My husband squatted down in front of me, humbly and guiltily pleading, “Lin Yin-yin, divorce. Yan
ran is back. I promised her that she would be the only wife in my life.”
My heart felt like a knife, my eyes were so red that they could bleed, and my mind was in a mess.
I clapped his hand and said, “So what, I’m not
even qualified to be your concubine?”
“How can I be willing to let you be a concubine because of your status?” He Li is the best. I have arranged a place for
you. You will marry Yan Shizi and become a prince’s concubine.
“Didn’t you say you could do anything for me? That’s all. If Dad had known
it was me who offered to divorce, he wouldn’t have let Yan Ran in. Yin Yin, that’s the only
thing I ask of you.” Song Jingshu and
I grew up as childhood sweethearts, and we have been engaged since childhood. Can’t
compare with the unexpected encounter between him and Zhao Yan ran at the flower feast?
I see him as a treasure, and he sees me as an old shoe.
This is the man I have loved for more than ten years. After three years of marriage, he treated me coldly and let me know more than once that I could never compare with
Zhao Yan ran.
Rolling tears into the heart, into a sharp blade, my heart is already full of holes.
I’m tired.
Humble for too long, for the last time, I stubbornly refused to reveal the slightest bit of cowardice. I looked at him haughtily
and said, “Sung Ching-shu, in fact I don’t love you as much as I imagined. It’s good to say goodbye to you
and not owe each other.”
My father is a man in Jianghu. When I was three years old, my family was in great trouble. I was taken back to the
Song Mansion by Uncle Song. I live here today.
Since childhood, the whole family has raised me as Song Jingshu’s wife.
Except for him.
He told me more than once, Lin Yin Yin, I do not like you, will never marry you, you
die of this heart.
He lied to me.
My brother is so kind to me.
Like all the stories in the book, there was a hero who saved the beauty, an osmanthus
cake he bought in the rain, and he guarded me all night when I was sick. Although he refused my kindness to him, he apologized to me afterwards
. He’s just shy. I
am the son and daughter of Jianghu, and I am naturally thick-skinned. If he takes a step back, I will
take a step forward.
Until brother Jing took me to the flower feast that time, he saved Miss Zhao Yan
ran who fell into the water. For the first time, I saw a man’s desire for women from his eyes, which he had never seen when he looked at me
.
It turned out that he really didn’t have me in his heart.
My heart is dead.
But Zhao Yan ran got married.
I think I have a chance.
My brother was seriously ill. When he woke up, he held my hand and said, “Yin Yin, let’s get
married.”
Bridal candle, I perturbed to wait, and so on, but he pressed me under the body, vaguely
shouted Yan ran.
My husband, on the night of our wedding, called another woman’s name. He apologized to me
afterwards and said he would forget Zhao Yan ran. I comfort myself, my brother and I are childhood sweethearts, sincere for sincere, I am so good,
even at the expense of nature, to imitate Zhao Yan ran temperament, wear, I do not believe he will not
be melted by me.
Married for three years, he didn’t touch me.
Except for an accident two months ago.
That day, Zhao Yan ran wrote to him for help, Zhao Yan ran married not a person, she made an appointment to meet Jing brother
, I know, jealous, unwilling.
Zhao Yan ran was injured all over, and she was badly bullied.
She threw herself delicately into brother Jing’s arms, which was a heartache
I had never seen in three years.
Originally, he will not be distressed, but the object is not me.
That night, he stayed with her all night, and I stayed with him all night. The cold moon in the
sky congeals into frost.
I figured it out.
Help them.
The next day, it was the servant who told me that my brother Jing was in the Plum Garden and he had a cold
. I rushed over, he always confessed everything, also told me, Zhao Yan ran back, there will be no contact between them
.
I was vaguely aware that I was a dispensable substitute in his heart. When
she came, I was abandoned. When she left, he hooked his fingers. I wagged my tail and
pounced on him again.
I humbled myself into the mud in exchange for a small corner of his heart.
He turned around. When
he recovered from his illness, he made amends to me. I had always been a good drinker, but that day, after a few drinks
, I was unconscious. When I woke up again, I was lying in his arms in disheveled clothes.
He was red-eyed and said he was sorry for me.
Fool, we are husband and wife. What is there to be sorry for.
Two months later, Zhao Yan ran came back, really came back, she wanted to and from the book, she
found Jing brother, said to him she regretted.
Jing brother is Zhao Yan ran, I am just a shameless occupier.
They love each other. What am I?
I’m tired.
Let’s divorce. What I didn’t tell him was that I was pregnant.
Anyway he loves Zhao Yan ran so much, this in my belly, want to also not be very care about.
I went to Uncle Song and told him that I didn’t love Brother Jing anymore and I wanted to divorce. Uncle Song threw the teacup in
surprise and repeatedly made sure that I was bullied by Brother Jing. Yeah
, I was bullied.
He crushed my heart and made me lose the ability to love, rely on and trust
.
But I just told Uncle Song stubbornly that after three years of marriage, we didn’t consummate our marriage.
I covered up the accident.
Uncle Song didn’t agree. It was ridiculous. He was angry for the first time. He called out to his brother
and questioned him in front of me.
Song Jingshu glanced at me, the fundus has the color of guilt, he did not know my mind to him
, just gave Zhao Yan ran, did not give me more.
“Father, a melon twisted by force is not sweet, so let’s follow the sound.”
I laughed at myself. For the first time,
I found that my brother was just so so. Think of me as returning the kindness of the Song family to me.
Uncle Song was angry with me. I took the book and refused to stay in the house. Song Jingshu
sent me out. Outside the door, a carriage was parked.
Sung Ching-shu gave me a stack of silver tickets. “Don’t be afraid, Yin Yin. In his early years, Prince Yan was wounded in the battlefield
. He can’t be humane. He just changed places. If you’re homesick
, you can come back at any time.”
“Since you have abandoned me, why do you play with deep feelings to shake my heart?”
It was the first time I had said harsh words to him, and he looked slightly stunned.
I pulled down the curtain and the carriage moved smoothly. I have a cursory glance in my
mind, as if it were a lifetime ago.
The prince’s mansion is here. I have
been in the capital for a long time, and I have long heard of the name of Prince Yan. He is a dandy, and his
parents are so angry. He is the only one in the big prince’s mansion who is carefree.
Into the courtyard, I caught a glimpse of the son lying lazily in the courtyard basking in the sun, dressed in red
, sleeves gently, even with closed eyes, can see the appearance of romance.
“Coming?”
Yan Shizi opened his eyes, amorous peach blossom eyes, but the fundus look, but distant cold, such as
the flower of Kaolin, expensive and unattainable. He dismissed all the servants, stared at my red and swollen eyes for a moment, and laughed sarcastically,
“In a mess!”
Then he leaned down lazily and glanced sideways at me. “Do you know that Sung Ching-shu and
I made an exchange, and when you entered the mansion, he got the official position of the Marquis of Purple?”
“I know!” I
adore him. I’m not stupid.
Perhaps my mood is too calm, he slightly stupefied, the color of sarcasm is more intense.
“Stupid!”
“It’s stupid.” I said, “But your Highness has lost money in business. Not to mention that I married
someone, and the child in my belly, it will only bring shame to your Highness.”
Yan Shizi couldn’t hide his surprise. “Does he know?”? And let you come?
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“I didn’t tell him.” I said, “It’s not necessary.”
Yan Shizi stared straight at me for a moment and sneered, “Stupid.”
I just don’t know whether this stupid sound is about me or Song Jingshu.
“Do you know why he sent you into the house?”
“I know.” “As for me, young master, I’ve never suffered losses, and I’ve never been given a name for nothing. From now on, you’ll be in charge of the flowers and plants in the courtyard
.” Yan Shizi said.
I know what he means. It’s impossible for me to be a princess.
I really didn’t want to be a princess.
Yan Shizi asked Zhu’s housekeeper to arrange a house for me. I want to live in a quiet place. It doesn’t matter if it’s remote
. “It’s up to you,” said
Yan Shizi lazily. “Don’t just raise the young master to death.”
Zhu butler took me there. He was a man with a kind face and did not show contempt for my embarrassing status
.
He told me that Yan Shizi liked to sleep a little longer in the morning. He didn’t like to be noisy when he slept, so
I didn’t have to come so early. He also told me some taboos and rules, and I wrote them down one by one.
He also told me that the labor money in the prince’s yard was twenty taels a month, and four clothes were made
in a year, two sets of thin clothes and two sets of thick clothes. Now the winter clothes have not been made yet, so he took
me to get two sets of thin clothes. Although
the house is out of the way, it is clean, and there is a ready-made mattress, which I can make.
On my first day here, butler Zhu asked me to get used to it first and go there tomorrow. He told me
when dinner would be served and where to use it before leaving.
I went out through the back door at Zhu’s house.
I went to the pharmacy. I bought abortion medicine, if before, I would be happy to know that I was pregnant with Song Jingshu’s child,
but now, I just want to start a new life.
Over the years, I had an obsession and followed him all the time, forgetting myself humbly and
trapping myself in a corner, unwilling to come out.
Just out of the medicine shop, some rain, I braved the rain back to the prince’s house, borrowed a stove to boil medicine in the house
. After
taking the medicine, I lay down. The doctor told me that the abortion would be very painful. When the expected pain
came, I could not help curling up.
My thoughts were gradually confused, and before I passed out, I seemed to see a red dress running towards me restlessly
.
When I woke up, it was the second morning. The little servant girl who was
guarding me saw me open my eyes, got up and ran out. After a while, Yan Shizi
came in.
He pulled a chair and sat down on the edge of the bed, extremely disgusted. “Lin Yinyin, are you stupid?”? Don’t you know if you
are pregnant? Had it not been for the young master’s thrush running into the courtyard, the young master
‘s mansion would have become a haunted house!
“I’m not pregnant?” I was stunned.
Although I have never seen a pig run, I can feel that there seems to be no difference in my body. But my month is clearly postponed.
“Looking for some unfashionable quack!” Yan Shizi said venomously, and when he finished, he suddenly
leaned forward and came up to me.
He is a truly amazing man, with a pair of slightly raised eyes that take away all the color of the world.
“Not only are you not pregnant, but you’re still perfect!”.
I
“Put away that look in your eyes. I’m not interested in you. The lady doctor showed you.”
“No.” I was silent. I just wondered, what
happened to the accident? After
I woke up in Song Jingshu’s arms, he acquiesced that I had consummated my marriage with him.
“It seems that the son of the Song family has a hidden disease.”
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. It is full of narrow meaning.
I’m not speaking for Song Jingshu, but it’s a little strange for Yan Shizi, who has a hidden disease in his body, to say this
. My life
in Shizi Mansion is quite quiet. I usually water and plant flowers, all of which are
leisure work.
Of course, this is only the beginning.
For example, when an old man sleeps, he doesn’t like the noise in his courtyard. The people who serve him are all in the outer courtyard. Sometimes I serve tea and water, and I take care of the matter of serving pen and ink. Although
I am doing the work of a servant, I really don’t look like a servant in the prince’s mansion.
I try my best to narrow my sense of existence and do my duty, but Shizi always has a way to annoy you.
I have been in Song Fu for many years, and I can be quite patient, but he can do it, every time I break the defense.
He seemed to be happy to see me become angry from embarrassment. Whenever he made me angry, he always dropped a sentence lightly, “Where is the spirit of beating the young master when he was ten years old?”? The wooden stakes of this prince’s house are more interesting than yours. When he was
ten years old, he had already run amuck in the capital. A few of
their little dandy blocked Song Jingshu, Song Jingshu which is their opponent?
It was me.
I still remember the time when Prince Yan, dressed in purple, angrily pointed at me and said to me, “Lin Yin-yin, you are blind!” Well
, I’m really blind.
In the first few years, my temperament was also lively, with Jianghu spirit in my bones. I went up the tree to dig out birds’eggs and catch fish, fought with Ah Huang at the entrance of the alley, disguised as a man, went to the brothel to drink flower wine, and looked at beautiful sisters. After marrying Song Jingshu, he gradually restrained his temper and learned from others.
Now that I think of it, I feel stupid.
“Lin Yin-yin, this prince has been ridden by you alone since he was a child. If you don’t
avenge this, this prince’s name is written upside down!” Yan Shizi raised his eyebrows slightly.
Riding and beating.
Don’t be so elliptical. It’s weird.
I subconsciously asked, “How will the prince get revenge?”
Yan Shizi is as proud as a peacock spreading its tail, leaving me a very strange smile.
On this day, a new restaurant was opened in the city. I went there with Yan Shizi. Before I went out, he
threw me a bamboo hat. There are a lot of his friends in the
restaurant, perhaps it is the first time to see him bring a woman, they are curious
to see my face under the bamboo hat.
They were all sent a word by Uncle Yan.
Fuck off! When
the waiter introduces the dishes, which tend to be sweet, the son frowns and says, “She doesn’t like sweet
dishes, so just serve one or two, and take the rest of the menu.”
I was slightly stupefied. Song Jingshu and I had been married for many years, but he didn’t know that I didn’t like sweet food. I had only been in Shizi Mansion for a few days, and Shizi had noticed it. I was slightly moved.
But a whole menu, isn’t that too much? There are only two of us, and we can’t finish it. I said.
Yan Shizi glanced at me and said, “Save money for Ben Shizi?” Before
I could say anything, he said to the man, “Listen to her.” I went out
on the way. I didn’t wear a bamboo hat. I met Uncle Song and Aunt Song when I went out.
I followed them into the wing.
Uncle Sung obviously knew that I had come out of the wing of Prince Yen. He said in all earnestness, “Yin Yin, you grew up in the Sung Mansion. We treated you like our own child. If you and Jing Shu really didn’t have a predestined relationship, we wouldn’t force you to. But if you and Prince Yen got it out, how could you get married in the future?”
“Yes, I’ve been asking Jing Shu to get news about you these days, and I want to bring you back, but I haven’t been able to find out.” Aunt Song said.
I suddenly felt that I was stupid and ridiculous, and that I was fooled like a fool.
In my ears was the voice of the two elders who advised me to return to the wrong path. Why should
I hide for Song Jingshu and wronged myself? It was Uncle Song and Aunt Song who raised me, not Song Jingshu? Having figured this
out, I told the whole story, and the second child’s face changed greatly.
I knelt down and kowtowed three times. “I remember the kindness of your upbringing, and I
won’t change it because of him. I also ask my uncle and aunt to respect my wishes.” When
I opened the door and left, it was obvious that the air in my heart had dispersed.
Originally do not have to suppress oneself, is so happy.
My days in Shizi Mansion were very different from those in Song Mansion. The
reason is that Yan Shizi’s life is really rich and colorful.
Yan Shizi had an official position in the court, otherwise Song Jingshu would not have negotiated with him because of the
position of Ziyi Hou.
But I haven’t seen him in court since I’ve been here so long.
I have euphemistically advised that an old man threw me a stack of books on political achievements, and attached a sentence that
the genius of the world does not need to work too hard, otherwise too sharp, it will only cause trouble.
It’s you. Sometimes
he would catch servants to accompany him, but unfortunately, the identities were different, and the servants were not very open.
Uncle Fu, that is, Zhu butler, he is old and energetic, and often pushes me
out. Cricket fight, I lose.
Playing the leaf, I lose.
Throw the pot, and I still lose.
I managed to lose all my money and get paid for the next ten years.
Yan Shizi didn’t mention how much he was showing off. Uncle Fu laughed happily beside him and generously lent
me twenty taels.
I went all out and decided to fight for another three hundred rounds, and this time I won.
Yan Shizi released the water. It’s not obvious what
he’s doing, but I can see it.
In fact, he is just stubborn.
“Let me tell you something. Sung Ching-shu was
impeached, demoted, and punished for misappropriating money for disaster relief. He spent thousands of yuan to win a smile from his face.”
I lowered my head and counted for a moment. “He’s only been a Ziyi Marquis for two months.”
“Yes!” Prince Yan took a sip of tea and said, “Prince Ben has already told him that with his
talent, he can’t hold the position of the Marquis of Purple.”
I thought I would be a little sentimental, but I wasn’t. Instead, I was gloating.
“Laugh if you want to. What are you doing holding back?” Well, it was fun.
Shaking the silver I had won, I said, “Prince, do me a favor and buy you a drink.”
“Go.” Coincidentally
, my celebration wine met Song Jingshu’s sad wine.
“Sound?” Song Jingshu looked at me in a daze and talked with Yan Shizi with a smile.
Yan Shizi just told me a funny story in the court. I laughed so hard that I was out of breath. Yan Shizi patted me on the back with a look
of disgust.
Zhao Yan ran is also here.
She was supposed to talk to Song Jingshu to attract his attention, but when she caught a glimpse of Yan Shizi, she was completely
stunned, and her eyes were undisguisedly amazing.
Yan Shizi really brought disaster to the country and the people. No one can resist
just looking at the face.
Song Jingshu looked a little ugly and stared straight at me.
My mind was not on him, and I suddenly remembered that when I was drinking flower wine, the sisters in the building had
said that whose son had taken some medicine to regain his virility and had ten daughters in one night.
I thought that Yan Shizi had not recovered for so many years. I should not have thought of this. Why don’t I go to ask for him quietly another
day? “Yan ran, she is the sister I told you about, Lin Yin Yin.” When Song Jingshu said this
, his eyes were on me, and I vaguely noticed that he looked somewhat angry.
He probably thought that I should be gloomy after leaving him, but he didn’t think that I seemed to have a good life
.
“Sister Yin Yin.” Zhao Yan ran came over with a smile, but his eyes were looking at Yan Shizi.
Yen-shih frowned slightly and stepped back behind me, not hiding
his dislike. “Ah Yin, I’m most afraid of dogs. You should protect your son. Don’t let him be bitten by a dog
.”
My heartstrings were slightly moved by his cry of “Ah Yin”.
Song Jingshu also came to me, he and Zhao Yan ran God synchronous black face.
“The prince has a noble status, and if he speaks evil words, I’m afraid he will lose his grace.”
“I can’t stand the fact that someone has to sit in the right seat.” I couldn’t resist saying that love had been worn away
, leaving only disgust.
Yan Shizi laughed undisguisedly, and after saying, “Ah Yin’s words are extremely true,” the two of us went into the restaurant first
. I didn’t take it to heart when I met Song Jingshu in the
restaurant. On the contrary, I felt sorry for him. Why did
he propose to divorce me instead of me? It’s like when you quarrel with someone, and when you get home, you find that you didn’t play well in the quarrel, and you want to quarrel again
. I’m in such a normal mood now. Yan Shizi and
I ordered a table of good dishes, asked for a few pots of good wine, and at the end of the drink, I was drunk
on the table.
I faintly saw the son stagger toward me and heard
the word “Ah Yin.”.
I caught a glimpse of his lazy peach blossom eyes reflecting little me.
And then, with the cold kiss on my lips, my whole body was numb.
I was scared to wake up.
I was in my room. I dressed and washed and went out. I met Uncle Fu. He told me that
my son and I were drunk yesterday. He and a servant girl went to pick me up.
Yan Shizi hasn’t sobered up yet. I don’t have to be so early.
I breathed a sigh of relief. It was a dream.
Lin Yinyin, your thoughts are so dirty! In the
following days, after following Yan Shizi, I succeeded in returning to my lively and cheerful nature from the original gentle and quiet
costume for Song Jingshu, and did not learn from Zhao Yanran
. Uncle Fu kindly told me that this is what a little girl should look like.
On this day, I disguised myself as a man and went to Fenglai Building. When I went up to the second floor, my arm was grabbed.
I turned my head and looked at a pair of scarlet and incredible eyes.
I frowned, pushed away in disgust, pulled away from him, and had an
impulse to change my clothes.
“Sound?” Sung Ching-chu can’t tell you how sad and disappointed he is. “How could he let you come to a place
like this?”
You can see how little he knows about me. I came here before I married him.
He reeked of alcohol. I couldn’t see him anymore. I didn’t even bother to explain
. I turned around and left.
“Wait.” Sung Ching-shu ran after me and blocked my way. “I have something to say to you.”
“I have nothing to say to you.” I said. All
I could think about was that if it was a little later, Miss Xuxu would not entertain guests, and I would have made a
trip in vain.
“Yin Yin, I haven’t married Yan Ran yet, and my parents haven’t agreed.” Sung Ching-shu looked at me and said,
“I don’t blame you. You can’t be husband and wife. You’re also my favorite sister. But Hsiao Yan
is not a good man. He goes back on his word. Do you know that he’s playing tricks behind my back? My position as the Marquis
of Purple..”
“Is this prince not a good man?” It’s the son of Yan.
He stood on a high place, his tone was lazy, and from my position, he had a rather lofty
posture. His peach blossom eyes seemed to smile, swept around, and his eyes fell on me
.
I didn’t do anything, but when I met Yan Shizi at this time, my heart was very strange to give birth
to a guilty conscience.
Song Jingshu’s face suddenly turned black, and he silently blocked me.
I just thought it was funny. I whispered, “Didn’t you send me to the prince’s mansion
?”? Why are you pretending to be a good man these days?
Disgusting. I
saw that his back was stiff, and I didn’t want to pay attention to it. I pushed him away and went straight up
.
“Young master, you look very comely. What is the relationship between you and Song Duwei?” One of
the dandy came over, and before he had finished speaking, he was kicked over by his son. His
tone was impatient. “Are you still drinking?”.
“Drink, drink, drink.”
A group of dandy followed him. I smiled and felt a little warm in my heart.
I saw Miss Xu Xu, and she recognized me as a daughter.
When I explained my purpose to her, she was stunned and smiled. “There is such a prescription,
but I don’t know if it will work for your family. You can go back and try
it.”
My face turned red, and I couldn’t explain much. I
thanked her and left. When I got up, Miss Xuxu gave me a meaningful look. Miss
Lin, a few days ago, some officials came to Fenglailou. When they were drunk, they told my sister
something. Four months ago, Yen Shizi and his men broke one of Duanwang’s legs, and the emperor and
the empress Dowager came forward to make trouble, but in the end, for unknown reasons, they were suppressed. I understood
as soon as I heard it.
Miss Xuxu knew my identity and who I came for.
But why did she tell me about Prince Yan and King Duan?
Hint me two people are not on good terms? Do you want to guard against Duanwang?
She had no intention of going on, so I thanked her and left.
Downstairs, I saw Song Jingshu standing at the gate, obviously blocking me.
He has not changed, in Zhao Yan ran there was injured, will come to me here to heal.
I snorted and went out the back door. When I went out, I caught a glimpse of a tall figure leaning lazily on the wall. His lips were filled with the color of pondering
, and his eyes were always clear and sparse. Who was not Xiao Yan. There was an illusion in
my heart that he was waiting for me, and the steps at my feet were cheerful. Before
I could make a sound, several dark shadows jumped down from the wall. Under
the moonlight, when the cold blade of the sword, with a bloodthirsty intention, pierced my arm, I caught
a glimpse of the eyes of the son who was blocked by me, full of shock.
His eyes were tinged with gloom, and the folding fan in his hand whirled. Before I could see his moves
clearly, the man in black fell to the ground.
I pulled out the sword that had pierced my arm. Prince Yan picked me up from the waist and knocked on the nearest
hospital. He thought the white-bearded doctor had a heavy hand and bandaged me himself.
“Young lady, your husband has been very kind to you.” The old doctor laughed. My
face swelled, and I was just about to explain when I said lazily, “She’s afraid of pain.” I swallowed the words on my
lips, and he didn’t explain our relationship.
The wind ruffles a pool of spring water.
In the middle of the night, lonely men and widows, it’s not good to explain too much, I told myself.
Somehow, my thoughts were a little confused, and something in my heart came out
and was forced down by me. I didn’t even realize that he carried me home. I hurt my hand, not my foot.
I could walk by myself.
“Scared out of your mind?”
I came to my senses and caught a glimpse of his handsome side face. His face was hidden in the night, and I couldn’t see it clearly.
The only thing I could see was the tight jaw line. “No.”
Next time, don’t block it out foolishly. Do you think I’m Sung Ching-shu? If I want you to protect me, I
can handle it. Just stand behind me.
Just stand behind him?
My eyes lit up, my heart panicked, and my emotions spiraled out of control. “What if I can’t
protect myself?”
My voice was so low that I thought he didn’t hear me, but he laughed and said, “Do you
want to try?”
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Try what?
I didn’t dare to think about it, and my mood became more and more confused.
“Were those men sent by King Duanwang?” I changed the subject.
Xiao Yan glanced at me, not knowing whether he was aware of the panic in my tone or surprised that I
actually knew. I heard from Miss Xuxu that you led someone to break Duanwang’s leg four months ago. Is he
retaliating against you? Why are you two fighting? Did he offend you?
“If you don’t like it, you’ll be beaten.” It’s still a cynical look.
He didn’t want to say, and I didn’t ask.
Maybe I was so tired that I fell asleep in his arms. In my
sleep, I faintly heard the word “fool.”. When I woke up
the next day, it was already noon. Uncle Fu told me that Xiao Yan had gone to the south of the Yangtze River. The
flood in the south of the Yangtze River was originally the Marquis of Ziyi. Song Duwei do, he is not removed
? King Duan recommended the prince to go. The prince came back from the palace to look for you, but you are still
awake. King Duanwang was assassinated
last night, and this morning he was going to go to the south of the Yangtze River. It was obviously a trap
, and Xiao Yan really dared to go.
“How long has he been gone?”
“Half an hour.”
“That’s right, the prince told the girl to avoid Duanwang.”
If I think more, I can get a lot of information from this sentence, not just limited to,
because Xiao Yan and Duanwang have contradictions, I happen to be the prince’s mansion, so he
told me so. I knew that since Xiao Yan had gone, he must have his own plan, but I could not
control the panic in my heart, I just wanted to ask him personally.
I rode out after him.
Out of the city gate, I met King Duan.
He was pushed down the gate by his entourage, his legs covered with a thin blanket. Was Xiao Yan so
heavy? To maim him?
My secret way is Xiao Yan, the queen mother’s nephew, to change into someone else, there is no life
in.
This is not Song.. No, Miss Lin. King Duan glanced up and down at me and said with a smile
, “I am very unhappy with this smile, as if I were staring at prey.”.
I curtly saluted to go, and he spoke again.
“What a pity.” King Duan waved his thumb over his finger and said, “Just a little bit, you will
be the king’s wife.” I suddenly had a bad thought in my
heart. “What does Duanwang mean?”
Duan Wang did not say.
I am too lazy to cling to him, and I know that he can’t ask questions in his mouth. Moreover, he is a prince
, and I will be the only one who suffers losses on the front bar.
I continued to chase people, and I went a long way, but I didn’t catch them, and I returned without success. On the way
back, I kept thinking about Duanwang’s words, and there was a vague truth in my mind.
I first asked someone to go to Zhao Fu to make an appointment with Song Jingshu, then went to Zhao Fu and made an appointment with Zhao Yan ran.
Without Sung Ching-shu present, she didn’t have to disguise herself. She hated me very much, and her tone was very unkind. “Miss Lin, it’s rumored that the son of Yan won’t lift his name. I’m curious. How do you usually serve him?”
This can be described as very vicious.
I smiled. “What’s the matter?”? Sung Ching can’t satisfy you?
She was slightly stupefied, and her beautiful face became ugly because of her hatred. “Lin Yinyin, what kind of chaste woman do you think you are?”? They’re just broken shoes that Sung Ching-shu doesn’t want. Don’t forget that it was I who made you an abandoned woman.
“I really want to thank you for your intervention. Otherwise, how could I have met such a wonderful son?” I was not annoyed at all, and my face was full of happy smiles.
“His appearance is outstanding, his status is extraordinary, he treats people gently, and he only cares about me. He is really much better than Song Jingshu.”
“Lin Yin-yin, are you here to challenge me?” “If I can snatch Song Jingshu from you, I can snatch Yan Shizi, too. Do you want to try?” Said Zhao Yanran proudly. I pretended to be surprised. “Aren’t you going to marry Sung Ching-shu?”? You don’t like him
anymore? Don’t
you love Sung Ching-shu to death? I’ll give him back to you!
“I see. Has Sung Ching-shu always been your choice?” So what if
it is? I’m just looking for better happiness. If Sung Ching-shu loves
me, he should help me. Besides, he’s willing to love me, not that I’m begging
him!
I smiled and stepped back. Not far behind me, Song Jingshu froze in place
. Perhaps
he did not expect that I was the one who asked him out, but when I went to the appointment, I ran into such a scene.
Also shocked was Zhao Yan ran.
Thanks to Song Jingshu, I also know Zhao Yan ran.
If she had a better choice, she would never choose Song Jingshu. It
‘s also an alternative. I know too well how a knife hurts more.
“You..” Sung Ching-shu’s face darkened. “Chao Yen-ran, I didn’t see through you until today.”
I stepped back again and leaned against the rockery to watch the play. A pair of people
with deep feelings at the beginning were now facing each other with evil faces and ferocious faces. Moreover, the two men also dug each other’s black history.
Like what.
Song Jingshu said that after Zhao Yanran got married, he often complained
to him behind his husband’s back.
Also for example, Zhao Yan ran said, Song Jingshu this is the bastard said Mung Bean, he and I married when
I met with her, shameless.
The two men quarreled bitterly.
I tut twice. What did I see at the
beginning?
Yan Shizi sincerely does not deceive me, and I am really blind.
In contrast, he is like Lang Lang’s moonlight.
Why do you think of him for no reason?
My thoughts were out of control, and I realized that
all my happiness these days was brought to me by him.
It was he who taught me to be independent, not dependent on others, and to change
beyond recognition.
My heart trembled uncontrollably, and I was thinking about him. “Yin Yin, let’s go.”
Song Jingshu walked up to me, I looked up, two people quarreled?
“Lin Yin-yin, take a good look at the man in front of you, but don’t let him fool you.
Four months ago, in order to meet me at the Plum Garden, he was afraid of being discovered, so he used you as a
cover and deliberately drugged the wine you drank.”
My eyes went cold. “Make it clear.”
Chao Yen-ran and Sung Ching-shu broke up. She hated me, and she hated Sung Ching-shu even more. She wouldn’t let
us be together. She glanced at Sung Ching-shu and said proudly, “When you woke up that day,
did you think you had consummated your marriage with him?”
Song Jingshu panicked visibly and shouted at Zhao Yanran, “Shut up.”
Then he said to me, “Yin Yin, I will explain this to you. Shall I take you away?”
You don’t know? The man you have a relationship with is Duanwang! Zhao Yanran said in a loud
voice, “King Duanwang has taken a fancy to you for a long time. Song Jingshu even gave you to King Duanwang in exchange for
a high official’s salary. It’s a pity that a son of Yan has come out of nowhere.”
Duan Wang, Xiao Yan.
Broken leg.
Scattered things were strung together, and an idea suddenly rose in my heart. Although Xiao Yan was an official in the court, he did not take care of the promotion of officials. At that critical juncture
, he took away the power of King Duanwang.
He also broke Duanwang’s leg.
Is it.. Is that what I think it is? My
heart is beating wildly, and I can’t be quiet for a long time.
“Sound..”
“Don’t you touch me.” I stepped back a few paces, with an undisguised hatred in my eyes. “I think
you’re disgusting.”
Sung Ching-shu’s eyes were filled with pain. “I’m sorry. I really didn’t know that if I let you drink wine mixed with ecstasy
, you would be bullied by him. I’ve always blamed myself.”
“You blame yourself, but you did it.” I said in a cold voice.
I didn’t lose my innocence, but I don’t have to tell him.
He doesn’t deserve to know!
I still have a doubt, why do Zhao Yan ran and Song Jingshu think I lost my innocence? What else happened
in the middle?
Xiao Yan, does he know the secret?
“Sung Ching-shu, you deserve it!” Zhao Yan ran a proud smile, she succeeded. What she doesn’t know is that even without her, I won’t look back.
But I really hated her. I smiled and said deliberately, “Zhao Yan ran, thank you
for letting me know that Song Jingshu is such a mean person. By contrast, Yan Shizi is really a rare
lover.”
Zhao Yan ran’s expression was as ugly as eating a fly.
Obviously, this is not the result she wanted.
After leaving that day, Song Jingshu and Zhao Yan ran broke up completely.
Zhao Yan ran looking for someone to spread Song Jingshu is not, the city is talking. The two people who loved each other sincerely
at the beginning are now tired of looking at each other.
Song Jingshu began to look for me frequently. He squatted at the gate of the prince’s mansion
all night and refused to leave even in the heavy rain.
He carried the wattle on his back and wanted to apologize to the wattle.
He bit his finger and wrote to me in blood.
He finally saw me, after I didn’t love him.
I didn’t see him. I even think he’s annoying.
Half a month later, I went out, not to see him, Yan Shizi wrote a letter to me. The contents of the
letter are somewhat strange.
It is like a letter from a husband who is away from home to his wife.
I don’t have that kind of relationship with him.
And that let clearly gave me the address and asked me to reply.
Strangely, I imitated his letter and wrote back, and went out to deliver the letter.
“Yin Yin, you are finally willing to come out to see me.” Song Jingshu pulled out a smile.
He lost a lot of weight, his eyes were sunken, and there was a deep sense of guilt in his eyes.
“Can we go back to the past?”
“No.” I dropped a word to go, and Song Jingshu grabbed my sleeve. Disgusted,
I pushed him away and tore
off the sleeve he had touched in front of him. “Listen, Sung Ching-shu, even if you wait five or ten years, my answer
won’t change. I don’t love you anymore!”.
“Have you fallen in love with Sekiko?” The words came
from behind him. My
heart jumped slightly and I didn’t answer him.
I ran to the inn to deliver the letter. After that, I found a place to hide nearby. Before long
, I saw Duanwang. When I
got back to the mansion, I was nervous.
I was worried that I was worrying too much. I shouldn’t have written back. I thought it was right. He must
be planning something.
I dare not go to him rashly.
Fortunately, the letter has never been broken.
But the content of Xiao Yanxin changed from restraint at the beginning to explicit later. He
even said that he would have a baby when he came back.
Back and forth, I also understand, anyway, just listen to his reply.
Every time I answer the letter, I blush.
I dare not judge whether I am forced to write sweet words by the current situation or mixed
with sincerity. The
letter was broken half a month later.
I waited for half a month, but the letter was still not sent back. I could no longer stay at home, and I began to linger at the gate of the station.
Finally, when I got the letter, it was Uncle Fu who shook his body and said with tears streaming down his face, “Miss Lin
, the prince is gone!”
At that moment, I fell into an endless abyss.
It was like someone had grabbed me by the throat, and the darkness in front of me annihilated me.
When I woke up, a man in white was beside me.
“Wake up?”
I have seen him. He is one of Xiao Yan’s playboys. His name is Yan Shi An. He knows medicine. “You’ve been sleeping for three days,”
he said as he packed up his things. What about
him? Have you heard from him?
“Next door.” “But it’s hopeless,” Ann said during the banquet.
My brain exploded and I stumbled over. Uncle Fu was wiping his tears in the room. I saw
the pale man lying on the bed. So much
for gouging out the heart.
“Hsiao Yan.” As I lay on the edge of the bed, a thick, indelible fear enveloped me, and uncontrollable emotions
surged over me. I trembled, “Don’t die.”
At this moment, I understand what I dare not face in my heart.
“I haven’t said anything to you yet. I haven’t had time to tell you yet. I..”
“Ah Yin?”
Weak voice came, I looked up, the corner of my eyes was still hanging tears, I stared at the man who opened his eyes on the bed
, although weak, but it was definitely not a sign of danger. Did you
just say you had something to say to me? What kind of words? Xiao Yan asked.
“Mr. Banquet, if my prince wakes up, will he be all right?” Uncle Fu wiped his tears
and asked.
“It’s all right.”
I turned to look at Yan Shi An.
Hsiao Yen also reacted. He weakly grabbed a pillow and threw it out. “What are you scaring her for
?” During the
banquet, Ann hugged the pillow and laughed. “I threw the pillow and moved it. It looks like it’s really
all right.”
“Get out!” It’s just me and him
in the house. It turned out to be an Oolong. I overreacted and was inevitably a little embarrassed. I simply did not speak
.
“When I wrote a love letter to my young master, I was so bored that I dared to say anything. How can I be mute in front
of me now?”. It’s all right
to tease people.
I blushed. “You wrote it for me first, but I didn’t write it for you.”
Hsiao Yan gave a meaningful “oh,” and he suddenly propped himself up. He had a
wound on his body. I was afraid of pulling the wound, so I gave him a hand, but he was caught off guard by my strength and dropped a kiss
on my forehead.
“Does this fit?”
I looked up and bumped into his deep eyes. My
heart beat like a drum. I opened my eyes and said, “I’ll boil medicine for you.” I ran away in a hurry.
I heard happy laughter behind me.
Xiao Yan made great contributions to the flood control, and collected the evidence that King Duanwang wanted to kill him, and presented
it together.
He told me that it was all because of the letters I wrote to him, which confused Duanwang, that his
plan went so smoothly. King Duan was deposed and confined to the mansion.
I don’t think it’s enough. In the middle of the
night, I sneaked into Duanwangfu and broke his hands.
I’m finally alive. After three months of injury,
Xiao Yan lived a dandy life again.
Playing with birds, listening to music, drinking, and playing the leaf card, everything did not fall. Occasionally, the angry emperor scolded him for not making
progress. He did not take it to heart, and then played music and danced. I had thought of persuading him
before, but now it seems that he is a man of great wisdom.
Can be in the struggle for imperial power unharmed, and not be suspected, but also enjoy the splendor and wealth.
Another thing, Song Jingshu married Zhao Yan ran. The cause of the
matter was that Zhao Yan ran went to the Song Mansion and said that he had a close relationship with Song Jingshu.
This matter makes a hubbub, Song Jingshu can only bite the bullet to marry.
Uncle Song was angry and sick. I went back to visit him, and Xiao Yan went with him. When did Uncle
Song and Xiao Yan get to the point of having a private conversation?
I waited outside for Sung Yen, but when Sung Ching-shu arrived, he didn’t give up. “Yin Yin, I just found out
that the only person I love is you. If you are willing, I will take you away from the ends of the earth, and we
will never be separated.” I replied, “What’s done cannot be undone.” After
going out, I asked him what he was talking about with Uncle Song. Xiao Yan knocked me on the head and said that I would know when the time
came.
You are so talkative.
Song Jingshu and Zhao Yan ran married that day, Xiao Yan and I went to watch the ceremony. On the way
back, Shizi Yan glanced at me and said, “Good behavior. I didn’t cry. To
reward you, I’ll take you to see the lanterns later.”
My heart says which year is the old almanac.
Since the last time Xiao Yan came back from Jiangnan, my relationship with him has become more and more strange. It’s better outside the
house. In the house, this man doesn’t hide it at all. Sometimes he takes my shoulder, sometimes
he pulls my sleeve, and sometimes he comes to rob me for a meal.
Uncle Fu looked at me more and more affectionately.
Things turned out like this, and I more or less expected it in my heart, and indulged all of him.
I intend to speak frankly tonight and pierce the ambiguous window paper between us. We Jianghu
sons and daughters are fearless.
But when I looked around, I got separated from him. I did not know whether to laugh or cry, but I went to buy a lantern first, and wrote a
poem on it, and then went to find him with the lotus lantern.
I saw him across the street and he came over.
“Lin Yin-yin, my son Yushu Linfeng, if you don’t concentrate on following closely, if someone
‘s girl beats you to it, you can cry.”
I answered softly, carefully reached out and grabbed a part of his sleeve, and handed him the lotus
lantern.
I panicked so much that I didn’t have such a feeling when I married Song Jingshu.
He suddenly quieted down and stared at me.
My hands were sore, and I didn’t see him answer.
My heart trembled slightly, my hand shrank, and the lotus lantern was taken by him. He
held my waist generously and separated the crowd for me.
I smiled, and my heart fell to the ground.
I was taken to the lake by him.
There are many young men and women putting lanterns by the river.
Hsiao Yan glanced at the poem on the lotus lantern. “An exquisite piece of dice, an auspicious red bean.” After
reading it, he leaned in and asked me, looking at the peach blossoms, “Lin Yin-yin, is that what I understand
it to mean?” 22
“Yes.” At this point, I’m not shy anymore. “But I’ve been married before. If
I marry again, will I bring shame on the prince’s family?”
“What are you talking about?” He took me in his arms and said, “If anyone dares to say a word,
I’ll tear his mouth off.”
“But you don’t mind if the young master is ill?”
I shook my head. “Not at all.”
I haven’t given him the prescription yet. Even if it doesn’t work, I don’t mind.
“Let the lanterns go.”
That night, I saw thousands of prosperity blooming in front of me.
“Lin Yin-yin, will you marry me?”
“Good.” I
just didn’t think the wedding would happen so soon.
On the first day, he went to the Song Mansion to propose marriage to Uncle Song and Aunt Song. Prepare for
the second day. I got married on the
third day. It was also done very properly.
Later, I learned that Uncle Song was ill that day. He chatted with Uncle Song alone for a long time,
saying that he wanted to marry me. He had prepared the betrothal gift early.
He propped up his hand and pressed me. “Actually, you don’t have to
show yourself,” I said. “Let’s drink the medicine first.”
Xiao Yan eyes color a meal.
I pushed him away and brought back the medicine. “I know that’s a matter of dignity. Don’t
be too nervous. Let’s take our time.”
Xiao Yan finally understood what was in the bowl.
He took the medicine away with a dangerous squint in his eyes, picked me up and put me on the bed. He reached out his hand and tugged at
my wedding clothes. His voice was extremely hoarse. “Lin Yin-yin, do you want to try it?”
I gasped in pain
, and my eyes were filled with the color of water. “You’re lying to me!”.
“Ah Yin, I’m in pain, too
. If you can bear it any longer, it will be all right.” After
a night of pleasure, I was so tired that I didn’t get up until the third day of the day.
When I woke up, I found Xiao Yan sitting opposite me, holding a cup of tea in his hand and looking very satisfied
. He came over and fed me half a cup. I didn’t have enough, so I asked for another cup. “It’s quite delicious
.”
“After the event, tea naturally tastes good.” Someone teases. On the verge of spraying tea,
I nudged him, with an unconscious coquettish tone in my voice. “You’re
obviously..” Why are you still lying?
“Clearly what?” Hsiao Yan held me in his arms and pecked my lips. “Is Sheng Yong fierce
?” I
really can’t listen to a word.
He put his hand through that quilt.
I blushed slightly and grabbed his restless hand. “It hurts to indulge in sex.”
“My wife doesn’t know. It’s not good to put up with too much.”
He pulled down the curtain.
…… Xiao Yan and
I had been hanging around for three days before we saw the sun. Uncle Fu
served us a big bowl of soup, and no one fell behind.
On this day, Xiao Yan took me to a restaurant. Uncle Fu was drunk driving, and our carriage collided
with another one. When I
lifted the curtain, I saw Song Jingshu and his wife in the opposite car. Song Jingshu had scratches on his face, and Zhao Yan ran looked like a resentful woman.
I also heard off and on that the two members of the Song family were very restless. They had a small quarrel every three days, a big quarrel every five
days, and even fought when they were fierce.
Heard that Song Jingshu began to worry about Zhao Yan ran is a woman, did not fight back, then can not help
, also do not want any gentleman demeanor, anyway, every time a trouble, the capital teahouse has new
things.
These two people are also famous. When
Song Jingshu caught a glimpse of me, his eyes brightened and darkened in an instant, staring at my neck and unable to
move his eyes.
I just remembered that I had a hickey left by Xiao Yan on my neck.
“Sound..”
“Song Duwei.” Hsiao Yan leaned out and hugged me. “What a coincidence,” he said with a smile.
“Yan Shizi.”
“Ah Yin of my family is hungry. Go ahead.” Xiao Yan finished, put down the curtain
with an expressionless face, turned around and kissed my lips, and I took the initiative to hook his neck. It took him a
long time to let go of me, and his eyes lit up. “You’re doing well.”
I smiled. He had been jealous for too long. I leaned softly in his arms. “We’ll go back to our room early tonight
.” Xiao Yan’s body stiffened and his eyes darkened. “Hsiao Yan,”
I said with a straight face, “you didn’t tell me that time in the Plum Garden. Did you save
me?”
Hsiao Yan looked rather unnatural and said awkwardly, “No.”
I smiled meaningfully. “Well, I’ll go..”
“Do you dare to go on?” Hsiao Yen bit me on the lip like a punishment. “
You have no conscience.”
I just sat down in his arms and gave him a peck. “Hsiao
Yan, let’s have a baby.”