I
still remember that
the fortune-telling Taoist priest said when I was young that my life was too thin to support the wealth and honor of breaking the sky. The more noble people there were, the more there was no way out.
The father hugged his mother, who was hiding his face and crying, and gave a piece of gold to the old man, asking for a way to crack it.
Then I was sent to the Plum Garden in the suburbs of Beijing.
My parents knew I liked plum blossoms, so they planted a large area of plum blossoms. I don’t know what
they mean by giving me gold soft nails. They told me to stay in the garden and not go out. I don’t know why.
Until that day and that day, a purple figure, suddenly climbed over the wall into the garden. In a panic,
I looked around for the figures of housekeeper Chen and Mammy Chen. Were they cleaning up in the kitchen?
“Who are you?”
I looked at the man in front of me, who was much younger and younger than my father.
When he came a few steps closer, I stepped back a few steps.
“When I came to the horse race today, I found that the plum blossoms here were very good.”
His eyes sparkled and he stared at me.
“If the plum blossoms are good, go and see what I’m doing!”
He got closer, and I frowned and rammed my head into his chest.
“Naturally, people are more beautiful than flowers.”
This man is a little impolite. My plum blossom is the most beautiful in the world.
He said, then I will take you to see more colorful flowers.
I gritted my teeth and followed him if there was anything more beautiful than my flowers.
“Haven’t you asked the girl’s name yet?”
“Plum and snow.” The
poem at dusk is full of snow all day long, and it is very spring with plum. A collection of poems on the back of my neck that was just mentioned by my father
today.
He looked up at the sky. The sun was setting. It was going to snow, too. It was set off by the girl’s name.
He pulled me and I sat on the horse in fear.
Fortunately, it wasn’t long before he sent me back. When
she sneaked back into the room, she was not discovered by Mammy Chen. After
that, he often took me out to play.
I would close the door tightly and say loudly to Mammy Chen who was about to come in.
I want to read a good book, and don’t bother me.
Of course, I didn’t dare to tell my parents, because I couldn’t go out before I was sixteen.
But who doesn’t want to be a free bird? Plum blossoms trapped in the backyard are always tired of watching day after day.
The new year is coming, and my parents are very busy at this time of the year, and I have to go to the palace for dinner, so I naturally fall behind.
At night, I was about to blow the lamp when suddenly he came in again. Looking
downstairs, Mammy Chen and his wife should be asleep.
They are now old, do not drink some tranquilizing medicine, always have a severe headache at night, Dad found a lot of prescriptions can not be cured. The smell of
alcohol drifted to the tip of his nose, and tonight it seemed that he had drunk wine.
He pulled me and was a little rude.
I don’t want to, but I can’t break away.
Until my pants were pulled off and he looked at my face with fascination. My lips,
smelling of alcohol, fell on my eyebrows, eyes, cheeks and neck.
I resisted and kicked him, and his thigh crossed and pinned me.
His left hand covered my mouth, and his right hand tied my hand with my bellyband. The fear in my
heart makes me speechless.
He whispered softly in my ear over and over again. I
love you so much that I can’t help myself.
It’s just that no matter how much I bite his hand and beg, he ignores it.
I don’t understand. Why would you hurt me like this. When
the cock crows, I suddenly open my eyes. The man of
last night was no longer there, leaving only a jade pendant with golden thread.
I looked at the red marks all over my body and tried to move my legs, but it hurt so much. It’s more painful
than when I broke my leg climbing a tree. Move to the wardrobe
step by step, find the gold soft armor, and put it on with difficulty.
My parents rushed over at noon. I had just taken a bath for an hour, and I was still a little dizzy.
But instead of resting in her own room, she asked Mammy Chen to clean up a guest room. I was about to take a nap when
my parents came in. When
my mother saw me, her eyes turned red, and she quickly turned her back and pushed Dad out of the door.
And told Dad not to come in.
It turns out that the door can be closed and no one can come in. The wounds all over
my body are more useful than any words I say.
After hesitating, the mother wiped the corners of her eyes and said softly.
“None of this is Hsiang’er’s fault.” Then
I couldn’t hold back my tears and held her in my arms and cried loudly.
Mother patted me on the back and told me the reason why I came here in a hurry today. Only then did
I know that the owner of the jade pendant was yuan Che, the king of Qin.
He came to ask for marriage.
Hsiang’er, if he really likes you, his parents will give up their faces and go to the Fu family to apologize. But if you don’t want to, your father and I have thought about it on the way. Releasing officials to their hometowns, or at the worst, opening a school, is also a good thing. I
heard that when I was still in swaddling clothes, I was engaged to Fu Erlang of the Minister of War.
I looked at my mother. There were still some tears in her eyes, but her eyes were very firm. Although
I was trapped in this courtyard all day, I still understood the truth.
Now three-year-old children all know that the prince and the king of Qin fought to the death in the court, and he did this in order to force the Song family to stand in line.
It was clearly a dead end. The clan had never married the royal family for a hundred years. What he wanted was the support of the Song clan in Shangqiu behind me.
If they intermarry, then the other clans will cut their seats with the Song clan. If not, hurt the face of the royal family, that is to escape to the ends of the earth is also a dead end.
Besides, the Fu family will not be willing to welcome me again. The more
noble you are, the more you have no way out. Sure enough, Lao Dao’s words became a prophecy. After
thinking about all this, I got up and got out of bed.
He knelt down in front of his mother and kowtowed three times.
“When the mother is on the stage, she is worshipped by Hsiang’er.”. Since then, there have been no more Sung Hsiang-erh, only the Plum Garden and the Plum and Snow.
“Silly boy, how can you live without the support of the Sung family?”
I bowed my head and wiped my tears secretly.
Dad was furious when he found out.
Later, I heard that yuan Che went to Song Fu.
The next day, the Song Mansion hung white silk and replaced it with white lanterns. Mam
my Chen always comes to my room and asks me if I want something to eat.
Chen butler even installed the swing I had long wanted and called me down to play.
I seem to be a different person, looking at the bronze mirror every day, I don’t know whether I am happy or sad.
Is it because of this face? Or for a position of power?
As soon as I close my eyes, that’s what happened that night. Seeing that I was so miserable,
my parents advised me to turn back and think of another way.
I shook my head and said coldly to my father.
Don’t come again. With
that, I turned my head and dared not look at their expressions. See
him again.
He said he would take me to see his father on the Lantern Festival and marry us.
I pulled a laugh, but the mountain village woman, how can be worthy of the king of Qin. His
eyes blazed and he gripped my hand.
Lips stroked my palm, a little itchy.
Looking at him like this, did I guess wrong? On the day of
the Lantern Festival, I gave them the title deed of the Plum Garden and the household registration of Mammy Chen and his wife.
Hearing that Mammy’s son and daughter-in-law were also coming to the capital to make a living, the courtyard was a little remote.
But there’s always a place to stay.
At that time, his carriage was at the gate of the Plum Garden.
I looked at Mammy Chen reluctantly, not knowing what the road ahead would be like. She
took a bite of the cake that Mammy Chen had stuffed, and her tears kept falling.
His big hands were warm and he told me that he would not let me down.
I just silently said to myself in my heart that the king of Qin was a good match because of his outstanding appearance.
We went to see the Lantern Festival together, and finally went back to the palace for dinner.
It was the first time that I walked on the crowded street. Several times
before, he wore a curtain hat for fear of being caught by his parents.
Looking at the passers-by and looking at me.
There is appreciation, there is envy, there is jealousy, there is greed.
I do not know how, just cold face, looking ahead.
Carved beams and painted pillars, resplendent in gold and jade.
Looking at the palace in front of me, I felt a little shocked. The
leading father-in-law smiled and chatted with the King of Qin, turning back from time to time to remind me to be careful at my feet. Although the emperor, who
was in his forties, was a little older than his father, he spoke with a dignity that could not be ignored. The King of
Qin pulled me kneeling on the cold ground of the hall, telling the story of me and him with great emotion.
Fortunately, I covered up the fact that I was Song’s daughter.
I lowered my head and looked at the dark brick surface, looking like a small one. The emperor, who had been
silent for a long time, made me look up at him.
I lowered my eyebrows and raised my head slightly. On the
throne, he was stunned at first, and then asked us to get up with concern. Are your parents
at home?
My grandmother and grandfather raised me. How old are you
this year?
Just in time.
Go to Xiwu Palace and show the queen.
Yes.
Then the smiling father-in-law came to lead the way for me.
yuan Che squeezed my hand gently as I turned around.
It’s like giving me encouragement.
I am still neither humble nor pushy, asking and answering.
The empress is not yuan Che’s mother.
In today’s situation where the prince and the prince are fighting each other, yuan Che marries a woman who has no help.
For her and the prince, it was a big gift to the door.
Even so, the queen still talked to me like a mother who cared about her children, and when she saw that I was wearing thin clothes, she gave me a cloak. After
sitting for half an hour, my father-in-law came over. On the way
back, it’s different from when I came.
There seemed to be few people, and the lights were much less. When it was
dark, I realized that this was not the same way as when I came.
“Wake up?” When
I opened my eyes, the bright yellow figure sat on the edge of the bed.
This is not my little yard. It looks more magnificent.
I got up and was about to kneel down, but the emperor quickly stopped me: “I promise you that you will be exempted from all the gifts!”
I keep my head down. The more people I have, the less I can live.
Is it because of this face?
Love grows regardless of human relations?
Looking at the glittering hairpin in the makeup box, I took it and stabbed it on my face.
The basin fell to the ground, and a maid in green grabbed the hairpin.
“Why does the girl want to humiliate herself like this?”
I stared at her, oval face, slender eyebrows and eyes, delicate skin and golden fluff. When
the emperor knew it, he did not say anything, but sent a lot of rewards and sat for a while before I went to bed every day.
Talking about some interesting things in the palace, I just listened in silence. When
he was about to leave, he would kiss my forehead gently.
And the king of Qin never appeared again. I
felt like I was back in the Plum Garden, wandering around the hall all day.
Looking out of the window at the kingfishers, looking at the bare branches in the garden, and outside the door of the temple are the guards of the father-in-law and Mammy.
Green Yao said that the emperor cared about the girl very much, just for the safety of the girl, can not let outsiders know about this matter.
Lu Yao was the maid who took the hairpin that day. The trees in the
yard sprouted new buds, and I suddenly began to vomit. I couldn’t eat very much, and now I have no appetite. After feeling the pulse,
the imperial physician told the emperor happily. Inside the
hall, it was unusually quiet.
He sat on the edge of the bed, held my hand, and looked down at my palm lines.
Then looked up, the corners of the mouth raised a sneer, squinting eyes full of cold.
My face still had no ups and downs, and I looked at him calmly, but my hands were unnaturally protecting my stomach.
He burst out laughing and turned away.
“Reward!”
I left the palace and went to the Huguo Temple. After
that, the emperor never came again. Grandfather Sun,
still smiling, came to the hall and said.
“Come out of the palace, girl.” There is light in
my eyes like a dry well, and I can go back to the Plum Garden!
“The emperor has sent you to the Huguo Temple to raise your fetus, and he has sent someone to protect you all the way.” Why is
he? I frowned and looked at Grandfather Sun in puzzlement.
After all, it’s better than staying in the palace.
Lifting the beaded curtain, the capital is very noisy in the daytime.
Busy vendors shouted their own things, and the waiter of the restaurant shouted the names of the dishes. Children
holding ice-sugar gourds are led by their parents.
I touched my flat abdomen, and there was a wave in my heart. It was
strange that the leading man had white silk tied to his left arm.
Green Yao stretched out her head and put down the bead curtain on her left side.
“That’s the imperial commander, Lord Fu. I hear it’s a daughter-in-law who hasn’t been married yet.”
I looked at the back of the man, dressed in black black armor, riding a black horse.
He looked back at me as if he had eyes in the back of his head. Like a sneaky thief,
I hid in the carriage at once.
The more I walked, the fewer pedestrians there were. I turned my head sideways and looked at everything outside through the faint beaded curtain. He
rubbed his sore neck and turned his whole body sideways.
This lane is very similar to what I remember when I was young. Maybe I can see it.
It’s home!
There is a plaque with white silk, on which there are two words of dragon flying and phoenix dancing.
Song Fu
, this is the word of dad.
“Girl, why are you crying?”
I bowed my head and put on my hat again.
“It’s already noon, Your Excellency.”
Green Yao to the front of the military forces, loudly way. The speed of the
carriage was slow, and it took almost two hours to go all the way.
I don’t know if it’s because I’m pregnant, but I feel uncomfortable all the way.
By the time I came out, they were ready to go.
“Can you drink a cup of green tea before you go?”
I hesitated. My voice was not too big or too small. He should be able to hear me.
Then a small soldier came over and saluted with folded fists.
“The commander has already prepared tea and refreshments in the carriage, and there is still a third of the way to go, and he has asked the girl to get on the carriage.”
I looked up at the man who had turned over and got on the horse. The
resolute side face looked straight ahead, and naturally did not look at me.
I wanted to step forward and say thank you.
Thinking of the Taoist priest’s verdict, he held his hat and nodded gently to the soldier.
Only before they had gone far, the carriage stopped. The sound of the collision
of swords came to my ears.
I know it’s Won Chul.
Green Yao is not clear about the situation, just block in front of me, against the carriage door.
I patted her trembling shoulder to signal that she didn’t have to.
Without a stick of incense, the carriage resumed its journey.
Green Yao heaved a sigh of relief and wiped the cold sweat from her forehead.
I know. He can’t take me away.
The mantis arm is just a car. If
he had this ability, how could he be a gentleman on the beam and sneak into the Plum Garden.
Besides, he was facing the Great yuan Emperor. As the
sky darkened, I leaned against the window and watched the villagers receding.
I do not know who shouted, sitting on one side of the green Yao immediately came to the spirit.
I leaned on Lvyao’s outstretched hand and got out of the carriage.
Here is a courtyard, not far from the Huguo Temple, you can also see birds awakened by the sound of bells.
I don’t have a lot of things. They move around, but they are all things given by the emperor. A fire seemed to have been lit for cooking in the
courtyard, and smoke was curling up.
As if I had returned to the Plum Garden, I threw away my hat and walked into the house happily.
They are two girls with low eyebrows.
The emperor may be busy with government affairs and has never been here.
I served flowers and plants with Lvyao every day, cooked and washed clothes with my two aunts, and talked about what happened outside.
“I’ve heard that the king of Qin has made some mistake and has been grounded in his house.” Aunt
Jing said as she chose the dishes, her eyes not on the dishes, but always looking at me. Aunt
Lan stood at the gate of the courtyard with a broom.
“It must be a crime. A noble person never wrongs anyone.”
As if I hadn’t heard anything, I chatted with Lvyao about Guan Chunmei, which had just been planted.
Now it is spring, and it will blossom at the end of the year.
But before the flowers bloomed, people who didn’t want to see came to the courtyard. The middle-aged man in a
bright yellow robe stopped in the courtyard and looked up at the towering tree.
“This maple tree is growing very well.”
I lowered my head for fear that he would dig up the tree.
After all, some people take away what they like.
He called Lord Fu and whispered a few words.
Then several small soldiers took off their armor and hugged the tree.
I laughed so loudly that the emperor and Lord Fu turned to look at me. Only
then did I realize that the white silk on Lord Fu’s left arm was gone.
“Interesting?”
The emperor raised his eyebrows and looked at me with a trace of joy in his tone.
And the cold Fu commander quickly turned around, I think this face is not popular everywhere.
I quickly returned to my old cold look and nodded.
The emperor had dinner before he left. It was said that he came to Huguo Temple to pray for the autumn harvest.
He did not ask about the baby in my belly, but said that different varieties of plum blossoms had been planted in the palace where I used to live.
I glanced at Aunt Jing, who was standing aside. She bowed her head and said nothing. Plum blossoms are planted in
autumn. Can they be fed? The
smiling grandfather-in-law said that the peach tree that the girl had taken care of had blossomed and borne fruit, which was very sweet.
The emperor’s burning eyes made me feel uncomfortable.
The next day, Lord Fu and Grandfather Sun came again.
Brought two steady women and a gray-bearded doctor.
“Don’t worry, girl. With them, the baby will land smoothly.”
I looked at the man five steps away, still in silence.
“My father-in-law and the adults might as well come in and have a cup of tea after a long journey.” Grand
father Sun waved his hand, and the sun would set if he delayed any longer.
Maple leaves fell all over the yard, feeling a pain in the abdomen, and the scriptures slipped from the hands on the swing.
When I woke up, I found that the child had slept next to me.
Lu Yao held me against the pillow on my back and fed me fish soup.
I looked at the little child in a daze, a little puzzled. Although
I do not distinguish between beauty and ugliness, I also have eyes. There seems to be something inappropriate about
this child?
Yellow and red. It’s noisy when you
cry. The wet nurse who
heard the crying came quickly and took the baby away. I never thought of holding him.
Even after he fell asleep, the wet nurse wanted me to hold him.
I declined, saying that I was tired.
At night, I dreamed of being pressed by yuan Che. When I woke up
again, I was sweating.
Looking at the sleeping child, I turned around silently and tears soaked the pillow.
Green Yao asked me what my name was. Without thinking,
I said, “Sung Tse-an.” Take it as
it comes.
I don’t want his surname to be Mei, and I don’t want his surname to be yuan.
With selfishness, I hope he can return to the Song family and grow up happily.
This year’s winter is particularly cold, but the plum blossoms are blooming very well. The
bright yellow official spring plum and the red Rouge plum set each other off.
I have been in the room to raise the body, green Yao afraid I fell ill, a stop not to let me go to the courtyard to enjoy the flowers.
Fortunately, I was so clever that when the cock crows, I secretly put on a cloak, held a candle, and gently opened the door. There was
just a glimmer of light, and the thick snow on the ground brightened the sky a little.
Looking at the plum blossoms in full bloom in the snow, the feeling of stuffiness in my heart suddenly disappeared.
In the flying snow, I felt like returning to the Plum Garden and my parents. Mam
my Chen was making cakes in the kitchen, and the housekeeper was repairing the wooden horse I had just broken.
Dad sat in the courtyard, holding the back of my neck and listening to me recite poems.
My mother looked at me with a smile, and my younger brother and sister chased me in the yard with a rattle.
I stepped on the snow, step by step, skipping and reading poems.
Plum blossoms without snow are not spiritual, and snow without poetry makes people vulgar. At dusk, the whole day is full of snow, and the plum blossoms make a perfect spring.
It seems to be a little cold, so cold that my tears and snot come out, and I can’t stop it. There was candlelight in the
courtyard, and I quickly wiped my face.
As soon as I looked back, I seemed to see a dark shadow flashing by. I thought it might be the little monk in the temple who went down the mountain to fetch water. It’s spring
at last, and I can’t leave the yard.
But Lvyao talked a lot, and Aunt Jing agreed that we should go to the temple to worship. The head
of Huguo Temple sits on the side of the Buddha Hall, tapping the wooden fish gently.
I thought about it several times, but finally I didn’t open my mouth. He kowtowed deeply three times
to the merciful Buddha.
Only wish, the family is safe.
Lu Yao asked me why I didn’t beg for myself.
I smiled bitterly, shook my head, and said nothing. The best time in
my life is to ask for nothing and get nothing. A day
like this is a good day.
When I returned to the courtyard, there were many imperial guards outside the courtyard. Aunt
Jing was basking in the sun in the courtyard with Ze’an in her arms, and she panicked when she saw me.
I thought it was the emperor, but I didn’t think it was only Lord Fu.
They seem to be leaving.
“Would your excellency like a cup of tea before leaving?” The
man in black clothes turned to look at me, and his dark pupils were as quiet as the lake. He made
me blush a little, and I was at a loss. I lowered my eyebrows. Then I saw that he seemed to be injured. Sword scratches on the
armor.
“It’s a long way to go, and there are more good intentions.”
His voice was deep and hoarse, with a hint of unquestionable decisiveness.
This was the first thing he said to me.
Watching him get on the horse, I had the illusion of sending my husband on an expedition.
He patted his head and turned to look at Aunt Jing, who had already entered the room. Only then did
I realize that there was a drop of blood on the swaddling clothes that had been replaced.
I thought as long as I didn’t care about the child, he would be fine. I toss and turn
at night, unable to sleep, and my heart is always on edge.
The day was bright, and I sat on the swing in a daze. She
watched Aunt Jing walk out of the house with Ze’an in her arms.
When I took the baby, Aunt Jing looked dumb. After all, I never took the initiative to hold him.
Looking at the quiet sleeping child in his arms, his nose was a little sour.
“Yesterday the master said he could ask for a safety charm for the child, and today I’m taking Tse An with me. By the way, I’d like to thank the master for taking care of him for so long.”
Holding Tse An in my arms, I found the head of the Huguo Temple. He understood at a glance why I had come, and asked, “Almsgiver, have you made up your mind?”
I nodded my head firmly.
The host held him gently, and little Ze’an did not cry or make trouble, but just looked at me like this.
“Take this.”
I took the jade pendant, which was originally placed in Ze’an’s swaddling clothes.
Yeah, people are dead.
Originally, I wanted to leave a way out for Ze’an, but now it only adds to my troubles.
I have no choice in my life. He has just been born, and there is still a long way to go.
When my parents sent me to the Plum Garden, they wanted me to live well.
It turns out that this is the most humble wish of parents.
Green Yao followed behind, watching the host holding the child farther and farther away.
“Girl, I don’t understand.”
I wiped the side of my face and withdrew my eyes.
“There’s nothing I don’t understand. I just hope he won’t be burdened by the past.”
I threw the jade pendant to Lvyao so that she could find a pawnshop later.
He is yuan Che’s child, if the emperor is merciful because of me, then I must give him an explanation.
No wonder it was arranged in the back hill of Huguo Temple. He gave me the direction of everything.
But what if a baby girl is born?
I lowered my head with self-mockery. How could he look up to a woman. When we
went down the hill, it suddenly began to rain. Rain in the
mountains is common, but the stone steps under our feet are easy to slip.
His foot was crooked and he fell down. When he woke up
again, his clothes were scratched in several places and his arms were bleeding. Looking around
, there is a bonfire in the darkness. This is a cave? There was a man lying
next to him. I stood up with my
feet draped.
It’s him! In
the flickering bonfire, it was imprinted on his side face, and the high bridge of his nose cast a mountain-like profile.
It’s just that there seems to be an abnormal blush on the cheeks.
I saw him lying on the ground in black armor, while the place where I was lying not far away was covered with grass.
His clothes seemed to be soaked through, and his forehead was terribly hot when he touched it. I guess it was cold.
I was hesitating to undo his armor and dry his clothes.
He spoke like a nightmare.
“Xiang’er, Xiang’er!”
I stepped back and fell to the ground without noticing.
Does he know who I am?
Does the emperor also know? What about
parents and younger brothers and sisters!
I shivered and hugged myself so tightly that I couldn’t even breathe.
Then there were footsteps and shouts in the distance, and I found him awake.
I grabbed the corner of his coat and stopped him from going out.
“Is Hsiang’er, whom the commander has just called in his dream, or Hsien’er, the commander’s wife?”
He looked down at me sitting on the ground in a mess and squatted down slowly.
He has a smell that I am familiar with. The blush
on Mingming’s face was like being drunk, but his eyes were burning.
“She is my unmarried wife, Sung Hsiang-erh.” The hand
that had held his clothes tightly slowly loosened.
Seeing that I had not spoken, he went straight out of the cave.
Just before I left, I said something.
“I only saw it when I was young, but unfortunately I have already passed away.”
This sentence seems to be said on purpose. On the way
back, he reverted to the silent commander Fu. The
smiling grandfather-in-law told me that the emperor rushed back from the palace immediately after hearing the news.
If he hadn’t been stopped, he would have come up the mountain together to look for the girl. Grand
father Sun was talking to me, but his eyes kept looking back and forth between me and Commander Fu behind me.
I lowered my head for fear that I would get into trouble with others again. The way
down the mountain was a little difficult. Grandfather Sun was afraid that I would be bored, so he said he wanted to tell a story.
When the Emperor Qianlong was in the deep, he was very fond of an imperial cat paid tribute by foreign countries.
The cat was very beautiful, and its round eyes were blue. The
long snow-white hair feels as smooth as silk.
And the temper is cold, see people do not call, just gently look at you, let people scratch the liver.
But the first emperor gave the cat to the big prince yuanyu, for which the emperor felt sorry for a long time.
Then a few months later, the big prince mutinied.
The emperor led his troops into the palace and beheaded the big prince. After the
first emperor was saved by the emperor, he immediately abdicated and became a handsome overlord.
Clever big prince remnant party, presented the imperial cat.
The emperor was delighted and spared them the death penalty. Later,
the cat accompanied the emperor every day, and even in the morning, the emperor would take it with him. All the people in the
palace took care of her as the most noble master, and the emperor specially ordered people to build a small palace for her.
I was fascinated by the story, and when I looked up again, I saw the bright lights in the small yard. Only
then did I understand the profound meaning of Grandfather Sun’s story. The green Yao with red
eyes hurried to help me, and as soon as she looked down, she saw mud on her trousers and embroidered shoes.
I guess I didn’t find it, and then I came back to bring reinforcements. Aunt
Jing winked at me and whispered in her ear. The
girl is covered with dust, and I’m afraid it’s not convenient for her to see a noble person. If you don’t take a bath and change your clothes, you won’t have time to go back. Grand
father Sun seemed to agree with the idea and looked at me.
“You should go and thank the emperor first.”
After listening to my words, Grandfather Sun was stunned.
“You’re right, Miss. We can’t let the emperor and others worry.”
Green Yao looked at us in puzzlement, although she did not understand the deep meaning, but she did not ask much.
Lifting his feet into the room, he saw the emperor sitting on the table, making a gesture to kneel down.
“No need to be polite.”
The emperor helped me to sit aside, and Grandfather Sun repelled everyone.
He talked about everything from eating and living to the surroundings of Huguo Temple. From time to time,
I pandered to a few words, only to find that all the objects related to Ze’an were missing.
Sure enough, my guess was right.
“Thanks to Lord Fu today.”
I looked up nervously at the king in his forties.
He nodded his head approvingly.
“I’ve heard that Lord Fu hasn’t married yet. Why doesn’t Your Majesty marry him?” I
have no intention of getting involved in the dispute, but I am afraid of being gossiped.
“Gu mentioned this, but Fu Ch’ing was already married, so Gu let it go.” With
that, he took out his veil and wiped the dirt off my hands.
I pretended not to understand the deep meaning in his eyes and pulled my hand away without any trace.
After a long time, Grandfather Sun coughed softly outside the door. Then
the emperor stood up and made a gesture to leave. Grand
father Sun and Lord Fu, who had saved me, had been standing outside the door.
I looked at him, his lips dry, his cheeks red, his breath heavy, and I couldn’t help admiring his willpower. Under
such circumstances, we can still keep it well. When I
sent them to the door, Lord Fu took a deep look at me.
I was surprised to hear my conversation with the emperor?
In a twinkling of an eye, it is autumn. Grand
father Sun said the emperor would come to pick me up, but he hasn’t come yet. Aunt
Jing is more and more unwilling to work and lazy.
Later, when Lord Fu sent the reward over, they shook up again.
I looked at the room full of rewards and could not say a word of gratitude. The most precious thing is that
the poor give money and the rich lay down their lives.
These rare treasures are just ordinary things for the emperor, and I can’t leave this courtyard. It’s useless to have these yellow and white things.
The left is just the thing he keeps here. When he is happy, he will amuse him. When he is unhappy, he will be cold.
I would like to have been like this, not involved in other disputes, so quietly, it is best to forget that I have this person.
the Winter Solstice day, Lord Fu came again.
Unlike the last time, his eyes were solemn and he read the imperial edict without a trace of joy. After
listening to him, I was so surprised that the dumplings fell to the ground.
Then there were two aunts, whispering in my ear.
If not, congratulations to Mei Fei Empress. Congratulations to Mei Fei Empress.
I knelt aside in a daze, trying to digest the splashing wealth. After reading the imperial edict, Lord
Fu was about to retreat and wait outside the courtyard. I looked at the golden imperial edict in my hand. “It’s cold now,”
he murmured. “Have a cup of tea, sir.”
This time he did not refuse and sat in the courtyard.
Seeing me coming out with tea, he hurried up and frowned, as if he thought I had no rules.
But when he took the teacup, I touched his palm in an undignified way. As expected, there were many calluses on the hands of those who had raised the sword
all the year round, and they were very rough. With great trepidation,
he lowered his head and dared not look at me, but his ears were red.
It is a faint cold wood fragrance, which is very similar to the cedar on the hill behind the plum garden. No wonder it always feels familiar.
Although he is a military general, he has a refined manner. The
ordinary Longjing tea was drunk by him with a golden feeling.
Lu Yao happily put her hair in a bun for me, and Aunt Jing and Aunt Lan happily tidied up their things.
Before going out, I called two aunts, Jing and Lan, to the inner room.
“I’ve often heard my aunts tell stories about when they were in the palace. Do they know where the royal cat the emperor raised in his early years is now?”. The
two of them looked at each other and frowned strangely.
I took out two ingots of gold from my sleeve and put them on the table. The
two of them immediately beamed and stuffed into the waist seal.
“After a few years, the cat started coughing up blood and losing its hair. It was always sobbing at night, keeping you awake.”
“Then I didn’t see anyone take care of it, but then I heard from the people in Yongxiang that the cat had died in a dry well.”
“When I was found, there were flies flying around me.” The carriage came into
view again, and it had been almost two years.
Looking back at the small yard, the lush maple tree had almost withered. Only
then did I suddenly realize that a towering tree in the courtyard was the word “sleepy.”. He
swallowed his bitterness and got into the carriage.
All the way smoothly, arrived at the station where they stayed, but the two aunts did not know why they did not see their figure.
It was on the edge of the palace, and Grandfather Sun, who was waiting for him, hurried up to meet him.
The emperor asked the old slave to wait for the empress here, and he has wronged the empress for the past two years. The emperor spent a lot of time trying to get the Empress to enter the Chongli Gate in a fair and aboveboard manner.
I nodded and said thank you.
Lu Yao took out a gold spindle and stuffed it into Grandfather Sun’s sleeve.
“The empress will rest here tonight, and tomorrow the emperor and his officials and concubines will welcome you into the Yaoguang Palace.”
At night, I tossed and turned and couldn’t sleep well. I
heard something in a daze.
As soon as I opened my eyes, there was a cold knife light, and the man in black who came out of nowhere was about to stab me with a knife. I
was so scared that I lost my voice.
A knife went down, the sound of the quilt piercing and the sound of cold iron. The man in
black was stupefied and looked at me with doubts in his eyes. He was about to draw his knife and change his posture.
Before I was stabbed, the man in black suddenly tilted, and blood spurted from his neck and splashed all over my face. The
knife hit me hard on my left arm and it was very painful. The man in
black immediately rolled to the ground and did not even struggle a few more times before he stopped moving.
I sat up and looked at the body on the ground, trembling and holding the knife of the man in black.
I know it was the gold soft armor that my father gave me that saved me.
I didn’t know what was going on outside, so I clenched my teeth, grabbed the knife and shrank on the bed, clinging to the wall. Around
a stick of incense, I saw someone break into the room. In the
darkness, I heard the sound of the scabbard touching the armor, and then the familiar sound came to my ears.
“It’s me, Fu Yu-tai.” The candle on the
table was lit by the wick.
He came in with a candlestick and brought the world of light.
Until this moment, my hanging heart was put down.
He also seemed to see me sitting on the bed, covered in blood, and the knife in my hand.
He did not speak, but put the candlestick aside.
Then, without a word, he dragged the body on the ground to the door and closed it. There was still some noise
outside the door, and from time to time there were a few screams of pain.
He went to the bed and took out a veil from his bosom to wipe the blood stains on my face.
I put down my long knife, put it around his waist, and put my face on his chest. The
cold iron armor originally hugs also can cover the warmth, originally his heart beats so fast.
He put out the candle with his hand and let me hold it quietly, listening to my silent cry.
The moonlight was imprinted on his face, as if time had stopped.
Many years later, I would still dream about this night.
Then there will be an inexplicable pain in the chest, and I can’t sleep any more. The head
was full of gold hairpins, which made it impossible to lift the neck. But Mammy, who was
standing beside her, just laughed and said, “This is the good fortune of Mei Fei. We were sent from the palace early in the morning by Grandfather Sun to dress up for the Empress.”
When I asked about Jing and Lan’s two aunts, they just shook their heads and said they didn’t know.
Green Yao obviously did not know what happened last night and happily ate snacks beside me.
“Now there’s a crowd of people outside who have come to see the empress. This is the first time I’ve seen such pomp and circumstance.”
I got up in a hurry and asked the nuns to go out to tea and rest for a while.
Set up the window, looked out of the window, and sure enough, my mother and younger brother and sister were outside.
Mother is really a beauty, so many people I can see her at a glance.
My brother has grown much taller, and he should be old enough to get married. He pretended to
wear a white gown and put his hands behind his back, and his face looked like a young man.
My sister still has food in her hand, and her hair bun is the style that my mother liked to tie for me when I was young.
My brother saw me first, bowed his head and said to his mother, and pointed it out to his mother.
I covered my mouth, but the figure in my eyes blurred.
Mother raised her hand slightly and waved to me.
It’s like waving to me in the carriage every time they want to go home.
At this time, Dad should still be up.
“Empress, it’s an auspicious time. Change your clothes and get ready to go out.”
He frowned at the purple flowered skirt and stretched out his arms for them to play with.
Green Yao helped me out of the post station, surrounded by onlookers and the imperial guards who maintained order. Look up
slightly. He’s not here.
Surrounded by a burst of exclamation, Qingguo Qingcheng such words of praise, from my ears out of the station has not been broken. Is this the way
the emperor met Mei Fei at the Huguo Temple? Like a fairy.
“That’s right. Why don’t you make her a concubine right away?”
“I’ve heard that it was the gods of heaven who came down to earth to protect us.”
The emperor is waiting for me at the Chongli Gate. Along
the way, it was just like showing off that he had got a beautiful object and showed his treasure to everyone. There was no trace of joy in
my heart, and there was no difference between myself and the royal cat he had stolen.
The only good thing is that I can see my family. The old man next to
his mother was Mammy Chen and his wife. The housekeeper Chen had a lot of rickets, and Mammy Chen had a lot more white hair on her head.
I walked on and saw him.
Fu Yutai did not look at me, but bowed his head and said something to the imperial guards around him.
The emperor took me by the hand and entered the Yaoguang Palace.
I looked at his red face because he had drunk too much wine and excitedly introduced the palace to me. Flying
up and looking into the distance, I saw the light of Yao and the jade rope.
Hence the name Yaoguang Palace.
“Mei Fei, Gu asked them to transplant all the plum trees from all over the world. There are all kinds of plum blossoms you want to see.”
Tangerine is orange when it is born in Huainan and trifoliate orange when it is born in Huaibei.
He saw that I was lukewarm and held my hands.
“I know you have a cold temper. There is still a long way to go. We have plenty of time.” No matter how cold
my temper is, I can’t kill my son.
Looking at the emperor’s eyebrows and eyes with some fine lines flashing warmly, in a trance, it was like seeing yuan Che.
This father and son are so alike!
I closed my eyes, let him take off his clothes, and leaned over and kissed him.
Unlike yuan Che, he is much more gentle.
Even so, when I got up the next day, my body was sore.
Green Yao said as she pressed her forehead to me.
“The Imperial Concubine has been sent to the cold palace.”
De Fei, yuan Che’s mother. She was the killer that night?
Forget it, except that I ran away to die.
Who’s going to kill me, but all to free me? Seven years passed in
this way, and the emperor spent at least half a month in the Yaoguang Palace every month.
He said that when he was with me, it was like going back 20 years.
I didn’t expect that after seven years, he would still be so attentive to me.
“Empress, that Gong Chun Mei has blossomed!” After so many years,
Lu Yao is still like a child, pulling me to see. After I entered the palace
that day, I asked the emperor for a grace to let Lvyao learn martial arts with the imperial guards. I don’t know why I came back so early today.
“This plum blossom is growing so well that its branches are sticking out of the window.”
When I stepped out of the palace gate, I saw the man standing under the flower branch. There was a thin layer of snow on
a black cloak of iron armor. After
that night, when I entered the harem, he invited himself to the North Desert Battlefield.
After that, he was only occasionally heard from the emperor. Although
I pretended not to care, I listened carefully to the news.
Of course, it is nothing more than meritorious military service, promotion in the army and so on.
Now come back, may be to discuss the recent suppression of Jiangnan people.
Heard that the emperor wants to build the palace again, to transport timber from all over the country, but also increased taxes, a lot of criticism among the people. Over the years,
the emperor became more and more suspicious and overbearing, and many ministers were suppressed, and even the empress was somewhat unhappy with him.
The funny thing is, it’s rumored that I seduce the emperor.
All of a sudden, I was scolded from a fairy in the sky to a demon who brought disaster to the country and the people.
“How have you been these years, General?”
I like quiet, sensible palace people will not walk through the palace road of Yaoguang Palace.
He seems to have tanned a little, and he looks much more mature. Between the
eyebrows and eyes, there are many changes that I can’t understand.
“Where is the Empress?”
His voice seems to be deeper than seven years ago, if seven years ago was cold black iron, now he has a more dangerous breath.
“Me, day after day, year after year.”
I also secretly wrote to ask my parents to help me look at Ze’an. When I
looked at the stars in the sky, I thought about what kind of starry sky the North Desert was.
He thought and looked at the plum blossom.
“The snow in the northern desert can’t produce such beautiful flowers, so I came back.”
With that, he looked at me with a light smile, walked toward the Zichen Palace, and retreated.
“Lady, there seems to be something on the branch.”
A cloth bag? When I
opened it, it was a delicate dagger.
There is no extra decoration, just a sharp dagger. The word “water” is engraved on the
handle.
My mind suddenly remembered the night before the imperial concubine, and I had been hugging him.
“What’s your name?”
“Fu Yu-tai, the water of the Chingjiang River at the foot of Yu-gu Terrace.”
“Fu Yu-tai, Fu Erh-lang, Erh-lang.”
I stood there in a daze, looking at his back.
As soon as I touched my face, I found that it was a little hot and my heart was beating so fast that it was annoying.
Grandfather Sun came to report that the emperor was staying in Hall of the Supreme Principle today to discuss important matters with Fu’s adult.
I nodded and waved to Lvyao to sit down and eat with me. Grandfather Sun, who
had long been accustomed to it, retired with a smile.
Today’s mood is inexplicably good, and I drank several mouthfuls of soup that I didn’t eat very much in the past.
At night, a stream of hot air mixed with the smell of alcohol rushed into the tip of the nose.
“I was so quiet that I didn’t expect to wake up my beloved concubine.”
“Has the emperor talked with Lord Fu until now?”
The emperor turned over and rested his head on the soft pillow. He closed his eyes and said in a deep voice, “Well, this time Jiangnan will let Fu Qing lead the troops.” In the
dark, I did not speak, and I could not interrupt the court.
Seeing that I was silent all the time, the emperor stretched out his long arm and hugged me.
“Give me a child alone.”
I’m a little guilty and a little disgusted.
Over the past few years, every time after Chengen, I would quietly drink a bowl of soup.
Jiangnan victory, Fu Yutai led back to Beijing.
The emperor was very happy, and we met him on the wall of the capital gate. A red flag
embroidered with the Chinese character “yuan,” from far to near.
The front general galloped to the gate and looked up.
And my line of sight, the mood of joy, can not hide. I haven’t seen you
for many days. I miss you very much, but I can’t say anything. The
black cloak, the black armor, and the long hair tied up high made his cold face a little more high-spirited.
The emperor raised his hand slowly and gave the order. Suddenly there were more archers on the
wall, and thousands of white arrows came to him. The
waving sword was still holding, and the horse that had been shot had fallen slowly.
I burst into tears and shouted, “Jiro!”
“You guys stop, don’t!”
Looking at the indifferent emperor beside me, I knelt down heavily.
“I beg the emperor not to kill Lord Fu. I beg the emperor!”
The emperor despised me and put his right hand on my neck and tightened it little by little.
“Take one last look at him.”
Watching him hit by dozens of arrows, kneeling beside the fallen horse.
He raised his head and looked at me. The sadness and despair in my eyes swallowed me up.
I struggled to shake off the emperor’s hand and jumped.
“Wake up, Empress.”
Suddenly I opened my eyes. It was already dawn.
“Empress, today is the day the general returns to the capital. The emperor has given a dinner party at the Hall of the Supreme Principle, and we have to get up and dress up.” The
hall was brightly lit, and I couldn’t help looking at Fu Yutai sitting on the lower right.
Seemingly feeling my gaze, he raised his eyebrows and looked into my eyes. I was so
frightened that I ran away and hid in the Imperial Garden.
The moon is round like the Mid-Autumn Festival. It is said that Ze An is practicing Buddhism in Huguo Temple. Selfishly,
I still hope that he can enter the world and see the outside world after he ties his hair.
Go to see the mountains and rivers I have never seen, and talk about love without restraint.
It’s just that the world is not good in the past two years. When he learns more skills, it’s okay to be a knight-errant.
Of course, this is all my idea, his life, his own decision.
At this moment, a veil was handed to him.
“Why is the moon splashing on the face when the empress is sitting on the railing?”
The moonlight was like water, reflecting on the sparkling lake. He drank some wine and looked at people in his eyes, which made me drunk.
I wiped the tears from my face and turned to go. It’s clear from the
dream that coming near me will only hurt him.
Seeing that I was leaving, he grabbed my hand tightly and could not break free.
I looked around worriedly, but fortunately no one was there.
“The general is drunk!”
“I’ve been drunk for years.” With
that, he lowered his head. Perhaps my words were a little heavy. His eyes were full of loss. He let go of my hand and shook it unsteadily. With a
bang, the dagger in my sleeve fell out.
His eyes lit up, and he crouched down and half knelt to pick up the dagger and offered it to me with his hands up. A black cat came out of the
grass. A few days after the great victory in the
south of the Yangtze River, the razed rebels suddenly gathered more than 100,000 people.
Civil servants began to attack him overnight, and some even directly pointed at his nose in the court and scolded him for lying about the military situation and failing to live up to the emperor’s grace. I’m
the only one who knows that he didn’t really win at all, he just did a scene.
Now that the amulet is in hand, he is waiting for the rebels to break through the capital and take me away.
He said, you shouldn’t be stuck here forever.
And he said, Thou art my wife.
I was so surprised that I quickly covered his mouth and could only hurriedly ask him to go quickly so as not to be discovered.
That night, the emperor, who had not come to Yaoguang Palace for many days, suddenly visited and brought a pot of wine. For the first time, the emperor, who was about fifty
years old, showed me a sinister expression. When
he woke up, he found that he had been tied up, stuffed with cloth in his mouth, and could not say a word.
Green Yao was also tied up and thrown aside, and never woke up. There is ecstasy in the
wine, and my head is always in a daze.
In a trance, I saw a familiar figure, a man in black iron armor running towards me.
I shouted, “This is a trap!”! Don’t come here! Unable to
utter a word, he could only shake his head and make a “whine” sound. When I woke up
again, I was lying in the Yaoguang Palace with the quilt intact. If it weren’t for the red marks on my hands and the crying green Yao, I would have thought it was just a dream.
Lu Yao secretly handed me a letter.
Tears rolled in my eyes, and I opened the letter trembling.
My wife Hsiang’er, when she sees a word, it’s like meeting.
If I see this letter, I’m not here.
In fact, I lied to you, I have long recognized you, so deliberately passing by Song Fu, deliberately cold to you.
At first, I misunderstood your vanity. Later, I checked for a long time, and I knew all kinds of things in the plum garden, and I knew what you had to do.
That night, I was glad I brought darts.
It’s just that when you cry on my shoulder, I blame myself for not killing the dirt earlier.
But I am very happy. You call me Jiro.
I’ve been planning for seven years to support the rebels.
The building will collapse, but I will leave you before dawn.
Can’t see you wear a wedding dress, can’t pick out your red veil, can’t drink a cup of wine.
But I don’t regret, I never regret.
Jiro’s last words.
He’s dead.
On the day of Shangyuan Festival, the first time I entered the palace was Shangyuan Festival.
The emperor used this way to remind me, to remind me of my unbearable.
The most ridiculous thing is that he came to Yaoguang Palace to find me as if nothing had happened. He looked at me with
love in his eyes and slept beside me.
I pulled out the dagger he had given me and held it tightly. There was only one thought in
my mind, to avenge him.
The cold light was so cold that the emperor grasped the blade and the blood flowed slowly down his sleeve.
His hand twisted and the dagger fell to the ground.
I hurried to get the dagger and was about to go to my neck.
Unfortunately, he was saved by the guards who rushed in.
“Look at her wounds first.”
At this time, there is no need to play affectionate. The emperor who can kill his son is different. After careful dressing,
the Imperial Physician was still worried about feeling the pulse.
Then he ran happily to the emperor’s side.
I sat on the edge of the bed and looked at the blood stains on my clothes, which were dazzling red.
The emperor was very happy and ran to the bed regardless of his wound.
Half crouched in front of me, eyes are unable to hide the smile. He opened and closed his
mouth to say something, but I couldn’t hear a word, and there was a buzzing noise in my ears.
Child? Why do
I have a baby again? Didn’t I drink medicine? Seeing that I had no mood swings,
he was so angry that he was about to leave. After
a while, he turned back.
Seeing that I was still sitting on the edge of the bed, I shouted at Lvyao.
“It’s freezing cold. Why don’t you put some clothes on her?” Then he
came up and took off his cloak and put it on me. “Don’t want to die, Sung Hsiang-erh,”
he whispered.
This year’s snow is particularly much, I stood on the palace road, slightly looking up at the palace spring plum stretching out of the palace wall.
“Empress, go back.”
Green Yao sobbed and looked at me, looking at my white clothes, which seemed to match the snow and plum. I’ve been wearing white since
he left.
Like the white silk he had tied to his left arm.
The emperor told me about yuan Che’s death as if he had torn his face with me.
His implication was to tell me that with his thunderous means, if I cut my own throat, the whole Song clan would come to no good end.
Ridiculous, worthy of the blood of the same person, and yuan Che exactly the same disgusting. I
just thought that yuan Che’s death was his idea, but I didn’t think that the person behind the scenes was the prince, and he acquiesced. The person who was sent to kill me on the eve of the concu
bine was yuan Che’s mother, Concubine De.
Jinglan’s two aunts had already died in the small courtyard behind the Huguo Temple. If I hadn’t been separated from Lvyao all the time, I was afraid she would have been decapitated. When
Lu Yao knew it, she was worried about whether the child in my womb would be attacked.
I comforted that my child had no threat to the prince who had become a climate, and that I had no support from my mother in the court.
From spring to autumn, the emperor came to the harem less and less.
Originally, it was only an insurrectionary army in the south of the Yangtze River, but after his death, it was even more overwhelming and had the potential to compete in the Central Plains. There was a lot of noise in the
court, and some people pointed out that the child in my womb was a disaster star, and some even said that I was a demon concubine.
The emperor flew into a rage and blood flowed out of the Meridian Gate.
I looked at the growing belly, muddleheaded in this cage in the general consumption of the palace.
The dagger and the letter were put away by me, together with the dried plum blossom in the dressing box. The
war became more and more tense, the prince went to war, and finally returned to the palace in a coma with serious injuries.
Heard that many soldiers defected, so angry that the emperor fainted on the spot. People in the
palace were in a panic, and even some palace people escaped from the palace secretly and were caught and killed on the spot. The
autumn rain kept falling, and my stomach suddenly started. The emperor, whom I had not seen for
many days, also came. He held my hand nervously.
I looked at his white-dyed temples and vaguely thought of the high-spirited general in black iron armor.
At this time, Grandfather Sun hurried in and whispered a few words to the emperor.
Seeing that his face changed greatly, he said something in a low voice.
Only heard, hold, go together, these words he was pushed out of the temple by the steady woman. The cry of the
child came into my ears, and the doctor’s wife knelt down and kowtowed.
It’s the princess.
He held the baby in his arms and said reward.
Then he asked someone to pack up his things, picked me up and said he wanted to go.
Outside the window, there was a fire and screams from time to time.
The rebels have entered the palace. With the help of Lvyao,
I hid in the carriage with the emperor holding the child.
The carriage was always a little slow, and the guard suggested a change of horse.
I looked at the helpless emperor, the bottom of my heart can not help sneering.
Yeah, how to ride a horse with a baby in your arms.
At this time, Lu Yao stepped forward and held the child in her arms.
I grabbed her sleeve and whispered.
“Go back to the palace and give the child to Lou Ruyu, the wife of the rebel leader.”
I’m betting that this rebel army has a bad name, and if a new Dynasty is established, then the soldiers who defected before the battle are the most difficult ones to settle.
And the treatment of the former royal princess, if they killed the newborn little princess, those who submit to the soldiers, can not help but worry that this is their fate, and then the morale of the army is unstable.
What’s more, Lou Ruyu is famous outside. Although this move is dangerous, it is the safest.
Shen Mu’s yellow robe is added to his body, and Lou Ruyu sits firmly in the middle of the palace.
Heard, my child gave the name of Lou Ruo, as his own child.
“If” means obedience. Those who are not weaker than Tao are unique in heaven. It is
said that Shen Mu and his wife were born in the wilderness, but it seems that this is not the case.
We were trapped in Chengxian County on the outskirts of Beijing for more than ten days, with only some steamed bun and pickles every day.
I looked at the soldiers patrolling outside the house and asked Grandfather Sun beside me, who is the leader? When I
got the answer, I seemed to see my future.
The heart suddenly relaxed down, and even ate a steamed bun in the evening.
Sure enough, there was a noise in the night.
The emperor quarreled with the man with a livid face. Although the man was half kneeling, his eyes were full of disdain.
He even gave me a resentful look.
Just faintly, as if to see the parents kneeling aside.
About the time of burning incense, the emperor came into my house.
It seems that it is very difficult to speak, and I have been unable to say why.
Also, he is the emperor, let me hang myself this matter itself, is hitting his face.
However, now the battle of the trapped beast, fully rely on the minister of war, adult fu.
That man should be Jiro’s father.
That’s why you hate me so much.
“Your Majesty, do you want me to die?”
I smiled and said his unspeakable words.
He pulled me and hugged me.
“That’s not what Gu meant. He said you killed his son and wanted you to pay for it.”
I don’t speak.
“Even though a son died, Gu’s son also died, and Gu didn’t let anyone pay for his life.”
He should be talking about the prince who fought to the end when he evacuated the palace.
The poor queen did not go, holding the body of her son, crazy.
I pushed him away and looked coldly at the emperor who pretended to be affectionate. During this time, he was exhausted and his hair was almost white.
“Was it not your son whom you sent up with a knife?”
He thought of yuan Che, and his face became very ugly.
Finally, he just dropped a sentence and went out.
“As long as you are obedient, I will protect the Sung family.”
I looked at a broken bronze mirror carefully.
During this period of time, he was short of food and clothing, and his hair was unkempt. He could not go on like this.
But he always has a good temper and won’t say anything. After
Fu Yutai left, I got used to seeing people in plain clothes, and my face was even more pale. I don’t know why I want to wear a red dress
today, but I just look for it, and there is only a piece of red coarse cloth.
This is not the Yaoguang Palace, and the only thing that can be put on the face is the red mouth fat.
I carefully moistened my lips and lit the bright red lipstick.
Put on that red coarse cloth, with white silk clothes should not be ugly.
Pushing open the broken wooden door, they stood outside in an impenetrable circle. In the
late autumn night, it was dark.
The soldiers held torches and lit the bonfire prepared for me.
The soldiers who had been stationed abroad all the year round looked me up and down without scruple.
As if I were naked.
What’s more, he muttered under his breath.
Vulgar words are not pleasant to the ear.
I think, if his soldiers, certainly won’t be so dirty. Step by step
, he walked barefoot towards the fire.
The crowd consciously got out of the way, and at the end of the road I saw my parents with tears in their eyes.
Dad’s face was already wrinkled, but the years had spared his mother after all, and he could not see the appearance of half a hundred.
Not like me, in my early twenties, I have white hair.
The younger brother already had a beard, and the big belly beside him should be my younger brother and sister who were not masked, a pair of beautiful people, which made people happy.
My sister should also be married, so I didn’t see it.
The corners of his mouth wriggled, and he finally swallowed it, silently calling out “Mom and Dad.”.
Mom and Dad, I really can’t hold on. The
daughter is unfilial. He
withdrew his sight and stepped up the steps, holding the dagger tightly in his sleeve.
Then he jumped into the fire. In the light of the
fire, I saw his figure faintly. He smiled and held out his hand to me.
I burst out laughing and drowned in flames.
I know I am timid, so I am quiet and alienated
from others. I have never worn a wedding dress in my life, and I have two children
in the eyes of the world.
But from the beginning to the end, I was just pushed to walk
a little carelessly, that is, the bones were all over the ground
, and it was really tiring
to live and die. Everyone is one person
, but I am afraid that because of my death
, when others
need it, it is the most beautiful flower
in China when it is abandoned. It is the grass
that everyone spurns. I am like a ghost drifting
between the imperial power and the afterlife for a short period of 25 years. I have tasted the separation of life and death
. I hate people
who use love as an excuse. He is an animal
who violates human relations. I only owe you a cup of green
tea in this life. I’m coming
. Don’t go too fast
. I’m afraid I can’t keep up with
it. (Full text)
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