Her Ultraman
secret love is silent: I just like you
. He doesn’t have time to accompany me to have a prenatal check-up, but he stays in bed with my best friend to watch the World Cup.
My best friend spoils me, chases my stars, cooks my favorite dishes, acts as a godmother for my children, and finally even my man falls in love with me. What’s the matter with
Zhou Sizhe? Busy with work all day, no time for my wife and kids?! After finishing the last
prenatal examination, I came out to see my mother and heard her complain again.
It’s almost nine months, and he still trusts you to go to the hospital by yourself? None of the men can be trusted! People come and go in the
corridor, my mother’s voice is not small, scolding is Zhou Sizhe, but I follow the face without light.
She touched my belly, which was bulging and round day by day, but she couldn’t hide the disgust in her eyes.
“Come on, mom, isn’t he on a business trip? He was supposed to come back early to accompany me, but I said no.”
I think the physical quality is good, except for the recent serious anemia, other discomfort during pregnancy is less, most of the time the baby in the belly is very good, not much trouble for me. I
have always been independent, and I don’t want to trouble others, even the closest people, about what I can do.
Zhou Sizhe has a love-hate relationship with me. Sometimes he appreciates my trust and non-clinginess to him, and sometimes he wants me to rely on him and act like a spoiled child. As soon as
the voice fell, his phone came in.
My mother helped me to sit down and rest, turned around to clean up the pile of medical lists, and stopped looking at me.
Zhou Sizhe inquired about my physical condition with concern, saying that he was still in D city, but basically finished his work, and had a simple meal with his clients and took the last high-speed rail back to B city today.
Lin Yi should come back, too. Is she still getting used to it? Your project department didn’t snub her, did they?
Lin Yi is the childhood friend of Zhou Sizhe and me, and also my best friend from primary school to now. She just jumped to Zhou Sizhe’s project department this year, but they never deal with each other.
In Lin Yi’s words, from childhood to adulthood, she has always looked down on the modesty and hypocrisy of last week’s Sizhe.
Zhou Sizhe, on the other hand, could not stand Lin Yi’s arrogance.
Chou put on his usual tone of disdain: “My wife has spoken. Do you think I dare?”.
Turned to act shamelessly: “Hey, what’s the matter with you? Can’t you care more about your husband and me?”? All day long, Lin Yi-Lin Yi-Lin.
We talked and laughed again, and I hung up after saying to him that I had a safe journey.
My mother held the fire and helped me down to the basement to get the car, sent me home and nagged all the way. When I
heard it, my ears were almost full of cocoons. I had never expected Zhou Sizhe to go home quickly to save me from fire and water.
However, when I was waiting for the red light, I brushed my mobile phone and accidentally saw a strange scene.
A minute ago, Lin Yigang posted a message in her circle of friends. In the dim light, her hands were tied with ties and appeared on the hotel bed covered with white bedding.
A beautiful room, with a caption under the photo: “On a business trip, watching football, fighting monsters.” I
was just about to leave a message when I was shocked that she had been enlightened overnight for so many years, but I was frightened by the familiar tie. A red heart painted on the
gray and blue stripes, the limited edition of the brand, looks exactly like the birthday gift I gave to Zhou Sizhe.
“Chen Yan, did I tell you to look at your cell phone a little less?!” My mother’s tireless advice rang in my
ears, but I turned a deaf ear.
I clicked directly into Lin Yi’s head portrait to see her homepage, but the circle of friends suddenly disappeared.
As if nothing had happened just now, I was dazzled. When
the car restarted, my stomach suddenly hurt, and my eyes gradually blurred until I lost consciousness completely. When I woke up
again, I was lying in bed for blood transfusion, and it was dark outside the window. I have a poor appetite
these days, I eat less lunch, and I suffer from anemia again.
I still have the nerve to boast that I have a good physical quality, and I was scared to faint when I saw such a shocking picture.
As soon as I opened my eyes, I saw my mother with a sad face and red eyes.
I stroked my round stomach, and my heart trembled and felt uncomfortable.
You child never let me worry! I got married and found a husband who had no family background, and within a year I was pregnant with a child. I brought you up alone, and I wanted you to marry a little richer and more relaxed. Hearing
my mother’s complaints day after day, I was particularly upset.
I know she’s afraid I’ll suffer. Since my father died, she’s had too much experience of taking care of children alone.
When I first fell in love, my mother disliked the general condition of Zhou Sizhe’s family, fearing that I would be wronged when I married in the future.
But in fact, I lead the team to do brand design, and the salary level is not low.
Zhou Sizhe also did his best to get a promotion and salary increase step by step, and now he leads a project team independently.
The family also changed a new car and bought a new house. The baby in the
belly is about to be born, and everything is on the right track.
If it wasn’t for that weird post in Moments, I would just turn a deaf ear to my mom’s “nonsense.”.
“Our family doesn’t have the same conditions as the Lin family, so we don’t have to worry about it. But if we’re like Chou Sizhe, who is so busy now that he can’t go home all day, and can’t even accompany you when you’re sick, what’s the use of earning more money?!”. I have heard
these words many times, but now I feel even more ironic.
If I wasn’t dazzled before I passed out, then what’s that weird picture? What is the irreconcilable relationship between Zhou Sizhe and Lin Yi for
so many years?
I just want to call them as soon as possible. I don’t like to beat around the Bush. I just want to ask them directly.
Just touched the mobile phone, the door of the ward was suddenly pushed open, Zhou Sizhe pulled the suitcase, travel-stained came. The
photo was deleted and there was no evidence, but I didn’t want to be misunderstood, so I asked him directly, “Where is the striped tie I gave you?”
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“Tie?”
Zhou Sizhe was stunned for a second, then quietly stepped forward and hugged me gently. I
don’t know if I was sensitive, but I smelled the light smoke on his body, mixed with a hint of women’s perfume, which I was not familiar with, so light that it was almost imperceptible.
But Zhou Sizhe had quit smoking before I got pregnant.
“It’s in the box. What’s the matter, Yanyan? Are you still uncomfortable?” Weakly,
I pushed him away, with moisture in my eyes. “Take it out and let me see.”
Zhou Sizhe frowned slightly, but said nothing.
He put down his suitcase and dug out his birthday tie.
The grey-blue stripes were neatly rolled up, and the red heart lay quietly on them, looking nothing unusual.
It seems that the circle of friends is a nightmare I just had. Zhou Sizhe and
I looked at each other, and he looked so Frank that I looked like an inexplicable clown at the moment. Since I
was pregnant, I have rarely lost control of my emotions.
Work and team pushed me forward, Zhou Sizhe’s busyness prompted me to hone more patience, and my mother’s repeated worries also put pressure on me invisibly. There seems to be a voice in
my heart reminding me not to lose control and not to be controlled by hormones.
Only in the dead of night, occasionally when the fetus moves, looking at Zhou Sizhe’s hand around my waist in insomnia, there will be gains and losses. I have been
afraid that I can’t take care of my work and children, I have been worried that I am out of shape, and I have even thought that the person beside me will change his mind.
“Chou Sze-che, what do you look like with a broken necktie?”
My mother couldn’t help but scold: “Can you take care of your wife first? She has a big belly and fainted from anemia. She only knows how to go on business trips all day. I think you’re in the money hole!”
“I’m sorry, Mom. I won’t do it again. I’ve applied to the company, and I won’t go on a business trip for the next few months. I’m sure I’ll accompany you in the future. Don’t be angry. It’s not worth it to be angry with your health.”
Chou Sizhe took hold of my hand, and his body temperature spread from the palm to the back of my hand. His eyes were full of concern: “I’m sorry, Yanyan. I’m making you feel bad.”
I was a little moved and wondered if I had just been wrong, when my belly suddenly moved obviously.
Zhou Sizhe also saw it, with the excitement of being a new father in his eyes, and gently pasted it up to greet the baby in my stomach.
“Daddy’s late. Sorry, baby. You and Mommy worked so hard.”
My eyes were wet for a moment. Zhou Sizhe struggled silently and worked hard for this family. Our marriage was not easy. Maybe I shouldn’t doubt him. As soon as
my hand touched his back, Lin Yi rushed into the ward.
She directly ignored Zhou Sizhe’s intimacy with me and ran straight to me, her face full of worries was not false.
But as she got closer and closer, I smelled the faint fragrance that had just been mixed with the smoke. The sensitivity
just now seems to have an answer.
Chen Yanyan, why are you anemic again? Look how white your face is? I told you to eat on time!
Lin Yi frowned and stared at me for two seconds before turning to say hello to my mother, looking at Zhou Sizhe with a cold face.
“Oh, Lin Yi, why are you here at night?”? Take care of Chen Yen for me. I can’t stop worrying about him all day long!
My mother began to chatter again. Lin Yi had a cold face, but her hands were very gentle. As before,
she pinched my ear and did not forget to stare at me. I had mixed feelings. The
month is big, the body is very heavy, today this dizzy, really gave me some tired.
Tonight, for the first time, I don’t want to hold on. The three people in
front of me all care about me, someone can rely on, I should be contented and happy.
I wish it was all in my head.
“Look how cold your hands are. Hold them and keep them warm.”
Lin Yi snatched my hand from Zhou Sizhe’s hand and stuffed a bag of warm baby into my palm, wrapping the back of my hand.
I looked up at her and thought a lot. In the past few months since
pregnancy, Zhou Sizhe has been busier and busier, and the person who accompanies me more often is Lin Yi.
She accompanied me to the hospital for prenatal examination and helped me register, queue up and take medicine.
It was she who cooked jujube porridge for me, fearing that I would suffer from serious anemia, so she specially studied recipes for me. Before he
jumped to Zhou Sizhe’s company, as long as he was on a business trip, Lin Yi would come to my house on time to report and feed me in different ways. In
my pregnancy diary, almost every article has Lin Yi’s figure. Look at Zhou Sizhe
again, he has got up from me, lowered his head and said nothing, and Lin Yi did not even have an eye contact. In
the past, the indifference and lack of communication between them were very common, and they were two people who did not like each other.
But after seeing that kind of picture, and then looking at the two of them, even if they do not speak, there is an unusual strangeness in the dead silence of zero communication between them. The sudden deletion of
Lin Yi’s circle of friends and the inexplicable fragrance on Zhou Sizhe’s body all upset me. For the first time,
I felt that Lin Yi was strange, I didn’t want to see her, and I was afraid of losing her.
Seeing that I was not in good condition, Lin Yi told me to have a good rest, nodded to Zhou Sizhe simply, and left the ward. After
she left, my mother couldn’t help meddling.
Lin Yi is too old to be young. Why doesn’t he have a partner now. There are a lot of rich wives in my beauty salon. The second generation of the rich can take their pick. I’ll introduce them to her another day. Before
I could speak, Zhou Sizhe opened his mouth.
“Mom, Lin Yi has always had a good eye, and he doesn’t like the second generation of the rich.”
He said something for no reason, as if he was running into my mother’s gun.
I said what does Lin Yi have to do with you? Worry about your own wife and children!
I don’t want to get involved in the argument, but I also want an answer in my heart.
Yes, the type of boy Lin Yi likes is rare, and he has been different from me since he was a child. Sizhe, I think your junior student Hsu Rui is pretty good. It’s quite to her taste. Why didn’t you make a match?
Before the words were out of his mouth, Chou Sizhe immediately objected: “He can’t do it.”
My eyes were completely dim, staring at Zhou Sizhe, unwilling to face the answer as if it was about to surface.
“We’ll see. Now you’re in a critical condition. I’ll call the nurse and take you home in a minute.”
He should have felt something was wrong, closed his mouth tightly, and then walked out of the ward. After parting
from my mother, Zhou Sizhe and I went home. Speechless
all the way, I used my physical discomfort to disguise my depression.
I really do not want to delve into, even if Zhou Sizhe really behind my back, that person can not be Lin Yi.
I was escorted into the house by Zhou Sizhe.
He half knelt on my new Ultraman floor mat and silently changed my shoes. He
brought me a basin of water to wipe my face and wash my hands as meticulously as before. When
not on a business trip, Zhou Sizhe is considerate and takes care of me no worse than Lin Yi. Later in
pregnancy, he even offered to let me resign. He wanted me to be a full-time wife, saying he could afford it.
We argued about it, although I knew he didn’t want me to work too hard and worried that I couldn’t take care of my work and children. Before I
moved to B City, Lin Yi, Zhou Sizhe and I were neighbors in the same courtyard and classmates in the same primary school. When they were young, they
didn’t deal with each other. Lin Yi never played with boys, while Zhou Sizhe was a good boy. I was the only one who ran blindly all day and jumped between them repeatedly.
Later, Lin Yi and I both moved to B city, and Zhou Sizhe gradually faded away in our lives.
Later, my father died in a car accident, and my mother’s temper became increasingly irritable. Lin Yi’s parents’ business grew bigger and bigger, and they had no time to take care of her. Our two children could only “depend on each other for their lives.”. It’s not easy for
my mother to open a beauty salon. She smiles outside and makes me angry when she comes home. She thinks my grades are not as good as Lin Yi’s, and she blames me for only painting and not studying.
But Lin Yi always defends me, not only in front of my mother, but also in everything.
Obviously, we have completely different tastes and preferences, but she is willing to cooperate with me in everything and follow my wishes.
Chasing my stars, watching my dramas, eating my favorite fat intestines and snail powder, scaring off the people who laugh at me for not having a father, beating up the bastards who bully me, praising my paintings, and helping me improve my grades.
Because of her encouragement, I am more brave to embark on the designer’s dream road. When I was in
college, Lin Yi went abroad to study, and I was admitted to the Department of Fine Arts of B University as I wished.
Without her in the days, I work harder, but also deeply lonely. In the charity activities of the second semester of
my junior year, I met Zhou Sizhe, a finance major, after a long separation.
He is the organizer of the event, with me to pull sponsorship, design, repair the program, affirmed my various proposals, support my ideas.
Finally, our team won the grand prize, and I was also favored by well-known enterprises in the industry and received an internship invitation. When he was
busy, he and I recalled the childish past and imagined the beautiful future.
His excellence and progress attracted me, and his carefulness and sincerity warmed me.
I suddenly realized that I could be loved by more people.
Several months of charity activities ended successfully. After dinner, everyone went to sing. Zhou Sizhe accompanied me to the end and wanted to hold my hand several times. In the
private room, I ordered a song “Ultraman” by Yu Jiayun, saying that it would be dedicated to my Ultraman.
Who likes me, who is close to me,
is not as good as your eyes. You
don’t want to save the planet.
I know you feel bad once in a while.
It’s just that they don’t understand, and
they may not be able to stay together until they are old.
But I will fly to your nebula
and bring my greetings.
That was my cryptic confession and my sincere gratitude.
Thank him for praising me, encouraging me, helping me pursue my dream, and adding a touch of brightness to my pale and struggling life. After singing
a song, he hugged me, expressed his love to me, and asked me if I would like to be his girlfriend in front of everyone. At the end of the
internship, I stayed in the current company, and the salary was higher than average level in the industry.
I gave Lin Yi the good news, and she was happy for me on the phone outside the jet lag.
At that time, Zhou Sizhe also entered a large enterprise, and soon became a full member by virtue of his strength.
Love anniversary day, coinciding with Lin Yi’s return to China, I pulled her to see Zhou Sizhe, raised their glasses and let them recognize each other.
But when they grew up, they were still not very harmonious. Zhou Sizhe was indifferent all the way, while Lin Yi always had a cold face.
When I asked her why later, she only said that she was not used to the hypocrisy of a straight a student like him, but she still wished me happiness.
Zhou Sizhe felt that she was aloof, arrogant, and somewhat arrogant.
So, I do not force them to have a good relationship, so lukewarm.
Until Lin Yi jumped to Zhou Sizhe’s company and joined his project team. Looking back
now, it seems that their relationship has changed slightly since then, but I am not at ease.
A few months ago, when they came back from a business trip in X city, I went to pick them up at the airport.
Zhou Sizhe took out a commemorative T-shirt and said it was a gift for me. Looking at the Q version of Ultraman in the row above, my heart was almost sprouted.
He said he had one, too. He opened his coat and showed it to me. There was a single little Ultraman in the position of his heart.
He leaned close to my ear and said that he was my own Ultraman.
While we were having lunch together, when I went to the bathroom, I saw Lin Yi take off her coat, revealing the T-shirt inside, and a small monster alone, painted in the position of her heart. At that time,
I felt a little strange, but I couldn’t say why. I just heard Lin Yi say that she also thought this dress looked good, and she didn’t want to get involved with our husband and wife, so she picked out another pattern, and I didn’t think much about it. Looking back
now, there is a feeling of discomfort in my stomach. Zhou Sizhe
beside me slept soundly. I got out of bed and secretly took his mobile phone to the bathroom.
The password is my birthday 0507, I easily unlocked, before and after a circle of friends list, also did not see anything unusual.
At the end of the pull, in the group of the # key, I saw a person whose ID was empty several times and then wrote “Little Monster”. A
strong sixth sense prompted me to click on the man’s home page. The
gender is male, and the friend’s permission is impressively written “Don’t look at his circle of friends and status.”.
I have brushed this kind of post on a small book, and the boyfriend in it is also like this, blocking the ambiguous object in the circle of friends, so that his girlfriend will not find out. With trembling hands,
I clicked into his circle of friends and saw a thrilling scene that I will never forget in my life.
The latest one was posted six hours ago, if I remember correctly, when I was sitting in my mother’s car waiting for the red light. In the
dim light, his hands were knotted with ties and appeared on the hotel bed with white bedding.
A beautiful room, with a caption under the photo: “On a business trip, watching football, fighting monsters.” The
tie looks familiar, with a red heart painted on a grey-blue stripe, a limited edition of the brand, exactly the same as the one Zhou Sizhe turned out of his suitcase.
I was completely dumbfounded. It turned out that Lin Yi’s circle of friends was not deleted, but was accidentally sent to the wrong place.
The unsightly picture is here, in her trumpet called “Little Monster”.
My heart suddenly throbbed. Scrolling
forward, I saw more unsightly content. The circle of friends of
“Little Monster” is like another world of Lin Yi, storing her dark secrets and other personalities that are strange to me. The teasing of a cigarette in the
company’s safe passage, the unknown kiss in the underground parking lot, and even the farewell at the entrance of my building can all be the so-called sweetness she records. They shamelessly
shared the time they had stolen from me, enjoying the excitement of this taboo, without regret, without rest.
She hid her secrets, her excitement, her grievances, and even her thoughts of me.
My scalp tingled with shock at how she managed to take care of me while tangling with my man.
From the circle of friends, their misdeeds began a few months ago.
In retrospect, at that time, I began to have a big reaction to pregnancy, and sometimes I couldn’t control my emotions. Because of a little thing, I quarreled with Zhou Sizhe and cried.
But he was very tolerant of me and knew that I didn’t mean it, so he always gave in to me.
I thought I had found a peerless man, but it turned out that he had something else to vent his emotions.
I do not know why these two people are hooked together, obviously before so incompatible, each other are not willing to look at each other.
One is a man who loves me deeply and is proud of me like the morning light.
One is the woman who knows me best and has accompanied me since childhood.
They hid it from me so closely, and their bad behavior made me heartache.
My stomach was full of acid regurgitation and nausea. I couldn’t help vomiting. I vomited all the night snacks that Zhou Sizhe cooked for me.
Zhou Sizhe slept lightly, heard the noise and immediately ran over, and then looked at the mobile phone I was holding in my hand, looking obviously panicked.
He grabbed my hand and tried to help me get up, but I threw it away and touched it empty.
“Yan Yan, what’s wrong with you?”
“Get out!” I gave him a fright when I shouted at him.
I looked back at him and found that Zhou Sizhe was as handsome as ever, but there was a trace of fatigue on his face, of course, more panic.
I think it’s unfair that I’m the only one who is heavy, out of shape, out of control and uncomfortable. Why can
Zhou Sizhe be natural and unrestrained, bright and beautiful, and indulge in the new gentle countryside at any time?! Since
pregnancy, the suffering, grievance and tiredness have suddenly come to attack me.
I fell, tears can not help but flow down, embarrassed and sad.
Chou Sizhe seemed to be holding on to a little bit of luck: “Yan Yan, do you feel badly?”? Why don’t I take you to the hospital again?
He tried to ignore the fact that I was peeking at his phone. For the first time,
I stared at him viciously, trying to pull out his heart, liver and lungs to see why he had changed.
“Do the little monsters and the balls look good?” The moment I
asked, my stomach was churning, and I couldn’t help retching. Strange to
say, in the past, Zhou Sizhe and Lin Yi did not deal with anything, only when watching the ball can be reconciled, and I happen to have no interest.
Both of them like Argentina. The football match is their only chance to say more. I didn’t expect it to be my nightmare now.
You.. Did you see it all?
Zhou Sizhe’s eyes were red in an instant. He half knelt down and looked up at me.
His eyes were complex, as if they were so humble, and there was a kind of relief after they were finally discovered.
But I couldn’t free him. I slapped him, and then I slapped him again. His left face turned red, and his right face gradually swelled up.
He didn’t dare to stop me, and I didn’t want to stop.
They won’t stop hurting me. Why should I be soft. Is
this what a man can do! Are you tired of the two of you stealing from me behind my back and acting out in front of me?!
I don’t want to cry, but I can’t help it. I
know that the moment I say it, from now on, I will lose the two most important people in my life. Despite Zhou Sizhe’s shouts,
I went back to my room with my stomach in my hands, picked up my cell phone and called my mother to pick me up right now.
I don’t want to see Zhou Sizhe again for a moment. I will never forgive him.
Even if the baby in my belly is destined to break our ties, I can raise myself and cut off the relationship with this man.
Zhou Sizhe was frightened and begged me not to go with tears.
I didn’t even want to look at him again. Any more would make me sick: “Then get out of here and don’t show up in front of me!”
Zhou Sizhe wept bitterly, and the pride and high spirits of the past were gone.
I’m not leaving, Yanyan. This is our home. My wife is here. You’re pregnant with my child. Where do you want me to go? Yan Yan, I’m really wrong. Can you give me another chance? I won’t do it again. I beg you not to be angry.
He still hugged me and refused to let go. After a while, the doorbell rang and my mother arrived.
Zhou Sizhe opened the door for her. When my mother saw us like this, she gave Zhou Sizhe two big slaps without saying a word.
He was defenseless and his face was swollen out of shape.
My mother didn’t even pack a dress for me. She pulled me up and left. Zhou Sizhe still wanted to stay, but he was choked by my words.
“Chou Sze-che, from now on I will make a clean break with you. When you first hooked up with Lin Yi, you should have thought that you would have today.”
Elevator down, out of the corridor, sitting in the car, my mother did not say a word all the way, with me driving away from the community.
The body is not so uncomfortable, and the suffering in the heart is more.
When Zhou Sizhe took me to see the house, he said that there was a very good kindergarten nearby, and the greening was also one of the best.
We went to the furniture city together, from an empty house to a warm room, and I used to decorate this small home with him bit by bit. The lovely hands on the
bedroom windowsill, the bowls and dishes in the kitchen, the bookcase of parenting books I read every day, the baby carriage assembled by Zhou Sizhe himself, I left too many memories in this home.
How can you really be willing to give up? How can you do it in a natural and unrestrained way? He and his family have witnessed so many years of love.
But because of this, I have no turning back, is Zhou Sizhe and Lin Yi, broke my fantasy, all the good things are destroyed.
Tears flow into my mouth, bitter and bitter, the cold wind outside the window crushed the branches, the heating in the car can not cover my cold heart. I was speechless
all the way back to my childhood home, and my mother came in with me.
Seeing the tourist photos on the shoe cabinet, I and my young and beautiful mother standing under the ancient city wall, without the figure of my father, I finally collapsed.
“Mom, I’m sorry.”
I cried so hard that I couldn’t breathe and my tears couldn’t stop flowing. I
didn’t listen to you. I screwed it all up. Maybe in the future, I’ll have to raise my own children.
My mother’s eyes turned red. She couldn’t hold her breath any longer. She pinched my arm, but she didn’t dare to use too much strength.
She did not blame me this time, but wiped away her tears and swallowed her sadness back into her stomach to ease my heart.
“You’re right, and you don’t have to worry about it. It’s just another child, isn’t it? Mother raised it. Mother has experience.” In the days of
living in my mother’s home, my mother completely put down everything in the beauty salon and concentrated on accompanying me.
In fact, I feel very sorry, but I can’t show it. I can only take care of the baby and try not to let her worry about me too much.
But some people just don’t let us feel at ease.
Zhou Sizhe was crazy to find me. He came to plead for mercy almost every day. At the beginning, his face was still a little swollen. My mother really did a lot.
Apologizing, kneeling, crying, a series of performances in turn, my mother was not moved, did not allow him to enter the house, the noise is not shameful, the neighbors will know sooner or later.
I don’t care about losing face. It’s not my fault.
Later, from begging me to go home, to cooking soup for me every day, to moving parenting books, pregnancy clothes and supplies from that home to this home, I never looked at him.
I feel sad, but I feel even more chilling.
So many years of friendship can not resist the temptation of the moment, what is the use of doing this?
He used to be the perfect partner, the one to spend his life with, but now I think of him again, but I just feel like a joke.
I asked for a divorce, but Zhou Sizhe disagreed anyway, so I had to entrust a lawyer to do it, and he refused to sign the agreement.
He knew that I was serious and sent a lot of confessional messages, promising that I would never do anything out of line again in my life, which I deleted one by one.
My mother asked me if I had thought about it and if I would regret it. I wiped away my tears, lowered my head and stroked my stomach.
The road is hard, but I can go on.
Soon, the baby will come out of my stomach. How can I not be happy? How can I not be worried.
But the child is my painstaking care all the way over, how can he let go, it is a murder of a life!
From now on, it’s just my baby.
I have only one appeal, let Zhou Sizhe stay away from me and my children as far as possible.
Lin Yi also came here several times, but she was driven away by my mother. How much she loved Lin Yi in the
past, how much she hated her now.
Later, when my mother and I went to the hospital, she stopped us to apologize.
She cried so much that she had to kneel down.
Seeing that there were already people around taking pictures with their mobile phones, my mother was afraid of causing trouble to the hospital, so she reluctantly agreed to go to the coffee shop on the first floor. Without saying a word,
I also wanted to hear how Lin Yi confessed.
If the opposite is a strange woman, perhaps I can be more indifferent, but for Lin Yi, I can not do.
My feelings for her are even deeper than Zhou Sizhe’s.
She no longer cold face, said he was a heinous bastard, thousands of mistakes should not be obsessed, should not let me sad.
“If you want us to come here just to listen to your nonsense, can we go now?”
The damage has already been done. It’s meaningless to say that. I don’t want to have too many emotional fluctuations, accidentally hurt the baby in my stomach, and drag my mother up and leave.
Lin Yi panicked and immediately grabbed my hand, fearing that I would be hurt by mistake and quickly let go.
She raised her head, looked at me with red eyes, tears rolling in her eyes, and immediately raised her hand to slap herself in the face.
She was afraid that I would leave like this, and her face was full of begging.
“Chen Yan, don’t you want to hear how I fell on Chou Sizhe?”
To tell you the truth, I don’t want to know. I feel sick. But I do not understand, before you obviously so discordant, how can you carry me together? Don’t tell me it’s because you can’t satisfy Zhou Sizhe.
I said in one breath and squeezed my mother’s hand, and she shook me back so that I didn’t have to get angry.
Lin Yi shed tears and looked very painful. You may not believe what I
said, but I have been suffering from severe depression for several years, starting with my parents’ divorce, and it has gradually worsened since I went abroad.
I always wanted to find a chance to tell you, but you were in love with Zhou Sizhe in those years, and I couldn’t bear to destroy your good mood, so I kept seeing a doctor and taking medicine silently, hiding it from you, thinking that it would be better slowly.
To tell you the truth, I didn’t like Zhou Sizhe at the beginning. I hated his truer spirit, and I felt that he took you away from me.
You are no longer a good friend of mine. I can’t monopolize your time, and I don’t want to say that negative energy bothers you. I can’t digest it by myself, and the symptoms are getting worse and worse.
Later, I jumped to the project department of their company and worked with Zhou Sizhe, only to find that I was too hostile. He listens to you and takes good care of me.
Once I had dinner with a client on a business trip, the client took advantage of me, deliberately splashed wine on my thigh, and then kept touching me.
I was drunk and couldn’t resist. Zhou Sizhe rushed out and beat the man. The scene was a little big.
That night, we were all drunk. I may have been lonely for too long, depressed for too long, and I was confused by alcohol for a while, so I had sex with him regardless.
At first, we all regretted it. I thought about admitting my mistake to you and kneeling down to beg you for forgiveness, but I was so bad that I began to covet the care and consideration he could give you.
Zhou Sizhe said that he was afraid that you would hurt your body if you knew it, so we agreed that we would confess to you as soon as the child was born and ask for your forgiveness anyway. As a result, we failed to stop the loss in time and made mistakes again and again, sinking deeper and deeper into the abyss.
I’m sorry. I’m really wrong. You can beat me and scold me, but don’t ignore me, OK? You’re my only friend, and I’m really more afraid of losing you than Chou Sze-che!
My mother listened with a calm breath, finally unable to hold back, grabbed the cup on the table, a glass of water splashed Lin Yi’s face, but did not even bother to say a word to her.
And I didn’t realize I was already in tears.
I feel sorry for her depression, her lonely days abroad, and her harassment by clients.
She is the best friend I grew up with. How can I not be distressed.
But should these be the reasons for them to betray me?
I was a little tired and motioned to my mother to go home.
Lin Yi finally broke down and cried, trying to hold me, but was waved away by my mother.
She looked up at me, tears blurred her big eyes that could talk, and this person and this face made me very strange.
I didn’t hesitate to slap her. She owed me.
But she owes too much, and I don’t want to give her a chance to pay it back.
Seeing that her stomach was almost full-term, my mother and I finally had a few quiet days, and Zhou Sizhe’s mother came to the door again.
When she heard about my quarrel with Zhou Sizhe, she came from her hometown to plead for her son. It was not easy for
my mother to see her. She didn’t drive me away directly. She let me go into the bedroom without coming out. She gave her a cup of tea, but she didn’t give her a good look.
I heard them talking in the living room, louder and louder, and then my mother-in-law seemed to cry, with a choking voice.
I heard her say that it is not easy for Zhou Sizhe to make money in the unit. He has paid so much for this family. Now he really knows that he is wrong. Can you forgive him.
Also said that which man has not made a mistake, good depends on a lifetime to live like this, between husband and wife is not the head of the bed quarrel and the end of the bed.
The more I listened, the more angry I became. I couldn’t help coming out of the bedroom. I couldn’t believe what I had just heard. I
‘m not as generous as you, and I can’t forgive your son for making such a mistake! It’s impossible to forgive for a lifetime!
My mother-in-law saw that I had a big belly, a complicated expression on my face, happy and sad, and hurriedly brought the two boxes of specialty products at the door to the house, showing a trace of compulsion in the humble.
“Yanyan, mom will surely teach Sizhe a lesson later, but you see you’re so pregnant, how can you give birth to a child without a father? It wasn’t easy for your mother to take care of you alone before, and you can’t..”
This remark made my mother even angrier:
“My daughter is as well off as your son without you. You don’t have to tell me what to do here. Then take your things and go quickly!”! We don’t want it!
They were pushing and shoving, which made me upset. I wanted them to stop quarreling and let me be quiet, but my stomach suddenly hurt.
My mother finally stopped arguing with her mother-in-law and rushed to see me.
“In-laws, it looks like we’re about to give birth. Let’s hurry and take the baby to the hospital!” The most important thing
in front of me was my stomach. No one could care so much about it. My mother drove and the three of us went to the hospital together. It’s really embarrassing
to give birth to a child under such circumstances.
On the way, my mother-in-law had to call Zhou Sizhe, but I couldn’t think about the pain, and I couldn’t control so much. The moment I
was pushed into the delivery room, I seemed to see Zhou Sizhe’s figure.
In the past, I wish he could accompany me, even if he could not share the pain, but at least his heart was not as empty as it is now.
I prayed for the safe birth of the child, but whether the child without a father could live happily or not, my brain was in a mess, and the pain forced me to start thinking about it. The pain of
childbirth was even more unforgettable. Several times, I couldn’t stand the pain and even wanted to die.
But for the sake of my children, I have to suffer this disaster.
I do not know how long, I was so tired that I almost collapsed, until I heard the tender cry, the nurse came to me and said congratulations.
“Six catties and six taels. It’s a baby boy.” After the
pain, I was so tired that I couldn’t open my mouth. Before I
closed my eyes, I saw Zhou Sizhe running towards me in a trance. His face was full of anxiety, just like when he proposed to me, he was both panicked and happy.
When I woke up, my mother was the only one left in the ward. She said that the nurse had cleaned my son and asked Zhou Sizhe to pick him up. My mother-in-law followed her.
My mother loved me dearly and stayed to take care of me. As soon as I opened my eyes, she cried.
She said that when a woman gave birth to a child, it was like walking through the gate of death. She asked me if it still hurt and if I was tired.
I cried, too, tears trickling down the corners of my eyes and wetting the pillow.
My mother wiped away her tears and pretended to be relaxed. “In the future, the three of us will depend on each other. Is my daughter afraid?”
I cried out, weak but strong, and answered her, “With my mother, I’m not afraid.”
Zhou Sizhe came back with his son. When he pushed the door and came in, he still had a smile in his eyes. When he saw my crying, he immediately restrained himself and held his son in front of me.
“Yanyan, look at our son. How beautiful his eyes are, how much like yours!”
Chou’s mother also came over, and her face was full of joy: “It’s just that you look so dewy, but it’s just a combination of the advantages of mom and dad. Look how good my grandson is!”.
These words sounded very harsh, my mother snorted, took the son from Zhou Sizhe’s hand, and blocked the mother and son with her body.
I didn’t have the strength to pay attention to them, so I took a deep look at my son in the posture of my mother’s arms. A
little person can’t see clearly who he looks like, but the magical knowledge that “he is my son” makes my eyes wet for a moment.
For his birth, I have just suffered, but also full of joy. When I was pregnant in
October, he used to be a piece of meat growing on my body, but now he is separated from my stomach and becomes a little person in front of me, as if it were a dream.
And the man who had just brought him in was the culprit who had completely shattered the dream.
I looked at Chou Sizhe, who immediately came to me as if he understood. He cautiously called me “wife,” and said to me, “You’ve worked hard.”.
Wife, shall I take you home? I really know I made a mistake. The three of us will be fine in the future, okay?
Although it’s a little late to say so, I seem to suddenly understand that Lin Yi didn’t like last week’s Sizhe at the beginning-pretentious and hypocritical.
It’s a pity that I have to go through her to really see this person.
That’s ironic. My
lips were dry, my throat was dry, and my heart sank.
“I’m not your wife anymore, and my son has nothing to do with you from now on.”
Zhou Sizhe’s mother wanted to talk about the child, and Zhou Sizhe cried for mercy, but my mother was determined to break off relations with their family. For the first time,
she was so cruel that even I was afraid.
The child was so frightened that he cried out. There was a lot of noise in the ward. Even the nurse ran in to warn him.
The two of them could not defeat my mother and were driven away. The road to
divorce was long, but I had to take good care of my body first. After I recovered, my mother took me home from the hospital for confinement and hired a nanny to take care of me.
Zhou Sizhe still did not give up, every day to deliver nutritional soup, all of which were taken downstairs by my mother to feed the dog.
In the evening, he came over with a bunch of flowers and bought piles and piles of baby products for his children. He dared not come in, so he put them outside the door.
But my mom doesn’t care. She donates it to the community.
The nanny saw what was going on in our family and sighed repeatedly, but did not dare to say much. I slept very badly
these days. I got up several times to nurse at night, and I had nightmares when I fell asleep. A few days before
my baby was one month old, I was scared to wake up from a nap. The
dream was blood-red, and there was no one around me. Suddenly, I was pushed and fell to the ground in fright. Suddenly, I woke up.
As soon as I opened my eyes, it was getting dark. My mother had just entered the house, and my eyelids were jumping badly.
She said that she met Zhou Sizhe downstairs, and most of them left him a few words and brought their grievances home.
Originally, because of the postpartum hormone disorder, I became emotional and irritable during the confinement period, and I didn’t like anything, and because of the nightmare trance, I didn’t say anything to her.
“Then leave me alone!”
The child was frightened by me and began to cry in the bedroom, which made us upset.
The nanny coaxed him for a long time, but it was useless. I ran in to see him and heard my mother slam the door. When I calmed down
a little, I called her and heard that she was going to the beauty salon to have a look. Just now, the clerk said that someone was making trouble. As
he spoke, the noise on the other end of the phone suddenly became louder, with men and women shouting and cursing, as if there was a crackling sound of things falling down.
Suddenly, my mother shouted and the phone was cut off.
My intuition is not good, the eyelid jumps more fiercely, the heartbeat becomes faster, always feel unlucky, the heart is suddenly particularly uncomfortable.
I quickly called the store, but I called several times but no one answered. I called Zhang Li, a younger sister who had a good relationship. After several times, I finally got through.
I opened my mouth and asked how my mother was, but I heard a hoarse cry on the other end of the phone. Zhang Li also trembled and cried.
Boss, she, she was stabbed several times, and a lot of blood flowed. Blood, the ambulance hasn’t come yet, sister, come quickly. My
legs were so weak that I almost sat on the ground, my ears buzzed, and my mind went blank.
All of a sudden, my world seemed to stop running.
I rushed down the stairs recklessly, without putting on my coat. I was so flustered that I ran off one of my slippers. Behind me came the cry of the nanny, and I didn’t seem to hear it. Before
Zhou Sizhe left, his car was parked at the door of the building, and when he saw me running out in a mess, he immediately met me. The
cold wind hit my face like a knife, and my tears could not stop falling, and my words were incoherent.
Just now I couldn’t wait for the elevator. I ran all the way down the stairs. I ran too fast. I had acid reflux in my stomach and my feet were weak. As soon as he caught me, I could no longer control myself.
He asked me what was wrong, but my voice was as hard as choking.
My mother, my mother.. Take me to the beauty parlor!
Beauty salon is not far from the community, the car sped up, and before I got off, I was frightened by the scene at the door.
Ambulances and police cars have arrived, and there is a circle of people outside the cordon.
I stumbled out of the car, saw pools of blood on the ground, and pushed past the crowd like crazy.
I couldn’t believe my eyes when I saw my mother lying in the doorway, thin and motionless. My
heart ached so much that I couldn’t breathe. I shouted at a circle of people, “Where’s the ambulance?”? Where’s the doctor? Why didn’t you come and save her?
A policeman came and pulled me to calm me down. With his mouth
open, he told me that he was not breathing. My ears were ringing
again, and I heard his words in a trance, but his voice was colder than wind in December, declaring the fact that I didn’t want to believe.
I shook my head and shouted, “Why don’t you come?”? Why don’t you come..
The voice is losing more and more confidence.
My reason finally broke in the body, gradually from questioning to begging, until finally, watching them want to put the white cloth on my mother.
I stopped her with my body, knelt humbly on the ground, and asked the others for help: “Please come and save her, please..”
Zhou Sizhe put his coat on me and tried to help me get up, but he couldn’t pull me, and the police couldn’t pull me away.
I just lay on my mother’s body, hugged her tightly, stuck her heartbeat that had stopped, and cried my heart out. There were people
around discussing the murderer, the sound of taking pictures with mobile phones, Zhang Li and other shop assistants saying something behind me, and Zhou Sizhe’s voice, but I didn’t seem to hear it.
Winter is so cold, how can my mother wear so little? I want to use my body temperature to warm my mother and let her wake up quickly.
It’s all because she ran too fast and fell down.
It’s all my fault that I said cruel words to her, which made her faint.
“Then leave me alone!”
This is a prophecy, I think I will never forgive myself. It was too hard to
accept the reality. Looking at her pale and cold in the morgue, I finally realized the fact that my mother had left.
No matter how much Zhou Sizhe courted me, I didn’t care.
He wanted to see his son several times, but I drove him away mercilessly.
Lin Yi changed his number to call me and was blacklisted by me again and again.
Compared with my mother, who is a matter of life and death, their activities are not worth mentioning. With
regard to the investigation and cooperation of the case, I am even more ruthless and never soft-hearted.
After my mother left, I finally lived like her.
I breathed a sigh of relief and learned to be as ruthless as she was, and the solution of many things became much easier.
But most of the time, I seem to lose the strength to live.
The walking dead has almost become my daily state. People
around me are afraid that I can’t get over it, and I don’t want to leave it, but now I have a son, he is the only family around me. I have to hold on
for him.
Finally, I waited for the murderer to be brought to justice, and he admitted all the facts of the crime. According to the results of
the investigation, he decided to retaliate against the society because of his unsuccessful pursuit of girls, and came to the place where girls did beauty to make trouble.
My mother had a conflict with him in order to protect her clients. In a fit of anger, he killed my mother and hacked her to death.
It is said that the parents of the murderer are also decent people, their son committed a crime, they are bitter, but also willing to accept punishment.
These words sound light, but they are heavy in my heart.
I can’t wait for the murderer to pay for his life and go to hell. During
this period of time, I lived in a muddle. In addition to cooperating with the police force and negotiating with lawyers, I had to find a way to deal with the beauty salon left by my mother.
Out of such a big thing, beauty salon business plummeted, I have to worry about staff dismissal, customer placement and other matters.
I can’t put all the burden of taking care of my son on the nanny. Now he is the only motivation to support me to live. His peace is my greatest desire.
Besides, I have to be distracted to arrange my return to work. In the
bad days, it was work that gave me a short respite. I was lucky to get the trust of the company’s leaders. General Manager Liu and his team have been waiting for me to return. The divorce
with Zhou Sizhe has become the most trivial matter. When
I first knew the truth, it was like the sky was falling, but now it looks like a nightmare.
I live in the wind and fire, the state seems to be normal, but only I know that in the dead of night, I will still hide in the balcony and cry.
Tears wet the clothes, sadness in the heart.
Sometimes I would burst into tears when I held my son in my arms, but I couldn’t bear to cry when I saw his smiling face.
My son grew up day by day, and I registered him.
I named him Chen Anning, hoping that his future will be smooth and his life will be peaceful.
I took a headshot of him, and a picture of me holding his little hand was placed next to my mother’s photo.
In this way, three generations of our family seem to finally get together.
I ran around during the day and took care of her at night, and I had a little feeling of being a mother.
It’s a pity that my mother died.
My mother wants to be strong all her life. She lives independently, strong, courageous and never admits defeat.
Despite her bad temper and nagging, she will always be my hero.
But I wish she could stay with me again. How could she leave me and let go of
the three women who had agreed to live together. The investigation of the
case came to an end, and the murderer was severely punished and sentenced to death.
Death compensation, funeral expenses and all other compensation will soon come down.
I took care of my mother’s funeral with red and swollen eyes. Despair had become yesterday. I tried to cheer up and send her away well. Many of her former clients and sisters came to the
funeral home. They hugged me and cried. Flowers and condolences gave me so much comfort.
Zhou Sizhe insisted on accompanying me at the wake. His eyes were redder than mine. I didn’t drive him away for the first time. The
mourning hall turned on the heating, but I still felt cold, and the chill came.
I really want to wake up my mother, listen to her talk a little more, and ask her if her clothes are thick enough.
Zhou Sizhe advised me to sleep for a while, but I ignored him and refused to sleep. I wanted to ask the nanny about my son, but I received an email from Lin Yi in my mobile phone mailbox.
Chen Yanyan, this may be a last letter of confession. Can you please read it.
I know I’m not qualified to accompany you anymore, but when I know about my aunt, I’m still most worried about you.
You don’t know. In fact, you are a crybaby. When you were a child, you were wronged and didn’t want to say anything. In the end, you cried secretly. I know that.
Also, in fact, I don’t like snail powder and fat intestines at all, but I don’t want to lose your only friend, but now I really lost it. You must have cried
this time. I hate myself for not being able to comfort you and face it with you. I think I am the biggest sinner.
Without me, you don’t have to leave your home, you don’t have to bear the pain of childbirth, and you don’t have to take all the pressure of taking care of your children on yourself.
Maybe the aunt won’t leave so suddenly.
I don’t know if this will make you feel better? After confessing to you, Zhou Sizhe and I broke up completely and suffered retribution. He has been kicked out of the project team by the company
because he has offended customers and has been complained many times. It is said that he will be laid off soon, but that is after I resigned. Before I
resigned, I went with the project team to entertain clients again, but I met more excessive scum than last time. They got my colleagues drunk, drugged me and took me to the hotel. When I was
lying in that bed, I finally knew that no one would come to save me.
I’m completely dirty. I think this is God’s revenge on me.
My family helped me call the police and go to court, but I had to go crazy with them every day.
I can’t get through to you. I have no friends.
The depression was worse, and it was about to crush me. I tried to cut my wrists, and they threw all the sharp things out. I drank a lot of sleeping pills, and they sent me to the hospital for gastric lavage.
Don’t feel sorry for me. I brought all this on myself and hurt you and your aunt. From then on, I knew I would not come to a good end.
By the time you see this email, I should be on a plane to M country. I failed to commit suicide
several times, and I was going to be sent to the nursing home by my parents.
In fact, Zhou Sizhe is your own Ultraman from the beginning to the end. I am the monster who destroys you. I deserve to be beaten away. I will disappear by myself and never bother you again.
It’s just a pity. I haven’t seen what my adopted son looks like yet, but he must be very beautiful. I guess he looks like you.
Aunt watched me grow up with you, just like my other mother, I am too sorry for her, I will go to hell, I hope aunt can go to heaven well.
Finally, Chen Yanyan, will you cry a little less? In the future, your life will be bright and glorious without my rotten friend.
I hated Lin Yi and blamed her, but she shouldn’t have suffered so much. Those scum are going to hell.
I don’t know how Zhou Sizhe around me will feel when he knows this.
Grief pangs like night over me.
A sleepless night, sitting until dawn.
I wiped my face. It’s time to send my mother to be cremated.
Watching her body being pushed in, I was too sad to cry.
I remember not long after I came to B city when I was a child, my father died, but his departure has been too long, so long that I can not remember the sadness at that time.
Young age, sad seems not so much, as long as every day and Lin Yi play together, the day is not so sad.
But now, when my mother died, I feel like the sky is falling.
My world is falling apart. My home is completely gone. The happiness and relaxation of
childhood are gone forever.
I leaned on Zhou Sizhe’s shoulder and burst into tears. I swore that this would be the last time I relied on him.
Because it’s too painful to tear my heart and lungs, and I can’t breathe.
Until I got that little urn, I could finally lie to myself.
Look, mom will come back to me. Witn
essing the whole process of my mother’s cremation, I even exhausted the last trace of strength on my body.
But I knew that I had to regroup, sort everything out, and now it was time to go back to my son.
Zhou Sizhe also wanted to follow, but I refused.
My mother left, Lin Yi is almost gone, the world is impermanent, Zhou Sizhe and I should end here.
“Thank you for giving her a ride with me, but let’s stop here.”
“I don’t have the strength to say anything more to you. From now on, don’t come to me again. Let’s divorce.”
Zhou Sizhe raised his eyes and looked at me deeply.
I could feel all the light in his eyes go out and fade, and I could see that the blood in his eyes was not fake.
He paused for a few seconds, tears silently trickled down, after months of vicissitudes of life, in his face has long been unable to find the appearance I once loved.
He finally accepted the reality like an appointment. His voice was soft and difficult, and he said to me, “Yes.”.
“Take care, Chen Yan. I’m sorry for you in this life.”
My affair with Zhou Sizhe finally came to an end, and he left the house clean.
The child followed me, the house belonged to me, and I didn’t take his savings.
The general situation is not good. It is said that his original project team was disbanded and he was laid off.
But this has nothing to do with me. When
Chen Anning was half a year old, my leader, General Manager Liu, talked to me once, saying that the company had opened a branch in C city and asked me if I would like to take the team there.
When I said goodbye to my mother’s body, she also came to the scene to see me and knew the whole situation of my family, but she didn’t say much to comfort me.
She just wants me to finish my housework and come back to work as soon as possible. There is still a lot of work waiting for me to do.
I remember she left me a sentence at that time: “No big deal, life is a dream after a dream, good dreams and nightmares will wake up.”.
Now, this dream seems to finally wake up, I decided to take Chen Anning to C city. After
my mother’s compensation came down, I disposed of the beauty salon and the two houses at home, and sold Zhou Sizhe’s house. All the
extra items are donated, and I want to leave here lightly with Chen Anning.
I grew up like a rootless child, wandering in B city for so many years, and I can’t go back to D city. I
came here heavily at the beginning, but now I walk leisurely.
The plane took off and landed in C city three hours later. General Manager Liu contacted the local partner Ye Zijie to pick up the plane. I held the baby in my arms and called her. When I
picked up my luggage, I coaxed Chen Anning to watch the suitcase circle on the big turntable. He laughed happily and carefree.
Next to suddenly heard a mobile phone ring, it was the long-lost “Ultraman”. If I
don’t want you to save the planet,
I know you will feel bad once in a while. They
just don’t understand.
Maybe we can’t stay together until we are old.
But I will fly to your nebula
and bring my greetings.
It’s like a lifetime ago.
Thoughts seem to fly back to the age of eighteen or nineteen, arguing about the details of a plan, and young people who do not know the depth of heaven and earth confront the school.
For the event, we flew to the sponsor’s city to compete, the speeches at the awards ceremony and the noise in the KTV seemed to be yesterday.
But that kind of wanton and hopeful youth is long gone.
I didn’t realize I was crying. Chen Anning’s little hand touched my face and unconsciously rubbed away my tears. I looked at his smile and put away my imagination.
After picking up my luggage, I carried Xiao Anning through the fire exit, and the voice of the airport radio sounded.
“Please go ahead and don’t stop here.”
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