“Leave a light in the living room for you. Bring another woman back. Don’t wake me up. I’ll wake up at eight and let
her go at seven.” The WeChat
sent out took half a day without receiving a reply.
Forget it. I threw my phone away. The WeChat that
did not reply wanted to come to Song Xilan to also do not see, the following day I am swollen when the
eye goes downstairs, that woman is sitting on my seat to have breakfast.
Song Xilan’s hair was dyed lavender again, which was very eye-catching. What was more eye-catching than purple hair
was the smile on his beautiful face at the moment.
When I came downstairs with swollen eyes, he asked me with a teasing smile, “How did you sleep last night?”? I didn’t
disturb you, did I?
The beautiful woman also looked at me with a smile and no fear on her face.
I walked over with an expressionless face and slapped Song Xilan in the face. “Don’t you want the
future?”? Bring a woman to the house to fool around. He pressed his tongue against the reddened half of his face, still smiling deeply. “Are you
only worried about my future?”
I was too lazy to say more, so I tied up my hair and pushed the door out.
“Ye Zhen, don’t you have any other feelings?”
I put on my sunglasses, and my assistant drove the car and waited for me at the door of the villa. She glanced at
my sunglasses and hesitated to speak. Song Xilan and
I, almost everyone in the circle knows what’s going on.
As for me, I am a popular actor. In the press release, I bragged about my acting skills. In fact, I don’t
think I am very good at acting. I rely on my peers to set me off.
As for the beauty that is solid, after all, I first entered the entertainment industry is to rely on beauty
to fight my way out. Song Xilan and
I are just a cold contract. He
hates me. He should hate me.
I took a fancy to Song Xilan at a meeting. He lowered his head and adjusted the microphone in the background. There
was no light shining on the place. He was quiet and beautiful. When he noticed my eyes, he smiled at me
. He was not yet polluted by this circle.
I like him very much, he looks like I just walked into the entertainment circle, but also with a bit naive and clean
. When his agent came to me and told me to stir up the scandal, I immediately said yes. Li Fan, my agent
, felt that it was a loss. After all, Song Xilan was just a newcomer
.
But he can’t be my master. When Song Xilan and
I had dinner together for the first time, he lowered his head and kept silent. I felt
strange. Why was he not happy to hold my thighs like this? The man arranged in advance in the
distance was already in place, and I had to get closer to him.
But he pushed it away.
His red eyes made me gasp. “What’s going on?”
He turned his head and said, “Why me?”? Why did
you choose me? Then
I knew there must be something wrong. I distanced myself from him and
communicated the whole thing with him calmly.
He also calmed down, and then opened his mouth, “My agent asked me to hype with you. My girlfriend
was very angry when she found out, and she had already ignored me. I didn’t want to do this, but he used the penalty
to press me.”. I thought, I thought you meant it.
I was silent for a moment. “I didn’t know you had a girlfriend. If I had known, I wouldn’t
have agreed. That’s it. I’ll go and talk
to your agent.”
He looked at me gratefully and excitedly took out his mobile phone to send WeChat to people. I looked at him, probably to his girlfriend to send a message to explain it, really good, I have not seen in the entertainment industry for many years.
But I think such a person is probably not suitable for this circle. This is indeed the case. Although
his agent did not say anything in front of me, Song Xilan did not have any activities for a long time. I am busy with my work, and I will pay attention to his developments when I am free. In
such a small circle, people will always meet again.
It was at a cocktail party that I saw him come out of a room in a mess, with his clothes disheveled, his face full of anger, and the voices of some teasing men and women in the room.
I didn’t want to take care of it at first, and I had seen nothing strange, but when I looked at that angry and aggrieved face, I felt a little pity again
. “How many years did you sign the contract?”
He gave me a surprised look and immediately said, “Three years.”
Later, I signed him. The studio has been running for many years. I have a lot of resources in my hands. I have been active in front of the screen for so many years. I don’t want to work so hard. I began to throw resources at him.
His hard-working and sincere appearance reminds me of when I first entered the circle, but I have been struggling for many years and I am not a dust-free person. I regard him as my epitome, and I want him to be clean all the time. He had a girlfriend who had been in love for many years, probably because his rapid popularity made his girlfriend very uneasy, and they quarreled more.
He won’t be making love beans all the time. I’ll pay for him to be in the group.
Just as I went to visit the class, I went to the dressing room and heard him talking on the phone, his voice exhausted.
“Baby, can you listen to me? I’m doing all this work now. I love you very much. I really only love you. But I can’t disclose my relationship now. This is not my own thing. It’s related to my whole studio and the operation of the whole company.”
……
“It has nothing to do with Sister Yeh. Sister Yeh is very kind to me, but I have nothing with her before. I will go to negotiate with the company. Will you wait for me?”
I held the door handle, but I didn’t push it. It’s a time bomb.
I made up my mind and sent a message to Li Fan. I never thought it would happen to me if I
gave you five million yuan to leave my son. The girl
opposite has a very pure face. She sat facing me, a little cramped.
Sung Hsi-lan will become more and more popular in the future, and the gap between you two will become bigger and bigger. I know you can’t have the heart to destroy him. When the time comes, it will be a breakup at most. It’s better for you to take this and
live your own life. From the moment he entered this line of work, you two were destined never to be the same again
.
I handed out a card and a picture.
It was Song Xilan who sat among a group of men and women. A still, of course, but she doesn’t
know. Let’s take
a gamble. As long as she believes Song Xilan, I can help them arrange to announce their relationship
and give her a good identity. Choose a good time.
If she chooses to leave.
I lowered my eyes, unable to imagine how sad Song Xilan would be, but her profit-seeking nature made me
hope that she would choose the latter. Chapter
2 I am a very observant person. I knew what she would choose when I gave her
such a choice. Song Xilan is the only one who is
still obsessed. His
girlfriend’s abandonment made him lose his mind and come to my house in the rain in the middle of the night. I guessed that
he would come, and when I opened the door, his face was covered with water. I can’t tell if it’s rain or tears.
“What did you say to Nannan?”
“Come in first.” I sidled him in. The moment he closed the door, he pressed me against the wall. “What did you say to her
?”? Why did she suddenly leave? I don’t believe her when she says she doesn’t love me
anymore.
I blinked at him, so close, his eyelashes were clear, the skin on his face seemed
tender enough to pinch out water, not even a trace of pores.
“The important thing is not what I said, but her choice. You are no longer in the same
world. She will only hinder you. What’s wrong with separating early?”
His bony hands were pinching my arm and I felt a lot of pain. So what if
it’s not a world?! I will never give up on her, Ye Zhen, you
don’t understand my feelings with her, you don’t understand at all! Then
he slammed the door and left. I looked at his back and shook my head. Today’s children are
really, very naive, very naive.
“Sister Zhen, here we are.”
I came to my senses and got out of the car. There was a simple live interview today, and the makeup artist wasted a lot of time when she made up for me
because of my swollen eyes. There are several
questions about Song Xilan. The host asked me what I think is the most attractive
thing about Song Xilan.
I smiled and looked at the camera. Clean and sunny. That’s what
I said, and that’s the rare truth in my old mouth. After that, I went out for a drink with the people in the station. This station has always had a good relationship with my studio. A new person came to the station.
Very sensible, sitting next to me to pour wine and chat, I looked only twenty-one or twenty-two years old, very green.
Everyone was having a good time, and it was already half past three in the morning after the party. The child, Jing Ning, sat with me in the back seat of the car and sent me home.
After drinking too much wine, he was dizzy. He straightened out the long hair that covered his face for me. His eyes were like Song Xilan’s, but he looked much more gentle.
We kissed together, from the car to the car, and then to the door, some inseparable, I do not have too many thoughts in my heart, is to kiss such a good-looking little boy is also a very comfortable thing.
The two of them entered the room without turning on the light. At the entrance, he had taken off a layer of knitted jacket on my face, and the kiss fell on my neck and face. I breathed quickly.
Just when it was hot, the lights in the living room suddenly turned on. The huge crystal chandelier made us squint unnaturally. Song Xilan stood on the stairs with her arms folded. “Sorry, did I bother you?”
As if I had been poured from my head by a basin of cold water, I woke up in an instant and realized what I had done.
Jing Ning separated from me and stood beside me at a loss. I felt a little embarrassed.
“I’ll let the driver take you home first. You’ve worked hard to take me home today. We’ll contact WeChat another day.” Jing Ning left, and Song Xilan and I stared again. I was so
drunk that I kicked off my high-heeled shoes and wanted to go upstairs to sleep. As I sidled up the stairs beside Song Xilan, he suddenly asked me, “What would happen if I wasn’t at home today?”
My brain slowed down a bit. “Whatever it is, it’s none of your business.”
He walked up the stairs to me step by step. “I’m your boyfriend. Do you think it’s okay for you to bring people home like this?”
I think this question is meant to disgust me. “Everyone is in the entertainment circle. Isn’t this kind of thing normal?”? You see, I didn’t say anything when you brought someone back last night. Be good. If you don’t like it, I’ll go out next time. After all, I’m a little older than you, and I should be a little more tolerant. Who wouldn’t
lie? I sighed. Although the success made Song Xilan unhappy, I didn’t feel very happy. I always felt that my relationship with Song Xilan was getting worse and worse.
I was so drunk that I didn’t want to say any more. I waved my hand and wanted to go, but he grabbed me. He stood on the stairs two steps lower than me, but just looked me in the eye.
“Normal?” As soon as
I frowned to speak, I felt his hand in my skirt. I raised my hand to push him, but he grabbed my hand and pressed it against the wall on one side of the stairs. His voice was a little deep, and his good singing voice whispered in my ear, “Then can you sleep with me?” I caught my breath and looked at the empty living room under the stairs. Ashamed, I said, “Go to your room.”
He shook his head and asked me with his head down.
“Ye Zhen, do you like me?” I
didn’t speak. I struggled and he pressed me harder against the wall. The alcohol made me feel dizzy and weak. Fortunately, after a while, he also felt inconvenient. He picked me up and went to the bedroom.
I ignored him, and he stopped talking, as if he didn’t know he was tired.
Spent a crazy night. When I woke up at noon, he was still sleeping beside me and hugged me tightly.
I opened my eyes to the ceiling and tried to recall the events of last night. There was a WeChat in my cell phone, which was sent by that young actor named Jing Ning. I looked at his cautious words and smiled. I sent him a message back, “It’s all right. I drank too much last night. Next time I have a chance, I will invite you to dinner.” As soon as
I finished, Song Xilan woke up. He also looked at the ceiling and looked like he couldn’t come to his senses.
Last night was the first time we were really together since we signed the couple contract. He spoke first, “Why do you like me?”
I stretched. “I don’t know.”
“Because I’m clean and sunny?”
I know he watched my live broadcast, and I didn’t say anything. He got up and wrapped himself in a robe, ready to go to the bathroom. He sat up and looked at me with his head tilted. “I’ve been with Nannan for seven years. Have you ever been with someone for so long?”? Ye Zhen, I hate you.
“It was she who gave you up, not me. Ah, I know. You hate me because I broke your dream. I made you understand that the lover you have been in love with for many years doesn’t love you so much, does he?”
He was stunned for a moment, took the pillow next to me and threw it at me without force, probably just didn’t want to see me and wanted me to disappear quickly.
I walked away with a smile, but I felt a pain in my heart.
I took a movie, I was the female lead, the male lead was the double movie king Shang Mingxi, mature and elegant, gentleman decent is the most common words to describe him in the media, of course, he himself is really like this, quite calm and generous, I have played with him, and the cooperation is more pleasant.
Sung Hsi-lan was sitting on the carpet playing video games when he asked me, “When are you going to join the group?”
“In half a month.”
He raised his eyebrows to indicate that he knew. “Is there any role for me?”
This is rare, and he actually wants to join me on his own initiative. “Yes, I have a small role, but this time I’m going to the countryside of Yunnan to shoot, and the conditions are not so good.”
He said it was all right.
I nodded and got ready to go out. “Where are you going?” He asked. “I have a dinner appointment and I’ll be back later.”
Then he pushed the door and went out.
Song Xilan was held up by me to a position close to the first line, and her popularity was unique for a while. It’s just that there are still some works that can make him stand firm. I’m going to take him to the screen to brush his face, and then find a good script to give him an award. In this way, he will enter the front line, and my love contract with him will come to an end. He will be an ordinary artist in my studio in the future.
I had dinner with several scriptwriters and directors and listened attentively to their talk about the project. Jing Ning sent me a joke in his mobile phone. I laughed and thought of Song Xilan, who was not convinced by seven or eight of me, sighed helplessly.
In the evening, I was drunk again, and I looked at the young and beautiful men and women sitting together in the box, thinking that this party should be over. I took out my cell phone and sent a message to someone to pick me up.
It turned out to be Jingning. I was stunned for a moment. “What’s wrong with you?”
He is also stupefied, turn out the message that I send, I patted the head, “Gan, sent wrong person.”.
Pulling him to go, director Li, who had always wanted me to play, came over, and I simply introduced them. Director Li thought we were very familiar with each other, but also to please me, he said on the spot that he had a role for Jingning. On the way
home, Jing Ning was very excited. I looked at him in a daze. He was very good and grateful. He was a little different from the one at home. After getting out of the car, he only stopped at the door this time and said awkwardly, “Sister, I am very grateful to you, if you need me.”
“Shh.” I reached out my hand and touched his lips. “It’s just a matter of raising your hand. Don’t take it too seriously.”
I opened the door and went in. Sung Hsi-lan stood at the top of the stairs on the second floor, looking down at me. “Who is it?”
I didn’t say anything, so I stopped going upstairs and went straight to the guest room on the first floor. He rushed down and pressed the door of the guest room. He put his arms on my side and looked down at me. “Is that the gigolo from last time?”
I frowned. The day’s hard-won peace was gone. “You speak well.”
“Why didn’t I speak well? Ye Zhen, you won’t fall in love with someone else. You’ve made a mess of my love. Now you’re tired of me and want to be with someone else?” Annoyed by his aggressiveness,
I reached out and pushed him away. “I messed up your love?!”! No, your love is already a mess. I said, you want to go back to find her, you go, why don’t you dare to go? Because you are afraid, you also know, she gave up you, she is not enough to love you! I don’t love you either. No one will always love you!
He suddenly became violent. He grabbed me by the neck and pressed me against the door. I slapped him so hard that he turned his head. “What are you?!”! I will take care of you when we are tied together now. When the contract expires, will I still care whether you are dead or alive? If someone who has been in love for seven years can abandon you, how long do you think I will care about you? Poke the heart? I’m the best. Where the
heart is the softest, I will poke it.
But when I saw his eyes, which were obviously full of sadness, I didn’t feel happy. We were entangled in the middle of the night, and neither of us won.
He pressed me on the bed, his expressions and movements were vicious. I opened my heavy eyelids to look at him and saw the grievance and anger on his face. I began to regret the cruelty just now.
I think when I was a girl, I would have been able to tolerate all his little capriciousness because I liked a person, but now I can’t. I have been a big star who has been praised by the public for so many years, and my temper has grown a lot.
My love for Song Xilan can only make me make a little concession. In
the third chapter
, he would not send me messages on weekdays. Instead, Jingning would occasionally give me some jokes and chat with me. But we are all very busy, and we will not contact too often. On the day I
entered the group, I saw Song Xilan standing on one side wearing sunglasses. His height and temperament were too outstanding and eye-catching.
I leaned over, but he didn’t take the initiative to speak, and raised his chin more proudly.
I reached out and scratched his chin. “Still angry?” He opened my hand and looked a little better, but he still said stiffly, “Do you think
I’m a dog?”
I laughed twice and wanted to tease him again, but there was a noise not far away. It was Shang
Mingxi who came. It was the same place. Some face had to pass. I touched Song
Xilan’s face and said that I would go there first.
Song Xilan took off her sunglasses and cast her cold eyes in the direction of Shang Mingxi.
I think I am very tired to shoot this movie. During the day, I kissed Shang Mingxi eight times.
At night, I was pressed on the bed by Song Xilan.
“Why would he look at you like that?”
“Maybe it’s because we’re making a movie.”
“He likes you?”
I looked back at him with a frown. “What are you doing?”
“Can’t a contract couple ask about your affairs with another man?”
“Have I ever asked you about other women?”
He did not speak, but his downcast eyes and tight lips told me that he was very unhappy
. What the hell are
you doing?! Bring people to this hotel? Are you crazy
Sung Hsi-lan leaned back on the sofa and looked carelessly out of the window? Didn’t it burst out?
It didn’t burst?! If it wasn’t for the fact that this paparazzo had a little friendship with me, I would have spent money to settle it, and now I’m afraid we’d be hanging on the hot search! I took a breath, and my heart was boiling with anger, but looking at his beautiful and indifferent side face, I felt that I had no place to express my anger. “If it is exposed, no matter whether we are in a contract relationship or not, in the eyes of others, you are a cheating man, and there is no way to wash it. In the future, as long as the other family wants to get you, they will certainly hold on to this black spot, and you will not consider it at all?”.
He put his hands behind his head and looked somewhat casual. “Are you angry?”
Why are you angry? Are you angry that I don’t take my future seriously, that I’m dragging you down, that I’m looking for a woman, or that I’m making myself dirty?
I frowned at him.
He smiled again. “Ye Zhen, you don’t care if I’m with another woman. You only care if I’m photographed and if it will affect my future money. There’s no love in your eyes, only profit.”
I’m just a tool for you, too. Speculation with me can bring fire to me, and I’ll become a cash cow for you, and then you’ll look for other ways to raise your status. You never liked me at all.
I opened my mouth, but I didn’t make any sound. I want to say that’s not the case. I’ve seen a lot of disgusting faces
from the time I got into this business, when I was struggling at the bottom. Their fat hands, their unbridled teasing. The
wine spilled on the clothes one by one, the shirts became transparent, could not be covered, and
had to laugh all the time.
I have also seen Song Xilan run out of a room like that in a mess.
Only by climbing up and standing in the highest place can you avoid these.
I don’t want him to have to go through this. I think the star is the most happy thing
for him.
Because that was, once, my delusion. I
dream that I can reach the peak smoothly without looking at the ugliness of human nature.
I didn’t do it, so I will give the best to Song Xilan.
I felt very tired for a moment, childish and ridiculous, but I did not know whether it was me or
him who was ridiculous.
That’s it.
“The next time this happens, you can take care of it yourself. I won’t take care of it any more. If there is a major
scandal, the studio will terminate your contract and you will bear the loss yourself.”
I don’t understand. Like it?
Then forget it. If you don’t understand, forget it. When I come to this position, I am probably doomed to have
no right to like it. I opened the door and wanted to go.
“Ye Zhen.” He stopped me. I still held the doorknob and did not look back.
“If you liked me at all, you wouldn’t be leaving now.”
My heart is surprisingly calm, “but you just said, I do not like you.”. I
‘m a little confused, too. Maybe you’re right. I’m sorry
about Wang Yunan, but I still don’t think I did anything wrong. You can go to her if you want. We’ll end the love contract early
.
“You don’t know what I want.”
I opened the door and walked away without looking back, and naturally I did not see the hope
of Song Xilan’s eyes gradually extinguished.
His micro-blog became a hot search, just a few words.
“I will always be abandoned.”
I read the comments below, some speculated that we broke up, and some said that this might be the lines of the new
play. Li Fan asked me if I wanted to operate it.
I shook my head, forget it, just lay some foreshadowing for the breakup. Chapter
4 The film is finished, and the whole studio is busy. The spokesperson of SL brand is about to expire
, and there is a rumor that the brand has plans to change the spokesperson. The former spokesman is Yu Yan, the film queen. If I can grab this cake, it will be very good for me to lift the coffee.
The whole studio is actively engaged. One day, they suddenly asked me to shoot a magazine cover. When I
set my makeup, Chen Jiao, who had some personal friendship with me in SL group, came over. She took one look at my makeup and opened her mouth. “You are so lucky.”
Hmm? What do you say?
She lowered her voice a little. “Our Boss’s son is a fan of yours. He will come to see you on the spot later. Seize the opportunity.”
I paused, my heart suddenly a little stuffy, some bad memories came, and the unbridled laughter seemed to ring in my ears again.
I frowned, a little disgusted, but when I saw that the huge studio was full of SL logos, I clenched my fist again.
I was shooting with the spirit of twelve points, but I was thinking about Chen Jiao’s words all the time, but at the end of the shooting, I didn’t see anything like a fat man with big ears.
When I went back to the lounge, I saw a man carrying a backpack, a shirt of excellent material in a milk-white knitted vest, and a pair of trousers hanging down, pink and tender, looking like a high school student, also following me.
I stopped in front of the lounge. “Do you also use this lounge?” I shouldn’t. As far as I’m concerned, I won’t be allowed to share a lounge with other artists. He shook his head. “No, I’m here to take a picture with you.”
I looked at the clothes and makeup on my body, which had not been announced by SL Group, and
had to refuse him with a smile. “Sorry, it may not be convenient to take a group photo.”
He seemed to understand my concern and waved his hand at me. “It’s all right. I won’t send it.” Are the young artists so persistent
now? As soon as
I wanted to refuse him again, Chen Jiao came over.
She said to me, “Sister, this is the son of our General Manager Ji.”
Ah, then it’s all right. Shoot it, shoot it. After he finished
shooting, he sat on the sofa and looked at the group photo just now. While the stylist helped me remove my hair
, I looked at him in the mirror.
“My name is Chi Hsiu-tung.”
“Hello.”
He looked up, and our eyes met in the mirror. He smiled a lovely smile and said,
“Can you come to my birthday in a few days?”
“I have to look at the schedule.”
“Come on, just postpone the schedule. I’ll pay you the penalty.” Then he lowered his head
and touched the photo in his mobile phone. “Anyway, I have money.”
He lowered his head and did not care. The confidence brought by money made him a little arrogant, but it was not annoying. On the contrary, it was more attractive to look contented and indifferent.
He accompanied me to finish my hair, stood up and put the bag on his back. “Let’s go to dinner.”
I nodded. He told the assistant to let them go back first, and he said, “Let them take us to the place where we eat. I don’t have a driver’s license, so I didn’t drive here.” Only then did
I know that Ji Xiutong would not be 18 until his birthday in a few days. I sighed. What do boys of this age like. How can I have a good chat with him.
He picked up the menu. “This, this, this, this.”
I couldn’t help saying, “Give me less. I can’t eat much.”
“Ah!” He nodded understandingly. “I know. Female stars manage their bodies.” I had a good meal
. The little boy of this age was very energetic and talked a lot about what works he had seen and how much he liked me. I just held my head and nodded and smiled at him.
I sent him home first. He jumped out of the car, but he was not in a hurry to leave. “Will you prepare a birthday gift for me on my birthday?”
I thought about it for a while, and several options came to my mind. I nodded, “Of course I will.” “So what are you going to give me?”
“Will there be any surprise if you say it in advance?”
He pursed his lips and thought, “Yes.”. I’m going to be an adult soon, and I can dye my hair. What color do you think I should dye? When
I heard this question, Song Xilan’s eye-catching purple hair immediately appeared in my mind. “Is it purple?”
“Good.” When he wanted to say something else, the big iron gate outside his courtyard had been opened, and a middle-aged woman came out of the villa and called him young master. He just waved at me and said, “Bye-bye. See you tomorrow.”
“Ah, bye-bye.” See you
tomorrow? But isn’t the birthday party still a few days away? I leaned back in my seat and didn’t pay much attention to it. It was probably just a pet phrase when I said goodbye. We actually met the
next day. Usually after shooting the magazine, someone will send some negatives the next day. When the assistant came in, I said yes, let him put it down.
Then she said that it was Mr. Ji who came to send it.
I quickly let him in. Holding a cup of milk tea,
he sat on the sofa and sipped it. I knocked on the table and looked at his purple hair. He suddenly raised his hand, like a pupil answering a question, “Ye Zhen, is there a socket here?” “Yes, on the floor next to the sofa.”
He looked at it for a moment and then took the computer out of his backpack. Looks like we’re going to
play here for a while.
“What is this hair of yours?”
He touched his forelock and then looked up with a milky smile.
? I couldn’t sleep when I got back last night, so I asked the stylist to do it for me.
I looked at it. Well, it’s really nice. It has the freshness of a Japanese boy. “Good
looking.”
He turned on the computer as if he was playing games, and the assistant came in and told me that there would be an interview later.
“I have an interview later, and I can’t accompany you for the time being. Are you going to play here or I’ll have someone
take you back first?”
“Play here, and when you’re done, let’s go to dinner.”
When I went to the interview room, my assistant, Qi Qi, was already waiting there. She came over to gossip, “Sister,
what happened to General Ji’s son?”
“Fanatic fans, chasing stars.”
“I think it’s all right. He’s so handsome and cute.”
I glared at her. “She’s much younger than me. What can I do?” I finished the interview smoothly. When I went back, he was still sitting on the sofa playing games. When he saw
me coming in, he looked up at me. He was inexplicably good.
“Let’s go and eat. What do you want to eat?”
“I know a good restaurant nearby.”
He followed me to the restaurant and sat across from me, holding his cheek and looking at me. I smiled and winked at him
. “What are you looking at?” Instead of answering me,
he asked me, “I know you and Sung Hsi-lan aren’t really lovers, so do
you like him?”
I hesitated for a moment and did not speak. “Don’t like him,”
he said. “Fall in love with me when I’m an adult.”
“Aren’t you going to be an adult soon?”
“Yes, so I can fall in love with you right away.”
… Well, I always feel that something is wrong. I waved my hand and didn’t take the child’s words to heart.
I think people nowadays have a kind of self-consciousness, what
role they play in other people’s lives, what role they play in their own lives, and the communication
between people all keep such boundaries in mind.
Ji Xiutong is an exception. His style of doing things is obviously to do what he wants. It’s like when I ask him why he comes to my company every day, he just replies that he wants to come here to play, which is quite direct.
I haven’t dealt with such a direct person for a long time. The people around me are winding around, and I have become winding around myself. Even Song Xilan, who is the closest to me, we have never said the word “want” directly. Most of the time we get along with each other, we are constantly testing the boundary line. If he doesn’t say what he is thinking, I will keep guessing. If I don’t say what I am thinking, he will keep guessing.
I thought about it and lost my mind until Ji Xiutong reached out and shook it in front of my eyes.
“Don’t forget my birthday party the night after tomorrow.”
“No, I’ll be there.”
“And I can’t forget my birthday present.”
“Don’t worry, I’m ready.” On the way
to Ji’s home, I checked the packaging of the gift again, confirmed that there was no problem, and then put it away again.
The assistant turned around and asked, “Sister, is it really okay to give me a watch?”
“I don’t think there’s anything wrong with it. It’s more than 600,000. It’s not that I can’t afford it.” He made the mistake that
I thought would never go wrong. At
Ji Xiutong’s birthday party, I met quite a lot of colleagues. Even Yu Yan, the current spokesperson of SL, was there. Everyone could not avoid being polite.
I was saying hello to someone when Ji Xiutong suddenly appeared. He is wearing a dark blue suit
today, with a bow tie of the same color, his hair is carefully done, and his beautiful face
is smiling, like a noble little prince.
He took my arm, said sorry to the person next to me, and pulled me upstairs
.
After entering the room and closing the door, he rubbed his hands excitedly. “Where is my present?”
I handed him the beautifully wrapped box. “Open it and have a look.”
He took it and began to tear it down, with a look of expectation, which went down to the bottom in an instant when he saw what was inside
.
He changed the watch on his wrist and put on the one I gave him. But his face was still unhappy
. What’s
the matter? Don’t you like it?
“You didn’t bother to choose a gift for me.”
That’s the truth. I think it’s good to give people things on the table. I don’t have so much thought to
think about uniqueness.
Sorry, I don’t know what you like. If you don’t like it, can I give you
something else another day?
“Why are you doing this to me? Is it because I am Ji Shuyuan’s son?” Of course, I fawned on Ji Xiutong in order to cooperate with SL, but I still felt a little embarrassed when he said it so
directly.
“No, I think you are very cute and have a good personality. I am very happy
to get along with you.”
He was a little happier. “Do you like me?”
「… Like it.
“Do you want to go out with me?”
“Huh?”
I am an adult today. I can fall in love with you.
How to say, sometimes this kind of straight ball player is a little harder to
refuse than man who keeps hinting at you. It’s good to get closer
to Ji Xiutong, but if I sleep with Ji Shuyuan’s 18-year-old son
, I think I’ll be banned by SL.
Throughout the party, Ji Xiutong stuck to me like a newborn kitten. The gossipy eyes around
him can’t do any harm to him, but I’m in a panic. I’m still a couple
with Song Xilan.
And I don’t really want to gossip with an 18-year-old boy.
Back home, Song Xilan was not there again. Just after washing and lying down, his cell phone rang, and it was Ji Xiutong
again. His voice came from the other side of the receiver, a little green and lazy.
“Ye Zhen, are you ready to sleep?”
“Well, just lay down.”
There was a big yawn. “I’m going to sleep, too. I’m so sleepy, but I want to hear your voice before
I go to sleep.”
“Ha ha, now that you’ve heard it, you can sleep at ease.”
“Mmm.” He was quiet for a while, and I listened to his gentle breathing and did not hang
up in a hurry.
“Why did you refuse me?”
“There aren’t so many whys.”
“I won’t be able to sleep tonight if you don’t tell me.”
I thought about it for a while and picked a less hurtful reason. “You see, I’m much older
than you. At your age, you should find a young and beautiful girl to fall in love with.”
He snorted, “Aren’t you the top vase in the entertainment circle?”? How can anyone look
better than you?
“That’s a bit much to say.”
What’s too much? That’s what you said. I’ve seen your interview. You also said
you like sunshine and cleanliness. Every time I come to see you, I even wipe the soles of my shoes. Am I not clean enough?
I succeeded in being amused by him. I had just been sleepy, but now I was awake. Two people were chatting. Suddenly, there was a loud noise in my bedroom window, which startled me. The broken glass scattered all over the floor and the figure leaving quickly outside the window made my heart beat wildly. Ji Xiutong on the other end of the phone also heard it, and his tone became nervous.
“Ye Zhen, what’s wrong?”
“Someone broke my window.” “
Call the property management, wait for me, and I’ll be right over.”
“You don’t have to..” Before I had finished speaking, the other side had already hung up.
I made a phone call to my broker, and then made a phone call to the property, thought for a while or did not report Jing, ready to wait for Li Fan to come to discuss whether to report Jing.
The property soon came, and the people living in this area were either stars or rich people, and their attitude was very, very humble when this happened. In short, it is all kinds of humble apologies and promises to strengthen law and order.
I don’t speak. Ji Xiutong comes faster than Li Fan. He was wearing a white T-shirt and a gray sweater. It can be seen that it is casual and very homely, which is different from the clothes that are deliberately matched with me every day.
He pursed his lips and looked at the broken glass all over the floor. His expression was very ugly. Then he opened his mouth and said, “Adjust the monitoring.” The property also said that the monitoring could not be adjusted.
‘All right. Let’s sue the property, and see what the people who live here will say if it becomes a big deal. The
property man continued to bow and apologize while wiping his sweat.
I pulled Ji Xiutong back and said, “Let’s wait until Li Fan comes.”
Finally discussed or chose the newspaper Jing, originally is Song Xilan’s fan, saw
his Weibo to associate him to be my slag, therefore only then the entire such one. I laughed when
I heard it, and I took a sip of water to calm down. Chi Hsiu-tung
poked his head out and said, “You can live somewhere else.”
“It’s really time to change. I’ll ask Li Fan to look for another house for me.” When
Ji Xiutong heard this, he quickly handed over his cell phone. “Look, this is absolutely safe
and confidential, and it’s been decorated for half a year, and it’s half an hour’s drive from your company. How about that?”
I looked at the luxurious and exquisite villa on his mobile phone and laughed in my heart. It
was waiting for me here. I coughed. “But I don’t like
this decoration style very much. I’ll let Li Fan look for it again.”
“Oh, it’s all right. If you don’t like this one, you can have this one.” He changed another set and handed it over.
……
What’s going on? Is SL Group still in the real estate business? Chapter
5 I finally bought a set from him, after all, the location is really good, and he
recommended, I still from the.
I called him to ask if he had received the money.
He sounded like he was in the car and said to me with a smile, “I got it. Actually, I don’t need it.
My dad said that the villa was bought for me as a wedding room, and you will live in it sooner or later.”. But
I knew you wouldn’t take it if I didn’t, so I took it. All right, see you tonight.
“I don’t have time tonight. I’m going to record a program in the afternoon. It may be recorded until midnight.”
Ang, all right. When will you move there?
“In a couple of days.”
“Okay, where are you going to record the program? Send me a location.”
After hanging up the phone, I looked at the screen of my mobile phone and smiled unconsciously. This child.
Chi-chi turned his head from the front. “Sister, is this Mr. Chi again?”
“Yes.” I sent him a location, and I was amused by the expression package he sent.
“You’ve had a lot of fun since you got to know him.”
“Huh?”? Is it?
Qi Qi nodded desperately. I leaned back in my seat and thought about it, mainly because I didn’t get tired of getting along with him, and I didn’t have
to think about it. When I first met him, I would think that he was the prince of SL. How could he
be happy? After a long time together, I found that he was just a heartless and happy
child.
Anyone will be happy with such a person. After
recording the program in the middle of the night, I got my mobile phone and saw the message 99 + inside. The 99 + next to Ji Xiutong’s dialog box
and the 1 next to Song Xilan’s dialog box formed a sharp contrast.
I reached out to Song Xilan’s dialog box, and a voice suddenly came in, and I
immediately picked it up.
“Is it finished? Is it finished? Is it finished?”
“It’s over.” Come down as soon as you finish
recording! I’ll take you home today!
“You sent me?”
“Yeah, I got my driver’s license today. Come on, come on, I’ll take you in my virgin
car.”
Holding my seat belt, I felt more nervous at this moment than
when I first won the award and went on stage to say thank you.
Ji Xiutong also put his face in front of me and asked me with a smile if I was afraid. Will
you open it? No, I’m leaving. If you ride in my car, we’ll be friends for life. From now on, your mother
will be my mother, and your father will be my father. You can rest assured that I will be good to both of them.
「……」
“Ha ha.” He laughed twice and started.
Fortunately, I had a safe journey home. I was about to get out of the car when he grabbed me and handed me
a pamphlet. “Here you are.”
“What things?”
“It’s for you, but you can’t see it until you get home.”
I laughed. “Well, I’ll go home and have a look. Good night.”
He nodded and said, “After watching it, you have to share your impressions with me.”
“Do you want to write 800 characters?”
He continued to nod vigorously.
My smile grew bigger and bigger until I came home and saw Song Xilan sitting at the table
.
He sat at the table and looked down at the bowl in front of him. The bowl was full of ravioli, and it looked like none
of them had been touched.
“You’re back.” “Mmm.” I changed my shoes at the door and was ready to go upstairs.
“I sent you a message.”
“I don’t see it.” Then I was ready to go.
“Come and eat with me. You used to eat with me.”
I went to the table and sat down opposite him. He stirred the wonton in the bowl and did not
move.
I did not take the initiative to speak, two people tacitly silent, as far as possible to create
an awkward atmosphere.
In the end, he was the first to say, “Are you moving out?”
“Mmm.”
“Why?”
“It’s better to be separated. It’s convenient for everyone, and since the bastard knows the location,
there’s no privacy to stay any longer.”
“Mmm.”
Then he quieted down again, and even the sound of each other’s breathing was clearly audible. I don’t want to open
my mouth. I look down at the screen of my mobile phone. Ji Xiutong’s messages light up
one by one on the screen, but I’m not in the mood to reply now.
“Is it Chi Hsiu-tung?” He asked. Most of the people in the circle know that I have been close to Ji Xiutong recently, and I don’t deny it.
He is a little irritable, suddenly opened his mouth, “Ye Zhen, you said you like me, you signed me to redeem me, why do you want to do this to me, I do what you do not feel it?”? You want to abandon me just like Wang Yunan, don’t you?!
I gritted my teeth and stood up, saying as calmly as I could, “I’m tired. I’m going to rest.” Don’t
you want to admit it? You have no heart at all.
“Enough!” I roared out, turned around and swept the things on the table to the ground. The soup splashed all over the floor, and the sound of the broken porcelain bowl was particularly harsh. “I don’t like you?”? Didn’t you say you hated me? Didn’t you say you only love Wang Yunan? Didn’t you say you would never love me? You tell me how I like you? Crying and begging you not to do that when you bring another woman home? I like you clean, but you make yourself dirtier than a dog on the street. How dare I like you?
Two people across a table, both are red eyes, I and he are separated by a layer of membrane that will always wrap themselves, I do not understand him, he does not understand me.
“Have you ever cared?” His voice trembled a little, which made me feel sad. Do
I care.
That doesn’t tell me he’s doing all this to make me care about him.
Childish, so childish.
But does this mean that the tightly wrapped membrane is about to open.
I was just about to answer when my cell phone rang, pulling us out of this somewhat out-of-control state
.
As soon as I saw that it was Ji Xiutong’s phone, I hung up and took a deep breath. “Xi Lan..”
The phone rang again, and Song Xilan grabbed it directly from my hand and pressed the shutdown
button.
I calm down a little, but also feel too straightforward to speak, Song Xilan
and I are two arrogant people, we have never bowed our heads to each other.
It seems that whoever says the word “love” seriously first will lose.
He came over and grabbed my hand. His sharp jaw line softened
a little in the warm yellow light. “Ye Zhen.”
The doorbell rang at this time, I guessed who it was, and at the same time I guessed Song Xilan
, who opened the door before me.
When Chi Hsiu-tung saw that Sung Hsi-lan, who had opened the door, didn’t care, he was ready to go past him and enter the door. “Why
don’t you answer the phone?”
Song Xilan sideways blocked the door, did not speak, eyes cold.
I didn’t want to offend Chi Hsiu-tung at this critical juncture, so I took the initiative to go out. “Why haven’t you left yet
?”
He smiled and looked at me. “I want to wait until you finish reading my gift to you.” Then he pulled me ready to enter the door.
“This is my home with Ye Zhen. You are not welcome.”
He patted Sung Hsi-lan on the shoulder. “It’s all right. I know you’re in a contractual relationship. I don
‘t care.”
Sung Hsi-lan sneered, “No, we’re a real couple.”
Ji Xiutong listened carefully, and the doll looked at me with a puzzled expression on her face, as
if she were trying to verify with me. Is it? Ye Zhen.
My fingertips trembled, of course, I know what to do now is good, I can say no
, first appease Ji Xiutong, and then go back to explain to Song Xilan, in short, after I get the endorsement of
SL, I can’t terminate the contract because of such a small thing.
But I think of Song Xilan once said to me, he said that I am a person with only interests in my eyes
, perhaps I am too cold and rational, so that Song Xilan and I tortured
each other to this day.
I raised my head and looked at Ji Xiutong. “Yes, we are a real couple.”
“Ah.” Chi Hsiu-tung froze for a moment and then smiled again. He reached out his hand to touch my face, but Song
Hsi-lan stopped him halfway. He didn’t care. “Did you lie to me before that?”.
“Xiu Tong, we can be friends. Besides, the age gap between us is too big. It’s
impossible to be together.”
He pouted, “My dad said I could fall in love when I was an adult, so I
waited until I was an adult before I came to you. The result was like this. Well, I’ll go first. Can you give me back the gift I gave you?”
I took out the pamphlet in my bag and gave it to him. He took it with his hand. “Later, I’ll give it to you when I have a chance.” As
I watched him go, Song Xilan pressed me against the wall and kissed me. There was a little warmth between them.
But in the end, we didn’t say the word “love”. Chapter
6 Song Xilan and I are together. In fact, he is more fragile than I imagined. The busy schedule makes us more separated. I am used to spending less time together and more time apart. No matter who I am with, family or lover, separation is not a painful thing for me.
But he was obviously very uneasy on such a day. Not only does
he need this, he needs more love, he needs more enthusiastic response and proof.
I dragged my tired body home after recording the program. His phone rang in the middle of the night. I opened my eyes in a daze and picked it up. I heard his beautiful voice. He said, I miss you so much. Will you come to pick me up.
More than once. When we were
together, we had more quarrels. Why not? Not even this? If you love me, why not even this?
These are the words I hear most often. The
excessive lack of security made him a little extreme, he said, Ye Zhen, I don’t think I can catch you.
At that time, I had no strength to comfort.
He wants a person who can accompany him at any time and anywhere, and who can be grasped by him at any time and anywhere. I realize more and more that I am not the kind of person he wants. When he
first entered the entertainment circle, he was like a duckweed on the water without dependence. Perhaps Wang Yunan used to be his spiritual sustenance. After Wang Yunan left, I supported him all the time, and he also had feelings for me, but I could not give him so much sense of security. I can’t give him such warm feedback because of my cold nature.
We are all torturing each other more in the name of love.
My relationship with Song Xilan is not very stable, which makes me feel headache. Generally speaking, there is nothing to make me happy this winter. Song Xilan went back to her hometown
during the Spring Festival, and I still had a trip, so I didn’t have a rest. When
I came out of the TV station, Ji Xiutong was wearing a black down jacket with a thick scarf covering the lower half of his face, showing only two beautiful eyes, and was waiting for me by the side of the car. “What are you doing here?”
He pulled the scarf off a little, revealing the tip of his nose and his pink lips. “I miss you.”
I got in the car and he drove me home. “Why are you still living here? Aren’t you going to move?”
“Trouble. Let’s talk about it later.”
He stopped the car and tapped his index finger on the steering wheel. “Do you want to be the spokesman of SL?”
I was a little surprised to look at him. “After all, you lied to me at the beginning, but it was just to make a good relationship with me that made it easier for you to fight for this position, wasn’t it?”? I can help you.
I wanted to explain, but I didn’t know what to say. I sighed, “What do you want?”
“I want to sleep with you.”
“I have a date.”
“Mmm.” He nodded. “But what does that have to do with me wanting to sleep with you?”
“Little friend, this is a moral issue.”
“I think it’s quite normal. I tell you, I’m much richer than my father. I can give you whatever you want. Think about it.”
“Are you trying to keep me?”
He shook his head with a serious expression. “No, I want to fall in love with you.”
“I can’t fall in love with you, and that’s not the way to start
a relationship.”
Then I was ready to push the door and get off.
“Ye Zhen.” When he called me, I stopped again and looked back at him.
Then something soft and warm stuck to my lips, nothing else
but sticking together, his long eyelashes trembling, like a butterfly tottering
on the fingers of the cold wind, and for the first time the casual young man showed a little perturbed mood.
I pushed him away, but I couldn’t say I was angry. “You’re being a mistress.”
He licked his lips. “It’s no use telling me that. I have no sense of morality.”
“And I know you’re also a person with no sense of morality, otherwise Sung Hsi-lan probably wouldn’t
have broken up with his ex-girlfriend, at least not so soon.”
I frowned. “What are you talking about?”
“I don’t think you’re wrong anyway. If his ex-girlfriend loved him enough, he wouldn’t have chosen that. So
it’s his ex-girlfriend’s fault.”
“Enough. It’s not very pleasant for a child to talk like that.” I slammed the car
door. He rolled down the window and put his pointed chin on the windowsill and said to me, “Ye Zhen,
that was my first kiss. You have to be responsible for me.” “When will you be my girlfriend?” I was preparing for the live broadcast when I received a message from Ji Xiutong
.
In a way, he is still very persistent, persistent in poaching.
“I told you I have a boyfriend.”
“All right.” When I thought he was going to give up, he sent me
several pictures in succession.
I don’t have to click on the big picture to see that this is the figure of Song Xilan, a petite
girl beside him pulling his arm. I saved it and answered him with a question mark.
“Do you have a boyfriend now?” He sent a voice message, and the tone was clear and crisp, very
naive.
I didn’t reply, and then he called and said, “How’s it going?”
“Did you arrange it?”
“No, I just pushed it. This is his ex-girlfriend. Don’t you recognize
her?”
I don’t speak, and Ji Xiutong is in a very good mood. So you see, Song Xilan doesn
‘t like you that much. He just wants you all to love him. He just can’t accept being
ignored and abandoned. His ex-girlfriend can see it clearly. Why can’t you see clearly
? Now you can fall in love with me. I listened to his lively tone and felt
angry in my heart.
He is so naive and cruel. I hung up the phone.
Tears kept rolling in my eyes, but the live broadcast had been announced. I couldn’t make up. I took a deep breath and opened Weibo to find two funny jokes to watch. Ji Xiutong’s message rang out again, “Or I’ll help you expose him, and let this scumbag get completely burned.”
I closed the door of the dressing room and called him back. “Ji Xiutong, don’t interfere in anything else.”
“Don’t worry, I don’t really have that much interest in other people. I just want to be with you.”
“Why?”
“Because I have been in love with you for many years. I don’t even have puppy love for you. You have everything with me. Isn’t it good?”
“I have everything now.”
“No, no, no, you don’t have a sense of security, and you don’t have any support, but you can rely on me when you are with me.”
Me? Rely on a small child?
“Don’t worry too much about your age. That’s it for now. It’s time for your live broadcast. I’ll pick you up when you’re done, baby.”
I hold the mobile phone, looking at Song Xilan’s dialog box, the record stops at the word good night, and there is no more news. Do you want to ask?
Forget it.
I smiled and started the live broadcast. I laughed all the time for two hours.
The staff said that I was in a very good state today. I took a photo with them with a smile and finished
today’s work.
He and his assistant arrived at the parking lot, and sure enough, Ji Xiutong was there. He walked up to me and pulled me away
. I didn’t want to pull with him, so I let him go. When I got into the car, he wasn’t in a hurry to leave. Looking at
my expressionless face, he was a little more careful. “Are you angry?”.
I looked out of the window. Let’s go
“All right, go back to our home.”
I looked at my cell phone, which had not moved all day, and closed my eyes wearily.
He brought me to the villa I had bought from him. I stopped
in front of the villa. “Is this what you want?”
He nodded frankly. “Yes.”
“Will I be the spokesperson for SL?”
“Yes.” My hand curled up as I
held the phone. “I want to make a phone call first.” He slanted his head and looked at me with an undisguised smile. “Okay, but I bet he won’t
take it.”
I listened to the voice prompt for tens of seconds, and finally put down my hand feebly.
“You see, I guess very well every time.”
Sure enough, I am not suitable for love. I sent a message to Li Fan, saying, “Let’s get ready to break up
.”
He put his cell phone away.
Ji Xiutong put his arms around my waist and bowed his head to kiss me. He did not have a skillful kiss, but just
pecked his lips gently. His falling forelock swept over my face, and I felt a
little itchy. I reached out and lifted him up, revealing his smooth forehead. The face appeared in front of me without
any shelter, and it looked smaller. I always felt that I was committing a crime
.
I shook my head. “No, you’re too young.” With some grievance,
he took my hand and put it on a certain part. “I’m not small
.”
Yes, it’s not small, and it’s even big, but I’m still, “No.”
“Well, did you promise to fall in love with me?”
“Let me take care of these things first.” In
the seventh chapter
, Song Xilan and I met by mistake. It’s awkward to be a lover further, but it’s impossible to be a friend step back. In the end, the two people just tortured each other.
We sat face to face, and he didn’t want to talk, so I didn’t ask. I have always been such a stuffy gourd.
“Let’s break up.” His hand shrank as he
held the glass. “You know all about it.”
“I sort of know.”
He smiled, which made people feel sad for no reason. I’m actually quite unwilling. When I was with you, I was like a young boy. Every day I chased you for that pitiful sense of security. Every day I thought about how I could make you prove that you loved me. It was very childish. But I can’t help it.
“I used to be with Yu Nan. She pestered me. She wanted to go public. She wanted to know what I was doing all the time. I was very tired, but I felt that I was loved by her.”
“But I never felt I was loved by you.” When he said this, there was still a glimmer of light in his eyes when he looked at me. Maybe he was expecting something.
I just nodded and had nothing to say, letting the light go out, and all the words turned pale at the moment. I don’t quite understand whether I
love or not. The news of our breakup exploded. On every platform, the micro-blog that we announced our breakup
was reprinted for a time. I began to turn over all kinds of comments in a rare way.
I saw someone commenting on the past of Song Xilan and me, and I saw that it was a pity for me to edit
the video with him. For so many years, I have been working, and there are a
lot of people who play with each other. In fact, the one who is together is just Song Xilan.
As I watched, I wiped the tears on the screen of my mobile phone. I
saw myself in a trance. Had he ever looked at me with such affectionate
eyes at so many times.
I never noticed.
I watched in silence, feeling both regret and relief.
Until one hand took the phone from my hand.
I looked up at him and a tear fell.
Chi Hsiu-tung smiled, then hooked me under the chin and kissed me. “There’s nothing to be sad about
. I’m not better than him, am I?”
SL’s stylist came in. Ji Xiutong sat on the sofa next to him and played games. I looked at
the mirror and let the stylist play with it. In the middle of the game, he suddenly came over and kissed my
face. The stylist next to him looked at me awkwardly and dared not speak out.
“Don’t rock the boat. The makeup I just finished will be blurred later.”
“All right, whatever you say.” Then he went back to the sofa cleverly. I looked at him in the mirror, with his round head hanging down, his hair looking soft and fluffy, wearing a pure white sweater with a cute bear printed on it, his hands playing games were white and slender, his nails were pink, and he looked harmless.
But I know that he is not as clever as he appears.
SL’s endorsement material is ready for official announcement.
The film was also in the promotion period, and the director who had worked with me before read a new script and contacted me again.
I am still as busy as before, the only difference is that there is a Ji Xiutong around me.
I don’t know how to define my relationship with him. Say he is my gold owner. We haven’t had that kind of thing. Say he is pursuing me. But he has long regarded himself as my boyfriend. Say he is really my boyfriend. The problem is that we haven’t established a relationship.
Anyway, we are so awkward with each other.
When I finished reading the script, the role of the heroine did not attract me, but the role of the second woman made me like it very much.
Li Fan doesn’t agree with me to play the second woman, but I think it doesn’t matter, as long as the role is good. When I returned home
in the evening, Chi Hsiu-tung fell asleep on my bed again. The quilt was piled up to his waist, half exposed, and the thin muscles of his abdomen looked green and astringent between a teenager and a man. He brushed his hair from his ear and asked, “Are you ready for today?”.
I shook my head. “No.” Ji Xiutong, who has always been casual, respects me very much in this matter. In fact, he threw me down directly. It is estimated that I will resist it. But he never did.
I asked him one day with some curiosity why. “My first time, of course, I want you to be willing,”
he said casually as he painted his nails with black nail polish from the dressing room. As soon as
I heard this, I was even less willing. I felt that I was defiling the innocent youth, and I was committing a crime.
I’m even more confused.
Ji Xiutong, apparently unaware of the problem, admired his black fingernails for a moment and then said in a rather casual tone, “Hey, you can get rid of this.” I
looked at the assistant who was helping him remove his fingernails, and I couldn’t help but say, “What a young master.”
He snorted and turned up his mouth and ignored me. Shang Mingxi and
I began to promote the film platform, after two collaborations, we are more familiar with each other, Shang Mingxi is really a model of mature men, high EQ, gentle, people feel like spring breeze at any time and anywhere. The investor temporarily took a pair of high-heeled shoes and needed me to change them. Shang Mingxi got up and said to go to the bathroom and went out of the lounge. “Teacher Shang is so handsome, so considerate, so gentle, ah, ah, ah,”
said Chi-chi, who was so fascinated by him that her eyes were filled with stars. “Why, you don’t love Chi Hsiu-tung anymore, and you’re in love with someone else?” With a
wave of his hand, he said, “Mr. Chi-hsiao is too unfriendly to the people. It’s still Mr. Shang who is approachable
.”
“Now I suspect that you became my assistant just to see handsome boys, little nymphomaniac.”
The assistant helped me change my shoes, and I was a little bored with my mobile phone. He couldn’t help but
mutter, “Ji Xiutong didn’t send me a message today.” After the activity
with Shang Mingxi, it was on the hot search, and the team also bought some press releases. For
a while, the comments were all sweet.
I sat in the car on the way home, rubbed my eyebrows, and fell asleep wearily. When I got to the door
, I fell asleep all the time. Qi Qi didn’t call me. The car stopped and didn’t move. I didn’t wake up
until someone knocked on the window and looked out of the window confusedly.
Ji Xiutong tilted his head and looked at me with a sneer at the corners of his mouth. Before I could come to my senses
, he knocked on the window again to urge me to get out of the car. I was a little angry at his provocative action
. He
immediately wanted to get out of the car and quarrel with him, and the man in front of him turned around and said, “Sister,
be careful. You might have seen the gossip on the Internet.”
I looked at his cold face, and the hand that was ready to open the door was unconsciously withdrawn.
I can’t bear to laugh at myself in my heart. After so many years, I’m still afraid of a little kid. As a result, I got out of the car, and just as I was about to speak, he couldn’t help laughing. He put one hand around my neck and took me home. He said with a smile, “How’s it going?”? Did I just act like it? Does he look like a man who has been cuckolded?
I don’t think that’s the point. The point is, “Why did you come to my house again?”? Are you addicted to living?
“There are so many rooms in your house. What’s the matter with me? I’m not sleeping in your room.”
I looked at Ji Xiutong, who was already lying on my bed writhing like a maggot when I came out of the shower, and I was speechless for a moment. Turn around and get ready to sleep in the guest room.
“Ah, Ye Zhen, I can’t find my cell phone. Lend me your cell phone. I’ll make a phone call.”
I threw the phone to him, and he dialed and said, “I want a drink of water. Get me a glass of water.”
I went downstairs to pour water for him. When I gave it to him, he didn’t reach out to take it. He blinked his eyes and asked me to feed it. I handed it to his mouth and saw that he sipped the water like a kitten. The warm yellow light added a halo to his silhouette, and the scene suddenly seemed tender.
I think although Ji Xiutong is somewhat arrogant and has a young master’s temper, he will not think too much about others, but in fact he is still a sunny and lovely child.
Until two days later, I replied to the message and suddenly remembered to look through my circle of friends, and found that there was a picture in my circle of friends, a picture of me sleeping in the car, Ji Xiutong gathering half of his face, with the caption, I love my baby. I was startled to see that the only visible person was Shang Mingxi, and he probably didn’t give me a like when he saw it, so I didn’t realize it until now.
I feel furious. I can understand that Ji Xiutong has been spoiled and indulged in lawlessness since he was a child, but I hate others to interfere in my affairs like this, and it’s not the first time.
I dialed the phone to him, and the other side was connected immediately. The first thing I heard was not Ji Xiutong’s voice, but a sweet female voice asking, who is it.
I was stunned. I didn’t even remember what I had just wanted to scold him. I asked, “Who is next to you?”
“What’s wrong with playing outside, my friend?” What did
you do with my phone? Do you have any sense of proportion? When he
heard this, he didn’t feel guilty about doing anything wrong at all. He immediately retorted, “Why don’t I have a sense of propriety?”? Didn’t I divide into groups in the circle of friends? If I really don’t have a sense of proportion, I can see everyone directly.
“It’s not a question of whether you are divided into groups or not, but you are not qualified to use my mobile phone to send this kind of circle of friends and find out your own position!”
I’m not qualified? Then who is qualified? Is Shang Mingxi qualified? Is Song Xilan qualified? You’ve been flirting with me for so long, but you never intend to be with me, do you? You didn’t even think to tell me when you started the scandal. Am I too young? You think it’s funny to play me like a fiddle, huh? Both of them were stunned when
he finished, and Ji Xiutong hung up the phone directly. After hanging up the phone, I couldn’t help feeling very angry and sad. I looked at the bracelet from Ji Xiutong in my
hand, took it off and threw it into the trash can.
“Sister, what are you doing? That’s so expensive.”
I closed my eyes and took a few deep breaths. “Give me the desk book. I’ll look at the process first.”
Qi Qi hesitantly called the voice elder sister, or handed over the desk book, the expression is dull, do not
know is shocked by my throwing bracelet, or shocked
by my emotional adjustment.
The eighth chapter quarrels can not affect the work, and nothing can affect the workers to make money.
I have been adhering to this purpose. You can always smile in front of people. When I got home and calmed
down, I felt upset again.
I looked at the lampshade in a daze, and my mind was full of Ji Xiutong’s words. When the
door rang, it was Ji Xiutong who came in. He stood at the door, although he still
raised his chin proudly, but I could see from his expression that he was somewhat cramped. “Are you angry?”
He said dryly.
“I don’t think I did anything wrong. I just wanted him to know that you had a date, didn’t you
?”
I glanced at him and turned my face away.
“Get out.” He had a cold face. “I don’t. Tell me how you can stop being angry.”
“If you don’t think you’re wrong, why do you care if I’m angry
?”
He choked on me, frowned unhappily, clenched his hands into fists, and shouted out as if
he had made up his mind, “I’m wrong, I’m wrong, I’m wrong!” Then
he suddenly jumped on the bed, I was inside the quilt, he was outside the quilt, he buried his face
in the quilt. Are you happy? I have never apologized to anyone since I was a child. After
he muttered this sentence, I suddenly felt that the anger in my heart had dissipated a lot.
He rolled around on the other side of the bed and lay on his back with me.
“Will this happen again?” I asked.
“Yes.” He answered.
？？？
“Can you grow up?”
“I’m very childish at my age. If you admit that I’m your boyfriend, I
won’t be like this in the future.” How long can a
child have a constant nature? Instead of letting him get it, he has been thinking about it. If
he is with him, maybe it will not be fresh in a few days. After all, there is no shortage of beautiful girls around
Ji Xiutong. I weighed it in my mind for a moment, sighed, and raised my hand to cover my eyes. “Okay, I promise
.”
“Mmm.” He answered lazily, and after a while he suddenly got up! What did
you say?
“I said I promise you.”
In fact, there is nothing wrong with being with him, but he is very clingy
when he is in high spirits. I freed myself from his octopus-like hands and feet for no more than two seconds before
I was entangled by him again.
“I really have to go.”
“You take me there.”
No, I’m going to shoot a film. Why should I take you there? You’re not filming.
“Do I have to be filming to go with you?”
I was in a hurry to leave, and I didn’t notice his thoughtful little expression now. Well, I promised
twice at random and hurried out of the door.
I think it’s an adventure to be with a young boy who can surprise me
at any time. I looked at him who greeted me on the set with a question mark.
I pulled away from him a little bit, and I didn’t want to get too close to him on the set, but he didn’t care
, and he still stuck to me, and he took the opportunity to sneak into my dressing room and started kissing
me. I stopped him by poking him in the forehead.
“What are you doing here?”
“I’m still a male number nine when I’m filming.”
I frowned. “Aren’t you afraid that General Ji will find out and skin you?”
“What’s your name, General Ji? Uncle.”
“That’s not the point. This is not a joke. Can you grow up?”
My tone was a little heavy, and he pursed his lips and went to one side, lowering his head and not talking to
me. I looked at his little expression of sobbing and felt that he had gone too far
. He just likes me and wants to stick to me. I leaned over again and touched his
face. “Well, I’ve said too much.”. Just don’t get too close
to me in front of outsiders.
He shook his head. “That’s not the way to coax people.”
“How is that coaxing?”
He took my hand and put it on his waist and looked at me.
“And then?”
“Then you should take the initiative to hold me and tell me that you love me the most.”
“Well, I love Tong Tong the most.” When he heard me call, he hugged me a little tighter and bent over to rub his cheek against my shoulder socket. He began to act like a spoiled child. The door of the
dressing room was knocked at this time. Before I opened the door, I pointed at his head again and warned him, “Don’t let anyone know that we are together, do you understand?”
“Why?”
“It’s been less than half a year since we broke up, and if it were revealed that we were in a relationship, it would have a big impact on me.”
He nodded his head awkwardly. When
I opened the door, it turned out to be Ching-ning outside. He hadn’t even seen Chi Hsiu-tung inside. He just greeted me with a smile and said, “Sister.”
“Ah, are you on the set?”
He nodded and said, “I didn’t come to the opening ceremony because I had other plans. I know you’re the second girl, so I just came to say hello to you.” He scratched his head and said, “I haven’t seen my sister for a long time, and she’s much more beautiful.”
This is the business of the same industry blowing each other. I’m used to it. When
Ji Xiutong heard this, it was obvious that this was not the case. He got up unhappily and approached the door with his long legs. He bowed his head and kissed me on the cheek. He raised his eyebrows and looked at Jing Ning. “Is there anything else?”
Ching-ning was stunned, too. She waved her hand awkwardly and said, “Sorry to bother you, sister. I’ll go first.” Can you change your temper? We can fall in love, but can you not do such childish things! Can’t you think about it for me? Do you know how much these things will affect my career?
I’m jealous. If I really can’t, I’ll support you. It’s not like I can’t afford to support you.
I don’t need you to support me. I didn’t work so hard today to find a man to support me. Do you understand? If you’re always like this and only think from your own standpoint, then I think it’s better for us to separate. I said it was cold, but in fact, I didn’t feel very well. Ji Xiutong and I have known each other, in fact, I can feel that this little childe has given me the maximum gentleness and dependence, now to say these words to him is like poking my own heart, but no way, I have always been a tough mouth.
His eyes and eyebrows were tinged with anger, and his expression became even more flamboyant. There was a thin red on his white face. “You never wanted to be with me all the time, so you didn’t sleep with me, and you didn’t go public with me. You can break up with me so easily, okay?”. Then he slammed the door and left.
I looked at his back and thought about what he meant by “OK, OK”. Is it the meaning of breaking up. When I was
with him, I thought that he would not like me after a while, and it would be good to break up, and he would not think about me any more. After all, the gap between us is too big. I am a first-line female star, but I am not on the same level with his family at all, and even there is a big age gap between us, so it is impossible to go to the end. I understand the
reason, and I have already thought it clearly. But I feel very sad now. Even my own proud emotional management is out of control. A simple scene happened
seven or eight times. Fortunately, no one dared to criticize me, and they were all patient to shoot.
At the end of the day, I was very sorry to ask everyone to go out to play.
I went to a club run by an acquaintance. Jingning also came. He sat down next to me and
asked me hesitantly, “Sister, is that your boyfriend in the afternoon?”
I nodded. “Yes, but you have to help me keep a secret.”
Ching-ning looked a little disappointed, but nodded earnestly to me. “Don’t worry, sister,
I will.” I drank one cup after another in the
club box. I seldom drank too much. I was a good drinker, but
I was dizzy tonight. The male number one came to me and asked me if I wanted to go back to the hotel first.
I shook my head. I was bored and drank. When I woke up
the next day, I had a headache. I went to the bathroom in a daze. After taking a
shower, I looked at my swollen face in the mirror and patted my head hard.
“What am I doing?” The
hotel’s doorbell rang suddenly, and I guessed it was Ji Xiutong. He straightened his bathrobe, opened the
door, and stood at the door with his food. “Sister, what’s wrong with your expression?”
“What’s my face?”
“It’s just like you look disappointed.” I went back to my room without speaking, and there was no news of Ji Xiutong in my cell phone. When I came to my senses, I had typed a line in the message list.
But in the end, I chose to delete it, and it’s good to end here. Such thoughts kept coming into my mind, but my heart told me that I was not satisfied with it, and the feeling made me jump. Within 48 hours,
our cold war was ended by Ji Xiutong, who suddenly rushed out and pressed me on the bed. “Why didn’t you come to me?”
He asked me with red eyes.
“Didn’t you go first?”
He pulled me up and sat face to face on the bed. He raised his hand and wiped his eyes. “Well, I can respect your wishes. I won’t go too far.”
“Why?”
Because it’s hard for me to be separated from you. I don’t want to be separated from you. I can take a step back. But you also have to take a step back. His expression was so serious that I listened unconsciously. How can
I take a step back? No, why should I take a step back?
“I did something wrong and you are very angry and sad, aren’t you?”
I thought about what he said. He was very angry and sad, and he didn’t speak. I will change in order to make you not angry and not sad. I want the whole world to know that you are mine, but you don’t allow it. I am also very sad and angry when I see other people around you, and you have to coax me. I was amused by him, and just as I was about to open my mouth, he kissed me. After
falling in love for so long, I finally got a little smarter. I stretched out a small tongue and licked my lips. Then I retreated. I looked at me and said very seriously, Ye Zhen, everyone’s love is different, but the only thing in common is that love needs to be expressed. If you don’t say it, the other person may not understand it. You see, if I like you, I’ll tell you. If I want to sleep with you, I’ll say I want to sleep with you. You have to learn to be straightforward.
This sentence made me stupefied for a moment, and I felt like I had been educated by a child. I knocked him on the head, “I’m so much older than you, and you keep calling me by my name?”?
Impolite.
He yawned as if he were very sleepy and lay down on my bed. “What is courtesy?”
He took my hand and closed his eyes. You look tired.
I waited for him to fall asleep and get up gently, ready to go to the set. He lay on my bed, half of his face sinking into the soft quilt. I leaned over to look at him for a long time, and finally left a shallow kiss on his face and turned away. Chapter
9 I received an invitation from a big man in the industry during the interval of filming. She told me the plot framework in detail. After listening to it, I felt that it was very suitable for Song Xilan. Song Xilan really needed a good script and a big drama to gain a firm foothold. When I returned to the company, Song Xilan pushed the door and came in, I suddenly remembered that I hadn’t
seen him for a long time.
A long time ago, the memories of two people who were closely connected and tortured each other were somewhat yellow and dim
.
I told him about the plan after that. Li Fan was also listening and thought there was no
problem. After that, I asked Li Fan to dock, and I was ready to leave.
“Ye Zhen.” He stopped me, and Li Fan said that he had gone out in advance.
I stood opposite him, but I didn’t know what to say.
His face looked lonely, his eyes drooped, and he said thank you.
The dusk light cast from the French window, enveloped us, and pulled the figure
behind us long, I looked at his eyebrows and eyes, or young, green.
Like the first time I knew him, fortunately, we were entangled for a while, pulled for a while, and
did not leave deep pain and vicissitudes in his eyes.
I think of my first heart. It hasn
‘t changed yet, and I still hope that he will have a bright future and a bright future.
I walked past him to the door. “No, at least you’re still my studio artist
.” The moment I put my
hand on the doorknob, he suddenly hugged me from behind, “Ye Zhen.” I did not move, feeling his loneliness and sadness. It was a long time before I slowly pulled his hand away. “I’m sorry,” I said. “I learned too late.”
I think of the way Ji Xiutong looked at me in the morning light. His eyes were particularly bright. He said that love needs to be expressed.
Unfortunately, I understand too late, doomed between me and Song Xilan things have changed, can only regret.
“This is so cold.” Ji Xiutong took a mask in his hand and blew on it.
I wiped the water from my face and lay down. “It’s all right. Just stick it like this.”
He carefully covered my face with the mask, smoothed the wrinkles around the edges bit by bit, sat down on the sofa, and moved my head to his lap.
He looked down at me and smiled, “Your face is so small, and this mask is bigger.”
I put on the mask and touched his face without speaking.
They looked at each other in silence for a moment, and he lowered his head and kissed me on the lips. When it was time for the
mask, I washed my face and went back to my room to find him lying on my bed again, wearing my silk nightdress with suspenders, holding his chin in his hands, and shaking his straight legs. I always feel a chill in my back when I
look at his sweet smile. You want to sleep in my room again? Then I’ll sleep in the guest room. “Ye Zhen.” He stopped me, and his tone became sticky.
When I looked back at him, he had turned into a side-lying position, my nightdress only reached his thighs, and he wanted to lift it or not. The silk material was tightly attached to his body, and some perfect muscle marks were faintly visible, as well as an abnormal protruding position of his lower body.
I couldn’t stand it any more, so I went over and knocked him on the head. “That’s too hot for your eyes.” Laughing,
he grabbed my hand and pinned me down on the bed. “Next time, you come.” Then he leaned over and kissed me. Unlike in the past, when his lips clung to each other, he licked open my lips, and the tip of his dexterous tongue slid in. Although it was astringent, it was very warm, leading me to entangle and stir, and my lips and tongue were inextricably linked. I heard his murmur, with a little uncontrollable forbearance, “Is that all right?”.
I hesitated, but he bit my chin again and called me in a low voice, “Sister …”
I felt a rush of confusion in my mind, and finally nodded and put my arms around his neck. It began to rain
outside the window. At first, the sound of the rain was very gentle, moistening the earth, gentle and tender, and slowly became eager. Sometimes the rain poured down, and the flowers swayed and trembled alone in the rain. When the flowers were about to break, the rain came down gently, with the meaning of comfort, and so repeatedly in the middle of the night, it slowly stopped. It was a rare good day after the
rain. When I woke up, the sunshine outside was just right. Ji Xiutong was sleeping soundly with me in his arms. The corners of his mouth were slightly raised. It seemed that he had had a good dream. I gently took away his hand on my waist and prepared to go to the bathroom. Suddenly, his legs were weak and he almost fell down. I quickly held the bed. The noise woke Ji Xiutong up. He opened his eyes to look at me, understood what had just happened, and winked at me. “Am I fierce?”
I glared at him. “Just so so.”
He rolled over and sat up, with a look on his face that he wanted to prove himself. “Then I’ll carry you to the bath.”
I looked at his dark eyes and felt that something was wrong, so I slipped into the bathroom and locked the door. He stood outside the bathroom and knocked on the door. His tone was very light. “Let me in, Ye Zhen. I can help you wash. You just stand still. How convenient it is!”
“Get out.”
Ji was even happier when he was scolded. He knocked at the door and said, “Ye Zhen, sister, sister, let me in.”
“Don’t act like a spoiled child. It doesn’t work.”
It was because I was cheated by this soft sister that I felt my waist was broken when I got up today. I’m going to be 30 years old, and I really can’t stand the destruction of the little boy.
I shook my head, blowing my hair in front of the mirror and suddenly saw the red marks on my neck. A few pictures that were not suitable for children flashed through my mind. I quickly opened the collar of my pajamas and took a look! Pointing to his neck,
I solemnly said to Chi Hsiu-tung, “Well, I can’t do that anymore. I still want to be on camera.” He was bending down to put on his shoes when I told him to straighten up and press me against the entrance door. “Okay, this won’t happen again.” Then he kissed me on the lips. Just as I was about to nod with satisfaction, feeling that he had been much better recently, he leaned over and sucked on my neck. “But I know you don’t have a trip these two days.”. That’s what I want to do.
When he finished, he changed his shoes and said to me, “You come to pick me up after class.”
“You drive yourself to school.”
He shook his head. “I’ll ask the driver to take me. You have to pick me up after class.” Then he threw the keys to me. “Take this one.” I haven’t run errands for others for
many years. It’s quite new. I arrived a little early, parked the car on the side of the road, knocked on the steering wheel and waited for him to finish class. I looked at the people coming and going in the university campus, quietly feeling the passage of time, thinking that after a while Ji Xiutong would appear and tell me with a smile how much he missed me when he left me, I felt as if the waiting time was good.
After waiting for a while, I found his figure in the distance. He also saw my car parked on the side of the road. Before he saw me, he had already raised his smile and walked towards me with long legs.
Then he paused, as if someone was calling him. A petite girl with long hair ran up to him and said something to him shyly. He looked down at the girl with an expressionless face. After listening to the girl, he raised his chin and was very proud. It was only a minute or two before the girl turned away.
“Who is it?” “Suitors, I’m bored to death.” Then he wanted to come over and kiss me. I turned my head and kissed him and started the car.
“Where do you want to go?”
“I know a good place. Go.”
We went to a manor, a little far from the city, the air is very good, the important thing is that there are a lot of roses planted in the manor, when driving past the manor, the roadside clusters of flowers make people feel happy.
“Right here, stop.”
I stopped, and in the distance was the villa residence in the manor, which was now on a road with flowers and grass beside it. I said, “What are you doing here?”
He took off his expensive coat and tossed it at his feet. He pushed his forelock back, revealing a face as delicate as jade. He raised his eyebrows at me and said, “Guess.”
Then he adjusted the back of his seat, and the doll’s face showed aggression.
I understood what he meant and looked around uneasily. “It’s not safe here, in case someone..”
His bony hand grabbed me by the collar, his face close to mine. “No, it’s already been arranged.” When
I was with a little friend, even I became childish. I would never have agreed to such a thing before. When I looked at the star night light on the roof of the car, I suddenly understood why he let me drive the car. I lay in the back seat. He wrapped me in a blanket. I said that the car was not bad. The night light was very nice. He said yes, the back seat was bigger and more convenient. When I
got to the villa, I insisted on putting on my clothes and going in by myself. He ignored me and wrapped me in a blanket and carried me in. I hid my head in the blanket and heard the voice inside calling him young master. There are still a lot of people, and I am even more ashamed.
He put me on the bed, and I sat up discontentedly, my face burning at the thought of what had just happened. “Not next time.”
“Hmm?” He tilted his head and asked me, “What’s the matter? Are you uncomfortable?”
「… Not really.
“That’s all right. I love you the most.” He threw me on the bed and hugged me again. I looked at the ceiling and smiled silently. I hugged him, too. The days
with Ji Xiutong passed very quickly. He was young and energetic. Although he would do some very capricious things that made me feel headache, in general, he was more happy than annoyed. More importantly, I seem to have gradually learned how to love someone. It’s
not the kind of love you think, but the way you want to love.
He would tell me directly that he preferred the little things I prepared with my heart to the expensive gifts. Instead of reasoning with him why I had so many trips and why I had to travel all the time, he would hold him and say he loved him and call him twice more in his spare time.
I am learning, although it is very slow, but I think it is also effective. When he received the 15 yuan handmade bracelet I bought for him when I recorded the program in the ancient town of the tourist attraction, he laughed more happily than I gave him hundreds of thousands of watches.
I don’t think that cheap thing is very suitable for him to wear. I just wanted to buy something for him at that time to let him know that I really miss him.
I didn’t expect him to take it out every day. When I asked him to change it, he shook his head and said that he would give me a bracelet another day, and I would wear it every day.
I think he gave me before, I lost the bracelet a little guilty, but look at his appearance should not remember. When I came home
the other day, he handed me a box with the same bracelet I had lost. He threw me on the bed and said, “If you lose it again, I won’t forgive you.”
Okay, I got it, ah.. Hello! Don’t bite! Song Xilan and
I haven’t seen each other for a long time. I know he’s filming and has no big problems at work. That drama has been finished to the end of the year, the broadcast is tentatively scheduled for April next year, the award can only wait until the end of next year.
I knocked on the table and sent a message to Li Fan to pay more attention. “What are you going to give me for my birthday?” Asked
Ji Xiutong, his hairy head leaning over and blinking his eyes. I kissed him on the forehead. “What do you want?”
“I want you to disclose me.” He spoke directly, and his eyes were naked.
I paused. “Our relationship is not stable enough. Let’s wait.”
He pursed his lips. “We’ve been here for almost a year. Are we still unstable?”
In fact, this is only one of the problems, and the reason is that Ji Zong probably knows that I am with Ji Xiutong, but he knows that as long as things are not clear, he will only play with me as Ji Xiutong, there will be no reaction, but if I say it in a big way, I can hardly imagine the consequences of Ji Zong’s reaction, as well as the network public opinion. Son of SL Group, 19 years old.
Just these two words are enough to cause a tear and abuse.
In my current situation, such a storm of public opinion will not cause too much impact, but I do not want to do so, I do not want to have a little twists and turns in my career, so I can only wronged Ji Xiutong.
I felt that he was obviously in a low mood, and in the past I would have kept silent. Fortunately, I was a little more enlightened now, and I leaned over and hugged him. My tone was a little coquettish. “Will you wait a little longer, Tong Tong?”.
He snorted, “You just know that I’m the one who likes you the most, and you’re just holding me like this.”
“It’s so annoying. I want to tell people that you are mine. I just want to find someone to take a picture of you secretly, and then put it on the Internet, and then hype it for three days and three nights. Then everyone will know.” I was startled by what he said. He kissed my hair again. “But I knew
you would be unhappy. You would certainly ignore me. I promised you that I would be considerate
.”
I touched his head and felt a little sorry. “I’m sorry.”
He said, “I don’t want you to apologize to me.”
“What do you want?”
“I want you to wear this for me!” His tone was excited again, pointing to the screen
of his mobile phone, his big eyes flashing, and I suspected that this was his real purpose
. Chapter 10 I didn’t go on Ji Xiutong’s birthday. I had a schedule, and he asked me on the other end of the phone, “Can’t
you turn it down?”? I’ll pay the penalty.
I still said no.
Listening to his angry and disappointed tone, I comforted him for a long time, and finally he only said
that work was more important than him, and hung up the phone.
In fact, work is not more important. I just don’t know how to face General Manager Ji. As
a spokesman, I slept with the boss’s son for the first time in my life.
For the next two days, Ji Xiutong ignored me. I looked at the message I sent him. The chat record
stopped on my last sentence, Tong Tong, and never replied. It
doesn’t work well. It doesn’t work well to call Tong Tong. I’m really angry. I wanted to talk to him face to face, but I didn’t have a chance. I
took a film directed by a big director, and I had to go to other places to shoot for two months.
I sent him a message, “I’m going to the set tomorrow. Will you come back tonight?” It took
a while to come back. “No.”
I threw away my cell phone and felt very uncomfortable. The quilt was full of Ji Xiutong’s refreshing breath
. I buried my face in the quilt and somehow got wet. I didn’t receive any message from Ji Xiutong
until I got on the plane. I looked at the chat
page for a while and changed the word “note baby” to his name. After that, I felt
so childish.
I sent him a message, “Tong Tong, I’m on the plane.”
He gave a cold reply.
I looked at that word, mixed feelings in my heart, and finally left only a sigh.
My eyes fell on the screen of my mobile phone all the time. I wanted to contact him, but I was afraid that he was still
angry. This mood made me feel anxious and uncomfortable. It feels like every day
is very long. When
he called me, I was putting on makeup on the set. The word “Tong Tong” on the screen of my mobile phone made
me unconsciously turn up the corners of my mouth. Although I had not picked it up yet, I was already in a good mood.
His voice is not as usual, very low, appears to be very spiritless, “Ye Zhen, I had a
car accident.” I was immediately stunned, the crowd on the set came and went, noisy, I could not really hear, holding the palm of the mobile phone instantly broke out a layer of cold sweat.
I stood up suddenly, and the makeup artist who was helping me with my makeup was startled.
Tong Tong, what’s wrong with you? Where did it hurt?
He listened to me so nervous, the mood is a little better, “I’m fine,” the other side of the phone came a gasp, “I just, a little miss you, I should not be cold war with you, I said to understand you, Ye Zhen, I am a very selfish person, but for you, I can not be so selfish, I love you.”
I listened to his trembling voice, and the reason in my mind had been burned clean.
I tore off the decoration on my head. “Qi Qi, book me a ticket back as soon as possible. Is it first class or not? Hurry up.”
Qi Qi hesitated for a moment. “Sister, we’re going to start shooting soon. You’re leaving like this.” Ji Xiutong’s face appeared in
my mind, and when I gave him up because of my work, the way he smiled at me became very distinct.
Yeah, he’s never been my first choice in all the times I need to choose. He said he could be less selfish for me, and he was.
It’s me. I’ve never done it.
“Set it for me now, and I’ll explain it to the director.” Qi Qi was so surprised that he could not hold his mobile phone steadily. When he arrived at the airport travel-stained with me, he came to his senses slightly. “Sister, I’ve been with you for four years. It’s the first time I’ve seen you like this.” I had butterflies in my stomach
, and my hand trembled as I held my boarding pass. “Yes, this is the first time I’ve seen myself like this.”
In this way, regardless of everything, want to put down all things, to see a person’s own.
I think I am crazy, regardless of other people’s evaluation, not afraid of another day to expose the negative news that I play a big card, all want to see Ji Xiutong like this.
But when I go on the road, I don’t feel out of line. I know clearly that this is what I want at this moment.
I gasped and pushed open the door of the senior ward. At the same time, I looked at two similar faces.
Ji Xiutong sat on the bed. His calm expression suddenly became soft and wronged when he saw me. He flattened his mouth and wanted to cry or not.
I wanted to rush over and hug him, but I had to stop.
“Ji Zong …” I panicked a little, but I tried to calm down. I kept thinking about what I should say if he asked me why I came here and what I should say if he asked me about things between me and Ji Xiutong.
Ji Shuyuan stood up and straightened his suit. “You’re here.”
Uh? What do you mean, you’re here. “If you don’t come again, he can keep pestering me to wait for you for a long time. All right, you
stay with him. I’ll go first.” Before
I knew it, Chi Hsiu-tung in the hospital bed called out again, “Dad.”
Ji Shuyuan looked at him even more speechlessly and said to me, “I don’t object to you being together
.” Then he pushed the door and went out. As soon as
he left, the room quieted down again. Chi Hsiu-tung looked at me with a pair of red rabbit eyes.
“Were you worried about this before?”
I went to the bed and sat down and nodded.
He put his arms around me and spoke in a muffled, nasal voice. “I should have thought
of that a long time ago. You don’t have to worry about it in the future. If one day you want to go public, I can do it any time
. I’ll listen to you.”
I touched his back, and my heart was very sweet. “Did you hurt anything?”
He shook his head. When he spoke again, he cried a little, “It’s so strange.”
“What’s strange?”
“In fact, before you came, I thought it was nothing, but when you came, I felt very
uncomfortable, as if I had suffered some great grievance. Why
do you think this is?”. As I
listened to his words, I wanted to laugh. “Maybe it’s because Tong Tong is a coquettish ghost.” At the end of the year
, I got another piece of good news, the nomination of Golden Rabbit Film Queen. I was so happy that I flew up. Ji Xiutong looked at me with a smile, pouted and kissed
me on the face. I said, you are really my lucky star.
He said that he hoped I would take him with me all the time, and he would bring me good luck for a lifetime.
I said it was good to have a good career and love.
“Which one makes you most happy?”
“Of course, it’s the harvest of your little lover that makes me most happy.” Glib skills
get.
I’ve made up my acceptance speech and rehearsed it in my head countless times.
Although I’m not sure if I can win the prize. This uncertainty makes me even more nervous. On the day of the
awards ceremony, I wore an expensive dress and a bracelet given to me by Ji Xiutong. He
also wanted to enter the infield, but the seat was far away from me. Before I separated from him, he suddenly
kissed my fingertips and put a ring on me.
I looked at the beautiful ring and my heart leapt. “This is …”
“My lucky star’s doppelganger.” He looked at me, his eyes shining like stars
. “Whether you win a prize or not, you are the only heroine in my life.” When
I heard the award followed by my name, I was stunned for a moment. I dragged my big
skirt to the podium. I couldn’t see the face sitting below. I was so nervous that
my hands were shaking. When I touched the raised ring on my hand. I calmed down again
, and I knew my lucky star was watching me. Concentrate, look at me alone. The words
I had memorized were of no use.
I opened my mouth and felt that I was really crazy. Thank you very much for your recognition of me,
thank you for the Golden Rabbit Award, thank you for Director Bai, thank you for my fans accompanying me all the way, accompanying me all the way
to witness my growth, and my efforts all the time. I want to live up to myself
, the fans who like me, and the partners who trust me. Today
, I think I finally did it. I will continue to pay for my acting career in the future, and I will
give back to the people who like me with better works. Finally, I said to my lover
who was looking at me. I paused and found the beautiful face in the crowd. He turned up the
corners of his mouth, his eyes were very clear, and he looked at me intently with love. There was a gasp of surprise in the
crowd, and in the sudden light of the camera, I said
those three words.
“I love you.”
It’s not the best of times, and it’s not the best of occasions.
I know I’m irrational.
But if it’s Ji Xiutong, I think I can be bold once.
Just for him.
