After
I die, my son falls in love
with my rival’s daughter. When you finish class, when you grow up
, my son falls in love with my rival’s daughter. I was so
angry that I became his classmate again.
“Break it up and get something else!” Mom will find you a better one!
The perverse and sinister young man lifted his eyelids and said, “Oh, who?”? Are you?
Wait, why do you look like his father?! I have been wandering
in the underworld for eighteen years, but I refuse to be reincarnated on the bridge.
The King of Hell finally couldn’t see past it and kicked me into the body of a dying man.
Shit! All I know is to stay in hell and eat idle food! Go to the world, and don’t ***ing come back!
I rubbed my waist, which was almost broken by kicking, and the mouth of the black-faced judge was dirty for eighteen years.
Not a good word.
Then throw the sleeping pills on the table into the trash can and tear up the written suicide note. I
looked up and saw a pitiful and pitiful face in the mirror. I know
this face. It’s my son’s classmate!
Eighteen years old, the same age as flowers, how can you want to die?
In my previous life, I died in a car accident on the day my son was born.
No chance to accompany his son to grow up, listening to him call his mother, my heart is infinite regret.
This time I can live a new life and become my son’s classmate. I want to cherish my life!
The next day, as soon as I entered the classroom, I hurried to find my son.
Nyingchi! Nyingchi! It took me a
long time to realize that someone was calling me.
Oh, yes, I am no longer Siyu, but a female high school student named Linzhi.
I stopped and turned my head to see a beautiful girl who was aggressive.
You’re deaf! Call you so many times but pretend not to hear! Did you finish last week’s group assignment?
Inheriting the memory of the original owner, I recognized that the speaker was Zhang Yao, a rich daughter who often took the lead in bullying Linzhi.
She was followed by several familiar stooges, all of whom used to bully Linzhi.
Seeing her bossy manner, I frowned. “No.”
Zhang Yao immediately opened her eyes wide and raised her volume. What about
today’s class presentation? Did you score zero for the whole group?
This logic is really strange: “Since it is the work of the whole group, why should I do it alone?”
Zhang Yao is stupefied, immediately the face reveals the fierce color.
If you don’t do it, who will? Lin Chi, don’t forget who you are!
What identity?
Because his family is poor and he came to this aristocratic school with excellent grades, he should let you bully him like a servant? And then you’re overwhelmed and you commit suicide?
I shook my head. “We’re all classmates. What’s the difference between high and low?”? Since it’s a group assignment, everyone needs to work together to complete it. Didn’t the kindergarten teacher teach you?
You! How dare you satirize me! Zhang Yao said and raised her hand.
I’m confused. How can I satirize her? The
expected pain did not fall, and Zhang Yao’s wrist was pinched by a long and powerful hand.
A handsome face full of impatience came into sight.
“Get out of the way!”
Then Gu Bei quickly threw away Zhang Yao’s wrist as if he had touched something dirty.
Zhang Yao immediately like a dog trampled on the tail, hum dare not hum, immediately back to give way.
Gu Beicai swaggered through the middle.
I couldn’t hold back my excitement and grabbed his arm. Did you
have breakfast? I brought you a sandwich I made myself! The air
around him dropped several degrees in an instant, and there was a sound of inspiration and surprise.
“***!”! Linzhi is crazy! How dare she touch Ku Shao?
“Who doesn’t know that Ku Bei hates it when people touch him?”
“Who does she think she is? How can Gu Shao eat what she cooks?”
“It’s over, it’s over. This fool is going to be thrown from the fifth floor.”
…………
I looked expectantly at the face that looked almost exactly like Gu Yan’s, so cold that it could almost freeze.
Gu Bei glanced at me strangely and then shook off my hand vigorously.
“Get out!”
He went straight to his seat, threw his bag into the drawer and began to sleep. Chang Yao, who
had been killed, was even more angry with me: “You toad want to eat swan meat!”! Ku Shao feels dirty even if he takes one more look at a person like you, so don’t waste your time!
I was too lazy to pay attention to Zhang Yao’s group of people, and sat down in the empty seat beside Gu Bei with my bag. Don’t approach
strangers. Twenty years ago, Gu Yan played very well. In the end, he fell at my feet?
Besides, Gu Bei was born to me, so I don’t believe I can’t reform him! It’s
too early to say that the mid-term paper has just been handed out.
Looking at the poor score on Gu Bei’s examination paper, I shook my head.
Dare to love this child, in addition to inheriting his father’s beauty and bastard, my advantage is not inherited at all.
I was a top student of Peking University, but I gave birth to an ignorant son who was the last one in the exam! I was so
angry that I ate all the sandwiches I had prepared for him and corrected his mistakes as I ate them.
“It’s so ugly that dogs shake their heads when they see it!”
“So many questions are left blank. Can’t you do it, or are you deliberately not doing it?”
Tut-tut, what does Gu Yan eat? My son’s grades are so poor that he doesn’t find anyone to make up lessons for him! You don’t even write a
composition? This is the attitude problem! Write a few sentences.. My
anger came to an abrupt end at the moment when I saw the topic of the composition.
The topic asks for an argumentative essay on what it means to be at home.
Good heart, like a sudden stab, astringent and painful.
I died early, and I didn’t even have time to see Gu Bei before I died.
Gu Yan that bastard is an unreliable, so many years is completely orphan style parenting.
Let Gu Bei fight, skip school puppy love, every day in addition to their career or career.
The few times I sneaked back to the world from the underworld, I saw little Gu Bei alone at home, so pitiful that my heart was broken. Growing up
in such an environment, Gu Bei’s home means a cold house, an obedient servant, a mother who has never seen before, and a father who is cold-faced and less talkative.
So how do you want him to write it?
“Dead Gu Yan, the son I worked so hard to give birth to with my life, are you doing this to him?” Holding back tears and cursing,
I didn’t realize that Gu Bei, who had slept for two classes, had woken up.
“What are you doing?”
I was so surprised that the sandwich in my hand almost fell to the ground.
Turning his head, he saw the black-faced Ku Bei staring at me coldly. “Who told you to sit here?” Before the word “roll” came out of
his mouth, I hurried to explain.
Teachers want to help each other, so that students with good grades can help students with poor grades. You see, this has assigned me, who was first in my grade, to your side.
I raised Yang Linzhi’s paper with nearly full marks and smiled ingratiatingly.
Fortunately, Linzhi is a straight a student, otherwise my soul of a straight a student is nowhere to be placed.
“Mind your own business.” He kicked the chair in front of him irritably, and the front desk dared not speak out.
I took a big bite of the sandwich in silence, not daring to speak.
Damn it! The child’s temper is almost the same as Gu Yan’s.
A little upset, like a barrel of dynamite exploding!
Remembering the difficulty of taming Gu Yan’s fierce horse in my last life, I pinched my sweat. What did
I do, stand on this father and son! After
finishing four classes, the students rushed to the canteen.
Gu Bei was still sleeping on the table. I
wanted to wake him up and go to dinner with him, but I was afraid of his getting up.
It’s better for my old mother to eat first and bring him a meal when she comes back. The canteen of
the aristocratic school is really extraordinary, which contains Eight Famous Cuisines, what you want to eat, and as a poor student, you don’t need money to eat.
Being a ghost for eighteen years, Gu Yan never burned money for me to offer sacrifices. I could only work for the King of Hell to earn money to buy food, or to rub the pale incense candles left by other ghosts. I was so
depressed that I wanted to turn into a fierce ghost and strangle him. If I earned so much money, I would die if I had a little!
Now back to the world of color, fragrance and taste, I was so excited that I almost cried. I had a big appetite. I lined up several windows and took back a pile of food.
Unfortunately, while eating happily, a few uninvited guests came to the opposite side.
Looking up, it was Zhang Yao’s group of people again, and I silently accelerated the speed of the rice.
“Hello!” Zhang Yao knocked on the table impatiently. I won’t care about the
group work. I’ll give you a chance to make up for your mistakes. My sisters didn’t do well in the mid-term exam and have to make up the exam. Please help me. Have you been listening, eating so much and being reincarnated?
“Poo!” Her little sisters laughed sarcastically, as if to say that they were indeed poor people, and even their meals revealed a shabby look.
I took two mouthfuls of the soup before swallowing my mouth full of food. “How?” Why are
you pretending to be stupid? Don’t you invigilate for the teacher when you take the make-up exam! Then you can put in some water.
Isn’t that cheating? I won’t do it. This group of children are not learning well day by day, and they just think of some evil ways. As soon as
my voice fell, Zhang Yao swept my plate on the floor with her backhand. There was a
loud clang, and many people in the canteen looked over.
Lin Chih, you’re so bold now! How dare you refuse me one after another! Do you believe..?
“You’ve gone too far!” I stood up and glared at Zhang Yao and others.
They were stunned, after all, they had never seen Linzhi, who had been pinched by others, get angry and wait for me to react with bated breath.
“Just say what you want to say. Why waste food?” Pointing to the wolves on the ground, I felt heartache beyond measure. “Do you know how many people out there don’t have enough to eat?”? Food is not something you take your anger out on!
I treated them as children and didn’t want to care about their rude words, but the waste of food has touched my bottom line.
I’m really angry now! Chang Yao, if you don’t clean up the floor, don’t expect me to help you with any more homework or exams! Then
I took a hard look at this group of callow, dumbfounded dead girls, picked up the food for Gu Bei, and walked away valiantly. I’m so
angry. I’m so angry. I’m not full yet!
As soon as I left the canteen, I was dragged away. When I
reached a secluded corner, the other party threw me away with a gloomy face.
Unlike Gu Bei, I was delighted to see him.
Are you awake? Look, I’ve got food for you! I raised the lunch box.
Gu Bei, however, pushed aside impatiently and said hurriedly, “Did you correct this test paper?” My
eyes fell on the paper I had spent two classes correcting for him, and I smiled brightly in an instant.
Yes, yes, you’re welcome! Don’t worry, now that I’m your deskmate, I’ll help you improve your grades!
After listening to my words, Gu Bei not only was not happy, but his face became more and more heavy, and his beautiful eyes stared at me, as if he wanted to see through me.
My face was stiff with laughter, and I waited for him to say something.
“Name.”
“Hmm?”
“Your name!” Gu Bei seems to be in a hurry.
“Si..” Linzhi! Shuangmulin, the Chih of Chih Lan and Yushu. Whew! That was close. I almost said my name.
“Nyingchi?” His eyelashes flashed.
“Uh-huh!” Little boy, you know I am excellent!
Gu Bei did not know what he was thinking, and his eyes were full of inquiry.
I tried to be calm, not to get too excited and scare him. My son, who has been thinking about me for
eighteen years, now stands in front of me and looks at me carefully.
I’m really afraid that I can’t control it and shed tears on the spot.
“For me?” For a long time, Gu Beicai glanced at the box lunch, and his tone was unpredictable.
I immediately showed him, “I don’t know what you like to eat, so I just hit some.”. Taste it?
Just when I thought Gu Bei was going to refuse me again, he nodded slowly.
06
Teaching roof. Gale. When I
opened the lunch box and handed it to Gu Bei, I was a little worried. What does
this kid think? If he chooses such a place to eat, the food will be cold soon.
“Eat quickly, and I will shield you from the wind.”
But Gu Bei slowly, did not eat much, and always looked at me.
I wondered, “Is the food not to my taste?”
“Mmm.”
Self-reproach welled up in my heart. As a mother, I didn’t even know what my child liked to eat.
I’m sorry. What do you like to eat? I’ll go downstairs and call you again.
I reached out to take the lunch box, but he stopped me.
“Forget it, don’t waste it.”
I was stunned. “It’s not good to waste food,” he said.
Gu Bei hung his head, unable to see the mood in his eyes, but suddenly he took a big mouthful of rice into his mouth. Something in the
left atrium was touched, it was Gu Yan. To your son?
I remember that when I was with Gu Yan, he was always taught by me because he didn’t eat well.
I curled the corners of my mouth unconsciously.
“What are you laughing at?”
“Well, I just think you’re fine.”
Gu Bei said, but I actually heard the pleasure.
Little kid, as expected, still likes to be praised.
When Gu Bei finished eating, I handed him water and remembered what Zhang Yao had said in the canteen.
“You didn’t do too well on the midterm exam this time, so you’ll have to work harder on the make-up exam.”
“I’m not going.”
“That won’t work!” I was surprised.
This school is different from other schools. Most of the students are recommended to the top universities at home and abroad, so even an ordinary classroom quiz is included in the accounting entrance test.
Moreover, it is an important mid-term exam, which has a great impact on what universities will be sent to in the future.
Fortunately, the school has a make-up examination system, as long as you can get excellent scores in the make-up examination, you can erase the bad results before.
So how can you give up the make-up exam!
I was in a hurry: “You must go!”
Gu Bei looked at me steadily and suddenly pulled the corners of his mouth lightly.
“Well, then you can help me with my lessons.”
Like Gu Yan’s face in the sun reflects a proud outline, the wind with old memories blow on the face.
For a moment, I seemed to see Gu Yan, 18 years old, crazy and paranoid, cool and cold. In the
dark alley, the air was thin, and he looked at me provocatively.
Give me a tutorial? Why, do you like me?
07
After school, I hesitated for a long time at the gate of Gu Zhai, with an embarrassed face.
“In fact, you can do it at school or in the library, or we’ll just..”
“That won’t be made up.”
Gu Bei walked into the room with a cold face, without any intention of taking care of me or listening to my opinions.
“Oh, don’t be angry. I’m just saying. You can go to cram school wherever you want.”
I had to bite the bullet to catch up with him. He was a dead child. He was not very capable and had a bad temper.
Following Gu Bei into the house, I subconsciously see if Gu Yan is there.
Living room, kitchen, reception room, the first floor space was scanned by me in a very short time.
Good. No one.
Gu Bei leaned against the closet in the entrance and quietly watched me sneaking around and looking around.
“Looking for what?”
“Oh, no. Look at the layout of your home. It’s quite big and nice, hehe.”
I carried my bag upstairs. “Let’s not waste time. Let’s make up for it.”
Ku Pei stood still, squinting at me. “You seem to know my home very well.”
I froze and thought to myself, yes, I lived here in my last life.
“I saw in the TV series that the rich people lived in villas, and the study was on the second floor, wasn’t it?”
Gu Bei raised his eyebrows and was noncommittal.
But fortunately, I did not continue to ask, and I was quietly relieved.
But instead of taking me to the study, Gu Bei took me to Gu Yan’s room.
I was surprised: “This is not …”
On the moment of Gu Bei’s eyes, I stopped talking, can not be exposed again! He entered the door
full of doubts, wondering what he was going to do.
As a result, Gu Bei sat down at his desk and motioned that I could start tutoring.
I had to get down to business.
Gu Bei is very smart, but before the learning attitude is not good, the foundation is still good.
In this mid-term exam paper, I explained all the wrong questions, and then ticked off a few similar exercises for him to do, and found that he could grasp the core knowledge immediately, and then answer them correctly.
I am satisfied with the answer, I said, how can Gu Yan and I not learn well.
Although Gu Yan was absurd for a period of time, he created the legend of being admitted to Tsinghua University in three months under my tutoring. The story that Gu Yan and
I were both admitted to the top 2 is still circulating among the old teachers.
While waiting for him to do the exercises, I seemed to be casual but actually curious to death, turning left and right in Gu Yan’s room. When he
was a ghost, he begged the King of Hell to come to the world several times, but the time was short, and every time he looked at Gu Bei in a hurry, he never entered the room once.
Unexpectedly, after eighteen years, the furnishings here are exactly the same as before I left.
Suddenly, my eyes fell on the picture frame at the head of the bed. There
should have been a group photo of two people, but one side was cut off abruptly, leaving a single photo with a sawtooth shape.
“This picture..” I was stunned, Gu Yan actually cut me?
“What’s the use of keeping pictures of dead people?”
Gu Bei did not know when to come to my side, picked up the picture frame, the tone is cold.
I looked at him in surprise. What do you mean useless?
“Now that she is dead, there will be no trace of her in this family.”
I can’t describe the shock in my heart at this moment. Why do I feel hatred from Gu Bei’s mouth? Did
he hate me? Did he hate me for dying before I could hug him?
What about Gu Yan? Does he hate me, too?
For a moment, my mind was in chaos, and my voice was hoarse.
“It’s not nice to be so spiteful to someone who has passed away.”
Gu Bei sneered and turned to look at me, his eyes changing in an instant, burning with anger.
She didn’t want this home first! Don’t want me!
The picture frame was thrown on the ground, and the glass splashed with my screams.
Gu Bei clenched his fists and his veins burst, as if he were holding back his deepest anger.
My tears are rolling in my eyes. The son I gave birth to with this life actually hates me?
This cruel fact gave me a deep blow, and I was afraid that I would break down if I stayed any longer.
“It’s getting late. I should go back.” Trembling,
I ran out with my bag, and when I went downstairs, I crashed into one of my arms.
“Watch out!”
08
Two voices sounded at the same time.
One came from Gu Bei who chased me out, and the other came from Gu Yan who protected me and didn’t let me roll downstairs. Eighteen years
later, I met Gu Yan again. It was like a lifetime ago. He is still so handsome in
middle age, but his eyebrows, which are used to being cold, are much lower and milder.
“Who are you?” I
seem to have been manipulated, and I can’t say anything with my lips moving.
It was Gu Bei who pulled me out of Gu Yan’s arms and said rudely, “Don’t worry about it.”
Then he dragged me all the way out of Gu’s house. Stumbling,
I lost my mind and looked back at Gu Yan on the stairs before I left the house.
He stood there, tall and strong, and looked at me as if he were ten thousand years old.
At the door of Gu’s house, I didn’t come to my senses for a long time. Gu Bei was very irritable and scolded a few words.
“Scared out of your mind?”
I nodded numbly, feeling as if my heart had cracked a big hole, and there was wind inside and outside.
Gu Bei’s face became more gloomy, and he pursed his lips and did not speak.
When the driver pulled out and I was ready to get on, he suddenly pulled me.
“Don’t be afraid of me!”
I stared at him, and he was very angry.
“Anyway, you mustn’t be afraid of me!”
Then he put me in the car. I didn’t even have a chance to say a word. The driver had obeyed the command and put his foot on the accelerator to drive away. In
the rearview mirror, I looked at his gradually smaller figure.
Tears finally did not hold back, big drops of big drops down.
I tried to suppress the crying, but the driver found it.
He took out two pieces of paper and shoved them into my hand. “Wipe your snot, it’s running out of your mouth.”
“Oh, thank you.” I cried and wiped my nose.
Maybe the noise was too loud and the driver was sick.
“Hey, hey, hey, you restrain yourself.”. I didn’t see you cry so miserably when you were bullied by the little devils. How come you’ve only been back in the sun for two days and you’re crying like that? It’s a shame!
I was stunned and realized that the driver’s voice was so familiar.
Turning around, a coquettish young man who looked like a boy and a woman replaced the rough uncle just now.
I opened my eyes wide and said, “Judge!”! What are you doing here? Is the case of
the underworld over? Does the black-faced judge have time to play cosplay in the world?
Yan Yi’s eyes are frivolous, and his lips are seductive, drawing out a peerless smile.
“Of course I miss you.”
Er, year after year, female ghosts refuse to be reincarnated, causing the underworld to be full of ghosts.
This unreliable King of Hell is absolutely responsible!
Although Yan Kui is full of words and has a frivolous attitude, I know that he never goes to the Three Treasures Palace for nothing.
This time he came to the world, it could not be what he said, just to see me.
Be Gu Bei broken heart, and see the impact of Gu Yan, instantly left aside.
I waited nervously for his instructions.
I told you they don’t care about you anymore, but you don’t believe me. Now that I’ve seen with my own eyes that Gu Yan has completely destroyed all the traces that belong to you in the house, your beloved son doesn’t know you, and he’s full of hatred. It’s hard to feel.
My mouth was flat, and I wanted to cry when he said it.
“Look at your worthless appearance!” “All right, this time you should give up. Next month is your annual reincarnation day. Come back to hell with me.”
“I’m not going!” I decisively refused, Yan Ming stared over.
I immediately became a coward and whispered, “No, I can’t be reincarnated yet.”
“You’ve been in the underworld for 18 years. If you don’t reincarnate, you won’t have a chance. You’ll be scared out of your wits every minute!”
Yan Yan’s beautiful face is also very good-looking when it is fierce, but it is very ugly when swearing.
“I know.” I bowed my head like a child who has done something wrong. “But I still have something to do.” After
a brief silence, the car braked to a halt on the side of the road. “Did you read my book of life and death?
” Yen Kui asked in a dark voice, changing his usual cheeky smile.
Although I never wanted to hide it from him, I didn’t expect him to find out so soon.
At this moment, I chose to shrink my head and hold my seat belt tightly without speaking.
Seeing my reaction, Yan Kui thumped the steering wheel a few times and made a terrible sound.
Although he looks like a thin young man, he has been a black-faced judge for thousands of years. He is in charge of the power of life and death in the ghost world. Once he gets angry, his whole body is so angry that people and ghosts are restless.
What’s more, I’m half human and not a ghost. I’m already dizzy and my hands and feet are shaking.
“Come back with me!”
“No!” I clenched my teeth and refused to give in.
“Now that you are a ghost, you have nothing to do with the affairs of the world!” How can
that work! How could I watch Ku Bei die!
Had he not helped Yan Kui clean bedroom hall that day, he would have accidentally peeped into the records in the book of life and death.
I never thought that the son I had bought with my life would die on his eighteenth birthday.
In order to protect Gu Bei, I deceived Yan Yi, saying that as long as I could get along with my son in the world for a month, I would be willing to reincarnate.
Suffering from eighteen years of not sending me, a nail house, to reincarnation, Yan Kui naturally promised.
I just didn’t expect that he would find out my true purpose just two days after I came to the world.
“You knew Gu Bei was going to die, didn’t you? But you didn’t tell me. Why?” “That’s his fate,
” Yen Kui said, turning away from his face.
“But you saved him eighteen years ago, didn’t you?” On the day of
my car accident, it was only a few days before my due date.
Because Gu Yan was driven by me to negotiate business abroad, I drove to the hospital alone to prepare for the birth.
I didn’t expect to collide with a big truck on the road.
At the moment of death, I saw Yan.
According to his later recollections, he was on business in the world and happened to pass by.
She saw a pregnant woman covered in blood with tears, unable to speak, but her eyes begged him to save her child.
Also do not know that day is to smoke what wind, used to see life and death, he suddenly softened, casually to the pregnant woman’s stomach through a layer of True Qi, and then left.
It was this layer of True Qi that sustained me until the ambulance arrived at the scene and gave birth to the child by caesarean section, which is today’s Gu Bei.
You gave him life, why did you take it away so quickly? I beg you, help him, he’s still so young.
I cried and pulled Yan’s sleeve, praying for his mercy.
When Ku Bei was able to live, it was already against the way of Heaven. Eighteen years of reincarnation had passed, and his life was over. If he lived again, he would only be punished by Heaven. Even if you stay here, you can’t change his fate. Siyu, come back with me, and I’ll find you a good family. You can be reincarnated with peace of mind, and don’t worry about people and things from previous lives. The
clear young voice said cruel words, but I couldn’t blame him.
When Yan Kui was softhearted, he was pestered by me for eighteen years.
In the past eighteen years, if he hadn’t protected me and suffered the consequences of violating the law of heaven and refusing to reincarnate for me again and again, I would have been scared out of my wits.
I collected myself and wiped away my tears. “When was my reincarnation?”
“The third day of next month.”
It’s not too late. Let me spend my birthday with Gu Bei. I’ll meet him on the way to the afterlife. I’m afraid he’ll be afraid.
Yan Kui looked out of the window with a solemn face. He pondered for a long time and then sighed softly: “Good.”
Unexpectedly, Yan Yi promised so happily that I laughed, laughed and cried again. Seeing me crying and laughing,
Yan Yi thought I was stupid and drove me out of the car.
“Go away, I won’t see you off. You can go wherever you like. Don’t let me see you again. I won’t worry about you all day long!”
I was so wronged that I got out of the car and was stopped by him before I took two steps.
I carried a heart for fear that he would go back on his word. “I didn’t save Gu Bei,”
he stammered.
“Hmm?” I don’t understand.
Had it not been for your tenacity of mind, holding on to your breath and waiting for an ambulance, the True Qi would have been nothing but an illusion. In the final analysis, it is you who have changed your destiny.
Yan Yan scratched his head irritably and said, “Maybe this is what you humans call maternal love?”? It’s not me! I’m not that great!
Then he ran away with a bang on the accelerator.
Looking at the slightly flustered shadow of the car, my nose was sour. Thank you,
Yan Yan. Before
stepping into the classroom door, I took a deep breath to adjust my mood.
Then put on a happy face, just ready to say hello to Gu Bei.
In the morning.. OK
I saw someone else sitting in the seat that belonged to me. I know
this person, Shi Xiaqing, the daughter of Li Wan, my rival in love in my previous life, and Gu Bei are in different classes in the same school.
The students have been tacitly admitting that they are undeclared boyfriend and girlfriend.
I looked at Shi Xiaqing in front of me. She smiled gently, and her side face was somewhat similar to Li Wan’s.
And Gu Bei seems to be in a good mood, eyebrows drooping, ears listening to Shi Xiaqing speak, nodding in agreement from time to time.
I waited for a while and saw that she had no intention of leaving, so I knocked on the desk.
“This is my seat.”
The two of them seemed to have just realized my existence and were stunned.
Then Shih Ha-ching smiled sweetly at Ku: “I’ll wait for you after school.”
Then he left happily.
And Gu Bei’s happy face collapsed at the moment Shi Xiaqing left.
I
Hello! Should there be such a big difference in the attitude towards your girlfriend and your mother?
I shoved my bag into the drawer. What kind of fate is this?
I am with Li Wan’s beloved Gu Yan, and Li Wan’s daughter will be with my son?
This is really bad!
The more I thought about it, the more angry I became. Under the cover of the students’ reading in the morning, I poked Gu Bei.
He turned sideways and refused to talk to me.
I
Okay, you’re ignoring me? Yesterday, he was afraid that I would ignore him!
I clenched my teeth and approached, “Let me ask you, what is your relationship with Shih hsia-ching?”
He frowned and did not answer.
I am anxious: “You and she are not suitable!”! Break it up!
Gu Bei raised his eyebrows, leisurely turned to look at me, and his thin lips opened and closed.
“Why?”
Because I’m your mother!
Looking at his cynical, frivolous and complacent appearance, I hate to swallow the words in my heart.
“She’s not good enough for you!”
Gu Bei suddenly smiled, smiling very good-looking.
I was a little distracted for a moment, Gu Yan’s gene is really damn strong ah, you see this son, what is like me? It all looks like him! It’s a shame to
think that the son I labored to give birth to seems to have nothing to do with me.
But who let me like Gu Yan that face, alas, I deserve it.
Don’t laugh! I’m serious!
I reached for his sleeve and he grabbed me.
Dry and cold fingertips pressed against my wrist and rubbed them quickly and lightly.
“Knock it off, the teacher is coming.” Gu Bei pressed his voice to remind me, and I held up the book as if nothing had happened.
I withdrew my hand in a daze, and my eyes fell on the textbook for a long time, but I couldn’t read a word. The
heart is beating violently.
This little action.. How can it be exactly the same as Gu Yan?
Almost thought it was Gu Yan himself!
A ridiculous idea is fighting in my mind. I thought it was impossible for
a while, and it wouldn’t be so outrageous.
After a while, he felt that it was true, and his hair stood up in horror. In
class, I stared at Gu Bei in a trance, and the teacher couldn’t help it.
Nyingchi! Nyingchi!
“Eh?” I got up hurriedly.
The teacher adjusted his glasses and said with a serious face, “What have you been watching Gu Bei doing?”? He has the answer on his face!
The students immediately laughed, these days I have been pestering Gu Bei, they see in the eyes, afraid that I am a nymphomaniac.
I bowed my head and blushed, not daring to say anything.
The teacher had the attitude of an experienced person: “You can’t just stare at people because they’re good-looking!”! Influence others to learn more! Some of my classmates were
already pounding the table with laughter, and I wanted to bury my head in the table.
“Have you laughed enough?” Gu Bei slapped the textbook on the table.
Everyone was silent for a moment.
His eyes scanned everyone like a wolf, and his words were like bombs.
“She can look at me the way she wants, and she can look at me as long as she wants. I don’t have any problem with that. Teacher, you’re worrying too much.”
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corridor. Two people. Stand as a penalty.
I am speechless. Why do you
contradict the teacher well? It’s just to be teased. I won’t lose a piece of meat. I have to show off my ability.
This is good, two people come out to stand together, even the class can not listen to, more delay the progress of learning.
Gu Bei is a face of indifference, leaning against the wall, comfortable as if to see the scenery.
I sighed, “Thank you for helping me out just now, but not next time.”
“Shut up if you don’t want to say something I want to hear.”
I Whoo, this son is really fierce.
I thought about it and took the initiative to mention the knot in my heart that I had been struggling with last night.
“You seem to hate the person you cut off in the picture?”
Gu Bei was visibly stiff, and for a moment I was afraid that he would go on a rampage in anger.
But he just clenched his fists and asked himself, “Do you hate?”? I think so.
“People are all dead, so what?” I cried out for myself, “And how tiring it is to hate someone.”
“If you don’t want to be tired, you will be tired if you forget.”
I was stunned, as if my heart had been punched.
Gu Bei’s black pupil locked me tightly, as if looking at someone through me.
Word for word: “Or do you think I should forget?”
As if I had been electrocuted, I hurriedly turned my face away and dared not look at him. The
previous guess seems to have been verified in this moment.
I was so nervous that my fingertips trembled and I could only pinch my palms to calm down. The
dead should not be pursued, but the living should live well. This is what the dead want to see.
For a long time, there was an inaudible chuckle behind him. As he
approached, he whispered in my ear,
“Little liar, I hate you.” I was so
shocked that I didn’t dare to look back. I trembled to cover my desire to scream and let the tears fall.
So it’s really you.
Yan.
Gu Bei, no, should say Gu Yan, has not come to school for a week. He has disappeared from my world
since that day when we identified each other in the corridor.
I tried to go to Gu’s house to find him, but he didn’t even let me in.
As Gu Bei’s birthday is getting closer and closer, my heart is getting more and more anxious.
Good, how can Gu Yan be in Gu Bei’s body? And where did Gu Bei go?
Remembering the last time I went to Gu’s residence and saw “Gu Yan,” could it be that it was actually Gu Bei at that time?
My brain is in a mess, and I really wish I could pull Gu Yan to make it clear at this moment.
Just as she was bored, Zhang Yao appeared again with her little sister.
Since the last time Gu Bei openly faced me in class, Zhang Yao and others no longer dared to bully me.
I frowned, wondering what she was going to dance this time.
“Hey, I’m not happy. Have you been dumped by Gu Bei?” Without lifting my
eyes, I said, “You cheated on the midterm. Do you want me to sue the teacher?”
You are crazy! But you helped me cheat! Sue the teacher and you won’t be able to get away! I
don’t care. I’ll drop out at the worst. Do you dare to bear the consequences?
Zhang Yao has a very strict father who is very concerned about her academic performance.
If she is informed of cheating by the school, she will definitely suffer. I, on the
other hand, am barefoot and not afraid to wear shoes.
“How dare you!”
“Try?”
「……」 Zhang Yao has the heart to bite me to death, probably how also do not understand, how I changed a person overnight.
I sighed, “You and your little sisters might as well brush a few more questions if you have the time to taunt me.”. The make-up exam will be here soon. I wish you a good result.
Ok, now Zhang Yao is not the only one who wants to bite me to death.
The sound of grinding teeth. Unconvinced,
Chang Yao said, “What are you dragging?”! Ku Bei hasn’t been to school these days, but he’s at Shih Hsia Ching’s house. After all, they’re a couple of childhood sweethearts, and you’re just a little bird who failed to fly to the branches and become a phoenix!
Then he pulled the little sisters away laughing and laughing.
…………
Is worried about not knowing the whereabouts of Gu Bei, did not expect to send the news to the door.
I can’t help worrying about the intelligence of these children. Do
you still want to be a villain? It’s not good! I don’t know where
Shi Xiaqing’s home is.
But after school, I found her in the back of her nanny’s car. He
got out of the taxi and looked at the single-family villa guarded by bodyguards.
I was slightly surprised, Li Wan is all right, home defense is so tight?
Assassination? Or is there a treasure in the house?
Finally, I found a piece of grass where I could see the door and sat down. I began to wait and wait.
Originally thought that Gu Bei and Shi Xiaqing were in contact, but now I know that Gu Yan is in Gu Bei’s body.
Then the nature of this matter is completely different!
With my understanding of Gu Yan, even if he is a bastard, it is impossible for him to see his son’s peers.
Then why does he always run here these days? Is it
for Li Wan?
Thinking of this, my heart is a little stuffy. The story of
me and Gu Yan and Li Wan is probably the eight o’clock of dog blood.
Gu Yan’s father died when he was very young.
His mother took him to remarry.
Li Wan became Gu Yan’s stepsister.
They lived under the same roof for ten years.
Later, because of the death of Gu Yan’s mother and the dissolution of the reorganized family, the two were separated.
Remembering that when Gu Yan and I got married, Li Wan wanted to die or live, my scalp tingled.
I remember that within two years, Li Wan married a wealthy businessman who was ten years older than her and cut off contact with us.
Unexpectedly, after my death, the two of them came back to life.
“Dead Gu Yan, she’s a married woman. Aren’t you afraid of being immersed in a pig cage?”.
I was so angry that I grabbed the turf on the ground, completely unaware that someone was approaching behind me.
Speak ill of people, don’t you keep your voice down? I’m afraid others won’t hear me.
I was startled and looked back. Gu Yan was standing behind me and looking down at me.
Just about to raise the corners of his mouth, when I realized that he was coming out of Li Wan’s house, he collapsed in an instant.
“If you dare to do it, don’t be afraid of being told!” I clapped the grass on my hands and stood up with an unconvinced face.
He frowned coldly and seemed dissatisfied with my presence. “What are you doing here?”
“Let me ask you that!” Do you think I’m an eyesore here? “Go back.”
Ku Yan sighed.
“I don’t!”
“Whatever.” Then he turned around neatly without any hesitation. Anxious,
I grabbed his arm and refused to let him go. “Ah Yan, let’s talk!”
His arm stiffened, but he quickly shook me off: “Don’t call me Ah Yan.” My
nose was sour and I hung my head at a loss. “If you don’t like it, I won’t scream.”. But I really have something important to tell you about Ku Pei!
Hearing that it was about Gu Bei, Gu Yan was finally in the mood to face me.
But how strange is this posture?
Gu Yan took me back to Gu’s house. Without saying
a word, he threw me on the big bed.
And locked the door.
“Well, go ahead.” He raised his eyebrows and folded his arms and stood beside the bed several times to stop me from going down. I had no way to
escape, so I shivered at the foot of the bed.
Eighteen years no see, Gu Yan’s temper is more and more abnormal.
“Then tell me first, why are you in Gu Bei’s body?”
“When I woke up last Monday morning, Ku Bei and I exchanged souls. I don’t know why.”
Last Monday? Isn’t it the day I returned to the sun? What a coincidence.
“So now Gu Bei’s soul is in your body?”
Gu Yan nodded, and I got excited.
And where is he now? I want to see him!
“I’m probably still out playing games at this point, and I won’t be back until the evening.”
“Gu Yan!” I was so angry that I stood up from the bed and was a head taller than him in an instant. Is that how
you indulge your son! He is a senior high school student! His main task now is to study! But you let him play games, and you are too incompetent as a father!
Although I can’t accompany Gu Bei all the time, I know that Gu Yan is not a good father.
Even a bad father.
From small to large, Gu Yan did not give Gu Bei companionship and care, even the basic care are less, as if Gu Bei is not his son, just a stranger.
It is hard not to suspect that it is precisely because of his indifferent attitude towards Gu Bei that Gu Bei will grow up to be a troubled teenager! I worked so hard to give birth to
Gu Bei. Why are you so indifferent to him? Don’t you love him?
“Well, no.” Gu Yan admitted it simply, and his undisguised attitude stunned me.
My heart is getting cold: “Why do you want to marry me if you don’t love?”? Why did you have him with me?
“Because I love you.”
It was supposed to be a romantic word, but Gu Yan’s expression was naturally as simple as eating and sleeping.
It seems that loving me has already become an integral part of his life. I only love you
in this world, from the beginning to the end. It’s you who have changed your mind. Now you only have Gu Bei in your heart and eyes, and you don’t have me.
“When you didn’t know it was my soul that lived in this body, you just wanted to be with Gu Bei. You never wanted to see me, and you were even afraid to see me.”
“When you knew it was me in this body, you didn’t care how I felt. You knew I was angry, but you were still thinking about Gu Bei and talking about him.” Have
you ever thought about how I’ve been these eighteen years? I tell you, it’s not good.
I want you to go crazy, and I dare not see anything about you in the house, and if I see it, I’m afraid I’ll go with you. But I dare not die, because I know that if you knew under the spring that I had given up Gu Bei to accompany you, you would not want me.
I even thought with a bad heart that if I didn’t burn paper for you, you would be so angry that you would hit me. But in eighteen years, you haven’t been willing to come once. The thing I regret most in my
life is that I listened to you and went abroad to talk about business when your due date was approaching. I didn’t think we’d be apart for eighteen years.
I was really angry that you came back and pretended not to know each other, but I was afraid that I would miss another 18 years, so how could I bear it? So no matter what the purpose of your appearance is, whether it’s a person or a ghost, can you come and hug me now?
“Because I really miss you.”
Gu Yan opened his bright eyes and wanted to smile at me, but nervousness and anxiety made his smile worse than crying, so he had to open his arms and wait for me.
And I was already crying out of shape, and I rushed over and hugged him.
I wish I could turn these eighteen years of yearning and grievance into tears.
My Ah Yan, the best Ah Yan in the world. After my
mood stabilized, I told Gu Yan purpose of this visit to the world. Unexpectedly, he was not only not nervous, but also very happy.
“Does that mean that Ku Bei’s body will die on his birthday?”
Gu Yan circled me into his arms and smiled contentedly.
Maybe it’s an act of God. God doesn’t want us to be apart again. So let me exchange souls with my son, and let you come to the world, and then I’ll die with a good conscience, and we’ll go down to the afterlife together, and we won’t be alone.
Why do I feel that it is a particularly beautiful thing for both of us to die here in Gu Yan?
I didn’t give up and wanted to persuade him again, “Why don’t we think about it again? Is there any other way?”? Perhaps there is still room for manoeuvre.
Gu Yan immediately blackened his face: “Can you stay in the world for a long time?” I
shook my head. “I can’t. I’m going to be reincarnated on the third day of next month.”
His arms tightened around me even more. “Then I won’t have to live.”. Be reincarnated with you.
“Anyway, without you, I’m like a walking corpse.” The words on his
lips suddenly choked back, I rubbed his fluffy hair, and the heart that had been hanging for a long time fell down.
Maybe it’s good to have him with you on the way to the afterlife.
Gu Bei’s acceptance ability is very strong.
When Gu Yan and I told him the decision we had made, he was only silent for a moment.
And show respect for us. Only 18
years old, but to spend the rest of his life in a middle-aged body, or in the case of the loss of his parents.
I feel sorry for Gu Bei.
But I can’t think of a better way.
And looking at the increasingly happy Gu Yan, I even selfishly feel that this seems to be the best ending.
In such a contradictory and perturbed mood, Gu Bei’s birthday is getting closer and closer.
For some reason, the closer the day came, the more my eyelids jumped. Something big
seems to have happened.
Gu Yan has become more and more busy these days, saying that he wants to pave the way for his son in the last days.
I was amused by his belated fatherly love, but I felt warm.
Until the night before my birthday, I received a phone call from an old acquaintance. On the
phone, Li Wan’s voice was like a ghost.
Long time no see, Si Yu. Congratulations on your return to the world, but unfortunately, you and Gu Yan’s wishful thinking will come to nothing. If you still want to see your son, don’t tell anyone, come to me quietly. Remember, you must not let Gu Yan know!
I looked out of the window at the moonless night, and the evening breeze was mixed with the smell of blood.
Originally, Li Wan is the real robbery.
I finally know why Li Wan’s family has a tight provention and control.
From the door to the inner room, all the way is the layout of the array, Maoshan Taoism. Anyone who sees
such a strange home will doubt the mental condition of the owner.
The huge hall was covered with copper coins and red ropes. Although I couldn’t understand it, I could probably see that it was a strong array.
Not surprisingly, this formation should be used against me.
“You’re here?” Li Wan sat on it with a smile, dressed from head to toe as an elegant woman, and beside her stood a Taoist priest with an evil face.
I instantly understand why Li Wan like to take the perspective of God, even our identity know, the original is a devious way. With a calm face,
I said, “Let’s come straight to the point, Li Wan. What on earth do you want to do?”? Where is Ku Bei?
My little nephew? Don’t worry, he is sleeping quietly in the back room now. Today, the main thing is to invite you to be a guest, and I want to catch up with you.
I rolled my eyes and said, “Come on, Li Wan, I don’t remember being good enough to catch up with you.”. What do you want? Just say it.
Li Wan burst out laughing: “Well, have a good time!”! Have you seen the formation over there? If you are willing to go in, I will spare your son’s life.
“What if I go in?”
“Out of my wits.”
It’s pretty straightforward. I
held my forehead, but I didn’t expect that after more than 20 years, Li Wan still hated me so much.
“Li Wan, you already have a family and a daughter. It’s not very decent to deal with me for Gu Yan, is it?”
Li Wan snorted coldly. “It was Gu Yan who didn’t let me go first!”! If he wants me to die, I will sacrifice his beloved to heaven.
I don’t understand. What do you mean?
Li Wan was stunned, and her ferocious face became strange.
What’s the matter? Didn’t Ku Yan tell you that he found out it was me who killed you eighteen years ago?
it seems that you really don’t know. Had it not been for my silly daughter who mistook Gu Yan for Gu Bei and led him home, he would not have had a chance to find out that I was behind the accident.
However, he’s not very clever. After eighteen years, he still wants to collect evidence and send me to prison. It’s really stupid. Thanks to the people around me, I saw at a glance that Gu Bei and Gu Yan had exchanged souls, and figured out that you had returned to the world, otherwise I couldn’t be the first to deal with you.
Originally, this is what Gu Yan is busy with these days? The last thing
he wants to do in this world is to send the man who killed me to prison? I have been a
ghost for decades, and I have never hated a person so much that I want her to die.
“I finally understand why Gu Yan hates you so much.”
Li Wan’s face, with delicate makeup, twitched slightly, and then pounced on me.
You shut up! It was you who took him away, it was you!
I flashed lightly, and she fell to the ground.
All right, I don’t have time for this. If I go into this formation, will you be able to release Ku Bei?
“Yes!”
“How do I know if you’re lying to me?”
She gritted her teeth. “Do you have anything to bargain with me?”
I was stupefied, as if I didn’t.
My son is in the hands of others. As a mother, I can only surrender.
I sighed and walked into the formation honestly.
“It’s time to begin.” It was Li Wan’s
turn to be stunned. She didn’t expect me to promise so simply.
But the Taoist priest of Maoshan reacted very quickly, and he cast a spell before I had time to prepare.
So I cried out in pain. After
a burst of heart-rending and bone-marrow pain, I felt that I had stripped Linzhi’s body and hung in the air on the array. The moment I
lost consciousness, I just felt sorry for Gu Yan. I broke my
promise to give him a complete home.
Now I promise to go to the afterlife with him, but I’m afraid I can’t.
This array is very bad. It can’t break the soul curse that Yan Kui gave me in an instant. I
can only be scared out of my wits by constantly wearing down my ghost consciousness.
This is tantamount to being late to me.
“Hey, old man, are you good or not?” The pain is so painful that I can hardly say a word.
I just hope he can give me a good time. Dissatisfied with my provocation,
the sorcery Taoist poked me with two more swords. I was in pain.
If a ghost could spit blood, I’d probably be bleeding like a river.
Time passed by minute by minute, and the horizon was already white.
And the person Li Wan was waiting for, also arrived. The time
she took was just right, just enough to threaten Gu Yan.
“All the evidence of your murder is here. Li Wan, you let her go.”
Gu Yan’s words were directed at Li Wan, but his eyes were fixed on me, and although he pretended to be calm, his slightly trembling hands revealed his emotions.
Li Wan quickly took away the evidence, proud and unwilling: “You are really infatuated with her.”. Whether it’s a person or a ghost, for her sake there is no turning back.
“Let her go!” Gu Yan roared, “The person you hate should be me from the beginning to the end, not her!”
“Ah!” Li Wan exclaimed, and the situation reversed in an instant.
Gu Yan took advantage of Li Wan’s inattention and quickly put a sharp and shiny dagger on her neck.
“I say again, let her go!”
The dagger was a little closer, and Li Wan’s smooth skin was already bleeding.
Gu Yan, kill me if you can! We grew up together, and if you’re ruthless enough, then I’ll admit it!
Gu Yan looked at me dying, I gently shook my head, no.
He suddenly smiled, his eyes full of tenderness: “Wait for me.”
Then his eyes suddenly became bloodthirsty and fierce, and his arms were strong.
At the critical moment, a stone knocked down the dagger.
And all the red ropes wrapped around me were broken, and the copper coins were scattered on the ground.
It’s just that I can’t stand any longer and fall to the ground askew like silk.
The next second, I was taken into a warm and flustered embrace.
“Ah Yu, hold on. I’m going to find someone to save you. No, I..”
Gu Yan has never been at a loss, holding me carefully, as if the next second I will be broken.
I leaned on Gu Yan’s shoulder and looked not far away, full of unbearable Yan, feeling grateful in my heart.
The judge does not care about human affairs, and the ghost world has a hundred years of town.
He made enough exceptions for me, but unfortunately, I never had a chance to pay them back.
“Ah Yan, don’t be afraid.”
I gently stroked Gu Yan’s face and felt a wet hand.
Seeing him sad, I felt more pain than entering the formation. In the book of
life and death, you will live to be a hundred years old. Come and see me after a hundred years. I will wait for you on the Nai River Bridge. Suicide is not reincarnation. Don’t be stupid.
Birthday has passed, Gu Bei is not dead, I know God’s punishment has been broken.
Apart from Gu Yan, I have no more regrets.
Gu Yan hugged me tightly and cried until he trembled all over. “Will we have an afterlife?”
“Of course.” I tried to hold back my sadness.
“I am a relative of the King of Hell, and he has promised me that in the afterlife we will be childhood sweethearts, a pair of beautiful people, and grow old together with children and grandchildren.”
My voice is getting weaker and my consciousness is getting more and more blurred.
I know. I’m going to be nothing.
Accompanied by the sound of sirens, I seem to see myself at the age of eighteen.
“Yes, I like you, can’t I?” The young man, who
had always been perverse and sinister, was stunned and slowly turned red in his ears. That’s where
all the stories begin.
[Gu Yan Fanwai]
Gu Bei and I have exchanged our souls.
Li Wan and her accomplices were also punished by the law.
Everything went back to the way it was, as if nothing had happened.
A Yu’s appearance is like a dream.
A beautiful and short dream.
Never believing in ghosts and gods, I began to burn incense and worship Buddha.
She even went around to visit the master and prayed to see her again.
But they always say that there is no such soul.
At first I was angry at their incompetence, and then I was relieved.
They’re all a bunch of liars. There’s no need to waste time.
Since Yu said he would wait for me, he will.
It’s just a few more decades. I have patience. I’ve been dreaming a lot
lately, and it’s all about Ah Yu. The first time I saw her when I was
18, I was fighting with someone.
At that time, I lived like a puddle of mud, playing truant and fighting.
Everyone avoids me like a plague, but she shines into my world like a little sun.
“Classmate, you’re the only one who hasn’t handed in the group assignment.”
She called the cops, broke up the fight, just to talk to me about it?
I wiped the blood from the corners of my mouth and felt that her head was short of tendons. How could a hoodlum do his homework on time?
But from then on, she was like a cowhide candy that could not be shaken off, following my buttocks and urging me to study.
I was tired of being urged and pressed her against the wall to frighten her.
Give me a tutorial? Why, do you like me?
Normal girls will be scared away.
But she just froze for a few seconds, then blushed and looked at me with bright eyes.
“Yes, I like you, can’t I?”
I opened my mouth to say no, but somehow I couldn’t say anything.
Finally, she could only take away the exercise book in her hand and run away.
Now that I think about it, it seems that from then on, I fell in love with her. For the first time in
my wandering life, someone liked me as much as she did.
Warm and sincere.
So in this world, I only love her.
[Yan Yi Essay]
Renyin year, Xinhai month, Jiaxu day.
A ghost, name, Si Yu.
Block the punishment of heaven, the soul flies away, in heaven and earth. When you
are a ghost, be kind and love to laugh. When you are a man, be tough and love each other.
I feel very much, remember this.
Record No.: YXX1Abb88deCddd1ayEtRlKX
Dedicated to Alice
, waiting for you to finish class, waiting for you to grow up
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