure enough,” he chuckled.

Sure enough, what?

I never told anyone that I wanted to go to Capital University.

“Good.” “Then go to Capital University,” he added.

I nodded, smiled at him and said, “Good.”

It seemed that Gu Yihe was in a much better mood, so I wanted to stand up and go back to the classroom, but when I

was about to stand up, I found that my legs were numb.

A gust of wind blew over, my center of gravity was unstable, and I was directly brought to Gu Yihe’s arms by the wind.

I put my hands on his chest and could clearly feel his slightly rapid heartbeat.

For a moment I did not know what to do, at a loss, once again fell into his arms

.

Gu Yihe caught me with a pair of hands, his eyes shining with light I had never seen before, and his gently raised

mouth with a small pear vortex showed that he was full of ruffian at this time. In his

eyes, he was usually unruly, as if everything he wanted could be in his hands

.

His voice was softly in the air.

“Jiang Jiang, do you want puppy love?” I covered my face and ran away

that day.

Knowing that Gu Yihe was just playing a joke, I still couldn’t get along with him normally for the next few days. The mid-term results of

this semester will be handed out today.

This time is different from the previous results. Compared with my own results, I want to know more about Gu Yihe’s results. When the commissary in charge

of studies took the report card from the teacher’s office and pasted it on the wall, I squeezed past like all my classmates. I had never participated in such excitement

before, so I was pushed to the periphery without experience. The outdoor unit

hanging on my ear was almost pushed off by the people next to me. As soon as I reached out to straighten the outdoor unit, I saw a hand coming from behind me.

“Excuse me.” Gu Yihe’s voice came from behind me, especially clear in the noisy voice, like a clear spring slowly pouring into the valley with countless echoes. My face quickly warmed up at the

thought that it was the voice that asked me that day. The classmate in front of

me got out of the way obediently after Gu Yihe’s words fell. Gu Yihe walked from behind me to the front with a basketball in his hand and tore down the

report card from the wall.

“I, we haven’t seen..” Some students protested in a low voice.

Gu Yihe looked at him and raised his eyebrows. “So what?” The

aura suddenly cooled down, as if he might smash the ball

out of his hand at any time in the next second.

The commissary in charge of studies hurriedly came to the rescue: “I’ll go and print another one.” The students who

did not see the results did not dare to say a word.

Gu Yihe came up to me with his report card and put it in my hand. “What’s there

to see?”

Then he threw the basketball to a boy in the back seat and sat down in his seat

.

I quickly took the report card and sat back. As I expected,

Gu Yihe’s performance has soared again, and now he has entered the top 100 years

.

I looked up happily to tell him the good news, and saw him take the water

on my desk and feed it to his mouth.

That’s my water.. Yah. I hesitated to speak. Gu covered the cup and put it back in my place. “I didn’t touch my mouth.”

I know, but I’ve been drinking.

I looked at him and didn’t know what to say for a moment.

He leaned over and said, What’s the matter? Can’t you drink? I

had already returned to normal, and suddenly my face was red again.

It’s not that I can’t drink.

Before he came back from sports, he asked me to go to half of the school to buy water for him.

Drink my water. That’s the first time.

And no one has ever drunk my water. No one has ever been so close to me.

“Hmm?”

I came to my senses, and my face burned. “No, no.”

I didn’t dare to look at him. I looked sideways at the report card on the table and remembered what I

was going to say.

“You, your achievements, progress, great.” I’m trying to enunciate.

Gu Yihe also looked sideways at the report card on my desk: “Are you looking at this to see my

grades?” I smiled at him. “Mmm.”

Because he was tutored by me, his progress brought me a greater sense of achievement than my own

progress in the exam. The tips of

Gu Yihe’s ears were a little pink. He turned away from his head and sat up straight. “Little kid.”

My cochlear hearing is occasionally very sensitive, not to mention that he sits on my right side.

The outside machine successfully captured his three words.

I reached out to cover my mouth and laughed.

It’s like he’s more like a kid.

Gu Yihe’s father is really a big boss.

I looked at the car parked at the school gate, and although I had never seen it before, I could see

that it was an expensive car.

Sure enough, Lu Wan-wan tugged at my sleeve and said, “Jiang Jiang, look at that car. It’s super, super

expensive.”

In this respect, I have no doubt about Lu Wan Wan. The man who got out of the

car came up behind us and stopped beside Gu Yihe.

“Young master.”

To my surprise, there was not much respect in his voice. “Don’t bother me. I don’t agree.” Gu Yihe put his coat on his shoulder, and

before the man could say the next word, he lifted his feet and walked away.

He walked in front of us and looked back at me. “Aren’t you going home?”

“Back.” I blurted out, and then under the gaze of Gu Yihe, pulled Lu Wan Wan to

continue to walk forward.

Lu Wan looked back quietly and winked at me for a long time before she came over.

She said to me, “I thought he was taking you home.”

My face suddenly burned up, gently pinched Lu Wan Wan holding my hand, motioned her

not to talk nonsense.

This time Gu Yihe was not as far behind us as before.

He was just two steps behind us, following us slowly. I don’t know if

Lu Wan Wan’s words were heard by him.

I looked down and saw his shadow on the ground at my feet, as if he was willing to fall

at my feet.

I curled the corners of my mouth slightly and suddenly forgave him for

all the things he had done to me before.

9. Lu Wanwan said that Gu Yihe did not have a good relationship with his family. He was raised by his grandmother and was brought here by his father in recent

years.

“And his mother?” Lu Wan and I lay on the bed together, and I looked at the white ceiling

.

I don’t know. He seems to be dead, but I hear he’s run away. Lu Wan-wan then added

, When he was five years old. That sounds rather pitiful.

Yeah, it’s pathetic.

Since I knew this, I have been better to Gu Yihe. He put two books on the window to block the sun during the

lunch break, but the window table was

a little narrow, and the two books were not thin, and then naturally fell

down after shaking twice, just hitting Gu Yihe’s head.

I was startled and hurried to pick up the book. As soon as

his hand touched the book, he was caught by Gu Yihe’s hand.

His palms were shockingly hot.

He opened his eyes and saw that it was me, and the hostility in his eyes flashed before he let go of my hand.

Originally, I was a little embarrassed, but when I saw his slightly white lips, there was no time for my brain

to move.

I reached for his forehead. Sure enough, as I thought, he had a fever.

“You have a fever.” Seeing Gu Yihe close his eyes again, I pulled the corner of his clothes

.

He opened his eyes and looked at me. His eyes were red because of the fever.

“Mmm.” He doesn’t care. Instead,

I was a little anxious. “Go to the infirmary.”

I don’t know if it was because I was too anxious to enunciate clearly, or because he didn’t wake up, he

was stunned for a while. After

a while, he looked up, reached for my glass and poured two mouthfuls of water.

Since the last time I acquiesced, Gu Yihe has never bought his own water.

“Just drink more water.” He put the lid on my cup and put it back on my desk.

Not allowed.

Not allowed!

I tugged at his sleeve and shook my head. “Go to the infirmary!”

I have already stood up.

I took Gu Yihe’s hot hand and tried to pull him up, but I couldn’t

pull him up twice. When I was about to cry, he stood up obediently. I had no time to ask for leave with the oncoming

teacher, so I pulled Gu Yihe to go outside.

Perhaps for Gu Yihe, I am like a neuropathy at the moment, but he does not know that

a high fever can burn out a pair of ears. Every time

we don’t care, we can’t afford the heavy consequences.

“40 degrees, so high?” The school doctor frowned with the thermometer.

Gu Yihe’s hands were so hot that I knew his body temperature must not be low.

But fortunately only a cold, the school doctor prescribed some medicine, let Gu Yihe take the medicine, infusion

in bed to sleep.

“It’s enough for him to sleep. Go back.” The school doctor adjusted his glasses,

looked at Gu Yihe who had already slept, and then looked at me.

I nodded and felt not very relieved.

Thinking that it was still lunch break and the next two classes were self-study, I thought about it

and sat down beside the bed. The

school doctor looked at me with a sudden change in his eyes, and finally sighed and returned to his

seat.

Maybe because I always brush the questions very late recently, I don’t get enough sleep,

and now it’s lunch break, so I fall asleep

on my desk. When I woke up, Gu Yihe had already woken up, and he was staring at a

small wrist that I had accidentally exposed on my left hand. I accidentally exposed it when I

fell asleep.

I hurried to pull my sleeve.

My clothes are bought one size larger, so the sleeves are long enough to cover the whole hand.

Girls like to do this, and no one has ever noticed anything strange about me

.

But now Gu Yihe found out, and he quickly grabbed my left hand. Before

I could break free, he gently lifted the layers of sleeves that wrapped

my wrists tightly. The terrible scar, which was

slightly pink, was exposed in the air and in Gu Yihe

‘s eyes.

His hand shook, and when he looked up at me, his eyes were even redder, and his eyes were full of disbelief

.

I didn’t dare to look at the expression on his face again, so I broke away from his trembling hand and ran out with a

blank mind.

That was my last decency.

Everything was broken up in front of him at that moment. 10.

I don’t know where I’m going.

I don’t know where I can go. When

Gu Yihe found me, I squatted in the corner of the roof, holding the

removed cochlear organ in my hand.

I was in his shadow, looking up at him, and for a moment I couldn’t tell whether he was the devil who pushed me into hell

or the saint who pulled me out of the abyss.

Gu Yihe squatted down beside me. He reached out and gently broke my fingers and took out the outer machine from my palm

.

I could see that his fingers were red and his fingertips trembled slightly.

The wind blew from behind, and the broken hair behind my ears was brought to my cheeks by the gentle wind.

Gu Yihe pinned the broken hair behind his ears and gently hung the outdoor machine on my ears

.

All the voices came from all directions.

“Jiang Jiang, it’s time for class.” His eyes were red, and his voice was a little awkward, with a slight

trill.

He didn’t ask me about the scar on my wrist.

I said yes in a daze, but I didn’t move. He didn’t move either.

After a while, the passing wind took away the heat from my face, and I whispered

, “Gu Yihe, my feet are numb.”

As if I had not expected to say such a sentence, Gu Yihe was stunned for a moment before he chuckled

.

He turned his back to me. “I’ll carry you.”

How can that work.

I quickly shook my head, only to think that he could not see: “No … …” No need.

He carried me back to the classroom like this, and I could imagine the glances he cast on me.

Gu Yihe did not insist any more, turned around and took off his school uniform coat and spread it

neatly on the ground. “Sit down,”

he patted his jacket in my puzzled eyes.

I’m not moving.

“Then I’ll carry you.” He whispered.

I shook my head and sat down obediently, as if my legs had been pierced by dense needles

for a moment.

Gu Yihe raised his hand to put my legs flat, and as soon as I earned it lightly, he grabbed my legs with his

hands, and the feeling of dense needles became more obvious. Through the wide trouser legs, the temperature of his palm was still sensitively captured

by my skin, which could not be ignored more than needling feeling.

He suddenly relaxed his strength and began to gently massage my feet.

With his technique, his feet slowly returned to normal after a feeling of numbness. When

Lu Wan Wan came, what she saw was such a very misleading scene. After much hesitation,

she ran over.

I looked at her red ears and knew she must have misunderstood something, but she didn’t say anything

and took my hand to help me up.

“The teacher asked me to come to you.” Lu Wan’s voice was soft, and there was a sense of

embarrassment that she had done something bad.

I wanted to explain, but I didn’t know how to explain, and finally I could only pinch my sleeve and give a gentle hum

.

Gu Yihe picked up his school uniform from the ground and patted it twice on his shoulder, without looking at me:

“You go back to class.”

It means he’s not going.

I looked at his back and remembered that he had just had a high fever.

No wonder the palms are still so hot.

I couldn’t resist trying to follow, but Lu Wan took me by the hand. Lu Wan watched Gu Yihe walk away before she let go of my hand.

She looked at me, her eyes blinking a few times, and the pink on the tips of her ears was even worse.

“Jiang Jiang, you are different from them.”

This sentence has been mentioned countless times in my life.

My heart missed a beat, originally in Lu Wan’s mouth, I can still hear this sentence

, but I can not refute a word.

My right hand held the cuff of my left hand tightly, and for a moment I didn’t know what to say.

Lu Wan-wan grabbed my right hand and looked at me very seriously. “Jiang Jiang, you

can’t imitate their puppy love. You have to go to Capital University.” Before

I could react, she came over again and said softly,

“You and Gu Yihe are not from the same world.”

I blinked. It took

a while to react to what Lu Wan was saying, and a rush of blood rushed directly from her heart

to her face.

“No, no, no, it’s not!”

Next, no matter how I explained, Lu Wan Wan had an expression that she understood.

Finally, I had to give up and was pulled back to the classroom by her. 11.

I don’t know if the head teacher heard something.

She changed our seats after Gu Yihe’s sick leave.

Lu Wan became my deskmate as she wished. Gu Yihe did not say anything

about this and agreed to change his position very cooperatively.

He sat on the other side by the window, and when my eyes passed over the students and fell on him

, he just turned his head. The pen

that had been rotating at his fingertips was suddenly held in his hand. The corners of

his mouth were gently raised, and the small pear vortex around his mouth made his ruffian increase instead of decreasing.

I quickly turned around and stopped looking at him.

Time passed quickly, and a semester was approaching the end of the term in the blink of an eye. When

we came out of the examination room, Lu Wan took my hand and still wanted to go home with me

.

I know that Lu Wan’s way home has never been on my way, but I have never

exposed her, because I also selfishly want to accept her warmth.

“Ku Yi-ho was dragged away by his father as soon as he left the examination room.” After I turned my head twice, Lu

Wan took my hand and explained to me. I subconsciously shook my head. “Me? No.”

I am.

Although Gu Yihe changed his seat, he still followed us every day and waited for me to go

home.

Rain or shine.

He never told me why, and we didn’t talk much after we changed seats

.

I’m used to the feeling of him walking behind me, as if there’s

nothing to be afraid of no matter what happens in front of me.

I heard that Gu Yihe’s father was a big boss and had a new family,

so he didn’t care about Gu Yihe.

“I heard they were going to send him abroad.” All my news to Gu Yihe was told to me by Lu

Wan.

Tonight Lu Wan said to stay at my house, so we lay in a bed, she began to

talk about things in the class, talking about Gu Yihe.

That’s what I want to hear most.

But my outdoor unit made a noise, and I quickly sat up from the bed and accidentally

hit my leg.

“What’s wrong with Jiang Jiang?” Lu Wan Wan also climbed up.

I shook my head. “It’s dead. I’ll get the battery.”

Lu Wan-wan pressed down on my leg and gently touched the spot where I had been hit. “Don’t take it. It’s very late today. Go to sleep.”

But I want to hear it.

I took her hand away, got out of bed, limped to one side of the table and skillfully changed the battery of the outdoor unit.

When I limped back again, I smiled at her. “It’s still early. I can’t sleep.”

Lu Wan sighed, and helped me rub the place where I was hit, and then began topic of the beginning.

“The last time I came to school, I seemed to be talking to the principal about it.” She rubbed for a while, pulled the quilt and continued to lie beside me.

“I heard from my classmates that his father’s concubine had given birth to a daughter and wanted to train him well.”

I always thought that Gu Yihe lived so wantonly because he had a life that others could not envy, but I did not think that his life was the same as mine, full of holes. It

suddenly occurred to me that Gu Yihe suddenly asked me if I wanted to go abroad that day. As Lu Wan said, his father had already begun to arrange for him to go abroad.

But he told me he wanted to go to Capital University. “Do you think Ku Yi-ho will go abroad?” I looked sideways at Lu Wan Wan.

She has closed her eyes and fallen asleep. With a sigh,

I gently took off the outdoor unit and put it in the small box beside it.

After many years of holidays, no classmates would ask me out to play, so when Lu Wanwan came

to me, although I still had a lot of exercises to brush, my mother pushed me

out.

Mother said, “Jiang Jiang, go out more often.”

I know she’s worried about me.

I don’t want her to worry about me.

I subconsciously pinched my left wrist, nodded to her with a smile, and

ran happily to Lu Wan, who was waiting at the door, and Gu Yihe, who was standing in the corner.

“I didn’t ask him to come.” Lu Wan Wan hurriedly explained.

My eyes fell on Gu Yihe, who turned away awkwardly. “I have a question for

you.”

This sentence made Lu Wan Wan’s day, which would have been very pleasant, turn into a day of study.

Lu Wan said that every time she came to me, she could see Gu Yihe standing at my door. “It’s rare that we’re not here this time. Let’s hurry.” Lu Wan-wan took me by the hand and led me away

from home. The holiday was almost over, and we didn’t have a good time. As long as Ku Yi-ho

is here, even if I go to the library, I’m tired of studying. When

Gu Yihe was there, she didn’t even dare to breathe. When Gu Yihe was not here

today, her attitude changed 180 degrees.

I smiled and let her pull and complain about Gu Yihe.

Finally we stopped at the gate of an amusement park.

I looked at Lu Wan-wan, and she smiled and began to pull me in: “I’ll show you a good time

today.”

I grabbed her and stood there without movement.

“Wan Wan..” I called to her. I have never been in the

playground, and the situation at home has kept me away from these places

since childhood. But

Lu Wan-wan jumped to my side and took my hand: “It’s the last semester, and I still

need you to help me make up for my lessons.”. If you don’t let me treat you today, how dare I bother you all

the time?

In the end, I followed her into the playground under her half pull and half drag. When

we came out of the playground, the sky was already green. On the way home, Lu Wan and I kept laughing.

I haven’t laughed like this in a long, long time. It seems that the whole world can hear our

laughter.

“Jiang Jiang, you look better when you smile.” Lu Wan took my hand and suddenly said to me very

seriously.

She held my hand tightly and her eyes fell on my left hand: “Jiang Jiang, I did it before.”

Have a long, long dream, in which you don’t like to laugh very much. Uncomfortably,

I put my left hand in my pocket and turned my head to ask her, “Dream about me?”

She stared at my face for a moment, then nodded and shook her head. “It’s just a nightmare

. It’s all right.” When I was

about to get home, Lu Wan Wan suddenly stopped. I followed her eyes

and saw Gu Yihe standing at the door of my house. The hair on

his forehead was moist, as if it had been soaked with sweat.

Gu Yihe saw us and ran towards us. Only

then did I see that his slightly messy clothes were soaked with sweat.

“Where have you been?” His voice was urgent, his eyes were red, and his

tone was strange, fierce and tense. Lu Wan and

I did not dare to answer him for a moment, and finally he stared at me for a long time, sighed

gently, and raised his hand to fall on the top of my hair. “Don’t go anywhere without me.” He stooped slightly, his eyes level with mine

.

I looked at the undetectable worry and fear in his eyes, and though I didn’t know why,

I couldn’t help but nod: “Good.”

Gu Yihe listened to my answer, rubbed the top of my hair, straightened up, and said, “Go home

.”

I nodded, waved to Lu Wan and went into the room.

As soon as I entered the room, I heard Lu Wan-wan say to Gu Yihe, “Let’s have a chat.” I don’t know what

they talked about that day.

I didn’t ask, and they didn’t say.

But nothing has changed. The

only countdown number posted on the wall is decreasing day by day.

Gu Yihe did not go abroad as Lu Wan said.

It’s just that he never seems to go out to fight again, and he stays in the classroom every day to brush the exercises that make people

unable to lift their heads. The last semester of

high school was not as difficult as I had imagined at the beginning.

I watched Gu Yihe’s grades climb to the front bit by bit, and every time he would take

a separate report card and put it on my desk. I watched our names get closer and closer, and finally he surpassed me.

In this way, we entered the examination room together, and then left the examination room together.

I looked up at the cloudless blue sky, as if I saw my bright

future.

“It’s finally over!” Lu Wan Wan came out of the examination room next door and directly encircled my neck

.

Yeah, it’s finally over.

My dark and invisible youth has finally drawn

a full stop in the warmth I once asked for. I was pulled by Lu Wan to attend the last party of my

high school classmates.

Those classmates who had nothing to do with me at ordinary times all cried and wanted to hug

me after drinking.

It seems that all the unpleasantness in the past was thrown away by them with the books

thrown away after the college entrance examination. Everyone is

saying that they are reluctant to give up, without mentioning the past injuries and disputes.

I sat on the sofa and felt everything around me was noisy.

A hand suddenly reached out from one side and very skillfully removed the external unit from my ear. I looked sideways and saw Gu Yihe sitting beside Lu Wan.

He put the outdoor unit in his pocket, as if nothing had happened.

This time I did not ask him to take back the outside machine, and suddenly remembered that he had removed

my outside machine countless times, as if it was not because he wanted to play.

“Laughing to death, it’s that little deaf again..”

“Look, Deaf..”

“I heard that her ears..”

In this case, I will only hear half of it forever, and the outside machine will be taken away by Gu Yihe.

Because every time I would subconsciously grab my outside machine, I never cared about the words I heard before

.

Now that I think of it, it seems that I always think from the perspective of a victim,

so I think he is going to bully me every time. After

watching Gu Yihe refuse several female classmates with a cold face, I finally couldn’t help laughing

.

He never meant to hurt me in the first place.

I don’t know when Lu Wan Wan walked away from me, and Gu Yihe sat down.

This is a private room of KTV, and the students are immersed in the sadness of going their separate ways. Some people sing, some people drink, some people express their love.

Only I was isolated in a small corner by Gu Yihe.

The whole world is quiet.

Dropping eyes can see their hands at a loss, raising eyes can see Gu Yihe that untamed

face.

It was dark all around, but I felt the light I had never felt before.

Finally, Gu Yihe pulled me out of the KTV.

He took me to a bridge, where I could see the winding river and the lights

of thousands of families. I haven’t been to

this place once.

Gu Yihe took out the outdoor machine from his pocket and hung it on my ear, and the wind of the past

got into my ear.

I gently hooked the broken hair raised by the wind in front of my forehead behind my ear and looked down at the stones

at my feet: “Gu Yihe, you..” Going abroad?

This question, I have been hiding in my heart all winter vacation, and I have a chance to ask it today.

Gu Yihe did not expect me to ask this question, originally looking across the river, he looked sideways

at me.

His eyes seemed to be filled with the lights of thousands of families, which were amazingly bright. “I’m going to Capital University.” When he said this, he had his own wanton.

Capital University is not easy to test, even I can not easily say such

words before the results come out, but in his mouth it seems that this is a sure thing. I

don’t know if it was his wanton exaggeration, but I laughed and said, “OK,

I’ll go to Capital University, too.”

I used to want to go to Capital University because I didn’t want to disappoint my parents, but now I seem to have given

these four words other meanings.

Gu Yihe reached into his pocket and pulled something out.

I didn’t see what it was, and he caught my left hand.

When I was about to struggle subconsciously, his sleeve was easily rolled up to his elbow. The evening breeze of

early summer, with a slight coolness, made all the hair on my hands stand up

. The scar of youth, which

included my whole darkness, was so exposed in the air that even

the passing evening breeze could see it clearly.

Shame welled up in my heart, and before I could withdraw my hand, something cold fell

on my wrist.

“The world really needs you.” Gu Yihe gently clasped the ice-cold object on my

hand. He lowered his head, but I couldn’t see his expression. I could only hear his awkward

voice. “Fortunately, everything is still in time.” When he let go of my hand, I saw the chain on my hand. Some stars and moons fell from the

chain, covering the scar just right.

Gu Yihe’s fingers gently stroked the scar on my wrist: “I am not qualified to be the sun,

but the moon can illuminate the whole sky.”

His hand seemed to poke at my heart.

For a moment, I could hear the echo of my heartbeat, which was deafening.

He knew the meaning of the scar, but he didn’t ask a word.

With these two words, the scar was easily removed from my heart

.

I always thought I was the extra one in the world. No one

has ever told me that the world is short of me.

Even my parents, who loved me deeply, never told me that

my existence was important because they were not good at words. My

nose was sour, and tears soon filled my whole eyes.

A lot of words, from the heart to the mouth, was pressed back by me.

In the end, I gently tugged at the corner of Gu Yihe’s coat and asked, “Gu Yihe, can

I like you?” 14.

Gu Yihe didn’t answer me.

He sat down on the stone beside him, patted the position beside him, and motioned me to sit over

.

I sat down next to him awkwardly. He looked back at me and said, “Jiang Jiang, I’m not worth liking at

all.”

How so?

I was just about to deny it when he continued to speak.

“I had a long, long dream.” He looked at me, and the light in his eyes dimmed

. “About you.” Lu Wan Wan also said

this.

I don’t know what he meant when he suddenly said this. He twisted his clothes

around his body with his hands and answered softly, “Wan Wan also said that she had a dream about me.”

“Not the same.” Ku Yi-ho blurted out, then thought of something and laughed at himself. “That’s

about the same.”

I can’t understand what he is saying.

I only know that he said so much, but he didn’t answer my question directly. “No, right?” I stared at the pebbles at my feet and felt sad

.

I shouldn’t have asked such a question.

I’m always greedy for a little more.

After a while, Gu Yihe sighed lightly.

He leaned over, put his hand on the top of my head, and rubbed it gently. “Jiang Jiang.”

I looked up at him.

“Let the boys talk about this kind of thing first.” He laughed, and the stars rose

again in his eyes.

Uh?

I blinked and didn’t realize what he meant for a moment.

Jiang Jiang, can I have you in my future? Gu Yihe looked at me with a serious and

cautious expression.

It’s like I’m a treasure he can’t get.

Actually, I’m not.

“Mmm!” I nodded and tears fell from the corners of my eyes.

I leaned forward and hugged Gu Yihe, feeling a sense of security that I had never felt before. Lu Wan was the first to know the news that I was with Gu Yihe.

Lu Wan sat with me in the doorway, watching the people coming and going on the road, and sighed

.

I don’t know why she sighed.

Jiang Jiang, I also want to go to the capital. If he dares to bully you, I will beat him at the first time.

He She stroked her smooth arm with a fierce look.

I was amused by her and laughed for a while before I stopped in her eyes.

Her eyes fell on my left hand.

“Jiang Jiang, this is the first time I’ve seen you wear short sleeves.” She suddenly took hold of my left hand, and

her eyes were slightly red. “I didn’t agree with him to be with you.”

I looked at her sideways.

Her fingers touched the chain on the scar. “But that day he said he had

a long, long dream.”

“He said that when he woke up from a dream, he even went to ask the Bodhisattva.” She laughed as she said

, “I beg that nothing in my dream will happen.”. I thought, ah, people like him can

go to pray to God and worship the Buddha, and they really care about it.

“About my dreams?” This dream is always mentioned.

It seems to be a bad dream. Lu Wan-wan nodded and touched my forehead with her hand. “It’s just a nightmare.”

She didn’t seem to want to say any more, but I still wanted to know, “Is it the same as the dream

you said?”

She thought for a moment, as if she had organized the language, and then said, “The nature is different

, but the content is almost the same.” I understood every word of

the sentence, but together I didn’t know what she

meant.

But we didn’t talk any more.

Because the acceptance letter has arrived.

I took the admission notice from Capital University, turned around and ran into the house.

“Mother.” I handed the notice to my mother.

She stopped her work and looked at the notice in my hand. There was no change on her face. Then she looked

up at me and smiled happily.

She looked at me and said, “That’s nice.”

Great.

Lu Wanwan really came to the capital. It’s in the Capital Normal University next to my school.

At that time, after receiving the admission notice, her mother took my hand and thanked me for two hours

, and insisted that I stay at home for dinner. In fact,

my mother was also very grateful to Lu Wan Wan, but she could not hold Lu Wan Wan’s hand

like that and say some touching words kindly.

I’m the same as my mother.

After Lu Wan moved all my luggage to the dormitory, I would just hold her hand and giggle.

“If you have a boyfriend, you don’t have to order me around!” She pinched the soft flesh around my waist.

I quickly dodged and laughed with her.

The girls’ dormitory is not good for boys to come in. If you want to come in, you need to go to the dormitory management aunt

to register. It

‘s too cumbersome, and there will be a lot of unnecessary attention.

I begged Gu Yihe for a long time before he promised to let Lu Wan Wan help with a smelly face. The college life

I was looking forward to finally began in a burst of laughter.

It’s just that I have a hearing impairment, and it’s like a gust of wind blowing all over the profession

. What made me

even more uncomfortable was that on the second day of school, I saw

a love letter in Gu Yihe’s schoolbag, and that night I saw a confession to him on the school’s confession wall. I knew from the beginning that Gu Yihe was good-looking, but I didn’t expect that the university

had just begun, and all this was so turbulent.

“You’re right. I’m not in the same world as him.” I lay in bed and chatted with Lu Wan

on my cell phone.

Lu Wan Wan immediately sent an expression of rolling her eyes.

“Elder sister, how long ago did it happen? How can you still remember?”

“Don’t tell Gu Yihe about this. I don’t want to die early.”

“You are the people of the same world. You are a perfect match. Don’t think too much

.”

She sent several messages in succession.

I just finished reading it, and I didn’t have time to reply her message.

She added, “Qiu Yun played the video for me several more times. I’m going to meet

him.” I deleted all the words I

just typed.

In the end, he only replied with a “yes.”.

Qiu Yun’s thoughts on Lu Wan Wan, even I can see, only Lu Wan Wan felt that he was

playing with her. As soon as

I sighed, Gu Yihe’s dialog box popped up on my mobile phone. “What are you doing?” When the news of Gu Yihe fell into my eyes, a roommate’s screams

rang out.

I quickly poked my head out of the bed. I seldom talked to them.

I can’t keep up with them, so there’s no need to talk to them.

But I still hope to have a harmonious dormitory relationship.

The roommate looked up at me, looked down at his cell phone, and looked up at me again.

“What’s the matter?” Another roommate leaned over. The

screaming roommate looked at the roommate who had leaned over and asked, “Is there only one

Jiang Jiang in our profession?” The roommate who

went over thought about it and nodded.

“Do you know the clinical Gu Yi-ho?” The screaming roommate continued to ask. When the three words of

Gu Yihe came into my ears, all my cells gathered together

and wanted to listen to their next words. The roommate

who went over nodded: “Today’s confession wall is occupied by him alone. Of course I

know!”! It’s so handsome, and it’s all on my aesthetic point.

As if someone had finally opened her valve, she began to praise Gu Yihe

endlessly. The

screaming roommate didn’t wait for her to finish, but handed over the phone: “Look.” Then there was another scream. The

two men looked at me together. I don’t know

why I don’t know.

“Jiang Jiang, it’s hidden!” The screaming roommate looked at me with a smile.

Another roommate handed me his cell phone. After

a gentle shake, I can see the content on the mobile phone interface.

It was the school’s confession wall, and there were only two simple sentences on it.

“I care about the river in clinical practice, and I love Jiang Jiang in psychology.”

Like a year ago, I was once again pushed into the public eye by Gu Yihe. What was different

this time was that he changed from following me to walking beside me. The shadow

at my feet became the hand that clasped my fingers. What

I didn’t expect was that the two sentences on the wall didn’t make the girls in the

university go down. Just

like now, Gu Yihe stood at the door waiting for me to finish class. As soon as

I packed my bag, I saw a shy female classmate standing in front of him. Although Lu Wanwan has made me confident over and over again, I will suddenly feel

inferior at this time and want to be a shrinking turtle.

Just as I slowly lowered my head to take out the books in my bag and wanted to clean them up again

, Gu Yihe stood beside me.

What’s the matter? Do you want to go to another class? He put his hands around his chest to block the sun

from the window.

I subconsciously looked up at the door, just now the female classmate was still standing there, looking at me

in the eyes full of disobedience.

“No, not anymore.” I quickly put the book back in my bag.

Gu Yihe grabbed the bag from my hand and put it on his shoulder, sighed, and reached out to hold my

hand. He pulled

me out of the classroom.

Under the spotlight.

I thought he was going to take me to dinner, but he turned around and took me into an empty

classroom.

He threw his bag on the desk beside him and turned around to force me to the door.

In front of the door was the sound of footsteps coming and going, which could be heard clearly. Behind

the door was the sound of my heart beating in a mess, deafening. “Jiang Jiang.” Gu Yihe put his hands against the door and trapped me in his arms. “What can I do with you like this

?”

His voice was so low that my mind went blank.

I didn’t know what he was talking about. I shook my head and nodded again.

He froze for a moment, chuckled, and reached for my cochlear implant.

The whole world was quiet, and the footsteps in front of the door disappeared at once, but my

heartbeat was still deafening. Before

I knew it, a kiss fell on my lips.

！！

I was so surprised that my eyes widened, and I really didn’t think that the first kiss would be given out at this time.

Gu Yihe put the outside machine into his pocket and raised his hand to cover my eyes. Neither

hearing nor seeing, Gu Yihe and I seem to be the only two people left in the world.

Gu Yihe’s lips tossed and turned on my lips. I slowly closed my eyes, and my heart was

throbbing like never before.

I don’t know how long it took him to leave my lips. The hand that

covered my eyes was not removed. After a while, he let go of his hand, took the outdoor unit from his pocket and hung it on my ear

. When

I opened my eyes, I saw his red ears, which were very cute.

Want to touch.

But as soon as I raised my hand, he held it in his hand.

“This is my first kiss.” Gu Yihe’s voice was low and pleasant. “Jiang Jiang, you’re

responsible. You can’t run away.”

My face, which was already burning, suddenly burned even worse.

He looked at me with firm and serious eyes.

I swear, no one can refuse him.

I couldn’t refuse him either, so I nodded my head and, fearing that he wouldn’t believe me, I added,

“Good.”

Finally, under the instigation of Lu Wan Wan, I also expressed my love on the wall.

As a result, Gu Yihe happily took me to invite Lu Wanwan to have a big meal.

Freshman year passed quickly, and people who were not optimistic about me and Gu Yihe at first started to eat

our sugar, and even Lu Wanwan’s roommate let her live broadcast sugar from time to time.

This trend makes me sometimes feel like I’m falling into a beautiful dream. I wake up every morning feeling like I’ve stolen a life that doesn’t belong to me.

My parents knew that I was with Gu Yihe at the end of my freshman year. I told them while I was

eating.

Dad listened to my words and held the chopsticks in the air for a long time before he put them on the

table.

“I don’t agree.” He looked at me and gave me this sentence.

I was locked up at home. When

my mother brought me a meal, I was asking Lu Wan for help.

“Jiang Jiang, your father is also for your own good.” My mother sat down beside me and sighed

.

I know.

Although my father didn’t talk to me after he said he didn’t agree that day, I knew

he was for my own good.

From then on, your father was very concerned about the people around you, what kind of character

they had, what kind of family they had, and how they treated you. He always knows everything. My mother

looked at me with guilt in her eyes. When was

that? I know. Her hand fell on my head: “In the third year of high school, your father knew Gu

Yihe better than you did. Their family environment was complicated, and his character was not good.”

She gently touched my head and said, “Mom and Dad just want you to be healthy and happy and live

an ordinary life.” When she

said she was healthy and happy, I heard her trembling slightly. None of

us mentioned those things. It was like a tacit understanding.

Mother’s hand touched the top of my head again and again, and finally fell on my hand.

Her hands were covered with calluses, and the thick calluses scraped my skin.

“It’s all my mother’s fault.” She looked at the bracelet on my left hand and a tear fell from her eye

to her leg.

I’ve never seen her cry. I didn’t

see her cry when

I cut my left wrist with that knife and was sent to the hospital. As soon as

she cried, I panicked and hurried to hug her.

I know what she’s talking about.

Sure enough, she whispered: “If that time, I send you to the hospital…”

It was a thorn in her heart. She never mentioned it, and I didn’t dare to touch it. It’s not her fault.

I also thought that if I drank water and slept, the fever would go down.

It’s just fate.

I hugged my mother and patted her on the back. “Mom, no.”

“If not, you can have a better life, you can meet better

people.” Mother’s cry became more and more uncontrollable.

I can’t do anything but shake my head.

This guilt has been buried in their hearts for a long time, gnawing

their hearts day after day, year after year.

I know, and I never blamed them.

“I don’t blame you. My life is fine now, too.” I coaxed my mother softly and told

the truth in my heart. The life that

would have been bad became better and better after the appearance of Gu Yihe. Suddenly there was a sound of something being kicked down outside the

house, and when I listened again, I heard heavy

footsteps hurrying away. After

my mother left, I looked out of the window and saw my father smoking in the corner.

He doesn’t smoke very often. He should have been outside the door just now.

On the tenth day of my imprisonment, Gu Yihe came.

He and Mom and Dad talked for a long time in the living room, and I didn’t even hear what they

were saying.

It’s just that when Dad came to open my door, his eyes were a little imperceptibly red.

He never said anything, but this time he looked at me and said slowly, “Let’s go out for a walk

.”

My father agreed that Gu Yihe would take me out for a walk, which meant that my father agreed that I would

be with Gu Yihe.

On the way, I asked Gu Yihe, “What did you say to them?”

Gu Yihe tilted his head to look at me, and then made two gestures in front of him.

My whole body is stiff. When I had no way to go

at home, I was sent to learn sign language for a while. Later, even

with the cochlea, the learning of sign language did not stop.

They are afraid that something will happen in the future.

“I told them I learned sign language for you.” Gu Yihe took my hand and

walked slowly across the road.

This is surely not the main reason for them to let up. But it must be one of the reasons.

I never thought that Gu Yihe would do such a meaningless thing for me. No matter how I asked him

later, he didn’t tell me what else he said to my parents. When he

finally sent me home, he took the notebook on my desk. I bought

that notebook to write a diary, and I have been stranded there

, writing only a few strokes.

Gu Yihe said that he was short of a notebook and would take it away.

I told him that there was a small shop on the left of the door, and there were many notebooks there. But

he said, “a notebook with your name on it is missing.”

I always thought that Gu Yihe’s father would not agree with us to be together.

My parents think so, too.

Lu Wan Wan also thinks so.

So when Gu Yihe wanted to take me home, I was so nervous that I didn’t know where

to put my hands.

As a result, as soon as I entered their house, I met Gu Yihe’s father walking out with a cigarette. When he saw me, he was about to light a cigarette. He looked me up and down, and finally

gave me a kind smile: “Jiang Jiang?”? I have a meeting to go to, so you

can play by yourselves first and have dinner together later.

I froze in the same place and forgot to be good.

He went out without the slightest care, and finally came back on time before dinner and ate with us

.

The meal was unusually harmonious.

Gu Yihe’s stepmother has been coaxing her crying little sister, and Gu Yihe’s father asks

me about school from time to time.

It gave me the illusion that I was at home.

They didn’t look twice at the thing on my ear, they didn’t ask a question, and

they didn’t make me feel uncomfortable. Not

at all as difficult as the rumors.

After dinner, Gu Yihe sent me home, but I haven’t come to my senses yet.

He stood in front of my house and smiled and told me that we could live our

lives in peace.

I didn’t understand what it meant, but I didn’t ask again, and he didn’t continue.

College time passed quickly, and soon ushered in our graduation season. Instead of taking the postgraduate entrance examination, I went to a school to be a psychological counselor for students,

while Gu Yihe entered the hospital and began his internship.

We all began to get busy, and the days of seeing each other began to become very few.

I thought it would last a long time, but I never thought I would receive

his proposal ring on my birthday.

“Can I always have you in my future?” He got down on one knee and asked me what he

had said. Before

I could react, Lu Wan began to cry beside me.

Qiu Yun hurriedly carried her away, indicating that I could continue.

I burst out laughing and looked at the diamond ring in the ring box, which was not very big, but not small

.

In the past countless nights, I have wanted to end my life.

At that time, I never thought that there would be such a scene many years later. The one

you love proposes to you.

A true friend weeps with joy.

It seems that all the good things in the world come together on me alone.

“Good.” I answered very firmly. I married Gu Yihe when I was 25 years old. After I lived

with him, I learned that he often had nightmares.

I often wake up at night.

As it is now.

I took out the outdoor unit from the box next to it and put it on my ear. I looked at Gu Yihe

, who had already recovered. “Are you sick if you often do this?”

He looked at me and shook his head.

“No, why?” I wiped the sweat from his forehead.

He took advantage of the opportunity to pull me into his arms and rubbed his chin against the top of my hair. “Jiang Jiang, this is the price I

should pay.”

“At what cost?”

He did not speak.

I looked up at him, right in the way he looked at me.

“The cost of nothing happening.” It’s the same

as not saying it.

I still don’t understand. He always says something that I don’t understand.

I sighed and changed the subject. “Why do you want to study medicine?”

Listening to his father’s meaning, he hoped that Gu Yihe could manage the family business, but he did not

expect that he firmly chose to study medicine.

Gu Yihe put his fingers around my neck, touched the broken hair on my temples, and finally held

my outside machine.

“You know what?” He put his finger on my outdoor unit. “If there’s an accident,

if the surgery goes wrong, you’ll never get to hear about it again.”

For me?

I looked at him.

“I’m not worth it.” My eyes were sour and I murmured softly.

He lowered his head and kissed my forehead lightly. “You deserve it.”

“You came up to me in a white dress the other day and told me not to smoke, and I

haven’t smoked since.”

I am stupefied, that I think is I flatter oneself to let him be disgusted with the action, unexpectedly can

become the reason that I am worth.

In this way, the days are busy and happy.

It was not long before Lu Wan Wan and Qiu Yun got married. I rummaged through boxes and cupboards at home looking for their invitations and found the notebook that Gu

Yihe had taken from my home in the cabinet.

Obviously, I only wrote a few pages, but I saw that half of the notebook was written. It

‘s not my handwriting, but it’s the way I write my diary.

Every page is sadly dark.

There is a page that records my collapse and despair after being sexually assaulted while out. It

was something that had never happened before, but when I looked at the content, I could feel the gloom in every

word. The

last date was the holiday of senior three, when Lu Wan and I went to the amusement park for the

first time. There are a lot of records

in the back, but I don’t have the courage to read them. Go

straight to the last page. There are only a few lines on the blank page:

Nothing happened.

Everything is in time.

I am willing to bear all.

May God bless her.

Writing: Gu Yihe. When Gu Yihe’s

grandmother died, I met my legendary father. Everyone

said I was going to the city to enjoy myself.

Even I think so.

But I didn’t expect to be faced with the beautiful wife he had just married and the endless indifference

. He

seemed to take me home, but he was afraid that others would spit on him and say that he had not

done his duty. I was only fourteen years old

that year, and I had amazing grades for my teachers, but I was just a country boy who cared

about my family and no one cared about it.

In the new school, I soon became the target of bullying because I was too eye-catching.

Others can go home and tell their parents, but every time I am beaten, I shrink in the huge

room and give myself medicine.

The world seems to have changed, and grades are no longer the most important thing in my heart.

I took the money given to me by Gu’s family and began to squander it everywhere, “recruiting.”.

Soon, I became the devil that no one dared to mess with. I always hand in a blank paper on the paper. Only

then did I realize that the only advantage of taking care of my family was that no matter how I mixed up, the school

would not do anything to me.

So muddleheaded for many years, lived a dull life, lived a boring life.

Originally, I thought that my whole life would be like this.

Until the first day of senior year.

“Gu Yihe, take care of the new students.” The teacher in charge of the class, who never called my name

on weekdays, suddenly called my name.

I looked up from the table and saw Jiang Jiang in a white skirt.

She was as clean as a piece of white paper that had never been painted before, and she was like a person in a different world from me.

Jiang Jiang sat beside me, never crossing the line, and his every move was as light as if there was no one around

me.

But she’s weird. A good student

like her is most afraid of me.

But she’s not afraid of me.

She always tries to talk to me and then stops in the middle. I began to notice that her pronunciation was not fluent, I began to notice that she was different from others

, and I knew that the head teacher asked me to take care of her.

“I hear you have a deskmate?” One of my brothers, who had been with me for several years, lit a cigarette

for me and then began to tease me, “Still a little deaf?”

Little deaf?

I frowned, put the cigarette in my mouth, took a hard puff, and then said,

“She’s not.”

The voice just fell.

Jiang Jiang came over to me, wearing the white skirt she wore when she entered school, holding her schoolbag belt tightly in her hands

, as if she had made a great determination.

She walked up to me and whispered, “Gu Yihe, it’s not good to smoke.”

I was stunned.

Who doesn’t know that smoking is not good, but no one has ever told me that.

My brothers always say that their parents beat

them up when they find out they smoke.

They envy me. Nobody cares.

Envy? I looked at Jiang Jiang, who had just finished coughing, and the confused feelings in my heart finally merged into

one sentence: “Don’t worry about my business.”

She ran away. I scared her off.

I found that I had changed.

I always bullied her when people were talking about her, and I would try to get her to

go a long way to buy something.

Sometimes she takes her headphones.

But she seemed to be more afraid of me taking away her outdoor machine, and every time she would show an expression of crying

. It’s annoying to

watch.

She didn’t bring water today. I deliberately asked her to buy water for me. I just said I

wouldn’t drink it, and she was about to cry. Why doesn’t

she just stay and drink? What’s there to cry about?

The eyes full of tears made me panic. I reached out and pulled down her hair

rope, trying to let her hair fall down to cover the eyes, but I didn’t want to be

pulled down with the outside machine. The tears that were still in

her eyes suddenly fell down.

It makes me even more nervous. I threw the hair rope on her desk and hurried over the window to escape. The

old man’s concubine finally gave birth to a girl.

So the old man thought of his only son, who was me.

The day before, Qiu Yun and I had a fight with some boys from the school next door, and the old man came to school early this

morning.

I thought he came because I was fighting, but he came to get me out of the country.

He did not have a word of affirmation for me between the lines, thinking that as long as he sent me back from abroad

, it would be OK.

If his 4th wife had given birth to a son, maybe he wouldn’t have come to school even if I had an

accident during the fight.

*** it.

I smashed the door of the principal’s office and ran all the way to the roof.

I want to smoke, but I think I haven’t smoked for a long time.

I crouched there, not knowing what I wanted.

I don’t know how long it took, but I heard the gentle footsteps, and as soon as I looked up, I saw Jiang Jiang coming towards

me. She crouched down in front of me and brought me an ointment.

“I see you have a wound on your hand.” She spoke very slowly, her voice was soft, and although her

pronunciation was a little strange, it was still very comfortable to listen to, like the

wind that had just blown through the face.

Mingming was angry with me and cried a few days ago, but now he came to give me medicine.

I’ve never seen one so stupid that people want to take it seriously.

But before I could do anything, the old man sent me out of the country. Everything

I have is given by him. In front of him, I have no choice and no

power to fight back. The next

time I saw Jiang Jiang was a year before I planned to return home.

On the news, I saw the news that she threw herself into the river.

At that time, my eyes were black, and I thought I might just be dazzled.

By the time I got back without stopping, she was buried.

And I didn’t even see her for the last time.

“She doesn’t have any friends.” This is what her mother told me

when I went to her house.

They were surprised by my presence. But I’m not her friend either.

I’m just a person who almost wanted to have a puppy love with her, but didn’t have time to do anything.

I saw a notebook in Jiang Jiang’s room, and her mother said she wanted to burn

it.

I opened it without listening to the dissuasion. There was half a book

written in it, and my name appeared several times.

My nose was sour and I laughed. It seemed that I had always been so annoying in her heart.

It seems that all the misfortunes of her senior year are caused by me.

Until I turned the page.

It was the winter vacation of senior three, and she was called out by an old classmate.

She was pulled into the alley, and I don’t know where she was thrown. There were water stains

all over the page, and I touched them with trembling fingers, as if I could

feel every tear she shed as she wrote.

“She didn’t say anything. She said she lost her earphones. Her father and I said something about her.” Her

mother covered her face and wept bitterly. “Since then, her mental state has been getting worse

and worse. We don’t know..”

Start with this page. The following content was no longer angry, and every word indicated her determination

to die.

That year, she was supposed to be a sophomore at Capital University, which she yearned for, but she didn’t go to the college entrance examination in her senior year

because of her health.

That year, when she was twenty years old, she said she wanted to go out for a walk.

She stayed in her twenties. Like crazy,

I’m trying to find out who it was that day.

Finally, I found out that it was a group of delinquents around Jiang Jiang who had been staring at him for a long time

.

Now they have grown up and have their own lives.

No remorse.

I didn’t want to use such a simple and crude way of revenge, but Jiang Jiang came to my dream

every night. I hate those people as much as

she’s clean in her dreams.

I was going to send them to hell, but the police came too early.

I and they were both dying and were taken to the emergency room.

3. A familiar and strange bell rings.

I opened my eyes.

No pain, no medical equipment.

Jiang Jiang sat beside me, holding a book, looking at my eyes clean and pure,

but also with a slight tension.

“I’ve been dreaming again.” I haven’t dreamed of her for a long time. In the

dream, I went back to the third semester of senior high school. Jiang Jiang was still wearing the white

skirt I liked. He was as clean as a human spirit.

I stared at her for fear that the dream would suddenly wake up.

Until the school bell rang.

Jiang Jiang packed up his schoolbag and was ready to go, and I stood up subconsciously. The

leg hit the corner of the table, and the pain followed.

“Brother He, let’s go!” Qiu Yun came in from the door.

I never dreamed of him.

I looked at my leg, which was still in pain, then looked at Qiu Yun at the door, and finally looked back at Jiang

Jiang. It

doesn’t seem to be a dream. “***!” Thousands of words came together in my mouth and became this word.

Qiu Yun said that he had made an appointment to fight, and the brothers were ready.

I remember that this is not long after the beginning of senior three. A

group of brothers followed me, waiting for me to take the lead.

But instead of going to the appointed place, I followed Jiang Jiang.

I’m taking her home. Everything

is the same as the last life, but the only difference is.

Jiang Jiang has a girl beside him, who seems to be called Lu Wan Wan.

In her last life, she didn’t have a friend. As

absurd as it is, I really went back a few years, back before it all began.

This is the first time in my life that I believe there are gods and Buddhas in this world.

They must have heard my pious prayers to let me save all this. It took

me three days to go to all the temples around.

Jiang Jiang’s name was hung on the peace trees of all the temples by me.

This time, I will protect her. Because of my appearance, many things began to change their direction. I have never seen an old classmate who

appeared in front of Jiang Jiang in my last life.

I picked up the plane that was thrown out by them from the air, but I didn’t bring it to Jiang Jiang.

“Do you dare to touch my people?” I gave the girl in charge a slap.

Reborn once, in addition to Jiang Jiang, I am still not soft-hearted to others.

But I never hit a woman. This is the first time.

The girl didn’t seem to expect this scene and stayed where she was.

Several girls came over and stood behind her.

I raised my eyebrows and said, “You can ask about

my tricks when I appear in front of her again.”

At that time, I had a good reputation in various high schools.

She didn’t have to ask, but she knew I was vicious.

So she was so frightened that she took a step back and quickly withdrew with several girls.

Lu Wan Wan held Jiang Jiang and looked at me with surprise in her eyes.

I know she was surprised at my change of attitude.

Doesn’t matter. Even if others think I am crazy, I will stand firmly beside Jiang Jiang this time

.

Obviously a lot of things have changed, but there will still be some things, unintentionally coincide. It

was also after the fight the day before that the old man came to school.

This time I will not flatter myself that he came to fight for me.

But when he said that he had only one son, I hope I can be promising

, I still scolded in my heart: “*** it.”.

Squatting in the corner of the roof, the mood is still a little out of control.

Some things, even if I do it again, will still make me feel bad.

The same is the sound of gentle footsteps.

The same is squatting in front of me.

He also took out the ointment.

“The school doctor said, ‘Well, it can promote blood circulation and remove blood stasis.'” It’s the same soft and comfortable sound. I

suddenly feel that I can go abroad if I can take Jiang Jiang with me.

But she doesn’t want to. She still wants to go to Capital University.

Capital University is not easy to test. “OK, Capital University.” As long as she wants to go, I can accompany her.

It’s just the old man. I might have to do something about it.

The old man sat on the sofa and asked me, “Capital University?”

I gave a faint hum.

“What is your major?” He put the cigarette in his hand on the ashtray. I’ve already thought about

this.

“Clinical.” The clinic of Capital University is the best major. In

the last generation, Jiang Jiang had an accident during an operation to remove the cochlea, so that she

never had a chance to hear the voice of the world with that ear.

This life, this kind of accident, I do not want to let her appear again.

Unexpectedly, the old man did not object.

He said, “If you don’t pass the exam, go abroad.” I’m

sure I can pass the exam. I asked the head teacher to change the

position.

I can’t sit beside Jiang Jiang and disturb her study as well as my own.

Soon, the dark holiday came. I waited at the door of Jiang Jiang’s house every day, but I didn’t meet the old classmate who asked her to go

out in her notebook, but I met Lu Wan who came to her many times to go out to play.

Lu Wan Wan did not think that the college entrance examination was coming soon, and Jiang Jiang was the one who was going to take the examination of Capital University

.

So I took them to the library every time.

Only once. There was a delay

at home for a while. When I arrived at Jiang Jiang’s house, Jiang Jiang had already gone out

.

The dates match perfectly.

I’ve never had a moment of despair like that.

I searched all the alleys and all the old warehouses in the neighborhood.

I don’t let myself stop, I don’t let myself think about the bad ending.

Finally, when I broke down, I heard Jiang Jiang’s soft and sweet laughter.

She and Lu Wan walked towards me hand in hand, like a

sudden burst of light in the dark.

She’s fine.

She’s fine. Nothing has happened.

I was stopped by Lu Wan Wan, who took me to a nearby cafe.

She asked me, “Did you have a dream, too?”

Suddenly, I looked up at her.

She took a sip of milk tea, thought for a while and said to me, “Because you are so strange. I thought you were strange before

.”. You changed so suddenly that I wondered if you had a strange dream like me

.

“What dream?” I lowered my head and took a sip of water.

“It was just a nightmare. I dreamed that something bad had happened to Jiang Jiang, and I finally threw myself into the river

.”

I looked up at her suddenly.

So she was also sent to Jiang Jiang by the Buddha. The

dream was so real that when I woke up, my heart was still throbbing. I just thought, Jiang Jiang, it’s so

pitiful. I want to take good care of her. She looked at me. “You too?”

I’m not.

It wasn’t a dream.

But she wouldn’t believe it if she said it. Just think of it as a dream. “Mmm.” I nodded my head. Tell her what happened in the

last life, just as a dream of mine.

“I have never believed in gods and Buddhas, but because of this dream, I have worshipped the Buddha for three days.” I laughed at

myself and said, “I hope all the disasters will come to me and not fall on her again.”

God.

I pray devoutly.

May the light go to her. I volunteer to go to hell.

(End)

A Xiaomao