If you want to eat soft rice, why don’t you come to me? Write a story
for the beginning?
[Wife Chasing Crematorium is over, little cuties are happy to eat!] If you want to eat soft rice, why don’t you come to me?
Shen Lin blocked my way. Ten minutes ago, an old man with a fat head and big ears swam on me with both hands. I skillfully dodged it. I urinated. After I came out of the bathroom, I saw Shen Lin standing in the corridor.
His right hand was covered with blood and bits of glass. I glanced at him and smiled.
Ex-husband, please respect yourself. On the day
Shen Lin filed for divorce, it was a sunny day with a clear sky. When he
got home, he sat on the hanging chair on the balcony and smoked. I liked the romantic little thing of the hanging chair very much. He bought one on my birthday and hung a string of bright light bulbs beside it. Later, I often held the dog on the hanging chair and looked downstairs through the window, calculating when he would come home. After smoking
about half a pack of cigarettes, Shen Lin came out and sat on the sofa and said to me, “Xiao Hui, let’s divorce.”.
My hand shook and my phone almost fell to the ground. I looked at him and asked, Why?
She’s back.
I knew it was time to leave. Holding my right hand, I tried not to let him see my emotions. I tried to keep my voice calm. My mind was already blank. I heard myself say.
Good.
He sighed and said to me, According to the agreement, I will pay you the alimony you deserve, the house will be transferred to your name, the car will be transferred to you, and 40% of the company’s shares.
He paused and asked me, “Is there anything else you want?”?
I shook my head and pinched my thigh. The pain made me calm down a lot. I said, No more.
I saw him shake his shoulders and look up at me. Then he quickly turned his eyes away and said, “Then I’m leaving.”.
“” Good.
“I don’t have the strength to stand up.” I won’t send it. I will ask Xiao Liu to give you the
agreement, and you can ask for it at any time.
“” Good.
I smiled at him in what I thought was a perfect arc. Goodbye, Mr. Shen. I
thought I would never meet Shen Lin again in my life, but this city is really too small. When I was looking for an agent to sell a house, I saw him standing with a woman. He was standing next to her, holding hands. He was a beautiful and talented couple. I know
that woman, Zhen Zhu, Shen Rin’s white moonlight, when I went to school, they were lovers that everyone admired, if not Zhen Zhu suddenly went abroad, maybe I would never have a chance to be with Shen Rin in my life.
Perhaps in Shen Rin’s view, it was an accident that I was with him, but in fact, all this was planned by me for a long time.
I fell in love with Shen Lin at first sight. He was a school boy. There were so many people who liked him that I couldn’t rank him at all. Later, I found out that he loved climbing mountains. I also went to the mountaineering club. As soon as I went there, I caught up with the League building. I
am a lazy person who doesn’t even go to the park at ordinary times. I bought a lot of climbing equipment and all kinds of field survival supplies. I packed two bags full of them and spent a month’s living expenses. Standing at the bottom of Yanshan Mountain, I was stunned.
Not frightened by the steepness of the mountain, but Yanshan is too small to use these climbing equipment at all, and girls come in high heels, I stared at my climbing shoes and sports pants, sighed.
Shen Rin walked in the front, surrounded by all kinds of Yingying Yanyan, I and he seemed to be separated by half of the Milky Way, even the back of his head can not see clearly, simply do not rush together.
At lunch, he was surrounded by people, and all the students gave him food, and I also opened the lunch box.
Holy shit! Sun Hui, you cook for yourself! The president’s voice was so loud that it attracted everyone’s attention.
My face soon turned red, because I noticed Shen Rin’s line of sight, the same looked over, everyone said they wanted to taste the sushi I made, I gave them a few pieces, to Shen Rin, he waved to me, refused.
I suddenly felt uncomfortable. Would he think it was humiliating for me to bring my own cooking? I was depressed and had no mood to eat.
That night, everyone found all kinds of reasons to drink Shen Lin. He soon drank too much. The president saw that I was honest and asked me to send him to the room. Under the gaze of many girls, I put my arms around Shen Lin’s waist, supported him and took him upstairs.
Shen Lin is very tall, also very heavy, the whole body is leaning on my body, I am a little laborious, the corners of the mouth can not help but rise, the smell of his clothes is very good, the breath has the smell of alcohol, I will not drink, at that time I felt drunk. After
I sent him to his room, he collapsed on the bed and said, “One more toast.” I helped him take off his shoes. He turned over and looked at me with blurred eyes. Suddenly, he pointed at me and said, “Hey, you’re the cook!” I thought he recognized me and blushed, but he quickly closed his eyes and said, “It’s good to cook, and Zhen Zhu’s cooking is also delicious.”. I didn’t hear clearly what
Shen Lin was saying again, because he soon cried out. First he sobbed in a low voice, and then gradually he cried loudly. I was at a loss to help him pour water with paper and asked him if he wanted to blow his nose. He shook his head and only repeated that Zhen Zhu cooked very well. He also told me that he wanted to vomit. I was afraid that he would vomit all over himself, so I helped him take off his coat.
I saw the layers of ravines in his abdomen, quickly moved my eyes away, unable to resist the temptation to touch it, like an electric shock, I should be the first girl in this group to touch Shen Lin’s abdominal muscles today, thinking of this, a sense of happiness surrounded me.
I helped Shen Lin take off his pants again, but this time I didn’t peep. After helping him tuck in the corner of the quilt, I got up and wanted to go. When I got to the door, I didn’t open the door for a long time. I made a choice.
I walked back to the bedside, leaned against the head of the bed, patted Shen Rin’s back with my hand, and his breathing gradually stabilized and he soon fell asleep. I didn’t leave
that night. I was afraid that Shen Rin needed someone to take care of him in the middle of the night. This was actually an excuse. I was selfish. Sure enough, the next day, Shen Rin saw me lying next to him and was stunned.
He forgot about last night. I told him nothing happened. We’re all adults. I won’t pester him.
But at that time, there were so many people who saw me staying in his room all night that the post bar exploded. Before we went back to school, our names were tied together.
I did my promise, did not contact Shen Lin again, quit the mountaineering club, and lay in the dormitory for a week.
A week later, he came to me and said, “Sun Hui, let’s be together.”.
Sun Hui, I like you. Let’s be together. At the bottom
of Yanshan Mountain, Wei Chao confessed his love to me. I crossed him and looked up at the mountain ladder, which was not steep.
Wei Chao is an obstetrician and gynecologist. Before the divorce, I didn’t menstruate for two months. I thought I had it. I went to check it secretly. I wanted to give Shen Lin a surprise. I didn’t think it was irregular menstruation. I also took a lot of medicine.
Now that I think about it, it’s a good thing that I’m not happy. Otherwise, the child would be too miserable. Before he was born, his father would not want him. After my
divorce, I didn’t have my period. I went to Wei Chao for a review. He asked me if I had any troubles recently. I told him that I was divorced. He was stunned. He said that bad mood would also affect endocrine and keep me in a good mood.
I smiled bitterly. Who was still in a good mood after divorce? He asked me to be open-minded. At least I wasn’t menopausal yet. I didn’t know whether to laugh or cry. I just thought the doctor was good at telling cold jokes. He asked me if I liked cold food. I shook my head and said no. As
soon as I got out of the hospital, I couldn’t resist buying a popsicle in the supermarket. Before I could open it, someone grabbed it away. Just as I was about to have an attack, I looked up and saw Wei Chao with a black face: “Still say you don’t like cold food?”?
I was a little embarrassed, just like when I went to school and was caught by the head teacher for skipping classes. He took out his mobile phone and said to me, “Add a WeChat. I want to supervise whether you eat cold food or spicy food every day.”. At that time,
I thought the doctor was really warm-hearted, but later I learned that he was plotting against me.
At that time, Wei Chao asked me every day if I ate cold and spicy food. I would not lie. With his supervision, I really didn’t eat much.
It was not until my period returned to normal that I told him the good news. He said coldly, “You’re welcome. Invite me to dinner.”.
Wei Chao is handsome and nice, but he is too young. Everyone says that his younger brother likes his elder sister. At first I didn’t believe him, until one day I jokingly asked him, “Do you have a crush on me?”.
He said with a straight face, “Unrequited love is not very accurate. Can’t you see that I’m chasing you?”?
I refused Wei Chao, telling him that I was a divorced young woman, and I didn’t want to delay him, but I couldn’t stand him. No, I just posted in my circle of friends that I wanted to say goodbye to the past. When he saw my location, he immediately came to Yanshan.
I told him that I had no intention of falling in love now. He said that he would welcome a new life after saying goodbye to the past. He was my new life. I said he was not. He shrugged his shoulders and said it didn’t matter. Anyway, he was willing to wait for me, no matter what I thought. Kids
today are much crazier than we were.
Shen Lin is a very responsible boy, in order to maintain a girl’s reputation, he is willing to be with her, even if he does not like her.
So, in order to maintain a balance, I also pretended that I didn’t like him. On my birthday that year, Shen Rin drank a little wine and said to me half-truthfully, “Xiaohui, don’t like me. I don’t want to be sorry for you.”.
“” Good.
I nodded with tears in my eyes.
Shen Lin is a very good boyfriend, he is very careful, always give me a kind of “maybe he has liked me” illusion, but whenever I have this idea, the reality will give me a heavy blow, let me recover.
I am weak, and every time I come to my period, I feel very uncomfortable. Once I couldn’t eat because of the pain. Shen Rin went to the canteen to buy me brown sugar, and went home to let his mother teach him to cook porridge.
He waited for me downstairs in the dormitory with a lunch box. When he was seen by his roommates passing by, he praised him as a good boyfriend. He asked his roommates to bring me porridge. Brown sugar porridge was really sweet. After eating a bowl, I was wrapped in warmth and felt much more comfortable.
Later, I learned that Zhen Zhu did not like to drink brown sugar water. In order to coax her to drink, Shen Lin bought glutinous rice flour and hand-rubbed taro balls, boiled them together with brown sugar water, and made small brown sugar balls for her. Compared with hand-rubbed taro balls, cooking a bowl of porridge is nothing.
Shen Lin is a very ritualistic boyfriend. Under his influence, I gradually began to have a sense of ritual. I saved money three months in advance, just to give him a pair of basketball shoes he liked on 520. When
I gave him the shoes, he smiled and said to me, “Give me the shoes. Aren’t you afraid to send me away?”?
I held the rose he sent and giggled, knowing very well in my heart that he had never been mine, so how could he have run away.
I sent Shen Lin that pair of basketball shoes, he has never worn, I asked him every time, he said Xiaohui sent shoes he was reluctant to wear, but his left hand has been wearing a Casio black watch, the strap is worn out, or not willing to take off.
I know that it was given to him by Zhen Zhu. You see, he always tells me how much he loves her in countless details.
I, on the other hand, am nothing.
06 As long as I don’t go to work, Wei Chao will come to me. He seems to be afraid that I will do something stupid. Yes, I forgot to say that I am a Tik Tok food blogger. I usually work at home, and I don’t even have the chance to contact new people.
During the day, I was busy studying recipes, shooting videos, editing, uploading and replying to backstage comments.
At night, in the dead of night, when I fell into boundless darkness, I would unconsciously think: what is Shen Rin doing now? Are they together? Are they sleeping together, or are they watching TV together.
Thinking about it, I felt uncomfortable. I brought the dog to accompany me. With it, I felt much more comfortable. During
my menstrual period, Wei Chao came again. He brought me several bags of warm stickers. I collapsed on the sofa in my pajamas, with warm stickers on my lower abdomen. My face was not washed, and my hair was oily. I had nothing to do with beautiful women. Even I disliked myself.
Wei Chao didn’t mind me and even asked me to put on my socks. I was too lazy to move, so he squatted down to help me put them on. His movements were gentle and attentive. After helping me put on my socks, he patted my feet and said to me, “Put on my socks so that I won’t catch cold.”.
Looking at his dark eyes, full of tenderness, my nose was sour and tears fell down again.
I suddenly found that during my sad time, the person who accompanied me was always him.
That day, Wei Chao accompanied me to climb Yanshan, standing on the top of the mountain, the wind blowing in my face, I looked at the visible clouds, suddenly felt a lot of peace of mind, *** Shen Rin Zhenzhu, I finally extricated, this is not a good thing?
I no longer need to be afraid, do not have to compromise, the world’s single handsome men are mine, I want to bubble who can bubble who, I no longer need to pretend to be obedient and sensible wife, I can be myself! Sun Hui.
Wei Chao looked at me with heartache and put his arm around my shoulder.
He handed me a piece of paper, and I realized that I was crying. I said I was sorry to spoil his fun. He held me in his arms, and I leaned on his shoulder and cried loudly. People are like this. It’s okay if no one comforts them, but if someone comforts them, they can’t stop.
He patted me on the back like a child and said to me in a gentle voice, “It’s all over. Just cry. It’s all right.”.
I know that I will never get better in my life.
In fact, I broke up with Shen Lin. In the year of graduation, Zhen Zhu came back.
It was the first time he stayed out at night. I asked him where his friend Shen Rin was. His friend sent me a voice message, hesitating, saying that Shen Rin would not go home tonight at their dormitory graduation party. On the other end of the
voice, I heard someone calling Zhen Zhu’s name. I said, “I know.” I turned off my phone and cried all night in bed. The next night, Shen Lin came back. He stood on the balcony and smoked half a pack of cigarettes. He lowered his head and dared not look at me.
Xiaohui, let’s break up.
“” Good. After I
left him, I had nowhere to go, so I had to stay at my roommate’s house for the time being. She scolded me that my head was caught in the door and I was not sober. She said that Zhen Zhu had long been in the past, and that I was Shen Lin’s real girlfriend. How could I move out so happily! I couldn’t stop my tears and couldn’t say a word.
I know very well that if I say no, with Shen Rin’s character, he will take into account my feelings and break the feelings with Zhen Zhu, but I don’t want him to be unhappy, these two years have been stolen by me, it’s time to give him back to her.
I didn’t delete Shen Lin’s friend, but he blocked me. I saw him show his love from my mutual friend. I took more photos in half a month than we did in two years.
I’ve seen him peel her shrimp; cook her dinner; accompany her to a haunted house; play pirate ship with her.. It turns out that this is the feeling of being favored. I looked at their photos and laughed and cried. I didn’t forget to take out the photos of Shen Lin and me for comparison. Zhen Zhu is really beautiful. She is slim and looks exquisite. Unlike my cautious smile, her smile is as bright as the sun. Every photo can be comparable to the star’s blockbuster. When
they stand together, they are a prince and a princess, and I am not even Cinderella. A picture that
made me give up completely was that they were kissing on the Ferris wheel. Shen Lin was afraid of heights. Once we went to the glass trestle together. Before we stood on it, his legs were weak. I couldn’t bear to let him feel uncomfortable. I finished the whole journey alone.
But now, he is willing to accompany Zhen Zhu on the Ferris wheel, just for her saying, “Couples who kiss at the top of the Ferris wheel will be together for a lifetime.”.
However, the legend is false even if it is beautiful, they have not been together for a lifetime.
Half a year later, Zhen Zhu went abroad again and they broke up.
08 “Sun Hui, are you crazy?” I was so drunk in a bar that my glass was suddenly snatched away. I looked up. The man’s head had turned into three. I pointed to the one in the middle and said, “Eh!”! Wei Chao, you have three heads! He was so angry that he carried me up. I beat his back hard, but he was not moved. The young man’s physical strength was good. He carried me out of the bar. When the night wind blew, I woke up a lot.
This bar is the place where Shen Rin and I made up. That year, after he broke up with Zhen Zhu, his good brother came to me and told me that Shen Rin was drunk every day. He had no choice but to ask me for help.
I think it’s funny. Why do they think I can persuade Shen Rin, a loser who was dumped by him.
But I went anyway. I had never seen Shen Lin in such a mess. His beard was stubble and his hair was as messy as a bird’s nest. When he saw me, he didn’t recognize me at first. I sat next to him for a while before he pointed at me and said, “Sun Hui!” It’s me.
I had a few drinks with him. I hadn’t seen him for half a year, but his drinking capacity was still poor. That night I took him to my house. As soon as I closed the door, I rushed up and kissed him. At first, he was still resisting. Later, he hugged me and kissed me, as if to vent. Under the urging of alcohol, we rolled from the door to the sofa, and from the sofa to the bed.
The next day, the dazzling sunshine outside the window woke me up. When I opened my eyes, Shen Rin lay beside me, hugging my waist.
At that moment, I heard my heart beating again, whether I want to admit it or not, I love him like crazy, but I admit it.
I got up and made him a cup of honey water and a bowl of porridge. If he drinks too much, he will have a stomachache easily. I have been used to taking care of him in the past two years. At noon, Shen Lin woke up and saw me. He was very embarrassed. He rubbed his messy hair and said, “Last night..” No one is sober after drinking. Don’t worry, they are all adults. I won’t let you be responsible.
I said very freely, just like in those days, he drank the honey water and left, but I knew this was not the end.
Later, as expected, he came to me and offered to get back together. I refused. He asked me to give him another chance. He would certainly treat me well. I looked at him and asked, “Where is Zhen Zhu? Don’t you love him?”?
It was the first time I had mentioned the name in front of him. He was stunned for a long time before he said, You are different from her.
The one you love and the one who loves you are really different.
I still refused Shen Rin. He pursued me. Every day, he picked me up at the place where I got off work, invited me to the movies, took me to dinner, sent me home, chatted with me until late at night, and did many things that he had never done with me before. I enjoyed his pursuit, but I never let go.
It’s not that I don’t like him, but I don’t want to get into it any more. I know Shen Lin doesn’t love me. He does this just to make himself feel better. But I don’t want him to feel better. I want him to feel guilty about me forever, so that he can remember me.
09 But I still lost, Shen Lin’s family arranged a blind date for him, we have reached the age of marriage, there is no energy to play those campus love, he once again asked me if I would like to be with him.
I relented because I knew that if he started dating, I would have no chance at all.
For him, there is no difference between me and my blind date. He will only be responsible, not in love.
I once again with Shen Rin together, this time we are to get married as the premise of communication, we are very tacit understanding not to mention Zhen Zhu, but this does not mean that this person does not exist, on the contrary, Zhen Zhu has never left our lives.
I would go through Shen Lin’s cell phone while he was asleep, check his consumption records, look up their memories from his orders, and try to restore the clues when they lived together.
I would ask him after he fell asleep, “Do you love me?”?
Shen Lin would not answer, but would only hug me tighter.
I would ask him when he was drunk, “Do you know who I am?”?
He would rub my head with a smile and say, “Xiao Hui.”. On November 28 of
that year, there was a Leonid meteor shower. Shen Lin and I stood on the roof all night, but we didn’t see the meteor shower. I was so sleepy that I yawned and said, “Let’s go back to sleep. I have to go to work tomorrow.”.
Xiao Hui.
He took my hand and bowed his head, and I saw that he had something to say to me.
My heart trembled, and a sense of foreboding came over me. Is it difficult for her to come back?
Half a minute later, Shen Lin took out a blue velvet box from his pocket and knelt on one knee in my surprised sight. He raised his head. The stars were broken in his eyes. He looked at me and said, “Xiao Hui, let’s get married. I will be responsible for you.”.
You see, even when he proposed, he didn’t say “I love you,” but I still hid my face and cried and nodded yes.
I had a dream. In the
dream, Shen Lin hugged Zhen Zhu’s waist. They were walking in the university campus. I chased after them, but no matter how I ran, I couldn’t catch up with them. I fell to the ground and saw a pair of black shoes. I slowly raised my head. It was Wei Chao. When I
opened my eyes, I had a splitting headache. The sun was shining outside the window. I turned over and wanted to sleep for a while. When you
wake up, take a sip of water before you go to sleep.
This voice?
I lifted the quilt and saw Wei Chao standing beside the bed with a glass of water. I grabbed my messy hair and tried to organize the language: “You, me, why are you here?”?
“” What do you think?
Wei Chao handed me the water and said grumpily, You drank like that last night. If I don’t go, it’s estimated that the headline of today’s news is that an older young woman was picked up after drinking. After investigation, she was trapped by love.
I lowered my head shyly and asked him how he knew where I was. He said he called me and the bartender answered and asked him to pick me up. At this point, Wei Chao paused and said half jokingly, By the way, don’t forget to pay me for last night’s drinks.
I said I would transfer it to him later. Only then did I realize that I was wearing pajamas. Who was the person who changed my clothes last night? My expression must be very ugly now. Wei Chao sat down on the edge of the bed and looked at me with a smile: Forget it. There’s no need to get married.
Two clear farts! I covered myself with the quilt and pretended not to hear anything.
After a long time, he sighed, knocked on my quilt and said, “Just kidding, nothing happened to us last night.”.
“I did not speak, he said to me:” You can rest assured, sister, I will be responsible for you. On the day of the
proposal, Shen Lin said the same thing. The same words made me fall into a trance again. I wanted to ask Wei Chao why a man was willing to be responsible for a woman he didn’t love, but I held back.
Shen Lin is getting better and better to me after marriage, but whenever I want to immerse myself in it, I will pinch my thigh and tell myself that “he doesn’t love me.”.
After I got married, I quit my job to take care of my health. I couldn’t be idle at home, so I became a food blogger. I set myself up as “cooking for my husband every day.” Maybe I was born to cook. It soon became popular, and my fans were clamoring to see my husband.
Ten thousand fans welfare, I live with him, the bullet screen is praising Shen Lin’s appearance, he is a little embarrassed, has been looking at me, everyone said too sweet.
A bullet screen asked, “Who chased who?” He looked at me tenderly, rubbed my hair, and said, “I chased her.
My smile stiffened, and it was clear from the bottom of my heart that I had always taken the initiative in this relationship.
On one occasion, I was distressed because I couldn’t shoot a video. He confiscated my mobile phone and said to me, “I don’t work today. My husband cooks and rewards you.”.
Shen Lin also cooks very well, but he doesn’t cook very often. He’s a little stupid. I said I wanted to help him, but he kicked me out of the kitchen. Later, he laid out four dishes and one soup. It was a very simple meal, but I shed tears. In a panic,
he handed me a piece of paper and said, “Don’t cry, Xiaohui. Why are you crying? I want to make you happy, not make you cry.”.
His helplessness made me laugh, and at that moment I thought, maybe Shen Lin also liked me a little.
Later, I turned on my mobile phone and found that the backstage exploded. It turned out that he had recorded a video of cooking behind my back and sent it to Tik Tok. His editing was very green, and the subtitles were the simplest style, but the video still exploded. The text of the
video reads: “I want to eat my wife’s cooking all my life.”. After
I married Shen Lin, several times when I was worried about my work, he would say to me, “Husband supports you.”.
I know he has that kind of financial strength. He has a lot of money, and now his own company is booming. It’s not short of my money, but I’ve never listened to him. Maybe in my opinion, he will leave me one day.
Now I divorced him, of course, can no longer rely on him, I took a cooperation, but the brand side is a little difficult, the company asked me to talk, I did not expect to meet Shen Lin at the dinner table. When
the fat boss wanted to eat my tofu for the nth time, I finally couldn’t sit still. I stood up and said to him with a smile, “General Manager Liu, you eat first, and I’ll go to relieve myself.”. When I came out
of the bathroom, I saw Shen Rin waiting at the door. It was the first time I had seen him furious after knowing him for so many years. His right hand was covered with blood and glass ballast, and his hair was messy. He looked a little embarrassed.
He stared at me and said to me, “Why don’t you come to me if you want to eat soft rice?”.
I clenched my hands and pinched them with my fingernails. I smiled and said, “Ex-husband, please respect yourself.”.
I didn’t want to hurt him like this, but what he said was really ugly. I couldn’t stand it. I brushed past him and left. He suddenly grabbed me and hugged me behind his back. He asked, Xiaohui, have you ever loved me? Does it still make sense to ask this question
now.
My nose was sore and my eyes were rolling in their sockets. I cleared my throat and said, “Mr. Shen, please respect yourself.”.
I walked very fast, and Shen Lin chased me out. He met Wei Chao at the door of the hotel.
Yes, when I was in the bathroom, I called Wei Chao. Seeing me, Wei Chao came over and hugged me and asked, “Xiaohui, is there anything hurt? Who touched you? You tell me, I will never forgive him.”.
I shook my head and told Wei Chao that I wanted to go home. He said yes. Then he saw Shen Rin. Wei Chao’s eyes became alert. He took my hand and asked, Xiao Hui, is this your friend?
“” No.
I shook my head, not noticing a trace of pain on Shen Rin’s face.
Hello, I’m Wei Chao, Sun Hui’s boyfriend. Thank you for helping her just now. Now we’re going home. I don’t know what
Shen Lin’s expression is. I only heard him say he wanted to see us off. I’ve never heard him speak in such a hoarse voice, as if he was trying to suppress something. I don’t want to explore. I just want to escape. I don’t want to have any involvement with him.
Perhaps it is too tired, this half a lifetime of entanglement, I do not want to participate in.
I know Shen Rin liked me, but in his heart, I can never compare with Zhen Zhu. On the day of
signing the agreement, Shen Lin still came over. He asked me why I wanted to sell the house. I said I just wanted to change a new house. In fact, I didn’t want to miss people at the sight of things. It was all memories of him. I didn’t want to live with them.
He said he would invite me to dinner. I asked him with a smile if it was a farewell dinner. He looked at me with a deep pain in his eyes that I couldn’t understand. He said in a deep voice, “Xiaohui, you are like this now. I don’t seem to know you.”.
It seemed that he was used to a docile and considerate wife, but that Sun Hui had already died on the night he said he would divorce.
Later, at dinner, he gave me a bank card and told me that the password was my birthday. He said that it was his savings in the past few years and he gave it all to me so that I would not drink with others any more.
Why do you still treat me so well after divorce? Is it because of guilt?
I didn’t want to accept his guilt. I didn’t ask for the bank card. I pinched my thigh and tried to hold back the tears in my eyes. I said to him, “Shen Rin, we don’t owe each other.”.
He still handed me the bank card, lowered his head and asked me, “Do you have a good relationship with him?”?
I was stunned for a moment and realized that he was talking about Wei Chao. I said, “Well, it’s fine.” He said, “That’s fine. Someone will take care of me, and I’m relieved.” I sneered and turned my head away. I didn’t want to look at him any more. Does
he know that I’ve always wanted his care, but now I don’t want it. Shen Rin drank too much
that night, ordered a plate of shrimp, insisted on peeling shrimp for me, married for so many years, this is the first time he peeled shrimp for me. I
remember one time when I was watching a variety show, I saw Big S saying that a woman was looking for a man to peel shrimps for him. I patted Shen Lin on the shoulder and pointed at the screen and said to him, “Look, you haven’t peeled shrimps for me!”. At that time, he glanced at me, kissed me and said, “Honey, don’t make trouble. I’ll watch TV with you after I finish my work.”.
I think of the photos of him showing his love and the video of him peeling shrimps for Zhen Zhu. It turns out that in his heart, I still can’t compare with her.
Since then, I have never eaten shrimp, fans will ask me why I never do seafood, I will say that I am allergic to seafood, now divorced, what does he want to do?
He pushed me a plate of tender red shrimps and said, “Go ahead, I know you love shrimps.”.
“I smiled at him and said,” It’s too late, Shen Lin. My taste has changed now.
His face turned pale, but I couldn’t hold back my tears. I wiped the tears from my face and got up to leave. As I
left, I heard him whisper, “Hui, I regret it.”.
Tears ran down my face, and I didn’t look back.
I posted a divorce announcement on TikTok. Many old fans felt sorry and sent me a lot of private messages asking me what was wrong. Others said that I was a show on the marketing account and that I would get back together soon. But anyway, I gained a wave of fans.
This is the success in love. There must be one between career and love, isn’t there?
Later, I saw Zhen Zhu again. She was in the obstetrics and gynecology department of the hospital. She was holding her waist and walking toward the consulting room with a big belly. I wanted to pretend that I couldn’t see her, but I still felt pity and went over to help her. She lowered her head and didn’t see me. She said thank you. I didn’t speak. After I sent her to the consulting room, she looked up and saw me. She was stunned: “It’s you.”.
I found out the whole truth of the matter. After
Zhen Zhu returned to China, he made an appointment with Shen Rin, but he refused. Later, Zhen Zhu made an appointment with him under the banner of a friend. Everyone drank too much that day. In a muddle, something happened that shouldn’t have happened. When
Zhen Zhu told me this, she lowered her head and looked at the lemonade on the table. She said, Later, he fell asleep. When I touched his face, I heard him say, “Xiao Hui, don’t make trouble.” At that time, I knew that he and I were in the past.
I don’t want to ruin your marriage! Really, after that, I never looked for Shen Rin again. The more
Zhen Zhu said, the more emotional she became. She was already crying: But I’m pregnant. I can’t help Sun Hui. I’m 30 years old. I dare not have an abortion. I dare not give birth to him alone. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to. I’m really sorry.
What a bloody plot, but let me meet, I have long said, Shen Lin is a very responsible person.
At that time, he was willing to be with a girl for her reputation, and now, of course, he will sacrifice his marriage for the future of a child, let alone his child.
But what about me? What did I do wrong.
I took a sip of coffee, looked at Zhen Zhu and asked, “Is the present day what you want?”?
I don’t know.
Zhen Zhu shook her head and broke down in tears.
Seeing her, I seem to see myself in the past, holding on to a person who doesn’t love me and pretending to be happy.
Maybe Shen Lin really loved me and refused Zhen Zhu, but no matter what the process was, he betrayed me. When he lay in bed with another woman and had sex with her, did he ever think about his wife who left the light for him at home.
See Zhen Zhu, I did not expect the pain, although the bottom of my heart faintly sad, but more is relief, to this day, my love for Shen Rin has come to an end, but I do not regret, I tried, I have no regrets.
Forgive words I can not say, can only raise the cup, said to Zhen Zhu: “I wish you happiness.”.
That day, I sat on a chair in front of the hospital and cried all afternoon.
Finally, Wei Chao found me, handed me a pack of paper, and said to me, “Crying like this, endocrine can be normal.”.
He sent me home and asked me what I wanted to eat. I casually said I wanted to eat shrimp. He was stunned for a moment and asked me, Aren’t you allergic to seafood?
Who said I was allergic to seafood? When I
finished, I suddenly felt something was wrong.
I forced Wei Chao to give me his mobile phone. I opened his Tik Tok and found that he only paid attention to one person, me. He also sent me a lot of private messages, either comforting or sharing daily life, but I never replied.
In those years when I was sad for Shen Rin, this silly child put me in his heart.
I cried loudly, and he hugged me and coaxed me, “Don’t cry, sister, I will accompany you in the future.”.
After half a lifetime, I finally met the man who was willing to peel shrimps for me.
Maybe it’s time to give yourself a chance to start over.
I tried to start to accept Wei Chao, he is young, but very responsible, venomous, but reluctant to really fierce to me.
Once I was so confused that I accidentally burned my hand when I was shooting a video. I made an exclamation in the kitchen and dropped the bowl. He rushed in and asked me what was wrong and if I was scalded.
I pointed to the broken porcelain on the ground and said, “The bowl is broken.”.
He was furious and said, “Do you still care about the bowl now?”! Cooking, scalding is normal, but Wei Chao doesn’t think so. He won’t let me work. He said he would shoot today’s video, but he can’t cook. He tried several times but failed. I comforted him: “Why don’t you forget it today?”?
“He sighed and said,” I must owe you in my last life.
Then I washed the dishes and started a new round of attempts, but it still failed. We simply took a video of the failure and uploaded it. In the
video, he washed the dishes angrily, and I stood beside him, smiling like a flower.
Netizens said that the first time they saw me laugh so happily, yes, with Wei Chao, I don’t have to be careful, nor worry about gains and losses, sometimes unhappy can also make a small temper.
Even if I am not the perfect girlfriend, Wei Chao is willing to love me, he made up for my many regrets about love, those details that Shen Rin did not give me he gave me, I often think, is he the angel sent to me by God?
I once received a call from a stranger in the middle of the night. The other party didn’t say anything. Listening to his quiet breathing, I knew it was Shen Rin. I called for 30 seconds. I said I had nothing to do and hung up. Then he talked to me. I could
hear that he had drunk too much. He asked me, “How are you, Xiaohui?”?
“Xiaohui, I miss you so much. Her daughter and I were born. It’s very cute. When I hold her, I always wonder if it would be more cute if it were our daughter. Xiaohui, I regret it. I love you. I’m sorry..” He said a lot of words back and forth, many, many, I just know that he had fallen in love with me, he also wanted to live with me for a lifetime, but everything is too late, perhaps, we are destined after all.
I told him, “Shen Rin, everything is over. I wish you happiness.”.
Two years later, Wei Chao and I got married. When we got married, I received an anonymous gift. It was a photo taken standing on a glass trestle. I knew it was sent by Shen Lin. That year, after watching Ex 3, I asked him what to do if he broke up with me. He said that he would be punished to stand on a glass trestle for a day. He was scared to death by fear of heights.
I put the photo in the deepest part of the drawer and let it be dust-laden forever, together with my youth.
Later, when Wei Chao and I went to a restaurant for dinner, the waiter pointed at me and said, “Ah!”! It’s you! Only then did I know that on that summer day many years ago, Shen Lin crushed the glass and wanted to fight with General Manager Liu who took advantage of me.
But some people are like this, even if they are separated for a short time, they are separated again. Wei Chao asked me if I regretted leaving the man who worked so hard for me. I shook my head and put my arms around him: I don’t regret it, because I have you now. The
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