In the winter when I was
19, I met a man at the cinema. It was a few degrees colder
after the show, so I got into his car and drove in the opposite
direction of the school.
I admit I’m tempted, but what about him? I have been studying
in Beijing for two years, but I am still a little uncomfortable as a Chongqing native. A little snow fell on the back of my hand in
December, and the temperature of the back of my hand melted
little by little, which made my hands lose their temperature all of a sudden.
It was the last day before the winter vacation, and he and I were the only audience in the cinema hall.
He smiled at me. “Hello, Chiang yuan.”
I smiled back, “Hello, Su Ying.” After
leaving the cinema, it was a few degrees colder. I got into his car and drove in the opposite direction
of the school. We met in the cinema and got to know each other in bed.
I like to wear a down jacket with silk stockings for 39 days.
“Your hands are so cold, too.”
He sensed my reaction, took my hand, and kissed it like a dragonfly skimming the water.
His hands were big and his palms were hot and dry, as if they could melt all the cold.
So, where does “ye” come from?
I didn’t understand the meaning of his words, and I was distracted for a moment. When he found out, he immediately approached
me and grabbed all my attention.
Forget it, he and I are just partners who meet by chance.
Why do we think so much?
I pander to his actions, and he gets some kind of incentive in my pandering. The Jiang yuan bully on the
bed does not allow to refuse, got out of bed to turn over a face to deny a person however. Before
I could recover from lying in bed, he had gone into the bathroom and the sound of water sounded.
I stayed in the quilt for ten minutes, and Jiang yuan came out wrapped in a bath towel. It’s not tender
at all. Unlike a soft boy in his early 20s, it has a
layer of stubble on its lower jaw, a big and clear Adam’s apple below, broad shoulders, and clear muscles when it supports its upper body.
A mature man’s appearance.
He didn’t say anything to me, but walked to the other side, picked up his cell phone,
frowned and typed. After
ten minutes, he frowned and looked at me and said, “I’ll add your WeChat.”
I paused and readily agreed.
Jiang yuan’s steady business school, with a sense of abstinence in front of outsiders, is
my favorite type.
I picked up my cell phone on the bedside table, wrapped it in a white quilt, crawled and moved it to him
, and raised it.
Friend request + 1, pass! After
passing, Jiang yuan is still operating something on his mobile phone. Is this the first conversation between
us?
I looked expectantly at the empty dialog box between me and him on my mobile phone screen.
Not a greeting. It’s
not a meme.
It’s not a self-introduction. But transferred a sum of money to me?
I stared blankly at the small orange transfer box. What is the situation?
Besides, it’s five digits?
I looked at this absurd orange square and just wanted to hehe. The affectionate man who
just talked about making me unable to get out of bed has now become
a romantic ghost who wants to throw away his money. The thread between
us is just a temporary pleasure in bed. Money is a pair of scissors. When he gets out
of bed, he cuts the thread with money. He doesn’t want to have anything to do with me.
I held my cell phone motionless, and Jiang yuan, already dressed, stood beside the bed and looked at me,
as if waiting for me to collect money and accept the nature of the relationship.
I picked up my mobile phone and got out of bed, walked to his side, looked at him coldly for a long time, and then clicked in
front of him to confirm the collection.
Back to the chat box, the orange block becomes light orange. After the
operation, I held up my mobile phone and showed it in front of him, smiling brightly.
“Thanks, boss.”
Jiang yuan was very serious, standing in front of me with his mouth closed, looking more difficult to mess with than
school leaders at the beginning of school.
The heartless man picked up his coat on the sofa and turned away. The room became empty and the temperature dropped.
I let out a breath of air and wanted to cry without tears.
Today is my 19th birthday.
Throughout the winter vacation, Jiang yuan did not contact me, nor did I contact him.
I thought there would be no follow-up to this relationship, but in the first week of school, I was sorting things in the dormitory
, and Jiang yuan made a voice call to me. Is
this man so simple and crude? I don’t put a fart when I don’t contact you. Now
I think I can’t type a word? Just squeeze through the phone?
I don’t want to answer it.
Then, the second voice phone rang again stubbornly.
I frowned and walked to the corridor. When I got through, it was not Jiang yuan himself on the other side of the phone.
“Hello, I’m a waiter. Mr. Chiang is drunk. Would you like to come and pick him up?”
I was puzzled for a while.
“Why are you calling me?”
“Well, it was Mr. Chiang who said to call you.” What the hell?
Why are you looking for me? Is there no one else?
“No, madam, only let us contact you.”
……
Curiosity drove me, and an hour later, I arrived at the location given to me by the waiter, a
Cantonese restaurant with more than 1000 people per capita. When
he went in, Jiang yuan lay motionless on the card seat table.
The manager was embarrassed to explain, “Mr. Jiang is our old customer, originally
we want to book a room, but we need to check in my ID card, we can only contact you
..”
“Did he tell you to contact me?”
“Click on your WeChat and let us contact you when you are drunk.”
I don’t understand.
The manager did not understand what I did not understand, because he did not know that my friendship
with Jiang yuan might not be as good as his.
I pulled Jiang yuan, and his tone was not good. “Wake up, have you brought your ID card?” He turned his head and saw me. I didn’t look like a businessman. His face was full of grievances.
“You’re here.”
“Do you have your ID card?” I repeated it again.
“Well, in the car.”
“Where’s the car?”
Jiang yuan lies down again.
…… How much did you drink?
The restaurant has a parking service, so they know where Jiang yuan’s car is parked, but they don’t
know where the key is.
The arduous task was given to me.
I looked at the table. There was a mobile phone beside the dish, but I didn’t see the car keys. I didn’t
have any bags with me, nor did I have any in my coat pocket. It can only be
.. Pants pocket.
Jiang yuan is wearing suit pants, sitting at the moment, so that the trouser legs are tightly attached to the thighs, if I
reach out to pull out, it is inevitable.
Damn, it can really give me a problem.
I squatted down helplessly and felt the outside pocket. No. I can only kneel half on the ground, stretch my arms from the gap of Jiang yuan’s upper body to the inside, and
try not to touch his legs, so I basically rely on muscle strength to hang in the air.
And I, where do I have any muscles.
Just as I was about to take out the car keys, my arm was still between his legs.
Jiang yuan was awakened by my movement and stared at me until I blushed
.
Finally, the man was moved to the car, and Jiang yuan was placed in the co-driver’s seat.
Ten minutes later, I drove Jiang yuan’s car at a tortoise speed on the Fifth Ring Road.
My female driver has never driven a car since she got her driver’s license, and his car is so
streamlined that it looks expensive, so expensive that even though I didn’t exceed 60 all the way, the
cars on the road are still polite, don’t honk, don’t roll down the window and scold me. Even the distance between cars is very moderate
.
“Stop at the intersection ahead. There’s no one on the road ahead.”
Jiang yuan suddenly said this.
“What are you doing?”
“Give it a boost.”
I immediately alert, now, silent street, in the car, a man and a woman. Stimulation? No wonder you didn’t let me call a designated driver just now? This soul is light!
I looked alert, and he smiled and held out his hand to me, and I immediately retreated.
Can be tied to the seat belt I can not withdraw a few centimeters, can only watch Jiang yuan’s hand gradually approaching
.
But he reached for the steering wheel, stopped, and said to me.
“Hit the brakes.” So
I did, and then he pressed a round button and a few more keys that I couldn’t
read either.
“Step on the oil to the bottom.”
“Huh?”
“Step on.”
I did it again. What is this?
“Hold the steering wheel and release the brake.”
“Huh?”
“Loose.” I don’t dare to do it
this time. This car won’t explode, like Shen Teng’s driving test in
The Galloping Life. Seeing that I didn’t move, Chiang yuan stretched out his arm and “snapped” hard at my thigh, which was on the brake
. The pain made me suddenly let go.
The car, in an instant, bounced out.
“Ah!”
I said, “What the hell is this!”! A rocket! Horizontal launch?
The car finally stopped, and my heart almost jumped out of my throat.
I was so scared that I shouted at him, “What’s wrong with you?”
But he laughed even louder. “Ha ha ha ha, is it exciting?”
Exciting my ass! It’s so scary!
Jiang yuan laughed almost and looked ahead and said to himself.
“People don’t always have the opportunity to go beyond their own limits. Once
you get used to the pleasure of crossing over, you will become addicted.”
Jiang yuan is right.
I’m addicted. For a long time
after that, no matter what car I took, I felt very slow, always recalling
the thrilling night ignited by one foot on the accelerator. And Jiang yuan is even more addictive to me.
He is a high P of a large company outside the Northwest Fifth Ring Road in Beijing. I have checked the social recruitment information, and his
annual salary starts at 3 million.
I like to listen to his talk on the phone, and every time there is a harvest and a steady stream of knowledge.
Jiang yuan has some strange behavior from time to time, which makes me want to explore.
Such as the “also” of that time.
For example, when he eats a cherry, he will ask some questions about the cultivation of crops.
“What’s the difference between a cherry and a peach?”
Cherries are cherries, and what is the relationship between cherry and peach?
I don’t understand why this busy man would ask such a question. Don’t
you usually care about business strategy?
I lifted my legs and straddled over, opened my mouth slightly, and bit off the cherry on his hand.
“The peach blossoms bloom in March, the cherry blossoms bloom in April, and when the peach blossoms fall, the cherry blossoms are in full bloom
.”
He looked at me for a long time, really a long time. Only then did he utter a “hmm” in
his throat, which was a response to me. I didn’t know the reason for
Jiang yuan’s weirdness until later. In
this relationship, Jiang yuan is absolutely dominant.
He chose to use money to maintain this “clean” relationship, and I could only follow his
rhythm, being cautious and secretive, and not taking one more step forward.
I am afraid that if I say one more word, I will ruin the present harmony. On the other side of the
school, I stayed out all night many times, which made my roommates very curious
about my “love affair.”.
Cautious as Jiang yuan, never drove his luxury car to school to find me, I was also influenced by his caution
, never bought any luxury goods, so everyone thought I was just in love
.
But after a long time, I felt strange that my boyfriend never came to school with me hand
in hand at the gate of the teaching building, in the canteen, downstairs in the dormitory.
“When are we going to see the true face?”
“Well, when I get a chance.”
Fortunately, I usually have a cold personality, and I can’t write any emotions on my face, so I can barely keep the secret in front of my classmates
.
There is no chance, there should not be such a day.
Looking at myself in the small square mirror on the desk, I can’t even laugh. I, a sophomore at a prestigious university in Beijing, was supposed to be in my prime
, but I made an appointment with him in the hotel every night when the crowd flocked to the library.
This is not a girl in love, this is a bad person ah, relying on a fairly comely
face, clinging to the executives of large companies.
But!
Jiang yuan is unmarried and single, and I am the only woman around him.
Maybe one day, I will become a full member.
And!
Those money, I did not move a cent, all lie firmly in my account, I also bought financial
management, when the time comes to return, he still has earnings!
But isn’t Chao Te-han also saying, “I didn’t dare to spend a penny!” The money was under
the bed and in the refrigerator, but it was still arrested, wasn’t it? If you
accept it, you will accept it. No matter whether you spend it or not, my identity as a bad girl is settled.
Once you take money, you’ll be cheap for life. Every time I think about the relationship
with Jiang yuan, I’m about to split up. On
a midsummer night, the weather is hot and dry. Jiang yuan has fallen asleep.
I looked at his familiar side face, but the whole person was like drowning, almost out of breath
.
Just now, just now.. At the moment when
men are most vulnerable, I heard Jiang yuan’s true feelings.
“Tao Tao..”
“Tao Tao..”
Jiang yuan called another woman’s name.
I woke up in an instant and opened my eyes to look at him in front of me.
But his slightly wrinkled brows, closed eyes, and painful expression did not realize that something was wrong with him
.
Jiang yuan’s level is still the same, but I lost my feeling. When it
was over, he lay on the other side and fell into a deep sleep.
I lay on the bed, saying nothing, watching the white gauze curtain being blown up by the wind and swinging like a wave
.
It turns out that “what’s the difference between a cherry and a peach?” Is not a simple crop problem
. My heart seemed to be clenched by a big hand, expiratory dyspnoea. Occasionally, a corner of
the gauze curtain blows up, revealing the starry sky outside.
Those stars, just like that Tao Tao.
Although far away, although sometimes can not see, but it is there, always there, in the heart of Jiang
yuan.
My breathing became so rapid that I couldn’t breathe smoothly. I ran to the sink and dipped my face in the
water. The
cold water didn’t let me recover, and “what’s the difference between cherry and peach” kept echoing
in my mind.
I want to go home.
It turns out that summer nights can be so long.
He hugged me to death all night, but I had a sleepless night.
Looking at Jiang yuan’s mature face, from the moonlight to the dawn. Before
today, I still hoped that this relationship could be corrected, expecting the seeds of love
to germinate with Jiang yuan.
Now, I just want to escape, I am afraid that if my bottom line is lower, there is really
nothing left. In the morning, Jiang yuan woke up.
As it was the weekend, he stayed in bed.
While rubbing my hands, he asked me a few questions from time to time.
“What do you want to do after graduation?”
My brain has been roaring all night, and I’m in a bad mood. It’s really hard for me to concentrate
at the moment. I can’t put on any clever mask, so the answer is straightforward and simple.
“I want to go abroad for graduate school.”
“So you’re going to start preparing for junior year?”
Jiang yuan is studying abroad for a master’s degree, and he knows very well when to prepare for the exam.
“Well, we’re going to start preparing for the GRE and TOEFL when we finish.”
Jiang yuan did not speak and kept looking at me steadily. After
looking at it for a long time, I felt uncomfortable, so I could only explain.
“By the end of this semester, it will be exactly one year.”
There are still two months to go for one year, which was put forward by Jiang yuan himself before.
I was worried that he would ignore me and try his best to get Jiang yuan to renew his contract, but now it has become
the liberation day I am looking forward to. Jiang yuan looked at me coldly, and the action of rubbing my hand suddenly turned into a hard pinch
. What he said was
obviously serious.
“Do you count the days?”
I tried to pull my hand back, but I failed, and it was painful to be pinched.
It hurts so much that I want to curse.
But on second thought, Jiang yuan is also right, which boss will like the following employees to think about leaving
every day.
Now that we have decided to spend the remaining two months in harmony, we have to show our
professional qualities.
“How dare you, Mr. Chiang? I said it casually.” After I
showed my weakness, the strength of Jiang yuan’s hands loosened a little, and his brows were not so tight.
“I don’t like that name.” Is Boss
Chiang not pleasant to hear? That. General Manager Jiang?
“Too old.”
“Brother Chiang?”
“Hard to hear.” “What’s that called?”
“Don’t I have a name?”
“Chiang yuan?”
“Mmm.”
……
I can’t call him Jiang yuan.
Despite these two words, I don’t know how many times I have practiced calling in a place where there is no one.
I don’t know if boss Jiang saw that DDL was coming, so he took the time to squeeze the employees
recently. I didn’t see him once a week
before, but now I see him every other day, and I’m more indulgent
.
Just now, at this time, Boss Jiang arrived again WeChat.
“Take me to the airport tomorrow night.” Is
he going on a business trip? What do you want me to do? Help him with his luggage?
I wanted to ask, but when I thought of my identity, I deleted it again. I was obedient and
on call. That’s what I should do. Why do I ask so much. “Okay.”
“I’ll meet you at SKP at 7:00. I’ll buy you some clothes first.”
This is the first time. Boss Jiang never interfered with what I wore before.
But I don’t refuse. Of course I’m willing to pay for it.
But in my heart, I still have a little expectation.
Maybe. Take me on a trip. Give me a little surprise. Wearing a loose white shirt with beige cropped pants picked by Jiang yuan himself,
I looked in the mirror. Although
it was simple, I didn’t know how much more gentle I was than usual.
Dressed like this, well, it should be very suitable to go to Shanghai. Hangzhou and Chengdu are also good.
I sat in Jiang yuan’s car with some expectations in my heart.
But we didn’t go to the airport, we went to a hotel near the airport. After
Jiang yuan got out of the car, he asked me to wait for him in the car. More than
an hour later, he came back with a lot of luggage in his hand. I got out of the car and wanted to go over
to help him.
But before the car door behind me was closed, I saw a beautiful
woman behind Jiang yuan.
Originally, this is to pick up the woman in his mouth that night-Tao Tao. 11
“Did you find a girlfriend?”
Tao Tao saw me for the first time, did not say hello, directly asked Jiang
yuan, who helped her carry her luggage, and swept me up and down.
“I didn’t hear you mention it to me.”
“Well, Su Ying, Tao Tao.” Jiang yuan nodded and introduced.
He admitted that I was a girlfriend, so I had no joy, only sadness.
Do, for the white moon to see; say, for the red rose to listen to. If I take it seriously
, I will be a fool.
“Hello.” I say.
“Hello.” Tao Tao said.
Jiang yuan finished and went to take his luggage to the trunk.
I didn’t want to stand beside the white moonlight as a foil, so I followed Jiang yuan and
helped him open the car door and carry the luggage together. After
moving, he found himself like a mountain bearer who came to work as a coolie.
Clowns. Clowns everywhere. Tao Tao Meimei stood on one side, never bending her waist. After the
luggage was put away, Jiang yuan was ready to go to the driver’s seat to drive.
Tao Tao suddenly grabbed Jiang yuan and said coquettishly, “Ah yuan, you can sit with me in the back. I have a
lot to say to you.”
I have never encountered such a complicated situation, and I can’t say anything for a while. I just
stand still.
The two of them have deep feelings and haven’t seen each other for such a long time. It’s quite normal
to sit together in the back row.
Jiang yuan looked at me with an expression asking my opinion.
I nodded and walked to the driver’s seat. I don’t like
this car anymore.
As soon as she got on the bus, Tao Tao kicked off her high-heeled shoes, took off her thin coat, wore only a dark green satin
suspender dress, and relaxed on the back of her chair.
Loose scattered on the side of the car window, propped up his head, thin corners of the eyes and eyebrows drooping. The long
brown curly hair was scattered casually and disorderly, and the satin skirt was wrapped in a delicate
figure, which made the complexion very white.
Really beautiful, can not move their eyes, and Jiang yuan sitting together, especially well matched. Chiang yuan got into the car, closed the door, patted me on the seat, said an address, and said, “Let’s go
.” With a wry smile in
my heart, the mountain picker is now like a driver again. At several traffic lights
on the road, I unconsciously peeked at Tao Tao curled up in the back seat
from the rearview mirror.
Ten minutes later, Tao Tao suddenly said, “Keep the music down.”
I was stunned for a moment and looked at her in the rearview mirror. She was confident, firm and tolerant. Everything
was normal, but I just couldn’t say it.
But I obediently turned off the sound.
Feet have their own ideas, hard to step on the accelerator, speeding up. I
just want to get there quickly, and I don’t want to stay in this car with two people in the back for even a moment
. In front of me, the
two of them talked about the old days in this closed space.
Tao Tao did not break up with Jiang yuan that year, went to the United States, said to join the big enterprises
there to increase knowledge. After
going abroad for a year, Tao Tao had a new boyfriend and Jiang yuan was broken up.
But now, less than three years later, Tao Tao is back.
Today, we just picked up Tao Tao who had a bad night in a hotel near the airport. After
listening to the two of them talking about the old days all the way, they had to take me to their small welcome party for Tao Tao. Before
I could say no, Chiang yuan suddenly asked himself, “Didn’t you prepare a gift?”
Gift?
I looked at him doubtfully in the rearview mirror, and immediately understood my identity today.
I am not here to be a mountain picker and driver, I am here to be a tool man, to cooperate with Jiang yuan to complete a play in front of Tao Tao.
Let my “girlfriend” be angry with White Moonlight. Human nature is cheap. Maybe in a fit of anger, White Moonlight will change her mind.
I followed Chiang yuan’s words and said, “Well, I’ve prepared a surprise for Miss Shen.” The bag that
just tried on me for a long time in the mall.
Thanks to Tao Tao, otherwise I wouldn’t have had a chance to attend such a gathering of celebrities.
I stood outside the crowd and looked down at myself. Fortunately, I changed my clothes. Otherwise, standing in the middle of these people, I was so poor that I couldn’t lift my head. I am an ordinary girl who has not graduated from university. I don’t know anything
about the international situation. I can’t get a word in edgewise and I don’t want to get involved.
Just standing in the corner of the room.
But Tao Tao didn’t want me to have no sense of existence until the end of the party, so she went straight
to me.
Standing in the crowd, Tao Tao knocked on his goblet, everyone immediately stopped their
conversation, Tao Tao said with a generous smile.
“I was able to see my old friends as soon as I returned home. Thank you all for thinking of me. I also thank Chiang
yuan and Miss Su for coming to pick me up as soon as I got over jet lag. Miss Su even drove me personally and
helped me carry my luggage. Thank you.”
I stood aside with an expressionless face and enjoyed Tao Tao’s performance.
I could hear the deep meaning of her words, but it was just to tell everyone that I was inferior to her
and that I served her.
Chiang yuan was lucky to find Miss Su! He’s got a bad temper, and
you’ll have to take care of him later.
I was speechless after listening to it.
Originally, I thought Tao Tao was like that.
As a white moonlight, shouldn’t it be like that? Is it like Fujido Jing, who says, “Every girl should have a good pair of shoes,” full of
fairy spirit?
Tao Tao looks beautiful, but her face is full of calculation and desire, and now this level
of tea flavor can also make people remember.
Jiang yuan, did you sacrifice your eyes for your talent?
I just raised the corners of my mouth, smiled shallowly, and stood in the corner and raised my glass in return
.
I guess at this time, I should look very difficult to approach.
Side of Jiang yuan has a few glasses of red wine, with some drunk, again and again by the presence
of people talking about the past with Tao Tao. Some of
these things are very private and should not be told to outsiders. It
could be seen that those people were all arranged by Tao Tao, who kept bringing back memories
of Chiang yuan’s past, totally ignoring the fact that I, the “main palace,” was still present.
Today is the whole day, and now is my most helpless moment. All
Tao Tao’s performance shows that the white moonlight wants to change his mind, only this even doi
will call out the name of the white moonlight Jiang yuan initiative, the two can hit it off.
It happened that I, a tool man, had to stand firmly in the middle and be the NPC of their love game
.
Why bother? I took a deep breath, leaned close to Chiang yuan’s ear, and whispered, “I want to go back
first. I have classes early tomorrow morning.”
Chiang yuan nodded and then suddenly shouted back, “My stomach still hurts?”
What?
I didn’t understand what he meant, but the NPC was supposed to execute the game professionally. I obediently
cooperated with him, frowning and nodding, “Hmm.”
Chiang yuan took my hand and said to everyone, “Let’s go back first.”
Tao Tao’s face was confused, but he did not expect to be interrupted when his victory was in sight.
Then we left in the puzzled eyes of everyone. Jiang yuan, who
had been drinking, sat in the passenger seat and looked very upset. He pulled down the window and blew the
wind. He even pulled open a few buttons of his shirt instead of unbuttoning them.
I don’t know where Jiang yuan’s irritability comes from.
But I knew that because of his irritability, I was crushed
to death by my unclear grievance.
I also want to get angry, I also want to curse, but now, I simply do not know what
to do.
I just drove quietly and parked steadily in his exclusive parking space in the basement. Turn off the engine, get out of the car, give him the key, and get ready to leave.
But before I could step out, Jiang yuan stopped me.
“Where are you going?”
I.. I’m going back to school.
“Help me upstairs first.”
Jiang yuan pulled me over, and one arm and half of his body pressed on my whole shoulder.
The money man is drunk. I have to get him settled. After
I helped him into the room, he took off his shoes and kicked them away. His shirt, which had already lost two
buttons, was taken off and thrown on the ground. His trousers were pulled and thrown out
.
He changed his usual calm and calm appearance. Although
I really wanted to tell him, “Tao Tao is also interested in you, and you don’t have to torture
yourself,” I couldn’t say it.
At the moment, I really don’t want to cross paths with this man on the edge of emotion.
I stood at the door looking at Jiang yuan in the room, still able to take care of myself, so I tiptoed
around and opened the door to leave. As soon as the
door lock was opened, Chiang yuan pulled me over and closed the door. Then he pressed me step by step
and forced me to the bedroom. He threw me on the bed.
“What are you doing?”
“I’m angry, can’t you see?”
Jiang yuan didn’t answer, just. It’s on.
Just now everything happened too fast, and Jiang yuan, who was self-disciplined, also had a day that he could not control.
I came out of the bathroom after taking a shower and was ready to get dressed and go downstairs to buy medicine. I
‘m already in such a mess, and I can’t make myself more embarrassed.
Walking to the living room, Jiang yuan was already sitting at the desk and turning on the computer to work.
Jiang yuan’s living room has no TV projector or sofa. The place where the TV should be placed is
the bookcase on the whole wall. In front of the bookcase is a long solid wood table and two rows of chairs, where he usually
works and reads.
Because of him, I know that people can make such a choice. How can there be no TV and sofa
in the house? Everyone has it!
However, the original really can not.
Seeing me come out, Chiang yuan pointed to the end of the table and said, “I bought you medicine.” I looked down and saw a takeout bag, which was the medicine I wanted to buy downstairs.
Together for almost a year, Jiang yuan has never taken the initiative to take care of me.
Today, this is to feel that they use me to act, and use me to vent, sprouting a trace
of pity?
I hehe.
Jiang yuan, this is not necessary, you gave the money, this is what I should do.
I opened the package, squeezed out a pill, looked at the pill, and I had a moment of collapse
.
Unexpectedly, one day, I will eat this kind of thing.
I put the medicine in my mouth and drank a big mouthful of water.
Jiang yuan watched me finish taking the medicine and sat there motionless, just saying
something faintly.
“I’ll pay attention next time.” I especially wanted to vent
the inexplicable anger and grievance in my heart, so I gnashed
my teeth back to him.
“All right!”
This is my limit, let out a word, and then collapsed into a supple appearance
. “I’ll go back first.”
I picked up my shoes and prepared to leave. He should not need me because he
has finished sleeping.
But Chiang yuan came up to me and grabbed my arm. “I’m hungry,” he said with a smile.
Then he blinked. I was a little surprised. Now he looks like a dog wagging its tail.
“Didn’t you just finish eating tonight?”
“Well, it’s too much exercise.”
“Do you want me to order takeout for you?” Can
you do it? I don’t want to eat outside.
I.. Cook noodles at most.
Usually eat such a good Jiang yuan, should not be interested in the opposite side.
But I didn’t expect him to nod immediately.
“Yes.”
In this way, I was left to cook noodles by Jiang yuan.
I cooked a bowl of tomato and egg noodles for him. The tomatoes were peeled off and cut very
finely.
In this way, the tomatoes will be rotten like sauce after cooking.
I put the cooked noodles on the table with a bottle of coconut water beside them.
He sat looking at the only bowl on the table and looked up and asked me, “You don’t eat?”
“No, I’m leaving.”
Jiang yuan did not say yes, but stood up and went to the bedroom. When he
came out, he had his pajamas in his hand and said to me, “Don’t go back
today.”
Seeing me standing still, he urged me again, “Put it on.”
From the garage to now, I want to go for the fourth time, but I can’t refuse to succeed.
I am a humble little loser who is not self-disciplined and self-reliant. Dejected,
I went back to the bedroom to change my pajamas, but Jiang yuan’s pajamas were too big, his jacket could barely be worn with sleeves
rolled up, his trousers not only dragged the floor, but also his waist could not hang, so I gave up directly and
went barelegged.
Walking back to the restaurant, Chiang yuan picked up a chopstick full of tomato and egg noodles and put them in his mouth.
Then he took a big sip of coconut water and muttered “delicious.”. When I stood by the door, his eyes were fixed on me again, and he smirked.
At the moment, his clothes only covered my buttocks, and his thighs were bare
, which probably looked like a deliberate seduction.
“The pants are too big.” I explained.
“Oh?”? Too big? Jiang yuan teased me.
……
I was pulled to sit opposite him, looking at the hot noodle soup in front of me, and the way Jiang yuan
ate it.
I kind of want to laugh. Business Fan’s Jiang yuan is like a dog trying to dig for food at the moment.
“The craftsmanship is so good, why didn’t you do it for me before?”
I find this question ridiculous. “The daily necessities of life are a matter between husband and wife.” What am
I?
Jiang yuan may not have thought that when he asked casually, he was criticized by me and did not answer me.
He just bowed his head until he finished eating the noodles in the bowl. When
he finished eating, I cleaned up the dishes and went to the sink. He was standing by while
I was washing the dishes.
“Is it your birthday next month?” I was stunned for a moment.
Jiang yuan has seen my ID card because he doesn’t want to be a minor.
I didn’t expect to write down my birthday.
“Mmm.”
My birthday is the day we met in the cinema.
My birthday is also the day when we will be separated.
I don’t know why, obviously Tao Tao has come back, but Jiang yuan is pestering me more and more
tightly these days. Eating tomato and egg noodles
every day, I am speechless, even if Beijing is a food desert,
it is not without a bowl of noodles for you to eat. He asked me to blow his hair
every day, and he asked me to stay every day.
I don’t sleep enough every day.
The weather is getting colder and colder, reminding me that the date of my departure is approaching.
One day, Jiang yuan brought back a bottle of red wine, saying that he wanted to play checkers with me, and that whoever lost would be punished
by a cup.
I’ll show you what I can do. As a result, I almost drank the whole bottle, got drunk and said a lot of things I never said before
.
I scolded Jiang yuan, a scum! Coward! Are you blind!
Anyway, there are only a few days left, so just scold.
Also scolded Tao Tao, green tea Shura! The Dragon King of Han! What are you pretending to be stupid and sweet!
Anyway, I won’t see you in the future, so I will just diss you.
Jiang yuan was not angry at all. He carried me to bed with a smile.
When I was confused, I held his face in both hands with the strength of wine, pinching and squeezing.
He didn’t try to stop me. He just said in his throat, “Huh?”
I looked into his eyes, which should be affectionate and blurred.
“Will you leave me?”
He stopped, hugged my body against my skin, and answered firmly.
“No.”
I laughed happily and pulled his face a few times.
Imitating the tone of voice, he retorted, “I believe you are a ghost, you are a bad old man!”
He laughed and then looked into my eyes again, as if to see the depths of the universe
in his eyes. “Will you leave me?”
Of course it will! I’m just a paid waiter! Boss Chiang! After
venting, I don’t want to see any expression of Jiang yuan and let myself get drunk.
I think Jiang yuan should not be very happy.
Because he doesn’t like the vulgar name of Boss Jiang.
This sleep, I slept until the afternoon.
Jiang yuan went to work, and I packed up my things and went back to school. With a week to go before the
winter vacation, some students who have finished their exams have packed
their bags and gone home one after another. From time to time, some private cars are parked downstairs in the dormitory, and
the parents of the students come to pick up their children.
Tao Tao’s car is among them.
She said she had come to see the college teacher and stopped by to see me.
Tao Tao, the flower of the Department of Literature, Grade 08.
It turns out that we are alumni. Before
she could say anything else to me, just this one message, my heart was already on a roller
coaster, falling from a high place to a low place. The first night, Jiang yuan knew my school.
It turned out that this was one of the many reasons he chose me, and from that day on, my
identity as a stand-in was set in stone.
Now that the real body is back, I’m redundant.
Peach blossoms bloom in March and cherry blossoms bloom in April.
What’s coming next is March, isn’t it?
I sat opposite Tao Tao, although it was my usual cold face, but I felt that I was being raped as if I had been stripped
naked.
Tao Tao has been looking at me, smiling and not speaking, do not know what the heart is thinking, but after all
, is not a good thing.
About ten minutes later, she shook her head and said to me.
“To thank you, I bought you and yuan a couple of Dior glasses
..”
My face is expressionless, but in my heart I want to be angry very much, and then let this “couple” drink water with
the cup you sent every day? Hey. As a person who has not graduated from university, I have already looked
down on such means.
“This morning I sent it to Ah yuan Company..”
Yeah, you two met. I get it. “Ah yuan said he didn’t need it, but I thought he didn’t like it.”
“As a result, he told me that you two were not lovers.”
“You are the one who received the money.”
“Mistress.” Every time
Tao Tao said a word, I suffocated a layer, my head was blank, looking at the opposite
woman whose mouth opened and closed triumphantly.
“It’s not good for a young girl to do something at a young age. Be a mistress.”
“Is it so expensive to look ordinary?”
「……」
She said a lot of words one after another. I can’t remember what they were. She always said vicious words
in the way of inculcation. I don’t care what
Tao Tao said.
But Jiang yuan, why should I tell others about my relationship with him? Didn’t he say that he would keep it secret from
everyone? Why can’t he do it himself?
Because the day of departure is near, he wants to race against time to use me to save the favor of the white moonlight.
Or I won’t see you again anyway, it doesn’t matter.
Originally, all the enthusiasm of these days.
Just, make the best use of everything.
19
The day has finally come.
My twentieth birthday, my liberation day.
Since Tao Tao came to me that day, Jiang yuan has not contacted me for three days. He should have made up with Bai Yueguang as before. Jiang yuan sent me a message
yesterday, saying that he would let me go to a cake shop to wait for him today, and he would come to me during lunch break.
The cake shop is the kind that has a DIY area. I sat here and watched a mother and her daughter making a small cake of Princess Aisha. The little girl was still wearing Aisha’s blue dress and dancing excitedly.
And a couple, making a simple strawberry cake.
The girl said, “Strawberries are like hearts. Fill them up for me!”
The boy piled up strawberries on the small white cream cake, one layer was not enough, and another layer was piled up.
Looking at the crumbling Strawberry Hill, I am a little worried, don’t pile up, and then pile up the cake blank can’t hold up.
But on second thought, all falling down is not strawberry, is not love? I’m so redundant. When Jiang yuan came in, it was already one o’clock at noon.
A casual business dress is not suitable for this cake shop.
He came in and sat directly next to me and said, “Have you chosen?”
I just asked in advance, “There’s a Baileys. You can buy it directly without
waiting.”
Chiang yuan’s face suddenly sank. “Are you in such a hurry?”
I was stunned by his questioning.
Hasn’t the position been shifted to the white moonlight? I didn’t waste your time and I made a mistake
?
No, he can only stop it, but I can’t, because he is the donor of the money, and I am the minion who receives
the money to do things.
Even on the last day of leaving, you can’t be in a hurry, and you have to do a good job step by step.
This is also the program that Jiang yuan conveyed to other subordinates during the telephone meeting.
Perhaps today Chiang yuan just wants to experience the joy of “carrying the white moonlight on his back and playing lovers with his mistress for a
day.”. How can
I ruin people’s mood.
“No, I’m not in a hurry. Do you want to make a cake?” I explained in a good temper. “Well, have you chosen?” Seeing that I hadn’t made up my mind for a long time, Chiang yuan looked around and said, “How about
that strawberry cake?”
“Don’t!” When I thought that strawberries were like love hearts, I instinctively refused.
Jiang yuan did not know why my sudden mood, waiting for my next words,
I had to point to the other side in a hurry.
“I want to do that!”
Jiang yuan frowned after reading it.
Jiang yuan probably did not expect that he, a man in his thirties, would accompany me in the
cake shop to make a cake in the shape of Princess Aisha, which is popular in kindergartens. When the
waiter brought the materials and photos, I was also a little uncomfortable.
Scolding Tao Tao for pretending to be stupid and white sweet, I was completely disqualified, and I pretended to be transformed
today.
Drawing Princess Aisha is much more difficult than piling up strawberries. We drew with trembling hands for a long
time, and the effect looked at least fifty pounds fatter than in the cartoon.
This is my 20th birthday cake. I can’t laugh.
But Jiang yuan was very happy, holding back his laughter and letting me take pictures with the cake.
“Smile.”
I looked at his cheap appearance and smirked angrily. He didn’t care, and he took a lot of pictures. Ok
, let this very sad farewell day, add a trace of sand sculpture, finally not
all sad.
Jiang yuan had to go back to work in the afternoon, and I came back alone with the cake.
He ordered a lot of food and sent it home, saying that he wanted to eat the food I cooked and wait for him to come back for dinner
in the evening.
I looked at the two big bags of vegetables, meat and eggs and sighed. It was ironic.
Jiang yuan may not have abused me enough. At the moment, I look like a wife waiting for her husband to come home for dinner after work
.
This false sweetness makes my real identity more and more cheap.
I was busy in the kitchen all afternoon until seven o’clock in the evening. I set six
dishes on the table and cut tomatoes in the kitchen. When Jiang yuan came back, I could cook
noodles directly.
The hour hand moved from 7 to 8.
Jiang yuan Hasn’t come back yet.
I took the initiative to send him a WeChat for the first time. Are you
off duty? What time will you be back? After a long time, Jiang yuan did not reply, but Tao Tao sent me a friend application.
I stared at the friend application on the screen, and felt a sudden pain in my heart, hoping. I
hope. It’s not what I thought.
At least, not today.
I told myself not to pass, but I wanted to know the result so much that I agreed.
Tao Tao deserves to be a good friend of Jiang yuan. After she became a good friend, she sent me a picture directly
without any greeting.
It’s a picture of two hands clasped together, and the background is on the bed.
Through the wine red manicure, I know that one is Tao Tao.
The other is Jiang yuan.
Because there is a mole in the tiger’s mouth of the left hand.
Jiang yuan, Jiang yuan.
Since you are going to see Tao Tao in the evening, why do you want to make a cake for me, celebrate my birthday, and
let me cook and wait for you?
Why?
Why do you continue this boring love game?
While pestering me, while lingering with the white moonlight in my heart? Because I took the money? Because I took the money?
I sat at the table, looking at six plates of meat and vegetables, but all of them were cold and
motionless.
I tried my best, but the tears kept falling down. The grievances of the past
year seem to be rushing out together now.
He said he would have dinner with me tonight and asked me to wait for him.
I keep my promise. I’ll wait.
Just wait for him to come back.
Also, wait for a trial. The
room was so quiet that the mechanical sound of the wall clock could be heard clearly
. It’s
11:55.
I wiped away my tears and stood up. Sitting for hours gave me a backache.
I took the cake out of the refrigerator, put in the candles, turned off the lights, and made a wish.
“Happy birthday, Su Ying. In the new year, I want to be a
person who has nothing to worry about and goes forward bravely.”
12:00 Blow out the candles.
I cut myself a piece of cake and ate a bite of each dish. He
took out the trash can and poured out
the cake, all the remaining meals and ingredients. He
washed the dishes, wiped the table, and put a bundle of cash in the middle of the table.
Turn off the lights, pick up all the trash I made, and go out the door.
That was close, Su Ying.
20 years old. And
you’re free. When
Jiang yuan
got home, it was more than two o’clock in the night.
I ran all the way from the basement to the elevator, watching the elevator rise floor by floor, feeling a little uneasy
.
Su Ying waited for so long, should not be happy.
Just now a friend failed to start a business and committed suicide. Tao Tao and several of our friends went to help and
comfort him until now. Su Ying has a calm personality, even if I did not come back after the time, she did not urge me.
But she is also too calm, do not urge it, do not ask a question.
If I hadn’t locked her up with a contract, she probably wouldn’t have wanted to deal with me.
Enter the code and the door opens.
I am full of words to say to Su Ying, even if she did not wait for me to fall asleep, I will
turn her up.
Tell her I want to stay with her.
But after opening the door, the room was dark, and there was no smell of Su Ying.
I panicked.
I turned on all the lights and checked all the rooms. There is no figure of Su Ying
at all.
Her shoes were gone, and the few daily necessities I had left behind were not in their original
places. There is no cake in the
refrigerator, no vegetables, nothing. There was
only an extra wad of money on the table.
I gave it to her one after another this year, and even a little more. For a year.
It’s been a year.
More than two hours, this girl can’t wait?
I’m angry. I
picked up my cell phone and called her, telling her, “Hurry up and come back.”
She has deleted her friends.
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-Jiang yuan
Su Ying is very cold, the body is cold, the temper is even colder, all the resistance is on the face.
The first night, I thought she was just a random girl, and I didn’t want to be pestered
by such a girl and dump the money as the end. I had a lot of work to do in
those days, and I didn’t think of deleting friends. When
I was free, I saw the girl send a circle of friends before I remembered.
She never reached out to me.
Tao Tao said that she would return to China this year. I was very upset. How could she be qualified to come back to
me? I drank too much and looked at Su Ying’s circle of friends before I fell down, and the waiter called her.
She was so cruel that she was not polite at all when she pushed me.
I acted shamelessly and asked her to send me back.
Su Ying green, do not know her own cold rejection of people thousands of miles away, how attractive
. Under the influence of
alcohol, I don’t want to force myself to calm down and think all the time. I want to be presumptuous
for once.
I want to see her lose control and scream and mess with me.
I tricked her into experiencing a SC ejection start. This function. Every time I want to go crazy
, I play it in a place where no one is. It’s boring to play too much now. It
was the first time I sat in the passenger seat that day, and I let a person who didn’t drive very much control it. She
was scared, and I was a little scared, and I might die if I hit it.
Su Ying finally not cold, screaming to scold me, all broken voice.
Looking at her, I have a sense of accomplishment.
This sense of achievement makes me more and more addicted.
Su Ying occasionally leaked a little bit out of control, and I was satisfied.
But she is not often out of control, cautious, do not do anything out of line. When she was with me, she called out “boss.” I didn’t like it very much, but Su Ying
was addicted to it.
As if he was using the name to disassociate himself from me.
Jiang yuan
Jiang yuan, you are more than thirty years old, but you still fall on a little girl.
So I’ve been restraining myself, forcing myself, working, still working.
As a result, Su Ying is more restrained than me. I don’t like it.
That night, Tao Tao’s name was called by me on purpose.
I don’t believe she doesn’t care at all.
But I regret it.
Instead of calling me up and questioning me, she told me that after she finished with me, she would prepare to study
abroad.
I was caught off guard. End of
what?
Who said anything about ending it? I don’t agree.
Jiang yuantao
is back. What does it have to do with me.
But I suddenly want to see, if Su Ying sees Tao Tao, will she be angry?
She was still obedient, without a frown or a question.
I’m not satisfied.
I lost control.
Su Ying is not out of control, but I am out of control.
This is like a game, the first person to bow will lose, I have been waiting for Su Ying to say, but she
really did not let me down, did not intend to keep me.
Even if she was drunk, she had to tell me that I was her financial backer.
Su Ying, do you know that as long as you say “no”, I will not leave
you.
Tao Tao came to the company to find me, took a pair of glasses and gave them to me and my girlfriend.
She is not my girlfriend. She disdains to be my girlfriend. “She’s not my girlfriend.”
I blurted out. As wise as ever,
Tao Tao asked, “How much did you spend, my boss Chiang?”
When I didn’t answer, she guessed.
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-Jiang yuan
I know Su Ying’s school class and her phone number, but I didn’t contact her.
She said she wanted to go abroad for graduate school.
Then she has to study hard and take the exam well now.
Going abroad is a lifetime thing.
But I secretly went to her school to see her.
That day, Su Ying sat at the coffee shop street table reciting, still so cold, do not care about
everything around.
I didn’t want to disturb her.
However, the man at the other table had already glanced at him several times.
Fuck. I can’t stand it.
I went over and sat directly opposite her. In the
coffee shop, a man suddenly pulled up the chair opposite me and sat down. There were so many seats
here, and I looked up at each other.
“Chiang yuan?”
“Su Ying.”
“What are you doing here?”
“Long time no see.”
Half a year, how did Jiang yuan suddenly appear here?
And why does he have a scowl on his face?
My heart is very confused, the brain is more confused, strong spirit to calm themselves.
What’s wrong with you, Su Ying?! They’re just sitting across from you.
Jiang yuan really just sat opposite me and said nothing. If
he didn’t speak, why should I speak? I forced myself to concentrate on the book. In this way, Jiang yuan actually sat opposite me for several hours, he looked at me, I
looked at the book. The
low pressure of Jiang yuan scared the boys at the next table away, and I didn’t
recite a word.
I couldn’t stand the strange atmosphere and took the initiative to speak.
“Isn’t boss Chiang busy today?”
“Not busy.” After answering me with
two words, I didn’t say a word more until the cafe was closed.
I stood up and packed my schoolbag to go, but the tall Jiang yuan stood beside me and took my
hand.
“I’ll take you.”
“There’s no need. I’ll just walk back.”
“I can’t go. Get in the car.” Today,
Jiang yuan’s tone is so serious that I can’t understand it, which makes me look like
a heinous villain.
I’ve been with you for a year according to the contract, and I haven’t missed you for a minute.
I paid you back the money with interest. Where did I not do enough? But it happened that Jiang yuan, who met again, simply ignored my appeal and got on the bus.
Pounced on it.
Not only did he get into the car, but he also got into bed.
“Be gentle.” I begged.
“Not light.” Jiang yuan is more ruthless.
I am very annoyed, annoyed how so easily fell into the arms of Jiang yuan.
Su Ying, can you be a little promising? What kind of future do
you have? When it was
over, Chiang yuan took out his cell phone and said, “Bring it.”
This scene is really very familiar.
“Boss Chiang isn’t going to give me money again, is he?”
“Do you want me to fight or not?” Uncharacteristically,
Jiang yuan threw the problem to me.
I really can’t answer at the moment. Jiang yuan continued to ask me.
“If you beat him, he’s your mistress. If you don’t beat him, what is he?”
I was at a loss for words. I didn’t dare to say the word “girlfriend”.
Then I thought I saw him half a year later, and I was in the car with him. Roll together. What else
could it be?
“Cannon..” Friends?
I thought Jiang yuan thought the same as me, but he was very angry after hearing it.
Why should he be angry? Is this relationship not good? Didn’t you save him money?
Jiang yuan was so angry that he carried me back to the familiar house. In bed, I struggled
unsuccessfully.
“Chiang yuan!”
“Let me go!”
“I have nothing to do with you. Now you are sexual harassment.”
I shouted at him, but Jiang yuan was not angry. The more I scolded him, the more he laughed
.
Start acting like a rascal. “Then you sue me!”
“You bastard!”
“I’ve always been such a jerk, and you know it.” Go to
find your Tao Tao! What do you want with me?
Then I regretted it. I pushed him and showed my timidity as soon as I opened my mouth.
But Jiang yuan was not unhappy at all.
Hmm? So sour ~ “
” What? ”
“Are you jealous?”
No! Don’t come to me if you have a girlfriend! It’s your choice to be a scumbag,
but I don’t want to cooperate with you!
“I don’t have a girlfriend. My girlfriend ran away that day and deleted me.
It’s really cruel.”
What?
I thought it was me, but I thought it was impossible. I looked at Jiang yuan warily and calmed
down and asked.
“What’s your girlfriend’s name?” Jiang yuan did not answer, but pestered me and put his head close to my ear.
“Su Ying.”
“Her name is Su Ying.”
“Su of Suzhou.”
“The cherry of the cherry blossom.”
I froze. Is that what I meant?
Jiang yuan
and Su Ying are sleeping soundly. It’s good that she is by my side again.
I don’t know what happened to me.
There were a lot of words I wanted to tell her, but I couldn’t say them when I looked at her.
I seem to be afraid.
Afraid she’d turn me down. I
had to pester her with the most familiar interaction between me and her. The way she scolded me
just now made me feel very happy. I may be a pervert.
How can I be happy after being scolded. Su Ying finally revealed the truth, she took the initiative to mention Tao Tao.
She really cares.
29
is so hot.
I opened my eyes.
Jiang yuan’s hand is rubbing my waist, like a stove approaching.
“Tired?”
Can you not be tired?
It’s all his fault!
Just now, that was a confession. I’m not sure if Jiang yuan called my
name out of his head.
So I forced him to say “Su Ying is my girlfriend” 100 times. When I
said it 80 times, I cried.
Jiang yuan panicked and kept wiping me with his hands while explaining.
“You were gone when I came back that day.”
“I’m also very angry. Why can’t I wait for an hour or two?” Does he still have the face to be angry?
“Didn’t you have a tryst with Tao Tao that night?”
Now when I mention Tao Tao from my mouth, it is sour to death.
“What?”
“No.”
“My friend almost killed himself that day, and we went to comfort him.”
“Then why did Tao Tao send me a picture of you two in bed?”
Bed photo? Did you see my face?
「…… Your hand is.. No face..
I thought and thought, damn it, I was set up.
I am angry now, really angry, and I vent all my temper on Jiang yuan.
Then I waited for you all night! I thought you’d come back!
I’ve been waiting for you all night too! I thought you’d come back!
……
Jiang yuan finished, I feel a little guilty. Chiang yuan pulled me over and said, “I won’t let you wait anymore.” Then he rushed over again.
I quickly surrendered. Who could stand it? “Chiang yuan, don’t. My waist still hurts.”
Jiang yuan suddenly laughed after hearing this.
“Shout again.”
“Chiang yuan.”
“Not enough.”
“Chiang-yuan-“
