Playing games matches a great God, whose voice sounds good and whose skin looks good. After
applying to be friends ten times, the Great God said, “Are you bored?” I
just know and care about whether I am bored or not. He is the one I want to lick. He is beautiful and kind.
But I finally added God’s good friend, he said he had been refusing, but I sent
too often, he accidentally stumbled, and it was passed by mistake.
Oh, I know, I know. What’s the excuse? You must have felt my compelling beauty through my wise words
.
The next second, I was removed as a friend by him.
The mind has set off a storm of wisdom, and I guess there must be some special
meaning in it.
So you’re playing hard to get. Ambiguous push and pull is your way to get me.
It turns out that you are so attentive to me, and I seem to like you more.
I will be firm in my love for you, and I will change my number to add you. Are you there, handsome boy? Do you want to drink milk tea?
I’ll give you a cup of milk tea with taro paste. There is no taro paste, no milk tea, and no tea
.
Are you there, handsome? Would you like to see my selfie? I can do whatever
you like.
Handsome boy, are you there? It’s almost the end of the term. Do you need me to help you write your paper?
I majored in management in X university, and I dropped my weight to six.
I don’t know if that’s right, but he suddenly passed my friend application and sent
me a message.
“What’s your name?”
Boy, my love, isn’t it coming.
“I don’t think we need to buy school district housing for our children in the future. What do you think?”
“You seem to be sick.”
Really good, he may be a medical student, chat a few words to know that I am sick, business ability must be
very solid, straight a student, I love more.
Second,
the Great God is one of our teammates who are randomly matched nearby. A mouth, can let a person’s brain fill out a Daniel Wu’s face, but the words are not much, play
is also very powerful, a few games down, the heart of love is like a missile collision.
In order not to let other women covet his magnetic voice and excellent operation, I pulled
two sisters to watch him every day.
“Do you have a double lens?”
I immediately put away my gun and ran to his side with my vigorous posture. “Red dot, laser
, two times, three times, four times, six times, eight times, as long as you want, as long as I
have.”
“Oh, no, I’ve got it.”
Uh That’s outrageous.
“Throw it away and use mine.”
“Say one more word, and I’ll blow you up.”
Man, your name is Ruthless. Do
you have a bomb? I also have Molotov cocktails and stun bombs.
Hum, watch me melt your coldness with enthusiasm.
Bia
, I was hit by the enemy and fell to the ground. Great, finally gave him a stage
for a hero to save the beauty. Come on, it’s time to show your manly charm! “No one can save her.”
His faint voice, like the cold wind, froze my heart.
“Are you human?”
He ran over and calmly licked my bag. “Who told you to talk so much? I don’t
think you’re here to play games. Are you here to pick up junk?”
Third,
strange to say, the more indifferent he is to me, insipid, and even a little want to beat my tone
, so that I can not extricate myself from him.
God’s online time is not very stable, so I really want to add his WeChat. Can
you give me your WeChat? I want to improve my chicken-eating skills.
“You can’t raise something that doesn’t exist.”
Boy, do you think you can knock me down like this?
Can’t! Do
you have an email address? I’m writing to you. If you don’t mind, I can
still go to the flames of war, but I really can’t. The New Year is coming, and we’ll get in touch with the monkeys.
“What a pity! I’m deaf, blind and illiterate.” I’m afraid
this man is driving an excavator. Why is he so crazy? A word can give me a back flip.
But fortunately, he is still willing to play games with me, so I can only use my unique
operation to attract him.
“Someone, behind the window on the second floor.”
Good! I’m coming! Don’t be afraid!
Bia
: “I’m dead. Don’t save me. Go ahead. My hand slipped.”
I wanted to highlight my
image of a sensible, strong and independent woman in the new era, but five minutes later, I was dead and no one paid any attention to me. I
was not willing to leave the stage, and I stubbornly increased my sense of existence. “Really, you really don
‘t have to save me.”
My best friend Dajuan said in the voice, “Baby, no one will save you.”
Why? I’m not your sweet little baby anymore? Tired of it? Tired? Want a
divorce?
“Who told you to run around?” What do
I call running around?! Didn’t you say there was someone?
“I’m telling them, not you.” 「??? Did the three of you touch and search behind my back? I will not live.
I heard him, paused for a few seconds, and sighed, “Next time, run with me.”
Fourth,
after knowing that he disliked me for cooking, I began to practice my skills, and even spent a lot
of money to buy a chicken-eating artifact.
From then on, I can often see the figure of my efforts in the dormitory.
Xi Xi, if we didn’t know you were playing games, we would think you had cerebral thrombosis and had difficulty in moving
. Son, you have to use your brain and hands to play games. It’s no use if you twist like a maggot
. Dajuan and Hsiao Hui and
I are roommates in the same dormitory, and we are also the wingmen of the Great God who I dragged together
.
“You two have the nerve to say, why didn’t you save me?”
Da Juan narrowed her eyes and smiled. “Do you think if God dislikes you, we won’t dislike
you?”! Do you know how many points I’ve lost these days?!
“I was wrong, Juan. I’ll buy you milk tea later.”
“Juan is a person, but I am not a person.”
“Buy, buy, buy. When I marry the Great God, I’ll
deduct it from the gift money you two gave me.” Neither of
them said anything, and one of them gave me a dirty look.
I understand that silence is better than sound at this time, and love is invisible.
Juan hugged her cell phone and stuffed her mouth with Malatang. “But don’t any of you think our marketing teacher is handsome?”
“He’s very young. He seems to be an upperclassman staying in school.” He’s handsome
, highly educated, and has a decent job. I’m afraid he’s been taken down long ago. It is estimated that even if a child can play games this time, he is less like a robot than Xi Xi.
“Hsiao Hui, how can you be such a person, stepping on one and holding one, and taking me to carry coffee for your love beans?”
She gave me a sideways glance and said, “If you have the willpower to lick the great God, you might as well lick the marketing teacher. At least you can see a real person. If you get tired of harassing him, a slap in the face from him is physical contact.”. Nine times out of ten, you don’t even want to look back when you’re walking down the street.
I bowed my head and hesitated for a moment. “What you said is not unreasonable. If I marry him before graduation, will I not fail the course?”
Hsiao Hui and I are thinking the same way, “Yes, and you can blow the pillow wind more and give us a few questions, maybe we’ll get a postgraduate recommendation.”
“Yes, you see, he has such a high degree. When he has children, he probably won’t have to spend money on remedial classes.”
“It’s more than that. I can tell from his face that he won’t suffer from cerebral thrombosis when he gets old.” The two of
us studied in full swing, and even immediately opened a treasure and began to pick up the wedding dress and bridesmaid dress. What do
you think of this? Do you look like a princess?
What is it, KTV princess? Don’t make a fool of yourself. What do you think of my bridesmaid dress?
Dajuan watched the situation gallop in a strange direction, but she could do nothing, and even wanted to hit someone.
One is a game God with a charming voice, and the other is a university teacher with a refined and highly educated mind. It’s really hard to choose. But what do these two people have to do with you? Hsiao Hui and
I were speechless and could only nod thoughtfully, and then covered up the embarrassment with dry rice.
Five,
I got on the plane, I jumped, I didn’t leave, I was scolded.
I got on the plane again, I broke away, I landed, I became a box, I was scolded.
I still get on the plane, I pick up the gun, I fight, five minutes, I become a box, I get scolded, I scold each other.
Conscientiously played for three days, it can be said that my skills, is not moving, but not nothing, my level of cursing straight up.
The last time, because I picked up a flare gun, but I couldn’t fire it, I said I would fire it for you, but they didn’t believe that there was such a stupid person in the world who had to let me fire it.
I didn’t let them down. I fired a signal gun at the enemy, and then I quarreled with them for half an hour. I must let them know that although I am not good, it does not mean that I am not good at cursing.
Later, one of the three people quarreled with me in a private message. Because of the delay of the private message, the scolding was incoherent. We quarreled WeChat until our fingers cramped and started a voice quarrel. After
a quarrel, he suddenly laughed. I don’t know what happened. When he laughed, I wanted to laugh too. Then we began to laugh at each other on both ends of the phone.
“I’ve never seen a girl like you who doesn’t repeat herself for an hour at a stretch.”
“I’ve never seen a boy who can talk to me for an hour with such a lack of language as you.”
“Let’s play games together when we have time. I’ll help you scold others.”
“Good.”
“My name is Yang yuan.”
“Lin Hsi Hsi.” 6.
But if the Great God says to me, “Take out your limbs and use them, don’t degenerate.”
I just say, “Well, don’t worry about me, I’ll eat two raw dumbbells tonight.”
God gradually gave up taking me as a normal teammate. “See the man in blue
in front of you?”
“I’ve seen it, I’ve seen it. Do you want me to beat him to death?”
“Hide in the corner and don’t come out, lest he strike you down and we be saved.”
I took good advice and hid, and I didn’t know until they were driving away.
“Come out and lick the box.”
I ran two laps around the box. “There’s nothing here.”
The Great God ran back and pointed to the box with his gun. “Isn’t there a beautiful suit of clothes here? You
‘re just going to pick up the junk happily.”
Finally, when there were only seven people left, I was unexpectedly knocked down again. When I watched the God
running towards me in a hail of bullets, I thought he finally realized how important I was when he was about to lose me
.
“Don’t come to save me. There are few people left. You fight well.”
He bowed his head in silence and concentrated on healing me, as if I saw
his handsome side face through the little people in the game. Sure enough, although he always sneers at me, he still has me in his heart. If he is sitting beside me at this moment, he will be washed to the other side of the ocean by the turbulent love in my eyes
. He opened his
thin lips lightly. “Put the medicine on and run back and forth along that tree. Let them beat you.
I’ll see where the rest of them are hiding.”
You are really a bamboo shoot. Mother opened the door for the little bamboo shoot, and the bamboo shoot got home.
That one, we won. As soon as I died, they came out and destroyed the rest of the group
. I fell to the ground alone and watched them jump for joy. For the first time, I understood
that the joys and sorrows of human beings are not interlinked. I only felt that they were noisy. The
Great God retreated after the fight. I was out of my mind. I was miserable. I asked the stars in
the sky but they didn’t speak. The people on the ground missed their mother.
As soon as I lowered my head, a message popped up, “You just died very well. You died well. It fully reflects
the value of your team.”
Suddenly, a warm current went straight to my heavenly spirit cover and made a deafening sound.
Dead all want to love, not incisively and vividly not happy, how deep feelings, only in this way, is enough
to express!
Seven,
the Great God basically plays three days a week. When he is away, I occasionally play with Yang yuan
. In the
second semester of junior year, there were a lot of things. Dajuan and Hsiao Hui had no time to accompany me all the time. Hsiao Hui was
absent. Just as Yang yuan applied for a team, I pulled him in. Yang yuan is a broken mouth, spitting out of his mouth every day to the extent that he probably has to buy
a waterproof mobile phone.
Because of the special way of knowing each other, we are basically sisters, and I have no taboos in
front of him. And Yang yuan knows more about me than I do.
“Xi Xi, what’s the matter? You don’t want to play, do you?”
I stood on the top of the hill with a gun in my hand. “What do you mean?”
“Then you stand there like an unstrung wire pole, afraid that people won’t
see you?”
I said, “Oh,” and retreated in silence.
“Xi Xi, did you find the gun?”
“I found a shotgun.”
“Come and pick up the gun. I’ll mark it for you. You might as well take a fire stick with that.”
He dissed me several times, and when he saw that I was extra clever today, he shook out eight degrees and turned around and asked
me, “Little brother, you’re not right. What’s wrong with you today?”
Holding my gun in my hand, I hunkered down in the grass, glanced in the direction of the Great God, and
swallowed my saliva. “I’m not usually like this.”
“Come on, you’ve been scolding me for a long time. If you
don’t scold me today, I’m not used to it.” At the sound of a
nearby gunshot, I nervously crawled inside again. “Get down quickly. I can’t beat him.”
He cut, threw a thunder, ran a few steps, and when the gun went off, the two men over there were dead.
“You follow me. When have you ever been beaten? Come and lick the bag.” God was very silent in
this game. I tried to talk to him several times, but he answered and passed away, so I didn’t dare to call him again.
Yang yuan this fellow, also do not know how to return a responsibility, determined to be angry with me, that word is more explosive than thunder in the bombing area.
Just listen to the voice, which is full of channels, Xi. At the end of my patience,
I lowered my voice. “Yang yuan, keep your mouth shut, or I’ll blow your head off, dry it, fry it, and grind it into powder to make cement.”
He was silent for two seconds and ran around me from a distance. “Xi Xi, are you back at last?”? I’ve missed you so much. This is who you are.
Yang yuan was busy wrangling with me. He killed people in a stuffy way. He had a lot of heads in this game. He didn’t celebrate together even if he won in the end.
Juan to do homework, Yang yuan mobile phone is out of power, two people said a word on the line. There were only two people left in the team, me and the Great God. I hesitated for a moment and asked cautiously, “Then are you still playing?”? If we don’t play, shall we make an appointment another day? I thought he was in a bad mood and didn’t want to play, but I didn’t expect him to say directly
, “Get ready.” When I
got to the preparation screen, I realized, “Are we in a double row?”
“Mmm.”
Ten,
I was confused by his attitude for a while, and I didn’t
know what to say for a long time.
“Your name is Xi Xi?”
“Well, ah, yes, joy falls from the sky, jubilant, overjoyed. I like your
joy.” After
saying that, I wanted to slap myself in the face. I used to argue
too much with my good friends, and every time I offended them, I would lean over and say, “You call me Xi
Xi, you must like my Xi, round it up, you want to die for love with me.”
Then they’ll beat me up, and they won’t be angry.
Sure enough, the scene was once again awkward, and I guess he had never seen such a shameless
person as me. In order to ease the awkwardness, I just started singing along, “Black Pineapple
, Spicy Double Sheep, Frozen People, Laughing Around and Burying People.”
Don’t panic when you encounter embarrassment, then make a bigger embarrassment, and you will be embarrassed to the extent that
you are forced to forget the last embarrassment. “That sounds terrible.”
For example, at this moment, this is called using magic to defeat magic.
“Do you know him well?” I
thought about it, and I thought he was talking about Yang yuan. “Ah, yes, I matched him up before, and
then he didn’t like my food, so he started scolding me. From the game to the WeChat, we knew each other.”
He picked up a gun but didn’t fire it. He picked up a bunch of mines and threw them everywhere, which scared me
.
“Did you add the contact information with all the people you played with?”
This time I finally reacted to the taste, he thought, I am a sea king, keep his
fish in my lotus pond, just to wait for the bright moonlight with him, swim through the four seasons, the lotus
is still fragrant.. How can
this work?
No, no, no. You and Yang yuan are the only two people I know in the game.
And you know me. I’m a very reserved person. I’ve always been among thousands of flowers, and I don’t touch a
leaf. In ancient times, even if that Pan Chin-lien threw a silver ticket at me, I
would have taken the silver away without looking at her twice. In a moment of panic,
I said a lot.
“Do you know what you’re talking about?”
“I didn’t add people everywhere. I only knew you and Yang yuan, and I won’t know anyone else in the future. In fact, I only wanted to know you. Yang yuan was a mistake, and he likes men.”
Yang yuan, sorry, please try to find the beauty of male hormones around you.
He said, “Oh, according to my years of study of psychology and insight into human nature, I think he should be in a better mood.”.
The main reason is that he gave me WeChat after the end.
This basically means that he stole the household registration book from home and was ready to register with me.
Really good, did not expect this year there is such a sincere love, has not yet met, he has been secretly to my heart, dead set. There are not many such simple boys, and I must treat him well. It’s been 12 hours
since the friend request was sent, and he hasn’t responded yet.
Great.
He is simply a delaying tactic, in order to let me not bother him in the game. In other words, what he gave me was a fake number, and he just wanted to make me, a lovely little girl, angry.
From an optimistic point of view, their home may be a local earthquake, a local missile from the sky, a local tsunami, so he was buried in the mound without a signal, it must be so.
The next day, I was immersed in the painful shock of “he hasn’t passed my WeChat yet.”. So much so that when the marketing teacher called the roll call, she called me twice, but she didn’t hear me. It was Juan who poked me. I stood up and shouted, “Here!”
The teacher’s hand, which was holding the register, shook and glanced up at me. “Lin Hsi-hsi, Hsi-hsi?”
I stood there, confused, nodded awkwardly, and sat down. Punch hard on the
Internet, submissive in reality, that’s me. On the
surface, we were listening to the teacher carefully, but in fact, the spider solitaire was shocked. Although the
marketing teacher is silent, he is actually a very good teacher. He is very dedicated in class and the content is very novel. He is not the kind of person who can only read PPT. The most important thing is that he draws the key points very well. In his words, as long as you recite well, you will pass the exam.
We have classes in the kind of computer room where we need shoe covers, and each of us has a computer. So when the teacher talked about a marketing case, Juan and I were hiding behind the computer to study whether the boneless chicken feet we bought last time were eaten by the old lady or by the machine.
I firmly believe that it was eaten by a machine, because I recalled my grandmother’s dentures, and I think she had a hard time eating frozen tofu, and eating chicken feet was too old. And Juan insisted that it was the old lady who ate it, because she didn’t eat it, she was deliberately angry with me. When
we quarreled in sign language and sign language to the climax, the teacher knocked me on the head with the book in his hand, “Xi Xi, right?”? Where was the teacher?
I stood up like a quail. “Integrated marketing.” As soon as
he raised his eyebrows, there was a little more of a joke in his eyes: “What is integrated marketing?”
“It is a systematic combination of marketing tools and means, dynamically modified according to the environment, in order to realize the value added of both sides of the interaction.”
He turned his head slightly, crossed his hands in front of his chest, and laughed. “Xi Xi, you are smarter than I thought.”. I just heard that you and your friend were working on boneless chicken feet. It’s a good idea to do two things at once. All the students
in the class laughed, and I felt my face turned a little red.
“Take the book and sit beside me. I’ll listen to what else you want to talk about.”
I took the book, lowered my head, and followed him step by step.
“In every class, I would grab a lucky classmate and sit next to the teacher.”
He sat in front of the computer, crossed his legs and turned his head to look at me.
I grabbed the book, my palms were covered with sweat, thinking that I would not provoke him, would I? Should not be so stingy, right? Won’t you deduct my usual grades at the end of the term? Why don’t I buy two catties of boneless chicken feet and send them to him next week? Two catties are too expensive. One catty. Is one catty too little? I felt that he was looking at me with a half-smile all the time, which made me feel uneasy and helpless.
So I held the book in my arms and smiled politely and cleverly at him. After about twenty seconds of this
, he reached out and knocked on my desk. I’m even more confused. What do you
mean? Do you want me to send him a computer desk? Is it too dark? What
are you giggling about? Turn on the computer.
“Ao Ao Ao, right, right, right. Turn on the computer, turn on the computer, turn on the computer.” The computer
here is not quite the same as the mainframe in my seat. I was in a hurry to find the boot
button for a long time. My face was getting hotter and hotter. I didn’t need to look at it to know that it must be red like hot pot seasoning
or butter pot.
In order to restore my image in the teacher’s heart, I sat there obediently, smiling without showing my teeth and
nodding at the right time. And reveal, God, you speak so well, I understand, I feel
my soul is sublimated, I will soon be able to create a second business empire, Buffett
did not spend money to invite me to dinner is really his regret! That look. When I
finally managed to stay up for ten minutes between classes, the teacher probably got up to go to the toilet
. I breathed a sigh of relief, spread out on the chair and opened my WeChat list.
Sure enough, dead silence, thousands of yuan to buy a mobile phone, do not ring once.
I did not give up to open the game interface, repeatedly watching, wondering if he would give
me a reason to break my heart, but unfortunately, a blank.
Turning over and over, sighing.
“You play games?” I
didn’t know when the teacher would come back, but I immediately jumped up and sat down, saying, “I don’t know, I don’t know. What I’m opening up is learning to strengthen the country.”
“Let me have a look.”
My hand holding the mobile phone trembled slightly. Come on, you’re in college. Do you want to confiscate your cell phone?
I wanted to resist again, but his hand was already stretched out, so I had to offer it.
He took a look at the black screen, and I was secretly pleased. The next second he held up his phone to my face and recognized it, and it was on, and my game interface was there, and my shameful name was exposed, this damn smartphone.
“Beefcake, look for one.”
He read softly, and the supernatural arc of the corners of his mouth set off a huge wave in my world. If I could choose, I would like to escape this sad city overnight, even if it is to buy a standing ticket.
The teacher turned off his cell phone and put it in front of him. He looked at me with a smile in his eyes and said, “She looks beautiful and gentle.” The impact of
social death has completely shocked my heart, which has not experienced much wind and frost. The four words
“Mighty Man Looking for One” played in a loop in my mind and echoed repeatedly. Beefcake find one, man find one, find one, one. If
I didn’t have a level 10 brain disability at that time, I wouldn’t have such a mentally retarded screen
name.
“Leave the phone here. I’ll give it to you after class.” When the
bell rang at the right time, I blushed and clasped my hands together like a chicken pecking at rice
. “Okay, okay.”
12.
When I went back after class, I found that the friend application had been approved. As soon as I thought about
the flying song of the earth, I found that his circle of friends was closed to me. Never mind, I am such
a peerless beauty, what heart I can not open it?
Calm down, carefully consider the words, delete and change, with my remaining reason,
send a message that I think is the most appropriate.
“Hello, the moonlight is very beautiful tonight.”
Politeness, politeness, coldness and dignity, appropriate literature and art and aloofness.
「????」
Four question marks, negation of negation of negation of negation.
I see, this is the legendary, double affirmation, worthy of the person I like, really
heart to heart. “Hsi Hsi, it’s two o’clock in the afternoon. Let’s register
and have a look while the school hospital is still open.” Having
seen the storm, I have long learned to be calm in the face of change.
man.
“You care about me. Admit it. You have me in your heart.”
I was still a little inexplicably elated, but after the news was not sent
over, I gradually panicked a little, will he find out that I am a neuropathy
?
“Well, I’m kidding. Don’t take it seriously.” He picked it up
in one breath, staring at his mobile phone, and the rice noodles in the casserole in his hand were tasteless.
“Xi Xi, you are very different from usual.”
I stared at this sentence for a long time, and I always felt something was wrong. I read it horizontally and
vertically several times, but I didn’t understand what was wrong.
Then I showed it to Dajuan and Hsiao Hui. The three of us were born single. At that moment, I recalled
all the Mary Sue idol dramas I had seen in the past ten years. Did
he follow you? How else do you know how you are?
“But he doesn’t know what I look like.”
They both nodded and offered an alternative hypothesis. “But has he heard your voice?”
I gave Dajuan a surprised look. “Is this it?”
“Yes, maybe he can, by listening to the voice, distinguish the position, recognize the person by listening to the voice, and transmit the voice thousands of miles away.”
Obviously, Dajuan has not only worked hard on idol dramas, but also martial arts dramas and magic dramas.
“Could he have hacked into your phone, then hacked into your camera, and
then threatened you with nude photos of you?” The three of
us suddenly contracted our pupils, turned around and glanced at each other with our collars open
, then looked at each other and met
in the air with that tacit look.
Yes, but not necessary.
“Will he transfer all the money from your account?”
It seems that Dajuan has also dabbled in today’s law.
My blood cooled for three seconds, but it was only three seconds, because my text message reminded me that I still had 315.1 yuan left in my card this
month. Did he go to so much trouble just for my 300
yuan?
After the brainstorming of the three of us, there was no result. Although he did
not completely lift his guard, he should not be able to make any waves.
So my reply to the Great God was, “You can cheat my feelings, but there is
no money, even if you lie in the water drop, there is no money.” You can cheat my feelings, but please don’t cheat my money, because I don’t have money.
13.
The Great God was very quick to answer this time. “What are you thinking about?”
Do you know me? Are you following me? Why do you say I’m different? There’s something wrong with you
.
“You think too much. I’m going to class.” As soon as
I heard the lecture, I didn’t know why, so I asked, “So are you a senior
at X University?”
He answered cursorily, “Mmm.”
I opened the game interface, found the first game I played with him, and found that the random match was a
nearby person.
Then what he said may be true, and it is possible that he is a senior in the same university. Maybe
he’s actually seen me? Or, it’s not the
same community or organization, is it?
I glanced at myself in the mirror! Look at me. How many days have I not washed
my hair?
Juan came over, squinting her eyes, twirled one, rubbed it with her fingers, and took a deep breath. “Three
and a half days.” Guess
again? Are you sure? “With 20 years and one year of experience, I can guarantee that it will not be less than three days.”
“Actually, it’s been four days.”
Juan stepped back half a step, pinched the orchid finger and rubbed it with soap.
“Juan, I think I’ve lost my relationship with the Great God.”
“Why?”
“Will you fall in love with a woman who doesn’t like to wash her hair?”
“No.”
“You see.”
“Because I love men, beefcake men.” Anyway
, when I think of my usual image in school, I feel regretful
. Most of what I wear depends on when I get up. In short, I
usually get up 20 minutes before class and it takes me 10 minutes to walk to the classroom.
So it is normal to wear pajamas under the coat, don’t wash your hair and wear a hat, wear a frame glasses, and
brush your teeth in the morning sun is already a positive life.
In order to let God know that I not only have an interesting soul, but also an irresistible
skin, I decided to play the game to find out his whereabouts, to make a
surprise debut, in order to restore my image.
“Do you usually have many classes?” “Not bad.”
“Do you usually go to the library for Glutinous Rice Balls?”
“Eat.”
“What floor are you usually on in the library?”
“I don’t know what floor it’s on, but if you step on my head in front of me again, I’ll throw
a grenade at you.”
I saw that he was unhappy, so I had to shut up, pick up things honestly, bow my head
and run away with them.
“Xi Xi, why did you run so far?”
Looked at the map, it’s really a little far. But because he scolded me just now, I suddenly
had a little temper, so I didn’t want to talk to him very much. He replied in
a sullen voice, “I want you to take care of it.” At a loss for words,
he hesitated and softened his voice. “Someone, be careful
.” With a cry,
I ignored him and fired two shots at the enemy on the opposite floor. As a result
, half a tube of blood was shot off by the opposite side.
He hurried over and said, “I told you to hide. Why didn’t you listen?” Seeing that he immediately came to save me, in fact, I was already not angry, but I wanted to try
him again, after all, I was chasing him, and it was strange to see him running after me once. Holding the gun,
I turned over vigorously and fell to the ground at the same time.
“Xi Xi, who told you to come out?”
Perhaps feeling a little anxious again, he coughed lightly and changed his tone:
“Hide in, I’ll pull you.” Gunfire was flying
outside, and a couple of men and women in the room snuggled tightly.
“Before I die, I have only one word.”
If he could reach out, he would cover my mouth, but unfortunately, he didn’t. So
he just said, feebly, “I’ll talk to you later.” Does it work
? Useless.
No, I have to say it. I’m afraid it will be too late if I don’t say it. Do you
want to go to the library for Glutinous Rice Balls at five o’clock tomorrow?
He did not answer because the enemy on the opposite side had rushed over. Then between breaths, two
boxes, neatly placed there, as if they were two boxes.
I don’t know if he heard what I just said, but I don’t have the courage
to say it again. It depends on fate.
14
. Fortunately, there is no class this afternoon. I have been preparing for the meeting at five o’clock in the evening since twelve o’clock at noon.
In order to make a good impression on him, I took out the highest courtesy as if facing a formidable enemy. Take a shower
with a scrub, use a hair mask to condition your hair, shave your legs, apply body lotion, and when your hair is half dry, apply an essential oil treatment and then blow.
And this is just the beginning.
Take out the prepared baby blue thin knitted close-fitting dress, in order to match the clothes, choose natural brown small diameter cosmetic contact lenses, light eye shadow, thin eyeliner, thin peach lipstick, and then slightly heavy hands on the vitality blush.
White shoulder bag, white chunky heel shoes, walked a few steps and went back, remembered not to stick false eyelashes. After
sticking the false eyelashes, I added a pair of pearl ear clips. When I went out
again, I felt that it was more gentle to pull up my hair and expose my neck and broken hair, so I went back to pull up my hair. It took a long time to get to the library at 4:40 after
repeating this several times. There were not many people in the library restaurant
today, so I found a prominent seat to sit down. I was looking forward to it, but suddenly I became nervous after sitting down. His mouth was dry and his hands were holding together, oozing fine and dense sweat. Pay attention to the people who come and go, and it is not good to look at them in a big way, for fear of causing misunderstanding, so they can only look at them secretly. Holding the mobile phone to pretend to read the news, hands and feet do not know how to put it, just sitting for less than five minutes, the lipstick on the lips has been nervously pursed off.
Sitting down every minute of regret, why so hastily said to meet, I do not even know his name, did not exchange photos, how can I come like a fool, in case he is a liar, in case he can not find it? What if he thinks I’m not good-looking and deletes me? Could he have come and seen me and left?
Thinking about it, he stood up and went out. When he passed the bathroom, he went in to put on a lipstick and looked in the mirror.
Come on, you can’t waste my makeup.
I went back to the restaurant, thinking that it was a little embarrassing to sit there, so I went to line up to buy a cup of milk tea. The person
in front of me seemed to have bought a lot of things. I looked at him carefully. The man turned his head and turned out to be a marketing teacher.
“Teacher?”
He froze for a moment, holding the dinner plate as if he didn’t recognize it. He frowned
slightly, thought for a few seconds, and then, with a sudden look, tried to shout out, “Joy?”
He carried a lot of things and felt a little tired. I helped him carry his bag down and thought about taking it to his seat. “Hello, teacher, I’ll help you carry some.”
15.
He found a seat at random and put down his things. He looked at me and smiled. “Do you want to sit together?”
White shirt, gold mirror, beige windbreaker on the wrist, when close to him, the wind is quiet.
I was a little cramped for a moment, and as soon as I put my things down, I hung my head and waved my hand as if I were running away. “No, no, thank you, teacher. I have an appointment with my classmates today.”
Fortunately, he didn’t insist, so I sat in front of him and followed him across a table.
I took the milk tea, plugged in the headphones, pretended to look at the mobile phone, and looked at the teacher intentionally or unintentionally.
He also looks very different today. When he teaches us, most of them are monochrome sweaters with black pants. He looks casual and gentle, not as deep and restrained as today. When he
felt his line of sight, he immediately staggered his head, choked on a mouthful of milk tea, and coughed with tears. The restaurant in the
library was also very quiet, I was embarrassed to make too much noise, and my hands were stained with milk tea, so I had to get up and go to the bathroom.
But I did not see that after I turned around, he stared at my back and smiled silently. When I
sat back, I saw the new message reminder on my mobile phone. God said that he suddenly had something urgent at home, and he would see you later when he was free.
Although the root of my tooth was already a little itchy because of anger, I politely replied, “OK, it doesn’t matter.”. He
screwed his brows and clenched his teeth to reply to the message, stood up and prepared to leave. But come to think of it, the teacher is still sitting opposite, out of politeness, it is better to say hello before leaving. Take your time,
teacher. My classmate has something to do and won’t come. I’ll go first. See you in class next week.
He crossed his legs, put down the magazine in his hand, and pointed to the chair opposite him.
“As it happens, my date hasn’t come either, so you can sit down and eat, or it’ll all go to waste.”
Although I talk nonsense on the Internet, but in reality, I am a coward who can’t open his mouth even if he rehearses three thousand times and brews five thousand times.
So I sat down in a muddle, took a bowl of Glutinous Rice Balls, and began to sit at a table with the teacher and eat.
“Xi Xi, you..”
I was eating Glutinous Rice Balls with a lot of questions in my head when I heard him call me, and I was so startled that I swallowed the whole Glutinous Rice Balls. The Glutinous Rice Balls was sticky and stuck in my throat. I couldn’t get it up or down.
He frowned at me. The table was small. He raised his hand and patted me on the back. He handed me a bottle of water.
“How dare you be so timid?” I danced and danced for a long time, but I couldn’t speak. Holding the bottle of water in his hand,
he wanted to bite it open with his teeth and rub his hands red.
The teacher took one look, gave a cry, took it and unscrewed it and handed it to me.
I drank a big mouthful, and finally the Glutinous Rice Balls went down smoothly, with a feeling of
rebirth, holding the water bottle and breathing heavily. When I
came to my senses, I thanked the teacher and saw him looking at me rather helplessly. My
face turned red inch by inch, and I couldn’t bury my face in this bowl of Glutinous Rice Balls. How could I always
be so ashamed in front of the teacher.
He took the bowl over and said, “Still eating?”? You’re choking like that. Don’t eat it.
“Ah, teacher, it’s all right. It’s all right. I can’t choke to death. I can eat.”
The teacher pushed a small cake over and said, “If you eat this, it won’t choke
you again.”
“All right, all right, all right.”
Buried his head in drying the cake.
“Xi Xi, do you usually talk so little?”
16.
“Uh, yes.”
I looked at him with some doubt in my eyes, but I couldn’t explain it, and there was nothing to explain.
“Today is very different from your usual class. Why are you dressed up to meet your boyfriend?”
Perhaps the fear of teachers from childhood to adulthood has become a habit in my bones, so it is still difficult for me to adapt to sitting down with teachers to eat together, or even discuss the topic of love.
In my memory, falling in love was known by the teacher, which meant that my mother knew. If my mother knew, I would not have a good life unless I became a monk.
So as soon as I hear this topic, I subconsciously sit upright, with my hands on my shoulders, my shoulders on my neck, and my neck on my head. I use the shaking of my whole upper body to express, “No, no, no, no. Teacher, you misunderstood me. I’m here to make up lessons.”
The teacher raised the corners of his mouth and leaned back on the stool with a look of I see what flowers you can make up.
There was no turning back, so I had to bite the bullet and go on. “Ah, well, I’m not good at advanced math. It’s too difficult. I’m afraid I’ll fail, so I spent money to find an upperclassman to teach me.”
Listen, it’s perfect. Do you need to dress up so beautifully for
tutoring? I’m afraid you’re not in the bar because you’re a drunkard.
“No, no, absolutely not. Teacher, I really don’t have any. I’ve seen through the world of mortals for a long time. I don’t have that kind of secular idea.” I can’t get rid of the habit of shooting from the hip when I’m
nervous.
“Then you’re not afraid. What does your senior think of you?”
I thought to myself, isn’t that nonsense. What I want is that he has an idea, or I’ll clean this up.
How long have you been making a wish there?
But you can’t say, “Well, I don’t think so. The senior is supposed to be a very honest
person.”
“Do you give much money?”
“Not much.”
“Do you know where he is from?”
“Well, I don’t know.”
“Have you seen him?”
“Uh, no.”
The teacher leaned over and put his hands on the table. “How dare you let him give you a private
lesson?”
I was panicked by a few questions from him, which was the reason I made up casually, which could not withstand
his questioning. I was full of thoughts about how to round the lie and end
the topic quickly. “Well, yes, teacher, you’re right. I, I won’t make it up.”
Then if you fail the exam, won’t you blame me? Blame me for beating a Mandarin duck with a stick?
“Well, no, no. Don’t worry, teacher. I’ll study hard and try not to fail
.” The aunt in the
restaurant came to collect the garbage in the cart. He put all the garbage on the table in the bag and
put it gently in the cart. He smiled at the aunt and said thank you.
Then he turned around and asked me, “Can you learn?”
Does this man look like a member of the Demon Sect? Why do you have a problem with me.
I was asked about the lack of oxygen in my brain, and I couldn’t keep up with the lies I made up. I could only frown,
look sad, and mutter in a low voice, “I can’t learn.”
I really can’t learn it, or I won’t fail in advanced mathematics when I was a freshman.
Is it that hard? When I was in school, I did well in advanced mathematics.
What do you mean? Satirize me for being stupid, right?
One mouth is old Versailles, but unfortunately I met this old sycophant.
“Well, the teacher is very clever when you look at him. It’s certainly not difficult for you.”
His expression was a little subtle, and his eyes were a little unteachable.
“Then come and ask me, and I’ll teach you.” “Ah..”
What’s the matter? Don’t you trust me?
“No, no, I’m afraid you’re busy, I’m afraid you don’t have time, and it’s not
good to bother you all the time.”
“Then you can come to my office on Friday afternoon.”
I couldn’t think of any excuse to refuse, and before I could find a way to refuse, he
said he had a class to leave. On the way
back to the dormitory, I felt as if my brain had been cooked, and I couldn’t
figure it out. I am to see the net friend obviously, why to give oneself to decide suddenly an
advanced number class??
Seventeen,
but now that I have promised, I can only go. He hasn’t sent me a message
since he broke the appointment.
Really want to talk to him, but because of face, do not want to be rejected again and
again, but also take the hot face to stick to his cold buttocks.
In order to let him take the initiative to interact with me, I turned over half an hour of copy, must be funny
with cute, cute with a little nerve, nerve and reveal a strong desire to communicate
. In order to attract his attention, I looked for another half hour of emojis with pictures. Then
, carefully, he clicked Send.
The key point is that only one person in the group is visible. After I
sent it out, I refreshed my message reminder
three times every five minutes on average, and when I was about to get glaucoma, I finally waited for his comment. Nice
picture. I stole it.
What is it? It’s a big man. Why do you steal memes if you don’t do something serious? Steal my heart
if you can! It is better to suffer from high numbers
than from love.
Love may deceive you, friends will betray you, but advanced mathematics will not, advanced
mathematics will not be.
Holding the book in my arms, I came to the door of the teacher’s office as promised. The office door was
open and there was no one inside.
Boy, this can not blame me for not loving learning, this is the arrangement of God, the gift of
fate, the gift of life. My heart is happy and happy, holding the book and humming a song
, ready to jump back to the dormitory.
“Lin Hsi-hsi, where are you going?”
As soon as I looked back, the teacher leaned against the door frame of the next office and looked at me with his waist akimbo. He looked at me and then at the open office behind me? Are you so happy that I’m not here
?
“Oh, no, no. I didn’t see you in the office. I wanted to go out to look for you.”
“Who said my office was in 502?”
“Well, your class representative, Wang Yu said, Mr. Zhang’s office is in 502.”
His eyebrows twisted and he looked very confused.
“It’s true that Wang Yu is my class representative, but my surname is not Chang.” The empty hallway
at the moment is as empty as my brain. I felt the blood
boiling all over my body, and my face was about to smoke because of the rapid warming. The world
is silent, and I can only hear my own beating like a drum.
Just give me a minute to freeze everything.
Until he waved me in and sat down, I didn’t recover, and I was so stiff
that I could dance a mechanical dance right away. The door
behind me was wide open, and I wanted to get up and close it.
“Don’t close the door, or it won’t be good for you if someone sees you.”
He tried to press my arm, but before he could touch it, he drew back.
I immediately sat back, holding the book and sweating in my hands. So you don’t even know my name, do you? My last name is Pei. With the book in
his hand, he clenched it a little tighter, but the dead duck’s mouth stiffened and he dared not admit it. “No, no
, it was my mouth that made a mistake.”
“What’s my name?”
I took one look out of the window, or else the X Dahui Wenlou, a leap to solve a thousand worries??
Teacher Pei sighed quietly. “Sure enough, you don’t pay any attention to me.”
The voice was floating, almost murmuring, and I even suspected that I had misheard, because I really
couldn’t figure out why he wanted to say this to me.
I got it.
It must be because as a people’s teacher, he did not spread the spark of knowledge and the spirit of respecting teachers
to the poor brains of students, such as me, who seriously desecrated the professional spirit of teachers
, even the name of teachers I do not know.
Thinking of this, I suddenly felt a surge of shame. He
raised his head and looked at him sincerely. “Teacher Pei, I will certainly listen
carefully in the future. I will firmly remember your name. You will be the most unforgettable
teacher in my student career. I will not fail your careful cultivation.”
His eyes, three points moved, four points confused, one hundred points speechless.
I don’t care. I can only see touching. I went back to find the class representative, and finally asked, the original teacher’s name is Pei Chuan.
Eighteen,
with such a pious mood, we began sacred advanced mathematics class. What
people never expected was that the gardener, who had just spoken righteously, raised his forehead and sighed
, “If I had known, I wouldn’t have taken your job. I might as well have asked you to find a senior to fill it.”
Because my foundation is so poor, I have hardly heard of the whole book, so a problem needs to
talk about a lot of basic formulas, and then talk about the deduction process of the formula, by the way, help me review
the knowledge of high school, and in the end, it is almost the beginning of the chaos of Pangu chasing the sun. He
thought he could do it in an hour, but he dragged it out until it was dark.
“Teacher, are you hungry? Shall I buy you something to eat?”
“I’m not hungry. Concentrate.”
Then my stomach, at the right time, began to cry. In order to hide the sound of my stomach, I
had to ask questions loudly.
“Teacher, is what I just said right?”
“Your stomach is too loud to hear.”
Boy, that’s a good move. Seal your throat with blood.
“Let’s go and eat. Let’s stop here today.” After staying up for nearly four hours, I was so hungry and sick that I quickly packed up my things,
bowed 180 degrees and thanked them, and prepared to run to the canteen.
“Wait a minute. Let’s go together.” He scolded a hundred words in
his heart that he couldn’t write, but he still looked flattered and said,
“OK, I’ll treat you.”
It was not so late, but it was already dark. The two of
us walked side by side, watching the street lights lengthen, shorten and lengthen the shadows. The
campus is full of playful students, couples holding hands, freshmen running with schoolbags
and running late, clubs singing with stereos, skateboards in the
square, badminton, and sweaty night running.
Our school is very big, the vegetation coverage is very high, the breeze at night brings the fragrance
of plants, which will make people feel happy inexplicably. I hummed a tune unconsciously and walked
briskly.
“You seem happy?” I was still a little embarrassed when I was punctured by
Mr. Pei.
Scratch your head. “Mmm.”
“I see you’ve been unhappy all afternoon. You’re only happy
before class and after class.”
It’s true, but it’s embarrassing to say it. “Hey, listen carefully to the teacher in class. Don’t be cheeky.”
“Come on, I don’t think your research on chicken feet is in full swing.”
Perhaps because of the moonlight, I could be a little less restrained in front of him, and my movements and expressions were relaxed
.
“Oh, teacher, don’t mention this.”
I took him as my familiar elder, and I couldn’t help acting like a child.
He stood looking at me, smiled helplessly, pushed his glasses, and said, “Okay, don’t mention
it. You can talk, but I’m not allowed to mention it.” When I
got to the dining hall, I waited on him, bringing him a cup, wiping the stool, buying
water, and bringing him food. Whenever he made a move, I immediately ran over and said, “Let me come.”
He can not rob me, can only let me run around, and even when
he wanted to pay the bill, he found that I had secretly given it. But for some reason, he got a
little angry, put his arm on the front desk, and looked at me sideways with his mouth pursed. I
don’t know what I did wrong, so I can only rub my hands and giggle. During the
meal, the atmosphere was somewhat frozen, and I dared not speak, so I buried my head and concentrated
on eating.
“Xi Xi.”
I heard him call my name. I swallowed the meal slowly and looked at him carefully.
“Hmm?” He felt more angry when he saw me.
Are you so afraid of me? Do you need to be so careful in front of me? When you
don’t know what’s going on, just play dumb. I blinked at him and
showed off my empty head. I learned
this trick from my mother. When I was a child, my mother took the remote control to work in order to prevent me from watching TV
, but she didn’t expect that I would continue to watch it through the buttons on the TV
. Every time my mother came home, she felt that something was wrong, but
there was no evidence. She tortured me and I didn’t speak. She just blinked at
her. Because any excuse you give is to talk back, and if you talk back, you will be beaten.
She looked at me as pitiful and mentally retarded, so she never went into it.
Until one time, my mother found that the electricity meter at home jumped, came home and asked me, I still
pretended to be stupid, my mother broke out completely, beat me fiercely, and no longer believed that I pretended to be pitiful.
But this stunt was left behind to deal with all the questioning of the elders.
Teacher Pei was really discouraged and put down his chopsticks. “Xi Xi, I’m not much older than you.
You don’t have to be so uptight.”
“I know, teacher, I will pay attention to it later.”
His eyebrows twisted up again, he took off his glasses, and he reached out and rubbed his eyebrows.
“In class, I’m the teacher and you’re the student. After class, you can treat me
like a friend.” I don’t understand a word
he said, but after my observation, the only thing I can confirm is that Mr. Pei looks really good.
The whole body is a just right comfort, clear and light good smell. He studied abroad and returned to China to study for a doctor’s degree. In fact, he is not very young, but he is always full of strong youth. Every move reveals the upbringing of a good family and the elegance of a scholar.
He should have the habit of keeping fit. He likes sports very much. Occasionally, he feels that his body temperature is always five degrees higher than mine. It’s like, I’m wearing a long-sleeved shirt, and he’s wearing a half-sleeved shirt.
“Teacher, aren’t you cold?”
He looked at himself and then at me? Cold? I have spare clothes in the car. I’ll get them for you.
“Ah, no, no. I just feel that the teacher always wears very little. It feels like he’s a season away from me.”
“I work out. I got used to it when I was abroad.”
“Ow.” I nodded thoughtfully, bowed my head, and the topic was over.
He picked up his chopsticks and put them down again. “What was I saying?”
I bowed my head and laughed, but there was no response.
He seemed to be angry with me again, but there was nothing he could do. After holding back for a long time, he took out the advanced mathematics book and left me 20 more advanced mathematics questions.
What a sin. After
eating for a while, he seemed to finally remember what he was going to say. “Xi Xi, next time you come out with me, you are not allowed to pay the bill.”. I’m older than you, and I’m still a boy. You’re a kid who hasn’t made any money yet, so why are you rushing to pay the bill?
“Well, I’ll go to eat lobster with you next time.”
“If you pass advanced math, go eat.”
Nineteen,
the relationship with teacher Pei is unexpectedly familiar, but when you are late, you still have to stand.
God may also have something to do recently, often not online, the only people playing games are me and Yang yuan. Open the contact interface of the Great God a hundred times a day, but I can’t get up the courage to send a message. Strange to
say, when playing games, I have matched so many people of all kinds. There are so many people who play well, have a good voice, and even have a cheap mouth. How can I just miss him. Once
I was about to get off the line after playing with Yang yuan. I happened to see him on the line. I sent an invitation in a hurry, but he ignored it. After a while, the head portrait was black. Originally, I wanted to send a message to ask, but when I thought of the advanced
mathematics homework that I would give to Mr. Pei tomorrow, I decided not to send it in order not to affect my mood. I
went to find Mr. Pei to make up lessons. I made up lessons for an hour and rested for ten minutes.
I took out two bottles of water from my bag, mineral water for the teacher, and coke for myself.
“Why are you giving me mineral water?” Aren’t
you working out? I think our living habits must be very healthy.
Teacher Pei reached out his hand and took the coke. “No, I like coke, too.”
I haven’t seen his boyish side, and I even think he’s a little cute.
He had already drunk it, and I was still struggling with the mineral water bottle in silence.
He squinted at me and didn’t mean to help. Seeing that I really couldn’t open it,
he took it and unscrewed it and handed it to me. What do you do when you
drink water? Ask your boyfriend for a twist?
“I’d like to.”
“Why, we’re so good-looking, and no one is chasing us?”
I rubbed the bottle and said, “Hey, no, maybe because I haven’t been in love, I can’t talk to
boys.”
Teacher Pei Wen Yan looked like he was in a good mood and stretched himself on the chair with his legs crossed.
Is it? You don’t look like you’ve never been in love.
I think of God, feeling rounded, is not also talked about, if he does not hate me, it should be like me, this is also a mutual affection.
“Well, maybe I’ve been in love before. Does online dating count?”
“Love online?”
“I met a guy when I was playing games. I think he’s nice, but I haven’t met him, and I don’t know what he looks like, and I don’t even know his name. Doesn’t that sound a little silly?”
I thought he would think I was as childish as a pupil, and then criticize me for not being cheated. I didn’t expect him to just look at me and smile very gently, “What do you like about him?”
I don’t know. Maybe it’s fate. His voice is very nice, playing games is also very powerful, not many words, mouth is also poisonous, but always feel that he is very good, very kind. Maybe we always play together. I’m used to it. By the way, you have a nice voice, too. His voice is a bit like yours.
He leaned down and put his hand on his lap. “Have you ever thought about what he would be like in reality?”
“He said he was a senior in our school, and I guess he was just like those boys in our school.”
“What if he is a teacher?” He said these words very slowly, and when I looked up, I realized that his face was so
close to me. The tone had not changed, but the atmosphere of the room had changed.
“Uh, no, no.” My
breath stagnated, I stumbled, and I could hardly speak.
Teacher Pei sat up straight and pulled away from me, and my heart relaxed.
“What if he is a teacher, like me?”
He took a sip of the water in a relaxed tone and glanced at me out of the corner of his eye.
“How come? You are so busy like a teacher. How can you have time to play games? And you are so refined
. How can he be like you?”
“I’m not idle, but don’t I have time to sit here and teach you advanced math?”
20.
After class that day, Mr. Pei asked for my phone number, saying that I might
go out for a meeting next week, and if I didn’t have time for class, I would be informed by phone.
Walking to the dormitory downstairs, the phone rang, a strange number. After
a moment’s hesitation, he picked it up. “Hello?”
“I didn’t try it just now, and I don’t know if the number is right. Have you arrived at the dormitory?”
“Well, here we are.” “Go back and study hard. Don’t play any more games before the exam. Check your game
interface next time.” Save
the number immediately and type the word Pei Chuan.
Life is still the same as before, in class, joking with Dajuan, catching up with homework, staying
up late, making up for advanced mathematics, occasionally secretly playing with Yang yuan, God still ignored me.
But there still seems to be something different.
Friday came quietly again. There was no marketing class on Friday. I began to stare at my mobile phone intentionally
or unintentionally from the morning. Is it because of the advanced mathematics class? Or is it because of someone? I don’t know
, and I don’t want to know.
That’s not someone I can expect, and I shouldn’t. Teacher Pei didn’t give me any news
until noon.
As a social phobia patient, it is more difficult to take the initiative to call people than to climb the sky. Sending text messages is a
bit too old-fashioned, he should not often read text messages, think about it, try to search his WeChat with
his mobile phone number. After the
number is entered, a user will jump out immediately.
At first glance, I felt a little familiar, and I felt that I had seen
this head portrait somewhere. Take
another look. Are you already a good friend?
Slowly God takes another look, isn’t this the WeChat of the Great God?
I froze in the same place, did not dare to move, did not dare to look, touched the mobile phone like a high-voltage line with electricity, and the crackling current in my mind ran around. About five minutes passed before I exited the interface. I rechecked every number I entered, and even copied it again on the paper, one by one.
Yes, that’s right. None of them are wrong. That’s the number. That’s the person.
I have been licking the game God for two months. The online love object of unrequited love is my university teacher.
No wonder. After he deleted my friend, he heard me say that he passed again because he was older than X. No wonder he didn’t open his circle of friends to me and never said his name. No wonder he called me to sit next to him in class and looked at my game interface. He knew it was me!
So he didn’t break the appointment that day, and he had nothing to do at home. He came as promised and booked an advanced math class with me. That’s why he asked me what if he was a teacher.
He recognized me long ago. I was
the only one who foolishly thought that he was just my teacher, and I discussed my online love with him. The object of
my secret love has always been my teacher.
I sat in the dormitory, throwing aside the mobile phone, like a great scourge, even the line of sight do not want to give.
Sitting for a long time, the mobile phone suddenly rang, my whole person flicked, shrank to take a look, Pei Chuan two words flashed non-stop. I dare not answer, watching the screen from light to light, the heart was relieved.
Moments later, the phone rang again. Dajuan had just come back from outside the dormitory. She glanced at my desk
and said, “Xi Xi, why didn’t you answer the phone?” Afraid that she would see Pei Chuan’s name,
I grabbed it in a panic and covered it with my hand. I ran into the corridor
and walked down the stairs. As I walked, I picked it up. “Hello.” What
are you doing? Why didn’t you answer the phone just now? “
” Ah, that, just now, ah, I didn’t hear it. ”
“All right, I’ll cancel that meeting. Be there on time at the same time and place in the afternoon.”
I walked around downstairs in the dormitory, holding the mobile phone in my hand, shaking so much that I had to
change hands in a few seconds.
“Ah, well, teacher, I may have something to do that afternoon, so I won’t go to class
this week. I’m sorry.”
His voice did not change, and his tone was a little low. “What’s the matter with you?”
“Ah, I, I, I’ve sprained my ankle. I can’t walk.”
“Ah?”! You sprained your ankle? When did you twist it? Is it that serious?
I squatted on the ground, pulling up the grass in the lawn one by one, and soon I pulled out a small
piece.
“Mine, just twisted, ran down the stairs too fast and didn’t pay attention.”
His voice was a little worried. “Then I’ll go to see you later. I’ll take you to the hospital. You can rest well.”
To the hospital? Go to the hospital not to reveal the truth?! Is that all right?
“No, no. I’ll just twist it gently. It’s not that serious. Teacher, you don’t have to come. You really don’t have to come.” It
‘s not that serious. You’re not going to class? Did you lie to me to get out of advanced math class? Boy
, what an old sow stuck in the fence, stuck in a dilemma.
“All right, wait for me. I’ll see you later. I have to go to class. I’ll hang up first.”
That day, I pulled out a 30-centimeter-square empty grid on the lawn. My dormitory aunt scolded me for two hours and ordered me to plant it back one by one, otherwise I would report it to the counselor.
On that day, the sun was warm, the wind was soft, the grass was green, and I was desperate.
21.
When I stayed up in the evening, in order to cover my feet, I wore a pair of high-waisted, floor-length wide-leg trousers and a square-necked pink jacket.
Pei Chuan arrived as promised, and I could only move down.
He seemed to have just attended a formal event, white shirt and black trousers, no tie, two buttons on his collar, leaning casually against the car, bowing his head and answering messages with his mobile phone.
He is not a person who will make people feel handsome at a glance, but he will make you, unconsciously want to approach, always want to see more, more, until the eyes can no longer see other people, as if no one can be better than him. When
I moved out of the building, he happened to see me, put away his cell phone and took a few steps to meet me. I waved my hand and told him not to approach. This is the girls’ dormitory building. I was seen shoulder to shoulder with a young male teacher, but something would happen. He also understood what I meant, sat in the car, drove forward to me, and opened the door from the inside.
Pretending to limp, he climbed into the car, consciously fastened his seat belt and sat upright, not daring to look at him.
This is my first time to ride in his car, his car is like his people, the interior is simple, fragrant and pleasant, playing English jazz ditties.
“Go to the hospital?”
Such a sealed space makes me more nervous. I kept my sanity by sneaking the window down and letting the wind whip my face.
“Well, no, I’m fine. I’ll get you out of the car and walk a few steps. Let’s go to class.” Holding the seat belt tightly,
I stole a glance at him and saw his hand holding the steering wheel. Because he held it too hard, his fingertips were red. His heart beat faster, he bit his lower lip and looked out of the window, never daring to turn around again.
“No, I’ll take you to dinner. Are you hungry?”
“No, no, I’m not hungry. I ate in the morning.” After
saying that, even I felt speechless to the extent that my brain had completely crashed
.
“I’m hungry.”
“Okay, okay, eat, eat, eat.”
He drove to the outdoor parking lot outside the shopping mall at the school gate and stopped. After turning off the engine, he did not
get off immediately, but sat quietly, holding the steering wheel.
“Do you have something to say to me?” The
car was so quiet that only two of us could be heard breathing, two heavy breaths
.
“No.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes.”
I don’t know what to ask, and I can’t ask. What do I ask? Why
didn’t you tell me you were my teacher? Why do you want to teach me advanced mathematics? Why have
you been hiding from me? Why do you want me to be a bad student for my teacher. Once
these words are asked, how should we deal with ourselves? How do you want me to face you.
It’s better to pretend that nothing happened. It’s better to pretend that I never knew God. You are my teacher, and you are just my teacher.
“Lin Hsi-hsi, I’ll ask you again. Do you have anything to ask me?”
“Teacher Pei, no.”
He walked in front, and I followed him step by step. When he looked back at me, I suddenly froze in place, not knowing whether to pretend or not, whether it was better to pretend or not.
“Come, take a few steps and let me see.”
I thought about it, and if I didn’t pretend, he would probably be angry. If he pretends to be too strong, he will only take me to the hospital, and he will probably be more angry. So, just a little bit.
He stopped, walked around to where I pretended to hurt my leg, hesitated for a moment, pinched my wrist, and walked slowly forward. No
one said anything, and they walked all the way to the mall. “What do you want to eat?”
“Anything. I’m not very hungry.”
Could be on purpose. I guess he must be on purpose. He found a barbecue shop, ordered a table of all kinds of meat, mixed several plates of dry sauce, and ordered a jar full of drinks. Then he ordered me a cup of lemon tea. “Since you’re not hungry, don’t eat it. Just watch.”
All right, Pei Chuan, good for you, you beast in clothes. When
ordering, the waiter suggested, “We have a set meal for couples in our shop. Sir, you can have a look. It will be more affordable than a la carte.”
He seemed to be in a better mood and gave me a defiant look. “No, she’s not eating, she’s watching.”
The waiter was stunned for a moment and looked very clear.
Pei Chuan did what he said, and he really ate happily. As I
drank the lemonade, I gazed at the earthly oil on the baking tray, which was sizzling with golden oil and intoxicating fragrance. I was obviously full, but I was hungry again so soon.
My tears flow out of my mouth, and the lemonade in my hand is not only tasteless, but also a little sour, which is nausea.
“Nah, have some.”
He wrapped the meat in lettuce, even dipped it in some sauce for me, and handed it over with sincere eyes and gentle tone. I was almost shaken. To be exact, my hands were raised. “Look, I forgot again. You don’t eat.” After
eating a mouthful, he stuffed two small tomatoes into his mouth.
I really can’t figure out how a gentle man can
eat like a pig. After drinking
the lemonade, I sat there hungrily, looking at the radish and feeling attractive
, even licking the barbecue sauce for me. As if he had read my mind,
he picked up a radish and handed it to me. “Since I can’t
eat meat, I’ll eat some vegetables.”
I was reserved for only two seconds, really, only two seconds.
“Forget it. You said you wouldn’t eat it.”
In this way, I didn’t even touch the radish leaves.
He seemed to find pleasure, and repeated it twice, and finally angered me.
You can scold me, hit me, you rob me to eat not to let me eat, but also deliberately greedy me how to
return a responsibility?!
So the next time he reached for it, I grabbed his wrist and
bit the barbecue bag he handed over with my fingers.
My bite was not heavy, and I was simply dizzy with anger, so I quickly sent him to chew
the meat and swallow it. He didn’t get angry. He tilted his head to look at the hand I had bitten. “I didn’t wash my hands.”
My mouth suddenly filled with some other taste, “Did you just touch the poop?”
Pei Chuan curled his lips and looked as if you could do anything to me. “Who knows?”
You! Why are you so stingy! You lied to me first, and now you’re taking it out on me
?!
He was a little stupefied. “You really know.” When I
said it, I regretted it. It was my fault that I was angry for a moment. I didn’t speak through my brain. I just
spoke quickly for a moment. What’s done is really done this time.
I lowered my head and held the bag in my hand, whispering, “Teacher, I’ll go first.”
“Are you still calling me teacher at this point?”
“Teacher Pei, I’ve been calling you teacher for three years since I was in college. How could I not?”
“Do you want me to quit and change my job?”
Twenty-one,
I thought he was joking, but I looked up at his serious eyes.
“Are you crazy?”
He laughed sarcastically. “Why don’t you call me teacher again?”
“Now is not the time for jokes. Did you mean what you just said?”
Pei Chuan did not say yes, nor did he say no.
“With my resume, it’s not hard to change schools. Even if I don’t become a teacher, it’s not impossible.”
But why? What is the need?
He didn’t speak, he just looked at me, which was self-evident.
I think it’s ridiculous, I can’t understand, just because we played a few games together, it’s worth resigning for me, just because I mind that he’s my teacher? I don’t believe it.
“Teacher Pei, we just played a few games together.”
Is it? You think you’ve only known me for three months. I’ve known you for three years, Lin Hsi-hsi. If
I was struck by lightning, it was a little hard to digest, but I had no impression of these three years, and I couldn’t even remember anything about him. Before that, he was just a subject teacher of mine, and I never paid attention to him.
“Teacher Pei, I don’t understand what you mean. Nothing happened today. Let’s call it a day.”
“Xi Xi, you started it. I never thought I would cross paths with you again. But how can I stop here?” “Teacher Pei, I’m leaving. The dormitory is going to be closed.”
I picked up my bag and turned to leave. As I walked out of the mall and crossed the street, he hurried up from behind
and stood beside me, breathing heavily. “It’s too late. I’ll see you off.”
“Teacher Pei, what about your car?” You
want to take care of it? Go your way.
“Che.” Neither of
us spoke again. Fortunately, the night was thick, and the shadows of the lights were on our faces. We couldn’t see who it was when we bumped into
each other. I didn’t meet too many people along
the way, but there were still a few people who recognized him and greeted him
, “Hello, Teacher Pei!” The eyes of
those classmates just fluttered over me, and I was already on my back.
Quietly pull away from him, walking in the middle has been separated by more than ten meters. I glanced up
and saw him standing under the street lamp with his hands in his pockets and staring at
me sideways. I couldn’t see his expression clearly. I could only see his gold-rimmed glasses shining with the movement of his head
. As
I slowly moved past him, he asked softly, “Xi
Xi, do you mind that I am your teacher?”
“Yes.” Yeah, that’s how much I care. I have no way to talk about
love with my teacher frankly. In my heart, my teacher, like my elders, is a person who will not be in love
at all.
He sighed. “Go ahead so I can see you.”
The rest of the way, so one after the other to go forward, he consciously kept a distance
from me, not close, not far.
My mind was so confused that I kept recalling what had happened in the past. I tried
to overlap the image of the Great God with Teacher Pei, but the two feelings became more and more entangled
and confused, and even my heart could not distinguish the direction. As he
walked, he kicked a raised floor tile, squatted down in pain, sat
in the dark where the street lamp could not shine, and grinned heartily, but was
embarrassed to shout. When I kicked my foot when
I walked, the harm was very small, but the pain was so strong that I thought my
whole body was split from my toe.
He ran over and stood a meter away from me. “Can I help you?”
Twenty-two,
who am I, contemporary Guan Yu, is not to stub a toe, what can I do if I scrape a bone? I just killed myself
on the spot. As long as I killed myself quickly enough, I wouldn’t feel the pain.
I waved my hand and stood up holding the trash can next to me. And then my boy, the trash
can, I pulled it down. Not only that, but I was thrown into the
bushes behind with the trash can.
Thanks to heaven, thanks to earth, thanks to fate, let me fall in this dark night, otherwise I Lin Xixi’s college career may be over, overnight leave school to go home to the Shaolin Temple to sweep for two years and then come back. He couldn’t help me
this time, because my collar was caught by a tree. If he didn’t pull me, the whole world would know how much weight I had today.
Pei Chuan pulled out the trash can and put it back in place, then sat side by side with me on the curb of the dark school.
I was still in shock and was calming down when I heard his voice holding back his laughter. I
was so angry that I punched him in the foot. “What are you laughing at?!”
He laughed more and more excessively, and he could not cover his mouth with his hands.
What’s so funny? Have you ever seen someone kick your foot, or have you never seen a trash can?
He turned his head and twitched with laughter as if he had been hit by a laughing point. I thought it was funny, and I couldn’t help laughing. The two of us, like two psychopaths, sat on the side of the road at night and couldn’t help laughing.
As if we had found a way to vent, we laughed for a while, and finally he said softly, “Xi Xi, I gave you time and the right to choose. I scared you today. I shouldn’t have bullied you.”
I’ll be a senior in the second half of the year, so I’ll leave school for an internship. Give me a little more time? Let me jump out of this identity and environment.
“Well, it’s getting late. I’ll take you back.” There were fewer people in the
campus. We went back side by side, looked at the shadow on the ground, and found that he was just a head taller than me. This is the best height difference between the couple.
I said goodbye to him, went into the dormitory building, and watched him leave in front of the window on the second floor.
If you were not my teacher, maybe I would be braver.
Life is still going on as usual, and advanced mathematics will not give you two more points because of love. I didn’t want to go to Peichuan’s remedial class again, so I signed up for a small remedial class of advanced mathematics for a senior student from another school. Two weeks before the exam, there was no charge. The game is also rarely opened again, only Yang yuan this shortsighted occasionally asked me to organize the game, I just went to play a few.
From that day on, I always seemed to be avoiding teacher Pei intentionally or unintentionally. Class as far as possible to sit in the corner, do not look at him, advanced mathematics class also sent a text message that he signed up for the class, do not want to disturb him. In short, try to avoid all contact and interaction with him.
But one day I accidentally saw that his circle of friends was finally opened to me. It is
also a simple and refreshing look, occasionally sharing a little music and movies, as well as his own daily life.
That day I saw him send a message, “Your hair is in a mess.” It was accompanied by a picture of a warm sunset. Haruki Murakami probably said that if I love you and you happen to love
me, when your hair is messy, I will pull it for you with a smile, and then my hand will
stay for a few more seconds. However, if I love you, and you unfortunately do not love me, your
hair is messy, I will only gently tell you that your hair is messy.
Maybe Pei Chuan just inadvertently sent this sentence, maybe I just think too much.
But that night I dreamed of him, dreaming that he was standing on the beach at dusk, wearing a white shirt,
smiling brightly, stretching out his head to pull my hair, saying, “Your hair is messy.”.
Twenty-three,
although is to avoid him, but also can not help but meet.
Nodded, called a teacher Pei, he nodded slightly, said not to disturb me, also really
do not disturb.
But the more you mind, the more careful you are, the more you can’t forget.
Close your eyes to think of his appearance, do not look back to hear his footsteps, people come and
go to see his back at a glance. In
the midsummer of July, the layers of green are as shallow as the dizzy landscape. The colorful skirts of the girls in the
campus, the youth of the dazzling eyes when the breeze passes.
Yang yuan sent me a message saying that he came here to meet his friends and wanted to see me on the way. I declined
a few words, but his face is really too thick, shameless must I go to see,
I can only obey. When I saw him,
he sent me a picture. He was a very sunny boy. He was tall and strong. He stood on the basketball court and laughed heartlessly. He looked like a fool who couldn’t find a wife in the village.
To redeem my swearing image, I wore an ankle-length cotton white dress with flowers embroidered sporadically to expose my collarbone. The long waist-length hair is simply braided, and the end of the hair is tied with a small red scarf, which can echo the flowers on the skirt.
Standing at the appointed place, he found me first, big vest and sneakers, carrying a sports backpack, waving and running over.
How to identify whether a boy is straight or not depends on whether he looks better than picture. Yang yuan, for example, should be a straight man who is straighter than a square.
I have distinct facial features, broad shoulders and small head, in addition to black spots, in fact, very handsome. When
he ran up to me, he was a little embarrassed. He put his hand on his neck, opened his mouth and giggled. He moved around for a long time and said, “You don’t look like a little girl who swears so badly.”
“You don’t look like a boy with a bad mouth.”
If you don’t fight, you won’t know each other. If you smile, you won’t be so embarrassed.
May be Yang yuan’s character reasons, we get to know each other very quickly, although just know each other soon, but chat a few words like an old friend.
He said his good friend was in class, so he came to see me first, and his friend would come to see him after class. Our school is very big, so I took him around the school. After all, it was summer. I took
an umbrella, but he was much taller than me. The umbrella kept poking his ear. After poking several
times, he grabbed the umbrella and held it for me. After
holding it up for a while, he sighed, “I saw you girls all holding umbrellas in the summer, and I was wondering what’s the use of doing
that, but I didn’t think it would be much cooler.”
At first, he was a little disgusted with my little umbrella. After a while, he pushed me out, saying that
his arm was sunburned and asked me to move out.
“You’re as black as the bark of a tree, and you’re afraid of the sun?!”
He was still a little unhappy. “What’s wrong?”? Can’t we beefcake men be afraid of the sun? You are being sexist
.
Said to me to a section of the macho shy.
I looked so sick that I hid to one side. The more I hid, the more energetic he became. We began to
quarrel with each other passionately.
I didn’t expect to meet Mr. Pei head-on.
“Hello, teacher.”
Pei Chuan’s eyes have been falling on Yang yuan, from my body, a nod on the past
. I felt
a chill in my heart and a sense of shame at being caught in bed.
But on second thought, Yang yuan and I are innocent, and there is nothing to be ashamed of.
Because Yang yuan talked to me more than once about his ex-girlfriend, how he missed her and how he chased girls. So I really can’t treat Yang yuan as an individual man, who is almost equal to a sister in my heart.
I also thought about whether to explain, but I have no reason and position to explain.
After walking for a while, Yang yuan was hungry, so I had to take him to the canteen for dinner. In the middle of the meal, his good friend came over. We sat together and talked. After dinner, we said goodbye and separated.
According to the principle that makeup can’t be painted in vain, I went to the library, thinking about learning advanced mathematics, which is also today’s makeup, and it’s worth it.
As a result, I went there and didn’t study. I borrowed two novels and read them all afternoon. I didn’t finish reading one. Walking
back leisurely, it was already dark. The evening breeze is blowing, soft and soft, and the students of the music club have set up guitars and stereos in the square.
Suddenly I feel like I should eat an ice cream. There are a lot of people, but it’s okay to wait. Holding ice cream, humming a ditty, ready to go back to the dormitory to read the rest of the novel. Downstairs, I saw Pei Chuan’s car. He put down the window, put his arm outside, held his cell phone in the other hand, as if he had sent a message, and looked up at me. The mobile phone in
his hand rang with only two words: “Get in the car.”
Twenty-four, I looked at him and knew what was going on, but I was a little nervous for a moment and didn’t know
what to say.
But he was obviously not so patient today. Seeing that I didn’t move, he got out of the car and
walked straight over, took my wrist, went to the passenger side, opened the door, and threw away
my ice cream. When
we got into the car, his face was not very good, and my face was even worse.
“I’m giving you time, not time to fall in love with someone else. If you don’t like
me, just tell me.”
“Why did you throw my ice cream?!”
He seemed to be confused by my question and looked at me doubtfully.
“Lin Hsi-hsi, don’t change the subject with me. Don’t play with my feelings.”
“Why did you throw my ice cream?!”
My two-tone cream ice cream, matcha cream flavor, I waited in line for 20 minutes, and as soon as I licked
it, you threw it in the trash can.
He shook his head and heaved a sigh of relief. “I’ll buy you another ice cream later. Buy two
, or I’ll buy you ten.”. Tell me, who is that man today?
“Yang yuan, you know.”
Pei Chuan seemed to get even angrier. He gripped the steering wheel and lowered his voice. “Sure
enough, it’s him. I knew it. I shouldn’t have let you play with him.”
I was still immersed in his anger that he had thrown my ice cream away indiscriminately, so I said, “Well, why should I listen to you? Is that what you don’t want?”
His face was red with anger, and his mouth opened and closed to say something, but he turned around and took a few deep breaths. He seemed to be trying to suppress his emotions, and said to me in as calm a tone as possible, “Xi Xi, so you like him, don’t you?”
“I don’t like him. Who told you I like him?”
He may be that I will say an answer that he did not expect so lightly, and ask me in disbelief, “So you today?”
“He came to see his friend and looked at me. The umbrella was mine. He grabbed it.”
“So you don’t like him?”
“Not only do I not like him, but he doesn’t like me either. He has people he likes.” Relieved,
he fell down heavily and laughed silently. Then, as if remembering something, he turned around and rubbed my head. “Xi Xi, would you like some ice cream?”?
Let’s go and take you to eat ice cream.
The thought of ice cream made me even angrier. “I just stood in line for 20 minutes!”! Throw it away if you say so! Seeing me angry,
he seemed even happier. “How about eating Haagen-Dazs?” “Eat two.”
“Eat as much as you want.” On the way
back, he kept grinning, “I may have to go on a business trip to a
meeting next week.”
I sat in the passenger seat with an ice cream, digging and saying, “Oh, that’s good.
I’m going to advanced math class next week.”
While waiting for the traffic lights, he stopped the car and raised the window. What
for? I like the natural wind.
“If you eat so cold and drink too much wind, your stomach will catch cold.”
He looked at me as if he remembered something happy and rubbed my head.
“Don’t go to class in such beautiful clothes, which will affect your study.”
I gave him a sideways look and said, “Then don’t dress so smartly for the meeting. It will affect your work.”
I just casually teased him, but I didn’t expect his eyes to be as sweet as
honey. “Will you be jealous of me, too?” I couldn’t
resist the look in my eyes. I lowered my head and said, “Cut, why
did you throw my ice cream just now?”
Pei Chuan holds his forehead and sighs, “I’m afraid your ice cream will melt my car.” 「??? Then why aren’t you afraid now?
“Now that I’m in a good mood, I’ll pay off my debts and wash my car.”
Twenty-five
weeks later, I really didn’t see him again.
Although I saw very little before, I felt
a little empty when I really couldn’t see it at a glance.
I began to check his circle of friends repeatedly to see if he would send something new and if
he would send me a new message.
Probably at the end of the meeting, he had free time and sent several photos,
including one in which he put his arm around a girl’s shoulder, saying that he had met an old friend at the meeting. The
girl is very beautiful, elegant and intellectual, and they look well matched.
Clearly know nothing, but the heart still feel tingling, see him hug people
laugh so happy, feel uncomfortable all over. I had a lot of things to do
that week. I had to hand in a lot of homework at the end of the term. I also started to study advanced mathematics. I was very busy recording
videos, doing PPT and writing papers.
He played there for a few days, and the girl’s figure was in the news.
I have been telling myself nothing, nothing, Pei Chuan is not that kind of person, skittish
, fickle, fickle, two-faced, disorderly, smelly and shameless.
Pei Chuan, you are shameless. On Friday of that week, I couldn’t help but send a message, “Did the meeting go well
?” It was
nearly ten minutes before he replied, “Well, it’s fine.”
????? Right here? What the hell? Right here? This is bullshit love?
“Did anything interesting happen to you?” What is
your relationship with that woman? Tell me immediately. If you don’t tell me, I will tear your head
off. I advise you to be cautious in your words and deeds. Be a person. Be shameless. Don’t
be shameless.
“No.”
Boy, do you want to fight me?
“I see you’re having a good time.”
Is it? It’s all right.
playing hard to get?
Teacher, I really eat your set, come on, is a character, you are going to get me
.
This week, except for the advanced math class, I am a little out of my mind. Why is the advanced math class so
serious? Because the advanced math class costs four hundred yuan. Can I not be serious. After
a week, I finally saw him again at school, and when I saw the familiar figure, my heart was really a little surging. I wanted to go up and say hello happily, but I didn’t expect that he just nodded like an ordinary and unfamiliar classmate.
It’s like this week has passed, and the relationship between us has been completely cleared. I was out of my mind all
that day. I opened his dialog box dozens of times, but I didn’t send out what I wanted to say.
I’m still too weak.
In the evening, Juan took me to the canteen and raised her hand. “Hey, look, is Teacher Pei having dinner with his girlfriend?”? The girlfriend is really good-looking, and the two look like a good match.
Then he insisted on pulling me to say hello and take the opportunity to see what Teacher Pei’s girlfriend looked like. Juan and Hsiao Hui still don’t know that the Great God is Teacher Pei. I didn’t want to go, but I couldn’t beat her, so I was half dragged by her.
“Hello, Teacher Pei.”
The two men were talking happily when they heard a student say hello before they stopped and looked up.
The girl laughs and teases Pei, “Brother Pei is as charming as he used to be. He is so popular wherever he goes.” As I
looked at him, I blushed and said, “Hello, Teacher Pei.”
Then she lowered her head and walked away. Juan didn’t notice my abnormality. She pulled me all the way, saying that Teacher Pei really had a girlfriend and was hiding before he showed up. It was also possible
that he had just found her. I couldn’t
listen to what she said, so I found an excuse to say that I was going to take an advanced math class, so I went to sit near the rockery of the school where there were more trees and fewer people. I
do not know why, I listened to Juan’s words, but also take it for granted that it is his girlfriend, he really should be with that kind of person, the same temperament and accomplishment, countless intersections, countless common topics, people are certainly not like me, even advanced mathematics has to spend money to go to cram school.
When I think about it, I feel even sadder. What if
I fail in advanced mathematics? Then I won’t get the scholarship this year. Then I won’t have enough money to go out to do volunteer work during the summer vacation. Then I have to work during the holidays to collect money. I have to get up at six o’clock in the morning and go to the tutorial class as a teacher. I remembered that last year when I was a teacher in a counseling institution, a child could not get his head out of his desk and howled for two points. In order to grab a balloon, the two children grabbed each other’s pants and fought for a long time.
I don’t want to go to the tutorial class to work, help me. I
cried so intently that I didn’t notice that Pei Chuan was already sitting beside me.
“Is it so hard for me to have dinner with a girl?” Startled,
I looked back at him sitting beside me. Holding a tissue in his hand
, Pei Chuan wiped away my tears little by little, and then said, “This provocation really works. Otherwise, I don’t know when I’ll see you cry for me.” I was so
angry that I hit him with my hand, “goad?!”! You goaded me?! He took hold of my hand and patted me on the back. “Yes, I was mad when I saw you walking with other
boys, so I thought if you liked
me, you wouldn’t turn a blind eye to it.” Don’t you know whether
I like you or not! Do you still want to test me like this?
“I don’t know, Hsi Hsi Lin, do you like me?”
“I like you.”
He laughed and hugged me gently. “Xi Xi, you are really cute, so cute.
The first time I saw you, I thought you were cute. Your face is round. You are cute when you are angry, you are cute when you cry
, you are cute when you are in a daze, and you are cute when you are silly.”
He let go of me, pinched my face with both hands, and rubbed my face like a dough ball
. “I’ve wanted to do this for a long time, in case you think I’m a pervert.”
“Xi Xi, be my girlfriend.”
“Teacher Pei, you can’t. You can’t until this semester is over.”