Stay! Doomsday sorrow goes against the current into a river
! Meng Ba killed my parents and sister in the three years after the outbreak of the Doomsday Survi
vor Zombie.
I used my body to please Meng Ba, climbing and rolling in the pile of corpses, gaining his trust, just for revenge.
Finally, I joined hands with Jiang He to kill Meng Ba.
But we lost.
Meng Ba smiled and asked the river to choose one.
To let my wife, whom I haven’t seen for three years, die?
Or let the girlfriend who has accompanied him through life and death for three years die? The
river’s painful eyes told me his choice.
But before he could say it, Meng Ba smashed the woman with a baseball bat.
Meng Ba squatted down and said to me, “See, I am the only one who loves you.” During the three years
with Meng Ba, I witnessed what a cruel man he was.
His face is always full of smiles, and his speech is always gentle.
But no one will associate him with the word “good man.”.
The only thing that’s not afraid of him may be the baseball bat he carries in his hand. The baseball bat, which
was bloodstained and tied with wire, was given a ridiculous name by him-Little White Rabbit.
At this point, the “little white rabbit” was placed in the corner by him.
He never washed the blood on it, so the corner was stained reddish brown by the blood dripping down over the years.
“Why did you come back so late today?” Meng Ba turned his back to me and was frying eggs. The aroma of
eggs lingered, and he sprinkled scallions on it.
My body is still full of the stench of blood from zombies, which is out of tune with this warm scene, and this is where I often feel fragmented. Three years after the
end of the world, the social order has long disappeared, and the surviving human beings in this city have established several bases to exchange resources according to their own advantages.
But the “Jishi Army” led by Meng Ba never exchanged resources with others. He only plundered.
If you don’t want to be destroyed by the “Jishi Army,” you can provide supplies.
And these eggs and scallions were all “offered” from other bases, and I personally went there to get them. There were old people and children in the
base, and they watched us take away half of the vegetables, meat and eggs.
Because there is no weapon, there is no way.
Who let Meng Ba’s original “Jishi Army” be a gang of mercenaries licking blood at the edge of a knife, and later occupied the most advantageous Arsenal. Within
three years, all the resistance was solved by Meng Ba.
And I’m numb.
I thought I lived for revenge, and witnessed the failure of resistance again and again, I can not help but think, can I do it? What’s the point of my life
if I can’t get revenge?
“Why are you still in a daze?” Meng Ba’s voice brought me back to reality.
He had put the eggs on the plate and came to me with the plate.
“We found a new camp today. It took some time to negotiate.” I replied.
“But I heard Yeh Chi say that you were resting in the car at that time.” As he spoke, he took his time eating the eggs. As soon as my
mood is tight, I try to control my mood not to be seen by Meng Ba.
I hastened to explain, “I’ve been a little tired recently, and I’m not feeling very well.”
“If you don’t feel well, go to the infirmary. Health is the most important thing.” Meng Ba’s tone did not seem to know anything.
Then he handed me a fork and asked me to comment on his fried eggs.
I took it over and ate only a small bite.
Meng Pa smiled and said, “Is it really uncomfortable?”? Eat so little.
His hand came and stroked my face. Caught off
guard, my body was more honest than my heart, and I dodged back.
And then Meng Ba pinched my chin and asked me to look up. I looked at his face, his dark eyes and his still raised lips.
I ate the egg he stuffed in, chewed it up and swallowed it.
He patted me on the face with satisfaction and asked me to go down to take a shower and come to his room in the evening. On the way
back to my room, I met Ye Qi.
He seemed to be waiting for me on purpose, but I needed to be alone now, but Ye Qi grabbed my arm and dragged me to the stairwell.
Loosen it! Let Meng Ba know that you’re pulling and pulling with me. Do you still want this arm? I cursed.
Yeh Chi released his hand and said in a low voice, “I know you saw the river today, but I advise you to recognize your identity.”
“Bah!” I slapped him on the right side of his face, which had been disfigured by the iron.
“Even you can persuade me. You should have accompanied my sister to her death long ago.”
Yes, Ye Qi is my brother-in-law. My sister died
two years ago, and he is still alive, just like me, he is Meng Ba’s running dog, watching me by the way.
Back in the room, under the special hot water, tears flowed down the blood scale, and my mind was full of Ye Qi’s words.
Yes, no matter what happened before, I am Meng Ba’s bitch now.
However, the river is my river, ah, is my love for eight years, the promise of a lifetime of rivers ah. The experience of
three years is so tragic that my memory of the zombie crisis before it broke out has become blurred.
Today, I saw the river in the new camp, which reminded me of the plain but beautiful days before.
I have known Jianghe High School for eight years. When
the zombie crisis broke out, he was on a business trip in another city, communication was destroyed, and contact was cut off from then on.
I fled with my sister, my brother-in-law and my parents, and we were lucky enough to hide in a sparsely populated warehouse with enough food to eat for a year or two.
But mother’s health has been very bad, the medicine in the warehouse ran out, the three of us ventured to the city to find medicine.
When we went back, we saw a burned warehouse and two zombies tied to a tree.
The two zombies were cut off limbs, one of them lying on the other zombie. The lower body of the
zombie was eaten to the bones, and the upper body was tied tightly. We recognized
their unspoiled faces as our parents.
The Jishijun came. They robbed our supplies and killed the parents who resisted.
Watch them turn into corpses and let them eat each other. Life on the
run gradually makes us realize that the most terrible thing is not those slow-moving rotting corpses, but the same kind of people who kill each other. The three of
us lived in the forest for several months until we met Meng Ba’s Jishijun. The three of
us were kneeling on the ground, surrounded by men with guns and foul language.
My sister and I were chin-lifted by a man wearing leather gloves, and a teasing voice said, “So it’s two little beauties.” The sun shook me palpitation
that day, just as it does now.
I woke up from a light sleep, and the sudden brightness made my eyes hurt.
Meng Ba stood in front of me facing the light, wearing only a bath towel, and he spread out his hands to apologize.
“Sorry to wake you. You can go back to sleep.” Of course
I wouldn’t go on sleeping. I sat up straight, a little regretful that I had fallen asleep in Meng Ba’s room.
I’m not talking in my sleep, am I? For
two years, I went back to my room after sleeping with Meng Ba.
He didn’t trust me, and I was more worried about cursing him in my sleep.
He sat down on the sofa opposite me, with his legs apart and his hands on his knees, as if he wanted to talk to me.
“You’re really not in good shape. Don’t you have anything to say to me?”
I looked at Meng Ba’s face. His eyes were big and black, which was rare among men. Under his straight nose was a proper smile. He always tried to make himself a gentleman.
But he couldn’t find it himself. His eyes had no temperature, and there was a secret and extreme madness.
I answered him with action, went up and took his face in my hands, closed my eyes and kissed his lips.
The whole process was silent and fierce, but he never got tired of it and was happy to hurt me.
My sister said that I was a very tolerant child since I was a child, and I would not cry even if I fell down and rubbed off a piece of skin.
I have been enduring it all the time, no matter how painful it is.
But today I thought of the river. In a trance, I said softly, “It hurts.” I was stunned when I
said it, afraid that Meng Ba would get angry without warning.
Miraculously, he ran down my spine, broke my head, looked me in the eye and asked, “Where does it hurt?”
I put his hand on my lower abdomen and turned his face stubbornly.
Meng Ba asked me again what was wrong, and I knew I had to give an answer this time. After a moment’s
hesitation, I said, “I hate Yeh Chi.”
Meng Ba raised his eyebrows and said, “He’s your brother-in-law. Didn’t you have a deep friendship before?” Instead of answering,
I got up and dressed. As if compromising,
he stopped my waist from behind, put his chin on my shoulder socket, and gently tore and kissed my cheek.
“If you hate him, hate him. Just don’t let him go with you on the next mission.”
I know that the goal has been achieved, and it is not good to push my luck.
The gate opened and the truck started right away.
I sat in the passenger seat, my fingers tapping the gun in my hand unconsciously, praying that the car would go quickly.
But what he was afraid of came, and when the car was about to drive out, he was suddenly stopped.
I clenched the gun in my hand.
“Yo, baby, you look really nice today.” Meng Ba whistled playfully and came over with his little white rabbit.
“They were all taken from the supply office. I don’t see any difference.” I’m a little unnatural.
“You didn’t wear this light color before.” Meng Ba, still chewing gum in his mouth, looked at me from top to bottom.
Even though I’m thick-skinned and the base knows about my relationship with him, I still feel like I’ve been raped in public.
He suddenly held out his hand to my chest.
I raised my hand and smacked him on the back of the hand.
Meng Pa didn’t get angry. He just raised a broken eyebrow and smiled. “His temper is still that bad.”
Then he lifted my collar and turned toward his truck. “Baby,”
he said as he walked, “next time, don’t let it slip.”
The motorcade burst into laughter. With an expressionless face,
I stretched out my arm and smashed the door with the butt of my gun, shouting at the motorcade behind me: “Come on, let’s go!”
For this degree of molestation, I used to feel ashamed and angry to death, but in this world where morality and law have all collapsed, chastity and shame are nothing at all, and strength is the absolute power to survive. There was a small wave of zombies coming towards the motorcade
on the road.
I saw that the quantity was not much and there was no need to waste ammunition, so I commanded a group of people to get out of the car and solve it directly with a knife. The weapons
I called my hands were two knives with long forearms, which were still inlaid with rubies on the handle when they were displayed on the counter.
But as works of art, they are now most commonly inserted into the heads of zombies by me.
Even though I was careful about the distance, some foul blood spattered on my clothes.
I’m a little sorry that I changed this dress with the points of the task. I
couldn’t see the river in the best image. Thinking of this, I laughed at myself.
What time is it? Still thinking about this. As long as people die
in this world, they will become zombies unless their brains are gone.
So these zombies like to never kill the general wandering around, in such a world, alive to meet is a great happiness, but also care about what image?
Today is the date of the base where the river is located. I specially asked Meng Ba to transfer Ye Qi, which is also the purpose.
“The river is gone, and they have gone out to look for supplies.” The woman in front of him was firm and steady, with a teenage boy beside him.
“It doesn’t matter if he’s not here. The most important thing is that you know you’re still short of supplies.” I played with the knife in my hand, and the woman took a step back to protect the child.
The woman said, “It was because they didn’t have enough that they went out to look for it.”
I looked at the players behind me, and they were willing to see those who violated the rules punished.
Generally speaking, there is blood here, but I look at the old and sick left in this base.
I know that Jiang He has always been a responsible person, and even now, his humanity has not disappeared.
“Go to their house and carry back whatever you can use.” I told my men. For a time,
the community was full of swearing, smashing and crying. Before I
left, I told this woman that if it wasn’t enough next time, it wouldn’t be the price.
In the rearview mirror, I saw the woman clench her fists. He is
also a person who can do things.
I think she looks like my sister. On the way
back, news suddenly came from the walkie-talkie that a sentry tower of the Jishi Army had been attacked and we were asked to support it.
My heart moved, isn’t that the sentry tower that Meng Ba went to inspect today?
If you don’t go to support, will Meng Ba die like this?
But when I saw the driver who had turned without my orders and the team members who were already loading, I felt that I was thinking too much.
Meng Ba’s personality charm is so strong that he is their God for these bloodthirsty believers. When
we arrived, the sound of the gun had entered the sentry tower.
Here is a prison, the ground terrain is complex, because there is gunfire, so has attracted a lot of zombies around. After
dealing with the outside zombies, we finally went into the yard.
A few familiar faces have turned into zombies, I neatly solve, but disappointed is not to see Meng eight.
The power system was destroyed, and it was dark inside in the evening.
Inside has also entered a lot of zombies, after solving a corridor of zombies, teammates are all scattered.
I was in the corner of the second floor. The window was broken. I looked out carefully through the gap, but I saw someone I didn’t expect.
Rivers.
His body was covered with blood, and there were several people around him, who should be the ones they went out to look for supplies.
It turned out that what they were thinking was that if they killed Meng Ba, they wouldn’t have to confess.
A bold idea suddenly flashed into my mind, go down and join the river now, and leave here with them! Now
that Meng Ba is missing and the Jishi Army is leaderless, we will flee far away and never come back.
The thought made my hands tremble.
Just as I was about to stand up and rush to the river, a hand rested on my shoulder.
“You know them?”
Constantly rising tone, who else could it be.
I closed my eyes and took a deep breath and looked at Meng Ba.
He did not look very well, with some wounds on his face, a knife wound in his abdomen, and a half-cut arrow in his calf, but what remained unchanged was his calm state.
The little white rabbit touched the ground, and he half leaned on it, as if he were in his hometown.
“That’s the group from the new base. I saw them last time.”
Meng Pa sneered, “I didn’t think he was so bold. That’s the river, isn’t it? He did this to me.” He drew on the wound as
he inhaled, and then he grinned a little.
I went up to look at his wound. The arrow did not penetrate his leg bone. It was estimated that the distance was too far.
He was an archer before. If only he had been a little closer and killed Meng Ba with one arrow.
I was standing behind him and noticed that he didn’t have a gun. The reason why
he leaned on the little white rabbit was that the leg that was shot by the arrow could not walk.
Looking at Meng Ba’s defenseless back, I slowly raised the gun, although only one shot, but as long as the shooting head, he will die.
“Baby, don’t look at my back. Look here.”
Meng Ba suddenly opened his mouth and slightly opened his leather jacket, which contained four or five grenades, one of which was held by his thumb.
“You are a madman.” I took a step away from him.
This is their own development of the earth explosives, very unstable, did not expect Meng eight actually wear on their own body.
Meng Ba shrugged his shoulders and spread out his hands. “I’ve always had good luck,” he said.
He held out his hand for me to hold him. I thought twice. Even if I ran faster, the bomb was powerful enough to blow up the place. Reluctantly,
I took his weight and groped my way out. Even if
Meng Ba is so miserable now, he will not destroy his nature as a bastard.
“Honey, I find you have a special charm when I look at you from this angle.”
I tugged at my collar. “Don’t call me baby.”
“Is that called a little flower?”
My name is Hua Ling. My sister used to call me “Little Flower.” I was silent for a second when I heard this.
“Call me baby.”
Meng Ba chuckled and said, “I’ll call you Little Flower, Little Flower.”.
Suddenly, I saw my sister, who was crushed to the ground, tearing her heart out and shouting at me, “Little Flower, run.” The scene.
At the end of my patience, I pushed Meng Ba to the ground. He was defenseless and hit the ground. He
raised his eyes, full of hostility, with the blood on his face, looking much more horrible than zombies.
At that moment, a shot was fired at the bar next to me, followed by several crossbow bolts.
At the moment I turned around, a crossbow shot me in the shoulder, and I fell forward and fell on Meng Ba.
It’s the river. They’re coming. In
a flash of lightning, I have only one thought, today I and the river can not accompany Meng Ba to be killed together. Enduring the sharp pain in my shoulder,
I pushed Meng Ba hard into the bar, handed him the gun on my body, and then turned around and prepared to go.
Meng Pa covered the wound in his abdomen and grabbed my hand. For the first time, he looked so anxious. “What are you doing?”
“I’ll distract them.”
I broke his hand violently, and he refused to let go, as if to pull my arm off.
Then I kicked open a door and ran quickly to the other side of the passage, and they followed me.
I faintly heard Meng Ba’s voice. “Don’t go!” As
the candle flickered, I looked at the river’s face.
His handsome face had changed a lot, and now he was struggling to clean up the scratches on his back with water.
I went up and took the veil from his hand.
As if he didn’t expect me to be so close, he suddenly leaned back and said with an embarrassed smile, “You also have a wound on your shoulder. I’d better do it myself.” The moment we met
in the woods, the surprise in his eyes when he saw me could not be faked.
But I always feel that we have a lot of estrangement now, maybe because we haven’t seen each other for three years, which is normal.
Lingling, how have you been these three years? Why is it there?
When everyone had treated the wound, the river asked.
My three years.. They are all in Jishijun. I said hesitantly.
Sure enough, Jianghe’s teammates all showed an alert look.
“You don’t have to worry about me.” I looked at the river.
“Won’t you tell them who I am?”
He looked at me and then at my teammate. “She’s my wife. We lost contact three years ago.” Most of
his teammates looked at each other, but said nothing.
Seeing this, I know there must be something I don’t know.
But at this time, the overall situation is important, and I can only put aside the matter with the river. I’ve seen too much resistance in
the past three years, and the team of the river is the closest to success.
The river has the ability, his team relies on the trust to maintain, the strength is not vulgar.
Maybe this is the chance I’ve been waiting for.
I told the river that this time they were bound to be retaliated by Meng Ba.
But Meng Ba will not do things to exterminate, what he wants is to have the ability to give him the base, will leave their backbone team life.
“What about the others?” Someone asked me.
I shook my head. “I don’t know.”
“If you want to live, surrender this time.” I said softly.
“No matter what other people do, only if you live will Meng Ba die.”
Jiang Jiang stared at me in disbelief. “Hua Ling, you look exactly like them now.” I have often seen
his eyes like this, but it is the first time that I feel worried because of such scrutiny.
I clenched the handle of the knife and kept silent.
“How do I know you really want to help us?” Some people question it.
I got up and said, “My sister and my parents all died because of the Jishijun. I lived to kill Meng Ba.”
Then I turned around and went out, ready to go back to the base. “I’m sorry, Lingling,” he said with a look of deep sorrow as the
river ran after him.
I looked at him, that pair of eyes completely different from Meng Ba, with human nature.
“I believe in you and you will succeed.”
I walked out of the forest alone. The night was dangerous. I had a shoulder injury. After dealing with several zombies, the coagulated blood gushed out again.
My head was sweating and I should have a fever. When I couldn’t hold on, I finally saw a familiar vehicle on the road.
Clenching my teeth, I inserted the untreated arrow a few more minutes and walked that way. One second before
I fainted, I seemed to see Meng Ba limping towards me. The wound on
his leg was not treated, and when he knelt down and picked me up, the arrow in his leg was broken.
What a lunatic.
But three years ago, Meng Ba was even more crazy than he is now.
At that time, Meng Ba caught the three of us and threw my sister and me into his harem, and Ye Qi was forced to join the Jishi Army. The seven or eight women in
his harem were all beauties he had collected. They were fat and thin. They really regarded themselves as local emperors.
Sister’s appearance and character is his favorite, fierce and tough, he threatened my life to let my sister voluntarily commit to him. At that time,
I was so fragile that every time I saw the pinch marks on my sister’s neck and the slap marks on her face, I would cry, and my sister comforted me with her injuries and would take me out.
Later, she finally found a chance to escape with me and Ye Qi.
Run faster, run faster..
“Little flower, don’t look, don’t look!”
“Are you awake, little flower?”
I opened my eyes in a daze, and what I saw was Meng Ba’s big face.
His unshaven hair, which was usually brushed naked with pomade, now hung on his forehead, and his eyes were bloodshot, like a tramp who had not slept for days and nights.
I closed my eyes again in disgust. When I woke up
again, I was lying on the bed in the infirmary, and the doctor said I had slept for two days.
“Two days?” I quickly propped myself up and asked Meng Ba where he was now?
“Several bombs were dropped on the new base yesterday, and soon Meng Ba will set out to accept their surrender.” I
didn’t have time to think about it, so I put on my clothes and went to find Meng Ba.
Meng Ba is standing on the high platform to do the final mobilization, this time the sentry tower was attacked, many of his own people were killed and wounded, he needs to use the same blood to comfort his members. When
he saw me, he came towards me.
Meng Ba is now in a good state of mind, completely unable to see what he looked like in front of my hospital bed a few days ago. I
secretly cry in my heart, it’s really a disaster for a thousand years!
“Baby, you’re awake at the right time. I’ll take you to see a good show now.”
“I’m not going.” Why should I go to see him insult the river.
Meng Ba didn’t care about my answer at all. He put his arms around me and kissed me loudly on my face.
“Baby, this is a show for you.” Before
departure, I caught a glimpse of them attracting zombies with their voices and driving them all into the truck. Feeling
more and more uneasy, I asked Meng Ba how he was going to punish them.
He narrowed his eyes, hissed, and pressed my head forcefully against his shoulder.
“You go to bed first, and I’ll call you when I see the play.”
I had not recovered from a serious illness and felt dizzy. Under the turbulence of the car, I fell asleep slowly on Meng Ba’s shoulder.
During this sleep, I had nightmares again and again. I dreamed that the river was killed by Meng Ba, and the screams came in bursts. I woke up
suddenly and lay on my side in the back seat of the car covered with clothes.
The screams were real, too, coming from outside, mixed with laughter and clapping.
I opened the car door and went out, and the scene outside was like a slaughterhouse.
Through the railings of the gate, the streets of the community, which should have been clean, were full of human remains, and zombies passed through them, emitting a stench.
Meng Ba stood on the roof of the car and aimed his sniper rifle in.
“Why are you locked out?” He said doubtfully.
The next second he shot through the door lock, crowded in the doorway of the zombies rushed in, will be too late to escape inside the people disemboweled.
Meng Ba whistled and jumped out of the car and walked over to me. “I didn’t wake you up because you slept so well, but you didn’t miss it either.”
“What a pity! Just now we made a bet to see if he could make it to the door, but I lost.”
I looked at him coldly. He looked calm and relaxed. He seemed to be talking about not a living life, but a bug on the road. The way
he looked at me, his expression suddenly fell silent, and his dark pupils, like some kind of animal lurking in the dark, stared at me motionless.
“My dear, don’t look at me like that.”
Meng Ba smiled again and walked up to me, stroking my eyes.
Then, as if nothing had happened, he took my hand and led me to the other side.
The river is the place where they kneel. It was Ye Qi who held the
gun against the river. When he saw me, there was a warning in his eyes. I
don’t need him to remind me, and I will never let Meng Ba notice my relationship with the river. As expected
, Meng Ba will not be exterminated, but will give an unforgettable lesson to those who resist him. The lesson
he taught the river was to let him watch the old, weak, sick and disabled people he protected die in front of him.
“River, you should thank me that I have saved your lives.” When
the river heard Meng Ba’s words, his eyes were red, his hands clenched tightly, and he said nothing.
Meng Pa was very satisfied with his performance. “There’s one more thing. When it’s done, I’ll forgive your mistakes.”
Immediately, he took me, who had been standing behind me, into his arms, put a pistol in my hand and opened the safety bolt for me.
“You shot my woman. It won’t matter if she hits her, eh?” When I
heard Meng Ba’s words, I looked up at the river, but the river lowered his head, and I couldn’t see his expression clearly. I
don’t know if I’m lucky or miserable. I had to fire
the gun, but I couldn’t do it.
Meng Ba completely embraced me from behind and put his hand on my hand.
“You’ve been weak lately.”
Meng Ba pressed my index finger and helped me fire the gun. My
hand trembled and I couldn’t bear to look again. The
woman kneeling beside the river suddenly rushed up, hugged the river, put her hand on his injured shoulder, and cried. On the way
back, I looked in the rearview mirror. The
river and the woman hugged and comforted her, and I recognized that it was the woman who confronted me that day.
The irrepressible sadness spread from the bottom of my heart, and I had to try my best to control the tears, but the trembling on my body could not stop. Sure enough,
Meng Pa noticed, but he seemed to have misunderstood my reaction. “Do you envy me?”.
“No.”
“Don’t pretend, don’t you do the same to me?” Meng Ba smiled cynically. I
don’t speak, I’m silent.
“I mean..” Meng Ba suddenly came to my ear.
“If you are envious, we can get married.”
I opened my eyes wide and couldn’t believe my ears. I really couldn’t think of any connection between these two things. Meng Ba had a problem with his brain.
“I don’t envy.” I repeat again.
Meng Ba was silent for a moment, as if he were thinking.
When I thought he was finally finished, he suddenly had something on his waist. I
lowered my eyes. It was a gun.
“Say you agree.” Meng Ba said softly, as if lingering.
“I agree.” I said word by word. The gun on
my waist slowly moved away and was replaced by Meng Ba’s hand. He opened the corner of my clothes and got in.
“Worship heaven and earth.”
Meng Ba took my hand and bowed out.
“Second worship in the high hall.”
Ye Qi stood in front with a bracelet and a small white rabbit.
My parents and sister are all dead, and Ye Qi is barely half of my family. The bracelet
he took belonged to Meng Ba’s mother. Meng Ba said that her mother was so dissolute that even his mother didn’t know who Meng Ba’s biological father was.
He looked at it and thought that the little white rabbit was a good match for his mother, and this was his high hall.
“Husband and wife worship each other.” Meng Ba and
I bowed to each other.
“Send in..”
“Wait, aren’t you a foreign priest? Give me another foreign wedding.” Meng Ba suddenly said.
“Don’t you see that my woman is wearing a wedding dress?”
The foreign old man with a big beard was a little frightened. He was a priest, but he was called to preside over such a wedding.
Now I ask for another one. How can there be two styles for a wedding?
But he cleared his throat and said, “Do you take this man to be your river and marry him?”
“Love him in sickness and in health, for richer or for poorer, or for any other reason, take care of him, honor him, accept him, and be faithful to him until the end of your days.”
Meng Ba stared at me as if to burn a hole through my veil.
“I do.” I spoke helplessly, hoping to end the farce quickly. Meng Ba went to the wedding dress shop in the city to get the wedding dress
on his body. It was hard to find a clean one. Finally, he pulled this one out of the box.
But it’s too small for me. It’s choking me. Do
you take this woman to be your wife and to enter into marriage with her? No matter what Before
the priest had finished speaking, Meng Ba rushed to answer, “I do.”
“Then I officially declare that you are husband and wife.” The priest also saw that Meng Ba just wanted to hear this sentence.
“Good, good!” Meng Ba laughed, and the people standing at the bottom clapped their hands and shouted, “Send to the bridal chamber.”
Meng Ba was so elated that he picked me up.
His leg injury is not good, walking a little limp, my head hit him on the chest of other big flower brooch, he said before watching TV series men with a big flower on the chest, he is now without one. The
people at the bottom all heckled, and I looked at Ye Qi’s eyes and felt humiliated. I married Jiang He
that year, and my parents and sister were still there, but now I am not divorced, but I continue to get married again, and I am still an enemy.
This evening Meng Ba was in particularly high spirits. He stroked my hair over and over again and sighed, “You should look better with long hair.”
“Really? My sister has long hair.”
Sure enough, his face turned black at once. I
just couldn’t bear to see how happy he was, so I deliberately tried to stab him again. “I really didn’t see the wedding of you and those wives.”
“Are you jealous?” Meng Ba walked around a strand of my hair with interest.
“They’re already dead.”
Yes, Meng Ba’s warmth and patience will not be given to anyone, including his harem.
Think that obeying him is the talisman of survival in the end of the world?
Meng Ba’s interest was inexplicable. I never saw those women again. I guess they died long ago. When I heard it with my own ears
today, I still felt cold all over. I didn’t find my sister’s body again. Forgetting my fear of him,
I turned over and rode on him and strangled him.
“Why did you live so long when they were all dead?”
Meng Ba held my wrist, and my hand would be broken if I tried harder.
He slapped me down on the bed, and in an instant I saw stars on my head, my face was burning, and my tongue tasted sweet.
“This is my wedding day. Don’t ask for bad luck.” Meng Ba pulled my hair and raised my face.
“Who do you think you are, trying to annoy me?” My
hair was pulled tighter and tighter. I held my hair in my hands, and physiological tears flowed out. “I am nothing.”
Meng Ba was satisfied with my answer. He released me and I fell back on the bed.
He licked his fangs lightly, put his hands on the side of my face, lay down face to face and said to me, “You are my wife, say.”
I looked at him, with inorganic eyes, black pupils almost occupying the whole eye socket, and a row of white teeth in his open mouth, as if he could tear my throat open at any time.
“I am your wife.” I say.
Becoming Meng Ba’s wife and receiving this “honor” does not make me special at this base.
Just let me lie with him and have a legal name, but where is the “law” nowadays?
I was puzzled by his strange behavior, which made me more cautious. For the
next month or two, I had no more contact with rivers, and every day I lived the same life as before.
I am still out of the task, to the city to search for resources, to the various bases patrol, cleaning up the zombies on the road.
But recently, I have seen Meng Ba more frequently.
Out of the mission, the route always coincides with him, which makes me already tired of dealing with the spirit of zombies more highly nervous.
In the evening, I was either asked to cook or listen to his bullshit about the world. Torturing me
at night and following me during the day, I was under the double pressure of body and mind, and finally fell ill under my expectation.
I thought I didn’t have to deal with Meng Ba if I was sick and didn’t have a task, but when I saw the man who came into my room with an apple in his hand, I sighed in my heart.
I coughed a few times to show that I had a sore throat and didn’t want to talk.
Meng Ba did not open his mouth, but played with the apple up and down, pacing around the room. Just
when I wanted to remind him that if he wanted to take a walk, there were plenty of places outside, Meng Ba suddenly spoke.
“I heard Yeh Chi say it’s your birthday in a few days.”
I was surprised that Ye Qi would say this to him, but I nodded.
Meng Ba stopped the movement of his hand, stepped over and sat beside my bed, took a knife and began to peel.
“Do you want anything for your birthday?”
“Hmm?” I didn’t expect him to ask.
Meng Ba put the peeled apples in my hand and turned a bunch of whole peels around on the knife. He asked again, “I can give you anything.”
At that moment, perhaps a flash of inspiration, a bold idea came to my mind.
I pretended to be depressed. “I want to see my parents.”
He stared at me. “Is it that simple?”
“I want you to go with me.”
Why? Let me confess?
I bowed my head and played with the naked apple. “Shouldn’t the son-in-law meet his father-in-law and mother-in-law?”
When I threw the apple back, Meng Pai grabbed it and took a bite. “Good,” he said with a smile. There are only a few days left
before my birthday. These days, I have been in my room without going out because of my illness. The walkie-talkie is under the sink. I adjust the frequency and pray that the river will be connected quickly.
We agreed to use the walkie-talkie, but after what happened, I’m not sure the people in the river still believe me.
Sure enough, after linking the walkie-talkie, there was a quarrel.
I heard someone say, “You saw her the other day. What’s her relationship with Meng Ba?”
I explained succinctly that Meng Ba and I would not bring many people to the place where we were going on my birthday, and they would go to ambush ahead of time.
“River, are you all right?”
“All right.”
“Then be careful.”
“Well, you too.”
After that, I waited for the river to ask me about Meng Ba, but he didn’t ask.
I wanted to ask him and the woman, but I opened my mouth and closed it.
Suddenly I heard something outside. I quickly hid the walkie-talkie in the sink and went to the peephole to look out. There was nothing. There was no sign of the door being opened.
I always feel uneasy, maybe I should cancel this plan, but if I miss such a good time, I don’t know when the next time will be.
This uneasiness continued into the morning of the plan.
But fortunately, there was nothing unusual about Meng Ba. Today, he was gorgeously dressed. His red leather jacket was tightly wrapped around his muscular body. He was nearly 1.9 meters tall and sat in the driver’s seat. It seemed that the whole space was cramped.
On the way, he was a little silent, which made me nervous, but after a while he began to talk nonsense, as usual, and I secretly prayed for success.
At that time, my sister and I killed my parents who had become zombies and buried them under the woods above the slope. What we thought at that time was that the location was backed by the woods and the terrain was high. Even if we came back in a few years, it would be easy to distinguish. This is the perfect spot for an ambush
right now. I’m guessing they’re in the woods. Everyone else
was waiting on the side of the road, and Meng Ba and I walked that way.
Although I didn’t come to see my parents this time, I stumbled when I saw the simple earthen tomb.
Meng Ba supported me, and it was rare that he did not speak at such a time.
I knelt in front of the tomb and straightened the circle of stones around the tomb. I really had no face to come here. My sister had been dead for so long, but I brought my enemies.
But soon, Meng Ba will die. I want my parents to see how Meng Ba died.
“My surname is Meng because my mother hooked up with a rich old man named Meng a few days ago, and she wanted to take me to recognize her.”
“As soon as she got to the gate, she was beaten up. Later, when she wanted to make a fortune, she called me Meng Fa, but when people called her a bitch, they called me Meng Ba.”
“Later, she called me a son of a bitch and tried to kill me with a knife, but she was brought down by her own bottle of wine.” Meng Ba crouched beside me and pulled my palm out of the clasped ground.
“The broken glass plunged into her chest, and I just stood there and watched, waiting for her last breath.”
I’m not interested in hearing about his miserable childhood. There are many people in the world who are more miserable than him, but not everyone has become such a cruel person as him.
I wanted to take my hand out of his palm, and I really didn’t want to hold hands with him at the grave of my parents.
But Meng Pa just looked into the distance and continued to talk to himself. “Even my own mother I could watch her die. How do you think I should deal with someone who betrays me?”.
I looked at him with a tremor in my heart. “What do you mean?”
Meng Ba stared at me with a half-smile. “I’ve never trusted anyone before or since those ridiculous rotting corpses appeared.”
“But believe it or not, I believed in you.”
At this point, I have noticed that something is wrong, why they have not appeared for so long.
I shook off his hand and tried to run into the woods.
But Meng Ba pinched my neck directly from behind, and his eyes were about to crack, but he laughed very happily.
“Come on, little flower, I’ll show you your beautiful river.”
Meng Ba grabbed my hair all the way, dragged me to the roadside, and saw a group of people kneeling on the roadside like last time, pointing to the river or Ye Qi.
I know it’s over. It must be Ye Qi who told the secret. There was someone outside that day.
I was so sad that I knelt down on the ground. Everything was over. I was going to die before I succeeded in revenge.
“Meng Ba, you kill me. This is all my plan. It’s none of the other people’s business at the base, and it’s none of Hua Ling’s business.” The
river is righteous. When
Meng Ba heard this, he burst out laughing and went to the side of a member of the river team. Without any warning, he picked up the little white rabbit and blew up the head.
Once it didn’t break completely, then again.
Blood spattered everywhere, and I now know the reason why he wore red today. After
he picked two more people to vent, he came to me with a little white rabbit stained with blood foam. I think I’m the next one. I hope he will try harder and let me die at once.
But he just put the white rabbit against my chin and made me look up. The sun is so big
today, just like when I first saw him, his face was blurred.
“Little Flower, do you know that bigamy is against the law?”
“Bah! I never married you.” I stared at him fiercely, and this may be my last time.
“Why, he is your river and you love him?”
“That’s right.” As if hearing something funny,
Meng Ba grabbed me and lifted me to the river to show me the woman beside him.
“You love him, does he love you?”
Meng Ba gave Jiang He a knife. “Kill Xiaohua or the lady beside you, and I’ll let all of you go. Keep your word.”
The woman cried, “Jiang he, kill me and then take care of Ming Ming.”
The river hugged the woman and shook his head. As
time went by, Meng Ba urged, “There’s still a minute to go, or I’ll kill all your people.”.
“River.” I murmured.
The river turned to look at me, and his eyes were full of tears, from which I saw the pain and struggle.
He said, “I’m sorry.”
I understand what he means. He has always been a responsible person. Only in three years, his sense of responsibility has been given to others.
I do not hate the river, I only hate Meng Ba, hate Ye Qi, but also hate my own incompetence.
The river got up and approached me with a knife. I lowered my eyes, but the next second there was a rapid cry that had not yet come out, and the blood sprayed on my face at close range.
The woman’s head is broken.
Meng Pa laughs, “It’s so fragile. One stroke and you’re dead.” Everyone
was still in a daze, and the river was the first to react. He knelt on the ground and held the woman with only her trunk in his arms and cried. “You see, I am the only one who loves you,”
Meng Ba said to me as he squatted down in the red of blood.
The sun was already at its highest, my eyes were covered with blood, and my ears were buzzing. All the voices
around me feel noisy, and I feel that my soul is gone at this moment.
“River, remember that your new wife and others died because of her. Remember to hate her.” Meng Ba pointed at me and said to the river.
I looked hard at Meng Ba, as if I had seen him for the first time. He was happy in the color of blood. He even hummed a ditty when he saw us in pain. He stayed out of our grief like watching a play.
It turned out that I had underestimated his cruelty.
At that moment, my blood condensed to the extreme and roared at Meng Ba.
“Meng Ba, I’ll kill you! I’ll kill you!”
Meng Ba easily subdued me and patted me on the face. “How could I forget you, little flower? You’re the one who made the biggest mistake, aren’t you?”
He tied up my hands and feet and threw them into the car and asked Ye Qi to let them go. He wanted to take me to a place.
I curled up in the back seat, thinking about how to escape, because Meng Ba could always think of the most cruel way to punish him.
Unfortunately, soon Meng Ba’s car crashed into many zombies and took me into a swamp.
“If you kowtow to me now and admit that you are my wife, I will forgive you.”
“I will never be your wife.”
Meng Ba suddenly stepped forward and grabbed me by the collar, as if to find any meaning of admitting mistakes in my eyes, but no.
He resumed his ridiculous gentlemanly manner, took a gun from his lap, and threw it into the swamp.
He pointed to the swamp full of fog and zombies and said as if to forgive me, “You go and find this gun intact, and I will spare you.”
I was unmoved. “Why don’t you just kill me?”
“Or I will kill them.” I
had no choice. I stepped into the swamp, unarmed. The zombies
here are trapped in the swamp, but as long as their brains are not rotten, they will be frantically looking for a popular place with a biting tooth.
I searched for the gun in the swamp, and the zombies around me became more and more excited. Some of them tore off their lower bodies, leaving only their upper bodies coming at me.
Fortunately, I felt a knife on a zombie, and what flowed out of the knife was the brown pus of organ decay mixed with the smell of swamp fermentation.
I feel I must find it as soon as possible, or the poisonous miasma will be enough to poison me to death.
When I fought my way to the bottom of the swamp, I finally found the gun.
After I got the heavy gun, I suddenly thought, why didn’t I die here.
I have no chance, no chance of revenge, sister, parents are dead, I should die, they wait for me too long.
I pointed the gun at my temple, but then the sad look of the river came back to my mind.
Even though I am no longer the one he loves now, I still can’t watch him die because of me. He found salvation in his dark life.
Because of me, Meng Ba put out the light, and I still want to protect the existing hope in my life, even if he no longer loves me now.
I am forcing myself to accept this fact every minute and every second.
I put down the gun, all the way to support that belief, but also killed back.
Meng Ba seemed to be sleeping against the car. As I was about to throw the gun at him, he suddenly said, “I thought you wouldn’t come back. It’s probably best if you’re dead.”
“Don’t give me any nonsense. You’ll do what you say.”
Meng Ba opened his eyes. “I’ll give you a chance. Take the gun in your hand and kill me.”
“That’s what you said.”
I pulled the trigger without hesitation.
Unfortunately, Meng Pa didn’t die. There were no bullets in the gun. He clapped his legs and laughed. “The little flower is still so easy to cheat.”
“You failed my test again.” Meng Ba picked up another gun, his face seemed to cry and laugh, and pulled the safety bolt.
“I promised you to release the river, but I didn’t promise to release you.”
I don’t care. I drop the gun and face my final outcome with a calm attitude.
He fired, and I felt a sharp pain in my neck, and the moment I fell into darkness, I was completely relieved.
I never thought I’d wake up.
When I opened my eyes again and saw the familiar roof, I just felt tired.
I seem to have lost all confidence in life, no longer go out to work, just lie in bed to sleep, wake up to eat, do not eat to continue to sleep.
Meng Ba dropped a sentence: “If you die, the river will die.” He never came to see me again.
I don’t know what his purpose is. Do you think he hasn’t tortured me to his satisfaction?
If that were the case, he would have won, and my spirit would have broken long ago. After
a month, the wound on my neck has scabbed over.
Meng Ba said he missed. Why did he miss? Why should I continue to suffer in this world?
Today’s sun seems to be particularly good, I stretched out my hand to open a gap in the curtain, the strong sunlight came in and hurt my eyes.
Behind him came Yeh Chi’s voice, “Why are you so thin?”
I did not look back, nor did I talk to him. I was extremely disappointed with Ye Qi.
But Ye Qi seemed to be very attentive today. He put a blanket on me and brought me a glass of water. I felt something under the glass.
I took the cup away, and under it was a piece of paper.
When I opened it, it said that the river had United several base people to continue to resist, and Ye Qi would meet them from the inside, and they had made a lot of plans.
I threw the paper back into Ye Qi’s hand, not sure if this was another test for Meng Ba.
Ye Qi took out another thing from his pocket and put it into my hand. “Don’t you want to avenge your sister?”
I looked down and saw that it was a necklace that I had made for my sister on her birthday. There can’t be another one in the
world. I remember when she died, the necklace didn’t come off.
“Where did you get it?” The necklace was made of stone and smelled rancid.
“The swamp you went to that day. That’s where your sister was left.” Ye Qi dodged my eyes.
“You always knew, you always knew!” I stood up angrily and grabbed him by the collar.
Yeh Chi pulled my hand away. “I don’t know. Meng Ba asked me to bring it to you today.”
He threw the necklace to me and leaned close to me again. “If you decide, put an apple in the window.” I was the only one left in the
room. I took the necklace and experienced the pain of the awl heart again.
Originally my heart has not died, Meng Ba once again put the knife mercilessly into it.
It turned out that my sister was in that swamp. Maybe I killed her again, and all this was Meng Ba.
Meng Ba wants me to be worse than dead so that he can appreciate my pain.
Why should he win? Why should he win.
As long as I am alive, as long as I have a glimmer of hope, whether it is true or not, I will block everything this time.
I began to eat on time, pacing my room slowly to relieve my muscle discomfort, and by the time I could walk a few steps without panting, my neck was almost fine.
I walked out the door, ready to continue the mission.
At first, everyone looked at me in disbelief, probably thinking that it was impossible for me to be here alive.
I ignored all the searching eyes, or as usual out of the mission, take points for things.
I saw Meng Ba several times from a distance, and he actually began to grow a beard, which neutralized his evil temperament, but made him even more surly and tough. He
just stared at me for a little while when he saw me for the first time, and then he just passed me when he came across.
He seemed to have completely forgotten that I was here alone and that everything had happened before us.
I didn’t feel anything, I just enjoyed the only quiet time in the past three years, but Ye Qi was in a hurry.
Besides you, who else has ever been closest to him? If we can’t get the code to the Arsenal, even if we go in, Meng Ba can blow us up.
I looked at Ye Qi, and there were more wounds on his face.
Because of my reasons, he is no longer Meng Ba’s reuse, but often vent his anger to him, perhaps to see him die, often sent him to do the most dangerous task.
“Did you love my sister?” I looked into the distance and asked him softly.
Ye Qi didn’t hear clearly, and I didn’t want to repeat it again.
I still remember the shy young man when my sister first brought him to see me, and the man who tried desperately to protect us regardless of his own life and death when the end broke out.
But now when I look at him carefully, he is just a middle-aged man with a fat face, no different from other men in the Jishi Army.
He defected this time not because he had a guilty conscience, but because he was forced to choose.
“Yes, as soon as possible.” I replied and got on the bus. The mission this
time is to go to the base of the river, collect tribute and search for guns. Everyone in the
team knew what had happened between me and the river, and they guarded me so tightly that they confiscated my guns.
I don’t care. I just want to make sure of one thing this time. The
last time I came to Jianghe Base, I saw a B-mode ultrasound machine in the room.
When the doctor at the river base told me that I was three months pregnant, I was not surprised. After
the end of the world, I was afraid all day long, and my period never came again. Later, I was not pregnant with Meng Ba for two years.
But on the eve of my failed mission with the river organization, I found blood on my underwear and began to nausea from time to time, which made me have a bad feeling.
But the child appeared at the wrong time and with the wrong person. What I thought
at that time was that if the mission was successful, what was the use of keeping Meng Ba’s evil seed.
If the mission fails, I’m dead, and I don’t have to worry about the baby in my belly.
In any case, I will not give birth to Meng Ba’s seed, he will inherit Meng Ba’s abnormal genes.
And now, unexpectedly, the child is of use.
I touched my stomach and sighed. It’s not easy to live. Don’t blame me for using you, my child. When I
left, I saw the river. He was so haggard that he had white hair.
He looked at me and turned his head. I threw an apple to him and turned to get on the bus. On the way
back, I was still thinking about how to tell Meng Ba about the child without being so abrupt?
Unexpectedly, a sudden brake, the car actually stopped.
“How dare you go looking for the river!” Meng Ba’s furious voice came from outside the window. Before
I opened my mouth, Meng Ba opened the car door and pulled me down. His eyes were bloodshot, and it was obvious that he was angry.
I just noticed that he didn’t seem to be able to act like a gentleman in front of me anymore.
I pulled him aside, and his expression was strange, as if it was a magical thing for me to hold his hand.
“I’ve already spared you once. Don’t you know..”
The next second, he looked at me in disbelief. I had never seen such a look on his face.
You.. Impossible.
I pressed his hand on my stomach and said with certainty, “There is a B-mode ultrasound machine in the base over there. I have tested it.”
“Impossible.” Meng Pa murmured, his expression changing from doubt to seriousness. He shook off my hand. “You’re lying to me again.”
Meng Ba paced back and forth, restless.
Suddenly, he grabbed my arm and was about to take me to the car.
But as if he had thought of something, he slowed down, pressed me on the passenger seat, and even fastened my seat belt.
He drove the car to the base of the river, all the way with a grim expression. I wanted to say something, but he shouted at me to shut up. The accelerator
under his feet was like his enemy, and he stepped on it fiercely.
When he grabbed the doctor and asked him to test me again, his frowning brows slowly unfolded, but soon twisted into a piece.
I looked at his expression as if he wanted to shout at me, but he opened his mouth several times and then closed it.
I’m calm. He needs some time to come to terms. When he
pulled me out, he hit the river hard with his shoulder. Returning
again, this time he drove much more slowly, and I saw that his mood seemed to have stabilized and he was thinking about opening his mouth.
“I can get rid of it and go to the drugstore to find some medicine to try.”
He did not speak, and his jaw line was tight.
Perhaps it was the pregnancy, and I began to feel sleepy, but suddenly I heard Meng Ba say, “You just know.”
I answered unconsciously, “Know what?”
You know I don’t want to kill you, you know I can’t kill this child, you know … I treat you..
I woke up. “Mmm.”
I knew from the moment I woke up in the hospital bed that Meng Ba could not miss unless he didn’t want to.
How come? How ridiculous that a brute should have the ability to love.
“***, I ***ing like you?”
Meng Ba clapped the steering wheel violently, and the harsh whistle sounded on the road.
Meng Ba parked his car on the side of the road and slammed the door with a bang.
This series of actions sent out a lot of movement, will be attracted to the nearby zombies.
Meng Ba first shot all the bullets of a shuttle, and then picked up the little white rabbit to smash the zombies one after another. I sat in the car and watched him go crazy, without any waves in my heart.
Finally, the zombies on the road were almost cleared, and he came to the car.
When I handed him the towel, he wiped his face at random and paused for a long time before starting the car. His right hand held mine all the
way.
Since then, Meng Ba and I seem to have started a new mode of getting along with each other very tacitly.
He no longer asked me to go on a mission, but asked me to wait for him at the base.
I’m too free. Sometimes I’ll wait for him to come back and fry an egg for him.
But more often than not, I just walk aimlessly around the base and then sit in one place until sunset. Every time
Meng Ba went out to play, he would look for me everywhere, and when he found me, he would take me back.
He always said, “Why are you getting thinner and thinner when you are pregnant?”.
I know my physical condition, even if Meng Ba frequently went out to find nutritional medicine for me, but it is only a drop in the bucket.
My body is getting thinner and thinner, to the appearance of skin and bones, but the belly is bulging day by day.
I jokingly told Meng Ba, “I look very much like Gollum, the character in a previous movie.”
Meng Ba said he hadn’t seen it. I gave him a description, but he hugged me and said, “It doesn’t look like it at all. I’ll let you and the child be safe.”
He asked me, “What was your father like?”
I really recall for a long time to remember, as if my father has become the last zombie in my memory.
I said, “He will lift me up, take me to the amusement park, and buy me a doll to comfort me when I fall.”
Two days later, Meng Ba brought me back a doll that had not been opened.
After brushing off the dust on it, he took it and put it beside me, saying that it was prepared for the child.
I thought I was just living quietly, but when Ye Qi pushed me to bask in the sun, he told me that I had done a good job.
I’m confused. I don’t think there’s been any change in the base recently.
Ye Qi said that in order to find nutrients and medicines for me, Meng Ba used all the team members and killed whoever found the least.
He made the team members think he was crazy. There was an undercurrent in the base recently, and everyone was in a panic. After all, whoever had the ability to sit in that position in the end of the world.
I covered half of the sunlight on my face with my hands. Through my fingers, I saw the sun hanging high, but it was not warm at all, like the lamp in the refrigerator.
Does love change people so much?
Physical condition is getting worse and worse, I began to frequent morning sickness, vomiting until only acid water, can not eat anything, legs and feet began to swell.
Meng Ba took me to live in his house. I think it’s hard for me to move now. He really doesn’t have to guard against me.
At night, I think of the night, he picked me up and put me on the toilet, I asked him to go out and wait, but he still opened the door half.
Lying on the bed, I closed my eyes, but I felt Meng Ba’s eyes staring at my abdomen all the time.
I heard him say, “Would you be all right without this child?”
“I will die.” I answered lightly.
The month has been so big, and now there is no modern medical technology, forced abortion I will die immediately.
He did not speak again and straightened the pillow on my feet to make me more comfortable.
The next day, Meng Ba said he would give me a surprise, a special gift.
He took me to the empty area behind the base and pointed to the two newly built graves.
“This is your parents’ and this is your sister’s.”
Meng Ba shook my shoulder and said, “It will be very convenient for you to come and see them later.”
I looked at the bones that Meng Ba had dug up by force, and there was a surge of disgust in my heart, which had been suppressed for so many days.
I looked at his face, and he seemed to be waiting for my praise and gratitude. Why would
I do that?
I thank him for killing my parents and my sister? For the first time,
I felt that I could not play the illusion of love and concubines. Don’t open your face and don’t speak.
Meng Ba kicked the tombstone in front of him irritably. “Do you blame me?”? They are so weak that even if I don’t kill them, they will die later.
“As long as you’re happy.”
I just want to go back to bed.
I know.
Meng Ba does not really understand love, he is just performing love. The morning before the
plan began, I woke up early.
Looking at the bedside, Meng Ba had already gone out. There was a fried egg on
the bedside table. Meng Ba said angrily a few days ago that now some bases are becoming more and more ignorant, and the eggs are being sent less and less. He would like to see if it is true or false.
If it is false, he will take out the egg of the person in charge and feed it to himself. More and more,
he showed me his undisguised side, and I found that he was not always as calm as he was in front of outsiders.
Instead, he was more irritable and angry, and when he smiled, he was hiding his violent heart.
I also know more and more that his cruelty does not come from malice to others, but purely that he just treats the world like this.
This is even more terrible, because he will never know his mistake, and what he thinks is the truth is quite different from what we think.
He doesn’t think it’s wrong to kill and torture people. He just thinks it’s just a way to treat people.
And this way helped him build the kingdom.
He was also afraid of death, afraid that his men would betray him.
So the room Meng Ba chose from the beginning was in the innermost warehouse of the Arsenal, with a thick iron door outside. Another place
in this room is the storage point of the Arsenal, which is opened by a mechanical lock. Only Meng Ba knows the password, and a large amount of explosives are stored inside.
If you don’t rob this Arsenal, Meng Ba’s team will always have a chance to win.
Meng Ba took me to this Arsenal a few days ago and told me the password.
Without any preparation, he said it directly.
I’ve racked my brain trying to figure out a lot of ways to get the password, but now he told me so easily.
I asked him directly, “Why did you tell me?”
Meng Pa continued to rub my waist. He told me, “The people at the bottom are restless recently. If anything happens, they will run here.”
“Aren’t you afraid that I will betray you?”
He seemed to hear something incredible, “Who else is there with you?”? Yetchi? Rivers? Don’t you know that they all hate you?
I shook my head and smiled.
They hate me, but they want something more.
And I, even if they hate me, I never have a grudge against them in my heart.
Because the only purpose of my life now is revenge, as long as they can help me, what does it matter if they use me?
Meng Ba couldn’t figure out this relationship. He thought that time would destroy my yearning for my family and that blood would deter my desire for revenge, but it wouldn’t.
I sat on the bed, holding my stomach from dawn until dark.
Meng Ba finally came back. The blood on his body was not his.
As he washed the newly brought fruit, he said, “There are a lot of people to deal with this time, so the delay is too long.”
Another base was slaughtered, and the day before the plan, I sighed silently in my heart.
Do you know? Little flower. Meng Ba suddenly stopped what he was doing and turned his hand to the counter to look at me.
“Someone told me that Yeh Chi and the river were very close.”
At that moment, my blood seemed to freeze and my brain seemed to be hit hard.
Our plan failed again. It failed again.
“I’ll check in the morning.” Meng Ba shook the little white rabbit in his hand and tried to wave it.
“How long do you think Yeh Chi and Jiang He’s brains will last?”
“I don’t know.” All I have left is words.
Meng Ba cut the fruit in front of me, watched me eat it piece by piece, and then brought me the nutrient solution to drink up.
I stiffly accepted his service, and kept thinking, did Meng Ba know everything, or was it just a guess?
I was lying on the bed, and he knelt down beside me and pinched my leg, and I said, “I..”
“Don’t say it.” Meng Ba interrupted me.
“Tomorrow morning I will kill them both. From now on it will be just the two of us, no, three of us. We will be the closest people in the world.”
He bent down to listen to my stomach again. My fetus was supposed to have some fetal movement this month, but there was no movement. Maybe it was a stillbirth.
Meng Ba listened for a long time, but there was no sound.
But he touched my stomach and said, “Flower, can you feel the child?”
I was still silent, and he lay down and embraced me from behind, enclosing me in a protective gesture.
“I thought I was letting you go because of the baby, but now I just want you to live.”
“If I can be born safely, I will be a good father, or a good river, okay, little flower?”
He lay on my shoulder and neck, and the hot breath formed a sticky mist that stuck to my body.
I didn’t answer. After thinking for a while, I said, “I’ve already given her a name. Let’s call her Hua Yue.”
My sister’s name is Hua Yue.
Meng Ba did not like me to mention my sister, after all, he personally strangled her in front of me.
I thought he would be furious, but Meng Ba was silent for a moment and said, “Yes.”.
Hearing this, I turned around and touched his hair for the first time.
At this moment, I am no longer Hua Ling, he is not Meng Ba, we are just the parents of the child in this belly. As
his breathing calmed down, I carefully reached out a hand and pulled out a small bag of powder from the pillow.
This is what Ye Qi gave me two days ago, saying that it was the poison they brought from the river, and asked me to find out if I could put it in Meng Ba’s food.
Unfortunately, Meng Ba was too strict with me, because the people in the base were floating, he made any food by himself, and he took away the sharp instruments in the room.
Meng Ba’s sleep is also very shallow. Every time I have a nightmare, as long as I move a little, he will open his eyes immediately.
But fortunately, he didn’t do anything today.
I held this small bag of poison to my mouth, and yes, I was going to use it for myself.
I can’t open Meng Ba’s mouth and pour it to him. Tomorrow morning he will kill the river, and all hope is gone.
And I made a decision on this last night. The zombie virus in
this world will be infected as soon as people die.
If I eat enough of this, and the effect is fast enough, I can turn into a zombie and bite Meng Ba before he wakes up.
The poison was unsealed. I held the bag in my mouth and gently grinded the bag with my teeth. The poison slowly seeped into my mouth.
Too bitter, really too bitter, as the saliva melted into my throat, brought a burning pain.
I do not know how long, when my cheeks are sour, the bag is finally empty. The colic
from my stomach and the sweet smell that slowly came up told me that the medicine had begun.
I turned around and buried my head in Meng Ba’s arms. He woke up immediately, but only when I turned over as usual, he hugged me and went back to sleep.
This posture allows me to bite Meng Ba as much as possible at the moment of my corpse change.
I clenched my fists and endured the feeling of intestines rotting through my stomach. My nails had sunk into my palms and my tongue had been bitten by me, but soon I couldn’t feel the blood flowing from my tongue or from my stomach.
Before I lost consciousness completely, I saw my sister again.
On that day, the three of us ran away and were caught by Meng Ba. In order to humiliate Ye Qi,
he let his men bully his sister. In order to punish me, he strangled my sister alive. Ye Qi and
I knelt there and watched what my sister had suffered.
My sister said to me, “Run, little flower, run.”
In fact, Meng Ba gave me and Ye Qi a choice at that time. As long as he and I volunteered to die, he would let my sister go.
However, I am too afraid, I am too weak, I am extremely afraid of death.
My sister died, I lived for three years, only to know that death is not the most terrible, living in endless hatred and guilt every day is the most painful.
The last thing that appeared was the river’s face. The last time I saw the river that day, the way he looked at me was hatred.
He may hate why I didn’t die, why Meng Ba didn’t kill me.
I just want to atone for my sins. For my sister, helping the river is also helping myself. There is no one I love in
this world, and those I love and those who love me are waiting for me in another world.
Meng Ba’s face in my heart is like a broken dandelion gradually dispersed, his hatred has gradually disappeared, and the last thing left is that when I first saw him, he raised my chin with leather gloves.
I looked up and saw a man with beautiful Danfeng eyes, thin lips and a row of neat teeth in his smile.
I thought to myself, this man is really beautiful.
Getting darker, getting darker.
I thought to myself, did I like Meng Ba for the first time?
Unfortunately, no one knows, even I know it now.
Well, it doesn’t matter.
I’m too tired here.
Death is not pain, it is relief.
Death is a door, I step over it and get a new life.
River and Ye Qi attack the base that day is particularly smooth, the Arsenal password Hua Ling has told Ye Qi, take the other towers around is only a matter of time.
Just listen to Meng Ba’s men say, that day Meng Ba did not go out, when they opened the door, only the window opened. There was blood all over the
bed, running out of the window and disappearing in the woods.
Hua Ling is missing like Meng Ba.
Jiang he thought that Hua Ling should be killed by Meng Ba, Meng Ba ran away alone, he scolded Meng Ba even killed pregnant women. In
a month’s time, he and Ye Qi reorganized the base and surrendered the nearby towers. In fact, as long as they were told that Meng Ba had escaped, who else would resist.
It’s just that so many people are really difficult to manage, and at this time he has some admiration for Meng Ba, who can manage the rabble of the base and the people of other bases obediently.
That day Ye Qi told him that he had found Meng Ba.
The river arrived and saw Meng Ba kneeling on the ground with a rotting corpse in his arms.
Ye Qi said that when he saw Meng Ba, he was followed by a zombie with a broken hand and no chin, and they shot the zombie first.
Unexpectedly, Meng Ba did not run away, but hugged the zombie.
The river stepped forward and found that the appearance of the zombie could be vaguely recognized as Hua Ling.
“Did you kill Hua Ling?” Ask Meng Ba about the geology of rivers and rivers.
Meng Ba hugged the zombie in his arms and said with a smile, “Look, little flower, he actually said that I killed you.”
He looked up at the river. “She’s missing. Haven’t you looked for her?”
Jiang He realized that although he was angry at Meng Ba for taking Hua Ling away, he had never asked anyone to look for her.
Or even just believe she’s dead.
Meng Ba saw what the river was thinking, and he laughed.
Little Flower, is this the person you want to protect? Why are you always so ridiculous? Ha ha.
Jiang Jiang looked at Meng Ba’s crazy appearance and raised his pistol. “I declare that because of your crime, I sentence you to death.”
Meng Pa laughed even harder. “What do you think you are? You deserve to judge me.”
The river held Meng Ba’s forehead and fired without hesitation.
Meng Ba fell back, the zombie in his arms also leaned back with him, the original Meng Ba has been tightly hooped the waist of the zombie.
The river wants to bury Hua Ling’s body well, but Meng Ba hoops too tightly, cuts off Meng Ba’s arm, and then pulls Hua Ling’s body out.
He found that Hua Ling’s stomach was empty.
They walked along the road into the forest.
There is a small tomb with the word “Hua Yue” written on it.
Ye Qi said it couldn’t be Hua Yue’s. Her bones were buried in the base by Meng Ba.
They dug up the small tomb, inside is a small mutant baby zombie, Ye Qi disposed of the zombie.
How to say, he is also the uncle of this child.
River to deal with all this, standing at the top of the base, suddenly suddenly remembered Hua Ling. Does
he love Hua Ling? Those years might have been.
But does Meng Ba love Hua Ling?
He laughed at himself. How could a man like Meng Ba understand love?
No one knows what happened during that time, and why Meng Ba lived in the woods with Hua Ling, who had become a zombie, this month.
But after all, they’re all dead.
In this world, death may be happier than living.
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