The moon is bright
tonight. I was sold into the General’s Office when I was 10 years old. I
was sold to the General’s Office when I was 10 years old.
At that time, the imperial concubine was still a young lady, and she was very happy every day.
Although the favorite ten Wang Ye, but a strange combination of circumstances married to the prince, the young lady’s father used his life for her in exchange for the position of the concubine, when the young lady’s brother went to war, she was no longer willing. When
the sweet-scented osmanthus bloomed, the eldest young master came back.
With military exploits and the news of victory over a small border country, he lay in silence in a cold coffin.
No one ever said to the young lady, “My brother is here.” I
was sold to the General’s Office when I was 10 years old.
At that time, the imperial concubine was still a young lady, and she was very happy every day. Play
with the young master, quarrel with the young lady and then make up, coax the young master to play, and then secretly give me cakes.
She was the same age as me, and occasionally asked me what kind of person I wanted to marry.
I knew at that time that she liked the Ten Princes.
Young girls can’t hide their worries. When they see the person they like, their eyes twinkle.
This is not surprising, the ten princes are handsome.
I whispered to her that the ten princes had a concubine, who was the legitimate daughter of the prime minister’s family. How can little Miss Pearl of
our General’s Office be small?
She said, it’s okay to be small, and her eyes are still blinking.
But the master and his wife were reluctant to give up, and the young lady was their youngest daughter.
Where can I make it small?
So she quietly hid her thoughts.
She thought she hid it well, and I thought I hid it well for her.
But the prince found out.
I think the prince should have enmity with the ten princes, after all, the mother of the ten princes was the most favored in front of the emperor at that time.
Everyone said that the ten princes were effective, and it was not impossible to bring down the prince with the help of his mother and concubine.
After all, His Royal Highness. Apart from being the son of the late queen, there is no other advantage. How can
an old man be as good as a new one?
(2)
Later, by mistake, the young lady became the prince’s concubine.
I whispered to the young lady, “Would you like to?”
She pinched her handkerchief and said, “Your Royal Highness, we have grown up together, and we should..” It shouldn’t be bad either!
In fact, the imperial edict has been issued, unable to save the day, ask and do not ask are the same.
But then I thought about it, if I could really go back that day, I would try my best to help her run, so that she would not go into the fire pit again. On the day the
young lady entered the mansion, the daughter of the Shangshu family, together with the young lady, entered the mansion at the side door.
The same as the side of the imperial concubine, good or bad. There is only one
prince, but there are two concubines.
The prince seemed to have forgotten that the young lady had grown up with him and had called him brother prince.
He never came to the little lady’s house.
The young lady said that when the prince was busy with his official duties, I caught him fishing with the daughter of the Shangshu family by the pond.
The young lady said that when the prince was dealing with political affairs, I saw him wandering in the street with the daughter of the Shangshu family;
The young lady said that she liked the hairpin that the prince gave her very much, and I saw that the side concubine had the same one.
The young lady said, “The prince probably doesn’t like her.”.
I think, in the whole capital, only the young lady has just discovered that she is not favored in the prince’s mansion.
But it doesn’t matter, the little lady’s eyes are still blinking.
She said, “We’re the only ones in this big yard. We can do whatever we want.”
The young lady’s troubles came quickly and she forgot them quickly. In a twinkling of an eye, she was thinking about the delicious food that could be eaten at the banquet.
(3)
Mid-Autumn Banquet.
His Royal Highness took two side imperial concubines to go together, and the ten princes took the imperial concubine to sit at the head.
“Little Moon’s sister hasn’t been looking well lately?”
The little moon is the maiden name of the young lady, and the ten princes did it on purpose.
But the young lady thought she was the young lady of the General’s Office. “No,”
she said with a smile. “There’s a lot of delicious food in the prince’s house, and I’ve grown a lot of meat!”
Maybe the prince never set foot in our yard, so she forgot.
But some people have not forgotten, she is the prince side imperial concubine, no longer is the small moon.
That night, the prince gently stepped into the yard and gently called her Xiaoyue. From then on, the
little lady was no longer a little lady.
(4)
But the prince never came again.
The little lady is bored every day, and she can’t go out to play like a child.
I felt sorry for the young lady and tried to relieve her boredom.
The young lady comforted me in turn, as if it had nothing to do with herself.
But the young lady herself did not care, but the general could not sit still. The daughter raised like the apple of
her eye is treated coldly here! On the day when the
prince came to the courtyard again, the general stood openly in the prince’s camp for the first time in the court.
The prince still called the young lady, “Little Moon.”
But after he left, the young lady sat by the window and said to me, “Father taught us to be loyal only to the imperial family.”
But the general is old, love her daughter, unexpectedly also regardless of his most of his life to stick to, just ask the prince can be kind to the small moon.
Even if the little lady never told her father that she was not doing well.
(5)
The side imperial concubine has been very close to the young lady recently.
Ao, Tingting, is the maiden name of the side imperial concubine.
Tingting is one year older than Xiaoyue, but she won’t let Xiaoyue call her sister.
So the little moon called her every day, “Tingting, Tingting, Tingting.”
It is reasonable to say that Tingting is more favored, and the two should have some contradictions.
But who let this huge house on the two masters, even if there is any contradiction, but also lonely.
Because the prince is really busy now.
It is said that he and the ten princes are no longer satisfied with the status quo, and they have torn their faces on the surface. His Royal Highness,
the prince, was the son of the emperor, but the ten princes were favored by the emperor, and for a moment they could not tell who was up and who was down.
I asked the young lady if she was worried.
The young lady laughed and did not speak.
But I know the little lady is worried.
Emperors, generals and ministers, winners and losers.
She was the little moon sister of the ten princes, and also the side concubine of the prince, but she could do nothing.
If you want your husband and family to have no worries, you have to abandon the young man you admired when you were young.
This is a choice that my little lady, who has been spoiled since childhood, can’t make.
This kind of life lasted for a long time,
until.. Tingting is pregnant.
The young lady was very happy. She liked children. She began to guess whether the child was a boy or a girl very early and tried to name him.
I’m a little worried. I’ve heard of fighting in the house, but the little lady told me not to think about it.
Yes, Tingting is really good to the young lady.
Maybe I’m worrying too much.
Facts have proved that it is better for people to want more.
When Tingting was four months pregnant, the baby was gone.
The whole family checked and checked, and finally decided that it was the young lady who did it.
The young lady knelt on the cold ground, her eyes blinking, and tears as big as beans trickling down.
She said she didn’t do it.
Who are you telling? No one believes her. Later,
I often wondered whether Tingting believed her or not?
I don’t know. I don’t think she believes it, but she seems to believe it. After all, the friendship is true.
I don’t understand. Anyway, at that time, she didn’t believe it. Where is
the prince? He never believed it.
The little lady is under house arrest.
From that day on, the young lady stopped laughing, so the days of house arrest were particularly difficult. Late
at night, the little lady will cry. When she
woke up, tears would wet the bellyband she had embroidered for the unborn child. With a
bright red bellyband and a lively little tiger, the young lady said, “This has to be worn on a tiger-headed little boy.” How could
she hurt that child? She looked forward to his arrival so much!
They have no eyes and cover their ears.
To frame my little lady.
(6)
Half a year later, the young lady’s house arrest was lifted.
Because the mansion to add a new person, the queen mother’s confidant, is an unruly little girl, the name does not match the person, called Rouer, is the new princess. The day the
princess came in, she was rewarded with a pile of things.
I asked the young lady, “We are both concubines. Why don’t we have one?”
The young lady knocked on my forehead and told me not to ask!
The next day, the crown prince’s reward was carried into the courtyard.
After a long time, the prince finally came to our courtyard again.
He still called the young lady, “Little Moon.”
Gentle as if nothing had happened.
But I know. That morning, the general was ordered to go to war.
The army had gone far before the family brought a letter home.
“Don’t worry about my son, just think about yourself. Everything is fine at home.”
The young lady looked at the letter for a long time before she shed tears. I didn’t say that she knew that the family was not good. Her
parents and relatives were reprimanded because of her, the eldest young master was assigned to the border, the eldest young lady was also pointed at in her husband’s home, but they did not believe that the little young lady would do such a thing.
But they have no way, they come to the door every day, the prince is avoided.
They can’t save the little lady, they can’t even defend her.
Until today, the general once again led the order to go to war, and the prince finally appeared here again, calling the young lady, “Little Moon.”
The young lady asked me, “When will it end?”
I don’t know..
I hoped that the young lady would be happy, so one day, when the sweet-scented osmanthus was blooming in the yard, I climbed up and wanted to break a branch for the young lady and insert it in the room.
The little lady liked it very much, and her big eyes blinked and blinked.
Sure enough, it’s a little girl!
The next second, someone rushed in and said something in a panic. I can’t remember.
It probably means.. The general is gone. The vase in
my hand is broken, and the little lady has no father.
(7)
For some time afterwards, His Royal Highness always came.
The young lady is reluctant to see him, and I think he knows it.
But he always comes. Selfishly,
I thought, he should be guilty.
At that time, he was really kind to the young lady, taking her to spring, hunting, watching lanterns together, and doing something that an ordinary couple would do.
The little lady still doesn’t like to laugh, but after all. It’s a little funny.
In another season, the princess will have a wedding.
The whole house was heavily guarded, and the young lady did not go out.
This child will be born safely.
As it turns out, no one can predict what will happen tomorrow.
This child, again, did not come into the world.
(8)
The young lady always has nightmares recently. I know she is afraid. I comfort her that she will be all right.
We have nothing left to lose, do we?
Sure enough, the efficiency of the investigation was much higher. It was the girl who served the princess in the outer room who had done something. The girl’s sister was said to be a member of the Ten Princes’ Mansion.
It’s getting cold again.
I thought, Your Highness, this is going to win.
The young lady went to see the princess, and Tingting was there.
Several people did not speak, sitting in silence, the two children, are the same handwriting, not a little lady. When she
came out, Tingting caught up with the young lady and said something in a small voice.
I heard you. I’m sorry.
I’m sorry I misunderstood you, I’m sorry.. I lost you.
The young lady did not speak for a long time, the house was lifeless, and it was time to add a new person.
This time, the prince welcomed two young girls, one named Ming’er and the other named Ling’er, who were the youngest daughter of the Li family and the eldest daughter of the Zhang family, two years younger than young lady.
The young lady asked me if she was not beautiful? When she
asked me, her eyes blinked and blinked. I thought a lot. There were too many changes in the past few years. It was better to calculate when I entered the house.
The little lady would laugh and ask me to eat, not like now, laughing is laughing, not laughing in the heart.
I feel sorry for the little lady.
(9)
The Prince’s Palace has come down.
This time he asked the young lady if she could be an imperial concubine?
I think he’s out of his mind. Can little lady say no?
If I can, I’ll say it for her!
This Laoshizi ghost imperial concubine, does not have the small moon son also to have the Tingting spirit son tomorrow pure son really to do, the small moon son wants to go home, fool!
It’s a pity that I can’t speak for her. I can only hear the young lady say, “Good.”
The next day, the prince accompanied the young lady back to her mother’s home. I haven’t seen the eldest young master for
a long time. It seems that he has experienced a lot and his skin is much darker.
The young lady lay on her bed and turned over several times and then called me over, saying that she wanted the sweet osmanthus cake made by the cook in the house. No one could compare with the cook in the general’s office, which was specially found by the general for the young lady.
I promised her that I would go out to look for osmanthus cake.
The young lady was very happy to eat. This was her home and her harbor.
The young lady saw the lady, and even saw the young lady who came back specially. She grew up. She didn’t cry. She didn’t even have a red eye. She said she had a good life.
The lady cried, and so did the young lady. As he was
going out, the eldest young master said to the young lady, “I’m not afraid. My brother is here.”
My brother is supporting you!
The next day, the eldest young master formally took over the position of the master and took back the military power.
The next year, with the efforts of the whole house, the prince finally welcomed a son and a daughter, a son of Tingting, and a daughter of Linger.
Before long, the emperor was not very good.
I guess it’s time for the young lady to be an imperial concubine.
(10)
Change came sooner than I expected.
The ten princes turned against each other on the day of the emperor’s death. The sunset glow of
that day was as red as a fire, and the blood inside and outside the palace stained the blue ground. When
I saw him, he was supposed to be holding hostages. Strangely enough, he didn’t.
The yard was full of his people, and if he wanted to, he could easily take the little lady away.
“Long time no see, Sister Moon.”
I heard him say so.
The young lady stood still, and there were too many years between them. In these years, the ten princes were no longer the handsome young man. He was an enemy of her husband. He even killed her good friend’s child and planted it on her.
Pieces and pieces, no mercy.
She couldn’t cross over and couldn’t say hello to him.
Sometimes I wonder if the people who grow up in the royal family can speak like this without changing their faces. Are they tired of wearing masks every day.
The next second, I was silent. In the
past, the prince, whose face was as calm as water and whose speech was gentle and gentle, broke through the door, and his eyes were very gloomy, like a ghost king of hell.
I was a little distracted at such a critical moment, and I seemed to have seen the look in the eyes of the prince somewhere before.
Yes, this is the look in his eyes when he was caught by the prince when the young lady was not out of the cabinet and gave the ten princes a purse as a birthday gift.
Like a child who has been robbed of his beloved toy, he wants to get angry and cry a little.
He didn’t seem to want to say a word of nonsense to the ten princes, and the brothers who had been there for years turned against each other, and they didn’t blink at all when they moved their swords and arrows.
The next second, the royal prince’s bodyguards surrounded us and went out, “Take the imperial concubine.”
“She was supposed to be my concubine.” When I
got to the door, I heard the sound of the ten princes roaring.
The young lady held my hand tightly, so I didn’t look back. I held her hand to comfort her, and my eyes were locked on her lower abdomen.
There’s my little lady’s first child.
The past can not be recalled, then only wait for the future.
(11)
Some people say that the Ten Princes are dead, while others say that he is not dead and is imprisoned.
I don’t know if he’s dead or not. All
I know is that the little lady has lost another person in her life.
The little lady is very precious, this child.
She wanted to catch something, or leave something. She didn’t say anything when the
child was less than three months old, not even the prince, who is now the emperor.
Only the two of us know that we are both looking forward to this child. After
the emperor ascended the throne, he often came to the young lady.
He made the young lady a concubine, and I scolded him in my heart for not keeping his word.
Little lady, it’s nothing.
I asked her quietly if she would be unhappy. “I don’t want my brother to go to war,”
she said. What does
this have to do with the eldest young master?
Maybe it’s related. When the
young lady was pregnant, the weather was getting warmer.
Everyone in the palace knew that the young lady was going to give birth to the first child after the emperor ascended the throne.
The young lady was more careful. She began to stay in her palace all day and did not go anywhere.
One day someone came, and I didn’t want to let her in, but the young lady said she would see her, so I had to get out of the way and invite her in.
It’s Tingting, or now. It’s Empress Rong Fei.
Rong Fei did not come by herself, but the big prince came with her.
I wonder in my heart, Rong Fei empress looked at the big prince like an eyeball, how could she bring him to someone else’s palace?
They sat facing each other and seemed to have nothing to say.
Only the big prince ran around the room as if he had nothing to worry about.
“Well..” To nourish the fetus. Tingting said so when she
left.
She left a lot of things, and the little lady looked at the top thing for a long time.
It was a red bellyband embroidered with a small lion, just like the one embroidered by the young lady in those days. Now the big prince looks like a tiger. He didn’t wear this bellyband, but the young lady didn’t know it at all.
They missed so many years.
From that day on, Tingting often came here, and so did the big prince.
The young lady’s eyes began to blink again, looking at the big prince, she was really happy.
(12)
The young lady married the prince at the age of 14, and finally had her own child at the age of 19.
The young lady gave him the name Ah Xu.
I know, because the young lady feels that the second prince is like sunshine, which warms up her life.
The emperor should also be happy. Occasionally,
he would come and sit with the young lady to amuse Ah Xu.
At that time, they were like an ordinary family of three, living an ordinary life. Many new people were added to the
palace, and all the officials in the court, no matter how big or small, wanted to send their daughters in.
One person gets the right way, and the chickens and dogs ascend to heaven.
Little Miss also ignored, Tingting with the big prince, little Miss with the two princes, occasionally Linger, that is, Lan Guiren, will bring the big princess to play together.
With children, people don’t want to care about anything else.
I thought this kind of life would last for a long time.
For a long time, the second prince grew up, the young lady grew old, the second prince married, and the young lady could embrace the grandson of the little emperor.
But I didn’t wait for that day.
The second prince died on the day of his third birthday. He
was poisoned in his favorite egg custard, so small that his mouth and nose were bleeding.
I can’t imagine how much pain he was in.
Maybe he wanted to call his mother, but he couldn’t make a sound because someone gagged him with a handkerchief.
The young lady did not dare to move forward, just now, the second prince was running around with the small collar that the eldest young master had found, and the bell on his neck rang and rang. After a few moments, he lay cold on the ground and did not breathe.
The young lady’s eyes did not blink. She covered her heart tightly and could not cry.
I’m sad, too. I can’t stop my tears.
I want to skin that person, to such a small child, she is not a person! It’s a quick
check. Right
, after all, the emperor is the Lord of the world, what can hide from him?
The empress, that is, Rouer, did not panic when she was blocked in the palace.
I resisted the urge to kill her and stood beside the young lady.
The empress leisurely put down the teacup in her hand and asked the emperor, “What’s wrong?”? Her child shall not die, and my child shall be used as a stepping stone for you.
Her face was a little distorted.
I think she’s crazy to talk nonsense.
But then she said something that made me think I was crazy.
(13)
The queen was the niece of the queen mother, and she was an unruly girl when she married her cousin.
Will favor one over the other, hate to harm the child’s little lady, love to lose the child’s Tingting, so give Tingting a lot of gifts but nothing to the little lady.
But that’s it.
Her bad, that’s all.
She can’t do murder and arson.
She’s not bad. We all know that.
So for many years after she lost her child, the little lady lived in peace with her. When the
young lady was pregnant, she also consoled her. People who have
lost children do not want the tragedy to repeat itself. I remember that she also loved the big prince very much.
So, I hesitated in the face of a mountain of hard evidence.
But she killed Ah Xu. With her own hands, she blocked the child’s mouth with the veil.
She said, “She also wants the emperor to feel the pain of losing his son.”
She is really strange, Tingting lost, she lost, big prince, big princess, two princes are the emperor’s children.
Speaking of the pain of losing a son, the emperor has already experienced it.
At that time, he was also honest and had tears. It
‘s not the same, it’s not the same!
The queen roared loudly.
“It’s all different!”
The emperor looked impatient and pulled the young lady out.
The queen ran after her, and I stopped her. She shouted at the young lady, “Do you know what kind of person you are married to?”? He is a beast!
The emperor did not stop until he walked out for a long time before he let go of the little lady.
“Send her on her way tomorrow. The madwoman cannot stay any longer.” That’s what
the emperor said.
In fact, when I stood in front of the Queen’s Palace, I thought the emperor was right.
Tomorrow morning, all the grudges will be gone.
We have avenged the little prince. Why do we have to go this way late at night?
But the young lady insisted, so I had to take the lamp and send her in.
If I had known that the young lady would not be able to speak after that, I would never have let her in.
(14)
The queen’s palace is gloomy and cold.
The young lady asked me to wait outside, but I refused, so we went in together. When I
saw the queen, I felt very strange. She didn’t seem surprised that we were here.
“Who can spare an enemy who kills his own child?”
I heard her say.
Why.. Is it my child?
The young lady is really confused, why is she?
The empress said that she and the emperor were cousins.
She was taught by the elders in her family that when she grew up, she would marry the prince and become the queen.
She thought that the prince was handsome and was a cousin, so he would not treat her badly, so he accepted it.
But the prince did not want to, he would rather give up the assistance from the empress at that time and now the empress Dowager, rather than let Rouer do the crown princess.
His Royal Highness said that he had someone he liked and wanted that person to be the imperial concubine.
Soft son does not understand, as long as the prince married her can win most of the battle with the ten princes, why is he unwilling?
Rouer to find out, who is the prince’s sweetheart?
It is not difficult to find that the young lady of the General’s Office, walking is a jump, the general spoiled her, brought her a lot of novelty.
As soon as she came over, there was a clear sound, which made people keep looking at her.
The soft son has seen the small moon son twice, the soft son looks at the prince, the prince only looks at the small moon son. Where’s
the little moon?
She was so heartless that she only stared at the ten princes and thought she was hiding well.
So Rouer thought, His Royal Highness should not find that Xiaoyue likes others, if found, he should give up, and then marry himself?
So she quietly pinched the time when the little moon sent the purse to the ten princes. I was caught by the prince.
Soft son thought, ten Wang Ye should be to accept small moon son to do side imperial concubine, oneself is only the beauty of adults, she did not think, small moon son is become side imperial concubine, just is the prince royal Highness married her.
The prince and the emperor had a good time, and finally married Xiaoyue at the cost of accepting Tingting at the same time.
He still doesn’t want to marry Zoe.
Rouer thought, then forget it, a good girl is still afraid of not getting married?
But the prince married her at this time, she thought it was the little moon who killed his child, and he was disheartened and disgusted with her.
She later learned that it was not at all, the prince’s child was calculated by the ten princes to die before it was formed, he knew it!
He knew at all that he had withheld the man’s forbearance, and then let the ten princes frame the young lady to pacify the Shangshu Mansion for their own use, and broke the old general’s back road to send him to the battlefield again. After
letting the wind and rain drift in the general’s office, he married Rouer and won most of the time by the power of the queen mother. After
Zoe became pregnant, he thought, the time was ripe, and he released the man to let her get rid of Zoe’s child in the same way.
Two lives, firmly buckled on the head of the ten princes, he could not turn over.
At this time, the little moon was pregnant.
He thought that the world was settled and no one could stop him, so he and Xiaoyue wanted to be a close family.
He didn’t expect.. I didn’t expect that the ten princes were still in the circle and left a defensive position.
Tell the mother who lost her child: Your pillow, the father of your child, took his life with his own hands, for the sake of another woman and her child.
The empress was crazy. She admired the emperor and depended on him. Even if she couldn’t marry him, she didn’t want to do anything. After entering the mansion, she didn’t treat other people harshly.
She didn’t like the little lady, but she could watch her have children with the emperor.
But the emperor took advantage of her, not to mention, he also took advantage of her children. A
living life, a life that has not yet been able to open its eyes to see the world.
Her children..
She can’t watch them love each other anymore. She has to avenge her children.
The young lady seemed to be unable to stand, and I held her firmly. The
child is so small! The child is still so young!
The young lady could stand no longer. She sat down on the ground and paid the price for the hatred that did not belong to her.
“After the emperor married you, the Ten Princes didn’t want to turn against you. It was the emperor who married you and snubbed you that made the Ten Princes feel that if he turned against you, he might still be able to fight for you.” Before
the empress took the poison, she said to the young lady.
The Ten Princes asked her to take a message, and she sent him a purse, which he wore all the time.
I admire you too. You’re supposed to be my concubine.
So that’s what this sentence means.
(15)
It’s too cold.
The young lady was trembling all over, and I gathered her cloak.
The young lady is 22 years old this year, and after the New Year, she will be married to the Crown Prince for the tenth year. This winter,
she lost her children, her friends of several years, and her husband who she thought she could accompany.
The young lady vomited a mouthful of blood and fainted.
From then on, the young lady never spoke again.
The emperor made her lose her voice again.
I know. I grew up with the little lady, and I know her best.
She didn’t know who to hate. She hated the ten princes she admired for making their own decisions. She also hated the emperor for being unscrupulous. She even hated the dead empress who had killed her child.
But each of them is good for her, even the empress, because of these years of companionship to her, who should she hate?
She hates herself!
She can only hate herself.
So she lost weight day by day.
She doesn’t want to live. If there are fathers and children
underground, it may be warmer than on the ground, right?
The emperor does not let, how can emperor let!
He did not come to this day with all his heart and soul in order to make the little lady die.
He started coming every day.
The young lady simply ignored him and did not speak, but stared blankly at the osmanthus tree in the yard. When the
emperor had just ascended the throne, he ordered people to move it from the courtyard of the young lady of the General’s Office.
So occasionally they would be silent together, but most of the time, the little lady would not let him in. When
the sweet-scented osmanthus bloomed, the eldest young master came back.
With military exploits and the news of victory over a small border country, he lay in silence in a cold coffin.
No one ever said to the young lady, “My brother is here.”
The eldest young master is loyal to his country.
I suddenly understood why the emperor liked the young lady, but used her to subdue the general’s office.
Because he needs military power, but he doesn’t need generals.
He got the general’s daughter, but he still didn’t want a neutral general.
Then let the general know that his support is closely related to his daughter.
In this way, there is no father and brother, no brother and brother.
They will die fighting for the little lady forever.
This year, the young lady lost another relative. Sometimes
I wonder if the emperor understands what greed is?
If he had been kind to the young lady from the beginning, why would he have stood at the door and said it over and over again? Now he could protect the young lady.
Without the general’s office, the young lady can be the queen.
The young lady smiled, very shallowly, more like laughing at him.
Laugh at him for overreaching.
(16)
The emperor persisted for a month, and after issuing the decree to confer the title of imperial concubine on the young lady, he was too busy to have time. The little girl with red flowers and green willows in the
palace came out like a sharp bud. How could he have time to come and ask the young lady every day if she would like to start over with him?
The young lady looked at one dewy girl after another, and one day she suddenly took up her pen and asked me, “How many years have I been in the mansion?”
Ten years. I remember.
But I said to her, “I can’t remember. Would you like to ask Empress Rong Fei?”
I look forward to the big prince, at least she can see the big prince smile.
She looked at me and just shook her head.
I looked at her, but I wanted to cry.
My little lady, her father and brother were all killed in battle, and her child was poisoned because she slept with the person beside her for ten years.
She can’t hold on.
But I think that’s what it means to have no way out.
The young master married Tingting’s cousin.
The young lady was very happy. She wanted to see the young master’s baby born.
With this strength, she passed her 25th birthday. The day the
young master’s child was born, the doctor completely declared that the young lady’s life was coming to an end.
The emperor didn’t believe it. He broke a lot of things.
He is no longer the gentle prince, nor the kind father who teases Ah Xu with the young lady. He is just a man who can’t keep his lover.
I think he’s a little pathetic. I don’t think so,
little lady.
Because she wrote in my hand, let him out.
She won’t see him.
She wanted to die quietly.
(17)
Even when the emperor was asked to go out, he was not stable. He stayed at the door and refused to leave.
I still think he’s sick.
The young lady took me by the hand. I approached her quietly and heard her say in my ear, “You have worked hard all these years.”
I know. The little lady is not dumb. She just doesn’t want to talk to him. Say one
more word, and you will feel sick.
I also know that in the years of Ah Xu, when he moved the sweet-scented osmanthus tree to the palace, when he invited the sweet-scented osmanthus cake maker into the courtyard, and when he wanted to have a home with the young lady, the young lady liked him.
The young lady made a brand-new purse and wanted to give it to the emperor, but she didn’t send it out after all.
Just like the little lady’s love, he would never hear it.
(18)
The young lady died in winter.
She doesn’t like this season. She doesn’t have the sweet osmanthus cake she likes.
Even after many years, she was no longer a little girl who liked to eat sweets, she did not like this season. In this season,
she lost too many people, no father, no brother, no children, no husband, no home.
Finally. And I lost myself.
The emperor asked me if she had said anything? What are you
talking about? All these years,
she kept her mouth shut and didn’t say a word to you.
Are you afraid of what you say?
Do I like you, or do I hate you?
I don’t know, and no one knows.
Prince Fanwai
(1)
Before he was five years old, the prince was very happy.
He was a direct descendant of Zhonggong, and the emperor loved the empress and doted on the little prince.
At that time, he walked sideways in the whole palace. When he was
younger, the little prince rode on the emperor’s neck all day, scaring his father-in-law and Mammy to kneel on the ground and beg for mercy.
But the emperor just laughed and said that my son had the courage, so that he could inherit the throne in the future!
In those years, the emperor would not give the moon even if the little prince wanted the stars.
Fortunately, although the little prince is naughty, but will not want stars, not how difficult for the people around him. When
the little prince was five years old, the empress fell ill. The disease was so fierce that one after another, the medicine was not good. The little prince was very worried and stayed in front of the empress’s bed every day.
The queen is a very gentle mother, as long as she is awake, she smiles at the little prince and touches his head, her eyes full of reluctance.
The emperor also came, their young husband and wife, naturally there are true feelings.
Most of the time, the empress was asleep, the emperor was at the head of the bed, the little prince was at the end of the bed, and there was no sound in the air except for the strong fragrance of medicine.
That should be the most harmonious period of time between the little prince and the emperor’s father and son.
One day, the spirit of the empress was much better. After she cleaned up carefully, she put on the hairpin that she shared with the emperor and wore the emperor’s favorite light yellow, waiting for the emperor to come.
The empress waited for a long time that day. The emperor should be busy with his official duties. He didn’t come until it was dark.
The empress coaxed the little prince to sleep, and she told him that if he went to bed early, he would eat two more osmanthus cakes tomorrow.
This kind of sweet food, the empress always forbids the little prince to eat too much, afraid that he will eat bad teeth at a young age.
The wind was very cool, but the empress did not want to rest. She lit the lamp, as if she were determined to wait for the emperor to come, or she knew that the emperor would come.
After a long time, so long that I secretly yawned a lot, the emperor came.
That night, the emperor and the empress chatted for a long time. They talked about many interesting things when they were young. They lamented the passage of time. They also went to see the little prince in his sleep and analyzed who his eyebrows and eyes looked like.
Finally, the empress used the friendship of more than ten years as a knife to gently force the emperor to make a decree that he would never make a queen again.
The next day, the empress left her young son alone and died.
The little prince cried sadly, and his white and tender little face turned red with his hoarse cry.
He did not want to leave the emperor.
He lost his mother, and he couldn’t lose his father. It was at that time that
I went to serve the prince.
Because I took care of the empress for the longest time, the little prince would pester me and ask me to tell stories when he missed his mother.
But in two years, the little prince grew up.
Because the emperor’s favorite concubine Liu gave birth to ten princes.
The emperor was not childless, the empress was kind-hearted, and the sisters in the harem lived in harmony. For many years, the emperor and the empress had a harmonious relationship, and the concubines in the harem had no other thoughts.
But now it’s different. The palace is empty, and people in the harem are impetuous.
Even if two hearts have promised each other, death is empty.
Liu was doted on and had a child, and he was in the limelight for a while.
(2)
The little prince didn’t care.
He had many younger brothers and sisters. When the empress was still alive, she always taught him to have a benevolent heart. He was very kind to his younger brothers and sisters.
He just doesn’t have a mother. He has a father.
Father misses his mother as much as he does.
On the anniversary of the death of the empress, the emperor would stay with him for a whole day. During the day, he would laze openly on the emperor’s knee and make faces at his teacher secretly in the morning. The emperor only patted his little buttocks as a warning, but he was not angry.
Until the evening, the emperor took him with him. Late at night, they stayed together in the bedroom of the empress. The emperor would talk to him a lot. About their own childhood, about the empress’s childhood, about their past.
The little prince fell asleep as he listened.
Sleeping sweetly, he had his mother in the dream, and he held his father’s hand tightly outside the dream. Nothing was different from before.
Until the day when the tenth prince was one year old.
The little prince liked his younger brother, who was 7 years younger than him. He asked me if he was as cute as his younger brother when he was young?
I said to him, “The little prince is the loveliest in the world.”
This is the truth, when the little prince was young, his face was very white, round, chubby, red lips and white teeth, wrapped in a small quilt embroidered with gold thread, just like New Year painting dolls in a drawing book.
If he is hungry or urinating, he does not cry, but blinks his big eyes like grapes and bites his little finger to look at you, which makes you feel so guilty that you want to give him all the delicious and interesting food in the world.
Ten princes are also lovely, but far less than little prince!
But some people don’t think so, and they have to compete for a higher position. When
Liu called the little prince in the past, I was going to stop him, but the little prince really liked his little brother.
The child is still young, and I can’t bear not to give him this wish.
So, in full view of the public, the little prince fed the ten princes a small cake, which was the favorite of the little prince-osmanthus cake. When
I came back, the little prince was very happy. He said to me, “My brother is smiling at me. He is smiling very happily.”
That night, the ten princes were allergic. He had a rash all over his body, and the whole palace was in a mess.
The imperial physician stayed in the palace, and Liu cried as if she were dying, saying that if anything happened to her child, she would go with her.
Her voice was so loud that it could be heard as far away as her palace gate.
So. How could the prince’s age be so vicious? He also cut through the palace wall and fell into the ears of the little prince who came in a hurry.
The little prince didn’t go in.
He was in a daze for a long time. Maybe it was too cold. When he looked at me, his eyes were red.
He said, “Not me.”
I said, “I know, not the prince.” After standing for a long time,
the little prince suddenly walked quickly to the queen’s bedroom.
I think he should miss the empress.
I stood guard carefully outside the door.
Hearing the little prince crying in a low voice inside, he was afraid that if he was too loud, the empress would worry about him.
He cried for a long time. After he
came out, he was no longer the little prince who would hold me and act like a spoiled child.
He understood that he had no mother, but his father was still the father of many people, so.
He doesn’t have a father.
He’s all by himself.
(3)
In fact, the emperor has been here.
Perhaps from his heart, he did not believe that the prince would do such a thing.
But ten Wang Ye small group, Liu’s charming face, let him hesitate, doubt.
He’s not just the father of one.
Later, the prince never ate sweet osmanthus cake, never held his younger brother and sister, and never went to the palace of the empress.
He became silent and calm, but he did not seem cold, only lonely.
I think it would be great if someone could accompany the prince. The first time
the prince met Miss Xiaoyue of the General’s Office was at her five-year-old birthday party.
The General’s Office has been passed down for a hundred years and served two generations of emperors.
In order to show the grace of heaven, the 12-year-old prince attended the birthday banquet of the young lady of the General’s Office for the emperor.
The young lady was dressed in a bright red cloak, with a pink jacket inside, wrapped in a hairy layer of short hair. The general loved her very much at first sight. Since she entered the door, the general had been putting her in his arms.
The young lady has a pair of big eyes, glittering and shining, and her eyes are rolling around like obsidian. Not afraid of strangers,
she turned around curiously on the general’s shoulder. As soon as she moved, the tassels on her head shook with her. The step shaking was also exquisite, and there seemed to be a small bell in the layers.
Tingling, ringing, ringing, ringing.
People can not help but have been looking at her, the prince also looked at her, so on the eyes.
The young lady babbled at him and said something from a distance, and the general came to the prince with her in his arms.
“Brother, big brother.” Young lady has a pair of small milk sound, tender.
“It is His Royal Highness.” The general gently corrected her.
Prince.. Elder brother She looked at the prince with bright eyes and called him seriously.
“Mmm.” His Royal Highness reached out and touched her hairy hair.
The young lady laughed, showed her little white teeth, and stretched out her little arm to be held by the prince.
I was just about to stop her, but the prince had already taken her.
The young lady leaned close to the prince, quietly biting her little ear with him, telling him some little secret, and then took out something from the inner layer of the jacket and gave it to the prince with the general on his back. When she was taken away by the
general, she looked at the prince, and her eyes smiled into a small crescent moon. When I came out
of the house, I asked the prince what the young lady had said to him? His Royal
Highness thought for a long time and got on the frame in silence.
Approaching the palace gate, he opened the curtain and called me.
“Mammy.”
I walked up quickly.
“What’s the matter, Your Highness?”
He quickly unfolded his palm and immediately withdrew it, as if I could rob him a second later.
It is a piece of osmanthus cake wrapped tightly.
It is rare to see the prince’s young heart, and I intend to tease him.
“Your Highness won’t eat it either. It’s better to give it to the maidservant.”
“You wish!” The boy’s hard voice came out almost immediately.
I laughed at him quietly, perhaps the laughter was not so small, and the young man became angry from embarrassment.
“Stop the car!”
The frame slowly stopped outside the palace gate, and the teenager lifted the curtain and got off the frame. She said
to me seriously, “She said, give what you like to the person you like.”
I wanted to laugh again and tried to endure it.
I said, “The maidservant knows, Your Highness. This is for you.”
Hearing this, the young man laughed, happily dropped the curtain, and walked back to the palace. The setting sun on the
palace road was just right, and the shadow of the young man was very long.
Perhaps it was my illusion that he seemed to be a young boy in those days, and when he was happy, he would bounce and walk.
Warm orange light fell on the corner of his eyes, flashing, all smiling.
Now the little boy has grown up, across the cold shell, to accompany him to grow up Mammy is not willing to show, is a little girl’s love.
I sometimes wonder if the prince would show mercy if something could go back to the past to record this second, whether to the little lady of the General’s Office or to himself.
Unfortunately, no, just like I remember it so clearly, I still can’t stop everything behind it.
(4)
His Royal Highness grew up very fast, and the reality did not allow him to grow slowly. The ten princes grew up gradually, and the emperor’s partiality became more and more obvious. In addition to his own crown prince, the chips in the hands of
His Royal Highness are only some of the affection between the deceased empress and the emperor, but time flies, what is those affection?
It’s nothing.
The emperor abandoned his promise to his wife and set up a queen.
He took the crown prince to cry for a long time in the bedroom of the empress, saying that the harem was uncertain, that his new queen would treat the crown prince well, that he needed a virtuous wife, and that he knew the empress would understand him.
Say. He will apologize to the empress when he goes underground.
Every word is spoken with sincerity.
The prince shed tears together and said, “Father, don’t care too much. Mother can understand. She can understand you.”.
If she had knowledge in her grave, she wouldn’t want you to live a lonely life.
The emperor patted the prince’s hand and said, “Good boy, he is really a good boy of his father.”
Out of the palace, the prince’s eyes were cold.
“Mammy.” He called me in a cold voice.
“His Royal Highness.” I am a little perturbed, the prince is too different, which makes me tremble.
He looked me up and down. After a long time, he asked, “Do you think my mother would be considerate of my father if she knew?”
The autumn wind was bleak, I was cold all over, and I knelt down quickly.
“Your Royal Highness, the maidservant doesn’t know. The maidservant doesn’t dare to guess what the empress is thinking.”
I stammered, leaving only the sound of the wind in my ears.
The boy raised his head and kept silent. After
a long time, he suddenly opened his mouth and said, “That’s all. Get up.”
He walked ahead and said slowly, “How can you be considerate?”
I lowered my eyes and thought, the prince is right, the empress will not understand the emperor, decades of love, but want to save their children, the emperor now do so, who can understand?
My body is cold, the prince knows that the emperor is acting, he can also accompany him to act.
He wept, and so did the prince.
When he laughs, the prince laughs. Does
he know that the prince hates him? Under
one man and above ten thousand, he is lonely and helpless.
I still have the same idea as before, if only someone could accompany the prince. It would be nice
to make him less lonely. The
opportunity came quickly, and the new empress really had no children and loved the prince.
She said she wanted to marry her niece to the crown prince.
Be the imperial concubine.
I looked at the portrait, on which stood a woman named Rouer, with curved eyes when she smiled.
Somehow, I remembered the little lady of the General’s Office a few years ago.
The little girl shining like the sun in the sky.
Unexpectedly, the prince closed the scroll and said, “I don’t want to.”
The empress’s face froze, and they all knew that this was a harmless marriage.
The empress had no children, and she was bound to use something to keep her glory. His
Royal Highness is the best choice.
And for His Royal Highness, this is also the best opportunity. A chance for a
smooth succession.
But he wouldn’t. He said he wouldn’t.
Because he has a sweetheart.
(5)
The empress was calmer than I expected, and she quickly gave a solution.
She said, “Let’s go in together, and Rouer will be right and she will be right.”
She’s giving in and forcing the crown prince to give in.
The prince was silent for a long time, but he knelt down and said, “My heart is pleased with her, and I don’t want her to be my side.”
His Royal Highness did not give in, and he did not give in in the name of offending the empress.
I thought the empress would be angry, but she just smiled and lifted the prince up and whispered, “The prince is still young, and so is Rouer. Wait a little longer. There’s no hurry.”
I know, the empress is displeased, do not let that inexplicable woman for the side, also let the empress’s niece for the side? Who is
that woman?
I’d like to know.
Of course, I soon found out, because the prince saw it. The young lady of the
General’s Office, shaking the small bell on her head, clanged and handed the ten princes a small purse. The two pieces of red flying on
her cheeks are the girl’s worries.
Not for other human beings. The prince drank a lot of wine
that day and got drunk for the first time.
He staggered to the palace of the empress, without turning on a single light, and talked drunkenly about children.
I stood at the door and heard a lot of things I shouldn’t have heard.
He said, “Mother, my heart is pleasing, and my heart is pleasing to others.”
I can hear that he likes the young lady of the General’s Office.
He said, “Mother, I hate Little Ten.”
I think, really should hate, do not know from which day, the ten princes robbed the prince’s father, and now, he got the heart of the people he liked.
You should hate it.
He also said, “Mother, I miss you very much.”
“Mother, I don’t want to be like my father. I just want to be with her. I want her to be my wife.”
I looked around, but there was no one around.
It’s okay, otherwise it’s disrespectful. As expected,
the prince was still disgusted with the fact that the emperor had set up the queen again. He hated his father and was ashamed of his mother. What
can we do? His Royal
Highness was more resourceful than I thought, and he entered the Imperial Study the next day.
Be sure to marry the young lady
of the General’s Office. In
that room, the emperor asked him why he wanted to marry her.
The general’s office has served the king for generations and will never risk his daughter’s marriage. For the first time in many years,
the crown prince took advantage of the dead empress, kneeling on the ground with his back straight.
He said, “My child, I want to be married to her for the rest of my life.”
The emperor squinted and burst out laughing.
He asked the prince, “How are you going to keep your position?”
“Does it depend on what you want to do with her forever?”
The emperor said to him almost coldly, “I need a child who can inherit the country, not a man who can only be romantic.”
“If you don’t take the crown prince’s position, you can give it to someone else.”
It was a mockery from the emperor, laughing at what he wanted to ask for others when his fate was still in his hands.
His Royal Highness is quick to reflect. He has always been a clever boy.
He immediately knelt down and begged to marry the daughter of the Shangshu family and the young lady of the General’s Office.
Check and balance, this is the way of the king. One second before he left the
door, the voice of the emperor still reached the ears of the prince. He said, “Prince, let me see what you can do.” Ability
to prove your suitability for this position. His Royal
Highness stood in front of the door, with a chill wind behind him and a bright light in front of him, which hurt his eyes.
It’s like I’m going to cry.
I helped him back, and he said, “Mammy, I can marry her.” There was a
snap and something fell on the back of my hand. Whose tears
are they.
(6)
Later, the young lady entered the door, still so carefree, like a little sun.
But the prince did not go to see her, he always secretly looked at her, to see her do anything, but can not go to see her.
He needed some strength, and now that he had lost the support of the queen’s mother’s family, he needed the general’s office.
I don’t know if he wants to use the little lady, but at this point, he can only use the little lady.
Later, he got the help of the General’s Office as he wished.
Also. I lost my first child.
He had the evidence in his hand, but he said something I didn’t understand.
The next day, all the evidence proved that the little lady had done it.
I know that he sacrificed a part of himself and got the weakness of the ten princes.
He would still quietly pay attention to the little lady’s movements, and then drink by himself. His Royal
Highness got more, and he began to pursue more urgently.
That year, he married Zoe.
In the same year, the general died a heroic death.
Some people were jealous of what he got, and His Royal Highness was even more ruthless.
That year, he killed his second child with his own hands.
Kill the person you hate the most, so that he can never turn over.
Before long, the emperor’s health became worse and worse. On the day of his
death, he called the prince to his bed and said, “Well done, my son.”
I.. It’s time to apologize like your mother. Do you think she’ll forgive me? “No,” said
the prince coldly. “You are selfish, indifferent, and mean to the extreme.”
“She won’t forgive you.” His Royal
Highness stood beside the emperor’s bed, looking down at his father, I lowered my head in a trance, the child who would pull his father’s clothes to sleep, which day became like this?
Is the emperor ruthless, or is the emperor ruthless?
That night, the emperor died.
The prince hurried back and tied up the ten princes with his own hands.
He looked at his hand and asked me, “Mammy, will my mother forgive me?”
I kept my head down and said, “The maidservant doesn’t dare to guess what the empress is thinking.”
He chuckled and said, “You don’t forgive me either.”
“The maidservant does not dare.”
“She doesn’t forgive me either.”
「……」
Young son of heaven, dare not walk into the young lady’s bedroom.
He can’t stop. What was the
first intention? He doesn’t remember. He did not
remember kneeling on the cold ground and begging to marry the young lady. He abandoned the
lonely and brave love.
The young lady was pregnant, and he was very happy, very happy, and even for a while I seemed to see the prince when he was young.
The good times did not last long, the court was in turmoil, and the ten princes had many henchmen.
The emperor began draft.
The former court and the harem are closely related.
The young lady gave birth to a child, and he began to be an ordinary couple with her within his power.
During that time, the little lady’s eyes were also bright.
She looked at the second prince, who was such a gentle mother.
Changes were always sudden, and the emperor’s momentary softness of heart left him with future trouble.
The empress knew the truth of that year, the truth of her child’s death.
Later, she killed the emperor’s most important child with the little lady.
Later, the young lady also knew.
She no longer spoke, nor did she face the emperor.
She can do too little to fight, only in their own world, in this way to resist.
The emperor was very sad, but he was no longer the helpless man he had been when he was young.
He has too many choices and too many temptations. Sometimes
I want to ask him if he still remembers the promise of a pair of young people for a lifetime.
I think he’ll say he doesn’t remember.
But I always think wrong. On the day of the
young lady’s death, it snowed heavily and was clean and white.
The emperor stood outside her bedroom and never saw her for the last time.
Because she doesn’t want to see him. At the moment when the overwhelming cries of the
palace people came into his ears, the majestic emperor seemed to be in disbelief and his eyes were red.
He walked blankly, like a lost child. In a daze
, he walked up the pipe and looked at a ray of sunlight that was struggling out of the dark clouds. He asked me in a daze, “Mammy, do you know what she just said?”
I saluted respectfully and said, “The maidservant doesn’t know.”
“She said, give what you like to the person you like.”
The sun went back into the clouds and refused to rise, and I froze and did not move.
If the soul had not gone far, would the young lady have heard this? How long ago
was that.
How long. How long ago.
You can’t go back.
It’s all hard to explain.
It’s all unknown. It
‘s all.. It shouldn’t be.
Next life, don’t meet each other.
Author: I will beat you if you make trouble again.
