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Everyone knows that Wen Ni is just a substitute for a licking dog in Song Zhe’s eyes.
Wen Ni herself doesn’t seem to care. She is still obedient and obedient to him.
Others only think that she loves Song Zhe miserably.
Until the appearance of Jiang Tan.
She took back all her love in an instant, holding Jiang Tan’s hand and smiling gently.
He finally rushed madly in front of the two men, but Wen Ni stood in front of the man,
looking alert.
“Wen Ni, you are partial.”
“Mr. Song, others don’t know, but you should know that I have always been a very protective
person.”
“Don’t say Jiang Tan hit you,” she smiled disdainfully, eyes slightly curved, red lips publicity, “he killed you today, I will only be busy to find the best lawyer to defend him, not to mourn you.”
“Take care of my sister-in-law and don’t let her come to me again with dreams of eloping.”
My eyes drooped, looking at the words full of disgust and impatience on my mobile phone, and I was stunned for a moment.
Song Zhe is a playboy and
my fiance.
So every time like this, when he was flirting but didn’t want to be coquettish, he would ask me to come forward. I am also fully aware of the rumors
outside, which is nothing more than saying that I am in an ugly posture and will not let go of the heirs of the Song family.
Who cares about that. The
woman’s cry brought back my thoughts, and I looked up at the little face with delicate makeup, which was now in a mess, and my heart was filled with a burst of unspeakable sadness.
“Don’t cry,” I continued after a pause, pressing my throbbing temple with one hand. “Try the dessert here.” She wiped away her tears and shook her head weakly. “Ni Ni, I know you are good for
me, but I really can’t eat.”
“No,” I said honestly. “Sister-in-law, I have
already paid for the dessert set meal here.”
She was silent for a moment and awkwardly changed the subject. “Don’t call me sister-in-law. I won’t marry Song
Zheng.”
“Who are you going to marry?” I blinked my big eyes and asked sincerely.
“Ni Ni,” she took my hand affectedly, “I know it’s hard for you to accept
, but Song Zhe and I are sincere.”
“True incest?”
“……”
Her face turned from white to red and from red to black, and the scene was once very awkward. In order to ease the embarrassment,
I had nothing to say. “So you want to marry Song Zhe?”
Her expression was already very ugly, but she nodded with a cold hum because of her face.
As if it were a glorious thing.
I almost thought she was not having an affair with her brother-in-law, but a heroine who broke through the shackles and pursued love
bravely.
I couldn’t help laughing out loud. “Oh, that’s what you want.” “…………”
“I heard you had a fight with my eldest brother?” Song Zhe’s interested voice came from the opposite side
of the mobile phone, “I really haven’t seen a woman fight.”
I raised my eyebrows and continued to apply medicine to my scratched wrist with a cotton swab. Song Zhe at
the other end was still asking, “I’m really curious about what you said to provoke
her to start. Tut, she’s the best at pretending.”
I was silent for a moment, recalling the glass of juice she had poured over me this morning,
cold, sticky and humiliating.
But what really made me fight back was the tattoo on her wrist,
like a scar. It stings at the tip of my heart
like a poisonous bee-tail needle.
I wrapped the gauze and whispered, “Do you still like her?”
“What do you like or not?” Song Zhe seemed to turn over, his voice was far
and near, but I still heard that sentence clearly. “It’s just for fun. I thought my
eldest brother would like something.”
I didn’t say anything. After a while, he couldn’t help asking, “Did you scold her?”
“Mmm.”
“What did you scold?”
“I said I had never seen a person with such a bad eye. People pick up junk and know how
to pick it up in the recyclable trash can. She was so good that she rushed to” go
with the hazardous garbage. ”
Song Zhe could not hold back his laughter and laughed for a while before he reacted, “No, does that harmful
garbage refer to me?”
I was silent for a moment and said honestly, “Yes.”
“……”
He laughed even louder. “I like the fact that you dare to scold me in my face.”
I slanted my head and looked out of the window at the moon, which was mostly covered by clouds.
Song Zhe, ah, was always not clear enough about himself. He didn’t like others to scold
him, but he was too smooth from childhood to adulthood and had not experienced any setbacks. His psychological age
was smaller than that of his peers, so he felt stimulated when someone occasionally stabbed
him with words that were not light or heavy.
I couldn’t help laughing, too.
At some point, he was really interesting. Mental illness. (7.19)
My name is Wen Ni, and Song Zhe is my fiance,
but obviously, he doesn’t like me.
I don’t like Qin Qi, the fiancee of his eldest brother.
Even the note to me was: A137588654xx. I paused with my
finger, crossed my dialog box with my face as usual, and continued to click on
Qin Qi’s dialog box to deal with the aftermath.
“Tut,” Song Zhe wiped his hair with a towel and sat beside me. “Did you solve it? Why are
you so slow this time?
Ah, he always forgets my name.
An ingrate.
When I looked up at him, he had not changed much from a few years ago. His peach blossom eyes were slightly raised, his nose
was high, and his thin lips were slightly red by the heat, which was particularly touching.
Song Zhe raised his eyebrows and said with a half-smile, “You look like you have something to say to me.”
“Mother said..” I curled up my fingers, pinched my palms habitually, and kept my voice calm and gentle
, “Let’s go home for dinner in a few days.” Song Zhe changed his posture, did not respond, but stretched out his fingers to pick up a strand of my hair to
grind, and my eyes involuntarily fell on that hand, which,
unlike his wandering face, was thin and bony, with long
and thin fingers. Too white to see the blue blood vessels on the back of the hand, only the wrist and palm
junction has a narrow scar that destroys the aesthetic feeling,
the size and length are just right, but it looks a little painful.
I closed my eyes.
“Why do you cut your hair?”
His sudden cold voice made me open my eyes suddenly, and I saw him withdraw his hands and get up, with a flash of sarcasm in his eyes
.
“I’ll pick it up today.” Almost reflexively, I lowered my eyes.
Song Zhe smiled and turned his face like a book. He bent over and lowered his voice, as if bewitched.
“Be good. Your long hair is the most beautiful. I’ll take you out to play in a few days.”
I nodded as cleverly as ever, and
then he rubbed my head with satisfaction and went back to bed.
Ah It is true that it comes at the call and goes at the call.
I clenched my cell phone and took a deep breath, endured and endured, and finally suppressed the impulse to throw it out and smash the door
, pinching my knuckles white, and shouting the most vicious thoughts in my heart. I closed my eyes, covering the irritability and boredom that was about to squeeze out of my eyes.
It was not the most beautiful,
but when I had long hair, it was the most like her.
I glanced at the closed door and the name came back to me.
My best friend from childhood to adulthood, Lu Siqi.
Song Zhe, the big idiot, threw the dog things on the roadside and no one picked them up. You can’t be wronged like this because
of something that happened eight hundred years ago? Wen Ni, are you this
kind of person?! You’re about to turn yourself into his mother!
I hid in the bathroom while rubbing my temples and listening to the crazy output of the opposite side of the transoceanic telephone, pressing the
voice as low as possible, “Well, I have something to do, hang up first.” What
are you hanging?! You are not allowed to hang up even if Song Zhe people hang up! Live broadcast of the funeral scene
for my mother, and let them listen to what brand of firecrackers I set off here!
“Well,” I had a headache and quickly coaxed her, “England doesn’t sell two kicks.”
“Where is the monkey?”
“…… No. “”
““……”
I hung up the phone decisively, put it on mute, and isolated the string of swearing.
The knock on the door was not very friendly, and Song Zhe’s unhappy voice came in through the door, “What
are you doing?”
I quickly opened the door and went out. “No, I answered the phone.”
He glanced suspiciously at my cell phone and suddenly his eyes lit up. “Is it Qiqi?!”
I didn’t speak. I stared at him heavily. He frowned at me. “I’m asking you
.”
“Well,” I pinched my fingers and felt my heart cramping. I couldn’t help sneering. “It’s Lu
Siqi.” The first time
Song Zhe saw me like this, he was even more impatient. “What did Qiqi say?”
Perhaps I have been too humble and tolerant for a long time, giving him too much chance to take for granted, so that
I seem to be in his hands forever.
“Song Zhe,” I heard my embarrassed and irritable voice, saying even predictable
results, “I am your fiancee.” Sure enough,
he laughed out loud, with sarcasm, “Wen Ni, put aside the old man of our family,
say me, have you ever admitted that you are a fiancee?” I can’t
breathe well, and I feel more shame
and anger after my proud spine has been broken than sadness. “Song Zhe!” I couldn’t help shouting.
But he grabbed me and pulled me to the crowd with all kinds of smiling faces on the seat. I couldn’t
break free and could only be dragged to stagger.
This seems to be a party. All of them are classmates, but they are different from me. Song
Zhe said the day before yesterday that he would take me out to play, so he came here.
I don’t know them, but because of Song Zhe, they probably all know me. In the
dim light, I was pushed into the crowd, and Song Zhe put his arm around my shoulder and “introduced” me to everyone with a smile
. The faces of the
people were different, and I only felt that there was hypocrisy and ridicule on everyone’s face.
In the middle, Song Zhe picked up a bottle of wine and asked me to drink it.
With a malicious arc on his mouth, he whispered in my ear, “Wen Ni, do you feel uncomfortable?”?
But when you let the old man force me to get engaged to you, I was so embarrassed.
The words stopped my angry struggle. I looked up, and his expression was cold
and resentful.
So that’s it.
Song Zhe knocked the bottle to my lips. I was so angry that I grabbed it.
The people around me were quiet for a moment and began to heckle. The wine was too strong. I didn’t drink a few mouthfuls. I was choked
with tears.
“Wen Ni..” In a moment of confusion, it seemed that Song Zhe opened his mouth to call me, and I wanted to turn back and
be pulled into a strange embrace.
Ah, not Song Zhe,
because I looked back and saw him standing not far away, his face was completely black, and the changing light hit
his face with an incomprehensible look.
I smiled invisibly and leaned into this embrace with the strength of the wine.
Perhaps because the wine was too intoxicating, my heart began to beat wildly, my consciousness became clearer and clearer, and my
eyes fell on the hand
holding me.
White, thin, bony, slender but powerful,
under the dim light, I was drunk in the dim eyes, the more I wanted to see, the more I could not see clearly,
followed by a long-lost unknown feeling.
It seems that so many years of tossing and tangling have finally been settled.
“Wen Ni, come here.” It was Song Zhe’s voice, displeased and cold.
But I’m really a little happy for no reason. Maybe it’s alcohol, or maybe it’s the joy of being free
for so many years.
Behind is different from Song Zhe just tough and threatening sense of security, I did not listen to Song
Zhe’s words for the first time, looked up, can only see the man’s neat jaw line, and with a sharp sense of Adam’s apple.
Clean, neat, safe.
“Jiang sighed,” Song Zhe changed his face again and opened his mouth with a smile, but there was no
smile in his eyes. “Do you know her?”
Is it called Jiang Tan?
“Mmm.”
Know me?
I wanted to see his face again, but I couldn’t stand still.
Song Zhe laughed strangely and continued, “I said, how dare you talk back
recently? It turns out that you have hooked up with another man.”
Holding my hand and tightening my strength, I ignored Song Zhe’s mental nonsense and looked up
to finally see his face.
The eyes are slightly long, a bit like a fox, but the light in the eyes is wild and cruel, like a wolf in the wilderness
. Instead of
looking at Song Zhe, he looked down at me, his eyes slightly dark, his thin lips tight, his free
left hand gently covering my ears, his voice hoarse and low, “Don’t listen.”
Jiang Tan’s palms were dry and warm, and I even felt the heat on my whole face.
I swallowed slowly and heard him say, “I like her, and I’ve been pursuing her unilaterally.” There seemed to be silence
around me, and I bit my lip to resist the dizziness.
“So I should thank you, Mr. Song.” He said thanks, but anyone with a discerning eye could see Jiang’s disdain and arrogance. He seemed to smile and continued, “Although there is really nothing to thank for your pitiful eyes or your ridiculous behavior.”
Song Zhe was mad with anger. “It’s just a woman,” he said. “I’ll give it to you. I have plenty of women who are more beautiful than her.”
“Women are not your accessories, how many hypocritical girlfriends are not worth showing off,” Jiang sighed from the top of his head, “in my heart, she is the best, you are far from enough to match her.”
Solemn, steady and loud.
I looked up and couldn’t see his face.
Song Zhe is enraged thoroughly, lose reason, “surnamed Jiang!”! What do you think you are! How dare you preach to me!
Jiang Tan seems to disdain to haggle with him, pulling me to go, Song Zhe’s voice came from behind, “Jiang Tan you him..” At the end of
my patience, “Enough!”! Shut up! Song Zhe was stunned by this sudden cry and was stunned for a moment before he reacted, “Wen
Ni!”! You’re my fiancee!
Perhaps it was my illusion that his words were so angry that there was a faint hint of unwillingness to be wronged
. The people
around me were obviously shocked by this scene and did not dare to make a sound.
I shook my head and looked at him seriously. I said, “Song Zhe, I want to break
off my engagement with you. Then I am not your fiancee.”
Song Zhe was spoiled by his family from childhood, and I was even more obedient to him. It was
the first time that he was so frustrated that he called my name over and over again.
Wen Ni, what are you? Do you really want to go with this bastard?! Wen
Ni! What are you?
I exhaled a foul breath, clenched Jiang Tan’s hand, smiled slightly, and sneered
without any sign of weakness,
“I am your mother.”
I woke up with a headache and looked around at unfamiliar furniture styles.
Simple, clean, not popular.
“Wake up.”
A slightly sandy voice sounded from behind, and I looked back just in time to see Jiang Tan’s expressionless face.
“You..” I stared at this long-lost face for a long time, and when I opened my mouth, I found that my voice was hoarse. I couldn’t help laughing and looked at him with my head tilted. “Who are you?”
“Jiang sighed.”
I raised my eyebrows and pretended to be drunk. Then I asked him, “Who is Jiang Tan?”
He did not speak,
that pair of too black eyes staring at me heavily, quite oppressive, plus this person is really tall, estimated to be almost 1.9 meters, I looked up at him, see my neck ache.
“You’re too tall, brother,” I laughed, tugging at the corner of his coat. “You stoop.”
Jiang Tan looked at the hand for a long time before his eyes fell back on my face. He finally opened his mouth: “Miss Wen, go home when you wake up. Your fiance will be worried.”
I shook my head. “I remember saying yesterday that I broke off the engagement.”
He did not speak again, so I had no choice but to open the corner of my clothes and gently poke his stomach with my finger, whispering: “Why is it still a small stuffy gourd?”
But suddenly he caught his hand, I had no time to look up, I felt his whole person pressed over,
Jiang Tan knelt on the bed with one leg, the whole person leaned over to me, I reflexively retreated, was pulled back by his leg, and he was close to each other, I could see the length of his eyelashes. Those dark, wild eyes stared at me at close range, making my heart beat faster.
“Wen Ni,” I heard him call my name in a low voice, serious and clear, too hoarse and tender, sexy ending, “I’m older than you.” The heat of
his palm seemed to be burning on my ankle, and I breathed slightly, devilishly responding to him, “Then what do I call you?”? Jiang Tan. Elder brother
Ha, this time it was his turn to breathe.
“Do you do this to everyone?” “Only to you,”
I quickly denied.
“What about him?”
I knew who he was asking, so I smiled more. “How can he compare with you?”
“Lie.” Jiang Tan paused for a moment and got up noncommittally. “Lonely men and widows are not in line with the rules. Miss Wen is still..”
I frowned, then got up and tried to argue with him, but I didn’t want to slip down my leg and fall on my back. Jiang’s voice suddenly stopped, and he came to hug me reflexively. The distance suddenly pulled in, and I finally grabbed the hand.
Warm, dry, slender, bony, with a short scar at the junction of the palm and wrist that is not obvious because of its age.
I chuckled, tilted my head and brought my face closer, the tip of my nose almost touching the skin of his neck, and the breath gently hit his skin, which made his whole body suddenly tense.
“Lonely men and widows are not in line with the rules,” I deliberately imitated his serious tone just now. Halfway through, when he saw his Adam’s apple sliding gently, he still couldn’t help laughing, “but brother.” You smell so good.
Jiang sighed suddenly let go, hesitated to speak, and rushed out of the door,
with red ears.
I fell on the bed laughing. It’s so cute
.
Sure enough, a fake is a fake. It’s never as good as the real one.
Song Zhe is a substitute for my feelings over the years, and also a phantom created by myself.
I regard him as someone else, because of guilt and partiality, so obedient, but for a long time, I almost can not tell whether the object of this feeling is Jiang Tan or influenced by me, and in some ways more and more like Jiang Tan’s Song Zhe.
Fortunately. Jiang Tan is back.
He held me back from slipping into the mire. At the end of
August, the city was still so hot that people were irritable, and the noise or loud laughter downstairs made me more and more upset.
“Good Ni Ni!”! Please!
I put down the phone and sighed. When the freshmen entered the school, the people in the same dormitory had not come back yet. Only when I returned to school early, I was dragged to be a strong laborer.
But fortunately, I enlarged the photo sent by the school committee on my mobile phone, and my name was on the list of ASD College Students’Space Design Competition.
This saved me a lot of trouble.
Although I had already got the application form for the race, it was enough to prepare the materials and run here and there.
As my cell phone rang again, I resigned myself and put on a mask to go out.
I don’t know if people prefer to eat melons when the weather is too hot. As soon as I left the dormitory, I felt that many people’s eyes were falling on me. I was really numb. After all, I was a “man of the hour” and always got a lot of “attention”.
When I didn’t feel it, I strode to the appointed place.
When I was approaching, my mobile phone suddenly buzzed. I opened the screen. It was the WeChat sent by the school committee that asked me to go there later. The speech was abnormal and very suspicious. I typed back that I had arrived, and there was a string of ellipses.
If there is a situation, I have a vague guess in my mind, and it is estimated that it is very close.
Sure enough, I looked up again and saw a man and a
woman under the old pagoda tree not far ahead. The atmosphere was harmonious and the picture was harmonious.
Song Zhe,
and a beautiful schoolgirl with a suitcase.
Tut, tut.
I pretended not to see it and walked in the other direction, but I was shouted by
the school committee who did not know where to come from, “Wen Ni!” Now you call me by my
first name.
I had no choice but to put on a fake smile and turn around. As soon as the school committee shouted, a small circle of people who could be heard nearby naturally
looked over.
“Ni Ni,” the school committee took my hand affectionately, stared at the circle of people, and
lowered his voice, “How did you come so fast?”
I smiled. “It’s a few steps. Even if I walk on my head, I should be there
.” Before
the school committee could speak, it was interrupted by Song Zhe who came over, “Wen Ni.” Then I looked up at him, Song Zhe this pair of peach blossom eyes, even when the face is expressionless, also
appears to be soft and affectionate, self-romantic. On the surface, the people
around me seem to be busy with their own things, but in fact, one by one, they all
slow down and listen to my gossip.
It was a little awkward,
but I’ve always been a person who’s not afraid of embarrassment.
So I answered with a smile, “Eh.”
On the contrary, Song Zhe, who opened his mouth first, was stunned, hesitating to speak, and his lips were tight.
“What’s the matter?”? If not, I have something to do, so I’ll go first. The sun is getting hotter
and hotter, I said impatiently.
“You!” Song Zhe’s face was completely black, and he gnashed his teeth and said, “Did you get the application form for
ASD?”
I squinted at him for a moment and said calmly, “Yes.”
“Give the watch to Qiqi.” It is a matter of course to
be bossy.
I smiled and said in a cold voice, “the one behind you?” The beautiful schoolgirl
who had been shrinking behind him moved out with a red face at the moment and said in a soft voice,
“Don’t get me wrong, senior. He just wants to help me. He doesn’t mean anything else..”
Help you? No other meaning? I rolled my eyes. “Why didn’t I see him helping
someone else?”? The man at the door wanted him to help cut Pinduoduo, but I didn’t see him help
.
The younger sister blushed even more, and with tears in her eyes, she shrank behind Song Zhe and whispered,
“Does my sister not like me?”
Song Zhe frowned slightly. Instead of comforting his younger sister, he chuckled and said, “Well
, you’re already on the invitation list anyway. It’s no use keeping the application form. It’s better to give
Qiqi a chance.”
I laughed angrily.
To be honest, for so many years, I thought my tolerance for Song and Zhejiang had reached a
point, but I didn’t expect that there was a day outside the sky and Zhejiang outside Zhejiang.
I just felt funny. I turned around and walked away, but I was grabbed by a hand. Looking back, I saw Song Zhe, who was slightly
unhappy. He frowned and said, “Don’t make trouble.”
“……” With a sneer,
I shook off his hand and took the painstakingly stamped
application form out of my bag. As soon as
the younger sister’s eyes lit up, she was about to stretch out her hand. I stepped back to express my sadness and whispered in a
hoarse voice, “Song Zhe, I want you to beg me before I give it to her.”
Song Zhe “Tut”, more and more impatient, “Wen Ni!” I clenched the form and stressed again, “Beg me!” There was a lot of whispering
around me, and I knew what they were talking about without listening to it. It was just that my
dogskin plaster was dead and ugly.
I didn’t care about it before, and I don’t care about it now.
Unlike me, Song Zhe was a very face-saving man. His face changed for a while, as if he had
finally decided to pity me. “Well, Ni Ni, I beg
you,” he said in a soft voice.
I bit my lip and handed the watch out slowly. My schoolgirl reached for it. I took
a big step back and raised my hand quickly.
“Tear and pull.”
I moved too fast and unexpectedly. There was a sound of breathing around me. Xiao Xue Mei and Song Zhe
‘s Biaoqing froze at the same time.
“Oh,” I laughed innocently and badly. “Bad.”
Suddenly, Song Zhe’s expression was hard to see.
“Wen Ni!” He was furious and growled, “What are you doing?”
“Of course, I’m lying to you.” I restrained my smile, “Song Zhe, when
I want to play, I should play with me well, now I don’t want to play..”
My voice grew cold.
“What do you think you are?”
I am a person who doesn’t like to drag mud and water, so after finding Jiang Tan, I sent my mother a WeChat the next day and told her about my idea of “breaking off marriage” with Song Zhe.
Sure enough, she scolded me and asked me to go home as soon as possible to explain to her.
Over the years, despite the contempt of others and the opposition of my family, I followed Song Zhe, and my mother seldom said anything.
She told me that if a person can unswervingly go all the way to the black, it is also a skill. So even though my path may be wrong, since I have chosen, she is willing to try to agree.
But now I give up,
easy, sudden, she can not accept.
To be honest, my feelings for Jiang Tan are too strong, so many years have passed, not diminished at all, even with a layer of hazy feelings for Song and Zhejiang, through him, I seem to be able to see the young man who stood in front of me and the traffickers desperately.
Those hands stopped the wallpaper knife that stabbed me.
From then on, worship and love began to grow vigorously. After several years, years of grinding, wind and rain, miss wrapped in a calm coat, mixed with my self-deception and swallowed into my stomach
.
I lie to myself, I am good to Song Zhe, is to go further to the river, so sweet. But devilishly, I feared that this deception would really blind my eyes one day, so I kept my mouth shut and did not let anyone know that it was not Lu Siqi who saved Song Zhe, but me.
What Song Zhe heard before he fell into a coma was not “Qiqi”, but. “Ni Ni”.
Everything is as I wish, Qiqi thought Song Zhe was the teenager many years ago, and Song Zhe thought she was the savior, and they never crossed paths because of Qiqi’s sudden immigration, everything is just right, so I am full of love, guarding the teenager in my heart through a cold winter and summer,
until. This late summer. The first real summer of
my long life has finally begun.
Sudden, beautiful, obscure and bright. Once again, when
I stood downstairs at Jiang Tan’s house, it was drizzling in the sky. I forgot to bring an umbrella. Although it was drizzling, I was afraid of makeup, so I had to run to the community. But the security guard at the gate did not know me and kept asking me to call Jiang Tan, the owner in my mouth.
The mobile phone was out of power and could not be opened. I explained to my uncle in a good voice, but his eyes became more and more alert. “You little girl looks so precious. How can you embarrass my old man?”
I was so angry that I clung to the window of the security room! What do you think I can do
with my little body! My cell phone is really out of power!
“Then you say the number and call me on my phone.”
I couldn’t, reluctantly, give a list of numbers. Doubtful
, a few seconds after the number was dialed, the bell suddenly rang behind me. I was stupefied
for a moment and looked back like a blessing to the soul.
Jiang sighed in a sportswear and carried a bag of vegetables in his hand. His mobile phone kept vibrating, but he seemed to
be inaudible. His thin lips were lightly pursed, and his black eyes were staring at me with a complicated look. When he came
to me, he finally spoke, his voice like some precious musical instrument, gorgeous and
magnetic, an indescribable, cold tenderness, “Remember so clearly?”
I swallowed a mouthful of saliva, a little afraid to look at his aggressive eyes, and nodded randomly
, “Yes.”
“Then don’t forget.”
I suddenly looked up and saw that his expression was still serious and plain, not like teasing,
he was different from Song Zhe, he did not say those empty words, always serious and serious, arousing the desire of mischief in people
‘s hearts.
So I thought about it and asked him softly, “What if I forget?”
Jiang Tan looked at me for a long time and suddenly bent over to close the distance between us. I could even feel
the heat of my breath on his beautiful face. He chuckled. “Try?”
His voice was hoarse and his tone was soft, which made his heart itch and his mind dizzy.
“Go.” He straightened up and stepped over me to swipe his key card.
I was hit in the head by his laughter just now, and reflexively said, “Where to go?” As soon as the
words came out, I wanted to bite off my tongue. Where else could I go?!
Jiang sighed and raised his eyebrows.
“It’s a strange man’s home.” He changed his hand and continued with interest.
“Afraid?”
I smiled, trotted a few steps to keep up and nodded, “I’m afraid to die, I have to eat a meal of Jiang Tan
‘s brother’s dinner to be good.”
Jiang Tan did not agree, but did not refuse.
He walked so slowly that I could keep up with him without any effort.
I looked at the figure in front of me, and suddenly it coincided
with the thinner figure many years ago.
Young Jiang sighed and walked very fast, with blood dripping on his hands, but his footsteps did not stop. I trotted
after him while trying to hold back my tears.
Approaching the entrance of the alley, I fell down. It was so painful that I couldn’t hold back
my cry. Jiang Tan turned back hurriedly and pulled me with his uninjured hand.
At that moment, there was a lot of sunshine behind him. I looked up at him, and the sunset sunshine outlined a circle of Phnom Penh for him, which was sacred and beautiful. On a certain day of
a certain year, the blood-stained teenager bent down and pulled up his discomfited and devout believer.
Time flies, the wind is like a dream, the moon has heard all my sincere prayers, the stars have read my long letters embellished with obscure love, so time flies, year after year, love is not diminished, I meet again with the same lonely gods.
“It’s delicious.”
I scooped a tablespoon of tomatoes and eggs into a bowl to mix with rice, which made me shake my head involuntarily. The
opposite person concentrates on eating without squinting.
I continued to talk to myself, “Jiang Tan brother, so many years you will not be to learn to cook, right?”? If you go back to school, it will be easy for me to find it.
Jiang sighed and suddenly looked up. “Looking for me?”
“Yes,” I nodded, “do not look for you to find who, like the world disappeared, did not even say the name, you will not remember me? Me, the girl you saved in the alley when you were a kid!
He did not speak again for a long time, too quiet atmosphere made me a little confused, I swallowed the rice in my mouth, restrained my smile and considered: “I’m sorry, did I burden you?”? I, I don’t mean that, I just want to thank you, thank
you.
“No.”
I rubbed the handle of the spoon and looked up to see his face.
Jiang Tan’s finger joints holding the chopsticks were somewhat white, as if he were restraining something.
“I’m sorry.” I mumbled even more helplessly, and the food in my mouth suddenly lost its taste
.
“I know,” he gave me a piece of broccoli, his voice cold, “lift a finger,
don’t care too much, let alone … Disturb one’s emotions.
“Huh?”? What emotion? Without lifting his head,
Jiang sighed and resumed his concentration on eating. He said carelessly, “After knowing that I was the one
who saved you, you don’t have to be too disturbed by the so-called saving of your life. At
that time, I helped you out in the bar, not to make you grateful to me.” It’s just that Mr. Song
is not suitable for you. It was the first time
he had said so many words to me. I was happy and confused.
“But I’m not grateful to you. I’m interested in you.”
“Cough, cough, cough.” Jiang Tan did not swallow that mouthful of rice, and was surprised to cough
by my words.
I quickly handed water and paper to apologize, “I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m grateful for you..”
Jiang Tan waved his hand, I quickly shut up, got up around the table and patted him on the back, but was suddenly caught in the wrist.
“Are you better?” I smiled apologetically and pulled my hand away awkwardly. “I, I won’t touch you.”
……
No twitching.
“Wen Ni,” Jiang sighed and hung his head, sighing as if imperceptibly, chuckling out, with helpless and real pleasure, “I thought..” I didn’t hear the
rest, so I leaned over him. “Why?”
Jiang sighed with a low smile, a sexy nasal voice, and when my mind was rippling with laughter, he finally looked up, slightly slanting his head, so close that I could even see his long and curly eyelashes, as well as his eyes, which were too black and full of aggression and wildness.
He replied with a smile, “I thought you were so fascinated by that fake that you couldn’t even tell who your brother was.” My
heart was like a drum. I opened my mouth, but I couldn’t say a word. I blushed thoroughly. I simply shook my head and explained, “No, I can tell, but I can’t find it.” Jiang sighed that the radian of his lips was even worse. He got up and reached out to trap me between the table and him. The
dishes behind him were pushed aside by him, making a crisp sound of porcelain collision. I was forced to sit
on the table.
“wronged?” Suddenly, his hoarse and deep voice sounded, which made my breath suffocate.
I held his forearm, blinked, looked straight at him, and nodded slowly. “
So..” What should I do? Miss Wen, huh?
This “um” is like a vine, wrapped around the soft flesh of my heart, so that I can’t breathe
naturally.
I took a deep breath and tried not to let my voice tremble nervously. I grasped
his arm and whispered, “I have to kiss Mr. Jiang..” Before
I had finished speaking, the kiss came over, with rapid breathing and strong and gentle
strength.
Jiang Tan put his arms around my waist, and I put my arms around his shoulder.
This is what I want.
I don’t want him to hang high in the sky and be the moon for everyone. I want the gods to fall into the world with me
. Before I
came back, I also imagined a scene like explaining to my mother, but I didn’t expect it to be
so.. Formal. Song Zhe and I sat opposite each other, next to Song Zhe’s father and my mother. One
of them was more calm than other, tasting tea and playing chess. When
the breeze blew, I wrapped my coat tightly and thought of Jiang Tan, who should
have cooked a meal at home and waited for me.
“Good chess.” Father Song suddenly smiled, and every fold on his face showed his
crafty nature.
Mother smiled and drank a cup of green tea.
“Xiao Wen, ah, big, have their own ideas,” Song Fu if there is a deep meaning of the eyes fell
on me, “but the engagement this kind of thing is not a child’s play ah.”
I pulled up my hair, leaned back in my chair, and looked down at the chessboard. My mother’s momentum
was fierce, and the victory was within reach. Seeing this, I couldn’t hold back and raised my lips to smile.
“It’s really not a child’s play.” The mother put down the teacup and knocked the bottom of the cup on the table, making a clear
sound. “So it’s no wonder that my daughter has been the only one
in this scene.”
Father Song smiled insincerely. “Boys mature late.”
I couldn’t hold back and asked sincerely, “How late is it?”? Eighty?
Sure enough, Song Fu has not spoken, Song Zhe angrily got up, “Wen Ni!”! Are you crazy?!
Some people can’t stand the sudden disobedience of the spare tire who has always been obedient to him.
I leaned over to my mother and motioned to her to look at the dog. Her eyes were suddenly cold and she snorted coldly. Song’s father’s face darkened and he scolded him to sit down. Song Zhe endured
and endured, and reluctantly sat down again.
“Don’t blame a child for his temper.”
My mother rolled her eyes brazenly, and I clenched my fist to my lips to hide my smile.
“Both of them are good children,” Song’s father smiled, “but they are too young
to understand, and the marriage contract will be solved.”
“Indeed, I was too young,” I confessed bitterly, “or
I wouldn’t have had such a bad taste.”
Song Fu: “… …”
Song Zhe: “Wen Ni!”
My mother laughed, very bright, Yin and Yang strange to learn what he had just said: “a child’s
temper, don’t blame.”.
Opposite two people: “…”
Hum, you deserve to be my mother
. The
two old foxes said they had something to talk about, so they asked Song Zhe to send me back. Although
both of us expressed our dissatisfaction with the matter, they were rejected.
I wrapped my coat tightly and sent a message to Jiang Tan as I walked.
“You are really a man of means. I really underestimated you before.” The man next to him suddenly made a sound.
“Song Zhe,” I sighed and said earnestly, “no matter how many means I have, I won’t use them on you.”
He sneered, and before he could speak, I interrupted him again.
“Because you really don’t deserve me.”
Visible to the naked eye from joy to anger, Song Zhe’s face was so black that it could drip water.
“What do you think you can get by making him angry with me?!” Song Zhe stepped forward and grabbed my wrist, grabbed my cell phone and shouted.
“Angry at you?”? Will you spit gold for me if you are angry? Or can Syria stop fighting and maintain world peace? I just feel funny, grumpily snatched back the phone and continued, “Wake up!”! You can only be infertile if you are angry.
“Wen Ni, you did it on purpose.” He stared at me and gnashed his teeth. “You pretended to be obedient to me and then gave me this. Have I ever offended you, Wen Ni?”
I looked straight into his eyes, which were red from excessive anger. Suddenly I smiled and said frankly, “Yes, I did it on purpose. I knew you didn’t like the one who came to me, so I had to do this, because I didn’t like you from the beginning.”. If it weren’t for the fact that the Jiang family sent Jiang Tan abroad and hid his information for safety, would you think I would be entangled with you?
The more I say, the more carefree I am, and at the end, it seems that the bad breath of these years has finally been vented.
Song Zhe’s eyes were red and blue veins appeared on his forehead. “Who do you think you are, Wen Ni?”! I never liked you either! Wen Ni! Never!
He is a person, how to say, Song Zhe may be due to lack of love since childhood, coupled with the wrong way of education, so the two most obvious characteristics, one is like to rob other people’s things, the other is a hard mouth. Like a child,
he jumped up and shouted that he would not admit defeat when everything was supposed to come to an end.
Over the years, whenever I think about it, I sigh and think, “Forget it.”.
After all, he is like Jiang Tan.
Even if there is only one scar like him, it is enough to comfort my lonely and hopeless love.
But now, I look at this as if never grow up Song Zhe, suddenly feel very suffocating, I really, endure too long.
“Who am I?” My face was expressionless and I sneered. “I remember you asked me this question a few years ago. In that warehouse, you said you would repay me.”
Song Zhe was stunned. His eyes quickly turned gray, but at the same time they were mixed with shock and disbelief. He wriggled his lips and said with difficulty, “No, no..”
I just feel unprecedented pleasure, “Yes, it’s not Lu Siqi who saved you, it’s me. I lied to you all the time, because I don’t want you to like me, because you don’t deserve me.”
“Wen, Ni!” I have never seen such a Song Zhe, angry, terrible and unspeakable despair. I began
to struggle desperately, his hand was too strong, the hand did not move, a burst of regret from the bottom of my heart
.
Gan, I knew I wouldn’t mess with him!
This big night, sparsely populated, remote roads, to the worst!
“You..”
“Let go.” A voice
not far away interrupted his words. I reflexively looked over. The man
under the street lamp was very tall, about 1.9 meters, with broad shoulders and long legs. The brim of his hat was very low, showing only
a neat and strong jaw line.
Jiang Tan. A figure beside
him came out of the dark, dressed in a lavender one-shouldered dress, revealing
a large area of white skin and delicate collarbone.
“what a coincidence, Ni Ni.”
Ha! I know this guy.
“Qin Qi,” I looked at her and smirked, “why are you here?”
She gently raised her eyebrows and smiled, revealing two small tiger teeth. “I was about to go home when I met an acquaintance on the way. Mr. Jiang saw me off.”
Qin Qi is not the kind of very strong bright appearance, on the contrary, her eyes are round, her skin is white, simply dress up, that kind of gentle and pure, small Jasper feeling came out.
“Acquaintances.” I restrained my smile and my eyes fell on Jiang Tan.
“Well, my father and Uncle Jiang are friends,” Qin Qi always does not know how to shut up, “Ni Ni … I met an acquaintance, too. The word
“acquaintance” was bitten a thousand times by her, for fear that others would not know that my legendary retarded fiance was next to me.
I sneered and curled my lips. “No, this is a robber. You should let your acquaintance act bravely and save the United States.”
Song Zhe’s hand, I was in pain “hissing”, was about to open his mouth to scold him, and lightning thought of Jiang Tan in the side, born to hold back the words to export.
“Song Zhe, you put.” Before
I had finished speaking, Jiang Tan came over quickly and grabbed his arm, forcing him to let go of my hand. Their eyes confronted each other. I looked at their faces, both of which were black. Then I looked down at their hands. It was a bit ridiculous to say that both of them were right hands. There were blue veins on the back of
similar hands, and similar scars lay across the junction of two wrists and palms. I was speechless for a moment.
Song Zhe’s hand was strongly broken, his face was livid, Jiang Tan was still expressionless, and then opened his mouth even with some sarcasm,
“I’m sorry, I have no weight.”
Song Zhe stared at him and squeezed out a few words from his teeth, “It doesn’t matter.”
“Ah Zhe, are you all right?” Qin Qi, who had been left out for a long time, finally could not hold back and ran over to pretend to care.
Unfortunately, the other party ignored her and made her even more embarrassed.
Unlike me, she was obviously not used to it. She smiled reluctantly for a moment before she recovered. She reached out and touched her arm deliberately. She sighed with Jiang, “It’s cold. Mr. Jiang, you’d better go home earlier. It doesn’t matter if I go back myself.”
I rolled my eyes and turned away from her. A hat suddenly fell on my head, and then a thick coat was put on my shoulders, with a familiar and reassuring smell.
Jiang Tan didn’t even give her a look and pulled me away. Unwillingly,
Song Zhe called me, “Wen Ni!” The man in
front of me suddenly stopped. I thought he was going to turn around and say something cruel. I didn’t expect that he was actually turning around to tidy up my messy hair because of the sudden pressing of the hat. In the process, his fingers stroked his ears as if they were covering something. He gently cupped my face, and I looked up at him naturally. “Not well.” His eyes, which always seemed a little dull, looked at
me intently at the moment and stressed, “I’m not familiar with her.”
Voice fell, I reflexively looked back, Qin Qi’s perfect mask of
gentle intellectuality finally appeared cracks, mouth gradually stiff, looking at my eyes resentment
can hardly hide.
I almost laughed out loud and turned to look at him and said, “Well, I guess so.”
“Wen Ni!” Song Zhe seemed to be stimulated, irrational, out of control and roared,
“If you go, we will draw a clear line forever!”
Threaten me?
I raised my eyebrows and turned around to confirm, “Really?”
Song Zhehong looked and nodded.
I laughed, took a few steps back, and then, in his gradually hopeful eyes, picked up
his skirt and turned to run to the person in the night who could make me feel at ease with only one word.
Jiang Tan stretched out his hand to embrace me, and I easily climbed up his neck and was
wrapped around him like an octopus.
“then I’ll run!”
“Wen Ni!”
This childish ghost who can only shout people’s names, I did not look at him again, and buried my face
in Jiang Tan’s shoulder with peace of mind. He gave me a sense of security, and I must return with the same weight.
An autumn rain and a cold, especially the recent typhoon, the weather forecast for more than half a
month of rainy weather made me sigh. After
I hung up Song Zhe’s phone for the sixth time, I blacklisted the number irritably. As
a result, ten minutes later, my roommate went upstairs as if he had seen a ghost and told me that Song Zhe was waiting for
me downstairs and would not stop until he saw me.
“Did you cheat him out of money?”
I shook my head and thought, “Maybe..” Maybe. You want to resume your engagement.
My roommate looked incredulous and thought I might be crazy. I raised my eyebrows and pulled his phone
out of the blacklist, and sure enough, the next second the call came.
I pressed the speakerphone in front of my roommate. “Hello, what’s up?”
“I have something to say to you.”
“What is it?”
“You go downstairs and we’ll talk face to face.”
“You say something about it first, and then I’ll decide whether to go downstairs or not.”
About.. Resume the engagement. Sure enough,
I rolled my eyes and hung up. Roommate looked admiring, “Ni Ni, start the class, I’m
the first to sign up!”
“Forget it,” I said with a modest wave of my hand. “I have no other way
but beauty.”
Roommate: … The clouds
outside the window gathered thicker and thicker, overcast, wet and cool wind blowing in, with obvious
moisture.
I went downstairs after all. When he
saw me coming down, Song Zhe’s eyes were obviously bright. He was wearing the most common
white T-shirt. His broken hair on his forehead was wet by the rain. Now he stood there looking at me like a
little white dog.
I held the umbrella over his head and was surprised to see the wounds on his face and body. “Did you
fight?”
He nodded and gave a low “hmm”. When
Song Zhe was a child, he was not afraid of fighting. It is estimated that it is not a good stubble for him to fight like
this, but it has nothing to do with me.
I came straight to the point: “Song Zhe, we can not resume the engagement.”
“…… Ni Ni, “the light in his eyes suddenly darkened, and he opened his mouth with difficulty.” I know I was wrong. I shouldn’t have treated you like that. I’ll change. You forgive me again, OK? ”
I shook my head, “Song Zhe, you are just unwilling, unwilling to let go of me suddenly, if you like it, it is not much, so there is no need, really, let’s say goodbye.”
“Ni Ni, I’m sorry, I really.” He breathed a sigh of relief and continued, “I’m sorry, I didn’t think clearly before, I love you, I shouldn’t refuse you, I was wrong, you come back, come back to me?”
“Song Zhe,” I paused and said earnestly, “I don’t think there’s anything to be sorry about you rejecting me or not loving me. What really disheartened and disgusted me all the time is that you trampled on my goodwill again and again. You didn’t lose your heart, you didn’t think clearly, but your deep-rooted bad habits overcame your nihilistic and pitiful so-called love.
“Ni Ni.”
“It’s hard for people to overcome their bad habits. I was afraid that I really liked you, but at the same time I did give you a chance. If you had given me the same response and sense of security from the beginning, the situation between us would at least not be so embarrassing.”
“…… I was wrong.
“Song Zhe, I am not pursuing who is right and who is wrong, obviously, I am not a positive role, there will be times when I do not understand, and I have done a lot of things wrong, but it is meaningless to liquidate these now.”. I’m just saying, it’s really impossible for us.
“No, Ni Ni, yes, you like me, you can’t be with him, only
we, the two of us, are the most suitable.”
I sighed, pressed down my restlessness and helplessness, and was about to continue explaining when I suddenly saw a tall, familiar figure standing not far away in the diminishing
rain curtain. Under the
black umbrella, he frowned lightly, his lips were tight, and bruises were faintly visible on his cheeks.
I am stupefied for a moment, after reacting to come over eventually, the ground that does not put a letter opens a mouth: “What you hit
is he?!”
“Yes, but he didn’t suffer, he also.”
“Are you sick?” My mood took a turn for the worse and my voice went up. “Why did you touch
him?!”
“Wen Ni!” Song Zhe’s voice was hoarse, his eyes were red, and he said, “You are partial
.”
“Mr. Song, others don’t know, but you should know that I have always been a very protective
person.”
Song Zhe’s eyes were deep and he did not speak.
“Don’t say Jiang Tan hit you,” I could not bear the anger, disdained to smile, eyes slightly curved,
smile gradually cold, “he killed you today, I will only be busy to find the best
lawyer to defend him, not to mourn you.” “……”
I put the umbrella into his hand, endure and endure, keep the voice steady, “Song Zhe, hold your own umbrella in the future
, I have my own umbrella.”
Say that finish, did not listen to what he said, rushed into the rain, Jiang Tan saw, hurriedly came to pick
me up, I rushed into his arms, carefully kissed a bruised edge, distressed way:
“Does it hurt?”
Jiang sighed and chuckled, “it doesn’t hurt.”
I took the umbrella and jumped on his back. He caught me skillfully and went outside.
“Wen Ni!”
Hysterical voices came through the rain. I reflexively looked back and Song Zhe threw
his umbrella and stood in the rain.
“Is this man sick? He doesn’t run when it rains.”
“……” Jiang sighed for a moment and whispered, “Ni Ni, if you choose him, I
won’t.”
“Are you sick?” I turned pale with fright, “who fall in love will find a rain do not know
to run to the house ah?”
“……”
13. I was sick for a while after the last rain, and it wasn’t until the eve of the engagement that I got better
.
Kiki came back from abroad to attend my engagement.
“Oh, this is not bad.”
I slanted my head. “Did you say Jiang Tan?”
“Or what?” Lu Siqi rolled her eyes and made a fuss. “Who else can you say?”? Is it my father’s second marriage today
?
“……”
Her father really has a reason to annoy her.
“I thought you said the one over there.”
“Who?”
I pouted. “Here we are.”
Song Zheng came over alone, smiling like a treacherous old fox. Before he could exchange a few
words, Lu Siqi snorted coldly and pretended to lean unintentionally. When Song Zheng reached out to help her
, he raised his hand and spilled red wine on his shoulder.
I quickly apologized to him and called the waiter to deal with it.
But the culprit had no sense of guilt and walked away in high heels. I smiled apologetically and stayed
to clean up the mess for her.
“It’s a child’s temper.” Song Zheng smiled helplessly, but took off his coat and threw it to the waiter, revealing the white shirt inside, and turned away.
I gently raised my eyebrows and said nothing more.
After standing for a while, someone talked to Jiang Tan again. He clenched my hand and motioned me that he would come and go. Then he walked a few steps away. After
he left, I adjusted my skirt, straightened my back, folded my hands in front of me, and looked up at the people standing in the corner behind the crowd.
Song Zhe seemed to be much more dull than last meeting, pale and tired, not far away Qin Qi took Song Zheng’s hand, as if deliberately turned his back to him, afraid of being seen something.
It happened that Song Zheng wanted to take her over to greet her brother. When they met, I saw the embarrassed expression on Qin Qi’s face and the malicious look of Song Zheng. I only felt a burst of complicated emotions.
The two brothers, on the point of robbing other people’s things, are surprisingly consistent. After
they left, Song Zhe and I looked at each other, hesitated for a moment, he still lifted his legs, but when he saw Jiang Tan walking to my side, he stopped his footsteps.
He looked at me steadily for a long time, then suddenly smiled, raised his glass and motioned to me in the distance, as if he had suddenly matured.
Separated by the crowd of drinking, it seems that after a long time, he raised his glass to say goodbye to me. I also smiled, raised my hand to put the glass on the waiter’s tray and turned around, telling Jiang Tan to drink less
wine.
“So you don’t give face?” When he saw it, he gave a low laugh.
I adjusted his tie, tilted my head and said, “Yes, I remember clearly
that he hit you.”
Jiang Tan bent down and stretched out a hand and invited me to dance with him for the first time. I put my hand gently
on his hand. When the
music sounded, he said softly, “Ni Ni, let’s have a dance every year on this
day.”
“I won’t be able to jump when I’m eighty.”
“Then we’ll go for a walk together.”
“I may not live to be eighty.”
He looked at me quietly for a long time. I thought he was unlucky to hear me say such a thing
. Just as he was about to change the subject, he suddenly laughed silently.
“Then this time, I’ll come to you.” As soon as
my heart moved, I looked up, and now there was a smile in his eyes, the stars in the sky,
and me.
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It’s over. In fact, the end of this article is relatively slow. It’s updated in the early morning almost every day, because I’m really busy recently. I only have time to focus on the novel late at night. I hardly wrote anything in July. One is busy, the other is to relax.
How to say, life is very difficult, not to wish you great wealth, I wish you a smooth life, even if only a little more.
The next article should be “Mother” that pseudo-little mother literature,
familiar with me should know, I like to write that kind of fragmented things, east one lens, west one lens, “Mother” should write this kind, so I should be very happy.
Because I have been trying to write this article recently. If I want to increase my consistency, I must change some of my previous feelings, so I feel a little difficult, so I am more tired. I am
so tired that I have no time to get the vaccine.
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