Aren’t you glad you can marry her when
I’m dead?
I played with the wine and made a gesture to drink it.
Ji Fan rushed forward with scarlet eyes and said with a low laugh, “If the princess dares to die, I dare to kill you and his children.”.
He was jealous that I had a child with He Hengchuan for more than a day or two, and he could really do it.
I covered his hand and coaxed him in a soft voice, “I set my husband free. May my husband and his beloved live together for a hundred years and have a house full of children and grandchildren.”.
Wangchuan is over. I fell in love with a monk.
Others say that the four great masters are all empty, and the six roots are pure.
I didn’t believe it, so I invited the teacher of the first brothel in the world to teach.
But I didn’t think about it, so I hit him again.
His name is Ji Fan. It is difficult to distinguish between male and female. He has a pair of charming and charming phoenix eyes. At a glance, he can make people’s scalp crisp and numb.
I have seen him wear women’s clothes, sink fish and fall geese, and smile.
For half a year, my heart and eyes were full of him. He laughed at me for my superficiality when I made love
with him to the death.
I freely admit that I am not only lustful, but also greedy.
He gave me his heart, and he gave me his heart.
One day I tied his hands and teased him, but I couldn’t help him. While his eyes were red and his pain was unbearable, I carelessly played with the broken hair on his chest. “Be my bosom friend on the bed, and I’ll give it to you.”.
You have learned very well.
He licked his dry, crimson lips and laughed to his heart’s content.
My husband cannot be you.
“I turned my back and took off my clothes.” If you want to hear, ask me.
Princess, please.
His voice was hoarse, but it was seductive.
I turned slightly sideways, covered my mouth and chuckled. Husband.
He suddenly broke free and rushed over like crazy, leading me to roll over the soft collapse. “The princess has had enough. It’s my turn.”. What’s wrong with
loving romance and beauty?
Throughout the ages, how many people can really be beautiful and calm?
If I am greedy for Ji Fan, I will be greedy enough to enjoy myself.
My father and mother had a long talk with me several times, but when they saw that I didn’t change, they simply let me go.
The princess in the emperor, but is the tool to contain the powerful minister, the tool is good, good use is secondary.
Two Ji Fan is a restless person, every three or five will go to the brothel to see if the waist of those girls is fat, the skin is yellow.
He was so demanding that many wrinkles on the girl’s neck could not escape his eyes.
The moon was bright and the stars were rare. Ji Fan paced slowly from outside to the room and sat in the candlelight, winking at me. My
heart moved and I was about to pull at his belt when he pursed his red lips and sighed with emotion, “My newly trained flower queen sings like a bird and a warbler, and the princess is slightly inferior to her.”. After
being a princess for so many years, I still had the ability to keep my emotions at bay. I turned my head and looked out of the window. Ji Fan, I said, I want your people, and I want your heart. Did you give me your heart?
“His eyes sank.” What does the princess think? I don’t see through
Ji Fan. He is good to everyone, so good that I can’t tell who is the exception.
I don’t guess, if you don’t love me, then no one can love.
“Ji Fan lowered his eyes and smiled and leaned close to me.” How long can princess love me?
“I poked him in the nose with my fingers.” My father has given me a wedding, and He Hengchuan is going to marry into the princess’s mansion.
He Hengchuan cried and shouted that he wanted to marry me. His family was an important official in three Dynasties, and he held the military power. He was the emperor’s son-in-law, and his father wanted him.
Ji Fan smiled, pressed my shoulder with one hand, protected my head with the other hand, and pressed me down on the table.
Princess, will I fall from grace? After
enduring for so long, I was finally able to pull off his belt. I laughed so treacherously. Speaking with strength, this princess is the fairest.
That night, Ji Fan kept coaxing me to call him husband. As I
shouted, I felt a little guilty.
Sanhe Hengchuan conferred the title of emperor’s son-in-law and married into the princess mansion.
Ji Fan’s smile was even brighter than bridegroom’s. I took advantage of the chaos and secretly pinched his waist. “Don’t laugh. I feel a little sad.”.
His pupils suddenly shrank. He looked at me quickly, turned his head, and smiled even more. He charmed many of the guests.
He’s not that happy. When the
couple worshipped each other, I looked at him hiding in the shadow, and I didn’t know why I had such an idea. On the
wedding night, He Hengchuan was a little stiff. He wanted to see me but was afraid to see me.
Seeing him like this, I couldn’t help thinking about what it would be like if it were Ji Fan at the moment.
Ji Fan is gorgeous and dazzling.
He Hengchuan is full of high spring and white snow, and I feel pity for him. He Hengchuan reminded me that I should drink wine when I
was about to win or lose for them.
Holding a glass of wine, wrists crossed, close at hand, breathing can be heard. I
stopped and pressed my face to the side of his face. I asked quite seriously, “In Changfeng’s eyes, what’s so good about Princess Ben? It’s Princess Ben who provokes Changfeng.”?
The princess has a good temper.
He looked sideways at me, and the sparks of candlelight were crushed in the eyes of that pair of peach blossoms, which made people sink. I
lifted my neck and held the wine in my mouth, kissed his lips and poured it into his mouth. The tips of his
ears were brightly colored, and he stepped back slightly. “Princess, that’s not how you drink wine.”.
Drinking together means that husband and wife are one and will never be separated. He values it so much that it seems that he really wants to grow old with me.
But he said I have a good temper, in the end is confused by the illusion.
To truly understand, I’m afraid I’ll regret it.
But it has nothing to do with me.
I walked up to him, followed the etiquette, and drank the wine again.
Finally, I took him by the hand. “My son-in-law, are you ready to go to bed?”?
He picked me up at the waist and walked slowly to the bed. When the
curtain falls, the room is warm and fragrant.
I waited for him to take his next step, but he sat upright on the bed. “The young man Ji was eavesdropping outside the door, and I went to drive him away first.”. At the moment when
he got out of bed, I grabbed him by the sleeve. He Hengchuan, you are the emperor’s son-in-law. You should have a heart. I will serve you again in the future.
He Hengchuan lowered his eyes, hesitated for a moment, and then pursed his lips with a smile. I thought about it seriously, but I don’t have such a mind.
I opened the tent and shouted out of the door, “Husband, go quickly. Tomorrow I’ll tell you the details. Don’t be curious.”. After
a rustle, there was silence.
I climbed up He Hengchuan’s neck, and without doing anything, his body began to heat up, and his white skin turned pink to the naked eye.
The next moment, He Hengchuan, who had always been as gentle as jade, seemed to be a different person. He ate my collarbone fiercely. “Princess, you are my first wife.”. Does
he care about my husband?
I cleared my throat. “You are my son-in-law.”.
You are the emperor’s son-in-law, and he is the husband. There is no conflict between the two.
Si Ji Fan is really considerate. On the second day of
his wedding, he personally went to the vegetable market to buy sheep kidneys, which were steamed and braised in brown sauce. At
the dinner table, He Hengchuan gently put a piece in his mouth and swallowed it without chewing it twice. Seeing this,
I poured a plate of kidneys into Ji Fan’s bowl. “The princess is very pleased to see that you two love each other and live in harmony.”.
Ji Fan rolled his eyes, gently pulled the corners of his lips, and pulled out a fan from his bosom and got up affectedly.
His beauty was so aggressive that it overshadowed all the people present. When will
the princess give me a place?
“Status?”? I really haven’t thought about
that.
When I asked what He Hengchuan meant, he frowned and thought for a while. “What is the relationship between the princess and Prince Ji?”?
He doesn’t know, or is he testing? Ji Fan and
I looked at each other and smiled, and the ambiguous relationship was self-evident.
He lowered his eyes and felt a little sad. “Why don’t you wait until you get into the palace and ask your father and mother?”.
This is a threat. My son-in-law is as gentle as jade. He is a modest gentleman, but he knows how to do this.
I poured another plate of steamed kidneys into his bowl.
The emperor’s son-in-law, eat first, and the rest will be discussed later.
Ji Fan wanted to say something else, but I stopped him with my eyes. Is it not good to love
and eat happily? The people in the
five houses were divided into two groups. One group was fascinated by Ji Fan, and the other group complained for He Hengchuan. I,
on the other hand, am often stabbed in the spine and scolded mercilessly.
My personal servant girl is standing Ji Fan that dial, she always intentionally or unintentionally in front of me to hold high and trample low.
I laughed and asked her what was wrong with He Hengchuan?
She hemmed and hawed for a long time, but did not give a convincing reason.
Like a person, do not like a person, the reason is actually very simple, seriously can not say.
I didn’t continue to embarrass her, but I was interested in going to Xiangguo Temple.
I didn’t bring my son-in-law. I only took Ji Fan. Walking into the Buddha Hall hand in hand
with him, he happened to be chanting sutras hopelessly.
He saluted me, and I nodded faintly, but unconsciously clung closer to Ji Fan.
I haven’t seen hopelessness for nearly a year, and it’s not easy to endure it to this day.
He was thin, and his blue monk’s robe was empty, which added a bit of refined charm.
In the past, the eyes of the deer, without the spirit of agility, like a deep hole, even my favorite hands, are withered and rough. I
turned my head and leisurely looked at the tall and magnificent statue of Buddha. In order not to marry me, my sweetheart escaped into the empty door and converted to Buddha. But Buddha, why don’t you take good care of him?
Ji Fan tugged at my sleeve. “Princess, do you want a sign?”?
Master Hopeless, I have a knot of one mind that I can’t put down. I want to ask the master if there is a way to solve it?
I spoke slowly, holding back a palpitation in my heart, but when I got to the back of the conversation, my voice was tinged with sadness.
Ji Fan’s eyebrows jumped for a moment, and the smile at the corners of his mouth became more and more brilliant.
I avoided his eyes and stared straight at hopelessness. Everything
in the world is hard to let go.
Hopeless, drop your eyelashes and put your hands together. Why didn’t
the Master ask what was in the heart of this palace? Did he dare not?
I stepped forward and pulled the beads on his chest, my eyes blazing.
He lifted his eyes, and Gujing Wubo’s eyes fell quietly on my face. I almost turned around and ran away with a tremor in my
heart.
Birth, old age, illness, death, hatred and hatred, love and separation, can not be sought.
He put his hands together and recited the name of the Buddha in a low voice. All living beings cannot escape the seven sufferings. Only by letting go can they be liberated. Anyone can talk freely about
this, but very few people can do it.
He is one of the very few. Gu Zibai was my childhood sweetheart before I
became a monk. He was the posthumous son of the late general. He was raised in the palace by his father and accompanied by the prince.
I have liked him since I was a child, and I think he is better than anyone else.
But he didn’t like me. I cried and begged him to tell me what was wrong with me. I changed, but he refused to like me.
So, I can only force him.
I asked my father to marry me, but he said that Gu Zibai had no family power behind him and was not worthy of me.
I knelt outside the Imperial Study for a day and a night, and finally my father relented.
Before he could thank him, he heard a message from the eunuch saying that Gu Zibai had gone to the Xiangguo Temple to be tonsured. When
I arrived, his ring scar was all ironed, leaving only hair on the ground.
Up to now, I have treasured a wisp of hair in my house, which is entangled with my hair, which means that I am husband and wife, and I love each other.
Thinking of what had happened, I felt so angry that I grabbed Ji Fan and snuggled into his arms. “The master is still so dull and boring. Go and prepare for the meditation room. Tonight I want to stay with my face.”.
Hopeless, he hung his head and was silent.
I tossed my long sleeve and sneered, “What’s the matter?”?
Afraid that this princess will dirty the pure land of Buddhism? With a smile in her eyes,
Ji Fanfeng put her big hand around my waist and rubbed it gently.
The princess is not afraid of being blamed by the Buddha, so I will accompany the princess to the 18 layers of hell.
“I raised my eyebrows.” Why does the Buddha blame me? I’m just staying here with you to discuss the Buddhist scriptures.
Hopeless, standing like a statue, silently resisting, aroused my interest.
I summoned the abbot and asked him to arrange a meditation room for me next door. It’s
a long night. How about the sound insulation between the two rooms? How
much hopelessness did you hear about the happy voice of Ji Fan and me?
Ji Fan was so tired that he collapsed on the bed. He hooked my little finger and complained pitifully, “Even if the princess doesn’t feel sorry for the abstinent monk, she should feel sorry for me.”.
“I touched his beautiful face, but my eyes looked through him as if I saw another person.” My husband has worked hard.
“He sighed softly.” Your sweetheart has worked hard all night.
A chill crept up my back, and I felt like a cat whose tail had been trampled.
Shut up.
I indulge myself in pleasure, indulge my will, and show my teeth and claws in a busy place.
But in fact, I know better than anyone, whether Gu Zibai or hopeless, I have never put down.
I wanted to pull him down from the altar, but I couldn’t bear him to be rejected by the world.
Then deceive oneself to empathize with Ji Fan, pretend to be romantic, pretend to be obscene, pretend to have nothing to worry about. His eyes were sour and bitter, and his pillow was wet with tears as big as beans.
Baby, don’t cry. I’ll help you forget him.
Ji Fan rolled over and hugged me, clasping my head and burying it in his tight chest.
“Little darling?”?
“I laughed at the name.” It’s so ugly.
“He hugged me even harder and called out relentlessly,” Little baby, little baby, my little baby alone. After
Liu came back from Xiangguo Temple, my relationship with Ji Fan became delicate. It’s
like an ally who keeps a secret together, or a comrade-in-arms who shares the same heart and interests.
He said that to completely forget the hopelessness, the first thing is to be unable to stop with him.
As for how to stop, Ji Fan proved his ability.
I always wonder if this person grew up looking at sex palace pictures, otherwise how could he understand the mystery of this layer so well.
On weekdays, He Hengchuan and I pretended to sing harmoniously and respected each other. He did not blame me for staying in Ji Fan’s room every night, but he refused to give Ji Fan a place. Behind
him in the end is the family of power, I can not excuse, can only be wronged Ji Fan.
Fortunately, Ji Fan doesn’t care. On the day of the
prince’s birthday, He Hengchuan and I went to the East Palace to congratulate him. As soon as we turned into the palace road, we saw that there was no hope.
He walked in haste and had blood on his chest.
I hurriedly shook off He Hengchuan and trotted over to help him. The way
he dodged made me want to laugh.
Am I that annoying to him?
“Your son-in-law, you are also an old friend of Master Hopeless. Take him to be cured. The prince’s brother is there, and I will go by myself.”.
I tried to straighten my back to make myself look more dignified.
Because of this incident, I was drunk at the banquet. When the prince sent me back to the princess’s mansion, He Hengchuan was not there. It was Ji Fan who came to pick me up at the gate of the mansion.
I put my arms around his neck and shouted for him to take me to have fun. When
the servants heard these explicit words, they hung their heads and dared not breathe.
Only Ji Fan, he smiled magnanimously, compared to the stars all over the sky.
Little darling, where I am, is your bliss.
He took me up to the Mochizuki Tower, overlooking the lights of thousands of homes, and told me the love words that all women enjoy.
I tried my best to cooperate with him, pretending to be a young girl in love. I
was so moved that he possessed me and kissed me.
I pushed him away in a panic and ran downstairs like crazy. I
just saw Hopeless and He Hengchuan being chased and killed in the alley across the street.
The lane was tortuous and complicated, and when I arrived, He Hengchuan had his arm cut off in order to save him. I was so
shocked that I picked up a knife and rushed over regardless, killing my eyes red.
The sky suddenly exploded a group of sparks, and the men in black stopped their movements and turned away.
After a while, Ji Fan came, hugged me with weak limbs, and nervously checked my injuries.
I pushed him away and had no strength to stand up, so I could only use all my limbs and crawl to the hopeless side.
He was holding the unconscious He Hengchuan. His face was covered with blood. I couldn’t see his face clearly. Who are the
seven killers? I’ve been investigating for more than half a month, but no progress has been made. The only son of the He
family lost his arm. General He was furious and forced me to drive Ji Fan out of the mansion.
He has been unhappy with the existence of Ji Fan, for He Hengchuan grievance, just take this opportunity to complain.
I didn’t dare to refuse. On the day I sent Ji Fan out of the mansion, he was rarely dressed in white. He was as handsome and elegant as a banished immortal.
But what he said was very vulgar. He leaned on my shoulder and said very seriously, “Little darling, remember to leave the door open for me at night.”.
He Hengchuan has become moody since he was injured, and he often loses his temper with the servants, but no matter how bad his mood is, whenever he sees me, he will certainly talk and laugh.
I asked him why he wanted to save Hopeless. Although he and Hopeless were old acquaintances, they were far from having such a friendship.
He said hopelessly that if he died, he would never be able to compete with a dead man for the position on the apex of my heart.
I can’t help but wonder where I deserve him to like me so much. He said I had a good temper
before, and it was impossible for him not to see me clearly after being together for so long. Is it
difficult for him to be stupid?
He hung his head and said nothing for a long time. When I was wondering if he was going to make some up, he suddenly raised his hand and grabbed my sleeve. He looked at me expectantly and said, “yuan yuan, give me a baby.”.
I felt a shock all over my body and my blood flowed backwards.
There is a secret that no one knows, only my mother knows-I have difficulty conceiving. In
the harem, it was impossible to guard against it. When I was ten years old, I drank the abortion medicine given to my mother by mistake, leaving behind the root of the disease.
My mother was afraid that it would spread out and delay my future marriage, so she hid it.
yuan yuan, when I have a child, my father’s anger will subside.
He gently shook my sleeve and pulled an ingratiating smile out of his mouth.
I don’t have a heart of stone. I don’t love him, but I can’t forget his kindness.
“Well, if you raise your body well, we’ll give birth.”. There was a flash of fire in
his eyes. My body can.
I pulled back my sleeve and turned my back. If
he doesn’t, I need to.
Now that I have promised to give him the child, I have to do my best. After I have done my best, it is still impossible, and I can have a clear conscience.
Eight nights, I sat in the courtyard drinking tea, Ji Fan sat on the courtyard wall dangling his legs.
Except for the wedding night in He Hengchuan, I slept with Ji Fan almost all the time, and I was used to the light aloes on his body. I can’t sleep without
him. After
Ji Fan knew that he had a sleeping effect on me, he showed off to everyone. In front of He Hengchuan, he did not converge.
So after he left the house, he climbed over the wall every night to coax me to sleep, and then climbed over the wall and left after I slept well. The
moon was full and the stars were shining brightly. I looked up at Ji Fan, squinted and smiled cleverly. “Husband, you’ve been working hard these days. Why don’t you have a good rest?” I said.
He raised his eyebrows, propped himself up with one hand, jumped down from the wall, crouched down in front of me, and looked at me with a half-smile. With a guilty conscience,
I laughed even more obsequiously. Holding his thin chin, I coaxed him softly, “I’m going to do something. When it’s done, I’ll carry the big sedan chair eight times to pick you up.”.
He hooked my neck and pulled it down. His forehead was against mine, and his eyes were undisguisedly defensive. Little darling, what bad things are you going to do?
“It’s no big deal,” I said with a dry smile. “It’s just to give birth to the eldest grandson of the Ho family.
He released me and turned his back. The
slender figure was somewhat bleak in the moonlight.
Looking at it, I was distracted, only to feel that his slender waist was so attractive that I couldn’t help hugging him from behind.
His body stiffened and his voice softened. “Can’t you give birth to me?” He asked cautiously? Holding his waist in my arms,
I turned in front of him and looked up at him. Husband, I will give birth to you later.
Ji Fan pushed me away. His eyebrows were full of gloom. He looked at me coldly and turned his back.
He is always pleasant to everyone, but rarely so.
I sighed, “Why don’t I buy you another garden in the capital, three in and three out?”?
Seeing that he was unmoved, I added, “Or if you want something new, I’ll go and find it for you for as much as it costs.”.
“He turned around, his face full of anger, but he smiled brightly.” The princess is so generous. Why don’t you give me your heart. As soon as the
voice fell, he came up and sealed my lips, not giving me any chance to resist. After
a long time, I almost couldn’t hold my body, so he let me go, wiped my swollen and hot lips with his thumb, and said in a low voice, “Little darling, remember to coax me like this in the future.”.
“I nodded hurriedly.” Okay, okay.
He pulled me to the room, but his voice still didn’t sound pleasant. I’ll put you to bed first. Now that
I have promised Ho Heng-chuan to give him a child, I naturally want to give birth to an innocent child of the Ho family, so that no one will question the child’s bloodline.
I stopped and refused to go any further.
Husband, go back and rest. I’ll sleep by myself.
He let go of my hand with a sneer and walked past me in a very handsome way, somewhat childish.
I couldn’t help laughing and saying goodbye to him. At first, he ignored me. He jumped onto the courtyard wall and sighed. He replied, “Drink less tea before going to bed. You have a heavy mind. Do more strenuous work during the day. Maybe you can sleep better at night.”.
I smiled and nodded.
He turned to go, then turned back and resumed his usual dissolute and wanton appearance. “I really couldn’t sleep, so I came to see me.”. The night
without him was really hard, and I stared at the roof all night. So it was on
the second day, and on the third. I
drank a lot of heart-nourishing and tranquilizing decoction, but it didn’t work.
He Hengchuan saw that my eyes were getting darker day by day, so he studied the same sachet as Ji Fan.
He knows I like the smell of Ji Fan.
But unfortunately, the effect is very little.
The taste can be the same, but the feeling is different. On
the fourth day, as I lay in bed again, tossing and turning, scratching my head, the door was suddenly pushed open, and then a red robe flew from the air and covered my face. Startled,
I sat up in bed.
Ji Fan stood in the doorway, his thin lips lightly hooked. “Without me, it’s very uncomfortable.”. When
he said this, his voice was light and full of pride.
I lay down again and hugged his clothes. “Go, go, I seem to be able to fall asleep.”. The
familiar smell penetrated into my nostrils, and my heart, which had been scratched by the cat at that moment, slowly calmed down, and my consciousness began to blur.
Vaguely, someone touched my face and murmured, “I don’t feel good without you, do you know?”? When can you really give your
heart to me?
Baby boy. It is strange to
say that Ji Fan’s insomnia, which was not cured by medicine, was solved by a dress. When Ho Heng-chuan
found out, he smiled a little reluctantly, and his eyebrows and eyes were all lonely. “It’s good to have a good sleep. The princess has lost weight these days.”. He
used to be gentle and considerate, and I could stand it, but since he lost an arm, I have been filled with guilt and can’t wait to have a baby to fulfill his wish.
So every day the doctor pricked me with a silver needle and bled me, and I suffered without complaint.
Conditioning the body is secretly carried out, after all, ordinary women are difficult to conceive are disgraceful, not to mention my grand princess.
I went out with bitter hatred every day and returned home with a pale face.
One day, as soon as he changed his bloody underwear, he was caught by He Hengchuan.
He snatched the clothes from the servant girl’s arms with one hand. His face was a little paler than mine. “Who hurt you?”?
“I was exhausted, but I replied patiently,” I accidentally got it during acupuncture and bloodletting.
Why acupuncture?
He asked.
I closed my eyes to rest, unable to reply, “Beauty and beauty.”.
After half a month with the needle, the doctor told me I could have a try.
I can’t wait to know the result. After dinner, I took He Hengchuan to my room.
I understand that he has only one hand and does everything himself.
Perhaps too active, like a hungry tiger attacking food, frightened him, he actually showed a timid expression. Riding on him,
I was in a dilemma for a moment and laughed angrily.
He pursed his lips and looked at me with a pair of black and bright eyes, which were somewhat pitiful.
“My son-in-law,” I said softly, “it’s better to hit the sun than to choose a day. Let’s have a baby.
He was stunned for a moment. Holding my back in one hand, he rolled over and pressed me under his body.
Princess, I should behave well.
He’s doing okay, but I’m not pregnant.
Looking for a doctor, the doctor only said to try more. I took turns to give He Hengchuan tonic soup, tonic, tonic.. I hope he can stand me trying.
He Hengchuan was also considerate and gave me half of everything, which led to a sudden nosebleed when we were entangled in bed, and the scene was out of control for a time.
I covered his nose, and he blocked my nose.
Heaven pays off, and hard work pays off.
I covered my stomach, said goodbye to the doctor, and ran home happily.
At the sight of He Hengchuan, he couldn’t help laughing out loud.
He didn’t know what was going on and laughed with me.
The emperor’s son-in-law, we have become. I had tears in my
eyes and my voice trembled.
As soon as he jumped three feet high, he clapped his thigh heavily with one hand. His excitement was overflowing, but then his face was full of disappointment. He said cautiously, “Will the princess still come to my room?”?
Seeing him like this, I was speechless for a moment. Knowing that I was in a dilemma,
he quickly eased the atmosphere. “I heard that when you’re pregnant, it’s easy to be greedy. If the princess wants something to eat, we’ll go to the street and buy it.”. After a
few steps, he suddenly thought of something and pulled me to a stop. The princess can’t be tired now. I’d better go and buy it.
He asked me what I wanted to eat, but I couldn’t say, so I let him buy it by himself.
When he came back, he bought all my favorite food.
I was surprised and asked him how he knew me so well.
He rubbed the top of my hair and smiled softly. “I’ve only had you in my heart for ten years, so naturally I’ve been paying attention all the time.”. When did
you fall in love with me?
This question is really puzzling to me. I don’t remember anything about my past with him.
As he peeled the wrappers for me with one hand, he replied, When I was eight years old, I made a mistake and was paraded through the streets by my father, shouting that I was useless.
You came out of nowhere, paraded through the streets with me, shouting together, and deliberately drowned out my voice. As soon as
he said it, I remembered. When I was seven years old
that year, I wandered around with Gu Zibai. When I met this thing, I wanted to take this opportunity to attract Gu Zibai’s attention and be a different woman in his mind.
He Hengchuan shouted that I was useless, and I shouted that I liked Gu Zibai.
It was you who let me know that if I like someone, I should declare it to the world, not hide it.
He Hengchuan put the candy into my mouth. Is it sweet?
So he told the world that he liked me and that he wanted to marry me?
I sighed leisurely. At that time, I only had Gu Zibai in my eyes. How could I remember him.
Is it sweet?
He asked again.
I tugged at his sleeve and nodded heavily.
I told my mother that I was pregnant in the morning, and everyone in the capital knew about it in the afternoon. There was an endless stream of people
coming to the mansion to congratulate him, but he Hengchuan was very busy. While eating all kinds of cakes,
I watched him receive guests in a gentle and courteous manner, which gave me a sense of warmth.
Looking at He Hengchuan’s back and imagining the scene of playing with children in the future, a red shadow flashed in front of my eyes and sat on the tea table next to me.
Congratulations to the princess. I wonder what good words the princess wants to hear?
I’ll make up a few words against my will to make you happy.
Ji Fan put one leg on the ground, one knee bent on the table, and his hands lazily holding his cheeks. He was handsome, romantic, and beautiful.
The guests kept silent like cicadas in cold weather, and their eyes lingered between me and Ji Fan.
He Hengchuan came over and stood in front of me. The sunlight fell on him through the window lattice. The warm light and shadow mottled his side face. I couldn’t see his face clearly, but I noticed that his hand, hidden in his sleeve, clenched into a fist and clucked.
“Ji Childe..” As soon as He Hengchuan opened his mouth, Ji Fan interrupted him with a laugh. “My son-in-law, I have an agreement with the princess. Now the princess should carry me into the mansion in a big sedan chair.”.
He Hengchuan looked down at me. I took a sip of tea, got up slowly, and said to the guests with a smile, “I have something to do with the princess’s house today, so I don’t care about the meal. The princess is very grateful for your kindness. I won’t see you off.”. After
saying that, I took He Hengchuan’s arm and left the hall first. Ji Fan followed me slowly. When I got to
the back garden, I turned around and glared at Ji Fan with my arms akimbo. “Do you have to make me unhappy today?”?
He smiled and his eyes were deep.
The princess said, “I don’t love you and I’m not allowed to love anyone else.” Today I want to ask the princess, “What if I fall in love with someone else?”? What if you
fall in love with someone else?
I swallowed my saliva. “Shall I prepare some dowry for you?”?
He stared at me with a half-smile. So I’m a plaything in the princess’s heart. If
you have a beloved person, you should treat him well. I will not pester you, but will bless you.
I turned my back and stopped looking at him.
In the past, there were all kinds of false feelings, there were plays, but occasionally there were true feelings.
His laughter was broken and scattered with the wind.
He Hengchuan came over and put his arm around my shoulder and said softly, “The wind is strong. Let’s go back to our room and have a rest.”.
I looked up at him and smiled weakly. Remember, I am a heartless man.
The princess just gave her friendship to others.
He smiled softly, and there was a surge of light in his eyes.
Just a few steps away, there was a muffled sound behind him.
Looking back, Ji Fan fell straight to the ground, his eyes closed.
When the doctor came to see him, he knew that his body was covered with whiplash.
Because he was dressed in red, he was covered with blood and could not see it.
I sat on the edge of his bed with mixed feelings. Is
Ji Fan being tortured like this because of me?
Son-in-law, would your father do such a thing?
If you want to say that you don’t like Ji Fan most, it’s the He family.
He Hengchuan shook his head earnestly. My father fought on the battlefield and served in the army all his life. The princess shouldn’t have looked down on him like that.
“I took a deep breath and nodded.” Well, that’s not true. You go out first, and I’ll be here alone.
He Hengchuan’s lips moved for a long time, but after all, he obeyed me and retreated. As soon as
He Hengchuan left, Ji Fan opened his eyes and looked straight at me. His bloodless face added a bit of coolness to him.
The princess is a liar.
He gritted his teeth and said. How did
you get your wound?
I got up, poured him a cup of tea, held his neck, and fed him. After
drinking, he put his hands around my wrists and his eyes stuck to my face quietly, as if he wanted to see through me. Does the princess want to know about
the boudoir? The appeal of
the boudoir tore his flesh and blood?
Is this the taste of the boudoir? Is this the taste of the Palace of Hell.
I snorted, “Since you have enemies outside, stay in the Princess Mansion, and I’ll take care of you.”. What about
my sweetheart?
He looked at me in his spare time, as relaxed as if these horrible wounds on his body were no longer there.
Take it, I’ll raise it. With a wave of my
big hand, I was full of heroism. Smiling ferociously,
he released my hand and gave me a gentle push. “I can bear the pain of my flesh, but I can’t bear the pain of my heart. Go quickly. I’m afraid I’ll die today.”. A needle under the sea in
a man’s heart.. After thoughtfully telling him not to move, I withdrew.
Now, I also have an important thing, that is, to give birth to the life in my body.
Once upon a time, I tried my best to draw warmth from others, just for the sake of the long years, so that I would not sink into the mire alone.
But now, I want to hold my child and take a good look at the world.
Use my meager strength to give “him” warmth and happiness.
He Hengchuan stood at the end of the corridor, with broad shoulders, narrow waist and straight back.
I stepped forward and bumped into his arm. “What are you looking at, son-in-law?”?
He slowly turned around and pressed my shoulder, his eyes shining like a lake wrinkled by the spring breeze. After
looking at me for a long time, he sighed softly, “Father is coming.”. There was a roar
in my ears. My father-in-law, that’s a reckless man. I’ve always been afraid of him. Since I got married, I’ve been able to hide.
He Hengchuan, aware of my resistance, reminded me softly, “Now that you are pregnant, my father will not speak loudly to you.”.
Yes, I’m pregnant with the eldest grandson of the He family. Who am I afraid of.
But unfortunately, He Hengchuan and I were wrong. A reckless man is a reckless man.
I just walked in the door, and he almost made me deaf.
“The princess and the concubine are not finished. Do you have to force the old man to send him to the palace to be a eunuch?”? Old General
He, armed with a golden spear with a tiger’s head, waved it majestically in the air.
He Hengchuan stood in front of me. Father, you will frighten the princess.
I steadied my mind and walked around He Hengchuan to the front. Whether to keep
Ji Fan or not is the freedom of this palace. Is my father-in-law going to stab me in the stomach with this gun?
I looked at him coldly with a belly that did not show.
Ji Fan somehow with me, I naturally want to protect, can not be bullied by others.
The father’s pike danced and hit He Hengchuan in the knee.
He Hengchuan snorted and knelt straight on the ground.
You worthless piece of shit. There are so many women in the world. Do you really want this kind of stuff? Old
General He thumped on the ground with the handle of his gun and gasped for breath. Still breathless, he raised his leg and kicked He Hengchuan on the shoulder.
He Hengchuan shook his body and caught the kick abruptly.
I rushed forward and put my arms out in front of He Hengchuan. “Old man, what kind of stuff is this palace? You can go and discuss it with my father. Don’t rely on your old age and sell your old age here. This palace respects you and respects you. You can’t push your luck. If you touch the men in this palace again, I’ll pull your beard.”.
This long list of words, I said flowing clouds and running water, full of energy.
In front of him, General He stared like a brass bell and his lips moved silently. After a long time, he pointed at me and said excitedly, “This must be a grandson.”. Now it’s my
turn to stare like a brass bell. Why doesn’t
he play by the rules?
He Hengchuan stood up and pulled me behind him. General He waved his hand to him. There was a sudden war at the border. I came here today to say goodbye to you.
When I am calm, I will come back to accompany my grandson. Long after the
old general had left, Ho Heng-chuan was still looking in the direction of his departure, his eyes distant and lonely.
If he hadn’t lost his arm, he might have been able to fight for his father. Now he is confined to a corner and fed by me. Is he very uncomfortable?
He Hengchuan, your son is hungry.
I pushed him.
Okay, what would you like to eat?
He turned around and gently tugged at the corners of his lips. The Shaobing
in Xichengmen.
Now that he has rushed over, he can still say a few more words to General Ho.
He smiled, rubbed the top of my hair, and strode away.
Looking at his back in a hurry, it seems that he has understood my meaning.
I hummed a tune into the house, rubbing my hands gently on my stomach. After
having a child, my temper began to soften, and the whole person was overflowing with maternal love. It feels good. Not long after I
returned to my room, my father suddenly summoned me. The
meeting place is Xiangguo Temple. The
Buddha Hall was filled with incense mist, and the father, dressed in bright yellow, knelt on the futon with his back straight, saying something to ask the Buddha to bless the country and the people and win the war.
Hopeless knelt on the ground behind him, his face expressionless.
I waited at the door for a long time before they came out.
My father patted me on the shoulder and took me and hopelessness to the back hill.
At a precipice, he pointed to the scenery at the foot of the mountain. “Look, these are all my rivers and mountains.”.
I looked at him hopelessly, but when I saw that his face was still expressionless, I simply did not speak to him, leaving my father embarrassed.
yuan yuan, you have the He family behind you. If I die, you must urge the He family to spare no effort to support the new emperor.
My father stared hopelessly, but the words were addressed to me.
I had a bad idea and looked at my father hesitantly.
He patted me on the shoulder. “All you have to do is remember what I said, and you will understand when the time comes.”.
I still wanted to ask, but he let me go first, and his tone was beyond doubt. After a long
walk, I looked back and saw that he was saying something to me, with an excited expression and a pompous action. After
returning home, I had butterflies in my stomach and always felt that something big was going to happen.
In order to ease my mood, I ran to Ji Fan’s room to bicker with him, but found that he was missing.
I asked the people in a hurry, and they all said they didn’t know.
Send someone to look for Ji Fan’s brothel, where he said he didn’t come back.
The uneasiness in my heart quickly magnified. I dragged He Hengchuan’s sleeve to Xiangguo Temple, and hopelessness disappeared. The people in the
temple said that after the father returned to the palace, he disappeared for no reason.
They’re looking, too. We haven’t heard from them yet. My
feet were so weak that I almost didn’t stop.
He Hengchuan held me quickly and hugged me into his arms.
Princess, don’t be afraid. Nothing will happen to you.
His voice was deep and magnetic.
Ho Heng-chuan, Ku Tzu-pai may not like me, but he can’t have anything to do with it.
“I tugged at his collar and said ferociously,” If the man who was assassinated last time dares to touch him again, I will risk my life to pull him out.
He Hengchuan’s pupils shrank, revealing an injured expression, but it was only for a moment that he hid himself.
Master Hopeless, a lucky man has his own destiny. Nothing will happen. I will send the princess back to the mansion to rest first, and then go to find them.
I nodded. Out of the corner of my eye, when I saw He Hengchuan’s broken arm, I couldn’t bear it, but I held back. In the middle of the
night, when there was still no news, I paced back and forth in the courtyard with my coat on.
Suddenly a rough, dry hand covered my mouth and dragged me into the room.
The lights flickered, and the man in black covered my mouth, pressed me against the wall, and then quickly pulled off the black cloth on his face.
It’s Gu Zibai.
Hanging heart slowly fell to the ground, tears suddenly uncontrollably more and more fierce, down the cheek hit his hand. As if he was being burned,
he quickly released me and wiped my face with a mask, not forgetting to threaten me, “Don’t cry.”.
I plunged into his arms and cried more ferociously. Gu Zibai, if you die like this, I will never forget you. You must live well and die when I am tired of you.
He froze and patted me on the back. When my crying subsided, he pushed me away and stepped back in a defensive manner. Laughing at him,
I rubbed my nose and said sarcastically, “You came to me late at night, but you were afraid of me. Why on earth?”?
My son-in-law broke an arm for me, and I came to repay his kindness.
He is concise and comprehensive.
How do you repay a debt of gratitude by making it small for me?
I’m your brother.
He took out a jade pendant from his bosom and threw it to me. My mother was with the emperor when my nominal father was fighting.
I’m not a posthumous child. When
he said this, his expression was thick with disgust, and I saw that my heart was twitching and my mind was blank. Is it disgusting for
a ruler to take away his wife?
He stepped forward and clasped me on the shoulder. I’m such a dirty person that even the Buddha can’t help me.
No wonder that year I shouted in the street that I liked Gu Zibai. He laughed, but later he avoided me and refused me.
No wonder I knelt for a day and a night, and when I got married, he suddenly became a monk.
No wonder he won’t like me. My
feet were floating and I could not stand steadily. He released me and let me fall to the ground. Struggling for a long time
in the chaos of my thoughts, I slowly looked up, my voice dry and ugly, “If it weren’t for my brother, you..” He snapped, “I don’t like it.”.
Before the words were out of his mouth, he had already left the door.
Watching his back disappear in the corner, the last time the strength was drained, I curled up on the ground, silently watching the night.
I know that emperors are ruthless, that fate makes people, that behind the prosperity is full of scars, that under the power are dry bones.. I know so much, but I still feel cold, disappointed and ironic. Why?
I’ve already accepted that he can’t like me in his life, but why did he draw such a terrible ending. As soon as
he Hengchuan saw me lying on the ground like the wind, he picked me up with one hand, put me on the bed, rubbed my cold hands, and asked nervously, “What’s the matter?”? The young man in
front of me has delicate eyebrows and eyes, and is gentle and considerate. Is his kindness to me true or false?
I pushed him away heavily and tucked into the quilt. There was no movement for
a long time. I thought he had gone. When I opened the quilt, I saw that he was still squatting. Is
the princess hungry?
He smiled softly, and the light of the crushed candle jumped in his eyes.
I did not reply, but looked at him warily.
Princess, don’t be afraid. I’m right outside the door. With
that, he stood up, probably because his legs were numb and he stumbled.
Then he hobbled to the door and closed it.
Looking at the dark shadow on the casement, I just feel my heart is heavier.
At this moment, I can’t distinguish anything, and the overwhelming sadness has drowned me.
Twelve spent two days in the princess’s mansion. With a little luck, I went to the palace to ask my mother, who was always virtuous and virtuous.
The mother lowered her eyebrows and wept, twisting her handkerchief, as if she were smiling and weeping. “yuan yuan, mother, I only wish you love yourself the most in your life. It’s good to have a little taste of love.”. It must have taken her half a lifetime to understand
this truth.
I bowed to the ground, and my heart was as dead as ashes. After
leaving the palace, I didn’t want to go back to the mansion. He Hengchuan helped me walk in the capital. When I
passed Mochizuki Tower, someone called me. When I looked back, it was Ji Fan.
He was still dressed in red, holding a folding fan, standing in the crowd, so beautiful that he was out of place.
I waved to him. “Husband, you’re here.”.
He froze, stopped smiling, and walked toward me. Need me
again?
I tugged at the corners of my mouth. Tomorrow is an auspicious day, and I will come to pick you up in a big sedan chair.
When I finished, I looked up at He Hengchuan. His face was shrouded in sunlight, and I couldn’t see his expression clearly.
Son-in-law, be generous.
As long as the princess is happy, I can do whatever I want.
He smiled faintly and raised his hand to rub the top of my hair.
Ji Fan, when you enter my princess’s mansion, you have to never leave me. You have to follow me and make me happy.
If you can’t do it, don’t get on the sedan chair. You only have one chance to choose. With that
, I brushed past him and walked away without looking back.
He Hengchuan is two steps behind me.
The trot followed.
“Grievance?”?
I asked him.
Grievance, but willing to suffer.
He replied. Early
the next morning, before I got up, the sedan chair arrived.
Ji Fan, dressed in red like fire, stood at the head of my bed. As soon as I opened my eyes, I happened to collide with his eyes. His phoenix eyes were deep, and there seemed to be countless sorrows. Do
you despise me like this?
I got up, half knelt on the bed, hooked his neck, and kissed his lips. After
a long time, I blushed and released him. “Have you finished?”?
He held my head and bit my lip out of spite.
Little darling, now you’re better than anyone else in terms of being addictive.
My husband has taught me well.
I pushed him away and called a servant girl to dress me. Can
you sleep without my clothes now?
He searched on my bed and suddenly turned his head, unable to hide his disappointment.
I didn’t reply to him.
Dependence is not a good habit, and it requires good luck to live up to it.
I thought I didn’t have such a good fortune, so I quit. Short pain is better than long pain. During the
meal, He Hengchuan was silent, just bowed his head to eat, and did not pick up food. Ji Fan played with a folding fan and drank a cup of stuffy wine. I got angry
for no reason. I threw down my chopsticks and shouted, “Will you stop being so lifeless and laugh at me?”.
I asked you to come into the house because I wanted to make the day lively.
He Hengchuan and Ji Fan stopped and looked at me. What are you
looking at, you.
“I pointed at Ji Fan.” You went into the mansion after him and called him brother.
“Ji Fan looked at me incredibly, and then looked at He Hengchuan,” Oh, brother Hengchuan.. Please take care of me.
He shrieked in a very sweet voice.
He Hengchuan hurriedly turned his head and frowned.
Are you happy?
Ji Fan smiled and stuffed a piece of meat into my mouth.
I chewed the meat hard, but my eyes were sour for no reason. What
am I? Relying on their kindness to me, I bully them with bad temper.
He Hengchuan sighed, took out his handkerchief and gently wiped away my tears. “There’s no bad news these days. That’s good news. Princess, don’t worry.”.
He thought I was emotional because I couldn’t find it.
I opened his hand and said, “From today on, the new rule in the mansion is that men should eat more than three bowls of rice at every meal.”.
Three bowls of rice?
Ji Fan exclaimed. What kind of man is he if he doesn’t eat
three bowls of rice.
I raised my eyebrows and roared back.
Ji Fan still wants to say what, I hurriedly squeeze out tears, aggrieved to look at him.
He threw his sleeve wide, inserted the folding fan into his belt, raised the bowl angrily, and took a big mouthful of rice.
Day by day, my waist slowly mellow, Ji Fan and He Hengchuan two also follow mellow.
Ji Fan found my careful machine and pulled He Hengchuan to lose weight together.
Also said that the color declines the love to relax, they did not have the good stature, I will look at other men.
They get along well and have the illusion of sympathy.
One day I heard Ji Fan ask He Hengchuan if he could call his second father after the child came out.
He Hengchuan said that if it was a son, it would be OK, but not a daughter.
Ji Fan refused to comply, saying that all sons and women should call their second father.
He Hengchuan said that you were not serious and would lead my daughter astray.
Thirteen six months pregnant, the border to report, the war was defeated, the old general he died a heroic death.
My heart missed a beat. Is the old man who likes to blow his beard and stare gone?
His grandson hasn’t met him yet.
He Hengchuan said nothing, shut himself into the room, the third day, changed the official clothes on the Hall of Golden Bells, asked to go to war.
The princes all said that he was one-armed and could not bear the heavy responsibility. Wearing a military uniform and supported by Ji Fan,
I walked to the hall and stood beside him. “I would like to be the other arm of my son-in-law and go to the battlefield with him.”.
The officials were in a hubbub, and there was no end of discussion. The father emperor on the
high position suddenly coughed incessantly, covering the hand of the mouth to put down, a hand of blood.
The eunuch was in a mess and helped his father into the inner hall to rest. After the doctor’s
diagnosis, his expression was heavy.
The father smiled and asked us to leave, thinking that he had known for a long time.
As soon as I left my father’s bedroom, the prince dragged me to the East Palace by force.
Sister, where is the hopelessness?
He looked at me sharply and refused to let go of a trace of my expression.
I don’t know.
I turned to go.
Sister, if you don’t say anything, it will be too late. My father wants to pass the throne to this bastard.
He took me by the wrist, and his eyes turned crimson.
Pass the throne to the hopeless father, is he crazy? Is
he not afraid of being spurned by future generations and living in infamy for thousands of years?
yuan yuan, be good and tell your brother, okay?
He approached me and laughed ferociously.
The door was kicked open, and it was Ji Fan.
He rushed over like crazy, pushed the prince away, and protected me in his arms.
The prince adjusted his clothes, and his eyes converged with the intention of killing him. “Ji Fan, do you dare to attack this palace?”?
Ji Fan bent his knees and knelt on the ground. Ji Fan didn’t dare.
Had it not been for the last time you took the initiative to let go hopelessly, why would this palace be so passive.
The prince took the whip from the weapon rack next to him, raised it high, and threw it on Ji Fan.
Ji Fan’s red coat immediately showed a dark red.
He seems to be used to it, and he doesn’t even hum. Holding my waist,
I slowly squatted down and pinched Ji Fan’s chin. “Did he hurt you?”? On the day of the
prince’s birthday, Hopeless and He Hengchuan were assassinated. Later, when I arrived, the killer suddenly retreated.
Come to think of it, this is the prince’s self-assertion.
I have mixed feelings, he is the prince, but for me against the prince, in exchange for a body of whip marks.
The prince said with a sneer, “Does my sister feel distressed? So I whipped her ninety-nine and eighty-one times and then bathed her in salt water for half a month.”. Brother
Prince, I have the He family behind me. Even if the old general He dies, his former soldiers will recognize He Hengchuan. If
you are not killed hopelessly, I will not stand on your side, then what should you do?
He raised his whip to hit me, and Ji Fan suddenly stood up and stopped me behind him.
Good sister, don’t threaten me. Ji Fan still has my poison on him.
“The prince snorted and put down his hand.” He is the head of my secret guard. How can I not guard against him?
Say the terms.
I pushed Ji Fan away. In exchange for a
hopeless life.
The prince’s eyes flashed a trace of ferocity. Coming out
of the East Palace, it was past noon.
Long palace road, can not see the end, I led Ji Fan to walk slowly.
Ji Fan, I don’t know how to choose.
I stopped and looked at him quietly.
He flicked me on the forehead. “Baby, I know how to choose. Don’t worry about it.”. Will
you kill hopelessly?
I grabbed him by the sleeve.
Go to the battlefield and give your life to God.
“I stopped my shoulder and smiled fearlessly.” Little baby, He Hengchuan is much smarter than you. He knew I was the prince’s man long ago.
I looked at him doubtfully.
You’re lucky to meet me and Ho Heng-chuan, two blind fools.
“He Hengchuan is right. I can’t kill anyone. I can’t fight for the dead.”. When did
you get along so well with He Hengchuan? You are rivals in love.
His eyes were sour, and as he spoke, his voice began to cry. He and
I are allies, and hopelessness and I are rivals.
“He touched my stomach.” Baby, my allies and I will go to the battlefield, and you will give birth to our children at home.
He Hengchuan stood alone at the gate of the palace. When he saw me coming, he stretched out one hand to me, and the other empty sleeve was flying in the air.
I pulled Ji Fan to him, shook hands with him, and the three of them returned home with great momentum. There were a lot of people pointing
all the way, and Ji Fan and I laughed loudly on purpose.
He Hengchuan was a little shy, with red ears and sweaty hands clasped with my fingers. It is a blessing to go on
like this all one’s life.
Fourteen father emperor agreed to He Hengchuan led the troops to war, along with Gu Zibai.
He was hidden in the palace by his father, and suddenly came out to ask for a decree in front of the officials, killing his father by surprise.
Gu Jiayuan is also a general. The
two generals went to war together, and all the officials supported them. The father emperor was there and had to agree.
The war is imminent, the day before departure, I will embroider two crooked bag of tricks, one hanging on the waist of He Hengchuan, one hanging on the waist of Ji Fan. It was
the first time they had such a tacit understanding, and they all said in unison, “The princess is really good at her craft.”.
He Hengchuan gave me a list of what time I should get up in the morning, what I should do after getting up, what I should eat, and I had to walk around the garden three times after eating.
There are many can not, can not be served, can not jump up and down, can not be emotional, can not go to busy places, and so on, wrote two pages, there is a sentence at the end, can not but think of He Hengchuan. After
Ji Fan saw it, he had to add a sentence in the back-can’t help loving Ji Fan. As
the whole army set out, I grabbed He Hengchuan by the sleeve and whispered, “My son-in-law, I’ll be good. Do you know that you want to come back safely?”?
He scraped my nose and his eyes glistened. yuan yuan, wait for me to come back. After
they left, I was really good, and I did everything I was told. Even the Buddha, who used to disdain to worship, went three times a day. If there was news of victory at the border, I would bathe, burn incense, and recite Buddhist sutras in the Buddha Hall for half a day. Only when there is
nothing we can do, can we place our feelings on faith and seek a sincere spirit. On the day of
giving birth, the war at the border was not over yet. I lay in bed and cursed He Hengchuan and Ji Fan in pain.
Grievance, fear, helplessness, expectation.. In the end, all kinds of emotions were drowned by heart-rending pain. When I was
confused, I heard someone outside the door shouting, “Princess, I have won, I have won.”. As soon as
I was pleased, there was a loud baby cry under me.
Is a daughter, not very good-looking, the mother said that she was still young, and when she grew up, she would look good. When
the child was seven days old, the army returned to the court, but only Ji Fan came back.
He was tanned, and after days on the road, he was travel-stained and lost the beauty of the past.
I leaned against the door of the mansion with my weak body and waved to him, “Husband, you’re back.”.
He rushed over, picked me up at the waist, and strode to the room. You can’t have a draught after confinement. Be careful not to get sick. Why did
you go to see the prince first?
“I climbed up his neck.” Where is the emperor’s son-in-law? Where is Gu Zibai?
Baby, I want to see the baby.
His eyes were dark red, his lips were dry, and his voice was hoarse and almost inaudible.
I lowered my eyes and smiled silently. When he
got to the room, he couldn’t wait to hold the baby. I pushed him away, took out a machete from under my pillow, and put it in my throat. “Ji Fan, you said you wanted to protect him. Where is he?”?
He stared at me with red eyes. Is
the little boy doubting me?
Tell me, why did you come back alone? Why did you come back to see the prince first?
I growled.
Do you think I killed He Hengchuan and Gu Zibai?
“He smiled sadly.” Yes, it’s me, little darling. Your son-in-law is dead, your sweetheart is dead, and my poison is cured. I can pester you and occupy this child all my life.
The child suddenly burst into tears, and I looked at him coldly, unmoved.
Ji Fan was in a hurry and said in a soft voice, “Little darling..” Give me a hug.
I threw down the dagger, picked up the child stiffly and turned my back, refusing to show him.
Get out.
Gu Zibai’s life story was not announced in the end, and he was given the posthumous title of martyr and buried in the ancestral grave of the Gu family.
He Hengchuan had no body. In order to protect Gu Zibai, he was shot by the enemy with a rocket and burned to nothing. When the escort who
followed He Hengchuan told me this, I just felt cold all over. He Hengchuan, a fool, why didn’t he know how to take care of himself? Why didn’t he be selfish? I was waiting for him so obediently, and our daughter, she was also waiting for him. I found out Gu Zibai’s green silk that I had
collected before and burned it in front of He Hengchuan’s tomb.
Ji Fan’s words became less, and he no longer saw everyone with a smile on his face. I knew he was wronged. He went to see the prince, and it was the prince who took the initiative to find him and give him the antidote.
The servant said that Ji Fan once got drunk in the middle of the night and ran to He Hengchuan’s grave and cursed him, saying that he was stupid. He had escaped and ran back to save him hopelessly. Hopeless was that he didn’t want to live. What was there to save.
It was not until the horizon was white that the servants dragged him back.
But I really didn’t have the energy to entangle with him. I almost collapsed when I gave birth to a child. Now I have suffered great sorrow, and my body is declining badly. The doctor said that I was a spent force.
I didn’t apologize to him. He didn’t explain to me. We just got along like nothing happened. When
he knew about my illness, he didn’t like children, and he didn’t even want to look at them.
That day I coughed up a lot of blood again. As he wiped the corners of my mouth, he said with a smile, “The princess is so weak and beautiful.”.
Ji Fan, I remember you have a lover, right?
I looked at him with a smile.
He withdrew his hand. “Yes, there are many, but seeing that you are pitiful and love me so much, I forced myself to follow you.”.
Ji Fan, people can feel death. It’s very close to me.
I pushed him away and went to the pavilion outside the gate of the courtyard, where there was wine prepared in advance.
I want to go my own way, so that I don’t die suddenly and frighten them. Aren’t you glad you can marry her when
I’m dead?
I played with the poison wine and made a gesture to drink it.
Ji Fan rushed forward with scarlet eyes and said with a low laugh, “If the princess dares to die, I dare to kill you and his children.”.
He was jealous that I had a child with He Hengchuan for more than a day or two, and he could really do it.
I covered his hand and coaxed him in a soft voice, “I set my husband free. May my husband and his beloved live together for a hundred years and have a house full of children and grandchildren.”.
I have no lover, and you are the only enemy in my heart.
He growled.
I put down my glass and smiled. “Ji Fan, then you take your daughter away from the royal family. Don’t let her become a tool for the royal family to maintain power. I believe you have the ability to train her to become the most talented and beautiful woman in the world. You will be his father in the future.”.
He put his arms around me and sighed. I’ll take you two with me.
“I nodded.” Husband, let’s bring more money and eat all over the world.
“I held my hand harder.” Well, eat all over the world and make you fat. Now you’re holding my hand.
There was blood spilling from my mouth, and my soul seemed to be torn and gnawed by another force.
It seems that there is no need to drink the wine.
Ji Fan, I’m in pain.
Little baby, little baby, don’t be a stunning woman in the future, just be the happiest girl in the world.
Ji Fan put his arms around my falling body, and his voice was broken.
Good.
I collapsed in his arms and had no strength to open my eyes.
My daughter will be very happy to give him.
I have seen him many times, sneaking to the window to see her, calling her little treasure.
Ji Fan, you live alone in the world, take care of yourself.
May you love yourself the most from now on, and love can be a little bit.
Forget it, I wish you a lover in the side, warm and sincere love, have all the ordinary but precious happiness.
(End). Focus on not getting lost ~
