How do you write a story that begins with “I open my eyes and find myself held in the arms of a handsome man in ancient costume”? -Zhihu

How do you write a story that begins with “I open my eyes and find myself held in the arms of a handsome man in ancient costume”? When I

opened my eyes, I found myself being held in the arms of a handsome man in ancient costume.

He was naked and breathing heavily, and his red eyes were full of lust, which scared me out of my wits in an instant.

“Sister Mingyue, don’t be afraid. Tomorrow I will ask my father for a decree to make you the prince’s concubine.”. Instinctively,

I shrank back into the bed, trembling and shouting in a trembling voice, “You, don’t come over.”. As soon as the

words came out of his mouth, it didn’t sound like a harsh rebuke. The voice overflowing from his throat was soft and weak, but it sounded like an unbearable voice that wanted to refuse.

My clothes were messy, my whole body was hot and dry, and there seemed to be a fire burning in my body, which made me irrational. Wave after wave of heat

in the body, burning consciousness gradually blurred up. The

remaining reason is reminding me, run, run.

I stood up in a panic and moved to and from the bed.

A pair of strong and powerful hands suddenly touched my ankles, which made me get goose bumps.

The man pulled me back gently with his hands, pushed me down on the bed in an instant, and pressed me under his body with his thighs.

Sister Mingyue, you know, I like you. What’s good about

Jing Zhao’s illness? You have to marry him, don’t you?

The bright moon?

Jing Zhao?

Prince? Am

I wearing a book?

？

“Jing..” Kyung-taek?

I gave a trembling cry.

Sister Mingyue, you don’t have to be afraid. I will be responsible for you. My

head emptied and I understood the current situation in an instant.

I am wearing a book called “The Queen’s Beauty”, and I am Shen Mingyue, the vicious female companion in this book.

The plot should go on to the queen to Shen Mingyue and Prince Jing Ze under the aphrodisiac, to cook the rice cooked rice, to break the Yuhua long princess will Shen Mingyue married to the male Jingzhao plan.

Queen Wang and Princess Yuhua have been at odds for a long time, and have already reached the point of incompatibility.

Seeing that Princess Chang wanted to support King Jing Zhao, Queen Wang was so anxious that she forced Shen Mingyue to lose her virginity. After

Shen Mingyue became the prince’s side concubine, the male protagonist was also ordered to marry the female protagonist Zheng Dai, opening the script of marriage before love and mutual support.

Shen Mingyue’s psychology gradually became unbalanced, and she became more and more serious, hurting and bullying the woman, and even killing the child in her belly.

In the end, even Princess Yuhua could not protect her, and she was sent to the West by a cup of poisonous wine.

Never marry this prince, never such a fate.

I struggled violently under the pressure of Jing Ze. The thin sweat on my forehead and neck kept overflowing, and my back was covered with hot sweat: “Jing Ze, let me go quickly.”. I will never forgive you for what

you have done.

Mingyue, I’ve liked you since I was a child, and the Crown Princess was forced on me by my father.

Even if you blame me, I will let you be my woman, I will be good to you, I will be responsible for you.

He stretched out one hand to imprison my hands, and the other hand lingered on my waist, and then dug into my skirt clumsily to untie my clothes. Every touch of

his hand on my skin made me jumpy and terrified. I was so

frightened that I struggled violently to get away from him. Wave after wave of fear came to me. The suppression of the strange male power made my whole body tremble. Only then did

I realize that what was said in the novel was all false, and that it was impossible for people to push the boat along with the same intention to force your man once.

Even if he is good-looking, in this case, his mind is full of fear and humiliation and nausea, no matter how he can not give birth to a charming mind.

Jing Ze, will you let go of my hand? You’re hurting me.

I can’t stand it anymore. You let go of my hand, and we are all comfortable, okay?

My eyes shed tears mechanically, and I fought back the nausea in my chest and pretended to give in.

Jing Ze loosened my hand slightly and said in a dumb voice, “Mingyue, do you really want to?”? The hand on the top of

his head trembled and reached the hairpin on his head. Seeing that he had stopped moving slightly, I held my breath and tried my best to stab the hairpin into Jing Ze’s right chest by sitting up.

Jing Ze ate pain, ah, fell back, I took advantage of this stall to roll and climb out of bed.

This place was the side hall of an unfavored imperial concubine, and after a while the empress and the emperor would happen to pass by, hear the sound of debauchery in the hall, and break the scandal. The fear of being

almost strong and the embarrassment of being caught in bed swept over my whole body. At this moment, I had only one thought, to leave this place.

The prince fainted. As soon as the maid at the

door tried to stop me, she was so frightened by my words that she turned pale and rushed into the room to investigate.

I folded my arms around my shoulders and tried to hide my ragged clothes.

The tiger’s mouth was bitten by me with blood dripping, I did not dare to relax my vigilance for a moment, while dragging my body to move with difficulty, while looking around in the dim light.

Deyin is ill. Your Majesty should come and have a look.

I heard Liao Pin say that Deyin was always talking about his father these days.

A female voice sounded slowly, especially harsh in the silence of the night.

the queen has a heart.

A sound of footsteps accompanied by a low voice suddenly sounded, one step, two steps, three steps, the footsteps gradually approached. Looking around, there was no place to hide, only a few large water tanks nearly one person high standing in the courtyard. I had no time to think about it, so I jumped in and hid in the water tanks by night.

I did not dare to move, the atmosphere did not dare to breathe, the water in the tank emitted a fishy smell, but still let my hot body feel a burst of cool. The sound of footsteps in front of the

water tank gradually faded away, and not far away came panicked shouts, and from time to time several footsteps sounded in front of the water tank.

My legs were numb and limp, my hands were propped up on the dirty and sticky inner wall of the water tank, and I was frightened by the slightest sign of trouble outside.

I don’t know how long it took, but a quiet footstep was getting closer and closer to me, and my heart was in my throat. In

the darkness of the night, a human face slowly unfolded in front of me. My eyes met for a moment, and I cried out.

Don’t scream.

The man covered my lips in a panic. The moon is not afraid. I am the elder brother.

Brother?

Shen Mingyue’s brother Shen Yiheng?

He fished me out of the water tank, took off his robe and wrapped me up.

His voice was so hoarse that I grabbed his arm to prop up his limp body and said, “I, I’ve been drugged.”.

I know. We’re going home.

His eyes flashed a trace of gloom, and he quickly regained his peace. He put me on his back and picked up the remote path and ran all the way.

In my mind, I recalled the description of Shen Yiheng in the book: Shen Yiheng, the second beautiful, strong and miserable man, was the son of Princess Yuhua Chang and Shen Shen, the Minister of the Ministry of the Interior, but in fact he was the illegitimate son of Princess Yuhua Chang and Zheng Yi, the general of Pingxi, who was the half-brother of the heroine Zheng Dai. After

Shen Yiheng knew his true identity, he could not stand the blow that his father was not his father and his lover became his sister. After a serious illness, he left the capital disheartened. After coming out of the

cold water, the body became hot and dry again.

His breath lingered on the tip of my nose, and my consciousness gradually blurred, and my heart and eyes were full of his breath.

Thin moans leaked from his throat, and his body wriggled unbearably on him.

Shen Yi-heng’s body stiffened and he pulled me down from his body. He frowned and said, “Moon, I know you feel bad, so bear with me.”. I slipped and fell to the ground

as if I had no bones. I blushed and cried out in shame.

His robe was draped over me, and now he was only wearing a narrow black satin dress, showing a good figure, broad shoulders, narrow waist, strong waist and long legs.

My consciousness was already blurred, looking at the scene, my mouth was dry and hot, my mouth unconsciously leaked a few vague moans, and I lay on the ground and began to tear my clothes.

Shen Yiheng’s complexion was complicated and he squatted down. A sharp hand knife hit me. I had a pain in my neck and fainted. I spent three days in a daze in the

princess mansion and had nightmares for three days.

Yuhua long princess came to see me, she held my hand, look indistinguishable, but I know her calm eyes under the surge of monstrous anger.

At that time, Queen Wang used this method to force her to marry her present husband, Shen Shen.

Now Queen Wang dared to do the same thing to her daughter. How could she swallow it. Although

Princess Yuhua is not Shen Mingyue’s biological mother, she regards Shen Mingyue as her own daughter. When

she was reluctant to marry Shen Shen underground, between the two has been tepid, Yuhua long princess also rarely let Shen Shen touch her.

One day when Shen Shen was drunk, he mistook Yuxiang, the maid of Princess Yuhua, for Yuhua. It was absurd for one night, but Yuxiang was pregnant.

At that time, Yuhua had been married to Shen Shen for more than three years. After all, she was somewhat happy with Shen Shen, and her words and deeds were awkward.

Shen Shen was overjoyed, thinking that she finally had a place in her heart, and did not want to leave yuan Xiang’s child at all.

He ordered people to tamper with yuanxiang’s food, begging for one corpse and two lives.

In the end, yuanxiang died of dystocia and the child survived unexpectedly.

Princess Yuhua stood up and took out a few hairpins from the tray beside her and gestured on my head. Her voice was so heavy that she could not hear her emotions: “Mingyue, your mother will give you whatever you want.”. Mother won’t let go of any of those who

hurt you.

You have to cheer up quickly. The position of Princess Jing and the position of Queen will be taken by your mother for you.

Dress up. You are the future hostess of King Jing’s mansion. King Jing is happy to open the mansion, so you have to go.

I looked at the gorgeous woman in the bronze mirror and lost my mind for a moment.

Melon seed face, willow eyebrows, winking eyes with spring, red lips with a smile.

Generally speaking, the beauty of the second woman is the level of the man who does not know what is good or bad. In

a daze, Princess Yuhuachang inserted the last hairpin into my hair, gently straightened it, and said with a smile, “Go, my brother has been waiting for a long time.”.

A slender figure stood in front of the carriage with his back to me. He was dressed in a black suit, his black hair was tied up with a hollowed-out gold crown, and his boots were wrapped up to his calves, making his legs look straight and strong. He is

obviously a general, but he has a gentle and handsome face.

Temperament is not like a general, but like a modest and refined scholar with a jade face, or like a teacher wearing a long gown and holding a book in the Republic of China. There are a lot of beautiful words in the

book to describe a person amazing, in fact, it is better to stand in front of him on the red face, even the atmosphere dare not breathe reaction to be straightforward.

In a word, he is very good-looking.

Brother.

I nodded uncomfortably at him and climbed into the carriage.

He froze for a moment, then burst out laughing and got into the carriage. When he

picked up the teacup and drank water, his eyes fell lightly on my nails: “Did you cut your nails?”?

Dragging the teacup by the hand, I immediately put down the teacup and hid my hand in my sleeve.

“” How did you cut it?

“I said in a low voice,” When I came back from the palace that day, I broke off a few, so I just cut them all off. King

Jing gave you that agate bracelet. You wear it on your wrist every day and never want to take it off. Why don’t you wear it today?

He sat upright in the carriage and looked at me in his spare time. I was in a hurry to go out

today, so I forgot to wear it.

I’m not used to wearing anything on my wrist at all. A few days ago, when I was taking a shower, I thought it was in the way, so I took it off and never put it on again.

He gazed thoughtfully at the tables in the carriage and kept silent for a while. After a while, he raised his head and said, “Agate is a sacred object of Buddhism. Wearing it can ward off evil spirits and keep you safe. You’d better wear it in the future.”.

I answered, and at the same time I breathed a sigh of relief. I don’t think I showed any flaws.

In this feudal society, if people know that I am not the original Shen Mingyue, they may think that I am a monster. If that day comes, my fate will be unimaginable.

Seeing that my face was calm, Shen Yi-heng took one look at me and enunciated slowly, as if to comfort me: What happened that night was that the queen didn’t dare to call a thief a stop thief. She only said to the outside world that the prince had a cold, that he was not seriously hurt, and that he would recover after a period of rest. He has said this to me several times in

a few days.

Only this time, he added, “The news is covered up. King Jing won’t know what happened that night. Don’t worry.”.

Jing Wang Fu did not have a big banquet for guests, and the number of people who came to congratulate him was very small, which was extremely in line with the low-key style of the male protagonist Jing Zhao.

Jing Wang Jingzhao, born by Concubine Li, was poisoned by the empress when she was young.

Princess Yuhua secretly searched for healers from all over the country to detoxify the remaining poison in her body. After the

remaining poison was cleared, Jingzhao pretended to be sick and weak to confuse the queen’s sight, so that the queen relaxed her vigilance.

In fact, he is strong in every way. Don’t ask me how I know, the author has written in the micro-blog.

In a word, the hero is a character who is weak on the surface but tough in the heart.

He also has some arrogant and overbearing characteristics. He has a strong possessive desire for the woman and can’t tolerate a grain of sand in his eyes. The fact that

Shen Yiheng was an illegitimate child was revealed after Jing Zhao ascended the throne.

Shen Yiheng suffered a lot of rumors in the capital, and finally had to ask himself to guard the border and leave this sad place.

Shen Yiheng should have had a brilliant life.

Because of Jingzhao’s possessive desire, in one day, he changed from a high-spirited young general to an evil seed whose mother had no matchmaker.

Jing Zhao not only destroyed Shen Yiheng’s life, but also broke his pride. The readers in the

comments who do not shed tears for the second man, who do not cry, the second man is really miserable.

I turned my head and secretly observed Shen Yiheng beside me. He was exposed to the wind and the sun in the school yard, but his complexion was very fair, as if he was not born to be tanned. When there is no expression on the

face, the corners of the mouth will be raised slightly.

The sun shone on his face, his eyes narrowed slightly, and his whole body stretched. On the right side of

his face, at the level of the earlobe, below the cheekbone near the ear, there was a small mole.

I stared at the mole intently, feeling inexplicable that he should not have had such a life.

Yiheng, you’re here.

Bright Moon.

Just as I was in a daze, a cry called my thoughts back. Men in

luxurious purple robes came to us from far to near.

His head was small, his face was small, his complexion was very white, and his thin lips, like petals, were very red. Look

carefully at his appearance, single eyelid, long and narrow eyes, delicate nose, lips like red rose petals, pointed chin, but the Adam’s apple is very prominent.

Born with a bit of female appearance, it is the male protagonist Jingzhao.

Jing Zhao naturally walked on my right side, sandwiched me between him and Shen Yiyao, and led us around the palace. During the

banquet, a famous scholar suggested to Ching-chao, “I’ve heard that Miss Shen is very good at playing the piano. I wonder if I’m lucky enough to hear it today?”?

Everyone’s eyes moved to my face, and my heart missed a beat, and half of it was cold.

Shen Mingyue’s piano skills are outstanding, but I can’t play the piano at all.

I froze on the spot, trying to refuse, but not knowing how to open my mouth.

After thinking about it, I really didn’t know how to crack it, so I had to say, “I’m not feeling well today. I’m fatigue all over, and my hands and feet are cold. I’m afraid it’s not very convenient today. I’m really sorry.”.

The Qingshan scholar was stupefied and understood the meaning. His face suddenly turned red. He shook his head and said repeatedly, “It doesn’t matter, it doesn’t matter. I’m being abrupt.”.

Everyone was shocked by my bold and shameless speech. They laughed awkwardly and quickly changed the subject.

The matter has come to this point, and I have no intention of eating.

During this period, his line of sight collided with Jingzhao, and he looked at me.

After a while, the servant girl of the palace thoughtfully brought a bowl of hot and thick brown sugar ginger water. Drink this in

summer. I hate ginger.

Just as she was hesitating, Shen Yiheng noticed the brown sugar and ginger water brought up by the servant girl. She pushed it in front of me and said, “Drink it while it’s hot. Isn’t it uncomfortable?”?

I sighed in my heart and drank the bowl of brown sugar ginger water under his concerned eyes.

Jing Zhao sent us out of the house. Shen Yiheng walked in front of us, leaving Jing Zhao and me behind.

Do you know Zheng Dai? General

Zheng’s daughter? In

the eerie silence, I first broke the quiet atmosphere.

I’ve heard of it, but I’ve never seen it.

Jing Zhao replied to me in a way that was neither salty nor light.

According to the original, Jing Zhao did not mean that to Shen Mingyue, just for the sake of the throne and the help of the long princess. For men like

them who are engaged in business, love is not worth mentioning to them, and it is not important to marry any woman.

Had Shen Mingyue not been caught in bed with Prince Jingze, perhaps he would have married Shen Mingyue without complaint. With a feeling of disappointment

in my heart, I sighed and looked at Jing Zhao and poked him in the dark: “You really should see her. She’s good-looking and has a good character. I don’t know who would have the good fortune to marry her.”.

He looked at me like a fool and said, “Oh, I can’t marry you anyway.”.

I raised my eyelids to look at him, and he folded his arms and said, “Oh, of course you can’t marry me.”.

This. Why is it impossible? Anything is possible.

People can be distinguished from things because they have subjective initiative, thinking and independent personality.

So, whatever we do, we have to follow our hearts, and we can’t be controlled by the outside world. “” Are you sick here?

Jingzhao pointed to my head in disbelief, interrupted my long speech, rolled his eyes contemptuously, and walked straight ahead as if he disdained to walk with me.

Walking for a while, he did not know what to think of, the back of a meal, gradually slowed down the pace.

A few days later, after Jingzhao came to visit the princess, Princess Yuhuachang once again mentioned my marriage with Jingzhao.

Can you not marry?

“I couldn’t resist asking,” Mother, can my daughter not marry King Jing?

Princess Yuhua put down her teacup and stared at me steadily. Her furrowed brows were full of doubts: On the birthday of Concubine Li next month, Concubine Li will ask the emperor to marry you and Jingzhao. What nonsense are you talking now that the

matter has come to this point?

Mother, I don’t think I like him that much … I tugged at my sleeve and weighed my words nervously.

Mingyue, are you crazy?

She gave me an inscrutable look, hung her head again, rubbed the white jade porcelain cup with empty eyes, and gave me a sneer at the corners of her mouth: You still don’t understand.

“Mother..” Before I could say a few more words, she stood up and stroked the folds of her clothes. “You were frightened that night in the palace,” she said coldly, “so you said such nonsense.

It’s not up to you. Don’t bring it up again.

The setting sun was already fading, and I sat on a stone chair shaking a round fan to enjoy the cool air, feeling very upset.

Shen Yi-heng came to me and said, “Moon, today there is a Temple Fair in the north of the city. At night there are lanterns all over White Crane Alley. Do you want to go and see it?”?

“” Think.

I nodded heavily. On Baihe Lane in the north of the

city, the whole road was covered with red lanterns, which looked red from a distance and looked beautiful in the dark night.

The most common lantern is a long hexagonal lantern painted with various patterns, and the bottom of the lantern has a fringed paper cut out. My mother told me what happened

today.

“Shen Yiheng said,” Yueer has been in conflict with Jingzhao recently?

Are you still unhappy recently? Staring at the red lantern overhead,

I murmured, No. Before

he asked me, I felt fine. After he asked me, I suddenly felt a little unhappy. It is unlucky enough to catch up with the sudden death of papers in the

middle of the night.

What’s more, he was almost raped as soon as he wore the book, and he was forced to marry a few days after he recovered.

It seemed that there was a pair of hands pushing me forward invisibly, and I could only put it in Shen Mingyue’s shell and play Shen Mingyue clumsily, for fear of revealing any clues.

A sense of powerlessness rises from the bottom of my heart, living alone in this strange world, sometimes in the dead of night, I really feel a little lonely.

Often think, what should I do? Often feel confused and helpless.

In the past, when I saw through the book, the heroine in the article was always able to get along well. I was probably the most unsuccessful person who wore the book. The discomfort of the

strange environment and the loneliness of having no relatives almost destroyed my mentality, even my mentality was not good, let alone changing my life to make a career.

All right, don’t ask.

Seeing that I was depressed, Shen Yi-heng changed the subject at the right time: I remember there was a pastry shop in front of me. I ate some pastries to fill my stomach first, and then I ate after shopping.

I nodded my head and followed him to the pastry shop. The waiter brought several plates of cakes of different shapes. He bent over and stretched out a hand to introduce them to us: This is Chestnut Cake, Peanut Cake, White Rice Cake, Touhua Cake, Yunpian Cake, Pea Yellow. Please enjoy your meal.

“” Wait a minute.

Shen Yi-heng frowned and stopped the waiter who was about to turn away. His eyes drifted to my face. He glanced at the cake in front of him and suddenly changed his mind. He turned to the waiter who was parked in the same place and said, “It’s all right. Go and get busy.”.

Shen Yiheng put his fingers on the table and nodded unconsciously, his eyes drifting, not knowing what he was thinking. When

I ate the cake, he stared at the plate for a moment, which made me feel embarrassed. When she

put the third piece of peanut cake into her mouth, Shen Yiheng suddenly raised her head and pointed at the cake in my hand with trembling fingertips. Her eyes stared sharply at my hand, as if to see through me: Moon, what did you eat?

“I smacked my mouth and thought,” Peanut cake, it’s delicious. Why don’t you eat it?

He leapt to his feet and clapped his strong palm on the back of my hand with a loud crackling sound. The peanut cake fell on the table and the crumbs fell all over the table. The back

of my red hand was burning, and I was stunned on the spot, and my breathing was stagnant.

Shen Yiheng desperately suppressed his emotions and dragged me out of the shop.

Tell me, who are you?

In a corner, Shen Yiheng clenched my wrist and clenched his teeth: When Mingyue was more than two years old, she ate peanuts by mistake and had a rash all over her body. She almost lost her life.

She usually hates peanuts most and would never take the initiative to touch them. Who on earth are

you, and where have you taken the moon? Shen Yiheng laughed sullenly, like a ghost, scaring my head blank. The panic in

my heart came up, and I managed to stabilize my limp body and almost fainted.

Breathing uncontrollably, the scattered pedestrians behind him, the street scene shrouded in the red light of the lantern, and even his angry face began to blur. I was out of breath

and my face was red. I stroked my chest and kept coughing. I bowed my body and shed tears because of coughing. I couldn’t say a word.

Noticing my abnormality, Shen Yiheng panicked in an instant, his fierce momentum disappeared, and he turned up my sleeve in a panic. The reddish rashes of different

sizes and shapes were crowded on the white forearms, which looked particularly attractive.

The Moon.

Shen Yi-heng’s face was so ugly that he hurriedly put me on his back and ran toward the carriage.

That night was the most embarrassing and helpless night for me.

When I was almost desperate, you suddenly appeared.

I think you’re a really good person.

But you’re testing me with your sister’s life. You’re really out of line, really. I gasped and said with difficulty, “If your sister dies, you will be the culprit.” Princess Yuhua is cold, proud, and serious, and Shen Shangshu is the most typical feudal patriarch, unsmiling and awe-inspiring.

Only Shen Yiheng, he is really gentle, his gentleness is for his sister, and I have nothing to do with this otherworldly soul.

In this case, I don’t even have a position to criticize him.

But who wants to come to their place to experience life? Don’t talk

yet. There’s a doctor in the mansion. We’ll go back now.

Shen Yiheng pretended to be calm, but the sweat oozing from his neck revealed his uneasiness at this time.

He put me in the carriage, hurried off the groom, and drove the carriage all the way.

Sitting in the bumpy and vibrating carriage, I didn’t catch my breath, and the white light flashed in front of me, and I lost consciousness.

When Youyou woke up, it was the next morning, and I frowned at the heavy smell of medicine in the room.

“Miss, you’re awake!” Lampe came in from the outside and hurriedly put the Lily in his hand into the vase. “Go and report to the eldest princess,” he said to Qingshuang in the outer room. “The young lady is awake. Where is

my brother? Didn’t he do anything

yesterday?

Dazed by consciousness, I sat up straight, deeply frightened by my irrational behavior last night.

I shouldn’t have admitted it. It was too shocking. As long as I didn’t admit it, he couldn’t do anything to me.

Even if he said something, others would think he was crazy, and the crazy person was not me anyway.

I was in a daze last night. I should say I lost my memory. I can’t admit it! My son was reprimanded by the eldest princess last night, so he went to the school yard early this morning. I spent

the morning in a state of anxiety, pacing restlessly, trying to think of a way to deal with it, for fear that he would come back and question me in the evening.

Who would have thought that before noon, Qingshuang ran in from the outside in a panic and gasped, “Miss, it’s not good. The young man was carried back, saying that he was training in the school yard. He was distracted when he was competing with others, and for a moment he was stabbed.”. When I

heard the news and rushed to his yard, I happened to meet the servant girl who was carrying the blood. After a quick glance, I quickly withdrew my sight, and my heart was heavy. There was a smell of blood in the

room, and the doctor and Princess Yuhua were discussing Shen Yiheng’s injuries in a low voice.

A ink-splashing landscape screen separated the inner room from the outer room, and Shen Yiheng could be seen lying motionless on the bed, as if he had fallen asleep.

In a trance, I took a look at the bed behind the screen and retreated silently. Walking around the garden in the

evening, I saw Shen Yiheng standing in a pavilion not far from the lake to enjoy the moon.

As he looked, there was a curved moon hanging high in the night sky, emitting a less bright light, blurred and dim.

I trudged slowly into the pavilion.

He was wounded in his left abdomen, naked and strong upper body, with several layers of white cloth wrapped around his waist, and only a white silk robe on the outside, with a shadow of white cloth on his waist.

Seeing me coming, he hurriedly carried me on his back and covered his robe tightly. His movements seemed to involve the wound. He breathed in hissing, and a few drops of sweat on his forehead slipped down his temples to the side of his face.

I hurriedly wanted to step forward to help him. After thinking about it, I took back the foot I had stepped out of. Only a dry sentence came out: “Are you all right?”? Quickly tidying up his expression,

he propped up the pillar with one hand and said, It’s all right.

Today I made up a lot of lies in my room, and when I looked at his pale face, I suddenly couldn’t say anything.

You are not the moon. Instead of looking at me,

he stared at the crescent moon in the sky. His tone was very firm. That string of red agate in your hand was a gift from your grandmother.

I was stunned, and my fingers unconsciously stroked the string on my wrist.

Did he find something wrong on the third day I wore the book? Isn’t

that bracelet sent by Jingzhao?

My sister is arrogant, her eyes are higher than top, and she is very stubborn. She is good at face and refuses to admit defeat in everything. The feeling that

you get along with her is too different.

At first I thought you were scared after something bad happened, so you were a little stupefied.

To be honest, to this day, I can’t believe that you’re really not her. When

he turned around, the moonlight behind him looked lonely and fragile. As soon as he opened his mouth, even his voice trembled. Where is my sister? Are

you still alive? I

‘m sorry, I don’t know. After I

died, I came here for no reason. I didn’t mean to.

Your sister, I don’t know.. What would you do if it were you?

He stood and stared straight at me, with a faint flash of water in his dark eyes. “My sister has liked Jing Zhao since she was a child, and the emperor’s uncle would have married them next month..” I couldn’t look directly into his sad eyes. I lowered my eyes awkwardly and muttered to myself, “I’m sorry, I’m sorry..” Obviously, he did not blame me, but calmly stated the facts, which made me feel that I was a heinous villain who robbed people’s bodies.

“I’m not blaming you, it’s just..” He suddenly stopped talking. After a long time, until I thought he would not speak again, he sighed and said, “The moon can’t eat peanuts. In the future, you should pay attention to yourself.”. As

his figure receded, I looked at the moon alone and wiped away my tears.

For several days, I didn’t dare to hang around in front of him.

He did not specify how to deal with me, my heart is inevitably perturbed, this taste is more torturous than blunt knife cut meat, slow fire fried heart. After breakfast

that day, I was just about to go to the garden to digest when I saw several monks wearing cassocks and Tang monk hats coming from not far away. The strings in

my heart suddenly collapsed, and the sunshine was gentle and warm, but I felt as if I was in the winter of nine cold days, with cold hands and feet, such as falling into the ice cellar. Who is

that? In a panic,

I grabbed the little servant girl beside me and pointed to the monks from far to near.

Miss, those are the Dharma Masters invited by Her Royal Highness from Anguo Temple.

The princess said that in recent days, you and your son had an accident, which was very unlucky. She specially invited the Dharma Master of Anguo Temple to come and do it, thinking of exorcising evil spirits. A few days

ago, the housekeeper went to invite them. Maybe the Dharma Masters are free today.

Just then, the monks walked up to me and nodded to me with folded hands.

Amitabha! Amitabha! Weird! Weird! It’s really rare to see. At the end of the

walk, the monk, who had a little red mole on his forehead, suddenly stared at me in a daze and opened his mouth. His eyes wandered around my face without scruple. At the end, he shook his head repeatedly. My

heart missed a beat and I held my breath.

Kongzhi, what are you talking about.

“The monk at the front bowed to me and said,” My Younger Martial Brother has always been outspoken. If there is any collision, I hope the benefactress will forgive me.

With that, he motioned with his eyes for the party to move on.

“Almsgiver, you shouldn’t be here, you.” The Master Kongzhi went on to say that he was caught off guard and dragged away by his brother. A group of

them went to the front, and I looked back and happened to collide with Master Kongzhi’s searching vision, which made my heart jump. It is always written in

novels that the ancient unnatural forces are not undeserved.

What’s more, I came through the book, which was already incredible. At this time, I would rather believe it than believe it.

You need to know your position and what kind of monster you are.

I rubbed oil on the soles of my feet and ran out of the house, trembling and touching the head of the stone lion, trying to calm myself down.

The doorman looked at me again and again, but when he saw that I had no intention of leaving, he simply ignored me.

Not knowing whether it was a psychological effect or a real one, I felt my breathing quickened, my head dizzy, my body seemed to be torn apart, beads of sweat as big as beans kept pouring down, and my hair in front of my forehead was wet.

I shook my head and ran forward in a panic, as if someone was chasing me, running with all my strength, just thinking, farther away, farther away. Without noticing, his left foot tripped over his right foot and fell to the ground with a splash. The jade pendant on

his waist hit the ground with a crisp sound and cracked into several pieces.

Smelling the earthy smell in my nose, I suddenly couldn’t help crying, from silent tears to whispering sobs to wailing.

Life is really hard.

A luxurious carriage stopped leisurely in front of me. Long, white fingers opened the curtain. Jing Zhao poked his head slightly out of the carriage, as if a little surprised. “Bright moon?”?

Jing Zhaojin came to Japan to visit Shen Yiheng, and he didn’t want to run into me in an ugly way.

Now we were sitting in the teahouse staring at each other. To be exact, he was looking at me, and I pretended not to see his eyes and rubbed my eyes uncomfortably.

Why did you run out alone?

“” Nothing.

」「……」 Is it your mother’s birthday at the beginning of next month?

“I took a breath.” Marriage is no joke. I think you should think about it.

Jingzhao sat with his sleeves closed and his lips pursed. He looked very strange. I even suspected that he thought I was playing hard to get. What

are you trying to say?

“I clenched my fists and took a deep breath.” Anyway, we don’t mean that to each other. Why don’t you choose another good wife and I’ll have another good son-in-law? “” Does my aunt know what you said? There was no emotion on

Jing Zhao’s face, and his eyes fell on my face. Do you know what you’re talking about?

“” I know.

“Jing Zhao’s expression was the same as before, and he did not show his joy or anger.” You really look like a new person recently. You are so naive.

I am very angry. I don’t know why people are so indifferent when they talk about their marriage. His attitude that he

has nothing to do with himself is really irritating. The meaning of

marriage is to find someone you like to spend the rest of your life with. If you are not ready, you should not get married. Getting married rashly is not only irresponsible to others, but also irresponsible to yourself.

As a prince, you certainly have your own helplessness, but now you seem to not take your marriage seriously at all, are you so casual? Can

your wife be anyone?

I took a breath, thought about Shen Mingyue’s character in the book, and said, I am a very proud person, but everyone knows that I like you.

The girl’s mind is easy to guess, you must feel it, but you deliberately pretend not to know, not close to me, not distant, always keep a good distance, always let people guess your mind.

I don’t want to go on. Our marriage is not set in stone anyway. Let’s stop here.

Are you serious?

Jing Zhao’s white face was a little frustrated. He stretched out his hand and added a cup of tea for himself. The fragrance of the tea spread out. His tone was very light and slow: My wife is not everyone. If it were a stranger, I would rather be you.

At least, we’ve known each other for a long time, and you’re a nice guy.

I was so confused on the spot that I couldn’t tell what it felt like.

If Shen Mingyue had not been defiled by the prince, would her life have ended like that?

She will be a cold and bright crescent moon, proudly hanging high in the vast sky. I was

almost led astray by him. I shook my head and stressed, “I don’t want to. It’s not a gentleman’s job to force others.”.

“I glanced around, leaned quietly toward him, and whispered,” If you’re worried about my mother, you can say I’m forcing you in secret. She can’t kill me. As long as you are firm in your

marriage, your parents can’t control it! When he didn’t answer me, he stood up and straightened his sleeves. “Are you going?”? I

estimated that the ritual was almost done, and I nodded. When the

carriage was on the road, it suddenly ran into the guard of the house. “Miss, I was worried to death when I heard you were missing.”. All the guards in

our house have come out, and they have found you.

Shen Yiheng crossed the gate of the mansion travel-stained. His black robe was loosely tied on his body. Because of the wound on his left abdomen, his belt was not tied, and the wide robe hung on his body. The whole person was neither fish nor fowl, and somewhat funny.

He glanced at me lightly and went in to have tea with Jingzhao. After

Jing Zhao left, he went straight to my yard and put on his black robe as usual.

I wanted to laugh, thinking inappropriately of “The Man in the Sleeve” and the sunny doll in black clothes.

Shen Yiheng glanced at me with a complicated expression, twisted his brows and said bluntly, “I don’t know how to treat you, but as long as you are a bright moon for a day, Shangshu Mansion can protect you for a day.”.

Don’t think it’s safe to run away from home. What you wear and what you wear on your head are not ordinary goods. It’s troublesome to walk outside. There are a lot of bad people

out there, and it’s very hard for a girl to be alone.. Sure enough, the handsome childe also has a good heart, so that he can be regarded as the second man. The second

man can only be deep and gentle, and a little scheming can not be accepted.

The man can play tricks, can be overbearing, can be insidious.

In the end, the woman is always like blind, losing her mind, and she doesn’t want the second man. Why on earth is this?

Gentle man will never come to a good end, the meaning of his existence seems to be specifically to arouse the reader’s regret, why on earth is this? When

Shen Yiheng was facing me, I couldn’t see the small mole on his side face.

Only from this angle, when he leans slightly and the right side of his face is facing me, can I find a little flaw on his cheek.

Devilishly, my mind suddenly jumped out of a sentence: I will always submit to tenderness.

I didn’t want to run away from home. It was just that my mother had invited the Dharma Master, and I was a little scared.

Looking at his baggy clothes, I was a little touched.

Shen Yi-heng stopped, with a not-so-obvious smile at the corners of his mouth. “Ah, are you afraid of this kind of thing, too?”?

I looked at him in puzzlement, and the emotion I had just felt was gone.

He said this as if he knew better than I did what a monster I was. Did you have any reaction when

the Dharma Master exorcised evil spirits?

I looked at him warily and shook my head without blushing. Not at all. It doesn’t work very well.

Maybe one day when you wake up, the moon will come back.

He sighed.

I touched my nose resentfully and heard him say, “I really don’t know what to do with you. Let me think about it. You can imitate Mingyue’s handwriting first these days.”.

The next day when I was in Shen Yi-heng’s study, I was lost in thought as I looked at the copybook on the back of the paper.

My father was very indifferent to Mingyue. When I was a child, my father praised me for my handwriting, and Mingyue secretly remembered it in her heart and asked for my copybook to draw it. A small regular script with

a hairpin in one hand is rusty after all.

I wrote a few words for Shen Yi-heng to read. He looked at my calligraphy, hesitated for a long time, and then held back two words: “It’s all right.”.

He left me to write in his study every day after he had assigned me a task.

After a few hours of writing, he came in from outside the house, picked up a pair of scissors, picked up a stack of paper that had been written, and scratched the paper. After

cutting, he went out with a dustpan full of crumbs.

Perhaps this month is too comfortable, I almost forgot the birthday of Li Fei.

Since last month, the emperor has moved to the palace to spend the summer, and the birthday banquet of Li Fei has been held there.

My heart is a little perturbed, last time Jingzhao did not give me a clear answer, this morning Yuhua long princess specially prepared for me a delicate color of clothes, which means, self-evident. Will

Li Fei ask the emperor to marry me and Jing Zhao? After

today, will my fate be decided?

Before departure, Shen Yiheng sent me a roll of gauze and a small porcelain bottle of golden sore medicine. I sprinkled some powder on my thumb and wrapped it around several times before I came out of the house.

Although I didn’t need to play the piano on this occasion, I wrapped the gauze carefully just in case. On the Huguang Pavilion where the banquet

was held, all the people had taken their seats. Accompanied by the sound of silk and bamboo, the imperial concubine said auspicious words to the imperial concubine, pushing a cup for a change, which was very lively.

I can’t help but look in the direction of Li Fei. Her words can decide my fate. While she was

drinking and enjoying herself, the empress was caught off guard and said to Concubine Li, “This is a great day for Concubine Li to celebrate her birthday. First, I wish you immortality and eternal youth. Second, I wish you good health and good health.”.

As for the three.. The empress curled her lips and said, “May King Jing find a good concubine, and may Concubine Li’s sister enjoy family happiness as soon as possible.”.

Li Fei’s lips curled and she was about to open her mouth.

My heart jumped into my throat and kept beating.

Just as Concubine Li was about to open her mouth, the empress stood up and bowed to the emperor, saying, a few days ago, the wife of the Duke of Zhou went to the palace for an audience. She mentioned that her daughter Zhou Wanrou had not yet been married. She asked me to pay attention to the men in the capital for her. I have

seen Wanrou’s child, who is beautiful and intelligent, quiet and elegant. When I saw King Jing

today, I suddenly remembered this.

In this way, the two people are very well matched.

Today, taking advantage of Li Fei’s sister’s birthday, I dared to take the place of her and wanted to ask the emperor what she meant. The

sudden change caught everyone by surprise, and the queen struck first, turning the situation around in an instant and turning passivity into initiative. If

Li Fei mentioned that she had other candidates at this time, it would be like an excuse to refuse.

Princess Yuhua stood up on the table, twisted her brows, and said, “Brother, you can’t do it.” Concubine Li hung her head and clenched her teeth. “Thank you very much for your concern,” she said. “It’s important for children to love each other when they get married. It doesn’t make the empress worry about this. Jing Zhao stood up, silent and did not speak, and there was no emotion on his cold and lukewarm face.

The emperor’s unfathomable line of sight turned a few times in the faces of the people, and his dignified and solemn eyes suddenly shot at me, scaring me so much that I hung my head hurriedly.

“That’s enough. Today is the birthday of Concubine Li. Don’t dominate.”. I have my own plan for King

Jing’s marriage. It was not

until the feast was over that I breathed a sigh of relief and my back was covered with sweat.

I vaguely remember that the emperor did not like Shen Mingyue’s daughter-in-law very much.

First of all, because Shen Mingyue’s mother is a servant girl, the status is low, married to the prince when the side of the imperial concubine, he felt wronged his son.

Secondly, the emperor felt that Shen Mingyue had a bad conduct and had been confused with his two sons before, and finally married the prince because of the scandal.

Even though Shen Mingyue is not defiled now, the emperor is still prejudiced against her. Instead,

I was relieved because of this prejudice.

It seems that it is not as easy as Princess Yuhua said to marry Jingzhao and Shen Mingyue. I was a little surprised that the thing that had

troubled me for a long time had ended in such a hasty way. When he

was patting his chest and panting slightly, he suddenly collided with Jingzhao’s line of sight. He glanced at me with an expressionless face and left Huguang Pavilion with a shake of his sleeve.

Sister Mingyue. As he

followed Shen Yiheng through the long corridor, Jing Ze suddenly caught up with him from behind. He took out a small porcelain vase from his bosom and breathlessly wiped the sweat from his forehead, saying, During the banquet just now, I saw that your hand was injured. This is the medicine for gold sores that I had just asked Imperial Physician Xu to take. Standing in the distance,

he stretched out his left hand, in the palm of which lay a small porcelain bottle stuffed with red cloth.

Just now during the banquet, I noticed his clingy eyes, trying to endure and avoid them.

Seeing him, I instinctively thought of the fear of being bullied by him that night. Your

Royal Highness, please respect yourself.

Shen Yi-heng took a step forward and blocked me behind him. His tone was cold, without a trace of warmth: There is still some medicine for gold sores in your house. If you don’t want the prince to worry about it. Then

Shen Yiheng gave me a push, patted me on the shoulder, and took me away.

Sitting in the carriage, I couldn’t help laughing, and my mood was much more relaxed. Shen Yiheng, who was

leaning against the carriage and resting with his eyes closed, opened his eyes. He folded his arms and glanced at me. Suddenly he said, “The moon won’t giggle like you.”. I am really glad that the

marriage will not be mentioned for the time being.

But not happy for a while, a disturbing thing came to the door again.

Zheng Dai younger brother Zheng Xuan’s birthday, invited Shen Yiheng to go.

Zheng Xuan is not long ago was sent to the school field experience, Shen Yiheng read in his young age, usually quite take care of him, so Zheng Xuan specially gave Shen Yiheng under the post.

In this way, isn’t Zheng Dai and Shen Yiheng going to meet?

Zheng Dai, after all, has the aura of the heroine, in case Shen Yiheng falls in love with Zheng Dai at first sight, that. I suddenly felt very nervous and had been wandering in the yard after dinner. The light in the

stone lantern rose, and listening to the crickets in the grass, my heart became more and more irritable.

Dressed in a black suit with a sword at his waist, Shen Yiheng hurried into the gate. I came back late

today because I had something to do, and I was afraid you would wait for me. Have you

eaten? Have

your father and mother eaten?

I nodded my head.

He tugged slightly at his collar and said, “I rode back, and I’m all sweaty. I’ll go and wash first.”. There seemed to be a faint smell of sweat in the

air. His cheeks were covered with a thin layer of sweat. Looking down his cheeks, he saw a prominent Adam’s apple, which was faintly wet with sweat. As he spoke, the Adam’s apple rolled up and down. My

heart was pounding, I couldn’t wait to jump out, I reached out subconsciously, and when I realized it, I had grabbed his arm.

Shen Yi-heng was stupefied and turned his head unnaturally. “What’s the matter?”?

I immediately threw it away, shook my head and said, It’s all right. When

he was far away, I came to my senses and trotted after him. Today, the boy in General Zheng’s house sent me a message saying that it was Zheng’s birthday and that he would like to invite you to come to the house in a few days.

“” Well, I know. He told me at the school yard today.

Mother asked someone to leave a meal for you, and I’ll have someone send it to your room later.

“” Good. Trying not to be cranky,

I suppressed my frantic heartbeat and said, I heard that the hibiscus in his garden is a must in the capital. I want to see it, too. Can you take me with you?

Mingyue, are you in a hurry?

Shen Yi stopped, stood still, and smiled helplessly. Isn’t there still five days to go?

Do you want to see Fleur so much?

All right, I’ll take you there that day. When

he smiles, there seems to be a whole Milky Way hidden in his eyes. It’s really beautiful. Is there anything else

?

“He laughed and asked,” I’ll go back if it’s all right.

This night, I lay in bed, I don’t know why, I can’t sleep.

For a while, I thought about something casually, and then I thought that if the man and the second man appeared at the same time, would the woman not notice the second man? I slept very lightly

that night, and the next morning I took the servant girl to the only way back to Jingwangfu to wait for the rabbit.

After waiting for a long time, Jing Zhao finally appeared. After I had done enough psychological building

in my heart, I went up to him and said, “Didn’t you take a carriage today?”? With a calm face,

he didn’t want to talk to me. Seeing that I was following him like a dogskin plaster, he frowned and said, “I have something to say.”. Zheng Xuan, the only son of General

Zheng, will celebrate his birthday in four days. Will you go?

I gave a dry laugh and rubbed my hands. With a sneer,

he said in a strange tone, “Do I look idle?”? So many people in

the capital celebrate their birthdays every day. Do I go to celebrate all of them?

I choked and left dejectedly with my tail between my legs.

He clearly meant not to go, but Zheng Xuan’s birthday party, he still came.

I also met the heroine of this book, Zheng Dai.

She is the kind of square atmosphere of the type, a look is the face of the mother instrument world.

Face bone feeling is very strong, outline slightly with some square feeling, but does not appear tough, but there is a kind of light and dignified feeling, flesh and blood clear, also added a bit of clean and neat. Dressed in a snow-blue turtleneck dress

today, she has a slender neck and outstanding temperament. When

she saluted Jingzhao, her unconcealed expression showed some surprise.

I took a look at the picture of them standing together and quickly pulled Shen Yiheng to Zheng Xuan, who was welcoming the visitors.

I hope Shen Yiheng doesn’t have any feelings for Zheng Dai again. According to

the original book, Shen Mingyue and Zheng Dai became sisters-in-law in the later period. She used her tricks to bully Zheng Dai. Later, she became more and more serious. Even Shen Yiheng, who had always loved her, could not bear to see her.

Or sympathy, or love, or be moved by Zheng Dai’s indomitable character, Shen Yiheng fell hopelessly in love with Zheng Dai.

Shen Mingyue was even more angry when she noticed that the person she loved and her brother who had always loved her had all been taken away by that woman. How could she not hate her.

She resented the injustice of fate. She lost her innocence and lived like a year in the prince’s mansion.

Zheng Dai and Jing Zhao are in harmony. It’s a foregone conclusion that she robbed her original husband. Now even her brother is going to be robbed? Driven by

these unfair mentality, Shen Mingyue did a lot of wrong things, from a noble and beautiful lady to an unrecognizable one.

In fact, Prince Jing Ze was really good to her, and he wanted to show her his heart.

Jing Ze gave Shen Mingyue the splendor and wealth that the Crown Princess could not match, and gave him all the sincerity he could give.

However, their beginning is like a bad seed, which can not blossom and bear fruit no matter how hard it is watered.

Does Shen Mingyue not understand Jing Ze’s mind? Is

her heart as cold and hard as iron and won’t it be warmed?

She will, however, Jing Ze is the culprit of her so, is the root of all her misfortune, because of his little bit of good, he can do evil as never happened? When the

new emperor ascended the throne and the crown prince was banned, Shen Mingyue was not imprisoned because of his meritorious service.

When Jing Ze gave her a letter of divorce, he said that if she was all right, he would be relieved.

Shen Mingyue secretly gave him a bag of poison, and when she walked out of the clan mansion, the wind was so strong that she couldn’t hold back two tears. When I

stood in Hibiscus Garden and looked at Hibiscus, I somehow recalled the plot of the book, and I didn’t come to my senses for a long time.

Shen Yi-heng called me several times, and I looked stunned, “Ah, what’s wrong?”.

He said helplessly, “What are you thinking about? Don’t you want to see Furong?”?

Just then, the servant of the General’s Office sang in a loud voice, “Your Royal Highness is here.”.

Everyone looked at each other, Zheng Xuan took a breath and wiped the sweat on his forehead.

Today Japan is a very common banquet, only invited a few of his familiar Lang Jun, how King Jing and the prince condescended to come? Greeting

with several people for a while, Jing Ze asked everyone to enjoy the flowers as usual and not to be restrained by his arrival. Then he walked straight

towards us, and Shen Yiheng quickly pinched my sleeve and pulled me away.

At this time, Zheng Dai was personally accompanying Jing Zhao to visit the Hibiscus Garden at the behest of Mrs. Zheng.

Shen Yiheng seems to be taking me to Jingzhao.

I can’t let Shen Yiheng have intimate contact with Zheng Dai, and I can’t interrupt the interest of the man and the woman.

Aware of Shen Yiheng’s intention, I quickly pulled off Shen Yiheng’s sleeve and pushed him in a hurry to change direction.

Mingyue, are you angry?

Shen Yiheng asked me out of the blue.

I was confused. What are you talking about? Miss

Cheng is the master, and King Jing has a noble status, so she should accompany him.

“He watched my face carefully and said carefully,” You, don’t think too much.

He doesn’t think I like Jingzhao, does he? Now, he suspects that I’m jealous?

As if to confirm my guess, he opened his mouth for the occasion: King Jing has a noble status, and his knowledge, speech, and bearing are all excellent. There is nothing wrong for you to like him.

The last time Li Fei was born, the timing was not right. Mother will still beg for you when she

has a chance.

“He really misunderstood me, and I curled my lips.” I don’t mean that to him.

“” Then you just.. I thought you were a little angry to see the two of them together. Didn’t you get up early a few days ago just to see him?

no. Before

I could open my mouth to defend myself, he suddenly pointed to Jing Zhao behind him and smiled slyly. “Look, he’s coming.”.

No, no, Jingzhao also got the wrong idea, didn’t he? Why does he come to us if he

doesn’t stay with the woman? After

Jing Zhao came over, Shen Yiheng wanted to go, but I grabbed his sleeve.

Jing Zhao glanced at me and tugged at Shen Yiheng’s hand. He turned his head and said lightly, “How old are you? You’re still holding your brother’s hand.”.

“Sister Mingyue, would you like to say a few words?” Well, the prince came over again.

Shen Yiheng twisted his eyebrows and interrupted him. His eyes flew across my face. He glanced hurriedly at Jing Zhao and leaned over to hide me behind him. “Your Royal Highness, please respect yourself.”.

“” Brother Huang.

Jing Zhao nodded his head to Jing Ze, glanced suspiciously at Shen Yiheng, and then advised him, Brother Huang, if you have something to say, you might as well say it here. In full view of the public, a lonely man and a widowed woman will inevitably be suspected of being in trouble. Holding a folding fan in his hand,

Jing Ze gave Jing Zhao a look and said sarcastically, It seems that the father has not told us enough things, and the third brother still has such leisure to enjoy the flowers.

My younger brother is not as good as my elder brother. He is highly regarded by his father, and he does not dare to compare with his elder brother.

“The third brother is not in good health, and he was born with a weak willow. When I saw your back alone just now, I thought you were a young lady in the capital.” The prince snorted and said, “It’s a cool night in September. The third brother should be careful. If you catch a cold, you won’t be able to go to court for a few days. I’m afraid you’ll only be able to enjoy the flowers in your house at that time.

“” Enough.

I pushed aside Shen Yiheng, who was standing in front of me. Holding back the physical discomfort of seeing Jing Ze, I held out my hand and said, Your Royal Highness, please move.

We stood by the water in silence.

After a while, Jing Ze found a topic and stared at the back of my hand and asked softly, “Sister Mingyue, are your hands all right?”?

“” Mmm.

」。

Not far away, Shen Yiheng and Jing Zhao stood in front of a large cluster of light pink and pale white hibiscus flowers, looking at me. The

lotus blossoms are enchanting over there, while the water bank where Jing Ze and I stand, the autumn water remains lotus, and the scenery is depressed.

“I didn’t mean to scare you that night. I’m sorry.” I frowned, clenched my fists, and whispered, “Don’t mention it again, and don’t apologize. Then he

turned to go.

Sister Mingyue.

Jing Ze said in a low voice behind me, When I was a child, every time I praised you for your beauty, you had to be angry.

When I said I wanted to marry you, you asked me with a cold face if I admired your appearance?

I’ve thought about it for a long time, and I admit that I’m shallow.

But there are thousands of good-looking people in the world, only you are good-looking just to my liking. You are the

only one who has such a face that haunts me.

I know you’ll never forgive me again. I won’t bother you anymore. Don’t hate me. I stepped out of the water.

He scared me for months, and I still can’t get over it.

Several times when I woke up sweating in the middle of the night, I couldn’t help but cover my head and scream.

Moon, are you all right? On the carriage

back to the mansion, Shen Yiheng asked me, What do you think of Jing Zhao? Why did

he ask me how Jingzhao was?

I really don’t mean that to Jingzhao. Unable to

wait for my answer, he said to himself, “Jing Zhao is very nice. That’s why my mother wants to marry Yue’er to him. If you can marry him, I’m sure he will be nice to you, too.”.

I’m not your sister. I have no idea about him.

“I was suddenly a little upset.” How many times do you want me to say it?

Not expecting my sudden irascibility, he was at a loss. He poured me a cup of tea and gently pushed it over. Could it be the regional difference? Don’t the girls in your place like men like Jingzhao? What kind of girls do

you like?

“I said,” Most of the girls in our place like younger brothers, like those who are younger than themselves, and like to be called sister sweetly by the little wolf dog. The girls in

your place are really different from those here.

But can your little wolf dog talk?

If you like a young man, you can also let your mother look at him first.

Now everyone likes my younger brother, but I never liked him. When I

read the novel, I didn’t like the overbearing male protagonist. In reality, I only like the gentle brother boy.

Although, I haven’t had time to meet this type of boy. I have seen it

now. Sure enough, the gentle man in the novel is really good. He is good everywhere.

I stared at the top of the wagon and said devilishly, “I don’t like younger people. I don’t like younger brothers. I only like older brothers.”. From childhood to adulthood,

I firmly like my gentle brother, and I have never changed.

Shen Yi-heng was stupefied and did not speak.

The carriage stopped in front of the mansion, and for the first time he forgot to help me and got out of the carriage by himself.

For several days, from morning till night, I could not see him in your house.

He suddenly got busy, leaving before dawn in the morning and coming home late at night.

I never went to his study again. When

I sat alone on the stone table in the yard to write, a few fallen leaves swirled on the rice paper. I picked up the leaves stained with ink and felt a little sad about spring and autumn for no reason.

He’s avoiding me.

I know. I’m his sister now.

I am just a wisp of soul, a trace of incomplete knowledge, ordinary, good for nothing, even with her sister’s face, I am his sister.

However, in my boring life, I have never met such a person: gentle, rich and clear, with all the good qualities I like.

It’s just that when I get along with him, I often forget that he is my brother.

I don’t want to be like this. In fact, I didn’t seem to say anything. Did my specious words bother him so much?

That night, I stood in the yard and waited for a long time, but he still didn’t come back.

I strolled out of the house, only to find that Shen Yiheng’s horse was tied under the willow tree not far away. He leaned back against the willow tree and stared at the moon in the sky. The eyebrows

fly into the temples, the bridge of the nose is high and straight, and the jaw line is more fluent and neat with the movement of slightly raising the head.

The moonlight gently kissed his cheek, showing the light and soft outline of his side face. The servant girl in the

mansion once said that Shen Yiheng was not as good-looking as Jing Zhao, perhaps because of his different vision, Shen Yiheng was the most beautiful person I had ever seen.

I also looked up at the moon, which was cold and not soft at all.

I walked toward him step by step in the darkness, stood still in front of him, and asked him, pretending to be relaxed, “Brother, why don’t you go home?”?

The night is cool. Shall we go home together?

Shen Yi-heng was as surprised as half a piece of wood and forgot to speak.

Then he quickly turned around and untied the rope from the willow tree, led the horse, and answered succinctly, “Good.”.

The moonlight cast the shadows of the two men on the road, and in the almost eerie silence, only the sound of the horse’s chest panting could be heard.

Bright Moon, I am the elder brother.

He suddenly said something.

I choked up and made another joke: “I know.”.

You are really strange recently, as if you are deliberately avoiding me. Is the school yard very busy recently?

Shen Yi-heng led the horse and said in a heavy voice, It’s quite busy. Speechless all

the way.

As soon as he returned to the mansion, a boy came up and took the reins and led the horse to the stable.

Mingyue, as long as you live in the body of the moon, Shangshu Mansion will protect you forever.

I’ll protect you, too, because I’m your brother.

I caught the implication of his words and could only smile and say, “Thank you.”.

When you’re not busy these days, can I talk to you? I only dare to talk to you when I

am in your house.

On weekdays, in order to maintain your sister’s cool image, you don’t even dare to say more to the maids. His eyes were complicated. He took a deep look at me, softened his tone, and said slowly, “I have a dark guard named Ah Ching. He usually hides in the dark, but his martial arts are very strong.”. It is very dangerous for

her to be a secret guard as a girl. Let her serve you later.

“I don’t need it. I stay at home every day and don’t go anywhere. I don’t need it.” I quickly refused.

Ching is a woman, and when she’s with her brothers on weekdays, it’s not a big deal.

Ching has a cold temper. If you have anything to say, you can tell her. She won’t say it out. I see, thank you. “

You’re welcome. I’m your brother.” I see. He’s going to avoid me like this all the time. When the second snow fell in

Kyoto, there was a big event in the court. General Zheng, the father of Zheng Dai, who was

stationed on the border, returned to the capital without an imperial edict. In the main hall, he grabbed the land with his head, claiming that there was a serious shortage of warm clothing and provisions on the border, and that the military pay allocated was far from enough to enable the soldiers and horses to survive the cold winter.

General Zheng also mentioned that this year the men’s warm clothes or come up to the tide clothes, see the men will freeze to death.

During this period, he mentioned that in the past five years, he had played many times, hoping that the court would increase its military pay, but somehow, he had not been able to listen to it and had never received a response from the court. So

, he just risk the death penalty, quietly back to the capital, for the men a justice.

The emperor was furious. The Ministry of the Interior allocated funds to the army in full every year. It was obvious that someone had embezzled the army’s pay. He was bold enough to press General Zheng’s memorial.

The emperor angrily sent Jing Zhao to investigate the matter thoroughly and ordered him to find out who was behind it and kill him as an example.

Shen Mingyue’s father, Minister of the Ministry of the Interior Shen Shen, was also implicated. Officials from the Dali Temple came to the Princess Mansion several times these days and asked him to assist in the investigation. The atmosphere at home was lifeless.

This plot can be said to be a turning point, which is a sign of the decline of the prince and the victory of Jingzhao over the prince. Wang Chongfan, the brother of Empress

Wang and the uncle of the prince, the minister of war, the escort officer and the grain and grass supervisor were all his people.

Wang Chongfan believes that the frontier is still stable now, and there has been no war for many years, so there is no need to pay so much.

He will be greedy for ink to pay for the prince to deal with, to win the hearts of the people. After the

matter was found out, the emperor was disappointed with the prince and ordered him to think about it behind closed doors at home for three months. Jing Zhao began to release his sharpness and walked into the sight of the ministers. In

the original book, Jing Zhao and Shen Yiheng visited Wang Chongfan’s residence at night and found the key evidence-the account book.

Before meeting with the people who met him, he was chased by the dead soldiers sent by Wang Chongfan in the woods east of the city. At the critical moment

, Shen Yiheng blocked an arrow for Jing Zhao, leaving an arrow wound. Every rainy day, the arrow wound recurred and suffered a lot. The scene of Shen Yiheng’s injury described in the

book is frightening, the chapter of gouging out the bloody arrow makes my scalp tingle, and the little general with iron bones lying on the bed with a pale face and groaning is even more touching.

Even if Shen Yiheng blocked an arrow for Jingzhao, Jingzhao was not more tolerant of him for the sake of saving his life.

In the end, Jing Zhao did not spread the word that Shen Yiheng was an illegitimate child. He wanted to break Shen Yiheng’s thoughts about Zheng Dai. He could have used other ways, but he chose the most tragic one. When I think of the plot in the

original book, I am very angry.

But as the plot progresses, readers are moved by Jing Zhao, who loves his wife, and no one remembers how much he has treated Shen Yiheng.

Night visit Wang Chongfan mansion, should be these days.

I wanted to find Shen Yiheng several times to hint.

But he came back late recently and tried to avoid me when he saw me. I had no chance to talk to him at all.

I was upset and nervous every day, so I could only take Ah Ching to Wang Chongfan’s residence to investigate the situation. After a

few trips, I got a general idea of the woods in the east of the city mentioned in the book. After dinner

these days, he took a walk in the pavilion in the middle of the lake in front of Shen Yiheng’s courtyard and looked at the gate of his courtyard in the dim light. If

Shen Yiheng wants to go out, I must be able to see. In the dead of

night, the door creaked open, and he walked steadily in his black cloak, his boots creaking in the soft snow.

I hurriedly picked up my skirt and rushed over. I stumbled and fell down in the snow. I buried my head in the snow and ate a mouthful of snow. When

I struggled to get up, I was caught off guard by a pair of boots embroidered with gold thread. Following the boots, I saw that the man’s face was heavy, without sorrow or joy.

My cheeks were red with cold. With my lips trembling, I called out softly, “Brother.”.

It’s so late. What are you doing if you don’t sleep? With anger in his eyes,

he pulled me out of the snow, tugged at my sleeve and asked in a harsh voice, What are you going to do?

Are you going out? The road is slippery on

a snowy day. If you go out, ask the dark guard to follow you. It’s not safe to go out by yourself.

I pulled my sleeve out of his hand bit by bit and whispered.

You always have the ability to make a mess of yourself.

He hasn’t talked to me much lately, and he walks around with a cold face when he sees me.

Because of that specious remark, he was no longer gentle. With bitterness in my

heart, I lowered my head and said, “You have never been so fierce to your sister.”.

My sister won’t be as stupid as you. As soon as

Shen Yiheng threw off his sleeve, he turned around and said coldly, It’s cold. Hurry up and go inside.

I didn’t care too much, so I grabbed him by the sleeve. The inside of the cloak was clearly a night suit. After

Shen Yiheng left, I stood alone and broke out in a cold sweat.

“Ah Ching, besides you, how many dark guards are there around my brother?”? Ignoring my wet shoes and socks,

I hurried to Ah Ching’s room, covered with sweat.

Four.

Ching, I want you to help me. After

listening to my guess, Ah Ching looked at me solemnly for a long time before saying, “Well, go down and look for Laowu.”. In less than

half an hour, Ah Ching came to me with four burly men whom I had never seen before.

According to the original book, the people who met Jingzhao were in the west of the city, but they were chased to the east of the city, otherwise Shen Yiheng and Jingzhao would not have done so at all.

A group of people ambushed in the woods east of Wang Chongfan’s home. I’m not sure whether they will appear or not.

Ching advised me to stay at home. Panic was about to engulf me. I wouldn’t listen.

I only know that Jing Zhao is the man, he has the aura of the man, he can not die.

But Shen Yiheng does not necessarily have such good luck, not to mention, now men and women and the woman are not together, if he has any accident. Just as he was concentrating, a fierce fight sounded not far away, and the sharp friction of swords cut through the silent winter night.

“Your Excellency has orders. Those who recover the account book will be rewarded with ten thousand taels of gold. Let’s go, brothers.” “You’re alone. Hand over the account book. I’ll spare you from death.” My heart jumped into my throat and I squeezed Ah Ching’s hand.

Ching and the rest of the men, armed with swords and carrying quivers on their backs, looked at each other and flew out to join the melee ahead.

Not long after, two men in night clothes rushed towards this side, one was a little stronger, the other was thinner. They looked nervous and rushed towards this side with arrows, which dripped down with rare liquid.

One step, two steps, three steps, I can call them, the horse is not far away.

“Brother, Ching-chao, I’m here, and the horse is below.” Both of them were startled when they saw me. Panting, they pulled me up and ran to the front.

Jing Zhao grabbed my hand in front of me, and Shen Yiheng was behind me.

A sneaky man in black hid in a tree and suddenly drew his bow. With a flash of cold, the arrow flew out “whew, whew, whew.”.

Shen Yiheng loosened his grip on my hand and lifted his sword to block the flying arrow. Between the

words, an arrow came quickly toward Jing Zhao, and Shen Yiheng’s face stiffened.

My heart suddenly jumped, quickly pushed away Shen Yiheng, turned around and hugged Jingzhao.

If blocking the arrow for Jingzhao is his destiny, so can I. Although

Shen Yiheng is strong and strong, his body is only skin and bone, and he will also hurt.

With a dull hum, the arrow sank into my back, not through, but fine. Before

I could howl, I heard Shen Yiheng call out to me in a panic: “Bright Moon.”. When

I looked at Shen Yi-heng, I actually wanted to laugh.

Really good, Shen Yiheng is all right, do not have to suffer the pain of those flesh, do not have to endure the pain of the recurrence of arrow wounds.

Anyway, I am not a person in this world, if I can block the wind and rain for him, it will be a worthwhile trip.

Not far away, the man in black fell off the tree with a thump, and Ah Yue came over with an arrow. Jing Zhao hugged me tightly and trembled all over.

I was sweating profusely and couldn’t say a word because of the pain.

Mingyue, do you know that no one has ever done this to me except you.

I thought no one in the world would lay down their lives for me except my mother.

If you’ve played hard to get with me before, you’ve done it.

Jing Zhao held me in his arms and said in a trembling voice, “Don’t be afraid. You’ll be all right. I know what you mean.”.

“Jing Zhao is still whispering in my ear:” When this matter is over, I will ask my father for a decree. My wife can only be you.. ” I want to say to Jing Zhao, it doesn’t matter, no need, my lips have been open and closed for a long time, and I haven’t been able to highlight a clear syllable.

The heart-rending pain made tears roll down, and in the misty, I saw Shen Yiheng staring at me with scarlet eyes behind Jingzhao.

Enough is enough.

Shen Yi-heng suddenly interrupted Jingzhao’s words and hugged me from Jingzhao’s body: “Men and women are not close to each other. I’ll come.”.

I gave a weak cry, and the blood from the corners of my mouth ran down my chin into my neck. Is

he finally talking to me?

I felt so wronged that I said angrily, “Brother, I told you to be careful tonight, but not only did you not listen, but you also scolded me.”. Will you talk to me

in the future? I will promise you anything

as long as you live. Keep an eye on

the young lady and don’t let her turn over and pull on the wound. Talk to her

more and divert her attention.

If the pain was really severe, she went to the doctor to see if she could prescribe two doses of painkillers.

Yes, sir, the maidservant knows.

As the door creaked, the murmur subsided.

As if I had a long dream, I woke up again, lying on my back on the bed, changing into clean clothes, and my back was painful. The

lying position was too uncomfortable. I just wanted to move, but I pulled the wound on my back. The pain made me sweat and take two breaths.

Miss, you’re awake.

Lampe noticed my noise and stepped forward from the foot of the bed to tuck me in. “Stay on your stomach,” he said with concern. “You’ve got a big cut on your back.

“I turned slightly sideways.” Who were you talking to just now?

Childe came to see you and told me a few words.

I said, “Oh, no more words. He’s all right. That’s great.”.

After Lampe washed me up, he fed me a small bowl of porridge, and every time I moved, I was in pain.

I lay on the bed with a pale face and felt uncomfortable all over. The pain in

my back could not be ignored. I buried my face in the pillow and shed a pillow of tears. It hurt so much.

The door opened, and the voices of Princess Chang and Jing Zhao came into my ears.

I wiped away my tears in a panic, and the long princess entered the room, with a few scattered snowflakes in her hair.

She sat on the edge of my bed, her cold fingers stroking my face, and said tenderly, “He has come to see you, and he is outside.”?

Let him in?

“” Mother.

I grabbed her hand anxiously to defend myself. After a few words, I broke out in a hot sweat again. I lowered my voice and said, I really don’t mean that to Jingzhao. You let him go. How can I see people like this.

She took out her handkerchief to softly wipe the sweat from my forehead and frowned. “How can I not know what you’re thinking?”? I was so

anxious that I almost had a heart attack. Just as I was about to say something more, she got up and put my hand into the quilt. “The man has come. It’s up to you whether you see him or not.”.

I’ll go to the kitchen and mend your body at noon. Then he went

straight away.

Moon, let me go in and see you, okay?

Jingzhao stood behind the screen and asked carefully.

His figure was reflected on the screen embroidered with peonies, shadowy and faintly visible.

I furrowed my brows and refused decisively, saying, “Men and women are not close to each other. Don’t come in.”. You don’t have to worry about what happened

last night.

Mingyue, if my aunt hadn’t told me last night, you would have almost.. How long are you going to hide it from me? He suddenly raised his voice and changed the subject. “It was because of that that you changed your mind and tried to avoid me, didn’t you?”?

I really didn’t know. I didn’t know the prince had done that to you. Please, I said, why did you suddenly change? So that’s it. So that’s it.

I really didn’t know that this had happened to you. My throat choked and I forgot to speak in an instant.

Last night, Princess Yuhua took advantage of my serious injury, while Jingzhao’s feelings of guilt and pity for me rose to the top, to tell the whole story.

Does she want to take advantage of Jing Zhao’s guilt about me so that I can marry him more smoothly?

She made Jing Zhao think that I didn’t want to marry him at all because of the misfortune I almost suffered that night.

Perhaps, Princess Yuhua thought so in her heart.

I should understand your mind. If you don’t like me, how can you wait for me when I go down?

Why did you leave angrily when you saw me talking and laughing with Miss Zheng? If

you don’t like me, how can you risk your life for me?

Jing Zhao stood there motionless as if he were looking through a screen embroidered with flowers. His tone was light and soft. Last night you were lying in my arms covered in blood. In a flash, I figured it all out. Shall I take care of you in the future?

You think too much. It was as if

I could feel his burning eyes, through the screen, sticking straight to me.

I lay on the pillow and turned my head, not wanting to see his figure again. “I really don’t mean that to you, and I don’t like you either. You misunderstood me.”.

This series of misunderstandings, how can one link after another, can not find the slightest wrong number, and even eerily logical self-consistency.

Mingyue, why are you always duplicitous? Ignoring the bright refusal in my words,

he said to himself, “After I have sorted out the evidence and handed it in, I will ask my father to marry you.”. How could

he be so stubborn, so inconsiderate, so self-sentimental? Holding my arms,

I shouted at the screen, “I said I don’t like you anymore. How many times do you want me to say it?”? Can’t

you understand what others say? After saying these

words breathlessly, I was already sweating like rain. The slightest fluctuation between the

movements can make me feel the tearing pain.

I clenched my teeth and snorted, holding the quilt and inhaling, tears trickled down my face in an instant.

“Bright moon!” Ching-chao rushed in. Seeing that I looked ugly and discomfited, he suddenly panicked and said, “Don’t be afraid. I’m going to call the doctor. Shen Yi-heng came to see me in the

evening and sat on a chair behind the screen drinking tea, ignoring me.

I want to talk to him, but I don’t know what to say. Are the wintersweet flowers blooming in the

yard?

I asked.

It’s open.

“” Does it look good?

I asked again. The figure behind the

screen moved, and Shen Yi-heng seemed to change her posture. “Bright moon, it’s night,” she reminded him. Embarrassed,

I whispered, “Didn’t you see it when you left in the morning?”? If

you want to see it, let Lampe break two vases tomorrow.

No, it’s good to grow on the branches. If you pick it, it will die sooner or later.

“I paused and asked curiously,” What are you drinking?

By the way, yesterday I asked someone to give Ah Ching a thick dress, and she muttered quietly that she couldn’t walk well after wearing the dress.

Let Ah Ching be my maid is really buried, or you can take her away. I heard Shen Yiheng sigh helplessly, “Mingyue, do you always talk so much?”?

I quickly shut my mouth, and he sneered again, as if he were laughing at me.

After a while, he asked again, “Is Jing Zhao here today?”?

I nodded, realizing again that he couldn’t see me, and answered, “Yes.”. Didn’t

he say anything?

I struggled for a long time before I steeled myself to tell the truth. He said he would ask for a decree to marry me when the matter of military pay was found out. There was a long silence in the

air.

Through the candle, through the screen, I saw his vague shadow cast on the screen, which seemed very unreal.

He stood up, straightened his robe, and said in a low voice, “It’s very good. Jingzhao is very good. It’s good to marry him.”.

“” Where is good?

I stared at nothingness with empty eyes. Jingzhao is fine. So what? Do I have to marry him because of

his noble status?

Your mother tried hard to promote this marriage, and now he says he wants to marry me.

It’s like I should have married him, right?

But I am also a person, don’t I have my own will?

Am I a dead thing living in your sister’s body?

“I took a breath and a burst of warmth ran down my cheeks.” Do you still think I’m lucky to marry him?

But I am not your sister! In my heart, you are the same as my sister.

Shen Yiheng opened his mouth ruthlessly.

If it’s the same, why don’t you talk to me? Why are you suddenly cold to me?

“I laughed at myself.” Your sister told you that she liked people like her brother. Would you ignore her? What on earth did

I say wrong to make you so taboo about me. After

last night, I almost thought I could be like before, when he used to think of me as a sister, he would smile at me.

I just want him to talk to me, and I don’t want him to look at me with cold eyes.

Why did he promise to talk to me last night and become like this today.

I am also a person, and I will also be sad.

I told you I don’t like Jing Zhao, you know I don’t like him, why do you deliberately say this to make people angry? Tears rolled down my

face, and I could no longer control myself, sobbing quietly.

You risked your life to save him, and I thought there was always some affection.

Shen Yi-heng pleaded in a low, almost inaudible voice: “Don’t get excited. The healer said that you are hurt, and you can’t have big ups and downs in your emotions.” “I’ll tell you for the last time that I don’t have a trace of affection for Jingzhao.

You go out, and I don’t want to talk to you.

From that day on, Shen Yi-heng would still come to see me.

Sitting behind the screen, he turned over the book by himself, sometimes sitting on a cup of tea, sometimes for a moment.

I don’t talk to him, and he doesn’t talk to me.

The maids were either sweeping or tidying up, and the room was very quiet.

Sometimes, when I hear the sound of him turning the pages, I can’t help looking behind the screen secretly, and when I realize my behavior, I quickly withdraw my eyes.

Apart from Jingzhao saying he wanted to marry me, there was nothing to worry about for the time being. More than

half a month later, Shen Shangshu went down to court and brought back an explosive piece of news: It was said that Jing Zhao had handed over the account book obtained by visiting Wang Chongfan’s residence at night and the evidence of the crime collected these days. The emperor flew into a rage after reading it. In front of all the ministers, he reprimanded the prince and made him think about his mistakes behind closed doors.

In order to comfort General Zheng and the border soldiers, the emperor also ordered Zheng Dai to be given to Jing Zhao as Princess Jing, and even made an exception to allow General Zheng to stay in Beijing for the New Year, and then go to the border after the New Year.

Shen Shangshu announced the news at the dinner table. Princess Yuhua was furious. She didn’t finish her breakfast and insisted on entering the palace in the wind and snow.

A Qing came back from the kitchen and told me the news by the way.

I suppressed my ecstasy and was about to shed tears of joy. How lucky

I am! The emperor really doesn’t like Shen Mingyue! The wound on the back was scabbed and often festered, and the pus finally stopped flowing out these days.

After breakfast, I suddenly became interested, dressed neatly, and stood under the porch watching the snow. Snowflakes like

goose feathers whirled down from the sky, and the world was silent and serene at the moment.

I stood under the porch and reached for a snowflake and took a big breath. Today’s cold air is the taste of freedom.

Ching-chao, wrapped in a snowstorm, stopped by a pine tree not far away. His figure was bleak, and his voice was hoarse: “I’m sorry.” I was stunned. “Why are you here? Why don’t you hold an umbrella?”?

He looked up at me, and his eyes were not as high-spirited as they had been in the past, and his eyes were unpredictable.

You come up first, the snow is too heavy.

I said to him.

Looking at the snowflakes on his hair and eyelashes, I couldn’t bear to say, “Don’t apologize to me. Zheng Dai is a good girl with a good temperament and character.”.

I’m really happy for you, and I wish you happiness.

He looked at me motionless, his eyes full of determination, but his words were very puzzling: “Moon, do you believe me?”?

The moon cannot be a concubine.

Shen Yiheng walked toward us step by step and stared at Jing Zhao. “What do you want her to believe you for?” He asked?

Do you want her to be the concubine of King Jing, to be subordinated to others, and to be a concubine?

“I’m not..” My father and mother won’t agree. King Jing might as well invite me back. The

parents’ order, the matchmaker’s words, the moon itself can not decide … Jing Zhao left out of his mind.

Brother.

I called out to Shen Yiheng. What

are you doing here?

Don’t go back.

Shen Yiheng finished and left without giving me a superfluous look. After

that day, Jing Zhao did not come to Shangshu Mansion again.

Princess Yuhua went to the palace to make a scene, but when she came back, she said nothing.

In the evening, she came to see me with red eyes. She said that there were many talented young people in the capital. She would find a good one for me. Her daughter could never be a concubine, even if it was the emperor’s concubine.

I held her in my arms and patted her on the back. “Mother, I really don’t like Jingzhao anymore. Don’t be sad for me.”.

I know that she may think of her lover when she was young, and of the happiness she missed.

Zheng Dai is the daughter of her teenage lover. She can’t stop her. I can understand her helplessness and struggle.

Jing Zhao’s Zheng Dai’s wedding date is set in July next year. Although it is a little late, it is a rare auspicious day.

My wound has healed completely, but there is a scar the size of a fist on my back, which has not subsided with some scar cream. Apart from Jing Zhaolai’s showing some concern for me,

Shen Yiheng sometimes smiled at me when he saw me, sometimes with a cold face, for fear of avoiding me, and his mind was elusive.

In a hurry, it is the New Year, and in a hurry, it is the Glutinous Rice Balls for Lantern Festival.

Princess Yuhua told Shen Yiheng to take me to the Lantern Festival to have a good time. I haven’t been out for some days.

I guess Shen Yi-heng didn’t want to stay with me. Without waiting for him to refuse, he said to himself, “Mother, there’s no need. I have a headache because of the noise. I don’t want to join in the fun this year.”.

Go out for a walk. You haven’t been out of the house for a long time.

Shen Yi-heng said thoughtfully. Wearing a curtain on

my head and a fox fur cloak wrapped from head to foot, I went out with Ah Ching.

The road was very lively, with gifted scholars and beautiful women walking together, and the happy look on their faces could not be concealed.

Walking in this world of lights, I suddenly feel that I am out of tune with the world.

Shen Yiheng walked beside me, and we didn’t talk.

He was like a gust of wind, hot and cold, at arm’s length, sometimes far away, sometimes close.

I regretted countless times that I should not have said that I liked my brother. At least in that way, he would always be gentle.

Fortunately, the sky is very dark, people are noisy, no one will notice that I am in tears under the curtain.

Ching, go ahead and buy a few strings of ice-sugar gourds.

Shen Yi-heng ordered Ah Ching.

Yes. Shen Yiheng and

I stood by the river waiting for Ah Ching. Bright streets

full of lights, patches of orange spots fell into the water, hazy and dreamy, but like a mirage is not real.

In the water, there is a round moon.

Brother.

I looked at the surface of the water and called him softly, Everyone knows my name is Shen Mingyue. Actually, my name is really Shen Mingyue.

This name is indeed mine. I

seem to have only this name all over my body, which belongs to me completely.

Although, all people call Shen Mingyue is not calling me, I seem, even the name can not have. If

you don’t want to talk to me, why don’t we stop talking.

You clearly know that you care about me, and I can pretend that the previous coldness has never happened.

But two days later, you suddenly became cold without warning. You didn’t even want to say a word to me. You passed by me with a solemn face as if you didn’t see me.

Are you using cold violence against me?

I really want to know, what’s your motive?

Why do you treat me like this when you are always gentle and modest to others? The heat on

his face ran down his cheeks and into his neck. What on earth should I not say and what have I done wrong?

You’re gonna do this to me? Why should

I put up with your backsliding?

Shen Yi-heng was stunned on the spot and forgot to react for a moment. After a long time, he reached out his hand shakily and patted me on the arm.

I grabbed his hand and threw it out, and the tone of my voice rose sharply. “You want to do the same thing to me, comfort me today and ignore me tomorrow?”?

“Bright Moon..” Shen Yiheng petrified on the spot, never said a word, always straight waist also collapsed, as if unloaded, no longer the usual heroic posture.

What do you say? Why don’t

you say it?

“I stepped forward and grabbed him by the collar.” Why don’t you speak? Tell me, why are you doing this to me?

He stood still and let me hold him by the collar, his eyes sad and fragile.

I couldn’t bear to see him look like this. I had a fire in my heart and couldn’t get rid of it. In a moment of anger, I grabbed his left hand and bit it heavily.

He grunted in pain and frowned, but did not resist.

It was not until saliva and big tears dripped on the back of his hand, until my mouth was filled with the smell of blood, that I shook off his hand vigorously. The blood on

his hands was trickling down, and I couldn’t bear to look at it again. I pretended to turn around smartly and said, “From now on, you can’t hurt me again.”.

I threw myself into the surging crowd, wiped my bloodstained lips, and let the tears blur my vision.

I never said a word to Shen Yiheng again.

Princess Yuhua captured the delicate atmosphere between us and asked me several times if I had quarreled with Shen Yiheng? “How could it be?”

I fobbed off. “My brother is so docile. How could he quarrel with me?”.

“Princess Yuhua nodded.” That’s true. He gave in to you when he was young. On my 40th birthday in

a few days, your father means to hold a big banquet for the ladies and young ladies of all the families in the capital, and then invite the Rongjia Opera Troupe in the south of the city to sing.

The excitement is secondary. Let’s take this opportunity to help your brother look at him. He is not young.

On that day, your father’s colleagues should also come over and let them bring their sons of the right age and let your father inspect them first. Although your marriage is not urgent, we have to look at it first.

I didn’t speak, so I acquiesced.

Two days later, Princess Yuhua sent someone to call me over. When

I went there, Shen Yi-heng was also in the room. I was stupefied for a moment and called out humbly, “Mother, brother.”.

Mingyue, come and have a look. This is the newly delivered material.

On my birthday, my brother will wear it.

Do you think this moon white satin is better, or this sky blue one? This white one seems to be good, too.

I think they are all very good, but I haven’t made a good choice with your brother for a long time.

In your opinion, which color would the girls prefer?

The moon is white. It’s a light blue. He must look good in it. He looks clean and cheerful.

My eyes stopped for a long time on the white material of the moon, and finally I pointed to the white satin with a bad idea and said, “That looks good.”.

I still think this one is good.

Shen Yi-heng pointed to the moon-white brocade and said, Mother, that’s it.

With that, my eyes drifted on me intentionally or unintentionally, which made me very uncomfortable.

Princess Yuhua nodded her head and said with regret, “I could have made three pieces, so I could try and compare them.”.

Unfortunately, the material was delivered late, and in the remaining few days, the embroidery ladies could only make one.

Just, since you like this, then this, after all, is worn on your body. On the day of

Princess Yuhua’s birthday, he really stood at the gate in his white robe to welcome the guests. The peach trees sprouted in

March, the willows in the yard were green again, everything was thriving, but our bad relationship lasted from winter to spring. The gift

of Yongping Hou Mansion is a precious white lion cat, with snow-white body, thick snow-white hair, thick tail, and standing posture like a lion.

The maids surrounded me and let me hold the cat. They teased it with milk and snacks, listening to its soft and glutinous calls, and giggling happily.

I held the cat carefully. It was so soft and small that I didn’t even dare to exert myself.

Suddenly, the kitten jumped out of my arms with a meow and ran away with graceful little steps. As soon as

I had taken a few steps, I saw the kitten stop at the feet of a man in white with extraordinary bearing and rub his boots intimately.

Shen Yiheng and the man came in parallel. They took one look at me and said to the man, Huan Shen, this is my younger sister.

Mingyue, this is Ning Huan-shen, the little Marquis of Yongping. After greeting

each other, the man scratched the cat’s head, smiled and picked it up and returned it to me. He had lived in my house for a few days before, and maybe he knew how to recognize people.

I smiled and took the cat. Just as I was about to leave, someone in front of me was calling Shen Yiheng. I had to lead the way for Ning Huanshen.

He seemed to have a good understanding of raising cats and told me a lot about the methods and precautions of raising cats.

He was very warm-hearted. He called the servant girl and brought a pen and paper. He sat down at the stone table and wrote two pieces of paper carefully. He also said to me very thoughtfully, “It doesn’t matter. I’m going to go back and ramble with a lot of people I don’t know very well. Why don’t I teach you how to take care of this little guy?”. The

cat’s paws were pressing on the rice paper. He raised his head and meowed at the right time. He also laughed.

He told me a lot of funny stories about his cat, which made me laugh.

Speaking of his cat wetting his bedding at night, sleeping like a dead cat, leaving him alone in a mess, I laughed so hard that I almost couldn’t straighten up.

He is really a funny and not arrogant person. Just as he was wiping away his tears

with his finger, Shen Yi-heng was caught off guard and suddenly appeared. His face was very calm. Suppressing his unfriendly temperament, he asked, “Why are you here? Why don’t you bring the little Marquis to the table?”? After seeing off the guests in the

evening, I sat alone in the pavilion to enjoy the moon.

In a twinkling of an eye, Shen Yiheng stood outside the pavilion, still wearing the white clothes of today’s moon.

He rubbed his fingers against the jade pendant on his waist and said in a solemn voice, “Don’t laugh like that in the future. The moon has never laughed like that before.”.

I took a deep look at him and looked up at the moon. The dark clouds covered the moon. It was not pretty.

“” Okay? With a sudden sneer,

he asked in a strange tone, “Good?”? Don’t

you usually jump up and say that you are not the moon? Don’t you always emphasize to me that you are thoughtful, conscious and not a dead thing?

“I was stunned.” What do you mean?

Isn’t that what you asked me to do? Is it wrong for

me to say yes? How can

I say you are satisfied? Don’t

you have a brain? Don’t

you think for yourself? What

do you always ask?

Shen Yi-heng continues the strange airway of Yin and Yang.

I stood up and looked at his face carefully, and in the light of the stone lantern, I found an abnormal flush on his face. Have

you been drinking? So what if you

drink, so what if you don’t?

After getting drunk, Shen Yi-heng is very different from what he used to be on weekdays. On weekdays, he is introverted and calm, but after getting drunk, he becomes very direct, and his emotions are also released.

You’re a little drunk. I don’t want to quarrel with you.

You don’t want to quarrel with me, don’t you?

Shen Yi-heng suddenly approached me and put the scar on his left hand in front of my eyes. His tone was ferocious: You don’t want to quarrel with me. Come up and bite people directly, don’t you?

Are you a dog?

I kept silent and hung my head and did not speak.

He rolled up his sleeve slowly, revealing a strong arm with obvious blue veins. “Don’t you feel angry?”?

Why don’t you keep biting? Can’t

you bite?

He passed his arm to my mouth. “You bite now!” I’ll go back first.

I turned and walked away.

“You stop!” Shen Yiheng grabbed my sleeve, pressed my shoulder with the other hand, and pushed me back to sit on the crossbar bench. What

are you doing?

“” What am I doing?

I’d like to ask you what you want to do?

Shen Yiheng suddenly raised his voice: “I am tortured by you almost crazy, I will not suffer, will not be sad?”? Don’t I feel bad when

I’m hot and cold to you?

I really want to open my heart to show you how much my heart has suffered because of you. What on earth do

you want me to do? How long

are you going to argue with me? Do

you understand that I am your brother? What do you expect from me?

“My nose was sour.” I understand very well, I understand very well.

Just because I understand, so all the time, I just want you to talk to me, just want you not to treat me in a cold way.

Besides, what did I ask of you? What did

I get from you again?

You keep saying that you treat me like a sister. How do you treat your sister? How do you treat me?

“I took a deep breath.” The worst thing I ever said was to tell you about my feelings.

I just like people like my brother, and I just like gentle people. What makes

you think I’m talking about you? Are you the only gentle person in the

world?

If I don’t marry Jingzhao, can’t I find a gentle man to marry?

Did I say I like you?

Mingyue, don’t deceive yourself and others any more.

Shen Yiheng stared straight at me, suppressing the darkness in his eyes. Do you really just want me to talk with you and let me treat you normally?

You are not.

“And then what?” He said firmly? What’s

next? Won’t

you go further and push your luck? Do

you want me to hold your hand? Do you want me to hold you occasionally?

But you are my sister, and this face of yours, this hand of yours, is my sister’s.

I shouted at him excitedly, as if that would disguise what I really thought: I said, I didn’t think.

You really didn’t think about it?

I choked up and took two steps back. I, I, I didn’t think about it.

I know I’m his sister, but sometimes I can’t help it, I can’t help wanting to talk to him, I can’t help wanting to get close to him.

I’m his sister, but I’m not, but I can only be. I

‘m sorry, I’m afraid I’ll think.

Shen Yi-heng’s mood gradually calmed down, and his voice was deep and gentle: I really want to.

I’ve never seen a girl who cries like you and clings like you.

I know that you must be very lonely here alone, and you regard me as your dependence.

Many times, I thought, I might as well talk with you and really treat you as a sister.

But you’re not my sister. When

you smile, the way the corners of your mouth rise, the expression on your face, and the way you look at me are all so different from the moon.

Sometimes I want to wipe your tears, I want to hug you.

However, you are my sister, I am your brother, do you understand?

You always ask me why I did that to you? What else do

you want to ask?

I don’t know why I like you. You’re stupid, you’re stupid, you’re crying, and you have my sister’s face. There was no momentum in his eyes, and his eyes seemed to be a quiet and turbulent deep sea, helpless and sad.

It was at this moment that I understood that I had hurt him deeply.

A kind of extreme sadness surrounded me, my heart was so heavy that I almost shed tears.

I’m sorry.

A few indistinct syllables overflowed from his throat, hoarse and broken: Brother, I’m sorry.

I only think of myself, only think of myself sad.

I didn’t think he would say that, and I didn’t dare to think he would say that.

Shen Yiheng hung his head and said softly, “Mingyue, shall we not quarrel?”?

I will always be your brother and protect you all my life.

“Good”.

I laughed and said, “Well, you’re going to be the kind of brother who will carry me in a sedan chair when I get married.”.

“I took a breath and said,” I will treat you as a brother from my heart, and I will be a good moon. I didn’t mean to

make you suffer. I was wrong. Please

don’t be bothered by me. I will try to be your sister. I will never ask you to talk to me again.

At that moment, we finally made up.

That night, I lay in bed and shed a pillow of tears.

It’s my fault. I shouldn’t like him.

I can look at him secretly and greedily through my eyes without psychological burden.

But when he looked at me, all he saw was his sister’s face. How hard it must be for him.

Besides, he thought he and the moon were brother and sister.

I don’t want to pester him anymore. The white kitten sent by the

little Marquis. I named it Wuwu. In fact, I want to call it Wuwu. It always acts like a spoiled child, but it’s a bit hasty to call it “Wuwu”, so I call it Wuwu.

Princess Yuhua didn’t like the cat very much, but perhaps it was because Wu-wu was really a relative and well-behaved. After raising it for a while, Princess Yuhua began to hold it in her arms and kiss it “son, son.”. As a matter of course,

I became the sister of Wu Wu.

It likes to watch the koi on the edge of the koi pond. If it doesn’t pay attention, it will stretch out its talons and take out a koi from the water. Its agility is amazing.

In addition to playing with Wuwu, I began to write very hard, learning from Shen Mingyue.

Learn Shen Yiheng to write.

I sat at the stone table to write, Wuwu snored at my feet, the breeze slowly, a few peach petals slowly fell on the rice paper, I raised my hand and rubbed my eyes.

I remembered that I used to write in Shen Yiheng’s study. In

his study, there is a rectangular inkstone carved with plum blossoms, which is exquisite and beautiful in appearance.

At that time, I used that to write, but he said that the inkstone was the most difficult to use, flashy, and he seldom used it.

I remembered that he had a silver-white robe embroidered with light bamboo patterns.

I remembered that he was really, really gentle.

Shen Yiheng doesn’t hide from me now, and he often smiles at me like at the beginning.

We seem to be back to the beginning, which is very harmonious.

However, there seems to be something different.

Just as he was distracted, Shen Yiheng came in from the outside. When he heard his voice, his little body moved and meowed, he got up from my feet to meet him. When I went out with Cheng Hsuan

today, there was an old man carrying a wooden comb to sell. Cheng Hsuan bought one for his sister, and I bought one for my mother and you. Holding the cat in one hand,

he took out a sandalwood comb from his bosom and handed it to me.

Thank you. When

I took it, I saw the scar on his hand where I had bitten him.

We all tacitly did not speak, nor did we look at each other again.

I brushed the petals off the rice paper, lowered my head and continued to write.

He sat on a stone bench, teasing the cat and letting it lie in his arms and “meow, meow, meow.”.

After a long time, he suddenly said: “Moon, your hair is messy, there are petals.”.

I leaned back and hurriedly reached out to pat, touching my hair and patting many times.

Shen Yiheng sighed, suddenly stood up, bent down and gently fiddled with my hair. Out of the corner of my eye,

I peeked at him, and in his peaceful and clear eyes, there was an inch of leer. What

are you doing?

As soon as she turned her head, Princess Yuhua stood in the doorway, her eyes full of inquiry and her smile clear and shallow. Petals have fallen from the

moon’s hair. As soon as Shen Yi-heng

‘s hand stiffened, Shi Ran withdrew his hand and said calmly.

Yuhua long princess smiled, did not speak again, called a five-five, picked up the cat and walked away.

I’m leaving, too.

I stood and watched him leave, and caught him looking back at me, and when his eyes met, he smiled a little.

That night, Princess Yuhua sent Mammy Liu, who was beside her, to invite me, saying that she had something important to discuss. What’s the matter

, Mammy?

The old slave doesn’t know either. Just come with me. Mammy

Liu sent me to the ancestral temple and closed the door outside. I felt

a sense of foreboding in my heart.

Tell me, do you have it or not? The shrill voice of

Princess Yuhua suddenly sounded.

No. What’s wrong with Miss

Li? Miss

Wang is so beautiful that she can’t get into your eyes? What happened to the third young lady of

the Zhongyong Hou family?

They’re all fine.

Shen Yi-heng’s voice, which was neither humble nor pushy, came to his ears.

Don’t say it. The

voices stopped, and there was a loud crackling.

Have you?

“” No.

I didn’t. A

faint and firm retort sounded intermittently, accompanied by a muffled hum of pain.

I was so upset that I ran inside with my skirt. I froze when I

saw what I saw.

Shen Yiheng knelt on the ground, his white robe covered with crimson blood. The

white robe was pulled open, revealing a scar, his back was already open flesh, open flesh with blood and sweat and the robe tightly stuck together.

Mingyue, wait a minute. I have something to say to your brother first. As if nothing had happened,

Princess Yuhua clung to her black whip and sweated profusely, but her eyes were red.

Mother. There was so much pain

in my heart that my whole body trembled. I knelt down and grasped the bloody whip tightly. The greasy liquid in my hand melted with the rough touch of the whip. My palms were covered with sweat and his blood.

Mother, don’t fight. It

‘s none of your business. Go and stay away.

Shen Yiheng clenched his teeth and endured great pain with difficulty.

Mingyue, I asked your brother if he had broken the ancestral rules, and he said he hadn’t. Do you think he has?

“” He didn’t.

“Princess Yuhua changed the subject and asked eagerly,” What about you, Mingyue? Do

you have any?

“I shook my head desperately.” I didn’t.

I didn’t.

It seems that what I bring to Shen Yiheng is always hurt.

Because of me, he has suffered, because of me, he has become scarred.

I dare not, I really dare not.

Mingyue, do you think your brother is good?

Princess Yuhua looked at me with a smile.

My brother is fine.

“” Where is my brother good?

“” Anywhere is good.

“Shen Yiheng panted and said,” Mother, what are you doing? What exactly do

you want to ask?

What are you doing? I’m going to beat you to death.

She suddenly threw away the whip in her hand and rushed up to give Shen Yiheng a loud slap in the face. The

crisp sound of ear light spread in the empty ancestral hall. Come on

, Mingyue, go on. Do you like your brother?

I don’t like it.

“” Good, good, good.

She laughed twice and came to me to pick up her whip.

Bright Moon, go and stay in the distance. Let me ask your brother.

She raised the whip in her hand and was about to fall on Shen Yiheng. Without thinking, I hugged Shen Yiheng. The whip hit me. I clenched my teeth and closed my eyes.

Asshole! Asshole.

Princess Yuhua pulled me down from Shen Yiheng. She slapped him in the face and made him fall half to the ground. “Have you ever had an animal mind for your sister?”?

Shen Yi-heng was silent, and everything around him was quiet. The ancestral temple was deathly silent.

In a few seconds of suffering, my mind was confused and confused. I was afraid that he would admit it in front of my mother. I was afraid that once he said it, everything would be over.

I didn’t.

“Shen Yi-heng suddenly said,” I didn’t.

I breathed a small sigh of relief. I wasn’t his sister either.

Princess Yuhua threw me on the ground, brandished a whip and slapped me on Shen Yiheng: “Don’t tell the truth, right?”?

Don’t say, right?

Mother, I, I really didn’t.

His voice grew weaker and weaker. The cold air of the

ancestral temple is very heavy, and the biting cold slowly seeps into the body.

We have agreed that he is the elder brother and I am the younger sister.

But, but, it’s still like this.

I hung my head and hugged the long princess’s leg. “Mother, my brother doesn’t like me. I like my brother. It’s all my wishful thinking.”.

Shen Yiheng fainted, and Mammy Liu came in and took him away. There are only two people left in the

ancestral temple, Princess Chang and me. As

she sat in her chair, as if all her strength had been taken away, she just stared and shed tears: When I was young, I liked this kind of little general, too. He was obviously a

general, but he was not rude, and his behavior was refined and gentle, like a banished immortal coming out of a picture scroll. Like you,

I liked a general like that.

We liked each other and soon made a marriage.

At that time, I thought I was the happiest girl in the world.

My mother regards me as a treasure, and my brother loves me. I will marry the person I like soon. I have no more worries in my life.

Then he was suddenly going to war, and I couldn’t bear to think that he would be gone for a long time.

I poured him a pot of wine and gave myself to him.

That night, I had your brother.

She looked at me for a moment, tears crisscrossing her face, but said to me with a smile, Mingyue, your brother is the child of General Zheng and me, and you have no blood relationship with him.

I don’t know why she told me the secret.

But this secret doesn’t matter to me.

Blood relationship is not important, but family relationship is important.

Shen Yiheng has treated Shen Mingyue as his own sister since childhood. Even if there is no blood relationship, there is a real affection between them.

I know. He can’t stand it.

It’s a dead end. It can’t be cracked.

Mother, don’t tell your brother.

“I smiled back at Princess Yuhua:” You won’t, will you?

You know, my brother respects my father very much.

I won’t tell him.

She wept again and beckoned me over.

She held me in her arms and gently touched my hair. “Your brother is very good. If I were you, I might like him, too.”. It’s not shameful for

you to like your brother, and it’s not wrong to like your brother.

I’m sorry. I told you I’d give you anything you wanted. There is

only one thing. My brother can’t do it. I can’t give it to your brother.

She actually told me that it was not wrong for me to like my brother, and that she was really as gentle as Shen Yiheng.

I was hugged by her and walked around with enthusiasm on my face: “Mother, I’m sorry.”.

Bright Moon, go back to Huizhou.

Your grandfather and grandmother are old, and you accompany them.

Uncle’s family has a good temperament, and they will take good care of you.

Huizhou has beautiful mountains and rivers, and the men are all gentle and refined. If you find someone you like, you should get married.

“” Good, good.

Shen Yiheng lay in bed for several days. I wanted to see him so much, but I didn’t dare. I

got a whip on my body, and the red mark fell off in a day. I don’t know how many times Princess Yuhua hit him before he was bloody.

I was packing up, and I didn’t know what I could take away, so I didn’t pack up.

I hold five five to see Shen Yiheng, through the screen to see him lying on the bed reading, do not know what to see.

Brother, are you better?

He suddenly lay still. It took him a long time to speak in a low voice. His tone was a little lost. You were lying like this every day when you were hit by an arrow. I’m the same as you now.

At that time, even if you were angry with me, I would go to see you. Why didn’t you know to come to see me? It hurts

me, too.

I held the cat in my arms and could not speak. Seeing that I did not speak,

he asked, “Moon, is the sun very strong today? Why are you covering your face?”.

The sun is not strong. I am just afraid that he will suffer when he sees my face. If you

wear the curtain, will it be less painful.

Brother, I want your copybook, and I also want the inkstone carved with plum blossoms, which is very difficult to use. Where

are you going?

Shen Yi-heng suddenly jumped out of bed, dressed in his middle clothes, and ran out in a hurry: Where is mother going to send you?

Grandfather and grandmother are getting old, and my mother said, “Let me spend some time with them these days.”. How long is

a while?

Half a year.

I turned slightly sideways and saw the small mole on his cheek again.

You go and have a rest. I’ll go to your study and get it myself. If you don’t give it to me, I’ll steal it. There is only one copy of

my copybook that I am very satisfied with. I will keep it as an heirloom in the future. Don’t get it dirty. Give it back to me when you come back.

He didn’t know what was wrong with him, but when he finished, he went back to the house and didn’t talk to me again.

Through the screen, I saw the vague outline of him lying on the bed, and his heart was as painful as if he had been pulled up.

I packed for a long time and found that there was nothing to take away.

The last servant girl didn’t bring it either. She was only going to take Ah Ching away. She knew martial arts and was willing to follow me.

Only Princess Chang and I knew that I would go to Huizhou and would not come back.

The maids have been transferred to other places as servants these days, and only Ah Ching is left in my room.

That night, I washed early and sat in front of the bronze mirror to comb my hair, Shen Yiheng did not know why he came.

He seldom came into the inner room and naturally took the comb he had bought me not long ago, which was painted with hibiscus flowers.

He touched my head and began to comb my hair very gently.

He stood and I sat.

Candles beat in the silent night, magnifying our hazy shadows several times, reflecting on the wall, on which we are very intimate.

He kept moving his hands. He picked up a strand of hair and combed it. Then he picked up another strand and said, “Mingyue, you won’t come back, will you?”?

“I did not speak, but he spoke again to himself.” All right, all right. No one knows you

there, so you don’t have to be the moon, you don’t have to write like the moon, you don’t have to behave like the moon, you can be yourself.

Shen Yiheng, I’m sorry.

Moon, I’m sorry.

He was looking at me through a yellow bronze mirror, in which I had two lines of tears on my face.

Moon, I’m sorry, I can only be a brother.

You need to find a good person who can make you happy, so that you don’t have to cry all the time.

You, too, listen to your mother and find a girl who is knowledgeable, reasonable, and gentle.

I lied to you. You look good in a white dress. When your mother looks at you in the future, you will wear a dress like that. The girls must blush.

He smiled, and there were two lines of tears on his face in the bronze mirror. Early

the next morning, people saw me off at the gate of the mansion. The willows were already dark green, and the flying catkins seemed to confuse people’s eyes.

Willow originally means “stay,” but I’m leaving at this time of year.

Shen Yiheng stood holding the cat, and Princess Yuhua and Shen Shangshu hugged me in turn.

I want to go from the capital to Huizhou by way of many mountains and rivers. It takes about two months to travel dozens of miles

every day.

Separated by thousands of rivers and mountains, maybe we will never see each other again.

The carriage creaked on the road, and I could not help crying in the carriage. When the

carriage had gone three miles, Shen Yi-heng suddenly rode up to catch up with him. The brown and blue horse under him was wheezing, and he was riding on the horse. He lifted the curtain of the carriage and smiled at me with red eyes: “Bright moon.”. Why is

Shen Yiheng here? What

‘s he doing here?

At this moment, I don’t want to ask anything, just stare at him, afraid that he will disappear in the blink of an eye.

I grinned, but my eyes were red when I smiled. On the afternoon of the

first day, we sat together on the open dirt road and watched the sunset spread into large areas of orange.

The next morning, we got up early and looked at the rising sun.

Then, on the way, I watched him ride his horse through the long, long woods.

On the third day, in the middle of the afternoon, we passed a Guanyin Temple full of incense.

Brother, what on earth are you doing here? When are

you leaving?

I couldn’t resist asking.

He took a leaf and held it in the palm of his hand. “I don’t know. Just wait.”.

I was so relieved that we went to worship Guanyin together.

I knelt on the lotus seat, closed my eyes and made a pious wish to Guanyin. When I opened my eyes again, he disappeared. I can’t find it

anymore.

He went home.

I, I don’t want to worship Guanyin anymore. It

was forty-eight days before I arrived in Huizhou. With

green hills as the back and clear water as the background, the beautiful landscape and the fragrance of books are ingeniously integrated in this ink painting.

The street was not very wide, and on the Qinghe River beside the street, there were boatmen in coarse clothes rowing hard, and on the boat were big wine barrels stuffed with red cloth. The willow trees

by the river gently waved their waists, and the warm and wet wind of early summer patted my face warmly.

Near noon, pedestrians on the street in twos and threes, some people sitting under willows shaking cattail fans to bask in the sun, children eating noodles with bowls at the door of their homes, two old men playing chess on the stone table, surrounded by several people, pointing at the chessboard. The people of

Shen Fu greeted me at the door, and everyone had a sincere smile on their faces.

Uncle’s family has a simple population, four children, the eldest sister married to Yangzhou, the second brother studied in the capital, leaving only a 15-year-old third sister and a seven-year-old brother in the family.

My courtyard is very close to the courtyard of my grandfather and grandmother. When I have nothing to do, I often accompany my grandmother to the temple to burn incense, copy scriptures and worship Buddha.

She is a very funny and humorous old lady. She always tells me that I am too quiet to look good.

He always told me to wear bright clothes. The red agate bracelet

I had been wearing was a gift from my grandmother, who saw me wearing it all the time and happily gave me several more.

The third sister’s name was Shen Yunrou, and she had a gentle personality. I followed her to learn embroidery, and also followed her to drink in the boat secretly. Under her coercion, I followed her and a red-faced childe to the river to see the new lotus, and became a big light bulb all afternoon.

One day, when Yunrou and I went to the teahouse to hear about the book, the storyteller said that the prince had plotted to poison King Jing and had been deposed. When I

heard these appellations, I was stunned for a moment, and when the names of people I used to be familiar with came out of other people’s ears, it was hard to avoid some disappointment. What happened in the

past is like a big dream, and now the people and things in the capital have nothing to do with me.

I followed Yunrou to embroider as usual, and I was able to embroider a hibiscus in August.

Sister Mingyue, what do you think of the man I took you to see last time.

I took a light pink silk thread and embroidered it with hibiscus petals. I was a little amused. Didn’t you embroider the purse on his waist?

You, you hate.

Yun-rou blushed and muttered in a low voice, “How can you pierce a girl’s heart in public?” Yun Rou’s eyes were full of stars, and she chattered to me, “Don’t look at him blushing all the time. In fact, he’s very smart, and he’s doing very well in business.”. He

used to study with my brother, and then his father died of illness, he had to become a cloth merchant, Zhou is his property.

Do you think my father will agree to let me marry him?

He is a businessman after all.

Yes, I can see that he likes you very much, and you will be together.

“” Really?

That would be great.

Sister Mingyue, what about you?

You have been in the capital for so many years. Do you have anyone you like? The fire of the Eight Diagrams

in Yunrou’s eyes is burning. My hand

holding the needle paused and I whispered, “Yes.”.

Yes means yes, and no means no. What do you mean, yes?

“I thought a little for a moment.” Yes, if I had known this, I would rather not have it.

“” Oh, doesn’t he like you?

How did this happen? With a worried look on her face

, Yunrou took the needle away from my hand and held it. She looked at me seriously and said, Sister Mingyue, it doesn’t matter. The past has passed. We have to look forward.

You are sure to meet someone who likes you very much.

My heart says, I have met.

Jing Ze told me that he liked me, he liked Shen Mingyue’s appearance, only Shen Mingyue made him fall in love at first sight.

Jing Zhao said that he cherished me very much and he wanted to marry me. The person

he wanted to marry was Shen Mingyue, not me. Someone

said he liked me, even if I was stupid and stupid and crying.

I still don’t know what on earth I am worthy of his liking. I am nothing but his sister’s good-looking appearance.

Yun Rou stretched out her arm and hugged me. She gently touched the corner of my eye and said, “It doesn’t matter. We have outstanding people in Huizhou, and there are many handsome young men.”.

Next time I accompany my grandmother to Jing’an Temple to worship Buddha, we must go to the tree full of red ropes to make a wish. The tree is very clever. This year you will meet a son who likes you.

Just then, the endless sound of the bell came from all directions.

The bell rang, the mountain collapsed, and the emperor died.

Half a month later, the story of Mr. Storyteller in the teahouse changed again. When the

new emperor ascended the throne, he granted a general amnesty and reduced taxes.

The new emperor benevolence and filial piety, set up two palace queen mother, make it take care of life. Before the death of

the late emperor, he had made a marriage contract with the daughter of Zheng Yi, the general of Pingxi.

Because the late emperor was seriously ill, the wedding could not be held as scheduled. After he ascended the throne

today, the throne was vacant. All the ministers remonstrated with him in the court and ordered him to follow the will of the late emperor and welcome the daughter of General Pingxi into the palace and make her the queen. And

guess what?

The storyteller poked his head into the crowd and kept him in suspense.

“You’d better say something quickly.” “If the late emperor gave you a marriage, can you still not obey it today? What else can you do?” The storyteller clapped the startled wood and shook his head. “You’re really right. The emperor didn’t set up a queen. He just welcomed the daughter of Zheng Yi, the general of Pingxi, into the palace and treated her as a virtuous concubine. There was an inaudible sound of breathing in the

crowd. In the

early autumn, it rained occasionally, and the rain pattered on the plantain outside the window. I looked out through the window, and the whole yard was foggy and white.

I sat in front of the window and listened to the sound of rain for a while. I felt sleepy, so I put down my brush, put away my copybook and lay on the table for a nap.

Mingyue, do you always talk so much?

Wuwu is so fat now.

Mingyue, shall I be your brother for a lifetime?

Mingyue, I can only be a brother. When I wake up from a

shallow dream, my sleeves are full of tears.

Ching came in and called me, “Miss, someone has come from the front hall. The master wants you to go there.”. In a daze,

I picked up the oil-paper umbrella that stood by the door and headed for the front hall.

Who will remember me?

I don’t have any old acquaintances? Did my brother come to see me before I

woke up?

Two rows of bodyguards stood in two rows with solemn faces. Jing Zhao stood under the porch and smiled at me through the rain curtain. “Moon, I’ve come to pick you up.”. The

smile spread out on his face, and he was indescribably relaxed and lazy.

I was so shocked that I was stunned on the spot and did not move.

My brother is gone. It’s Jingzhao. Holding an oil-paper umbrella,

he came to me from the porch, walking slowly and firmly. “Moon, I’ve come to take you back to be my queen.”.

“” Why?

“I looked at him in puzzlement and said in a low voice,” I told you I didn’t like you.

Moon, we couldn’t help ourselves before, but now we’re all right.

Your Majesty, please go back.

“” Moon.

Jing Zhao grabbed my hand and pulled me under his umbrella. The oil-paper umbrella I was holding was thrown far away by him. Moon, I dare not see you, I dare not give you hope.

Now that I am the emperor, I no longer have to be constrained by others.

I don’t want to.

I pushed him away with all my strength. I’m really happy to live here. I don’t want to go back to the capital.

“” Why do you do that?

Is it because of Zheng Dai?

But the marriage was decided by my father, and I had no choice.

This time, I must take you away.

You, I have to win.

Jing Zhao threw the oil-paper umbrella and touched my cheek with his cold fingers. Moon, you can only be mine. Why should

you demand it? You are

saying what you mean, aren’t you?

Why?

Now I am the emperor. Moon, we can be together. Why don’t

you understand? I said I don’t like you.

“” Enough.

Jing Zhao rushed up and carried me on his shoulders and said, We’re going back to Beijing.

Your Majesty, no.

The eldest uncle led the eldest aunt and Yunrou to run out of the hall.

Miss.

Ching flew out of nowhere. He stepped over the guards and was about to come to us. He was soon surrounded by several guards, and swords flashed before my eyes. It’s

raining heavily, and I feel very cold.

Jingzhao, put me down and I’ll go back with you.

I always felt that after I forgot my brother, I would find a gentle and refined son in Huizhou.

When we like each other, I will marry him, and I can still have a very good life.

If I can’t forget my brother, I will accompany my grandmother to worship Buddha at my uncle’s house and embroider with Yunrou. I can still have a very good life.

But now, nothing is possible.

I left Ah Ching in Huizhou and left with my brother’s copybook, plum blossom inkstone and sandalwood comb.

Moon, why are you going to Huizhou?

Jingzhao stood on the boat and asked me.

I looked at him speechless and said, “I don’t want to stay in the capital.”.

“” Why?

“Jing Zhao asked,” Isn’t it because of me?

Because I want to marry Zheng Dai, and I hurt your heart.

“” No.

Then why are you doing this? Obviously, you had me in your heart before. What happened to you during

this time?

I pursed my lips and smiled. I looked around and said to him, “Did my father and mother agree?”? Did they agree with

you to take me back like this?

Jing Zhao’s expression was slightly stagnant. He did not answer my question directly. He just said, My aunt always wanted to marry you to me. She wanted you to be my wife. Boating

at night, the wind whistled in my ears, which made me shed tears: Jing Zhao, I really, really don’t want to enter the palace, I don’t want to follow into the palace, I don’t want to be the queen.

Those courtiers forced me to welcome Zheng Daiwei in the court. How much effort did I spend to overcome the public opinion and seek a compromise.

I want to see you, in the name of the southern tour, I can’t wait to take you back, I want you to be my legitimate wife.

Moon, what are you resisting? I dare not give you expectations when the

great cause has not been accomplished. Now that the world has been settled, don’t you want to see this great country with me?

I cherish you very much.

You once told me that getting married rashly is not only irresponsible to others, but also irresponsible to yourself.

Now, I want to be responsible for myself, and I want to be responsible for you.

Jing Zhao stepped forward and tried to shake my hand.

I took two steps back and avoided it in a hurry.

He paused, withdrew his hand stiffly, and looked gloomy. “What’s the matter with you?”? There is no other man around

you.

You obviously like me. Why don’t you admit it?

Is it because I am a king now?

Moon, what’s wrong with you?

Jingzhao placed me in Jingwangfu, and he let me sleep in the room where he had slept before.

He said that when he chose an auspicious day, he would take me into the palace in style.

He decided that I was angry with him because of Zheng Dai.

We don’t seem to be on the same channel, and we talk like chickens and ducks, and we can’t communicate smoothly.

He put me under house arrest in Jingwangfu in a disguised way, and I couldn’t get in or out.

I vaguely understand, perhaps Jingzhao has tested the meaning of Princess Yuhua, Princess Yuhua will not agree with me to enter the palace, so he wants to do this. What else is

he going to do?

I sat in front of the bronze mirror and combed my hair again and again, holding the comb and touching the deep and shallow patterns on it, I was thinking about my future.

This day, when I was concentrating on writing in the room, the door suddenly opened. The hand

holding the pen kept trembling, and I stared at the door, not daring to blink again.

He was dressed in a white dress, with several large splashes of blood on his body, and a slanting bloodstain on his face, from the left forehead to the right corner of his eye, dividing his whole face into two strange halves. But

he seemed to be unconscious, staring at me in a daze, and the sword hanging in his right hand was still dripping blood.

After a while, he suddenly burst into a big smile, threw his sword, and held out his right hand, which was covered with blood, to me: “Bright Moon, let’s go home.”. It has been 191 days

since we were separated.

I thought I was going to forget him, but when I saw him now, I realized that his face was always clear in my mind.

I went up and touched his fingers carefully and wiped his hands carefully with my sleeve.

He did not speak, looked at me quietly, pursed his lips, and showed a shallow smile. As

I looked at the blood on my sleeve, my heart spasmed and my voice choked. “But, but, I promised my mother that I would never come back.”.

“He took my hand and said,” It doesn’t matter. I’m here. We’re going back.

I pulled his hand away and grabbed his sleeve.

In this way, it is in line with our identity.

The sunshine was so good that I pretended not to see the blood spattered on the wall and the bodies lying on the ground.

His sword is used to kill bad people and enemies.

Because of me, his sword is stained with the blood of innocents.

Brother, how did you know I was here? Didn’t Jingzhao not let his uncle tell you?

Ching sneaked back and said that. Does

my mother agree with me to go home?

Is she, is she gonna blame me?

“” No.

My handwriting is as good as yours, and I can embroider. I can embroider very well now.

“Mingyue, you still talk so much.” I looked at Shen Yiheng’s face, and tears burst out like a dike. I could only say one sentence with a lisp: “I’m sorry. It

‘s not your fault. It really doesn’t matter.

I pulled Shen Yiheng’s sleeve and didn’t dare to tell him. I missed him a little, not much, just a little.

I want to say that in the past six months, I have lived very well, very happy and very comfortable.

I also want to ask him, what should we do now?

Jing Zhao is the emperor, what should we do now?

But when he was right in front of me, I didn’t want to ask anything. When I

arrived at the gate of Shen Fu, my heart missed a beat and I forgot to breathe in an instant-Jingzhao’s Luanjia stopped at the gate.

Jingzhao, dressed in a dragon robe, stood with Princess Chang in front of a cluster of chrysanthemums to admire them. When he saw us coming in, he turned his head and looked at us with a smile. “Yiheng, what are you doing here?”? The

clothes are covered with blood, which is unlucky.

I was stunned. The hand holding Shen Yiheng’s sleeve fell down feebly. Why did he happen to be there?

Moon, I’ve come to discuss it with my aunt. How about this day the day after tomorrow? After all, you have to go from home when you get

married. How unreasonable it is to marry from Jingwangfu to the palace?

He was so light, as if he hadn’t confined me to Jingwangfu at all, as if he had known that Shen Yiheng would come to save me.

Your Majesty, you know very well that the moon has no intention of you, so why should you force it.

Shen Yiheng looked at Jing Zhao very calmly, neither humble nor overbearing.

Jing Zhao burst out laughing, and the veins on his forehead burst. His voice rose from low to high, and he gradually shouted, “I have no intention of doing this to you. Do I have any intention of doing this to you?”?

Don’t forget who you are! Jing Zhao’s eyes moved to my face, restrained his emotions, and waved to me: “Moon, guess what I have found out these days. Shall I tell you a secret?”? Then

he looked mysteriously at the princess and said, “My aunt has never told anyone about this secret.”. There was a sad look in Princess

Chang’s eyes, and for the first time she had no confidence in front of Jing Zhao.

She came over and held me in her arms. She sneered. Her voice trembled slightly, but her expression was not afraid. “If Your Majesty is willing to speak, just tell it to the outside world.”.

“” Tell the world?

Zhao what?

Tell the world that Shen Shangshu’s two sons and daughters are in a mess. “” Your Majesty, be careful what you say.

Princess Yuhua could hardly control herself. Her face turned red, and her arms around me even trembled. What Your Majesty was just about to say was not this. What is

Your Majesty trying to say?

Let’s make it clear once and for all.

Shen Yiheng stood in front of me and Princess Chang, with uncontrollable anger in his eyes: What on earth is Your Majesty going to say to my mother and sister? Why are

you so excited? I’m here today to discuss with my aunt about my wedding date. Why are you all so nervous?

I suddenly understood.

I realized too late.

So he’s been checking up on me lately?

Is his obsession so deep?

He seems to be waiting for me here today, so this is the case, I understand everything, Jingzhao said, I understand everything.

A sense of desolation rose from the bottom of my heart and swept through my body like a flood.

I pushed Princess Yuhua away and walked up to Jingzhao step by step. I tried to hold his hand gently. I even smiled: “I am willing, I am willing to be your queen. I want to marry you. Don’t say any more.”.

“Bright Moon!” The urgent cries of Princess Yuhua Chang and Shen Yiheng rang out at the same time.

Jingzhao put his arms around me and kissed me on the forehead in front of Princess Yuhua and Shen Yiheng. “Moon, you are really not good. The queen can’t give it to you. You can be a good concubine.”. With

that, he gave Shen Yiheng a defiant look and pointed at him and asked me, When the new emperor ascended the throne, the border was unstable. You have seen my brother’s skill

today. Let him guard the border for us, OK?

“” Can you not?

Can you, no?

“Jing Zhao’s finger belly glided gently over my eyes.” What do you want me to publicize to the public?

He leaned over and whispered in my ear. His posture was very intimate, but his eyes were staring at Shen Yiheng. Would you like to choose one?

Say that your brother is the evil seed of your aunt and General Zheng, or that Shen Shangshu’s two sons and daughters secretly corrupt human relations.. Don’t look at me like that.

Jing Zhao gently rubbed my face and leaned down to kiss my lips. Moon, you don’t look good when you cry.

He is the emperor, and he can rule over everything.

I also wondered why Shen Yiheng could easily rescue me from Jingwangfu.

Originally, Jing Zhao has designed it.

Shen Yiheng suddenly pulled me and said in a hoarse voice, “I’m going to guard the border. I’ll leave the capital.”.

Please, Your Majesty, take good care of my sister. The

wedding dress was delivered. The bright red wedding dress was embroidered with a lifelike phoenix. Along with it, there was an imperial edict to make me a good concubine. The sun was very hot

at noon. I sat under the porch and basked in the sun. I squinted comfortably and nestled meekly on my stomach. I was very good.

When Shen Yiheng came, he also closed his eyes and leaned against the railing to bask in the sun.

The sun is warm, really warm, even though it’s October.

Bright Moon, what did you look like? Originally,

I wasn’t very good-looking, and I couldn’t be recognized in the sea of people.

I’m not very good-looking either.

Shen Yi-heng closed her eyes and said in a low voice, I am also a very ordinary, very ordinary person. My

nose was sour. I sat up straight and shook him gently. “Brother, draw a picture for me.”. The two of

us sat on a stone table, drawing with brushes.

But, ah, Shen Yiheng can’t draw, he can’t draw anything for a long time.

Coincidentally, I can’t draw either.

Two people take the brush, anxious red eye socket, also failed to draw something to show people.

I have red melon seeds face. My eyes are neither too big nor too small, my double eyelids are fan-shaped, my nose is neither too high nor too flat, and my mouth is the most beautiful. There is only one mole on my nose.

I smirked at him, but tears fell uncontrollably: Let’s not paint any more.

I always thought he was omnipotent and good at everything.

Later, slowly, I found that he also has a lot of helplessness, a lot of powerlessness, occasionally some naive, in some moments and some silly, he is not so ordinary ordinary people.

But these do not affect his image in my heart.

In my 22 years of life, there have been many boys, and I like Shen Yiheng best.

To be exact, I only like Shen Yiheng.

But I can only be his sister. In the dead of

night, I once thought, if he knew his life experience, maybe, can we be together?

However, I hope that the boy I like will live proudly and brightly, and I hope that he will always be a high-spirited little general on horseback.

He doesn’t want him to be judged. I don’t want him to be subjected to gossip. In

that case, I don’t want it to happen.

I have asked myself countless times, do I want him to be with me?

I probably want to, but I don’t.

I don’t want to use his sister’s face with him, even if he is not related to the moon at all.

I am afraid that one day, the moon will come back suddenly. At that time, he and the moon will go crazy.

I must be the moon first, and then I can be myself. Or when the

moon comes back, I will ruin her life.

I said I would protect you, but it was I who finally sent you into the abyss.

Shen Yi-heng’s brush suddenly fell down, and two drops of water fell down with a clatter, wetting the rice paper. The

cat jumped on him. He held Wuwu in his arms and looked at him tenderly. “I broke my promise. I can’t protect you.”.

Don’t think about me anymore. Someone will protect you and someone will love you.

I listened to him quietly talking to the kitten without bothering him.

It’s okay. Alone. I can do it, too.

These days, we deliberately did not mention unhappy things, pretending to say a lot of words as if nothing had happened.

I once told Shen Yiheng that he wanted to be the kind of brother who carried me on the bridal sedan chair.

Now, the day has come. The heavy red

wedding dress made me breathless.

Shen Yiheng carried me on his back and walked slowly in the courtyard. I put my face on his back and tears flowed into his neck.

Brother, you must take good care of yourself.

You too, take good care of yourself. Will

we see each other again?

“” Yes.

“” When will it be?

“Soon, soon..” I know he’s lying to me. We won’t see each other again.

The palace wall is deep. We will never see each other again. I sat in the bridal sedan chair amid the sound

of gongs and drums and the sound of suona. When the

sedan chair creaked and walked leisurely, I looked at the red all over my body, my heart seemed to be poked a hole, the wind blew in, a scarred heart, will no longer be painful.

I didn’t dare to look at his back from the sedan chair. I was afraid that if I looked again, I would never forget him in my life. The

palace door slowly closed behind me, the thick and desolate sound of closing the door came, and the tears in my eyes fell straight down, overflowing my face in an instant.

Jing Zhao was waiting for me at the Lanyue Palace. He lifted his veil and saw me staring at him with tears on my face. He frowned and said, I just want you to accept me. I just want you to love me. Why do you look at me like this?

Seeing that I did not speak, Jing Zhao got angry, stood up and threw the red veil on the ground. Why did you do this to me? Are you so sad to

marry me?

In that case, why did you tease me in the first place?

Looking at the expression on Jing Zhao’s face, thousands of words stuck in my throat, making me speechless. Why don’t

you speak?

Why?

Is he your brother? Why on earth are

you doing this to me?

Jing Zhao pressed forward and pinched my chin, forcing me to look him in the eye: Since when, since when? Since when

exactly? It’s

not what you think. He pinched his

chin until it hurt, and tears fell uncontrollably. “That’s not true. The moon has always liked you..” Jing Zhao, you are really a fool. You can’t even recognize the moon. Why do you say you like it. Do

you want to marry me because you like me, or because you simply like what you can’t have?

You know what I like?

Do you know what color I like?

Do you know what flowers I like?

You say you love me. What do you love about me?

You can’t say it, because you are living in the imagination that you love me.

So that’s what you think of me.

Jing Zhao was so angry that he laughed. The meridians on his neck stood up trembling, and the fingers pinching my face trembled slightly. He was so angry that he shouted in a low voice: Is it because of these, or because of your dirty mind? You know it in your heart. I feel dirty when I say it. Then

he suddenly shook off his hand and walked away without looking back.

I asked the maid to come in and pick up the peanuts, dates, longans and lotus seeds on the bed, and then took off the bright red robe embroidered with phoenix.

The wedding gown matched Jingzhao’s red dress tonight.

I remember the first time I saw him, he ordered a bowl of brown sugar ginger water for me. After

he ascended the throne, he dared to drop everything and go to Huizhou to pick me up. Even though

he was angry, he sent a red phoenix robe that only the queen could wear. It can be seen from the layout of the

Moon Palace that a great deal of thought has been wasted.

However, I am not the moon, I can not stand his friendship.

That night, I sat on the edge of the bed with my eyes wide open and let the tears fall down constantly.

I feel that fate has played a trick on me, and my mind is neither dirty nor dirty. Qingshuang and Lanpei, the maids who

had waited on me in my room, accompanied me into the palace. They said, “Empress, it’s getting late. Let’s rest early.”.

Empress.

I am a good concubine now. When I woke up

the next morning in a daze, I was still in a trance. I

was stunned for a long time before I realized that I had married yesterday.

I took Lampe to pay my respects to the Empress Dowager.

The empress Dowager sat upright on the phoenix chair, and the full head of pearls and jade and the gorgeous brocade robe turned the former gentle and graceful imperial concubine Li into a dignified and steady empress Dowager who was not angry. Now that the

good imperial concubines have entered the palace, they must behave themselves and serve the emperor with all their heart. They must not be spoiled and disturb the order of the harem.

The Empress Dowager looked down at me and said so.

I knelt on the ground and answered yes. If

I were the empress Dowager, I would not like a daughter-in-law like me. In her eyes,

I was probably the disaster that drew Jingzhao to put down his great cause and kiss the south of the Yangtze River.

A lot of things have changed, positions have changed, and some relationships have changed.

For example, when Jing Zhao was King Jing, Li Fei would smile softly at me when she saw me.

Now all she has to say to me is to keep her nose clean. Nothing

is permanent, just as the moon waxes and wanes every day. The Phoenix Seal of the

Imperial Harem is now temporarily replaced by the virtuous imperial concubine. In the future, if the good imperial concubine has anything, she can report it to the virtuous imperial concubine.

“The Empress Dowager picked up her teacup and said to me and Zheng Dai,” I’m tired. You two should step down. Zheng Daixiang and

I took her out of the Ci’an Palace. I had never been so close to her before. Now I see that her eyes really look like those of Shen Yiheng. They really look like those of Shen Yiheng. There seems to be a whole galaxy hidden in her black and bright eyes.

They are the real brothers and sisters. What’s wrong with

you?

Zheng Dai looked at me sideways and patted me on the arm. Don’t take it to heart. When I first entered the palace, the Empress Dowager told me the same thing. As

I looked into her eyes, I couldn’t hold back the wetness in my eyes. After a long time, I stroked my chest and said, I’m fine. I’m just, just a little homesick.

One day, I sat on the swing in the Imperial Garden and watched the birds in the sky in a trance. I don’t know where

Zheng Dai came back from. When she saw me, she was stunned. Then she asked, “Your brother left Beijing today. Didn’t you see him off?”?

I don’t know at all. I don’t know when Shen Yiheng will leave Beijing.

So, is it today?

I stood up hurriedly, thinking that it was already half the morning, and then sat back on the swing, what is the use? I think

he’s gone.

Even if he hadn’t left, I wouldn’t have had a chance to see him off.

I met him once, and in the end, only the mountains and rivers did not meet.

I went back to the palace in a trance and got into the quilt crying wet the corner of the quilt.

No, I really don’t.

I began to write again. The first three words on the first page of

the copybook are his name, Shen Yiheng.

I have written many times, which one should look good, which one should pause and write again, one stroke seems to be deeply engraved in my mind, each stroke is very clear.

From Huizhou to now, I have drawn five copybooks by myself, but I don’t know if I have a chance to show him in this life to see if he can distinguish which one is his heirloom. When the

first snow rustled down, the Ministry of Rites prayed for Jingzhao to set up the queen as soon as possible on the grounds that the queen’s position was empty and the harem was unstable.

At that time, Zheng Dai and I were the only concubines in the palace, and the court quarreled endlessly about the establishment of the queen.

Strangely, only the supervisors were quarreling, and neither Shen Shangshu’s men nor General Zheng’s forces added fuel to the flames.

After quarreling for many days, Jingzhao did not make a statement.

I never care about these things, just listen to the sound of snow falling, writing in the room, who knows, Jing Zhao will suddenly come to see me.

He stood in the doorway and asked with a smile, “Moon, have you heard about the courtier who came in and asked me to set up a queen?”?

I nodded my head.

He smiled at me and said, “The queen cannot be you.”. I didn’t even bother to raise

my eyelids, and I kept moving my hands, copying the copybook as usual.

Noticing my careless expression, his smile froze on his face. After

seeing my movements, he was even more furious. He came over to me, grabbed the copybook and tore it to pieces: “Shen Mingyue, don’t think I don’t know your dirty thoughts.”. Don’t

you care about the position of queen? I want to give it to you. You can’t get rid of me in your life! I didn’t know what expression to put on, so I had to smile at him. Why are

you, why are you?

Jingzhao staggered two steps, his fists clenched tightly, and the color of pain in his eyes came out, but he still held the posture of an emperor, clenching his teeth and threatening: “Moon, this is the last time, you know me!” After Jing Zhao left, I squatted on the ground and picked up the broken pieces of paper one by one.

My brother’s heirloom is gone.

But I still have a lot of imitations, and I write as well as he does.

I threw a piece of debris into the charcoal stove, watching the debris sprinkled on the charcoal, slowly turned red, then burned to gray, and finally, there was no trace.

On the second day, the imperial edict arrived at the Lanyue Palace.

I don’t want to be a queen. I can’t bear the responsibility of all the people in the world and the mother of the country.

I’m scared. I’m scared. I really don’t deserve it.

I am a very ordinary, ordinary to the extreme person, what I can, I really do not deserve.

I don’t want to live and die with Jing Zhao.

I don’t know what’s wrong with me. Jing Zhao is very good and loves me very much. What else can I do? What else do

I want?

Seven days later, at the conferring ceremony, I dressed in beautiful clothes and walked towards Jingzhao step by step.

Jing Zhao stretched out his hand, took my hand, led me up the steps, accepted the worship of the princes together, and I became his queen. When I went to bed

at night, Jing Zhao came into my bedroom drunk, with the smell of alcohol all over his body, pressed the weight of his body on my body, and his eager wet lips came up.

Jingzhao, let go of me. What are you doing?

“His eyes were red, and he pulled me by the shoulder. His eyes were filled with mist.” Only you dare to call me that. Only you. I’m right in front of you. Moon, why don’t you look at me?

Forget it, I don’t want to hear it.

He came up and threw me down on the bed, pulling my clothes out and blocking my lips. No matter how hard I struggled, I couldn’t say a word.

I lay on the bed, struggling, and suddenly I trembled. I trembled violently, my arms against my bare chest, and tears ran around my face.

Jing Zhao stopped in amazement.

I pushed him hard and slapped him in the face, screaming hysterically, “Your brother did the same to me at the beginning, so do you, you are all the same, you are all the same …” Jing Zhao suddenly panicked and hurriedly put on the clothes he had torn off with his own hands. He stammered, “Moon, I’m sorry, I’m sorry..” He staggered out of bed and flew away from my bedroom. When

I was sitting on the ground with the quilt in my arms and weeping, he came back and wiped my tears with his hands covered with blood. “I’m sorry, Moon. I’ve already killed Queen Wang for you. I didn’t know that poisonous woman dared to poison you like that before.”.

I killed her myself. It’s okay now. It’s okay now. No one will bully us

anymore. Like a fragile treasure,

Jing Zhao gently held me in his arms and patted me carefully on the back. Moon, do you remember?

A year ago at this time, you blocked an arrow for me and almost left me. Shall we not quarrel in the future? Shall

we be good in the future?

The man had said the same thing before.

Perhaps when Jing Zhao said this, his sad and helpless tone was too similar to his.

I can’t say no.

Good. I heard myself say this in the

silence of the night.

I think I can get along well with Jingzhao.

The 30th Festival is coming, and the snow is very heavy. I heard that there is also a lot of snow in the northwest.

I burned incense and worshipped Buddha in the house, hoping that the wind and snow would not freeze Shen Yiheng’s cheeks.

Hope, hope, there is no hope.

Maybe it was a little late to copy the scriptures these days. I got cold and fell ill. I dreamed in a trance all day.

Zheng Dai came to see me in the room. I hadn’t combed my hair yet.

Lampe helped me sit up and insisted on combing my hair with a comb.

Now my relationship with Zheng Dai is somewhat awkward. Originally, she was the appointed Princess Jing, and the position of queen was also hers.

Now I have taken away everything from her, and she still comes to see me. She deserves to be the heroine. She is really kind.

It’s just that she calls me empress now. When I first entered the palace, she still talked to me.

Zheng Dai didn’t know what to say, but she had nothing to say and said, “This comb of the empress is quite unique.”.

I looked at the hibiscus pattern on the comb and said, “Don’t you have the same one?”?

Your brother bought it for you when he went out.

“Zheng Dai covered her mouth and smiled,” The empress is joking. My brother-in-law has always been naughty and careless. How can she do such a considerate thing. It

seems like a long time ago.

Shen Yiheng told me that when he went out with Zheng Xuan, he met an old man selling combs. Seeing that Zheng Xuan bought one for his sister, he also bought one for his mother and me.

Did you lie to me?

It turned out to be a lie. After

Zheng Dai left, I suddenly felt as if it were a lifetime ago.

This book was originally called “Queen Feng Hua Peerless”, but now, Jingzhao’s queen has changed.

Zheng Daiben is the heroine, she is so good, but everything was robbed by me. If

the moon becomes the queen of Jingzhao, she must be very happy.

Who would have thought that in the end I would occupy the body of the moon and live like her in the book. In the

book, Jing Ze is deeply attached to the moon, but the moon doesn’t love him.

Now, is it not like this?

A feeling of tiredness swept over my whole body, and I suddenly felt tired, really tired.

I didn’t do anything, but I seem to be exhausted.

Mingming I am already very good now, Jingzhao is very good to me, I am also the queen.

Maybe it’s because I’m sick that I’m so pretentious. I really feel sad.

I miss home, and I miss it very much.

I came here because of my sudden death. I don’t know if I can live if I go back.

In a trance, I thought of the Dharma Masters invited by Princess Yuhua from Anguo Temple that year, and of Master Kongzhi. When Jingzhao came to see me in the

evening, I said to Jingzhao, “On February 2, according to the usual practice, I will go to the Anguo Temple to pray for the country, right?”? Holding the medicine in his hand,

he sat down on the edge of the bed. He nodded and said, “Drink the medicine first. There are still days to go. I’m not in a hurry to think about these trifles.”.

I called out to him and tugged at his sleeve. Jingzhao, I dreamed of my grandmother last night. I often accompanied her to worship Buddha when I was in Huizhou. After

the New Year, can I go to Anguo Temple first? I haven’t been able to go out once since I

entered the palace.

All right, when you’re ready, I’ll go with you.

You’ve been so busy lately, how can you have time to go with me?

“I weighed and said,” Besides, if I let you go with me, it would be too much trouble. Just send me two teams of guards.

Jing Zhao finally nodded his head. On the eighth day of the

Lunar New Year, the carriage staggered to a stop at the Anguo Temple.

I kneel in front of the Buddha with folded hands and closed eyes, but I don’t know what to ask for. After all, what I ask for, the Buddha will not realize my wish. When he went to the

back hill to pay homage, he met Master Kongzhi, who had a red mole between his eyebrows.

Almsgiver, are you looking for the poor monk?

He still looks as if he were calm and aloof from worldly affairs, facing me, Amitabha.

I nodded to him, “Master, do you remember me?”? This is the first time I’ve seen

such a treacherous thing, and I can’t forget it. Master Kongzhi and

I stood under a bare tree on the back hill. Without waiting for me to ask again, he opened his mouth with an expressionless face and said, You have spoiled her luck and ruined her fate. It’s hard to understand, hard to understand.

Master, is there any room for redemption?

Master Kongzhi shook his head with neither sorrow nor joy.

Then, where should I go? How can

I come back?

Almsgiver, the matter has come to this point. You can’t force it. What

if I have to force it? Whether the

soul returns to nothingness or has no place to return, the poor monk does not know where to return.

Master Kongzhi lowered his eyes with a faint expression and began to get up again. I ask myself

, I have never done anything wrong in my life. I wonder if my Buddha can save me?

Almsgiver, have you thought about it?

“” Yes. The

next time we meet, the poor monk will try his best. As I rode back to the palace in

the carriage, the four words “my soul will return to nothingness, and there will be no place to return” ran through my mind several times. I hugged myself tightly, and suddenly I was a little scared.

In March, the light was reflected in the pool, divided into fragmented light by the gently undulating water surface.

I watched in a trance for a while, and the moonlight was really beautiful.

Now Shen Mingyue is the moon in the water, the moon in the mirror.

Jingzhao somehow reached Qianyi Pond. He seemed to be very tired. He covered his mouth and yawned, Moon, how are you today when you went to the Anguo Temple to worship the Buddha?

“” Pretty good.

That’s good. Go to bed early. I have to go back to check the book. Carrying palace lanterns, the

palace people followed Jingzhao away.

I gazed at Jing Zhao’s back for a long time, and suddenly I was not afraid. It would be great if

the moon could come back.

In that case, everyone will be happy.

I have occupied the moon’s body for a long time, and I can’t do this anymore.

I began to repair the relationship with Jingzhao. Sometimes I went to the Qianyuan Palace to see him and sent him some snacks. Sometimes I asked people to invite him to my palace for dinner.

I think after I leave, he and the moon can be good. On the evening of the first day of

February, I couldn’t help trembling when I thought about tomorrow.

I sat in front of the bronze mirror and combed my hair, trying to divert my attention, but I was afraid again.

Tears came out. I was such a coward.

As soon as he wiped away his tears, Jing Zhao came. He was really good to me recently. Since he made this gesture, he gave me a box of pearl and hairpin jewelry. Naturally,

he took my comb, stroked my hair and gently combed it. He opened and closed his lips several times. He hesitated to speak and asked tentatively, “Moon, can I stay tonight?”?

I looked at the way he combed my hair, and suddenly I was a little confused. Someone had combed my hair like this before.

Jing Zhao put down his comb in a panic and stretched out his finger to wipe my tears. He murmured, “Moon, don’t cry. I’m sorry. I scared you last time. I’m leaving now.”.

I turned around and grabbed his hand and looked up at him with tears in my eyes. Jingzhao, from the beginning to the end, I really, really only liked you.

I have liked you since I was a child. I have liked you for many years. You always ignore me. I still like you.

Then Jing Ze did that to me, and then you were going to marry someone else.

I just don’t want to like you anymore. Who knows? You still speculate, misunderstand me and my brother, and say that my mind is dirty.

I was angry with you, and I didn’t want to talk to you.

However, I found that I still like you, I only like you, do you believe it?

I lied to him. I never liked him.

But I’m not lying to him. The moon really likes him so much. Stunned

, Ching-chao stared at me in disbelief. His eyes glowed, but his voice trembled: “I knew it, I knew you were like this!” He hugged me firmly, put my head on his belly, touched my hair gently, rubbed his fingers on my face, and asked with caution and joy, “Can I stay tonight?”?

I shook my head and pushed him away. I’m going to the Anguo Temple tomorrow. Will you come again

tomorrow evening? After

tomorrow, you can come whenever you want. Can’t

I just lie down with you?

Jing Zhao came forward and clenched my hand and promised very sincerely, I really won’t do anything.

“I pushed him straight out and slammed the door.” I said I could do it after tomorrow. You’re so annoying.

I heard Jingzhao’s low laughter outside the window.

It turns out that Jingzhao is so cute when he falls in love. It’s all my fault.

I sat back in front of the bronze mirror and looked at the comb carved with hibiscus flowers in the dim light.

Shen Yiheng’s copybook heirloom was torn up by Jing Zhao. I also returned the plum blossom inkstone which

was not easy to use to Shen Yiheng. It was too difficult to use. I shouldn’t have wanted it at the beginning. I don’t want

this comb, either.

The next morning, a group of people marched toward Anguo Temple.

Jing Zhao held my hand tightly and always asked me, “Moon, why is your hand so cold? Didn’t you recover from the cold last time?”?

He led me step by step up the steps of the Anguo Temple to the main hall to offer incense and pray for blessings. When

the abbot took the crowd to the side hall for a visit, I saw Jing Zhao following the empress Dowager and Zheng Dai, so I told the Chamberlain beside him that he went out of the palace on the grounds of going to the toilet.

Looking back, on the floor of the hall, I saw only a corner of Jing Zhaoming’s yellow dragon robe. When

he arrived at the back hill, Master Kongzhi was sitting on a big stone with his eyes closed. He didn’t look like he was waiting for someone.

I thought to myself, could he not remember? Just as he was thinking

, he suddenly opened his eyes and said, “Coming?”?

“” Coming.

I’ve really thought about it.

I’ve really thought about it.

My tears flowed down, and I was really scared.

The benefactor can leave, and his fate is determined by himself.

“I quickly wiped away my tears.” I’ve really thought about it.

“” Sit down.

He came down from the stone and made a gesture of invitation to me to sit on it. Only then did

I realize that the arrangement of the surrounding scenery seemed to have some rules, just looking around, I was a little dizzy.

Master Kongzhi silently recited the incantation in his mouth, as if my consciousness was being pulled away. The moment I

fell on the stone and closed my eyes, I felt a strange sense of relief.

I am finally myself, and I am also Shen Mingyue.

It was as if someone panicked and roared at me, “The moon!” Each sound was more and more sad and helpless.

I really want to tell Jing Zhao that his moon will be back soon.

But I didn’t have the strength to open my eyes again.

All his strength was used to trace the outline of Shen Yiheng in his mind.

I really want to see him again.

As if walking through a piece of nothingness, the line of sight is like seeing flowers in a fog, which can not be seen clearly. Walking

round and round for a long time, it was like walking in a maze, and I couldn’t find the exit.

Not far away came the sound of suona, which gave me a headache, so I simply followed the sound of suona.

Suddenly there was a flash of white light and darkness came in. I slowly opened my eyes. It was

dark and dark in front of my eyes. I groped around for a long time before I realized that I seemed to be lying in a coffin with copper coins under my body.

The day is auspicious, the time is good, the heaven and the earth are open, the coffin is covered, the sky is clear, the earth is bright, the sun and the moon are bright, and the descendants of the coffin are rich. Holding a golden axe in my

hand, I want to seal the nail. The four directions are bright in the east, west, north, and south. The rosefinch and basalt come to shine, and the blue dragon and white tiger are lined up on both sides. Strange sounds come into my ears. The sound of knocking on the coffin board. My hand touches the coffin board, and my palms tremble gently. Am

I dead?

Is this a coffin nail? The air in the

coffin was getting thinner and thinner, and I began to panic, beating the coffin board eagerly, thinking of a breath of fresh air.

“My blue sky, it’s moving.” “What nonsense are you talking about? Hurry up and nail it. The young lady is dead. How can she move?

The mourners are all here, and after nailing the coffin, you’ll have to carry it all the way to the ancestral grave. Be quick with your hands and feet. “I found something wrong in the coffin, miss?”? I haven’t been called miss for

a long time. Is

anyone there?

I beat the coffin board with trepidation. I don’t seem to be dead yet. The

heavy recitation suddenly stopped, the coffin board opened, and the light poured into my eyes, making me narrow my eyes slightly.

“Oh, my mother, it’s cheating!!!” The bearded bruiser with the hammer let out a loud roar, threw the hammer, and flew away.

Another short, wiry man stood on tiptoe, clinging to the coffin and peering in. When we looked at each other, his eyes widened and he covered his mouth and fell off the coffin. As soon as

I sat up, the people in the room screamed at me. They were scared shitless. They covered their faces and ran and shouted, “Sir, Sir.”.

Alive! Alive! Miss is alive again.

I looked at my hands blankly, lying, changed, changed, the fingernails are different. Look

again, the chest is gone, this body has no two two meat up and down, thin like a bean sprout.

***, ***, the shock in my mind came in waves, which made my scalp tingle. How can I be a ghost again? The mourners in the

courtyard poured in, looking at me like a monkey, pointing at me with trembling legs.

Not long after, a grey-haired old man in an official robe and a man in a moon white dress appeared at the door. When I

saw that face, I couldn’t believe my eyes, the dust-laden memories in my mind came roaring, and the past sealed in my heart, one scene after another, emerged in front of me. I

remember. I remember everything about him. When he

saw the familiar mole on his cheek, tears fell down. Am

I dreaming? Will my wish come true before I

die?

At this moment, I thought a lot and hesitated a lot.

However, when I saw him, I still wanted to run towards him regardless of everything. I ran towards him like crazy. With tears streaming down his face,

the old man opened his arms and ran toward me. “Smoke, Daddy is here.”. Without looking at him,

I threw myself into the arms of the man next to him, sobbing and holding his neck.

I cried until my whole body trembled and I almost fainted. “Brother, I am the moon.”.

His body suddenly stiffened. Then he clasped my waist and leaned over my ear and whispered, “Mingyue, keep your voice down. Don’t let anyone find you.”.

An extra chapter: The bright moon shines on my remaining smoke. I am the daughter of Yu Cheng, the governor of Liangzhou. One day when the

winter snow melted, she passed away quietly.

Shen Yiheng went to Lord Yu’s house with his colleagues to mourn, but he saw Lord Yu grow old overnight. The wind on the

border carved countless wrinkles on Lord Yu’s face, and with his white hair, the man in his fifties looked like a weather-beaten old man. Shen Yiheng could not help but be moved when he saw

this scene.

Yu Cheng held the trunk to support his body, as if he had lost half his life, staring at the mourning hall with empty eyes, but he did not have the courage to go in and see his daughter for the last time.

Yu Yan is Yu Cheng’s only bone and blood, but the fetus is not enough, since childhood pain and illness, after 15 years of illness, finally died in the winter of 15 years old.

Yu Cheng stared at the void and thought, so, is it also a relief?

The servant sobbed and called Yu Cheng several times, “Sir, please go and see the young lady again. The coffin will be sealed right away.”.

Yu Cheng waved his hand feebly. After

the servant left, Yu Cheng bent down to hold the tree, tears splashed on the ground, and his shoulders shook.

Shen Yi-heng stepped forward to support Yu Cheng, who had almost fallen, and said softly, “I’m sorry, Lord Yu.”.

“” The name I gave Yaner is not good. The Smoker is elusive. I shouldn’t have given her this name … More than half of Yu Cheng’s body weight was leaning on Shen Yiheng’s body, murmuring in his mouth that the so-called pain in his heart was nothing more than that.

Just then there was a sudden commotion in the mourning hall, and several servants dressed in filial piety rushed out like crazy, frightened and frightened, with tears in their eyes, shouting loudly: “Sir, sir, it’s no good, it’s cheating the corpse, it’s cheating the corpse, the young lady is sitting up!” When Shen Yiheng followed Yu Cheng to arrive in a hurry, he saw a woman sitting in a coffin wearing a lotus root pink skirt, staring at him in a muddled way.

Melon seed face, eyes are not big nor small, double eyelids are fan-shaped, nose is not high nor collapsed, mouth is the most beautiful, only a mole on the nose. As soon as

Shen Yiheng’s breath stagnated, a very absurd idea jumped out of her mind: she looked like the bright moon.

In fact, Shen Yiheng did not know what the moon looked like, but felt that Miss Yu had a mole on her nose, about the same as the moon.

The moon should also look like this.

In the twinkling of an eye, the woman threw herself into his arms, put her arms around his neck, pressed her face against his neck, and whined, “Brother, I am the moon.”.

Like a thunderbolt, Shen Yiheng’s brain lost the ability to think. He stared at the stranger in front of him, and his mind was full of the sentence: “Brother, I am the moon.”.

The bright moon! The tone of the moon is like this. A piece of emptiness

in my heart seemed to be filled slowly by a trickle, and then the trickle turned into a strong column of water, surging into my heart, and the whole heart was bulging and full as if it was going to overflow.

In public, Shen Yiheng regardless of the moon into his arms, no matter how Yu Cheng and Yu Fu’s servants pull, he never let go of the people in his arms.

Even if it is a dream, even if it is a dream of the blue sky, he does not want to let go for the time being.

He really wants to indulge once, he can finally indulge once, can be desperate to hold her in his arms.

Shen Yiheng, Shen Yiheng.

Mingyue stood under the old elm tree in the corner and looked up at Shen Yiheng. She called his name again and again, but her voice choked with sobs: I will never call you brother again. I will call you Shen Yiheng. Shen Yi-heng, who was

lying on the top of the wall, felt uncomfortable when she saw the moon like this.

The moon used to cry, and now it’s even worse. Sometimes when she looks at him quietly, her eyes will suddenly be filled with a lasting fog.

Shen Yiheng looked around for a while, saw no one at this time, and jumped down.

He pursed his lips and looked at the dust on his robe in disgust. He reached out and brushed it off. Then he stepped forward and whispered along Mingyue’s back, “Mingyue, don’t cry.”.

When Mingyue heard Shen Yiheng’s voice, she cried even harder. She clasped his waist and drilled into his arms at random.

All made Shen Yiheng blush, but she didn’t know it, so she just wanted to hug a little tighter, a little tighter. With drops of water still hanging from her

wet eyelashes, she raised her eyes and looked at Shen Yiheng with a look of grievance: “You haven’t come to see me for five days.”.

Shen Yi-heng touched the red end of the moon’s eyes, and her emotions were extremely complicated.

He understood her, because every time he came to see her, he was in the same mood.

He suddenly gave birth to a kind of helplessness, when, he can openly wipe her tears?

Since the last time he openly hugged the moon in the mourning hall, his colleagues have changed their eyes on him, and they have talked about him in private, saying that he is dissolute and frivolous.

What’s more, he said that he was a sanctimonious hypocrite, a shameless disciple, and that the light, wind and moon were all put on. Lord Yu

once praised him in front of everyone, but since he hugged the moon, Lord Yu frowned coldly at him, but now he has made it clear that he is not welcome to visit him.

The last time he had the cheek to visit, he drank tea alone in the front hall all morning, not to mention seeing the moon, not even the face of Lord Yu.

Think of this, Shen Yiheng some headache, he can not climb the wall every time to the father-in-law’s house, this is really a bit impolite.

Mingyue, wait for me. I wrote to my father and mother a few days ago.

After they knew the situation, I asked the matchmaker to come to propose marriage.

Shen Yi-heng didn’t want to tell her before the matter was settled, but on second thought, he was going to marry her anyway, and it was okay to let her know in advance.

“Huh?”? Two red clouds quickly rose

from Mingyue’s face. Her eyes were slightly narrowed, and the joy in her eyes could not be concealed. What she said was very strange: Ah?

This, so fast, is this good?

Can you do it?

Shen Yi-heng looked down at the bright moon, and when his eyes met, both of them smiled.

Shen Yiheng is laughing at Shen Mingyue’s duplicity.

Shen Mingyue was laughing, and Shen Yiheng saw through her duplicity.

After a while, Shen Yiheng took out a small plum blossom hairpin from his bosom, touched his nose and handed it to Shen Mingyue: “On my way here, I happened to meet –” “You help me put it on.

Shen Mingyue interrupted Shen Yiheng’s lie and smiled sweetly at him: I like it very much, especially. I like everything you gave me.

Shen Yi-heng smiled and gestured with the hairpin between the bright moon and her hair. A kind of sadness and acerbity jumped into her heart.

In fact, he did not send anything to the moon, he really sent too little too little.

In the past, they struggled in secular ethics, followed the rules in words and deeds, and dared not go beyond the limits.

At that time, he didn’t even dare to give her a flower, let alone give her something from his daughter’s house.

At that time, he clearly promised to protect her for a lifetime, but he personally sent her to the palace.

He regretted for a long time that he should not have said that he liked her through drunkenness, and that he should not have let the bond between them get deeper and deeper.

However, the heart has a free soul, which beats uncontrollably and at will, and no one can control it.

No matter how hard he tried to stress his emotions, his heart shouted at him.

It said, it likes the moon, even if she is stupid, stupid and crying, even if she wears her sister’s skin, it still beats for her, it only wants to beat for her. When

she called him brother in a sticky way, when she chattered after his buttocks, when she looked at herself carefully with dripping eyes, he knew very well that the person in front of him was not his sister, but his sweetheart.

He spurned himself countless times. How could he give birth to such a dirty thought in front of his sister’s skin.

In many dead of night, he suffered a lot and could not sleep well.

A little man pointed at his nose in front of his face and shouted, “Are you still human?”? Does

she look exactly like your sister?

You are an animal.

Another little man sat in the corner and sighed, “But the moon is really pitiful. She only dares to talk to you here. How can you ignore her?”? How sad

she must be alone?

You can see at a glance that she is not your sister. Why do you treat her like this?

He didn’t want to admit it, but he did like a lonely soul in his sister’s skin.

From the day he left Beijing, no, from the day he knew his mind, he knew that there would be no result between them.

He did not dare to think what the moon had gone through and how much effort it had taken for her to return to him.

How many tears did it take for her to come back to him in this magical way.

The strangest thing is that her sister also woke up in Anguo Temple.

He had said that perhaps one day when he woke up, his sister Moon would come back.

The moon really came back, and when I woke up, the moon came back.

The moon said that she did not know what had happened, and that day she woke up on Yu Yan.

Shen Yiheng doesn’t believe it.

Why does the moon always look at him and cry?

Why does the moon always hold him tightly?

She was clearly afraid of something, but she never told him about it.

At this moment, Shen Yiheng looked at the bright moon with smiling white cheeks, and his mood was inexplicable.

In this happy ending, what did Mingyue pay? How on earth did

she come back to her side step by step?

Bright moon soon found that Shen Yiheng’s mood is not right, just now he also gave himself a good hairpin, now how is this kind of expression.

Shen Yi-heng?

“She called out to him and shook his right hand with both hands.” What’s the matter with you? Don’t I look good with this hairpin? It

‘s very nice.

Shen Yiheng rubbed Mingyue’s hair and said softly, I will listen to whatever you tell me. You can tell me anything. I want to know everything about you.

Shen Yi-heng rarely said such straightforward words. Mingyue only thought he was suddenly stirring up emotions. Even though he felt a little inexplicable, his heart was sweet.

“Yan-er!” Lord Yu’s angry voice suddenly sounded. Shen Mingyue shivered and anxiously pushed Shen Yiheng to urge him, “Hurry up and go. Lord Yu has come to look for me to drink the medicine.

“Shen Yiheng sighed and reluctantly released his hand and said,” Mingyue, your face has become ruddy recently. You should eat more. It’s for your own good that Lord

Yu asked you to drink the medicine. Miss Yu hasn’t been in good health since she was a child, so you should drink it well. “Shen Mingyue was so anxious that she jumped up and pushed him vigorously on the back.” I know, you go quickly. “Shen Yiheng pointed to his toes and flew up to the top of the wall. The white corner of the moon’s robe also fell down from the top of the wall.

Smoke, what are you doing here alone? Lord

Yu looked around and finally put his eyes on Shen Mingyue’s face.

“Father,” said Shen Mingyue with a shyly smile, “just walk around. The healer says that walking around more is good for your health.

Yu Cheng’s eyes fell on the hairpin on Shen Mingyue’s head. He pretended to turn his head away as if nothing had happened and said, Go back with Dad and drink the medicine. In the

evening, Yu Cheng led Shen Mingyue to the ancestral temple of the Yu family.

He lit the incense and handed it to Shen Mingyue, saying, “Yaner, kneel down and burn incense for your ancestors.”.

Shen Mingyue nodded, took the incense and inserted it into the incense burner. She kowtowed and worshipped the people she didn’t know.

Yaner, now that you have offered incense to your ancestors, I will treat you as my own daughter, and your ancestors will protect you in their grave.

Yu Cheng’s ghostly voice echoed in the ancestral hall. Shen Mingyue’s heart shrank sharply, her face turned white, and her mind went blank. She could only say dryly, Dad, what do you mean by that?

Yu Cheng nestled in the back of his chair, his white hair neatly combed. He smiled at Shen Mingyue with relief. Wrinkles squeezed out on his face: My child, don’t be afraid. I don’t mean anything else. Staring absently in the air,

he recalled the past. Other parents may not recognize their own children, but I can’t possibly not recognize my smoke. I

got married late, and I didn’t have smoke until I was in my thirties. When she was seven months pregnant, her

mother fell and gave birth to a smoke and died.

Yan’er was brought up by me personally, and I would never fail to recognize him.

Even if there are ten hundred smokes standing in front of me, I can still recognize my smoke at a glance.

He paused, exhaled a foul breath, and let out a long sigh: The disease brought out by the smoke from the womb has not been eradicated for many years.

So a cold easily killed her.

I watched the smoke die in my arms, and I lost my breath. Before she died, she

said that when spring came, she wanted to fly kites in the yard and asked me to accompany her. She died without finishing a word.

She has been a pot of medicine since she was a child, and I think this is also a relief.

Two tears flowed from his godless eyes: I didn’t expect, I didn’t expect, that you could extend the life of the smoke in this way.

Son, I thank you. I

didn’t expect that one day, I could still see the smoke appear in front of me, and even the smelly boy climbed over the wall of my house, coveting my smoke.

In the past, this was really unthinkable.

Shen Mingyue never expected that Lord Yu would say such a thing, showing his love for his daughter both inside and outside the words.

Listening to his words from the bottom of his heart, Shen Mingyue’s heart was filled with melancholy and regret. What about you,

child?

You must have suffered a lot. I am very happy that

you can be a smoke.

I am very old, I have only a few years to live, and I have a daughter at the end of my life. I have nothing to complain about.

Son, I really thank you.

I don’t know why, but when Yu Cheng said, “You’ve suffered a lot,” Shen Mingyue suddenly felt very sad.

Perhaps it was when such a gentle elder cared for her in a loving tone that she thought of her father.

Not Shen Shangshu’s feudal paternalistic father, but the father of his family, the father of his hometown.

My child, don’t cry.

Yu Cheng came over and helped Shen Mingyue up from the futon. “Not to mention that,” he said, “you have an unusual relationship with General Shen, don’t you?

When I was with Yaner’s mother, it was the same. I could see that General Shen probably liked you very much.

Shen Mingyue weighed her words, not knowing how to open her mouth, nor knowing how to comfort Lord Yu: Actually, Yan’er and I look very much alike, basically 80% alike, and the remaining 20%, Yan’er is more beautiful than me.

Young people have their own beauty and vitality. How can they belittle themselves?

Yu Cheng continued the previous topic and asked again, “Did you know General Shen before?”? He

can’t fall in love with my smoke at first sight, can he?

“” Mmm.

He is the child of the elder princess and the minister, and his status is noble. I am just a concubine of a minor official family, and there is a great disparity in family status, so there is no way to be together.

“Yu Cheng sighed,” Then what? How did

you come to my Yaner? Did you have an accident?

Later, when I got married, my husband was very kind to me, and we respected each other. I had an accident when I was

burning incense, so I came here.

Shen Mingyue calmly narrated the whole story, and the events of the past emerged in her mind one by one, as if they were unreal as a dream.

But now the air conditioning in the ancestral temple is real, the wrinkled Lord Yu is real, and the Shen Yiheng she just saw today is also real, and her restless heart is gradually settling down.

That was my mistake. I shouldn’t have stopped General Shen from coming to the door.

He is a very good man, and if you are like this, it is also a blessing after suffering.

Yu Cheng patted Shen Mingyue on the shoulder and said, Next time you tell him not to climb over the wall, I won’t stop him again. The next time

Shen Yiheng came, he didn’t climb over the wall again, because he took the matchmaker directly to the door.

The moon looked at him through the screen, and the man was still so handsome, his face was elegant, his waist was straight, and his self-cultivation clothes outlined his vigorous posture, just like when she first saw him.

At that time, she was drugged, and he told her that the first thing she said was, “Don’t be afraid of the moon, I am the elder brother.”.

At first he was the elder brother, but later he was just the elder brother. Mingyue seemed to have been Shen Yiheng’s younger sister for a long time.

Finally, finally, she could be his wife.

She could walk beside him fair and square, she could hold his hand, she could ask him for a hug, or she could throw herself into his arms and shed tears.

She could say a word of love to him without concealing it, she could say sweet words of love to him, and she could do everything that people who liked each other could do.

Shen Yiheng is also chasing the figure of the moon across the screen, the girl behind the screen was once his unattainable, and now he is about to become his wife.

They were once separated by mountains and seas. Perhaps it was God’s pity that gave them a chance of survival. From then on, the mountains and seas were all flat.

Their marriage was fixed for June, which was the best day in recent times. On the wedding day

, Shen Mingyue sat in the bridal sedan chair, tears could not stop flowing, she remembered before, Shen Yiheng carried her on the bridal sedan chair, she also shed tears like this.

It’s just, it’s all good now. When

getting off the sedan chair, Shen Yiheng lifted the curtain of the sedan chair and carried his bride on his back despite the opposition of all the people.

The moon covered her head with a veil and rubbed against his neck, grinning, “Shen Yiheng, we haven’t seen each other for half a month.”.

Dad said that the empress was pregnant, but the moon was pregnant. Do you know that? What do you care about the moon on

our big day? What do

you mean? I, I am the legitimate sister-in-law of the Moon today. Can’t I still care about her?

“Shen Yiheng softened his tone:” Mingyue, I mean, you should care about me more than moon.

I care about you very much. Last month I found out that you secretly burned incense for the moon. When

I didn’t turn into smoke, did you think the moon was dead, so you burned incense for her every day?

You’re still burning paper money. Did you cry secretly? “” All right, Mingyue, don’t say anything.

Shen Yiheng interrupted Mingyue’s words and laughed sheepishly. He did cry secretly several times and burned baskets of paper money for the moon.

Fortunately, the moon came back and was still with the person she liked.

He will also be with the people he likes for a long time.

Half a year later, it snowed heavily in Liangzhou. When

Shen Yiheng came back from the barracks, the moon was already asleep.

He took off his fur cloak and handed it to the servant girl. “Have you had dinner, madam?” He asked in a low voice?

Madam said she couldn’t eat, so she only had a small bowl of porridge and was very sleepy, so she went to bed first.

“” Well, I see. When

Shen Yi-heng finished washing, he stood in front of the charcoal basin and baked himself hot. He didn’t go to bed until his hands were hot.

His hands were so big that one hand could almost cover her whole little face.

She was asleep now, her face was quiet, her cheeks were slightly red, and she looked lovely.

He gently rubbed her face with his fingers, and finally leaned over and planted a kiss on her forehead. Sleeping in a daze,

the moon noticed that he had come back. Instinctively, she rubbed into his arms, hugged his waist, and asked in a confused way, “Are you back?”?

She was used to this, and she had to hold him in her arms before she could sleep in peace. Shen Yi-heng felt so upset that he hugged her a little tighter, but he was afraid of pressing on her stomach, so he had to step back and answer softly, “Well.”.

“” Good night. When

the moon finished, she couldn’t open her eyes any more.

Bright Moon, the imperial edict has arrived today. We can go back.

Shen Yi-heng stared at the top of the bed in a daze, as if talking to the moon or to himself.

The moon is about to give birth, Jing Zhao is now willing to let him go back, he must have been relieved. There was no deep hatred between

them. They played together when they were young. Who knows, things will turn out like that later.

Now that everything is back on track, will it be all right after setting things right?

“Huh?”? The man who had been in a daze

just now sobered up for a moment and grabbed his finger and stopped talking.

Shen Yi-heng knew what she was thinking. Before she could open her mouth, she touched her stomach and said, “I know you like this place better than capital.”.

But the weather here is really bad, and the children can’t stand it.

I think, after we return to Beijing, we will go to Huizhou to live, don’t you like it there?

Moreover, his father-in-law is old, and Huizhou is also suitable for his old age. When we

return to Beijing, we will first send someone to buy a house in Huizhou, and then we will bring our father-in-law over.

Huizhou mountains and rivers raise people, maybe in a few years, his white hair can change back.

When our child is born, he will be able to grow up with her.

Today I went to discuss with my father-in-law, and he thought it was very good.

Moon, what do you think?

He had thought about everything. He was always so considerate. Mingyue took a bite of his mouth and rubbed his cheek. “Shen Yiheng, you are good,” she said in a deep voice.

Whoo, I am so discerning! I also agree. Dad is really good to me. Let’s go to Huizhou together. Not knowing whether to laugh or cry,

Shen Yiheng patted her face and said, Aren’t you sleepy? Go to sleep.

Good night, I like you today too.

The moon squeezed into his arms, hugged him and closed her eyes obediently.

Me too, I like you too.

Shen Yiheng smiled softly and hugged her to sleep.

Outside, the heavy snow, like goose feathers, rustled down and never stopped.

The howling north wind is beating the window paper.

And he held her in his arms and slept soundly in the room where the charcoal fire was burning.

. Focus on not getting lost ~