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When I blocked the school grass at the door of the toilet, I never thought that this man was known for his difficulty in chasing
. Have had a crush on me for many years.
I just wanted money, but he gave me a lot of love.
I was hung on the wall of confession, with pictures and texts, scolding me for being skittish and flirting with countless
men.
They were all taken secretly when I sent love letters on my behalf. In the
photo, the man is handsome and fresh, all of them are handsome; the woman has short hair and is neat, all of them are
me.
For a time, I became the public enemy of all the girls in the school.
That night, I blocked the school grass Shen Xingyuan at the door of the men’s toilet.
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“Be my boyfriend.” I’ll come straight to the point.
“Why me?” Shen Xingyuan lowered his eyes and looked lazy. The face reflected the sunset glow on the horizon, and it was a beautiful and romantic face of its own, with the color of bringing disaster to the common people
.
I touched his chin and looked him up and down. “That’s easy, because you’re not easy to chase.”
“If it’s not easy to catch you, how dare you?” He let out a snort of laughter through his nasal cavity and pulled wildly.
I don’t mind his bad temper at all. “It’s no good not to go up. Who told you to be famous
enough?” It is
loud enough to remove all the obstacles on my career line and break the deadlock caused
by the wall of confession.
I can assure you that as long as he agrees to be my boyfriend, my career will not be affected,
but will be better.
“Sorry, I have a girlfriend.” He raised his chin and pulled it cool.
“Again!” As soon as he said this, I couldn’t help but say, “As the saying goes, no matter whether it’s a mule
or a horse that comes out for a walk, you can walk it if you can!”
I heard that he claimed to have a girlfriend when he was a freshman, and he didn’t change it for three years. But no one has ever seen him
close to any girl.
Over time, everyone just listened to it as a joke.
He looked at me disdainfully from his nostrils and said, “Che, why should I show you?”
“Brother, we have to seek truth from facts. It doesn’t matter if we don’t have it.” I patted him
on the shoulder in a friendly way. “No, did you get it?”
School grass Shen Xingyuan, unruly, not human, the South School Wind and Cloud List is famous for being difficult to serve.
Since I opened the business of writing and passing on love letters, I have handed him at least a hundred love letters, and without exception, he threw them all into the trash can.
But his face was too ostentatious, and the fans went forward one after another to secure his position as the number one donor. I
forgot to say that my friendship with Shen Xingyuan was based on more than one hundred love letters.
Song Ran, do you know how valuable the title of Shen Xingyuan’s girlfriend is? What makes you think I want to be your boyfriend? He bent down close to me and drawled out his coda.
“Correction, nominal!” I rolled my eyes. “You do this for me, and I’ll find someone to substitute for you for a long time. How about that?”
“My brother is excellent in both character and learning. He never misses a class or fails a course.” He held out a long, bony finger and shook it mercilessly in front of me. “Even if I want to skip class, I never lack a substitute.”
“Well,” I thought for a moment, then reluctantly said, “I’ll give you 20% of my future income. How about that?”
“I’m not short of money either.” He refused again.
I
Tall, handsome, rich, never had a girlfriend-I had a flash of lightning in my mind and suddenly figured out the key. “Shen Xingyuan, you don’t like men, do you?!” I was so shocked that I didn’t control
the volume. As soon as
the voice fell, two figures behind me flashed by at a high speed, bringing up the wind. In the courtyard of
the Yifu Building, you can still hear the echo of “I like men.”.
Not surprisingly, the news that “Shen Xingyuan is gay” will fly to every corner of the
Southern School tonight. When I
discovered a new business opportunity, I turned around and wanted to run–where
to go! Shen Xingyuan dragged me into the men’s toilet and kicked the
door.
My eyes widened. He wouldn’t be so angry that he wanted to beat me out of anger, would he?
Although my skin is rough and my bones are hard, I can’t carry his black belt in Taekwondo!
“Don’t be impulsive. Impulse is the devil.” I helped him to breathe sigh of relief and
vowed to be loyal, “It’s 2021, don’t worry, no matter you are 0 or 1,
I won’t look down on you!”
“Which eye did you see that I like a man?” His proud eyes were filled with
anger.
“I overstepped my authority. Whether you like a man or a woman, it’s your freedom
to choose a spouse.” I clasped my hands together and begged for mercy. “Brother, I know I’m wrong. I beg you to let me go.” He stared at me and did not speak.
“Shen Hsing-yuan, you refused my courtship and hurt my heart. Are we
even?” I pointed to the row of small pools. “Business is not benevolent and righteous
, and this is not the place for me to stay. You see,”
he turned to look at it and laughed angrily. “When you blocked me in the door of the toilet, you
were never shy!”.
“It’s a business need. Who told you to avoid me?” I gave a dry laugh. Don’t
start.
Our school’s men’s and women’s toilets, the door is facing, are L-shaped, concealment is very good,
greatly facilitating my blocking. One third of my love letters are handed
out at the door of the toilet.
He glanced at me and said, “I’m avoiding you, but don’t you think about why?”
“I can disappear right now!” I leaned against the door, intending to grease the soles of my feet.
“Sung Ran, it’s not impossible to be your boyfriend.” He raised his long arm and blocked
my way.
“No, no.” I waved my hand again and again. “You know, I only love money. I’m not interested in men
.”. I’m going to make an announcement tonight, saying that I’m a lesbian.
Before I had finished speaking, my lips were soft. I looked at Shen Xingyuan’s handsome
face, which was close at hand, and I was confused. His long eyelashes trembled slightly, like the wings of a butterfly flapping gently, and his eyes were black
and heavy, like a bottomless pool, capturing my soul. At least half of the girls in the
school like Shen Xingyuan, and I am no exception. But I have only
dared to call him brother, and I have never dared to show any love.
And this kiss, directly on my disguised bromance, tore a huge hole
.
I indulged without any suspense. Is there anyone
in there? Cleaning up.
The door was knocked suddenly, and the voice of the cleaning aunt came from outside. As if waking up from a dream,
I pushed Shen Xingyuan away.
He straightened up, raised his voice and replied, “Yes,” and directly persuaded the janitor to quit.
You.. What do you mean? I took two steps back and felt my heart beating like thunder.
“Kiss you, and prove that I like women.” He has a wicked smile wrapped
around the corners of his eyes and the tips of his eyebrows. He looks like a scoundrel. “Why, do you have feelings for men?” My
cheek twitched and I choked and couldn’t speak.
It turned out to be a disciple. I asked him to pretend to be my boyfriend. I was blinded by lard!
“Why say you’re a GL when you’re clearly a BG?” In his spare time
, he wiped the saliva from his lips, commanding him with an imposing manner. “Song Ran, as you wish, I will be your boyfriend from today on.”. But for one thing, when I need you, you have to be available
.
“Can I go back on my word?” I gnashed my teeth and spoke bitterly.
“No.” Despite my protests, he grabbed my hand and took a picture.
“OK, you can go.” When he finished, he let go and played
with his mobile phone in the toilet.
I opened the toilet door angrily, took a deep breath of fresh air outside, and calmed
down.
Then he decisively lifted his legs, kicked people and ran away at one go.
That night, I saw the love announcement issued by Shen Xingyuan in the circle of friends.
Shen Xingyuan: Song Ran, a sophomore in Wenyuan, is the elder brother’s woman.
The accompanying picture shows two hands holding hands together. In the background frame, the shining
pool of the men’s toilet on the fourth floor of the Yifu Building appears in the mirror.
Through the screen, I can smell the coquettish air.
I sent a screenshot of the picture and asked Shen Xingyuan what he meant.
He replies very quickly: “How, enough have sincerity?”? At least you are the first girlfriend that my brother has publicly admitted
, and you should cherish it. The thought of that prank kiss made my liver ache. Not to be outdone,
I logged on to my account and sent a confession wall.
Song Ran: The school grass made of iron, the people around the running water. Oneself Song Ran, generation writes, generation passes on love
letter, the price is fair, neither the old nor the young is deceived. Boyfriend Shen Xingyuan, sincerely invite the majority of senior students,
senior students and junior students to place orders to flirt.
The picture is a screenshot of Shen Xingyuan’s love announcement.
A minute later, Shen Xingyuan called.
Song Ran, you’ve gone too far! You’re just writing about senior schoolmates and junior schoolmates. Why do you have to add senior
schoolmates and junior schoolmates? As soon as I got through, I felt his anger.
I went to the balcony and closed the door with my backhand. “Shen Xingyuan, in order to cover up the fact that you are gay
, you can do that. What’s wrong with me writing a senior student?”
“For which?” He blurted out.
I didn’t have a good temper. “I know what I’m asking.”
The other side was obviously stupefied for a moment, and then flew into a rage. “Song Ran, say it again, I’m not
gay!”! I’ll just kiss you once. If you’re not satisfied, I’ll let you kiss back
! In my
mind, I suddenly saw his two lips, which were lustrous in color and moderate in shade. His smile
was cold and uninhibited, soft, glutinous and sweet, with the taste of jelly. It seems a good idea to
kiss back. “Song Ran, say something!” Shen Xingyuan roared again, “I order you to delete that
wall of confession!”
A word awakened the dreamer, and when I realized what I had just imagined, I suddenly felt ashamed
.
“Shen Xingyuan, what did you just say? My signal is not good. I can’t hear you. Hello..” I made
a ha-ha, hung up the phone decisively and turned it off. When I entered
the dormitory, I continued to write love letters for clients in the gossip of my roommates. I
just lost my concentration and made a lot of typos, which wasted a lot of my writing paper.
I closed my eyes and listened here, but I didn’t know that Shen Xingyuan was making waves there.
The next day, as usual, I sent a group positioning to the online newspaper.
The next second, hundreds of people’s names and their location information jumped out one after another-the little brothers who took classes within 500 meters of me
with me as the center of the circle.
I sent a task red envelope to express my gratitude, and then dealt with the unread messages-except for consulting
business and placing orders, the rest were gossip about my love affair
with the school grass.
I said that falling in love does not affect business, Shen Xingyuan’s list is correct, encouraging
them to be sincere and successful in appeasing them..
It’s just that when I went to deliver a love letter between classes, the target clients ran away when they saw me. I caught a few of them quickly and managed to complete a few orders.
This situation lasted for half a month, even Shen Xingyuan played with me missing, looking at the backlog
of orders into a mountain, I am very tired.
On the weekend, when I was charging in the library, I received a call from Shen Xingyuan.
“Nanmen Sauerkraut and Fish Restaurant. Six o’clock. Don’t be late.” His tone was as arrogant
as ever.
“No time.” I refused.
“Don’t regret not coming.” He just hung up the phone.
I rolled my eyes and continued to read.
At eight o’clock, on my way back to the dormitory, I received a strange call.
“Sister Ran, Brother Hsing-yuan has had too much to drink. We’re at the Nanmen Sauerkraut and Fish Restaurant. Can you come over
?” The voice of the other side is cautious.
“I’m not a sobering soup. Was it useful in the past?” I retorted with a word.
“But Brother Hoshihara won’t leave, and he’s clamoring for his girlfriend to pick him up.” Struggle
in a low voice over there.
I interrupted him in good time. “Did he say which girlfriend it was?”? Maybe it was
the one before? “The one before?” His voice was confused. “Brother Hsing-yuan has long said that his girlfriend’s name is Sung
Ran. Isn’t that you, Sister Ran?”
I am stupefied-I have always been Shen Xingyuan’s girlfriend? Why don’t I know
?
I held my cell phone and my brain cells were running fast.
Thinking about it, there is only one explanation, that is, Shen Xingyuan’s ex-girlfriend, also called Song Ran.
Thinking through this stubble, I hooked my lips with a wry smile-I didn’t expect that one day, I would become someone else’s stand-in because of my name
.
Shen Xingyuan promised to pretend to be my boyfriend and help me stop Youyou. Then it’s okay if I pretend to be his girlfriend
“Sung Ran” and set up an affectionate persona for him.
Mutual benefit, no one owes anyone.
“Sister Ran, are you still there?” Make a weak sound over there.
“I see. I’ll be right there.” I answered his request. “By the way, what’s your name
?”
“My name is Lu Chen, and I’m from the Academy of Fine Arts.” The voice over there was even lower. “I
‘m sorry to bother you, Sister Ran.” After the
phone hung up, I always felt that the name of Lu Chen sounded familiar.
I rubbed my cell phone and thought for a while before I remembered the newly sealed courtyard
grass of the freshman Academy of Fine Arts, which seemed to be called Lu Chen. I opened the tip group and tentatively sent more than a dozen names.
A minute later, I looked at the messages sent by the informants and sighed. At this moment, the positions of the prominent male gods in
various departments are all directed at the
South Gate Pickled Cabbage and Fish Restaurant!
So, this is a premeditated-Hongmen banquet?!
This period of time, one two hide me to hide tightly, originally all is waiting here!
I felt a thick stack of love letters in my bag and decided to go to the meeting alone.
As soon as I entered Shen Xingyuan’s box, several sharp-eyed people took the lead in calling me “sister-in-law.” Others
followed suit. The sound of
“sister-in-law” rises and falls one after another, and such famous scenes have quite the visual sense of
a big brother woman in the old society. It is a pity that it is a
“fake,” and I cannot hide my bitterness in my heart.
I tidied up my mood and smiled at a room full of beautiful faces.
Beautiful men are everywhere, no, the taste of money! The cups and plates
on the table were in a mess, and it seemed that they were almost eaten. My eyes wandered around
, and I finally found the “culprit,” Shen Hsing-yuan, on the sofa in the corner.
He was lying on his back, muttering, “I won’t go. I want my girlfriend to pick me up.”
I was not in a hurry to deal with him either. I closed the door of the box with my backhand, took a chair and sat down behind the door. I took out a love letter from my bag and picked out Shen Xingyuan’s name alone. “If you call out your name, come and get it yourself. Don’t let me arrest anyone again.”
Everyone’s eyes were flying everywhere, but they didn’t say anything. Half of the
love letters were sent out, and two believers were not there. Someone volunteered to send them for me, but I refused.
Since I started this service, I have said that all love letters will be handed to their sweethearts through my hands, and I have to do what I say. When the
order was more than half finished, I got up and kicked the chair away and opened the door.
“The letters all have the woman’s contact information. As usual, if you don’t love her, please don’t hurt her.” With a big wave of my hand, I looked like I was seeing the guest off. “Shen Hsing-yuan, leave it to me. Let’s go. Be careful on the way.”
They looked at each other and ran away, and the last one took the door of the box thoughtfully.
I went to the edge of the sofa and leaned over to tease Shen Xingyuan. “Handsome boy, what’s your name?”
“I don’t change my name when I walk, and I don’t change my surname when I sit.” With a wave of his big hand, he answered simply. I was amused. “Then look, who am I?”
He sat up on the sofa and looked at me in a daze for a long time. Song
Ran?
“Which Song Ran?” I am unrelenting.
He giggled, “My girlfriend, Song Ran!” When he is
sober, his eyes are always higher than top, and he is always domineering. At this time
, he is sharp and cute. I can’t help but feel soft in my heart.
Just, love but not, affectionate wrong pay, this is the normal state of the world.
It’s hard for him. He has good grades, looks good, and is surrounded by flowers and plants, but he still has deep feelings for his first
love, Sung Ran.
I suppressed my admiration for the other, Song Ran, and reached out and pinched Shen Hsing-yuan’s beautiful
face. “Can I still walk?”
“Can..” He stood straight up and walked out, out of the devil’s step.
It seems that I am very drunk. I will follow quickly.
As soon as I got out of the box, a young man with an artistic air stood at the door. Seeing me, he said hurriedly,
“Sister Ran, no, sister-in-law, the bill has already been settled. Brother Xingyuan, do you need my help
?” The
voice was quite familiar. I glanced at him. “Lu Chen?” “Yes, I am.” He nodded hurriedly. The business of this pickled cabbage and fish restaurant
at the South Gate was booming. There were a lot of people eating at this time. Seeing that Shen Xingyuan
was going to bump into a person, I hurried up to hold him.
He was all right, and all his weight was leaning towards me, even though I was 175, and my legs
were weak.
Looking very thin, the weight is not light, I quickly turned back to call Lu Chen to help.
Out of the pickled cabbage and fish restaurant, Shen Xingyuan walked directly in the opposite direction of the south gate, and nine cows could not be pulled
back.
Just as Shen Xingyuan and I were seesawing, Lu Chen pointed in one direction and said, “Sister-in-law
, brother Xingyuan lives in that neighborhood.”
I looked in the direction he pointed and turned around. “Lead the way.”
“All I know is which neighborhood Brother Hoshihara lives in, and which household..” Lu Chen grimaced
. “I don’t know.”
I
I looked at the drunkard on my shoulder, then looked at the innocent little white rabbit in front of me, and decided
to leave. I
don’t know, I just walked on my front foot, and my back foot was hugged at the waist.
6 “Ran Ran, don’t go..” Shen Xingyuan fell on my shoulder, and as soon as I slanted my head, I saw
his hairy head.
The summer shirt was cool, his hot breath sprayed on the side of my neck, the heat on my body kept coming through the thin
clothes, and I was stiff and unable to move. The
strange and familiar smell of orange, mixed with the smell of tipsy wine, wrapped me heavily.
Lu Chen uncomfortably turned his head away and stood aside as a human standing card. When I
recovered, I tried to break Shen Xingyuan’s hand, but he hugged me so tightly that I couldn’t break it at all
.
This is, think of the ex-girlfriend again, began to play drunk crazy?
I suppressed my sourness: I couldn’t hit
my boyfriend in the face in public when I “begged” him.
Fortunately, there was cover of darkness, and there were several lovey-dovey couples on the side, but there was no
big noise.
Lu Chen, right? Let me ask you something. My eyes fell on Lu Chen. “Is Shen Hsing-yuan
in a bad mood?”
“Probably.” Lu Chen thought about it honestly. “Brother Xingyuan was quite
happy at first, but when he came back from a trip, he kept drinking, and no one could stop him.”
“I see. You go back first.” I took one look at the nearby lake and tried to smile
kindly. “I’ll sit with him by the lake and enjoy the wind while he sobers up.” “That’s troublesome for my sister-in-law.” Lu Chen turned around and entered the school gate step by step.
Without outsiders, I coaxed and cheated, dragged and hugged Shen Xingyuan to sit down on the artificial
bridge over the lake. When I
finally breathed a sigh of relief, I was sweating like rain.
I leaned against the railing and let out a long sigh.
Since the beginning of the wall of confession, my relationship with Shen Xingyuan has become more and more complicated and confusing, and
everything is developing in an uncontrollable direction. Now
I am more and more confused about whether it is right or wrong to find him as a fake boyfriend.
Anyway, it’s very abusive. I was awakened from my meditation by
a muffled sound.
I followed the sound and saw that someone who had been leaning against the railing had fallen on the cement deck.
He covered his head, struggled to sit up, and looked at me in a daze. “Where is this?”
“Off-campus.” I leaned close to him and looked into his eyes
at the nearby street lamp. “Do you remember where you live?” His
eyes were confused, and he looked around for a long time before he was sure of a direction. “There
.” I took a look at the long neck, and the direction was right.
“Do you remember which house?” I’m very patient.
He looked at me with an ignorant look on his face. He was as naive as he could be, and as dull as he could be
. “I’m so dizzy that I can’t remember clearly..”
I looked up and sighed, and I had to say-a drunken man is really difficult!
“Ran Ran, I feel bad. Sing a song for me.” Shen Xingyuan
came up again. My
temple jumped and I sat in the opposite direction. “No.”
Want to drink as a song to think of an old friend? No way!
“But I want to hear your voice.” He grabbed one of my arms and shook it gently. “No singing
, just saying something.” He
is so clingy that he is different in peacetime. If he had not been allowed to become a sperm after the founding of the People’s Republic of China, I
would have suspected that he was possessed by an unknown creature.
I just don’t know if he can tell which Song Ran is in front of him now.
I squinted at him and remembered the stack of love letters I hadn’t given him in my bag. Some are written by customers
themselves, some are written by me imitating handwriting, and the weight is not light.
However, in the hands of Shen Xingyuan, there was only one end: he didn’t even look at it and threw
it all away. At least I have my painstaking efforts, and every time I let him spoil it like this, it is a waste of my efforts.
“Cough..” I cleared my throat and faced death unflinchingly. “I’ll read you a love
poem.”
The night was just right, and I clearly saw that the bright
stars suddenly lit up in his stagnant eyes. After reading the
love letter, Shen Xingyuan woke up. In a good mood,
he directed me to restore the love letter, then rolled it into his arms, and Shi Shiran went
home.
When I look at his back, I always feel that there is a trace of unspeakable weirdness.
Fortunately, after “taking care of” this giant Buddha, my career was finally back on track.
No, the peak. The male gods I saw
that night took the initiative to walk in front of me from time to time, and also called friends to form
a team.
It’s just that I’m a little confused about whether they’re here to lighten my burden or to appreciate what they
see as a “rare species.”.
Shen Xingyuan did not hide from me, and when I handed him a love letter again, he all accepted it with a smile
. Later, I learned that Shen Xingyuan only received love letters from me to him, and others sent
them, as if they were lost. As a result, my career of writing and passing on love letters on behalf of others has caused a small storm
in the South School.
My circle of contacts with Shen Xingyuan is getting closer and closer, and the situation of calling my sister-in-law is getting
worse and worse.
When they found out that Shen Xingyuan and I were just fake lovers, I was afraid it would end badly for a while. The fourth section
in the morning was Mao Gai. Near the end of the class, Shen Xingyuan sent a message asking me to go to the third canteen
for dinner.
Third, the canteen wins in the organic ingredients, the dishes are very delicious, but the price is also expensive.
I was in the Xingzhi group, and I was so close that I was afraid that he would become a demon again, so I replied,
“Yes.”.
Shen Xing was originally scheduled to be a box, I thought it was a multi-person dinner, did not expect only the two
of us, the dishes have been served.
“Is there a happy event?” I put down my bag, sat down opposite him and wiped my hands with wet wipes. He raised his
eyes lightly and said, “Isn’t
it natural to invite a girlfriend to dinner?”
I wiped my hands and looked up at him. “Are you serious, brother?”
“Mmm.” “Sung Ran, let’s be together,” he said with a restrained expression on his face.
I looked at him suspiciously. “Aren’t we already together?”
He fixed his eyes on me. “I want to be together without water.”
“Do you have a girl you like?” I couldn’t tell whether he was sincere or not, so I said tentatively, “I’ve seen your handwriting. If I have it, I can write you a love letter for free.” Those who are moved
first do not love first, and those who are moved later do not die. Ever since I knew that his ex-girlfriend was also called Song Ran, I have built a wall in my heart and always reminded myself to keep my heart and not cross the line.
He frowned slightly and was clearly unhappy. “Song Ran, are you wronged to be my girlfriend?”
“It has something to do with grievance.” I smiled and changed the subject bluntly. “Shen Hsing-yuan, you were interviewed by the school newspaper last year. Do you remember?”.
“What?” He froze for a moment. A reporter from
the school newspaper asked you if you had any girls you hated, and you said yes. When asked who it was, you said a name. I’ll stop at that point.
“Sung Ran, you really hold a grudge.” Probably remembering an old incident, he became angry from embarrassment. “Just kidding, who wants to be with you?”. For a woman like you who has money in her eyes, a boyfriend is really just a tool.
I smiled and said, “Yes, yes, I’m in the eye of money. I can’t compare with you.”
“Who says there’s no comparison?” He muttered in a low voice. I answered very seriously, “You are Prince Charming, and I am just a Cinderella who can’t wait for the prince
.”
My words were implicit and secret, and I was beating him as well as myself.
He was silent for a while, then picked up the serving chopsticks, picked up a piece of Niu Nan and put it on my plate, pretending
to be relaxed. “Eat vegetables, eat vegetables. If you don’t eat them, they’ll get cold.”
I smiled, picked it up and chewed it carefully in my mouth, but did not speak.
He looked as if nothing had happened, but I could clearly feel that his mood was somewhat depressed. In
my impression, Shen Xingyuan is arrogant, arrogant and arrogant, and has never
been a warm-hearted person.
These days, he is trying to pull me into his circle without any trace, without being far-fetched and making
do with it.
Combined with his performance today, I feel that I can’t understand him more and more.
After dinner, I transferred 200 yuan to Shen Xingyuan, marked AA.
He confiscated it and asked me to buy him a week’s pure milk tea. The one on the first floor of the service center is
normal ice and sweet.
I have all the departments, all the grades of the schedule, but also have a tip group can get any
information, send milk tea, nothing. I thought about it and answered.
Next, I will send a red envelope to the group every morning, 30 yuan, only
one, and ask the person who grabs it to go to the first floor of the service center to buy a cup of normal ice, three sweet
pure milk tea to Shen Xingyuan, and declare that Song Ran bought it.
A cup of milk tea costs more than ten yuan, and there is a fair and aboveboard opportunity to approach the school grass. The informants
not only have no opinion, but also take photos and punch in the group after completing the task.
Shen Xingyuan did not look for me again, and I myself avoided him as much as possible, even though
I had a love letter to him. On
the sixth day, after an informant finished the task, @ I said that Shen Xingyuan asked me to deliver the last cup of milk
tea in person. On
the seventh day, I had two classes that happened to be next to Shen Xingyuan’s classroom. When I passed the service
center, I stopped to buy milk tea.
“Sister Ran,” an informant passed by and saw me coming over. “Are you really in love
with Shen University?”
I raised my eyebrows. “What’s the matter?”
“Just curious.” She grimaced. When other people fall in love, they wish they could see each other a hundred times a day
. It’s all very well for you to write and deliver love letters for other people, but to buy milk tea for your boyfriend
you have to ask someone to do it for you. Are you creating an opportunity for your boyfriend to cheat?
I looked at her and was silent. If Shen Hsing-yuan had me in his heart, I would be happy to do it myself. Unfortunately, the “Sung Ran” he treasures in
his heart is not me.
Besides, it’s just a nominal boyfriend. What kind of cheating is that.
Just as the milk tea was ready, I took it and held it in my hand, smiling at her. “The school grass is always everyone
‘s, isn’t it good?”. When
she saw me behind her, her face suddenly changed, she gave me a compliment and ran away
.
My heart fell, looking back-
Shen Xingyuan wearing a sportswear, holding a basketball standing behind me, handsome face overcast
. All the boys
around him kept silent.
9
“Here is your milk tea.” I handed the milk tea to Shen Xingyuan. When he
didn’t answer, he asked me, “Who bought it the other day?”
“I don’t know.” At this point, I can only tell the truth: “Probably whoever gave it to me
bought it.”
“Song Ran, you are good.” With a smelly face, he passed me without even looking at the milk tea in my
hand. The boys ran past me and dared not say anything.
I’m a little confused-he’s the one who wants milk tea, and he’s the one who doesn’t.
Clearly a pair of fake lovers, do you want to get into the play so deeply?! He didn’t want
the cup of milk tea, and I drank it in one mouthful-it was sweet,
but it tasted bitter.
No matter what happens to Shen Xingyuan, my life has to go on.
Until one day a few messages popped up in the group.
Mickey Giao Giao House: Sister Ran, what is your boyfriend doing recently?
The reflex arc is very long: the same question.
True Social Fear: I don’t want to know where my father has gone, I just want to know where the stars have gone. [Shy
]
Radiator: What can I do to save you? Star’s girlfriend fans ~
Star is the pet name of Shen Xingyuan’s fans.
I replied with a confused “?”.
The North Wind knows what I mean: Sister Ran, are you blind? The school grass of Shen University has not come to school
for seven days.
Recently, I deliberately ignored the news of Shen Xingyuan. As soon as they said it, I remembered that the location information of Shen Xingyuan had not appeared in the group for a long time.
He lived alone outside the school. I felt a little uneasy. I called Lu Chen and asked him if he knew who was close to Shen Xingyuan and his class.
Lu Chen was silent for a long time before he said, “Sister Ran, Brother Hsing-yuan and his classmates don’t seem to have a good relationship.”
I was stunned. “Why?”
“I don’t know.” Lu Chen sighed, “I only heard that Xingyuan had a conflict with his classmates in the same dormitory last year, and then he moved out and alienated all his classmates.” It’s rare for
me to shake my mind. Although
Shen Xingyuan acts unruly, he has always been very popular. It’s the first time I’ve heard of him having a conflict with others. Dormitories in
the South School are arranged in alphabetical order, with four people in one room.
I called out Shen Xingyuan’s class roster, sorted by the first letter, eliminated the girls, and roughly determined the boys in the same dormitory with Shen Xingyuan.
I found the one who had a conflict with Shen Xingyuan, made an appointment to meet in the school coffee shop, and finally got the answer I wanted.
He had a conflict with Shen Xingyuan because he looked through a book on Shen Xingyuan’s desk without permission and read a love letter I wrote to Shen Xingyuan that fell out of the book.
He said that his roommates made fun of Shen Xingyuan’s collection of love letters written by the “King of Love Letters.” Unexpectedly, it was a trivial matter of a playful nature, but it eventually developed into a fight. Only then did
I realize that I, who was nothing special, actually had the good name of “King of Love Letters.”.
I poked and prodded him. What do you mean, “I wrote a love letter to Shen Hsing-yuan?”?
He told me that the love letter was signed by Song Ran, but the letter paper turned yellow, the handwriting faded a lot, and it looked a little old.
He also said that before Shen Xingyuan moved out of the dormitory, he threatened that everyone would rot this matter in their stomachs. In the future, whoever mentioned it would be beaten. Someone did not believe that he had violated the rules and was really beaten by Shen Xingyuan. He begged me not to reveal his name. Before
leaving, he solemnly apologized to me, saying that he had no malice at that time and asked me not to mind.
I didn’t have the nerve to tell him that I had written many love letters to Shen Xingyuan, but they were all in other people’s names, and it wasn’t me who wrote the love letter.
I sat alone in the coffee shop for a long time, and I had mixed feelings.
Occupying the position of Shen Xingyuan’s “current girlfriend” and sharing the same name with his ex-girlfriend is really a muddled account.
Shen Xingyuan did not answer the phone, did not return the message, and did not come to school.
Orders to his love letters can not be handed out, customers ask three times a day, quantitative change leads to qualitative change, I am worried bald. Desperate,
I asked a gimmicky question on Zhihu: If your boyfriend suddenly ignores you, how can you tell whether he is angry with you or doesn’t like you?
There is an anonymous answer, said three words: a bitter plan.
I thought hard for three days, and three days later, when I was riding a bicycle across the bridge, I deliberately rubbed my left arm against the railing of the stone bridge and scratched a piece of skin.
Fresh bruises and bright red blood hung on my white and delicate arms, which were particularly noticeable.
I pedaled my bicycle to the school infirmary, and took a photo at the door with the caption, “The weather is unpredictable, and people have good and bad fortune.” I posted a message with a location in my circle of friends, which was only visible to Shen Xingyuan. After
sending the circle of friends, I went to the school clinic to register, see a doctor and buy medicine. When I
just sat down in the lounge and prepared to disinfect the wound, Shen Xingyuan appeared in front of me sweating and travel-stained.
The circle of friends was so destructive that I looked at him and suddenly lost my voice. Without saying a word,
he squatted in front of me, took the bag from my hand, opened the package of iodophor and cotton swabs, and disinfected my left arm.
Probably because I rarely do this kind of thing, he didn’t control the force well, and I was “hissed” by the cotton swab. “Did it hurt you?” He stopped nervously and looked up at me, his eyes full
of concern.
Have to say, Shen Xingyuan is really too good-looking, across such a close distance and he
looked at each other, even if my concubine heart such as iron, are inevitably bewitched by him.
“Well, you gently..” I sold it miserably.
He leaned close to my arm and blew gently on my wound, clumsily and lovingly
.
Although I have never been in love, I have read a lot of romantic novels. His performance can be called a
qualified boyfriend. The three words
“boyfriend” made me lose my mind at the wrong time.
False is false after all, this dream, like a bubble floating in the air, a poke
on the broken.
“Does it still hurt?” He asked in a low voice.
I shook my head and pretended to be stupid and asked him, “What are you doing here?”
“When I saw you hurt, I was worried that you would come..” He carefully dusted the wound with hemostatic
powder. When the
powder came into contact with flesh and blood, it began to work, and the wound was burning.
“I haven’t seen you lately. What are you up to?” I took the initiative to find words to divert my attention and
ignore the pain in my arm.
“I’m not busy. I just don’t want to come to school.” He was in a low mood. “Where did you wipe it?”? How could you be so careless!
“It’s just a minor injury. It doesn’t matter.” I moved my arm in front of him. “Look, there’s no fracture or strain. It’ll be all right in a few days.”
He suddenly stiffened his face and said sternly, “Sung Ran, you’re a girl. Can you stop living so rough?”. Do you know that in summer it’s easy to inflame a wound, and if you leave a scar, it won’t look good!
“Shen Hsing-yuan, do you dislike me?” I tilted my head to look at him. “I don’t even care. Why are you being mean to me?” The movement that
he wraps gauze is sluggish, next furious, “fierce you how?”? Just because I’m your boyfriend, the statement you personally posted on the confession wall is still there!
“Oh.” I smiled indifferently. “It was agreed from the beginning. It was only in name.”
“Sorry, I flattered myself.” He tied the gauze and got up to walk outside the door.
“Shen Hsing-yuan,” I stopped him. “If you’re not busy, let’s go for a walk.”
He did not speak, but stopped.
Silence was acquiescence, and I walked side by side with him to the roof of the Conservatory of Music. Today is a cloudy day, slightly weathered to a little hot and humid in the air, the weeping willows by the artificial river are swaying gently
, and there are several couples laughing and playing on the edge.
Other people’s college life is so tranquil and comfortable, but I am tired of running all day.
“Shen Hsing-yuan, don’t skip classes any more. Junior seniors should set a good example.” I leaned over
the railing and listened to the music overflowing from the window of the Conservatory of Music.
He gave a “hum” that was neither salty nor light.
“I’ve heard that you don’t get along well with your classmates. After two years, you’ll all have to go your separate ways. You should
cherish this fate.” I speak in earnest.
He slanted his head to look at me. “Are you asking me out to talk about this shit?”
“Of course not.” I took off my backpack, took out the love letter inside and handed it to him. “Here,
your love letter.”
His eyes moved from the love letter in my hand to my face, and his dark eyes were quiet and
cold. “Song Ran, do you have to earn my money?”
“Yes.” I handed the love letter to him again, saying, “Now that I have eaten this bowl
of rice, I have to finish what I start.”
He took the love letter and threw it into the air, then turned away with a cold face. The
letter paper was falling like snow. I stepped forward, indulged myself for the first time, and hugged him from
behind.
He stiffened and let me hold him, completely losing his usual ease.
“Run away when you get angry. Is that your attitude?” I leaned on his thin, straight back and closed my eyes. “You’re such an adult, and you’re still playing house like a three-year-old?”
“I want you to take care of..” He retorted.
“Shen Hsing-yuan, I was injured and you arrived at the first time. I’m very happy. Thank you.” Alone in a foreign land, being cared for by an excellent boy, I can’t be calm after all.
He groaned angrily. “Why didn’t you say that earlier?”? You must make me so angry that my hair will explode.
We leaned against each other like this, and soon we were sweating, but he was held by me and did not complain.
“You’re quite right about that.” The bone in his back hurt the bone in my face, so I moved to a more comfortable position. “It’s true that I don’t stop at making money, but I
don’t stop at what I say. I’m sorry. Don’t take it to heart.” He turned to me and apologized in a hurry.
I raised my hand to stop his mouth and smiled reluctantly. “I’m not sorry. You and I are not from the same world. We are not suitable to be together.”
Besides, with a person who has someone else in his heart, I also feel uncomfortable.
“Inappropriate?” Angrily, he grabbed me by the shoulder. “Sung Ran, tell me, we breathe same air, have the same feet on the same land, and share the same nationality. How can we not be from the same world?”. I grinded my teeth. “You know I didn’t mean that.”
“Answer me honestly. Do you like me?” He asked suddenly.
“I like it.” I didn’t dare look him in the eye and pretended to be relaxed. “Who doesn’t like good-looking
boys?”
“I’m not talking about this kind of love!” He was so angry that he stamped his feet and suddenly took my face in his hands and
kissed me fiercely. In my world,
he attacked the city and plundered the land with indomitable will. My lips hurt and I struggled hard, but
I couldn’t break away from his restraint.
“I’m talking about wanting to be with me, wanting to touch me, to get me, to monopolize me
.” He let go of me slightly, and his eyes were tinged with a different color. “Song Ran, that’s what I like about
you.”
I took a step back in surprise and was pulled back into his arms by him.
“Shen Hsing-yuan, are you in a daze?” I hesitated and hesitated to say,
“I just have the same name as the girl you like, but I’m not her after all. Do you know what you
‘re doing?”
“What do you mean?” He frowned.
“I heard that your ex-girlfriend and I have the same name, also called Song Ran, and you have treasured a love
letter from her..” I broke away from him, my voice a little dry. “It’s not fair for me or her to use me as a temporary
substitute.”
He froze for a moment and then smiled slowly. 12
He took me to the rented house and took out a love letter like a treasure.
I looked at the strange and familiar handwriting on it and was confused-it was clearly my
handwriting five years ago.
He pinched my face. “Song Ran, the person I like is always you.”
“Because of this letter?” I raised the yellowed letter in my hand and did not know whether to laugh or cry.
Unexpectedly, the person I have always envied and envied is myself. I
didn’t expect that Shen Xingyuan and I had crossed paths five years ago.
He carefully took the letter out of my hand. “It’s an antique.
Don’t break it!”
“Do you know that I have written
such letters to all the boys with good grades in the whole school?” I don’t want to hide it from him. This is just one of the many love letters
I have written in my time, and they are all very much the same
.
“What did you say?!” His face was green, and he looked like he had been hit hard.
“Shen Hsing-yuan, do you know why I want to write and pass on love letters
?” I asked him. “I hear you’re short of money..” His voice was muffled. “But I looked at your class’s financial
aid list, and you weren’t there.”. You don’t spend a lot of money. I don’t quite understand why you are short of money.
I was stunned and smiled. “Grants are used to help students whose families have financial difficulties. My family
‘s conditions are quite good.”
“Are your parents withholding your living expenses?” He spoke carefully.
I bit my lip. “No, they gave me a lot. I didn’t touch it.”
“Why?” He was puzzled.
“I have a problem in my heart that I can’t overcome.” I gathered my eyes, and my voice was as low as a sigh
. “I can also say that I am fighting with the Song Ran in my heart.”
He grabbed my hand and said, “You can treat me like a tree hole. Don’t worry, I’ll keep it a secret!”
I looked up at him slightly and did not speak.
“I can swear.” Afraid I wouldn’t believe him, he raised his right hand without hesitation.
“No.” I pulled down his hand in a funny way. “It’s just that it’s a shame to say
..”
“I don’t laugh at you.” He is good at guiding.
Cause.. It’s a lyric..
“In my first year of high school, my
mother saw the lyrics of a love song I copied, and she thought it was a love letter I wrote to a boy. She gave me a good
lecture in front of my neighbors.”
“It was originally a trivial matter, but others misrepresented it, and later it turned out that Song Ran of No.1 Middle School didn’t learn well at a young age, didn’t know much about many boys, and secretly had an abortion.” At the mention of this incident, I smiled with no warmth. “In this way, thanks to my mother, my reputation has ruined the whole street.”
He did not speak, but held me tightly in his arms. The warmth of
his body came through his clothes and warmed my stiff hands and feet a little.
“Out of revenge for her, I started writing love letters to many boys. I even picked on those with good grades. I became one of the most famous problem students at No.1 Middle School.” I bowed my head and smiled bitterly. “That year, all the teachers at school were ashamed of me.” In order to get back at my mother,
I lay down in front of the school honor roll, copied down the names and classes of the top boys in each grade, and wrote a love letter to each of them. Therefore, criticism and demerits have become my daily routine.
However, the school has been trying to suppress this matter for fear of affecting the atmosphere, and not many people know about it.
“When I was a sophomore in high school, I felt that this kind of revenge was quite boring. I started studying hard and filling out the college entrance exam. I deliberately chose a southern school a few provinces away from home.” At this point, I tugged feebly at the corners of my mouth. “After school started, I unilaterally cut off all contact with my family.”
“For more than a year, I earned my tuition and living expenses by doing odd jobs and writing love letters during the summer and winter vacations.” I don’t know when tears filled my eyes, and my voice choked with sobs. “It’s just that my mother’s distrust and improper way of education have cut a wound in my heart that can’t be healed, and I still can’t forgive it.” “Cry if you want to, don’t hold it in.” He rubbed my head gently and his tone was gentle and indulgent
. As soon as
my nose was sour, tears flowed down unscrupulously.
By the time he calmed down, his shoulders were wet.
“Would you like to change your clothes?” I pushed him away in embarrassment.
He glanced at it and shook his head. “Song Ran, you must be responsible
for me if you break my clothes.”
My eyes jumped. “I can wash it for you and buy a new one.”
“No, I just want you.” He took my hand and said coquettishly, “Song Ran, I’ve loved
you for five years. You can’t be so cruel to me.”
I had a headache. “But that love letter was just a mistake.”
“If you don’t say it, you’re angry with your aunt.” His tone changed. “Did you really have someone you liked at that time
?”
“No!” I shook my head firmly. “I’m not that precocious. I’ve forgotten all the names of the people I’ve written love
letters to.”
He glanced at the love letter on the side. “You forgot, but I didn’t forget. I can pretend that you wrote it to
me alone, and you won’t get it back.”
“I have a question..” I swallowed a mouthful of saliva. “We’re alumni. Why don’t I remember you at all?”
He felt a little embarrassed. “I took a night out. At that time, I was just over 1.6 meters tall. I felt very inferior, and I seldom participated in outdoor group activities. You probably haven’t even seen me.”
I looked him up and down and wondered, “1.86 meters to 1.86 meters, my God, what have you been through in the past few years?”
“Don’t change the subject!” He hummed softly, “Song Ran, in your letter you praised me for being diligent, hard-working, pragmatic, and progressive. You set an example for me to follow. As a result, I regained my self-confidence and passed the key exam at one stroke.”. I’ve been watching you in secret all these years, and my heart has long been filled with you.
“When I first came here to go to college, there were a lot of girls chasing me. I didn’t know how to refuse, so I kept using you as a shield. My good brothers all know that my girlfriend is Song Ran.” He coughed lightly, a little shy. “In the summer vacation of my sophomore year, I heard from my teacher that you were also admitted to the Southern School. I thought you were here for me, and I was so excited that I couldn’t sleep for several nights.”
“But not only did you never come to me after you entered school, but as soon as the military training was over, you announced that you would write and pass on love letters, blocking all the good-looking boys in the school, and all my brothers laughed at me in private.” I was so shocked
by the news that I couldn’t speak.
“So that’s why you gave an interview to the school newspaper and publicly declared that you hated me?” I licked my back teeth.
“I’ve long believed in the bottom of my heart that you’re my girlfriend. It’s all right for you to let me slap you in the face all the time. It’s easy to hate you.” He lowered his eyelids and said, “When the affair of the wall of confessions came out and you asked me to be your boyfriend, I thought you were finally able to keep the clouds open and see the moon. Who knew you were looking for me just to clear your name?” I pretended not to hear the increasing
anger index and glanced around.
“Song Ran, it doesn’t matter if you have an impression of me or not. I’ve been defending myself for you all these years.” At this point, he suddenly burst into anger. “And you?”? The heart of a wolf, the heart of a dog, the heart of a stone, trampling on my heart over and over again!
I seem to see small knives flying all over the sky, and the knives are sticking into my heart. “
Shen Hsing-yuan, please repeat what you just said!” “I just said that my sweetheart, Sung Ran, is the most virtuous, inspiring, gentle, and kind-hearted girl I have ever met,”
he said. “She has a dignified, well-educated, and reasonable appearance. She sinks the fish and falls the wild goose, closes the moon and blushes the flowers. She is loved by everyone and blossoms when everyone sees her.
I was amused by him. “Shen Hsing-yuan, don’t you know that if you tell a lie, you will be struck by lightning?”
“I’m telling the truth.” His eyes were sincere. “Song Ran, I’ve heard about you for a long time, but I believe what I see more than what others say.”. Sung Ran, whom I like, is confident, independent, and full of pride. She radiates light wherever she goes. She is a rare good girl. “Falling in love and making money are not the same choice as losing a car to protect a handsome man.” He looked at
me steadily, his tone serious. “Sung Ran, you can choose anything.”
These love words are so beautiful and charming that it’s hard for me not to be moved.
I looked at him for a long time and smiled with relief. “Well, for the sake of your long years of
hard work, I’ll promise to be your girlfriend!”
He opened his eyes wide and looked incredulous. “Really?”
Don’t believe? Then forget it. I proudly raised my chin.
“I just want to hear you say it again.” He put his arm around me and grinned.
That smile, like the clear light reflecting the snow, the startled moon breaking through the clouds, is brilliant.
I stared at him blankly, only to feel that the seven orifices were all confused by the six orifices.
“Ranran, do I look good?” He leaned down close to me.
“Good looking.” I nodded my head slowly, saying, “Feng Shen is handsome and handsome, and the jade trees facing the wind are enough to charm thousands
of young girls.”
His face was full of smiles. “Do you like me?”
I nodded again. “It starts with beauty, ends with talent, and is loyal to character.”
“So, can good-looking Shen Xingyuan kiss his favorite Song Ran?” The tip of his nose sticks
to the tip of mine. One word awakens the dreamer:
“Again?” I leaned back in horror and covered my slightly swollen lips. “Didn’t
I just kiss you at school?”
“Beauty is good to eat, and taste is known by eating the marrow.” He gently but firmly pulled my hand away and
chuckled, “Ran Ran, you have to be considerate of a single dog who has been craving meat
for five years.”
“I don’t –” the words of refusal had not yet been spoken, and he had swallowed them all.
I collapsed in his arms and clearly heard the sound of blood flowing in my body.
The voice is cheerful and beautiful, wandering in my limbs and bones, moistening my heart which has been empty and silent
for many years. I don’t know whether it’s a blessing or a curse to
meet such a gluttonous goblin.
