How do you begin a story by saying, “I was his crown princess for ten years, but after he ascended the throne, he only named me an imperial concubine?”?
I was his crown princess for ten years, but after he ascended the throne, he only named me an imperial concubine.
And the person who holds the seal of the queen is his beloved, his white moonlight, his young heart, and his half-life lovesickness.
And I just happen to make do. I had just taken the medicine when the
imperial edict came.
Changshu said that your majesty has an order, I am not in good health, just sit to receive the decree, do not salute. After the
announcement, the whole palace was quiet.
I staggered up to receive the order and smiled at Chang Shu. “Thank you, Grandfather Chang.”.
“The little fellow’s eyes turned red in a twinkling of an eye, and he immediately knelt down and kowtowed to me, not daring to accept my salute.”.
Because my illness has been bad, I did not attend the canonization ceremony.
Jing Sheng gave me a lot of beautiful things. He also came several times. Because I told him to be afraid of illness, he only told me a few words through the door and then left. The harmony of emperors
and empresses, the harmony of phoenixes and phoenixes, originally did not have much energy to give me.
He just feels guilty about me. The matter of the imperial concubine after
the concubine was originally a matter of confusion, but few people in the court opposed it.
After all, the queen he wanted to set up was the daughter of Liu Yishan, the general of the court. Her identity was so noble that she could not compare with me. Her father was only a Hanlin scholar and died young. She had no foundation in the court. Her mother took her younger brother to live in the mansion and could not support me at all. The flowers
outside the window were in full bloom, like the old apricot tree I saw when I first entered the palace. I lowered my eyes and took a nap on the couch.
Second, when I saluted the queen, it was more than half a month after the conferring ceremony.
The empress sat upright in the upper position, surrounded by colorful flowers, all concubines who had been conferring titles. In the past, they saluted me in the mansion, but now they looked at me and saluted the imperial concubine, and their eyes were a little strange.
After waiting for me to kneel down, the queen asked the maid beside her to help me sit down in person, which was very decent for me.
“The imperial concubine has been in poor health for days on end, so she still has to take good care of herself. There’s no need to rush to pay her respects.”.
“She smiled leisurely, and her youthful face was like the flowers blooming outside the window. The spring was beautiful and could not be let down.”.
In her eyes, perhaps I was sick and disabled, and changed from a wife to a concubine, and had no children, which was not a threat at all, or Jing Sheng was feeling guilty and loving me at this time, in order to show her magnanimity, not to be separated from him, so he was so good to me.
But in this palace, there has never been a simple way to live.
Just like He Guiren, who was in the limelight before, he couldn’t get up after a miscarriage last month. He was a little sicker than me, but he couldn’t even get a doctor. The
people in the harem are peaceful, but the peace is false. When Jing Sheng came to see me
in the evening, he frowned and said, “Why have you been ill for so long? Jiang Yang said that your health is fine. It’s just that you caught a cold last time and hurt your body. Now you have been raised for a while. I don’t think you look very good.”.
“I smiled,” it is estimated that the root of the disease, the emperor need not worry, I have nothing to do.
That’s good.
“Jing Sheng held my hand and lowered his eyes to touch the ruby beads on my hand.” Ah Jie, I will treat you well and not let you be wronged.
“But taking a wife as a concubine is the greatest humiliation in the world, and I have already tasted it.”. After the
second greeting, I resumed my rest. Disturbance in the
palace is constant, there is one who gets the favor to lift the position, and there is one who ransacks the house by witchcraft in secret. Women
in the harem will do anything to win favor.
The queen should also have a headache dealing with these.
Liu Xuelang looks very beautiful, and she is good at riding and shooting. She used to shoot foxes with arrows on the hunting ground. The white snow reflects a red plum riding suit, which is very beautiful.
I saw the painting in Jing Sheng’s study. She was the person in the painting. He fell in love with her at first sight.
It’s just that the late emperor was afraid that the military officer would make trouble, so he promised me to be the Crown Princess for him, regardless of Jing Sheng’s plea.
After all, our Shen family is the family of Qingliu, and people wither, there will be no consorts autocracy. In order to beg the late emperor,
Jing Sheng knelt in the snow for a long time, and fell the root of the cold knee disease, so in winter, I always sew thick kneepads for him.
I don’t know what the late emperor said to make him give up.
I married him, but he also took good care of me.
I always remember that when my father passed away, he held my hand and stayed with me in front of my father’s spirit, regardless of his status as the prince of the East Palace, to wake my father. The imperial concubines in the
mansion are occasionally jealous, but they also know that the interests are related. If the East Palace goes too far, it will only make us lose everything, so they will not make a big fight.
I thought it was possible to grow old together, even in a royal home.
But when Jing Sheng ascended the throne, I happily waited for him to return in the mansion. He came back and brought me my favorite South China Sea Pearl and the news that he was going to marry Liu Xuelang.
He said that Xuelang was willing to practice in the temple for ten years for him, and he could not live up to this deep feeling.
Once she was also a beauty sought by thousands of families. Even after ten years, she was only twenty-three or twenty-four, and her beauty was still amazing.
It’s just that I don’t know what his tenderness and consideration with me are in the past ten years.
And I just smiled gently and answered calmly.
I still have the Shen family, my mother and my brother to take care of.
Besides, that’s all. At
the Mid-Autumn Festival banquet, the sound of string and bamboo is also pleasant to the ear when blown by the wind.
I was helped by the maid to sit down on the side of the rockery. The koi fish in the
pond swim around, which is very beautiful.
Just as I turned around, someone saluted me, his eyebrows and eyes were handsome and vaguely familiar.
I looked at him in surprise, looking at the official clothes on his body, seemingly not low status, but not the clothes of the royal family.
“My humble minister Liu Xueyi paid his respects to the imperial concubine.”.
“The bearer raised his eyes and smiled calmly.”.
Liu Xueyi, Liu Xuelang’s younger brother, the general’s only son, when the country uncle. With
such a prominent status, it is not surprising that he can appear at this palace banquet.
I nodded, “Lord Liu is not at the banquet, how to come here?”? As an imperial concubine, why isn’t
the empress at the banquet?
“He asked in reply.”.
Such a question is somewhat abrupt, even rude.
However, his status is impolite.
I smiled faintly, “this palace is still ill, should not spoil everyone’s interest.”.
Since she is still ill, the empress should take good care of herself. Why should she come out to catch the wind again?
“Liu Xueyi said.”.
I nodded. “Yes, I’m going back, too.”.
“” That’s really unfortunate. I’ve heard something recently about the younger brother of the Shen family.
“Liu Xueyi said.”.
My heart stagnated.
He paused in silence.
“It’s a little cold in this palace. Go back and get a cloak.”.
“I told my maidservant.”.
The maidservant backed away.
“The empress has a good brother.”.
“Liu Xueyi said,” I am very concerned about the position of the empress.
I just don’t know how your majesty would feel if he knew that his brother-in-law was cynical all day?
Thank you for reminding me.
“I nodded.” The Shen family will not be disloyal, and the palace will never covet the throne. I just want the Shen family to be well, and I will never let the empress bother.
He suddenly lifted his foot and took a step forward.
A kind of inexplicable fear came up in an instant, and I stumbled and fell to the ground. Why is
the empress always so careless?
“He bent over and stretched out his arms, and his slightly raised eyebrows and eyes brought out a bit of unruly debauchery.”. With a
playful smile at the corners of his mouth.
Really, it’s very strange.
Strange feeling.
I walked slowly back to the palace, and Jiang Yang was waiting to ask for my pulse.
Seeing that I was wearing thin clothes, Jiang Yang was a little angry. “The empress knows that her body is not good, but now the autumn dew is heavy, how can she not take care of herself like this?”?
It’s my fault, and I’ll take good care of it.
“I laughed.”.
He suddenly became more angry and began to preach to me.
I pointed to the outside and said: “You see, the moon is really round, this time should be the day of family reunion, you should also go home to reunion, hurry out of the palace.”.
“” Go and boil the medicine! ” Jiang Yang angrily stood up with the medicine box, “I will never give up.”.
“No one can stop this guy from being stubborn.”. He has been like this
since he was a child. I really can’t do anything about him.
The maid brought me a hand stove, all with strange faces and strange names.
In this familiar and strange palace, there are fewer and fewer old friends.
But it doesn’t matter.
Four I summoned Shen Zhuo, now I am an imperial concubine, he also sealed the official position in the court, outsiders talk about also respectfully call a small Shen adult.
“a Zhuo, I am now the imperial concubine, this position is enough for me, do you understand?”?
“I said softly.”.
“Elder sister, the emperor treats you like this, why do you want to swallow your pride?”?
You’re supposed to be. Shen Zhuo said angrily.
I looked at him, picked up the flower scissors on the table, and slowly aimed them at my neck. “Sister, what are you going to do?” Exclaimed
Ah Zhuo?
Kneel down.
“I whispered.”.
A Zhuo immediately knelt down and clenched his lips.
“Ah Zhuo, if I hear one more of these absurd words, I will cut myself off here and go to apologize to my father.”.
“I said against my neck.”.
Zhuo gritted his teeth with tears in his eyes. “Why?”?
Sister, I am not reconciled.
If you don’t listen, don’t listen.
“I sighed,” Ah Jie is also very tired, and she wants to have a rest earlier.
“I raised my hand and stabbed myself in the neck.”. It’s bleeding profusely
. It’s Zhuo. The
scissors were held tightly by him, and the sharp tip cut his palm. A Zhuo looked at me painfully and said hoarsely, “I listen, sister, I listen to you all.”.
“Jiang Yang came to bandage a Zhuo.”.
A Zhuo knelt down and kowtowed to Jiang Yang before he left, scaring Jiang Yang so much that he almost knocked over the medicine box.
“Brother Jiang, please protect Ah Jie in the palace. I, Shen Zhuo, am grateful for Brother Jiang’s kindness in this life, and I will certainly repay him.”.
“a Zhuo said solemnly.”.
I watched his shadow lengthen in the sunset and laughed unconsciously.
My a Zhuo has grown up.
You should take good care of your mother and yourself.
“It is irreverent for a concubine to commit suicide. She has to ask her mother’s family.”.
“Jiang Yang stood beside me and said in a muffled voice,” It’s better to live than to die, right.
My Lord, what are you talking about? How can you be confused when the splendor and wealth of this palace are endless?
“I smiled,” the sunset is really good, the more to the end the more beautiful.
“The five empresses had a miscarriage, and the pain lasted for most of the night, and the palace was in a mess.”.
Jing Sheng rushed to my palace and slapped me in the face, scolding me that my heart was like a snake and scorpion.
And the person who was caught poisoning was the maid who usually served me.
The maidservant knelt on the ground and shouted at the top of her voice that Jing Sheng’s favorite concubine would destroy her wife. She made another woman queen and forced her wife to become a concubine. She wanted to repay my kindness, so she wanted to help me kill the queen.
The funny thing is, I don’t even know her name.
“I used to think you were virtuous and submissive, but I didn’t expect you to be so vicious. I really want to..” Jing Sheng was so angry that his eyes turned red.
He must really care about that kid. The child that
his beloved bore to him.
The picture looked a little harsh, and I lowered my head. After
Jing Sheng lost his temper, he confined me to the palace, and no one else was allowed to enter except for three meals a day.
And those who have served me, after being severely tortured, have died and been sent away.
Therefore, it is right to dismiss all the people who serve around you before entering the palace.
The day turns cool day by day, and the flowers that are blooming turn to ashes in an instant.
Because of restrictions, Jiang Yang can’t come to see me.
I am happy to be free, not to drink the bitter and useless medicine, not to worry about trifles, and to have a lot of time to sleep every day. I
have to sleep. I can’t sit awake all day because I get scared.
I am afraid that if I die at this time, I will be regarded as a suicide.
I can’t discredit the Shen family and tarnish their reputation.
It was my father who knelt down and begged me to keep it.
But I can’t remember why my father knelt down in the first place. When the
first snow fell, the palace gate was opened.
Jing Sheng ordered me to follow him. In
the long corridor, the ground was covered with a thin layer of snow, which was wet and slippery.
He didn’t walk fast, but I couldn’t keep up with him. I saw his figure standing in front of me, and I staggered to follow him. It was
also such a snowy day that my father asked me to kneel in the snow to reflect.
“Jing Sheng stopped,” the day is very cold, but not as cold as the heart.
“I moved to his side with difficulty.” It’s cold. Your Majesty’s kneepads are available?
Changshu has a heart and has found it out.
“Jing Sheng said,” It’s just that the old ones are not as warm as the new ones.
“I bowed my head and smiled.” Yes, it’s all old. It should have been lost long ago. Changshu is also not thoughtful. “
Ah Jie, why on earth do you want to hurt Xue Lang like this? Even if you hate her, you should hate me. What’s wrong with Xue Lang? What’s wrong with the child?” Jing Sheng said in pain.
I smiled. “So, in your Majesty’s heart, I am such a person.”.
“” There are a lot of folds in the front court, and I want to deal with you in order to correct the law of the country.
“Jing Sheng said slowly,” but I.. ” “I can die.”.
“I looked at him.” As long as the emperor doesn’t blame the Shen family and leaves some face behind me, I can die.
Ah Jie, it will be cold when it snows, but it will be warm in the palace. I don’t need to wear kneepads.
“Jing Sheng turned to look at me,” the Shen family will be fine, you can rest assured.
I looked into his eyes and suddenly felt a little sour in my heart.
So I couldn’t help asking him, “Your Majesty, if our children were killed, would you be so angry?”?
“I choked for a moment.” Will you kill her angrily, too?
“Jing Sheng was stunned.”.
“It’s my concubine’s nonsense.”.
“I made a salute,” the palace, is ready, right, that. ” I raised my face and smiled at him. “My concubine, farewell to Your Majesty.”.
“I continued to walk along the corridor and brushed past Jing Sheng.”.
After the corridor and then through the Imperial Garden, the road is a little farther, but round and round, you can always return to the original place. There are few people along
the way. The
snow is getting bigger and bigger, and the branches are covered with a thick layer, but the red plum buds are wrapped in ice and snow, and they will be very beautiful when they blossom tomorrow morning.
Seven, I like red, I feel very lively, very happy.
Father does not like it, and thinks that it is not the intention to be ostentatious. Someone
once said that he didn’t like red either, but since he knew I liked it, he also liked red, because it was the color that made me happy. When
I’m happy, he’s happy. Before
the hunt, he sent me a message and made me a bright red riding and shooting suit, just waiting to send me to hunt with him.
The letter fell into Dad’s hands.
Dad hit me for the first time and asked me if I knew who he was?
He said that the Liu family was a butcher, licking blood at the tip of a knife, and had a low status. Now they have mastered the military power, and their power is monstrous. They commit all kinds of crimes. Sooner or later, such a family will become a rebel and a thief, and they will die a terrible death! He said that the Shen family had been clean for a hundred years. Although the population was thin and the ancestral property was not prosperous, I would never be allowed to tarnish the name of the family. I couldn’t go to the hunt
that year.
I was grounded at home. I heard that Miss Liu was dressed in a red riding and shooting suit. She bent her bow and shot the fox. She was amazing and gorgeous.
Presumably, that dress must be very beautiful.
I went on a hunger strike in the boudoir, but my father knelt down to me, which made me worry about the face of my ancestors and not to be a traitor.
I’m scared.
I thought that as long as people are not afraid of death, they are not afraid of anything.
But then I realized that death was the most insignificant thing, and some things were much more painful than death.
I vaguely remember the last time I saw him, his livid face and instant fierce eyes.
“Ah Jie, there is only what I don’t want in this world, and there is nothing I can’t get.”.
“He picked up my face, slightly raised his eyebrows and eyes, and always smiled gently and freely in the past, but that day his smile was frightening.”.
And when I just returned to the mansion, the imperial edict was passed down, I was designated as the Crown Princess, married on the same day. The
wedding day came quickly, as if in a hurry. Ji Jingsheng, the prince who married
me, was also suffering from love at that time. He was heartbroken for other women and was willing to kneel in the ice and snow, even if he was frostbitten.
Seeing him was like seeing myself dying in the boudoir.
I sewed thick kneepads for him. I’m not good at embroidery, and my hands are full of cuts.
Jing Sheng didn’t like me, but when he saw me clumsily embroidering kneepads under the lamp, his heart suddenly softened.
He held my hand and said he would treat me well and we would grow old together.
He would ride all over the capital to find time-honored cakes for me, take me to the lake to enjoy the moon, and draw eyebrows for me.
Then one day, he went to the temple to burn incense. He was depressed for a long time and alienated from me.
Jiang Yang diagnosed that I was pregnant, and I wanted to tell Jing Sheng happily, but he didn’t come back from the city for a long time.
I waited and waited outside the city, but instead of waiting for Jing Sheng, I waited for Liu Xueyi, who led the army back from the expedition.
He was firm and sharp, his eyes were cold, and when he swept me, his lips were raised, as if he had seen something interesting.
He fought for the Qiang people, and the court’s awards were very generous. Houses, titles, jewelry and beauties could be found everywhere, and he was in the limelight for a time. After
he returned to Beijing, all the peace was broken.
Dad was repeatedly framed in the court, so that he was in prison.
Jing Sheng spent almost years in the Buddhist temple outside the city, saying that he was praying for blessings.
Fearful, I had to endure the discomfort and let the bodyguard drive me to the Buddhist temple to find Jing Sheng.
But when I was in the Buddhist temple, I only saw that he was in love with other women.
She asked him, is your Highness really not close to the Crown Princess?
“No, I only like you, Xuelang, I promise you, never violate.”.
“He said firmly.”.
“If the Crown Princess has a child, it is the legitimate son of the East Palace. If she is a concubine for Your Highness, I would rather live with the ancient Buddha than live and die with Your Highness.”.
“She said plaintively.”.
“I swear, I will never let you down in this life, Xue Lang, you know my heart for you.”.
“He should be decisive.”.
I looked up and saw that the Buddha was merciful and smiled at the joys and sorrows of the world.
But these joys and sorrows are insignificant to others, and it should be useless to pray. Instead of bothering them,
I put on my hood and turned away.
At the beginning, he wanted to marry her regardless of his life. He must love her very much. If he brought her back to the East Palace, I would treat her well. After all, there are so many people who love each other in the world that they can’t stay together. It’s good to see a perfect couple.
Father is still in prison, I went into the palace face saint request, and said my pregnancy, children are important, your majesty immediately released my father.
Back in the mansion, I was exhausted, and the maid brought me a bowl of tocolysis medicine.
The child is not at night, I sleep very deeply, even if the pain spasms, eyelids can not be lifted, like falling into a deep nightmare, obviously conscious, but how can not get rid of.
That piece of red, red dazzling, almost frightening.
Never know, red can also be so horrible, so scary.
I was so scared that I asked the guards to send a message to Jing Sheng to come back.
I want to tell him whether he doesn’t love me or others, but our child was killed and I didn’t protect the child well. Can he protect me.
Just hug me and tell me that none of this is my fault.
But I can’t wait for Jing Sheng, his people follow his heart there, do not want to come back for a moment.
Eight frames are trapped again, and dad committed suicide.
He left a letter for me, saying that he would rather fold than bend, and that he should keep his original aspiration.
We can all see that it is Liu Xueyi’s revenge.
He hated my desertion and hated my father’s determination, so he tried every means to exert pressure.
If the Shen family can’t hold up, I will give in.
But the father chose to commit suicide, Shen Jia Qingming, in his view, is more important than anything else. In front of
my father’s spirit, Jing Sheng accompanied me, and he said he would be good to me.
Maybe he felt guilty that when my father was in prison and in trouble, he was not by my side and did not run around to find a way.
Maybe he is compensating for the love that is doomed not to give me with respect and love.
But Dad’s death was just the beginning.
I never thought that I would experience those terrible things.
Jing Sheng said he would take me to Imperial Mountain Summer Resort to relax, but when I arrived in Imperial Mountain Summer Resort, I saw the maid who took the medicine for me and killed my child.
Such a deep hatred, even if the opposite person turned to ashes, I also recognize.
But she was standing next to a beautiful woman.
The woman was so beautiful that everything around her seemed to have lost its color.
It was the person I saw in the Buddhist temple, and it was Jing Sheng’s sweetheart.
Jing Sheng went hunting, and the woman and I went boating on the lake.
“Does it hurt?”?
She asked me.
Seeing that I didn’t respond, she asked again, “Does it hurt to lose a child?”?
“I got a slap in the face.”.
She covered her face and smiled, “a lady of the Shen family can also beat people.”.
I can not only beat people, but also kill people.
I said.
As long as the evidence is found, these people will live worse than death.
Don’t be silly.
“She rubbed her face.” The prince loves me very much. Do you think he will believe you?
Look, I’m just acting like a spoiled child, and he won’t touch you.
Even if your Highness does not help me, I will seek justice for the child.
“I said coldly.”.
She smiled sarcastically. “Then you try.”. Jing Sheng didn’t see me
that day. The slap on
her face was obvious, and Jing Sheng was not angry, but his coldness was also obvious.
Nine nights later, the door of my room was pushed open, and someone came in and pressed on me, raised his hand and pulled my clothes.
I struggled desperately, and the man grabbed my hair and said in my ear, “Who are you defending yourself for, for the man who is now in someone else’s bed?”?
“This voice is very familiar, his voice, even to death.”.
I won’t forget, but I’d rather forget.
He said, Ah Jie, do you know that your relatives of the Shen family are going to occupy the Shen family, and the land of the Shen family is almost divided up. Yesterday, your mother held your brother in her arms and cried her heart out.
He said, you see how ridiculous, obviously the Shen family can be full of glory, but your father must take the most stupid road.
He said, believe it or not, the Shen family will be extinct in less than a year. If your father knows under the spring, will he regret his stupidity and let the Shen family lose their children and grandchildren! I was routed.
I cried a lot.
Well, you can do whatever you want. I just want my mother and brother safe.
Liu Xueyi smiled.
“It turns out that the children of the Qingliu family will also sell themselves like prostitutes in the Goulan tile house. It can be seen that the words of any famous family are bullshit.”.
In any case, he should hate me very much, so whether it is words or anything else, it is very painful. When
leaving the Imperial Mountain Summer Resort, Jing Sheng was still very cold to me, although in the same carriage, but not a word for a long time.
Back in Beijing, Shen Fu has taken on a new look, the mother took care of the younger brother, and asked the master to teach a Zhuo to read.
“In the future, I will be the Number One Scholar, become a high official, and protect my elder sister.”.
“a Zhuo clenched his fist and said firmly.”.
I laughed and touched his head. “Sister doesn’t need a Zhuo to protect her. Sister will protect a Zhuo and won’t let anyone bully a Zhuo.”.
Shi Jingsheng never touched me again, but I was pregnant.
I didn’t dare to look for anyone, but the discomfort of my body reminded me that everything was wrong. The news of the
East Palace comes out very quickly, so we can’t make any news.
I only secretly found Jiang Yang, a big brother who was a family friend and grew up together. After he helped me confirm, I was lost in thought.
I know very well that the child can’t be kept.
Jing Sheng knows very well that I can’t be pregnant unless. This is a disgrace to the royal family. It’s not a pity for
me to die, but the Shen family is bound to be involved.
To personally kill their own children, this is very painful, physical and mental pain, but I can not, had to ask Jiang Yang for me with the abortion medicine.
Liu Yishan had to go to celebrate his birthday and entertain guests, so Jing Sheng took me with him. At the
banquet, people were drinking and singing and dancing to promote peace.
Jing Sheng was drunk, and the maidservants helped him to rest in the house.
I stayed by Jing Sheng’s side, wiping and grooming him. Someone hugged me from behind, and I was so surprised that I dropped the veil in my hand.
I don’t like him holding your hand. It really makes me want to cut it off.
“Liu Xueyi’s voice came from behind me, slightly drunk.”.
He said that the red plum blossoms outside the city were blooming, and he had time to fold them and bring them back to me.
He said that in recent years, red silk skirts were popular in Beijing, and he had already made them for me. He had never worn them at that time, but now he must wear them.
He said that the emperor was going to marry him, and all the civil and military officials were scrambling to get married, and even the most noble and famous old gentleman was waiting to make friends with him.
He said, Ah Jie, don’t you regret it?
I said, I only regret knowing you.
If there is a next life, I will never see you again.
He leaned over and bit me on the neck, biting as hard as a beast tearing its prey.
I am the prey.
“I will choose the most innocent family to marry, Ah Jie, the noble Crown Princess. Look at the way you are sneaking around now. You are more guilty than a concubine.”.
He said.
I ignored him.
When he had had enough, I tidied up my clothes.
Then someone invited me to Liu Yishan. The person who
can achieve the position of general by one person is not simple.
But the deal between us is very simple.
It snowed a lot, and I stopped to look at the snowflakes on my hair.
It is said that when two people who love each other bathe in the snow, they will grow old together.
But in this huge snowstorm, no one can grow old with me.
Memories slowly become clear, and many memories as distant as past lives gradually emerge.
I quickened my pace and ran back to the palace. The man with
the medicine was already waiting. He turned around. I was surprised. It was Jiang Yang. As if nothing had happened,
I laughed and said, “This is the last bowl.”.
“Jiang Yang frowned and said with some displeasure,” What nonsense is the empress talking about? She hasn’t taken good care of herself these days. There will be more tomorrow.
“” I’m sorry.
I picked up the medicine bowl and looked at him and said.
Jiang Yang is stupefied, seem to think of what, raise a hand to be about to seize my medicine bowl, but I have already picked up and drank down. The juice in my
throat was a little bitter, but I was much happier when I thought it was the last time.
“Jiang Yang, I can’t take care of a Zhuo, please don’t tell him everything here.”.
“I went to bed and looked at Jiang Yang and said with a smile,” I’m sorry, I didn’t expect to involve you.
But don’t be burdened. I’m happy. I haven’t been so happy for a long time. On the
twelfth day, Liu Yishan said that the child could stay.
He will help me arrange everything so that the child can succeed to the throne as the eldest son of Jing Sheng.
And I, as well as the Shen family, have enjoyed endless splendor and wealth in this life.
But the Shen family has a clear name, not after the rebellious officials and thieves.
I am willing to give up the position of the queen, demoted to a concubine, and make room for his daughter.
I am also willing to take the slow poison he gave me, nibble my body and die of exhaustion.
I do not fight, do not rob, with my life, hide this humiliating secret, in exchange for a hundred years of carefree Shen family.
Liu Xueyi was sent out to go to war. This winter is a little cold and the snow is heavy. I don’t know if he wears kneepads. I can
‘t embroidery. I only learned to sew kneepads.
Because he once said that when marching, the legs are the most vulnerable to cold.
But the kneepad embroidered for the first time was never sent out again. We, who have changed
beyond recognition, are no longer the two little guesses at that time, but only humiliated, painful and unbearable.
He is expected to be back for a long time.
It’s nice not to have to say goodbye.
“Listen, the snow seems to be small, tomorrow the red plum should be open.” All right-Fanwai Open Fanwai- [Jiang Yang] I watched Ah Jie die.
She lay in bed, quiet as if she were asleep.
Maybe she should get some sleep.
Jie is Uncle Shen’s palm bead, three years younger than me. Our two families are family friends, so we met when we were very young.
I inherited my father’s career and learned medicine from an early age. At the same time, I followed Uncle Shen to learn poetry and books.
Ajie is like my sister in my heart. I hope she can be safe and happy all her life.
If there is no accident, she may get married smoothly in her prime of life, marry the right person, and then the couple will grow old together and love each other until they are old.
Ajie did not care about fame and fortune, nor did she care about rich clothes and jade food. The falling leaves in the courtyard and the withered flowers in the garden were all beautiful scenes in her eyes. The scenery of the four seasons in the
world and the brilliant chapter of the ancients piling up pearls and building jade are all her favorite.
Sometimes when I go to Shen Mansion, I will see Ah Jie.
She either folds sweet-scented osmanthus to make wine, or paints in the garden. If she were a man, she would surely be as unrestrained and dissolute as a famous scholar in ancient times.
But later, when Ah Jie fell ill, Shen Fu closed the door to thank the guests, and even I was not allowed to visit.
Goodbye, Ajie is already a prominent Crown Princess.
As a minister, I am not qualified to say some words.
But I know that if she is not with her lover, the most precious thing in the world is held in front of her, and she disdains to ask for it.
And the prince, Ji Jingsheng, an infatuated lover who could kneel outside the palace for the daughter of General Liu, was by no means Ajie’s lover, and she would not be so contemptuous of herself.
But that day, I waited outside the temple to ask for peace. I knew it was Uncle Shen who met Your Majesty. I don’t know why he persuaded Your Majesty to make Ah Jie the Crown Princess.
Still later, Uncle Shen was put in prison, and everyone knew who was behind it, but the court was dark and no one dared to speak out.
Finally, Uncle Shen committed suicide in prison.
At the Shen family mourning hall, I saw Ah Jie again.
Her figure was weakened and her eyes were empty, but she stood upright and graceful in front of the crowd.
Prince has been accompanied by her side, but he is so close to her, but I feel that he is far away from her, that cold and sad, only firmly wrapped in her one person, no one can depend on her side by side.
Ajie came to me on her own initiative, and she asked me for abortion pills.
She was the crown princess of the Dynasty, and the child in her womb was the blood of the royal family. If I prescribed abortion pills, it would be tantamount to murdering the heir of the emperor, and the crime would be to destroy the family.
But it’s Ajie, who I swear I want to take good care of.
Jie took the medicine and left.
When the late emperor died and the new emperor ascended the throne, an imperial edict seemed to play a joke on the people of the world.
Ajie has been with him for ten years, but in the end he still can’t compare with his former sweetheart.
Jie was sealed the imperial concubine, from the wife into a concubine, even if the status of the noble imperial concubine, it is also a concubine, but also the humble inside.
The emperor probably felt guilty and ordered me to take good care of my body for Ah Jie. Every three or five times, he sent me a message asking about Ah Jie’s illness.
But the doctor is difficult to cure the heart, I know, Ah Jie will not be good.
I was passed to Shen Zhuo to heal the wound, which was broken by a sharp instrument, that is, the bloody scissors on the ground.
Jie forced Shen Zhuo to swear not to covet the throne and not to complain for her.
We all know that the Shen family is unable to compete with the Liu family, and Shen Zhuo’s unwillingness will only bring misfortune to himself.
I reminded her that it was a big crime for a concubine to commit suicide, and she laughed and joked with me.
The queen had a miscarriage, and the palace was full of disturbances. The maid who
was arrested identified it as Ah Jie.
Jie did not defend himself, not even a cry of injustice, was imprisoned.
I went to ask the emperor to treat Ajie, but the emperor never saw me.
To this day, the palace lifted the ban, and the emperor ordered me to send the tonic to Ah Jie.
Jie braved the wind and snow to come back. She hadn’t seen her for many days. She was really thin, but her eyes were very bright.
She said sorry to me.
It’s like a dying man giving his last words.
I thought of Man Gong’s request for her death, and I understood why the emperor had suddenly lifted the ban on the palace and why he had sent me to deliver the medicine.
I tried to take away her medicine, but Ajie drank it simply.
She said she was happy, and she hadn’t been so happy for a long time.
It turned out that death was still somewhat happy for her.
The king called me, gave me a hundred taels of gold, and allowed me to leave the palace.
When I was about to quit, he suddenly asked, “Why is the body of the imperial concubine always bad?”?
The empress once had a miscarriage because of poisoning. She was too worried and frightened, and her body was hurt at all. This is not a sign of longevity.
“I answered.”.
The emperor suddenly stood up. “What did you say?”?
Poisoning miscarriage, when? It
should be a long time.
I said.
I had been diagnosed, and I was so shocked that day, but Ah Jie was light and did not let me speak out.
Her child was lost, but she could not ask the father to seek justice for her.
I had no time to pay attention to the expression of the emperor, so I left. Outside
the hall, the sky was full of wind and snow, and I did not hesitate to step into the wind and snow. Compared
with the human heart, the wind knife and frost sword are also gentle.
I went to pay my respects to Uncle Shen and kowtowed to him, asking him to forgive me for failing to protect Ah Jie.
Later, the situation in the court changed, and the emperor was not in good health. I heard that Liu Xueyi, the son of General Liu, was in charge of the court, and he was in the limelight for a while.
Later, Shen Zhuo contacted courtiers to impeach Liu Xueyi and was betrayed, but all this came to nothing in the end.
Later, there was a man who often asked me to drink. He was happy to listen to my childhood stories and often brought good wine to drink with me.
I told him that if my little sister was still alive, she must be his wife, like his free and uninhibited temperament, and my little sister who drank in the cool breeze and slept under the flowers, was really a pair of people.
He said, if so, I will cherish and love her very much, and try my best to guard her all my life, so as not to let her shed a drop of tears.
You see, when you hear too much wine, the lies seem to bring out the truth. When he was drunk, he was helped up and taken away by the
attendants, and the carriage, with the emblem of the General’s Office hanging ostentatiously, faded away in the darkness. There was a pair of kneepads on the
seat, the stitches were rough, the embroidery was poor, and the corners were already a little hairy, as if they had been rubbed for a long time.
I picked it up and threw it into the charcoal fire next to it. When the kneepad caught fire, it burned quickly and soon turned into ashes.
Well, he doesn’t deserve it. In the fifth year of Ji Jingsheng’s reign of
Emperor Taihe, snow began to fall again in Beijing.
I remember Ah Jie liked plum blossoms very much. There used to be a wintersweet flower in the East Palace. The more snow there was, the more flowers bloomed.
At that time, there were always a few wintersweet flowers in the study, which were cold and fragrant.
I don’t like wintersweet. I like red plum.
Just like that year on the snow, the burning appearance of Xuelang’s red clothes has been imprinted on my heart for many years.
My father didn’t agree to let me marry Xue Lang because she was Liu Yishan’s daughter.
Liu Yishan had started by suppressing the rebellion. He had been in power for decades. He was already a big problem for the imperial court. If he had the status of a royal relative, he would only raise a tiger and cause a disaster.
But the wealth of heaven, in my eyes, is not as good as a hair of Xuelang.
I was forced to marry Ajie.
She is the daughter of Shen Daxue. She has been well-read since childhood. She also looks submissive and well-behaved. She is the candidate that her father is satisfied with.
I thought about resisting the decree, but my father said that if I insisted, he would give Xuelang death.
He is the Son of Heaven. I have no choice but to accept my fate.
Ajie is a competent Crown Princess. With her, I have never worried about things in the inner palace.
I once asked my father to kneel in the snow and hurt my knee. She would personally boil the medicinal soup for my hot compress and sew warm kneepads for me, so that I could take good care of them.
If the fresh and beautiful snow is the fire, Ajie’s gentleness is the water, silent, but also touched my heart.
But I can’t give up Xue Lang after all.
Especially, when I learned that in order to refuse to marry, Xuelang was willing to practice on her behalf and lived in seclusion in a Buddhist temple.
I can’t help going to see her.
Xuelang told me that if she couldn’t marry me, she would rather live a careless life.
My Xuelang, who should have been loved by me for a lifetime, was so wronged that I almost felt pain everywhere in my heart when I listened to her.
Xue Lang wanted to be my wife, and she begged me not to love Ah Jie any more, because if Ah Jie had a legitimate son, she would never be with me again. There is a difference between high and low in the
heavenly family, and only the wife can return to the mausoleum with her husband.
Xue Lang said that she didn’t care about wealth and fame. She just wanted to be my wife, my only wife.
That was supposed to be her place.
In the middle of the night, the bodyguard urgently asked me to go back, saying that Ah Jie was not feeling well.
I was about to get up, but Xue Lang grabbed my clothes.
She didn’t say much. She just looked at me with tears in her eyes and said, “Your Highness, Xue Lang has nothing but you. Do you even want to leave me?”?
I held Xuelang in my arms, and she held my clothes in her sleep.
I heard the sound of mountain birds outside the window, one by one, and I was sad and desolate.
When I returned to the capital, Shen Daxue committed suicide.
Jie seemed to be ill and had lost a lot of weight.
I stayed with her in front of the spirit of Shen Daxue.
During the time I was away from Beijing, I didn’t know how many changes had taken place in the court.
If I were here, I would not let Lord Shen be forced to come here.
My heart aches for Ah Jie. Even though I love Xue Lang, I am doomed to let her down, but she is my wife after all, and she can only rely on me.
I held Ajie’s hand and vowed that I would be good to her all my life. I could give her anything in the world as long as she wanted it.
Except for the status of a wife.
Later, I was enthroned as emperor, and the world was finally controlled by me.
I married Xuelang with the grandest ceremony, regardless of the opposition of the Manchu courtiers and the comments of the people of the world.
Jie was ill at this time, and it seemed that she had been ill since the death of Lord Shen.
This queen, I can’t give her, but I canonize her as an imperial concubine, second only to the queen. When her younger brother Shen Zhuo grows up, I will put him in an important position and make him my right-hand man. I will also have children with her and love her more than ever.
But she is always sick, rarely see me, in the face of the imperial edict, she obediently accept.
Jie never cares about fame. She always listens to me the most.
Such, snow Lang for queen, a Jie for imperial concubine, life happy thing, also just so so.
That day I went to see a Jie, see her case with a volume of historical notes, detailed notes that is the first general Huo autocratic chaos.
In the past, I was not interested in history books, but I was bored that day, so I flipped through them casually.
I didn’t want to, but I had nightmares for days. The emperor of the first
Dynasty favored the son of his concubine and wanted to make the son of his concubine crown prince. The empress’s mother family was powerful, and the palace changed to seize power. The emperor was imprisoned in the harem and supported his youngest son to ascend the throne. For a moment,
I understood my father’s concerns.
Cultivating consorts is equivalent to hanging a knife on your head. If the knife falls, I will die. In my dreams, I
always see the flag of Liu Jiajun and the bright knife hanging over my head.
At this time, Xue Lang told me happily that she had a child.
I used to expect that there would be a child between Xue Lang and me.
But this child will become my reminder at any time.
What to do?
Snow Lang fell asleep in my arms, I looked at her slightly bulging abdomen, unconsciously hugged her.
The child was gone, Xue Lang’s body was badly hurt, and the doctor diagnosed that it would be difficult to have children again. The maid who
confessed identified Ajie.
Angrily, I slapped Ah Jie in the face and shut her up in the hall. No one was allowed to see her. Even Jiang Yang, who was going to see her, was not allowed to go in.
I must convince Liu Yishan that I hate Ah Jie because of this child.
I thought the courtiers would have a heated discussion, and the people who clung to the Liu family would be furious and ask me to deal with Ah Jie.
But I have made up my mind that I will keep Ajie, just let her suffer some grievances for a while.
However, there is no fold.
This is not reasonable, in the palace lost son, the imperial concubine murder, will lead to courtiers, not to mention others, only said Liu Yishan himself, as well as Xuelang’s own brother Liu Xueyi, did not hand over the fold.
Jie helpless, Shen Fu potential, who can stop these for her, stop the Liu family, stop the full court of civil and military criticism.
I sent my confidant to check and got the answer.
Very good. Ah Jie, who seems to be obedient and virtuous, has already betrayed me.
I tried to make it up to her, but she wasn’t worth it anymore.
I let Ajie out, and I walked with her on the corridor.
I remember that when we entered the palace together, we would walk along this corridor, and the husband and wife worked hand in hand for ten years.
This is the last time.
Jie thought I didn’t believe her, and for the first time she showed her grievance.
She asked me if I would be so angry if she and my children were killed.
I was stunned.
Jie smiled at me, said goodbye to me, and passed me by.
I watched her slowly disappear at the end of the corridor. It was the first time she had walked in front of me, leaving me a figure. The graceful
shadow of the lamp, like the silhouette of a beautiful woman, has been branded in my heart for many years.
I always think back to that day. If I knew, I would say, I would.
If I had known, I would never have let her go alone, carrying all the pain.
But I’ll never get another chance.
My body is weakening day by day, and gradually I can’t even take care of the government myself.
Xue Lang served me obediently, pouring tea and water for me personally, like an ordinary couple, doing everything with all their heart.
Changshu has died of illness, around the replacement of a group of new people, they are very obedient, like marionettes.
“You see, the plum blossom outside the window is not open, through the window screen, the total can not see clearly.”.
I lay on the bed and raised my hand to the window.
Xue Lang lowered her eyes and said softly, “Your Majesty, it’s time to take the medicine.”.
Liu Xuelang I remember the day Shen Jie was given to die, it was snowing all the time.
I looked at the snowflakes and thought that the plum blossoms in the plum garden outside the city should be blooming.
It was a Yi’s Plum Garden, and no one was allowed to set foot in it, not even me.
But he has been waiting for people, I am afraid that there will never see the burning red plum. I
am a young lady of the General’s Office. I have a noble status and beautiful appearance. I have been loved by thousands of people since I was a child.
Everyone else envies me. I was born with all the things that other people can’t reach in their lifetime.
I used to believe that, too.
Until I saw the death of my second sister.
She knelt down and asked her father to let her and her sweetheart live, but her father coldly ordered her sweetheart to be killed, and her second sister died in pain, while her father only coldly let people go out, as if throwing away a piece of dirty garbage.
Only because the second sister’s sweetheart is a guard, is a humble servant. The daughter of the
Liu family must be a superior person. Without a prominent status, she is just garbage.
I had nightmares for several days, and I dreamed countless times that I was not prominent and became a filth at my father’s feet.
Yi returned to Beijing with the army, holding my hand and saying, “Sister, you can rest assured that I will never let you get hurt one day.”.
Holding Yi’s hand, I was able to sleep for the first time.
Yes, I have a Yi.
My father had many concubines, but a Yi and I were the only ones. A Yi was so excellent that the power of the Liu family was bound to be handed over to a Yi. With a Yi, I could never become the abandoned son of the Liu family.
Later, however, a Yi had a sweetheart.
I rarely see a Yi smile, his eyes are always cold, gloomy and deep, not like the teenage boy.
Only on that day, a Yi saw the red plum blossoms in the courtyard and smiled.
A Yi’s sweetheart is Shen Jie, the daughter of Shen Daxue.
From then on, red plum blossoms were planted in the courtyards of the mansion, and red plum blossoms were transplanted on both sides of the Kyoto Long Street. The fragrance of plum blossoms lingered in the breath for a long time.
Others only said that a Yi was crazy about plum blossoms, so there were red plum blossoms all over the capital.
But I know that this is his tactful expression of his mind.
Yi is like this, for those who do not care, has always been very cruel, but for those who care, is willing to pay everything.
A Yi’s bedroom is decorated with a well-cut riding suit, bright red brocade, gold and silver thread interlaced into patterns, gorgeous and unusual.
I thought it was a gift for me to wear when I hunt. On
such an important occasion, all the daughters racked their brains to choose their clothes. When I change into
this dress, I can almost imagine the scene of myself being gorgeous.
Until the night before the hunt, I couldn’t wait for him to send someone to see me off, so I couldn’t help looking for him myself.
I saw a lamp in the study like beans, a Yi leaning on the chair, the shadow of the lamp shaking, can not see the expression, only that drop of tears, reflecting the candlelight slowly falling. On the
hunting ground, I got my wish and harvested the envy of the people, as well as what I wanted, the heart of Prince Ji Jingsheng.
Although he never said a word, I could see that he was in love with me.
He is the man I am looking for. I am a member of the Liu family. My status is prominent. Only the most noble person is qualified to be my man.
I wanted to find Shen Jie and asked her how she dared to refuse Ah Yi and make him sad?
But Shen Jie did not appear, all the Shen family did not appear.
Yi was imprisoned in the mansion, and his father threw all his letters and objects to Shen Jie on the ground, which were all returned by the Shen family.
The father was furious and beat a Yi heavily.
Because of the arrogance of Shen Daxue, he stopped his father and proudly sent these objects back, with words of ridicule.
Father had the best face, especially when he was satirized by the civil servants he had always despised.
Yi’s back was beaten bloody, but he did not frown, but bent over the letters and tokens slowly gathered together and held them in his arms.
Carefully, as if it were the treasure of the world.
I rushed out and hugged a Yi, and my father stopped.
Because the prince worship post has been under, he knows that the prince is for me, if I get hurt, I’m afraid it’s not good for the Liu family.
I cried and asked someone to ask the doctor. I was in a hurry to give a Yi medicine. Looking at the blood all over his body, I cried my heart out.
My brother, never suffered such an injury, such a humiliation! However, the development of things is always so dramatic.
When I accompanied a Yi to recuperate, the emperor’s decree came down and appointed Shen Jie as the Crown Princess and the wife of Ji Jingsheng. All
my efforts were broken by Shen Jie! I hate, hate her to hurt a Yi, hate her to cling to power and take away my home.
However, I did not lose, Ji Jingsheng’s heart is here.
I went to the Buddhist temple on purpose and met Ji Jingsheng on purpose.
My pitiful, my promise succeeded in touching his heart.
He held my hand and swore that in his heart, I was his only wife.
I want him to promise me not to spoil Shen Jie. In order to avenge the humiliation of Shen Daxue,
his father deliberately connived at his subordinates to frame Shen Daxue.
Shen Jie saved her father temporarily by being pregnant.
But how could I allow her to give birth to a child? How could I allow her to take away my position as queen in the future.
I sent someone to poison and kill Shen Jie’s child.
If the effect is a little stronger, even she won’t survive.
But I want her to live. I want her to see clearly how everything she has taken away is lost one by one. I want her to see clearly how the evil she has done is returned to her one by one.
I never knew I could be so vicious.
But it was the pleasure of revenge that sustained me to endure everyone’s criticism and live in poverty in Buddhist temples for ten years.
I met Shen Jie later, in Imperial Mountain Summer Resort.
I intend to let her know my love for Jing Sheng. I intend to let her know that I killed her child.
Pain, despair, accusation, who will believe it?
Master Shen is dead. It was a suicide. At the
funeral, my father swaggered off.
Everyone knows the truth.
But no one dares to speak and keep silent.
Jing Sheng loves Shen Jie, who lost his father, and wants to make up for it.
But how to compensate, a man whose heart is not on you, all his promises, only in the moment of saying, are sincere, in addition to love and pity, nothing can be given to you. When
the late emperor died, Jing Sheng succeeded to the throne.
He braved the criticism of the world and insisted on making me the queen.
The palace was decorated with lanterns and colored streamers, and I walked slowly into the palace in beautiful clothes, as the master.
Jing Sheng stood on the steps and held out his hand to me. Behind him was a brilliant palace. At that moment, I felt that I was the happiest woman in the world.
Shen Jie changed from a wife to a concubine. Even if she was an imperial concubine, she was also a concubine.
I wanted to humiliate her, but she never saw me because of her illness. Jing Sheng loved her so much that I never had a chance to deal with her. There was constant fighting in the
palace, and the storm came out one after another.
Alone, she seemed to be out of the storm, hiding from everything by illness, even refusing to go to bed, as if she didn’t care about anything.
Later, she came to worship me, low eyebrows pleasing to the eye, proper rules, without a trace of reluctance and indignation.
I don’t know why she is like this.
If I were in her situation, I’m afraid I would have taken a knife to go all out. At the worst, if the fish died and the net was broken, even if I died, I would have to pull on a cushion.
If she doesn’t care, all my thoughts will be useless.
So, then let her in the harem to raise it, anyway, also can not turn out any storm.
I soon had a child, who was the legitimate son of Jing Sheng, the future crown prince, the future son of heaven, and all my glory and reliance.
I am full of expectations, Jing Sheng and I are also enthusiastic to prepare for the child to take a lot of names, the Ministry of Internal Affairs also thoughtfully sent a lot of things for the child.
But I was so eager to look forward to it, but in the end it was just empty.
The child is not saved, all the evidence points to Shen Jie, Jing Sheng angrily went to find Shen Jie to ask for punishment, and put her in seclusion in the palace, even the daily treatment of the doctor is not put in.
I was grief-stricken, and Jing Sheng stayed with me, vowing to take good care of me.
I want Shen Jie to die.
When I returned to the Liu family, I asked my father to avenge my child. I asked Ah Yi to kill the woman who had brought many misfortunes to my Liu family. Ah Yi wiped my tears and then revealed a bloodstained confession to me.
Not Shen Jie.
It’s Jing Sheng.
It’s him.
It turned out that I had been in love with his husband and wife for ten years, but they were all just flowers in the mirror.
He was afraid of the Liu family, afraid of me, and would not hesitate to kill our children.
My heart is getting cold. After
returning to the palace, Ji Jingsheng still cared for me, loved me carefully, with some pity and compensation. As he wishes,
I will continue to be his lover, the mistress of the palace, the queen under one person and above ten thousand people. A Yi was sent to the frontier by his father
because of the military affairs at the frontier.
I vaguely guessed my father’s plan, but I just looked at him coldly.
I only looked coldly at Ji Jingsheng’s death of Shen Jie, the woman he had let down and used to take the blame.
Since ancient times, ruthless emperors, I should have understood that there should be no expectations.
What is true love? It’s all in the mirror.
Only what is grasped in the hand is the most real.
I withdrew my mind, took the bowl and fed Jing Sheng spoonful by spoonful.
He pointed out the window and asked me if the plum blossoms were blooming.
I knew he was thinking about Shen Jie, and he just answered carelessly.
Next year, what should be the dress of the queen mother? As long as it’s
not red plum.
[Shen Wei] I was sitting in prison, and Liu Yishan was standing opposite me.
He said, Shen Wei, have you ever thought that one day you would be reduced to this?
Scholarly family, Qingliu family, more like a joke.
I looked up at him, “the general is very powerful. Do you need to show off in front of a prisoner?”?
“” Shen Wei, you and my colleagues for decades, should be very clear about my temperament, the dog son is infatuated to marry your love, do not want to be humiliated, humiliate my son, is to humiliate my entire Liu family, unfortunately, you and I should be in-laws, unexpectedly to such a point, Shen Daxue, good plan ah.
“Liu Yishan clapped his hands and laughed.”.
I only closed my eyes and stopped looking at him.
“Shen Wei, you have always been fishing for fame, stubborn, for the sake of that bullshit undeserved reputation, even the brain is not, if your grandfather, grandfather, if you see today’s situation, see you bring the Shen family into such a situation, I am afraid you will jump out of the ancestral grave to scold you this unworthy descendant.”.
“Liu Yishan continued.”.
“The Shen family has its own perseverance, which has nothing to do with the situation. If I am a snob and a traitor, I will be ashamed to face my ancestors.”.
“I said lightly.”.
“Do you think that if you marry your daughter to the prince, everything will be all right?”?
“Liu Yishan sneers,” I tell you, Shen Jie now but oneself is difficult to protect, the prince loves snow Lang, willing to meet with snow Lang in the mountain temple, also do not want to go back to the house, when snow Lang is pregnant, Shen Jie one no love, two no children, three no family background, father is a guilty minister, do you think, how will she live the rest of her life?
“My heart a pull, angrily staring at Liu Yishan,” Liu Yishan, if you dare to murder when the Crown Princess, you wait. As I spoke in a hurry, I choked, coughed a few times, and coughed up a mouthful of blood.
“I wait, I naturally wait, waiting to see the great rivers and mountains, to see the eternal peace, to see those who do not know what is good or bad, how to bring about their own death.”.
“Liu Yishan smiled easily,” think of your daughter brought up by Shen Daxue, must be extremely loyal and filial, but I don’t know, if I threaten your life, you say Shen Jie is loyal regardless of your father’s life, or all your filial piety, to my son to recommend pillow mat?
“Liu Yishan!” I was so angry that I was thrown away by him.
Watching him leave, I grabbed the railing and wanted to rush out and tear him to pieces.
But he went away in a natural and unrestrained way, leaving me hoarse and sitting on the ground.
I know. I’m sorry.
As a father, he cut off her love, regardless of her mind and lifelong happiness.
But I don’t regret it.
Liu Yishan’s ambition has long been a big worry for the emperor.
I will never let the Shen family have anything to do with such a rebel.
Jie knelt down and begged me for this. She said that she and Liu Xueyi really loved each other.
My silly daughter, in the midst of power and influence, there are many calculations, but the truth is a very luxurious thing.
Besides, the Liu family was so powerful that if she was deeply involved in it, the Shen family would not be able to shelter her at all.
If Ah Jie likes the children of ordinary people, I will certainly help her, but not the Liu family.
Jie went on a hunger strike in order to make me compromise.
She has always been obedient and sensible, and she always listens to my orders.
But this girl is as stubborn as I am.
Seeing her emaciated day by day, pale and gossamer, she gritted her teeth and did not eat a grain of rice or drink a mouthful of water.
She said that Liu Xueyi would never fail her and begged me to give her a chance.
As long as she can be with him, she is not afraid of death.
I’m really scared. I’m afraid something will happen to Ah Jie.
If Liu Xueyi really loves Ah Jie, well, I promise.
I will allow their marriage, and then I will take the Shen family to retire and return home, buy a garden, become a teacher, and never step into the court again. I will never touch the power of the
Liu family.
My colleagues asked me to have a drink. I was worried about Ah Jie and had no intention of socializing, but I was dragged to the fireworks building by a group of colleagues. I was on pins and needles when
they drank and talked happily.
Just when I was restless and got up to go, I heard someone outside shouting, “Congratulations to Mr. Liu for buying Miss Xixi’s first lottery with ten thousand taels.”.
I couldn’t help standing in front of the window and looking downstairs. A young man was sitting downstairs surrounded by a
group of officials’ children.
The young man looked good, his eyebrows and eyes were aloof and proud, and he sat on the table with a big horse and a golden knife, which made all the people around him pale.
Immediately, dress delicate and charming brothel woman is bashful take timidity to greet go forward, all round a heckle. What is Brother
Shen looking at?
“My colleague leaned over and asked.”. “Who is that?”
I asked?
“” Hey hey, besides General Liu’s only son, who has such ostentation and extravagance?
“My colleague laughed.”. General
Liu’s only son, Liu Xueyi.
Good. I slowly clenched my fists and turned to go downstairs.
I passed by the crowd, passed by the young man with a beautiful tree facing the wind.
His nephrite is warm and fragrant in his bosom, and he is really happy. My daughter, on the other
hand, is trapped at home, her breath is gossamer, and her life is hanging by a thread. When
I got home and looked at Ah Jie, I couldn’t help crying.
Seeing me wipe away my tears, Ajie also cried. She struggled to get out of bed and knelt down in front of me.
I also knelt down and supported Ah Jie to persuade her to change her mind.
Seeing me kneel down, Ah Jie’s eyes suddenly widened and he froze.
I asked her to think for the sake of the Shen family and take into account the face of the ancestors. The century-old reputation of the Shen family is the result of the ancestors’ perseverance in their life, and it can never die out in my hands.
Besides, Liu Xueyi is not a good man.
Jie cried to admit his mistake and wrote a letter to Liu Xueyi, weeping every word and killing every sentence. After the
letter was delivered, a few days later, Liu Xueyi came to pay his respects. In my presence
he spoke earnestly and courteously, and was not as free and easy as he had been that day.
After he left, the next day, I ordered my servant to return the worship to Liu Yishan in public, in order to show that I, the Shen family, would never have the intention to cling to the Liu family.
This is not enough, I know too well the cost of offending the Liu family.
I paid a visit to the emperor overnight and asked him to issue a decree to confer the title of Crown Princess on Ajie.
The emperor was worried about the prince’s admiration for Liu Xuelang, the daughter of the Liu family. If Liu Xuelang was chosen, the power of the Liu family would be difficult to contain. Once Liu Xuelang had children, Liu Yishan could support his youngest son. When the time came, the government would fall into the hands of the Liu family.
But the emperor is not not promised, but as if deliberately slow in the Liu family, if cause Liu Yishan suspicion, I am afraid to ride a tiger, the situation is turbulent.
I knelt down and said frankly that I would like to let the Shen family bear such a heavy burden.
The Shen family is unable to protect Ajie, no matter who Ajie marries, as long as Liu Xueyi does not give up, Ajie will fall into his hands sooner or later.
Only when he marries into the imperial family and enters the royal family genealogy, if he dares to have a bad idea, he is disobedient and disrespectful. When the time comes, he will not need to be ordered by the emperor, and the words of the people in the world will be enough to kill him.
As for how the emperor explained this, he said that with the kindness of the ancestors of the Shen family to assist the court, I forcibly asked the emperor, but the emperor was forced to agree because of the merits of the ancestors. As long as
I keep Ajie, the emperor will check and balance the Liu family.
What’s more, Ajie is knowledgeable and reasonable, and he will be the head of the six palaces in the future, and he can definitely afford to be a model in the world.
I knew the Liu family would not let me go, so I was not surprised when all the officials impeached me.
I also know that the emperor is powerless to protect me and can only watch me being framed.
Even if there is no matter of a Jie, I will not see Liu Yishan ignore the program, overstep the imperial power, is to fight for a life, but also to defend the emperor.
Some things are far more important than life.
My colleagues dare not take it, but I dare.
The Shen family, all dare.
Just a Jie, finally wronged a Jie.
I will never let Ajie bear such a sin.
Zhang Tingwei is my age. I bit my finger and left a letter in blood.
It is better to be indomitable than to keep the original aspiration.
I asked him to deliver it to the prince’s mansion, and then I chose to end it. When
the rest of the breath remained, I looked up and saw the moonlight outside the window leaking in, as white as snow. The guard of
a gentleman should be like the bright moon, when the sky is cold and the frost is cold, it does not reduce the clear light. The moonlight outside
Liu Xueyi’s window leaked in and shone on the window screen, like smoke and fog.
It shone on Ajie’s bare shoulders with a jade-like luster.
She turned her back to me and grudged even a look.
Mingming has just been happy and close, but I know that her heart is far away from me.
But I don’t know when she was willing to leave me alone.
I fell in love with Ajie at first sight.
Before I met her, I never believed that there was a person in the world who made me worry so much.
That day she drove out of the city, I rode into the city, the wind blew, lifted the curtain of the carriage, Ah Jie’s handkerchief was blown up by the wind, floated around and fell on my chest leisurely.
She held the window and looked right into my eyes.
It was just a simple look, but I felt my heart move, as if something was breaking through the ground.
Jie is not stunning, especially compared with the elder sister.
It’s just that the elder sister is paranoid. She must get what she wants, and she won’t stop until she reaches her goal. Sometimes, if
people live too utilitarian, they will be very tired.
A Jie lives very thoroughly, very simple.
She likes flowers, and when a simple bunch of wild flowers is tied up, she will be excited to insert vases and paint.
She likes the rain, and when the drizzle is like weaving, she often sits in the boat and plays the piano by the window.
Occasionally, he likes to drink secretly, and when he is drunk, he will lean on my shoulder and hum a tuneless song.
If I hadn’t really seen it, I couldn’t believe that this was the daughter of the most disciplined scholar in the legend.
Compared with those charming young ladies, Ajie is like a willow facing the wind, not charming and flashy, but has its own amorous feelings.
I used to dream of buying a manor full of flowers, watching peaches and plums with her in spring, enjoying lotus flowers in the lake in summer, putting river lanterns to pray together, picking sweet-scented osmanthus to make wine in autumn, and watching white plum to compete with frost and snow in winter. A pavilion will be built in the
garden, surrounded by water, so that when it rains, Ah Jie can listen to the rain in the pavilion and watch the misty rain.
Also set up a guqin, a peerless famous guqin, no matter how much money you spend, you have to buy it.
Ajie said that she only liked red plum.
White plum is pure and noble. It is the flower of a gentleman, but it is too noble. It is desolate and depressed. It is not like red plum. It is free and easy. It is in full bloom wantonly. Even if it is in decline, it is also bright.
“Women are admonished to behave themselves, and the rules are nothing more than to bind their hands and feet, to blindfold them, to trap their bodies, to be the bird in the cage, to be the thing in the palm of the hand, in the courtyard.”.
“She said,” but I do not love the rules, I should be free wind, is a running horse, is the most authentic self.
As she spoke, she crept stealthily up onto my horse, and with one stroke of her whip began to run.
Unfortunately, the free wind, the running horse, can not ride a horse, the horse lifted his legs and ran, a Jie screamed and fell off the horse.
I swooped to catch her and looked at her pitiful appearance with lingering fear, which was both angry and funny.
Seeing that I couldn’t help laughing, Ah Jie said angrily that he was frightened and wanted to go back to the house to recover from the injury for a year and a half.
I had to pull her and teach her how to get on the horse and how to drive it. There are still some good horses in the
horse farm, and I promise to choose a good horse for her, and then teach her archery, so that she can ride and hunt with the free wind and running horses.
Kyoto is going to be renovated, and I intend to instruct the Ministry of Works to replace the golden osmanthus originally intended to be transplanted with red plum when renovating the Royal Street.
Autumn and winter are approaching, the red plum is revealed, the clouds are everywhere, and it will be very beautiful.
I also ordered people to find a skillful craftsman to carefully make a red plum riding and shooting suit, using the best Tianyun brocade. When the time comes, Ah Jie will wear it to ride in the snow, which must be more beautiful than most beautiful red plum.
I will not let people bind Ajie’s heart, she wants to be free, want to be free, I will give her freedom, give her free, I want to let Ajie’s face always with a smile.
Because that’s what I’ve always wanted to have, but I’m afraid to have.
Yes, something I never could have. Freedom. In the eyes of
others, I am the son of a powerful general, and I have stood high above the masses since I was born.
Today’s emperor scruples about his father, but he has to entrust his father with an important task, after all, decades of military ranks, flesh and blood struggle out of the record, can not be easily shaken. As the legitimate son of my father,
I was highly expected by him from an early age.
So when I was young, I had to learn the meaning of the article, learn the art of war, learn to fight with the army, learn to fight and fight, learn to calculate and hypocrisy, learn everything, as a legitimate son of the Liu family needs to learn. Sometimes
I hate my identity, the ingratiation around me, and the utilitarianism and arbitrariness of my father.
But I also know very well, the Liu family now this fire cooking oil, flowers with brocade, must continue to add fire, at this time stagnation, someone will come up to split the Liu family. How attentive
those people are to ingratiate themselves, but when the house is broken and ransacked, they will chase and bite fiercely.
Therefore, if you want to keep yourself, you must stand on the foundation of the Liu family and keep going up until you get what you want forever.
I, on the other hand, am doomed not to be free, and I would like to see it realized on Ajie.
She has what I want, and she is what I want. Ajie didn’t contact me for a long time after he
returned home. There was no news of the people who
used to send messages.
In the past, Ajie had scruples about Grand Maester Shen and forbade me to visit him anyway. He only sent his confidant maid to deliver the news.
So that now, I have no way to find the news.
Fortunately, Ajie also has a younger brother, her favorite brother Shen Zhuo.
Shen Zhuo is also thirteen or fourteen years old, it is a young man, all day long with the group of official children play around.
I intentionally organized several games, and I took him with me to join in, and I was happy every day.
All the places he wanted to go, the scenery he wanted to see, the food he wanted to eat, and the things he wanted to play, I secretly instructed people to arrange.
Shen Zhuo this child is also very concerned about Ah Jie, what fun, see all want to buy down to Ah Jie to bring back a copy. With ulterior motives,
I packed up the small gifts I had prepared for Ah Jie and handed them to Shen Zhuo’s boy.
There are plum cakes that she hasn’t eaten for a long time, and her favorite red plum pictures of Zhao.
There was also a dough figurine, but when I went out of the city, I saw someone kneading a dough figurine, so I kneaded Ah Jie on horseback, expecting that she would be happy.
The next day, Shen Zhuo came to me, looking anxious and somewhat cramped.
I never told him about my relationship with Ajie.
In his eyes, I am still the son of the high general, not the person he can afford.
Shen Zhuolai is asking me for help.
It turned out that he had a female confidant, who was the top singer of the fireworks building in Beijing.
But that singer is gorgeous, which makes the little prince of Zhongyong uncle’s family have a big heart. The singer is determined not to follow. The little prince is annoyed and wants to buy her and teach her a good lesson.
Now, I am the only one who can suppress the identity of the little prince.
In order to save the singer’s life, but also to complete their own mind, Shen Zhuo plucked up the courage to find me. Although
I occasionally drink in the fireworks building, I have never been involved in this kind of love affair, and I disdain to chat with those women who flatter and laugh.
If it were someone else, I would be sent out by me without waiting for the words to be finished, but the person who opened his mouth was Shen Zhuo. I can help you
at this time, but you must not let others know.
“I said lightly, and at the same time secretly added in my heart, especially your sister.”.
If Ah Jie knew that I was involved in this kind of thing, or to help her brother get involved in this kind of place, she would be angry and ignore me for a long time.
Although she has been ignoring me now.
I went to the fireworks building and took a picture of the woman’s first prize. The little prince did not dare to show a trace of dissatisfaction. The woman came over with wine and pretended to stick it on my arm carelessly.
Surrounded by singing and dancing, it is very noisy.
But I don’t think it’s interesting.
Originally, the more lively, the more aware of the loneliness in the heart.
I helped Shen Zhuo so much that I was waiting for him to come and thank him, so that I could come and return the gift. I have prepared the
gift list, ancient paintings, authentic works of famous artists, and the priceless four treasures of the study, which are most in line with the temperament of literati and refined scholars, and I think they will certainly satisfy Master Shen.
But wait and wait, did not wait for Shen Zhuo.
Since I can’t wait, I have to come in person.
After all, Ah Jie, I must marry, and there is nothing to lose face if I visit my father-in-law as soon as possible.
I handed over the invitation and was brought into the main hall by Shen Fu’s servant.
I saw the twisted pine trees in the courtyard. Ah Jie said that when she couldn’t recite books before, she always had to kneel under the big pine tree to be punished, which made her not like the pine trees at all.
I saw the koi fish swimming in the pond. The white one was called Xiaobai, the black one was called Bubai, and the flower one was called Bubai.
Obviously well-read, but the name is so casual, really convinced of her.
Next year, I will also raise a pond of koi, each of which will be well named by Ah Jie to see how many strange names she has.
Lord Shen’s face sank like water and he sat upright in his seat.
In the face of my gift, I just accept it politely, and then let someone see it off.
When I walked out of Shen Fu, a little servant girl came hurriedly and dropped a letter when she passed by me.
It’s a letter from Ajie.
Jie said in the letter, “You are not a good man, so don’t remember the past.”.
Every time I think about it, I hate to meet for the first time. Once we are apart in two places, each has a white head.
Don’t forget the past love, and you can’t undo it.
She said she regretted meeting me.
The next day, Lord Shen returned the gift to my father face to face, together with my letters with Ah Jie, which were extremely sarcastic.
Father was so proud that he had never been so humiliated.
Angrily, he made me kneel in front of the court and ordered me to be severely caned. Just
fight. I’ve been marching since I was a child, and I don’t lack this wound.
I just stared at the wolves on the ground, once they carried a lot of real mind, now the mind is not there, so they were thrown on the ground in a mess, trampled to pieces.
The elder sister cried and threw herself in front of me, willing to bear the punishment for me. She looked at the blood on her hands and cried bitterly. When
I saw Ah Jie again, it was at the osmanthus banquet in autumn. For more than
a month, I have been trapped in the house for a long time, and the news can not be communicated.
Her makeup is exquisite, her words and smiles are the same as in the past.
I deliberately pushed the others away and trapped her in the wing.
I asked her to explain the letter and tell me herself that it was just her joke. She
was angry with me.
Jie looked at me and told me that every word was sincere.
Liu Xueyi, why do you think I must like you?
If you don’t understand, I’ll tell you clearly that we can’t.
Why did you choose Ji Jingsheng and why did you want to be the Crown Princess?
Because that’s what I want.
I am not willing to marry an official family, no matter how high the status, but also take a grade of life.
I want to be the Crown Princess of the East Palace, the future queen, and the mistress of the world.
Liu Xueyi, you can’t give me all this.
It turns out that the taste of killing people is like this.
“Ah Jie, there is only what I don’t want in this world, and there is nothing I can’t get.”.
I said.
Is it? It’s just a
fool’s dream.
Ajie turned away with a cold expression and mocking eyes, as if he were looking at a sinking mole ant.
But I’m not willing. I don’t believe it.
My Ajie is not such a person.
When the prince got married, ten miles away from Kyoto, he was dressed in red.
I saw the chariot go from the east to the west, and turn into that magnificent place.
The night is getting dark, and the clouds are like fire. Can
she really get what she wants?
Jie, can’t you see the key to this chess game?
I’ll tell you what you want, how bad it is.
The prince likes the elder sister, and he is dead set on it.
For the sake of her elder sister, she was willing to kneel in the ice and snow and frostbite herself.
People are often most obsessed with what they can’t get.
The elder sister packed up and resolutely chose to enter the Buddhist temple, because I promised her that she would become the queen of the world, at all costs.
And I choose to go to the border to fight, only blood and iron, is the most powerful.
The prince entered the circle smoothly.
Sweetheart is the moon on the horizon, this is hard to get, but unexpectedly found that the other side of their infatuation, willing to bear hardships, such tenderness and affection, how many men in the world can resist?
Jie, you used to have this ability, but you destroyed it with your own hands.
Shen Daxue criticized my father more and more, and often argued with my father in court.
It can be seen that he is the most trusted courtier of your majesty, so he often visits the palace secretly.
But such a highly valued courtier, when entangled by rumors, your majesty unexpectedly also need to take into account a lot, dare not intentionally favor.
Even though he was the father-in-law of the crown prince and the father of the noble crown princess.
Jie has a child. How can I let her give birth to someone else’s child.
I brought the medicine. Everything is in order.
I mixed the medicine with my own hands, and I saw with my own eyes that the mattress full of blood was taken out.
So big east palace, the bodyguard has already been intentionally arranged by the elder sister, does not affect my hand at all. So what if
the elder sister is not in the East Palace? Where is Ji Jingsheng’s heart? Where is the East Palace.
That’s not enough. I want to see Ajie’s pain. I want to give her a taste of the pain I’ve been through, so we can get even.
I watched Shen Daxue commit suicide, watched Ajie kneel in front of the spirit and cry miserably, watched her lose her child and face Ji Jingsheng with a forced smile.
I will have pleasure, with the pain intertwined with the pleasure.
Jie, are you in pain?
I’m in pain, too.
I instructed my elder sister to go to Imperial Mountain Summer Resort with Ji Jingsheng. I deliberately sneaked into Ajie’s room late at night. I deliberately stimulated her with the miserable situation of the Shen family.
She cried violently, hysterically, clutching my back with her fingers, as if she were a desperate straw for a drowning man.
She began to cry and beg me, and when I humiliated her for being a whore of Goulan Washer, she also cried and begged me.
Once a Jie, is so proud, why will become like this? Can
power really change a person so completely?
Jie and I have changed beyond recognition. On
his father’s birthday, Ji Jingsheng was drunk by his aides, and Ajie followed him to serve him.
I broke in directly and saw Ah Jie wipe the corners of Ji Jingsheng’s mouth so carefully and thoughtfully. I admitted that I was jealous, like crazy.
Jie, the red plum outside the city is blooming. I haven’t turned it back to show you yet.
Jie, I made a new dress for you, which is more beautiful than one of that year.
Jie, the emperor is going to marry me, and all the civil and military officials are competing to marry me?
Jie, you see how happy we were in the past, and don’t you regret it?
I regret that you were wrong about me and our future.
But it doesn’t matter, Ah Jie, I have suffered, you have suffered, we do not torture each other, I admit that I love you, so far love, always love, so we make up, OK?
Let’s start over, like we used to, shall we?
I only regret knowing you.
If there is a next life, I will never see you again.
She looked at me and spoke with determination and no mercy.
Well, knowing the result, I was so naive to expect it.
In that case, Ah Jie, then we will torture each other, in this life, you can not escape me, I will never let you go.
I smelled the fragrance of her hair and saw her hair hanging down intertwined with my hair.
As husband and wife, there is no doubt about their love. We
are married, but we are no longer husband and wife. Jie fell ill after he
went back. He heard the imperial physician in the palace say that he was depressed and worried too much before.
Slowly, they said that Ajie had lost his memory, but it was not amnesia. It seemed that he had a bad memory and often forgot many people. When
people are in extreme pain, they may force themselves to forget those unbearable things, so memories are mostly beautiful and happy, which is a kind of self-protection.
I went to visit her on purpose, but I found that she had forgotten me.
Later, Ji Jingsheng ascended the throne, regardless of the world’s opposition, resolutely married the elder sister. Will
the Crown Princess definitely become the queen?
How interesting. At
the Mid-Autumn Festival banquet, I came out of the banquet and saw her sitting beside the lotus pond supported by the maidservant.
The moonlight shone softly on her clean face, and her eyes narrowed lazily, as if enjoying the tipsy breeze.
My words tested her, and she responded softly and courteously, as if she were a completely different person.
As I approached, she jerked back and fell to the ground, terrified. Is
she afraid of me?
Even if you forget me, your subconscious is afraid of me.
It seems that, at the beginning, it was really painful.
The elder sister had a miscarriage, and Ji Jingsheng angrily imprisoned Ah Jie.
But the evidence had already been collected by me, and I showed it to my elder sister, and I saw that her eyes were as dead as mine.
Heaven is merciless, and power is the coldest thing. It is better to hold the power of life and death in your own hands than to
rely on others.
I took the medicine to my elder sister and let her make a choice.
Ji Jingsheng is self-willed, mean and unfeeling, and has long been useless.
Over the years, I have kept a low profile, and I have been depressed for too long.
I look forward to the day when the situation changes and the real power is taken away. The sun should be shining brightly
that day, so that Ajie can see it clearly. Only I have the ability to give her what she wants.
But I can’t wait.
I never thought that Ji Jingsheng would kill Ah Jie.
Just as I never thought, one day, Ji Jingsheng would know about me and Ah Jie.
Jie’s death is all because of me.
She was disposed of on the grounds of murder in the palace and buried in the name of the sudden death of the imperial concubine. The
news was blocked tightly, and when it reached my ears, it was three days later. How does
that feel? The
sunlight in front of me is flourishing, but my eyes are full of shadows, darkness and endless loneliness.
I used to hate Ajie, hate her unfeeling, hate her betrayal, hate her greed for power, hate her humiliation of me.
Once there was a strong love, there was a strong hate.
Just like the strong hatred nowadays, it is only the love that has been accumulated and suppressed for too long.
My father said that it was impossible for me and Ajie.
Because Shen Daxue is a madman, he is crazy hostile to those who have the ability and ability, under the banner of loyalty to the monarch and patriotism, the minister is not a minister, not a long one. At the beginning,
he did not hesitate to go to the palace to ask the late emperor to make Ajie the Crown Princess. What he gambled was my intention to Ajie.
Bet I am not reconciled, bet I do not give up.
Bet I will be more thunder and go against the heart, once the crown princess is damaged, the Liu family will instantly become the object of the world, no matter how powerful, also difficult to hide the world leisurely mouth, I am afraid to fall into the target of public criticism.
So, Ajie was so determined to make a clean break with me.
It’s not that she loves power, it’s that she’s afraid that if I make a mistake, I’ll lose the whole game. I, on the
other hand, thought she had betrayed me, pressed forward, humiliated her body, trampled on her pride, and cut off all her hopes.
Originally, Ah Jie, as always, is affectionate to me.
She’s always been like that to me.
Because she is my Ajie.
My Ajie!!! Ji Jingsheng was dying, and the palace was so busy that no one looked sad.
Father has handed over the power, I am the grand master of everyone in Kyoto, holding the power of the world, and a large number of flatterers gathered around me.
But I only like to drink with Dr. Jiang of the Kyoto Medical Hall. Every time
he drank too much, he would talk about his little sister with great interest. He also pulled me and said that if my little sister was still alive, she must be my wife. Such a free and unrestrained temperament
as mine, and his little sister, who drinks in the cool breeze and sleeps under the flowers, are really a pair of beautiful people. That’s what
I thought.
It’s just that you bury your bones in the mud under the spring, and I send snow all over the world.
In the end, it is difficult to have a white head. I only sigh that Yin and Yang are separated, and my heart is broken. In the end, it is me who has lost my Ah Jie.
At the beginning, the pit was opened when the competition class was ready to be autistic, so a lot of negative energy was injected into it.
I didn’t expect to finish it when I was preparing for the competition class and I was autistic.
Thank you for your praise and support. It is hard to avoid many problems in writing and writing.
But when the story is presented, its characters are no longer exclusive to me.
So Ah Jie belongs to you, and Ji Lian Ai Nao and Liu Zha Zha are also yours.
As for those who want to see Ah Jie’s rebirth and resurrection to abuse Liu Zha Zha, it will be set out in the follow-up new pit. Now, let Zhihu, pit for a while first ~ ~ Tomorrow will be a competition class, and it’s important to feel broken.
I have been seeing everyone’s urging, and I found that I was explaining at random before, which made everyone misunderstand. Here’s the thing
. The story of
Ah Jie and Liu Xueyi will be supplemented by stories in other pits. It is also a story of thieves, dogs, blood, and dregs. Recently,
however, my energy is limited (playing games too much), so I didn’t go to fill the hole, so I won’t spoil it for the time being.
Cheeky Amway about the slag hole that has been filled ~ ~ At present, it is more-the evil man who is full of power desire and calculating everywhere * the most cool and thin white cut black through the woman plus the biggest golden finger of the woman, when the emperor-once the ex-boyfriend, now the male best friend. August 6,
2021 Update Ah Jie, it is really too bitter, there are too many things that bind her, so she can not live freely.
But Ajie’s story is not over yet, we are all thinking, if we go back to the beginning with the memory of this life, will everything be different?
The rebirth chapter is in production, and if it is updated, it will definitely put a link below this article.
Below, in order to thank everyone for their support, we have released the small theater group chat of my female protagonist, which includes all the female protagonists in the pit at present (most of them are not finished, I am guilty), and my female goose must finally see people. It
involves a spoiler, but it’s all right, anyway, I don’t know how long it will take to finish it. Ho ho ho.
Small theater] Xia Xia: Ahem, I have been wandering for so long, but I haven’t met you formally yet. For the sake of our group of female protagonists, we invite all our female protagonists to come out today, so that we can show off our faces and brush a familiar face.
They are Shen Jie (finished), Lin Zhaoxue, Qin Luoying, Qin Yin (finished), Fu Ling, Ye Xixi, Song Huairou, Fu Huan, Muyou, Baique, Selduya (finished), Mo Ning, Wutong and Shuangwan.
[1] Please describe yourself in one sentence-Shen Jie: the daughter of the Grand Bachelor, the Crown Princess of the First Dynasty, the Imperial Concubine of the New Dynasty, and the most honest person in the whole network.
Lin Zhaoxue: Young Villa Leader of Xizangan Sword Villa. He is the head of Yunlai Bank. If he has money, he can spend it freely.
Qin Luoying: The daughter of the prime minister, who has a heart but has to become an unlucky Crown Princess in order to stabilize the family’s power.
Qin Yin: The daughter of the prime minister who is unlucky to urge + 1, there is one saying one, the slag male CP, the day strikes the thunder to split.
Fu Ling: I am the first rebellious disciple of Lingxiao Temple! The kind that is volunteered for a job without competition.
Ye Xixi: The first female official of the Zhou Dynasty, Hong Zhen, my ex-boyfriend is the emperor.
Song Huairou: The unfortunate princess of the former Dynasty, the wife of Xu Jinwen, the new Number One Scholar. To be honest, I hate the stand-in.
Fu Huan: General’s daughter, small body, big ideal Mu You: General’s daughter, how can it be so difficult to fall in love.
White Sparrow: Daughter of the phoenix, the chicken lost in the world, silly head, pure heart.
Selduya: Princess of the Western Liang Dynasty, silly and sweet in her former life, scheming in her later life. Mo Ning: The daughter of the head of the Moyun Gate, the female villain who struggles to survive. Wutong: The servant girl, the Tongfang in the mansion of the Third Young Master, loves beauty more than money. Shuangwan: I am the Emperor of Heaven.
[2] Please use one sentence to introduce your hero-Shen Jie: the son of the general, the master of Machiavellian Lin Zhaoxue: the little emperor, the acting school, in order to seize power without breaking hands.
Qin Luoying: The idle prince has me in his heart. He loves me more than anything else. Qin Yin: General Feiyu, the scum man CP, the thunder from the sky. Fu Ling: Master Xiandao, he always cuts me with a knife. If he doesn’t agree with me, he will say that I am an alien star. I really doubt if the thunder from the sky hit his forehead when he crossed the robbery.
I’m sorry, I’m a little excited.
Ye Xixi: The only son of Ge Lao, he loves me and power. He wants all of them. Song Huairou: When the Number One Scholar, the person who loves me keeps the shadow of others in his eyes.
Fu Huan: Excellent emperor, good boss.
Mu You: a child who is used to exchanging false intentions for true feelings. Bai Que: He is a true monarch who cherishes the common people.
Selduya: The war is super fierce, and there is no bottom line for spoiling your wife, but we were wrong at the beginning.
Mo Ning: An ordinary Xiuxian wizard Wutong: Usually cynical, secretly there are thousands of gullies Frost Night: I can’t beat him, I’m annoyed [3] Please tell me one thing that you hurt him the most?
Shen Jie: Break up with him Lin Zhaoxue: Forget each other in Jianghu Qin Luoying: Marry someone else Qin Yin: Infect him Fu Ling: Do everything for him secretly, and tell him when he beats me out of my wits.
Ye Xixi: Destroyed his plan to force him to abdicate, and the family was completely finished. Song Huairou: Forget him and fall in love with someone else. Fu Huan: Thank you. We are good partners. In other words, I secretly let his rival in love go.
Muyou: I don’t think so. He said I was cold and violent. White Sparrow: I want to die. Selduya: I want to tell him that I fell in love with someone else. I hate him. Mo Ning: I killed myself in front of him. Wutong: I broke up with him and despised him. Frost Night: I killed him. [4] Please tell me one thing that he hurt you the most. Shen Jie: Lin Zhaoxue on a rainy night: He set me up. On the day of his ancestor, Qin Luoying: Dead Qin Yin: Killed Dad Fu Ling: One thing?
Which day does not come ten eight, I really want to open a post, the name is called, “my master always wants to kill me”.
Ye Xixi: When it was all over, she took someone else into seclusion.
Song Huairou: Treat me as a stand-in. Fu Huan: I won’t give people a chance to hurt me. If my heart is not exposed, I won’t be hurt.
Muyou: Imprisoned in the palace, I can’t live or die. White Sparrow: Taishang forgets love, and the past is all clouds and smoke. Selduya: Destroyed my mother country. Mo Ning: Lao Tzu has been with him through life and death for so long, but I still can’t forget the white moonlight. Wutong: Used me as a chess piece to calculate people, and my heart was broken. Frost Night: Unclean [5] If there is a chance, What do you want to say to him? Shen Jie: If there is an afterlife, we will not meet in the afterlife. Lin Zhaoxue: Roll Qin Luoying: Life and death are rich, and we will never lose each other. Qin Yin: You see, Hongmei is really beautiful. Fu Ling: If you don’t love me, give me back my heart.
Ye Xixi: Dog man, the heart is true.
Song Huairou: Each is well. Don’t think about the afterlife. Fu Huan: In the afterlife, I will be your brother.
Muyou: Love is not possession. You don’t have to stay together if you like it. White Sparrow: You have the world in your heart, and I have you in my heart. Life after life, you will not be destroyed. Selduya: If there is an afterlife, you and I are just mortals. We will stay together all our lives and see the pear blossoms in the south of the Yangtze River.
Mo Ning: People who can’t let go of the past can’t look forward, but I will continue to move forward. If I miss it, I will miss it. I will not look back.
Wutong: People’s hearts can’t be calculated. If you treat me as a chess piece, you shouldn’t expect me to have feelings for you.
Frost Night: Hum. Focus on not getting lost ~