Although
I am a princess, it is only the fate of a substitute. Although
I am once a princess, I am only the fate of a substitute. After
my sister died, I took her place and married my original brother-in-law, a man I had never met. On the
wedding night, my son-in-law left me and went to watch the celestial phenomena at night.
I lie alone in the wedding room and can’t sleep alone. Luo Jinyun, the fourth princess
of Daliang, is the twin sister of my mother. I am
also the daughter of my mother’s concubine, but my mother’s concubine doesn’t like me. She only likes my sister. She looks at me with cold and unfamiliar eyes, like a cold snake. Mammy, who
served me, comforted me that my mother and concubine almost had a difficult birth when she gave birth to me and my sister, and told me not to resent her.
I answered in a muddled way, and when I was older, I ran to my mother’s palace every day, hoping to spend more time with her, but she always ignored me. Compared
with me, my sister Luo Jinyun is more able to please her mother and concubine. She can play with her gently and patiently for a whole day. Whenever I can’t help but want to get close to her, she changes her face.
Since I was born, I lived alone in the Yaohua Palace. My mother and concubine did not care about me. Only Empress Gu of the Jingzhao Palace often came to take care of me, while my sister could live with her in the Chaoyang Palace. In the late autumn of
one year, my father planted a few rare pear trees in the Yaohua Palace, and planted a pear orchard for me. When the wind blew, it was like a cloud, rolling lightly. I happily pulled my mother and concubine to see it. My mother and concubine sat patiently for a while. When she heard that her sister had fallen down, she hurried back to the palace.
It turned out that such beautiful scenery could not keep her, and only her sister could keep her. When
my sister was seven years old, my mother brought in a little brother named Shen Yao, who was said to be the brother of my mother’s maid. His parents were dead and he had nothing to rely on. He could only ask his master to take him into the palace to raise him. My mother asked him to be a small bodyguard in the palace.
He was really good-looking, young and handsome, long and graceful, and serious, just standing there from a distance, as dazzling as a layer of light.
I snuck up to him and said, “Will you play with me?”
He did not look at me, but said with a straight eye, “The Empress Shu Fei only asked me to protect the four princesses.” Disappointed,
I turned back to my bedroom and suddenly heard my sister’s voice behind me: “Mother, look, my sister is coming.” With a “thump” in my
heart, I turned my head stiffly, only to see the beloved imperial concubine, my mother’s concubine, walking toward me step by step, swaying. She stopped in front of me, looked down at me, and said coldly, “Didn’t I say not to touch your sister’s things?”
I stared at her in a daze, slowly condensing mist in my eyes, wiping tears and running to Jingzhao Palace to find my mother.
My mother and concubine are good or bad. I will never talk to her again. When
I was ten years old, my father held a grand ceremony in the palace, invited many officials and their families, and gave me the title of Yongle.
That day I changed into a new dress, drank some fruit wine, and couldn’t help looking around to find my mother.
Mother and concubine drank one cup after another at the banquet, never looking at me from beginning to end.
“Happy birthday, sister.”
It was my sister, who slipped to my side while my mother was not paying attention, stuffed something into my hand, blinked again, and went away like a thief.
When I opened my hand, it was a small cicada carved lifelike. In the cold
night, I staggered away from the table and went to the pavilion beside the imperial pool to lean on the railing to blow the wind. My mind was not clear, and the gentle whispers of men and women blew into my ears along the wind.
I discovered the plot of my mother and a strange man to restore the country!
“My wife, this must be done before it’s too late.”
My wife is the small print of my mother’s concubine. I once heard my father change it, but my mother’s concubine did not know when she left the table. I immediately sobered up most of the time, held my breath, and quietly shrank into the door of the pavilion with a stiff body. “If you’re around him every day, you’ll find a chance,” said
a male voice. Revival. In one fell swoop.. I didn’t listen to the
following words, nor did I dare to think deeply. My body was stiff and my legs were straight. After half a night’s wind, I couldn’t hold it any longer. As soon as I tilted, I fell into the imperial pool.
“What’s that noise?!”
One of them listened for a moment and then said, “I must have startled the wildcat, Brother Shen..” Go quickly and don’t let anyone find out.
I was lying wet on the edge of the pool, terrified, and on the second day of my birthday, I had a high fever.
I have been ill for a long time, and the Yaohua Palace has been filled with the smell of medicine for two months.
Mother finally willing to see me, she stepped into my bedroom for the first time, the eyes are not distressed, but with a strong sense of inquiry.
“It’s fine, but why are you sick?”
I took her hand and snuggled in her arms. “Will your mother accompany me?” I asked.
She froze, looked at me with complicated eyes, raised her hand hesitantly, and patted me on the back again and again.
My hands shrank into the quilt, clenching the sheets and shaking uncontrollably. After I recovered from
my illness, my father called me to his Changqing Palace, and I happened to meet my mother and concubine who sent my sister to deliver soup.
Father smiled and rubbed my hair. “Your sister sent me a bowl of sweet pear soup. Father remembers that you always like sweet food. Would you like to drink it?”
Soup?
Mother imperial concubine disposition is aloof, live in seclusion all the year round, it is father emperor dotes on very much, also see her smile, how can remember to let elder sister send soup suddenly?
I took my father’s arm and said coquettishly, “I want a drink.”
The elder sister stood waiting at the foot of the steps. When she heard this, she said hurriedly, “This is what my mother and concubine have asked my daughter to send to me because my father has been working so hard these days.” If the younger sister wants it too, she can ask her mother to do it next time.
I pinched the little wooden cicada that my sister carved for me on my birthday in the palm of my hand, and opened my mouth in a tone of grievance.
My mother and concubine are partial to my sister. She never does this for me. Where is the next time? If my sister doesn’t like me, why should she make up a lie to deceive me?
The elder sister was stupefied for a moment, her eyes suddenly turned red, and she ran out of the hall with tears.
The bowl of sweet pear soup is still mine.
After going out, she ordered the maid outside the palace to hold a kitten and let it lick the clothes soaked in the soup.
The cat struggled for a long time and then lost its breath.
The maidservant covered her mouth and knelt on the ground with a splash of tears. She kept kowtowing: “The maidservant didn’t see anything. I beg the princess to spare her life..”
I took a deep breath and forced myself to be calm and said, “What do you know?”? Say it!
The maidservant cried, “When the maidservant entered the palace two years ago, I heard that there was a rumor in the palace about the life experience of the imperial concubine, but..” Your Majesty has given the order to die, and no one is allowed to talk about it.
The maidservant said that her mother was the princess of Ningguo in the former Dynasty.
The last emperor was fatuous, and the world was full of disputes. His father was a young man guarding the city on the border. He turned against his superiors and raised his troops all the way to break through the imperial city. Finally, he was in a yellow robe. When
her mother was a princess, she became famous all over the world. After Ningguo was destroyed, the princess of the fallen country failed to commit suicide. She was brought into the palace by her father as a concubine and was spoiled by the six palaces.
Before long, the mother imperial concubine had the pregnancy, she also rested the side mind, felt at ease makes the palace imperial concubine, after September childbirth, gave birth to two princesses.
But what does that have to do with the sweet pear soup? The elder sister never dare to poison in the soup, can only be the mother imperial concubine instigated, the mother imperial concubine let her go to send soup, if really happened, how can they get away?
The maidservant’s name was Huaiqiu, and I took her by my side and made her my personal maidservant. In the spring of another
year, the pear trees in Yaohua Palace were snow-white and fell all over the palace. In the whole palace, there was a sweet smell of pear blossoms.
The father said that he wanted the people in the palace to see the pear flower and think that it was unique to Princess Yongle.
This is an honor that the queen does not have.
I ordered someone to set up a swing in the pear orchard. Before I sat down, Luo Jinyun rushed out of nowhere and slapped me in the face.
Next to the palace people can not cover, have knelt down to plead guilty.
She screamed like a mad little beast, “Is it you?”! Tell me, is it you?!
I covered my face and said calmly, “Fourth Sister, are you crazy?”
Of course it’s me, but why should I admit it.
When Luo Jinyun reached the age of marriage, her father led the Ministry of Rites to choose her son-in-law. Her mother was also worried. She asked about the young children openly and secretly. She also wanted Luo Jinyun to stay for a few more years. Naturally,
this is not possible, but I am also the daughter of my mother’s concubine, and I always have to find ways to satisfy my mother’s wishes.
I know who Luo Jinyun likes. She likes Shen Yao, who grew up with him. They are childhood sweethearts. Shen Yao is magnificent. It’s too easy to like him.
Huaiqiu once ran into Luo Jinyun in the Imperial Garden to pass a sachet to Shen Yao, one at a loss, one blushing, throwing things down and running away quickly.
I specially asked Huaiqiu to guard the place where they often went, and then sent someone to attract the mother and concubine to see this good play.
Royal princesses, no matter how bad, will not be given a bodyguard.
Mother imperial concubine is very angry as expected, rare lesson Luo Jinyun, separate two people again, forbid to meet again.
Jingzhao Palace is the closest to Yaohua Palace. Even if the mother knew that her sister had done it first, she would think that I had provoked it, so I asked someone to invite Empress Gu to come back. When
she came, I was leaning on the swing to eat crisp cheese, the palace people Luo Jinyun stopped, because of identity and dare not use force, she stared at me, eyes breathing fire. I didn’t take this injury seriously
at all. I waved her hand away and said, “My sister beat me, and my mother wants to make decisions for me.” I
could have asked my father, but I didn’t want him to see her. It seemed that as long as I closed my eyes, I could see the dead cat in front of me.
Sure enough, the mother saw Luo Jinyun crying sadly, and saw the queen beside her, it was not easy to say anything.
Her mother knocked at her and said, “Concubine Shu, the fourth princess will be married soon. You have to change your temper. Look at Yin’er.”
My mother gritted her teeth and looked back at me meaningfully when she left.
Later, when my father knew about this and saw the scars on my face, he was so angry that he threw the memorial and punished Luo Jinyun to be grounded and not allowed to leave the Chaoyang Palace. The selection of the emperor’s son-in-law for the four princesses by the Ministry
of Rites was postponed.
Huai Chiu rubbed her face for me and asked, “Princess, since you don’t like the fourth princess, just let her get married. Why did you do that?”
I smiled and said, “It’s best to keep her under my eyes.” At the end of
spring and the beginning of summer, the father ordered the frontier generals to return to Beijing to report on their work.
Even if there is ice, Yaohua Palace is too hot to stay. I ordered the palace people to hold a big box of ice watermelon and run to Changqing Palace all day. Father’s residence is much cooler than other palaces.
My father laughed at my laziness. Pointing at me, he said helplessly, “Let’s see what kind of husband you want in the future.”
I curled my lips. “I don’t want to get married.”
“Yes, too.” His father smiled and shook his head. “My Yin’er has to be matched with a general of indomitable spirit.”
I It was not until
a long time later that I knew that the general in my father’s mouth meant something. On the day when I was
about to return to Beijing, the sky was not yet clear and the morning glow was rising, I stood on the gate tower and looked into the distance.
Long night at dawn, the armed forces together, smoke for the scene, yellow sand hit the sky.
Led by the man, a suit of black armor, long stand with a gun, plain hand a wave, beside the soldiers are dismounted, face solemn, waiting for the city to open.
He walked step by step along the gate tower to the high platform, and when I saw his face nearby, I was slightly stunned.
He was thin, handsome and sophisticated, with handsome eyebrows, a pair of amorous eyes, a lachrymal mole in the corner of his eyes.
He looked over against the light and shadow, and I held my breath subconsciously, as if his eyes could capture the soul and look straight into people’s hearts.
This is the father emperor has mentioned, and not stingy appreciation, Ningyuan general Jiang Shangqing.
His family was in decline. He joined the army at the age of twelve. Up to now, he has no more than a weak crown. He has already made numerous contributions. He is a great upstart in the court.
He glanced up and down at me. “Princess Yongle?”
I said, “How do you know?” “I’ve heard that Your Majesty has a princess,”
he said. “She’s as precious as a pearl. It must be you.” With a slight nod,
I turned my head to look at the rising sun. It was not until he went down to the gate tower to place the soldiers that I realized that this man was so rude!
No matter how I say, I am a princess of a country, but he is not polite. What does it mean to look at me like this?! Seeing that I looked pale
, Huai-chiu asked, “What’s the matter, Princess?” Angrily,
I said, “Back to the palace!”
The father emperor held a palace banquet for these soldiers. At the
banquet, the emperor and his subjects enjoyed themselves. His father looked at General Ningyuan, who was sitting next to him, and said with a smile, Jiang Qing has made great contributions to the stability of the court these years. What reward do you want? Even if it were the moon in the sky, I could pick it for you! The meaning of the emperor’s respect for
his father is obvious.
“Your Majesty’s love is so great that I am afraid.” Jiang Shangqing stood up to salute and replied, “When I have a wish in the future, I will come back to ask Your Majesty for it. Then Your Majesty can’t break his promise.”
The father laughed. “That’s natural.”
I secretly frightened, this Ningyuan general, born a clean face scholar’s refined appearance, but not like ordinary generals rude, he advance and retreat properly, it can be seen that skilled in human accidents. “Is Chiang Ching still unmarried?”
His father asked. As he spoke, he looked at me.
「……」 The corners of my mouth twitched, and I felt that my father probably didn’t want me as a daughter.
The meal ended without a hitch, but fortunately there was nothing wrong.
05
In the 22nd year of Jianyuan, Luo Jinyun was married by his father. He was the son of Zuo Xiangjia. His name was Zhou Hesheng. He was young and promising. He passed the Jinshi examination the year before last and now serves in the Ministry of War.
The person is good, the mother imperial concubine is also quite satisfied, but Luo Jinyun does not like, she misses Shen Yao who grew up with him, the wedding date is set in June next year, she made a long time, refused to marry after death.
She was crazy. She broke into the pear orchard one afternoon when I was practicing calligraphy under the tree. A group of palace maids and guards could not stop her and let her break in.
Luo Jinyin! You are a disaster! I hate you so much-ah- “
she sneered and rushed at me with dishevelled hair. I stepped aside and looked at this crazy face, which was exactly the same as mine. I felt a little sick for no reason.”. “Good sister,”
I said with a smile, “you and Shen Yao couldn’t have done it without me. Mr. Chou is young and promising, and he has a good character. He is a good match for my sister.”
She screamed and covered her ears. “Shut up!”! Shut up- “
” Why should you! Father emperor likes you, mother imperial concubine also how you can not, you have everything, I only have Shen Yao, why? Why did you take him away from me?
The Pear Garden! And this pear orchard! With tears streaming down her face, she laughed and walked to a tree. She tore off the branch and picked a pear. “These are all unique to you, and no one else can touch them. Ha ha ha, why?”? By..
I watched helplessly as she took a bite of the pear, then suddenly bled from her mouth and nose and fell to the ground, unconscious. “Princess,”
said Huai-chiu in astonishment, “what’s the matter?”
I don’t know.
The mother and concubine looked around for Luo Jinyun, and when she found the Yao Hua Palace, what she saw was such a scene.
Sister fell to the ground, no breath, her dress was covered with dust, and she was holding a half-eaten pear at hand. With a wail,
the mother threw herself on her sister and went to explore her breath. For a long time, her eyes slowly moved to the pear that had provoked the soil.
Her face was pale and she smiled miserably, and she could not see the appearance of a country’s favorite concubine.
“Luo, Jin, Yin.” She suddenly looked back at me. Her eyes were red, and she called out my name word by word. “You also have the blood of the royal family of the former Dynasty. Do you think you can escape?” What is
she talking about.
Pear garden movement is not small, when the mother came in, a group of palace people far away from the outside, dare not approach, at the moment, only Huaiqiu in my side.
I grabbed her hand and my body shook badly.
As if she had found something great, she rushed up and grabbed me. Her hands trembled and stroked my face. She smiled sharply and ferociously, like an evil ghost crawling out of hell to seek her life. With a brute force,
she dragged me into the bedroom hall, and my two hands could not break free like iron shackles.
“Ah!”
She pierced my palm with a hairpin.
I folded my arms into the corner, and the drops of blood fell on the ground, drawing a winding curve. I was at a loss and helpless. I sobbed and called to her, “Ah Niang..”
“Ah Niang?” As if she had heard a joke, she came forward and pinched my face and looked at me coldly. “You are so weak that you don’t deserve to be my daughter!”
I was thrown to the ground by her, my eyes misty, watching her walk farther and farther, and the vermilion door buzzed and locked in front of me. Separated by
a door, it is like two worlds.
I heard the disorderly sound of footsteps outside, and someone shouted,
“Come on!”! Princess Yongle ate the poisonous fruit by mistake. Pass it on to the Imperial Physician.
06
I was locked up in the bedroom.
A big eunuch came to pass on his father’s will. The four princesses had a dispute with Princess Yongle and poisoned the pear tree. As a result, Princess Yongle ate the poisonous fruit by mistake and died. She was punished to copy the scriptures in the Yaohua Palace until she surrendered.
Not only that, I have to kneel in the Yaohua Palace for two hours every day.
It is said that the father was heavily punished, and it was the mother who knelt down in front of him and begged bitterly that he got such a result.
It’s ridiculous that it was Luo Jinyun who died. When the wound in the
palm was scabbed, my mother finally came to see me.
She said, “From this day on, live well for your sister.”
I turned my face aside and subconsciously reached out to touch it, only to find that the scab on my hand was painful and itchy, unable to move. A month after
she left, Huaiqiu sneaked through a small hole in the Yaohua Palace to find me and brought me food and medicine. She choked up and said, “Princess, you have suffered..” After
a pause, she added, “Empress Shufei, she’s suddenly gone off with a bad illness..”
I lowered my eyes and stared at the bright red scar on my palm and said, “Oh.” On the day of
Princess Yongle’s funeral and burial, I was allowed to return to the Chaoyang Palace to think about my mistakes. My father was very stubborn. From then on, the Yaohua Palace became a taboo for everyone in the palace. Before
her mother died, she recalled Shen Yao. As soon as I returned to Chaoyang Palace
that day, Shen Yao had been waiting for me for a long time. He brought me something. Square
, angular and exquisite, it is the imperial seal of Ningguo. Without saying a word,
he knelt down and kowtowed to me, “Your Highness, I’m sorry. The Empress Shu Fei has her last words. She will make the eldest princess the daughter of the emperor and plan for the great cause of restoring the country.”
I looked at him for a long time in silence and asked, “Who am I?” There was a moment of confusion in
his eyes, but he quickly replied, “Your Highness is the eldest princess of Ningguo, and now the empress daughter of the emperor, Shen Yun.”
Shen Yun.
So this is Luo Jinyun’s real name. After the
sweet pear soup incident, I asked Huaiqiu to secretly check all the past things of my mother and Luo Jinyun for me.
Huai Qiu said that the imperial concubine had a marriage contract before she entered the palace, but she had no time to get married, so the army broke through the imperial city. Later, the imperial concubine was brought into the palace by her father, and she was pregnant and premature in August. When I
was young, I often went to the palace of my mother and concubine. Once I accidentally broke my sister’s favorite bracelet. My mother and concubine immediately changed their faces and punished me to kneel outside the palace.
That year I was only seven years old, kneeling to forget the time, mother and concubine did not call me up, until dusk fell, I finally could not hold up fainted in the past. When he
woke up, his father and mother had a rare dispute.
I heard my father ask disappointedly, “You don’t like Yin so much?”
The mother and concubine comforted her sister and kept silent.
My father carried me back to Changqing Palace in silence.
My knees were broken and I couldn’t get out of bed for two months, but my father was more partial to me after that. Even if I wanted to go to heaven, he would try to build a ladder for me.
But there’s no more me in the world.
Mother did not tell Shen Yao the truth of the matter, he thought I was still that Luo Jinyun.
Even if you recognize it, what can you do? From the time he handed me the imperial seal, from the time my mother forced me to survive as a sister, I had no way out.
She made her elder sister her daughter, deliberately alienated me, to show those former ministers, in order to keep the last trace of blood for Ningguo in case the plan failed.
It turned out that she didn’t love me, or even her sister. What she loved most was the country of the former Dynasty and the honor of the royal family. The scene of the destruction of the palace city was biting her heart like insects and ants every day. How could she tolerate that she married the enemy of the extermination and even had children for him. Being treated as a pawn by
my own mother, what is wrong with my sister and me?
I hugged Huai-chiu with red eyes and cried in her arms until I couldn’t breathe. “Sister Huai-chiu, how could there be such a mother?”
07
Rainy summer. The
rain covered my legs, soaked my clothes, and clung to my body. It was hot and itchy. Suwen, my sister’s maid, knelt behind me and whispered, “Princess, the time has come.”
Huaiqiu was sent out of the palace by me. As my sister’s favorite maid, she couldn’t stay with me any longer. My
legs were sore. I was helped up and a man in Tsing Yi came up to me.
He held an umbrella and held it over my head.
I stared at his beautiful eyes and said to myself, “Mr. Chiang is in a good mood. Have you come to watch the fun?”
He lowered his eyelashes and looked at the ground. “I dare not.” With a sneer,
I ignored him and went back to the Chaoyang Palace.
Princess Yongle and Concubine Shu passed away one after another, and the Chaoyang Palace was empty for a while, and everyone avoided the four princesses for fear of getting into trouble. When I
changed places, I couldn’t get used to it. I couldn’t sleep all night. When I closed my eyes, either my sister died in front of me that day, or my mother called me “unfilial” in a dream at night.
I dug up a lot of old things in Chaoyang Palace, most of which were the favorite things of my mother and sister. Among them, there was a big black box, which was locked and could not be opened in any case.
I suddenly remembered the hairpin that my mother and concubine pierced into my palm that day.
It was a delicate hairpin with hollowed-out Chinese flowering crabapple flowers. I was so shocked that day that I didn’t notice that it was my mother’s favorite style.
I took it and studied it carefully, and sure enough, I could split it into a small key.
But inside the black box, but not what gold and jade things, there is a large stack of letters neatly stacked, as well as Luo Jinyun as the seal of the emperor’s daughter, as well as a “Emperor’s Art”.
I picked up the letter at the top, and a faint fragrance wafted away.
This is.. The unique pear fragrance of Yaohua Palace.
Yes, my sister died of eating poisonous pears, but I never studied how the fruit trees in the pear orchard could be poisonous. Fortunately, I don’t like pears on weekdays, otherwise sooner or later I would be like Luo Jinyun that day. The man who
knew the inside story had gone with his mother, but there was one man who must have known.
I called Shen Yao. After listening to my question,
he answered without hesitation: “When the pear orchard was first built, the imperial concubine ordered people to find a special secret medicine to fill in the fertilizer, and irrigated the third pear tree in the southeast corner with this medicine every day..”
Coincidentally, the pear picked by Luo Jinyun that day was from that pear tree.
“If you poison a pear tree, how can you guarantee that it won’t be eaten by others?”
“Princess.” Shen Yao said calmly, “Who dares to pick up something given by the emperor without his life?”
…… Mother is a madman, dare to gamble with human life, but do not want to harm their daughter.
But from the beginning to the end, she didn’t care about me. In
a flash of lightning, I suddenly thought of something and asked, “My mother and sister..” Did your mother and concubine ever go to the pear orchard to pick fruit?
Shen Yao thought for a moment and replied, “It seems..” There was one time. It
was that one time, and that one time only.
The pear is from my palace, if the father really ate the bowl of soup, then the blame is on me, how can I explain, the father gave me the pear orchard will appear poisonous pear?
I will not be able to defend myself.
My mother hated that my father had destroyed her country, and that I, as her daughter, was so favored by the enemy who had destroyed the country. She put the charge of poisoning on me and forced me to break up with my father.
She’s taking revenge. She’ll stop at nothing to force me to grow up. She’s so cruel. When
Shen Yao saw that I was suffering, he thought I was grieving over the death of my mother and concubine. He sighed, “Dian..” I’m sorry for your loss, Sister Yun. After
an autumn and winter, my legs were broken, and when it was a little cold, the pain was unbearable. The doctor said that I should take good care of my health and not be cold again.
I pulled the corners of my mouth, noncommittal.
From the beginning of the year to the end of the year, my father finally relented and relieved my punishment. On the night of
Lunar New Year’s Eve, the lights of the imperial capital were as bright as day, and the fire trees and honeysuckle flowers. In the constant congratulations of the people around me, I sat in the lower corner and looked up at my father.
He had a lot of white hair on his temples and fine lines on his face, and he was no longer as handsome as before. Holding the teapot with my
own hands, as I had done in the past, I offered my father a cup of Suikang wine.
An unfamiliar little maid of honor stopped me and said timidly, “Fourth Princess, I have something urgent to ask you outside.” On
New Year’s Eve, who can there be?
The little maid of honor took me to an abandoned palace. I was impatient when I suddenly looked up and saw a masked middle-aged man.
The man took off his mask, and my pupils shrank.
This man looks seven or eight points like Shen Yao.
No, he is not just similar to Shen Yao, my sister and I seem to have traces of him between our eyebrows and eyes. Who
the hell is he? The first thing he said when he
saw me was, “Son, you have suffered a lot all these years.” The voice of this
man made me feel familiar for no reason, but I couldn’t remember hearing it there for a moment. “It’s not bitter,”
I said tentatively. “Everything is fine.” He sighed with
an affectionate look. “Your Highness has worked hard,” he said. “Just be patient for a little longer, and then..”
He suddenly stopped talking, saw that I was wearing thin clothes, took off his cloak and put it on me, and left with the little maid of honor just now. The wind blowing in the
night, with a cold cold, I shivered, but the cold is better than cold. I
remember when I was ten years old, my father was so diligent in politics that he couldn’t sleep at night. He said that it was difficult to suppress the natural disasters and military and civilian riots in Lanzhou.
I remember that year when I woke up in Changqing Palace, there was a bowl of sweet pear soup on the table.
I remembered that it was rare for my mother and concubine to come to my palace to enjoy the pear blossoms, but it was to pick the fruit, so that once it happened, she pushed me out to take the blame.
She hates me so much, but at the last moment she does not forget to use me and expect me to replace her country, which is ridiculous.
I raised my hand and took out a small piece of paper that had fallen from my cloak. There was only one word “Lan” on it.
It turned out that the power of Ningguo in the former Dynasty was hidden here.
But after three months, the riot in Lanzhou was suppressed by Jiang Shangqing, the general of Ningyuan, by means of thunder, and he became famous.
If the father emperor really ate the pear soup and died of poison, the former forces of Lanzhou would rush into the palace and elect the princess as emperor.
No wonder, no wonder after that, no matter how I guard against it, I didn’t see my mother and concubine do anything again.
Lanzhou mutiny was suppressed, sweet pear soup plan also shattered, I am really a disaster star, this confused the mother’s plan, and let them dormant for so many years.
In
the 23rd year of Jianyuan, it was cold and snowy.
I pushed open the window of Chaoyang Palace, and a cold air rushed in, which made me shiver.
Suwen came in with the medicine and was annoyed to see me still standing by the window.
“Princess, why don’t you care about your own body?”
I turned around and said jokingly, “Sister Suwen, your face is going to fall to the ground.”
Suwen pulled me onto the couch with a straight face, stuffed a hand stove into my hand, rolled up my trouser legs, and rubbed the medicine without saying a word. “Why can’t I see Shen Yao in such a heavy snow?”
I wondered.
Su Wen was about to answer when suddenly there was a familiar sound of footsteps outside the hall. As soon as he looked up, he saw Shen Yao’s fellow appear in front of him.
He was covered with snow, and the place he stepped on was wet, with a series of footprints. He handed me what he was holding in
his arms.
My eyes lit up.
It’s baked sweet potatoes.
In the past, when I was spoiled, all I ate and used were the best. I was playful and gluttonous. The baked sweet potatoes in winter were one of my favorites.
In those years, every winter at the Yaohua Temple, there was a “grand occasion” in which the people of the temple gathered around the fire to eat baked sweet potatoes.
But now the case is not as good as before, Chaoyang Palace is like a cold palace, such a thing is also rare.
Shen Yao hung his head, and the glittering drops of water from the end of his hair fell to the floor. He felt a little embarrassed: “Didn’t the princess like this best in the past?”
It turns out that my sister also likes to eat this.
On that snowy day, the three of us gathered around the stove and ate baked sweet potatoes together, and the fragrance permeated every corner of the palace.
This is the happiest winter I’ve ever had. After
the storm, the three of us were sitting on the ground, burping. I squinted comfortably and suddenly asked, “Brother Shen, you’ve been in the palace for so many years. Do you want to go home?”
He was stupefied for a moment. “Of course,” he replied. “When the princess gets married, maybe Miss Suwen and I can go home and have a look.”
I curled my lips. This is really a pot that can’t be mentioned.
Shen Yao lowered his eyes and stirred the fire in silence, and the light from the fire cast a shadow on his face.
He is still very good-looking, temperament such as Hua, gentle and quiet, do things properly, will take care of people, if not delay him in the palace as a small bodyguard, with his talent, to participate in the imperial examination may have a better way out.
Such a person, if I were a sister, I would also like him.
I was startled and ashamed of my sudden thoughts. How could I, how could I have such thoughts?
“Princess, what’s the matter?” Suwen said.
“No, nothing.” I sat up in a panic. “I’m going to rest.” As soon as the first month of
2009
is over, I will be ready to get married. My
sister’s marriage fell on my head by mistake.
In March, when the pear blossoms in Yaohua Palace opened, I stretched out my hand and a small pink petal fell from my palm. On the eve of my
wedding, I finally stood outside the Yaohua Palace and looked at it for a long time. When I was about to leave, I suddenly heard a noise coming from inside the palace.
I looked up and saw Jiang Shangqing lying on the palace wall with a pear in his hand.
One inside, one outside, looking at each other.
I decided to turn around and walk away out of sight.
He plopped over the wall and ran up to me.
“Stay with the princess.”
I stopped and said, “Don’t worry, Lord Jiang, I won’t tell anyone.”
“I don’t mean that.” He pursed his lips and held the pear in his hand to my eyes. “Try it, Princess.” Sweet. With a half-smile,
I said, “Don’t tell me, Lord Jiang, that you broke into the Forbidden Palace so late just to pick pears.”
He gazed into my eyes, his hair still stained with a green leaf, his hand holding the pear frozen in the air, but did not answer my words.
His eyes are so beautiful that they are brighter than stars tonight.
He does not say, I do not want to do more entanglement, step forward to leave him behind. “Does the princess like Zhou Langjun?”
He asked from a distance behind me.
I sneered, “So what if you don’t like it?”? Will Lord Jiang marry me?
If Princess Yongle marries Chou He-sheng, that’s really a grace that the Chou family can’t ask for. If “I,” the unloved princess, marries, that’s my great luck. Stunned,
he said earnestly, “The princess is the last month of heaven. I dare not blaspheme.”
I thought he was farting.
The next morning, when I was still in bed, Su-wen grabbed me up, dressed me, and scolded me: “Princess, today is your wedding day. How can you not get up?”
I yawned and said lazily, “I don’t care about him..” The little maid of honor outside the
hall suddenly let out a “ah” and ran in rashly with a basket in her arms.
“Princess, I don’t know who put a basket of pears outside the window.”
I looked at it twice and said, “Take it out and divide it.”
The little maid of honor did not go far, and I called her back.
“Forget it, take it with you.”
Think of it as the last time I see the pears in Yaohua Palace. After
dressing up, I dressed in a carefully sewn wedding dress and went to bid farewell to my father and mother.
His father was not in good health, and sometimes he covered his mouth and coughed, while his mother looked at him worriedly with tea.
I never quite understood that the father’s love for the mother’s concubine was obvious to all, but I had never seen the mother’s concubine resent it at all. She also strictly ordered the concubines in the six palaces not to cause trouble because of the struggle for the holy favor.
Not only that, she has been treating me as her own child for more than ten years. My mother and concubine never care about me. It is my mother who has been teaching me carefully and loves me more than prince’s brother.
I knelt down deeply at the gate of the palace.
My father gazed at me for a long time and said, “That’s all. I’ll be fine in the future.”
They looked at me with a sad sigh, as if they were looking at another person through me.
The princess surrendered with great momentum, and after visiting the emperors and empresses, she was paraded through the streets. When I
got on the sedan chair and paraded through the streets, I noticed that the guards accompanying me were somewhat different. I turned to look and saw Jiang Shangqing’s face.
He opened his mouth and saluted, “Your Majesty has ordered me to escort the princess out.”
I nodded, not doing what he wanted. As the curtain of the
sedan chair hung down, I looked at his shadowy figure outside through the bright red gauze curtain. Suddenly my heart moved and I asked, “Lord Jiang, have I seen you somewhere in this palace?” Steadily
moving, the Hualien sedan suddenly swayed, and I heard a muffled voice from Lord Chiang: “No, the princess is mistaken.”
“Oh.” I didn’t want to worry about it, and I began to worry about my married life.
Although he is my son-in-law, I have never seen Chou Ho-sheng before, and my impression of him only comes from the eight words “young and promising,” which are rumored in the community.
I don’t expect to grow old with him. I love him very much, but I have to face him every day, and I have to look good. On
the wedding night, a pair of slender and well-proportioned hands lifted my veil, and I finally saw my son-in-law. Dressed as a bridegroom,
he was gentle and handsome.
I secretly nodded, born or good.
He put down his happy name and suddenly looked at the night sky through the window. Before he could say anything, he rushed out.
As soon as I left, I didn’t come back until after midnight.
I was so angry that I didn’t want the husband my father had chosen for my sister to be so unreliable.
Even if I am not favored now, I can’t let them bully me. The son-in-law disappeared and did not come back until midnight before the
wedding was over and the wine was drunk.
I was so angry that I dropped the phoenix crown on my head, fell down on the couch with my clothes, and fell into a deep sleep.
Tomorrow, tomorrow I must make him look good! Early
the next morning, I was about to argue with Zhou Hesheng when a beautiful woman suddenly took my hand and said with a smile, “Princess, that child is doing very well. Don’t be angry with the princess. My wife has taught her a lesson.”
I asked, “Are you..” Mrs. Chow? “Yes, yes,” said
the woman with a smile, “it’s an honor for the Chou family to have the princess marry.”
At my repeated request, Mrs. Zhou had to tell the truth with great embarrassment.
She took me to Chou Ho-sheng’s study. Pushing open the door, I saw a room full of “props,” pictures of Yin and Yang, the Eight Diagrams, all kinds of books, and a futon. Who on earth is the crane sound
this week?
I thought it was so ridiculous that I turned around and asked Suwen to check Zhou Hesheng inside and outside.
The result, I think, is even more ridiculous.
Suwen said that Zhou Hesheng was the only man in the Zhou family in this generation, but this son was different from others from an early age and was determined to become a Taoist priest. Zhou’s parents were so
anxious that they finally asked him to stay in this earthly world for a few more years with a handful of snot and tears. Zhou Hesheng could not, thinking that his parents were still alive, and if he really left, no one would be filial in the future.
So listen to his father’s meaning, to take part in the imperial examination, in the Jinshi, and then do the left phase of the old father to support, all the way to the present Ministry of war assistant minister.
It can be seen that there is some talent and learning, advance can attack and retreat can defend, do not want to be an official in the future, but also can be a Taoist priest.
Mother concubine betrothed his sister to him, originally is this meaning, do the prime minister’s father, do the son of the assistant minister, but this son and one heart cultivation, is an idiot, not just take it? The
son finally stayed, and the marriage became a big problem. Mrs. Chou tried her best to persuade her son to get married. Later, she did not look at the girl for him. Mrs. Chou even felt that she did not need to be born in a prominent family, young and beautiful, as long as she was a woman. It’s gratifying that I
don’t want a princess to come from heaven.
When Suwen finished, she was very worried and said, “Princess, this is not..” Do you want to be a widow?
I winked and said with a smile, “That’s nothing. Anyway, I’m not going to raise my eyebrows with him.”
The emperor’s son-in-law is bent on cultivating Taoism. Isn’t it easy.
I touched my chin and said, “Let’s go and see how the emperor’s son-in-law practices Taoism.”
Zhou Hesheng has only two hobbies in his life, one is to cultivate Taoism, and the other is to travel far. When
his parents were there, he could not travel far, nor could he become a monk, so he simply became a secular disciple. When
I found Zhou Hesheng, he was staring at the astrolabe and scratching his head in distress: “What should I do with this?”
I looked closer and wondered, “What’s wrong with it?”
“The celestial phenomena are different..” He pursed his lips and shook his head. “That’s all. That’s all.”
What a strange man. The days after
marriage are more comfortable than in the palace.
There are not so many things I need to worry about. It seems that as long as I want, I can live like this for a lifetime. Mrs.
Zhou and Zhou Hesheng are both temperamental people, generous and free and easy, not sticking to trifles, especially Mrs. Zhou is afraid that I have a rift because of the son-in-law, so she takes me out to play every three or five times.
Today I went to the West Street to watch the opera, and tomorrow I went to the North Street to eat fish soup. In a short time, Mrs. Zhou took me to play all over the imperial capital.
Previously, I only occasionally looked at the street market in the tower, never knowing where I grew up, but now I can go out without scruple, mingle with all kinds of pedestrians, taste all kinds of snacks, watch street fights, and then throw down three or five copper coins and cheer.
It turns out that life can still be like this.
Wantonly and fearless, publicity and pleasure.
I basked in the sun, ate the chicken legs in my hands, and couldn’t help laughing out loud.
Mrs. Chou rubbed my hair and said with a smile, “That’s right. Why do teenage girls worry about their faces every day?”? Smile more often.
No, I’m obviously.. They all laugh.
I blinked and lowered my head, afraid to let her find the grievance in my eyes.
I am not happy, I can not deceive myself, since the death of my sister that year, I can no longer have unbridled happiness.
I do not understand what I did wrong, I have clearly stopped, but the mother and concubine did not listen to advice, regardless of her two daughters, willful, I dare not tell my father, the mother and concubine have a conspiracy.
I wanted to protect my father and my mother, but in the end they didn’t want me.
Why am I the only one left in the end.
A little pink pig was suddenly thrust into my arms. I was stunned for a moment, and then I heard Chou He-sheng cough. The voice came from above his head: “Pig, picked up outside, for you to keep for fun.”
I don’t know if he’s calling me stupid or the pig in my hand.
He sat down beside me and said earnestly, “I should be two years older than you.”
Me: “Hmm?”
He said, “There is no sister at home, so you can call me brother.”
I
Mrs. Chou probably couldn’t bear to listen any more, so she picked up the piglet in my arms and said, “I’m going to feed it something.”
With such an incongruous mother, it’s no wonder he has such a sincere temper. My eyebrows and eyes are curved: “That little sister will have to bother my elder brother to take care of her.”
That little pink pig, all day long, is either eating or sleeping or crying. I named him Lazy Lazy, which is worthy of his name as a pig. After
playing heartlessly for several months, I suddenly remembered one day that I hadn’t seen Shen Yao for a long time.
A month ago, he said he wanted to go back to his hometown to do business. He asked me for leave, but he hasn’t been seen yet. Where is
his hometown? I think of the middle-aged man in black, with a familiar voice and a face similar to Shen Yao’s, just like, just like the man who had a private meeting with his mother and concubine at night. On the eve of
the Mid-Autumn Festival, Shen Yao finally came back. He turned over the window and came in. His left arm was cut with a knife, and half of his clothes were soaked with blood.
He knelt before me and said, “Princess, go.”
I always knew that Shen Yao was the eyes of his mother and those outside the palace.
One is protection, the other is surveillance. Even if the
mother and concubine do not like the meaning of surveillance, they will. Will endure it for the sake of his father.
In the past few years, they supported each other and lived in peace.
Until the day his sister fell in love with him.
My sister didn’t want to leave the palace to get married, and she couldn’t disobey her mother and concubine, so she came to me and asked me to help her put the matter in front of her mother and concubine. She became angry from embarrassment and argued with me, so I could naturally ask my father to ground her and delay the marriage.
I will never forget the rainy night when she came to me.
She gazed longingly, “Yin’er, will you help me drag first?”? Just one year, at the most. I’ll think of a way to convince my mother and concubine.
I said, “Okay.”
At first I also think so, Shen Yao is not bad, and is the son of an old friend, mother and concubine can let him out of the palace to take part in the examination, given time, with fame, two people is a matter of course.
But we are all wrong, sister and Shen Yao, this life can not be together.
Shen Yao’s father, the masked man in black, was the emperor’s son-in-law appointed by the former emperor when his mother was a princess.
The mother and concubine went mad and separated the two and were not allowed to meet again. The three of
us, my sister and I, and Shen Yao, can only be brother and sister in this life.
The “Emperor’s Mind”, in the corner where the mother and concubine could not see, wrote a lot of words in bits and pieces.
“My sister is four years old. She’s so cute. She looks exactly like me. I want to hug her.”
My sister is crying again today. Oh, what can I do? I didn’t mean to break my leg..
“My sister is ten years old. What should I give her?”
……
Over the years, I have regretted that I did not hug her when she was in the most painful and painful time and tell her, “It’s all right, you still have your sister, and my sister will always be with my sister.”
I deviated from Huaiqiu and deceived everyone. In fact, I knew in my heart that I liked her.
She came to the Pear Orchard to make a scene because she had discovered our own life experience, and her last thought was shattered. She came to give me a message and whispered in my ear, “Sister, go quickly!”.
Mother imperial concubine is forcing her all the time, she dare not disobey mother imperial concubine, do not want to be the sinner that brings disaster to the world for a Dynasty that has gone out of fashion again, such dilemma, in a dilemma.
She knew that once she was absent, her mother would not let me go, but she never thought that her death would also involve me.
If, if not these things, she will be a good sister, I will be a good sister, her craftsmanship is exquisite, will carve a small cicada for me on her birthday, will pull my hair, send me to marry, I will sincerely wish her to find a suitable husband, accompany her for a lifetime.
She and I have the same face, and we will be the closest people in the world.
I squatted down and stared into Shen Yao’s eyes. “You know who I am, don’t you?”
“Ah Yun, the one she can’t let go of is you. She wants me to protect you for her.” He hung his head and said helplessly, “Father says he’s bound to win this battle, and I can’t persuade him..”
I interrupted him and said coldly, “Is he for the people of the country or for power and position?”
His daughter ascended the throne, he can get a lot of benefits to go, for their own selfish desires, stir up the flames of war, the mother of the imperial concubine was fascinated by such a person. “Princess,” said
Shen Yao, “find a way to get out of here, or..”
Or you’ll be decapitated sooner or later, won’t you?
But I don’t care anymore.
Over the years, I tossed and turned, sleepless all night, like the scar in the palm of my hand, sometimes itching and teasing, never better, reminding me of my original wishful thinking.
I said, “Go.”
He looked up at me in shock.
I said, “Go.”
Sister would not want you to be involved, so folded here, since that person is your father, should not be too difficult for you.
I don’t want to see his back when he left. I won’t tell him that I once liked him.
In October, when my father was fifty years old, I didn’t go to the palace to attend. I heard that he fainted on the spot at the banquet.
My heart suddenly panicked, and Lazy fell to the ground with a cry.
Father’s body has always been strong, how can he suddenly faint.
I’m going back to the palace.
I hurriedly packed up my things, and as soon as I opened the door, I saw Jiang Shangqing waiting for me with a carriage outside the door.
My eyes were suddenly red, as if all the hesitation and uneasiness had found their source. “Princess, stop crying and get in the car,”
he laughed.
The carriage sped away and went straight to the palace gate.
I looked at the back of him driving in front, suddenly remembered that when I got married, he came to see me off, and now I want to go back to the palace, or he came to pick me up.
Who is he Have I really not seen him? How did he know I was going back to the palace?
My heart is so confused that I really can’t sort out these clues. Half an hour’s palace road is like walking for half a year.
As soon as I entered the palace, I went straight to my father’s bedroom.
A group of imperial doctors and concubines knelt in silence outside the hall. I panicked more and more, and rushed straight into the hall regardless of courtesy, leaving their whispers behind. Is this
Princess Yongle? She wasn’t already..
Bah! What are you talking about? These are the four princesses. Princess Yongle is long gone. Be careful!
……
My father is so old that I can hardly recognize him.
He opened his muddy eyes and saw me kneeling at the head of the bed, murmuring, “Yin..”
I broke down in tears. I couldn’t answer him anymore.
He couldn’t enunciate clearly and said in gibberish, “I’m not afraid. My father will protect you. I’m not afraid..” As he
spoke, he burst out laughing: “My father has found a good son-in-law for you. You must live a good life..”
My dear mother.. Your mother and concubine were really beautiful in those days. Why wouldn’t you smile at me?
“It’s my fault. I shouldn’t have pushed you. It’s my fault..”
My father was really confused. He couldn’t tell the difference between me and my mother. The doctor said that he had a stroke.
How can you have a stroke? I tilted my head and thought about it. He is now grey-haired and slow-moving, and he can no longer find the heroic posture that used to take me to fly kites and accompany me on horseback.
He did not know that the daughter he loved until he died was not his own.
I stayed in Changqing Palace for two months, and after two months, my father went there.
The emperor collapsed, the bell rang thirty thousand, and the snow fell heavily. I stood on the nine thousand steps, and I felt cold to the bone.
“When your father was a general on the border, one year he returned to Beijing to report on his work. Princess Ningguo, dressed in red, was hunting and standing on the gate tower. Your father fell in love with him at first sight.”
“When we captured the imperial city, the first thing we did was to look for her.” After
my father fell ill, my mother stayed in the Buddhist temple all the time. This was the first time I saw her after I returned to the palace. She was all white, facing the wind, standing quietly in the back. I don’t know how long I looked at her like this.
“At that time I thought, ah, Luo Hui has liked this woman all his life. Even if his heart is not in me, if he lives happily, then I will be worth it.”
“Sure enough, it’s still a bad fate.”
She said this and went in. Half an hour later, I heard the sound of crying again.
I close my eyes. The
queen mother has gone. On the day of
his father’s funeral, the army of Lanzhou invaded the imperial capital quietly by water.
I stand against the wind, and my heart has never been so calm.
Shen Yao crossed more than half of Miyagi to find me. He pulled me up and ran away.
When I broke his hand, he said, “Are you crazy?”? My father immediately led his troops in!
I looked at him, and somehow I laughed, and I said, “Do you think I can get away with this?”
The former army went all the way north to the imperial city. He must have known better than I did what he was playing.
No matter where I run, I have countless debts.
He looked at me helplessly and was about to say something when he saw a fire in front of him and the noise went straight here.
A crusade against the despotic officials of the Luo family! Protect the princess on the throne!
I gave him a push and shoved an object into his hand. “Shen Yao, if you still have a conscience, do as I say!”! Otherwise, I won’t let you go even if I die!
The former army came straight, a hunting wind passed through, and then came to my senses, I was caught on a horse. With my
back against the hard armor, I knew who it was without looking back. “Don’t be afraid, Princess,”
he said. “I have a private army.”
There is such a thing as a private army, but it can’t be said on the table. I smiled and said, “I have a token to mobilize the Feather Forest Army.”
“Hmm?” His voice fell on my ear, crisp and numb, and I couldn’t help slanting my head.
It was Chou Ho-sheng who gave it to me before he entered the palace. He held it lazily in his arms and changed into a Taoist robe. He was in a daze. He said, “I watch the celestial phenomena at night, and I see that the stars of crape myrtle are not clear. I’m afraid there will be a big disaster in the near future.”
「…… Why did the elder brother give me this? “My sister is the one who can turn the tide,”
he said with a straight face.
I
He shouldn’t have been the assistant minister of the Ministry of War. He should have been the supervisor of Qin Tian. As
the horse galloped, I leaned back and asked, “Jiang Shangqing, haven’t I really seen you?”? If you don’t tell me, I’ll be angry.
He gave a muffled laugh. “Does the princess remember?”? That’s a good memory.
Well, it’s my fault. It’s my fault.
I remember, I am not water, fell into the imperial pool, was picked up.
He is a young man whose eyes are as bright as stars.
His eyes were beautiful, but he was thin and weak, as if he had never had enough to eat.
He took me to hide under the flower bed, and when he saw me shivering with cold, he dragged down his coat and gave it to me.
I muttered that this was the shabbiest dress I had ever seen.
He said, “You are so delicate.”
He said that his family was in decline, and he was a concubine. His mother died early, and his father didn’t care about him. He grew up in a muddle. Today, Princess Yongle held a banquet on her birthday, but his mother wouldn’t let him come. He quietly hid in the carriage and went to the palace together. Not daring to show his face
at the banquet, he took some food and hid in the imperial pond.
I swore in all sincerity and seriousness: “You have saved me, come to me later, and I can grant you a wish!”
He obviously didn’t believe it. “Can I have the moon in the sky?”
“Of course!”
My mother and concubine did not leave. I sat in the flower bed with my knees in my arms, trying to fall asleep in a daze. Before
consciousness was completely lost, I heard him ask, “What kind of people do you think are the best?”
I said, “General..”
But when he finally turned into a general and came to me, I didn’t remember him.
I don’t know how he recognized me when everyone accused me of killing my “sister” and forcing my mother to die.
Was it in the distance of the gate tower, or before I got married, I secretly stood outside the Yao Hua Palace crying and was caught by him? The night before
I got married, he put a box of pears outside my window.
When I got married, he gave me away under the guise of a decree.
I should have known that the princess would be escorted by the guards when she got married. It was none of his business.
But it was too late. I carried the lives of my sister and my mother on my back. I was the sinner who stirred up the chaos in the world. Now, I want to involve him again.
I have lived for so many years. In fact, I know very well in my heart that the chaos of the former Dynasty is due to the fact that the last blood of the Ning Dynasty has not been cut off. As long as I am here, they will always have the hope of reviving the motherland.
This thought is like a wildfire, burning inexhaustibly, innocently killing many people’s lives.
And I am the culprit. With a large group of pursuers
behind me, I turned over and dismounted, pulled out Jiang Shangqing’s sword and put it against my neck.
I saw him rush at me in a panic.
I was smiling, but I shed tears when I smiled.
I said, “Jiang Shangqing, this is the boundary. You are not allowed to come here.”
I wish you a good marriage in this life, children and grandchildren around the knee, next life, I will go to find you. His eyes
turned red and he stared at me stubbornly. “Luo Chin-yin, you have no conscience.” The
cold sword touched the neck, and the snow covered the sky and dyed the ground red. The moment I
looked up, I saw the signal flare of the Yu Lin Army coming out, and Shen Yao had brought the situation under control.
Yongle Princess Luo Jinyin, seventeen years old this year, died in the best year of her age.
In fact, I have a chance, Lunar New Year’s Eve that night, I wanted to tell the truth to my father, I hesitated a step, was pulled away, he said, if your Highness woman’s benevolence, when the break, that one had to assassinate on the spot.
I know he may be scaring me, but whether he succeeds or not, my life will be ruined by him.
Mrs. Zhou said she would order clothes for my birthday, but I didn’t have time to go back.
My life is like a prosperous floating world, a big dream, and all my love and hate are buried here.
It is said that hearing is the last thing that disappears after death.
I heard someone shouting, “Ah Yun–”
Who is Ah Yun? No, I’m not.
It was as if someone held me in his arms and whispered in my ear, “Luo Chin-yin, I tell you that I have an imperial edict to marry you.”
Bastard, I’m dead and you don’t leave me alone.
“It was the day the four princesses went, and I asked the late emperor to come. I told him, ‘I met the princess on the gate tower, and I fell in love at first sight.'”
“So, in the next life, if you dare to forget me again, I will be angry.”
This winter, I may have a disease and never wake up.
