Today, the day before I got
married, I read my mind. The day before I
got married, I read my mind.
Then I heard the voice in the heart of Mammy, who had come to teach me about men and women, saying, “What a poor girl! It’s useless to teach these things.”
I didn’t understand what she meant, and I didn’t understand what the messy words I heard later meant.
It was not until my wedding night that I heard the faint voice in the heart of Wang Ye lying in bed: “It’s better to find a chance to kill her, and the dead are reassuring.”.
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Kill who? In the year when
my father won the Number One Scholar, I was promised to the emperor’s only brother, King Huai.
King Huai’s legs were disabled and he was suffering from malignant diseases, so people said that I married him not to fly to the branches, but to jump into the fire pit.
But the imperial edict is hard to disobey, and my mother’s eyes are almost blind from crying, so she can only send me to get married. On
the wedding day, my mother took me by the hand and told me, “Today, listen to Wang Yeh, listen to the empress..”
I answered them all.
That night I sat on the edge of the cold bed and waited for a long time before King Huai was pushed in by his servant. I had a heavy crown
on my head, which was covered with a big red veil, and I couldn’t see anything.
Hearing Xi Niang say she wanted to lift the veil, suddenly something came in from under the veil, and the next moment my veil fell to the ground.
I looked up and saw the legendary King Huai as the hairpin tinkled.
It’s very beautiful.
It’s not as dark and scary as the rumor.
“The newlyweds drink together.” Xi Niang sang loudly on one side.
Xiaoyu took a glass of wine from a disc in a servant’s hand and gave it to me. I knew that, my mother told me.
She said that drinking this wine would last for a long time.
I obediently picked up the glass and drank the whole glass of wine with King Huai.
It was my first time to drink, and it was so spicy that I had a long time to relax.
Then everyone retreated, leaving only my Xiaoyu and a servant beside King Huai.
Xiaoyu helped me to one side of the dressing room and carefully took off the crown and hairpin on my head.
When I finished grooming and returned to the bedside, the attendant beside King Huai was no longer there, and he took off his robe and sat on the bed.
He looked up at Xiaoyu.
Xiaoyu hurriedly backed out, and he and I were the only two people left in the room for a while. My mother specially asked Mammy to teach me about
men and women, but now I dare not use those on King Huai.
I trotted over and was about to sit on the bed when I heard King Huai ask me, “What do you want from me?” I
almost sat down and stood up again.
I blinked my eyes a few times and imitated Mammy’s words. “If the prince loves me, I’ll be satisfied.”
King Huai looked up at me. The candle beside the
bed flickered, but not a ray of light fell into his eyes.
“It seems that the king’s princess wants a lot of things.” He lowered his head with a chuckle.
Every smile is as beautiful as the person coming out of the painting. Stunned,
I sat down on the bed and said to him, “Wang Ye, you are really beautiful.”
King Huai looked up at me and said in a cold voice, “The princess is not bad either.” Is
that a compliment?
He is really a good man. In the past, people would only say that I was a fool and never praised me for being good-looking. Thinking
this way, I happily took off my shoes and wanted to go to bed. I asked King Huai, “Wang Ye, do you prefer to sleep inside or outside?” I
‘m not very good at sleeping. If I don’t sleep with my mother at night, I always fall to the ground, so I want to sleep inside.
But what if King Huai also falls to the ground? As soon as
I took off my shoes, I heard King Huai say, “Where are you going to sleep?”
King Huai stretched out his hand and pointed to a low couch beside the bed. He didn’t notice it just now, but now he saw that the bedding and pillow had been laid.
I want to sleep in the bed.
King Huai put his hands on the bed and lay down. “I don’t like to sleep with others,” he said lightly. When I
went out, my mother told me that I must listen to Wang Ye.
So I shriveled my mouth and went to the low couch, but as soon as I lay down, I heard the voice of King Huai coming from the bed.
“It’s better to find a chance to kill someone. Only the dead are reassuring.”
？？？
Kill who?
I quickly sat up on the couch again and called to King Huai in a low voice, “Wang Ye.”
King Huai remained motionless on the bed and answered coldly.
I swore in all sincerity and seriousness, “I am very good today, and I will certainly listen to Wang Yeh in the future.”
He gave another cold answer.
I lay down again at ease, and then I heard the voice of King Huai again.
“Everyone feels very obedient before they die, and there are obedient people in the living.”
I sat up again in horror. When
King Huai woke up, I had just finished burning the last part of the wedding candle.
“What are you doing there?” He braced himself to sit up, and I hurried to help him.
“My mother says that if the candles on the big wedding night can be lit safely until the next day, the couple will be able to love each other and continue to have children.” At this point, I was slightly embarrassed, and my voice dropped.
King Huai half leaned against the bed and looked at me. “I’m afraid the princess will be disappointed. The king is like this now. I’m afraid he can’t have children with the princess.”
This is like what I said to my father when he asked me to recite an article that I couldn’t recite.
I’m not like my father. If King Huai can’t have children with me, I won’t beat him with a ruler.
“It’s all right, it’s all right. We can love each other without doubt.” I waved my hand and spoke to comfort him.
King Huai lowered his eyes and saw the red and swollen place on my finger. He raised his eyes and asked me, “What happened to my hand?”
I curled up my fingers and laughed twice in embarrassment.
“I’m stupid. I can’t cut the wick. I got burned.” Actually, it’s a lot of burns.
But if I tell the truth, King Huai must dislike my stupidity, which is not a lie to him.
He gave a faint hum and stopped talking.
Will a perm make him think I’m stupid?
Then I heard him say in a cold voice, “It’s really as easy to cheat as if the king were a three-year-old child.”
My hands trembled. Can
King Huai also read minds?
Before I could explain, he glanced at the bedding on the soft couch and said to me in a cold voice, “No one can say anything about you not sleeping on the bed.”
I nodded obediently and then asked, “Can’t Xiaoyu say anything?”
King Huai shook his head.
Then he turned his head sideways and called out, “Green Pine.”
Soon the servant of last night pushed the door and came in.
Today I’m going to pay my respects to King Huai’s mother, Concubine Shu Taifei, and to tell the emperor about it.
But I didn’t sleep last night, so I dozed off in the carriage on the way to the palace. In
a daze, I heard King Huai say, “The neck is so thin that it must be broken by pinching it.”
I woke up with a shock.
King Huai sat opposite me, reading a book in his hand.
“Wang, Wang Yeh.” I called him carefully.
He put down his book and his eyes fell on my face as if he wanted to listen to me.
I was afraid and at a loss. As soon as I opened my mouth, I cried, “Wang Ye, don’t you like me?”
“Yes, I’m very stupid now. I grew up in the countryside. I’m not worthy of Wang Yeh.” The more I talked, the more I felt sad. “My mother said that if I listened to Wang Yeh, he would be nice to me.”
“My mother is lying. Wang Yeh won’t let me sleep in the bed, and he wants me dead.” I cried so hard that my snot bubbles burst out, and when I wiped it, I broke down. “But now I’m already very obedient.”
King Huai looked at me with a sudden jump between his eyebrows.
He asked me, “Who told you that the king wanted you to die?”
The tone was so cold that it froze me at once.
I suddenly remembered that my mother told me not to let others know that I could hear their voices, and quickly covered my mouth.
I sobbed and shook my head and did not speak.
King Huai asked no more questions. He threw a handkerchief and said, “Wipe your face.”
I obediently picked up the veil and asked him, “Can Wang Yeh let me sleep in the bed today?”
He didn’t answer me, but picked up the book again.
That night, with a black face, he ordered Qingsong to put him on the couch. As soon as
his buttocks touched the soft bed, I heard his voice: “I can’t sleep for a few days. When she dies, I’ll just change the bed.”
I just came out of the shower and heard him say that he slipped and almost fell to the ground.
When I stood up, Qingsong had retreated from the room.
I went to King Huai with tears in my heart.
He looked up at me and said, “Go to bed and sleep, and the king will sleep.”
Without waiting for him to finish, I picked him up and trotted to the bedside, carefully putting him on the bed.
In his shocked eyes, I wiped the sweat from my forehead. “Lord, you sleep on the bed, and I’ll sleep there.”
Without waiting for him to speak, I covered him with the quilt and went to the low couch. As soon as
I lay down, I heard him call out to me, “Cen Jinjin.”
“Huh?” I rolled over in his direction.
Then I heard a clang and something fell from under my pillow to the ground.
I looked down and caught sight of the dagger.
…………
I sat on the low couch and wept for an hour until King Huai called to me with a calm face, “Cen Jinjin, come to bed.”
“I don’t.”
I’m scared. I want to go home.
I got up from the low couch in tears and began to rummage through boxes and cupboards.
King Huai sat up on the bed and asked me, “What are you doing?”
I spread a large parcel on the table and sniffed. “I want to go home.” Then I folded the clothes I had brought the
day before and put them on the table.
“If you dare to go, the king will tell the emperor that your father is deceiving the emperor.” King Huai sat on the bed with a cold voice.
I looked back at him and blinked. “What do you mean by deceiving the emperor?”
He raised his hand and pressed it between his eyebrows.
After a while, he sighed and said to me, “You can sleep in the bed later.”
My eyes lit up for a moment, thinking that the dagger on the ground was dark again. I raised my foot and kicked the ground. I glanced at the dagger on the ground and did not speak.
He also took a look at the dagger on the ground and said in a cold voice, “It is for the king to defend himself. As long as you are obedient, the king will not kill you.”
This time I didn’t hear his voice again, which means he didn’t lie.
Remembering my mother’s words, I put the clothes on the parcel back in the cabinet one by one.
Then he ran to the bed with the pillow in his arms.
King Huai asked me to sleep inside because he liked to sleep outside.
Great.
I like to sleep in it, too. Lying
with King Huai, there was a faint fragrance on his body, which smelled very good. The way
he sleeps with his eyes closed is also very beautiful, like a person coming out of a painting.
“Wang Ye,” I called out softly, “what do you mean by deceiving the emperor?” I haven’t forgotten what I said
just now. I just want to ask about my father.
King Huai’s eyes were still closed. Just when I thought he wouldn’t answer me again, he asked me, “How did your father pass the examination for Number One Scholar?”
I lay on my back on the bed, staring at the top of the bed and began to count my father’s diligence and eagerness to learn.
Others say that my father will not give up until he reaches the Yellow River, but I think my father is a great man.
After listening to me, King Huai opened his eyes and did not look at me.
“That’s no wonder. I think there has never been any teaching for you.”
It’s like blaming your father.
“No, no, my father is also very kind to me. He’s just a little busy.” Busy with exams, busy with learning.
I was afraid that King Huai would have a bad impression of my father, so I began to talk about what my father had done for me over the years.
Count the past, count over, also those a few.
“In short, my father loves me very much.” Finally, I made a summary.
Then I looked sideways, and King Huai seemed to have fallen asleep. Holding the soft quilt in both hands,
I felt very relieved and said softly to King Huai, “Wang Ye, sweet dreams.” I slept well
this night.
When Qingsong came in, he saw me sitting on the bed with King Huai and saluted us quietly. But
I heard him say in his heart, “It is true that beauty is harmful to people, and even Wang Yeh cannot be spared.”
Although I don’t know why he said that, I can hear that he was praising me for my good looks.
I couldn’t help blushing and felt that Qingsong was really a good man.
Seeing Xiaoyu coming in behind Qingsong, I stepped over King Huai and jumped down from the bed.
Qingsong looked at me like a ghost.
Did I do something wrong?
I looked back at King Huai, who was still sitting on the bed with a black face, and suddenly woke up.
Then I carried King Huai like I did last night and put him firmly in the wheelchair.
King Huai gnashed his teeth and said, “Cen Jinjin.”
“Huh?” I wiped the sweat from my forehead and looked up to see Qingsong’s mouth, which was big enough to fit an egg.
“The king, the princess..” He looked at me and then at King Huai in his wheelchair.
I don’t know why he did this, but he said in all earnestness, “Wang Yeh is a little light, not as heavy as a flower. He must have eaten too little.”
When Xiaoyu heard what I said, she stamped her foot and called out to me, “Princess!”
Ah.
Spill the beans.
King Huai looked at me with a leap in his eyes. “Who is Ruhua?”
I took one look at Xiaoyu, lowered my head and stirred my fingers. “I can’t say.”
“Have you forgotten what you said last night?”
I didn’t forget. “It’s a little pig we raised in the country,”
I explained, coyly.
King Huai’s face turned black and he didn’t speak to me again.
Qingsong’s face was red when he went out with his wheelchair. When
he went out, I heard him laughing loudly in his heart.
hahahahahahahahaha! I’ve never seen anyone who could make Wang Yeh suffer!
The palace is very big, and Xiaoyu and I walked around the palace for an hour.
“Princess, you shouldn’t compare Wang Ye with Ruhua.” Xiaoyu walked behind me and mentioned what happened in the morning.
I put my hand on the veranda, picked at the skin on it, and pouted, “I know. I was not careful.”
Xiaoyu sighed and looked worried. “Now you should think of a way to please Wang Yeh.”
I looked back at her.
Xiaoyu was the servant girl my father found for me after I came to the capital. She was very kind to me.
“Tell me, how can I please Wang Yeh?” I sighed and felt that the problem was a big problem. It’s harder
than my father asking me to recite.
Xiaoyu didn’t know. She frowned and said nothing.
I continued to walk along the veranda with a flat mouth, and as soon as I reached the end of the veranda, I heard several sounds. One
of the voices is particularly special.
“Princess, that’s not pure. That’s stupid. That’s why she’s willing to marry a useless person with no legs.”
If I were careful, I would be able to recognize that this is the voice of the people, but I did not.
I picked up my skirt and ran around the corner in the direction of the sound.
It was a few servant girls who were hiding behind the rockery and chatting, and they were laughing gorgeously when they talked about something.
“You can say I’m stupid, but you can’t say Wang Ye!” I was so angry that I shouted at them, “Wang Yeh hurt his leg for the sake of the people of the world and to protect the country. You can’t say that about Wang Yeh!”
That’s what my mother told me.
Mother said that King Huai had sacrificed so much for the country and the people all his life, but he didn’t get what he deserved.
I don’t know what King Huai deserves, but at least he can’t be laughed at like this.
Several maids turned pale with fright and knelt down one after another.
Looking at their bodies shaking into a sieve, I suddenly could not bear it. I turned around and wanted to ask Xiaoyu if what she had said was too heavy. Then I saw King Huai on the veranda. My eyes
curved and I ran to him with a smile.
“Wang Yeh.”
King Huai nodded to me and looked at the maids again.
He asked me, “Did they upset the princess?”
I’m not happy.
I nodded.
“Then the princess will punish them.” King Huai looked up at me with a faint smile on his lips. “How does the princess want to punish them?”
This is the first time I’ve seen him smile in two days.
It really looks much better when you smile than when you don’t.
I shook my head. “I just scolded them.”
He took one look at the pine, and without saying anything, the maids began to cry.
“Wang Yeh spared my life. The maidservant really didn’t say anything.” Several people cried, kowtowed and begged for mercy. With a wave
of Qingsong’s hand, someone soon came over and took several servant girls down.
Seeing them crying like that, I asked King Huai uncertainly, “Is the prince going to punish them?”
King Huai did not answer me, and Qingsong pushed him in the other direction of the veranda.
I ran after him and heard him ask me, “Why is the princess here?”
“Wang Yeh said he had something to do, so I thought I’d take a look around the palace, but I didn’t realize it was so big.” As I spoke, I walked up to King Huai and began to describe to him what I had seen and heard along the way. “By the way, Wang Ye, I just found two kittens under the doorway over there..”
King Huai’s wheelchair stopped. He put one hand on the handle of the wheelchair and clenched his fist against his face.
“Cen Jinjin, did the Mammy who taught you tell you that you would call yourself a concubine in front of the king?” He looked at me with a faint smile in his eyes.
Ah! There
seems to be such a thing!
Reacting, I quickly covered my mouth with my hands, feeling as if I had committed a heinous crime.
I.. My concubine.. I quickly changed my tune and said bitterly, “I know I’m wrong.”
King Huai nodded, looking like he was going to let me go.
But I’m not happy.
Because I heard him laugh in his heart and say, “So stupid, it seems that he is not a person of Qin Zhao.”.
King Huai is a man of his word. I have never heard him say he would kill me since he said he would not kill me as long as I was obedient.
It’s just that he always said I was stupid.
Whether on the lips or on the heart, they will say.
Originally, I always heard people say that I was a fool, but I was still a little sad to hear King Huai say so.
So this day I took a dish of osmanthus cake made by myself and knocked on the door of the study with Xiaoyu. The
room was quiet for a long time before the pine came to open the door.
I gave him a sweet smile, and his serious face suddenly softened.
“Princess?” He stood in the doorway and asked me respectfully, “What are you doing here?”
I lifted the sweet-scented osmanthus cake in my hand and said to him, “I’ve come to bring Wang Yeh a snack.”
Qingsong’s expression was obviously incredulous, but before he could speak, he heard King Huai in the room say, “Come in.”
With the answer I wanted, I ran around the pine trees with snacks and ran into the house, regardless of Xiaoyu being stopped outside the door.
King Huai sat behind the bookcase, on which there were some booklets.
He looked at the snack in my hand and raised his eyebrows. “Did you make it?” He asked in a faint voice.
“Yes, I learned a lot from my mother about the food in the south of the Yangtze River.” Smiling, I put the plate on his desk, picked up one of the osmanthus cakes and held it to his mouth. “Please try it, Wang Yeh.”
King Huai looked down at the cake in my hand, then looked at the corners of my mouth, which were almost to my ears, and his eyes moved.
“Wang Ye, don’t eat it. If it’s poisonous, I can’t save you!” This is the voice of the pine at the door. My hand shook as I
held the cake, and then I had a brainwave. I withdrew my hand and took a bite. Then I held it to his mouth and said, “It’s delicious, Wang Yeh. Please try it.”
“Princess, this is a great move. What man can stand this?” This is the voice of Xiaoyu at the door.
They are really noisy.
It was obvious that King Huai could stand it. He raised his hand and pushed away my hand holding the osmanthus cake.
“What do you want?” He closed the book in his hand.
I continued to bring the cake to his mouth and said hurriedly, “They say that if you eat other people’s food, you have to agree to other people’s requests. If you don’t eat it, I dare not say anything.”
King Huai chuckled as if he had heard something funny.
He propped his head on the table with one hand and looked at me. “Cen Jinjin, even if the king eats up all your snacks, he can refuse your request.” I never expected
such an answer.
I bit my lip and felt a little aggrieved, but the hand holding the osmanthus cake was confiscated.
“Taste it first.” I put the cake to his lips with grievance.
He looked at me and opened his mouth to take a small bite where I had just bitten. Before
I could ask him if it was delicious, I heard the sound of Qingsong inhaling at the door.
“Is it good?” Regardless of Qingsong, I lay on the table and stared at King Huai with my eyes.
King Huai seemed to be in a good mood, with a smile on his lips.
“Come on, what is it?” He picked up the teacup from one side and skimmed the top layer of tea with the lid.
I put my hands on the table and held my face and winked at him.
“Lord, please teach me how to read and write.” King Huai, who
was about to drink tea, listened to my words, moved the cup down and looked up at me.
I hastened to explain, “I want to learn to be clever.”
At least it’ll make him think I’m smarter.
He put the teacup in his hand back to its original position.
“Your father was a Number One Scholar, so I think he’s very good at learning.” He opened the book in his hand again and did not look at me.
I deflated my mouth.
Father’s knowledge is naturally good, but it has nothing to do with me.
My father passed the imperial examination at the age of 16, passed the imperial examination at the age of 30, and has now passed the imperial examination at the age of 42. No one else knows about the hardships involved, but I know about them. He has been preparing for exams year after year, so he doesn’t have much time to meet with his ministers and concubines, let alone teach them knowledge. I looked down at the inkstone on the table.
King Huai looked up at me. “Do you blame your father?”
“No, no.” I waved my hand again and again. My father was very kind to my concubine. After winning the Number One Scholar, he took my concubine and my mother over.
It was only when I came to the capital that I realized that women also had to recite poems and paint. A few months ago, my father also wanted to teach me to recite some articles, but I was too stupid.
King Huai laughed and said, “Your father thinks you’re stupid and doesn’t want to teach you. Why do you think the king would want to teach you?”
I quickly walked around the bookcase to his side and gave him a sweet smile.
“Because Wang Yeh is the husband of my concubine.”
“Wang Yeh, don’t you think that a woman without talent is virtuous?” I lay beside King Huai and looked at him sideways.
He closed his eyes and said in a faint voice, “Virtue is in the heart, not in talent.”
This was different from the words I had heard, and I nodded vaguely.
Then he opened his eyes again and looked at me sideways.
“Cen Jinjin, I heard you were willing to marry yourself. Why?” His eyes were elegant, and his tone was faint, and I could not hear joy or anger.
I opened my eyes wide and couldn’t help getting closer to him, but he pushed me back.
“Wang Ye, how do you know?”
The emperor decreed that my father and mother were very unhappy and unwilling to let me marry. I
‘m the one who told them I did.
King Huai looked at me and did not speak, not as if he would answer my question.
I went back to my seat and lay down, holding the quilt in my hands and looking at the top of the bed.
“Wang Ye, they say you can’t walk. I just think I’m so strong that if I marry you, I can carry you on my back.” Then I quickly pulled the quilt over my mouth and looked sideways at King Huai. I blinked my eyes and said, “Wang Ye, I forgot to say I again.” With a shallow sigh,
he turned and closed his eyes again.
“That’s all right. Don’t talk about my concubines anymore. It’s awkward for the king to hear that.”
I was stunned and realized that he was not going to blame me.
He is always like this. He looks fierce on the surface, but in fact he is not bad at all.
The room suddenly quieted down, and I could only hear the staggered breathing of King Huai and me.
After a long time, I poked my head out of the quilt and called softly, “Wang Ye.”
King Huai did not answer. He should have fallen asleep.
I let out a gentle breath and moved cautiously toward him. I whispered to him, “Wang Ye, you forgot. You carried me on your back, too.”
His eyelashes quivered slightly, and I quickly went back to close my eyes and pretend to sleep.
A good night’s sleep.
King Huai granted me special permission to go to his study. After
lunch, I took Xiaoyu happily to the study with the cakes I made. All the way, Xiaoyu taught me how to please King Huai.
I frowned and looked back at her.
“Hsiao-yu, you don’t like any of this.” “Then the princess will do something that the prince likes,”
she said with a smile. I don’t know what
King Huai likes. In the
study, I sat in front of a small table not far from King Huai. He said that today I would learn to write my name first.
“Wang Ye,” I said with a look of pride as I placed my name in front of him as if it were a treasure. “I can write my own name.”
He looked up at the three crooked words in my hand and his eyebrows moved. Qingsong, who was grinding ink on
one side, also looked over, and I saw his mouth pursed into a line.
Then a particularly loud laugh came from his heart: “Ha ha!”
Sometimes it is a very painful thing to hear the voice of the heart, for example, now I want to punch Qingsong in the face.
King Huai took the paper in my hand and wrote my name on it again.
“Write this. Write it twice more.” He handed me the paper.
His handwriting is really beautiful, as beautiful as his people. Instead of taking the paper,
I pointed to the blank space next to the three characters he had written, “Cen Jin Jin,” and said to him, “Wang Ye, please write your name on it, too.”
“Do not write the name of the king until you have written it neatly.” He said in a faint voice.
Then I heard the voice in his heart: “a little fool who dares to write the name of Ben Wang in such worm-crawled words.” Anyone who
hears such words will be sad.
So I turned my grief and anger into strength and wrote “Cen Jinjin” for a day. I didn’t raise my head until I
wrote that Xiaoyu had lit the lamp beside me.
I pinched my wrist, which was already sour, stood up from the table, and clapped the words I had written on the table of King Huai.
“Look, Wang Yeh.” I moved the paper to his eyes, and there was still my red wrist in front of his eyes. I pouted and asked him, “Is it neat enough?”
He looked up at my white and red wrist, and finally gently pinched my middle finger, which was so red that it could bleed.
“Stupid as hell.”
I had been working so hard all afternoon that I had written very well, and he said I was stupid. He felt very aggrieved
for a moment, and his eyes were red when the tip of his nose was sour.
“Why are you crying?” His voice was irritable. “The king didn’t say you didn’t write well.”
He let go of my hand and wrote “Qin Huai” next to the three characters “Cen Jin Jin.”.
Qin Huai.
I smiled through tears, and it was really these two words.
I stood beside Qin Huai and stretched out my palms.
Qin Huai looked at my palm and asked me, “What are you doing?”
“The kitten I saw under the doorway in the morning ran into the house. I wanted to catch it and take good care of it, but I knocked down the vase in the house..” The more I spoke, the more I whispered.
Chin Huai withdrew his gaze and took another look at the pine standing on the other side. “Go to the library and choose another one to put on.”
Qingsong glanced at me, and I bit my lip and lowered my head.
“Wang Yeh..” Qingsong hesitated to speak. “There is more than one.”
Qin Huai obviously did not expect him to say so, eyebrows jumped, turned his head to look at me.
I lowered my head deeper and raised my hands high.
“Wang Yeh, hit me with the board.”
In the past, if I made a mistake, my father would always hit me in the palm of my hand with a ruler.
He said that would make me remember my mistakes and not make them again.
Qin Huai glanced at the palm of my hand in front of him and rubbed his eyebrows. “How many did you fall?”
I bit my lip and did not speak. “Leave no one behind,” said
the pine.
“The princess is really awesome. The vases there are all carefully selected by the prince.” When I heard the voice of Qingsong, I wanted to find a hole in the ground directly.
Qin Huai won’t make my palms swollen.
Thinking of this, I shed tears silently in my heart, but I dare not withdraw my palm.
But after waiting for a long time without waiting for a board to fall on my palm, I secretly looked up at Qin Huai and found that he had looked back at the book in his hand.
“You did a good job with the sweet osmanthus cake that day.” He spoke lightly. Just as
I was wondering why he suddenly mentioned the sweet osmanthus cake, I heard him say in his heart, “In that case, the little fool should be able to tell that the king wants to eat it.” I got it
. I got it.
I quickly withdrew my hand and laughed at him. “I’m going to do it for Wang Yeh.”
The sweet-scented osmanthus cake was easy to make, and soon I made a dish and brought it to Qin Huai.
To my surprise, Qin Huaigang fainted after eating a mouthful.
Qingsong rushed up and knocked me to the ground.
“Somebody!”! Somebody help! Go to see Doctor Chang!
I sat on the cold ground, and before I knew what was going on, I saw a group of people coming in and carrying Qin Huai out.
Qingsong looked back at me when he went out, and did not apologize for knocking me to the ground.
His eyes were cold, and though he didn’t say anything, in his heart he said bitterly, “It’s true that beauty is harmful.”
Doctor Zhang came after a while.
I stood beside Doctor Zhang, watching him hold Qin Huai’s pulse, frowning and sighing, and my heart seemed to be pulled up. Before the little flower
next door died, the herbalist was like this.
“What happened to Wang Yeh?” I asked him in a hurry.
He glanced at me and then at Qingsong.
“What did Wang Yeh eat before?” As soon as he asked, the pine tree fell on my body and his eyes became colder.
He ordered someone to bring up the cake I had brought to Wang Ye before.
Does he think there’s something wrong with my cake?
Doctor Zhang picked up the cake and smelled it carefully, then broke off a piece and put it in his mouth, frowning.
Ch’ing-sung looks nervous. “But there’s something wrong with the cake?” He asks.
Doctor Chang shook his head and looked at Ching Song. “Is this the only thing Wang Yeh ate?”? Where is the tea?
After a while, the tea that Qin Huai had just drunk was also brought up. He picked up the teacup and smelled the tea in the cup carefully before he relaxed his eyebrows.
“The poison is in the tea.” With a faint sound,
he made the whole room take a deep breath.
Qingsong was even more shocked.
“I made the tea for Wang Yeh myself.”
Doctor Chang didn’t say anything else. He just glanced at him and said, “Seal the palace, and we’ll make a decision after the prince wakes up.” Standing next to them,
I heard some clouds in the fog, heard the last sentence hurriedly pulled the doctor Zhang who was about to go outside.
“Miraculous doctor, when will Wang Yeh wake up?” As long as Wang Ye can wake up.
Doctor Chang took one look at my hand holding his clothes, shook his beard, and said, “The princess is relieved. I’ll prescribe a few doses. The prince will wake up soon after taking them.”
Facts proved that Zhang Shenyi was right, and Qin Huai woke up the next morning. As soon as
I looked up, I saw that he was looking at me. In surprise, he grabbed his hand and laughed, “Wang Ye, you’re awake!” His
face was still a little pale, and he asked me in a faint voice, “Why don’t you go to bed?”
“The little fool didn’t stay up all night, did he?” I pursed my lips when I heard his voice.
My nose was sour, and I threw myself on him and cried.
“Lord, you scared me to death.” Beneath
me was the sound of his heart beating faster and faster. He cried for a long time before he put his hand gently on my back and patted me twice.
“What’s there to cry about? You can’t die.” His voice was so faint that he could not hear joy or anger.
I looked up at him and saw a flash of awkwardness in his face.
I sniffed and asked him, “How does the prince know he won’t die?”
His cold fingertips carried the tears from my eyes. Without answering me, he asked me, “Do you always cry for others like this?” Someone
really poisoned Qin Huai, a servant girl I had never seen before.
The servant girl knelt disheveled in front of Qin Huai’s bed, with some blood stains on her body, as if she had been whipped.
Qin Huai did not pay attention to her, but drank a mouthful of medicine with my spoon, slightly wrinkled, I hurriedly stuffed a preserve into his mouth.
He was stunned.
I smiled and asked him, “Isn’t it sweet? That’s how my mother fed me when I took the medicine.”
His eyes softened, he did not speak, and he continued to drink the medicine I had fed him.
When he finished drinking the medicine, I fed him another candied fruit, and then I fed myself one.
So sweet. It’s so
sweet that I can’t help bending my eyebrows.
“Stupid as hell.” Qin Huai laughed and scolded in his heart.
I immediately opened my eyes to look at him, but he ignored me and turned his head to look at the servant girl kneeling on the ground.
His face was like a layer of ice on the cage in an instant, and it was frighteningly cold.
“Who sent you?” He asked the servant girl.
I sat beside him and looked at the servant girl.
The servant girl is not afraid, which I quite admire her. In the past, even when my father hit me in the palm of my hand, I could cry in pain. The servant girl was beaten with blood everywhere and didn’t even hum.
“If Wang Yeh kills me, why should he ask me something I wouldn’t say?” The maid looked up at me and said with a smile, “The princess is really beautiful.”
Good. Why are you still praising me?
Out of politeness, I smiled sweetly at her with candied fruit in my mouth and replied, “Thank you, you are also good-looking.” Qingsong,
standing beside her, pursed his lips. This time I didn’t have to listen to his heart to know that he was holding back his laughter.
Am I wrong again?
I looked back at Qin Huai. He raised his hand and rubbed my head. He said to Qing Song, “Since she doesn’t want to talk, go and ask someone else.”
Then he looked at the maid and said, “Take care of her family, for example.” When
the servant girl heard this, she was not moved at all.
“Wang Yeh.” Qingsong paused, glanced at me, and said, “She’s from Beiliang.”
Beiliang I know, I heard it was once a small country in the north.
Later, it was destroyed by the Great Qin Dynasty. It was
also after the war that Qin Huai injured his legs and could no longer walk.
Qin Huai laughed, but there was no smile on his face.
“Then ask the prisoners of war in Beiliang.” When he said this, he was like a bloodthirsty demon. “They should be very willing to meet you, an orphan.” When the
servant girl was taken down, her face finally showed a ferocious expression.
Qin Huai, you will die a terrible death! You dare to privately detain prisoners of war for so many years, your emperor will not let you go, north cool soldiers will not let you go! You will die one day at the hands of the Northern Liang soldiers! What else did she want to say? She was gagged by the person who pulled her.
I was so frightened that I grasped Qin Huai’s hand tightly.
I’ve heard that Qin Huai kills a lot of people and has a changeable temperament. Now I’ve seen it.
Fortunately, I have been obedient all the time. What’s
the matter? Afraid? Qin Huai’s hand covered my hand.
I looked up at him and saw Xiaoyu standing beside the bed with an ugly face.
She should be as frightened by the scene as I am.
I’ll comfort her later.
I nodded to Qin Huai, and reached out to touch Qin Huai’s head, but he slanted his head to hide. As soon as
he dodged, I fell into his arms without stabilizing myself.
“You don’t look like you’re afraid of the king.” His laughing voice came from the top of my head.
I buried my face in his arms and suddenly felt a little humiliated, but I straightened up with his chest. He
bit his lip and continued to touch his forehead, and when he saw that his forehead was not hot, he breathed a sigh of relief.
“The miraculous doctor says that if Wang Yeh doesn’t have a fever, there’s nothing to worry about.” I gave him a coquettish look. The smile on
his face deepened, as if it were not him who had just said those cold words. Smiling,
he took off my hand, which was still on his forehead, and played with it before looking sideways at the pine.
“Have you nothing to say to the princess?” The tone is a little serious.
Qingsong immediately knelt down. I was startled by
the clear sound.
“My subordinates are eager to protect the Lord. I have no intention of offending the princess. I ask the princess to punish me.”
Reacting that he was talking about pushing me to the ground, I quickly stood up and tried to help him, but Qin Huai pulled him back to bed.
Qin Huai pinched my round fingers and asked me, “Today, how do you want to punish him?”
He called me Jinjin!
He used to call me Cen Jinjin!
I suddenly felt a little happy, but I didn’t know what I was happy about, and finally I just muttered in a low voice, “Listen to Wang Yeh.”
Then I heard a scream in Qingsong’s heart. Did
I say something wrong again?
I don’t know how Qin Huai punished the pine, but the pine looked like it for the next few days.
I wanted to ask him if he was punished by Qin Huai, but Qin Huai’s body was always not good, so I threw myself on him and forgot about it.
“We’ll make a complete tonic soup for Wang Yeh today.” While preparing the food, I ordered Xiaoyu, and as soon as I turned my head, I saw that Xiaoyu, who was cutting vegetables, had accidentally cut her hand.
“Xiaoyu!”
I quickly put down the things in my hands and walked over to see her bleeding fingers. I frowned and said, “It’s bleeding. Why are you so careless?”
Xiaoyu casually wiped the blood on her apron and smiled at me. “Princess, it’s all right.”
“Does it hurt?” I blew a few breaths into her fingers. Her
fingers shrank and she picked up the knife to cut the bamboo shoots on the chopping board. “Princess, it doesn’t hurt. Let’s make the soup first.”
“How can that work?” I grabbed the knife from her hand and waved to the servant girl on the other side.
“Slice the winter bamboo shoots and set them aside until I come back.” Then
I took Xiaoyu’s hand and walked out.
I have heard the doctor said, do not look down upon some minor injuries, if not handled well, it can also kill people.
Xiaoyu was the first person I knew after I came to the capital. Although my father said she was a servant girl he bought to serve me, I always took her as my sister.
“Princess.” Xiaoyu twitched the finger I grabbed.
I quickly gripped her more tightly and coaxed her with a soft voice: “Be good, just hold on for a while. It hurts a little when I put the medicine on.”
Then I gently blew on her wound, and carefully applied some powder to her.
Finally, I looked at her fingers wrapped in rice dumplings and couldn’t help laughing out loud.
“It looks like rice dumplings, Xiaoyu.” I poked her finger. Her
eyes were red, and she looked at her fingers and then at me. What’s
the matter? Does it still hurt? I quickly stopped laughing and looked at her fingers again.
She shook her head. “Thank you, Princess.”
My bandaging technique was indeed somewhat special, so even Qin Huai noticed Xiaoyu’s fingers. As
he drank the soup I had made for him, he glanced at Xiaoyu’s finger and asked me, “Is her finger gone?” What kind of words are
these!
“Pooh, Pooh, Pooh!” I spat three times. “Xiaoyu cut her finger when she was cutting vegetables.” As I
spoke, I grabbed Xiaoyu’s hand and shook it in front of Qin Huai’s eyes. “This is my bandage,” I said proudly. “Is it good?”
Qin Huai took another look at Xiaoyu’s finger and scolded me with a laugh: “Little fool.”
“I’m not stupid anymore. Don’t talk nonsense, Wang Ye. I’ve been reciting two articles these days.” I went up to him and said to him as if offering a treasure, “It was Wang Yeh who did this.”
I just don’t understand.
Qin Huai wrote some sentences, although I can read all the words, but simply do not understand what it means.
After listening to my words, Qin Huai drank the last mouthful of soup and raised his eyebrows as if he was surprised at my hard work.
But before I could praise him, I heard the voice of Doctor Zhang.
Found it, found it! I finally found it! There was an insolent smile in his voice, so that people could hear his joy before they saw him.
Doctor Zhang ran in, followed by Qingsong.
It looks like he was going to stop him but didn’t.
Doctor Chang stopped in front of the bed, looked at me for a moment, and then looked at Qin Huai again. “Wang Ye, I’ve found it.”
“Mmm.” Qin Huai made a faint sound and motioned him to continue. The expression on
Doctor Zhang’s face closed and he looked at me again.
I heard him say in his heart, “What shall I say if they do not go out?”
Although I really wanted to hear what he had found and was so happy, I stood up.
When Qin Huai caught me, I heard Xiaoyu’s voice.
She said, “Don’t go.”
I took a look at her, but I didn’t think she was such a gossip.
“Just say it.” Qin Huai pulled me back and said to Zhang Shenyi.
Qin Huai’s leg can be cured unexpectedly.
The news took all present by surprise.
“It’s really not in vain for me to have worked so hard for so many years. When I was young, I also heard the above method, but now I still lack two kinds of medicine.” Doctor Chang frowns slightly at the end: “One medicine is musk, and the other is Pyrola.”
When Qingsong heard this, he laughed and said, “Doctor Chang, aren’t you dizzy? What’s so strange about these two medicines? Just treat them, and I’ll find them soon.”
I don’t understand medicinal materials, and I was relieved to hear Qingsong’s words.
Qin Huai’s leg can be good, I am naturally ten thousand happy.
But Dr. Chang did not relax his brows at Ch’ing-sung’s words. He looked at Ch’in-huai and said, “The difficulty with these two medicines is that you have to take them and use them immediately. You can’t take them off even after a day.”
Qingsong’s face suddenly changed.
He also looked at Qin Huai and said, “There is no such prescription, not to mention Pyrola, but where can we find a live musk deer in the capital?”
Qin Huai is holding my hand. He likes to play with my fingers very much recently.
He didn’t seem to be listening carefully. He pinched my finger and asked me, “Do you want to go out to play today?”
Originally, my thoughts were also on these two medicines, but when I heard Qin Huai say this, my eyes lit up: “Wang Ye, can we go out to play?” Naturally,
I want to go out to play. I haven’t been out of the palace
since I married Qin Huai.
Several times I wanted to propose leaving the house, but whenever I saw Qin Huai sitting in a wheelchair, I felt that my idea was too selfish.
Qin Huai said that he had not been out of the house for a long time, and now I can’t be wronged. I want to take me to have a good time. When I
heard it, I was naturally willing to do a thousand things.
“Lord, I’ve heard that the Hanshan Temple on the Cold Mountain outside the capital is full of incense. Can we go out of the capital this time?” I lay beside Qin Huai and couldn’t help approaching him.
He did not push me away and look at me sideways as he had done before. “Do you want to burn incense?”
I moved my body to lie on the bed, put my hands on my chin and nodded fiercely.
“I want to ask the Buddha to let Wang Yeh’s leg get better soon and not get sick again.”
Qin Huai laughed and flicked it on my forehead. “You’re so stupid,” he scolded me.
“Wang Ye, I’m not stupid.” I beeped, and then lay back on the bed, staring at the top of the bed. “Now that Wang Yeh’s legs are all right, can I have a baby with him?”
Qin Huai didn’t reply to me. I thought he was asleep. I looked at him sideways and found that he was looking at me.
He asked me, “Do you want a doll today?”
I nodded and remembered what Mammy had said to me that day: “Mammy said that if a man likes you, he will ask you for a doll.”. I think that woman must be the same.
I blinked my eyes and whispered in Qin Huai’s ear, “Wang Ye, I like you.”
Qin Huai seemed to gasp, and I saw the tip of his ear quickly climb up a layer of light pink.
He gently pushed me away and pressed my hand with one hand to prevent me from moving. With an innocent wink,
I called to him in a low voice, “Wang Ye.”
“Cen Jinjin,” he called me, then sighed. “It’s the king who is wrong. You’re very clever.”
I am sixteen years old now, and in these sixteen years, even my mother who loves me most has never praised me for my cleverness. At most,
she would say, “Today, you are not stupid.”
Qin Huai was the first person to say that I was smart, and I couldn’t help bending my eyebrows. He threw himself
at him and kissed him on the cheek.
“Wang Yeh, I like you best today.”
Soon it was the day to go out. Qin Huai said that we might play outside for a while, so I packed up a lot of things.
Out of the house, Qin Huai took a look at the two big packages behind Xiaoyu and raised his eyebrows.
“Princess, you can buy whatever you need on the way. Why do you have to grind the jade like this?” Qingsong hurriedly took the package behind Xiaoyu.
Qin Huai glanced at the package in his hand. “That grinds you.”
So for the rest of the way, all of us took a carriage, while Qingsong rode a horse.
I lifted the curtain beside the carriage and saw Qingsong riding on the horse with a bitter and bitter face.
“Wang Yeh, isn’t it too tiring to ride?” I put down the curtain and looked at Qin Huai, thinking about how to intercede for Qingsong.
Qin Huai handed me a book beside him and looked at the book in his hand without looking up.
“It is the horse that is tired.” He thought of something and glanced up at the book I had just caught. “Is there anything you don’t understand in it? Ask me.”
“Don’t call me Wang Ye outside any more.”
I nodded, thought for a moment, and asked him, “Is that your brother?”
His page-turning hand stopped in the middle of the page.
“Who taught you today?” He looked at me and his ears were slightly red.
“Huh?”
He put down his hand, and the book in his hand returned to the page he had just read. He looked at me with a shallow smile in his eyes. “Why don’t you call me husband?”
My eyes lit up with sudden enlightenment. I
always call him Wang Ye, but I forget that I can actually call him my husband.
“That, that is called the husband.” When I said the word “husband”, I suddenly felt a little embarrassed and my face became hot.
Qin Huai chuckled and continued to read his book.
“That’s all. Let’s call him Brother Huai.” His voice was soft, with a smile and awkwardness that I could not hear clearly. Ignoring the “little idiot” in his mind,
I nodded and began to read the book he gave me.
The carriage went all the way from the palace to the capital, waiting for the green pines outside to say, “Here we are.”. As soon as
I opened the curtain, I saw the words “Hanshan Temple”.
“Wang..” Brother Huai! I turned to look at Chin Huai and laughed. “Hanshan Temple!”! It’s the Hanshan Temple! Qingsong, who
was about to dismount, heard my words and fell directly from his horse. I
fell so hard that I didn’t stand up at once.
It seemed that there was no way to carry Qin Huai out of the carriage. I was very happy that the job finally fell on my head. Without waiting for Qin Huai to open his mouth, he carried him out of the carriage.
Qin Huai sat in a wheelchair and looked at the pine holding his waist. His face was heavy but he didn’t say a word.
Oh, yes.
He said to himself, “You will have a good time when you go back.”
I looked at Qingsong silently and felt that he was really pitiful.
We only stopped in Hanshan Temple for one day, and I got my wish to burn incense and worship Buddha, and then continued on the road the next day.
“What did you ask for?” Qin Huai sat opposite me and didn’t look at me.
I was reading a book when I heard him talking. Then I looked up and said, “Huh?”
“What did you ask for before the Buddha?” His fingers ran slowly along the outline of the book.
Naturally, he begged for his leg to get better soon.
And begged..
My face suddenly became hot, and I quickly picked up the book on my lap and held it high to cover my face. After
making sure he couldn’t see my flushed face, he said softly, “It won’t work if I say it. I can only let Buddha hear my wishes.”
He suddenly put a finger on my book and slowly pressed it down, revealing my eyes.
“Today.” He has a pair of beautiful eyes with a smile.
The next sentence should be to ask me if I asked for a doll. As
my face burned, I heard him say, “Your book is upside down.” After we
left the Hanshan Temple, we walked for a few days and stopped to visit many places. I had such a good time
these days that I didn’t realize when we were stopped by a group of bandits.
“Hand over the money and the young lady.” There was a loud cry from a rough voice outside the carriage. It
scared me. The notebook in
my hand also fell from my hand.
Qin Huai’s trip did not disturb too many people, only Qingsong and a horse driver.
“Huai elder brother.” I looked at Qin Huai, a little worried.
He also put down his book and looked at me, “Don’t be afraid.”
I nodded and told him what I thought, “We’ll get out of the car first, and I’ll run with you on my back.”
He didn’t seem to expect me to say such a thing, and he answered with a smile in his eyes. After a
while, Qingsong and the man said two rounds of words and then began to fight.
Xiaoyu lifted the curtain outside the carriage and said to me in a hurry, “Madam, come out quickly.”
I nodded and hurriedly helped Qin Huai out of the car.
As soon as he got out of the car, he saw several people lying on the ground, all of whom should be bandits beaten down by Qingsong.
The groom, together with Qingsong, fought with the bandits in the front. Without saying a word,
I carried Qin Huai on my back and ran in the opposite direction.
But after a few steps, a big knife went straight past my ear and stuck in the ground in front of my feet. I was so
scared that I took two steps back with Qin Huai on my back. No matter how
good Qingsong and the groom were, they could not stop so many bandits, and two of them took advantage of the loopholes to rush towards us.
I panicked for a moment and put Qin Huai directly on the ground, holding the handle of the broadsword in front of my feet with both hands and pulling it out.
“Brother Huai, don’t be afraid. I’ll protect you.” I held the broadsword straight in front of me, and the voice of comforting Qin Huai was trembling.
But what I didn’t expect was that the two bandits didn’t want to fight me at all.
They stabbed Qin Huai straight with their swords. As soon as
Qin Huai’s body slanted, he missed their swords and took the sword of one of them with an elbow blow. Only then did
I remember that before Qin Huai hurt his leg, he was the God of war who made the enemy afraid.
When Xiaoyu pulled me to stand aside, a man flew from behind Qin Huai. Seeing that the sword was about to stab him from behind, I broke Xiaoyu’s hand and rushed over.
Then I heard a “stab” and my clothes were cut open by the sword.
I was pushed away by Qin Huai.
Just like every night, when I want to be close to him, he pushes me away.
The sword went straight into his body like that.
It was as if the sword was stuck in my body, and the pain made me cry out. I cried out to him, “Brother Huai!” In the
chaos, Xiaoyu seemed to say something, or she said something in her heart, I did not hear clearly and was slapped on the back of my neck.
I passed out. When I woke up
again, there was a sharp pain in my back.
“Brother Huai..” I gave a dumb cry.
Someone pushed the door and came in, and there was the sound of running footsteps.
“Madam, are you awake?” Xiaoyu ran to my bedside with a deep worry in her voice.
I opened my eyes and looked around. There was only one light in the dark room.
Xiaoyu, Huai.. Where is Wang Yeh? I looked at her. “Where is this?”
Xiaoyu lowered her eyes.
“Wang Yeh has asked me to take you with me. This is at the inn.”
I struggled to get out of bed, ignoring the “I’m sorry” in her heart. Seeing that I was about to get up
, Xiaoyu hurried to help me. “Madam, what are you going to do?”
“I’m going to find him.” As I spoke, I was in a hurry to put on my clothes, but I didn’t know how to put them on. The movement of my hands hurt my back, and my tears fell down at once.
I cried and said to Xiaoyu, “Xiaoyu, I’m going to find him.”
Xiaoyu also cried with me.
She said, “I can’t find it, I can’t find it.”
I don’t believe it.
I don’t believe it. Not long ago,
I asked the Buddha to ask Qin Huai to stay with me for a long time. How can he stay with me for a long time if he is gone. Seeing that I was determined to go
, Xiaoyu knelt down and hugged my leg.
She begged me, “You have a very serious wound. The wound on your back has not healed yet. Shall we go when the wound is healed?”
Not good, not good, not good.
Qin Huai is also seriously injured. I’m going to treat it with him.
Xiaoyu couldn’t stop me, so she had to take me back the way she came.
Arrived at the place where he met the bandits that day, he did not know who had cleaned it up, and he could not even see half a drop of blood.
I stood at the place where Qin Huai was stabbed and frowned at the scene of the crime without any clue.
“Xiaoyu, where do you think they will go?” I looked at Xiaoyu who was distracted. Xiaoyu was always distracted
along the way, and her face was not very good-looking.
Remembering the words she had said in her heart, I reached out and grabbed her hand to comfort her: “It’s not your fault. You’re also trying to protect me. I know, but I’m worried about my brother. When I find him, I’ll listen to you and take good care of myself.”
Xiaoyu nodded and said nothing more.
In this way, I took Xiaoyu to start the long road of chasing her husband. The play I saw on the carriage
before was about a lady who got separated from her husband and went through a lot of hardships to find each other. I didn’t expect that this would happen to me.
Xiaoyu said that my appearance was too eye-catching, so she dressed me up as a playboy.
We have been looking for a few days in the surrounding towns, but we haven’t heard of such a group of people as Qin Huai.
Qinhuai looks so good-looking, plus he was so seriously injured, if really to the nearby town can not be no one knows. I don’t know if the injury on my
back is not handled well. It hurts more and more. It hurts so much that I only dare to sleep on my stomach when I sleep.
“Cen Jinjin, if you put up with it a little longer, you’ll soon find Wang Yeh.” I lay on the bed to cheer myself up, but I didn’t say it was all right, and I felt very sad when I said it.
The heart can not help but think Qin Huai is not really with Xiaoyu said that can not be found, every time there is this idea, I immediately denied.
No, we’ll find it.
Maybe the Buddha couldn’t bear to see me suffer so much, so he finally appeared.
When we were about to walk out of the town, we heard a man say that he had just come back from burning incense in the mountains.
For a moment, something flashed through my mind.
I grabbed the woman’s hand and asked her, “Do you say there is a temple here?”
The man seemed a little frightened by me, but he nodded: “There is a famous Lingyun Temple just behind this mountain, don’t you know?”
Since Qin Huai was not found here, did he go to the Lingyun Temple?
I’ve never been so smart in my life.
With this idea, I took Xiaoyu’s hand and went in the direction pointed by the man. After a night’s
walking, we finally arrived at the foot of the mountain.
I have suffered all my life in just a few days.
But there are always things that make you feel that the suffering is not free, such as the two people in front of you.
One said to the other, “I’ve found so many Pyrola. I’m going to get rich this time.”
Pyrola? I
was still on my way, but I stopped when I heard this sentence.
I changed my direction and walked towards them. “Where is the Pyrola?”
A man looked back at me, and his eyes were full of vigilance.
I took out a bracelet from my bosom, which I had taken off after changing into men’s clothes. I said to them, “This bracelet is very valuable. Do you want it?”
The two men exchanged glances.
“It’s guaranteed to be worth more than Pyrola. If you don’t believe me, go down the mountain and test it.”
Hearing what I said, one of them wavered. He took the bracelet from my hand and looked at it carefully.
Then he said something to the other man, and the two men discussed it and pointed it out to me.
“Right there.”
I followed their fingers and saw a small patch of grass that was different from other people’s.
That’s not much!
Xiaoyu looked over and snorted coldly at the two of them: “Why don’t you get out of here?”
Two people listened to hurriedly received the bracelet to run away, I was also startled by Xiaoyu.
She has never been so fierce.
But she didn’t seem to realize it. Instead, she said softly to me, “We can’t do that now. We’ll talk about it when we find them.”
Doctor Zhang said that this should be taken and used immediately, but it really can’t be taken now.
I nodded and continued up the hill. There is a lot of dew
on the mountain, so some roads are very difficult to walk.
I took Xiaoyu to the mountain, Xiaoyu did not know what to step on a slip, when she leaned back, I subconsciously reached out to hold her.
Then I hugged her and rolled down several times, and finally I hit my back on a stone to protect her.
It hurts.
It hurt so much that tears came straight out of my eyes.
“Madam!” Xiaoyu hurriedly got up from my arms and called me out in a hurry. With tears in my eyes,
I smiled at her. “It’s all right, I’m all right.”
“How can you be so stupid!” She was so anxious that she didn’t even use her honorifics. Her voice was full of tears. “Don’t you know you have a wound on your back?”. Yeah,
I know. How could I not know it
was so painful?
I smiled at her and wiped the tears from her face. “It’s all hurt anyway. It’s better for one person to get hurt than two.”
Having said that, I can’t even walk because of the pain. Xiaoyu carried me on her back for the
rest of the way, and I didn’t expect her strength to be so great.
Originally, it only needed one hour of mountain road, because Xiaoyu carried me on her back and walked for two hours.
I didn’t guess wrong. Qin Huai is really in Lingyun Temple. As soon
as Xiaoyu carried me to Lingyun Temple, she saw the pine trees outside the temple.
“Green Pine!” I went down from Xiaoyu’s back and waved to Qingsong with a smile, as happy as if the wound on my back was not painful.
When Qingsong saw me, his expression was stunned, and then he came to us. His
face was as cold as when Qin Huai faced the bad servant girl.
He walked up to us, and before he could speak, I said, “I finally found you..” Before he
had finished speaking, his eyes darkened and he fainted.
This time I seemed to have slept for a long time, and when I woke up, my whole body was fatigue, and my back was still very painful.
Only this time I woke up and saw Qin Huai for the first time. On the way
to find him, no matter how painful the wound was, I never cried. At this time, I felt very wronged when I saw him. Before I could make a sound, tears fell from my eyes.
Qin Huai sat in a wheelchair, his pale face knowing that he had just had a serious illness.
“Have you anything to say to the king?” His words were as cold as a thousand years of ice.
I didn’t expect him to be like this, and the tears welled up more fiercely.
“Brother Huai..” I called out to him at a loss.
He closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, his eyes seemed to be filled with ice, which was frighteningly cold.
“Cen Jinjin,” he said, taking out a small box from his sleeve. “It’s the king’s fault. You’re so clever that even the king has been cheated by you.”
I can’t understand what he is saying.
He was praising me for my cleverness, but he said I lied to him.
“I, I have indeed been wise once.” I tried to get out of bed, but found that the pain on my back was so painful that I couldn’t move. I could only continue to lie down and look at him. “But I never lied to you.” If I hadn’t been smart
this time, I wouldn’t have known where to look for him. Even if
he doesn’t praise me, he still looks cold.
He threw the small box in his hand on me and said coldly, “You really didn’t cheat the king. You just want the king to die.”
Then he waved his hand, and the pine outside the house came in and pushed him out. The two of
them stood together like two ice sculptures that could drop ice ballast.
“You look like you’re going up the mountain to make sure the king is dead, which makes the king admire you a little.” Qin Huai left this sentence at the door and asked people to lock the door.
I looked at the locked door and froze on the bed. What is
he talking about?
I picked up the small box he had just thrown, which contained a pile of small notes.
It recorded the places we had passed along the way, where our next destination would be, and a note with the word “Qin Huai” written on it.
Because I am learning Qin Huai’s handwriting, so my handwriting is basically the same as Qin Huai’s in shape, but there is still a gap in God, if not the closest person is not able to see it.
This is.. No matter how stupid
I was, I realized that this bandit was not an accident.
At that time, they were clearly talking about robbing money and robbing the little lady, but the people behind them did not care about me and Xiaoyu at all, and they just wanted to kill Qin Huai. An idea suddenly came into
my mind. I was so frightened by
the thought that I threw all the paper in my hand on the ground.
I grabbed the little novice monk who had come to bring me a vegetarian meal and asked him, “Where is the girl who came with me?”
The little novice monk merely said, “Amitabha,” put down his vegetarian meal, and then retired.
According to Qin Huai’s temperament, Xiaoyu should already be doomed.
I woke up alive because he was kind to me.
I don’t know if it was because I was too sad, but I fell asleep again.
I had a long, long dream. In the
dream, Xiaoyu took the sword and put it on Qin Huai’s neck in front of me.
“Xiaoyu, you are not such a person. How can you be such a person?” I stood beside them, crying and shouting, helpless and desperate.
Xiaoyu also looked at me. She cried and asked me to forgive her. She said she had to.
Finally, I watched her cut Qin Huai’s neck with the sword.
No! No I exclaimed.
Then it was as if I had fallen into an endless abyss, one moment as if I were in a cold ice cellar, the next moment as if I were on a hot fire. I
feel like I’m going to die.
The thought was overwhelming, and I let myself fall.
Just when I was most hopeless, there was a sudden roar.
Save her! Save her for the king!
It’s Qin Huai’s voice.
He was so angry. Who made him angry again. Thinking
like this, I suddenly had the strength again and began to struggle in the abyss.
I haven’t explained to Qin Huai yet.
I haven’t heard Xiaoyu’s explanation yet.
I seemed to suddenly grasp at straws and flutter desperately in the dark, trying to wake up.
“Cen Jinjin, if you dare to die, your father and mother will not feel better.” Qin Huai’s voice came from above my head. There was a strong note of caution in
his words, but I knew he wouldn’t. Don’t
you want to know how your little jade is?
“You say you never get sick, but when you get sick, you can’t afford it. You really lie to the king. You lie to the king in everything.”
I didn’t.
I really don’t get sick very often. I
tried to explain it to him, but I stayed in the dark and couldn’t find my way out.
Qin Huai said a lot of words to me.
At last he said in a coaxing voice, “Today, if you wake up, I will not pursue your deception.”
But I really didn’t lie to him. Suddenly a beam of light appeared in front of
my eyes, and I ran to the end of the light.
“If you die, I will marry someone else and have children with someone else.” Qin Huai’s voice is in his ear.
I subconsciously wanted to catch him.
I really caught it!
I struggled to open my eyes, and after a moment of dizziness, I saw Qin Huai beside the bed.
“Wang Ye,” I said in a dumb voice, “don’t have a baby with someone else.”
Qin Huai did not know whether he did not expect me to wake up or did not expect me to say so, and he was stunned for a while.
His eyes were pale blue, but the ends of his eyes were a little red.
“Cen Jinjin,” he said softly, with a slight huskiness. “You really can torture people.”
He’s so strange.
It was he who kept telling me to wake up, but he said such a thing.
“It’s good to wake up. It’s good to wake up.” Doctor Zhang came in from the outside and looked at me with my eyes open and breathed a sigh of relief.
He glanced at the hand Qin Huai and I were holding together and said to me with a smile, “Princess, if you don’t wake up again, Wang Yeh will let me bury you with you.”
Qin Huai let go of my hand and looked at him. “If you die one day, it must be because of your mouth.”
Next, Doctor Zhang felt my pulse, prescribed a prescription, and told me to have a good rest.
What I didn’t expect was that it would be Xiaoyu who gave me the medicine.
She put the medicine beside the bed and knelt down in front of my bed with a “splash”.
“Princess, you have finally woken up.” As soon as her words fell, tears followed. “It’s all my fault. You can blame me for being angry, but you can’t stop taking the medicine.”
I didn’t speak. Some are
angry, but more are sad.
I’ve always treated her like a sister, and I never thought she would do such a thing.
Finally, thinking of her sudden voice, I felt that I was so silly that I didn’t find anything.
My injury should be extremely serious, and I still can’t get out of bed after lying in bed for a few days.
“They’re dying, don’t you think?” Doctor Zhang gave me a white look when he felt my pulse.
I bowed my head and said, “I’m sorry, doctor, I’ve given you trouble.”
He touched his nose and snorted.
“I can’t say it’s a problem. I should do my best to heal the wounded and rescue the dying.” “That’s Chin Huai,” he said reluctantly. “It’s like he’s crazy.”
This is the first time I have heard someone say Qin Huai’s name with his surname.
“What happened to Wang Yeh?” I haven’t seen him since I woke up and saw Qin Huai.
I also asked Xiaoyu, and Xiaoyu said she didn’t know. There are a lot of people outside the
house, Xiaoyu will be followed wherever she goes, and we won’t know what Qin Huai doesn’t want us to know.
Doctor Zhang put away his medicine chest and sighed.
“Both of you don’t take life as your life. It’s the old man who is tired.” He shook his head and went out with the medicine box. What does
that mean? When
I woke up, wasn’t Qin Huai still fine. And called me heartless. It was three nights later that he
saw Qin Huai again, sitting in a wheelchair and being pushed in by Qingsong. I didn’t notice it the day I
woke up, and now it looks like he’s lost a lot of weight. His body was not strong, but now it looked even thinner, his beautiful face was bloodless, and his thin lips were not red at all. The moment I
saw him, I wanted to rush over and hug him.
But the ice in his eyes made me sit on the bed and couldn’t move.
“These days, has the princess figured out how to explain those notes to the king?” Qin Huai looked at me, and what he said seemed to bring ice ballast.
I opened my mouth, but finally I didn’t say a word.
Xiaoyu knelt down in front of my bed and kowtowed to Qin Huai. The
knock was heavy, and the crisp sound of impact seemed to hit my heart.
“Wang Ye, don’t blame the princess. It’s all the maidservant’s fault!” Crying, she knelt down and walked a few steps toward Qin Huai. “The news was handed out by the maidservant, and the orphan of the Northern Liang Dynasty was also released by the maidservant who stole the princess’s handwriting and made an order. It had nothing to do with the princess.” The orphan
of Beiliang was released.
I never thought that Xiaoyu, who was usually around me, would have such courage.
Qin Huai nodded. He looked up and asked me, “Princess, is that so?”
His tone made me feel that even if I said it had nothing to do with me, he would not believe me anymore.
“Lord, do you believe me?” I looked at him, and maybe I was a little stubborn.
I know he doesn’t believe me, but I still want to ask him.
He gave a sneer. “I’ve never seen him like this before. It’s so cold that I’m a little scared.”.
“The king used to believe in you, but you even used a bitter trick.” He pointed to his own chest and said to me, “If that sword is half a point more, how can king still have the order to say so much to you here?”
At this point, I didn’t cry for him to believe me.
I said to him, “There is a piece of Pyrola at the foot of the mountain. If the prince needs it, he can ask someone to fetch it.”
“Cen Jinjin,” he said coldly after looking at me for a while, “will you still believe your tricks when you are the king?” After
Qin Huai left, I cried.
He said he wouldn’t blame me if I woke up, but now he doesn’t want to listen to my explanation at all.
Xiaoyu knelt beside my bed and cried with me.
“Princess, don’t cry. You’ll break your body.” She cried and begged me, “It’s all the maidservant’s fault, it’s all my fault.”
I looked at her in tears and asked her for the first time, “Why are you doing this?”
“Both my parents died in that war.” She began to tell me her story one by one. “My father was a young man in the Northern Liang army. When the news came that the Northern Liang army had been defeated and my father had died in battle, my mother cried every day. Before the soldiers brought by Wang Ye came, my mother died.”
She was picked up on the street.
“We were picked up by the master, who taught us everything we needed to learn, and then sent us to Daqin.”
I asked her, “Is that servant girl one of you?”
She shook her head and nodded.
“Master says that she has the blood of the royal family of the Northern Liang Dynasty, and that she is different from us.”
I think this is really a big game of chess, so big that I can’t think of the person behind it.
Then how did my father buy you back? At that time the imperial edict of marriage had not yet come? I suddenly remembered that she carried me up the mountain on her back. “Do you also know martial arts?”
She nodded. “It was all arranged by Master.”
“If you hadn’t taken me away that day, you could have killed Wang Yeh. Why did you take me away?” I looked at her and asked the last question I wanted to know.
“Because the maidservant doesn’t want the princess to die.” She knelt down beside me and cried sadly. “In all these years, no one has ever been so kind to me as you, never..”
I found that my mind reading skills had disappeared. After I woke up
this time, I never heard anyone’s voice again. It’s better not to
hear something than not to hear it.
Xiaoyu pushed the door open and came in. After closing the door, she trotted over and put the medicine beside my bed. With a nervous look on her face, she said to me, “I heard that Qingsong and his men caught a musk deer alive, and they were locked up behind the temple.”
This was good news, but before I could be happy, I heard her say, “They say that Wang Yeh’s condition is getting worse. He already has an old illness, and now he’s lying unconscious in bed.”
“What did you say?” I was so anxious that I grabbed her hand. I didn’t believe what she said. “What do you think happened to Wang Yeh?”
When Mingming came to see me that day, he looked like he wanted to eat me. Why did he suddenly fall into a coma?
“I’ve been in a coma for two days, as if I’d heard a miraculous doctor say I had to find Pyrola.” She crouched down beside me. “Princess, let the maidservant go and bring back the staggrass.”
I looked at her and wondered how true she was.
But I couldn’t see that her face was so sincere.
“Can you run?” I looked at her and asked her lightly.
Maybe I want her to run away, and she will not feel better if she follows me again.
But I was afraid that she would run away, and I couldn’t imagine if Qin Huai would die like this without Pyrola.
Xiaoyu took hold of my hand and cried to me, “Even if the maidservant dies, she will certainly bring back the deer with the grass.”
Finally, I agreed, and she took out the medicine I had drunk and never came back.
Two hours later, Qingsong pushed open my door.
He had a lot of green hair on his chin, and it was hard to see that he was only a man of seventeen or eighteen.
“Princess, where has Xiaoyu gone?” He called me princess, but he had no respect.
I knew for a long time that he would not have any respect for anyone except Qin Huai.
“I don’t know.” I lowered my eyes.
I don’t want to lie, but no matter whether Xiaoyu went to find the Pyrola or not, if Qingsong caught her, she would not let her live again.
Green pine all exudes a chill, listen to me to say so also did not ask me again.
Seeing that he was about to go out, I hurriedly asked, “How is Wang Yeh?” As he stepped
out, he paused and turned his head slightly. “I’m afraid it’s going to be as the princess wishes.”
My wish is to hope that Qin Huai is safe and happy.
Two hours later, Xiaoyu still did not come back. If ordinary people go to
that place, an hour is enough to come and go.
Xiaoyu ran away.
I also want to go to Qingsong and tell him that there is really Pyrola at the foot of the mountain, but he will not believe me now.
Qin Huai is unconscious in bed, should also be inseparable from the pine.
I don’t know if Qin Huai’s situation is really serious, but there is no one on duty outside my house.
When night came, I also ran out of the room. The wound on
my back had not healed yet, and it was extremely cold in the mountains. I had walked for more than hour after half an hour.
But what I didn’t expect was that a small piece of Pyrola originally there had disappeared.
How did this happen?
I was so anxious that tears fell down, and the wounds that were still aching were too sad to feel pain.
“Cen Jinjin, you must find Pyrola. Wang Yeh is still waiting for you.” I cheered myself up, wiped my tears and quickly looked around again. There must be Pyrola on
this mountain.
The night is getting thicker and thicker, and the road under my feet is getting more and more difficult to walk, so I can barely see the road under my feet and the grass beside the road by the moonlight.
As long as there is something like it, I pull it up. I walked a long
way unconsciously and pulled up the grass.
Suddenly, a wolf’s cry came from over there. I was so frightened that I fell down and the grass in my hands was scattered on the ground.
I’ve never been so scared.
“Cen Jinjin, you’re going to die.” When the words came to my mind, I finally couldn’t help crying.
But Qin Huai was still lying in bed waiting for the deer to hold the grass.
I cried and stood up again. I don’t know if God felt sorry for me. I really saw Pyrola.
But when I went to pick it, I stepped on the empty body and fell down. When I
fell, I looked at the staghorn in my hand, and I was a little happy. I
don’t know where I fell, but I heard a rustling sound around me.
The voice rang for a moment, and a man came out of the darkness carefully.
It’s Xiaoyu.
She didn’t seem to think it was me and rushed to my side.
“Princess, why are you here?” Her little face was covered with mud, so I couldn’t see the expression on her face clearly, and I could only hear some crying in her voice. My
whole body was so painful that I had no strength to cry. I just asked her, “You, what’s wrong with you?” Didn’t come back?
“When the maidservant went there, the Pyrola had already been picked, so she kept looking for it in the mountains.” Her words stopped abruptly when she saw the staghorn in my hand. Two lines of tears stood out on her muddy face. “Princess, hold on a little. The maidservant will take you back.”
I was carried back to the temple by Xiaoyu again. The lights outside the
temple seemed to greet us.
“Wang Yeh!” Xiaoyu carried me on her back, and she was already a little exhausted. She cried, “Quick!”! Save the princess!
I lay on Xiaoyu’s back and looked at Qin Huai sitting in a wheelchair in front of me, forgetting for a moment that he should be lying in bed at this time.
“Wang, Wang Yeh, Stellae..” I was so happy that I tried to lift the staghorn in my hand, but I just lifted it slightly and let go feebly. The Pyrola, which
I had worked so hard to find, was scattered on the ground. I felt like I was pushed off the cliff
again.
The body kept falling.
Suddenly, my eyes brightened and I fell on a mountain.
A little girl walked in front of me with a small basket, singing nursery rhymes that I was familiar with.
That was me ten years ago.
The little girl came up the mountain with her little friends to pick mushrooms, but she got separated from them. Now, although she was singing nursery rhymes, she actually had tears on her face. It was
also a wolf’s cry. A gray wolf suddenly appeared in front of the
little girl. The wolf opened his mouth and saliva fell from his mouth.
The little girl tried to run back but stumbled over a branch, and a basket of mushrooms fell out of the basket and scattered on the ground. The little girl who
fell to the ground finally cried out, and the wolf rushed over.
The wolf did not jump on the little girl because an arrow was sticking straight into her body.
A young man stood behind the little girl with a bow in his hand. “King Huai really lives up to his reputation for archery,” laughed the
young man who came up behind him.
King Huai walked up to the little girl and coaxed her softly: “It’s all right.”
The little girl threw herself into the young King Huai’s arms and cried so hard that she tore her heart and lungs.
Finally, when King Huai carried the little girl down the mountain, the little girl slept soundly on his back.
By the time the little girl woke up, the young King Huai had already left with his team.
I stood beside the little girl with an ignorant face, stretched out my hand and touched her head falsely, and told her contentedly, “You don’t know, you will marry him in the future.”
The little girl looked up at me, still saying something, and I was pulled out of the scene like a marionette.
“Today, today, today.” I heard Qin Huai’s hoarse voice.
I opened my eyes and saw him.
His eyes, which had no light, seemed to burst into light for a moment.
Wang Ye, they.. Lie to me.. Say you’re going to die.. As soon as I opened my mouth, tears fell from the corners of my eyes.
Qin Huai’s hand trembled as he brushed my cheek. His eyes turned red and he said to me, “I was wrong. I was wrong. Will you forgive me today?”
I don’t know if it’s okay, but I’m in pain all over.
But I can’t cry out, I can only blink my eyes with difficulty and let the tears fall.
Doctor Zhang said I couldn’t live.
Qin Huai pushed him to the ground with red eyes and shouted at him, “I have woken up now. If you talk nonsense again, the king will not let you go.”
I don’t think I can live, either.
This time, I may not be able to live.
“Wang Ye,” I tugged at the corner of Qin Huai’s coat. “Can you go now?” Did Doctor Zhang cure his leg for the Pyrola I brought back
that day?
Qin Huai touched my head, and his chin had the same green beard as the pine.
“Soon. Get better soon. Come with me.”
I wanted to smile at him, but I found that I couldn’t even bend the corners of my mouth.
Because I can’t go with him.
“Would you have a baby with someone else?” This is the last question I asked Qin Huai. I closed my eyes
before I could hear his answer.
I lost my memory. Xiaoyu, who
has been taking care of me, said that I was originally a princess.
“So now I’m not?” I looked back at her when I was picking flowers. In the play book that the old man brought me
that day, it was about a man who abandoned his wife and son to marry someone else after his success.
Could it be that the prince who married me also abandoned me and married someone else? With
this in mind, I threw away the flower in my hand and asked Xiaoyu in disbelief, “I’m so good-looking. Is that prince willing to divorce me?”
Xiaoyu didn’t react for a moment. She was stunned for a moment before she burst out laughing.
“Reluctant.” She answered me with a smile.
Then I heard her say to herself, “He wishes he could tie you to his body and take you wherever he goes.”
Yes, and I can read your mind.
This skill often makes me wonder if I am not a mortal.
It was not until I saw a love story between seven fairies and mortals that I felt that I should be a fairy who fell into the mortal world.
When I told the old man about it, his face was very serious.
His white beard blew and he said to me, “Give me your hand.”
I’ll do it.
His fingers felt my pulse again and again. He frowned and said, “There’s a lot wrong with my head.” The three of
us were so carefree for a long time, but Xiaoyu never told me why I was not a princess now.
Of course, I don’t particularly care.
After all, I’m not interested in the prince I haven’t seen before. If I’m really a fairy, it’s not good for me to go back to heaven with my family one day.
That day I took Xiaoyu to play outside and went back. Before I entered the room, I heard the old man talking to someone.
We have lived here in the valley for so long, and no outsiders have ever come.
I don’t know who came this time.
“The recovery is almost complete.” The old man sighed, “It was at that time that I fell on my head, and the fall was probably more serious.” Who is
this about?
Who fell on his brain?
I looked at Xiaoyu. “Who fell?”
Xiaoyu looked at me and did not speak. “You,” said
the heart. When did
I break my brain? Why don’t I know?
And why would the old man tell anyone about me? Thinking
like this, I wanted to see who was inside.
Pushing open the door, I saw a man in black clothes sitting opposite the old man, his hair was tied up high by the crown of his hair, and his back alone made people feel noble and pressing.
The man looked back at me. When I
saw that beautiful face, my heart seemed to be hit by something, and then it beat fast uncontrollably.
This man is so good-looking that I can put all the male protagonists in the play book on his face.
I hurried over, and the man saw me walk over with a strong smile on his face.
“Take a quick look, old man. My heart is about to jump out. Is there something wrong?” I withdrew my eyes from the man and walked straight past him to the old man.
The old man glanced at my outstretched hand and snorted.
“You’ve got nothing wrong with you except your brain.”
He’s also right. My memory loss is really due to brain problems.
“Today.” The man opposite the old man called me.
Xiaoyu said my name is Cen Jinjin.
I looked back at him and blinked. “Do you know me?”
The man nodded, and before he could speak, I was suddenly enlightened.
“You’re not the husband who abandoned his wife and son, are you?”
Qin Huaiguo is really my husband. Sitting across from me,
he frowned and asked me, “Who said I abandoned my wife and children?”
I glanced at Xiaoyu beside me.
Qin Huai also looked at one side of Xiaoyu.
Xiaoyu’s face suddenly collapsed, and her head shook like a rattle.
I heard her heart cry out that she was wronged.
Isn’t that what she meant?
In the spirit of restoring the truth, I said fairly and justly what Xiaoyu said to me that day: “Xiaoyu said I was once a princess.”
Qin Huai was stupefied. He seemed to think about this sentence carefully. Finally he nodded and said, “That’s right.”
That’s all right. Didn’t he abandon his wife and children? What am
I now? Don’t think that because I have lost my memory, you can cheat me at will. Satisfied with my analysis, I took a sip of the freshly brewed chrysanthemum tea on the table.
“It’s the queen.”
“Poof!” All the tea in my mouth sprayed on Qin Huai’s clothes, which were unusual at first sight.
My eyes widened and I felt like I was hearing voices.
I looked at Xiaoyu in disbelief, and Xiaoyu nodded solemnly.
Qin Huai said that he came to take me back to the palace this time.
This makes me very confused, whether I want to be a fairy or a queen. The night before I
returned to the palace, I lay in my little bed and couldn’t sleep for a long time.
Finally I got up and went to the river where I used to go when I couldn’t sleep. I didn’t expect Qin Huai to be there.
He took off his cloak and put it on me. “Why don’t you go to sleep?” He asked me with a gentle expression.
I looked at the river and then at him.
“Did you like me before?”
He looked at me with eyes as soft as the river in the moonlight. He tied the belt of my cloak for me and said to me very seriously, “I like it very much.”
I don’t believe it.
I don’t know why, but maybe I used to be a suspicious person.
Then why am I here? Why did you lose your memory? I looked at him and didn’t want to miss the expression on his face. “Why are you the emperor in the palace, while I have lost my memory and stay here?” There was a flash of pain in
his eyes.
“Today,” he looked down at me and asked me uncertainly, “do you not like me?” This is the first time
I’ve seen him today. How can I talk about whether I like him or not?
He is indeed good-looking, but you can’t like a person for no reason just because he is good-looking.
I didn’t answer his question and went back to my room.
But I still didn’t sleep all night.
I returned to the palace as a queen, but everything in the palace was strange to me.
But Qin Huai will come to my palace every day, eating and sleeping in my palace.
“Your Majesty,” I looked at Qin Huai, who was sitting next to me at dinner. “This harem is deserted. Isn’t it time to add some people to it?”
Qin Huai was stunned. He put down his chopsticks and asked me with a smile, “Are there too few people in the palace? Tomorrow I’ll ask the Ministry of Internal Affairs to pick out some more people.”
“I mean, isn’t it time for Your Majesty to have a talent show?”
That’s what my dad said to me.
He said that Qin Huai had refuted the previous court’s repeated admonitions, which was not good for the court of Daqin.
I don’t know what Chaogang is, but I feel that in such a big palace, Qin Huai and I stare at each other every day, which is really a little lonely.
Qin Huai is angry.
That night he went to sleep on the low couch on the other side with the quilt in his arms.
“How can you, the king of a country, sleep here?” When I came out of the bath, I saw him lying down on the couch.
Qin Huai seemed determined to sleep there and had no intention of leaving.
I subconsciously carried him up and put him on the bed.
“You sleep on the bed and I’ll sleep there.” I blurted out.
He was stunned, and so was I.
I actually wanted to sleep on the bed, and the words came out without passing through my mind.
But the words spilled out of the water, I had to bite the bullet and run to the low couch to lie down.
Qin Huai sat down on the bed and gnashed his teeth. “Come to bed, Cen Jinjin,” he said.
The old man was invited into the palace, but not to see me, but to see Qin Huai. The
old man was accompanied by another old man who was a little younger.
Xiaoyu said that it was Doctor Zhang, the disciple of the old man.
Doctor Zhang, I seem to have heard this name somewhere.
“I’m supposed to be here because the empress has lost her memory.” Xiaoyu gave me an analysis of their purpose.
I nodded and didn’t care.
“Xiaoyu, what’s wrong with losing my memory?” I don’t think it has any effect.
Xiaoyu nodded vigorously.
“Not good for Your Majesty.”
I don’t understand what she means. Am I not good enough for Qin Huai? Qin Huai came back with a calm face
that night, and he was still angry with me.
“If your majesty does not want a draft, he will not choose.” I didn’t really want him to be angry, so I softened down and coaxed him before I went to bed.
He lay beside me and turned to look at me.
“Cen Jinjin,” his dark eyes reflected me, and there was something imperceptible in his sadness. “Do you really want me to draft?”
I
I don’t know.
In order to avoid this problem, I closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep.
Just as he was about to fall asleep, Qin Huai leaned over and held me carefully in his arms.
“Today, it’s my fault. Don’t treat me like this, okay?” He sighed shallowly and a cold, wet kiss fell on top of my head.
That night I fell into a dream in which Qin Huai was just a prince.
I don’t know why he’s confined to a wheelchair. Sitting in his wheelchair,
he smiled brightly and held out a pair of hands to me: “The sweet osmanthus cakes we’ve made so far are really the most delicious.”
I couldn’t help walking towards him and finally threw myself into his arms.
“Wang Yeh.” I laughed, too. When I
woke up, I remembered the scene in my dream and could not help bending my eyebrows.
So on a whim, I took Xiaoyu to the small kitchen and decided to make a sweet osmanthus cake for Qin Huai in his dream.
This is the first time I have made osmanthus cake since I lost my memory.
Xiaoyu carried the food box with me to find Qin Huai, want to give him a surprise, but did not expect to hear his decision to draft outside the Imperial Study.
I immediately took Xiaoyu and went back.
I wanted him to draft, but now he’s really going to draft, and I’m not happy.
“Empress!” With a cry from Xiaoyu, I fell into the lake.
All the memories came into my mind with the water in the lake.
I remember everything.
Think of how much I like Qin Huai, but also think of how painful the injury behind. When I
woke up, Qin Huai was sitting beside my bed. He hugged me and said, “You scared me to death.”
He should be very afraid.
But at that time, I was also very afraid.
I was afraid that he would really die, and I was afraid that I would die under the wolf’s mouth.
“Who are you?” I blinked my eyes and decided that I must punish him personally. Qin Huai,
who hugged me, stiffened. At a loss,
he let go of me and looked at me with red eyes and a trembling voice: “Today..”
I’m really afraid of him.
I don’t have the heart to lie to him.
“Why didn’t you believe me?” When I said this, I was so wronged that I shed tears.
If he had believed me, how could we be like this?
Qin Huai was stupefied and his eyes trembled slightly.
“Today.” He hugged me again, and his voice was so hoarse that he said, “I was wrong. It’s all my fault. If I want to be beaten or punished today, I will admit it, but don’t deny me any more.”
Of course you will be punished!
Punish him to have a baby with me!
At night.
Qin Huai grabbed my finger and pulled me into his bosom. His breath was heavy. “Do you know what you are doing today?”
I got out of the quilt and exposed my head. I blinked my hot eyes and said, “I know. Mammy said that’s the only way to give birth to a baby.”
He sighed shallowly. “Little fool.”
Then he rolled over and pressed me under his body, lowered his head and put his forehead on my forehead, and the breath was so hot that it was amazing.
“That’s not true.” That’s
not true?
That’s what Mammy taught you.
I blinked my wet eyes and asked him curiously, “Would you?”
His kiss fell down and landed on my eyes.
“Yes, but only when you are well.”
Finally he came back to me and took me in his arms. He sighed and said, “Let’s punish me today.”
I didn’t do anything! The days that
followed were much more comfortable than before.
Apart from the fact that Qin Huai is going to draft.
Before long, there were many more warblers and swallows in the palace.
“The chicken soup is good today.” Qin Huai said that he would fill a bowl of soup for me.
I gave him a hard look, grabbed the bowl from his hand and put it back on the table.
“I think the soup that Li Guiren sent to Your Majesty yesterday was not enough for Your Majesty to drink, and today he came to my palace to drink soup again.”
Qin Huai looked at the bowl on my table and looked at me again.
“Didn’t she come to you today and cry all morning, saying I didn’t eat her soup?” It’s
really good, but Li Guiren is very pitiful. She said that she stewed the soup for four hours yesterday.
I also comforted her, let her think more about me in the future, Qin Huai does not drink me to drink.
“I don’t care. It’s not fair that you have so many concubines.” I pouted.
Qin Huai reached out and scraped my nose, then picked up my bowl and filled it with soup.
“They are not my concubines. Yesterday they played with you, and today they play Cuju with you. All they need is to sleep with you at night.” He put the soup in front of me and laughed. “But I don’t mind. What’s mine is yours.”
I glanced at him and felt that I was a little unreasonable if I continued to make trouble.
“Why don’t you speak of me? When you speak to them, you call yourself me.” I took a sip of the soup, and it was really good.
Qin Huai put a big chicken leg in my bowl and looked at my eyes as if he had rubbed in the fine sunshine.
“That’s because I’m a king and they’re slaves and ministers, but you’re different. You’re the lady who kept the candle for me all night and said she wanted to be in love with me.” When
he said this, the sunshine outside the temple was just right.
It falls on the delicate and beautiful peony flower outside the hall, and also falls on my peaceful and peaceful heart.
I don’t think there has ever been such a sentence more in my heart.
He is the king of Daqin, but he is my husband.
(End of text)
[Qin Huai Fanwai]
My legs were injured in the war with Beiliang, and naturally I did it on purpose.
If I don’t lose my legs, I’ll lose my life.
Qingsong carried me back to the camp and asked me why I was so cruel.
He was still young and didn’t know that the military doctors in the camp were all from Qin Zhao.
I heard that the imperial edict of the Qin Dynasty had almost eliminated the brothers in the capital, leaving me as my own brother who fought in the battlefield.
I waste a leg, and captured the cool city, Qin Zhao in the end or because of various considerations left me.
But I know that he will not have any relaxation to me, all because he is afraid of his throne is not stable.
Doctor Zhang said there might be a way to cure my leg, but I didn’t think of it. When the imperial edict of
marriage came to your house, I didn’t think of it.
However, it is not surprising that the Number One Scholar in Xinzhong is powerless in the court and should be the easiest to handle.
At first, I wanted to kill Cen Jinjin unconsciously.
But she always blinked her round eyes and promised me softly, “I am very good today, and I will listen to Wang Yeh.”
Hum, who doesn’t say he is the most obedient before he dies.
It’s just that the little girl does look a little stupid, not like someone sent by Qin Zhao.
And very delicate, just do not let her sleep in bed can cry on a cry. I have so many things in my
heart. How can I have time to deal with a little girl. If she
wants to sleep in bed, she will sleep, and she doesn’t know how many days she can sleep.
Qingsong’s speed of dealing with things is getting slower and slower, and he has long been asked to find out the details of this Cen today, but he has not yet replied.
As soon as Qingsong stepped down, Cen came out of the bath.
She came up to me with a frightened look on her face, and I kindly explained to her, “You sleep in the bed, and I’ll sleep here.” Before she
had finished speaking, she carried her whole body on her shoulders. I am
a man of seven feet, and I am carried on the shoulders of a woman, which is a great shame!
But I couldn’t find any reason to lose my temper, so I called her name with a calm face.
Who would have thought that as soon as she turned over, she would drop the dagger I had put under my pillow.
The little girl cried for a whole hour for a dagger, which made my head hurt.
“Cen Jinjin, come to bed and sleep.”
This is my biggest concession, and I can’t coax her.
I Qin Huai never thought that he would have such a day, there is no way to a little girl film.
Cen Jinjin’s father is the new champion, but she is so stupid that people are stunned.
Stupid enough to think that it’s okay for others to call you stupid.
“You can say I’m stupid, but you can’t say Wang Ye!” Before I could see anyone, I heard Cen Jinjin’s harmless roar: “Wang Yeh hurt his leg for the sake of the people of the world and to protect the country. You can’t say that about Wang Yeh!”
It’s like she’s used to hearing people say she’s stupid, and I’m used to being scolded behind my back for killing too much and losing my legs because of God’s punishment. One second
she was like a hen protecting her chickens, and the next second she saw me like a butterfly.
Not only stupid, but also quick to change face.
Very interesting, since Qingsong said she was not sent by Qin Zhao, she kept it well. I’m afraid it’s hard to find a person who is more stupid than her
in this world. I’ve seen too many people who think they are smart, and suddenly I think it’s very cute to be so stupid like her.
Qingsong said that Cen Jinjin must have given me some magic soup, otherwise I wouldn’t have let him, a big man, go to the doorway to catch a kitten and put it in the house to amuse her.
He seems to have a point.
Cen Jinjin did not know what to give me magic soup, I seem to look at her like a fool grinning, can not help but bend down the eyebrows.
When she whispered in my ear, “I like Wang Yeh best today.”
I even thank God for sending the only Cen Jinjin in the world to me.
She seems to have the power to revive all things, and she is full of flowers in my desolate heart.
When the bandit’s sword pierced my body and I watched Xiaoyu run away with Cen on her back, I was ridiculously glad that she could run. When I woke up
in Lingyun Temple, what I saw was not Cen Jinjin crying beside my bed, but the notes that almost killed me.
“The man from Northern Liang has escaped.” Qingsong knelt on the ground and his voice was very soft.
I sprayed a mouthful of blood on the bed curtain. How ridiculous it
used to be that the person who pretended to like me so much in front of me only wanted me to die.
I was asleep for a long time.
Doctor Zhang scolded me that I didn’t want to live, so I tortured myself like this.
I lay on the bed and looked at the top of the bed. I didn’t want to live, but I didn’t know what I would do if I survived.
Kill Cen Jinjin?
I really can’t seem to do it. Seeing Cen Jinjin
again, she just woke up from a coma and looked very weak.
I took the notes that almost killed me to ask her, but she seemed to think that she could lie to me and pretended that she didn’t know anything. No one but she could write the word “Qin Huai” on the
script.
I didn’t do anything to her, and she was lying in bed looking like she was going to die.
Doctor Zhang said she was really going to die.
I couldn’t fool myself. I was so distressed that I couldn’t breathe. I even wished I could lie in bed for her.
It’s ridiculous. It’s ridiculous.
In order to take better care of Cen Jinjin, I even released Xiaoyu.
If it were anyone else, I don’t know how many times I would have died this time alone.
“Lord, please close your eyes. How can your body endure?” Qingsong knelt beside me, crying and begging me.
I looked at Cen Jinjin, who had almost lost his life on the bed, and said to him, “When she comes back to life, the king must punish her well.”
Obviously, I really don’t see myself well enough. When
she wakes up, I can’t do anything but say some cold words.
It’s just that my health is getting worse and worse. Doctor Zhang treats me while scolding me.
My illness is much better, but there is no cure for the illness in my heart.
Maybe it’s treatable.
Only Cen Jinjin can cure. The news that
I was in a coma was indeed false, and I evacuated the people outside Cen Jinjin’s house.
When Xiaoyu ran away, I knew that Cen was sneaking down the mountain under my eyes.
“Wang Ye, go inside and wait.” Qingsong stood beside me and tried to persuade me.
I don’t want it.
I’m going to wait here and see if Cen Jinjin comes back or runs away.
Just give her one night.
But I didn’t think she came back on Xiaoyu’s back.
She managed to force out a smile, raised her hand and said to me, “Wang Ye, the deer holds the grass..”
At that moment, my heart seemed to be torn to pieces.
It’s my fault. It’s all my fault.
Why did God punish her? Why didn’t I suffer in bed?
I carried Doctor Zhang’s collar like a crazy beast.
“If you can’t cure her, you won’t have to cure anyone else in your life.”
Obviously Cen had already woken up today, but Doctor Zhang insisted that she was going to die.
No one knows how scared I am. I’ve never been so scared.
I would even rather she was really lying to me, down the hill and never come back, than lying in my arms like this gradually losing breath.
Finally, Doctor Zhang said that his master might have a way, and we went to his master’s valley overnight. There
really is a way.
It’s just gonna take some time.
And that’s the time I can use to deal with the pickles. I have some doubts about the collusion between
Qin Zhao and the old department of North Liang, but I didn’t expect to be picked out so early. When
I stood in front of him, he almost cried out.
“Write an imperial edict to abdicate the throne, and then hang yourself.” I threw him a piece of white silk and continued, “Or I’ll have my own way to let you die.” Naturally,
he was reluctant to write. There were all my people outside the
hall. I hung the white silk around his neck on the beam, and then imitated his handwriting to write down his crimes and the will of the throne in the imperial edict. I have been practicing his handwriting for
so many years that even the ministers closest to him will not recognize the words that are not his. After
dealing with all the things, he just waited for Cen to wake up today.
Cen Jinjin woke up.
Doctor Zhang said that she might have fallen on her brain, and now she has lost her memory.
I didn’t believe it until I saw her. Instead of rushing towards me, she passed me by.
Then she blinked her round eyes and asked me, “Do you know me?” How could
she say such cruel words.
She doesn’t seem to like me.
She agreed to go back to the palace with me and be my queen, but she couldn’t go back to Cen Jinjin.
I said to myself that she would remember it one day, and now she just had to be by my side.
It all fell apart when she suggested I draft.
I knew that this must have been said to her by her self-assertive father, and that she might really feel that the palace was deserted, but she still felt sad.
If the former Cen Jinjin, she will not let me draft.
She’s so stupid, she’ll hold on to me. With
this in mind, I hurriedly summoned Doctor Zhang and his master to ask if there was any other way to restore Cen’s memory.
Unexpectedly, she had not found another way, so she remembered it herself.
God is still on my side. The little girl
lying there had a red face. I bowed my head and kissed her moist red lips. “Today.”
My voice is hoarse.
The little girl responded with a slight snort with blurred eyes. I leaned over her and whispered in her ear, “Good boy, call me brother Huai again.”
She bit her lip lightly, and finally, with red eyes, she called out to me, “Brother Huai.”
At that moment, I thought to myself that it was worthwhile to die for her.
Afterwards, I held her in my arms and gently touched the tip of her red nose. I told her, “That’s right. Do you understand?”
“But, but that’s not how Mammy teaches..” Her voice is thin, like a kitten acting like a spoiled child.
It’s really grinding.
The Mammy who taught her never thought I would be here today.
“Today,” I asked her, looking at the person who was about to fall asleep in my arms, “when did you say I carried you on my back?”
She shrank into my arms and muttered, “I won’t tell you.”
If you don’t tell me, don’t tell me.
In the future, I can also carry her on my back. She is so small that there is no weight on her back.
I suddenly remembered the day when she compared me to a pig.
Feeling a little depressed, he bit her gently on the tip of her ear.
I didn’t think I would be here today. When
I came back from the war covered in blood, I thought my whole life would be dark and pickled in order to live.
Who would have thought that a few years later, there would be a little fool who would run into my life by mistake and plant flowers on my heart in her own way.
It’s sweet and fragrant.
(End)
