Summer Dream and Winter Fireworks
are waiting for you to finish class. When you grow up
, the whole school knows that Ji Fangyu played a solo for Tang Su in the piano room.
And that piano piece, I haven’t asked him to play it for me for five years.
Only then did I understand that he didn’t hate the piano. Ji Fangyu and
I are childhood sweethearts.
His parents are famous pianists, and my family just runs a supermarket.
I can relate to him only because I live close to him.
His family has money to live in a villa, but my family is not bad. Although
the chain supermarket is not as elegant as the piano, it can earn a lot of tickets in hand. When I was
six years old, I met Ji Fangyu for the first time.
At that time, our two villas were close to each other, and I often heard the sound of the piano.
The piano music is the theme song of Inuyasha- “Missing Through Time and Space”, which I was chasing hot at that time.
Kagome and Inuyasha miss each other for 500 years, and finally embrace each other under the royal tree.
Whenever I hear this melody, I always think of their gentle and firm eyes looking at each other.
Following the melodious and deep sound of the piano, I ran to the balcony and looked in the direction of his house. There was a grand piano in the small garden downstairs of
his house, and the morning light was sprinkled in his deep eyes through the broken hair in front of his forehead.
Just one look, completely fall.
I don’t understand why I had a love brain when I was six years old, just as I didn’t understand why Ji Fangyu had to play the piano downstairs when I was a child.
Since then, I have been pestering my mother to sign up for piano classes every day, and I want to play the piano with Ji Fangyu in the Arabian Nights.
“They’re inheriting the family business. What are you messing around with?”
I don’t know what family property is.
I rolled on the ground without eating, and I shaved off my pet dog, Jin Doudou.
My position in the family is not as high as that of Jin Doudou.
This wave is purely the following offense.
Jin Doudou trembled in the corner with tears in his eyes, and my mother picked up the feather duster and came to me.
The follow-up was that my mother grabbed my collar and went to Ji’s house.
“Ask for yourself and see if people are willing to teach you!”
Through the iron fence, Ji Fangyu’s parents turned their heads and looked at me with a handful of snot and tears. The
sound of the piano kept on, and Ji Fangyu’s fingertips jumped on the keys, indifferent to the farce behind him.
Why are you crying like that?
Ji’s mother opened the door for me with a kind smile.
I squeezed out two tears miserably.
“I also want to inherit the family business and play the piano.”
To my mother’s surprise, Ji’s mother actually agreed to let me learn piano with Ji Fangyu. In the light of
his parents, I enjoyed the first echelon of pianists to teach me in person.
Ji Fangyu perfectly inherited the good genes of his parents, both in appearance and temperament, which made me salivate.
The water tower gets the moon first. I am so close to him that I deserve to be greedy to death.
My mother knocked on my bowl with chopsticks.
“Eat, eat, where is your soul?”
I picked up a green vegetable and fed it into my mouth. I was willing to swallow it after chewing it for eighty-nine times.
My mother couldn’t stand the way I was going to die, so she gouged me out.
“You’ve lost a lot of weight, and those who don’t know think you’re smoking too much.”
My mother is always sharp-tongued.
“You don’t understand. It’s called a weak willow supporting the wind.”
I picked up another green vegetable and made a coy gesture in front of the table.
“How about that? Do you have the feeling of a delicate beauty like Lin Daiyu?”
My mother muttered a bunch of quintessence of Chinese culture, and from time to time she flew an eye knife at me.
She did not know that Ji Fangyu’s ideal girlfriend was a delicate beauty like Lin Daiyu.
I lost weight, of course, in order to be closer to Ji Fangyu.
As long as Ji Fangyu likes it, I can become anything he wants.
But is there really a woman like Lin Daiyu in real life? Before
I became Lin Daiyu.
Tang Su appeared.
My parents are not at home. If you want to ask a question on the piano, another day.
Ji Fangyu took off the white coat of a medical student and casually put it in his arm.
He’s always like this. He doesn’t have to do anything. Just standing there attracts all my eyes.
“Tired of being together every day, you still say you’re not a girlfriend. Fang Yu, you’re not honest.”
Several classmates passed by us shoulder to shoulder and made ambiguous jokes.
Even if my face is as thick as mine, I still blush every time I hear similar words.
After all, it seems that Ji Fangyu has never refuted them in front of me. Can it be understood that he actually has a little heart for me?
“I have nothing to do with her. Don’t talk nonsense.”
But this time, Ji Fangyu’s face sank in a rare way.
Seeing that the students kept silent, I quickly tried to smooth things over:
“Yes, yes, don’t get me wrong. He doesn’t like me.”
He pulled me to the corner of the corridor, where it was quieter.
“You dance students don’t go to class. Why do you squat at the door of my classroom every time?”
I took out a box of peeled Torreya grandis from my backpack and handed it to him like a treasure.
“I’ll peel the nuts you like.”
Ji Fangyu’s hand joints are clear, slender and powerful, and he has been a steady batch from small to large. He especially cherishes
the hands used to hold the scalpel.
Piano is my hobby, so even though Ji Fangyu has not played the piano for five years, I still stick to the position.
In fact, the hands of piano players are not necessarily good-looking. Practicing the piano
since childhood, my fingernails are very bald, my joints are swollen, my lines are very deep, and the worst thing is that my little finger has become bent.
In front of Ji Fangyu, I always habitually put my hands behind my back.
Ji Fangyu did not refuse my kindness.
“Thanks. I’ll treat you to dinner on vacation.”
These two words are the high-frequency words I heard from his mouth.
“If you could play” Missing Through Time “for me..” Before
I could finish, Ji Fangyu’s eyebrows wrinkled together. “I’ve said it many times, but I don’t play the piano.”
This is the one hundred and eighth time he has rejected me, and I am used to it.
Although I know the answer, I will not give up asking again every time.
This question is five years.
Ji Fangyu smashed all the pianos at home with bricks in the third year of junior high school.
He said he would never touch the piano again in his life.
His ambition is to be a doctor, not to be an obedient puppet at the mercy of his parents.
Unfortunately, I like to see him play the piano, like Prince Charming in a fairy tale.
“All right, I’m going to have to hit you hard.”
I exulted and stood on tiptoe in front of him, but out of the corner of my eye I caught a glimpse of a figure coming out of the door of the classroom.
Just one side face makes me feel bad.
This girl, and Lin Daiyu look. It’s so similar.
When Ji Fangyu saw me staring at a place in a trance, he followed my line of sight.
Noticing his movements, I took a devilish step in front of him.
“Do you think your height can stop me?”
He is 187 and I am 168, which is obviously absolutely not allowed.
I just don’t want Ji Fangyu to see that girl.
“Her name is Tang Su.”
“Mmm, hmm?”
Ji Fangyu’s cliff-like chat made my brain down for several seconds.
“I said, the girl you were staring at just now is called Tang Su, and she changed her major to our college this year.” I
have no face and no skin to follow Ji Fangyu for so many years, and I am not embarrassed to see through my mind.
“She, she looks like..”
“Very nice.”
Ji Fangyu took over the conversation almost without thinking.
Seemingly hearing Ji Fangyu’s voice, Tang Su came this way.
“Ji, thank you for answering my questions in class.”
Blow on the face, is the classical charm of Daiyu style, every frown and smile are just right.
Looking at her delicate white fingers, I pulled my brain and put my hands in my pockets. For
the 109th time, I felt inferior because of my ugly hands.
Ji Fangyu looks in a good mood.
“It should be.”
Tang Su’s eyebrows curved and her lips pursed with a smile. She leaned over and held out her hand to me.
“Hello, my name is Tang Su. I just transferred to the medical department this semester.”
Her hands shook my eyes, and instead of reaching out, I smiled and nodded.
“My name is Song Tuo. I’m a dancer.”
Tang Su looked a little surprised.
“I often see you in the medical school building. I thought you were a medical student.”
I answered frankly,
“Because the person I like is here.”
Tang Su took one look at me and put his eyes on Ji Fangyu.
“Are you in love?”
Ji Fangyu coughed.
“No.”
“Oh,”
Tang Su made a voice of unknown meaning, smiled faintly and turned away.
Ji Fangyu turned his head and followed the back of her departure.
“You like her.”
I did not hesitate to say this sentence, without any questioning tone.
Ji Fangyu opened his long legs and walked in the direction of the dormitory.
“You think too much.”
4
“It’s over! It’s over!”
I lay on the table with a sad face, and my roommate Sun Han pulled the bench and sat next to me.
“What happened?”
“This semester, a beautiful woman like Lin Daiyu changed her major and went to Ji Fangyu’s class.”
Sun Han disagreed.
“So what? I don’t believe he can move on and fall in love with that woman.”
Move on to someone else? I haven’t been in love at all!
Ji Fangyu began to have a kind of inexplicable paranoia about Lin Daiyu when he was very young.
“You don’t understand. When he sleeps, he puts a Dream of Red Mansions next to his pillow.”
“You two are childhood sweethearts. Can’t a relationship of more than ten years compare to the fall of heaven?”.
Sun Han has seen Ji Fangyu, and he is really a handsome man who is unforgettable at a glance.
But she couldn’t understand my persistence for more than ten years.
“You’re versatile, good-looking, and your family has money. Why do you have to be Chi Fang-yu’s dog?”
I began to peel the Torreya again.
“One look is wrong for life. Do you understand?”
“I don’t want to understand.”
Sun Han was quite disgusted, but he still helped me peel the nuts.
“I say, your hands are not so ugly because you have been peeling nuts all the year round.”
How is that possible.
“You are my Yin and Yang.”
Ji Fangyu got the eighth grade at the age of nine, and playing the piano is a very simple thing for him.
Although he has not moved forward for a long time, I have spent thirteen years standing in the same position as him.
These thick and twisted hands are the wounds left by my clumsy pursuit of the moon.
I broke off the hard shell of a Torreya grandis.
“I’ve decided to change my strategy.” Do you want to go to the library with your classmates
on Sunday?
I held my cell phone and my eyes were dark. Ji Fangyu’s cold voice was on the other end of the
phone.
“Well, we’ll have dinner together next time.”
“Who are you going with?”
Tang Su’s smiling face flashed by.
“You have to take care of that too.”
His voice was a little impatient.
“No, then you can study at ease.”
I hung up the phone. No matter how busy
Ji Fangyu is, he will give himself a little holiday on Sunday night.
So I often invite him to dinner at this time. It was derailed this
time. He broke his habit.
I comforted myself countless times in my heart that he certainly did not go to the library with Tang Su.
But in the last few days, he has replied to my messages less and less.
Sun Han helped me analyze a wave and gave me two tickets to the Opera House.
“Go ahead. Take him down tonight. At least ask.” Tickets for
the Opera House are hard to get. You can’t get them without a back door.
I gratefully gave her a bear hug and turned around to contact Ji Fangyu.
“I’ve got the tickets for the Earl’s Opera. Let’s go together.”
Ji Fangyu wanted to go to the opera long time ago, but he had no way to get a ticket because he had broken his face with his parents.
I thought he would be happy to promise me.
“No, I’m going to the library tonight.” The phone hung up with
a beep.
I stared at the interface of the mobile phone, and he seemed to be very busy all of a sudden.
“Are you all right, my poor girl?”
Sun Han couldn’t bear to touch my cheek.
“If he doesn’t go, it’s all right. You can make an appointment with any handsome guy to see it tonight. That Ji Fangyu is so angry!” How could
he be angry? He doesn’t like me.
“He must be busy with his studies.”
I grabbed my costume and went to the studio alone, trying to spin and prance around to keep my head down. After
a dull sound, I sprained my foot and fell to the ground.
My ankle swelled up at a speed visible to the naked eye, and I was helped to the infirmary by my classmates.
The school doctor asked me to go home and rest for a few days.
Sun Han helped me pack up my things and insisted on sending me home.
Afraid of bringing negative emotions to her, I chose to go home by myself in a bad mood.
I limped along with my backpack and crutches.
Just out of the school gate, it suddenly began to rain heavily.
“Drunk, how could you be so unlucky?” Without tears,
I leaned against the stop sign and took out my umbrella from my backpack.
I didn’t expect more bad luck to come.
Three minutes later, the bus broke through the rain curtain and stopped at the station.
I hung my backpack in the crook of my arm and hurriedly held my umbrella and clamped my crutches to the car door. I was
too impatient to notice that my crutch was stuck in the sewer, and I stumbled and fell to the ground.
Inertia made me look up and exhale. In the field of vision, Ji Fangyu and I looked at each other through the window of the bus. Tang Su was sitting next to
him, and the two of them were close together, sharing a pair of wired headphones. I
was drenched and fell to the ground in a mess, forgetting to stand up for a moment.
Ji Fangyu looked at me twice and then picked up his cell phone and poked it a few times. He didn’t mean to get out of the car and help me.
Tang Su turned his head and said something to him. He quickly put down his cell phone and listened to her carefully. The uncle who was
driving the car got up and left the driver’s seat and walked towards me. After two steps, he turned back.
Because someone helped me up.
“Thank you, uncle. I won’t take the bus. You can go.”
I watched the bus leave, and the man behind me kindly handed me the crutch.
“Stop looking and go home, girl.”
Looking back, it was a benevolent aunt.
“Thank you.”
My voice is a little choked. It’s been a humiliating
day, and if I cry in front of strangers again, I think I’ll go crazy.
Aunt put a big dress on me.
“You wear it first and don’t catch a cold.” I was flattered by the kindness of
strangers.
I took out my mobile phone and added my aunt’s WeChat so that I could return her coat later. After
she left, I called a drip, and my hands trembled into chaff.
An unread message. It turned out that Ji Fangyu was sending me a message when he picked up his cell phone at that time.
He said, “How did you do this to yourself?” I couldn’t stand it any more when I
saw the news. I was crying and wringing the water on my clothes.
The clothes were all wet, and it was useless to wring water. Growing up
, I seemed to be particularly fond of this thankless task.
The Didi driver saw my embarrassment and sent me all the way to the door without words.
My parents have been busy with their work in the supermarket and haven’t been home for several days. I’m glad that they haven’t seen this tragic situation. Before
entering the door, I took a special look, Ji Fangyu did not go home. There is no library near
the villa area, so he is lying to me.
I lost all motivation and went out of my mind to embed myself in the bed without even taking a bath.
The mobile phone was turned off for three days, and I was sick for three days.
If my mother hadn’t picked me up from the bed, I would have slept for a few more days.
“How did you do this to yourself?”
When I heard the words come out of my mother’s mouth, my dull expression loosened.
I thought she would blame me, but she just put the new clothes she bought for me on me.
“If that girl Sun Han hadn’t said you were injured and had gone home, your mother and I would have been kept in the dark.”
“When I call you, I don’t answer. I sleep late every day.”
“Is your cell phone broken? Why doesn’t it respond when I press it?”
“Bought you a new one. Don’t forget to take it when you leave later.”
“I told you not to lose weight, but how thin are you?”
“If I don’t come back, you’ll starve yourself to death.”
「……」 I was caught in the car by
my mother’s nagging voice.
Through the rearview mirror of the car, I saw that I was thin and pale now.
This morbid state can rub against Lin Daiyu a little, but I showed an expression of disgust. I was shocked by
that expression. When I was bored
waiting for the traffic lights, I made a new mobile phone.
WeChat, there was a backlog of hundreds of messages, and I replied to everyone except Ji Fangyu. Is
this kind of behavior a childish revenge or a complete release?
I don’t think so. I just don’t want to talk to him.
My mother touched my schoolbag when she realized something was wrong. Greasy in
one hand.
“Oh, my little ancestor, what’s in your schoolbag?”
My eyes puzzled: “There is nothing.”
She unzipped and pulled out three boxes of Torreya grandis that had been soaked in water.
“It’s nothing,” he said. “If you weren’t sick, I’d beat you up.”
I threw the Torreya grandis into the trash can with a faint expression.
“I’m sorry, Mom. It won’t happen again.”
My mother attributed my abnormality to the patient’s emotional instability, because in her opinion, Torreya grandis was my life.
But I’ve never really liked nuts, let alone peeling them. All the Torreya grandis over the
years have gone into Ji Fangyu’s stomach.
“That little girl Sun Han said she would come to pick you up at the school gate. She’s so kind to you. Don’t eat alone.”
My mother piled bags of nourishment and fruit at my feet.
I rolled my eyes. “Your daughter hasn’t gotten that far.”
She was about to leave when a female voice suddenly came from behind me:
“Hello, Auntie. I’m Song Tuo’s classmate. Let me take her back to the dormitory.”
7
This sound..
I turned my head stiffly and saw Tang Su looking at me with a smile.
Without waiting for my mother to speak, I subconsciously refused, saying, “Thank you, but my friend will be here soon, so I won’t take up your time.” Before the work in the
supermarket was over, my mother hurried back, thanked Tang Su hurriedly and drove away. Leaving me
alone, a cripple, embarrassed in the same place.
She stooped to pick up a bag of supplements. “It’s useless to eat this stuff. Apart from accumulating fat in your body, it won’t help your condition.”
I thought she cared about me.
“I don’t know much about this either. I eat whatever my mother buys.”
She chuckled. “No wonder Fang Yu always says that you like to give him something he doesn’t like to eat. So that’s the way you were educated.” It was only when I
saw the faint sarcasm on her lips that I realized that she had come to respond to me.
But there are some things that have to be clarified.
“What do you mean he doesn’t like to eat?”
“Torreya grandis,” he said. “Nuts are greasy, but they’re good, too.”
She paused. “For example, if someone spends an afternoon peeling nuts, he can be a little quieter.”
In the past, I wouldn’t have believed it at all, but now I don’t want to prove it.
Even if it’s fake, I believe it. A machine has been running for 13 years, and it should be laid off.
“He doesn’t like me. You don’t have to make a special trip for me.” I grabbed the bag from her hand. “But my family education has nothing to do with you. If you had a good family education, you would not hurt others for a man.” “
I just told you to cut your losses in time.”
“I don’t need you to remind me. You have no standing and no qualifications.”
“I don’t have a position?”
Tang Su took out a box of Torreya grandis from his bag, which I gave him at the door of Ji Fangyu’s classroom last week.
I turned my head and it was in her hand.
Then she threw the Torreya into the trash can in front of me.
“I’m his girlfriend. What’s your position?”
At that moment, I felt as if I had been hit by a thunderbolt in the heart, and my whole body was numb by the beating of my heart. I
knew I should have told her loudly, “It’s none of my business if you fall in love. Stay where it’s cool!”
But the reality is often not satisfactory, I stood in place like a quail, showing an embarrassed expression uncontrollably.
Later, I couldn’t hear what she said, and the whole person was lightly taken back to the dormitory by Sun Han, and it was not until midnight that she recovered. Ji Fangyu, whom
I looked up to for thirteen years, said goodbye to me completely today.
I took out my cell phone and sent him a message.
Flipped through the message he sent a few days ago, nothing more than some irrelevant explanations, it seems that there is a trace of guilt because he did not help me last time.
“Tang Su came to see me today.”
It was three o’clock in the morning, and I didn’t think he could reply to me in a second.
“I know.”
My mood does not fluctuate too much, I do not know whether it has been indifferent or numb.
“You really can get a girl to come out and take a bullet for you.” Mirac
ulously, I didn’t blame Tang Su for taking Ji Fangyu away.
On the contrary, what I hate is Ji Fangyu, who did not refuse, accept or express, which ruined my youth.
In the end, he even asked his girlfriend to deal with his rival in love.
“I told you my ideal type a long time ago, and it’s obvious that you’re not.”
“I don’t like people being forced into my life. Just because my parents like you doesn’t mean I have to like you.”
“I am a free individual, so I will make my own choices.”
“You were never on the list.”
He seemed to have something to say, and his status kept showing “in the process of typing..”
I didn’t want to waste time on him, so I simply clicked delete friends.
I can’t be his Lin Daiyu, and I will never be her. For the first time in
my life, I licked people for thirteen years, but I failed. Who
on earth said that licking dogs, licking dogs, licking everything to the end.
Take the man who said that out and behead him.
The phone vibrated twice, and I picked it up and saw a new friend application.
His face was like a big rabbit eating a carrot, with a line of words:
“My mother said someone took her clothes and didn’t return them. Is that you?”
I sat up from the bed with a carp.
No! I left that dress at home. I didn’t contact the aunt for
four days, so now her daughter came to trouble me.
I didn’t dare to tell my mother about it because I was bound to be scolded.
So I edited a message to my father and asked him to help me send my clothes to school secretly.
At this time, the person sent a friend application again, I opened it with a perturbed heart, and there was a remark in the friend verification message.
You’re A-major? I’ll come to you tomorrow and wait.
I was scared out of my wits by this sentence. If I had known earlier, I would not have used the picture of myself in school uniform as my head portrait.
Sister, please, can I give it to you the day after tomorrow? I left my clothes at home. A
humble prayer, followed by the expression of a little man kneeling down and crying.
“Who is your sister?”
She seemed to be angry with me because of my casual relationship. “I must see my mother’s clothes tomorrow, and if I can’t find them, I’ll beat you.”
It was really a leak in the house, but it rained all night. I couldn’t sleep all night because of this unexpected disaster. When I got up in the
morning, a message from my father made me die in the same place. He said,
“Dad looked for half an hour, but he couldn’t find the dress. Then your mother told me that she had donated the dress to the Spring Wind Warm Volunteer Association.”
“Donated?” Holding my cell phone in my hand,
I read over and over the profound meaning between the lines, word by word, and all I could see was: “Song Tuo, wait to be beaten.”
Sun Han, an art student, went out to sketch with his teacher early in the morning. I lost my dog-headed strategist.
Throw caution to the wind!
I raised my hand and dialed my mother.
“Mom, why did you give me something without permission?”
“That dress is so old-fashioned. I’ve never seen you wear it. What’s wrong with donating it?”
I paced back and forth irritably in front of the teaching building. This week seems to be retrograde, and everything is not going well.
“That’s someone else’s stuff. If you donate it, how can I hand it over?” My mother was silent for a few seconds on the other end of the
phone. “Then I’ll give you the money, and you can buy someone a new one.”
Every year she cleans out a pile of old clothes from my room and donates them to the children in the mountains.
The reason is that they will buy new ones for me and donate the old ones to me.
I don’t know if the merits and virtues of these 19 years can help me carry a beating. It’s no use arguing
with my mother. I have to plead with the sister. After
doing a good job of psychological construction, I clicked on her dialog box and prepared to die generously, but at this time, a sound of the piano poured into my ears.
Almost without thinking, I looked up at the piano room at the corner of the teaching building. Few
people will have the leisure to walk into the piano room which has been idle for a long time.
Listening to the familiar tune, I followed the crowd in the narrow corridor outside the piano room.
Standing in the corner of the outermost floor, I saw the fragmented picture in the piano room through the tiny cracks.
With just a pair of hands, I recognized Ji Fangyu.
He was playing the piano for Tang Su, and he was playing the same song that I had been talking to him for five years.
At that moment, I seemed to see Kagome and Inuyasha hugging each other in my childhood memory.
“Damn, it’s a beauty and a geek!”
“I didn’t expect a medical student to play music better than a professional like me.”
“Take a picture. Take a picture. This issue of the campus magazine has material.”
“Isn’t that beautiful? Whoo, whoo, whoo! Other people’s boyfriends are so romantic.”
「……」
I sew the wound alone in the praise of the sky.
Ji Fangyu played the piano again for a girl he had known for less than two weeks.
I used to fantasize that I was the one who saved Ji Fangyu from paranoia, but the fact is that Tang Su is his heroine.
He had been reluctant to play alone for me again, not because he hated the piano, but because he hated me.
But why did he have to play this song for Tang Su? Pull
me out and whip the corpse, and let me die of this heart?
Actually, no, the sight of the bus window has already made me stop thinking about it.
He and Tang Su are really the same kind of people who like to trample people down.
I didn’t choose to leave until I heard the end. The end of the
song, the end of love, the end of youth. At the end of
the song, the onlookers burst into warm applause.
“Hey, can listening to music make you cry?”
Hearing this, I quickly lowered my head and wiped my tears. It seems that it is not suitable to stay here for a long time.
I walked out without looking back, but the man who had just accosted me stood in front of me.
He was a head taller than me, with his left hand in the pocket of his white coat, holding his cell phone in his right hand, glancing at it and then at me.
“Get out of the way. I’m busy.” I can’t put on a good face when
someone is stuck in the middle of the road, even if he is a handsome guy.
I went left, and he blocked me from the left.
When I went right, he blocked me from the right. One second before
I couldn’t resist, he said, “I have time to listen to piano music here, but I don’t have time to bring my clothes here.” At that time,
I gave him a one-second performance, and I dared to be angry but did not dare to speak out, and I was full of disbelief.
“Are you that Tuan Yu-hsiao?”
“It’s me.”
He held out his hand to me and could not refuse, saying, “Give me the clothes.”
I never thought of a person named Duan Yuxiao with a big white rabbit head portrait and a gender setting of a girl.
Unexpectedly it will be a boy … The students at the door of the
piano room were walking this way. Ji Fangyu led Tang Su out and was only one step away from me.
“Go to a place where there is no one!” With a
bang, I grabbed Tuan Yu-hsiao by the sleeve and pulled him out of the teaching building for art students. There was a commotion
behind him, but in the midst of the noise Tang Su’s voice was particularly clear: “Was that Song Tuo just now?”? How to be with a boy. Under
the sycamore tree, Duan Yuxiao and I stared at each other.
“You lost your clothes!”
I swallowed the saliva with a guilty conscience, and my voice was like a mosquito fly: “I’m sorry, I’ll pay for it.”
Duan Yuxiao crossed her legs.
“All right, that dress is my mother’s treasure. Go and apologize to her in person.”
He reached into his backpack with his backhand and pulled something out of it. When he took it out again, there was a piece of paper between his fingers.
“This is for you. Go in the afternoon.”
I took it in a daze, and the address, floor and bed number of the hospital were written on the note.
Suddenly I was a little worried about being abducted and sold by him, and I didn’t dare to agree casually.
He turned quickly to face me. “Name.”
“Song Tuo.”
“Turn on the phone video and record it.”
I did so, and he held up his ID card and stared at my camera seriously:
“I, Duan Yuxiao, asked Song Tuo to visit my mother in the hospital on December 7, 2021. As evidenced by the video, if anything happens to her, I will take full responsibility.”
He saw my concern and knew I was afraid, so he assured me.
“Since you can’t take out your clothes, keep your promise to visit my mother in the hospital in the afternoon.” When I saw
him get up to go, I grabbed the corner of his coat with quick eyes and quick hands.
“You mustn’t tell Ji Fangyu that I cried outside the piano room.”
Ji Fangyu is a big star in the medical department. In my opinion, Duan Yuxiao must know him.
He tilted his head and gave a beautiful smile.
“Sung Tuo, not all those who wear white coats are medical students.”
Then he took out his student card and waved it in front of me.
“My brother is a student of chemistry.” Resentfully,
I withdrew my hand with a far-fetched smirk.
So that’s it … Uh It is I who is ignorant..
Duan Yuxiao chuckled and reached out to smooth the wrinkles that I had pinched out of the corner of her clothes.
“I’m not a bitch. You can rest assured.”
In the afternoon, I asked the guide for leave, bought some fruit and went to the hospital. After
knocking on the door, I pushed open the door of the ward. The aunt had a string of Buddha beads in her hand and stared blankly at a certain place in the air.
She gave me a completely different feeling from when I first met her.
“Hello, aunt, do you remember me?”
I put the fruit on the cabinet against the wall, and suddenly I caught a glimpse of the sign about the patient’s information at the end of the bed. The four big characters
“mental disorder” stand out above it.
“Come and sit here.” When
my aunt heard my voice, her eyes burst into light and she beckoned me to sit down.
I don’t know what special meaning that dress has for her, but at least now, I dare not talk nonsense.
“Last time I was caught in the rain for so long, didn’t I get sick at home?”
She pulled the broken hair from my temples behind her ears, as skillfully as if she were her daughter.
I was stunned for a moment, then quickly shook my head. “Thank you, Auntie, for your concern. I’m in good health.”
She looked at me carefully.
“How did you find me?”
“It was Tuan Yu-hsiao who told me you were here.” I bowed my head in shame. “I’m really sorry that I donated your clothes.”
“Donated?”
Her voice rose a degree, her eyes were urgent, and she seemed unable to digest the sudden news.
I didn’t defend myself, because wrong is wrong.
“You can scold me.”
She was silent for a long time, and finally sighed and looked out of the window.
“Go out for a walk with me. I want to bask in the sun.”
I helped her down the stairs.
As a sinner, I dare not say much, except for guilt, only sorry.
“If you donate it, it’s all right. You can say that you have given full play to its value.”
Not blaming makes me feel worse.
At present, my heart is in the execution of being lashed, and a pair of white sneakers came into view.
Duan Yuxiao is still panting, it seems that he is running over.
He bent down to take his aunt’s hand and rubbed it. “The temperature will drop completely tomorrow. I’ll bring you gloves and scarves.”
“No need.” The aunt took his hand and said, “Xiaoyu, let’s go home.”
Duan Yuxiao’s body stiffened imperceptibly.
She repeated, “Xiaoyu, let’s go home.”
I stole a glance at Duan Yuxiao’s expression and found that his eyes were slightly red, as if he was going to cry. What should I say at this time when I am
so cramped that my limbs are nowhere to be placed?
Just struggling, the mother and son left.
I also got up and went out, only to find a familiar face.
It’s Tang Su. Why did she come to the hospital?
It’s not that I have no morals, but I’m really too curious. For the first time
in his life, he followed Tang Su. As
she glided into a room, I stood at the top of the stairs and looked at the words “Neurology” hanging in the doorway, lost in thought.
Tang Su came to the neurology department?
Curiosity is curious, but I’m not perverted enough to pry into other people’s illness.
“Why do you always sneak around outside the door?” He
lifted his feet to walk, but was caught by Duan Yuxiao, who was carrying big bags and small bags downstairs.
I was frightened by him and stared at him.
“Are you in charge of me?”
Then the door of the neurology department opened from the inside, and the footsteps came closer and closer.
In order to avoid the embarrassment of being discovered by Tang Su, I dodged and hid behind Duan Yuxiao.
“Block me.”
I heard him chuckle. “Didn’t you just say I wasn’t in charge?”
“Tube! Beg!”
His shoulders were broad enough to hide my figure as long as he did not move.
Tang Su went downstairs with a list in his hand and an expressionless face, without noticing my existence.
“Are you so afraid of her?”
Duan Yuxiao looked at me with a bad smile.
“She took away the person you like. Why are you so cowardly that you dare not confront her?”
I breathed a sigh of relief, but suddenly I felt something was wrong. “How did you know?”
“Her love story with Ji Fangyu has been all over the school.”
He walked slowly down with his things, and I followed him step by step.
“I’m not afraid of her.” A
little stalking. I’m just guilty.
We walked to the hospital gate one after the other, all the way without words.
At least say goodbye.
“The future is endless.”
“Come to my house on the weekend.”
I spoke at the same time as he, but the words were totally different.
“Why should I come to your house? I don’t know you very well!”
This Yuxiao will not rely on me, right?
On the contrary, his face was relaxed, his eyes were clear, and he took out his cell phone to take a taxi.
“Help people to the end, classmate. As you can see, my mother has a mental illness.”
I do owe his mother a dress, but I’m not a doctor!
“I can’t help it. I don’t know how to cure diseases.”
“You will.” “My mother’s condition is much better today. She called me by my nickname just now.”
I was so dumbfounded that I couldn’t understand what he was saying.
“But I didn’t do anything.”
“I don’t need you to do anything. She’ll be happy to see you.” The
car is here. That’s the end of our conversation.
Duan Yuxiao opened the car door, I am very interesting to step back, pick up the phone to delete his contact information.
“What are you waiting for? Come here.”
He put his hands on the roof of the car and had no intention of going in.
I pointed to myself in surprise. “Did you call me?”
He tugged at the corners of his mouth. “My name is ghost.”
It turned out that he called me to take me back to school.
He seemed to know exactly what I was thinking every time, and before he left, he repeatedly told me,
“Don’t delete me, don’t delete me, don’t delete me.”
Have to say, this sentence is very brainwashing, I really did not delete him.
“I, Duan Yuxiao, would like to invite Song Tuo to my home this weekend. If she makes any mistakes, I will take full responsibility.” I
didn’t expect to receive a message from him as soon as I got to the dormitory downstairs. It was a video. In the
video, Duan Yuxiao holds her ID card with a serious expression. Home address and house number came within
a second.
I stopped downstairs to watch the video several times, and it was funny.
“What are you looking at?” A familiar voice sounded.
Ji Fangyu stood not far from me.
I looked around to make sure it was the girls’ dormitory.
“What are you doing here?” The female dormitory building of the
medical department is not in the same area as the art student dormitory building, so he should not be waiting for Tang Su.
His face was not very good, and his eyes were fixed on my mobile phone screen.
“I asked you what you were looking at. Answer my question first.”
I pressed the screen-off button and put my cell phone in my pocket and looked at him quietly.
“What does it have to do with you?”
Maybe I didn’t expect me to choke him so much, and he was obviously stunned.
“Oh, don’t think too much about it. I’m just afraid you’ll be cheated. After all, you’re in love.”
“Ji Fangyu, don’t go too far!” There are many people coming and going downstairs in the
dormitory, but I don’t care. How much is the face of an adult worth?
In his Ji Fangyu’s eyes, I, Song Tuo, have always been kneeling, and I was born without dignity.
With what?
At this moment, all my resentment suddenly came up, and I cursed:
“In the past ten years, if you say you don’t like it, I will stay away from you. I am not a slug!”.
“But you are dumb and blind. You accept my kindness and stab me in the back. You give me opportunities and keep silent.”
“You’re the last person to say I’m in love. You know how to hang me better than anyone.”
Your girlfriend went to the hospital to see a doctor today. If you don’t accompany her, what are you doing downstairs in my dormitory? Master Duan Shui, right?
More and more people came to watch and even took out their mobile phones.
His face changed and changed, and finally he pushed through the crowd with a livid face.
Everyone was noisy, but I felt so quiet that I could only hear my heartbeat. I can guess the material of the campus magazine
tomorrow.
Ji Fangyu was defeated and fled, which made me feel ridiculous. He was originally worshipped as a God by me, but now it seems that he is just so so.
Mediocrity, vulgarity and impoliteness are what he is.
14
“Good luck, good luck to you..” When
my cell phone rang, I was stunned by the three words “Teacher Ji” on the caller ID. When it was
connected, it was still the gentle voice in memory.
“Xiao Tuo, I’m back with your Aunt Chin. We’re going to get together tonight. The restaurant has been booked, and you can come over.”
I jumped for joy. Ji Ming and Qin Fang haven’t been home for nearly two months.
As pianists, they attend different concerts all over the country every day and have endless errands.
These two teachers, whom I respected very much, liked me very much, but now I hate their son.
“Small drag, small drag?”
I came to my senses.
“Yes, sir. Comrade Song Tuo promises to complete the task.” There was a hearty laugh on the other end of the
phone, and I could only respond with a smile.
I asked my mother a few words, and I was sure that Ji Fangyu would come tonight.
Liking a person can speed up time, and these thirteen years have passed like a cursory glance without money.
But when the love slowly fades away, even a meal feels like a long torture.
I procrastinated for a long time, using the traffic jam on the road as an excuse to let the elders eat first, and it was estimated that in the middle of the meal I entered the private room that I did not want to enter.
Pushing the door and entering, there were only four people at a glance-my parents and Ji Fangyu’s parents.
“Usually it’s just a matter of taking things slowly, but today it’s still so slow.”
My mother looked at me with a kind of muddy eyes that could not hold up the wall. Aunt
Chin smiled and waved to me, “Don’t listen to your mother. Come and sit down.”
I breathed a sigh of relief and sat beside her. Fortunately, Ji Fangyu did not come.
“Your favorite spicy chicken.” Auntie Chin put a piece of chicken in my bowl. “Did you lose weight again after listening to that smelly boy?”? Why have you lost so much weight?
“No, Auntie!” I took a sip of tea to moisten my throat. “You haven’t been back for so long that you can’t remember what I look like.”
My mother said sourly, “Oh, your mouth is quite sweet in front of your aunt. When can you do the same in front of me?”
My father responded, “She’s just lying in the nest, turning her elbows out.”
Chi Ming laughs. “If you marry into our family, isn’t it like turning your elbow out?” Adults who
did not know the truth laughed happily when they heard this sentence, and the chicken in my mouth tasted like chewing wax.
Then the door opened, and I knew who it was without looking back. The laughter in the
private room disappeared in an instant, and all four of them looked behind me in shock. What do
you see?
I struggled to swallow the thing in my mouth and turned my head. Ji Fangyu was holding Tang Su in the doorway.
She smiled softly and said, “Hello, uncle and aunt.”
Ji Fang-yu pulled Tang Su to my side and said, “Come on, you shouldn’t be sitting in this seat.”
“Son of a bitch!” Chi Ming suddenly pounded the table and stood up. “How did you talk to Xiao Tuo? Who is that girl you’re holding?”
Ji Fangyu shrugged his shoulders and held up the two of them in a tight grip. “My girlfriend.”
Chi Ming’s face turned red. “Then why are you driving people around? Our family isn’t so poor that we can’t afford a chair!”
Ji Fangyu gently pulled Tang Su to a chair and sat down.
“You should be able to understand what I’m saying.” Does
Ji Ming understand? I get it anyway. Just
don’t let Qin Fang and Ji Ming mess up the Mandarin duck spectrum for him?
This abdication is not a place to eat, but a place for daughter-in-law.
“Fang Yu..”
Tang Su took him by the hand and said, “I shouldn’t have come here. I’d better go.”
Chi Fang-yu patted her on the shoulder soothingly. “It’s all right. Don’t be afraid.”
Ji Ming sighed, holding his forehead and not knowing what he was thinking, while Qin Fang looked at them with tears in her eyes.
She was a gentle and good teacher and mother, and she never lost her temper in my memory.
“Did you find a random girl just to get angry with your mother? Don’t you like Xiao Tuo best?”
Ji Fangyu’s eyebrows wrinkled badly.
“Don’t impose what you think on me. No one I like can like her.”
My parents gasped and peeped at my expression.
I have been trying to endure, if not for Ji Ming and Qin Fang here, I would have torn him.
“Auntie, my affection for Chi Fang-yu has always been for my brother next door, and I don’t like him anymore.” Aunt
Qin opened her mouth and wanted to say something more. I put a chopstick dish into her bowl.
“It’s good for him to have a girlfriend. Let’s not quarrel when we get together tonight.”
The meal was particularly strange.
My parents looked at me with complicated eyes many times like thieves.
Ji Ming and Qin Fang are surrounded by unmelancholy.
Tang Su and Ji Fangyu are harmonious and beautiful, with deep affection. I was the
only one who was eating seriously, filling bowls and bowls of rice, because I was really hungry.
According to the previous practice, I will go for a walk with Ji Ming and Qin Fang after dinner. It doesn’t look like it’s going to work
tonight. The three of them should have a long talk all night.
I’m not much better. Out of the restaurant, my parents kept pulling me to ask how I felt.
My feeling is: “I have loved.”
Finally, I left my parents a handsome figure and left in a natural and unrestrained way.
Back to the dormitory at ten o’clock in the evening, Sun Han finished sketching and rushed back to school overnight. As soon as I entered the dormitory, she held my hand.
“Are you all right? Why did you break up with Ji Fangyu?” There was a flash of confusion in
my eyes.
She took out her cell phone and pulled out the video downstairs of the dormitory and held it in front of me.
“Poor thing, you’re on fire. Now people call you a soldier of pure love.”
Looking at the hot comments below, I was silent.
“I put you in my pocket, and you kicked me into the ditch.”
“This beautiful woman has cleared the name of an art student. We art students are not scum!”
“I’m an insider, and this little sister is really infatuated.”
I kept scratching and commenting.
I have to say, the Internet is really terrible, just three hours, my life experience has been stripped by them.
Sun Han looked at me warily. “Don’t be afraid. No one scolds you. They all praise you.”
I smiled with relief.
“Since I dared to break my face with him in that situation, I’m not afraid of being pointed at. You don’t have to worry about me.”
Sun Han put his arms around my waist and buried himself in my arms. “You must tell me if you are unhappy,” he said in a muffled voice. “I will always be on your side.”
My eyes were burning. “A man is really not a thing. It’s better to be a girl.”
Sun Han nodded heavily: “Of course!”
“Why don’t we get gay?”
Sun Han pushed me away coldly.
“You can get out of here.” I came to Duan Yuxiao’s home on the
weekend as agreed. It was his mother who
opened the door, as if she had been waiting at the door for a long time.
“Hello, Auntie. Are you feeling better?”
I handed her the gift, but she refused and pulled me to the living room and sat down.
“It’s all right if someone comes. Why bring a gift? Auntie, there’s nothing wrong with me.”
I am not an eloquent person, and I am afraid of her hot eyes.
“Where is Tuan Yu-hsiao? I’ll go and look for him.” “He’s cooking in the kitchen,”
she said, pointing to a door not far away.
“I’ll help him!”
I stood up as if fleeing, but was attracted by the picture hanging on the wall of the living room.
It was a family photo, with a girl with cornrows in her mother’s hand and a boy with a buzz cut in his father’s hand.
The two children clearly look exactly the same.
Noticing my surprised expression, she followed my eyes to the picture on the wall.
“Ah, that’s my husband and my two children.”
I thought of the daughter she was talking about, but it seemed that I had never seen her daughter.
“Two?”
She nodded. “Twins.”
I said “ah” clearly, but I didn’t know how to react to her next words.
“She passed away.”
Then Duan Yuxiao came out of the kitchen with a plate of sweet and sour short ribs.
“Mom, Song Tuo, it’s time to eat.”
He put the dish away and walked up to me. I noticed that he had a hairpin with a red bow on his head, revealing a smooth forehead.
“What are you two talking about?” I couldn
‘t say I was talking about his dead sister, so I picked my nails and lowered my head without saying anything.
The aunt took down the family photo on the wall and rubbed it carefully with her fingers.
“She has been gone for so many years.”
Duan Yuxiao looked at me in puzzlement, as if he did not understand why I just entered the door to make his mother sentimental, I quickly shook my head to get rid of the relationship.
“Mom, it’s time for us to eat.”
Duan Yuxiao coaxed the child to pull the aunt to the table, but she stepped forward and took the picture frame down.
“Do you think these years have been enough?”
I detected something in the delicate atmosphere, and the family, which lacked members, seemed unhappy.
My aunt turned to look at me. “What do you think?”
I didn’t pick up the conversation.
Tuan Yu-hsiao took a deep breath and said, “My mother is not in a very good state today. Why don’t I send you back first?”
Then he opened the door, and I followed him, and as soon as I took a step, I suddenly didn’t want to leave.
From the first meeting, to the hospital room, and today, her eyes are so sad, I can feel that she has been living in the past.
“Auntie, death is not the end of life. Forgetting is.”
“I know you have regrets, but I want to say that death is not the opposite of life, but a part of life.”
“Your memory is also the continuation of her life.”
Tuan Yu-hsiao opened her mouth wide in surprise and whispered to me, “Do you know about us?”
I was honest: “I don’t know.”
I’m guessing.
Before Tuan Yu-hsiao could react, her aunt took the lead in saying
, “Alas, I’ve been living with guilt all these years.”. Tuo Tuo is right. In fact, I understand that life is all written by myself. How can anyone else be responsible for her and live for her? Out of the corner of my eye
, I saw a tear sliding down Duan Yuxiao’s cheek, and he quickly turned his head.
Aunt slowly wiped the picture frame again and carried it to the bedroom, followed by Duan Yuxiao silently.
I looked at their backs and felt my eyes warm.
I do not know how long, Duan Yuxiao hugged a lot of girls’ dresses out, the top of a red hairpin.
Under the calm gaze of my aunt, he took me away from home.
“Where to?” Holding a large cardboard box in his arms,
he took out a car key from his pocket and shook it at me: “Burn the past, classmate Song Tuo, and come with me.”
16
Burn the past..
I devilishly sat in his car, and the cold winter wind collided with the gentle music in the car, which made my chaotic brain wake up.
He pulled me to an abandoned factory, threw the cardboard box on the ground and took out a lighter to light it. The
bright yellow flame rose to the sky in an instant.
I stretched out my frozen hand to keep warm.
“You and your twin sister? What’s going on?”
Duan Yuxiao squinted at the flame and told me about his past.
His original name is Duan Yu, and his sister’s name is Duan Xiao. In
the second year of junior high school, Duan Xiao quarreled with his mother and secretly packed up his things and ran away from home.
It was a rainy day, and the three of them ran all over the city without finding Duan Xiao.
Later, the police searched with all their strength and finally found Duan Xiao’s figure in the surveillance.
She was raped and murdered, and her body was wrapped in all the clothes in her suitcase and left to rot and stink in the sewer.
Mother often mental disorder, he as Duan Xiao, bought him a lot of girls to wear dresses, and even changed his name.
Since then, he has been a stand-in for Duan Xiao.
Mother never calls him Xiaoyu, but Xiaoxiao.
That’s my sister’s nickname.
She may have forgotten that she has a son named Duan Yu. She was very worried when she saw you standing alone in the rain
that day, saying that she was afraid you would get lost. Then, ah, I asked her to give you a hand. I didn’t expect that she would generously put on your sister’s clothes for you.
The dress was bought for Duan Xiao, but it disappeared before it was delivered to her.
No wonder Duan Yuxiao said that the dress was particularly important to his mother.
“Why isn’t she mad at me for losing my clothes?”
Tuan Yu-hsiao squatted down to keep warm with me, “because my mother said that my sister wanted to leave, and that it was too cold underground, so bring some clothes.”
“Have you ever blamed Tuan Hsiao?”
“Yes.” He did not hesitate.
He hated his mother calling him “Xiao” every day, hated the pink skirts in the room, and hated living in the shadow of Duan Xiao.
He also thought that if he died, he would not have to be a stand-in for Duan Xiao, but what would his mother do after he left?
So he was willing to be a stand-in for Duan Xiao.
I smiled helplessly. “You may not believe it, but I’ve been a stand-in for paper people for 13 years.”
Ji Fangyu liked Lin Daiyu, so I leaned in the direction of Lin Daiyu. Unconsciously, Lin Daiyu became the unshakable principle in my heart. “I know,”
said Tuan Yu-hsiao in a low voice.
“Am I so hot? Do you even know that?”
The Internet will not be so developed that it can even dig out the things of my childhood.
I’m a little worried, after all, I’m the kind of person who comes out in the morning and is forced to quit the circle in the afternoon because of too much black material.
“What are you thinking?” He gave me a white look. “Tang Su used to be my classmate. I heard that she had a boy she liked very much, and she even had plastic surgery to lose weight for him.” “Plastic surgery!”
I exclaimed.
Tuan Yu-hsiao shrugged her shoulders. “I was curious about what kind of boy could make her give so much, until I ran into her sweetheart in the canteen that day.” Then
he turned to me and said, “Of course, her sweetheart is following you.”
My face lit up, and he went on: “But that was at the beginning of freshman year. I’m still happy for her that she succeeded in pursuing love.”
I stirred the fire with a stick, and my thoughts drifted a million miles.
Tang Su went to plastic surgery in order to catch up with Ji Fangyu.
If I learned the spirit of Lin Daiyu, then she learned the form of Lin Daiyu. Is it
really worth it?
I seem to see myself throwing myself into the fire.
“Hello.” Tuan Yu-hsiao stretched out her hand and waved it twice in front of me. “Are you all right?” I
withdrew my thoughts. The fire was gone.
“I’m fine. Go home.”
“Let me show you something first.” After
learning about Tang Su, I had lost my soul and followed Duan Yuxiao to the trunk of the car with him.
He took out a bunch of glass bottles that I couldn’t read, and after watching him put one into the water, I couldn’t help asking,
“What are you doing?” He raised
his bushy eyebrows. “The drainage method of collecting oxygen,” he said. “Do you remember what it was like in junior high school?”
I don’t remember. I never understood chemistry.
He took out a long, thin piece of iron, bent it into a spiral, and tied a stick to the end.
“Now, Song Tuo, let’s celebrate together.”
In my ignorant eyes, he lit the wooden stick at the end and put the wire into the oxygen bottle. In the blink of an eye
, bright sparks burst out at the junction of the wire and the stick, and the fireworks exploded in the small oxygen bottle, as dazzling and charming as the bright stars.
“This firework celebrates the end of our days as a stand-in.”
I have seen countless gorgeous fireworks, but I feel that the one lit at random in Duan Yuxiao’s hands is particularly eye-catching.
“Congratulations, Tuan Yu.”
Fireworks crackled, my nasal cavity is the smell of fireworks, feeling lit is not a stick, but all my unwillingness.
But when these are not willing to be blown into charming fireworks, I feel that youth is alive again.
Duan Yu looked at me. “How’s it going?” He asked.
I answered softly, “Nice.”
He repeated the previous action and set off fireworks for me several times.
“If you can’t follow the melody of that summer, you might as well look at the fireworks of winter.”
I always felt that there was something in his words, but his expression was so clear, as if he had invited me to his house that day.
“What are you staring at me for?”
I turned my head guiltily. “Who’s staring at you?” “I’ll take you home,”
he said, slowly straightening up the chemistry set.
This place is not easy to take a taxi. I have no objection. When he
drove into the villa area, he was very surprised. “Do you live here, too?”
What do you mean also?
I put on a puzzled face. “I lived here for a year,”
he said as he parked his car and unfastened his seat belt. “Then my mother got sick, and to stabilize her condition, I moved back to the neighborhood where I used to live.” In the middle of a row of villas,
I pointed to one and asked, “Is that it?”
He was slightly surprised. “How do you know?”
“Guess.”
I used to wonder why the uncle in that house often lived alone. It turned out that his wife and children didn’t live here.
“Song Tuo?” Before he had finished speaking, he was interrupted by a voice.
Ji Fangyu stood at the door of his house with a backpack on his back and looked at us. His face was so smelly that it could kill a fly.
I turned a blind eye and said goodbye to Tuan Yu. “Thank you for bringing me back today. Be careful on the way back.”
Tuan Yu bent her knuckles against her lower lip and rolled her dark eyes. “It takes a lot to raise your hand.”
“How long has it been since you were with another guy?” The tone of inquiry.
I sneered, “Don’t you think you’re being a little nosy?”
Then I bypassed him and planned to go home, but he grabbed my wrist and pulled me back.
“I don’t think you ever liked me, did you?”
He gasped for breath and his eyes were bloodshot.
“Let me go!”
His strength was too great for me to break free.
Duan Yu rushed up and gave him a solid punch, and Ji Fangyu covered his left face in pain and stepped back a few steps.
He held up my hand and looked at it several times. “It doesn’t hurt, does it?”
I stammered, “No, no.”
“Who told you to touch her? Get out of my way!”
Ji Fangyu threw down his backpack and wrestled with Duan Yu, and I was as anxious as an ant on a hot pan. The adults in the
family are not here, and I can’t stop them. It won’t kill people if it
goes on like this, will it?
So I called the police.
Both of them were in trouble, and they didn’t give each other a good look when they were sitting in the Bureau.
I stood silently next to the policeman and pointed at Ji Fangyu, saying, “Policeman, this man is harassing me.”
The police looked at Ji Fangyu’s face and seemed to feel that he should not have made such a mistake.
Then he pointed to Tuan Yu. “Then what’s the matter with him?” Before
I could speak, Tuan Yu rushed to reply:
“This man is harassing my girlfriend, so I’m not going to forgive him.”
“No!”
I subconsciously retorted, but when I saw the fire coming out of Ji Fangyu’s eyes, I quickly changed my words:
“Yes, this is my boyfriend.”
The Oolong ended with Ji Fangyu and Duan Yu’s two-thousand-word self-criticism and the police’s oral education. After coming out
of the police station, Duan Yu stubbornly sent me to the door. The anger in
their eyes was burning me to death.
A “dead” crush and a neighbor who had known each other for two days got into a fight over me. The show was magical.
18
“Song Tuo.”
Ji Fangyu reached out to catch me, but was stopped by Duan Yu.
He seemed to be tired, too, and put down his hand in compromise. “You’re lying to me, aren’t you? How can you like someone else?” I
thought I heard some big joke.
“No one will wait for you forever. I am already moving forward. Please don’t pull me back.” The drama of the return of
the prodigal son has long been worthless.
“Why can’t you hold on a little longer? In that case..”
Ji Fangyu’s eyelashes trembled and his speech became stammering.
“Can you wait thirteen years for me?”
I didn’t explode, I didn’t roar, my tone was flat, and I seemed to be stating something that didn’t matter.
I just don’t understand why he wants to mess with me when he already has a favorite Tang Su.
“I don’t like you anymore. Please leave.”
Ji Fangyu’s face is the panic I have never seen in more than ten years. It turns out that he also has a humble time.
He took two steps forward and said eagerly, “I can break up with Tang Su, and this time I will chase you.”
“I feel sick when other people eat the leftovers.”
I refused coldly.
“And don’t let Tang Su down.”
I’m not going to tell him about Tang Su’s plastic surgery. He should find out for himself.
He mumbled and hesitated, and finally walked away alone.
Duan Yu walked up to me and said, “Is he that good?”? Worthy of your liking for 13 years? It was
obviously a sad thing, but I laughed. “He really brought me a surprise when I was young. I will never forget it, but I also know that he doesn’t belong to me after all.”
Duan Yu did not speak and was looking down at my hand.
Remembering that before I played the piano, I always deliberately avoided showing my hand in front of Ji Fangyu.
Somehow, I waved my hand in front of his eyes. Are you interested
in my touch? Do you want to list it as your graduation topic?
Tuan Yu glanced up at me and said, “Could you please be included in my thesis?”
Put me on his thesis? With a
buzz, a firework exploded in my head.
“I said it casually. Don’t take it seriously.”
“But Song Tuo, I’m not kidding.”
My hand was frozen in the air, and I couldn’t quite understand how Duan Yu suddenly expressed her love.
“I’ve liked you for two years.” There are not so many coincidences in
this world, and all the encounters are carefully designed by him.
He is very sincere, so sincere that even the reason is so simple.
“But I’ve just been crossed in love, and I shouldn’t have the energy to accept you into my world.”
“Can’t you let me in?”
He pulled me to the front of the car, took out a guitar from the car and played it. I knew it when I
heard the first tune. In the summer when I was
six years old, I heard this song for the first time, and I have been haunted by it for thirteen years.
Thirteen years later, Ji Fangyu played a solo for Tang Su in the piano room.
The piano is elegant and solemn, and the guitar is free and unrestrained.
Thirteen years ago, I would not have thought that the person who was willing to dedicate music to my obsession was not playing the piano, but the guitar. My manners
were just right, as if I were enjoying a feast of gluttony, almost pious.
In this bitter winter, a young red with a black and blue face began to play for me.
At this time, it doesn’t matter whether it’s a piano or not.
“You’re crying.” He stopped and wiped my tears from my face. “Don’t cry, or you’ll get frostbite.”
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If you have nothing to say, you will be shut out!
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Tang Su’s plastic surgery was uncovered.
People are afraid of being famous and pigs are afraid of being strong. Since he appeared in the campus magazine, Tang Su has become popular because he looks like Lin Daiyu. As soon as
the fire broke out, her previous photos were posted in the forum.
Bloated, common and plain.
In order to pursue her love, she lost fifty pounds in a summer vacation and became the male God’s favorite. There was a lot of hubbub about
this in the school, some were amazed, some supported, some scolded, and some watched the play silently, which made people sigh.
I am not qualified to judge her as a person who has fallen.
I admire her courage and persistence, but that’s all.
Ji Fangyu still did not give up pestering me several times. In fact, I wanted to know what was going on in his head, so I had a conversation with him calmly.
He said he liked me, too. The first time he saw me, he wondered how there could be such a lovely girl in the world.
He said that I was active and quaint, which was what his parents liked.
He said he hated everything his parents liked, so he wanted to hate me too.
He said that he was very entangled, obviously liked it, but did not want to obey his parents, and felt that as long as he compromised once, he would compromise again and again.
He said that he had never liked Lin Daiyu, just because everything about Lin Daiyu was contrary to me.
He said he regretted the moment he really pushed me away.
He wanted to start over, and I laughed at him for dreaming. What about
Tang Su? After all she has done for you, are you going to abandon her?
He slumped back in his chair in silence.
“This is the outcome of your own choice. As you wished, you got the Lin Daiyu you had dreamed of when you were young.”
Although the long-cherished wish is false, Lin Daiyu is also false. After sorting out all
this, my mind was suddenly enlightened, and I was the biggest winner in the end.
A fake Lin Daiyu and a fake Lin Daiyu follower, no one is a better match than them.
In this way, I have become the white moonlight of Ji Fangyu. Who is the substitute?
That’s ironic.
I didn’t live happily with the prince like the princess in the fairy tale world. After thirteen years
of detour, I drew water with a bamboo basket in vain. I caught the moon in the water and planted it in the water.
Duan Yu often came to me in a white coat, so Sun Han interviewed me.
“Do you have any obsession with medical students?”
I roared to the sky.
“Medical students are not the only ones who wear white coats. There are also chemical students.”
She put away the microphone to show that she had been taught and encouraged me to fall in love boldly and get out of the haze.
But the truth is I don’t need a new relationship. I just want to be a lonely rich woman who can keep male models in the future.
I told Duan Yu about my dream, and he even wrote it down in a memo.
I don’t understand, and I’m shocked.
Later, I no longer revolved around Ji Fangyu, and my inexplicable paranoia on the piano turned into the purest love. After
graduation, I entered a favorite cultural company as a planner, although the salary is not much, but I feel that life is very full.
My mother said that Ji Fangyu was going to get married, and the marriage partner was the girl who took him to the private room for dinner.
The Ji family sent an invitation to my family, and I had to go. On the
wedding day, I saw Tang Su in a gorgeous white gauze. Her face became stiff and twisted, unable to make any expression.
This is the sequela of excessive cosmetic surgery.
I thought of the time I met her in the neurology department of the hospital, and maybe her face had been out of order since then.
Ji Fangyu led his bride to the stage and passed by me. Perhaps it was my illusion that his eyes lit up.
I picked up the glass and made a clink in his direction, then drank the wine down.
“a good couple is born in heaven, and the harp and lyre have lasted a hundred years.”
This wedding is his payment for Tang Su’s youth. The mobile phone
on my waist vibrates crazily, and the caller ID shows Xiao En-my company’s meal partner.
“What’s the matter with the banquet?”
“Big deal!”! I have a male model. Please keep him! My
eyebrows jumped and I covered my cell phone and walked to an empty corner.
“Really? Who is it?” The tone of Xiao En on the other end of the
phone is ups and downs, and the description is exaggerated.
In fact, the matter of keeping a male model is just a matter of my mouth. Last time, the company’s group building drank too much. Under her instigation, I posted more than 20 posts about keeping a heartbroken male model.
But I was still rational and left her contact information.
“Go and meet him, he’s so handsome!” After the
phone was hung up, she coolly gave me the address of a cafe, and I ran away before I finished eating.
No, no, are male models so gullible these days? I
think I have to talk to him clearly. After all, my salary is only enough for me to eat.
Twenty minutes later, the man was in the cafe, and the male model was also very handsome.
He was tall and slender, his eyebrows were distant, his face was clean and neat, his shoulders were broad and his waist was narrow.
I sat across from him with my cheeks propped up. “Professor of chemistry, when did you start working as a male model?”
Tuan Yu holds her chin up like a cat. “The teacher’s salary is so low that I have to do some part-time work.”
I handed him a wedding candy from the banquet, and he closed his eyes and was silent for two seconds.
“You’re getting married?”
I almost spit candy in his face.
“It was Chi Fang-yu who got married. This is his wedding candy.”
He was relieved to accept the candy.
“Sung Tuo, we’re here today to talk about keeping children. Don’t get carried away.” After two years of further study abroad,
he returned to the city where I took root.
Steamed buns, soybean milk, fried dough sticks, rose diamonds, white jade bracelets, all aspects of romance in life have been spoiled by him.
This time he showed me his contract with the modeling agency.
“Song Tuo, when are you going to take me away?”
But I think there’s something missing.
“But I didn’t hear you say you loved me.”
He was stupefied. “That’s it?”
I nodded. “That’s it.”
He looked a little nervous. He sat down and said,
“Song Tuo, I love you. Can I be fully responsible for your personal safety in the future?”
I took out my cell phone and turned on the video.
“Do it again, just like you did back then.”
(End)
Author’s signature: Cao Jianqing
Record No.: YXX1y665ODbUggga4wziP0X4
Waiting for you to finish class. Wait for you to grow up
and the grass to turn green
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