Huai’an to the north
of the world of mortals to live up to me: crazy criticism of the beauty of love and redemption
, I was secretly in love for a year after the senior Song Yu rejected, accidentally fell into the river. When I woke up
again, I went back to twenty-two years ago.
Accidentally became Song Yu’s father’s blind date.
“You may not know that I have a child with me.” Sung Yu’s father held up his glasses, somewhat apologetically. “If Miss Wang would mind..”
I know too well!
I don’t mind! I love children the most. I will be the stepmother of
Song Yu!
I had a crush on Song Yu from the first time I saw him at the freshman party.
Next, I tried my best to join his club and actively participate in all club activities. I was the first to respond to his call
every time. I was the first to give him water in
every activity.
It can be said to moisten things silently, and gradually Song Yu also had some responses to me.
A year later, Song Yu was about to graduate from his senior year, and I decided to confess to him with the encouragement of my roommate.
But to my surprise, after hearing my confession, Sung Yu slightly frowned and said to me, “Beibei, I have always regarded you as a relative.”
Perhaps my face was too ugly, Sung Yu quickly explained: “The first time I saw you, I thought you were very kind.” It’s like she’s my sister. You’re very kind to me, and it makes me feel like I’m being taken care of by my sister.
？
I’m three years younger than him!
He said I looked like his sister!
I sat by the river and looked at my mobile phone as a mirror for a long time, but I didn’t see that I was as old as his sister.
It was not until an hour later that I saw the official announcement photos sent out by his circle of friends. The girl
he was hanging out with looked at least five years older than me.
Reason tells me that this is not his fault.
But I couldn’t resist throwing the thing in my hand into the river in front of me: “Dog!”
When I came to my senses, I found that what I threw out was the iPhone 14 pro Max 256g dark purple I just grabbed.
I quickly stood up and took a step down the steps, then remembered that I couldn’t swim.
At that moment, all men were forgotten by me.
Only endless tears of regret.
I’ll be damned! I’ll be damned.
It was just an unintentional remark made by me in regret, but I don’t know which busybody pushed me lightly behind me.
That’s all.
I soaked in the cold river water with my iPhone 14 pro Max 256g night purple.
You said this, I.. What is the night purple of iPhone 14 pro Max 256G? After listening to me, my mother, who was eight points similar to me, sat opposite me and asked me.
I heard that my mother was a famous beauty when she was young, but I didn’t think she was more beautiful than I expected.
I sighed and said, “It’s a mobile phone in 22 years.”
Yes.
I wore it 22 years ago.
And all this should be attributed to Song Yu, who scolded my vase and made me fall into the river. The
first person who found me was my mother who passed by the river.
My mother took me home and saw a birthmark on my elbow that was identical to her sister’s that she lost 16 years ago.
In addition, I looked seven or eight points similar to her, and she insisted that I was her sister. After
hearing me say that I was her future daughter, she rummaged through boxes and cupboards with a worried look on her face to find the few money to find a doctor for me.
In order not to let her spend money unjustly, I finally compromised and called her sister. In
this way, I lived at home as an aunt. Everyone in
the neighborhood knew that the little daughter of the Wangs, who had been lost for sixteen years, had actually found herself, and people often came to visit her.
What I didn’t expect was that a matchmaker would come to me.
Just not for me.
“Tell me about you, Hsiu-fen, you’re twenty-two years old, your mother left early, and now that your sister has come back, it’s time to think about personal matters.” The matchmaker sat on the stool, looked at me and then looked at my mother.
At the thought of my father, whom I had never seen before, I quickly put down my red melon seeds and leaned over. The man in
the matchmaker’s mouth is handsome, knowledgeable and rich. In short, he is a man who should only be in heaven and no one else on earth.
The more I listen, the more I feel unreliable.
The most unreliable one is my mother.
It was a matchmaker for her, but she pushed me out.
“It sounds like this person is excellent in every way, and it would be even better if he had a predestined relationship with you.” Before going to the appointment, my mother straightened my collar.
I looked at her. “Then why don’t you?”
She lowered her head slightly, her ears were slightly red, but she didn’t say a word.
I didn’t ask, but I had a general idea.
By the time I got to the restaurant, a man was already sitting in our reserved seat. From
a distant figure, you can see that the man’s posture is tall and straight, and his temperament is excellent.
“Sorry to keep you long..” The following words stopped abruptly when he saw the man’s appearance. Not a word of
the matchmaker’s lies.
This man could eclipse the entire restaurant just by sitting here. What
left me frozen in place was his face, which was somewhat similar to Song Yu’s. I saw
this face once, at the school gate.
When I saw him standing with Song Yu, I thought it was Song Yu’s brother, but I didn’t know it was Song Yu’s father until I inquired about it.
“Wang Beibei?” The man sat in his seat, his eyes falling on me through the lenses of his gold-rimmed glasses, and there was some indescribable tenderness. As if waking from a dream,
I quickly nodded yes and sat down opposite him.
He slightly raised the corners of his mouth and smiled like a gentleman: “I’m Sung Huai-an.”
“Sorry to keep you waiting.” I hurriedly withdrew my eyes and said the words of apology that I had not finished just now.
Sung Huai-an poured me a cup of tea and said in a gentle voice, “I’ve just arrived, too.” They
are really two completely different people from Song Yu.
“Miss Wang may not know.” He put down the teapot and stretched out his long index finger to hold the glass frame on the bridge of his nose. “I have a son,” he said apologetically.
I suddenly remembered that Song Yu was almost one year old at this time. Can
I not know?
I know too well!
“So if Miss Wang cares..” He didn’t say the rest.
In this day and age, a man with a child of unknown origin.
No wonder he needs a matchmaker for such a condition.
“Not at all!” I quickly raised my head and looked at him with a very bright smile. “I like children best.” Didn’t
Song Yu say that I was like his family?
My sister doesn’t have to.
But stepmother, I can still think about it.
Song Huaian didn’t seem to expect me to say such a thing and was surprised for a long time.
He should also want to use this reason to make me retreat.
“If you can, Mr. Soong will take the children out with him next time.” I added this sentence in a sincere tone.
Sung Huai-an raised his eyebrows slightly and handed me the menu. “Miss Wang is a little different from the others.”
I am different.
I want to be Song Yu’s vicious stepmother more than others.
“I don’t agree!” When my mother heard that Song Huaian had a son, she almost slapped the table in half. The matchmaker and
I sat on either side of the table with chopsticks in our hands.
“Aunt Lin, you’ve watched me grow up. How could you introduce this kind of person to my sister?” My mother looked at the matchmaker opposite me.
The matchmaker looked at me and quickly explained, “This is his only shortcoming. Ask Beibei. He’s really a good man who can’t be found with a lantern.”
If we are talking about appearance, it is really hard to find with a lantern.
“Know a man’s face but not his heart.” My mother’s face was full of disapproval. “Even the mother of the child doesn’t know who he is. How good can this kind of man be?”
Yes.
Song Yu is a motherless child.
The matchmaker said that she had also heard that someone had left a child at the door of the Song family in the dark a few months ago.
Later, I heard that the child was Song Huaian’s son.
So the two elders of the Song family hurriedly began to arrange the marriage for Song Huaian.
“That’s why we need to get to know each other first.” When I received the matchmaker’s look for help, I also put down my chopsticks.
If it’s another man with a child, the blind date will be ruined.
But this is Song Yu’s father. Not only do
I want to avenge Song Yu for saying that I am old, but I also want to see if this crossing has anything to do with him.
Finally, the matchmaker and I persuaded my mother for a long time before she reluctantly accepted it and asked me to develop with Song Huaian first.
But after a week, Song Huaian didn’t ask me out again.
I mentioned it casually when the matchmaker came to visit.
As a result, the next day, I received an invitation from Song Huaian.
This matchmaker is really good at getting along, and she is really good at something.
Song Huaian asked me to meet him in the garden in the city. This time I didn’t procrastinate and arrived at the appointed place on time. As soon as
I sat on the bench, I saw him holding the baby in one hand and pushing the cart in the other, walking towards me step by step.
He really brought Song Yu out. His
light blue Chinese tunic suit and black trousers made him look outstanding, in sharp contrast to the man next to him wearing a flowery shirt and bell-bottom trousers.
“Thank you for waiting, Miss Wang.” Song Huaian walked up to me with a warm smile.
The matchmaker said that he was originally a math teacher in a high school, because he had to take care of Song Yu, he left the school.
No wonder he looks so gentle.
I moved my hips aside and motioned him to sit down. “I just got here, too.”
“Is this your child?” When he sat down beside me with Song Yu in his arms, I looked over in surprise.
He nodded his head and held Sung Yu in his arms. He adjusted his hand slightly so that I could see Sung Yu more clearly. He said apologetically, “He’s a little noisy today. I’ll bring him out with me. Miss Wang won’t mind, will she?” I
looked at the little baby who was sleeping obediently, and I didn’t see any noise.
“No, no.” Smiling, I poked Sung Yu in the face with my hand and praised him heartily, “How lovely!”
I didn’t expect Song Yu to speak so badly. He was very cute when he was a child.
Song Huaian looked at me, a pair of eyes hidden behind the lens, can not really see the emotions.
“Miss Wang really likes children.”
I quickly nodded and held out my hand to him. “Would you like to hold me for a while?” “Don’t worry,”
he explained, “I’ve learned how to hold a baby.” I learned it with my
roommate when I went to see her newborn niece.
I didn’t expect to use it so soon.
Song Huaian watched me carefully take Song Yu, several times reached out and finally did it. Holding a small group still asleep in my arms,
I looked at Sung Huai-an with some pride. “How’s it going?”? I told you I could!
Song Huaian burst out laughing. When
he smiles, his eyebrows and eyes are slightly curved, which is very beautiful. It’s even better
than Song Yu at the New Year party.
“Is it wrong?” I’m suddenly a little flustered. With a smile in his eyes
, Sung Huai-an reached over and gently lifted my elbow, praising me in a gentle voice: “You did a good job, but I didn’t expect Miss Wang to do so well.”
It seems to be a very simple compliment.
I don’t know why my face burned up.
Afterwards, I attributed all this to my heart, just as I had taken a fancy to the beautiful Song Yu at a glance.
Just when I didn’t know what to do next, Sung Huai-an asked me, “Miss Wang, all the flowers in this garden are in bloom. I wonder if you’d be interested in seeing them.”
Come on, you must go and have a look.
“Good.” I readily answered.
Just when I thought we were going to enjoy the flowers, Song Yu in my arms woke up.
Not only did he wake up, but he cried.
I looked at Song Huaian at a loss. I didn’t deal with
this scene.
Song Huaian is very calm, turned around and turned over in the car’s bag.
Then I saw that his white face had turned white again. He turned around and looked at me with some embarrassment. “I came out in a hurry. I forgot to bring the milk powder.”
God really treats me well.
Did not expect to wear back to see Song Yu for the first time, there is a chance to be alone.
“Weren’t you just so arrogant?” I waited until Sung Huai-an was far away, and then I lowered my head and pinched the little face of Sung Yu, who was no longer crying in his arms. “It’s in my hands!”.
Song Yu opened his mouth and babbled twice.
OK.
He’s here trying to be cute for me!
“Don’t think that I will let you go.” I gave him another nasty pinch on the other side of his face. “You wait and see, you’ll have a good life in the future.”
Uh.
It smells like a vicious stepmother.
Then Song Huaian came back.
He was carrying two bags and asked me, “What’s wrong?”
I was so frightened that I quickly wrapped Soong Yu up and looked at him, who was red evenly on both sides of his face, and opened his eyes to tell a lie: “It seems a little cold, and my face is red with cold.”
Sung Huai-an looked at the sunny day, then at the branches that were shaking slightly, and took out a milk bottle. “Maybe it was because of the strong wind that he was weak. He didn’t look like a boy at all.”
Song Yu kicked his little feet in my arms, as if he were resisting. I
thought about how straight he used to be, and I agreed, “Just like a little girl.” Another way of revenge has come to
mind.
Just as I was thinking about how to persuade Song Huaian to wear a skirt for Song Yu, Song Huaian suddenly squatted down in front of me. It
scared me.
According to the matchmaker, the Song family wanted to marry a daughter-in-law to Song Huaian as soon as possible, and the most important thing was to make Song Yu justified.
But it’s not the second time we’ve met to propose.
I watched in horror as Song Huaian took out a pair of delicate cloth shoes embroidery from a bag.
Uh? Cloth shoes?
He put the cloth shoes at my feet, took two band-aids from the bag, and looked up at me with his fingers holding the sliding frame.
“Your shoes don’t fit. They’re wearing out at the heel.” The voice is more gentle than wind that just blew over my face.
I looked down at my heel, and it was really going to break the skin.
Song Huaian stretched out his hand to put a band-aid on me, but it seemed that he was afraid of being abrupt. His hand stopped in the air for a moment, and finally he put the band-aid on the bench.
He stood up and held out his hand to me. “Give me the baby.”
Everything is done naturally. Be polite
. Having
lived for twenty years, Song Huaian is the most gentle and gentlemanly person I have ever seen.
“Xiao Yu seems to like you very much.” Song Huaian walked beside me and looked at Song Yu in his car with a smile.
I followed his gaze.
Little Song Yu is looking up at me and giggling.
Sung Huai-an looked at me and said, “He rarely does this. When other people come near him, he cries.”
I raised my eyebrows and looked at Song Yu’s little face, which was still red. I can’t
see that he is still a trembler. I
looked up and laughed at Sung Huai-an. “I like him, too,” I said. “I heard that children know better than others.”
Song Huaian seems to be convinced of this sentence, looking at my eyes no longer the initial kind of inadvertently revealed a sense of alienation.
“Miss Wang is a good person.” He slowed his pace and looked at me sideways. “It might be a little abrupt to say that, but Miss Wang has an outstanding appearance and there should be no lack of suitors. Why would she choose someone like me with a child?”.
It’s a little abrupt.
I can’t tell him that I want to try to give Song Yu the feeling of being a vicious stepmother, right?
“Because I like you.” There may be a better answer than this, but my brain is hot, and the words come out of my mouth.
Song Huaian was stunned and stopped.
He didn’t seem to expect me to say that, and he was at a loss.
Mr. Soong is talented, handsome, and a gentleman. I fell in love with Mr. Soong from the first moment I saw him. Now that you’ve said it, you have to say it in a decent way.
Sung Huai-an looked down at Sung Yu in the car and said, “Miss Wang is overpraised.”
For a moment we did not speak again, originally I was talking nonsense, but in such an atmosphere really felt a trace of ambiguity. It was a familiar figure that
broke the atmosphere.
A motorbike sped past us.
Sitting on the back seat of the motorcycle is my mother who said she would come back late today.
Sung Huai-an took Sung Yu’s eyes and asked me, “What’s the matter?”
I frowned slightly, withdrew my gaze, and shook my head at him. “Nothing.”
The last time I mentioned the blind date, my mother was very resistant, and I guessed that she had someone she liked now.
But I didn’t think it would be a punk with yellow hair on a motorcycle.
In my memory, my mother has always been a mature and stable person.
“Where did you go?” I sat in the doorway with my hands around my chest and looked at my mother who was walking with her head down and smiling.
My mother did not expect me to sit at the door waiting for her, startled, hurriedly put away the corners of the mouth smile. I’m familiar with
this look.
It is the appearance of puppy love caught by parents.
My mother clasped her hands behind her back, looking as if there were no silver in the place: “It was not easy to rest, and my workmate asked me out to play.”
When she came up to me, I snorted and asked her, “Male or female?”
Man.. All women have it. My mother slipped in through the door.
Not normal.
It’s definitely not normal.
If she’s having a normal relationship with that ginger-haired gangster, why doesn’t she dare to tell me?
“Sister.” I followed her and said in all earnestness, “You’re a girl, and you’re not allowed to come back so late anymore.”
Feeling that it was not enough, he added, “You are not allowed to go out at night.”
This age is so chaotic. My mother is good-looking and simple-minded. What if she was bullied before she met my father? As soon as
I finished speaking, my mother burst out laughing.
She took a sip of water and looked at me with a smile. “Am I your elder sister, or are you my elder sister? Why do you feel like an old maid?”
You’re my mother!
I resigned and sighed, “You’re my sister, and I want to take care of you, too.”
But in the next few days, she was very obedient and went home early after work every day.
I comforted myself that maybe someone had just given her a ride that day.
Since the last time I went to the park with Song Huaian, he has become active. He
took the initiative to make an appointment with me several times, and basically he would take Song Yu with him.
Because I wanted to be close to Song Yu, and I was happy to go out with their father and son.
That day, I suddenly received a phone call from Song Huaian. On the other end of the
phone, he asked me, “There’s a new movie in the cinema. I wonder if Miss Wang has time to come and see a movie with me.”
This time Song Huaian did not take Song Yu with him and drove to pick me up.
He opened the car door for me in a very gentlemanly manner. He put one hand on the roof of the car and said in a gentle voice, “Watch your head.”
I got into the car carefully and suddenly looked up and teased him: “Is Mr. Soong so considerate to all ladies?”
He froze for a moment.
Then he laughed and said, “Only Miss Wang gave me this opportunity.”
That’s a pretty standard answer.
But my heart missed a beat.
To hide my panic, I quickly said, “That’s what Mr. Soong has always said to his former girlfriends.”
Song Huaian raised the corners of his mouth slightly, held the frame on the bridge of his nose with his index finger, and closed the car door for me.
When he sat in the driver’s seat, he turned to me and said, “Miss Wang may have some misunderstandings about me.”
Then he leaned over.
“Miss Wang, I’m sorry.” As soon as his words fell, his long arms passed in front of me.
At that moment, my mind was blank, and only his side face appeared in front of me.
High bridge of the nose, long eyelashes hidden under the lens all the year round.
Everything was flawless. There was a
snap.
My seat belt is buckled.
Then I heard Sung Huai-an, who was already sitting up straight, say softly, “I’m not in the past. If Miss Wang is willing to be the first, I will feel very honored.”
Mingming’s car starts so loudly. It seemed that
I could only hear my own deafening heartbeat.
By the time we came out of the cinema, it was already raining outside. Fortunately, we drove when we came.
“Miss Wang, wait a minute. I’ll bring the car around.” Song Huaian finished and took off his coat.
He wore a white shirt underneath, which made him even more dignified on such a rainy night.
I looked at the coat he handed over and was puzzled. When Miss
Wang gets on the bus, cover her head with this. Don’t get wet in the rain. It’s easy to get sick. Seeing that I didn’t answer, he stepped forward and said, “That’s abrupt.”
The next moment, his coat was over my head. Before
I knew it, I saw him turn and plunge into the rain.
His coat had a very clean and pleasant smell. As I smelled the smell and watched him disappear, the sound of “bang” in my heart seemed louder than sound of raindrops hitting the ground outside.
I’ve never been like this.
Even when Sung Yu accepted my water and said with a smile, “Bei Bei is the best for me,” I have never been like this.
Thinking of this, I quickly shook my head.
“Be reasonable, Gu Beibei.” I bit my lower lip to clear my head.
This man has a son who doesn’t even know his mother. I don’t know how many girls have been treated like this
before, but now all this must be an illusion!
At the time of self-brainwashing, Song Huaian had already driven the car over.
Watching him get out of the car and open the door for me, I rushed over with my clothes on my head, opened the door and sat in at one go.
Because I had just had a deep self-reflection, I didn’t talk to Song Huaian all the way.
Until the car stopped at the entrance of the alley.
I took Song Huai’an’s clothes and said to him, “Thank you for your coat. I’ll give it back to you after I wash it. Goodbye.”
Without waiting for him to speak, I opened the door and got off with my coat on my head.
“Miss Wang.” After a few steps, he was stopped by Song Huaian.
I looked back subconsciously and saw him walking two steps in front of me with an umbrella, isolating all the rain that was supposed to fall on my head.
At this time, my dress has been soaked, in fact, it is the same whether I hold an umbrella or not. But
he still put the umbrella in my hand, and the wooden handle of the umbrella still had the residual temperature of his palm.
It seemed to burn my palm, and I couldn’t resist taking a step back.
He just stepped on a small stone and his center of gravity fell back. The
umbrella fell to the ground as I let go.
And Sung Huai-an, who was “abrupt and impolite,” put his arm around my waist without even thinking about it.
Because there was no time to pull me up, he turned over and fell to the ground with me.
I heard him snorting. He must have hit his back on a stone.
“Mr. Song!” I, who had been on top of him, was so frightened that I got up. “Are you all right?”
He slowly got up from the ground with his hands on the ground, shook his head at me, and bent over to pick up the umbrella on the ground and handed it to me.
“Go home quickly.” His voice was hoarse with the sound of the rain.
I walked home obediently with his coat in one hand and an umbrella in the other. After
a few steps, I looked back at him.
He was still standing in the rain, and the street lamp overhead was faint, which made me lose my mind for a moment.
“Mr. Song.” I asked him devilishly, “Do you want Song Yu’s mother or Song Huai’an’s wife?”
I must be crazy.
Crazy to ask a question like Song Huaian.
“Aah! Aah!” I was covered in the quilt, and I wanted to put it back and slap myself.
My mother heard me shouting in the other room and soon came to my bedside.
“North North?” She tugged at my quilt.
I slowly showed a pair of eyes from the quilt.
“You’re right. He doesn’t even know who the mother is. What kind of person is he?” That’s like saying it to myself.
My mother was stunned for a moment before she realized who I was talking about. She frowned and said, “What’s wrong?”? Isn’t the front all right? Did he do something to you?
Said she rolled up her sleeves, as long as Song Huaian really did something to me, she would immediately rush out to be beaten by him.
I burst out laughing. When
my mother was young, she seemed more lively and lovely than I remembered.
For as long as I can remember, my mother has always been very steady and sophisticated. She was always busy, busy with her career, busy with supporting me, and she had never been as busy as she is now.
“What are you laughing at?” She raised her hand and slapped me on the forehead.
Her hands are so cold.
“North North!” Her face collapsed and she reached out and touched my forehead again.
No, her hands are cold.
I have a fever.
It burned all night, and when I woke up the next day, my mother was sleeping soundly beside my bed.
My mouth was so dry that I woke her up just as I was about to get up and drink some water.
“Last night I was burning and talking nonsense.” She said with a lingering fear as she fed me water.
I swallowed the water and looked at her with a guilty conscience. “What nonsense?” I
won’t say such humiliating words as I like Song’s father and son all over!
My mother patted me helplessly on the head and said, “Last night I had to hold my arms and call my mother, but I didn’t listen.” What kind of nonsense
is that.
I’m relieved.
“And you say.” She blinked and gave me a mysterious look.
Let me put down my heart and hang up again.
“You said you couldn’t possibly like Sung Huai-an.”
My heart missed a beat and I quickly nodded: “Yes, that’s the truth. How can it be called nonsense?”
Looking at my mother’s incredulous expression, I lowered my eyes and added, “How could I like such an irresponsible man?”
There is a son who doesn’t even know who his mother is.
And boasted that he wanted me to be his first.
I can’t be deceived by his modest appearance like those women. All
he wants is a woman who can be a stepmother to his son, not a wife to spend his life with.
“Miss Wang, Xiao Yu is very important to me.” This is Song Huaian’s answer to me. All
his initiative and gentleness to me are based on Song Yu’s liking for me.
Sister, let Aunt Lin talk about it. We’re not suitable. There’s no need to get to know each other any more. I lay back on the bed, turned around and said in a muffled voice.
I have observed Song Yu carefully before, and there is really nothing unusual.
Maybe I can wear it back. It has nothing to do with him.
And I told him, and there’s nothing wrong with him refusing me, and I don’t have to be his vicious stepmother.
It’s better to stay away from Song Huaian.
This is my conclusion after thinking about it.
My mother agreed with my conclusion. She didn’t like Song Huaian originally.
I don’t know what the matchmaker told Song Huaian, but he didn’t come to me again. When I saw him
again, it was my mother who dragged me to have dinner with her workmates. She
said it was a meal, but in fact, she wanted to introduce their factory director’s son to me.
“I’ve heard Hsiu-fen mention you a long time ago, and today I’ve finally seen a real person.” My mother’s son, Ho Yi, was sitting next to me. He smiled and poured me a glass of water. “She’s as good-looking as your sister.”
My mother sat beside me and said, “If you dare to bully my sister, I won’t be finished with you.”
“Yes, yes, yes. With you here, I wouldn’t dare. Who would dare to mess with you now, Miss Wang?” He Yi joked and looked at me again. “Beibei, if you have anything you want to eat, just order.” Just as
I was about to say that I was not a picky eater, I looked up and saw Song Huaian sitting on the other side of the table.
It was the first time I had seen him in a suit, a white shirt under a well-cut black suit, a simple black tie, and his gold-rimmed glasses, with a sense of meticulous abstinence. It’s so
beautiful that people can’t move their eyes. I can’t
move my eyes. He was still holding the restless Song Yu in his
arms, sitting opposite a woman with long hair. How long
has it been since he got in touch with someone else?
And dressed so formally.
I held the cup in my hand and wished I could throw it directly into Song Huaian’s face.
As soon as I had such an idea, I saw him suddenly look up at me. I was so
frightened that I quickly turned my head sideways and interrupted my mother: “Drink! Who says I can’t drink?”
“Heroic Spirit!” He Yi froze for a moment, gave me a thumbs-up, and asked the waiter to bring the wine without waiting for my mother to say anything else.
I withdrew my thoughts and began to talk and laugh with the people at the table.
When the wine came, He Yi poured me the first cup.
“Here’s my first toast to Beibei, whom I met for the first time!” He Yi is very good at heckling. As soon as
his words fell, all the people on the table raised their glasses to me. The
atmosphere is here, and it’s not good for me not to drink. After thanking everyone,
I picked up my glass and prepared to dry it, but as soon as the glass reached my mouth, it was stopped.
“Miss Wang.” Song Huaian stood beside me and reached out to block my glass.
Everyone’s eyes fell on him, but he didn’t seem to notice. He just looked at me and asked me in a gentle voice, “Can I ask you a favor?”
I was confused for a moment and asked subconsciously, “What are you busy with?”
“There seems to be something wrong with Xiao Yu.” He looked back with some embarrassment at Song Yu, who was sitting in the car crying.
The woman who had been sitting opposite Song Huaian had disappeared.
I don’t know if it was my illusion, but Song Yu seemed to look at us and cried louder and louder.
“I’ll help you, Bei Bei, and you keep drinking.” He Yi stood up from his seat and said that he was going to walk towards Song Yu.
Sung Huai-an, however, did not move. He looked back at me very seriously and said, “Xiao Yu only recognizes Miss Wang. If Miss Wang is not convenient..”
He’s right.
He Yi just walked to Song Yu’s side, and Song Yu cried even harder. His
voice was about to become hoarse. Resigned,
I put down my glass and stood up from my seat. “What’s wrong with him?”
“I think I’m hungry.”
I glanced at Sung Huai-an and said, “You didn’t bring any milk powder?”
This is not a trick he used to test his blind date!
Sung Huai-an’s back stiffened. He raised his hand and adjusted his glasses. “Yes, I must have lost them on the way.”
Just like that time in the park, I watched Song Yu for Song Huaian, and he went out to buy milk powder.
“It’s in my hands again.” I looked at Song Yu, who had calmed down in my arms, and couldn’t help pinching his face again.
He giggled twice at me. I was so obsessed
that I wanted to pinch him on the other side.
At this time, the waiter who served the food passed by me and accidentally hit Song Yu’s car.
I quickly held the car.
Because the movement is a little big, the small bag on the car is open.
Then I saw the milk powder jar inside. When
Song Huaian came back, I had already made the milk powder for Song Yu to drink.
He looked at the bottle that Song Yu was holding and then looked at me.
“Mr. Soong, it doesn’t seem like the milk powder fell on the road.” I smiled and looked at Song Huaian, who had already sat down opposite me.
Song Yu also looked at Song Huaian and belched in a low voice.
Sung Huai’an quietly placed the milk powder in his hand next to the seat, raised his hand to hold the frame of the mirror, and explained in a gentle voice: “It seems that I didn’t look carefully.” It’s
really like that.
My mother is right. She really knows his face but not his heart.
Look at Song Huaian like this, who would have thought that he would cheat people without a guilty conscience.
“Since Mr. Soong has nothing else to do, I’ll go back first.” And I stood up from my seat.
Because Song Huaian went to buy milk powder for a long time, my mother and workmates had already dispersed.
Originally, my mother was going to wait for me to go back. I thought she would go to work tomorrow, so I let her go with others.
“Miss Wang.” Seeing that I was about to leave, Sung Huai-an hurriedly stood up from his seat. He stretched out his hand to stop me, but finally put it down with some embarrassment. “I’m sorry to disturb your meal. I’ll treat you to something to eat.” I’ve been
with him for so long, and no matter what happens, he always handles it well.
It was the first time I had seen him so careful and at a loss.
“No need.” I put Sung Yu on the cart and looked up at him. “When Mr. Sung goes out, he should prepare more milk powder.”
Then I turned to go.
As soon as he left the restaurant, Sung Huai-an ran after him and said, “Miss Wang.”
I stopped and didn’t look back.
“I never lie.” His voice was behind him, very gentle and with some helplessness that he did not have as usual.
I thought it was a little funny, and just as I turned around and wanted to ask him what was going on with the milk powder in the bag, I heard him continue: “This is the first time, I’m sorry.” For any other
person, I think he is glib and a little greasy.
But Song Huaian.
I hurriedly withdrew my gaze and strode on. “Don’t be sorry, Mr. Soong. Don’t lie to the lady you just had a blind date with in the future.”
Suffering.
My heart is blocked. I can
‘t talk to Song Huaian so much anymore.
No, it’s better not to meet him again.
My mind was in a mess. I didn’t know how long I had walked. I was about to get home. I saw two figures at the corner of the alley.
People’s joys and sorrows are indeed not interlinked.
I am blocking my heart here, and a couple of young lovers are making love in the corner.
Originally, I wanted to bypass the young couple and walk on the other side.
As I turned around, I saw the familiar clothes on the woman’s body. Come
a little closer.
“Sister!”
The one who is making out with a young boy, who is not my mother.
My mother stiffened when she heard my voice.
She turned around and hurriedly stood in front of the yellow-haired boy, pulling the corners of her mouth. “Beibei, are you back so early?”
I frowned slightly and my eyes fell on the man behind her.
The man stood in the dark and could not see what he looked like except for his yellow hair.
My mother’s hand behind her moved, and the man seemed to look up at me and said to her, “I’ll go first.” Before
I could stop him, the man turned and strode away.
“Hello!” I hastened to stop, and as a result, the man’s slender hand hooked the helmet of the motorcycle on his head, and he looked back and turned over to the motorcycle.
All the movements are flowing clouds and running water, and they are very handsome.
I looked back at my mother, who was looking down at the toe of her shoe. “Who is that?”
“Who are you talking about?” My mother played dumb.
I laughed angrily and pointed to the motorcycle that had disappeared. “I was just here with you, making love to my man.”
My mother blushed and hurriedly turned around and walked home.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” She walked faster and faster, and when I caught up with her, she asked me, “Didn’t you say you broke up with Sung Huai-an? Why did you get involved again today?”
“Just a favor.” Not realizing she was changing the subject, I explained, “It’s not broken. We’re not related.”
My mother listened to my explanation and nodded seriously.
Then her pace quickened, and as soon as she got home she went into her room.
“Go to bed early and have a good night.” With that, she snapped the door shut.
OK.
Very good. She used
this wave of disaster to the east very well.
The days that followed were uneventful, and whenever I asked about that yellow-haired boy again, my mother would play dumb with me.
Because I didn’t find a clue in Song Yu, I began to look around for a way to go back.
Song Huaian has called twice since then, but my mother has intercepted them, and I am too lazy to go back.
My mother is still keen to set me up with He Yi.
That day she took me to He Yi’s birthday party again, and there were more people than last time.
The yellow boy is still not in it.
“Bei Bei, I’m really glad you could come. First toast to you.” He Yi sat beside me and filled a glass of wine for me.
The hospitality is hard to refuse, and there is no Song Huaian to block the wine.
“Happy birthday.” I drank down my glass. After drinking
a few glasses of wine, He Yi blocked the wine for me. What
I didn’t expect was that he would ask me if I would like to be his partner in front of so many people.
I looked at my mother and then at the people around me.
At this time, I suddenly thought that if it was Song Huaian, he would not be like this.
He’ll think I’m being abrupt.
“Excuse me.” I picked up my coat and stood up. “I’m not feeling well,” I said to Ho Yi.
I walked out of the restaurant without looking back, and I didn’t know what the people behind me looked like.
After a while, my mother came out. Breathing heavily,
she walked beside me. “What’s wrong?”? Don’t like Ho Yi?
I lowered my head and did not answer her.
“It’s all my fault. I saw you talking to him happily the other time.”
“It’s not your fault.” I shook my head and looked up and said, “I’m just a little tired. I want to go home and rest.”
I also thought I had a good chat with He Yi.
I even thought I was a person who liked others easily.
But just now I suddenly realized that maybe from the beginning I just thought Song Yu was too good-looking, I just thought He Yi was interesting and forthright.
I never liked them. Before I
met Song Huaian, I probably didn’t know what I liked at all.
At least if Song Huaian rejected me, I certainly wouldn’t want to be his stepmother to retaliate against him. My thoughts were
interrupted by two men who suddenly stopped us.
“Ladies, where are you going to play so late?” In the alley, two wretched men approached me and my mother step by step.
My mother unconsciously strode forward and stopped me. “What are you doing?”
“Just for fun.” Then two men appeared behind us. The
strong smell of wine spread in the air.
I couldn’t tell for a moment whether it was my own or the four men’s. As
they approached, they surrounded me and my mother.
“Don’t come over, I’m calling someone!” My mother stood in front of me, her voice trembling.
All I got was the unbridled laughter of four men.
Suddenly, two men came up and one of them separated me from my mother.
They covered our mouths, and the other two came up and lifted my mother’s feet and mine. I was so scared
at that moment.
No matter how hard we try, we can’t get away from them.
My whole body was shaking, and I didn’t dare to think about what would happen next.
Just as my jacket was torn with a “scratch”, a man rushed up.
Tears blurred my eyes, and I couldn’t see who it was.
“Dare to spoil my good deed.” The man who hugged me suddenly let me go. Another
man rushed up. Trembling,
I shrank into the corner.
A bunch of people were fighting outside, and I didn’t know who was who.
Until finally a siren sounded.
A group of people immediately dispersed with swearing.
Suddenly there was a coat over my head.
“Miss Wang.” I heard Song Huaian’s distressed voice coming from the top of his head.
I looked up trembling and saw Song Huaian, whose clothes were messy and his right face was red and swollen.
He crouched down carefully in front of me and put his hand on the top of my head. Seeing that I was shaking badly, he took his hand away and asked me, “Did you hurt anything?”
“Sung Huai-an!” Then I came to my senses and threw myself into his arms and burst into tears. One of the two men who
rushed in was Song Huaian.
The other one is the man with yellow hair.
When I looked back at my mother in Song Huaian’s arms, I found that she was also in the arms of the yellow-haired man.
To see the man’s face clearly, we were sitting together in the police station.
But before I could be shocked, Song Huaian fell down in front of us.
He didn’t say he was stabbed. When
he was sent to the emergency room, the woman sitting opposite him last time also came with Song Yu in her arms.
Song Yu should have cried for a long time until his voice was hoarse. He stopped when he saw me.
The woman quickly handed him to me and said, “I’ve been crying all the way, but I’m not crying anymore.”
“How is Huai An?” The woman frowned at the emergency room and asked me.
I shook my head.
I don’t know.
“The doctor hasn’t come out yet.” As soon as I opened my mouth, I found myself crying.
Song Huaian was stabbed in the back, but he still carried me all the way to the police station.
He didn’t say anything, and no one knew he had been stabbed. It was not
until he fell that everyone realized that the back of his black shirt was soaked with blood.
Holding Song Yu in my arms, I felt as if a piece was missing from my heart.
It’s all my fault.
If I did not have those childish ideas, I would not have crossed back, nor would I have deliberately approached Song Huaian, nor would he lie in the emergency room for me.
At this time, my mother also took the yellow-haired man to bandage the wound on her hand and ran over.
I looked at her with tears in my eyes, and she hugged me with a sad look on her face. “It’s all right. It’s not your fault.”
She doesn’t know anything.
Fortunately, Song Huaian survived, otherwise I would never forgive myself.
The Song family came half an hour later. They took Song Yu from me and asked me to go back to rest early.
“You must be Miss Wang.” As soon as I walked out of the ward, the previous woman stopped me.
I sat with her on a bench in the hallway, and she introduced herself to me with a smile: “I am the daughter of a friend of Huai Ann’s father, and I grew up with him.”
A childhood sweetheart.
My heart was tingling, but on my face I pulled out a smile: “Hello, I’m Wang Bei-bei.”
“I know.” She looked down at the bottom of her shoe. “Huai An told me about you several times.” I didn’t expect
that.
After all, what man will often mention other women to his partner.
She turned her head to look at me and said, “Huai An is not like his brother. He has been very measured and polite since he was a child.”
“Does he have a brother?” I didn’t hear Song Huaian say that.
She nodded. “His brother is very casual and careless. He and Huai An are two completely different people.”
“I’ve known Huai An for so many years, and I’ve only seen him do one thing without a sense of propriety.” As she spoke, she straightened her face and looked a little sour in her eyes. “That’s for you, Miss Wang.”
“You are his exception.”
I don’t understand. As she
left, she stood in front of me and pointed her finger at her head. “After meeting you, Huai An doesn’t seem to be able to use her head very well.”
“So I don’t blame you today.” She turned away, leaving the words scattered in the empty corridor. I don’t seem to understand what
she said.
Finally, I sat alone outside the ward for a long time until my mother and the yellow-haired man came to me.
Looking at my mother’s worried appearance, I pretended to be relaxed and teased her: “I’ve seen a man who hides so deeply.”
I looked up at the man behind her.
The man is very handsome, but his yellow hair is very different.
What shocked me was not his good-looking face, but his eyes similar to mine.
If I’m right, this is my dad.
My mother and my father knew each other so early.
“Hello, I’m Gu Nan.”
Gu Nan.
Gu Beibei.
I looked at him and asked him seriously, “Will you marry my sister?”
Maybe they didn’t expect me to ask this question the first time we met, and they didn’t react.
“You won’t.” I took my mother and left.
My mother was still a little confused and let me pull her forward.
Then Ku Nan’s voice came from behind him: “I will.”
He won’t.
Because I haven’t had a father since I was a kid.
That’s why I must stay with my mother and find my father whom I have never met.
My mother is an unmarried mother.
Because of this status, she lived a much harder life than other mothers.
“What’s wrong, Bei Bei?” After walking for a long time, my mother broke away from me and held her hand. Her wrists were red
because I pulled them too tight.
I didn’t stop, and I didn’t speak.
She followed me, walked beside me, and spoke for Gu Nan: “Although he looks a bit like a gangster, he is very nice.”
I stopped to look at her. She swallowed all the words she
didn’t say.
At this moment, the tight string in my mind was completely broken. Too much has happened
tonight. My mind is in a whirl. Looking at my mother’s unconditional trust in Gu Nan, I cried and shouted at her, “He won’t marry you.”
She froze in place. Gu Nan, who was
far behind, was also stunned in place.
I ignored them and ran home, hiding in the quilt and sleeping. When I woke up
the next day, my mother had gone to work and left a note for me to eat breakfast.
But she didn’t talk to me again.
We had a cold war for a few days. I thought about it carefully
these days. Now that I know who my father is, I’m not in a hurry to find a way to go back.
I want to break them up. Before
breaking them up, I want to see Song Huaian who is still in the hospital.
Song Huaian was transferred from the general ward to the single ward by the Song family. Only then did
I know that Song Yu was not a rich second generation.
He is the third generation of the rich.
“Huai An has gone to sleep.” When I arrived outside the ward, Song’s mother had just come out of the ward. At last
I looked at the fruit basket in my hand and said, “I’ll just put it down and go.”
Mother Song nodded before turning away.
A few days no see, Song Huaian seems to have lost a circle, the whole person lying in bed no complexion. The tip of
my nose is sour.
When I break up my parents, I’ll probably disappear, too.
You’ll never see his pretty face again.
I sniffed, put down the fruit basket and turned to leave. He was caught by his wrist
before he could lift his foot.
“Miss Wang.” Song Huaian’s voice is as gentle as ever.
I looked back at him in surprise. “Are you awake?”
Seeing that he was about to get up, I quickly and gently pressed his quilt and said, “Don’t move. Have a good rest.”
“It doesn’t matter. The doctor says he’s recovering well and will be able to leave the hospital in two days.” He looked at me with slightly arched eyebrows. He doesn’t wear glasses
at the moment, which makes him less bookish, and now he looks like a 20-year-old boy.
I tugged at the quilt for him and said, “Then lie down, too.”
Seeing that he was not sleeping, I sat down on the edge of the bed.
“Last time Miss Wang sent someone to tell me that she didn’t think we were suitable.” He turned his head to look at me with a very serious expression. “I don’t know what Miss Wang thinks is inappropriate.” I
was peeling the apple for him, and the long apple skin fell to the ground.
“I’m not good enough for Mr. Soong.” I continued to peel the apple.
Sung Huai-an glanced at the apple peel on the ground. “If I remember correctly, Miss Wang said she chose me because she liked me.”
…… Sooner or later,
I will be defeated by my brainless mouth.
“Did I say that?” I handed him the peeled apple and pretended to have lost my memory. “Maybe Mr. Soong is wrong. I’m not such a casual woman.”
Song Huaian took the apple I handed over and looked at me without speaking.
I wiped my hands with a tissue, stood up and pretended to be calm and said, “It’s a little late. I’ll go back first.” When I
got to the door, I remembered the purpose of today’s visit.
“Mr. Song.” I looked back at him. “Thank you, but please don’t take this risk again.”
In order to break the cold war with my mother, I decided to cook a meal for her myself.
Of course, the end result must be almost burning down the kitchen. “Who told you to cook?”
My mother glared at me as she gave me scalding medicine for my hands.
“I want to cook a meal for you.” Maybe I won’t have a chance to do it for her later.
Hearing this, her face softened at once.
In this way, although she did not eat my cooking, but we reconciled. She was in bed with me
that night.
“Bei Bei, why do you hate Nan?” She looked at me sideways.
I looked at the ceiling overhead and asked her, “Then why were you afraid to let me know about him in the first place?” I know the
answer.
“Ah Nan’s family conditions are not good, and he hasn’t read any books.” My mother turned sideways and looked at the ceiling. His parents died when he was young. In order not to be bullied, he always fought with others. Everyone said that he was not a good man.
“Last time I just walked with him to be seen by others, and the next day someone came to my house and asked me to stay away from him.”
Do you know? He would bandage up a kitten that had broken its leg, give a sum of money to a little girl begging for money, and ride slowly through a puddle on a rainy day.
“No one knows about this. Everyone only knows that he fights badly and runs roughshod over the streets.” She turned her head to look at me. “He is a good man who deserves to be loved. Beibei, you are the most important person to me. I don’t want to hear you say that he is not good.”
Her words were full of love.
But she did not know that her unfortunate life was caused by this man.
“I had a dream.” I also looked at her sideways and said very seriously, In my dream, Ku Nan didn’t marry you. Instead, you gave birth to a child before you got married. Gossip almost buried you alive. You moved several times with your child. Because there is no man in the house, you will always be bullied, and you have a very hard time taking care of the children and supporting the family.
Afraid that she wouldn’t believe me, I lied to her, “I’ve been dreaming all my life. This is a sign of the future.”. Do you still want to be with him when you know that Ku Nan is responsible for your unfortunate life?
“How do you know I’ve been unlucky all my life?” She asked me, “These things are unfortunate in the eyes of others, but for me, maybe I would like to live with my children for the rest of my life.”? Feelings are like drinking water.
I was choked.
Mom really never said she was unlucky.
“Besides, Ku Nan is already going to marry me.” When she said this, my mother’s eyes sparkled.
I was stunned for a moment.
How did this happen? “He proposed to me the day before yesterday,”
she said, mysteriously pulling the string around her neck.
“He said that in four months he would buy the house he liked and take me to get a license.”
This is really the result I didn’t expect. Is
it because my appearance has changed the track of time?
I looked at the Sujie hanging around her neck and blinked my eyes. “Well, if you get the license in four months, I won’t stop you.”
Just wait another four months.
“But these four months, you can’t stay out all night!” I quickly warned her. I was relieved when I
got her answer.
Perhaps things are really because I came, in the dark in the direction of change.
As I was about to fall asleep, my mother suddenly asked me, “What did my baby look like in your dream?” There was a touch of anticipation in
his tone.
I looked back over my years and answered, “Pretty, but not very sensible. When I was a child, I had to follow you. When I grew up, I wanted to grow wings and fly away.”
“It’s good to be beautiful.” Her voice was soft. When I looked
back at her, I found that she had fallen asleep.
I couldn’t help bending the corners of my mouth.
It’s been the same for decades. I didn’t go to see
Song Huaian when he was discharged from the hospital, but he called me a few days later.
He was silent on the other end of the phone for a while before he asked me, “Little Yu can do somersaults. Would Miss Wang like to come and have a look?”
I couldn’t help laughing out loud.
Some time ago, I saw such a meme on the Internet, inviting people who like to come to my home with a dog that can somersault at home.
Unexpectedly, it was used by Song Huaian twenty years ago.
“Okay, let me see.”
Since I knew that Gu Nan was going to marry my mother, my heavy heart suddenly lightened.
I don’t want to stay away from Song Huaian any more. Song Huaian really didn’t lie to me
this time. Song Yu can really do somersaults.
Not only can he do somersaults, but he also learns to speak.
He was in my arms. His little hands grabbed my clothes and he called out to me, “Mom.”
The sound was like a bolt from the blue. If I had a cell phone
at this time, I would like to record it and play it on a loop to Song Yu, 23, who said I looked like his sister.
Sung Huai-an hurriedly held Sung Yu in his arms and explained to me helplessly, “I’m sorry, I..” I didn’t teach him.
Sung Yu, however, did not feel that his father was not easy at all. He opened his arms to me and called out again, “Mom.”
I burst out laughing.
Song Huaian also smiled sheepishly, and at the moment he lowered his head, I saw a touch of pink creeping up the tip of his ear.
Like an innocent boy.
“I’ve known you for so long, but I’ve never heard you mention Xiao Yu’s mother.” I sat opposite Song Huaian and finally asked the question that had been haunting me for a long time.
He said he didn’t go.
His childhood sweetheart said I was his exception.
But how does Song Yu explain it?
Sung Huai-an lowered his eyes and looked at Sung Yu, who was sleeping soundly in the car. “This is the secret of the Sung family,” he whispered.
“I hope you can keep this secret for me.” He looked up at me with a look of trust.
My heart missed a beat, but I nodded my head solemnly.
Song Yu is not the son of Song Huaian.
This was originally just my guess, after all, the two of them look five points similar, not father and son can be what?
It’s uncle and nephew.
I looked up suddenly and was shocked when I heard this.
The eldest brother has never listened to his family since he was a child, whether he was working or looking for a partner. I’ve heard for a long time that he has someone he likes, but he’s afraid his family won’t agree, so he hasn’t brought them back. “Before that mission, my father promised him that as long as he could come back safely, he would be allowed to marry the person he liked.”
Song Huaian’s eldest brother is a fireman. He didn’t come back safely
that time.
“What we are waiting for is the news of his death.” Sung Huai-an’s voice is getting softer and softer. “The whole body has been burned, and there is not a single piece of intact skin.”. His comrades-in-arms told him that he would not have survived long ago, but he had a strong desire to survive, and he made it to the rescue room in pain.
Obviously, I don’t know anyone at all, but my nose is sour when I hear this.
How much you want to live. At
this point, Sung Huai-an’s eyes turned a little red. He continued, We don’t know who the woman he likes is, and we don’t know that she has a big brother’s child. When the child was brought in, we didn’t know until we read the letter.
“My father told me not to say anything about it, for fear of causing trouble.”
So he would rather bear the ungrateful charge himself.
I never thought it would be such a story. When I
left, I hugged Song Yu again.
I’m glad I didn’t really become his vicious stepmother. If there is a chance
in the future, it doesn’t matter if he calls me elder sister. On the way
home, Song Huaian followed me all the time. I didn’t know how far I had gone before I looked back at him.
“Mr. Song?”
He wore a gray overcoat over his white shirt and stood under the street lamp, like a noble son who could amaze the years in those period dramas.
“It’s too late. It’s not safe for Miss Wang to go back alone.” He also stopped two steps away from me.
That’s who he is. He always seems to be very measured.
I tilted my head to look at him. “Is Mr. Soong so gentlemanly and considerate to his childhood sweetheart?”
“Childhood sweethearts?” Sung Huai-an frowned slightly, as if he had thought for a moment before he understood what I was talking about. He hung his head and chuckled. “That’s the daughter of my father’s friend. Last time she was discussing something with me.”
Then Song Huaian took two steps towards me and stopped in front of me.
“Miss Wang misunderstood?” His eyebrows and eyes were curved, as if he were in a sunny mood.
He was a little close to me, and I took two steps back nervously.
“I, what did I misunderstand?” “We have nothing to do with each other,” I quickly turned around and walked forward, duplicitous. “Are you her childhood sweetheart or not?”.
“Is it?” Song Huaian’s voice behind him was smiling more and more. It
was like a fire in my face, which made my face burn immediately.
I raised my voice and retorted, “Yes!”! Anyway, you just want to find a stepmother for Sung Yu. Wouldn’t it be better to find a childhood sweetheart?
At this point, I suddenly felt a fire in my heart. After
hearing what I said, he didn’t answer again.
I don’t know what his expression is, but I know that he has been following behind.
I did not dare to look back, until I reached the entrance of the alley in front of my house, and then stopped again.
“How long will you be with me?”
After a long time, Sung Huai-an didn’t answer. When I turned around, I saw him raise his slightly drooping eyes. There was a flicker of panic on his face. Finally he said, “Miss Wang said last time that she would wash the clothes and return them to me.”
I didn’t expect him to say this, and I was stunned for a long time.
Finally, he came to his senses and kicked the stone under his feet across the road.
“You wait!” I gnash my teeth.
When I came home to get my clothes, he was still standing where he had just stood.
I thrust my clothes into his hands fiercely. “Here you are.”
Just as I turned around, he grabbed my wrist. He didn’t think it was rude to me
at this time.
“Miss Wang.” His fingertips were cold and pressed against my wrist, and his voice was as gentle as ever. “You’re not like them.” Here we go. Here we go
.
My disobedient heart is running like crazy.
“It’s my fault.” He gently removed my hand, apologetic. “Miss Wang has already said that we are not suitable. I shouldn’t have bothered you again.”. I know myself that with a child, I’m not really a good match.
I knew he had a child.
I approached him because of this child.
Why does it sound like I’m the ungrateful one now?
“I’ve been wondering these days if I’ve done something to make you feel uncomfortable.” Sung huai-an put his hand on the frame of the glasses and looked down at me. His soft eyes fell on me. “It’s the same today. As long as Miss Wang tells me what’s wrong with us, I won’t bother you again.”
Help!
His reasonable appearance made me feel that he was the one who was unreasonable.
I had no choice but to ask him, “Do you think we are suitable?”
He just thought I was suitable to be Song Yu’s stepmother. Did he really seriously consider whether we were suitable or not?
“I don’t know.” He is honest.
I’ve read a lot of books, and everyone says I’m gifted. But no book tells me what love is and what marriage is. I don’t know anything about relationships, and I think women and men are all the same. He looked at me. “But I know that Miss Wang is different from others.”. Not only is it different for Xiao Yu, it is also very different for me.
“Last time you asked me whether I wanted Xiao Yu’s mother or my wife.”
“Now let me answer you again. At first I agreed to go on a blind date so that I could find a mother for Xiao Yu. After I met you, I thought that if I could marry you, it would be the greatest blessing in my life.”
Song Huaian’s words seemed to exhaust all his sincerity in this life, all fell on my heart, completely extinguished the fire in my heart.
The heartbeat is in a mess.
“Is that a confession?” Even my breathing is chaotic, but I still pretend that I am an aunt who has killed fish in RT-Mart for ten years and has a cold heart.
“Yes.” He took another step closer to me, and we were almost close together. This was already a distance beyond his sense of propriety. “So, Miss Wang, can you tell me what’s wrong with us?”.
It’s not so inappropriate.
At least the appearance is quite suitable.
I looked at him and gave a false cough.
“Sung Huai-an, I’m a little cold.”
He was stupefied for a moment, and when he reacted, he hurriedly draped his coat over my shoulder.
Looking at his nervous and helpless appearance, which had always been decent, I pursed my lips or suppressed the smile at the corners of my mouth.
After he put his coat on me, I turned around and walked home.
“I’ll give you your coat back next time.”
“Didn’t you say to return the clothes?” My mother leaned against the door and glanced at the coat on my shoulder.
I ran into the house from the other side.
“Sister, shall I stay with you?” I put my arm around my mother and rested my chin on her shoulder.
She has a unique fragrance on her body, even though she is twenty years younger.
“What are you talking about?” She slapped me on the head and said, “There’s no girl who doesn’t get married.”
Thinking that she didn’t understand what I was talking about anyway, she giggled twice and rubbed her arm again.
“Have you made up with Sung Huai-an?” She looked at me with a smile. Growing up
, my mother was the one who knew me best.
I didn’t expect her to know me so well when she wasn’t my mother.
I’m going to stay here, and I think I should find a good job.
But I don’t have a diploma, I don’t have a diploma, and I can’t find a job unless I do a small job and go to the assembly line.
“The organization that Lu Fei and I started is about to open. Why don’t you come to work in the organization?” Seeing my dejected appearance, Song Huaian made a good suggestion.
Lu Fei is his childhood sweetheart. She is good-looking and has a good personality. I like her very much.
Now Song Huaian and I have established a boyfriend and girlfriend relationship, and it’s not bad for me to go to work in his organization. You
can often look at Song Yu.
Recently, I have been getting better and better to Song Yu, and I have gradually deviated from my original intention.
Only
Sung Huai-an looked at the little dress in my hand, put his index finger on the frame of the glasses, and asked me, “Does Xiao Yu really like this kind of dress?”
I nodded earnestly. “Yes, the last time I passed by, he was staring at me. I wanted to buy it for him to try.”
Song Yu looks cuter in a skirt than he usually does.
I laughed and decided to write off the past and be his stepmother in the future.
At this time, he was wearing a small skirt and hobbled towards me step by step.
Seeing that he was about to fall, I quickly opened my hand to catch him.
He put a small box in my arms.
I opened the small box and there was a delicate diamond ring lying in it.
The style is simple, but it should be worth a lot.
I turned to look at Song Huaian in surprise.
He took a bouquet of flowers from nowhere and knelt down on one knee in front of me nervously and awkwardly.
“North North.” He looked up at me. “Before I met you, I thought the world was a square, with white inside and black outside.”. After I met you, I discovered that the world is a triangle, a polygon, an irregular curve, and the places you pass through are not just black and white.
This is the most outrageous confession copy I’ve ever heard.
“Last time you asked me when I started to like you.”
“I’ve been thinking about it for a long time, and I remember that it was the first time we met that you jokingly told me that you liked children. At that time, your eyes were clean and pure, as if they were full of stars.”
“Very touching.”
“Wang Beibei.” He raised the flower to his head with reverence and asked me carefully, “Are you willing to spend the rest of your life with me?”
I raised the corners of my mouth, but tears fell down.
“I do.” Song Huaian and
I got the license on the same day that my mother and Gu Nan got the license.
Over the past few months, with my approval, my mother often went out with Gu Nan.
But she also kept her word that she never spent the night outside.
And I’m not allowed to spend the night outside.
Until the day before getting the license, my mother made an appointment with a good workmate to drink together and say goodbye to being single.
I didn’t attend because my period was uncomfortable, so I went to bed early at home. I didn’t know she had been out all night
until I woke up the next day.
“It was too late yesterday. I didn’t go back because I thought you were not feeling well. I was afraid to disturb you.” That’s what she explained on the phone.
It seems that she was with Gu Nan last night.
But today they will become an official couple, and there will be no more changes.
I comforted myself like this.
Originally, Song Huaian said he would come to pick me up. I thought he was too far away, so I said my mother and I would go there together and let him go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to wait for me first.
Now my mother and Gu Nan have gone together, so I have to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau by bike.
Everything is going so well.
Even the wind in the air is sweet. Today would have been a wonderful day
if there hadn’t been that cry for help.
I parked my bike on the side of the road and walked to the place where the cry for help came from the riverside.
“Help!”
I looked carefully and saw a child’s head sinking and floating in the river not far from the shore.
A child fell into the water!
And I don’t know water.
I was in a panic and looked around. It’s
empty.
“Help!” The voice of the child calling for help came over and over again.
I’m shaking all over.
That place is very close to the shore, in fact, the water is not deep.
If I go there, it may not drown me. After analysis,
I looked at the child and found that the current was carrying him to a deeper place.
“Help me..” The child cried for help.
“Don’t be afraid, don’t be afraid.” I don’t know whether I’m comforting him or myself. Step by step,
I walked towards the water.
Sure enough, as I thought, the water was not deep in that place. When
I grabbed the child, the water was just up to my neck.
“Don’t be afraid. My sister will take you up.” I pulled him carefully in front of me.
But just then, I slipped. At the
last moment, I only had time to push the child forward.
And I fell into the water.
The river was cold, and water entered my nasal cavity in an instant.
I can’t die.
I can’t die!
Song Huaian is still waiting for me. He wants to marry me today.
I can’t die!
I struggled desperately, but it seemed to sink deeper and deeper.
I can’t die.
Song Huaian is still waiting for me.
“Bei Bei, don’t be late tomorrow.”
“What happens if I’m late?”
“I will be afraid. I will be afraid that you will go back on your word.”
Good people will be rewarded.
When I woke up in the hospital, I thought it was true.
“North North.” As soon as I opened my eyes, I saw my mother standing beside my bed.
I pulled the corners of my mouth and called out to her, “Sister.” The
ward was quiet for a while.
Then my mother put her hand on my forehead and said, “Beibei, I am your mother. Don’t scare your mother.”
The line of sight gradually became clear.
I saw my mother’s face with the traces of age.
At that moment, it was as if someone had pinched my heart and pulled it hard. My
throat ached and I asked my mother in a dumb voice, “What year is this?”
“2022, Beibei, what’s wrong with you?”
I had a dream.
What a long, long dream. In my
dream, I will soon become Song Huaian’s wife.
I looked sideways out of the window, tears rolling down my cheeks from the corners of my eyes all the way to the pillow.
“Mom, what’s wrong with me?”
“You accidentally fell into the river two days ago. Fortunately, someone saw you in time and picked you up.”
I cried and laughed.
It’s only been two days.
I was in the hospital for another day, and my mother asked the doctor again and again, and got the answer that I had no problem before she took me out of the hospital.
Because my mother was worried that I was not feeling well, she didn’t send me back to school and took me home directly. The first acquaintance he saw after
leaving the hospital was Song Yu.
He stood in front of me and touched his head with some embarrassment. “Beibei, are you all right?”
“If I hadn’t left in a hurry that day, you probably wouldn’t have fallen into the river.” He looked guilty.
For him, it was a few days ago. Seems like a century ago
to me.
I shook my head, pretending to be relaxed and making a joke: “Then you can accompany me with a mobile phone.”
He didn’t expect that I would let him off so easily. Without thinking, he replied, “Yes.”
“Apple 14pro Max 1T Night Purple.” I opened my mouth wide.
“Yes.” After
seeing that I really had nothing to do, he was relieved to leave.
“Song Yu.” I stopped him. “What does your father do?”
This is my last, last struggle.
“Bei Bei, we really have no possibility.” He looked back at me with a helpless face. I
didn’t bother to explain, so I continued, “An educational institution?”
“No.” The
last straw is broken.
“But I heard it was done before.”
I jerked my head up and looked at him.
“But how do you know?” He was a little puzzled.
He really never mentioned Song Huaian to me. My hand was shaking as I
held the cup. After a long pause, I suppressed the bitterness in my throat and asked him, “Can you give me your father’s contact information?”
“I have something to ask him.”
Song Yu thought I was going to complain to his father and sat back, trying to persuade me to look at other men. He gave me a phone call after
I assured him again and again that I was not looking for his father.
I looked at the phone number and sat from day to night.
When I got my new phone, I dialed the number tremblingly.
Maybe it’s really just a dream?
But I’m not reconciled.
I’ll dial out. After three
rings, the phone was picked up.
“Hello.” The familiar voice came from the mobile phone.
Just listening to this voice, you can know how elegant and handsome the person opposite is. Before
I opened my mouth, tears fell down first.
“How do you do?” Without hearing my response, Song Huaian asked again.
“Sung Huai-an.” My voice trembled, as if I had exhausted all my strength to call out the name.
I heard the sound of the mobile phone falling to the ground.
And then there’s the sound of hitting something hard.
Finally, it was Sung Huai-an who was very cautious and said in a voice of disbelief, “North North?”
“Where are you?” Before I could answer, he asked again.
I gave my address.
Don’t move, I’ll come to you. This time, let me come to you. This is the last sentence that Song Huaian said before he hung up the phone.
Two hours later, my doorbell rang.
As soon as I opened the door, I saw Song Huaian with sweat on his head.
Twenty-one years have passed.
The years seem to have shown special mercy to him, making him still look very young. When
he stood with Song Yu, others would only think that he was Song Yu’s brother. With red eyes,
I rushed into Sung’s arms and said, “It’s really not a dream.”
That year was really not a dream.
Song Huaian’s hands trembled as he held me, as if he were holding a very precious and fragile porcelain doll.
It makes my heart hurt even more. How on earth did he get through
all these years.
At this time, my mother appeared at the elevator entrance. The things in
her hands fell all over the floor.
“Sung Huai-an?” She looked at the person I was holding in disbelief and walked towards us without even picking up anything on the ground.
I quickly withdrew from Song Huaian’s arms.
Half an hour later, I sat down on the couch and buried my head. “That’s the way it is.”
The most unacceptable one is my mother.
I can understand that too.
No one can accept the assumption that my sister is my daughter.
“It’s too late today. Go back first.” My mother looked at Song Huaian.
Song Huaian looked at me.
I looked at him, too.
I haven’t seen enough.
After a long time, he stood up and said to my mother, “OK, I’ll come back tomorrow.”
That’s him.
Always look like a modest childe.
I tugged at the corner of his coat, and he looked down at me, his eyebrows curved, his eyes soft as the first ray of sunshine in spring.
“I’m not leaving.” He put his hand over mine and coaxed me, “I’m downstairs.” The house quieted down after
he left. Neither my mother
nor I spoke. The whistle
outside the window sounded wave after wave, and finally my mother opened her mouth first.
“So that’s it. I thought it was God’s mercy that made you look the same.”
She looked back at me, as if there was water in the corner of her eye. “It’s exactly the same.”
I couldn’t help hugging her and rubbing my chin on her shoulder. “Mom, it’s all my fault.”
It’s all my fault. I messed everything up.
“Mom, where is Gu Nan?”
Mingming went to the Civil Affairs Bureau first.
Why did my mother get pregnant out of wedlock? Why did my mother tell me that my father died when I was a child.
Hearing my question, my mother’s body stiffened.
Back then, we were waiting for you at the Civil Affairs Bureau, but you didn’t come. We went back together to look for you, and then we heard that you had fallen into the river. Her voice was getting deeper and deeper, and she was a little hoarse. Ah Nan and Sung Huai-an jumped into the river without saying a word. The river was supposed to be very cold that day. The two of them keep sinking to find your figure, but Anan did a lot of work to earn more money some time ago, and drank a lot of wine the night before.
I straightened up and looked at her in disbelief.
Her eyes were slightly red and her fundus was covered with water.
“Sung Huai-an is coming up.” Tears fell from the corners of her eyes. “Ah Nan didn’t come up.” My
throat was sour and I shook my head with tears.
That’s not true.
“How did this happen?” I cried and asked her, “How could this happen?”
“Ah Nan often tells me that he thinks you are very close, and that he will be happy when he sees you.” My mother reached out and wiped the tears from my face. “I was secretly jealous of this back then.”
I shook my head in disbelief. My father, who
has been spurned and blamed by me, was killed by me.
“It turns out that Nan has already seen his daughter.” My mother hugged me and patted me on the back. “All this was doomed long ago.”
I closed my eyes and cried harder.
“Your father would be very happy to know that it was his daughter he saved.”
That night, I fell asleep in my mother’s arms. When he woke up
the next day, Song Huaian, who had been waiting downstairs all night, had been invited home by his mother.
Now we are facing a great problem of the century.
Song Huaian is two years younger than my mother. If
I was with Song Huaian, would he call my mother sister or aunt?
And then there’s..
I am more than two years younger than Song Yu.
“Do I have to see you now?” I watched Song Huaian holding my hand with some uneasiness.
Song Huaian said he would take me to see Song Yu.
The most important thing is that he doesn’t know that Song Yu and I have known each other for a long time. I
don’t know, I also expressed my love to Song Yu!
Sung Huai-an fastened my seat belt and asked me with a smile, “Are you afraid?”
I’m afraid you’re angry!
An hour later, Song Yu looked at me and then at the hand that Song Huaian and I were holding. The expression on
his face was like a few thunderbolts hitting him directly on the top of his head.
I get it.
I get it. The woman who expressed her love to him
not long ago became his stepmother in a twinkling of an eye, which is really a bit unacceptable.
Sung Yu was so angry that his face turned red. “You are 22 years apart.” “But we’ve known each other for twenty-two years,”
I explained with a dry laugh.
He couldn’t believe it: “If I remember correctly, you must be 20 years old this year!”
OK.
The more you paint, the more black you get.
“I will not interfere with you, and you will not interfere with me.” Song Huaian pulled me behind him, and his tone was a little dignified.
Song Yu took the emotion seriously. Fortunately
, Song Yu did not say in front of Song Huaian that I had expressed my love to him.
Then I really want to dig a hole in the ground.
Sung Huai-an wasn’t going to tell Sung Yu that the first time he called out “Mom” was for me.
“You’ve changed.” I sat in the car and looked at Song Huaian. Stunned,
he turned to look at me. “Do you think I’m old?”
Seeing his earnest appearance, I burst out laughing.
“You used to ask me if I would like to be a stepmother, and you used to worry about whether my being a stepmother would bring gossip.” I winked. “Now you don’t ask any questions.”
“Yes.”
He parked his car on a tree-lined path.
Then I heard the sound of his seat belt undone. He raised his hand and took off his glasses. The next moment his lips fell on mine.
His lips were cold and trembling slightly.
I don’t know how long it took him to pull away from me.
Our faces were so close together that we could almost feel each other’s hot breath. Look
closely, there are some fine lines at the end of his eyes.
It is the trace left by the years.
“Twenty-one years.” His voice was low and hoarse. “I don’t want to waste another second.”
“You can’t escape either.” Then
he kissed me again.
My heart is in a mess.
It seems that he is more attractive like this.
I responded to him jerkily and urgently, wishing I could be one with him.
“Sung Huai-an, I love you.” This is a confession owed to him, “I want to marry you.” Twenty-one years
late, I finally got the marriage certificate with him. The day before I
went to get my license, I asked my mother, “Do you think he’s 22 years older than me?”
Mom shook her head.
“When you met, you were only twenty years old.”
“Bei Bei, you’ve only been in love with him for one year, but he’s been in love with you for 22 years.”
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