Open relationship
Surly girl: The day after taking control of her love
and confirming her relationship with a male God.
He posted a photo of me in Moments with the caption: “Take it in two days.”.
But he forgot to block my account.
Three months later, photos of him kneeling down to me and begging me to get back together spread all over the social platforms.
My low-key comment: “That’s all.”.
The fickle person wind unboiled water rises, the courtship person breaks the bone to raise the ashes.
Song Qingshi has a fickle face.
I like it a lot.
So he showed me that he was different from others, and when he expressed his love to me, I readily agreed.
I call him a male God because I am a face-judger and he happens to have a perfect face.
I had thought that after being with him, I might be able to have a good college love.
But that’s not what he seems to think.
Because the next morning, he posted a picture of me in his circle of friends with the caption: “Take it in two days.”. I don’t know whether
this weird official announcement is more ostentatious or more proud.
I changed my mobile phone and looked at it again.
Sure enough, I was blocked.
I couldn’t help snorting. The trumpet built for his face
at that time did not expect to work at this time. I didn’t want to make a big deal
about it.
Thinking of a screenshot thrown to Song Qing, for a statement, the two sides tacitly break up, this matter has passed.
After all, who hasn’t met two scum when they were young?
But some people are naturally willing to take the trash can as their home.
Finger inertia to refresh, I just ready to screenshot, two new comments came into my line of sight.
One: “She’s so easy to chase.”.
One: “She liked me a long time ago, but she was afraid that when we broke up, it would be the same as before, crying and making trouble. Alas, I began to get a little annoyed when I thought about it.”. It’s
all his own reply, but he can’t see the person who asked the question.
Obviously, he wanted to show his words to anyone who could see them.
This operation really made me laugh out loud, and there was a little sarcasm in the laughter.
Apart from myself, I don’t have to belittle my ex to prove my charm.
“Ding Ding” twice, he sent a message to the WeChat of my other mobile phone: “Yan Zhi, did you wake up? I’ll wait for you downstairs.
She looks like a good boyfriend with twenty-four filial piety, not like the one who is ostentatious in the circle of friends.
I looked at his two-faced behavior in the two mobile phones and slowly raised my lips.
Song Qingshi, since you have to play with me like this, then I will accompany you.
Today I will give you a lesson. Why did the ancients often say that only when you know yourself and your enemy can you win every battle. I, whom
you neglect to understand because of your self-confidence, am not the clever little white flower in front of that person.
…… When
I packed up and walked downstairs, more than half an hour had passed since Song Qingshi’s text message.
He stood by the flower bed in the downstairs of the women’s bedroom.
The side face is clear, and the outline is deep and three-dimensional.
Eyebrows and eyes are a bit sharp, with some aggression, but with lazy and casual aura.
There is no doubt that Song Qing did have the capital of publicity.
Whether it is face or money, he can attract the attention of girls “one after another.”. As far as
he is concerned, changing his girlfriend is nothing more than a formality, and then it becomes the talk between him and his friends after dinner.
He has never met with setbacks on this road.
After all, he was generous and ended gracefully.
He came to me, and according to a reliable source, it was only because someone said, “Lin Yen-chih, a junior in the physics department, is very hard to pursue,” that aroused his interest.
But unfortunately, this time, he found the wrong person.
It’s like a sparrow that has gone into the basket to look for food-it has fallen into the trap. When Sung Ching-shih saw
me coming down, his face was filled with impatience: “What took you so long?” He has a quick
temper.
I know you’re in a hurry, but don’t be in a hurry. Out of the corner of my eye,
I glanced around at the man who was looking at us in a whisper, took his arm as if he were happy, and blurted out without thinking: “Because the person I want to see is you, and I want to be the most beautiful one.” Although
this sentence is simple, but the victory is gentle and skillful, or I deliberately depress the soft language, give him enough face. Only then
did Sung Ching-shih give a gentle cough and echo me with a few words of love: “Don’t do that next time. I’ll like whatever you’re doing.”
I lowered my eyes to hide my sick mood, and as if he said shyly, I grabbed his arm and was led out of the campus by him. Along
the way, he walked as if no one was watching, not paying any attention to the playful eyes of those in the know who looked at me.
I, on the other hand, continued to maintain the image of my little white flower and followed him shakily.
This can only depend on his dodder flower appearance, immediately provoked Song Qing when there is a bit of pride.
He smiled in a low voice, a bit of a casual smile, and then took my hand with “great compassion” and comforted me in the “whispers” of a conscientious person.
“Don’t be afraid, Lin Yen-chih. You were my girlfriend at the time of Sung Ching.”
He looked at me with a smile in his eyes, with a tenderness.
It seems that in this noisy world where everyone criticizes, he is my only support and salvation. For a moment,
I was so glad that I didn’t like his face at the beginning.
Had it not been for contact with him, I deliberately pretended to be the type of little white flower he liked.
I’m afraid it won’t be long before I’m on his list of crying exes who broke up and his friends laugh at me.
After all, when a face you like very much is in front of you, even acting, people can not help but be in a trance. Illusory,
I thumped my brain, which was beginning to grow out of some pain, and decided to go back in the evening and fill two more bags of cement.
Sealing the heart and locking love is the right way in the world.
…… Song Qing’s date with me in
2003
was not obviously different from that of other couples.
The only difference may be that he is very generous.
Perhaps it’s because of his family circumstances, or perhaps it’s because he knows that “if you don’t want to give up your children, you can’t catch the wolf.”.
He never blinked at my gifts and daily expenses.
This reminds me of a remark I once read on a forum:
a man who can spend money for you may not like you, but a man who doesn’t spend money for you certainly doesn’t like you.
This is the difference between men and women.
Men tend to be more realistic. If he likes a girl, he will be willing to spend money on her.
So, when a man is not willing to give you money, but also on the pretext that he is not a straight man who knows how to please girls, it is clear that he does not like you, but also wants to whore your joy.
Although Song Qingshi was not a good man, he seemed to understand this truth very well, and his behavior was also polite.
There is neither a fiery hotel routine nor a self-righteous show-off plot.
Therefore, in the first period of time, the two of us were really like lovers in love, sweet every day.
But just two weeks after everything went well, I broke the harmony.
I began to change my strategy and began to have some minor conflicts and differences with him from time to time.
Because I could see that he was beginning to tire of it. How can
that work? The play
I prepared for him carefully hasn’t started yet.
…… The purpose of being obedient in the early stage of
2004
is to define my image in his heart-a girl who has no opinions and likes him so much that she will lose herself.
The purpose of creating contradictions and differences is to make him feel my two sides.
On the one hand, he is clever, on the other hand, he has a distinct personality.
Because only in the early stage of love, men will tolerate your little willfulness and feel that it is lovely and fresh.
So, in order to be more practical, I reluctantly got up early for three days and waited outside the lecture theatre of his professional course.
Finally, on the third day, I caught the chance.
From the end of the class, I began to walk behind him sullenly, giving him a completely preoccupied look.
Song Qingshi didn’t want to ask me, after all, I was not important enough in his heart to care about my mood.
But for a whole day, I was like a wilting cabbage, and the whole car was so quiet that I could only hear the sound of him knocking on the steering wheel.
The restless atmosphere made him ask me impatiently, “What’s wrong with you?”
He thought it was his rare consideration for my new girlfriend.
But he did not know that when he said this sentence, he was doomed to pay the corresponding price for all his arrogant acts.
Because from the beginning of this sentence, the drama that I tailored for him began.
…… When I
got the question I wanted, I squinted out of the window and brewed my emotions. After
a while, as the car stopped and waited for the red light, he turned his head and looked at him in an aggrieved manner, murmuring an unexpected blow to him:
“Song Ching-shih, let’s break up.” Two seconds later,
he turned his head and looked at me in disbelief. “What did you say?”
Tut! Deaf, huh.
I raised my voice at the top of my voice, trying to make it tremble with forbearance. “I say, let’s break up!”
This time he heard it clearly.
He stepped on the accelerator with an expressionless face, looking for a parking position and holding the steering wheel tightly.
Stop the car, put it in gear, and turn it off. With a
black face, he asked me, “Why?”
Although the scene made people laugh a little, I still said my prepared lines with great professionalism.
“I saw you chatting with someone today..”
I put it mildly, but it was enough for him to understand.
Song Qing listened for a while, first raised his eyebrows, then remembered something, and then reacted. What
are you thinking? That’s my classmate. We’re chatting normally. If you don’t like it, I’ll stay away from her in the future.
He grinned and touched my head, trying to end the conversation with his “spoiling concession.”.
But in his mind, I should have given up, but I did not give face.
I pretended not to hear his explanation and used all the affectations I had learned all my life.
First he bit his lower lip, then he looked up at him and mumbled with a look of grievance:
“But..”
“But what?”
He began to grow impatient.
It’s like if I say it any more, I’ll just break up.
After all, he, Master Song, did not have so much patience to coax a vexatious woman.
Originally, according to his circle of friends, he was ready to find a reason to dump me in the near future. During this period of time,
he played with me, but also wanted to prove to everyone-
look, you all said that she was hard to catch up with Lin Yanzhi, and he was not easy to catch when he was Song Qing.
It’s just that for him, the breakup shouldn’t have been brought up by me first. It’s about the dignity and face of his prodigal son in love.
But if he gets too tangled, he will cut the Gordian knot and get rid of my “trouble” quickly.
But unfortunately, he got into trouble with me, Lin Yanzhi.
I am a man who always gets revenge. He can’t even divide this hand
today.
Because what I’m going to say next will show him, an unlearned playboy, what is called grade crushing!
What is called the top hunters are often in the form of love brain!
05
There was silence in the car.
I looked at Sung Ching with red rabbit eyes, as if I hadn’t seen his impatience at all, and continued to finish my words on my own:
“But I don’t want to worry about gains and losses so much.” Song Qing, who
had been waiting for me to pick up my words and break up with me, was stunned and then expressed puzzlement.
“Why are you so worried about gains and losses?”
See the fish take the bait.
I choked and turned my face away, leaving him a figure that he could over-interpret. He
raised the corners of his lips and began to “sing opera”:
“Qing Shi, you don’t know, in fact, the confession you made to me that day was a scene I never dreamed of.
You are so good, and there are so many girls who like you, but I have never been the most special one since I was a child. I am really satisfied and feel very lucky to be with you. But man is an animal that is not easy to satisfy. At first I thought, as long as I can see you from a distance, then I thought, if I can have you, but when I have you, I think, you are my own. I know you have your life circle, I should not interfere too much, but whenever I see those girls around you, each one is better than me, I will lose, will not be able to control myself, will feel that I am not worthy of you, which makes me really inferior. So I wonder if I should give up on you and return to a position where I can only see you, which is the most suitable for me and the most suitable for you, so that I don’t have to worry about gains and losses every day, and I won’t affect your mood and make you unhappy. After
saying this little composition, I sighed hesitantly. He
turned back and gave him a wry smile. Song Qing, who
was originally angry, was burned to the CPU process by my words of retreating in order to advance.
The impatient face suddenly became a little confused.
At the same time, the breakup speech he had prepared was burned away.
He looked absently at me, who was loudly telling him what was on the girl’s mind.
It seems that he has never met anyone as honest as me in his career.
How can I imagine that I will be reversed PUA by a girl who looks insecure.
After all, no one can escape the word “sincerity.”.
What’s more, this is the most sincere inner monologue from a girl who loves herself.
So, in the half a minute after the shock.
Song Qing sighed as if he were compromising.
Then he leaned over and held me tightly in his arms, gently stroking my head and comforting my “out of control” emotions.
He thought it was the softness and pity of his prodigal feelings, so he did not notice the arc of his mouth.
And I, nestled in his arms, my voice was crying, but my eyes were cool.
Ridiculous.
Your sister, I want to have a face and a figure.
I’ll give you eight round trips with a turn.
I don’t deserve you?
I don’t deserve to kill you!
This cry made Song Qing’s only “conscience” uneasy.
He began to spend more time with me.
But he did not know that in the eyes of other people, it became Song Qing, as if I had been subdued, afraid that the prodigal son would take heart.
And Song Qingshi himself?
He..
He was still immersed in the last game of “worrying about gains and losses” in which I “loved him so much that I couldn’t help it.”.
As soon as he had a slight sign of sobriety, I began to repeat the same trick to kill his little guilt.
But this is just the beginning. A
simple cry does not allow me to take root in his heart and leave the seeds of “sin” for the future.
So, after dispelling his desire to break up, the next step is to personally give him a “broken window effect.”.
The broken window effect is an understanding of the suggestive or inductive influence of the environment on people’s psychology.
It means that if someone breaks the window glass of a building and the window is not repaired in time, others may be encouraged by some hints to break more windows.
And the broken window effect in the relationship, in short, don’t tell others about your pain, because others will hurt you again and again with your pain.
And I’m going to take advantage of this effect and do the opposite!
07
After the heart-to-heart meeting that day. The relationship between
Song Qingshi and me is more like lifting a layer of dust and finally peeping into the texture under the ice.
He began to take me to some parties between him and his friends, and introduced our relationship to them frankly and generously.
It seems to give people an illusion that I am the last person who can make his prodigal son return.
If it weren’t for the fact that everyone here sees the meaning of watching a play. People who are not
strong enough will really trap him in this gentle village.
When the time was right, I gradually began to penetrate into his life.
Begin to have a “heart-to-heart” with him. He
began to tell him about his “pain”.
And the first thing is to start with the family.
On the way back after a meal.
I turned sideways and stared at Song Qing without blinking. “What are you looking at?” He asked me in a funny way,
as if he had sensed my gaze. Holding my cheek,
I continued to look at him, seemingly speaking casually, but in fact I deliberately replied to him, “I’m looking at you.”
Song Qingshi didn’t expect me to hit the ball so straight, and he was somewhat stunned. After
a while, I smiled in the quiet space.
The laughter was a little rustling and a little emotional, but it was very attractive.
“You’re really good, Lin Yen-chih. Now you know how to trick me.”
I looked at him with a happy smile on my face, just like a girl whose heart and eyes were full of him.
Although the face is smiling, the heart is smiling.
But you have to say what you have to say.
I watched him speak slowly:
“It’s good to have you here.”
“How am I?”
“Well, you are very good anyway.”
He was amused by my constant praise of his appearance.
Then where am I? Tell me about it.
“Because you helped me clean up the table at dinner today.”
Sung Ch’ing-shih suddenly looked at me in a strange way and said, “Is that a good idea?”
I nodded solemnly. “Well, that’s good, because you’re just like my mother.”
“You, mother?” He was even more confused, and there was some displeasure in his tone because I treated him like a mother.
As if I hadn’t noticed, I continued to draw a pie for him:
“Well, mom, because when I was young, my mother would help me scald the tableware with boiling water and set the bowls and chopsticks, just like you did today.”
He did not know whether to laugh or cry. “Is that all you can do, Lin Yanzhi?”? It’s just a handy thing, and I’m moved at random.
“Besides, you’re my girlfriend. It’s not natural for me to take care of you.” What
he said not only elevated himself, but also made him look like one of the best boyfriends.
I didn’t say anything.
Because the script is here, of course, he can’t control the mood. When
a master fights, success or failure is often decided in an instant.
I immediately shook my head, put away the happy line of sight looking at him, and turned to show a sad expression. I
began to tell him a story-a story about my mother who cleared the dishes for me.
Of course, Mr. Lin, I made it up now. In the
story, I had an unhappy childhood.
This unfortunate reason comes from the failure of my parents’ marriage. As a
result, my mother, who would boil my cutlery with boiling water before meals, began to turn from love to disgust for me, who looked more like my father. She even ended up saying, “You’re a jinx. If I had known earlier, I wouldn’t have wanted you!”. That kind of talk.
The story is simple, but the effect I want is not simple.
Because when I told Song Qing, it was because I had such an unfortunate childhood that I didn’t believe in love at all.
But now that I have met him, his existence makes me want to believe in such an illusory thing as love.
Anyway, this cake, I drew it big and round for him. Not only did
I say to him, “Maybe all the suffering I had before was to accumulate luck so that I could meet you!”
I even brainwashed him with a vision: “If only I could marry you after graduation, I don’t want a bride price, as long as you’re nice to me!”
Look, what a girl who doesn’t trust feelings, but she gave her heart to you without hesitation. After hearing this,
Song Qingshi did not doubt him, and immediately felt sorry for my young experiences, and hurriedly took me into his arms and coaxed me up.
His eldest young master has always gone his own way in his feelings and has never taken the initiative to coax people. I don’t know what to do when I see him crying until he chokes.
He simply asked me, “Don’t cry, darling, will your husband buy you a car?”
“And that Gaoding you like. By the way, yesterday my brother brought back a set of jewelry from the auction house. I’m sure you’ll like it.”
Don’t cry, okay? I will give you whatever you want.
I skillfully wiped away my tears in his arms.
Neither refuse nor accept.
Anyway, according to Song Qing’s temperament, he will be sent to me sooner or later.
And I am not the Leshan Giant Buddha, so why should I refuse this compensation?
Only when he was sent back to the dormitory by Song Qingshi.
I lay in bed and silently took out the electronic wooden fish in my mobile phone to make up for my lost merit.
I hope my parents, who are away on their honeymoon, don’t mind.
After all, children’s words are not taboo.
Not to mention that I am just in my early twenties, even if I am forty years old, in the eyes of my parents, I am still a child!
I think they will forgive me! After talking about the pain of the
family, it’s time to talk about the pain of love.
But this opportunity is not as good as the last one.
The main reason is that Song Qing didn’t give me much chance.
I thought he was so arrogant in the circle of friends, and he should have some level on his body.
Who would have thought that, compared with his previous ex-girlfriends who were reluctant to leave, he seemed to like me very much.
Under the double BUFF of “I love him so much that I can’t help it” and “family misfortune”.
He was stunned to be a “three good” boyfriend for two months.
Not only pick me up downstairs in the dormitory regularly and regularly every day.
He also patiently accompanied me to all the classes when he was not in class. In
his spare time, he helped me arrange all my favorite entertainment items.
From time to time, it brings me all kinds of surprises.
I can’t help but sigh, maybe what he said before, when breaking up, girls crying and making trouble is not all about showing off, there is also some reality in it. Compared with other people,
Song Qingshi belongs to the type of slag.
He knew that he would not be distracted, so he would try to make up for those girls in other ways.
It’s not that I speak for him.
It was my roommate’s birthday a few days ago. She asked her boyfriend if he could give her a lipstick that she liked for a long time.
And her boyfriend, who claimed to have a good relationship, replied, “How did you become so materialistic?”? I can give it, but you can’t ask for it. Once you ask, my gift will change. I don’t want to give it. Do you understand?
The roommate cried that he didn’t understand.
And that day I just came back with a bunch of lipstick, Song Qingshi gave me the reason: “Commemorate our 75th day together.”
If Song Qingshi was not a prodigal son, he might be a good boyfriend worth dating.
But unfortunately, there are no ifs.
If it wasn’t for the scum, he wouldn’t know how to please a girl at all.
So, this is an endless loop.
You can’t have your cake and eat it too.
Single-mindedness and extreme romance, in reality, these two points will never appear on the same man.
In order not to waste time with Song Qing, but also to never believe that he is the “chosen one” who can change the prodigal son.
I deliberately changed my appointment with Song Qing to a crowded place. When
his friend asked him to get together, he deliberately cried and refused to let him go.
This can make a group of people very anxious.
I was afraid that Song Qing would not notice him for a while and be pinched by me.
They are really oversensitive.
When they invited him for the fourth time and I was crying.
Song Qing’s little patience finally ran out. For the first time,
he gave me a clear face and told me not to do that. He didn’t like it. Of course,
I acted as if I was afraid of his anger and relented.
This made Song Qingshi extremely satisfied, and he felt that he had taken me very seriously.
See my face of grievance and sadness.
His face softened, and he patted me on the head with a touch of charity. “Wait till I come back,” he told me.
I listened and nodded, a very clever look, which deepened his idea that he was holding me.
And just after he left, I looked in the direction of his disappearance in the field of vision. He
raised his lips and smiled sarcastically and maliciously.
10 (Song Qingshi’s perspective)
When Song Qingshi arrived at the box, it was already full of his friends. As soon as
he sat down.
A crowd of people gathered around.
Song Shao, what’s the matter with you? Not to say that it is easy to get points in a few days? It’s been a few months and you’re fine. You weren’t taken down by her, were you?
Song Qingshi didn’t care about the meaning of the words at first.
He just glanced at him grumpily and said mysteriously, “I have my own plans.” The people in
the room immediately heckled, “Yo, Song Shao, what are you going to do?”? So that you can’t see the head of the dragon for a long time.
Song Qing opened his mouth to answer, but when he thought about it carefully, it seemed that he had just said that he really had no plans.
Seeing that he was unable to speak, a group of people immediately took the hint and burst out laughing:
“No, Sung Ching-shih, were you really pinched by her?” There was nothing wrong with
this noise.
Think of the first words he heard when he first came in.
Suddenly, Song Qingshi’s brain burst awake. All of a sudden,
he couldn’t figure out how he could be with Lin Yanzhi for three months when every girlfriend could not talk for a month?
He was obviously a prodigal son in love who went to bars and played with cars. Why did he suddenly revolve around Lin Yanzhi?
The more he thought about it, the darker Song Qing’s face became.
The more I think about it, the more I feel humiliated.
The more you lose face, the more you want to prove yourself.
So when someone said, let him call Lin Yanzhi, test her love for him, see if Song Shao is still elegant, he did not hesitate to agree.
Although I feel that I am not quite right recently.
But he was very confident that Lin Yen-chih loved him “so much that he couldn’t help himself,” and he didn’t think there was anything wrong with asking her to test him. What
he has in mind is.
Joke, he is Song Qingshi.
If you don’t show this group of people, you really don’t know what he can do!
I knew this was going to happen.
So when I received a phone call from Song Qing asking me to pick him up at the bar, I waited at the door for a moment.
When he got close to the girl and took the grapes from her mouth, I slowly pushed the door and entered, and then looked at the scene in front of me with “shock” and “disbelief”. I
don’t know if my eyes were right at that time, but I felt that I played well.
Song Qing, on the other hand, lazily lifted the girl on her body after hearing the noise of my coming in, and followed all the people in the room to look at my expression in their spare time.
A bunch of stinking men.
I certainly can’t live up to their expectations.
I immediately took the three layers of pale foundation I had just put on my face and tried to keep my voice from trembling and asked him, “Qing Shi, what’s going on?”
My inconsolable expression greatly pleased Song Qing and gave him “face” in front of everyone.
This made him reply to me quite patiently: “I just lost the game. I’m willing to gamble and admit defeat. I can’t let other girls lose face.”
In a word, he completely shirked his responsibility.
It seems that if I continue to ask, I will be unreasonable.
And the girl he mentioned was looking at him shyly and timidly.
My hand holding the door frame was white with force.
Usually in this case, the heroine should immediately turn around and run away, and then break up with him in grief.
But this can not satisfy Song Qingshi, nor can it satisfy my script.
As a person who is afraid of being abandoned by him and loves him to the bone. Choose to forgive him,
of course!
So I managed to smile and replied, “I know. I believe you. Do you want me to take you home?”
This sentence licks the dog flavor to let not only let Song Qingshi raise the eyebrow in surprise, also let a box of people who watch the play can not help laughing out loud.
One by one, he began to flatter Sung Ching-shih with an affectation:
“It has to be Sung Shao!”! I’ll bow to the wind and be convinced. I can’t compete! I can’t compete!
Song Qing’s face was not obvious, but his eyes were full of the pleasure of getting what he wanted and finding the field. Naturally,
he was no longer entangled and took my hand with a smile in the laughter of the crowd. In the
bar incident, my “love” not only earned a place for Song Qingshi, but also made him more convinced that I was just another willing stepping stone in his long love history.
Also smoothly got my second broken window effect tray out.
I began to use it to tell him about the pain in my relationship.
I told him that I didn’t think I deserved to be loved before. My ex always said that I was not beautiful enough, and that I would..
This story is not long, because I really don’t know how to make it up.
Anyway, the ultimate goal is to tell Song Qing with a particularly self-abased attitude, can you not abandon me for the same reason. People who
are not short of happiness are always sad by other people’s stories.
Therefore, Song Qing’s heart of the prodigal son, who was melancholy for women, was inevitably softened.
He immediately nodded and said to me, “Well, I won’t be separated from you for the same reason.”
This time he cleverly added another qualification: “But you have to be good, too, you know?” After hearing this,
I sneered in my heart. What a scheming and hypocritical man.
But he still gave a “hum” on his face, and then firmly wiped away his tears.
Until I heard him sigh helplessly without knowing it.
I tried to remember my third uncle, who had been dead for many years, and managed not to laugh.
Song Qingshi, who do you think you are?
Baidu can’t find you, but Sogou can.
Sister, I’m not going to play with you.
You, Game Over. At this point in the
play, it’s time to end the cause and effect.
I began to stop playing the clever little white flower, and began to make heaven and earth infinitely every day, quarreling constantly with Song Qing.
At first, the seeds of those stories were still there, and he still had some forbearance.
But again and again, not again and again. Many
times, a long time.
As I said before, only in the early stage of love, men will tolerate your little willfulness and think it is lovely and fresh.
By this time, my willfulness had all become unreasonable in his eyes.
We began to move towards emotional fission.
And the broken window effect I personally gave him has officially taken root and sprouted.
In another quarrel. “No wonder your mother said you were a jinx!”
He accused me.
“Your ex-boyfriend is right. You really have a personality problem!”
“Break up!”
At this moment, all the stories I had told him as “dependence” and “confession” became his sharp weapon to attack me in an instant. Kill the heart with
every word.
The more intimate people know, the more they know where the knife hurts the most.
Fortunately, I made up all those stories.
I broke up with Song Qingshi. After what he had said
that day, I saw that he had some regrets, but for the sake of face, he did not explain to me. Three days before we
broke up.
I didn’t go to him at all, and I didn’t contact him.
He is also free and easy, and has returned to his former dandy life.
But by the end of the week.
I still haven’t contacted him.
15 (Song Qingshi’s perspective)
Song Qingshi began to have a bad temper without knowing it. In the
bar, a group of them were drinking and enjoying themselves. He was the
only one who sat on the sofa without doing anything and irritably unbuttoned his shirt collar to breathe.
He doesn’t know what’s wrong with him.
I just feel that all the entertainment items I used to like have become dull.
And the phone number that was not deleted from his address book did not ring at all.
He remembered the girl’s disappointed look at him that day, and the scene of squatting on the ground and crying silently.
Can not help but feel that day of their own, is not said too much?
But he was really angry that day, so angry. Say whatever you want.
Just as his thoughts were surging, he suddenly smelled the smell of orange juice fudge coming from the side.
Lin Yanzhi?
He turned his head quickly. What I
saw was that a rich second generation who was playing together was eating the same candy as that person.
He frowned and asked him grumpily, “Where did you come from?”? Big men eat this stuff and put it here as a pupil?
Chao Chin thought he wanted to eat too, so he offered him one.
“How could I buy this?” He replied with a smile. “It was given to me by Lin Yen-chih.”
“Lin Yen-chih?”
He sat up straight and said, “Why did she give you this?”
Could it be that she didn’t dare to look for him, so she made a detour from Zhao Jin?
Song Qingshi thought confidently.
But Chao Chin asked him suspiciously, “What’s the matter, Song Shao? Didn’t you break up with her?”
“Yes, break up, I advise you …” Just as
he was about to say not to interfere in my affairs, he was interrupted by Zhao Jin. Didn’t
you say you had no feelings after you broke up? I’m afraid they’ll cling to you.
I don’t think this Lin Yen-chih has any intention of saving you. I quite like her, so I tried to chase her, but I didn’t think it was really easy to chase her! Nuo, look at this candy. She gave it to me.
Zhao Jin put the sugar on his hand and showed it to him like showing off.
This let this do not know why irritable, finally found the source of Song Qing. I’m mad
. When
Song Qingshi called me, I was watching a play in my dormitory.
I glanced at the phone prompt, turned it to mute with an expressionless face, and threw it into the corner of the bed.
When I saw him again, it was in the library five days later.
Looking at him with a face full of wind and rain.
I curled my lips. The school was still too small to escape. Holding my hand,
he pulled me out of the library and into a secluded corner.
Releasing his hand, he clenched his back teeth and asked me, “Are you deliberately avoiding me?”
I looked at him frankly and replied with the coldness he had never seen before: “We broke up. What do you want me to do?”
Song Qing was stupefied by me. It took me
a few seconds to remember what I was doing here.
Reluctantly, he adjusted his mood and tried to apologize to me in the same soft voice as before: “I’m sorry, Yan Zhi. Did I do it on purpose that day? I was just a little angry and a little unscrupulous, but I really didn’t think that way in my heart.”
He put his hands on my shoulders and made us look at each other, so that I could see the sincere look in his eyes.
I, on the other hand, did not say a word after that sentence, and always had a cold face.
This made Song Qing, who came to sue for peace, almost couldn’t help breaking his emotions many times.
At this point, according to common sense, as he was going to “chase his wife to the crematorium,” of course, I was rational, sober, and calm enough to reject all his sweet words and not give him any chance.
But I didn’t. Not only did I “relent” and forgive him, but a few days later I offered him an “olive branch” and offered to get back together.
And Soong Ching-shih, contrary to all his previous “rules,” agreed to be with me again.
This abnormal operation directly shocked everyone.
It also exploded all the social platforms involved by college students A.
The content is all the same: “The good girl has made the prodigal son take heart.” After Song Qing and
I got back together.
He spends almost all of his time with me every day.
Some friends joke that he is a tracheitis.
This time he was not angry, but with a sense of triumphant ostentation. What do
you know? This is the best boyfriend of the modern era. Learn from you, Brother Sung!
Of course, he would not forget to ask me about Zhao Jin. “Oh,”
I replied, “I think he’s your friend. I’m sorry to say no. He asked me for the candy himself.” The corners of his mouth curved in a
faint titter, and he muttered to himself, “I told you I was right, and it was because of me.”
Song Qing thought that as long as he was kind to me, I would be grateful to go back to the past with him.
But in the days when we made up, he found that I was not what he had imagined.
But more and more cold and perfunctory.
I no longer asked him about his affairs, nor did I tell him stories that I thought were funny. The two of
us have changed from listening to me in the past to maintaining it unilaterally now.
Song Qing began to be irritable again, but this time, he was really flustered.
He began to be suspicious of me who was always busy every day, but he dared not ask me.
Because once he questioned me like this, I simply turned off my cell phone and disappeared for a week. In
desperation, he turned to his friend for help.
But his friends are all birds of a feather, and there are no serious people. The advice I
gave him was as bad as it could be.
I didn’t expect that this unlearned dandy would really believe it. I laughed while chatting with a handsome brother in the WeChat
when I received a picture of him posted with a girl from his friend “deliberately”. Are the rich second generation so clear and stupid
these days?
I did not hesitate to forward this photo to Song Qing, with a big question mark that could be interpreted as a variety of meanings.
Soon after, the news of Song Qingshi came back.
In order to get back to the field as he had done before, he gave me a straight four-shot.
“What are you doing?”
“Make trouble out of nothing?”
“I just saw her drunk and gave her a hand.”
“What are you doing?” He was
given a lot of drama, and I don’t know which dog-headed strategist taught him.
I am worrying about how to develop further, and someone will come to send the head.
I moved my fingers and danced on the buttons, smiling back to him:
“?”
“Are we just friends?”
“Why are you explaining so much to me?”
At that moment, his CPU burst.
「？」
“Just a friend?..”
18
This isn’t over yet.
Because the next day, the picture I posted with someone in the bar was also posted on his mobile phone.
Song Ching-shih: “Picture.”
“Who is this? Lin Yen-chih, tell me clearly!
I touched the little hand of the handsome man beside me, and half an hour later I replied to him,
“What are you doing?”
“Make trouble out of nothing?”
“I just saw that he was drunk and gave him a hand.”
“What are you doing?”
Song Qingshi:..
I heard that he came to the bar that day and didn’t find me. He smashed a lot of equipment.
I heard that he was like crazy, looking for the man who only showed half of his side face in the picture and hugged me one by one.
I also heard that when he was crazy, he accidentally provoked a real big brother, who gave him and his friends a fist education.
That’s a tragedy.
I didn’t see Song Qing again on campus until two weeks later.
At this point, his face was still a little black and blue that could not be dispersed.
This made my interest drop sharply.
Originally, I played this game with him because I was greedy for his face. A
good face was destroyed, which somewhat affected my mood.
Therefore, when Song Qing came back, he wanted to be like a person who had nothing to do, that is, not to say that he did not ask me about it, and was ready to continue to associate with me.
I immediately gave him a surprise gift bag. At seven o’clock in the
evening, I rarely replied to him in a good mood.
Then he casually said to him, “I was WeChat on my way back to the bedroom just now.”
He immediately asked me, “You didn’t give it to me.”
“Of course not.”
“Don’t worry.”
He replied with a “good boy” meme.
I smiled and typed another line: “I’m a little tired today. I’ll go to bed first.”
Say that finish, shut down, take out another mobile phone to play games. Song Qing, who
knew that I went to bed around 12 o’clock every day, looked at 19:12 on his mobile phone.
The man is crazy again.
Later, I heard his roommate say that he called me all night that day, just to climb the girls’ dormitory building.
19
Enough fun, enough trouble. Even if
Song Qingshi was stupid, he could see that I was deliberately retaliating against him. When
he calmed down, all the things that had made him apologize to me and feel guilty about me became unimportant in an instant.
But he still felt that I still loved him in my heart, but like those women I used to be, I began to have some distortions in my heart.
Otherwise, why should I learn his tricks to make him angry?
Therefore, he decided that I was still the one who loved him, and now I was just unwilling to retaliate for what he had done to me.
After all, he had seen and experienced too many such things.
Once every one of those girls said they would never look back.
But when it comes to reality, I can’t help crying and making trouble, trying to attract his attention and get his attention in various ways.
He admitted that I was a little special in his heart compared with the girls before.
Otherwise, he couldn’t have come back to me, and he has been tolerant of what I have done all this time. There should always be a limit to
tolerance.
He felt that he could no longer let himself be led by the nose like me.
He is Song Qingshi! Song Qingshi, who is not dominated by feelings!
So, after he was prodded by me a few more times.
He finally used that big move.
“Let’s break up.”
“You make me feel too tired. We are still not suitable.” The top of the
WeChat shows that “the other party is typing”, which may be that he has something to say.
Then how can he say it? Of course,
I interrupted his spell with a slight smile.
“Yes, you are the one who has the most things to do.”
With just one word, he succeeded in breaking the defense.
Song Qingshi: “??”
“What do you mean?”
“How many?”
“How many did you say you talked about at the same time?”
“What about you?”
“Say something?”
“You have to make it ***ing clear to me today!”
“Speak!”
“I know you can see!”
You have to make it ***ing clear to me today! Don’t pretend you can’t see!
I said, “Why are you so slow to reply to messages recently? Is it the one I asked you to WeChat the day before yesterday?”? Or the one who talked to you yesterday?
Say something? ***, it’s not Zhao Jin, is it? No wonder you ask me every day if I broke up with you to help you, don’t you?
Break up? Are you dreaming? I, Sung Ching-shih, am your boyfriend!
“You should reply to my message.”
“No more division.”
“No more division, okay? Be good.”
“The pair of jewelry I gave you last time, shall I go and take a red one for you?” I was so happy that I almost fell off the top bunk when I
saw a lot of messages he sent in seconds.
When I was happy enough, I put away the corners of my mouth, which were tired of laughing, turned over the photo album of my mobile phone, and sent a screenshot to Song Qing. The
screenshot is from three months ago.
It’s a screenshot of his circle of friends. The
two comments above stand out.
“She is so easy to chase.”.
“She liked me a long time ago, and she was afraid that when we broke up, it would be the same as before, crying and making trouble. Alas, I began to get a little annoyed when I thought about it.”.
Song Qingshi’s phone call came immediately.
As soon as it rang, I pressed it mercilessly.
I sent him a message saying, “Let’s break up.”.
Then he cleanly blacklisted all his contact information.
Song Qing began to use all the information and channels to encircle and intercept me in the campus.
He apologized to me, admitted his mistake and explained to me. More careful and serious
than last time.
He is really anxious this time.
But I don’t forgive him as I did last time.
Song Qing has blocked me for a long time, but my tone has never changed.
This left him at a loss.
He even got desperate and started throwing money at me. Buy
me flowers, give me gifts, give me luxury cars, and want to transfer a villa to me. I accepted everything
before, but this time I chose to refuse all of them.
I told him with an expressionless face, “When we are boyfriend and girlfriend, you are willing to send, and I am willing to take.”. But now, we are nothing, no merit, no reward. Don’t come in my way. When he
heard this, he immediately explained to me, “I didn’t mean that. I just wanted to make you feel better.”
I smiled, patted him on the head as he had done before, and said, “Are you in a good mood?”? Come on, Sung Ching-shih, be good. I don’t like men who are too pretentious.
Later, he simply squatted downstairs in my dormitory and outside my classroom every day. Gradually, the wind began to rise again in the
campus.
Said Song Qing this time is completely finished.
The prodigal son still fell under the skirt of the good girl. With a sneer,
I went straight to the campus wall and said, “Does a good girl have to take in a prodigal son?”? Good girl also thinks they’re disgusting and filthy!
Still later, when Song Qing saw what I did, I was indifferent and began to get drunk. One
day I even got drunk and shouted at me downstairs in the girls’ dormitory, “Yan Zhi, how can you forgive me?” Unmoved,
I simply put on my headphones to brush my abdominal muscles.
But someone answered him for me.
The group of onlookers who were watching the play did not think it was a big deal. They told him, “Get down on your knees and beg her!”! Let her see your sincerity!
I don’t know if Song Qingshi really drank it, or if my brain was PUA silly.
The next day, he really knelt down in front of me in public.
Everyone could not bear to see it and advised me not to give him a chance and forgive him.
I smiled coldly and asked Sung Ching, who was kneeling on the ground, “Aren’t I a jinx?”? Don’t I have a personality problem? Why do you come to people like me to ask for peace?
Others did not understand the meaning and content of my sentence.
But after listening to my words, Song Qingshi fell to the ground with a pale face as if he had been pulled out of his soul.
Looking at the appearance of his defeat, he was no longer as arrogant as he once was. With a sigh,
I took out a folded letter from my backpack and handed it to him.
The letter was written by me when I drew a big cake for him. It was all about Song Qingshi and Lin Yanzhi’s imagination about the future.
This is also the last blow I gave him, so that his heart will always be buried in the seeds of guilt.
Let him in this life, can not forget me, with my debt to live. When
Song Qing knelt down to me, it was naturally photographed by the people who ate melons and posted on the Internet.
Such a picture of gratitude and enmity made us a little angry.
I didn’t want to pay much attention to this.
But one day, a legendary insider suddenly jumped out and posted a screenshot of me in the circle of friends, saying “take it in two days”.
Now, the original small fire suddenly became a big fire. People who eat melons on
various social platforms have asked me what I think about this.
My low-key comment: “That’s all.”. After a
lively carnival, the heat gradually went down.
And another party, Song Qingshi.
After that day, he stopped blocking me everywhere.
I just didn’t give up the idea of getting me back.
Is that I’ve been ignoring him, out of sight. The two of
us exist on the campus of a University in such a strange way. After
graduation, I did not do professional work, but transformed into an emotional blogger, specializing in helping emotionally confused girls to solve emotional doubts.
I told them not to open their hearts and lungs to others when they meet a person, but to have their own mystery, and not to exchange your past for the trust of others. The essence of
love is mutual understanding, trust, growth, loyalty, tolerance and trust.
Girls should be confident at all times. Maybe you can’t help relying on a person at a certain time or in a certain situation, but you must also understand that you can only rely on yourself and believe that you are worthy of love.
Of course, I do not advocate this practice.
There are also people who comment that Song Qing and I are scum men and cheap women, half a catty. He
said that he was just a playboy, a bit of a slag, and did not do me any substantial harm. It was too much for me to treat him like this.
I could only smile and say, “Loving a man is the beginning of all your misfortunes.”
Then I wish you to love the man well.
The fickle person wind unboiled water rises, the courtship person breaks the bone to raise the ashes. Love yourself before you
love others. Think about it before you love others. Do you want to love yourself first.
You are the one who deserves to be loved by yourself for a lifetime.
22 Song Qingshi Fanwai (The Ten Years of PUA) At the age of
22, Song Qingshi could never imagine that he could remember a girl for ten years.
He still remembered that it was only because of his dirty man’s competitive heart that he went after the girl named Lin Yanzhi.
He actually had an impression of her before he chased her. The flower of the
physics department.
Although it is a cold and gorgeous appearance, but the eyes are very thorough, and when talking to themselves is also a clever look, and those people’s mouth is cold, difficult to pursue simply do not match.
She seemed to have no emotional experience, and when he casually flirted with her, she blushed with embarrassment and got hooked.
In those days when she was dating, he was really comfortable and happy.
But this woman also surprised him with a straight ball. It was the first time he had heard such a confession from so many women
who adored him. He revealed his heart
completely and boldly showed all his little thoughts in front of him.
At that time, he was shocked, but also some faint joy in the heart, feel that, I am such a person, unexpectedly also deserve to let people like to such a degree of worry about gains and losses.
But ten years later, when Song Qing recalled it, he found vaguely that he seemed to have been PUA.
He smiled and thought it was cute, too.
Only later, how did they get separated?
Ah, yes, it’s his arrogance and conceit. He always feels that there is no woman in the world that he can’t handle?
Although Lin Yanzhi’s words were heartless, she had given him a chance in those years.
He remembered the stories she had told him.
She was so careful to tell him all her pain.
But what about him? What did he do? When she trusted him most,
he took it as a sharp weapon and became the knife he stabbed her with his own hands.
He still can’t forget her eyes at that time, so helpless and painful.
Yeah, there’s nothing sadder than a stab in the back of the most trusted person.
So she should not forgive him.
So he deserved to lose her.
Even the last letter she gave him was so gentle.
He still remembers the words on the letter:
“Lin Yen-chih wants to be with Sung Ching-shih forever!”
“Lin Yen-chih wants to work hard to earn money to buy a house, and then take Sung Ching-shih to live in it!”
“Lin Yen-chih wants to work hard to change herself and make herself more worthy of Sung Ching-shih!”
「……」 Song Qingshi remembered every
stroke and every word clearly, and also remembered the bright smile on the girl’s face when she wrote down these notes.
But at that time, he was dismissive.
Now he.. I have missed a girl who loves me regardless of her life.
Heard that later she changed two boyfriends, and he had two points of similarity, which made his heart shocked.
But by the time he got the news, it was too late.
She’s married.
I also heard that at her son’s birthday party that year, she received a huge anonymous red envelope, and I don’t know who gave it. After
Song Qingshi left, he put her in his heart and accompanied him until now.
But he doesn’t know.
She is not deliberately looking for a boyfriend like him, but she has always liked his face, which is why she was deceived by him.
He’ll never know. The man in
his heart never loved him. The beginning of
him and her was not a normal official announcement.
And he, from beginning to end, is not her public relationship.
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