Pray
to wait for you to finish class, wait for you to grow up
and accidentally click into the live broadcast room of your high school classmate.
His screen name is zyy.
Someone asked, is this the abbreviation of his name?
He said with a smile that his name was Zhou Yiyi.
Some people tease, why does this name look like a girl?
Me: This is not nonsense, this guy is using my name!
I couldn’t help swearing at the live broadcast room: Are you polite? When I was lying in bed during the
New Year’s Day holiday, I accidentally clicked on a video, which gave me a precise video of my high school deskmate.
It showed that he was on the air, and out of curiosity, I clicked in. Not seen for
five years, Zhang Yingyang this guy is still as good-looking as high school, in the light of the light, a young breath blow on the face. With a smile in his
eyes, he hummed along with the song from time to time and answered questions in the comment section from time to time.
Someone asked, “Is zyy your initials?”
He glanced at it, nodded with a smile, and said languidly, “Yes.”
While I was still immersed in his good looks, he suddenly said,
“Chou Yi-yi.”
I was shocked and woke up in an instant. Why did
he call me? How did
he know I was watching him live?
He put a camera in my house?
As a result, there is nothing else except this sentence.
The comment section comes alive:
“Zhou Yiyi?”
“Why is that name so like a girl’s?”
“Didn’t you say your name was Cheng yuan-yuan other day?”
“Don’t believe him. This brother has a name every day. Ha ha ha.”
I It
is this brother who reported my name. Are you polite?
I pointed up and down to Zhang Yingyang on the screen. Like
the initials of our names, you give my name indiscriminately, right?
Zhang Yingyang did not care, anyway, he could not see, and continued to hum his song. More and more people
enter the live broadcast room.
Zhang Yingyang began to sing for everyone.
“I want to touch your hair. It’s just a simple test.”
“I want to give you a hug like before.”
“I can only talk to you as a gentleman.”
Listen, listen, I feel like I’m back in high school. In the second semester of
Senior Two, it was Friday afternoon, the class meeting of the head teacher, and the old class asked us to choose seats according to our grades. I didn’t do well in the
exam, and I chose a position in the middle but a little behind.
And Zhang Yingyang, who came in just after me, glanced at the classroom and walked to the empty seat next to me.
“Classmate, is anyone sitting here?” What
he means is whether there is an appointed deskmate.
I shook my head.
He threw his bag on the seat, hooked the stool with his foot, and sat down. Other students in the
back also came in one after another. Zhang Yingyang and
I have been in the same class for one year, but we are not very familiar with each other.
I only know that he is a boy who loves singing, looks good and plays basketball well. After sitting at the same table
with him, I found that he was a little in debt, but he was very polite.
My revolutionary friendship with him is based on helping him watch the teacher in class and occasionally helping him bring breakfast.
I am a day student and he is a resident student.
He likes to listen to music and read novels in the back row.
And in return, he would teach me arcane math.
Yes, as a science student, Ah Shu really killed me a lot.
It happened that Zhang Yingyang’s other subjects were ordinary, but his math was like hanging up.
He likes to hum in class.
And I tend to give him two at this time.
When my brain cells are dying, he still hums to interfere with me!
The song “Gentleman” is also one of his favorite songs.
I didn’t expect that after so many years, he still liked it.
I’m in a trance.
Then look at the person in front of you.
He seems to be the same as before.
I just didn’t expect him to get to this point. As an office worker, I charged money for a video platform for the first time.
And gave him more than three drinks of boiled water.
Yes, drink more boiled water.
It is good for your physical and mental health.
Then, just as I was about to retire, Chang Ying-yang suddenly sent me a private message:
“Chou Yi-yi?”
I
Did he really put a camera in my house?
I’m going to play dead and deny it.
So I slowly typed out, “?”
“Brother, have you got the wrong person?”
“Chou Yi-yi, I knew it was you!”
I How did
you know it was me?
“Intuition.”
Although I can’t see the expression of the opposite side, I know that Zhang Yingyang must be showing off when he said these two words.
“Aren’t you on the air? Why are you still chatting with me?”
The opposite head portrait was quiet in an instant, and a few words in the live broadcast disappeared directly.
“Sow it! Sow it!”
I
“Add a WeChat friend to chat.”
“Yes.”
I sent the wechat number.
zyy sent you a friend request.
I clicked to agree and sent a cute kitten emoji.
Just then my mother’s phone call came, and I answered it. She asked me when I would have a holiday during the Spring Festival.
I looked at my calendar and thought, “In about two weeks.”
Just in time for the Little New Year.
“That’s all right,” my mother said happily for a moment. Then she lowered her voice and asked me, “Will I come back alone this year?”
I
Seeing me in silence, my mother’s voice went up a notch: “Chou Yi-yi, you’re still single!”
I felt a little guilty: “I didn’t meet the right one …”
My mother immediately gushed, “Do you remember your cousin? She’s two years younger than you. She has a child. Today I met her mother and asked about you.” All
she said was those words, and my ears were almost cocooned, so I quickly took my cell phone away.
Finally, my mother sighed, as if she had made up her mind: “Forget it, come back and have a blind date. If you can’t find one, I’ll help you. It’s like being alone all the time!”
I quickly took the phone forward a little and said, “Mom, you don’t need it.”
“Why don’t you bring me one yourself?” Does the
object mean that you can have it if you have it? Shall I go to make one for her?
I can’t think of a rebuttal, and I don’t want to go on a blind date.
I slid my phone irritably, and Zhang Yingyang just replied to my message.
As soon as he opened his mouth, he said to me,
“Chou Yi-yi, are you short of a partner?”
Could it be that my deskmate has a conscience and wants to introduce me to a handsome guy?
I quickly replied with a “lack,” and I didn’t even care to listen to my mother’s nagging on the other side of the phone.
“Shall I introduce one to you?” The friendship of
many years ago welled up in my mind, and I was moved to say, “Cheng.”
Then he boldly shouted to my mother, “Just bring one. I’ll bring one back for you this year!”
The call is over.
I took the initiative to ask Chang Ying-yang, “Who are you going to introduce to me? Are you handsome? Do you have any pictures?” Instead of answering my question,
Chang Ying-yang asked, “Where are you?” I
don’t know why he asked, but I told him my address.
The other side quickly replied,
“I’m coming for you.”
So, during the wonderful New Year’s Day holiday, when everyone else was lying comfortably at home, I stood shivering outside the airport in a long down jacket.
I quickly trotted inside and found a conspicuous place, thinking, I don’t know if Zhang Yingyang can recognize me, after all, we haven’t seen each other for many years.
I opened the WeChat to see if he was coming.
Suddenly, a tall figure came to me, and I fell into a warm and hot embrace.
I was so confused that I wanted to push him away and ask him if he had mistaken me for someone else.
As a result, Chang Ying-yang’s pleasant voice came, and his voice was slightly hoarse from a head’s distance: “Chou Yi-yi, long time no see.” A string in
my brain seemed to suddenly collapse, and the hand that tried to push him away froze in midair.
My throat was slightly sour, and the memory of many years ago suddenly came up.
In the end, it was just an illusion: “Long time no see.” It was
a long time before Chang Ying-yang let go of me. The smile on his face was bright: “Chou Yi-yi, are you waiting for me?”.
I frowned. Didn’t this guy ask me to pick him up?
Why else would a homebody like me give up a warm room and come here to pick him up? Just as
I was about to retort, Chang Ying-yang said, “It’s nice to see you at first sight.”
He touched my head familiarly, but I was a little uncomfortable and stiff, after all, I hadn’t seen him for so many years. When he
felt it, he was stunned and quickly withdrew his hand.
The atmosphere was frozen. I was just about to break the silence when Chang Ying-yang said, “Have you eaten yet?”
I shook my head.
Chang Ying-yang laughs, “I’m just hungry, too. Can you recommend something to me? What’s good to eat?”
I took him to a restaurant I often went to, during which he was very happy and tried his best to pick up food for me. I looked at the more and more full rice bowl and quickly blocked it.
“Enough is enough. I’m losing weight.”
Chang Ying-yang raised his eyebrows and said disapprovingly, “Why are you losing weight?”
I muttered, “What girl doesn’t want to be thinner..”
You’re not fat! You don’t need it!
With that, Zhang Yingyang gave me two chopsticks with serving chopsticks and a bowl of soup by the way.
I ate slowly and looked up at him from time to time.
“What’s the matter, I have something on my face?” When
he found out, I quickly lowered my head and said, “No.”
I just think he’s too enthusiastic, even though he was like that before.
I was going to do my best to be the host, but Zhang Yingyang paid the bill while I was in the bathroom.
“Then I’ll find you a hotel.”
I turn on my cell phone.
Chang Ying-yang narrowed his eyes and slid his suitcase in front of me. “Can’t you take me in?” He asked with a look of grievance.
I frowned. “I don’t have an extra room in my house.”
“What about the sofa?”
“That’s true.”
Chang Ying-yang beamed: “I’ll just sleep on the sofa.”
I felt a little wronged him. My sofa was not very big, and there was no air conditioning in the living room. The weather was quite cold, so I advised him to stay in a hotel. After listening to my description,
Chang Ying-yang looked like he didn’t care: “It’s all right!” I had
no choice but to take him home. Remembering that he was going to introduce me to someone,
I couldn’t help asking him curiously, “Who are you going to introduce to me?”
Chang Ying-yang’s hand as he packed up his luggage gave a pause, and he raised his eyebrows to look at me. “How am I doing?” He asked with a direct and warm look.
I was drinking water, and I almost choked myself when I heard him say that.
Chang Ying-yang came over and patted me on the back. “Why are you so surprised?”
I looked at him like a psycho and said, “Don’t make such a scary joke, OK?”
Chang Ying raised his hand and paused: “Why is it so scary?” But
I said in front of my mother to take the object back, put down the big talk, the result of Zhang Yingyang this guy is playing with me? Not giving up,
I asked, “Are you sure you don’t have any boys to introduce me to?”
I don’t want to go on a blind date. I was forced to go on a blind date when I came home
last year.
All kinds of mummy’s boys, Puxin boys, and the next man almost didn’t give me a shadow. “What kind of boy do you want?” Asked
Chang Ying-yang with an unhappy look on his face.
“Just be normal..”
I don’t expect to be good-looking. Just be normal. Take it back to fool my mother, and then get along with her.
I don’t have much hope for love at my age. “Am I not normal?” Asked
Chang Ying-yang.
I frowned at him.
As a result, Chang Ying-yang waved his hand and said, “I know your mother is forcing you to go home for a blind date. I can play your boyfriend. Why, is that enough?”
I looked puzzled. “How do you know?”
“Secret!”
Then he has a lot of secrets.
Just like I still can’t figure out how he recognized me at a glance when there were so many people in the live broadcast room and so many people were brushing gifts for him.
He won’t say anything. Let me put it to another question that I
can answer:
“Did you fly all the way here to see me?”
“Yes.”
“When are you going back?” You can
‘t stay with me forever.
I usually have to go to work, and there are still two weeks before I go home.
Zhang Yingyang struggled for a while, as if he had not considered these.
“I am a vagrant. If you take me in, I can cook for you or something.” “Can you cook?”
I asked incredulously. “Of course,” said
Chang Ying-yang proudly, “I used to..”
His exultant expression suddenly stopped, and the light in his eyes darkened.
“Often what?”
He looked at me, and the light in his eyes lit up again, and he smiled and said, “I usually cook.”
I didn’t think too much about it, and later he did prove that he was good at cooking. It will be put the Spring Festival
soon. I work overtime in the company all day long. Zhang Yingyang said he had nothing to do. No matter how late I get off work, he will come to pick me up.
Then he walked with me through the dark alley.
I worked alone in a big city. In order to save money and be close to the company, I rented such a place.
Zhang Yingyang frowned and said nothing.
The food was ready, and when I went to wash my face, Zhang Yingyang heated the food.
I asked him to eat first, but he refused and insisted on waiting for me to come back. I have
no choice but to work faster every time so that I can go back early.
Zhang Yingyang seems to be around me every day, my lonely heart is simmering warm, and recall the high school period.
Actually, when I was in high school, I had a crush on Zhang Yingyang.
He is good-looking and kind to people.
At that time, there were many girls who liked him, and I was no exception. I fell in love with him bit by bit. Sometimes
, I pretended to be reading a book, but he was all in the corner of my eye. In the
severe winter morning, I always like to sleep late, and I remembered that I could see him again today, so I became energetic and got up immediately.
Then he went to buy a hot breakfast, slipped one into his schoolbag, brought it to him to avoid the guard’s inspection, and said “good morning” to him with a smile.
He usually replies, “Good morning, Chou Yi-yi.” The
bright smile is brighter than warm winter sun, dispelling too much of my haze.
He is the most beautiful teenager in my youth memory.
I even have a vague feeling that he is different from others to me.
But I’m afraid I think too much.
Sweet and fantasy, carefully and the girl’s secret love, weave into a beautiful phantom.
So that, after he left without saying goodbye, I would be so lost and sad.
But now, he comes into my life like this.
Be Frank, just like before. But
I dare not be as self-sentimental as before.
We can still be friends, but I won’t think much about the rest.
I took Zhang Yingyang back to my hometown. We were high school classmates. In fact, our hometown was in the same place. Where we
live, we’re not even far apart. As soon as
my mother saw the polite Zhang Yingyang, she smiled from ear to ear.
Zhang Yingyang came with bags of things, but he didn’t even go back to his home. He followed me directly. I
don’t want to owe him too much. I want to transfer the money for those gifts to him. But
he said, “Aren’t we good friends?”? I’m meeting my friend’s parents for the first time. What’s wrong with me buying something?
What’s going on?
I was speechless. “Actually, I pretended to be your boyfriend and went home in the hope that you would accompany me home, and my mother was urging me to do the same,”
he said hesitantly.
Oh, I see! The little thought that
I had been feeling sorry for was relieved in an instant. Help
each other. It’s all fake anyway. I’ll buy it back then.
In this way, I finally took him back in a big way.
At night, my parents even enthusiastically let him stay and sleep.
Uh What can
I say? Standing next to him, I was more like an outsider. After seeing him, the corners of my parents’ mouth never came down.
Chang Ying-yang chuckled beside me, “It seems that your parents like me.”
I stopped at the speed of the sugar orange and echoed, “Indeed.”
“What about you?”
I put a sugar orange in my mouth again, and I couldn’t hear it clearly: “What?”
Zhang Yingyang doesn’t speak again, and I think he is puzzled.
After dinner, Zhang Yingyang said he would take me out for a stroll. Before I could speak, my mother pushed me out with a smile on her face.
My mother waved to us, “No hurry to come back.” “Goodbye, Auntie!” Said
Chang Ying-yang with a hearty smile.
I
This is really not afraid of me being abducted, ah, my mother’s heart is really big, but also thanks to the people around me is Zhang Yingyang, otherwise for someone else.
I shook my head and shook off the thought.
Zhou Yiyi, what are you thinking about!
Soon, the car stopped.
I gathered up my down jacket and wondered why Zhang Yingyang took me here.
“You’ll find out in a minute.”
Zhang Yingyang deliberately sold a pass, so I stood patiently in place and waited for a while.
Soon, not far away, there were many people. After
a flash of flame, the brilliant fireworks rose in the sky without interruption, and the dark place was as bright as day.
“Fireworks are not allowed in the city, so we can only come here to watch.” I
didn’t know there was such a place to watch the fireworks. I was a little excited and said, “This is the first time I know this place after living here for so long.”
Zhang Yingyang looked at my cheek quietly, and the sound of fireworks exploding in the sky was in his ears.
Later, Zhang Yingyang did not know where to take the fairy stick for me to play with. I took one in the shape of a love heart, and Zhang Yingyang took one in the shape of a star, and the two were lit together.
Zhang Yingyang took out his mobile phone and took a picture with me. I haven’t been so wanton for
a long time. I smiled brightly from the bottom of my heart. My eyes were illuminated by fireworks. Zhang Yingyang stood beside me, but there were no fireworks in his eyes. It was all me.
Zhang Yingyang said, “a fairy stick can burn for nine seconds and release 18 billion fireworks in an instant, more than stars in the Milky Way.”
Later, I saw his moments.
Caption: “I want to accompany you year after year.”
I was stunned and at a loss. A bunch of our high school classmates at
the bottom were asking if we were together, and some even wished “99”.
My parents also gave a like.
I said, “Chang Ying-yang, people will misunderstand you if you post this in your circle of friends.”
Chang Ying-yang smiled and tilted his head to look at me. “What’s the misunderstanding?”
“Misunderstand that we are really together.”
My best friend in high school came to ask me.
Sure enough, everyone has a heart of gossip, but this falls on their own body, is another matter.
Zhang Yingyang may have just matched a copywriter casually, but I don’t want to make such a mistake.
As a result, Chang Ying-yang stopped smiling and said to me earnestly, “Chou Yi-yi, I wanted to bring you here when I graduated from high school.”
“I’ve long wanted to publish a copy like this.”
“I’ve been thinking about it for years.”
Now I was really confused, and the strings in my mind suddenly opened, which was more wonderful than fireworks in the night sky.
Zhang Yingyang was afraid that I didn’t hear clearly, so he pulled me to a relatively quiet place and stared at me motionless with his black eyes like water.
Facing his hot eyes, I felt uneasy, and my hands felt a little nowhere to be placed, holding the corner of my clothes tightly.
He said to me firmly and earnestly, “Zhou Yiyi, I have liked you for a long time.”
“I liked you in high school.”
“And you?”
What about you?
The last two words made a lot of ripples in my heart.
Yeah. What about me.
Do I like him?
I don’t know.
I ran away. Only then did
I realize that I was such a timid person that I didn’t dare to face him and ran away.
Later, he did not force me to ask again, but silently deleted the circle of friends.
He came to me as usual. It’s like
that day never happened. But
I panicked in meeting him again and again.
Because I found that I was tempted again.
But the person who lost once, let me have a big shadow. It took
me a long time to forget him.
This time, I don’t have a long, long time.
I’ll ask him out and make it clear.
“You said you liked me in high school, so why did you leave without saying goodbye in senior year?”
This is a thorn in my heart.
He left and suddenly decided to go abroad to study. He didn’t even want to tell me. I went to ask the head teacher to know.
Zhang Yingyang opened his mouth, not knowing what to say. His eyes flashed with guilt and confusion. It was a long time before I heard his voice: “If I had known that it was the last time I saw you, I would have told you.”
I don’t know.. I didn’t know I would suddenly leave..
Yiyi is my nickname. If I remember correctly, I never mentioned it in front of him.
I looked up, he looked down at me, and I bumped into his deep eyes. Looking at him
carefully, there were a few tears in his eyes. My
heart tightened and I was at a loss. How did
he.. He looks sadder than I am.
Chang Ying-yang, what are you sad about? Didn’t you choose to leave?
“I have no choice. I can’t change it.”
Zhang Yingyang’s voice was a little choked.
He suddenly hugged me, as if he had made up his mind: “If this doesn’t end well, I’ll leave with you.”
I do not understand, trapped in his arms, only feel that his embrace is so warm, so familiar.
It’s like I’ve hugged it a million times.
I Love it.
“Just give me one more chance, okay?”
“I will not leave you this time.”
He spoke so firmly.
I relented and decided to follow my heart.
“Good.”
He hugged me more tightly, as if to rub me into his bones. After
confirming the relationship, his love is more open, bright and hot.
It’s like years ago.
Since he admitted that he liked me for three years in high school.
I recalled a lot of things in high school.
Only to find that I didn’t flatter myself.
A lot of things have long been traceable.
From the time he changed seats to the time he left, I was the only one at his table.
I also wonder why he sits next to me every time. If he chooses first, he will wave to me as soon as I enter the classroom.
When I asked, he said that the others were too noisy to cover for him and would not bring him breakfast.
I believed it, because there were really few day students in the class. When
I peeked at him out of the corner of my eye, I could always bump into his eyes, which made me feel uneasy, thinking that my secret love was too obvious.
Now that I think about it, it’s because he’s looking at me secretly. Once
I caught a cold and had a fever and missed several classes. He took the initiative to use the evening self-study time to tell me bit by bit. When he met
a difficult math problem, he would ask me if I could do it, and then explain it to me patiently.
When the front desk asked him a question he didn’t understand, he threw his own steps directly to him, without any patience, and let him see for himself. On the night of New Year’s Day in the
second year of high school, the class held an activity, and he went up to sing a song, which was my favorite song at that time, “The Wind Rises”.
I looked at him without blinking, remembering that before he reported the program, he asked me casually what songs I liked to listen to.
I was reciting and said casually, “The wind is blowing.”
I didn’t think he was for this.
He re-announced me.
This time there are only four words in the copy–
“Till death do us part.”
The caption is a picture of us holding hands.
In the face of other people’s problems, this time he was able to openly admit:
“Yes, we are together.”
“It’s her.”
I looked at it. There are all 99 people under the
circle of friends.
We celebrated the New Year together, and Zhang Yingyang moved to my city.
Remembering that the last time he came here, he caught a cold and still came to my company to pick me up, I felt a little guilty.
This time, he will not be wronged to sleep on the sofa.
Zhang Yingyang’s career is very free. He is a musician. He has tens of millions of fans on various music platforms. He has released several personal songs and occasionally cut a platform to broadcast live.
Because the house I rented was a little too far away, we changed a house later.
We have a cat and a dog together.
On May 20, he proposed to me.
I thought it was too soon, and he thought it was too late.
“I’ve been waiting for this day for years.”
“Eleven, would you like to?”
It was a very vulgar plot. In the cinema, he knelt down on one knee and held flowers in his hand.
In the end, I cried like a tearful person and nodded repeatedly.
He put the ring on my finger and carefully wiped my tears, even though he was crying himself.
If I want to recall that day, I have forgotten many of the plots.
Just remember-
a beautiful ring and a very good him.
We got married soon, and I didn’t worry about it.
He is well organized.
We went to Dali to take wedding photos together.
Coincidentally, when taking a series of dusk photos, we encountered the Tyndall effect.
Tangerine sea with Tyndall effect, I love such a romantic Dali.
I happily took Zhang Yingyang’s hand and looked up at him. He also looked down at me. The dimples at the corners of his mouth were particularly obvious.
I couldn’t help poking my hand and leaning over his ear, saying, “I hope we can inherit your dimples when we have children.”
When Zhang Yingyang heard this, he laughed very happily.
“Okay, I’ll try.”
Realizing what he meant, I thumped him angrily.
He took my hand and kissed it piously through the white silk gloves. I
suddenly remembered a passage I read in a book a long time ago:
“When the Tyndall effect appears, light has a shape.”
“When you appear, the heart is defined.” All
these scenes were captured by the quick-sighted photographer. At the
wedding, Zhang Yingyang sang a song for me. I didn’t know he could sing
in advance, and I was a little surprised and a little aware.
For him, instead of saying too many love words, he prefers to use music and his singing to express himself.
I stood in the middle of the field with flowers.
He sang Jay Chou’s “I believe so much”.
“The only thing that can be destroyed in a story is the scenery. No one can destroy our dreams.”
“My prayers have finally been answered.”
He sang as he walked toward me, took my hand, and led me forward.
“I am so convinced that it is you who stand behind me..”
……
“Both hands play the dawn, so love is so beautiful.”
He knelt down on one knee and gave me the wedding ring symbolizing a lifetime.
“I thought I had a lot to say to you, but at this moment, I suddenly ran out of words..”
“I was lucky to meet you in my youth.”
“And you became my youth.” I could have held back
before, but when I heard this, tears still flowed down. I
really don’t like to cry. I seldom cry when he is away.
I suddenly understood why the brides were crying when they attended other people’s weddings.
Chang Ying-yang stood up and wiped my tears with his sleeve. “Don’t cry,” he said. “Your makeup will be ruined.”
Hearing this, I quickly put up with it. I don’t want to be an ugly bride. The camera is still shooting.
Chang Ying-yang laughs, “Yiyi, you haven’t put a ring on my finger yet.”
“Oh, yes..” The moment
I put the ring on his finger, there was a lot of hooting. Give
a kiss! Give me a kiss!
Zhang Yingyang also looked at me.
I bit my lip and took the initiative to kiss him.
This time, let me take the initiative. Unexpectedly,
he looked at me in surprise, and the joy in his eyes was about to come out.
The bottom is full of relatives and friends. “Don’t look..”
I whispered shyly.
“All right, I won’t read it. Anyway, there will be plenty of time to read it later.”
Zhang Yingyang smiled helplessly and held me in his arms. There was a period of time after
marriage when Zhang Yingyang became a little strange.
He won’t let me go out. Even if I really want to go out, I have to follow me so that he can rest assured.
I asked him why.
He frowned and said, “I had a nightmare recently that something happened to you.”
So that’s it.
I smiled and comforted him, “Didn’t you say it was a dream? In dreams, it’s the opposite.”
But Chang Ying-yang was silent for a long time before he said, “I don’t dare to bet.”
He spoke so seriously that I was a little scared.
“But I’m going out to work.”
I have asked for leave for many days, and I really have no reason to ask for leave again.
“I’m really afraid. That dream is really going to happen. Will you listen to me for a while?”
He took hold of my hand and said nervously, “I don’t want the job if it’s too big. I’ll support you.”
That wouldn’t be.. Then I’ll ask for leave again.
Although it sounds ridiculous, I believe Zhang Yingyang unconditionally in my heart and am willing to listen to him. The boss of the
company should be able to agree with me because I have worked so hard in the past few years and haven’t taken any leave.
Leave is invited, I accompany Zhang Yingyang to stay at home every day, and I don’t feel bored.
Accompany the person you like, no matter what you do, it is worth rejoicing.
But the accident happened. After lunch
that day, I suddenly began to have a stomachache, which made me break out in a cold sweat. When
Zhang Yingyang came out after washing the dishes, I was already squatting on the ground in pain.
He hurriedly threw away Peppa Pig’s apron and came over to help me: “Yiyi, what’s wrong with you?”
I have no strength to speak because of the pain.
Zhang Yingyang paused, glanced at the calendar several times, and decided to take me to the hospital.
But when he carried me to the underground garage, he found that the car was broken. The expression on
Zhang Yingyang’s face was uglier than mine. He hurried up with me and decided to take a taxi.
He held me in his arms and waited by the roadside for a long time. I was afraid that he was too tired and asked him to put me down.
But he wouldn’t do anything.
At this time, my consciousness has been a little confused. In
a daze, it seems that a taxi is coming. The
car stopped on the opposite side, and Zhang Yingyang looked left and right for a long time before he hugged me. When I was
crossing the street, I heard a very loud brake sound and a cry of surprise, and I completely fainted after I fell to the ground.
…… You never know which will come first,
tomorrow or the unexpected.
When I woke up, I was already in the hospital.
Mom and Dad were watching me, and when they saw me open my eyes, their haggard faces finally flashed a trace of joy, but soon fell.
I suddenly have a bad feeling.
“Where is Chang Ying-yang?”
My mother opened her mouth and choked in a low voice.
I’m in a hurry. Something must have happened to
Zhang Yingyang. When
the car suddenly rushed over, Zhang Yingyang pushed me away.
I woke up. What about him?
I pulled out the intravenous drip on my hand and got up to find Zhang Yingyang.
My father was startled and quickly took the tissue and pressed the place where I was bleeding.
I looked at him in tears and said, “Dad, just tell me how Chang Ying-yang is now.”
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Rescue room.
I paced back and forth for a long time. Zhang Yingyang’s parents were very sad, but they still came to comfort me and advised me to go back to rest.
I just finished the appendicitis operation, but I didn’t feel anything at all. I was just worried about Zhang Yingyang all the time.
He’s still working on it, and I wish it was me in there.
If I didn’t have a sudden attack of acute appendicitis and Zhang Yingyang didn’t send me to the hospital, then this accident wouldn’t have happened and he wouldn’t have been lying in it.
Tears flowed like a river.
We waited outside in silence for a long time.
A doctor came out. He said that Zhang Yingyang’s condition was very critical. They were not sure if they could save him. They asked us to prepare early.
Hearing this, I was struck by lightning.
Zhang Yingyang’s mother immediately cried bitterly.
I cried until I was numb, and I felt my heart ache like a knife.
If Zhang Yingyang is not rescued, what should I do?
I can’t imagine.
Mingming is such a living person who was telling me jokes yesterday, but now he is lying in the hospital. Whether
it can be saved is still unknown.
Why?
Why does God play tricks on us like this.
If he doesn’t wake up, I might as well go with him.
But what about my parents? What about
Zhang Yingyang’s parents?
Thinking about it, I felt so uncomfortable that I fainted.
I suddenly felt that it was good to be relieved.
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Two years later.
I carefully rubbed Zhang Yingyang’s body, massaged his limbs, and told him what I had done and eaten today.
Although he may not hear it, I still want to say it. After
saying that, I looked at his sleeping appearance and could not help but drop a kiss on his cheek.
“Chang Ying-yang, when can we go and see the Aurora?”
“I also want to go to Wuzhen, Lhasa, and Xishuangbanna.”
“But it doesn’t matter if you don’t go. If you’re not there, it’s not interesting to go..”
I was in a daze.
“Chang Ying-yang, will you wake up? I miss you.” The man on the
bed was still asleep and unresponsive, and I sighed.
“Forget it. It’s good that you’re alive.”
In the end, I didn’t know what I had said. I raised my hand and touched my cheek. It was wet.
Zhang Yingyang definitely doesn’t want me to cry.
I got up, went to the bathroom to wash my face, and then calmed down for a while before going out.
As a result, I saw a scene that shocked me.
Zhang Yingyang sat at the head of the bed with tender eyes, just like two years ago.
He Wake up.
I was afraid that I was dreaming again, so I pinched myself hard.
Fortunately, it hurts.
I walked over, weeping with joy, and threw myself into his arms, but restrained and cautious for fear of crushing him.
Zhang Yingyang smiled and reached out his hand and pressed me into his arms.
“Eleven, I’m back.”
“I will accompany you wherever you want to go.”
Zhang Yingyang’s perspective:
I returned to my high school days after n years.
Let’s listen to my story n years later. In the first year of high school
, I fell in love with a beautiful girl named Zhou Yiyi.
But for various reasons, I have never said my love. When I graduated from
senior three, I went back to school secretly and wanted to express my love to Zhou Yiyi, but I was preempted by a boy in the same class. I also know
that boy, who is Zhou Yiyi’s deskmate.
Zhou Yiyi agreed, and I sadly witnessed her with another boy.
I’m determined to go abroad. Years
later, at a class reunion. Zhou Yiyi and
I met again. At this time, she was single. I pieced together her situation over the years from the words of my classmates.
She broke up with her ex-boyfriend because she couldn’t get through the long-distance relationship. The reason was that the boy couldn’t bear loneliness and changed his mind.
Zhou Yiyi broke up with him decisively.
Now classmates get together, he also came, and even want to save Zhou Yiyi.
I couldn’t help laughing. What face does this man have to pester Zhou Yiyi.
I couldn’t hold back and beat him to the ground. Zhou Yiyi came to pull me and didn’t want to make things too big.
I watched her take my hand and say yes softly.
Then secretly taught the man several times, so that he did not dare to harass Zhou Yiyi again.
And Zhou Yiyi and I also added friends. I missed it
before, so I can’t let it go again when we meet again.
Now I have no worries.
Catching up with Zhou Yiyi is the greatest pursuit of my life.
Although the elder brother has not been in love, nor has he actively pursued people, but the elder brother is thick-skinned!
Especially for the person you like.
Zhou Yiyi was finally moved by my stalker.
But the day before we were going to get married, Zhou Yiyi died in a car accident. The day before we
got married, Zhou Yiyi and I registered for marriage. When we came out, I saw a cake shop opposite.
I asked Zhou Yiyi to wait for me in situ, and I wanted to buy her a strawberry cake that she liked.
Coincidentally, the cake was sold out, and the new one was already being made.
The clerk asked me to wait for a while and said it was almost ready.
Zhou Yiyi was particularly greedy for this kind of cake recently, so I decided to wait for a while. Zhou Yiyi
on the opposite side waited for a long time and sent a message saying that he would come.
I said yes and went out to wait for her. The
accident happened at that moment.
A drunk driver, a car accident.
My one is gone.
I saw her fall in front of me, and I rushed over, but it was too late.
There is no miracle. The girl
I liked for 10 years left me forever.
If I hadn’t insisted on buying the cake, she wouldn’t have come to me, and she wouldn’t have met the accident at all.
Tomorrow is our wedding.
But. My bride is gone. Heartbroken,
I fainted at Zhou Yiyi’s funeral and returned to my high school days.
She’s still alive, and she’s the best I remember.
I don’t know how long I can stay in this world, but I don’t want to leave any more regrets. I didn’t hesitate to sit beside her and become her deskmate, so that she wouldn’t have the chance to know that scum man again.
Sometimes, I secretly looked at her in a daze, thinking of her falling in my arms, I couldn’t help trembling all over.
I’m so afraid. I’m afraid of repeating the same mistakes. When I was about to graduate from
high school, I felt something strange in my body.
I’m getting out of control.
But I haven’t had time to change everything yet. I haven’t
even had a chance to say goodbye.
I went back to the original world, and nothing changed.
I studied the way to go back everywhere, and even I, who never believed in gods and Buddhas, went to the temple to pray for three days and three nights just because I heard a word from others.
I fainted again.
This time, I went back to the year before she died.
It’s not too late.
I didn’t tell her that I came from many years later, not because I was afraid that she wouldn’t believe me, but because I was afraid that she would be as nervous as I was.
My one should not have nightmares like me.
Every time I wake up from a dream, I am very glad that she is still with me.
I’ve brought everything forward. The
proposal was brought forward.
Marriage is also ahead of schedule. When I
did all this, I was afraid and frightened.
But I also thought that since I was doomed to repeat the same mistakes, I should not have come in vain.
Just make it through the year.
I stared at the day every day and saw that the day of her accident was coming.
I don’t want her to go out again.
I don’t dare to take the risk.
The time finally came to the day of her car accident. As long as we don’t go out,
I think.
But Yiyi suddenly had a stomachache, which was very painful.
I was afraid, but I didn’t want her to suffer. If she had an accident because of it, I would suffer even more. I carried her to the garage and planned to go to the hospital.
But the car broke down.
A sudden feeling of powerlessness came over me. A sense of fatalism that
cannot be changed. The monk in the
temple is right. The cycle of cause and effect. Many things in this world are interlinked, and some things are unavoidable.
So when the car showed up, I wasn’t so scared.
If I really can’t change it, can I exchange one life for another? I
just didn’t expect that I would sleep for two years.
In the past two years, I have worked hard, but I have no choice but to use the rest of my life to make up for her.
Fortunately, I am happy.
Fortunately, my prayers have finally been answered.
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Waiting for you to finish class, waiting for you to grow
up.