Yu Yu’s mind
is waiting for you to finish class, waiting for you to grow up
. “Go away, don’t bother me to sleep!” With a shock in my
heart, I moved my fingers away from the corner of his clothes. Sure enough, the school bully was not easy to mess with.
The next second, the boy turned his head.
How is he?
The clingy one who hugged me last night and called me baby and wanted to kiss? The
classroom was silent. Chen Ye and I looked at each other and saw the color of shock in each other’s eyes.
Noticing what he seemed to be saying, I jumped ahead and said,
“I want to go in and sit down.”
I looked away with an expressionless face and a cool tone. As soon as
the voice fell, a circle of students gasped.
Chen Ye stood up on the table, did not speak, frowned slightly, and stared at me quietly. Lin Haohao, who had
brought me here, opened his eyes wide and pulled me aside by the arm. “Forget it,” he whispered. “I’ll help you find another empty table.”
I stood still, and there was an inexplicable anger in my heart. Distracted, the whole person was dragged by her a stagger, almost did not stand firm.
What are you doing! Why don’t you step back?
Chen Ye’s voice was a little low and hoarse, with some impatience just waking up.
Forced by the majesty of the school bully, everyone consciously stepped back, and I still stood where I was. Lin Haohao, who
was still holding my arm, adhered to the principle of not leaving behind his new classmates, and did not move, holding my hand secretly.
Jiang Yu, get back! He really knows how to hit people! She lowered her voice to my ear.
Chen Ye’s voice suddenly rose: “Say you.”
He narrowed his eyes, and a sharp and terrible look swept over me and put it on Lin Haohao’s hand.
“Why are you dragging her?” It was quiet
all around, but Lin let go of his hand and gave me a look of “asking for more luck.” He quickly slipped back to his seat.
I met his gaze and called out again, “Let me in.”
The surroundings were quieter, and everyone held their breath, waiting to see the big man’s reaction.
Then they heard the school bully, who could make the classroom tremble with a sneeze, say “oh” lightly, then took my schoolbag and put it on the table, and made a way sideways. As I
listened to the languid tone, I went into the inside seat and sat down.
People: “?”
Why is it different from what they think? Someone who is disturbed by sleep doesn’t get mad? The boss is really tolerant of the new students.
A few minutes later, I packed up my seat and pulled the stool inside for the third time, dodging someone’s intentional or unintentional leg and outstretched hand.
In this process, I also received sympathetic eyes from my classmates from time to time.
“Are you angry?”
A small piece of paper was pushed over quietly, with a few big characters on it.
It looks like a word that this man can write.
I glanced at it and ignored it.
“Baby, I was wrong.” Another one was
passed over. I looked at the content and my heart jumped. I quickly pinched the note into a ball and held it in the palm of my hand. There were so many people in the
classroom that he dared not do anything out of line.
Yes, this little man that everyone is afraid of is my boyfriend who I just made a month ago.
It all started on that rainy day. I ran out of the house crying in the pouring rain
because I had a big fight with my mother. It’s funny to
say that my mother asked me to transfer to another school just because a male classmate in my class helped me carry a box by the way.
It is also an important node for senior two to be promoted to senior three.
My father ran away with a rich man before I could remember, and my mother raised me alone.
Perhaps because of the influence of my father, my mother told me from an early age that men are not a good thing, but also strictly told me that I am not allowed to contact with boys, and I can’t even talk. As I grew up,
this unreasonable demand became more and more serious. The argument
that day ended with me talking back and my mother giving me a slap. I have
been a good girl in the mouth of teachers and parents since I was a child. I have excellent grades and have never done anything too much.
But when I looked at Chen Ye with crying red eyes and a bruised mouth and a ruffian face standing beside him with an umbrella, an idea quietly occupied my mind.
“Do you want to be my boyfriend?” As soon as the
words came out, even I was shocked. I actually said such words to a stranger, but the water poured out could not be recovered.
“Good.” I looked at him and raised his eyebrows, gave a low laugh, and agreed.
！ What’s going on in
this world? Is there something wrong with him or with me?
So much so that when he sent me home, I had a deep feeling of regret, staring at the wound on the corner of his mouth and his black clothes, trying to open his mouth:
“You won’t be..” A triad society?
I was just kidding, or.. Forget it. My
eyes drift and I’m ready to run.
“What’s wrong?” He grabbed my arm with quick eyes and quick hands. “Does my girlfriend want to deny it?”
Finally, under the pressure of someone’s aura, I failed to go back on my words and was asked for my mobile phone number.
From then on, almost every few days, my boyfriend would send me a message to ask me to go out.
Perhaps it was the rebellious mentality in my heart, but I didn’t refuse. He
has since changed what he was wearing that night, white sweatpants with a bewitching handsome face.
Who can stand it! Although
his mouth was out of tune, he didn’t do anything too much. At most, he just ate a meal, delivered something, and went a step further, pinching his face and holding hands, hugging the baby. After
getting along with each other, I subconsciously acquiesced in the existence of this boyfriend.
But! Didn’t
he say that he was excellent in both character and learning in No.1 Middle School, which everyone envied and could not be expected?
Remembering Lin Hao-hao’s remark, “He really knows how to hit people,” I pursed my lips. Look at it
this way, isn’t it just too scary to approach? Withdrawing
from the memory, I moved inside, farther away from someone. With hot eyes,
I managed to get through most of the rest of the self-study class. As soon as the
bell rang, I slipped out of the space behind him while he was not looking.
I came out of the bathroom and was thinking about how to sit back inside quietly when suddenly my waist tightened and a brutal force pulled me to the stairwell.
Shallow breath hit my ear, and I was relieved to smell the familiar mint fragrance.
“Why are you ignoring me?”
He consciously lowered his voice and pressed his lips to my ear. The
strange feeling made me shudder and shake unconsciously.
I moved my arm, trying to break away from his holding my arm, but I couldn’t defeat someone who was as strong as an ox.
“Angry?” He released a hand and squeezed my face. “Huh?”
I curled my face and snorted, “No.”
“How dare I be angry with the bully at No.1 Middle School? Maybe my head will be broken and bleeding.”
I dodged his hand with my mouth.
“Baby, I was wrong. I shouldn’t have lied to you.”
He suddenly softened his voice, turned my face gently, and kissed me down the earlobe.
I was stunned, and a burst of heat came to my face. We haven’t been so close for so long.
Until there was a sudden wet and soft touch at the corners of my mouth, I suddenly came to my senses and pushed him away. There was a smile at the corners of
his mouth and a little light in his eyes.
He actually.. Lick me?
I covered my face with shame and indignation and ran out, and behind me came someone’s teasing laughter. When I returned to my
seat, my heart was pounding, and I covered my face on the table for fear that someone would see something strange.
Remembering the scene just now, I shyly wanted to find a crack to get in, but I didn’t resent it.
“Jiang Yu, don’t cry.”
I heard Lin’s voice and felt someone patting me on the back.
“We all saw you and Chen Ye in the stairwell.” I was shocked when I heard
this.
Discovered?
I raise my head guiltily.
I saw Lin Haohao looking at me with a distressed face, and many of the students in the front row turned their heads with a strange look on their faces.
Tut. On the first day of
transfer, I was caught by my new classmates.
It really shouldn’t be. My
eyes dodged and I quickly organized the language of defense in my heart.
“Don’t be afraid, Jiang Yu. We all saw Chen Ye choke you. We’ll testify for you.”
Lin patted me on the shoulder, and his face was full of righteousness.
“Yeah, he’s not violent, is he? How could he attack a girl?”
“You should go to the head teacher.”
The students echoed, and Xiao Pang in the front row clenched his fist and waved a few times in the air.
“Uh..”
I blinked and didn’t know what to say for a moment.
At the same time, he breathed a sigh of relief.
It turned out that they saw Chen Ye in. Pinch me?
I guess it’s the angle. They looked out the door and only saw his hand in front of me.
Well, there’s nothing wrong with that.
I silently added in my heart that
he not only pinched me, but also kissed and licked me.
Although I thought so, I tried to defend myself in a low voice.
After all, it’s not a good thing for a boyfriend to be considered violent by others.
“No, Chen Ye didn’t bully me.”
My voice as small as a cat was directly drowned by a sentence of fighting against injustice.
“Are you talking about me?” The volume of the
sudden sound was so loud that everyone shut up.
I subconsciously turned my head to look.
Chen Ye stood lazily in the back doorway with one hand in his pocket, smiling at the corners of his mouth, glancing around his eyes, with a smelly and dragging expression like who owed him tens of millions.
Really like a bully.
“Why aren’t people talking?”
The air condensed for two seconds.
The next moment, all the people scattered as birds and beasts, and quickly sat back in their seats, moving amazingly fast.
I looked at Lin Haohao’s fleeing figure, as well as the round head of the small fat in the front row. I was speechless for
a moment. What about testifying
for me and standing up for me?
I looked at Chen Ye again.
He raised his eyebrows at me and rubbed his fingers around the corners of his mouth with a rather intriguing expression.
Some beautiful pictures come to mind in an instant, and the corners of the mouth are still wet at the moment.
I tried to suppress the warmth on my face and motioned him to restrain himself with my eyes.
However, someone came over unconsciously, glanced around the class like a leader, and finally went back to his seat and sat down with a sharp sound.
A set of actions is flowing clouds and running water, showing the bully’s temperament incisively and vividly. Can you give up
such a boyfriend.
I sighed in my heart and looked down for the textbook for the next class.
The English teacher is an avant-garde little old man, leaving the students a lot of time for group discussion.
Front and back, two rows, four people in a group.
I saw with my own eyes that the two men in the front row were looking sideways, and just as they were about to turn around, they were frightened by Chen Ye’s eyes and turned back, with their backs straight in front of them.
I pulled his arm under the table and wrote a line on the paper: You control a little.
However, Master Chen did not know how to restrain himself at all, and as usual he said, “Control what?”
「……」
“Why don’t you speak?”
I closed my eyes and lowered my voice helplessly. “It’s time for a group discussion. Don’t be so self-centered.”
Chen Ye put his ear close to his ears and answered lazily: “So what?”
I was about to answer when I saw him get closer, and the hot breath was almost in my ear.
“So your anger has subsided?”
I saw a frivolous smile at the corners of his mouth, his black eyes staring at me, forgetting in an instant what he was going to say, and only shouting in his heart that it was not good.
Every time he makes a face like that, it’s not good.
“It’s my turn now that the anger has subsided.” My
face was calm, and I moved back with my stool in a small way.
“Why didn’t you tell me about your transfer?”
Behind me is the wall, and I can’t retreat.
“Hmm?”
He approached little by little, making a gesture to grab my hand.
I sensed his intention and quickly retracted my hand into the wide sleeve of my school uniform. He grabbed my empty sleeve.
“I forgot to tell you..” I mumbled my words in a flustered tone.
This is an English class. What if the teacher finds out? I am so anxious that my eyes are red.
I suddenly felt him relax, step back a little, and turn his face back.
But the hand holding my sleeve never let go.
I sniffed, sat up straight, and looked at him out of the corner of my eye.
Chen Ye rarely looked straight ahead, his tight lips and frowning brows showing that he was in a very bad mood at the moment.
Yeah, I never told him about my family, and I never mentioned that my mother wanted me to transfer to another school.
He once asked me why I cried the first time I saw him, and I just said it was because I didn’t do well in the exam. I
don’t know why I don’t want him to know these things.
I moved my arm and pulled the sleeve out of his hand. I obviously felt his hand pause, but it let go and hung on one side.
His whole body was instantly surrounded by a sense of loss.
Noticing that the students around me were having a heated discussion and no one was looking here, I put my hand out of my sleeve, grabbed Chen Ye’s hand and scratched his palm.
I felt his body stiffen and quickly withdrew his hand.
Who would have thought someone faster, down the sleeve of my school uniform, two hands in my wide sleeve of school uniform touch.
My palm was scratched by him, and then I held it tightly.
I was distracted and looked at him secretly, and saw his tight eyebrows and eyes open, and the young master was happy.
It’s much more pleasing to the eye.
In fact, after being together for so long, I think I have a certain understanding of my boyfriend.
It’s easy to coax. In
most cases, touch your head and hold hands, and you will be very good. When the
bell rang, I moved my fingers and struggled to get out of his hands.
Chen Ye reluctantly withdrew his hand, pillowed his arm on his side, and pinched my face as if no one was watching.
I blushed, looked around with a guilty conscience, and found that everyone was doing their own thing, but all of a sudden they had a good look at Lin.
With a hint of.. Guilty?
She stood there, and I felt that she wanted to come but didn’t dare to come.
I found a thirsty reason and sent Chen Ye out. “I’m sorry I couldn’t save you from Chen Ye,” said
Lin Haohao, moving slowly to me.
“Look at this little face being pinched, doing evil..”
She gave a low sigh, and her tone was full of regret.
I unconsciously raised my hand and touched the place where Chen Ye had pinched it.
Tut.
That’s not enough.
I was about to say something when I heard someone calling me outside the door.
Through the window, I saw my mother looking at me with a serious face.
“Mom, what are you doing here?”
I admit that I was surprised at the moment I saw my mother, but the next second I knew.
Such a situation is not the first time, every time I transfer to a school, every time to a new environment, my mother will take a look at it. After the big fight
a month ago, I still couldn’t beat her to transfer to another school.
Fortunately, because the college entrance examination is coming a year later, I did not leave the city, but transferred from the experimental high school to the present No.1 Middle School.
I don’t know how my mother managed to get me into one of the best high schools in the city at this critical time.
What’s the matter? Can’t I come? My mother snorted coldly, and her tone was obviously unhappy. “No, that’s not what I meant,”
I explained in a whisper.
She has always been strict and can not tolerate any disobedience to her. From childhood to adulthood, I have been required to be perfect in both study and life. There was no man in
our family, and my mother brought me up alone, probably thanks to such a tough character.
Knowing that she is not easy, I seldom contradict her. I have been studying and living according to her ideas. I have never crossed the line in the circle she drew for me.
She asked me to transfer, so I transferred.
She asked me to study science, and I gave up history, which I always liked.
…… The quarrel
a month ago was the first time I contradicted her, and falling in love with Chen Ye was the only thing I had done against her in 18 years.
I dread to think what will happen if she knows about it.
Will you scold me? Or hit me?
After all, she has always told me that I must keep my distance from boys.
This is her bottom line, and her level of concern about this matter is simply outrageous.
Perhaps no one will believe that after my mother’s intervention, even my deskmate in kindergarten and primary school is a girl.
“Yu Yu, don’t blame your mother. I did all this for your own good.” She suddenly slowed down her tone, and I lowered my head and couldn’t see her expression.
I didn’t answer. I’ve heard something like that a million times.
I heard her sigh and continue, “Is that your new deskmate? Get along with people and go back to class.”
I am stupefied, along her line of sight to see the past, Lin Haohao stood at Chen Ye’s table and waved to me with a smile.
I squeezed the corner of my clothes tightly. It’s good to
think so.
Watching my mother walk away, I returned to my seat, took a deep breath, and tried to dispel the thoughts in my heart.
Turned his head and continued to listen to Lin Haohao muttering about the glorious deeds of Chen Ye, the school bully of No.1 Middle School in the past.
It’s all about cutting school today, fighting tomorrow and so on.
“All in all, just keep getting farther and farther away from your overbearing deskmate!”
Noticing my inquisitive look, Lin smiled with relief and nodded to his seat.
「……」
Bawang’s girlfriend said, “Thank you, I’m not very happy to hear that.”.
At this time, the overlord in Lin Haohao’s mouth pushed open the back door and walked into the classroom with a big bag of milk drinks and mineral water.
“What are you thinking?” In
my mind, the sound of my fingers tapping on the table brought my thoughts back.
Chen Ye handed over the milk with the straw inserted, and I habitually reached out to pick it up.
He suddenly withdrew his hand and slowly put the milk to his mouth. “Are you thinking about me?”
“Well, thinking of you.” I saw that the corners of his mouth were getting more and more curved, and I added in a bad way, “I wonder why you were absent from school and why you beat people.” After taking a sip of the milk,
Chen Ye frowned and moved to my desk. “It’s so sweet,” he said succinctly.
Who told you to drink! Then
I slowly took it over and drank, reminding him, “Don’t be absent from school and don’t fight.”
As the words fell, I felt the person beside me stop moving, and then suddenly lowered his voice: “Chiang Hsiao-yu, you can. Are you starting to control me?”
Chen Ye’s smile was wilting, and his whole face was carelessly ruffian.
Humph! If you don’t listen, who cares about you? I glanced away from him, my face burning, and I bit the straw unconsciously.
He leaned closer. “No, I want you to take care of me.”
“Of course I have to listen to my girlfriend.”
Blue sky and white sun, in public, what is this young master talking nonsense!
But don’t let anyone hear you.
I blushed with shame, but I couldn’t help looking at him. Every time
he smiled, his arrogant and dandy eyebrows and eyes rose, and he was so good-looking. I
admit that the night I dated Chen Yeti was mostly because I was angry with my mother, but after getting along with him, I found that he had a kind of attractive magic.
No one can resist.
He’s flamboyant, confident, does what he wants to do, and he shines.
Although I don’t know how long this relationship will last, and what kind of bloody storm will be set off when my mother finds out.
But at this moment, I hope I can go on like this with him.
To tell you the truth, after hearing Chen Ye’s name as “the school bully of No.1 Middle School,” I didn’t expect this bastard boyfriend’s grades to be very good, especially after hearing from Lin Haohao about his achievements, I had no expectations.
I even quietly hinted to him whether to open a small kitchen to make up lessons for him. A month after
my transfer, the school organized the first monthly exam, which directly refreshed my understanding of him.
“How’s it going?” Chen Ye pretended to unfold the report card in his hand, and mysteriously tilted his head and raised his eyebrows at me. “What do you expect from my boyfriend’s grades this time?”
Speaking of the word “boyfriend,” he deliberately lowered his voice and lengthened his tone, and I looked at the report card in his hand.
As it turns out, there are some things that I worry too much about. Someone’s original remark that he is excellent in both character and learning is really not nonsense.
Although the quality is not good. It remains to be verified for the time being, but this study is really excellent.
No.1 Middle School is a key high school, with a large number of experts. I played steadily this time, and only ranked fifth in the class.
And this man is one ahead of me.
Against the day of science is riding the dust, straight to full marks, if not for the composition of the off-topic writing did not even get a passing score, I have no doubt that the first throne belongs to him.
“Be a good match for me.” Looking at someone’s smelly fart, I suppressed a smile and curled my lips. I can’t
accept it. Maybe there is a kind of person who is born to learn.
Chen Ye usually does nothing except listening to lectures and doing homework. When he is in a bad mood, he doesn’t even do his homework. In self-study class, he either tries to stick to me or looks at me with his head tilted.
In a word, there is no appearance of a straight A student. After the
exam, I accepted my result calmly and calmly, after all, it was a normal performance.
But my mom doesn’t think so.
“What’s going on?” She frowned at the report card. “Don’t you always keep the first place?” There are people
outside the world, and there are days outside the world. Now the school is really better than before. There are many excellent people, and it is normal for the ranking to drop.
I lowered my head, moved my lips, and finally did not explain.
Are you distracted by other irrelevant things? Don’t let it happen again!
“At this critical time, we must not let anything go wrong.”
“In particular, you can’t have a bad idea and be cheated by those bad boys.”
「……」 In the
dim light, I watched my mother’s mouth open and close, but I didn’t have the heart to respond to her.
He just buried himself in counting the rice grains in the bowl with chopsticks.
“Yu-yu, mom worked so hard to bring you up, you won’t let me down, right?”
See, it’s a carrot and a stick, and she always has a way to get me to compromise.
I smelled like chewing wax and gave a muffled “hum.”.
Since my mother and I said that, my mood is still disturbed, the mood is obviously low, every day busy studying, busy doing all kinds of exercises. There seemed to be a heavy burden on my
shoulders, which made me breathless.
Perhaps I did not find myself, sometimes even with the attitude of Chen Ye are a little cold.
After refusing his request to go together in the evening for the third time, Chen Ye walked out of the classroom without saying a word.
The remaining two evening self-study classes did not come back. When
the school bell rang, I took my time to pack up my things, because it was my turn to be on duty today, and I had to stay until the end to lock the door.
When I turned off the lights and locked the door, there was no one on this floor, only street lights and moonlight, so that people could barely see the road. When he
turned the corner of the stairs, he was suddenly hugged and his feet were directly in the air.
Then the neck was attached to the warm breath, a little itchy.
It’s a deadly familiarity.
“What are you doing?” I clapped my hands on my waist and kicked my legs, pretending to be angry. “Put me down.”
Chen Yeh snorted, turned around, and, taking advantage of his height difference, carried me downstairs in a baby-like position, with his lips pressed against my ear. “Don’t struggle,” he said in a cold voice. “No one will come to save you even if you shout.”
「……」
This young man had a lot of plays today. Since he couldn’t struggle, I simply put my arms around his neck and let him carry him downstairs. The
darkness cleared the senses, and I put my head on his shoulder and could hear his shallow breathing and steady heartbeat.
“Chiang Hsiao-yu, I’m angry today. You have to coax me.” He paused, seemed to think of something, and then added, “Forget it, it doesn’t matter if you don’t coax..”
Listening to the soft voice in my ear, I don’t know why, at this moment, my emotions that I had endured for many days collapsed.
Tears trickled down my cheeks, and I bit my lip to keep from sobbing.
He held me in one hand, pushed open the door of the empty classroom with one hand, put me on the table, and reached out to pull my arm.
I tightened my forearm, buried my head in his neck and hugged him more tightly.
He spread out his hands and gave a low laugh: “Why are you still addicted to hugging?”
“Chen Ye..” I sniffed and interrupted him.
“Will you give me a hug?”
Hearing the sob in my voice, he hugged me and patted me soothingly on the back.
“It’s okay, baby.” He rubbed my hair. “I’m here.”
“If you have something on your mind, just tell me.”
I didn’t say anything. I just hugged him.
After a while, I finally calmed down and looked up from his arms.
He held my face in his hands against my forehead.
“Tell me why I’m crying?”
I sat on the table, just enough to look straight into his eyes, so close that I could see myself in his eyes.
Looking at his earnest look, I felt tears rolling in my eyes again, and finally made up my mind to open my mouth:
“Why can’t I always learn the conic section?”
I dragged my tears and glanced at them shyly.
The words turned a corner to the mouth, but still did not say the grievance buried in the bottom of my heart.
I obviously felt his expression, and then he smiled helplessly and raised his hand to help me wipe my tears:
“This thing is worth shedding tears. It’s really a crying bag.”
He pinched my face and said, “Ask me later and I’ll teach you.”
I wiped away my tears and said “hmm” softly.
“But I want a reward.”
Hearing this, I looked at him suspiciously, and before I could react, I was kissed by someone.
“Pay like this.” After
that day, Chen Ye officially became my little teacher.
Draw the key points! No one thinks that
but himself.
“After class, go to Merlin with your boyfriend and teach you how to write math problems.” On the
platform, the teacher was still spitting, and a note was quietly pushed over.
Merlin is a small forest behind the teaching building. No one will go there to write questions. His abacus beads are jumping on my face.
If there is no other idea, the dog will not believe it.
“Get out of here. I don’t believe you. You must have tricked me into this and that again.” He has done a lot of
such wicked things. After reading it,
Chen Ye stopped turning his pen in the wrong and turned his head and coughed a few times.
Entering the third year of senior high school, each school pays more attention to the teaching time, and No.1 Middle School is no exception. There is only a half-day break on Sunday afternoon in
a week.
I usually go home for a meal and then go to school after a rest.
But this week I was coaxed and tricked into going on a date with him. It
is euphemistically called compensation for the neglect of him some time ago.
“Here we are. This is it.”
I looked up at the top of a few crooked and lovely characters, and countless question marks jumped out of my mind.
Bud. Kindergarten? I
don’t have any dating experience, but I’m sure no one dates in a place like kindergarten, which is full of children’s fun.
In a daze, I was pulled in by him, all the way unimpeded, there are lovely small ornaments everywhere, the walls are painted with colorful graffiti.
It makes people feel clear unconsciously.
I’m still wondering why the kindergarten isn’t closed on weekends.
Chen Ye pushed open a door, and the sound of children laughing and making noise came out in an instant:
“Brother Chen Ye, what are you doing here?”
“Did you bring a gift this time?”
“Who is this sister?”
Seeing someone coming in, the children gathered around in an instant, asking questions one by one.
It can be seen that Chen Ye is very familiar with them. His face, which was
usually dragged by two hundred and fifty thousand or eighty thousand, was rarely full of smiles, gentle and patient.
“Hush,” he said, putting his index finger to his lips. “If you make any more noise, you’ll be angry!” As soon as
he said this, I found a woman in her early forties standing not far away. Gentle
temperament, properly maintained, with a shallow smile on his face.
Noticing that I was looking at her, she smiled at me slightly, and when her eyes shifted to Chen Ye beside me, there was a trace of helpless reproach on her face.
“Sit down, kids. Our performance is about to begin!” As soon as
the teacher made a sound, the children scattered and sat in their seats consciously.
Chen Ye pulled me to sit down on a small round stool in the last row.
Children sit in rows, go up one by one to perform, dance, sing and play the flute. Everything comes.
The atmosphere was happy, they were carefree, and their innocent faces were filled with smiles.
I also unconsciously immersed in it, so many days of depressed feeling swept away, the heart inexplicably relaxed up.
But in the process, I did not forget to avoid the hand that reached out to hold me. It’s embarrassing that
there are so many children here.
“Well, just look at them and forget I’m sitting here!”
Chen Ye was jealous again. He moved the stool to my side, and his face came along.
After several failed eye gestures, I slapped him on the forehead.
That’s how it works.
I turned my head and continued to stand on the stage, but I was facing the eyes of the teacher Xiaoxu.
His eyes were playful and curious.
I was stunned and then smiled awkwardly. She saw my restraint, nodded slightly at me and looked away. It gives people a sense of kindness
for no reason.
The afternoon quickly slipped away, and it was time to part.
Chen Ye was called by Xiaoxu teacher to speak, almost the moment he left, the children all rushed around. One sentence
here, one sentence there, laughing and laughing, very lively.
“Sister, you’re really good-looking. Will you be my wife when you grow up?”
A tiger-headed little boy grabbed my arm and winked at me with his head raised and his mouth pursed.
The next second, Chen Ye came back with a malicious smile on his face.
“Come here. My brother has something to tell you.”
He squatted down and took the little boy in his arms and whispered something in his ear.
The child raised his head to look at me in disbelief, and then suddenly burst into tears. Just as
I was wondering what he had said to frighten the child so much, I suddenly heard a sentence:
“Sister, brother Chen Ye said that you would become a big tiger and bite people, whoo, I can’t have a wife..”
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“Chen Ye!” I turned my head to pinch his ear.
Not wanting to be dodged by him, he quickly ran out of the door.
I’ll catch up with you.
In the end, the farce ended with him begging me for mercy in a sticky and soft voice.
“Do you want to know what Teacher Xu said to me?” Chen Ye inserted the straw into the milk tea in his hand and handed it to me.
I was piqued by his mysterious look, but he said, “I don’t want to.”
“Teacher Hsu praised me for my good taste and said that my girlfriend was very beautiful.”
She also said.. I like your daughter-in-law very much.
He bent down to look at me, and his eyes were shining.
“Well, to praise me is not to praise you. What are you proud of?”
Wait Daughter-in-law?
I was choked by a mouthful of milk tea and coughed violently.
“Why didn’t you tell me she was your mother?” It’s
over.
I just patted him on the head in front of his mother, and I didn’t say hello when I left.
Violent and rude.
What a shame! I’m really going to leave a bad impression.
“You didn’t ask me..” Chen Ye winked rather innocently. I
‘m so angry that I want to punch him.
“So worried about my mother’s image?” He put his coat on his hand and looked at my face sideways.
Seeing that I had nothing to love, he added, “It’s all right. My mother likes everything I like!”
“Chiang Hsiao-yu, I can’t tell. So you want to be my wife so much.” Why can’t
this man get rid of his garrulous habit anywhere!
I looked away sheepishly and looked for a topic at random.
“Why did you bring me here?”
Chen Ye stopped, his dark eyes drooping, and he looked at me quietly: “Because you are very tired, you need to relax.”
“I don’t know what’s on your mind.”
“But remember, no matter what happens, I will always stand behind you.”
Looking at the serious man in front of me, I suddenly felt my nose sour.
I don’t have a father, and my mother has a tough temper. No one has ever said such a thing to me since I was a child. When I
fell down when I was a child, my mother would only let me stand up by myself instead of holding and coaxing me like other mothers. Later, when I grew up, I carried the pain by myself. The reality did not allow me to show my timidity.
I thought about it and put my hand around his waist.
“What for?” He seemed a little surprised
at the move.
“Chen Ye.” I held him tighter. “I like you so much.” For
a moment, he hugged me tightly. His voice was hoarse and a little proud.
“You can only like me in your life.”
Because of my boyfriend’s outstanding performance, he got the chance to send me home in the evening.
But at this moment, I find that this is a very wrong decision.
He’s been hanging around downstairs for 20 minutes.
I still don’t want to go.
“One more hug.” Chen Ye opened his arms to me. “I promise this is the last time.”
I believe he has a ghost. I don’t know how many times I have said the four words
“last time”.
He looked at me with blinking eyes, and the yellow street lamp shone over me, which was a little pitiful.
I couldn’t stand the look in my eyes, and my heart softened. “One last time?” Before the
words were out, he came up and finally took a hard breath on my neck.
It hurts.
This is to find a boyfriend who was born in the year of dog!
I gave him a resentful look, and someone was unrepentant and smiled at me in a bad way. I was a little moved by
his dog appearance.
It’s hopeless.
Watching him disappear in the corner of the building, I turned and walked into the building.
The next second, the smile solidified in the corners of the mouth.
My mother stood not far away with a frosty face.
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“Not going to explain?”
She stared at me coldly, and there was a strange silence around her, like the calm before the storm.
My heart sank, as if I had been poured cold water from head to foot. It’s
cold.
I flustered and patiently explained, “Mom, he’s very good, and it won’t affect us to be together.”
“He forced you, didn’t he?”
My mother suddenly slowed down her voice and interrupted me, saying,
“Is it that smelly boy who confuses you with sweet words?”
“If you say so, Mom will believe you.” What are you
talking about?
That I’m not in love, that he’s pushing me, or that I’m still the good girl who listens to my mother?
I lowered my eyes and clenched my fingers around the corners of my clothes.
“No.”
My mother looked at me in disbelief.
“He didn’t force me. I took the initiative to be with him.” There was a blank look on the face of the man who
had always been strong, followed by an overwhelming anger.
Jiang Yu! How shameless you are!
My mother shouted hysterically, and for a moment I felt like I didn’t know her. How dare
you disobey me! I’m doing this for your own good! I worked so hard to bring you up all by myself, so that you could fool around with men at such a young age?
“You’re just like your heartless father, an ingrate who hasn’t been properly raised!”
Every time it is like this, the grace of more than ten years of upbringing is like a mountain in my heart.
I gradually lost myself in the words “for my own good.”.
At this moment, the emotions that had been suppressed for many years collapsed. I broke down and cried out:
“For 18 years, you have decided everything for me under the banner of being good for me. Have you ever thought about my feelings?”.
“I am manipulated like a marionette by you, restricting my study and life. If you tell me to transfer to another school, I will transfer to another school. If you tell me to study science, I must study. If you tell me to look east, I must not look west.”
“When you meet a bad guy like my dad, you think all the men in the world deserve to die. You hold that ridiculous idea to control the people and things around me, not for my own good, but to satisfy the ridiculous self-esteem in your heart.”
The wind dried the tears on my cheeks, and I suddenly wanted to laugh, and the bad thoughts in my heart came out uncontrollably.
Fancy that, huh? It was because I was angry with you that I fell in love with him. I had already mixed up with him.
Before I had finished speaking, I was hit too far over my head with a bang.
Very painful, the heart inexplicably slipped through a feeling of regret, but more is incomparably relaxed and carefree. I
finally said what I had been holding in my heart for a long time. The man on the
other side was unexpectedly calm, as if he had lost his strength. He sighed lightly and said,
“You can go. I’ll pretend I never gave birth to a daughter like you.”
The words fell and she turned slowly and disappeared from my sight.
I felt the wind blowing more fiercely, tearing a big gap in my heart, and the indescribable pain spread to my limbs and bones.
Suddenly, I felt the wind stop, and there was a familiar smell in the air.
I raised my dry eyes, and an impossible person appeared in front of me.
“Your key.” Chen Ye opens his hand and sees a bunch of keys hanging from a bear pendant lying quietly in his palm. “I left them here.”
I took it and touched his hand with cold fingertips.
He looked so light that I couldn’t see what he was thinking or how much he heard.
“I’m leaving.” Without looking at me, he turned and walked back. “Chen Ye,”
I blurted out in a panic.
He did not respond, did not stop, and walked forward on his own.
“My mother doesn’t want me, and you don’t want me either?”
He paused, but did not turn.
After a while, he sighed and slowly turned around and walked up to me.
“I admit that the first time it was because I was angry with my mother, but later I really liked you and wanted to have a future with you.”
He did not speak, but looked at me intently and raised his hand to touch my face.
“Believe it or not, I’m real.”
“Does it hurt?” He suddenly made a sound, interrupted me, and carefully stroked my cheek with his finger pulp.
Tears ran down his eyes and dripped on the back of his hand.
I choked up and said, “It hurts.”
The next second, I fell into a familiar embrace, and the clear taste spread all over my body in an instant, bringing a burst of peace of mind.
He seemed a little angry just now, but he would always compromise for me again and again.
The night was silent, and I could feel each other’s heart beating violently.
“Chen Ye, I’m so tired. Take me with you.” Where
to go?
I don’t know, but at this moment, the idea of going with him regardless of everything is particularly strong.
He patted me on the head and motioned me to look up.
Following his line of sight, I saw a light on the second floor. The
warm yellow light came out like a lighthouse on the sea to guide the lost ship home.
“Go home. Your family is waiting for you.”
I buried my head in his arms again and said in a muffled voice, “But my mother doesn’t want me anymore.”
“No, the baby is so good that no one will abandon you.” He patted me on the back and coaxed me. “Go back.”
“Be obedient.”
I tightened my arms around him and stubbornly refused to let go.
Finally, under the gentle coaxing of his soft voice, I went home. Walking up the
stairs, a glimmer of light gradually appeared in front of my eyes. The familiar door was lightly closed, and the light leaked through the half-open door, illuminating the dim steps.
I hesitated at the door for a moment, then pushed the door and went in. The food on the
table was not hot, and two pairs of clean bowls and chopsticks were neatly placed beside it.
No one touched it.
I stared for a moment, then turned and went into the room. After
that day, the sun rose and set as usual, and my life seemed to change little.
It seems that after a quarrel between Chinese parents and their children, they always ease the relationship by asking their children to eat.
My mother seems to be the same as before every day. The only difference is that there is no other communication between us except for the necessary things.
I went to school as usual to meet the coming college entrance examination.
Chen Ye and I still maintain the original relationship, occasionally sauce brewing to be greasy, occasionally learning to help each other solve a problem. During
the break or after school, he would still come secretly and deliberately tease me, causing me to blush and chase after him.
However, I still feel a little strange. I always feel that my heart is empty and something is missing. In a twinkling of an eye, the
New Year has passed and entered the second semester of Senior Three. The college entrance examination is getting closer and closer.
The study is also more tense, and the second model comes one after another, which makes the students breathless.
Perhaps the school also realized this and held a bar mitzvah for senior three students.
But after all, it is a key high school, and these activities are just a simple form, not too grand.
The so-called bar mitzvah is led by the father or mother through an adult arch.
Nevertheless, everyone was very excited.
“Hey, Jiang Yu, is your mother coming to the bar mitzvah this Saturday?”
As soon as the class was over, Lin Haohao came over and asked me secretly.
I was silent for a moment, but I replied, “It should be.”
“I’m bored to death. I don’t know whether to let my father or my mother come.”
“They both want to come.”
I laughed and teased her, “Thanks to my dad, I will never have this kind of trouble.”.
Out of the corner of my eye, I noticed the people waiting for me outside the door, and I sped up my packing.
Are you a little turtle? Move so slowly.
Oh, I forgot to mention that because of the change of position in the class last week, he changed from my deskmate to the back desk.
Someone has been in a bad mood recently.
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“The rice grains fell into my clothes.” Just as he was
eating, Chen Ye said something out of the blue.
I came to my senses in an instant and looked down subconsciously. What kind of food was there?
“I lied to you.” He giggled and gave me the beef on his plate.
I looked at him in silence. “Childish.”
Then he told me with his actions that he could be more naive.
“Open your mouth.” Chen Ye held the dish up to my mouth and said, “Hello, boyfriend.”
“What are you doing?” I stared, whispered a warning, grabbed his arm and pushed it back.
However, someone is as strong as an ox and does not move.
I looked around secretly, but fortunately it was in the corner and no one noticed it.
After thinking about it, he opened his mouth and ate it. I have no doubt that if he didn’t eat it, he could hold it all the time.
“Eat well. Don’t always be distracted and daydream.”
He rarely looked at me with a straight face. I coughed uncomfortably and continued to eat with my head down.
Soon it was Friday, and because of the bar mitzvah the next day, the school mercifully shortened the evening self-study and let everyone go back to rest.
“I have something to do today.” When no one was looking, Chen Yeh reached out from behind and casually rubbed my hair. “My girlfriend has left me alone.”
It was so annoying that the ponytail was in a mess. I looked at him bitterly.
“Remember to dress up tomorrow.” He drew closer to me, and the sound of his breath came to his ear. “My mother is coming to see her daughter-in-law!” Ashamed and annoyed,
I reached out and hit him, and he skillfully dodged and ran out.
Without some people making trouble, I did things faster and got home earlier than expected. My mother should be at home at
this time, but it’s strange that the house is empty.
I haven’t told her about the bar mitzvah every day.
Because I had things in my heart, my senses were so keen that I didn’t hear the sound of rustling outside until eight or nine o’clock in the evening.
She just came back.
I paced the room and tried several times to go out and tell her about tomorrow’s bar mitzvah, but finally I couldn’t summon up the courage.
Forget it. It’s okay to be alone.
Although it is a coming-of-age ceremony, the students still go to school normally. Parents will arrive one after another after nine o’clock, and the official start is at ten o’clock.
Standing in the crowd, watching the students around me waving and greeting their parents from time to time, it is false to say that they are not uncomfortable.
I bowed my head and tried to lower my sense of existence.
“Jiang Yu!” I suddenly heard someone calling me. Looking at the
past, Chen Ye stood not far away and waved to me. Next to
him was his mother, and.. My mother?
I was so shocked that my feet seemed to be pinned in place and could not move. I didn’t come to my senses
until my mother lifted her feet and came to me.
“Mom..” As I looked at the person approaching me, I finally said, “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have said that to you.”
My mother’s cold expression changed slightly, and then she said slowly, “Someone has already said it for you.”
I looked behind her subconsciously, and Chen Ye and his mother did not know when to leave.
“You can do whatever you want in the future. Mom won’t interfere too much with you.” My mother glanced away from me. “I apologize for what happened before.”
I know my mother has a strong character, and this is the biggest concession she can make.
“Mom.” With tears in my eyes, I finally smiled with relief. “Thank you.”
I took her hand and held it tightly.
It is said that blood is thicker than water, and there are no parents in the world who do not love their children.
“What happened between you and that boy?” My mother’s face showed a trace of intolerance. “Mom doesn’t object, but we have to wait until after the college entrance examination.”
“Now your most urgent task is to go all out to prepare for the college entrance examination.”
I was stunned for a second, surprised at my mother’s change of attitude.
“This is the best choice for you and for him.”
In the past, I never dreamed of hearing such words from my mother’s mouth.
“Good.” I choked and clenched her hand. After the
bar mitzvah, life is back on track.
My relationship with my mother is back to its former state, even closer than before.
For Chen Ye, I always remember what my mother said, she finally nodded no objection, I naturally can not disobey her.
Now I have been able to skillfully avoid someone’s stickers at any time and anywhere, as well as the legs that come from behind from time to time. There’s
really no way to escape it, and just saying, “You can do anything after the college entrance examination” can make Master Chen so happy that he can’t find the north.
“That’s what you said.” Chen Ye stared at me bitterly. “Don’t blame me when the time comes.”
“What do you blame?” It is rare for me to answer leisurely.
“Kiss you to death.” He deliberately glared at me, “Make you cry.”
「……」
I still study hard, but unlike before, I don’t have so much burden in my heart.
Because I know that there will always be someone behind me. On the day of the
college entrance examination, under the continuous drizzle, Chen Ye carried two delicate rice dumplings on my desk.
“My mother made it.” He rapped on my desk, “Let me bring it to the heartless puppy.”
I looked at the two rice dumplings tied with red ropes, showing a sincere smile.
This man still holds a grudge, and he still keeps in mind that he didn’t answer him in time yesterday.
“Boyfriend.” I suddenly called to him in a low voice, “Come on!”
He paused and turned his head awkwardly. “Come on.” After
the three-day college entrance examination, the class reunion was scheduled for the fourth night. Chen Ye pulled me to sit beside him at the
dinner table, and I was still a little uncomfortable.
But did not expect the students in the class to show a clear expression, obviously not surprised.
It turned out that they had known about our relationship.
Thanks to my careful hiding before, looking at the innocent expression on Chen Ye’s face, I reached out to twist his thigh. But he grabbed his
hand and held it in the palm of his hand.
Young people have unlimited energy, depressed and bound for so long, and just crossed the first hurdle in life, the heart is inevitably excited, a group of people around the teacher toast.
I drank some fruit wine and felt confused in front of me, but I could clearly see Chen Ye standing in a pile of people.
Maybe he was the focus of the crowd. I’m so lucky to
meet him.
I thought two glasses of fruit wine wouldn’t make me drunk. Finally, when Chen Ye took me out of the restaurant, after a few steps, he even lied to me: “Darling, you’re drunk. Do you want a back or a hug?”.
I couldn’t let him get away with it. I pursed my lips and let go of his hand. No! I’ll go by myself.
Who can tell me why my legs are not working? Go straight to one side.
Chen Ye grabbed me with quick eyes and quick hands. I leaned on his arms and looked up to see his firm chin.
A sudden surge of emotion made me cry out to him, “Chen Ye.”
“Hmm?”
He looked down into my eyes.
“Thank you.”
“Thank you for coming to me. Thank you for convincing my mother. Thank you for liking me.”
He held my cheek and leaned down close to me. “Don’t thank me. I want you to love me.”
He gave a low smile, and with a gentle look in his eyebrows and eyes, he whispered,
“Jiang Yu, be good, say you love me.”
I stood on tiptoe and kissed him on the lips.
I didn’t close my eyes. There seemed to be stars in his eyes.
It feels cool and soft, with a little wine fragrance.
I slowly backed away and blinked at him. “Chen Ye, your mouth smells good. Are you Princess Xiang Xiang?”
“Why don’t you speak?” I tilted my head to look at him, not paying any attention to his gradually deep eyes.
He put his hand around the back of my neck and said, “Be good, Princess Xiang Xiang will teach you how to kiss.”
As if bewitched, I closed my eyes obediently.
Hum, it’s all his fault that he looks so evil.
The next second, my breath stagnated and his lips came up.
My head was dizzy and my mind was hard to concentrate, as if I had rushed into the clouds and fallen into the neon.
Warm yellow street lamps sprinkle tenderness on the ground. In
the misty light and shadow, two kittens snuggled and whispered.
I don’t know how long it took him to stop moving and bury his head in my neck.
The summer wind can’t blow away the lingering of young girls. On a
quiet and sunny summer night, Chen Ye carried me on his back and walked slowly on the quiet path.
“When we get to the legal age, we’ll get the license.”
I was in a daze and sleepy. His voice was so gentle.
“Be good and promise me.”
I rubbed my head against his shoulder and heard him mutter,
“What a little drunk …”
After a while, I put my arms around his neck and whispered,
“Good.”
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