Can
a boy really love a girl for a long time? On
our wedding anniversary, my husband got drunk, hugged me and said, “Yang Yi, I’ve always dreamed of marrying you..” Who wouldn’t be moved to tears when a woman heard that.
But I’m not Yang Yi. Yang Yi is his dead ex-girlfriend. After bringing the drunken
Zhou Yize back from the bar, I don’t know how things got to this point.
He was lowering his head, holding the side of my face in one hand, and putting the other five fingers into my hair and kissing my lips forcefully. He probably held the scalpel
all the year round, and his finger pulp was covered with a thin layer of cocoon. When I
rub my cheek, it makes me feel a little itchy.
And his lips, unlike his cold character, were warm, with a strong smell of wine. I
was fumigated as if I was a little drunk. I raised my head slightly and began to respond slowly. After three years of
marriage, Zhou Yize and I lived under the same roof, but we had no common life. He is very busy with his
work. He often has several operations to do in a day. Often when he comes back, I have gone to bed.
This seems to be the first time we have kissed.
Ambiguous atmosphere is thick, he buried in my neck, I do not know when the hand came to my back, picked up my button.
I burned my face, but I didn’t stop it.
All of a sudden, there seemed to be some hot, humid liquid dripping on my neck.
“Yang Yi, I’ve always wanted to marry you..” His voice is very light, the tone is no longer the usual cold, full of tenderness and attachment.
My body suddenly stiffened. Who is not moved to tears when
a woman hears this?
But I’m not Yang Yi. Yang Yi is his dead ex-girlfriend.
I suddenly pushed Zhou Yize away, and then pulled my clothes like crazy, clenching my fingers very tightly.
Perhaps my reaction was too intense, and the man in front of me sat up slowly and rubbed his eyebrows, as if to relieve his drunkenness.
Even at this time, he still gives people a cold and indifferent feeling.
Through the misty mist, I looked at him.
At this time, his eyes were very black, without waves, and he could not see any other emotions.
I don’t know whether Zhou Yize hates me or not.
That year, Yang Yi tried his best to save my brother who fell into the water, but he never opened his eyes again.
And in a few days, it will be their engagement ceremony.
I sometimes think that if I hadn’t brought my brother there, maybe none of this would have happened.
“Three years..” I tried to restrain myself, but my voice was still trembling. “Are you still thinking about her?” He just looked at me steadily and suddenly pulled his lips. “Haven’t you been thinking about him all the time?”? As soon as
I was stunned, I forgot all about what I had thought.
Zhou Yize said he was Yang Mu.
Yang Yi’s brother, my ex-boyfriend. After
the accident, Yang Mu could not continue to be with me and sat on the plane to the United States without saying a word. When I was
just broken up, it was the darkest time in my life.
I took a week off work and shut myself up at home.
He began to lose sleep all night, and as soon as his head touched the pillow, he began to have nightmares. In the
dream, Yang Yi, who was wet all over, lay on the ground, his face pale and his lips bloodless.
As soon as the scene changed, the doctor in the emergency room told me with an expressionless face, “Although your brother has been rescued, due to a long period of lack of oxygen in the brain, he has become brain dead, and the probability of waking up is very small.”. In the
long dark night, I was awakened and sat on the bed in a panic, staring blankly at the number I knew by heart on my mobile phone, unable to press the dial button.
So many years and Yang Mu’s past scenes are constantly emerging in my mind, I am contradictory, struggling, tangled, but always unable to let go. It seems that no one is at fault in
this matter.
Until that day, Zhou Yize knocked on my door. After
entering the door, Zhou Yize stared at the wolf on the ground and paused slightly for a moment. Without speaking, he sat on the sofa and smoked.
One after another, like there’s no end to it.
I leaned against the wall and looked at him in silence.
He was wearing a white shirt, and his handsome face was hidden in the smoke, a little deeper than usual.
I couldn’t tell what it was like for a moment. In fact, Zhou Yize and
I are not very familiar with each other. If it were not for Yang Yi, we would not have any intersection.
But now Yang Yi. I don’t know why he came to me.
Let’s get married.
When I moved my lips and was about to open my mouth, I suddenly heard this sentence.
I was stunned on the spot, almost suspecting that I had misheard.
But Chou Yi-tse repeated very seriously, “Shi Yu, marry me.”. The
light in the room was very bright, but I still couldn’t see his face clearly. His eyes seemed as calm as ever.
The only thing that was clear was that I was reflected in his eyes at the moment.
In fact, this is a very ridiculous thing, I should have refused.
But at that time, before he could react, Zhou Yize suddenly stood up, stepped on his long legs, and walked slowly toward me. My
heart beat wildly with his steps, and I straightened my back and pretended to be calm for fear that he would find something.
However, Zhou Yize saw it.
He bent down and lifted the obviously uneven soft blanket, and his eyes slowly swept over the exposed sleeping pills scattered all over the floor.
Time has a momentary stagnation.
He was silent and then picked one up.
Long fingers, pinching the white pill slightly hard, the light shrouded, the knuckles white.
He stopped, looked up at me, and pulled the corners of his mouth.
Zhou Yize is a person who has no emotion. I have never seen him smile like that.
Some are ironic, some are gloomy, and there is even a kind of complexity that can not be explained clearly. If you’re not even afraid of
death, are you still afraid of marrying me?
At that time, I could not say anything to refuse. When
my parents died, my brother was four years old, and I was just a sophomore. I
almost hold up the world of my brother and me alone, and Yang Mu is the only beam of light in my gloomy and pale life.
However, God seems to be particularly fond of joking with me.
I thought I could touch happiness with my hand, but I was caught off guard. Yang Yi died indirectly because of me, Yang Mu left without saying goodbye, and my brother became a vegetable again. That kind of endless suffering and guilt, that kind of painting the ground as a prison, powerless depression and torture, almost crushed my whole person.
Unexpectedly, when I wanted to seek relief, Zhou Yize just came.
I looked at the man in front of me. Suddenly there was a calm
in my heart.
Anyway, I don’t have any hope for my life. Since he wants to get married, let’s get married.
Think of it as helping him.
And then we really got married.
Later, I learned that Zhou Yize was anxious to get married, but he just wanted to find someone to deal with the forced marriage at home.
But why me?
What about me?
I once asked him casually.
At that time, Chou Yi-tse was reading a book and didn’t even look up. Because you won’t fall in love with me. An understatement
, somehow, made my throat and chest feel blocked. It was
also at that moment that I realized how much he loved Yang Yi. There is a human life in
our marriage.
I will feel guilty and strange to him, but I will not have feelings for him.
And he’ll get away with it.
But he miscalculated.
Yang Mu already has a girlfriend.
Zhou Yize’s voice brought my thoughts back to reality. When I heard this, I
was stunned. What did you say? I met Yang Mu the
other day.
He returned home with a girl beside him.
Chou Yi-tse was silent for two seconds, staring into my eyes as if he were catching something. He spoke very slowly. I saw them go to choose a wedding ring.
I opened my eyes wide slightly, and there was an indescribable complexity in my heart.
Yang Mu. Getting married? Are you sorry to
hear the news?
Chou Yi-tse’s tone sounded strange when he said this, but I wasn’t in the mood to delve into it. I shook my head gently.
I know very well that the relationship between Yang Mu and me is over, and there is no longer any possibility.
However, the next moment, Zhou Yize suddenly reached out to hold my face, and the cold finger pulp ran over my cheek very slowly.
The voice is very cold, inexplicably there is a feeling of displeasure questioning, “Since you are not sad, then why are you crying?”? Did
I cry? He
raised his hand to touch his face, blinked again, and found that it was indeed wet.
If you want to get him back, I can tell Yang Mu that you and I are in a fake marriage, each taking what he needs.
I suddenly looked up at him, and my eyes were so misty that I could hardly see his indifferent face, even so close.
Yeah, to each according to his needs.
Zhou Yize needed a woman who would never have any emotional entanglement with him to deal with the forced marriage at home, so he came to me. At that time,
I desperately needed someone to forget Yang Mu, no matter who it was, so I agreed to his proposal.
Of course, that’s what he thought. The emotion that
had been deliberately suppressed came out again, and layers of sourness overflowed the heart.
I began to hate myself, knowing his feelings for Yang Yi, knowing that in this game that is not a game, he always stays out of it, why should he let himself inevitably fall into it?
At this moment, I even wanted to give up myself and tell him directly, “I’m crying because of you!” But I can’t.
The words stuck in my throat, and once I opened my mouth, it would shatter the situation I had deliberately maintained with him, beyond redemption.
Perhaps it is to see me too long not to speak, Zhou Yizequan when I am acquiescent, the face is completely cold down. Let’s pretend that nothing happened
today.
He dropped the words lightly and got up and went out.
I watched his back and watched him walk away.
He walked steadily, not crooked, not like the drunken man who needed my help just now.
Realizing something, the chest suddenly became more blocked and stuffy, and even breathing was not smooth.
So, is he pretending to be drunk? After
that night, my already fragile relationship with Zhou Yize fell to the freezing point.
He didn’t go home directly, and there was no explanation.
I have always known that this marriage, in addition to nominal, Zhou Yize actually gave me a lot of respect.
He will always wear his wedding ring on his finger. Everyone
around him knows that I am Mrs. Zhou.
Even if he is busy working late, he will go home. I
remember that time when I fell asleep on the sofa and woke up to find that I was covered with a thin gray blanket, and the smell of the thin blanket filled the tip of my nose.
Mind slightly move, eyes casually glance, just see Zhou Yize in the kitchen in an orderly way to cook supper.
Fog stained between his cold eyebrows and eyes, gradually thin, more and more clear.
Aware of my line of sight, he just looked up at me, not much reaction.
But when he came out of the kitchen, he had two pairs of bowls and chopsticks in his hand.
After dinner, I consciously cleared the dishes and reached for the plate. Chou Yi-tse stood up, took the plate from my hand, and said lightly, “It’s not convenient for you to touch cold water today. I’ll come.”.
I opened my mouth, and the words “how do you know” stuck in my throat, and finally I couldn’t say it, so I could only stare at him as he packed everything up and went into the kitchen.
It seems that from then on, my relationship with Zhou Yize has gradually changed.
However, these days, I curled up on the sofa, and the movie was played over and over again, but I never waited for the familiar figure.
Finally, I couldn’t help calling Liangshan, who was in the same department as Zhou Yize and had been the best man at our wedding before.
I talked in a roundabout way, but Liangshan still understood my purpose.
Brother Yize had a lot of surgeries these days, so he went straight to the hospital. Sister-in-law, didn’t he tell you?
I clenched my cell phone fingers tightly and did not speak.
Liang Shan let out a “hum” and tried to defuse the stiff atmosphere with a light tone. “Sister-in-law, don’t think too much. Maybe he wants to give you a surprise!” My breath lingered. “Surprise?”?
Yes, yesterday I went to his office to look for him, and I happened to see him holding a jewelry box in his hand. Inside was a necklace, which should be ready for you.
The pendant is a silver hexagram, which is very beautiful. After hanging up the phone, I was stunned for a long time, an indescribable emotion spread in the bottom of my heart, along the hot blood spread to every corner of my body. Is what
Liang Shan said true?
In a trance, the picture of him pretending to be drunk that night and calling Yang Yi’s name to test my reaction suddenly came to mind.
And that gentle lingering kiss mixed with a faint smell of alcohol. There were countless guesses in my mind, and one of the most unlikely ideas broke the soil-would he like me a little?
This conjecture tore a crack in my heart, and countless lights of expectation and joy shone through the crack.
I’m not sure, but I don’t want to. Negative.
On Friday, after taking care of the studio, I called a taxi to go home.
Fastening his seat belt, his cell phone suddenly rang. It was a strange text message: “Shiyu, I’m back. I want to meet you.”.
I stared at the text message for a long time and turned off the screen of my phone.
The car was running smoothly, and I looked out of the window with some absence. The
night wind was cool, and bizarre neon lights flashed into the car through the windows. In the
bright light and shadow, I seem to see Zhou Yize’s cold face.
Only then did I realize that I hadn’t seen him for a week, and I seemed to miss him a little. There was a sudden impulse in
my heart, and I wanted to make it clear to him openly.
The impulse was so strong that I told the taxi driver to turn around and go to Zhou Yize’s hospital. The hospital will be here
soon. After
getting off the bus, I asked the floor of Zhou Yize’s office in the duty room on the right side of the door and walked to the stairway entrance.
Every step I take, my heart beats faster.
I took a deep breath and pressed the elevator with trembling fingertips.
The elevator door was about to close when suddenly a gentle, familiar voice came from outside, “Excuse me, wait.”.
Immediately afterwards, a tall and straight figure came into view. Seeing Yang Mu
again, I was stunned for a moment. The bright light in the
elevator hit him, which made his suit very dazzling.
Shadows stretched to the side of his face, smooth and angular. Compared
with three years ago, he looks much more mature and stable.
Yang Mu’s expression is also slightly surprised, obviously did not expect to meet me here.
He moved his lips to say something, and the phone rang in the quiet elevator.
He took out his cell phone from his pocket, frowned when he answered, and then said in a very gentle voice, “I’m already in the elevator. Don’t be afraid. I’ll be right there.”.
I stared motionless at the rising numbers of the elevator. His fiancee should be on the other end of the
phone.
Out of the corner of his eye, he seemed to be talking about something.
He nodded his head gently, perhaps reacting to the fact that the other person could not see, and then responded gently, “The baby in the belly will be all right.”.
My fingertips curled up.
Baby So they got married with a baby?
Take back your sight, and the elevator just reaches the fifth floor.
I took a quick step to go out, but my wrist was suddenly grabbed. The
warm touch is very clear, but it can no longer stir up a wave in my heart.
I frowned back and looked at him calmly. “What’s the matter?”?
Yang Mu stared at me with complicated eyes, his Adam’s apple rolling, and it took him a long time to spill two words from his lips. When he
found Chou Yi-tse’s office, he was about to knock on the door when he found it only ajar.
Pushing open the door, a faint smell of disinfectant filled the air, and the familiar smell made me slightly stupefied. There is no one
inside, Zhou Yize should have something to go out.
I decided to sit here and wait for him.
His office was very clean, the things on the desk were neatly folded, but the drawer below was half open, as if he had forgotten to lock it in a hurry.
I saw the black velvet jewelry box in the middle at a glance.
Liang Shan’s words flew through my mind, and my heart beat so fast that I opened the jewelry box. What
comes into view is a delicate hexagram diamond pendant, the design style is smooth and bright, and the touch of the platinum chain is particularly distinct.
I’ve seen this brand in fashion magazines, and it seems to be a collection specially designed for couples.
Shi Yu? A
deep voice suddenly sounded in my ears.
I looked up and met Zhou Yize’s four eyes. Dressed in a white coat,
he stood in the lamplight, long and graceful, and his temperament was alienated. With
the unique depth of the night, his already dark eyes were particularly dark and seemed to be somewhat soft. Is he happy to
see me come to him?
The heartbeat missed the beat directly, and the lips could not restrain the slight hook, but did not notice the necklace slipping from the palm of the hand. I didn’t react
until the crisp sound stopped, and I crouched down to pick it up. In my
panic, I saw what seemed to be a tiny letter carved on the back of the pendant.
The hand suddenly froze, the heartbeat froze, and every finger seemed to have been soaked in the ice water of the cold winter of December, losing its fresh instinct.
That letter is “Y” Yang Yi.
He never forgot her.
My heart seemed to be grasped violently, and countless sour and astringent things rolled up and flooded me like the tide. What on earth
am I expecting?
The marriage was doomed from the beginning. I took the liberty to move my heart. I broke the rules of the game.
We have never been a real couple, why should I ask Zhou Yize to deliver the same feelings?
Maybe I did the wrong thing in the first place.
I tried to restrain my emotions and put the necklace away in the drawer.
At the same time, I suddenly made a decision in my heart. What did
you come to me for?
Chou Yi-tse was the first to break the calm. His tone was slow and unexpectedly gentle.
I slowly looked up until I could see him, and I heard my calm voice, “Let’s divorce.”.
Chou Yi-tse was stupefied for a few seconds. The line of his lower jaw suddenly tightened, and his eyebrows and eyes seemed to be tinged with cold. It took him a long time to open his mouth: Are you here to tell me this?
“” That’s right.
“I looked at him and pretended not to care.” Your mother was seriously ill at that time, and you had no choice but to marry me.
Now that aunt has recovered, there is no need for us to compromise any more.
Chou Yi-tse’s face became even more gloomy under his short black hair. Do you feel that you are being wronged?
I frowned.
I don’t understand what he means by this sentence.
I have never felt wronged in my quest for perfection.
“I clenched my fingers and continued,” If you hadn’t shown up in time, I might have.. I am grateful to you.
“” Only now … I’m a little tired.
“” Tired?
Chou Yi-tse repeated these two words coldly, as if thinking of something. His eyes were cold, and he paused word by word. Did Yang Mu come to see you? The undisguised displeasure in
his voice made me lose my mind for a moment, suppress the emotions floating in my heart, and deliberate to speak, “We just met, but it’s not what you think, we-” “Shi Yu.
Chou Yi-tse suddenly interrupted me. In the past three years, you have never really regarded me as your husband, have you?
He stared straight at me, and the haze and hostility quietly infected his usual cold eyebrows and eyes. Every minute, every second you spent with me, you hoped that he would come back so that you could renew your relationship with him, right?
I stared at him in a daze, with all kinds of thoughts running around in my mind, and I couldn’t figure it out for a moment.
Can only helplessly watch Zhou Yize step by step approaching, until the breath intertwined.
You should know that you and he can’t be together.
Chou Yi-tse leaned over, one arm propped up on the table beside my waist, the other pinched my jaw, and warm breath sprayed on his face. Not just because of his fiancee. With
such an intimate posture, I couldn’t help but turn my head slightly, and my heart almost jumped out of my chest.
I can hardly breathe.
Also, Yang Yi. As soon as
his voice fell, the tight strings in my mind suddenly broke. All the
previous expectations, all the charm turned into bubbles at this moment, without a trace.
Zhou Yize’s words alerted me.
Whether it was Yang Mu or him, whether it was three years ago or now, because of the accident, I was always separated from them by a thunder pool, even if I tried hard, I could not overcome it.
I bit my lower lip tightly, pinched my fingers into the palm of my hand, and used the pain to keep my mind from crying in front of him as I did last time. I’m moving out
tomorrow. Let’s file for divorce sometime this week.
With that, his chest became more and more suffocated, and there was a dull pain in his internal organs. I didn’t know where the strength came from, so I pushed him away.
As soon as I got up, a slender arm stopped my waist from behind and pushed me back.
I don’t agree to divorce.
Chou Yi-tse locked his eyes on me, his voice was clear, and his tone was indisputable.
Shi Yu, I won’t agree to divorce. Finally, I couldn’t control my
tears. Big tears rolled down from the corners of my eyes. I lowered my head and wept silently.
After a long time, it seemed that I heard a sigh.
A hand gently pressed the back of my head, then raised my face and slowly wiped away my tears with my finger pulp.
I looked at him foolishly. He was very close to me. His eyes were like bottomless whirlpools, and his expression was gentle. As
my heart beat faster, the heavy exhaustion almost drowned me. My voice was like a whisper, very hoarse. “Why do you treat me like this when you obviously don’t like me?”? Why do you always do things that make people misunderstand
when you don’t like me?
Zhou Yize was stunned, the mood of his eyes changed visibly, his lips moved, as if to say something, and the door was suddenly opened.
“Brother Izawa!” Liang Shan’s eager voice said, “Guess what good news I have to tell you.” The voice suddenly stopped.
You go on.
The next second, the door slammed shut again. Silently,
I withdrew my gaze and turned my head, just in time to face the dark and deep eyes of Yize last week.
What Liangshan brings is indeed good news. Great
news.
My brother is awake.
I got boiled water, carried a thermos bottle, stood at the door of the ward, my whole body was tight, even my fingers could not bend, so I could only stick straight to my side.
The news was so unexpected, so unexpected, so surprising, that I was so overwhelmed that my first reaction was to escape. After
adjusting his breathing several times, he lifted his feet and was about to go in when he heard a slightly stiff voice from inside, “I’m your brother-in-law.”.
Out of a subtle psychology, I stopped at the door with a slight pause. In the
ward, my brother’s pale face was full of doubts, and his memory was still stuck in three years ago. Brother Yang Mu is my brother-in-law.
He licked his lips and said slowly, You are the brother-in-law of Yang Mu’s brother.
Chou Yi-tse seemed to choke. After a moment’s silence, he stared at my brother and said, I am now your sister’s lawful husband.
“My brother touched his head and thought, winking,” Will it be the same in the future?
Zhou Yize’s face was completely frozen.
…… The hospital suddenly had an emergency patient to be operated on immediately, and Zhou Yize was called away.
Before he left, he turned his head and looked at me. Qingjun frowned slightly, and his eyes were slightly at a loss.
The light lengthened his figure, which was clearly a warm light, but inexplicably rippled out a trace of loneliness. After
Zhou Yize left, I took a hot towel to wipe my brother’s face and hands carefully.
My brother raised his face obediently and said in a gentle voice, “Sister, is he really my brother-in-law?”?
I gave a soft “hmm.” Remembering something, I added, “Not anymore.
My brother blinked his eyes and motioned me over.
I raised my eyebrows and put my face to his ear. I heard him ask softly, “Do you like him?”?
My body stiffened slightly. Silently, I took a towel and continued to wipe his face. My voice was very faint. I won’t like it any more.
My brother’s face was fumigated by the heat, and his neck was covered with a faint blush. He said, “Oh,” and muttered in a low voice, “That’s too miserable for him.
“I couldn’t help laughing.” What’s so bad about that.
My brother was not convinced. “You don’t like him, and neither does Sister Yang Yi.” Then he suddenly covered his lips and his eyelashes fluttered, as if this could cover up the secret he had just accidentally exposed.
I opened my eyes slightly and looked at him.
My brother swallowed his saliva with a guilty conscience and turned his head away from my eyes.
No matter how I asked, my brother kept silent, saying that it was a secret between him and Yang Yi.
By the way, my brother doesn’t know that Yang Yi died to save him.
I thought about it for a long time, but I was going to tell him when his physical condition was almost recovered. Strange to
say, when I was in a coma, it seemed that there was a grandmother who often came to see me, but she didn’t speak, and she kept crying.
Sister, do you know who the grandmother is?
My brother asked with some curiosity.
Although I knew that my brother said this to change the subject, I was still stunned.
The heart seemed to be caught off guard, and the acerbity went straight to the tip of the nose and the eye socket. The grandmother in
his mouth should be Yang Yi’s mother.
The next day, I bought some fruits and supplements and took a taxi to Yang Yi’s house. As usual, I gave the things to their neighbors and asked them to give them to Yang Yi’s mother.
I didn’t expect to turn around and see two figures.
It’s Yang Yi’s mother and a strange girl.
The girl is not very beautiful, but she has a special temperament.
The skin is white, the long hair is vertical to the waist, the eyes move down, you can see the lower abdomen slightly bulging.
She held Yang Yi’s mother’s arm intimately, and her tone was soft. “Mom, when Yang Mu comes back later, I want him to make me sparerib soup.”.
Yang Yi’s mother looked at her with spoiled eyes and said softly, “Good.”.
I leaned my back against the wall and watched the scene.
Before Yang Yi’s mother because of my family background, has always opposed me and Yang Mu together, has never shown me such a gentle attitude.
At that time, I heard Yang Yi say that her mother liked children, so I asked Yang Yi to invite her out for dinner and took my brother there.
Then her mother went back on her word and let us wait in the restaurant for three hours. Yang Yi felt a little sorry and took my brother to the nearby park to play.
And then that happened.
I raised my head slightly, raised my hand to dry my tears, and my vision slowly became clear. As soon as I turned my head, I just looked at a plain eye.
My heart missed a beat, and before I could react, Yang Yi’s mother had calmly turned her eyes away, as if I were just a stranger.
For a long time, I blinked my sour eyes and prepared to leave.
Out of the corner of my eye, I caught a glimpse of a neighbor’s little girl coming out of the house with a pair of scissors in her hand. Unexpectedly, she slipped and fell out of control in the direction of Yang Mu’s fiancee.
And neither of them noticed.
My pupils shrank, my mind whirled, and almost subconsciously I pulled her arm and said, “Watch out!” In an instant, the sharp blade cut my arm directly, cutting a long line of blood, and the bright red blood slowly seeped out.
The change came too suddenly.
It was not until I covered my arms and half knelt on the ground that Yang Yi’s mother first reacted and called my name eagerly.
I looked into those worried eyes, shaking slightly.
Yang Mu’s fiancee was frightened and rested at home. It was Yang Yi’s mother who sent me to the hospital. The cut
was not deep, but it was very long, and I almost had seven or eight stitches.
I was always afraid of injections, and when the needle hole penetrated my skin, I bit my lip tightly and my shoulder blades trembled uncontrollably. At the
end, there were fine beads of sweat on his forehead. Thank you
just now.
Yang Yi’s mother poured me a glass of water, and her eyes were extremely complicated.
I was silent for a moment and frankly responded to her eyes, “At that time, no matter who it is, I will go to save it.”.
Yang Yi’s mother stared at me in a daze, as if she had thought of something, and the light of water gradually spread in her eyes.
I don’t know how long it was before I heard her voice, “Yes, at that time, no matter who it was, she would go to save it.”. I’m not going to tell Zhou Yize about the
injury.
Even if the fact is as my brother said, Yang Yi does not like him, but so what, Zhou Yize does not love me, his heart is only Yang Yi from beginning to end.
The doctor also told me some precautions, let me remember to change the dressing on time, and then told me that I could leave. When I
went out, I was a little distracted and almost bumped into a person.
Look up, just and Yang Mu line of sight.
Let’s talk about it.
Yang Mu’s quiet eyes gazed at me gently.
I bowed my head slightly and did not object. Yang Mu and
I went to the lawn outside the hospital and found a seat to sit down.
Silence for a long time, Yang Mu first opened his mouth, the tone is very sincere, “I heard my mother say today, really thank you.”.
I said “hmm”.
The air fell into a dead silence for a moment.
Yang Mu hesitated for a long time and asked, “I left without saying goodbye three years ago, leaving you alone to face all this. Do you hate me very much?”?
I looked up at the vibrant grass in front of me, tapping the bench with my fingers, and did not answer him directly.
I don’t know if I hate him or not.
If I were him at that time, I couldn’t find a better way to deal with it.
Yang Mu stared at me for a while, with a warm smile on his lips and a light voice. “Fortunately, we all came out, and each of us has someone to accompany us for a lifetime.”.
My fingers stopped, and Chou Yi-tse’s face came to my mind for a moment.
Unfortunately, it’s just my wishful thinking.
Eyes blinked, trying to relax the breath to relieve the sudden sour and dull gushing from the chest, but it was useless. Actually
, I came back to China two years ago to look for you.
Yang Mu’s tone was very calm.
I was stunned for a moment and looked up at him.
Yang Mu’s eyes drooped, as if he didn’t care at all, but his voice still revealed a sense of disappointment. “At that time, you were already married to Brother Yize.”.
I went to find you, but you refused to see me, but also let brother Yize tell me that you are very happy, let me not disturb you.
My eyelids fluttered uncontrollably and I looked at him blankly. When did
this happen?
Yang Mu gently pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled helplessly. “At that time, I hated him for taking you away, and I felt sorry for my sister.”.
We almost had a fight.
If my mother hadn’t turned to my sister’s diary and known that there was nothing between him and my sister, I’m afraid I wouldn’t have given up so easily.
Then I flew back to the United States, where I met my fiancee.
I frowned, and the more I heard it, the more wrong it was. Just as I was about to ask, I heard Yang Mu ask with concern, By the way, is the baby in your belly all right?
I stared at him. Baby?
Seeing that my expression was really confused, Yang Mu also frowned, and his dark pupils fell on my face with scrutiny. In the middle of the night
last night, Brother Yize suddenly sent me a message telling me that you had been diagnosed as pregnant for four weeks.
Also said that you do not want to see me, see me will affect your mood, let me try not to look for you these days.
“Could it be..” Yang Mu paused and looked at me thoughtfully. “Aren’t you pregnant?”? As soon as
I said a word, I heard a very cold voice coming from the rear, “Shi Yu.”. Startled,
I stood up subconsciously.
Then, a long and slender hand put its arms around my waist and pulled me into its arms with a slight effort.
Familiar with the cool breath enveloped.
My back tightened and I looked up at him.
Zhou Yize stared at my arm, his face was heavy, and his eyes darkened a little.
I saw the undisguised worry in his eyes. I
hurt myself by accident. I got a few stitches. It doesn’t matter.
I explained subconsciously. The doctor who stitched
me up said that the wound was not deep and that it would heal quickly, which is true.
My tone softened unconsciously.
Zhou Yize’s thin lips are always tight.
“Brother Yizhe.”. When
Yang Mu walked over, the corners of his lips were slightly raised, but his eyes were inexplicably obscure. As a doctor, he misdiagnosed his wife’s pregnancy. Isn’t that a little too incompetent.
Chou Yi-tse stiffened slightly and glanced at me very quickly. Then he looked at Yang Mu lightly. You have time to worry about this. Why don’t you go back and comfort your frightened fiancee.
I was stunned. It turned out that Chou Yi-tse also knew.
Hearing this, the smile on Yang Mu’s face gradually disappeared. He was silent for a moment. His eyes were complicated. After a long time, he sighed and said, “I just want to tell you that you don’t have to be so hostile to me.”.
Chou Yi-tse gave a very light snort.
Yang Mu’s eyes are calm. “I came back to find Shiyu this time. I just want to make things clear with her and make a break with the past.”.
Chou Yi-tse frowned slightly and silently tightened my waist.
I never wanted to get back together with her.
Chou Yi-tse looked at him coldly, obviously not believing him.
Yang Mu finally had no choice but to say, “I can see very clearly that the person she loves now is you.”.
Chou Yi-tse was stunned.
Zhou Yize didn’t have an operation today, so he asked for leave early to drive me home. Along
the way, I was clearly aware that the atmosphere between us had suddenly become a little delicate.
There are too many words to ask him, but I don’t know where to start.
He seemed to have something to say to me, but he never said it.
So we were silent all the way, and then we took the elevator in silence and opened the door in silence.
Just when I thought that if I didn’t open my mouth, Zhou Yize would pretend to be at peace.
He suddenly took hold of my uninjured arm and pulled me onto the sofa.
The whole person was strongly imprisoned between his chest and the sofa, giving me no time to react, and the predatory kiss fell heavily.
Sometimes fierce, sometimes light.
This kiss is the same as the last one, but it’s a little different.
His breath is cold and persistent, invading my field little by little, like an airtight net, wrapping me layer by layer, as if to swallow me up. Two buttons of his
clothes were unbuttoned, and his skin trembled under his cool fingertips.
His kiss is still going down.
I do not know how long, he buried his head in my neck, slightly panting, sullen smile, “when the rain, so you love me.”.
I just felt a rush of blood rush to my head, and my whole face was boiling hot.
I didn’t expect that Zhou Yize also liked me.
The sum of all these things made his feelings for me absolutely clear.
Suddenly remembering something, I raised my face and asked him, “Yang Mu said there was nothing between you and Yang Yi, so what happened to your engagement?”?
Chou Yi-tse was stupefied for a long time before he spoke slowly. At that time, the person Yang Yi liked ran away from marriage for Yang Yi, and even broke off relations with her family. Yang Yi had no choice but to ask me to pretend to be her fiance.
“I heard something illogical.” Since Yang Yi likes him, why … Chou Yi-tse was silent for a moment and said in a low voice, The person Yang Yi likes is a girl.
I felt a tremor in my heart. You know
that girl, too. She used to be your brother’s tutor.
No wonder my brother knew about Yang Yi and that girl! I was in a trance.
A beautiful girl in a white dress with a small mole on her nose suddenly came to mind.
I remember that the girl once mentioned to me that she came to this city to look for someone.
And during that time, every time I asked Yang Yi to come to my house for dinner, she seemed to find all kinds of reasons to shirk.
That explains everything.
We agreed that when the girl left, we would break off the engagement.
I grew up with Yang Yi, and I can’t help you.
I can’t help.. I raised my eyes, thought a little, bit my lip and asked him, “Have you ever liked Yang Yi?”?
Hearing this, Chou Yi-tse’s eyebrows and eyes curved slightly. Are you jealous?
But before I could speak, he looked me in the eye and said, No.
Close at hand, I could see clearly the seriousness and magnanimity of his eyes.
I can’t help it.
Suddenly remembering something, I narrowed my eyes slightly. “But that night you called Yang Yi’s name to me.”.
When Chou Yi-tse heard this, he looked slightly stiff and gently turned his face away. In the past three years, I always thought you were still thinking about Yang Mu. I want to know if I have a place in your heart.
So it’s just a test?
Chou Yi-tse said, “Um,” and a trace of uneasiness flashed through his eyes. “Yang Mu had just returned to China at that time, and I was afraid that you would really rekindle your old love with him, so I was in a hurry to seek medical treatment.
He slowly approached and rubbed against my forehead before leaving, his hoarse voice wrapped around a trace of apology. I’m sorry, it was my fault. You must have been very sad at that time.
I stared at Zhou Yize’s eyes for a moment and smiled. Well, I’ll forgive you for this.
I didn’t expect that people like Chou Yi-tse would have such insecure moments.
But I have one more question. When did
you like me?
Chou Yi-tse hesitated for a moment and said, At first, perhaps it was to deal with the family’s forced marriage.
I raised my eyebrows.
He looked down at me, hooked his lips, and his deep voice was somewhat soft. But later I found that I didn’t know when I used to prepare two pairs of bowls and chopsticks after cooking, to carry someone sleeping on the sofa back to the bedroom, and to pick out a few champagne roses that someone liked when I passed the flower shop. They even make a surprise necklace for someone a month before their wedding anniversary. When
I was in a daze, he pulled the hexagram pendant out of nowhere. The
cool fingertips slipped over the warm neck, and I shrank. He took the opportunity to twist the necklace clasp and loosen the hand around my neck.
He stared at me for a moment, his voice slightly hoarse.
My face was slightly hot, and my fingertips subconsciously touched the pendant.
A heart suddenly beats violently, as if it would burst in the next second.
It turns out that “Y” is Shiyu.
It’s me.
“But..” I lowered my eyes slightly and bit my lips. “If I were another person, and that person wasn’t me, would you get used to it?”?
Will you get used to cooking for her, buying her flowers, and carrying her back to the bedroom?
My voice dropped unconsciously, and at the thought of this possibility, the blood of my whole body seemed to stagnate, and sour and cool feelings attacked my whole body.
The air was quiet for a few seconds. In fact
, I have also thought about this question.
Chou Yi-tse and I looked at each other, and his eyes seemed to be looking through my eyes into my heart. It was only later that I realized that if it hadn’t been for you at the beginning, I wouldn’t have gotten married. The rhythm of
my breathing changed, and before I could open my mouth, I heard him say, My mother is not a stubborn old man. The so-called forced marriage is just a few simple words.
And she’s so nice that she won’t force me to do something I don’t want to do because I want to have grandchildren. Didn’t you get along very well in
the past three years?
I nodded subconsciously, and he was right.
Zhou Yize’s mother has been very good to me for three years, and she has never urged us to have children. Don’t
you understand?
Chou Yi-tse stared at me, his lips slightly hooked. From the very beginning, you were my ideal type.
I looked into his eyes, as if my heart had been wrapped in a circle of thread and pulled tight, unable to speak, until his kiss fell again.
He pressed his fingers against my lips and rubbed my waist. His voice was faint and hoarse. “I hurt my arm. I’ll have to be careful later.”. Then he was
heard to say, “Not here.”.
Without waiting for me to come to my senses, the man was beaten and picked up.
I unconsciously threw my arms around his neck and exclaimed, “Where are you taking me?” He raised his eyebrows slightly, his voice was smiling, and he was not slow. “Take someone back to the bedroom.”.
“. Focus on not getting lost ~”
