The princess sighed in honor
of the old friend: “He was my loyal dog when he first asked me for marriage without asking about the end
of the song.”.
My finger pulp brushed the scab on his face, frivolous and arrogant.
Marry me? You are not qualified.
A few years later, the imperial city was full of corpses.
He had grown into an ambitious wolf, and in front of me, his violent eyes were as stubborn as ever.
“This time I’m going to marry you, are you still qualified?”
1.
“The prince is too merciful. I grant you the power of regent. Your brother and sister need to work together to protect …” Cough, guarding the land I laid down. “
I lay half empty on the dragon collapse, and my father’s shriveled hands trembled and stroked my hair on the temples, just like coaxing me to sleep when I was a child. When I felt my father’s touch, I was stunned, and my eyes flashed a trace of obscurity.”.
“The daughter will certainly live up to her father’s trust. The father will rest early, and Zhan’er will come to see you tomorrow.” With
that, I slowly straightened up and gazed at my father’s haggard and yellow face, which had no blood and dignity to fight in the four directions in the prime of life.
You’re old, Father.
If you really love your daughter, why do you despise my daughter and insist on not letting me inherit the throne?
But just as well, I have been suspected for so long, and finally I will give up the power to me.
I stood in silence for a long time, waiting for the emperor to sleep soundly, turned around and gathered his eyes, drew out a sarcastic and unwilling smile, and the words hidden in my heart echoed silently in the huge palace.
This palace will certainly take the place of the father emperor and defend … The rivers and mountains of this palace. The medicine given by
the Imperial Physician every day is first sent to the Princess’s Mansion for the palace to look at. Not to face the saint.
I winked at the chief eunuch. He nodded, bent very low, and respectfully pushed open the door of the main hall for me. It was late at night outside, and there was no moon to see, let alone stars. The only source of light was the candle in the eunuch’s hand.
I took a deep breath and opened my red lips. “Still sealed.”
A tall man, carrying a lantern, appeared slowly from the dark corner. He was handsome and had a kind of solemn temperament of the sinking years.
“Your Highness.”
He answered, and when he looked up at me, his eyes seemed to hold only me, so focused, like a big dog on standby.
“Go back to the palace.” I stepped forward lazily and hooked him around the neck.
On the edge of the palace people gasped, Tianwei heavy ground, at the gate of the Hall of Mental Cultivation, unmarried men and women are not married, this this this … Princess Zhenguo is really a bit of a wave! As if he had heard nothing,
Feng obediently carried me on his back, but he held me back with both hands, so there was no extra hand to hold the lantern. I smiled, put the lantern handle across his lips, and “bite it.”
「……」 He was silent for only a second. “Yes.” When
he bit the lantern, the heat of his lips grazed my finger pulp and ignited the fire in my heart. I
had just taken a few steps when I thought of something. Like riding a horse, I pulled my neck, which was still sealed, and glanced back with my phoenix eyes. The clear voice looked cold and cold in the night. “That gossiper just now, don’t stay.”
Thump.
No need to look back, it must be the eunuch kneeling down to beg for mercy.
“It’s so noisy. Hurry up.”
I turned a deaf ear and hugged him more tightly, blowing vaguely in his ear.
“When I return, I will grant you permission to stay in my house tonight.”
He couldn’t speak, but he got back to me on a faster foot.
This is also sealed, always obedient and obedient, always silent and restrained, is my skirt minister, my most loyal … Dog.
I am the third princess of Dasheng. I
heard that on the day I was born, the stars of Changgeng were shining and hundreds of birds were circling the imperial city, and the warlike father emperor also beheaded the head of the king of Xishuo on that day, formally unified the four directions and became the real master of the world.
The national teacher said that the three princesses were the lucky stars of Dasheng, and blessed your majesty to be invincible in the war.
As a result, for as long as I can remember, I was the most unusual princess. When other princesses could hardly see my father, my father personally taught me how to ride and shoot. Other princesses’ nicknames were more leisurely and carefree, but I was the word “war” that my father personally took. At the age of
seventeen, I accompanied the army to put down the bandit rebellion in the north, beheaded more than ten enemy heads, and was named Princess Zhenguo, the only princess with the general treatment of a prince.
3.
When the protons of various countries were sent into the palace like a magnificent thing, I sat on the high wall and took a distant glance at it.
Others sit in a sedan chair, he rides a tall horse, a red robe, beautiful, very eye-catching.
“Where did you send the one at the back?” I asked the eunuch accompanying me.
“That’s the crown prince of Xishuo.” The old woman was so well-informed that she recognized him at once. “Other countries have sent their humble princes, but Xishuo has sent their princes. I think they really have no one there.”
Xishuo is rich and located in Guanyao. Grandfather has been fighting for Xishuo for a long time. He took his father’s hand and muttered. This obsession was naturally inherited by his father. He fought hard for several months. When his father broke through Xishuo, he was bloody and killed too much.
“It is said that the people of Xishuo have deep features and are especially good at riding and shooting.” I looked at him again with interest, and without looking back, I said, “I want him.”
I ran briskly into the palace, and the old eunuch ran after me with a bitter and bitter look on his face. “Your Highness, it’s up to you to choose where the protons will go after they enter the palace. The old slave can’t decide!” In order to show his regal power,
his father ordered various countries to send protons to live in the palace. Nominally, they were sent to accompany the princes and princesses to study, and to make friends with various countries. In fact, they were sent for the royal family to “play with.”. It is unknown what the
fate will be and whether we can go back.
I said, “You can’t decide, but I can!”
Protons into the palace, soft haven’t tidied up, was driven to the Imperial Garden like a duck, the prince and the princesses had already sat in the pavilion, whispering to each other like buying meat in the market to comment on them.
I came late, and as soon as I stepped into the garden, I heard the three princes and the eldest princess arguing about who to return the title to.
“Don’t argue. You just let him choose.” The prince interceded, and when he saw me, he said softly, “Zhan’er, come quickly, and you can also choose.”
I was used to being overbearing. The prince knew my temper and never picked the rest. He said he wanted me to pick. He waved and let the chosen protons stand back.
Perhaps the momentum is really big, but also the eyes of the seal involuntarily looked over. My
eyes met with each other, and my proud pride met with my restrained wildness, and my eyes were still sealed, like a young wolf or a fierce horse that was hard to tame. My interest suddenly rose, and I smiled and hooked my finger at him. “I want him, too.”
The third prince and the eldest princess groaned discontentedly, but did not shout as before.
I gave them a sidelong glance, which was both a discussion and a threat. “If you are not satisfied, you can also let him choose.” With that, I walked slowly over to Huan Feng and said nonchalantly, “It doesn’t matter if you don’t choose me. At the worst, I’ll come back later.” Everyone
‘s eyes were focused on the fragrant baboon. Although
he was two years younger than me, the man jumped up faster and was half a head taller than me. He did not look at others, but looked at my clothes from top to bottom.
After a while, he knelt on one knee on the edge of my skirt.
I lowered my eyes and touched his head, very satisfied.
“Be good.”
4.
“Why did you choose this palace?”
I reclined on the couch, playing with the gold hairpin and kneeling below.
“I have heard of the Princess in Xishuo.” He looked up at me, but there was no sign of emotion in his eyes. “Your Highness, no matter how talented he is, is not inferior to the prince in martial arts. I admire him.”
“That’s a lie.” I interrupted him with a dull yawn. “No more flattery, and you won’t have to stay here.”
Admire me? If you don’t hate me, everything will be fine.
Is it difficult to admire that the day I was born was the day his father died? Then he is really a pure filial son. Silence
for a long time, I saw the fist still sealed, clenched and slowly loosened.
“Because you are Princess Zhenguo, the emperor’s favorite daughter.” He showed his desire for power and survival, and looked at me as if he had seen driftwood in the torrent, and his eyes were wrapped around me as if they had substance.
Getting my eye is a step away from the center of power.
Hearing this, I got up lightly and walked to his side. His head turned with me. Even if he was kneeling, he had the posture of pine and bamboo.
Really handsome face, with the unique exotic flavor of Xishuo, the gold hairpin in my hand slipped all the way from the bridge of his nose to his lips, and finally fell to the ground.
“Good choice. I’ll give you a reward.” I waved my hand and said, “It’s not easy to get what you want. Let’s see if you can win my favor.”
He picked up the hairpin, and when I was about to walk out of the door, he suddenly quickened his pace behind me.
The breath was so close that I thought he was going to hug me or kill me.
But he just put the hairpin in my hair.
“The beauty of a princess is best suited to gold.”
5.
After that, I didn’t look for the seal for a month.
First, because busy. A few days
ago, someone accused the governor of Zhuozhou of buying an official position for corruption, which was widely implicated. It may even have something to do with Zhao Hui, the Taifu of the court. The prince and the Taifu had a close relationship, so it was not easy to intervene in this matter. The second prince was a sick child, walking three steps and panting for a long time. The third prince was a well-known straw bag. Finally, this important task fell on me, the “prestigious” Princess Zhenguo.
Secondly, I deliberately did not see him and tried to sharpen his spirit to see what tricks he could play.
That day, the sun outside the house was good, and there was a new development in the corruption case. I had a free time. Thinking that I hadn’t practiced riding and shooting for a long time, I got up and went to the racecourse.
Before I went in, I heard the cheers inside.
Good! Brother Shih Chu, what a skill!
“Concession.”
I followed the sound. In the sunshine, the mane of the sweaty BMW was shining with beautiful oil. I was also carrying a pike. I was fighting with the deputy commander of the regiment in full swing. The silver light was shining. I also had blue veins in my neck because of the exertion. In the blink of an eye
, he seized his opponent’s flaw, dismounted the assistant with his backhand, then reined in the reins and galloped towards me.
The horse’s hooves were high, and when it fell, it was only a short distance away from me, raising countless sand and dust.
I calmly watched him “show off” without the slightest fear.
“Prince Xishuo lives up to his reputation.” I clapped for him, stretched out my hand under the pull of the seal, jumped on the horse, encircled his waist, and threw the whip. The horse hissed and rushed to the dense forest. “Your Highness,” said
the sealed voice in the wind, “I admire you.”
This “reunion” was quite a big one. I kept bumping into him, feeling the heat all over him. I didn’t know how long I had been there. I couldn’t help laughing and asking, “You’ve been working so hard. Have you been here for a long time?”
Just listen to the familiar manner in which the assistant calls his words, and you will know that it is not an “accidental” encounter between two people.
“Just keep it.” Perhaps it was the strong wind that added to his youthful pride. He was not as dull as he used to be. “If you can make your Highness laugh, it will be worth it for a long time.”
The words are ambiguous, but he speaks with righteousness.
“Your Highness looks satisfied.”
I leaned against him. He smelled of grass and dust. I narrowed my eyes and said, “I’m satisfied. Maybe you can wait on me in the future.”
6.
It’s just that what I think is “close to the body” seems to be different from what I think. When I
went to soak in the soup spring, I saw him standing on one side with thin clothes, and I thought he was a little wrong.
“Does Shih Chu want to be the guest of this palace?” I lay on the edge of the pool to tease him.
It’s rare for such a person to be at a loss. His ears are flushed, his eyes have nowhere to rest, and he can only stare at the air. “Grandfather Chao sent me here.”
I sniggered at the old man for coming.
“Oh,” I said in a long voice. “It turns out that I think too much.”
He stammered, unable to speak.
Soak enough, I put away the fun, in the sound of water, I stood up magnanimously, but also scared to turn around in a hurry, a look is not through the human, but also fun.
I put on my clothes and walked towards him, covered with mist. “Get dressed and open your eyes.” I picked up one side of the cloth and handed it to him. After soaking it for a long time, he was too lazy. Naturally, he said, “Wipe my hair for me.”
He took it and followed me to the edge of the bed. I sat on the edge of the bed and motioned him to sit down. I found a comfortable position and put my head on his lap. The drops of water dripped down the hair on the ground, and the action was careful and gentle, as if I were rubbing some treasure.
His fingertips through my hair were more comfortable than a cat’s pads, and I closed my eyes to sleep.
Moments later, I felt the burning eyes fall on my face. As soon as I
opened my eyes, I looked at the eyes that had not been dodged in time, and the obscure ink seemed to sweep everything in.
I smiled coquettishly. “Does it look good?”? Those who linger and forget to leave.
Still sealed not to speak, can not hold their own hot line of sight, had to cover my eyes with the palm. “How bold!”
I sighed.
7.
The encounter between proton and proton is different.
Some of the princes were kind, treated them with courtesy, and lived like half masters, while others were treated as “slaves,” treated harshly, and lost their human form after a few months.
Still sealed in my side, even if the servant is better than master in others, not to mention my green eyes, the treatment naturally rises all the way.
Other protons and even the princes all envied and excluded him, but he had never been hostile to others, and even if he was abused as a “flatterer” behind his back, he would turn a deaf ear to it.
In fact, I did not treat him gently, and it was common for me to hurt him when I was fighting with him, but the rumors that were not pleasant to the ear still had wings and flew all over the palace.
In order to please Princess Zhenguo, he did not hesitate to sell himself for glory and became the face of the princess.
Look at the wound on his face, he must not have had a decent life in private!
At first, these words were still avoiding me, but later, they became more and more intense, from the words behind my back to the words on the table, and even spread to my father’s ears.
He invited me into the Hall of Mental Cultivation and asked, “Rumor has it that Zhan’er has taken a fancy to a boy from Xishuo.” Although
I was brought up like a man, I haven’t married yet, and my father still values the reputation of my daughter’s family, not to mention that he doesn’t like Xishuo, and he doesn’t like it very much.
I curled my lips and said disdainfully, “It’s just a dog. I don’t like it very much. He plays well with a gun. It’s interesting.” My father was very pleased with my
arrogance and conceit, and his gloomy face suddenly cleared up. “A mere proton is only worthy of being a thing. If Zhan’er can see it clearly, I’ll be relieved.”
We chatted a few words about our daily life, and when we arrived, my father stopped me and said, “How are things going in Zhuozhou?”
“We’ll have the results in a few days. We’ve already caught Chao Hui’s men, and we’re just waiting for the interrogation.”
“That’s all right. I always feel relieved when you do things.”
On my way back to the palace, the remark in the Hall of Mental Cultivation that “it’s just a dog” had already spread all over the six palaces, so I saw the seal waiting for me for a long time at the gate of the palace.
He walked up to me, and the shadow was black over me. I stepped back, and he pushed me into the corner.
“Why don’t you want to be my dog?” I didn’t want to avoid his sight, but I just hated the feeling of being pinned down, so I raised my hand and grabbed his hair from behind, forcing him to raise his head to expose his most fragile throat, and my ambiguous breath fell on his rolling Adam’s apple. I said sarcastically, “I don’t appreciate it.”
“After all, there are plenty of people who want to climb up to this palace and beg for pity.”
He was pulled to the extreme and could only make a “er” sound from his throat with difficulty. After I said the four words of fawning, he laughed jokingly.
I let go of my hand and set him free, only to see him bury his head in the side of my neck.
“Woof.” With a muffled cry like a young wolf forced to learn to wag its tail, I pecked my bare skin. “It’s a blessing to be a princess dog.”
8,
I do not know who first moved, and so I came to my senses, I have been sealed in the case of a few. The books and ink on the
table were staggering, and my cuff was dyed with a strange flower by the ink. It also sealed my waist, picked me up and pressed my shoulder like revenge.
His fingers touched the red mud on my arm, collarbone.. There were paw prints everywhere, as if they were signing some kind of indenture with me.
Maybe if you become a dog, you can’t be a gentleman, let alone a man. A while
ago, I was embarrassed to see my eyes running around in the hot spring, but now my eyes were full of hunger, as if they were uncomfortable everywhere. I was so anxious that my eyes were red, and I was busy gnawing at me.
“Hiss!” I was bitten, and I kicked him away. He bumped into the bookshelf behind him, and a vase was knocked to the ground. The sound of breaking was clear and clear. I was so charming that I raised my legs and raised my sealed chin with my toes. “Are you really a dog?”
He wrapped his palm around my foot, folded it slightly, and then came up to me. “Isn’t that what Your Highness wants?” He said in a dumb voice.
Yeah, isn’t that what I want?
Like him to endure the ambition and fanaticism under the shell, like to grind him into the dust and hold him high. The first time
I saw him, didn’t I treat him as my own thing? With a sigh,
I acquiesced in his next move.
Since the whole world said that it was sealed as my face, why should we stick to those meaningless innocence?
9.
The seal is good, no matter what.
Unfortunately, I was too busy to indulge with him. The next day, when I received the news from my men, I dragged my tired body to the dungeon to interrogate the prisoners.
The dungeon was dark, with only dim candlelight, and the cold and damp air was very heavy, not to mention the wailing and angry voices coming from all directions, like purgatory on earth.
Zhao Hui’s men were very tough, and the jailer tortured them for a long time without a result.
I lay on the toffee bed, with the back of my hand covering my eyes, listening to him whine, “I’m innocent,” “I’m wronged,” and “I don’t know.” I yawned, “Do you have any relatives in the capital?”
The man who had been tortured was stunned for a moment, but did not answer. He seemed to have made up his mind. He gritted his teeth and said, “The grass people don’t know anything. Even if your Highness threatens his wife and daughter, the grass people can’t say why!”
…… He is
really an iron-boned, cold-blooded and ruthless running dog. I admire Taifu’s way of training dogs. Anxious to
go out, I wear thin, lying for a long time a little cold, just ready to get up to personally interrogate, but also when the exercise muscles and bones, I feel a burst of warmth. When he
opened his eyes, he stood in front of me with a flat expression and put on a big cloak for me.
“What are you doing here?” I asked, not knowing how he got in.
“I’m looking for the princess.” I didn’t say anything, but I didn’t pursue it. I just heard him go on. “I also tortured a spy in Xishuo. I can pry his mouth open for you, and I won’t dirty your Highness’s hands.”
I glanced at him, and he looked down at me. He was ambitious again, which I liked. I was in a good mood. I gathered my collar and nodded. “Keep your breath.” After
a brief silence, howls and curses that were several times more painful than before filled every corner of the cell again. What is different from the past is that there are more cold and clear threats and interrogations. That’s how
I fell asleep. When I woke up
again, there was no one in the prison except the seal. When the seal saw me open my eyes, he shook the paper with wet ink on his hand and handed it to me. The handwriting was strong and powerful, and I think it was not easy to do it. All the
questions have been asked, and he has done his job well.
“Is the man still alive?” I asked.
“One more breath.” I
was so amused by him that I said, “Keep one breath, not more.” “Throw it in Chao Hui’s house. He knows what to do.
With that, I rubbed my head and got up. I caught a glimpse of a pool of blood under the rack, but I was still dressed meticulously.
I waved my hand, and he immediately knelt down on my lap. I raised my hand and wiped the blood spatter on his jaw with my finger pulp. “I didn’t wipe it clean,” he said in a graceful voice. “Remember to wipe the blood and your little thoughts clean. Don’t try to find out where I am in the future.” As soon as
the words fell, he knelt on both knees.
I smiled. “Forget it this time. If there’s anything you can do, I won’t forget you.”
10.
The Zhuozhou corruption case ended up with Taifu pleading guilty, and the bloody appearance of his men, who had no good skin all over their bodies, also made the officials inside and outside the court see my vicious tactics. After
my father praised me in court, countless people sent me letters of worship the next day. The forces in the court had a vague tendency to tilt towards me, but I did not have too many personal relationships with my officials.
However, from then on, my father was a little more afraid of me, especially when he had a sudden stroke when he retired from the court one day. After a week in a coma, he heard that I was dealing with the government together with the prince, and repeatedly refuted the prince. He even suspected that I was overbearing and would threaten the position of the prince.
So, in the name of reward, he repaired a luxurious princess mansion for me outside the palace, and began to prepare for my marriage, in an attempt to weaken my influence in the court. Although
I promised to come down, but picked several rounds, one did not take a fancy to, the father’s health is deteriorating, but also helpless. After
leaving the palace, I still went to the palace from time to time, and every time I took the seal with me. He
was still with me for a few years, and took over more and more things. He became an unsheathed sword in my hand. Others respected and feared him, and the impression of him changed from “proton” to “princess face” and finally to “adult.”.
In addition, there was a big event in the palace. The
six princesses fell in love with the proton sent by Pei Rong. Not only did they refuse their father’s offer of marriage, but they also ran to the queen mother and cried out that they would not marry unless they were “Delang.”.
11.
When I drove her into the palace in the sedan chair, I saw her lying on the ground, crying like a pear flower with rain.
The father was so angry that he leaned back on the throne and gasped for breath. He blushed and pointed at the sixth sister and scolded her for being “shameless.”.
I listened to the sound of the broken teacup inside, so I was still waiting outside. I’d better go far away, so as not to touch my father’s bad luck.
“Father.” When I
entered the temple, I saw the sixth sister sobbing with one hand covering her stomach, and an absurd idea rose in her heart.
“Third Sister, please help me to persuade my father. I beg you!” The sixth princess hugged my leg, and she begged me to rush to the doctor. “I can’t live without Delang!”.
Her Delang, Zhu Qide, was put into prison before dawn and beheaded tomorrow.
“You still have the face to say!” The father suddenly stood up, grabbed something on the table and smashed it on the forehead of the six princesses. Immediately, blood trickled down. The six princesses were so weak that they fell back directly and fainted.
Zhan’er! She’s a rebellious woman! Not to mention having an affair with someone, but threatening me with the baby in my belly!
I glanced over the father, finally fixed in the belly of the six princesses, my heart filled with a strange feeling, surprised, puzzled, perhaps there is a kind of indescribable empathy?
If on weekdays, I will not get involved in this trivial matter, perhaps will follow the father’s meaning, mercilessly to kill Prince Beirong.
But.
“Father, don’t be angry with your body.” I stepped forward to support him, and analyzed it slowly. Think about it carefully. Sixth Sister has been raised in the palace since she was a child, and her mind is simple. Zhu Qide has been with her all these years, and it’s not strange that love grows over time. In fact, although Peirong is a small country on the border, it is also rich, and has always been loyal to Tasheng. If the two get married and make friends with each other, it will be a good thing.
I tried to persuade him for a long time before he agreed to my words, but he was still angry and didn’t want to get married, so he just let me do it casually.
When I coaxed my father and discussed some other things, it was nearly dusk when I went out.
When Zhu Qide was released, he came out and ran straight to the bedroom of the six princesses. They had been gentle for a long time, and now they were waiting to thank me.
I saw them standing on the edge of the pool, snuggling together like a pair of the happiest and most ordinary Mandarin ducks, and their clasped hands seemed to wrap up the whole rain. Somehow
, I also followed with a smile, my mind flashed by the figure of the seal.
But I quickly put the illusion out of my mind, did not disturb the couple, and left the palace in silence.
I don’t understand six younger sisters. Why did
she destroy her future to love Zhu Qide? Father is not a soft-hearted person. If I don’t become a peacemaker today, she and Zhu Qide may both die, because Father looks down on these protons in his bones, and after so many years, the motherland of those protons has already abandoned them.
I don’t understand Zhu Qide either. Why did
he fall in love with the sixth sister? I have never seen the eyes that can melt honey in the eyes of others. Most of the men I have seen are the products of power. They need to use power and money to maintain their thin and perishable feelings. Men are always fickle, but Zhu Qide seems to love the sixth sister miserably. How did
they get together?
Princess and Proton.. Can also produce love?
I’ve been thinking about it, and I don’t expect to be pulled into my arms.
“When will Your Highness notice me?” “If I don’t come looking for your Highness, is your Highness going to leave me in the palace?”
I leaned in his arms for a long time until I felt a little tender. Gradually I came to my senses and pushed him away coldly. “You’re getting bolder and bolder. You dare to hold my own palace in the palace.”
“There is no one here. I will not embarrass your Highness.” There was a hint of cunning in his
eyes, and he really never let anyone catch anything. And
I. Not happy.
12.
I didn’t look well all the way, and I didn’t say much to Feng.
Back in the mansion, he followed me all the way into the bedroom. I reclined with my legs in his arms, and he half knelt aside to help me pinch my legs.
He practices martial arts, and his hands are strong. In the past, when someone pinched it for me, he saw it. He didn’t know what was wrong with him, so he had to take the initiative to invite Miao to do this kind of small and low work.
Should be a little selfish, often hands and feet are not honest, holding the total is not quite right.
I narrowed my eyes, glanced out of the corner of my eye at the concentrated expression of the seal, and an absurd question suddenly jumped out of my mind. Do
you love me?
This sentence went round and round in my mouth and was swallowed abruptly, and I suddenly felt a little irritable.
“Get out of here. I’m tired.”
I waved him to get out, but he, who had always been obedient, was as deaf as he was this time.
“Your Highness is not happy?” Instead of leaving,
he stared at me.
I lifted my eyelids, glanced from his high nose to his thin lips, and waved to him in silence for a moment.
He leaned toward me obediently, not wary of being dragged by me by the neck.
I left a touch of vermilion on the corner of his lips.
“You’ve been with me for years, day and night, and I don’t seem to have asked you if you love me.” There was a flash of obscurity in
his eyes, and his Adam’s apple rolled up and down under my fingers.
For a long time, he did not speak.
I can actually guess his answer.
Who likes a man who keeps himself as a wild dog?
If I were a Bodhisattva like the sixth sister, I would have been gentle and sweet to these protons since I was a child. After seven or eight years of getting along with each other, I could be regarded as a childhood sweetheart.
And we? On
his shoulder, my footprints had not been wiped out.
He seduced me, obsessed me, subjugated me, dared not disobey me, but probably.. You must not love me.
If I’m nice to him.. I can’t help thinking about another possibility, will I leave another color in my heart?
But this idea is only fleeting, this palace has been rude since childhood, can not learn the gentleness of those daughters, beat and scold, the traces of memory can not be erased.
As long as I am the princess of Zhenguo above ten thousand people, he will be tied to me to restrain his fangs.
Even if not love, even hate, even hate.
I don’t want to wait for his answer.
“Say you love me.”
My hand pinching his neck gradually tightened, and the pulse of his side neck was strong. I smiled softly as I
watched his face gradually turn red because of lack of oxygen, like a blush when he was very shy.
That’s enough.
There is no need to learn the sentimentality of those daughters.
Seeing me laugh, his mouth, which was closed like a seal, finally cracked and laughed with me.
“Not for a quarter of an hour have I not loved you, my Lord.”
A lie, as long as it sounds good, can be regarded as the truth.
13.
A night of absurdity. Lying in my arms,
I chatted about what was going on in the palace today. At the end of the day, I suddenly said, “Yesterday I was a Jinshi Sanjia Mian Sheng, and my father took a fancy to Zhuangyuanlang.”
I thought I understood that.
But Huan-feng, who had been satisfied and sweet just now, suddenly rolled over and pressed me under him. His eyes narrowed dangerously, and he asked, “Then what?”
“Are you happy that I’m going to have a son-in-law?” When I
asked him, I had a magnanimous malice and did not let go of any jealousy on his face.
“But he can’t share your favor. Don’t worry.”
“Do you have to marry?” He buried his head in my heart and bit my flesh, asking, “Is it all right not to marry?”
Or what? The longer I wait, the more my father fears me. I’ll get married anyway. “And if I don’t marry him, whom will I marry?” I answered indifferently.
He immediately replied, “I.”
The air seemed to freeze, and I was silent for a long time without answering him.
He came to me with an unsubtle possessive desire. He really arched me like a puppy. His hair was very messy. He also asked me to answer fiercely. It was not important to do it.
“Hiss, loosen your mouth.” I patted him away, repressed my mixed emotions, suppressed my exuberant joy and embarrassment, and told him plainly, “It can’t be you.”
“Shih Chu, do you know that a new crown prince has been appointed in Xishuo?” I gathered up my sleeping veil and sat up, leaving behind this environment, which was particularly decent and honorable. “In Dasheng, you were a foreign proton, and in Xishuo, you had long been abandoned and had no place to stand.”
It’s harsh, but it’s true.
Still, the cover was expressionless, just slightly furrowed brows. I should have anticipated the current dilemma, and didn’t want me to take the initiative to open the conversation and cut open his “wound.”.
“So..” I pushed him away, and the gauze collapsed on the bed and fell to the ground with my steps. I only left him a graceful figure, proud and frivolous. “You’re not qualified to marry this palace.”
13.
The wedding ceremony of the six princesses was held hastily, and she and her son-in-law returned to Beirong together.
This was the first proton not to lie in a coffin and return to the motherland. Now, other protons began to stir up. As soon as I entered the palace today, a few blind people came over to flatter me. Before
I could react, Feng had already rushed out and kicked those people away.
The kick was so strong that they couldn’t get up. They howled in pain and complained to me in a trembling voice of disbelief. As
I calmly sipped my tea, I glanced at them contemptuously and snorted coldly, “The people of this palace want to beat you, so what if they kill you?”
Under the threat of force, I have a radius of five meters, but the birds are very cold.
A little eunuch trotted over, took a frosty glance, and came trembling to my side. “The Number One Scholar is here.”
I went to the palace this time to see my future son-in-law.
Although the little eunuch’s voice was very small, as soon as his voice fell, his eyes were tightly locked on him. As soon as his knees were weak, he was about to kneel. I waved him away. The little eunuch, like an amnesty, disappeared. My
eyes met, and I still had a smile on my lips.
“Your Highness wants to see your future son-in-law. Are you very happy?” Also seal the words, very not calm.
I nodded in my spare time. “Now that I know I’m going to see the emperor’s son-in-law, you’re still here. Is it difficult to scare the emperor’s son-in-law away?”
「……」
Still sealed like a pine tree rooted there for a long time, a long time before she pursed her lips and left silently.
Wait until the person really left, the smile on my face also followed the dissipation, gloomy eyes, twist the fan tassels in my hands, but also sealed the anger, I did not expect, extraordinary with the heart.
It makes me a little scared and a little embarrassed.
I dare not think whether he really fell in love with me, because I know I can not give him a satisfactory answer.
I have been tossing and turning in the whirlpool of power for many years, and it is not easy for me to meet the throne. I am reluctant to part with it, and I will not give up my bright future for love.
It is a pity that when I met Huan Feng, I had long abandoned the girl’s mood of being crazy about love, and the emperor’s selfishness was engraved in his blood and passed down by the original.
I will return the seal after all.
So I was upset that day. I asked him if he loved me. In fact, I was judging myself.
Just as he was in a trance, he heard footsteps not far away.
I raised my eyelids and glanced to one side.
What a white scholar of Zhilan Yushu, full of bookishness, came to me with a gentle smile on his face, as if he felt my eyes, his face was a little cramped, but his pace was firm.
“Li Wei?”
“I have seen your Highness for Li Wei.”
He is courteous and thoughtful. He looks like a typical gentleman. He doesn’t look like a seal. I shouldn’t miss him.
I beckoned him to come over, handed him the fan, and asked him to fan me. “Did you learn from the assistant minister of the Ministry of Rites?” I asked? But I have heard of this palace from him.
Li Wei looked around and said in a low voice, “I’ve heard of your Highness.” I chuckled in
my nostrils. “I’ve heard that, and I should know why I chose you.”
「……」 In order to hold back his eyes, Li shook the fan for a long time, and his tone was tinged with disappointment. “I must do my best to assist Your Highness.” Although
I was famous in the army, the prince’s literary talent was outstanding, and his influence among the literati was far greater than mine. After the end of the corruption case, I received a letter from the assistant minister of the Ministry of Rites, which intersected with him. He was also a move I placed beside the prince, helping me win over many civil forces secretly.
My father chose the emperor’s son-in-law for me. He was afraid of assigning someone born noble to add family power to me. He chose a son-in-law among officials from poor families. I refused so much. In fact, I was waiting for Li Wei.
Li Wei was born in a poor family and worshipped under the assistant minister of the Ministry of Rites. The assistant minister of the Ministry of Rites was a princeling. My father was also relieved, hoping to pin me down. I also needed the son-in-law to have a formal relationship with the princeling. In addition to the six princesses, I agreed to the marriage. My father was not too suspicious.
Now that Li Wei knows why I chose him, things will be easy to handle, the only …
I licked my lower lip and reminded him, “There is one in this palace …” Lang Jun’s name is also sealed. He has a cold temper, and it’s not easy to get along with him. If he makes things difficult for you in the future, you..
Li Wei stared at me with two shining eyes.
I sighed. “Just bear with it.”
14.
As soon as things were arranged here, it was said that there was a fight with the third prince.
It was said that there was a fight, but in fact, he was beaten unilaterally, and he didn’t fight back at all.
When I went over, I saw the seal with blood dripping from the corners of his mouth. He staggered to his feet. His clothes were dirty. The third prince held a steel whip in his hand and threw the seal open. My
heart tightened with my tottering body, and I quickly suppressed my worries and strode forward.
“It’s up to the master to beat the dog. The third brother is so imposing. Do you want to beat him too?” With a cold sigh,
I did not look at the seal, but stared straight at the three princes.
The third prince was naughty, and I taught him a lot of lessons. He was afraid that I would be too close to the ground. When he heard my voice, he instinctively shivered, and the steel whip in his hand fell to the ground. “Huang, Huang, Huang, it’s this cheap thing first.”
I slapped him to the ground with my backhand, then kicked him away and picked up the whip on the ground. Pumped at him like he was pumping a seal.
The fierce wind took the cold awn to see a piece of blood flower, and the three princes rolled on the ground, so painful that snot and tears came out together. The little eunuchs
around all trembled like chaff, and no one dared to persuade them.
I threw two whips, and a beautiful shadow rushed over and knelt at my feet. “Your Highness, let him go. He’s too young to understand. Let him go!” yuan Zhou, the
third prince, was born as a palace maid. Although she gave birth to an heir and was given the title of nobleman, she was not favored. She should have got the news long ago and rushed to save her worthless son.
I looked at her and sneered, but stopped. “If you’re not sensible, why don’t you teach me? If there’s a next time, I won’t mind teaching the emperor for you!” I
shook my sleeve away from the woman and went straight away with the seal. When I
got into the sedan chair, I was still covered in blood, and the wound was still covered with dust, but my expression was very relaxed, and I didn’t feel any pain at all. I talked nonsense to me, “Your Highness saw the emperor’s son-in-law. How handsome is the emperor’s son-in-law?”
I looked out of the window. “More handsome than you, I like it very much.” He grabbed
me in his arms, lowered his head and bit my lips. His mouth was full of the smell of blood, and his lips and teeth mingled. He said ferociously, “Don’t like me.”
“If you don’t like him, do you like you, a lost dog?” I said sarcastically, brushing the wound on his cheek without pity. Seeing his expression of pain, I said in a dumb voice, “At least he’s clean.” When I
kissed him, the sealed blood rubbed against my face. When he saw it, he chuckled. “Now your Highness is stained with my blood, and it’s not clean.”
“Get out of here when you know you’re dirty!” I kicked him away.
Also sealed stuffy hum, should be touched the wound, although I paused, after all, did not say a soft word.
14.
My father was in a hurry to arrange my marriage, regardless of his weakness. On the day
the emperor’s son-in-law entered the mansion, the princes came to congratulate him. The gifts were piled up high in the mountains. Li Wei was not good at drinking, but he was in high spirits when he met with a happy event. Several tables came down, and all comers were welcome. When he entered the bridal chamber, he needed the help of others. I was so bored waiting for him
in the wedding room that I uncovered my veil and went to the desk to deal with things, but the Mammy on the side dared not persuade me. The
room was quiet, and the music outside was noisy, like two worlds. I looked at the secret letter in my hand in a daze, and hesitated to write. The sound of playing, singing and shouting outside the house became louder and louder. I looked out of the window at the bright red, and felt a little lost in thought.
He also played with me and avoided me all day long. His subordinates said that he got drunk in a restaurant and lost a lot of money in a gambling house.
I knew that he was not such a person who could not hold his breath, so I found someone to spy on him. Now that the results of the investigation had come out, my eyes fell back on the letter. It was written in black and white that the forces behind the gambling house came from Xishuo, and he had stayed many times, suspected of plotting to abscond and return home.
“He doesn’t want to stay with me anymore,” I thought. I should kill him directly for
such an act of betraying the Lord.
But when I think of his paranoid and ferocious expression when he said to me in the sedan chair, “Don’t like it,” I feel a little guilty and can’t bear it.
Such indecision made my brain a mess. I took a deep breath and replied under the letter: “Do your best to obstruct it. Send someone to check the gambling house. In addition to the execution of all the people, do not frighten the snake before doing it.” When I handed the
letter to the people around me, my ears moved slightly and I heard footsteps from far to near. I thought it was Li Wei coming, so I covered my head and sat on the bed.
The bearer stepped calmly and poured a glass of wine on the table without saying a word. He approached me. I shrugged my nose. There was no smell of wine on my body. It must not be Li Wei.
“Return the seal?” I frown.
The man did not speak, only lifted the corner of the veil, and came in by himself. In an instant, his handsome face was enlarged in front of me, and his eyes were black and heavy, hiding thousands of hectares of thunderstorms.
I looked down and saw him dressed in a red robe, as bright as a big wedding.
“Crazy.” I pursed my lips and couldn’t help laughing. “Is your husband getting married today?”
“Why should a lady ask questions when she knows something?” And sealed back, and came forward to seal my lips.
With the movement, the veil fell on the bed. He was still holding the glass in his other hand. I lay on my back and looked at him with a wink. He hung the silver cup over him and tilted it slowly. The
wine fell into my mouth. There was a flash of obscurity in his
eyes, and he stared at the wine running down the corners of my mouth.
“Your Highness is beautiful.”
“One day without seeing each other is like three autumns apart. Shizhu has been avoiding this palace these days. Maybe he has forgotten what this palace looks like.” I deliberately seduce people’s souls, and my tone is touching.
“Your Highness likes the new and hates the old. If you want to forget, your Highness should forget the minister.” He looked forlorn, as if he had been abandoned. “Even if I go to contact the people in Xishuo and pretend to run away, your Highness doesn’t care, does he?”
「……」 He confessed voluntarily? Confused, I subconsciously avoided his sight. Perhaps I had been drinking, and after drinking, I couldn’t tell the difference between what he said and what was true. I could only reply ferociously, “If you really escape, even if I turn Nanshuo upside down, I will bring your body back and lock it up for the rest of my life.” A shallow smile finally appeared on his
face. He seemed to be very satisfied with my overbearing attitude. He kissed me on the side of my neck and whispered, “How can I be willing to give up?”
The red candles flickered and we were all dressed in wedding clothes. Suddenly, it seemed to be our wedding banquet.
It wasn’t until the door creaked open that Li Wei stumbled in amid a loud cry of “the emperor’s son-in-law.” My breath was unsteady, and I even lifted my clothes to block the spring scenery. With a sullen face, I shouted to the outside world, “Get out!”
Li Wei was startled and did not dare to move.
I said quickly, “Take the emperor’s son-in-law out, and I’ll look for him tomorrow.”
The servant carried the emperor’s son-in-law away and bit me on the shoulder, saying discontentedly, “Tomorrow?”? I’m still not working hard enough to keep your Highness thinking about tomorrow and others.
……
A narrow-minded dog.
15.
On the wedding day of Princess Zhenguo, she stayed overnight and snubbed her son-in-law. As soon as the
news came out, there was a heated discussion in the court. In particular, I still had a touch of red on my neck when I went to court, which confirmed the rumor. The assistant minister of the Ministry of Rites even made a “furious” appearance, picking my nose and eyes at me. My father sat firmly in the court, with a satisfied smile on his haggard face.
I didn’t pay any attention to rumors, and after I got married, I even “married” several people who were born in the dust. My father came to me again and again, but he didn’t blame me much. As long as I didn’t covet the throne, even if I did something out of line, he would turn a blind eye.
And he cherished my talent, expecting me to be “out of fashion,” and began to arrange things for me. After I
entered the palace to discuss the matter, I still swaggered through the palace with a “foxy and seductive master.” On the pretext that I was still not feeling well, I went straight to the Imperial Hospital. Sitting
alone behind the curtain, I propped up my arms and lay in my arms. People in the hospital did not dare to glance here. After the official of
the Imperial Hospital had taken my father’s pulse, he hurried over and carefully felt his pulse. He glanced at me and said, “You’ve been hurt before, and you’ve had some stubborn illnesses. You’ve had a dispute with the third prince, and I’m afraid you’ve hurt your roots.”
I closed my eyes and nodded, pretending to sigh with regret.
So serious? Then let’s treat it as well as we can. If the effect is stronger, it doesn’t matter if time is running out. The most important thing is to live a comfortable life in the end. The hospital envoy will come to my palace when he is free and be responsible for taking care of Shih Chu’s body.
The courtier stooped and said yes.
“In the future, you have to ask this palace before you take medicine, and you can’t make a decision on your own.”
The courtier swallowed saliva and broke out in a cold sweat on his forehead, but he still said yes. When the
consultation was over, I dusted my clothes, stood up, and left with the seal. As I left, I patted the chief on the shoulder and said lightly, “I’m relieved to have you.”
Back in the house, Li Wei waited for me in the room.
Seeing me and Huan Feng go home with each other, I lowered my head in a lonely way.
My son-in-law is a straightforward, let him endure and seal, really modest and courteous, like a concubine who is not on the table, I see pity, if not sealed, I should be with him.
Unfortunately, the hands around his waist were getting harder and harder, and he said, “I don’t have much time left.”
「……」 What bullshit? That’s obviously the father, okay? He’s pretending to be a wolf with a big tail here.
Li Wei was startled and stared at the seal, as if he were frightened.
He. Hurt a little. Nonsense. I comforted Li Wei and asked him what was the matter.
Li Wei said that he wanted to go with me to celebrate his birthday at the birthday banquet of the assistant minister of the Ministry of Rites. The voiceover was to take the opportunity to communicate with the civil servants. He had already arranged it properly. I nodded and let him go down first.
When there was no one in the room, he pressed me against the door. “Your Highness is good at planning, but I don’t know if I can get well. There are so many men in your house who are eyeing me covetously. I don’t want to die.” Smiling,
I patted him on the face, half joking, half warning: “As long as you are obedient, even if you need Venus to be used as medicine, this palace will hang your life for you, and the King of Hell will not dare to rob people from this palace.” Feng
also laughed. “Then I’m relieved.”
16.
The gambling house was destroyed. When I went to interrogate them, they only said that they were Nanshuo merchants and did not collude with the Nanshuo court. However, I could not find out. I always felt as if I had missed some clues and was puzzled.
But now the matter of Nanshuo needs to be put aside, because the father is in a coma again.
I threw myself into the treacherous power of the court and fought with the prince. There was no precedent for a princess to succeed to the throne. Although I tried my best to eradicate dissidents, there were still pedantic people who kept opposing it.
Prince benevolent, always in harmony with brother and sister, and I do not want to fight to the death, gradually there is a decadent trend.
Every time I went in and out of the Princess Mansion, my father’s body was weak. I gradually controlled the Hall of Mental Cultivation, but my father didn’t know it. He seemed to return to the light and became the loving father. Every time he opened his eyes and saw me, he would show a loving smile.
He gave me the Regency and tried to stop me, but I couldn’t stop now. When
my father was dying, he left me his last words: “Zhan’er, you are too strong, and you are easy to hurt yourself.” When
the emperor died, according to the imperial decree, the crown prince should succeed to the throne, but he was put under house arrest by me in the palace, and after the funeral, I was ready to abdicate him.
However, when everything is developing in the direction of the plan, the change is sudden.
The prince was assassinated in the East Palace, and the mastermind behind it was..
Princess Zhenguo.
17.
I was so busy that I neglected to seal it.
He was also very “considerate.” Instead of pestering me, he helped me deal with some big and small affairs, and he went in and out of the palace gate much more frequently.
I didn’t think that it was because of our close relationship and the power I gave him that he would stab me in the back at the last minute.
He assassinated the prince and escaped in the chaos.
The court was in an uproar, rumors that I was behind the instigation, which made my reputation impacted, even his army did not dare to act rashly, a move on the charges of rebellion.
Just then, the three princes, who had always been good at playing, suddenly broke into the princess’s mansion with their troops and put me in prison.
Because of the tragic death at home in the Imperial Hospital, a secret letter with me was found, which was suspected to be evidence of harming the first emperor. Someone made use of the topic to report my murder of the first emperor.
The name is not right and the words are not right.
Now I am like this, even if I have monstrous power, it is difficult to bear the charge of killing my father and brother.
The second prince was weak and died suddenly before his father’s death. At this time, only the third prince was left with a “great responsibility.” I had planned for many years to make a wedding dress for the third prince, which was extremely ridiculous.
I sat cross-legged in the prison, wearing prison clothes, but my face was quiet, but my heart was so painful that I couldn’t cry.
And sealed me up.
I was wary of everything, but I was not wary that he would collude with the third prince. Only
then did I realize that it was all a lie to fornicate with Nanshuo and prepare to leave. The owner of the gambling house did not lie. He had nothing to do with the court of Nanshuo. He was still in a maze, making a feint to the east and attacking in the west, which made me think that he would escape through the power of Nanshuo.
Now. He should have returned to Nanshuo, right?
I smiled bitterly and finally understood the feeling of being let down.
Father said I was too strong, too confident, and eventually the sun’s light burned the sun itself.
The jailer came over, and the key on his waist clanged. I looked up. The third prince, oh no, he should be the new emperor now. He swaggered over, his face full of success.
“Elder sister, I have come to see you.”
Still that fooling around tone, even if became the emperor also did not have a correct shape.
The winner is the loser. If you lose, you lose. I gave a faint hum. I didn’t even change my sitting posture.
“Do you confess to poisoning the emperor and murdering the prince?”
“Do not recognize.” I said, finally giving him a look, as if I were looking at a clown. I smiled and asked, “That’s nonsense. Do you have any evidence?”
He has no proof. I know. I didn’t mention a word about the first emperor in my letters
with the emissary of the Imperial Hospital. The assassination of the prince was nonsense. I could restrict his freedom. Why bother? Not even a fool can figure it out.
And I’m confident that he won’t dare to kill me.
Three princes suddenly ascended the throne, in the court there is no foundation, in addition to some eunuchs courtiers will flatter him, who really convinced him, and I hold the military power, I die, leaderless, he is the emperor when restless.
You and.. When did they collude with each other? I asked.
The third prince smirked. “Guess.”
“I guess..” My eyes emptied, “Imperial Garden I kicked you?” Before
I had finished speaking, the third prince’s face turned green with anger. He couldn’t stand the way I poked him in pain from above. He grabbed the whip in the attendant’s hand and was about to hit him. I looked straight at him with burning eyes. His angry expression suddenly stiffened. It seemed that his instinctive fear of me came to his mind again, and his face changed.
At this time, a man beside him grabbed him with a flattering face and whispered to him while peeking at me. After a
chat, the third prince snorted unwillingly. He stared at me and laughed, Yun Xingping, you have been domineering and self-righteous since you were a child. Do you really think someone will like you? He’s been trying to run away from you for a long time. The day you went to rescue him, we set it up to make you think we were at odds!
He said, “Take good care of Princess Zhenguo,” and then left. After
the emperor left, I stayed in prison for another month, perhaps under the instructions of the emperor, they used torture on me several times, for no reason.
When I got out of prison a month later, my right leg was already sick.
I walked out of the dungeon with the help of the servant. The sun was shining that day, and the colorful world made me feel like I had died once. Li Wei waited at the door and rushed to embrace me as soon as he saw me.
My shoulders were wet, and I thought he was crying.
Your Highness! Let’s go home! He said in a trembling voice.
I hugged him back for the first time. “Go home.”
18.
I haven’t seen you for more than a month. Li Weiqing is much thinner. When the leaders in the
mansion heard that I had been arrested, they all ran away. Even a few servants ran away for fear of being implicated. Only the emperor’s son-in-law had been running around for me for a month, collecting evidence and pleading with the emperor.
He seems, seems, really loves me.
It’s just that I can’t get up the spirit to love now. In order to show benevolence, the
new emperor released me to stabilize people’s hearts, but deprived me of the right to participate in politics, and also took the title of Princess of Zhenguo. Now I want to participate in politics, I can only rely on Li Wei.
He saw that I had just suffered, could not bear me to be so tired, specially learned massage, every day to help me massage my right leg, eyes filled with heartache.
He is an elegant gentleman, gentle as jade, care about my injury, always gently.
He asked me if I was comfortable, and I said yes.
But from time to time will think of the seal, he always only look at the effect, no mercy, just like him, ambitious wolves will eventually devour the Lord, can not raise a loyal dog. I don’t
know people well, so I admit defeat.
That night, after giving me a massage, my son-in-law got up to go out. I pulled him by the sleeve and said with a smile, “You and I don’t have to have separate rooms. Let’s sleep here.”
Li Wei’s face was full of surprise. “Thank you, Your Highness!”
“I am your wife, not your king. There is no need to call me Your Highness.” I said gently.
His face turned red, and with a trembling voice he called out in a low voice, “Mother, wife.”
I smiled. “Husband.”
That day, Li Wei stayed in my room, and he only held me, like embracing the moon in the water.
I asked him, “Why are you so nice to me?”
He said, “Because I like you, I have seen you ride a horse to suppress bandits, and from then on I have deep feelings for you.”
It turned out that someone simply liked me. I lost sleep for a long time and slept soundly for the first time in his arms. In the
dream, I once again dreamed of the seal.
He called me his wife for a while and his Highness for a while. We approached each other and made a gesture of embracing each other, only to find that we both had daggers in our hands and stabbed each other in the softest abdomen.
After that, I never wanted to return it.
My father is right. I am too strong. Maybe I need a gentle person to take care of me all my life.
19.
When I heard the news again, it was he who became the emperor of Xishuo. After
he went back, the prince of Xishuo died suddenly, and the other princes were wiped out by him. In this way, he stepped on the bones of his brother and sat on the throne. Xishuo was already rich. Although he was hurt by a battle, he recovered after a few years of recuperation. After he ascended the throne, he United with the surrounding tribes and launched wars constantly to maintain the war. The national strength was stronger day by day. Dasheng,
on the other hand, is gone forever on the road of decline.
The new emperor has always been a bastard, and as an emperor, he is the best bastard in the world.
He connived at eunuchs to interfere in politics, trusted courtiers, murdered loyal and good people, and was tyrannical. Less than a year after he ascended the throne, he ordered the construction of a Hundred Flowers Palace, forcibly robbed civilian women into the palace, and even did not spare pregnant women with beautiful faces.
I wrote memorials to him many times, but he only thought I was mocking him for not being an emperor. He angrily clamored that the achievements left by his ancestors were enough for him to squander. He sat there idle and was fooled into not knowing the changes of the world outside Dasheng.
Moreover, he tortured and killed protons, and his deeds spread, arousing the hatred of other countries. He fought five battles in two years after he ascended the throne, all of which ended in defeat and peace. Even if
I have the means to reach the sky, I can’t hold this heavy falling Da Sheng.
I thought there was still some time for Xishuo to attack Dasheng, but I didn’t think.. Less than five years later, he could not wait to declare war on Dasheng.
By the time he realized that something was wrong, the Xishuo army was already at the gates. He was so frightened that he ran away with his head in his hands. Sitting in a sedan chair in his yellow robe, he came to the Princess Mansion, which had long been deserted. He knelt down in front of me sobbing and shouting, “Sister Huang, help me!”
I looked at this useless brother and really wanted to stab him with a sword.
But I can’t do that. I just kicked him away, took the sword, and led the troops to guard the city gate. How ridiculous. Dasheng valued military force more than literature, but now I can’t find a general who can lead the troops to fight.
Hearing that I was going to the battlefield, Li Wei grabbed his hair anxiously and wished he could learn some martial arts to go with me.
I touched his head and comforted him by saying, “It doesn’t matter. I was born in an imperial family. It’s my life to protect Dasheng.”
20.
I finally saw the seal again.
In the battle of swords, in the blurred sea of blood, my armor was dyed red by blood, my subjects were turned into muddy and broken corpses, and the imperial city where I grew up was on fire.
So red, better than any big wedding.
I really tried my best, but I still couldn’t stop the enemy from cutting off the emperor’s head with a knife. His fat and funny face rolled to my feet. I knew … Da Sheng is finished. When I was in prison
, my right leg was injured. It was overcast and rainy today. My leg hurt badly. Five enemy troops attacked me. I killed three of them. Finally, I was pressed to the ground by two shots. The
bones were splitting with pain, and the smell of blood was in my throat. Just then
, a pair of silver boots stepped across the bloody beach and came to me, and the hands that were stained with blood but wiped clean gently held my face.
“Your Highness.”
He also embraced me affectionately.
“I’ve come to marry you. Are you still qualified now?”
21.
He has changed a lot. Violence and cruelty were repressed in his
eyes. He fought everywhere. Where was he before? Or he had always been like this, but he had always deceived me.
He looked at me expectantly, with his usual dog-like stubbornness. My
lips were chapped, and I grinned derisively. I shook my head and said in a dumb voice, “You’re not qualified. You’ve never been qualified to marry me.”
His face sank, then with a wave of his big hand, he dragged a man, Li Wei.
Li Wei’s face was swollen. He should have been tortured all the way. He was dragged over. There was a scratch on his chin. He was forced to kneel on the ground. When he looked at me, he bent his eyes subconsciously, like a clear spring, as if he had accepted the fact that he was about to die.
My lips trembled, but I dared not make a sound. Li Wei called out softly, “Your Highness.”
He did not call me like this for a long time, from husband to courtier, I read from his eyes that he was willing to die for me, and his eyes were red.
Our eyes mingled with each other, and it was obvious that he was angry. He put his sword directly on Li Wei’s neck and asked angrily, “Is it because of him?”
My pupils tightened and I became nervous. I forgot to be vindictive. I had been with Li Wei for five years. He must have gone mad with jealousy.
“What is he?” I clenched my fists and pretended to be indifferent, saying, “Shih Chu, from the day you failed me, you have no qualifications at all!”
I thought that by demoting Li Wei to nothing and changing the subject, I could help him avoid a disaster. Who would have thought that he would squint at me and make me tremble with paranoia? “Zhan’er, I know you better than anyone else.”
“Don’t!” I yelled.
However, to no avail, he sealed his hand and cut off Li Wei’s head. The face that
had never been gentle and had never smiled at me fell to the ground, and the eyes that had lost their focus became gray, but still as gentle as ever.
My heart stopped and my blood congealed. I didn’t know if I was breathing, but I felt my body tottering and falling heavily in my arms. The seal in
his eyes also turned black and white.
The blood turned into a thick black, and finally the sky and the earth broke and turned black.
22.
When I woke up again, I was already in the Nanshuo Palace.
The palace perfectly restored the appearance of the princess’s house, one grass, one tree, one brick, one tile, exactly the same, so that when I woke up, I thought everything was a nightmare I had, and he lay beside my bed, holding my hand tightly, and as soon as I moved, he raised his head alertly.
“Shi Zhu.” I shouted blankly.
He didn’t expect me to call his words, and his eyes suddenly brightened, like a dog with meat bones, only to wag his tail, “Your Highness!”
“Where is this?” I asked, then covering my head. “I have a headache. Hurry up and rub it for me.”
He looked at me suspiciously, hesitated for a moment, and held me carefully in his arms. Princess Mansion, there was an assassin in the mansion yesterday, and you were wounded. When I heard this
, I didn’t doubt it. I nodded, closed my eyes again, and rubbed my chest, which was still sealed. “My leg hurts a little.”
“I’ll rub it for you.” He kissed my temple.
“Okay, I’m a little hungry.”
“What do you want to eat? I’ll make it for you.”
“Since when can you cook?”
“If your Highness wants to eat, I can learn whenever I want.”
I laughed at his glibness, yawned at the end, waved him to do it, and slept for a while.
He held me for a long time, and after I tutted impatiently, he helped me tuck in the quilt and retreated like a cat.
I closed my eyes and pretended to be really sleepy. After a while, I felt that the person who stopped at the door had really left. The
sealed departure took away the only life in the house. I was like a corpse. I slowly opened my eyes in the gorgeous grave. My eyes were full of scars. My eyes were no longer confused. Like the cool autumn turning to winter, they were covered with ice-like indifference and sadness.
Also seal.
I called his name silently.
You lied to me before. Let me lie to you this time.
23.
It’s like going back to five years ago. Nothing
happened. I was the loyal dog who always accompanied me. I was beaten and scolded. I was still the princess of Zhenguo. I had endless business to deal with, but I could only rest in the princess’s house because of my injury. I still
don’t know where to get some old ministers from Dasheng, and from time to time arrange for them to come to me for discussion, but I know that my every move is under his surveillance.
He hoped that I had really lost all my memories, but he never believed that I would lose my memory.
In order to make everything more real, I would fall into a coma from time to time, sleeping for a few days, and at this time, I would go crazy, change the doctor frequently, and execute those people if they were not successful.
And every time I wake up, I seem to forget everything, only remember that I am the princess of Dasheng, which can explain why I never go out of the princess’s house.
When Feng finished his work, he came to accompany me. He felt my deeper and deeper dependence, and his eyes were more romantic when he was a teenager.
He kneeled on the ground to rub my legs, would carefully kiss the wounds I left when guarding the imperial city, would keep begging me to marry him, and made countless promises.
He said he would never let me down.
He said he only loved me.
I actually believed it, but it was too late.
So every time he asked me to marry him, I would refuse.
I said, “The minister of the Ministry of Rites has a student named Li Wei, who is young and promising. I once met him through a screen in the minister’s mansion, and I was very interested in him. Shizhu, I can’t marry you, I’ll only marry him.”
Li Wei is my husband, even if he dies, even if I “forget” everything.
I am deliberately stimulating him, and he can’t get angry when he is stimulated by me.
When he heard what I said, his hands clasped with my fingers, and I shook off his hands discontentedly, pinched his chin and said coldly, “Shih Chu, don’t play with your temper.”
My sudden estrangement made him panic, and he quickly took my hand again, managed to show an aggrieved smile, and gnashed his teeth and asked, “Your Highness is going to marry someone else, and I don’t even have the right to be jealous?”
I am often in a coma, and I am always in a state of worrying about gains and losses. This kind of psychological consultation has sharpened his spirit. He is more persistent in me than in marrying me.
Therefore, I have nothing to fear.
I closed my eyes and held my chin high. “Then get out of here.”
「……」
He kissed me ferociously and left. When
he walked out of the door and turned his back, I opened my eyes quietly, and my pride was swept away, and the pain in my eyes was overflowing. Every time
he turned around, I wanted to rush over, hold him, and kill him.
I am Princess Zhenguo of Dasheng, a phoenix born, perched on the branch of Dasheng’s Chinese parasol tree, not in the golden cage woven for me.
Every time my mind wavered, Li Wei would enter my dream, in which he said he loved me with blood and tears. When I wake up from a
nightmare, I open my eyes, but my face is still sealed.
Infinite sorrow I want to swallow hard, yes, we are separated by blood feud, not small love, overnight can be smoothed.
That’s an endless miss.
24,
I play too true, because I love the seal is not false. He
also believed in my loss of soul, spent more time with me, was less defensive about me, and would call my wife, arch into my arms like a child, and humbly beg for my caress. When
I was having a “discussion” with the old minister, I learned from their words that Feng was going to go south for an inspection tour.
He should not take me away, I thought, I can not escape in the Nanshuo Palace, so the south is my only chance to go out.
So, before he could find an excuse to leave, I pretended to be ill and fainted. After I fainted, I clung to my still sealed hand and said “Shi Zhu” in my mouth.
Sure enough, he was worried about me and left Nanshuo in the most comfortable carriage with me unconscious. After three days in a
coma, I woke up leisurely, and when I woke up, I was still in my arms. There was only a slight wobble in the
carriage, and they walked slowly for fear of upsetting me. I pretended not to know anything about it and asked him where it was.
He shaved my nose and said with a smile that I had decided to go south to play, and how I slept in a daze.
I stared at him suspiciously for a long time, but his expression was magnanimous.
“It’s my palace that’s sleeping in a daze.” I said, “Since you are playing, don’t call me Your Highness. Let’s be an ordinary couple.”
He immediately called out his wife in a sticky voice. There was a trace of sadness in my
eyes. I suppressed my sobs and pretended to be helpless. “Husband.”
And Feng went crazy and hugged me like a ridiculous thing. When
he was moved, he stared at me like a wolf, and with his teeth clenched, he coaxed me to say, “Zhan’er, call my husband again, I beg you.”
I covered my eyes, in fact, I covered the tears in my eyes. I choked up and said, “Husband.” I will wake up from
a dream. Let me indulge myself in a beautiful dream before I say goodbye.
25.
We traveled to the south of the Yangtze River and tried our best to spare time to accompany me. I asked for a red thread in the old temple of the
moon, bought a silver hairpin at a meeting, listened to a play all afternoon with a cup of tea in my spare time, and saved a young lady who had been bullied by a villain. I disarmed the villain and quietly hid the dagger.
We went to see the local chief, and with great trepidation and trepidation, they peeked at me and kowtowed to me, calling me “Princess Zhenguo.”.
And he whispered to me, affectionately, “Your Highness, I and all the world will be yours.”
I nodded my head conceitedly and said to myself, “But I don’t want any more.” On the day of
returning to Beijing, it was the Lantern Festival.
I advised him to travel with me without any entourage, but he hesitated for a long time and agreed.
At night, fireworks were set off in the city, and people were coming and going all over the street. I was walking outside hand in hand. I had a sudden idea to tie the red line from the old temple of the moon between our wrists, and seal it as a treasure. Looking at the red line was more precious than looking at my own life. Only when I
lose it can I know how to cherish it. I dare to play with it and seize the bad nature of this person.
Walking in the middle of the crowd, I suddenly stopped. One end of the red line was still sealed. He stopped hesitantly in front of me.
“What’s the matter, Zhan’er? What’s wrong?” The worry in his eyes is not false.
“Uncomfortable.” The tip of my nose twitched. “Let’s stop here.”
He didn’t understand what I meant and just frowned at me.
I pulled out a sad smile, “Shih Chu, do you love me?”
He said love.
I said, “Then give me a hug.”
He seemed to feel something, and there were many extreme and confused emotions in his eyes, but he came to me and opened his hands.
At the moment he hugged me, I pulled a dagger out of my sleeve and stabbed him in the chest.
Blood spurted out and splashed on us.
Five years ago, I had a dream of embracing each other. It turned out to be a prophecy, predicting our end.
Still smile, breath instability, “I know, Zhan son, I know, Zhan son will not be so fragile, you will be more tolerant than me, but …” I really.. I really wish I could start all over again, even if it’s a fake. Why don’t you lie to me a little longer? You know, I’ll always believe you. The tears that I had
saved for years flowed down from my eyes in an instant.
I cried and hugged him. “A fake is a fake, Shizhu. We have gone too far in the opposite direction. Don’t look for me unless you want me to die in front of you. Let me go. I’m tired.”
I let go of my hand, covered my chest, and stood reluctantly. I saw that his face was pale with pain, and the veins on his forehead burst out.
Shoulder to shoulder, the lantern will be particularly lively, I stepped back a small step into the crowd, only a moment, in addition to being pulled, stretched to the extreme red line, I can no longer see the seal. The other end of the
red line stopped me from leaving.
I looked back fondly, but I couldn’t see anything. The next second, there was a cry from the crowd, and all the noise stopped abruptly, leaving only the muffled sound of falling to the ground in my ears.
At the same time, the red line was finally broken.
Even our fate in this life, the next life, life after life is broken. Step by step,
I went against the crowd and did not look back.
26.
Before I
was sent to Dasheng as a proton, I was the posthumous son of the late emperor of Xishuo and the prince of Xishuo, who was loved by the people. In order to defend the precarious Xishuo,
my mother was forced to marry the regent who succeeded to the throne. When I was a child, my mother talked about how brave and capable my father was all day long.
However, under the imperial edict of Dasheng, my dream of successfully ascending the throne and becoming a wise king like my father was shattered.
The regent had always disliked me, but this time, despite the obstruction of the courtiers, he insisted on sending me to the carriage to Dasheng. My mother shed tears on the spot and dragged my sleeve.
I hugged my mother and told him, “Wait for my son to come back.”
Xishuo and Dasheng had been on bad terms for a long time, and I received extraordinary “preferential treatment” on the way to Dasheng Kyoto. In the end, the carriage was gone, and I had to ride into the city. It was by chance
that I got her green eye. Outside the city
that day, she sat on the top of the wall, and the wind blew her skirt, together with her bright and proud, which was different from ordinary women, into my heart.
Dasheng’s Zhenguo Princess, Yun Xingping.
I have heard her name and know her deeds. Choosing her to be my “master” was an expedient measure, but when I look back a few years later, I find that when I knelt down Imperial Garden, I somehow hid a crimson selfishness.
She’s the proudest, smartest woman I’ve ever met. When
those eyes looked at me, their sight was like a hand, turning over all the plans in my mind. She seemed to see through me, but I couldn’t see through her.
Why did she throw me aside when I gave her a satisfactory answer? I can
‘t wait to die. I know she likes to ride and shoot. I waited for her for a long time in the racecourse. Finally, I waited for my Highness in the sunny noon and waited for the reward to stay with her.
I stayed by her side for years, so long that sometimes I forgot why I came here and was willing to be a dog who could only wag her tail.
Emperor Dasheng was getting weaker and weaker, and Zhan’er’s ambition was expanding to the point that she was willing to gamble on her marriage for the throne. The marriage of the
six princesses to Beirong ignited the hope in my heart.
That day, she seemed to be trapped by something. I knelt down at her feet and asked her. After a long struggle, she asked, “Do you love me?”
I was silent.
Because I’m not supposed to love her, but..
She kissed me on the lips, and my soul answered for me, “I never fail to love you for a quarter of an hour, my Lord.” I have told many lies to you in my
life, but this one is an oath engraved in my blood. From time to time
, I had the idea of marrying Zhan’er in my mind, but before I could say it, she told me that she was accused of marriage, and even if she was not accused of marriage, she would not marry me.
Because I don’t deserve it.
When she left the room, I sat on the bed and crushed the head of the bed, like a dark cloud pressing the city, crushing all my naive fantasies. I don’t deserve it. I am an abandoned proton. How can I deserve to marry Dasheng’s daughter.
Wolf’s ambition, I do not deserve to marry, only deserve to plunder.
I colluded with the three princes and used my privilege here to eradicate dissidents and give advice for him. Zhan’er could not be the emperor, because I would be reluctant to destroy her country, because he would not be at my mercy like the waste of the three princes. I have no regrets about what I did
to betray her. Everyone
has his own destiny. I want to go back. I have been dormant for many years. I must go back and get everything back. The
plan is being implemented steadily, and I cherish every day and night with Zhaner.
Whenever she fell asleep, I would hold her tightly in my arms and kiss her forehead piously, as if I were confessing to the gods.
“There is not a moment when I don’t love you. I’m sorry, Zhan’er.” After the
assassination of the prince, I left Kyoto under the protection of the three princes. Before I left, I made a final request to the three princes. You can
‘t kill Princess Zhenguo.
Since I cooperated with him, I have been holding him all the time. He is convinced of my wisdom. After I weighed the pros and cons for him, he can also understand that Zhan’er is more valuable alive than dead.
“Keep her and she can be at your mercy from now on. What fun is there when she’s dead?” As
I grinned, the third prince rolled his eyes and patted me on the shoulder and laughed, “Shih Chu, you really hate her!”! I will avenge you!
Even before he succeeded to the throne, he was already pretending to be “me.” I was laughing, and I wished I could cut the people in front of me into pieces.
Back in Xishuo, there was no place for me. The regent seized the throne and supported his son to be the crown prince. Fortunately, I had the protection of my mother and got a chance to breathe. After several years in Dasheng, my mind was not simple.
At least, I will not be naive to think that the throne of a wise king is not stained with blood. After
killing my brother and uncle, I successfully ascended the throne and married the princess of a neighboring country. On the wedding day, she wore a red veil, and the face of Zhan’er appeared in my eyes.
I miss her so much. I hate myself for giving her to someone else. When
the queen entered the palace, I never went to look for her. I just thought there was no such person. I worked out the battle plan day and night, and went to capture other countries without stopping. When I laid down the queen’s homeland, she knelt down in front of me in the rainy day, crying and asking me why I did this to her.
I didn’t look down at her. I just said, “Because you took her place.” The more people I
killed, the colder my heart became. It seemed that I was no longer a human being. I had been pulled into the boundless hell by thousands of ghosts. On the day of the attack on Dasheng, I looked at the dirty blood on my hands and asked people to bring a basin of water.
I want to wash up and go to see my Lord.
Zhan’er was wounded all over, but he still straightened up. He was so arrogant that I felt that Dasheng didn’t deserve him, and Li Wei didn’t deserve him.
Five years, I suffered five years, Li Wei has been accompanied by her side, even if the war son pretended not to care about Li Wei, his life can not stay.
Zhan’er was in a coma for a long time, and I threw myself on her regardless of the government.
Perhaps the Buddha was moved by my persistence, and he made Zhan’er forget everything.
But I don’t believe in gods and Buddhas, so I don’t believe she will forget.
I am a vindictive villain, and Zhan’er is not a weak woman with a heart of Bodhisattva. If she is willing to cheat me, I am willing to be cheated for a lifetime.
This girl, whenever she hugged me tenderly, she would mention that Li had come to my heart for the dead man. Seeing the malice flashing in her eyes, I smiled happily. What’s the harm in making her happy and me miserable.
After all, this time was stolen, stolen and cheated by me.
I ordered someone to send some news to Zhan’er. I believe she can come up with a countermeasure to force me to take her there. I really don’t know where this girl’s strength comes from. She can hold on for a few days without eating or drinking.
She doesn’t feel sorry for herself. I feel sorry for herself. It hurts more than a ghost’s life.
I spent the happiest time in the south, and I had my own wife, even though my wife hid a dagger to kill me. She asked me to hold her
because I was her dog, and I would never say no.
Because I love her, I know that she is not a bird in a cage, so she wants to go, and I don’t want to be imprisoned.
So I watched her disappear in the crowd, until the vision blurred, can no longer see her hair, I dare to fall, if this knife can make her not hate me, then stab it.
After all, I owe her so much.
It’s just that this red line, ah, I don’t want to give up, I don’t want to give up the marriage that I have asked for from generation to generation, so I was abruptly broken by the crowd, so I held this line and pretended that I could still find her along the line.
The Imperial Physician said that the dagger would stab me in the heart, so that the immortals could not save my life.
I stroked the wound on my chest and said, “Zhan’er won’t let me die, and the King of Hell won’t dare to rob people under her hands.”
The Imperial Physician, unable to understand what I was saying, wiped the perspiration from his forehead and said with a trembling smile, “Your Majesty is as blessed as Heaven.”
Then many years passed, and a wisp of white hair appeared on my temples, and the red rope in front of the old temple of the moon was still tied to my wrist.
That day I went on a private visit incognito and went to the former Kyoto of Dasheng, which is now restored to its former prosperity. I walked past the Princess Mansion and went to Chang’an Avenue. At the corner, I saw a girl sleeping by the window of the restaurant. I stood where I was
, gazing fondly at her features.
“Give her a shawl.” I gave orders to my men.
Then a person, lonely to leave the past.
Let me suffer for the rest of my life, as long as she can be like this, basking in the sun defenseless and dreaming comfortably. If there is me in the
dream, I hope that I will not fail her.
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