Notebook
waiting for you to finish class, waiting for you to grow up
, I accidentally saw the school grass notebook, which was full of my name. Frightened,
I asked him, “Do you have a crush on me?”
“It’s a ***ing disciplinary list.” The school official gritted his teeth and said, “I’m a member of the discipline committee.”
Me: “Oh, so you are trying to get my attention by remembering my violation of discipline.”
Laugh to death, the school grass face is all angry white.
I was suspended from school because of illness and didn’t go to class for half a year. On the day of
returning to school, as soon as I entered the classroom, I saw a boy sitting in my seat. Next to the
podium.
He slept with his hands folded and his head buried in his arms, unable to see his face. The
dark hair was shaken by the wind.
My classmate explained to me, “I’m a transfer student. I just came here this semester. It’s said that I’m 280.”
But my concern was,
“Who would sit there?”
“That’s great.”
The teacher in charge of the class said that my character was too jumpy, and I had to stare at it under the skin.
Plus it’s true that no one else wants to sit there.
So that position has always been my exclusive.
Now there is an enemy who can replace me, and it is desirable.
Holding the book in my arms, I moved to the back of the classroom without objection.
Morning self-study, when the bell rings.
I immediately smashed my head on the desk and began to fall asleep.
Someone reached out and tapped on my desk.
I opened my eyes in anger.
In front of me was a pair of white and slender hands, with the joints of the middle and ring fingers slightly bent and resting on my desk.
The line of sight moved up, and it was a young man dressed in a blue and white school uniform.
He has a pair of sparkling peach blossom eyes, and when he looks at people, he does not smile, but also seems to have three points of affection.
Whoa.
The transfer student turned out to be a handsome guy. What’s wrong with
handsome boy? Can
a handsome boy disturb other people’s sleep!
I frowned and glanced at him. “What’s the matter?”
The handsome man smiled, and the spring scenery turned pale.
He pointed his finger in the direction of the blackboard. “Where is it, yours?”
“Which position..” I looked in the direction of his finger. “Oh, the one by the podium.”
I straightened my posture and nodded to the handsome man.
“Now it belongs to you.”
The handsome guy said that he just sat there in the morning to catch up on sleep, and had no intention of getting along with this broken position for a long time.
So he wants to trade back with me anyway.
And dragged me to the office.
The teacher calmly took a sip of tea, then stared at me with a sneer:
“You can, Jiang Lingyue, if I am not in the morning self-study, you will change your position.”
The next moment, the teacup was slammed on the table.
Light brown liquid splattered everywhere.
“Change it back at once!”
Ok. The first round
against the transfer student ended with my regrettable defeat.
I moved back to the platform with a pile of books in my arms.
5
between classes.
I got up to get the water and passed by the back of the classroom.
Out of the corner of my eye, I happened to see a notebook on the desk. The
name column was filled in with three upright characters in pen: “Jianghuai View.”
So his name is Jiang Huaijing. The word
“annoying ghost” is unexpectedly beautiful. It doesn’t match
him at all.
I shook my head, ready to go around his seat and go out, but the corner of my school uniform accidentally swept across the table, and the notebook fell to the ground with a “patter” and spread out. The contents of the
first page appeared in front of me without any hindrance.
Full of a whole page, all of it.
It’s all my name.
“What are you doing?”
Suddenly a clear young voice came from the top of his head.
I raised my eyes.
So he looked at the Jianghuai scene that appeared at the door of the classroom.
I was the first one to break the silence: “Do you have a crush on me?”
Jiang Huaijing was stunned for a moment, and then smiled.
It looks like being laughed at.
“Dreaming in broad daylight?” Then
he walked over to me, crouched down, and picked up the notebook.
“Classmate, what’s written on the title page? Would you like to take a closer look?”
I lowered my eyes and looked carefully at the title page.
White paper, ink handwriting. The book was
neatly written with a line of words in regular script:
“List of disciplinary violations.”
I didn’t speak for a long time. With a smile at the corners of his mouth,
Chiang Huai-ching continued to mend his knife: I am a member of the discipline committee. It’s my duty. Don’t mention it.
I raised my head and said shyly, “I’m sorry, classmate, I have a love delusion.” The second round of the battle
with Jianghuaijing still ended with my regrettable defeat.
I took the cup to the door and suddenly stepped on it.
Then he suddenly replied, “What kind of disciplinary list is this? My name is all over the page?”
He raised an eyebrow, bypassed me, and sat back in his seat.
“Don’t worry, I’ll use your name to practice writing for fun, and I won’t give it to the teacher.” I can’t
practice writing anything.
Do you have to write my name?
I leaned over to him and said, “Aren’t you still secretly in love with me?”
“Oh..” I see
Chiang Huai-ching backed away and frowned. “What do you understand?”
“Are you trying to get my attention by remembering my violation of discipline?”
His face darkened at once.
And then he told me to get out.
I’m still worried about Jianghuaijing.
So he found an excuse to go back and forth to the office several times. Before
I was ready to go in for the fifth time, the head teacher finally couldn’t help saying,
“If you have something to say, can you say it directly?”
I put down the book in my hand and smiled. “Teacher, have you ever received any disciplinary list?”
No. Our class leaders change every semester, and we haven’t had time to assign this semester. “The teacher glanced at me strangely.” What’s the matter? Do you want to try? ”
“I don’t want to.”
I picked up the book again and walked out of the office.
How to think, how to feel that Jianghuai Jing is full of weirdness.
He’s not a disciplinary commissioner at all.
Then he wrote my name.
It’s not a curse, is it?
Scattered sunlight falls through the window, and the leaves of the green pineapple shake lightly.
The sky is blue and the sun is white. I feel a little cold in my back for no reason.
“Oh, wait!” Suddenly, the voice of the head teacher came from
behind. I was startled out of the blue
. I had already stepped out of the door with half a foot, but I quickly pulled it back. I turned around and asked, “What’s wrong, teacher?”
“Didn’t you want to sit next to the podium before?”
My eyes lit up. “Have you finally figured out how to change places for me?”
“Well,” the teacher nodded, “you change with Jiang Huaijing’s deskmate.”
“Good old..”
Wait.
Okay, what’s okay?
I’ll change with Jiang Huaijing’s deskmate.
Then I will be his deskmate?
Jiang Huaijing’s deskmate is also a transfer student named Bai Yao.
The school uniform is changed, the speech is soft, and the temperament is small white flower.
It is said that she took the initiative to ask the teacher to change places with me.
This is not normal.
Because sitting next to the platform is equivalent to sitting under the teacher’s eyes. As soon as there was a slight fight between the
upper and lower eyelids, the blackboard eraser immediately came over. Not to mention the chalk dust flying
all over the sky, the sharp sound of loudspeakers, and the charming and heady feeling of staring at PPT at close range in class.
All in all, who is serious enough to take the initiative to sit there?
So when I was moving things, I asked her, “Are you really willing to trade with me?”
Bai Yao smiled at me at that time.
The curly eyelashes fluttered, and the pupils were dyed clear amber by the warm sun.
“Yes, sitting in the front row is good for learning.”
The girl’s voice fell and she walked to the front row of the classroom without looking back.
Leave me feeling in the same place.
This is probably the life of the volume king.
……… A bony hand suddenly stretched out from
the slanting thorn and shook in front of my eyes.
“What are you looking at?”
Turn around and look at the Jianghuai view. Before
I could answer what he was looking at, he suddenly leaned down and leaned close to me.
Beyond the social safety distance.
Close enough that I could clearly smell the honey locust fragrance on his body.
“You think she’s weird, too, don’t you?” A sentence
without beginning or end. I
didn’t know why, so I asked, “Who?”
“Bai Yao.” He answered.
Then he added, “Advice. You’d better stay away from her.” The
atmosphere became somewhat strange, with a faint surge of uneasiness.
I feel like I should listen to him for no reason.
The next moment, back to God.
I took a quick step back, pulled away from him, and shook my head slowly.
“I don’t think there’s anything strange about her.”
And of the thirty-five students in the class, the strangest one is Jianghuai Jing himself. Someone who wrote my name all over
his notebook and had a crush on me.
………
Thinking of this, I immediately moved farther away from him.
But the good news is that this position is still much better than one next to the podium.
Back row by the window.
Wang’s hometown. Since then, Jiang Huaijing and
I have become deskmates.
Counting the time, he transferred to Baihua City No.1 Middle School, which lasted less than two months, but he had already become the recognized school grass of the whole school. During
the break, Jianghuai Jing is not there. The girl at
the front desk turned to talk to me. The book covered half of her face and said,
“Oh, did you see that Jiang Huaijing has been number one on the list of confessions for several weeks?”
At that time, I was busy copying my homework, and I didn’t even look up when I heard this: “What kind of list can put him on?”
Front desk: “The list of male gods on campus.”
I stopped writing and looked at the front desk.
The front desk nods: “Really.”
“Voted by everyone?”
“Mmm.”
I paused for a moment, and then made a pertinent comment: “I’m too idle.”
Then he buried his head and picked up his pen. “What is there to be surprised about?”
“He has the ability to keep the first place in the weekly exam for several weeks in a row.”
「……」
“Why don’t you speak?”
Front desk: “Jianghuaijing is behind you..”
The front desk silently covered her face with the political compulsory two in her hand and turned around.
I shut my mouth and continued to copy my homework crazily. It’s as
fast as triple speed. I even felt a little guilty in the rapidly extending handwriting in
front of me. Was overheard by
my admirer that I had made such strange remarks about him.
He must be very sad.
However, at the next moment, the clear voice of the teenager sounded beside me, interrupting my brain.
He said,
“You’ve miscopied your answer.”
I snapped. “What did you say?”
Just seven words sound so cold.
Jianghuai Jing raised his lips and smiled mercilessly.
Then he came to my side, stood still, and pointed to the test paper on my desk. “I said, you copied the answers to the two big questions, geometry and derivatives, backwards.”
I gritted my teeth and looked down carefully.
Sure enough.
My heart, which was broken by mathematics, broke into several pieces at once, and the morning light in my hand fell to the ground with a bang. The breeze that
blew into the classroom seemed colder than cold wind in Oymyakon at the moment.
Jiang Huaijing crouched down slowly, picked up the pen and handed it to me.
“There’s no need to get so excited,” he said. “The good news is that this paper will be checked tomorrow.”
That’s good.
I took the pen and sighed with relief.
“But there is more bad news.” He chuckles, “The political homework has to be collected before the first class in the afternoon.”
“But you haven’t written a word yet.”
The last few words, Jianghuai Jing, came out almost word by word.
Articulate clearly. Kill the heart with
every word.
I feel like I’ve lost my heart in the world.
Now there is only one Chinese class and one lunch break from the first class in the afternoon.
But the political topic not only has many words, but also can not be copied blindly with eyes closed.
I have to finish two papers in this time.
I’d call it the speed of life and death.
So I gritted my teeth and decided to take the risk of writing a political topic
in Chinese class.
I anticipated that I might roll over.
But I didn’t expect that the rollover would come so quickly. On the platform, the
teacher said in cadence, “Knowing that you can’t get it all at once, I left it in the wind of sorrow.”
“The People’s Republic of China is a socialist state under the people’s democratic dictatorship led by the working class and based on the alliance of workers and peasants.”
I just finished writing a knowledge point, and I haven’t had time to correspond to the material. The voice of the lecture on the
stage suddenly stopped. The
classroom was silent, the needle could be heard, and the silence was trembling.
Immediately after that, my name came out of the teacher’s mouth:
“Student Jiang Lingyue.”
“Where did I say that?”
I stood up shivering.
However, I can really answer this question.
Just now I talked about the interpretation of the two sentences “The passing of time is like this, but it has never been gone.”.
I was thinking, “Things that have passed away are like this river. They haven’t really passed away.”
But my mouth says,
“C.”
？？？ As soon as the
words came out of my mouth, I was stunned.
I know exactly what the right answer is.
But at that moment, what I wanted to say seemed completely out of my control.
The whole class burst into laughter.
The teacher sat me down with a sullen face. The sound of the
lecture continued to reverberate in the classroom.
Outside the window, the white birch branches and leaves are flourishing, blocking a large area of scorching sun. The wind of
late spring has blown over, turning over several layers of green waves.
Devilishly, I turned my head sideways and took a look at the Jianghuai scene.
He looked at me, too.
The beautiful peach blossom eyes were filled with a gentle smile. I
laughed so hard that I panicked. I
don’t know why, but I always feel that what happened just now may have something to do with him.
So that notebook with my name all over it.. It’s
not really a curse, is it? What happened in Chinese class
that day was indeed a little strange, but in the final analysis, it was just a small episode.
After a while, I didn’t see anything unusual, so I didn’t take it to heart any more. Just after
half a semester, I stared at my English grades and sighed.
Jianghuai Jing sat down next to me and took a look at it. Then Youyou commented, “It’s a little reluctant.”
“No!”
I looked at him and slapped the answer sheet on the table. “It must be that my language talent is not here.”
“What do you think?” “Spanish,”
I said.
……… Not many people
take part in the college entrance examination of small languages, and even fewer choose Spanish.
So when I went to the Spanish classroom, I met Bai Yao, which was totally unexpected to me.
But after all, she was a classmate, and I naturally went to and from class with her every day. After a few days of
this, a junior high school alumnus stopped me in the hallway and said,
“Don’t get in touch with Bai Yao.” The light and shadow on the
porch were broken, and the classmate looked very serious.
I suddenly remembered that about a month or two ago, Jiang Huaijing had said something similar to me.
“Better stay away from her.”
But why?
I said, “There has to be a reason.”
“She was in No.14 Middle School before she transferred to another school. You can ask anyone at their school to find out what’s going on.”
“If she couldn’t stay in No.14 Middle School, why would she transfer to another school?”
“I was kind enough to remind you because we used to go to the same junior high school.”
“In short, you have little contact with her.” The rumor
about Bai Yao is getting worse and worse in Baihua No.1 Middle School.
Three people become a tiger, and all the mouths are full of gold.
The name began to be associated with some dirty words in more and more people’s mouths.
But in any case, I always think that it is foolish to know a person through rumors.
So when Chiang Huai-king warned me for the second time to stay away from Bai Yao, I finally couldn’t help asking him, “Why?”
“With all the hearsay gossip that doesn’t even know if it’s true or not?”
“Of course not.” Compared
with my fierce words, he seemed unusually calm.
“Jiang Lingyue,” he said suddenly, “would you believe me if I told you that if I approached Bai Yao again, you would be in danger?”
His words were sincere, and no matter his tone or expression, he could not pick out the shadow of a joke.
But I still can’t believe my hearing.
You are.. Say what?
Bai Yao usually talks little, and he can’t carry his shoulder or his hand. Even if
I stared her out of the flower, I couldn’t see that she could pose any threat to me.
………
In the season when the white birch is in full bloom, several big trees form a green shade. There was a sudden sound of fighting beside the
silent path.
The movement was not small, and it soon attracted a lot of people. When
I followed the stream to the sound source, I saw Bai Yao surrounded in the middle of the crowd.
His clothes were messy, his body was bruised, and he was in a mess. In the midst of the
confusion, she suddenly looked up.
In a hurry, with me on the line of sight. There were no tears in
those beautiful eyes, or even any emotion.
But it is still unreasonably reminiscent of some frightened, weak little animal.
Suddenly I heard someone beside me sighing in a low voice: “I don’t know who the little girl is in trouble with.” After
a moment’s hesitation, I pushed aside the crowd and walked up to her.
Bai Yao lowered his eyes and scattered his black hair, covering half of his side face.
I asked her, “Do you know those people?” When I arrived here with the crowd
just now, I caught a glimpse of a few figures disappearing in a hurry at the entrance of the lane.
That must be the culprit.
Bai Yao was silent and nodded. Then
I asked, “Can you tell me who it is?”
“People from No.14 Middle School?”
She suddenly reached out her hand and grabbed me by the corner of my coat. Her voice was shrill and hoarse.
“Do you believe that, too?”
“I’m not..”
Her strength suddenly loosened, and her thin and pale hands fell to the concrete floor.
“Those are the patients’ families.”
“My mother is a doctor.”
I was stunned and looked at the girl in front of me.
There are some incoherent images that suddenly come to mind.
………
Because I met Bai Yao in the street that day, I remembered something. I didn’t listen to what
Jiang Huaijing said. When I
was at school, I still got along with Bai Yao as usual. Day and night alternate. At the flag-raising ceremony on
Monday. As a member of the student union of the second year of high school,
I went to the stage to read a speech.
Next to them are school leaders and teachers. Thousands of students in the whole school stood neatly in several phalanxes
under the stage.
I took a deep breath and opened my speech.
But in the next moment, I was shocked to find that the contents on it turned into a love letter that was so sour that people were half dead.
The addressee is Jianghuaijing.
What was more terrible was that
I began to read the love letter uncontrollably in front of the whole school.
“I grew savagely.”
“Fail to be your own moon.”
“Meeting you was a gift of candy from the Milky Way.”
Help. As soon as I said
the first words, I felt like I was dead.
She died. In a flash of
inspiration, I suddenly remembered the Chinese class that day. Almost exactly the same
as today.
I don’t have any control over what I’m going to say. He
lowered his eyes and looked off the stage.
Jianghuai Jing was standing in the crowd, looking at me with a half-smile.
Sure enough, it’s him!
Sorcery!
Before stepping down, the headmaster passed by me and said, “Come to my office.” My mouth was
full and I couldn’t say it clearly. I wanted to cry without tears and was ready to follow.
Someone took my hand and said, “No need to go.” I turned my
head sideways and saw Jianghuai view. “You must really want to know what just happened,”
he said.
I kept silent and waited for his words.
Then I saw him take out the notebook with my name on the first page.
“Turn to the second page.” He said.
I’ll do it.
Looking down, I saw on the second page: “Turn the time back to half an hour ago.”
The next moment, green willows, red flowers, grey walls, tall buildings, and all the scattered figures began to fade rapidly.
Consciousness is like being dragged into a bottomless whirlpool. When I opened my eyes
again, I was still standing on the platform, with school leaders and teachers beside me, and thousands of students under the stage.
And what I have in my hand is a perfectly normal speech.
Glancing at the wristwatch, the time showed “7:30”
, which was exactly half an hour ago for the end of the flag-raising ceremony.
I finished reading the script as usual and stepped down from the stage.
The birch leaves were rattling in the wind.
The boy folded his arms and leaned against the tree.
Seeing me coming, he raised his lips and smiled softly at me.
“Long time no see, Chiang Ling-yue.”
I said, “We’re in the same class. We meet every day.”
He didn’t reply to me and started another conversation.
“As you can see, this notebook does have the ability to make people’s wishes come true.”
“So can you explain it to me now?”
I added, “Everything about that notebook.”
Jiang Huaijing just used his notebook to let me read a love letter on the stage, and then went back to time to erase it.
Going around in such a big circle is just to let me know that this notebook is really unusual.
After all, what you hear is false, and what you see is not necessarily true. Only personal experience can be truly convincing. There must be something else
he wants to tell me.
Sure enough, Chiang Huai-ching answered me, “Yes.” Then
he raised his eyebrows, straightened up slowly, and handed me the notebook.
“Haven’t you always wondered why that notebook is full of your name?”
“It’s not because I have a crush on you.”
Uh That’s not the reason?
I asked, “What was that about?”
He smiled.
“Because our destinies are already bound together through that notebook.”
“My name is on the cover, and you are on the front page.”
“And..” He raised his chin slightly and motioned for me to take the notebook on the desk. “You open the last page and look at it.” I did
as I was told. On the last page of the
notebook, eight traditional Chinese characters were written.
Tall and straight and beautiful, elegant and sharp, dragons and phoenixes dancing thin gold body.
The content is:
“The bright moon in the sky, the grand scene by the river.”.
“In your opinion, these eight words refer to..”
Jianghuai Jingwei nodded: “It’s us.”
“Chiang Ling-yueh, the first time we knew each other was not this year, but five years later.” In No.1 Middle School
of Birch City, the trees stand proudly and are lush and green.
The sunlight poured down and was cut into countless broken points of light by the gaps between the branches and leaves. For a long time in the
future, what Jiang Huaijing said that day is hovering in my mind.
According to him, he and I are lovers in the future.
But I died at the age of twenty-two.
Cause of death was a vendetta. Song Jin, the criminal who had hurt Bai Yao
in those years, took revenge on the society after he was released from prison and sought revenge everywhere. But he couldn’t find Bai Yao, so I became the ghost under the knife.
Just because I helped her in front of the criminal when I was in high school a few years ago.
And Chiang Huai-ching, five years after he lost me, accidentally got a “Notebook of All Wishes Come True.”. On the last page of the
notebook is written “Bright Moon in the Sky, Splendid Scenery by the River.”.
It can realize some specific and conditional wishes of the holder, and also connect the fate of Jianghuai Jing and me.
So Jiang Huaijing traveled back to his body ten years ago through this notebook, and then transferred to Baihua No.1 Middle School in order to save me.
Maybe if you change the past, you can change the future.
So he told me several times to stay away from Bai Yao because he wanted to protect me.
So that day under the birch tree, he said to me,
“Long time no see, Jiang Lingyue.”
Because the Jianghuai scene in the future time and space, before I got the notebook, I thought for five years that we would never see each other again in this life.
21
I can fill up thousands of volumes with your name, even though there are countless pages. Let your name kindle the flame of thought in it..
……
“Let the universe shine forever for billions of years.”
……
Self-study class.
PPT stays on the third page.
It is a love poem that the teacher in charge of the class suddenly wants to give you.
Marx wrote to his wife, “To Yanni”. The curtains of the
classroom were drawn, the sun could not come in, and many students were sleepy. I don’t know when the key point
that will cause my future death will come.
But the normal study life has to go on as usual. There is a real Chinese question on
my desk.
In fact, I am fishing and reading novels.
Abuse the text.
At the moment of the parting of life and death, I cried with tears in my eyes.
Chiang Huai-ching knocked on my desk with the back of his hand: “How can reading a few discursive texts be so tear-jerking?” Startled,
I quickly hid my cell phone under the table.
“Hide what? I’ve seen it.” He raised his eyebrows.
I gave him a white look. He
suddenly remembered something, so he lowered his voice and asked, “Can that notebook really fulfill all your wishes except for life and death?”
He didn’t speak.
I picked out the simplest of my many wishes, and asked,
“Then can I get 300 for every one of my comprehensive arts exams?”
Or.. It’s okay to get rich suddenly.
“Student Jiang.” His tone was suddenly serious.
Wishes don’t come true for nothing. Every wish that the notebook fulfills requires the holder to pay an equivalent price in exchange for it.
My heart suddenly fell down: “Then you …”
“What price do you have to pay to go back ten years?”
Jiang Huaijing shook his head, and the mood in his eyes was not clear.
“I don’t know yet.” The
atmosphere became a little low again.
I turned off my cell phone and really started to brush the real Chinese questions. A note was thrown from the
front desk.
“Bai Yao gave it to you.” When you
look at the beautiful handwriting, there is only one sentence: “See you on the school roof after school.”
A sparsely populated height. Isn’t that the standard scene of
killing people and jumping off buildings?
And the thought that I might die because of her in the next ten years. After a pause,
I picked up my pen and wrote, “I don’t have time after school. I have something to say now.”
The note crossed half the class and was sent back to Bai Yao.
She opened it and read it.
Then turn around and stare at me. It is clearly a
beautiful amber pupil, but it makes people feel empty.
……… After
school, I was ready to go home as usual. The crowd
out of school suddenly became noisy and disorderly.
“There seems to be an accident on the roof of Sanjiao!”
“Someone is going to jump off a building!”
“It’s Bai Yao from high school, and there’s a young man staying with her!”
Security guards and teachers quickly stepped forward to try to maintain order, but to no avail.
I only hesitated for a moment.
Then, taking advantage of the confusion, he quickly turned around and ran back. The innumerable familiar scenes
of Birch No.1 Middle School swept back rapidly, and the wind sounded in my ears. When I
got to the teaching building of Sanjiao, someone stopped me.
“Why are you..”
Without waiting for me to finish, Chiang Huai-ching stepped forward and grabbed my wrist. “Are you still in charge of her at this time?”
“She saved your life?”
23
This is half true.
Bai Yao really didn’t save my life.
But she’s the daughter of our family’s lifesaver. I saw Bai Yao surrounded by the crowd in the street
that day. “Those are the patients’ families,”
she said.
“My mother is a doctor.”
I looked at her.
There are some incoherent images that suddenly come to mind. I
suddenly remembered that she and I had actually met a long time ago.
Twice.
Bai Yao’s mother, surnamed Zhao, is a neurosurgeon at Baihua City Hospital.
The first time we met, on the subway.
My sister suddenly fell ill and fell to the ground. Fortunately, Dr. Zhao was present and saved her life. The moment before the door of the
ambulance closed completely, I glanced back.
I saw a little girl half hiding behind Dr. Zhao timidly.
The second time we met, at the gate of the hospital building. Sitting alone on the steps with her knees in her arms, the
girl raised her head and said to the adult in front of her,
“What did she do wrong?”
“It’s not her fault that the rescue failed.”
“Why is this happening?”
I will later.. There is no mother.
At that time, my sister stood beside me and sighed softly.
Then she told me, “This is Dr. Chao’s daughter.” When I
got home, I checked the local news. The title enlarged
in boldface is extremely dazzling.
“Medical disturbance incident in a hospital in Baihua City: The patient’s family members stabbed the doctor several times with a knife because they were dissatisfied with the treatment results.”
That is my last impression of Bai Yao when he was young.
Unexpectedly, after several years of absence, we will meet again in Baihua No.1 Middle School.
More unexpectedly, she did not get rid of the harassment of those people for so many years.
There are always fish that slip through the net, who are deeply resentful and refuse to stop.
Ten years ago, the medical disturbance in a hospital in Baihua City never ended.
It lasted on the doctor’s daughter.
In the form of rumors, beatings and insults.
So, at the gate of the teaching building of No.1 Middle School, I am looking at the Jianghuai scenery in front of me.
“At least let me go up and see what’s going on.” I should have gone to see it
for both reason and reason. After a moment’s
hesitation, he finally let go of his hand. “I’m with you.”
The incident happened suddenly and the scene was chaotic. Jianghuaijing and
I got to the rooftop easily.
But it’s too late.
In the cry of the teachers and classmates who rushed to the scene, Bai Yao dragged a young man and fell from the roof of the school.
That last look.
I seemed to vaguely see that before Bai Yao leaned back, he raised his lips feebly and smiled at me palely.
“That man is Sung Chin.”
Jiang Huaijing suddenly opened his mouth beside me, and there was an imperceptible tremor in his voice.
“The person she pulled down was Sung Chin.”
The name is..
“The one who killed me with a knife ten years later?”
He nodded. “Yes.”
「……」 I was speechless for
a long time. The
leaves of the white birch are numerous and falling.
Sirens sounded downstairs.
Afterward, I found a note in my textbook. Crushed
and unsigned.
But from the beautiful handwriting, I recognized at a glance that it was left by Bai Yao. I heard what you said to him the
other day. Since everything started because of me, it is up to me to end it.
End.
It turned out to be in this way.
My killer fell off the building with her.
I won’t die in ten years.
The eyes gradually became blurred.
I clenched the note in the palm of my hand and sobbed. In the
26th
month, I went to the cemetery with Jiang Huaijing to see Bai Yao.
The wild grass is boundless and the white poplars are rustling.
A graveyard, a cold stone tablet.
Left her name, place of origin, and.. Year of birth and death.
1995 to 2012.
Just seventeen years, her whole life.
“Bai Yao,” I said to her in my heart, “If there is an afterlife, I wish you all the things you ask for, and all the things you do will be smooth.”
May there be an afterlife.
Birch City, as its name implies. The city is
full of birch trees.
Tall and prosperous, blocking the sun. On the
way back, I asked Chiang Huai-ching,
“To travel back ten years, you have to pay the same price as a notebook. Do you know what it is now?” He
‘s always been smart. He must have figured out the rules of the notebook so long after he got it. The birches outside the
car window kept receding one by one.
Jianghuai Jing looked sideways and replied, “Probably I will lose my memory.”
“What do you mean?”
“That is, I will return to the original time and space, and then forget everything in this world.”
That time and space.. Still without you.
“I will go back there, alone, for the rest of my life.”
“But it doesn’t matter, Ling Yue.”
“At least here you are alive and well.”
Therefore, the changed future only exists in this time and space.
In the original world of Jianghuai Jing, nothing will change.
Bai Yao is alive and missing.
Jiang Lingyue died in midsummer at the age of twenty-seven.
And Jiang Huaijing lost his lover forever.
…… Then
I asked, “When will you leave?”
“I don’t know,” he replied. “Half a year from now, tomorrow, maybe.. The next second. The birch trees in the
campus are still growing wildly. Jiang Huaijing and
I still get along as before. Life at
school hasn’t changed much either.
Or go to the self-study class to fish crazily and recite the comprehensive literature all night before the exam.
But we all know that
parting has already entered the countdown.
30
ordinary days always fly by.
Time slips by day by day. In a twinkling of an eye, after
the college entrance examination.
After such a long summer vacation, Jiang Huaijing never contacted me.
I know that the twenty-seven-year-old Jiang Huaijing has probably left.
Back to his original time and space. Jiang Huaijing, who is only eighteen years old
now, is not familiar with me at all.
31
Summer, August.
The admission results were announced, and I was admitted to the journalism and communication major of Baihua Media University as I wished.
One day, by chance, I came across a passage that said,
“Separation is also very beautiful.”. There are unfinished words, there are unspeakable secrets, there are the existence that must be carried and the restraint of choice, and there are layers of soft light filters after they are lost and can not be regained. It’s not that I don’t miss perfection, but if there is a gap, I can always blow in a little wind outside the circle. There is an end to all things. Here is the regret, and here is the comfort.
I was sitting alone on the promenade in the park.
The street lights are bright and there are children playing around. After
seeing this passage, he sighed lightly and turned off his cell phone.
The reason can be understood, but it is still a pity.
Unfortunately, there is only one way to accompany.
Although I tanked in high school, after I went to college, I was on the way to be the king of papers and never returned. Routine to go to the library
one day. Before
sitting down, I saw a notebook on the desktop next to me.
The heart clenched in an instant.
Pure white, familiar minimalist style. It’s exactly the same as the one
in Jianghuaijing.
Just, take a closer look.
It doesn’t have a name on the cover.
I was secretly disappointed.
That doesn’t seem to be the same.
It’s just similar in appearance.
I shook my head and began to study. Suddenly, a slender white hand appeared
in the line of sight and pulled the notebook away from the desktop.
“So I left it here..” Whispered the man.
Then turn around and leave.
Before walking out of the door, he was caught off guard and stopped.
And then turn around.
Peach blossom eyes are full of smiles, born with a period of romance.
“Classmate,” he said, “you look familiar.”
I looked up at him. Before
I remembered, Jianghuai Jing from the future had told me.
In another time and space, I met him for the first time at Baihua Media University. So
I smiled at the person in front of me. “Don’t you remember?”? Our high school is the same school.
“My name is Jiang Lingyue.”
Jiang Huaijing was stunned, and then returned with a smile.
……
The trees were lush and shaded from the fierce sun. A new story opens the prologue of the
beautiful birch city.
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