What
are the sadistic articles that are so uncomfortable that you can’t breathe after reading them?
I never think I am a good woman. My biggest dream is that I can live a carefree life if I am lazy.
But God arranged for me to meet him, save me and destroy me completely.
A carefree life is coming, but I don’t want it anymore, I just want revenge! I woke up with a hangover lying in a strange car. Before
I could react, the driver said, “Are you awake?”?
Didi’s bill has been sent to you. Pay before you get off the bus. The mobile phone reminds you that you need to pay 2025.43 yuan at the end of the trip.
So much?
！ I got on the bus from the Workers’ Stadium, and it was only half an hour when I got home. Why did you charge me more than one thousand yuan?
！」 Anger wakes me up.
The next second, he was interrupted by the cool driver: As soon as you got on the bus last night, you slept like a dead pig. When you got to the destination, you couldn’t wake up. The journey never ended. I called the police to explain the situation, and he advised me to stay with you. For
five hours, it was merciful not to throw you out of the car.
“Ah, well..” I’m weak. After a
pause of a few seconds, I took out my sweetest note: “Big geigei, this bill..” Is it possible to avoid it?
The driver looked at me like an idiot.
I blinked my charming eyes and said, “Brother, why don’t you go upstairs with me now and do whatever you want?”?
Let’s cut the bill, shall we? The
driver’s eyes loosened.
I hope! After a few seconds, the driver sighed, “If it was ten years ago, I would have gone upstairs with you, but now.” He shook his cell phone and looked sincere. “I want money more.
‘2 Gan.
When the bank card was transferred 1025.43 yuan.
The text message reminds me that my balance is only 501 yuan.
Months. If I can’t
find a job again, I may have to sell it.
Unfortunately, even the driver of Didi knows that money is more important.
The first time I failed to recommend myself, I was very depressed.
My name is Chen Ejiao. I am 22 years old. What is worth mentioning more than my education is my cup size and measurements.
The dream is to be kept by others and live a carefree life with open thighs.
I don’t smoke, I don’t drink, I don’t have tattoos, I’m good at acting simple, I’m on the Internet, nine out of ten messages will call me wife, but don’t think about it-poor people don’t deserve me.
However, the funny thing is that rich people also think that I am not worthy of them: I didn’t know until I drifted north that the novels were all deceiving people. What is enough green tea to catch a cheater? ***, now the rich second generation is better than one. Those who can coax the rich second generation round and round and then pay for their own bags belong to high-end operations. There is not one out of a hundred women in the
mixed circle, and the probability of successful landing is no less than that of being admitted to a famous university.
And I am such, it is mix the dish chicken in the female circle, relying on young, be sold please dance to drink in the nightclub, every day crazy jump 5 hours, day check 300 wages, commonly known as nightclub atmosphere group, cheat a few silly white-collar to add my WeChat, turn 1314 to me on New Year’s Day, earn some cherry money. Just
when I didn’t know how to get through the next month, my nightclub salesman called me and said, “Do you have a deal?”?
“I was very excited.” Sell your body?
How much is it
100,000 a time, I’ll do it! It’s work.
The salesman rolled his eyes. There was a boss who needed a secretary to do a serious job.
“” Huh?
！」 I can’t believe it: How can a serious job find a woman like me who is not serious? The place of the
interview is very serious.
My future boss, on the other hand, is so handsome that he is not serious. He has broad shoulders, small head and deep eyebrows. He looks like an infatuated man in a typical cartoon. He seems to be waiting for me, Cinderella.
He said his surname was Xu, and let me call him General Manager Xu.
I didn’t even prepare my resume, and the nightclub salesman told me that Xu always wanted me.
I believe he has some ideas for me, and he is somewhat eager to try. General
Manager Xu said, “I didn’t come to you because I really wanted a secretary.”.
I said I understood.
I even have a name for our baby. General
Manager Xu added, “I came to you because I took a fancy to you.”.
I nodded, glanced at the sofa in the corner, and thought I could devote myself.
Mr. Xu finally said, “Your job is to take care of a depressed patient, that is, my brother, one of the directors of our company.”.
Get close to him, gain his trust, take care of him, and prevent him from committing suicide.
I was stunned.
He gave me a contemptuous look. “I advise you not to think otherwise, especially to him.”.
I will pay you a high enough salary to do your duty.
」「…… Oh, I see.
My loss is obvious.
His beautiful mouth began to count off: “The salary is twenty thousand a month, and after gaining trust, the reward is two hundred thousand.”.
If you complete the mysterious task, you will be rewarded with one million yuan.
My head was already down at the moment I heard twenty thousand. Stunned at
him: “So high?”?
！」 General Manager Xu chuckled and exhorted with a cold face: “But if you haven’t gained his trust for three months, this job will be replaced.”.
I said, don’t worry. After spending so much time
in nightclubs, I’m good at taking care of men. With a snort, General
Manager Xu approached me. Suddenly, he reached out his hand and raised my chin. He looked at me carefully for a while with an expression of disgust: Tomorrow I will go to work. I will go to the designated place. I will have all the food and accommodation. Remember to take off my makeup. The way
you’re killing Matt, it’s really unappetizing.
To seduce a man, you have to wear a lot of makeup.
For a woman like me, it’s my duty to be coquettish.
I blinked and looked at him frankly. General
Manager Xu was stupefied and laughed. He raised his chin and gently scraped my face with his fingers. He said softly, “It seems that I have found the right person for you.”.
But Mr. Xu didn’t know that he had made a big mistake. The next day, I went to the villa area in the suburbs of Beijing according to the address. I walked through the iron gate, the courtyard gate, the main gate and the door, and finally came to the noble brother. The morning sunshine shone through the glass on the man’s body, plating him with a bright white halo. The moment I
saw him, I stood where I was: this man, Nima, was the Didi driver who frankly said “I want more money” in the face of my seduction?
！ Shit! 4. It turns out that rich and idle people have such outrageous hobbies?
It seems to be poor. I don’t understand the complexity of the world.
Hi. Like a shocked fool,
I greeted him in a daze. “Hello, boss. My name is Gillian.”.
“He nodded, a little surprised, but still nodded to me, very polite:” Hello, Gillian, you can call me Xu Mu.
Sitting by his private pool on the balcony, holding a copy of Baudelaire’s “Flowers of Evil” and wearing a blue shirt that doesn’t show the brand, he doesn’t look like a Didi driver at all.
I’m ashamed that I didn’t find his nobility in his ordinary car at that time.
Otherwise, not to mention inviting him upstairs, I can just wave out of the sky in the car.
I said, “Xu Mu, I was sent by your brother to chat with you to relieve boredom.”.
“He gave a hum and said,” I don’t really need it. People with
depression like to pretend to be strong and cover up their sadness, and my job is to make him happy.
I pointed to the sparkling swimming pool and said, “It’s a waste for a rich man to read beside such a beautiful swimming pool.”.
I don’t like water.
He was still reading with his head down.
But I love it.
I grew up by the sea, and as soon as I got into the water, I was like a fish swimming into the sea.
I immediately took off my loose T-shirt and jumped into the pool with a splash in my black underwear and denim shorts.
The swimming pool was only 5 or 6 meters long. I swam back and forth in the water. My legs were long and my skin was white. The sun shone on the water and body, as if I had returned to my childhood in an instant.
Damn, it’s good to be rich! What are you doing?
Xu Mu looked at me with a suspicious red in his ears. Doesn
‘t that make you happy?
Watching young girls swim in bikinis?
I swished to his side, and a wet head emerged from the water and looked at him with a smile, dripping from my hair down my cheek and onto my 36D.
Xu Mu pulled the corners of his mouth and looked at me coldly: “Not really.”.
Please don’t flatter yourself.
Do you think you have a good figure?
Protruding and backward warping?
But in fact, excessive exposure will only make you look cheap.
Although you are young, you might as well try to have some advanced fun.
Youth is not an excuse for inferiority.
I pursed my lips and said nothing.
The driver’s mouth is really vicious.
What’s the matter? Can’t you stand
that? If you
can’t stand it, you can leave. With
that, he lowered his head again and began to read quietly.
Three seconds later, I spoke slowly, “Xu Mu …” What now?
He looked up impatiently.
Your book.. Hold it upside down.
“5” Does it work to approach him with this kind of girl? The camera installed
quietly in the potted plant shows everything that happened in the villa honestly in the monitor.
The assistant frowned at General Manager Xu, feeling that General Manager Xu’s brother did not look like a man who ate this set.
My brother has been lonely since he was a child. He likes to stay alone. He hasn’t had any friends for so many years. But he didn’t go home last Saturday night. I found out that he had received an order for a long time, and the owner of that order was Gillian.
I don’t know what they did together, but Gillian, it must be special. General
Manager Xu’s face was calm.
Anyway, let them stay for a few months before we start our plan.
If the previous one hadn’t died, it wouldn’t have been delayed until now. In the
scene, the girl takes off her clothes and jumps into the swimming pool and swims back and forth happily. From the other end of the
screen, the assistant could not help licking her lips and sighing: “This girl’s figure is really good, white and smooth, with a small waist and a big chest.” When he wanted to comment on something, he noticed the sharp eyes on his side, and his heart went down and he kept silent. So
I lived in a villa in the suburbs of Beijing.
Stayed in the nanny’s room. The nanny room in the
mansion is no less than a five-star hotel, spacious and bright with windows, as well as a separate bathroom and kitchen.
Xu Mu’s bedroom is right above my head, and there is a mini conveyor box between our bedrooms. I specially studied the usage: I put things into the conveyor box, close the door, press the switch, and the conveyor box will send the items to Xu Mu’s bedroom, and make a “ding!” Sound similar to a microwave oven to signal him to open it.
Every night at 12 o’clock, Xu Mu would drive out to work, and at 3 o’clock in the morning, he would get home on time. At that time, I needed to open the delivery box and put in the milk that had just been heated. After a “ding”, Xu Mu, who had taken a bath, would open the delivery box.
I also specially quietly went to check Xu Mu’s live record, this person is indeed an old driver, a total of more than 1000 orders, passenger evaluation score as high as 4.9 points.
The departure time is always in the middle of the night, and the location is always near the Workers’ Stadium.
Be diligent and work hard without complaint.
Well, the directors of big companies have money and leisure, and it seems that they are also a little sick.
Since the last swimming incident, Xu Mu did not let me appear in front of him, the identity of the pheasant was confirmed, and I looked as if I was going to cheat him into bed at any time.
He was very defensive about me. Aunt Wang, another nanny, was responsible for
daily cleaning and housework and left after finishing her work.
Apart from bringing him a glass of milk every day, I am really bored to death.
So, in the middle of the night on the third day of my stay, I couldn’t help but put milk in the delivery box, and at the same time, I added a note, “Master Xu, you’ve worked hard. Did anyone give you a bad review today?”?
Ten minutes later, I heard a “ding” sound. I opened the transport box and saw an empty glass and a piece of paper. The paper was the same as the original one, except that under that line of words, there was a beautiful line: “Thanks to you, everything is going well.
Are you really playing? I
was so happy that I dug out my previous driving record and gave Master Xu a five-star rating: The master is conscientious and diligent, the speed is very stable, the technology is first-class, the hardware is Pan Donkey Deng Xiaoxian, but unfortunately it is Liu Xiahui.
Then he happily added a note: Master Xu, someone just sent you a good review. Please check it.
Sure enough, Xu Mu did not reply to me again.
Hey, a man who can’t stand being molested.
Although General Manager Xu warned me to settle down at the beginning, please, if I could settle down, I would have found a job in a down-to-earth manner, so that I wouldn’t want to go fishing in nightclubs every day. The tall, rich and handsome in the
nightclub is not easy to chase, but there is a chance to be in the same room with people like Xu Mu, come and come, how can we not grasp the seduction? The goal of
ordinary women is rich, but I am not the same, my goal as long as: rich. Not
even a “person”.
The first time I passed a note, every night after that, when Xu Mu came back, I would give him all kinds of gadgets. Sometimes I folded a thousand paper cranes, sometimes it was a paper boat, and sometimes it was a homophonic joke I wrote: “Old driver, what should I do at twelve o’clock?”?
Cramming! Because: cram before (zero), hahahahaha.
And a few minutes later, with a “ding,” he would publish his reply from the delivery box: a book of Mandarin proficiency test materials.
Note: Distinguish between front and back nasals?
Thank you. Although
the swan goose biography is romantic, it is more or less the meaning of scratching an itch.
Men do this kind of thing without talking about distance to produce beauty, and they still need hand-to-hand combat.
And a week later, I finally got my chance.
Xu Mu diligently went out to work every night, rain or shine, as pious as a believer.
He seems to regard his job as a driver as his only career. It was raining heavily
that night, and I didn’t hear anything outside the door until 3:30.
I learned from Aunt Wang, who was cleaning, that Xu Mu especially didn’t like thunderstorms. When there was lightning, I turned off all the lights in the living room, only turned on the projection screen, and turned on the stereo surround speakers to the maximum, playing the classic horror film The Ring. Hiding quietly behind the screen in a white dress with loose hair,
I wanted to give him a surprise-the psychological drawbridge effect. I brought him tension and excitement when he was in a low mood, which could make people’s heart beat faster and create the illusion of love.
I had everything ready, just waiting for him to be scared silly, and then I walked forward, took his hand, and looked at him in tears.
What an awesome plan.
But in the next second when I heard the click of the fingerprint lock, I saw an unprecedented and sad figure by the faint light of the screen.
I have never seen that kind of Xu Mu, he has always been clean in my eyes, calm, as if at peace with the world, like reading poetry, like walking. There seemed to be an old man living in the
young body.
At this moment, the old man seemed to come out of his body-he was drenched in the rain, without an umbrella, with his head down dejectedly, soaked in sadness.
I froze there.
I don’t know why I feel sad.
Then the next moment, I watched the music in the living room suddenly become scary, accompanied by a flash of lightning and thunder outside the window, on the curtain, a female ghost with resentful eyes, straight towards the sad Xu Mu.
Xu Mu gaped at the screen, as if he had just been awakened from his grief and had fallen into a haunted house. Only then did
I react and jump out of the corner quickly, thinking only of blocking his eyes.
Don’t! Look! Only then did he realize where he was. The dejected old man had disappeared. A female ghost on the screen suddenly turned into a 3D living body and really jumped out of the TV. He suddenly stepped back, his pupils dilated, and he was obviously startled.
With a thump, he fell to the ground, and I fell on top of him in a very unsightly manner.
Gan, it’s over.
Xu Mu’s frightened look turned into pain as he fell to the ground, then into confusion, and finally, when he found out who the woman in white was slowly wriggling on his body, it turned into complete anger- “F..” What’s wrong with you?
！」 It turns out that a refined man can’t help swearing.
「…… Xu Mu.. I murmured, with a guilty conscience, trying to say something, but blurted out, “You’re so wet..” 「……」 I made the living room look like a haunted house, and the wind was blowing, and the posture of the two of us made everything look like a cheap horror room.
Terror, anger, and embarrassment are good things. Emotions are so strong that they make the original sadness seem insignificant.
I jumped up from him and turned on the light in the living room. His glasses were knocked aside by me. He was less old-fashioned when he took off his glasses. His eyelashes were very long. He looked a little comely-a little good-looking.
Unlike Xu’s aggressive appearance, Xu Mu looks a little fragile at this time, which makes people want to protect him. Do
you want to change your clothes.. Then, let me blow your hair.
My heart is beating faster and I feel a little uncomfortable.
He looked at me sideways, and just when I thought he was sure to refuse, he nodded slowly, “OK.”. As
I blew Xu Mu’s hair, I glanced at The Ring on the screen. The
two of them looked very relaxed, as if they were watching the Food Network. Aren’t
you afraid?
He suddenly asked.
I’ve seen it twenty times.
What about you?
“” I’m not afraid.
I seem to be naturally immune to this stuff. At the end of the
film, the two of us wrapped in blankets and watched the film together. The rain outside the window became lighter and hit the window glass tightly, making a serene sound. In the
screen, Sadako crawled around with scary and empty eyes, but in our eyes at the moment, there was some warmth. As the
caption slowly rose, he said softly, “For the first time, I think the rainstorm is not so bad.”.
“” Why?
I played dumb.
He didn’t answer.
I shrank into the blanket and put my head directly on his shoulder.
Drowsy.
I know my hair smells good, my body smells good, even my blanket smells good.
I have carefully selected the most relaxing citrus notes. In a daze
, I heard him whisper in his ear, “Thank you.”.
The next day, when I was swimming in the pool, I saw Xu Mu reading beside me.
“Eh!”! You’re not avoiding me?
My face was full of surprise, naked and happy.
He responded with a faint glance at me and continued to read coldly. As he
lowered his head, the sunlight cast shadows under his eyelashes. Smiling,
I dived to the bottom of the water and swam back and forth a few times. I jumped ashore and lay on the soft chair beside Xu Mu wrapped in a bath towel. My feet were wet and not dried. I deliberately threw them at him. He only looked up at me and flashed a little helplessness, but he did not escape.
Trust Test-Passed? It
‘s so easy. It’s boring.
I tilted my head, took out my cell phone, and lazily sent a WeChat to Mr. Xu: “Boss Xu, it seems that I’m going to finish the task!”! Remember the bonus! General Manager Xu summoned me to go out the next day.
The destination is not a company, but a senior club. Did
he trust you?
This man always seems to come straight to the point.
“Mmm.”.
More trusting.
I nodded.
How much trust?
For now, I can.. Sleep with him and get kicked out of the house?
I considered.
He snorted, “Can he die for you?”?
“” Huh?
He can die for you.
This is the ultimate trust. What
you are doing now is far from enough. General
Manager Xu shook his head.
A man’s ultimate trust in another woman can only be because of love. General
Manager Xu sat down and told me about Xu Mu’s past: He had a woman he loved deeply before. They had been together for three years, but she had a car accident on a thunderstorm night.
Die in front of Xu Mu. Before she
died, she told Xu Mu that no matter what happened, she would live well.
His depression has been very serious, but because of her words, he has lived until now.
That is, after she died, every night he began to lose sleep, and then, he even began to work as a Didi driver, probably because he felt that life was not worth it and wanted to find something for himself to do.
My brother is a very persistent person. His heart is closed and he is very stubborn.
I want him to be happy and have more friends, so let you get close to him.
If he can fall in love with you, maybe he can get over the pain of the past. General
Manager Xu looked at me with a sincere face.
He looks like a brother who loves his elder brother.
I shook my head and looked at him doubtfully. “Do you want Xu Mu to fall in love with me?”?
But he doesn’t want me to fall in love with Xu Mu?
……」 He looked me in the eye, nodded, and smiled helplessly. “In that case, there seems to be only one answer..” My little brain, which was thinking hard, suddenly crashed. With a chill on my wrist, General Manager Xu put something on my hand: a watch full of diamonds.
I froze there. I don’t trust
you to face each other day and night. I have to use some tricks to remind you not to fall into it.
He pinched my face.
This is. Confess?
Or a warning?
The young CEO answered my doubts with his body. He took a step closer, looked me in the eye, rubbed my chin with his fingers, and said, “Be obedient.”.
Be good.
Let him fall in love with you, let him be willing to die for you.
And you, “he said, leaning close to my ear in a commanding tone,” I will never allow you to be tempted.
13. I stayed outside for a long time.
Sitting alone on a rocking boat in Houhai, expecting the autumn wind to blow my head clear. As soon as
Mr. Xu left, I took out my cell phone and checked the price of the watch: starting at seven figures. The
sudden wealth gave me a sense of unreality. It was not
until dusk that I returned to Xu Mu’s villa by taking the subway, changing to a bus, and riding a shared bicycle for 20 minutes.
He was sitting alone in an armchair by the pool, with a book on his lap. He had his head down. It was dark, but there was no light in the room. As soon as
I was stupefied, I ran over and waved a few times in front of his eyes: “Xu Mu!”! Xu Mu! You’re not dead, are you?
He took a slow breath and looked up at me. Do you want me to die? The
voice was cold.
His voice sounds like he’s angry. Where have
you been?
“” Play.
I lie without a draft.
He pulled the corners of his mouth, his eyes fell on the diamond watch on my wrist, and his smile was even colder.
“Hey, hey!”! Are you stupid?
It’s so dark, and you don’t know to turn on the light.
Make it look like a crime scene.
I changed the subject and scolded him. I turned on the floor lamp for him and sat down next to him. Have you eaten yet? Did Aunt
Wang Cook for you?
He had been sitting for a long time with a cool breeze, and his body temperature was a few degrees lower than mine. When I got to his side, he suddenly stood up and said, “Don’t worry about it.”.
Lost a figure and went upstairs.
Angry?
I stuck out my tongue and let him see the watch on purpose, but I didn’t expect his reaction to be so obvious.
I continued to sit by the swimming pool, bowing my head and playing with the diamond watch, thinking about Xu’s advice today and the next plan, and I didn’t even notice it myself-when I thought of Xu Mu’s jealous appearance, I unconsciously smiled sweetly at the corners of my mouth.
14. Xu Mu always gives people a harmless feeling, probably because of his fragile temperament. In his bones, he is a noble son who has been well protected by his family since childhood. It’s totally different
from General Manager Xu. Two brothers from the
same family, why is one like a wolf and the other like a fish? When I
went back to my bedroom, I couldn’t resist writing a note and stuffing it into the transport box. Who
do you say is like a fish?
Ding, he replied.
By contrast, the wolf is more annoying. How nice the
fish is.
I like fish:) “After a while, he asked,” Why did you go out so long today? Stuffy
at home?
Yes, I hide in the house every day, and I’m going to get moldy. I
want someone to take me out to play.
I thought you just wanted to have no worries about food and clothing.
P. S: Nice watch.
It seemed that someone really cared, and three sentences went back to the watch.
I thought about it, gritted my teeth, took off my watch, put it in the transmission box, and added, “Oh, this is what General Manager Xu gave me today, but I don’t want it.”. If
you like it, can I give it to you? General
Manager Xu gave me the task of making Xu Mu fall in love with me. In that case, I can’t let him have a grudge against me. Let him see the watch
on purpose to make him jealous.
And giving him the watch is to make him happy.
For my emotional ups and downs, it is possible to be pinched by me.
As for the watch-let’s finish the work first, and then let’s pay.
After a few minutes, Ding, the watch in the transmission box disappeared, replaced by a jade bracelet, the color is transparent, suffused with warm luster.
He said to me, “Ah Jiao, this bracelet is more suitable for you.”. Xu Mu, who had
received his watch, seemed to be in a particularly good mood. He even took the initiative to find a topic to chat with me. The two of us chatted all night with the delivery box and wrote more than ten pages of notes: from the weather to childhood, from cold jokes to last night’s dream.
I suddenly found that we are all used to loneliness, full of defense against the world, it seems that only through the transmission box, with an almost primitive way of communication, can we open our hearts. The bracelet that
Xu Mu gave me dangled on my wrist and was dizzy by the lamp.
And I wrote a note for him under the lamp.
I know it must be worth a lot.
But unexpectedly, I don’t want to know its real price at all. After chatting
like this all night, I suddenly looked up and realized that it was already past twelve o’clock. I realized, “By the way, aren’t you going to work today?”?
！」 After I reminded him so, he seemed to remember this thing, after a while, slowly replied: “…” Forget it today.. Do you want to go for a ride?
I’ll take you there.
14. I thought we were going to take his 200,000 Camry for a spin. When I
got to the garage, I found that rich people are rich after all.
Camry is specially bought to be used. Three others were parked in the
garage: a dusty Rolls-Royce Phantom, a droop, and a white Toyota Elfa nanny van. Standing in front of the Rolls-Royce,
I couldn’t walk any further. I pointed at it warmly: “Shit!”! Take this out for a ride! I also learned how to open the door of a Rolls-Royce on Tik Tok! He looked at me with the familiar look of an idiot and reminded me, “In the driver’s seat of a Rolls-Royce, it’s usually the driver.”.
“Oh.”. It’s not often
I get a chance to get in a man’s seat.
I don’t know why, sitting in Xu Mu’s co-driver’s seat, I think of my father-he is a truck driver, running at night, silently pulling dozens of tons of coal, like a huge beast lurking in the dark night. When I
was very young, I liked to sit in his passenger seat, waving two little hands and praising my father’s car as big and powerful, like the king on the road.
We opened the window of the car, and the night air of Beijing mixed with the cool autumn air poured in.
Xu Mu rolled up his sleeves above his forearms, holding the steering wheel with both hands, and the lines of his arms were smooth and tight.
He is a very durable type. Why didn’t I find it before?
Comely and quiet temperament, can not say where good-looking, but where good-looking.
Going for a ride is a wonderful thing.
It allows a man and a woman to coexist in a separate space, each other only each other, while the window is constantly changing scenery.
It’s like the world is the world, and I only have you, and you only have me. We seldom spoke when we were
together, and the wind that brushed his face brushed mine again.
Face to face, the only thing I’m good at is talking. I wrote
most of the words in my heart as notes and sent them to him through the delivery box in the bedroom.
And now, I most want to say to him that coquettish words-but always embarrassed to open his mouth.
We went back to the villa after two rounds, and when the car entered the garage, the music stopped.
Like the end of a dream.
I don’t want to get off.
“Xu Mu..” I still opened my mouth, and I couldn’t get some words off my chest. What’s
the matter?
He pulled out the key and turned to look at me.
My tone was very calm, just like describing my breakfast: “Just now you were driving, and I felt very happy. I remembered how I felt when I was a child riding in my father’s truck. I was actually quite miserable. I don’t have many happy memories in my life, but tonight is one..” I rambled on, and he listened carefully.
Gan! His earnest expression was also very charming. I suddenly found that I couldn’t pretend any more. I had to express my feelings directly: “Well, Xu Mu, I was thinking all the way just now.” I want to kiss you. I want to kiss you very much. I want to kiss you like crazy.
He stood there, as if he didn’t hear what I said. With a sigh,
I grabbed his collar and pressed it against his lips.
His lips are very soft, but he is motionless, a face for you to pick, after I do not know how long, he pushed me away, as if this is a very difficult thing. He held
my face in his hands and looked at me carefully, “Ah Jiao, are you serious, or are you playing?”?
“I..” A little disappointed, he lowered his eyes and said, “Next time, think it over and kiss again.”.
15. I haven’t been in love, or I haven’t been in a serious relationship.
Love is a very luxurious thing, and I am used to playing.
Before the night show, the little sisters warned me that love is a compulsory course for women, especially for women like us, you have to love more, hurt more, and smash your heart, so that you can have invincible armor. A woman
like you is dangerous. She looks like a pheasant, but she’s a chick. If
you fall in love with someone, you will be finished.
And I feel like I’m in love with Xu Mu.
I began to wait for the box every day, waiting for his reply to me. His words seemed to be the most beautiful thing in the world.
So one day, I got a new hundred-dollar bill from the bank and put it in the delivery box with a note saying, “Xu Mu, what do you want to say? Can you write it on this bill?”?
“Ding,” he replied, “Why?
Handsome font, I can even imagine him frowning.
I seem to like your handwriting.
Once I thought that the most beautiful thing in the world was money, but later I thought that what was more beautiful than money was your words.
But then I suddenly discovered that there was something more beautiful than all of them, and that was the money with your handwriting! 「…… Do you know what you’re talking about? It
was a long time before he replied.
My heart is racing. Of course
I know-I’m confessing.
Ten minutes later, with a “ding,” the transport box opened, and Xu Mu wrote only two words on the new 100-yuan bill: “Open the door.
I was stunned and hurriedly opened the door.
Xu Mu stood there, looking at me with dark eyes.
“That..” The words were interrupted by him.
He took my face in his hands, bowed his head and kissed it.
The brain thundered.
The kiss lasted three seconds, four seconds, ten seconds. Maybe longer. When the
lips were gently separated, Xu Mu said to me in a hoarse voice, “Gillian, I am a stubborn person. Once I fall in love with someone, I will be finished.”. General
Manager Xu ordered me to go out to see him the next day.
He looked as if he was very irritable.
Do you like him?
Are you in love with him?
I saw it on the ***ing surveillance camera! His question hit me in the face, “How can everyone fall in love with him?”? What is the charm of
him as a sick child?
！」 My mind is still stuck in yesterday’s kiss, the aftertaste of Xu Mu’s lips, soft and wet, really fragrant.
I didn’t pay attention to the meaning of “one by one” in General Manager Xu’s mouth.
But the anxious General Manager Xu, at the moment he saw the bracelet on my wrist, lost his anxiety and burst into a smile of surprise and joy: “Damn!”! He gave it all to you.
It seems that your task is about to be completed.
“” What do you mean?
I stared at him. It
‘s none of your business.
Your role is almost played, and then as long as you are obedient, I will transfer the money that belongs to you to your account.
He grinned and pinched my face with his hands.
Like teasing a puppy.
I was suddenly more irritable than ever, accompanied by a great panic spreading from the bottom of my heart.
I don’t know what my task is, but my intuition tells me that General Manager Xu has an ulterior motive for Xu Mu.
It’s terrible. I’m a woman who only loves money. What I care about most is not money.
Sit next to me.
Gillian. General
Manager Xu patted the sofa beside him and shook the tablet computer in his hand. I’m in a good mood today. I’ll show you something you like.
17. General Manager Xu took me to the mall and ate top food.
I swam past the rows of luxury logos.
My head is empty.
The whole person is dull, just mechanically follow General Manager Xu and let him dress me up like a doll. The picture of Xu Mu and her ex-girlfriend on the tablet computer a few hours ago echoed in
my mind. Does
his ex-girlfriend look a bit like you?
However, she graduated from a famous university and was knowledgeable and reasonable. They met and fell in love when they were studying at Columbia University. My brother even said that he would not marry her in his life.
You and she have very different temperaments.
She is a real socialite, and you are a mixed circle girl.
One in the sky, one on the ground. The villa
you live in now was prepared by Xu Mu for marriage.
He specially hired a designer to design with his girlfriend.
By the way, haven’t you even been allowed to enter his bedroom yet? The two people in the
photo are snuggling up to each other. In every photo of Xu Mu, it seems that there is no front face. His eyes are always tied to his lover.
Immortal couple.
The heart is cut like a knife.
The wound is swollen and sour.
Little Gillian, have you sobered up? Do your job
well-just make him like you, but kill your heart for him.
His affection had long been given to another woman.
You’re just his plaything. General
Manager Xu smiled contemptuously, saying harsh words while intimately drawing on me with a high-set dress worth tens of thousands of yuan.
Put seven-figure jewelry, necklaces and rings on my body.
As a plaything, if you don’t want to be defeated, don’t move your heart.
Of course, the heart of a woman like you is cheap. General
Manager Xu pinched my face and looked at the way I was dressed up. He nodded with satisfaction and smiled: All right, let’s go home.
Show him. When I
looked back, I didn’t notice the figure that flashed by in the corner.
18, Xu Mu is rarely not at home. The villa
we stayed in was converted from three floors to two floors by the designer, with high floors, few bedrooms and a lot of public space. In addition to Xu Mu’s bedroom, the
second floor is a study and a private living room.
And the scope of my daily activities is only one layer.
Xu Mu really never invited me upstairs.
So I dare not. What’s in
his bedroom? Love nest and memories
with his ex-girlfriend?
That’s where she used to live most often. After
my father died in a car accident, my mother always liked to stay alone in the bedroom. The door
is always locked tightly, and I am not even allowed to enter.
She said there was a smell of Dad in the bedroom. When the door opened, the smell left, and Dad disappeared completely.
Perhaps Xu Mu is also like this, locking the door tightly, fearing that the smell of others will accelerate the disappearance of his ex-girlfriend.
But I, I am not reconciled.
I went upstairs quietly, but hesitated at the moment when I held the door handle-would he be sad if I rushed in?
I admit that even if I am sad to death, I am not willing to make him sad.
Just as I was hesitating, a cold voice came from behind me: “What do you want to do?”?
19 is Xu Mu.
It seems that when I get home, he gets home too.
“I..” I yanked my hand off the doorknob.
Not knowing how to explain his intentions, he hesitated and said, “I..” I miss you and want to come to you. It’s a lie without a draft.
He curled the corners of his mouth. His contemptuous expression
suddenly reminded me of General Manager Xu.
We were two meters apart, and there was a reflective glass right in front of me. Through his contemptuous eyes, I could see myself in the glass: my long hair was loosely coiled up, revealing my slender neck and ears, wearing a halter silk fishtail skirt, an emerald necklace hanging from my neck, and emerald earrings dangling from my ears. Even with an emerald ring on his hand.
…… Why am I dressed like this? I thought about Xu Mu and his ex-girlfriend
all day, and I didn’t even notice what Xu always put on me.
However, the pheasant is indeed a pheasant, even wearing seven-figure jewelry, it looks like a gold-plated pheasant.
I became depressed in Xu Mu’s contempt. Is it fun to
go shopping all day?
Xu Mu looked at me. He kissed me last night and went to find my brother early this morning? Come and see me when you’re done
with my brother? Did you
find the bedroom door? Is it interesting to have
one foot in two boats?
Or, a man, can not satisfy you?
“Not..” My face was as red as I was hit, and I said, “I want to know about your past, your ex-girlfriend.” General Manager Xu said that she and I are somewhat similar. Do you think so? Is it true that General
Manager Xu said you could never fall in love with me? General
Manager Xu said that I was just a plaything in your eyes. Was he wrong?
…… Only then did I realize that I was standing in front of his door, not to spy on his bedroom and his past, but to know his present and his future.
Xu Mu was still very cold. He put his hands on his chest and looked at me like a Didi driver looking at a passenger who didn’t want to pay: I don’t think you are qualified to know my past.
I went back to the bedroom and tore off all the earrings, necklaces and rings and threw them away. When I
went downstairs, I heard the loud sound of closing the door. Xu Mu seemed to be more angry than I was. With a sigh,
I picked up my pen and began to write a note to him: “Please don’t be so childish.”.
Can you hear me out of my story?
I’ve seen a lot of TV dramas in which the male and female protagonists quarrel, and what they fear most is that the contradiction cannot be explained clearly.
Even if Xu Mu said such heavy words to me, I was not too sad: the real indifference is not willing to talk to, you see, he is willing to scold me, obviously still care about me! I wrote a long letter seriously, telling him the purpose of General Manager Xu looking for me, telling him my relationship with General Manager Xu, and telling him my true heart.
I told him that if he calmed down, I would go to see General Manager Xu tomorrow and explain everything clearly. I could return all the money I received, and then I would be with you honestly.
The thick letter was stuffed into the delivery box, but I never waited for a response. It wasn’t
until a few hours later, when I was about to die of sleepiness, that I heard a “ding”-Hsu Mu wrote back! I jumped to the front of the transport box.
But at the moment of opening the transport box, I felt a little disappointed: only a light piece of paper and a light sentence: “It doesn’t matter.”. You can find General Manager Xu if you
want. Please don’t bother me
these days.
21 Is this man sick?
I took that piece of paper and my mood fell to the bottom.
His eyes were sour and tears pattered down.
That piece of paper is always beautiful handwriting, but it is not the dark blue ink that Xu Mu usually uses, but pure black.
Maybe he really didn’t want to talk to me, so he found a pen to write back to me.
I fell on the bed and my mind went blank.
I want to find him, but I dare not bother him.
Just then, my cell phone vibrated, and I received a message from General Manager Xu: “Will you come to the nightclub?”?
」「？
Come to work?
I was surprised.
I’m asking you out, baby.
I’m at the door, and you can come out. General
Manager Xu, driving a bright yellow Lamborghini and wearing a navy blue patterned shirt, raised his eyebrows and said glibly to me, I just saw you during the day. I want to see you again
in the evening.
Goblins.
I rolled my eyes in my heart and almost didn’t ask, “What kind of play are you playing?”?
He seemed to be in a good mood, playing music and looking at Xu Mu’s villa out of the corner of his eye. He said to himself, “Do you know that my brother and I have a bad relationship?”?
It’s not bad.
I’m a bastard. He was taken home at the age of
seven.
My elder brother has grown up with so much affection that he is as delicate as a flower in a hothouse. I interrupted, “I don’t like to hear you judge him.”.
He laughed and asked me, “What are you going to do after this job is over?”? When
I felt sad, I remembered my letter to Xu Mu and his response.
What else is there to do?
Of course, I will continue to go back to my house with a monthly rent of 2000, and then mix in the circle. It’s easier to
be extravagant than frugal. After living a good life for so long, can you still get by? I
don’t need you to take care of it.
I have a plan. Remember
, I once said that if you complete a task, there will be a surprise reward?
Want to know what it is?
I frowned at him with little interest. As
he drove, he lifted his chin and motioned for me to open the cabinet in front of the passenger seat. “There’s a small box inside. Take it out.”. I
rolled my eyes and did as I was told. I opened the box. There was a velvet box inside. I opened the box. It was a carat platinum diamond ring. What do
you mean?
I was shocked. General
Manager Xu laughed, “How about marrying me?”? Instead of taking me to a nightclub,
Mr. Xu went to a 24-hour dessert shop, asked for a glass of sweet wine, and said to me, You can think about it.
I went outside to smoke a cigarette and came back to listen to your answer.
“I told him,” I can tell you the answer right now.
I pushed the velvet box in front of him. I don’t accept it. I
have someone I like. General
Manager Hsu laughed. Sure enough, the good times have been too long, and people have a backbone.
Just a few days without worrying about food and clothing, the pheasant also wants to marry love?
I pursed my lips and got up to go. General
Manager Xu suddenly grabbed me and said, Why are you so stupid? Aren’t
you at odds with Xu Mu?
Why don’t you show him the ring and provoke him?
Don’t turn me down.
“This..” I hesitated. There were so many things happening
all day that I didn’t realize why General Manager Xu knew so much about me and Xu Mu’s every move?
So much so that I didn’t notice such a strange behavior and intention of General Manager Xu.
If I could be a little bit smarter, just a little bit, maybe a lot of things would not happen.
24. When General Manager Xu sent me home, it was already very late at night. In the villas in the suburbs of
Beijing, only a few windows are still lit up, including Xu Mu’s window-hasn’t he slept yet?
Didn’t go out to work?
It seems that after that ride, he gave up his beloved Didi career.
Is it because of me? Is
he waiting for me?
…… Because of this thought, my heart is hot again. As soon as
the car stopped, I quickly opened the door and was not even in the mood to say goodbye to General Manager Xu.
I grabbed the ring and hurried into my bedroom.
Therefore, I did not notice the strange smile of General Manager Xu behind me. General Manager
Xu proposed to me.
But I didn’t say yes. Hey, Xu Mu, it’s like this, can you talk to me?
The first slip of paper was stuffed into the transport box and could not wait for an echo. It was a long
time, so long that I had no patience at all. When I wanted to rush to the door of Xu Mu’s bedroom and knock on the door, I heard a “ding.” This time it was the black handwriting of the past, but the reply was only one word: “Good.”.
What is good?
Okay, what? Do
you have a brain or a heart?
！ I want to hit someone.
I took a deep breath, picked up my pen and wrote him a long sentence.
Comfort him, coax him, tell him jokes, just write that sentence on the paper-I just want to marry you, Xu Mu.
But this time, until I waited until dawn, the conveyor box did not move any more.
I got out of bed and said to myself, “No, I have to find him.”. When
I saw Xu Mu, he was even more haggard than I was.
It’s like a sleepless night, and it’s like a big blow.
He sat alone on the bedside of the study on the second floor, clasping his hands and fingers on his thighs, looking into the distance.
My heart went weak, and my anger was thrown into Java.
‘Hello.
Xu Mu.. What’s the matter? When
he saw me, his eyes pricked and turned again. Did
you get my note?
I said so much to you last night, you know, your brother proposed to me.. These words have consumed my courage.
What if he gets it and just doesn’t want to talk to me?
But there is also a possibility that he did not receive it?
Although this possibility is only one in ten thousand.
But I don’t even want to miss the possibility of one in ten thousand.
Sure enough, Xu Mu nodded lightly, “Well, I received it.”. Little by little,
disappointment seeped from the bottom of my heart and spread to my insides.
I hung my head and asked him, “Well, don’t you have anything to say to me?”?
He thought for a moment, looked at me, and said only three words: “Bless you.”. It was
like a heavy hammer that hit me hard in the heart.
Yeah, I should have known.
He never really liked me.
Good.
Tears were already rolling in my eyes. I nodded, saved my last bit of dignity, and turned to go. Thank you.
But at the moment when I stepped out of the threshold, he suddenly stood up again and asked anxiously, Ah Jiao, are all the words written on the note true to your heart?
If not, you can talk to me. Surprised,
I turned to him seriously and said, Of course I mean what I say! Xu Mu! If you change your mind, I’ll change mine.
But, but if you don’t say.. I really don’t know how to change my mind.
I looked at him imploringly.
He closed his eyes for a long time before he opened them. He looked at me calmly and said, Really?
You want to see my sign?
I nodded, renewed my hope, and smiled sweetly at him.
Pointing to the location of the transport box, he said to him, “Xu Mu, if you are embarrassed to tell me directly, I will wait for your news in my room.”.
“” Good.
His voice was very, very deep.
With a little relief.
Unexpectedly, that was the last time I met Xu Mu.
27. Xu Mu committed suicide.
That very night.
He drove alone to the outskirts of Beijing, where Xu Mu jumped from a cliff on a mountain 20 kilometers away. Three days later, the
police called me in the villa and asked me to go to the police station to identify a mangled body.
He was missing for three days, and I tried my best to find him for three days. He
did not eat, drink or sleep, and witnessed the sun one after another with his eyes open.
I didn’t expect his response to me to be his death.
Limbs and bones have long been numb with pain.
The police told me that he had been suffering from severe depression and had been taking medication for several years.
But two days before his death, the autopsy showed that he had no record of taking medicine. There
should be a major blow, so that he completely gave up the will to survive. People with
depression are very vulnerable, and suicide is very common.
Maybe it’s a relief for them. I’m sorry. The
policeman’s voice grew fainter and fainter, and I could only hear him at the end, asking me repeatedly, “Hello, madam, madam, are you listening?”?
Excuse me, is this body Xu Mu? The
heart is bleeding.
I shook my head, clenched my fists, and dug my nails deep into my flesh. I’m sorry, I don’t know.
28. A month later, I knocked on General Manager Xu’s door with this ring. What’s
the matter?
He was somewhat surprised to see it was me.
I wore the clothes he bought for me when I went shopping, my beautiful hair and the jewelry he gave me.
His eyes turned to my wrist-the bracelet that Xu Mu had given me was missing.
I turned to him and said, “Hey, don’t you want your fiancee?”?
Or was your ring just a gift?
“He laughed, somewhat surprised.” Are you serious?
I killed Xu Mu for you. Shouldn’t there be a reward?
I sneered.
His expression was alert for a moment. He glanced at me and said in a deep voice, “Go in and say something.”. I know how dangerous it is to
come to the door and ask for hush money and try to threaten.
As soon as I sat down, I said to Mr. Xu, “I have a pinhole camera on my body, and I connect my mobile phone WIFI to send it to the Internet in real time.”.
If anything happens to me, you’re to blame.
For a person like me, General Manager Xu is not worth the risk.
“He pondered for a few seconds and smiled like a spring breeze.” You think carefully.
But it’s not necessary.
Xu Mu committed suicide, and it has nothing to do with me.
The police have closed the case. You know in your heart whether
it matters or not.
You installed 24-hour surveillance in his villa. Even Aunt Wang is your person. After Xu Mu’s death, the board of directors lost a negative vote. You successfully completed a major acquisition two weeks ago, but the trading party is clearly another company under your name.
Besides, I thought you said you two didn’t have a good relationship.. You say, if I tell the police all this information, is it possible for them to check it again? General
Manager Xu smiled and squinted at me. What do you want?
Money?
You used a honey trap to kill Xu Mu.
I know too much to take money from you-there are only two kinds of people in the world who can keep a secret, one is the dead, and the other is your woman.
I admit that I liked him, but he died, and I need to find a good way for myself as much as possible.
“” Tut, sure enough, the bitch is heartless.
He sneered.
Thinking of something, he asked, “Where is the bracelet Xu Mu gave you?”?
“” Sold. I
found a pawn shop and sold 5 million yuan.
The price is OK.
I shrugged my shoulders and looked at him with an indifferent look on my face. My voice was very charming. General Manager Xu, would you like to follow me? In this way
, I became General Manager Xu’s fiancee. General
Manager Xu was originally wary of me, but after he went to check the pawn shop, he finally cleared his guard against me: the bracelet was left to him by Xu Mu’s mother, the best jade handed down from his ancestors. I don’t know what the
value is.
And I’m 5 million, and I’m dead.
Probably a frivolous and fickle woman really can’t make a big storm. Since I’m willing to keep a secret, he doesn’t mind having one more woman.
Mr. Xu let me live in an apartment in the city center. Every few days, he would come to see me, chat a few words and leave. On
one occasion, he reeked of drunkenness.
That day was his father’s memorial day. He didn’t seem to be very happy. He kept telling me how much he hated Xu Mu. Obviously, he was the best son of the same father when he was young. Why did Xu Mu, who was weak and sick, get his father’s pity.
He refused, he hated, he was narrow-minded, so he wanted his brother to die.
Do you know?
You’re the second. Before
that, his ex-girlfriend was also the person I arranged.
But that woman, ah, studied for so many years in vain. I sponsored her to go to Columbia University. She actually fell in love with my brother. They loved each other very much. I think that’s OK. Then you will die. If you die, my brother will certainly die.
Did not expect her to fight the last trace of strength, let him live well, beg him to live. It’s okay, it’s okay to have you. He looked at me with a grateful look and his eyes were red with drunkenness.
You are drunk.
I gently stroked his hair. He
picked up the water, which had been cooled for a long time, and advised him, “Drink it quickly.”.
“” Oh.
He really trusted me. He looked like Xu Mu when he
lowered his head and drank water obediently.
My heart ached, but I still looked at him with a smile. I looked at him and drank the cup of water containing three sleeping pills.
30, a month ago.. When I came home from the police station, Aunt Wang had already tidied up the house. She was holding several black garbage bags and put them in the trash can at the door.
She looked at me calmly and told me, “Boss Xu is no longer here. There will be a family fund to deal with the house. You should pack up and move out quickly.”.
“I nodded with a wooden face and said,” OK, I’ll move out as soon as possible. The moment I
lowered my head, I accidentally saw the black ink marks on her hands?
Why does an aunt who does sanitation have ink marks on her hands?
I shook my head, thinking I was wrong. When I
entered the house, it was completely dark. The empty villa was familiar and strange. It was clean as if no one had ever lived there. I suddenly hated Aunt Wang. I hated why she had so quickly erased the traces of Xu Mu’s life.
When I finished packing, I couldn’t help but go to the second floor, take a deep breath, and push away Xu Mu’s bedroom: To my surprise, this place that I thought was full of memories of Xu Mu and his ex-girlfriend was just a simple room, with Nordic decoration, a wood-colored bed and table, a heater, and a row of bookshelves, clean and cold-Xu Mu. Have you been living here all the time?
I breathed deeply, trying to remember a little more of his breath. The
transport box was on the left side of the desk. I stepped forward and gently stroked the transport box. I couldn’t help but open it. I picked up the pen and note on his desk and wrote him the last message: “Goodbye, Xu Mu.”.
But I will never forget you.
Tears pattered on the note, making every word dizzy.
I wiped away my tears, stuffed the note into the transport box, and closed Xu Mu’s bedroom door.
My bedroom door is open. In 30 seconds, the conveyor box will deliver the note downstairs. I will hear a “ding” and then I will leave with my luggage.
But I waited for a long time, a long time, and I didn’t get that “ding.”.
I suddenly realized something and ran a few steps to my transport box. “No note?”?
！ Where’s the note I just wrote?
！」 A thought wrapped around my back like a cold snake: This transport box has been tampered with! 31. Xu Mu’s villa has been converted from three floors to two floors, so there is actually a half-floor between the bedrooms on the first and second floors, and the half-floor is the kitchen and dining room, where Aunt Wang stays daily.
Yes, in addition to my bedroom, the kitchen also has a delivery box, but the kitchen delivery box is sent to Xu Mu’s reception room, not the bedroom.
But with one move, you can easily switch the lines of the transport box.
All the notes can go through the kitchen first. I thought of something, ran to the kitchen, took a deep breath, and opened the conveyor box.
Sure enough: there lay quietly, the note soaked by my tears.
I also realized at that moment: perhaps, two days before Xu Mu died, he never knew what I was going to tell him, and I never knew what he said. The misunderstanding between
us, from beginning to end, is a complete conspiracy.
32. Are you awake?
I poured a basin of water on General Manager Xu’s face.
His limbs were tied up by me with ropes, and he was in a mess, wet all over and lying in the bathroom like a pig waiting to be slaughtered.
And I looked at him as if I were looking at a dead pig.
You’re going to die. General
Manager Xu.
My voice is flat.
He frowned, as if it took him a while to realize where he was-a little too much sleeping pills, sorry. His
voice was hoarse. He looked at me with a wry smile. “I think less of you, Gillian.”.
But if you kill me, you’ll die too.
“I nodded,” I dare to die for Xu Mu’s bracelet, what else do I dare not do?
I kill you, I turn myself in.
“He suddenly pulled a strange smile.” Are you avenging him?
You really think I killed him? There was a sharp pain in
my heart?
！！ Who else besides you?
！ You let me get close to him, make him fall in love with me, and then propose to me. You knew he was depressed. You used me to beat him and force him to commit suicide. That’s your plan, isn’t it?
！！ You installed surveillance in his villa, and you even knew that we communicated through the transmission box. You asked Aunt Wang to find someone to change the line of the transmission box, and asked her to imitate our notes and intercept all the letters I wrote to him! The more I spoke, the more angry I became. I ran to the bedroom and threw all the notes I wrote to Xu Mu in front of General Manager Xu. After
I discovered the secret of the transport box, I remembered the bags of garbage that Aunt Wang was going to throw away.
Just as the garbage truck came, I stopped the truck, jumped into the garbage truck alone, and found the notes she had thrown away in a pile of stench.
There was a red plastic bag, which was full of letters I wrote to Xu Mu. I wrote so much. In those days, I comforted him, coaxed him and expressed his love, but he didn’t say a word, and then he committed suicide in a muddle.
My voice became hoarse and my tears came up.
Then came the desire for revenge: “You know what?”? I’ve been preparing
for this plan for a whole month. The money pawned by the
bracelet was enough for me to do a lot of things. It was enough for me to find someone to buy sleeping pills and sodium cyanide to put down a cow.
I even learned how to bind, how to dismember, how to commit the perfect crime. General
Manager Xu, do you know?
I have nothing, I have nothing-the only thing I want now is revenge.
33. Sodium cyanide, which can be injected or taken orally, is a deadly poison.
I held the syringe and looked at General Manager Xu.
It’s like looking at a mole ant: “Do you have anything else to say?”?
“He seemed to understand my madness and smiled softly, still sarcastically.” I have nothing to say.
But the truth is, you should hate yourself as much as you hate me.
Gillian, do you know that if I were a killer, you would be the one who handed me the knife.
“You shut up!” Are you afraid?
Gillian, then, don’t you want to know what Xu Mu received those notes?
I froze there. General
Manager Xu continued to smile, “Do you know that he once wrote you a letter begging you not to marry me?”.
Tut-tut.
You should read that letter and know how humble a man who is fragile and desperate for love can be.
My heart is bleeding, and my hands are shaking with the syringe. General
Manager Xu, on the other hand, was even happier. He was used to having a photographic memory. Smiling and full of emotion, he recited the letter that Xu Mu had written to me: Ah Jiao, the night we kissed, I tossed and turned and didn’t fall asleep. I listened to my heartbeat all night, and waited for the dawn to find you.
I don’t know what to do, but I just want to watch you.
But I didn’t expect to see you go out early in the morning.
I had to follow him out.
I found that you and my brother spent the whole day together, shopping, holding hands.. It’s as painful as being pulled at the heart.
Jealousy is a childish emotion, it can always make people do a lot of silly things, I was in a bad mood that day, you said very heavy words, Gillian, I’m sorry.
But if you have any mercy on me, please don’t see my brother again, okay?
My heart has never been clearer, and I want to hear your heart. Big
tears fell out, and Xu’s low voice was very similar to Xu Mu’s, as if the gentle man had returned to me, and as if all we had missed could be made up for.
I shook my head and said, “Don’t say it. Shut up.”.
But General Manager Xu smiled.
Smiling sarcastically and crazily, “And Gillian, do you know what you replied to him?”?
Do you know why he committed suicide so quickly?
A great fear came out of my heart, like a hole had been dug in my heart, and the other me in my heart was shaking my head crazily: No, no, I don’t want to know. Don
‘t ever know.
But I know I can’t refuse the truth.
No matter how cruel it is. The
answer is in my phone.
I took a picture at that time.
He raised his chin. You can check my chat records with Aunt Wang. Trembling,
I turned on General Manager Xu’s cell phone, turned to the address book, clicked to retrieve the chat records, and selected the picture: Every time I operated, my heart seemed to be pinched by someone’s hand. On each picture, Xu Mu received a reply, writing, writing, all of which were: The only person I love is your brother. If
you really like me, please go to hell.
Hsu Mu, don’t you have an ex-girlfriend you can’t forget?
She’s dead. Why don’t you die?
Only death is your true destination.
Xu Mu, do you know how much I hate you?
I hope you will die earlier.
So that I can be happy with your brother.
Xu Mu, please don’t be an obstacle to my happiness.
Go to hell.
Ok? “
You go to die, you go to die”, “You go to die, you go to die”.. The bright red words are all in my handwriting.
…… Throat like being pinched, huge hatred, regret, grievance and pain over my head, let me lose my mind, I only remember that I pulled Xu’s arm, the needle in his hand into his neck.. 34. General Manager Xu is dead.
I took a taxi to the suburb where Xu Mu had jumped off the cliff.
As soon as I close my eyes, bright red letters reappear, repeating and shouting, “You go to hell, you go to hell, you go to hell..” How desperate was Xu Mu at that time?
I remembered my last conversation with him: In the spring sunshine, his eyes were still gentle, with doubts and uneasiness. Finally, he asked me, “Ah Jiao, are all the words written on the note true to your heart?”?
If not, you can talk to me. Surprised,
I turned to him seriously and said, Of course I mean what I say! Xu Mu! If you change your mind, I’ll change mine.
But, but if you don’t say.. I really don’t know how to change my mind.
I looked at him imploringly.
He closed his eyes for a long time before he opened them. He looked at me calmly and said, Really?
You want to see my sign?
」…… So, this is where he jumped?
Does he think his death is an answer to me?
I closed my eyes.
Step by step to the edge of the cliff. General
Manager Xu is right. He is the killer, and I am the knife that really stabbed Xu Mu. The night breeze in the
suburbs is very cool, but I close my eyes, stride forward, and soon I can feel flying.
At the moment when I took off, I smiled. In the dim light of night, I heard a familiar voice calling my name gently: Gillian, Gillian.
(End). Focus on not getting lost ~
