Pure white teenager
unrequited love is silent: Unluckily like you
to play game to lose, added the WeChat of the handsome boy of the next desk. The first one in the
handsome boy’s circle of friends.
Just two words: scum.
The time was one minute ago.
I turned my head to look over, just in time to bump into the obscure eyes of the handsome man.
Like a bitter daughter-in-law. After three rounds of
drinking, I was a little tipsy.
The game has been losing, and there are five more contact information of handsome boys on hand.
“WeChat, handsome?”
This is the sixth one today.
I stood in front of him with ease and ease, sweeping out the place, thinking of a quick decision.
The handsome boy looked up at me and quickly lowered his head.
“No.” The music in the
bar was a little loud and I didn’t hear it very well.
Bending my ear close to him, I raised my voice. “What did you say?”
The handsome guy seemed to be a little impatient, and when he looked up, he said, “I said..”
Warm breath on the side of my face.
And then there was no sound.
I waited for several seconds without hearing the following text and turned my head in puzzlement.
I saw that the handsome face of the handsome man was frozen two fingers away from me, and a pair of good-looking eyes were still staring at me. The moment
our eyes met, the handsome man looked away and lowered his noble head again. “I said no.” The
distance is close, and now I can hear clearly.
No?
I was stunned that I had just been rejected!
I, Zhong Yaoyao, was also rejected by people, especially men that day? It was
also a strange experience. I smiled at him and said, “Just making friends.” The
handsome man didn’t even look up. “Are you short of friends?” What
he said was very harsh and uncomfortable.
“If it’s not convenient for you to have a girlfriend..” I am still pleasant with my remaining good temper.
But before I could finish, the handsome man looked up and interrupted me firmly, with some resentment in his tone: “I don’t have a girlfriend.”
Ah?
I can’t stand it at all. He means he doesn’t have a girlfriend, but he just doesn’t want to add me?
I was silent, and the handsome boy did not speak. The
bar was hot and noisy, and we looked at each other in silence, so cold that the air began to freeze.
Just as my cosmetic contact lenses were almost dry, the boy next to the handsome boy said, “Well, little sister, can I add one of your WeChat?”
He was a little embarrassed and scratched his head.
Thank you! Ice Breaker!
“Of course you can.” I heaved a sigh and smiled sweetly. “I’ll sweep you.”
Anyway, it is necessary for a man to hand in the job WeChat, and there is no difference between them.
It’s just that the handsome guy really stands out from the crowd.
With that, I took my mobile phone to sweep the QR Code pointed out by the boys. When
I glanced at the handsome guy, I was a little relieved-you don’t have eyes, but some people have eyes!
Just one second before my mobile phone recognized the boy’s QR Code, a QR Code suddenly appeared in front of me. When
the page jumped, I inexplicably looked at the handsome guy who had cut off Hu Zheng’s mobile phone.
“What do you mean?” I’m confused.
Not without? Why does this handsome guy have two faces?
Playing hard to get?
“Can’t you ask me more than once?” The handsome guy looked at me, and of course it was outrageous. “Can anyone add you?”
Looking down at the phone has added friends, I did not speak again and turned away. The
handsome boy has a good face and a good figure, but his brain is not good. Meet
by chance, I have to keep WeChat for him like jade? I threw my
cell phone on the tea table in front of me and sat back on the sofa.
The bad friend looked at the WeChat, then turned to look at the handsome guy with a look of surprise on his face: “This guy is really handsome. What kind of punishment is this? It’s really not a blessing.”
Blessing? I almost laughed.
A mere man.
“Do you want this blessing?” I looked at my bad friend with a half-smile. “I’ll push it to you right away.”
“Farewell!” The bad friend quickly shook his head. “Push me a man every day. It makes me feel like I’m buying goods from you.”
“Didn’t any of them succeed?” I hate that iron doesn’t make steel. The
old friend blushed.
The table games are still going on, but I feel a little bored. Sitting
in the sofa, bored to open the WeChat, into the eyes of the screen full of red dots.
Sports Student 186 Pisces: Will Yaoyao be free tomorrow? I want to buy you a drink.
Redhead: “I really miss you. Can I see you this week?” Institute of Information Technology 182 Scorpio: Is Yaoyao still busy? Are there any problems with the computer recently? I can always come and help you.
………… Glancing at the message
casually, I was about to cut it out when another one popped up on it.
H: “He Xingyi.”
“He Xing Yi?” I read it out unconsciously. The name of the handsome guy
just now? Why do you think it sounds familiar?
“Huh?” The sharp-eared bad friend heard my mumbling, leaned over to look at my cell phone screen, and then suddenly sat up straight, “I’ll go, He Xingyi!”! It turns out that handsome guy is He Xingyi!
“Who?”
“He Xingyi!”! “He Xingyi, the head of the medical school!” My bad friend was excited and shook my hand frantically. “You’re even going to get Ho Hsing-yi’s WeChat, and you have to be Chung Yao-yao!”. Is it school grass
again? Which school grass? I gave a sneer. “I don’t even know how many students there are in our school. This is the fifth one I’ve added.”
I was afraid that people would suspect that I was a collector of school grass.
“Oh no!” The bad friend saw that I didn’t care too much and was in a hurry. He quickly clicked on Weibo and pointed it out to me, “This is the real school grass!”! Recognized!
I looked in the direction of my bad friend’s finger. The words
“National College Draft Competition” appeared in front of me.
I almost didn’t laugh. Who
on earth is so boring to hold such a competition? The level of the “school grass” in this competition is not as wonderful as that in my circle of friends.
But there is one thing to say, He Xingyi really won. It can
even be said to be killing!
While the other “school grasses” were all posing for the camera, showing off their biceps, or simply not looking at the camera, relying on the atmosphere to fill up, He Xingyi didn’t take a single selfie. They were
either photographed while reading in the library, or while eating in the canteen, or wearing a white coat and a mask.
Even his student ID card and the photos of the outstanding students on the list were all found.
Without any skills, he relied on his appearance to support himself, so he got 90% of the votes in the whole competition.
A veritable “school grass.”.
“I hear he never asks for WeChat from people he doesn’t know,” the bad friend said with some indignation. “So what! In front of Zhong Yaoyao is just a vulgar man! I thought he was quite fresh and refined.
“Do you want it or not?” I’m running out of patience with all this talk.
“Yes!” “It’s good to lie dead on the list of handsome guys. I just want to see the handsome guys’ circle of friends.”
I immediately pushed the person to the bad friend and looked at the circle of friends before I clicked it out.
The first one is He Xingyi’s.
Just two words: scum.
The time was one minute ago.
Tut-tut, this is a bit resentful.
No wonder you just wanted to emphasize to me that you don’t have a girlfriend. Is this a quarrel with your girlfriend?
I gloated and turned my head to see his expression which would probably not look good.
Who knows to raise an eye to bump into the hidden bitterness that He Xing moves to look over to come over and obscure look in the eyes. Between the
scene of debauchery, we looked into the distance.
I felt a chill on my back.
My God.
That scumbag is talking about me! It was two o’clock in the morning when the show was
over.
I rented a house off campus, which is not in the same direction as the dormitory.
“Why don’t I come and stay with you tonight?” My bad friend said before he left. “It’s too dangerous for a beautiful girl like you to be alone in the middle of the night.”
“Are two beautiful little girls out of danger?”
“Yeah,” the bad friend thought for a long time before saying, “Didn’t that handsome guy at the police Academy keep asking you out? If you let him see you off, it’s all about serving the people.
“Don’t bother. I have the dog spray in my bag.” Then I waved my hand and turned away. The apartment was only a 10 minute walk
from the bar, but the location was a bit out of the way and by this time it was completely out of sight. There was not even a passing bicycle
around, and it was so quiet that I could only hear my own footsteps and heartbeat.
I was quite relieved, but the more I walked, the more empty my heart became. It always seemed that I could hear the footsteps approaching slowly behind me.
I go, this will not really let me meet, right?
I shouted in my heart that it was not good, quickened my pace, and slowly touched the defensive things in my bag. The footsteps
behind him were still looming at first, but now they were getting clearer and clearer.
It seemed to be behind me-
I even saw his shadow!
At the moment when the psychological defense line collapsed, I decisively took out the anti-dog spray from my bag and quickly turned around-with my eyes
closed, I sprayed the dead pervert behind me.
As he sprayed me, he also scolded him for emboldening himself: “*** you, pervert! If you dare to follow me, go to hell!” The
imaginary scream of the dead pervert did not appear, but was replaced by a low, stuffy cough.
Then my wrist was pinched and the things in my hands were taken away by him.
The pervert said, “What are you doing?”
The voice is actually quite nice.
I opened my eyes submissively and saw a tall, thin man under the street lamp looking down at what he had just snatched from my hand.
The tone was a little incredulous: “Set spray?”
Expression, is speechless.
Face, and it looks familiar.
Damn it, He Xingyi!
I stared at He Xingyi’s handsome face for a long time before I suppressed the ghost fire in my heart. I clenched my back teeth and asked him, “Why are you following me?” I was
almost scared to death!
He Xing moved his head and buried himself even lower. “I’m not following you.”
“Not following me?” I laughed at his anger and stared at him. “Where did you say you were going?”
“Take a walk.”
Take a walk?
Your mouth is really tough!
“Then you go.” I snatched the makeup spray from his hand. “I’ll watch you go.” As I
spoke, I turned sideways to make way for him and smiled at him with my hands around my chest.
He Xingyi was stunned for a few seconds and looked at me again, but he really walked forward.
I stood on the side of the road and watched him quietly. The smelly boy was very determined to walk. Didn’t he really follow me? Didn’t
I just flatter myself?
Embarrassed but still scared, I struggled to stop him.
But at the thought that I had just taken it for granted, I hesitated again and again, and finally followed him silently-
if something really happened to call him, he would not let him die, would he?
He Xingyi was tall and had long legs, but fortunately he walked very slowly, so I didn’t follow him too badly.
He walked slowly in front, the street lamp stretched his shadow very long, I quietly followed behind him, even felt a lot of sense of security. The two of
us are moving forward at the same acceleration at the same distance.
But I still felt something was wrong
-in a flash of inspiration, I suddenly stopped and stood looking at the people in front of me. He Xingyi in
front of him was walking normally at first, then slower and slower, and finally stopped.
Two seconds later, he turned his head hesitantly.
I stood there with my hands behind my back and gave him a little laugh. “You’re walking too fast.”
Tut-tut, such a trick is easily exposed. It’s too easy to be deceived to
look like a cool, ascetic and intelligent person.
Stupid handsome guy, this is.
Probably shocked by my rogue appearance, He Xingyi was stunned for a while before he turned around in some panic and continued to walk forward.
It’s just that the pace has slowed down significantly.
………… When I
got home, I told my friend that I was safe. I thought about it and sent a message to He Xing.
Me: “Zhong Yaoyao.”
Me: “Thank you for today.”
The other side was typing for a long time, but in the end only two words were sent.
“Good night.” I got up early
the next morning and went to the library. When I was
looking for a seat, I was so busy explaining what happened last night to my bad friend that I didn’t see the person sitting opposite.
As soon as I put things away, I looked up and saw He Xingyi on the opposite side.
He buried himself in the book and read it so carefully that he didn’t notice me in front of him. Without any hesitation,
I silently picked up the bag I had just put down and stealthily prepared to change my seat.
As soon as he stood up, he looked up and saw a familiar figure.
Grass mud horse, ex-boyfriend! Zhao Hang,
my ex-boyfriend, obviously saw me and walked straight towards me with a light turn.
In those few seconds, I had a quick self-reflection-I washed my hair and put on makeup
today, which is good, and now I just need a boyfriend to support me.
Thinking of this, I turned my head and glanced at He Xingyi, who was concentrating on reading without a trace of precaution.
It’s up to you!
I put down my things again, and Shih Shih-ran sat down and patted the back of his hand, smiling sweetly: “Baby, what are we going to eat later?” As soon as
I finished speaking, He Xingyi’s good-looking eyebrows wrinkled up and looked at my hand covering his hand, as if he were looking at something dirty.
By the time he raised his head along the place of his hand, his dislike had turned into shock again: “Chung Yaoyao?”? How is it you? Just as
I was about to give him a little explanation of the situation, Zhao Hang, who had arrived at the battlefield on time, stood in front of the desk and looked down at me with a malicious look on his face: “Long time no see, Yaoyao.”
I haven’t seen you for a long time. I saw you two days ago. Yesterday, I asked for a compound with you on the WeChat. What did you install?
I was speechless and laughed. I rolled my eyes and was about to attack someone. He Xingyi, who was next to me, had put down his pen and stood up slowly. He lazily lifted his eyelids and looked at the man in front of him.
“Yaoyao?” He Xingyi snorted coldly, “We’ve already broken up, who let you call so intimately.” Yaoyao?
Zhao Hang pupil earthquake, looked at He Xingyi and turned his head to look at me. Why are you
looking at me? I’m shocked, too! Didn’t
I have time to talk to him just now? Why is this kid so good and so radical!
Zhao Hang’s face was a little ugly, and he looked at me as if he was deliberately looking for trouble and asked, “Is this your new lover?”? Why is it different from the one a few days ago? As soon as
he said this, even He Xingyi’s face changed, and his eyes were inexplicable when he looked at me. Grievance?
Last night, He Xingyi’s word “scum girl” suddenly hit my back like a heavy mountain, and I looked at him with a pitiful expression like a puppy. Devilishly,
I relented a little. I stood on tiptoe and patted He Xing on his head. I explained to him, “Don’t listen to his nonsense. You’re the only one I know.”
Then I turned around and glanced at Chao Hang, who was bullying the dog. His tone was sarcastic: “If you don’t have a new lover, at least you can please me. It’s not like an ex-boyfriend who has to brush up his sense of existence after breaking up. If you don’t leave, you’ll only hate him.”
When I was with Zhao Hang, I had no feelings, just because he was thick-skinned enough, patient enough, and not bad. After I was merciful with him, I found that he was still looking for other sisters to flirt behind my back.
Men do not love themselves, like rotten cabbage! There was no room for sand in
my eyes, so of course I kicked him. After
kicking, Zhao Hang, a dog, also pretended to be affectionate. He came to me every day when he was free and asked me to get back together. He was bored to death.
Zhao Hang listened to my words with a sneer: “New love, right?”? All right, I know. Then he took a
bad look at He Xingyi before turning away. As soon as
Zhao Hang left, He Xingyi sat down again and buried his head in the book without saying anything more. I
was so excited that I grabbed He Xingyi’s sleeve and whispered to him, “Yes, He Xingyi!”! How did you guess he was my ex-boyfriend? And don’t tell me, your acting is really good..
I said to myself, only to find that he Xingyi did not pay any attention to me, only quietly looking at the position of my hand. I
was stupefied. I raised my hand and waved it in front of his eyes. “He Xingyi, what are you looking at?” Only then did
he seem to come to his senses. He lifted his eyelids and looked at me. “A new love?” He asked thoughtfully.
I was silly: “That was just to diss Zhao Hang…”
“Zhong Yaoyao.” He Xingyi interrupted me, looking a little self-deprecating.
“Am I your fish?”
?
What kind of words are these?
I couldn’t understand it, but I shook my head firmly. “Of course not!” Although
I, Zhong Yaoyao, am a heartthrob, I never raise fish, OK?
“Then what am I?” He Xing bent his lips with a smile. “Your toy?”? Your bet? Or is it one of those fish ponds where you can come and go at the drop of a hat?
!
I stepped on the horse and asked for a WeChat. How could I say it from this man’s mouth like I was in love with eight men at the same time?
“He Xingyi, can you speak human language?” I’m a little upset. Who did
He Xingyi learn the temperament of a resentful woman from?
I just met him last night. Why does he act like I’m responsible for him today?
“Chung Yaoyao,” said He Xingyi, looking awkward to death. “When you were.. Why did you delete me?
What? “He Xingyi, have you mistaken me for someone else?”
I wondered.
“You can’t go wrong.” He Xingyi clenched his back teeth, and his eyebrows were full of resentment.
He looked so serious that I wondered for a moment if I had really done something to play with other people’s feelings.
But on second thought, I, Zhong Yaoyao, am not this kind of person.
What’s more, I shouldn’t forget a top man like He Xingyi if I really had a bad time.
“Why don’t you give me a hint?” I scratched my head. “What do I have to do with you?”? It can’t be that I had an online relationship with you when I was in elementary school, did I?
I looked at He Xingyi sincerely, but he gave a “tut,” as if he didn’t want to listen to my nonsense any more, and packed up his things and left.
………… In the middle of self-study in the
library, my bad friend came to give me love with coffee in his hand.
The woman was so absent-minded that she held a cell phone in her hand and sighed, “Why doesn’t he agree?”
“Who?”
“Who else could it be?” My bad friend glared at me and said, “I’ve already sent 800 verification messages, but I haven’t agreed yet.”
“If you don’t agree, just change it,” I said casually. “How can I be without your man?”
The bad friend held his head thoughtfully and said, “There aren’t many handsome men who are as principled as the young men on campus. I only met one. It happened when I was a sophomore, and I couldn’t add up to WeChat anyway.” Eh, that guy looks like.
“Like what?” Bored, I flipped through the word book and answered casually.
“That man seems to be..” Bad friends seem to be on stimulants, suddenly come to the spirit, fingers frantically sliding on the screen of the mobile phone. It was a
while before I heard my bad friend gasp, “I’ll go, Chung Yaoyao, it’s really him!”! You really have a sense of humanity, not the opposite sex!
What the hell?
I was puzzled to take the bad friend’s cell phone, only took a look at me like a thunderbolt in place.
I used to push He Xingyi for a bad friend?
He Xingyi is the pure student!
I, Zhong Yaoyao, am confused! When I
was a sophomore, the department welcomed new students. As the face of our Model Union, I was naturally in the front line of attracting new students.
He Xingyi was targeted by me at that time.
“Would you like to get to know our Model United?” I followed He Xingyi and smiled like a flower.
He Xingyi was still very shy at that time, and even refused people so jerky.
“I’m sorry,” says Ho Hsing, blushing. “I’m probably not interested in Model United.”
His refusal is obvious, but I, Chung Yaoyao, am not a person who gives up easily. “If you’re not interested in the Model Union, are you interested in falling in love?”. I didn’t mean anything else when I
said this, but it was just a trick to recruit new people.
Who knew that as soon as I spoke, He Xingyi, a silly boy, blushed as if he had drunk two taels of white wine. He looked at me timidly and stammered, unable to speak clearly: “Jia, Jia Mo Lian..” Do you want to see your girlfriend off, like a senior sister?
I almost didn’t laugh until I was out of breath.
I just think this junior is so handsome and so innocent. It’s too cute.
I laughed wildly and patted him on the shoulder to tease him: “Send!”! Junior students who join the Model Union all give their girlfriends as gifts. Finish
saying I am pulling already bashful the He Xing that cannot get along with oneself moves the form that goes filling add association, still added a WeChat incidentally.
But I didn’t know exactly what his name was, so I just gave him a note of “pure love junior.”.
At that time, the “pure love junior” was always looking for me, but I quit the Model Union halfway because I was pestered by a senior fellow apprentice in the Model Union.
Slowly, I didn’t think there was such a person. Then there
was a bad friend who was once a sea king. During that time, he cried every day.
I couldn’t bear to watch it, so I arranged to push a man for her.
I asked her what type she liked.
She said she was fed up with the sea king and wanted to find an innocent one, preferably under the year.
Bad friend: “My brother smells good!”
I flipped through the list and quickly zeroed in on the “pure love junior.”.
Me: “This is good, pure and lovely young brother.”
Me: “Take it down, don’t step on the horse and let me see you shed a tear for the scum again!”
Then I moved He Xing to a bad friend and turned around and deleted him quickly. It’s been
two years now, and I’ve forgotten all about it.
What’s more, He Xingyi has changed too much, directly from an innocent little milk dog to a dragging and awkward resentful woman!
And why do you treat me as a scum girl for no reason?
I just said to send my girlfriend, but I didn’t say I wanted to be his girlfriend!
I thought about it and asked my bad friend, “That..” Has Ho Hsing-yi been in love in the last two years?
“Never heard of him,” shook his head. “Who can handle him? Does a man who doesn’t even give him a WeChat really need a girlfriend?”
I listened to the words in silence. After rambling a
few words, the bad friend left.
The surroundings suddenly quieted down, I turned over the book but could not read a word, my mind was full of He Xingyi’s handsome face and resentful expression.
Want to be irritable, I simply closed the book, opened the WeChat and opened the circle of friends of He Xingyi.
Unlike his awkward person, his circle of friends is generous. Clean at
a glance.
The latest day was last night’s implied “scum girl,” and the one before that was several months ago.
The time is April 12, just a [yeah] emoji.
Very baffling. The
next circle of friends is at four o’clock in the morning of March 1st.
“If I didn’t like you so much, I might have a better time tonight.” The next one
was a simple emoji on December 17 last year.
A birthday cake. The hand that
slides the screen of the mobile phone suddenly stops, and the steady heartbeat is suddenly confused. My
mind went blank, and I just tried to combine those numbers with something-
December 17, my birthday.
On March 1, Zhao Hang and I were together.
On April 12, I broke up with Zhao Hang. Uncontrollably,
my hand trembled slightly, and I stroked it down hard and easily slipped to the first one in his circle of friends. I met a person on September 8
,
2020, and my heart was confused for her. On September 9
,
2020, Zhong Yaoyao said I was cute today. Laugh to death, she is the loveliest. I didn’t talk to Zhong Yaoyao today on September 10
,
2020. Keep up the good work!
………… November 2
,
2020 Damn, how did Zhong Yaoyao delete me?! Today, November 7
,
2020, I heard Zhong Yaoyao and her friends say that men are just entertainment.
………… Just
for fun, can you add me back first? I bought the same cake as you on December 17
,
2020, because I want to make a wish:
I hope I can accompany you next year.
Zhong Yaoyao, happy birthday [birthday cake]. When I
saw He Xingyi, I had been squatting in front of the library for two hours.
It was early autumn, the night air was wet and cold, and I was wearing only a thin sweater. When I was tired of
standing, I squatted down and shrank into a small ball. Wind
resistance. I
‘m so embarrassed, but I still can’t stop my damn luck in love. I come to chat up one after another. Coincidentally
, He Xingyi happened to see this scene when he came out of the library.
According to the client’s later recollection,
I was squatting pitifully in the corner of the library entrance, with wet eyes and affectionate eyes looking at the boy who came to me with a mobile phone to WeChat, which made people have a special desire to protect.
I really want to be speechless to death, wet eyes, that step on the horse is because of the wind!
Affectionate. What the hell is that? Can you blame me for having
a pair of affectionate eyes to look at dogs!
As soon as I saw He Xingyi coming out, I called him, “He Xingyi!”
He Xingyi glanced at me and paused slightly.
Only when I noticed the boy in front of me, the pace was hurried again, and even the tall and straight figure seemed to contain some kind of resentment.
“I’m sorry,” I said. “I’m here to wait for my boyfriend.”
The boy left when he heard this, but his “boyfriend” didn’t know if he heard me or not. Anyway, he ignored me.
I wanted to chase him, but I squatted for a long time-my feet were numb.
“He Xing Yi!” I didn’t give up. Holding the wall, I clenched my teeth and shouted to him, “He Xing Yi, He Xing Yi, He Xing Yi!”
The “boyfriend” stops and stands where he is, but refuses to turn around as if in a fit of pique.
“Come here, my feet are numb!” I looked up at him, pitifully.
He Xingyi moved, and his long legs took two steps in front of me. His handsome face was still straight: “What are you doing here?”
“Wait for you.” Then I saw He Xingyi’s puzzled appearance. “You don’t reply to my message again. I guess you must still be in the library, so here..” Before
I had finished speaking, my body suddenly warmed up and my head was covered with a dress.
He Xingyi’s coat, with his body temperature and the faint smell of laundry detergent, is very reassuring.
“No, I won’t call you back. There’s no electricity.” Ho Hsing-yi squatted down and looked at me at the same level. His face was still not good, but his tone had softened. “Can you still walk?”
He stood up and held out a hand to me, trying to help me.
“No.” I shook my head and held out my arms to him. “You carry me.”
He Xing didn’t move.
I looked at him with a serious face, in fact, there is still a little regret in my heart-
or the innocent and lovely junior before!
“Well, I’ve been waiting for two hours, and it’s so windy here, and I’m cold and..” I buried my head and complained bitterly. He Xingyi had no choice but to turn his back to me and squat down before he
had finished speaking.
He didn’t say a word.
But I saw that his ears were already red.
I lay on his back on my hands and knees and called his name, “He Xingyi.”
“Hmm?” He answered in an unnatural voice.
I cleared my throat. “That boy just came to add me WeChat.”
“Oh.” The body of the man under him shook.
“But I told him I was waiting for my boyfriend.” As I
spoke, I turned my head to look at He Xingyi. His black eyelashes moved slightly, and the expression on his face was stagnant.
It took a while for He Xingyi to speak, his voice soft and cautious.
“Did you get it?”
I smiled sweetly on his back and said, “Well, I’ve waited!”
The autumn wind is still a little cool, but I am not cold. He threw himself up and pecked at He Xingyi’s
face, watching with satisfaction as his face, which had just been as cold as ice, slowly melted.
I lay on his back honestly, as quiet as a chicken.
I don’t talk anymore and I don’t make a lot of noise. He Xingyi probably doesn’t get used to it yet. “What are you doing?”
“Shh, I’m listening!” I interrupted him.
“Listen to what?”
“Listen if your heart is in a mess.”
He Xingyi carried me downstairs in the community, and I asked him if he wanted to go up and sit down.
He blushed and refused unnaturally.
I pinched his chin like a good woman. “Afraid I’ll sell you?”? Or do you boys have to protect yourselves like that when you’re away from home?
I was just joking, but he Xingyi didn’t laugh.
He was silent for a while before saying, “Chung Yaoyao, I’ll take it seriously.”. If you’re just playing with me, I..
“How are you?” I brazenly approached him and said, “You just ignored me and deleted all your moments, didn’t you?”
Childish.
「……」 He Xingyi looked up at me. “Do you know?”
Know, this silly boy must have shielded me before, this time add WeChat again, afraid is to forget.
“He Xingyi, you like me so much, why didn’t you say so earlier?” I asked, looking him in the eye.
He Xing moved back to look at me, looking a little helpless: “I told you.”
“When?”
“Many times,” he sighed. “You didn’t take it to heart.”
I was shocked. When did He Xingyi say he liked me? In the time that
followed, because He Xingyi refused to go upstairs, I spent two hours downstairs in the cold wind, listening to all kinds of strange “declarations of love” that He Xingyi had made to me before.
For example, I play games with my friends, put the phone number in the circle of friends, and who drinks when his mobile phone rings.
When Ho Hsing-yi called, he hesitated for a long time and then said, “Drink less wine.”.
However, I had another drink because of his phone call, and I thought it was a new way of playing tricks.
For example, I once fell ill and stayed in the school hospital for two days, and He Xingyi personally took care of me for two days.
During this period, he poured water with rice, peeled fruit, took medicine for infusion and told stories to coax him to sleep.
I was so moved that I ordered a silk banner immediately after I was discharged from the hospital to praise the humanitarian care of our school hospital.
But the question is, He Xingyi is wearing a white coat and a mask all the way. Can I recognize him as a ghost?
Another example is the physical test in my sophomore year. I was not good at sports from childhood to adulthood, and 800 meters could kill me.
After the first lap, I couldn’t do it. Looking at the army getting farther and farther away, my steps were getting heavier and heavier, and I wanted to give up.
At that time, He Xingyi came out of nowhere and pulled me while the teacher was not paying attention.
He said, “Zhong Yaoyao, I’m with you.” I
was so tired that I didn’t want to talk at all, but somehow I found a reason to stick to it in this plain sentence-
at least someone ran with me. When I
stepped on the passing line to the end, I panted to find him and thank him.
As soon as I got up, I was surrounded by a bunch of gallant boys, who gave me water, fanned me and helped me walk.
But it’s not him.
Now I know that he is He Xingyi.
The dim yellow light shadow sprinkles on He Xingyi’s body, and his whole person is too gentle.
He Xingyi talked about these things without any resentment, but with a faint smile, as if immersed in that memory. There is no love in
his story, but it seems that there is love everywhere.
“He Xingyi, how can you be so stupid?” My throat itches. “Always do good deeds without leaving a name. Love Lei Feng.”
“I like you is my thing,” He Xingyi chuckled. “I don’t want you to think that my love is a burden. I don’t want to kidnap you with what I’m willing to do for you and make it a bargaining chip for you to be with me.”
“It’s not kidnapping.” I took his hand, which was hanging by his side, and my heart ached. “But you should also let me know that it’s very hard to love without a response.”
No one should be so desperate to like it?
Not a child, do not care about gains and losses, do not care about the consequences, like is like.
He Xingyi stared down at me with starry eyes and a gentle voice to the bone:
“No, Zhong Yaoyao.”
“Like you, I am happy.” When he
got home and took a bath, He Xingyi had sent several messages.
He Xingyi: “I got home two minutes ago, and my mobile phone was charging two minutes ago.”
He Xingyi: “It feels so unreal. It’s like picking up a big bargain.”
He Xingyi: “What is Yaoyao doing?”
He Xingyi: “What is my Yaoyao doing?”
He Xingyi: “I should have known I was standing downstairs for a while.”
He Xingyi: “Is Yaoyao busy?”
He Xingyi: “Are you going to delete me again?” When I
saw the news, I was so paranoid that I suspected that I just said I wanted to be with him because I lost the game.
It was so cute. I just made a call.
It will be put through soon.
“Yaoyao?” His voice is a little hoarse for no reason.
“Well,” I leaned back on the sofa to wipe my hair. “Are you relieved? Boyfriend He Xingyi.
“Peace, peace of mind.” The other side faltered. “I’ll call you back later. Be good.”
“Are you busy?” I asked casually.
“In the bathroom..” He Xingyi’s voice was low. “I’m afraid I won’t be able to get your call. Bring it in. Wait for me for five minutes.” Answering the phone
in the shower? Good for you.
I hung up the phone with a smile, and as soon as I cut it out, I saw the WeChat from my ex-boyfriend Zhao Hang.
Originally did not want to pay attention, but suddenly noticed that it mentioned the name of He Xingyi.
Zhao Hang: “Yes, He Xingyi from Clinical Class 3 of Medical College.”
Zhao Hang: “Very bold.”
I put a question mark on it. As soon as
I returned the message, Zhao Hang called.
“Zhao Hang, what do you mean?” I asked eagerly as soon as the phone was connected.
“It doesn’t mean anything,” Zhao Hang said in a cold, dark voice. “I just don’t like him and I want to punish him. Don’t worry about it. I still like you, and I can’t touch you. There seemed to be a lot of people on
his side, and as soon as he finished speaking, there was a burst of laughter and a sound of answering.
“*** it, steal my brother’s girlfriend.”
“Tomorrow I’ll drag him in the toilet and beat him up. That’s so dishonest.”
“Now these women like this kind of gigolo. They’re all out of their minds. Don’t spoil her, Brother Hang.”
“*** you.” Zhao Hang secretly scolded.
With the sound of swearing over there, a cold sweat began to break out on my back.
In the past, when Zhao Hang and I were together, he was not like this. He spoke politely and acted like a gentleman. Although
I have heard others say that Zhao Hang’s brother is not in prison for killing people, saying that his family is a social ruffian, Zhao Hang is not honest.
But I didn’t listen to it at that time, and I didn’t think Zhao Hang looked like that kind of person.
As a result, people know their faces but not their hearts.
“Zhao Hang, we have been separated for half a year.” I was afraid of provoking him, so I tried to be kind.
“I don’t recognize you,” Zhao Hang spat irritably. “At that time I thought you were just playing with me. I didn’t get over it for half a year, and I didn’t care about those licking dogs around me. As a result, you turned around and found a new lover.”
“Don’t make trouble out of nothing.” I was speechless by his words. “Breaking up is breaking up. Even if I’m not with He Xingyi, I’ll be with someone else in the future. Don’t go to trouble with him.”
“Oh, that’s it?”? Because if you say that, I’ll have to give him a few more kicks. In the future, if you talk about one thing and I find another, it’ll be a ***ing delay for you. You can do it yourself. As soon as
he finished speaking, he hung up the phone before I could speak.
I was in a mess with my cell phone.
Just then, the mobile phone rang again, and it was He Xingyi.
“Hello?” He Xingyi said, “Who are you talking to on the phone?”? It’s been so long.
“With my mother.” I rambled on absently.
“What did you talk about with your aunt?” He seemed to be in a good mood, and every tone of his voice was smiling.
“We didn’t talk about anything, so we just told me to eat more.”
“Auntie’s right, I just..”
“He Xingyi!” I called out his name with difficulty, holding my breath. “I just thought about it. Why don’t we take a break for a while?”
There was silence for a few seconds, as if I hadn’t heard what I had just said. He Xingyi suddenly said, “Does Yaoyao want to eat chestnuts fried with sugar?”
“What?” I didn’t quite understand what he meant.
“Chestnuts fried with sugar, the warm kind.”
“I don’t eat chestnuts fried with sugar..” Before
I had finished speaking, he interrupted me and said, “Chung Yaoyao, go downstairs.” As soon as
my body stiffened, I rushed to the balcony
without even putting on my shoes. The yellow street lamp scattered broken shadows on the ground. He Xing, wearing a pure white sweater, stood tall, holding a telephone in one hand and a brown paper bag in the other, looking up at me. With a smile on his
face, he really didn’t seem to hear what I had just said.
“What are you doing here?” My heart is very uncomfortable.
“When I went back just now, I saw people selling sugar-fried chestnuts on the side of the road, and I was thinking that Chung Yaoyao might want to eat sugar-fried chestnuts.” I
didn’t speak, and I still looked at him far away with my cell phone.
Suddenly there was a chuckle: “Of course, that’s just the reason I want to see you.”
“So Chung Yao-yao, do you want to eat chestnuts fried with sugar?”
My heart seemed to be grabbed by someone, and I wanted to rush downstairs and tell him that I wanted sugar-fried chestnuts, and I also wanted He Xingyi.
But I can’t take this step. I know I can’t say goodbye as long as I go downstairs. He Xingyi’s embrace is very warm. I can’t say cold words.
But where will this put He Xing?
I am not a man who will be led by the nose, but I will not be bold enough to let He Xingyi bear Zhao Hang’s revenge.
So He Xingyi and I need to separate temporarily. It
‘s only temporary.
I repeated my words again: “He Xingyi, let’s separate for a while, just for a while.” Before
I had finished speaking, He Xingyi suddenly hung up the phone.
I stood on the balcony and watched him turn around lonely and determined, throwing the sugar-fried chestnuts that he had just carefully held in his arms into the trash can by the roadside.
Without a trace of hesitation. With the phone still to my ear,
I just looked at him quietly and did nothing.
He Xingyi, you see, it’s really hard to like me.
Watching the white figure grow smaller and smaller, I walked back to the living room. He
calmly sent Zhao Hang a message: “I broke up with him. Don’t worry, I’ll be single for the rest of my life.”
The other side quickly sent back a message: “Be good, I will pick you up for dinner tomorrow.”
He Xingyi has temporarily disappeared from my life.
This is a good thing, I can just find a way to deal with Zhao Hang wholeheartedly. In fact,
Zhao Hang and his family have the intention to understand that it is also very easy to inquire about, and he himself is also outspoken.
His family is the kind of local snake, the fish that escapes the net, a little money, a little connections, the most important thing is not to die, the old hoodlum with two small hoodlums, making trouble everywhere. They have been smelly for
so many years, but no one has been able to clean up their family.
Zhao Hang may really have some interest in me. When he was chasing me, he really restrained his temper. He pretended to be a good man in front of me and never let me see him like a local ruffian.
Now, because of the matter of He Xingyi, he probably didn’t bother to pretend any more and took me through the market every day.
He and his friends, smoking, drinking, bullying and indescribable things are no longer taboo to me, which is convenient for me to obtain evidence. It’s
going pretty well.
As a result, I met He Xingyi that day.
At that time, we had not seen each other for almost a week. When Zhao Hang accompanied me to line up in the canteen, I saw He Xingyi.
He saw me, too, and stared at me without moving.
The look in his eyes was like the time when he was asked to WeChat by me, and he was very bitter.
I quickly looked away for fear that Zhao Hang would see him and cause unnecessary trouble.
And He Xingyi did not come to me, and I am not far away from the distance.
I thought there would be no accident, but if there was no accident, it would happen.
Zhao Hang ordered a plate of fish, courteously picked on me, and put the snow-white fish meat in my bowl.
“I don’t like this.” I didn’t appreciate it and picked out the fish.
I actually love to eat fish, but I don’t want to eat the fish he picked up. If it’s the fish that He Xing has moved, it will probably be more delicious.
Zhao Hang didn’t give up. He picked the fish back into my bowl and said, “It’s good for girls to eat fish.”
I still don’t want it, so I threw the meat on the table and pulled down my face. “I said I won’t eat it. Don’t be picky.” The tone of
my voice was not good. As soon as the voice fell, the atmosphere between us became cold. Zhao Hang’s smiling expression suddenly sank and he stared at me with a cold face.
I stared back stubbornly, Zhao Hang lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, and then exhaled a smoke ring in my face, which was actually a vent of anger.
I still know Zhao Hang, I do so naturally because I have nothing to fear, know that he will not do anything to me. The
next second he should have figured it out. He put out his cigarette and laughed at me and said, “If you don’t eat, you don’t eat. Why are you still angry?”.
As a result, an unexpected bowl of soup suddenly fell down from Zhao Hang’s head, completely enraging him. It’s
over. Something’s wrong.
He Xingyi stood beside me, took my hand and looked down at Zhao Hang as if he were looking down at a mole ant. “She said she wouldn’t eat. Don’t you ***ing understand?”
From knowing He Xingyi to now, he has always given me the impression that he is a good little milk dog, innocent and easy to cheat and love to blush.
I’ve never seen such a look of cold disgust on his face, nor have I ever heard him say dirty words.
But now he looks fierce and fearless, like an aggressive lion, guarding his territory and refusing to give in at all.
But I’m a little scared.
I tugged at his sleeve and whispered, “He Xingyi, you run at once!”! He won’t bully me..
“Zhong Yaoyao.” He Xingyi interrupted me without hearing me out.
He pulled me up, and the skirt wet by the soup stuck to my thigh. He only looked at it once and then withdrew his eyes. He quickly took off his white coat and put it around my waist to block it.
“I know everything,” he sighed. “I’m not really stupid.”
“What?” I looked at him in puzzlement. What did he know?
“Stand back!” He pulled me aside and rolled up his sleeves. “I won’t lose as long as you don’t want me to.”
Zhao Hang has been mad with anger, I do not know where to pull a dress to wipe the soup on the body, and see He Xingyi pulling me, is even more angry to tear He Xingyi.
“And you ***ing came to me!” Zhao Hang rushed up and said, “I’ll kill you in front of her today!”
Two people fight together, He Xingyi obviously has not fought at all, facing this kind of recidivist like Zhao Hang seems a little laborious, his face suffered several times.
But he is very smart, medical students are familiar with the structure of the human body, naturally know where to hit the most painful and deadly, the two are also a draw, both hang color.
I watched Zhao Hang’s fist fall unceremoniously on He Xingyi’s face. I was so distressed that my eyes were red. I could only shout at him: “He Xingyi, I don’t want you to lose!” I
don’t know if he Xingyi heard what I said, and I don’t know if it worked. I only know that the clean and gentle teenager, with blood on his body, struggled desperately with Zhao Hang and refused to take a step back.
But after all, he is just an ordinary student, and he is no match for Zhao Hang. When the
police came, Zhao Hang was riding on his body and greeted him again and again, without leaving a trace of strength.
Zhao Hang was pulled up by the police, I hurriedly rushed over to help He Xing move up, he that fool is still laughing.
“You see I didn’t lose.” He winked at me and tried to comfort me.
“Beaten like this and..” I looked at him with bruises all over his face, red eyes, and a little sob in his voice.
“It doesn’t hurt,” he said. “I know where it hurts the most, and I know how to protect myself. You, you don’t cry.
He saw that I was about to cry and panicked. He straightened up and tried to help me wipe my face. As a result, he did not know where he touched and grinned with pain.
I laughed again.
He Xingyi also looked at me and smiled.
“Chung Yaoyao,” he put his arm around me, his voice low and soft. “Do you still want to eat the sugar-fried chestnuts? The warm kind.
I hugged him back and said firmly, “Eat!” Sitting at the police station with
a bag of sugar-fried chestnuts in my arms, I realized that the matter seemed very serious.
The policemen all looked like a formidable enemy, which made me nervous.
I pulled He Xingyi’s sleeve and was very worried: “It’s over. Fighting won’t give you a big demerit, will it?”
He Xingyi himself was quite calm, leaning on my shoulder, still busy peeling chestnuts: “It’s all right.”
Then he turned his head sideways, fed me the chestnuts peeled in his hands, and pinched my face by the way.
Chestnuts are soft and glutinous, fragrant and sweet, and I am very happy to eat them.
“Ahem!”
I was immersed in He Xingyi’s feeding when I heard a slight cough above my head, followed by a low question: “What’s going on?”
I followed the voice and saw a tall man in police uniform, in his early thirties, with the charm of a mature man, looking at me and He Xingyi with a straight face. There was a sense of dignity
in him, and I felt a little guilty and afraid of being seen. The
atmosphere was strange, and the policeman next to him explained very well: “Director He, it’s all a trivial matter. Two boys are fighting over a little girl. It’s all right to educate them.”
it turns out that the leader came to inspect. It’s not a big deal. I’m relieved. Jealous of the
wind? “Look at your promise.” The man’s eyebrows twisted and he opened his mouth to me. “Is that the girl you said?”
I looked at He Xingyi in horror and then at the man in front of me.
Do these two know each other? What did
the police uncle just call him? Director He?!
He Xingyi stood up and walked up to the man and glared at him. “Don’t scare her.”. Let’s go. What are you still doing here?
“Won’t you introduce me?” The man refused to leave. He glanced at me and said, “What will I tell my parents when I get back?”
“My brother,” He Xingyi pointed to the man with a reluctant face, and then introduced me with a different expression. “Chung Yaoyao, my lovely girlfriend, how about it? You don’t have..”
The man ignored his childish behavior and held out his hand to me: “He Beichen, He Xingyi’s elder brother, director of the Taipei City Public Security Bureau.”
“I’m Chung Yaoyao.” I held out my hand shakily.
I don’t know how to see He Xingyi’s family, or on this occasion, in this situation, in this capacity. With a flash of inspiration,
I suddenly clenched He Beichen’s hand and said, “Police uncle, are you in charge of the fight against crime?”? I have something to report to you!
“He Beichen, let go of your hands!” He Xingyi was in a hurry. He hurried over and pulled my hand away. He turned his head and said to me, “What police uncle?”? Yaoyao, you are inferior! And I’ve already told Zhao Hang about threatening you. Don’t worry about it. Speaking of
this, I suddenly understood what He Xingyi meant when he said he knew everything in the canteen just now.
He knew my situation and knew that I had no choice but to say that I was separated temporarily.
“How do you know?” I still don’t understand.
“As soon as you were with me, you said you wanted to separate for a while, and the next day you were with Zhao Hang again.” He Xingyi was still a little resentful. “How could I not guess? A little inquiry will tell you what kind of composition Zhao Hang is, and what kind of plans you have.
“Their family has done a lot of illegal things, so I reported it through formal channels. According to the schedule, I was going to close the net in the next two days.”
“So you know what I’m worried about, and you know that Zhao Hang is going to be finished these two days, so what are you going to do with him today?”
“It’s not that I can’t hold back.” He Xingyi looked at me with a guilty conscience. “It’s also because..”
“Also because of what?” I asked with a frown.
“Because I want you to feel sorry for me,” he said with a sigh. “My heart is choked up, and I want to fight with him.”
I was actually quite angry that night and thought you were playing with me. But after thinking about it, I can’t really be angry with you. You are Zhong Yaoyao. How can I care about anything with you? But I always need to vent.
How dare he vent his anger by being beaten?
I looked at the bruises on his face and couldn’t help laughing. “So you’ve succeeded. I’m distressed.”
“Ho Pei-chen, can you still watch?” He Xingyi looked at me and looked at his brother discontentedly.
He Beichen shrugged his shoulders and walked away with his long legs.
When there was no one around, He Xingyi stepped forward and hugged me.
“It’s not enough to make you feel bad, but it’s enough to make you love me.” He Xingyi’s voice was full of grievances. “Do you remember the last time I told you that I didn’t want to kidnap you with what I was willing to do for you and make it a bargaining chip for you to be with me?”
“Remember.” I raised my eyes and bumped into the firmness of He Xingyi.
“I regret it. I’m going to raise the stakes. You have to know that I love you very much at any time.” He Xingyi finished, resting his chin on my shoulder and sighing softly. Laughing with joy,
I broke free from his arms, stood on tiptoe and pecked him in the face
. “He Xingyi, do you want to eat chestnuts fried with sugar?”? The hot kind!
I’ve been staring at Zhong Yaoyao all night.
I’ll see when it’s my turn to WeChat.
Finally, she came this way, and I was the sixth. Keep your
head down and don’t let her find me looking at her!
“WeChat, handsome?”
She said so, and I wanted to do it at that time, and I pressed it down in the middle of raising my hand. I
must not let Zhong Yaoyao think I am a casual man.
“No.” I, He Xingyi, am really promising.
Not daring to look at her expression, I simply lowered my head, and then heard her ask in puzzlement. When
I looked up again, I found that she was so close to me that the whole distance between us was only two centimeters.
I suddenly remembered the first time we met when she pulled me to fill out the form, smiling, not charming, the whole person like a divine light, suddenly came into my world. The
heart is confused.
I was stunned, I was silly, I saw Zhong Yaoyao looking at me, eyes stunned.
I bowed my head in a panic and replied, “I said no.”
Then I regretted it.
It’s time to agree! My mouth!
She’s still talking to me, but my brain is out of order.
I don’t have a girlfriend, and I don’t want to make friends with Zhong Yaoyao.
At least not just friends.
In these two rounds, Zhong Yaoyao also no longer insisted, unexpectedly agreed to the request of the person next to him to add WeChat.
Hateful! How can
Zhong Yaoyao add other people’s WeChat casually?
Zhong Yaoyao, how can you do this to me?
He brazenly cut off his beard and succeeded in adding WeChat.
I was very happy and wanted to say a few more words to Zhong Yaoyao.
As a result, her face collapsed and she left.
………… I
struggled for a long time and sent her a message.
H: “He Xingyi.”
He Xingyi! Zhong Yaoyao, do you remember me?
I am He Xingyi, the junior of the Model Union! You said you would join the Model Union to send a girlfriend like you!
That He Xingyi!
I saw Zhong Yaoyao pick up her cell phone, and she should have seen it.
I waited for a long time, but she didn’t reply to me. She turned around and talked and laughed with her friend. By
the way, she told her friend that men are for fun.
Entertainment is entertainment, Zhong Yaoyao, can you reply to me first!
She really didn’t reply to me. She really forgot me.
I’m emo. She doesn’t remember me at all.
She is too likable, countless boys like her, I want to rank sixth WeChat, in her heart and rank what?
Fidgety. My friends
around me are still complaining about why I didn’t let him add the beautiful little sister WeChat.
I was so annoyed that I wanted to punch him.
You add fart! I was so frantic
that I wanted to go up to her and introduce myself again.
Finally hold back, open the software search: how to attract the attention of the girl.
And then did the first one. I
sent a message in the circle of friends, just two words: scum girl.
A minute later, Zhong Yaoyao finally looked over, and we looked at each other across the scene of debauchery.
I’m glad.
This search software is reliable!
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