Ci’an
‘s beauty passed away: I still remember that I picked up a young man from the mountain of corpses and the sea of blood when
I was in love with Thrushcross. He was born to be elegant and handsome, but unfortunately he was mentally deficient.
Later, on my wedding day, he led his fighters to crush my country and kill all my loved ones.
As usual, he fawned and begged me to look at him more. After the war between the
Northern Dynasty and the State of Qi, I rescued a fool wearing the cloth armor of the Northern Dynasty from the corpse mountain. All day long
, Chuntao whispered in his ear, “The princess is your savior. You should repay the princess well. Without the princess, you would have died.”.
Something like that.
So on the day I returned to the palace with my brother, the fool followed me every step of the way and refused to let me go.
“Let go.” I clenched my dress and looked at the fool’s amber eyes. The other end of the
skirt was grasped by the fool in his hand. Seeing my anger, the strength of the fool’s hand loosened.
When I went to pull again, he suddenly pulled again, winked his clean and bright eyes, and shook his head: “Don’t go.”
As soon as he was rescued, the fool was emaciated and black, and he had been raised white and tender by me for only two months.
The fool was born very good-looking, and now he knew that I was going to leave him, so anxious that his eyes were red, and this pitiful look of grievance made me feel distressed.
Alas, after all, it is their own cubs.
I sighed, and my voice softened. “I’m not leaving. You let go first.”
Seeing that the fool was still hesitating, I followed up the victory by saying, “Let go. If you say you won’t go, you won’t go. When have I ever lied to you?”
“You often lie to me.” The fool shriveled his mouth and looked at me as if he were looking at a heartbreaker who had abandoned me: “You promised to sleep only with me, but last night..”
Before he could finish, I covered his mouth with a guilty conscience. What else did
the fool want to say? His lips moved, and the warm breath rushed to my palm, so hot that I immediately withdrew my hand. Put your hands behind your back with a guilty
conscience.
Seeing that the time to return to the palace would be delayed, Chuntao did not know where to find a whip and held it in her hand to threaten the fool: “Let go, let go of the princess. If you don’t let go, I’ll do it!”
Spring peach is a hard-mouthed soft-hearted, did not want to really start, but this scene was seen by the emperor brother who came in to look for me.
Brother Huang angrily rebuked Chuntao and me for having no conscience: “He was a soldier of the Northern Dynasty, and you and I are both responsible for this!” In front of the
emperor’s brother, the fool wanted to cry, and I couldn’t argue with Chuntao.
In the end, I had to take the fool back to the palace.
All the way, the fool dragged my skirt and did not let go, for fear that I would run away.
I gave up on myself and stared at the fool who had been giggling at me. Seeing this, Chuntao leaned over my ear and comforted me:
“Don’t be afraid, princess. The maidservant will explain to the little general for you.” When
my elder brother returned to Beijing after a great victory, my father was so happy that he didn’t care about my sneaking to the front.
My father was listening to his brother’s report about the situation on the battlefield. When he said that the prince of Qi had died on the battlefield, I yawned and sneaked out of the Wende Palace.
When I arrived at the gate of Changle Palace, I heard that there was a lot of trouble inside.
The fool was being chased by a group of eunuchs from Changle Palace, jumping up and down, which was very lively.
Seeing me, the fool paused and rushed to me quickly.
“Tzu An, Tzu An..” The fool cried and hugged me.
“Don’t leave me, Tzu An.”
I was strangled and almost died. Seeing that I was wrong, Chuntao immediately called someone to pull the fool away. It took me
a long time to save me from the clutches of a fool.
The fool looked at me as I was dying, and probably realized that he had hurt me. After a moment, he cried even harder.
I was almost strangled by him, and finally I had to comfort him in turn.
“All right, don’t cry. I’m fine.”
The fool is so tall that I can barely touch his head when I stand on the stool. After coaxing the fool for a long time
like a cat or a dog, he stopped.
“Tzu An, I’m sorry.” As soon as the fool finished crying, his eyes were filled with water vapor, his eyes were red, and he looked very easy to bully.
He knows how to apologize, and I taught him.
I nodded with satisfaction. “Uh-huh. If you know your mistakes and can correct them, you’re a good boy.”
I told the fool to hold me gently in the future, or it would hurt.
The fool nodded earnestly, then held me carefully in his arms and said, “Tzu An, will this hurt?”
I was stunned. Seeing that I did not speak, the
fool immediately let go of me, bent down and put his face in front of me, with a guilty look on his face: “I’m sorry, Tzu An, I hurt you again.”
I smiled and patted him on the face. “It doesn’t hurt, it doesn’t hurt.”
At the border, since the fool woke up, he could not leave me and slept beside my bed at night.
But now back to the palace is not natural.
He acted shamelessly and refused to go back to sleep. I was so cruel that I locked him out of my bedroom.
At night, outside the bedroom gradually no sound, I am still worried, ready to open the door to see.
The moonlight was cold and enveloped the fool, and he curled up in a ball and slept outside the door. The
fool’s eyelashes were straight and long, casting a shadow under his eyelids, and he could not see the clean and clear eyes when he was asleep.
The cold, hard outline of his face made him look different from the fool in the daytime.
Good-looking is good-looking, but I still like the fool who always cries and stares at me with watery eyes.
Alas, I am a living Bodhisattva with a soft heart!
I went back and put the quilt on the fool. It was then that the
fool suddenly opened his eyes.
Seeing that it was me, his eyes immediately filled with a smile.
He tugged at the hem of my skirt, as he had done before, and called to me in a low voice, “Ci’an.”
The moonlight shone so brightly in his eyes that I made a swallowing motion, pulled my skirt back, took two steps back and stood up straight.
“Sleep.” After
dropping two words, close the door and go to bed. When I woke up
in the morning, the fool would stand outside the door waiting for me with the quilt in his arms.
I do not open the door, he has been quietly waiting outside, he will not rush in, will not let others in.
Chuntao said that the fool was really a fool.
I laughed for a while because of this sentence.
The fool looked at me confusedly and smiled, and after a while he began to giggle. The people in the
palace were wary of the fool from the very beginning, and gradually seemed to get used to his existence. When
the persimmons were ripe, the fool and the little eunuch in my palace climbed up the tree to pick the persimmons. The leaves on
the persimmon tree have not yet fallen, and the persimmon is not yellow. When
a leaf fell, I jumped to pick it up and suddenly saw a man standing not far away.
“Wei Shu?” I waved to Wei Shu.
I thought he would turn around and leave when he saw me like before.
But this time he just clenched his hand to his mouth, coughed unnaturally, looked at the fool in the tree, and then came to me.
“I have seen the princess.” Not seen for
a long time, Wei Shu has changed from a thin teenager to an extraordinary young general like his father.
“Did the little general come to the palace to look for his brother?”
Wei Shu took one look at me and quickly turned his eyes. His ears were already red and bleeding.
He shook his head and nodded.
I looked at him with a smile and couldn’t help but say, “You shake your head and nod your head. Is that true or not?”
Wei Shu’s ears became redder, and he lowered his eyes and dared not look at me.
After a while, he said, “No, I’m looking for you.” Before
I could ask him what he was looking for me for, I heard a cry of surprise from Chuntao.
The fool jumped down from the tree higher than roof and rushed in front of me, protecting the calf between me and Wei Shu.
The two men were at daggers drawn.
I went to pull the fool. The fool looked back at me and blinked. My eyes motioned him to step back.
The fool was reluctant at first, until I stared at him, and then he hung his head and moved behind me. After all,
Wei Shu was a member of the General’s Office, and his father had to give him three thin noodles.
I smiled apologetically at Wei Shu. He was no longer as murderous as when he faced a fool. When I smiled, he blushed and looked away.
“You two know each other?” I asked.
Wei Shu shook his head in denial.
I looked back at the fool, and he shook his head with his mouth like a spoiled child.
No. You two just wanted to kill each other? It’s understandable that
a fool is not clear-headed. Are you also stupid?
But I dare not say it.
To ease the atmosphere, I laughed twice.
Remembering that Wei Shu said he was looking for me.
“The little general just said he was looking for me, but I don’t know why.” Just as
Wei Shu was about to speak, he glanced behind me, pursed his lips into a straight line, and turned his face to one side.
I looked back at the fool, he was obviously guilty, avoiding my eyes, looking at the sky for a while, looking at the ground for a while, drifting.
If there is a fool, I can’t talk to Wei Shu well.
“Little General, can I have a word with you?” Wei Shu’s straight face loosened and he looked at me and nodded in a friendly way.
I take one step, Wei Shu takes one step, and the fool follows one step.
……
“Spring Peach!” I pointed at the fool with a heavy face. “Don’t let him come!”
I thought Wei Shu had something important to say to me, but the tea changed again and again, and Wei Shu kept his head down and did not speak.
“Little General..” I can’t help talking.
Wei Shu looked up at me for a moment and then lowered his head with a red face.
「…… And there is nothing important to do.
I looked at him with a smile and encouraged him to continue.
Wei Shu blushed as if he had been burned by tea.
I wanted to say something more, but Wei Shu suddenly got up and walked out. When he reached the gate of the temple, he suddenly stopped and turned around and folded his fists
at me. “I’m sorry, I’m sorry.”
Three words can also make him speak intermittently.
Wei Shu went out on the front foot, and the fool on the back foot rushed in front of me, followed by Chuntao panting.
“The Duke, the princess, and the maidservant cannot be dragged.”
The fool stopped in front of me and tried to reach out to pull me, but he was frightened by my eyes.
“Tzu An, I’m sorry, I was wrong.” He stood in front of me and apologized to me honestly.
But when I asked him where he was wrong, the fool blinked at me with watery eyes and did not say where he was wrong for a long time.
He is determined that I will be softhearted.
This fool is not stupid at all.
Then I met Wei Shu again, and he ran away with a red face as soon as he saw me, just like before.
The new year is coming, and it has been a year since the fool returned to the palace with me. On the New Year’s Day of
the Northern Dynasty, the father and mother would take the officials out of the palace to inspect the city for a week.
My carriage followed behind my father and mother.
No one knows where the assassin came from, and in an instant, the peaceful and busy streets became chaotic.
Chuntao was scattered by the crowd, only to hear her shouting for me.
I stumbled out of the carriage and was suddenly hugged from behind.
“Tzu An.”
The fool hugged me from behind so that I wouldn’t be knocked around by the chaotic crowd.
“Tzu An, don’t be afraid.” He comforted me.
The emperor’s father and the queen’s mother were protected by the bodyguards in the middle and were temporarily safe. Someone in the
crowd suddenly shouted, “Where is the princess?”
I saw the assassins all rushing towards me.
The fool pulled me around and ran away. I’m
sure I can’t run away. Assassins from all sides are surrounding me and the fool. When
the sword rushed at me, the fool protected me in his arms without thinking.
I was so frightened that my hands and feet were weak.
I don’t want to die, and I don’t want a fool to die.
Fortunately, Wei Shu came in time to ward off the sword that almost fell on the fool.
“Protect the princess and go first!” Wei Shu gathered his eyebrows and said, then rushed up to fight with the assassin.
With Wei Shu dragging the assassin, the fool and I ran quickly to our father and mother.
When he was about to arrive, a startled horse suddenly rushed out of the fork road.
My father and mother looked at me in a hurry and shouted my name.
I forgot to dodge at that moment and stood in place waiting for the startled horse to rush towards me. The fool threw me to the ground before
the horse’s hooves stepped on me.
I watched the horse’s hooves trample over him and kick him in the back of the head, and the expression on the fool’s face was in a trance for a moment.
“Tzu An..” Before the
coma, the fool wanted to say something to me.
I stayed in front of the fool’s bed for several days before he opened his eyes, but the way he looked at me suddenly made me feel strange.
The fool stared at me for a long time until I began to want to cry. Then the fool spoke slowly and called me Ci’an.
Chuntao usually has a hard mouth, but her heart is softer than anyone else. She is the saddest to cry when a fool has an accident. After she came out of the
room, Chuntao covered her mouth and cried to me, “It’s over, Princess. The fool seems to be more stupid than before.”
I stood on the bluestone road of Changle Palace and recalled the eyes of the fool looking at me again and again.
More stupid?
Maybe. When the
fool recovers, it seems that he is no different from before.
Even Chuntao said that the fool was still the fool of the past.
He used to stay outside my hall all night and refused to go back to his room to sleep, but now he is willing to listen to advice.
Mother said that Wei Shu was badly hurt and asked me to go out of the palace to see him.
The first time I went there, before I entered the mansion, I saw a shadow at the door. As if facing a formidable enemy, the people in the general’s mansion shouted, “The princess is coming! The princess is coming!”
“Little General, here comes the princess.” The steward of the
general’s mansion led me in with a smile and asked me carefully what I was not satisfied with in the mansion.
I am a guest who can’t come back once a year, what can I not be satisfied with?? When he told
Wei Shu about it, he blushed and said that the servants in the mansion were afraid that I didn’t like the general’s mansion.
The second time I went there, it was even weirder. The servants of the General’s Office finally stopped making a fuss. They should sweep the floor and brush the ashes. They all pretended not to see me, and their eyes could not help glancing at me. One hundred days after the
injury, Wei Shu’s injury was almost healed.
He no longer hides at the sight of me, but his ears are always red.
“Princess, Your Majesty, let me ask the princess..” Wei Shu lowered his head and paused for a moment, then looked up at me with firm eyes.
“When will the princess be willing to marry the minister?”
I met Wei Shu’s expectant eyes, and the first thing I thought of was a fool.
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“Let me think it over.” I dodged Wei Shu’s eyes and fled in front of him for the first time.
Chuntao said that Wei Shu used to run away shyly when he saw me, but today he had the courage to say these words.
“Before, the maidservant was afraid that the little general would misunderstand if she brought the fool back to the palace. The maidservant had all decided to help the princess explain to the little general.”
Chuntao whispered in my ear about how Wei Shu had been secretly liking me, as if the whole Northern Dynasty knew his mind, and only I, the one who was liked, was kept in the dark. Wei Shu and
I have been engaged since childhood, but he used to hide from me when he saw me. I thought he didn’t like me.
The General’s Office played an important role in the Northern Dynasty. I have been waiting for him to break off his marriage to my father. As long as I nod, my father will agree.
Now breaking off a marriage becomes a marriage. Although
my heart is blocked, but also know that Wei Shu wants to marry me, then my marriage with him is ironclad, no one can change.
Because this is not only about me and him, but also about the whole Northern Dynasty.
I don’t know how the fool knew about it. He broke into my temple and stared at me.
“What’s the matter?” I asked the fool.
“They say you’re going to marry someone else?”
I nodded and walked up to him in the fool’s stunned eyes. “It doesn’t matter. I’ll take you with me when I get married to the General’s Office. And Chuntao.”
I have always felt that the eyes of a fool are different from those of the Northern Dynasty. His eyes are darker, like bright black gems.
The fool twisted his eyebrows, not knowing what he was thinking, and in his attentive eyes, I did not know what I was expecting.
The fool didn’t say anything. He just asked me if he could hug me.
Suddenly there was an inexplicable fire in my heart, and I had no place to vent.
I refused the fool. I told him, “I’m getting married. Only my husband can hold me from now on.” The light in the
fool’s eyes faded little by little, and I thought he would make a scene like before and not stop until he reached his goal.
But he didn’t. He just hung his head like a dog abandoned by his master.
How you get here, how you leave. I haven’t seen a fool
since, and I took it as a fit of pique.
I thought the fool would never see me again until I married to the General’s Office. The night before I got
married, the window that should have been closed was broken open from the outside. I thought I was an assassin and immediately shouted.
Before I could make a sound, someone covered my mouth from behind until he pressed it to my ear and called me in a low voice, “Tzu’an.”
It’s the voice of a fool.
I put down all my guard in an instant and turned to look at him.
The fool smiled and showed a little fangs.
The fool seems to have become more beautiful, and when he looks at people with a smile, he draws more like the male fox spirit in the book, which has a kind of breathtaking charm.
“Tzu An, I miss you very much. Can I hold you?” His voice was so low and hoarse that it tickled one’s ears. It
‘s always hard to refuse, but fortunately I still have a little bit of reason left.
I shook my head, but the fool held me in his arms against my will.
He said, “Tzu’an, will you not marry him?”
If he had said this to me that day when he rushed into the temple, I think I am such a soft-hearted person, perhaps I really promised him, I would go to ask my father, to ask Wei Shu, to make amends to the General’s Office. He refused to marry for him
without hesitation.
But not tonight.
I pushed the fool away and reasoned with a fool for the first time. When the
moon was in the west, the fool left my bedroom with a calm face.
I had a sleepless night, and when Chuntao came in, she saw me sitting on the edge of the bed dressed.
“The princess is nervous?” She asked me.
I froze for a moment and then nodded.
“It’s all right, it’s all right. Once you’re born, twice you’re ripe. Next time, Princess, you won’t be nervous.”
“Pooh, Pooh, the princess and her son-in-law will grow old together. There will be no next time!”. Wei Shu and
I had a worship ceremony. He was supposed to greet the guests in the front hall, but suddenly appeared in the wedding room.
“The princess is hungry.” Wei Shu handed me a stack of cakes. There was one for each snack on the plate. He took one for the east and one for the west, and brought it to me behind his back. As soon as
I looked up at him, Wei Shu blushed and said, “They’re all your favorites. I took one of each.”
When Chuntao came back with a pot of tea, there was a faint noise outside looking for the bridegroom.
“My son-in-law, everyone out there has found a new house.” Chuntao teases Wei Shu.
Wei Shu was not annoyed either and said with a smile that he would go out and drive them away. Before
leaving, Wei Shu looked back at me and asked me to wait for him to come back.
I nodded yes.
But in the end, I couldn’t wait for him to come back. The sound of excitement
outside faded away, followed by screams and the sound of swords colliding.
“Spring Peach.” I immediately asked Chuntao to see what was going on outside. As soon
as Chuntao opened the door a crack, the cold sword outside the door came in.
I saw with my own eyes that the blade of the sword was pierced into Chuntao’s body and pulled out, and the bright red blood splashed all over the floor.
“Chuntao–”
Chuntao desperately closed the door and pressed her body against it.
“Run, princess, run from the window.”
Her little body can’t keep people out of the door.
The door was kicked open, and the enemy stepped on Chuntao’s body and rushed into the house. When the
enemy’s sword stabbed me, Chuntao did not know when to get up from the ground and stand in front of me.
“Spring peach, spring peach..” She was teetering on her feet and pushing me toward the window.
“Run, princess, run.”
I climbed out of the window, the enemy came after me, and Chuntao closed the window sash.
Until the white paper window was scarlet with blood, the enemy could not open it.
The whole general’s mansion was littered with corpses. I ran all the way out. I knew most of the faces of the corpses.
I thought I’d be all right when I ran back to the palace.
But there was chaos in front of the palace gate. There are heads hanging above the
city gate, including the emperor’s father and brother.
I was knocked to the ground, lying on the mountain of corpses, and I looked up one by one to identify the faces of those people. The royal family of the Northern
Dynasty are all on it except me.
No, there is still one person left. I looked for it carefully again.
Before I could find anyone, I was picked up from the body.
“Tzu An..”
I turned to look at the man in armor.
His expression was serious, his eyes were clear, and there was nothing like a fool except his face. If I don’t understand
this scene, then I am really the biggest fool in the world.
“Are you lying to me?” I asked the fool.
You killed my family? Have you destroyed my kingdom?
The fool watched in silence and let me collapse. Who are
you? You tell me who you really are.
The fool did not open his mouth, and the soldier who came not far away told me the answer.
They call him His Royal Highness. The fool
I saved from the dead suddenly became the prince of Qi.
He is not called a fool, he is called Qi Zheng.
Qi Zheng brought me back to Qi, and I watched with my own eyes as the people lined the streets cheering and celebrating that my country had finally perished.
He has shut me up in a dark palace.
Once the noblest princess of the Northern Dynasty, she became the forbidden wife of the enemy who destroyed the country. After
several failed attempts to assassinate Qi, I gave up.
I can’t kill him, and he won’t let me die. The maid who
guarded me said that Qi Zheng was going to get married soon, and he was going to marry the daughter of a powerful minister of Qi.
I listened to these words and lay on the ground unmoved.
Until the light faded and the closed door of the temple was opened from the outside.
Qi Zheng walked up to me and squatted down, completely blocking the last bit of light in front of me.
“It’s cold on the ground. Sleep on the bed.” I closed my eyes and turned a deaf ear, letting Qi Zheng put his hand under my armpit and carry me back to bed.
The maid came in and added the light and closed the door. When Qi struggled to press me, I opened my eyes and pushed him away.
He seemed surprised that I would suddenly resist, and the light in his eyes jumped as excitedly as the flickering candle.
“You’re getting married?” I looked at him and asked.
Qi Zheng frowned, as if he didn’t want me to know the news.
“Well, my father granted me a marriage.” Then he explained to me, “Tzu An, I don’t love her. Trust me.”
I remember the day when the Northern Dynasty fell, he looked at me like this, and hurriedly imprisoned me in his arms, saying again and again that he loved me.
He destroyed my country, killed my relatives, made me bear the charge of collaboration with the enemy, and attached himself to my ear to express his sincere love for me.
The most ridiculous thing is that under the national hatred and family hatred, there is still a trace of joy in my heart, and the people I love deeply also love my joy.
I’ll be damned.
I know that I am the sinner of the Northern Dynasty. I can’t get revenge, and I can’t restore the country. The only thing
I can do is to die to apologize, and go to the grave to make amends to my father and mother, to my brother, and to every soul of the Northern Dynasty.
I hid the dagger that Qi Zheng carried with him.
The first knife cut on the wrist, the blood snaked down the wrist, and I suddenly felt a little relaxed and happy.
But it’s too slow. When
I was about to stab my abdomen, the door of the temple was knocked open from the outside, and Qi took a few steps forward to seize the dagger.
The Imperial Physician will be here soon.
I think he must have guessed what I was going to do when he found the dagger missing.
So when he came to me, he passed on the imperial physician.
Qi Zheng thought that I had committed suicide because he wanted to marry someone else, and there was a trace of joy in his anxious expression. How can
I make him proud? When
he asked, I didn’t even think about it and said no. “No, because I hate you. I only found the opportunity today.”
That’s not lying to him. The doctor who bandaged
me suddenly told Qi Zheng that I was pregnant. Qi Zheng and I were stunned for a long time.
I looked at Qi Zheng and suddenly began to laugh, like a madman.
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Qi Zheng, if you can stop me today, what about tomorrow and the day after tomorrow? The boy came at the right time. I fell down casually and bumped into the corner of the bedside table, and I was killed.
I watched Qi Zheng’s face grow heavier and heavier, but I still felt that it was not enough. “He came so well. He knows I hate you. He came to take me away.”
He was reluctant to abort the child, and he was afraid that my words would become a proverb.
So Qi Zheng took me out of the dark palace for the first time, and he took me to see Wei Shu.
My husband, Jun Weishu.
He was hanging in the water dungeon with his hands tied, the iron rope passing through the lute bone, and his legs soaking in the cold water.
I want to throw myself into the water dungeon, and I can’t move forward because I am dragged by Qi Zheng.
Qi Zheng motioned to the attendant beside him, “Bring them out.”
I saw Wei Shu being dragged out of the water dungeon, with chains ringing behind him, followed by a sickening stench. It was not
until I got close that I saw clearly that Wei Shu’s two trouser legs were empty, and the little general lost his legs. When the
cold water was poured on, Wei Shu woke up.
I rushed to Wei Shu, but Wei Shu was on guard against me. He was no longer the young general who blushed at the sight of me.
I called Wei Shu’s name, hugged him and cried bitterly.
Wei Shu would push me away at first, and he would be softhearted when I called his name again.
He asked me if I had collaborated with the enemy. I shook my head and explained to him, “Wei Shu, I didn’t. Believe me, I didn’t.”
I am a princess of the Northern Dynasty. How could I betray my country.
Wei Shu wanted to raise his hand to wipe my tears, but his hand reached my face and shrank back.
“If you say no, I will believe it. I believe the princess.” He pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled at me with difficulty. The soldiers
guarding the dungeon separated my Wei Shu, and I grabbed Wei Shu’s skirt and refused to let them take him away.
Qi Zheng came forward and easily hugged me away from Wei Shu.
“Do you see? You are the only little general left in the Northern Dynasty. If you die, I will let him die with you.”
I was weighed down by the weight of despair.
Qi Zheng’s voice was not small, and Wei Shu just heard it. When he was taken away by the
soldiers, he did not struggle. When he heard Qi Zheng’s words, Wei Shu suddenly turned his head and shouted at me: “Princess, live, live well.”
I watched the little general break away from the soldier and seize the soldier’s sword.
“Wei Shu–”
I suddenly had a bad feeling.
“The princess lives on, lives on freely, and I will not be a burden to the princess.”
Stay alive.
In order to prevent me from being coerced by Qi Zheng, Wei Shu chose to draw his sword and commit suicide.
I watched the little general who used to wear fresh clothes and angry horses fall down in front of me and wither in an instant. After
Wei Shu died, I had a serious illness.
I think Qi Zheng regretted taking me to see Wei Shu.
He became more and more afraid that I would commit suicide, so he simply moved in to live and eat with me.
Even the emperor of Qi knew that he kept a pet in the East Palace.
Qi Zhengri sent people to keep a close eye on me, but I didn’t cry or make trouble, so I lived like a walking corpse.
I sometimes think that Wei Shu may still hate me in his heart, so he whispered those words in my ear before he died, which made me have to live so painfully and lonely.
He died a generous death and entrusted me with all his secrets.
I no longer seek death, and Qi Zheng gradually relaxed his vigilance against me. The night before
his big wedding, I put on the wedding dress that I had hidden and should have sent to his future Crown Princess.
I went to Qi Zheng’s bedroom to look for him, and I put a fragment of the teacup on his neck and said, “I want to be the Crown Princess, or I will kill whoever you marry.”
The tip pierced his flesh, and red beads of blood came out. One more point and I could have killed him.
I suppressed my impulse to send the fragments in again and raised my head to threaten Qi Zheng. Instead of being angry,
he laughed and stared at my wedding dress for a long time. Then he held me on his lap and sat down. “Do you want to be my Crown Princess?”? The future empress of Qi?
Qi Zheng glanced at my stomach and held my hand to remove the debris from his neck.
He buried his face in my neck and took a deep breath. “Tzu An, will you wait?”? Not yet.
Qi Zheng’s warm breath hit my neck with an itch.
I pushed him away in disgust and looked at him coldly. “When will it be?”
Qi Zhengxiao came up to the tip of my nose and winked like a fool who acted like a spoiled child to me a long time ago. “Soon.”
He didn’t lie to me. It was quick. The emperor of
Qi died suddenly, and Qi became the emperor of Qi as a matter of course. The Crown Princess, who
should have been conferred the title of empress, was only given the title of an imperial concubine. As soon as the mourning period of the first emperor was over, Qi Zheng welcomed me into the palace with the ceremony of the empress.
Man Chao was in an uproar.
But none of this has anything to do with me.
I am only responsible for raising the fetus in the harem, and someone will deal with the trouble. When Hua Guifei, who was
supposed to be the empress, came to me, Qi Zhengqian had just left my Fengxi Palace.
I also grew up in the harem, and I saw a lot of jealousy in the harem.
So I didn’t pay much attention to her at first. I don’t have to involve anyone else in my quarrel
with Qi, and I have no intention of making an enemy of anyone in his harem. I can
even turn a deaf ear to her sarcasm about me.
It wasn’t until Princess Hua proudly boasted to me about her family’s exploits on the battlefield:
“My father once followed Your Majesty to destroy the Northern Dynasty and personally beheaded the princes of the Northern Dynasty.” The teacup
at hand suddenly fell down, and the hot tea spilled on my hand.
The maid hurried to wipe it for me. I pulled my hand back, got up and went to Hua Guifei. I bent over and raised her jaw and asked her to say it again.
Tell me, whose head did your father behead?
Hua Guifei was frightened by my crazy appearance. She pushed me away and stood up to scold me as a madman.
I was pushed to stagger by her, but fortunately there was a maid behind me to support me in time.
I watched Hua Guifei leave my Fengxi Palace swearing.
When Qi Zheng heard about this, he threw the minister in the study and rushed over without stopping. When
he came, the Imperial Physician had just finished examining my pulse, and Qi Zheng breathed a sigh of relief when he heard that I was all right.
I sent out all the people in the temple and waved to Qi Zhengzheng.
He was still the same as we used to be in the Northern Dynasties. At that time, I thought he was a fool. He always waved to me like an obedient puppy and came to me immediately.
Qi Zheng leaned lazily on the step, and Qi Zheng fell at my feet. Smiling,
I touched his face and said, “Qi Zheng, guess what Princess Hua said to me just now?” The smile on
Qi Zheng’s face suddenly froze and soon returned to nature.
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“She said that my brother’s head was cut off by his father’s own hand.” I looked down at Qi Zheng’s face and continued, “Qi Zheng, will you kill her for me?”
“Kill her and I’ll never make trouble with you again.”
Qi Zheng hesitated, but he didn’t promise me.
Only a few excuses were found to lower the position of the imperial concubine Hua.
Since then, Hua Guifei has never been to Fengxi Palace again, and when she met her on a walk, she was far away from me.
I looked at her flurried back and laughed out loud.
Qi Zheng planted a persimmon tree in Fengxi Palace, but it was not the sweet persimmon of the Northern Dynasty. The persimmon of the Northern Dynasty could not be planted in Qi. The persimmon tree
he planted was tall and luxuriant, but the fruit was astringent. When
the persimmons were ripe, I sent one to all the warblers and swallows in the harem, and I personally sent one to Hua Fei.
She was surprised that I would come to her.
Hua Fei is not the kind of person who can swallow the grievance, and she can’t hold it for so long.
“Chin Tzu-an, don’t be complacent.”
Oh, so you know my identity.
I asked Hua Fei, “So what if you know my identity?”? Do you dare to speak out?
As long as Qi Zheng was still the emperor, she would not dare, nor would the Shen family behind her.
But the Shen family Hua Fei such a legitimate daughter, how can I let her go? When I
left, I said to Hua Fei with a smile that I would give her a big gift on the day I gave birth.
Hua Fei finally caught the opportunity, and as soon as I left, she immediately went to find Qi to complain.
Qi Zheng was busy coaxing Hua Fei these days and rested in her palace for several days in a row.
The north wind blew down the last yellow leaf on the persimmon tree to the south. The fireworks
I had been waiting for months finally burst into the night sky on a clear night. Before his death,
Wei Shu said that on the day the emperor’s sister-in-law gave birth, someone would take fireworks as a sign outside the palace.
One cluster represents girls and two clusters represent boys.
I have a little nephew.
“Flowing clouds.” Smiling, I withdrew my gaze from the air and looked at the maid whom Qi Zheng had given me. “Go and throw the body into the courtyard of Hua Fei.”
Perhaps I usually laugh too little, Liu Yun looked at me for a while before nodding out.
When Hua Fei came over, I touched her stomach for eight months and said a lot to her in my heart. What I
said the most was sorry. No matter how much
I hate Qi Zheng, the baby has been in my stomach for eight months after all.
It is said that mother and son are connected. Child, did you hear what mother said?
Oh, I want to eat persimmons.
Hua Fei was so aggressive that she put the body of the cat in her arms in front of me. “Did you kill my cat?” All the best
tonight, even to see Hua Fei are pleasing to the eye a lot.
Hua Fei’s appearance is also very good, if there is no me, she and Qi compete for beauty and talent, very well matched.
Seeing that I didn’t speak, Hua Fei took another step toward me. “Why did you kill my cat?”
I Shiran got up, just face to face with her.
it’s me, the little brute … My fur has violated my taboo. In fact, I didn’t kill the
orange kitten. I saved it in the lake. Unfortunately, I saved it too late and died in the Fengxi Palace.
Later, knowing that it was Hua Fei’s cat, I asked someone to keep the body. Relying on the position of the Shen family in the court,
she had always acted as a tyrant in the harem and had offended many people. I was not the only one who wanted to harm her.
Hua Fei really pushed me in a hurry, but she didn’t push me hard, and I had to fall down myself. Soon there was blood under
my body, which soaked my fur cloak.
I bit the flesh of my lip and refused to faint.
I can clearly feel that something is leaving my body. The winter in
Qi was so cold that I couldn’t hold back and cried. I chose
the midwife myself. During the
birth, she held my hand and shook her head.
“Does the princess want to see it?” She asked me.
I turned my head to one side. “No, Mammy, take it.”
Hearing the first cry from the delivery room, Qi Zheng rushed in. The midwife held the baby to him, but Qi Zheng didn’t look at it and rushed straight to me.
He stood by my bed and looked at me lying in a pool of blood and cried.
“Chin Tzu-an, you are really cruel.”
My heart sank.
Qi Zheng closed his eyes heavily, and when he opened them again, there was no hatred of despair in his eyes.
“If you want to kill Hua Fei, you don’t have to use this method of losing eight hundred yuan.”
So that’s what he said.
My heart hanging in the air finally fell to the ground.
“She hurt me and she hurt your son.” I smiled and slanted my head to look at him. “Qi Zheng, can you help me kill her?”
Seeing him standing still, I waved to him and said, “I’m in pain.”
Qi Zheng refused me for the first time, and he didn’t come to fawn on me.
“Hua Fei was the only daughter of the Shen family, and the Shen family couldn’t swallow it if they killed her.” He sighed and glanced lightly at my brother’s son in the midwife’s arms.
“You don’t want him to take over a turbulent country from me, do you?”
My smile froze on my face and I stared at him carefully for a long time, unable to determine whether he knew or not.
“Fight together, think of something.” Then I shrank into the quilt and cried for a long time. I cried for a long time and stood beside my bed for a long time.
A few days later, Hua Fei was demoted to the cold palace, and later died in the cold palace.
I named my brother’s son Qi An, and I hope he will be safe all his life.
Ann just needs to grow up safely. With me, no one in the harem can give birth to a child.
Qi Zheng no longer went to my Fengxi Palace every day, but he didn’t go to other people’s palaces in the harem.
He is more and more diligent, although my heart is perturbed, but Ann has been named crown prince, it seems that there is nothing to worry about. I don’t know who in
the court mentioned that he wanted to investigate and kill the remnants of the Northern Dynasty. When I learned that the emperor’s sister-in-law had been killed, I had just coaxed Ann to sleep.
Qi Zheng threw a token in front of me, and I naturally recognized it. It was I who gave it to my sister-in-law.
“The court swept away the remnants of the Northern Dynasty and found your token on her.” Qi Zheng stared at me coldly. “Tzu An, can you give me an explanation?”
I couldn’t stop trembling all over, and I couldn’t hold the token several times.
I squeezed my hand and forced myself to calm down.
Over and over again to confirm several times, that token is actually the one I gave to the emperor’s sister-in-law.
You killed her? Did you kill my royal wife? I grabbed Qi Zheng’s skirt and questioned him.
Qi Zheng sighed for a long time. He held me in his arms, who was almost crazy. No matter how I struggled, he refused to let go even if I grabbed him and bit him.
“Tzu An, she is a remnant of the Northern Dynasty.” Remnants of
the Northern Dynasty, why can I, the biggest remnant of the Northern Dynasty, still live well under his eyes?
“My wife is just a woman. What can she do as a woman?” I bit on Qi Zheng’s chest and did not let go, and I tasted a trace of sweet fishy smell in my mouth.
Qi Zheng still did not let go of me. His kiss fell on my head. His voice was heavy and hoarse, mixed with a kind of tired helplessness: “Tzu An, you always want me to do something.”
A drop of coldness fell into my skirt, and I realized that he was crying again.
It was he who killed my relatives. What qualifications does he have to cry?
I made a scene because of the dispute between the emperor’s wife and Qi, and the next day I heard that he was drunk and favored a palace maid who looked quite similar to me in the Wende Palace.
I looked at the persimmon tree and sat for a long time.
“Liu Yun, send me a bowl of soup.” Liu Yun is the person of Qi Zheng, and whether the soup can be sent depends on Qi Zheng. I don’t know how the news that I sent the soup to each palace
every other day spread to the former court. The officials denounced me for being jealous and demanded that Qi fight for the abolition of the queen. Only then did
I realize that after all, the soup was a temporary solution, and we had to solve the problem fundamentally.
But Liu Yun is the one who fights together. She can help me harm other people in the harem, but she can’t help me harm her master.
So I bribed another little maid of honor behind Qi Zheng’s back.
The little maid of honor took me a big bag of silver and brought me back a bag of good medicine.
Qi Zheng was a good emperor, and I watched the territory of Qi grow bigger and bigger.
At the thought that the future will belong to Ann, I can not suppress the excitement, even in the middle of the night, I can wake up laughing. In the year
of Anan and the crown, there was still only one prince, Anan.
my Ann has grown up.
Qi Zheng, you have worked so hard for so many years, and finally I will be soft-hearted for you again.
Qi Zheng, I will accompany you to die.
Author: Yellow Rice Wine
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the passing away of the beauty: Remembering the strong feeling of the thrush, the
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