Snowy Flowers of
Evil: Awakening and Redemption
in the Dark Dilemma Song Lang and I are both crazy. On
our wedding day, I smashed his head, and he grabbed my neck and cursed,
“Xu Nian, you will never be happy in this life, unless you die.” After
three years of marriage, we were like a pair of fighting animals, constantly biting each other.
I wish I could smash him to the ground.
He wanted to strip me of my skin and whip my body.
But I’m really dead. And
he wants to play ghost with me. When he
found Song Lang, he snuggled up to a girl in a white dress.
Makeup is light, like water hibiscus.
I ignored the diagnosis sheet in my bag and turned out the main palace red to fill the lip color.
“Song Lang, have a good time?”
My appearance did not cause any waves, and Song Lang did not even bother to lift his eyelids.
A scene like this.
Those people are used to it.
I went straight over and grabbed the girl next to him. I slapped her in the face. The
girl turned pale with fear. With tears in her eyes, she exclaimed, “Song Lang, help me.”
“Hsu Nian, try to touch her!”
Song Lang reached out to clamp my raised left hand and stood up and gnashed his teeth at me.
“Just try.” The right hand that was
not caught was raised, and the slap turned to his face.
Pow.
Very loud.
I lifted my chin. “Well, are you satisfied?”
The next second, he strangled my neck.
I looked at his furious expression and curled the corners of his mouth sarcastically.
“Your eyes are getting worse and worse. What does this woman look like my sister?” The strength on the
neck becomes greater in an instant. There is less and less
oxygen.
I breathe hard.
He squinted at me and said, “Well, the male college students you sponsor aren’t even half as good as my brother.” All the people in the
box have left. The girl who had been screaming beside her
at first was also pulled away.
They’re used to it. Song Lang and
I have been married for three years.
Such a scene has been played out in front of their eyes more than a hundred times.
Song Lang repeatedly brazenly looking for the small white flower Xiaoyao, I will always give face to come forward to make some trouble.
Even if we make a mess, they won’t make a sound to stop us.
After all, no one can compare with the time when Song Lang and I quarreled at the wedding.
It was supposed to be a sweet wedding, but it was a promise of eternal love. But
Song Lang said to me, “Do you know why I married you?”
“With two lives on your back, you won’t be happy in this life.” It dawned on me
that the wedding was his long-planned revenge.
I have a strong temper and never suffer losses.
Turned around and grabbed the vase next to him and smashed it on his head.
Blood ran down his forehead.
He raised his hand to wipe it away, and his blood-stained hand pinched my neck.
“It was because of your annoying character that you killed them.”. Hsu Nian, you deserve to die.
The newlyweds pinched each other and splashed their wedding dresses with blood.
We both want each other to go to hell.
But the wedding went ahead anyway.
I had a pinched red neck, and he had a bleeding forehead.
Completed a bizarre and unblessed wedding.
We have been torturing each other tirelessly for three years.
But now I don’t want to play.
Because I don’t want to be the ghost of the Song family after I die.
3
“Divorce.”
The next day I took the divorce agreement to Song Lang’s company.
He looked at the divorce agreement and frowned.
His assistant also looked at me a few more times. As a couple,
we are “two crazy people” in their eyes.
Obviously tortured each other, but no one ever mentioned divorce.
Later, they guessed that I pestered Song Lang and refused to let go, probably because I was not afraid of having no money to spend with him.
Song Lang didn’t mention divorce to me in order to deal with his family. The only advantage
with Song Lang is that I don’t have to worry about money, so I don’t let myself suffer losses in the divorce agreement and ask for the property to be divided equally.
Sung Lang tore it up in front of me. “Do you want to take my money to live with your male college student?”
I shrugged my shoulders. “After the divorce, it’s my money. You don’t care if I’m going to fly with a male college student or a female college student.”
You, have, dream. We will never die in this life. I have heard
similar words many times.
But every time, every time, it still stings.
Who would have thought that the person who accompanied me in the darkest, most helpless and most sad time of my life.
On the day I thought I was going to be happy, he dragged me into the abyss.
His appearance is not to save, but to tell me that you are not in hell yet.
Then he kicked me down. Song Lang
now, not Song Lang before.
It’s not my Song Lang.
I lowered my eyes, clenched my fists tightly, and tried to control my emotions. When he looked up
again, his face was already light, and he said,
“Then I’ll be over if I die.” After I
left the company, I went to the cemetery and stayed from dawn to dark. Drive back to your home for dinner
at night.
Mom and dad are here.
But no one spoke, and the atmosphere at the dinner table was once depressed.
I said first, “I went to the cemetery today to see my sister and brother Ching-chu.” The atmosphere
on the table is more solidified.
My mother put down her chopsticks and left the table. “I’m full.”
My father continued to eat in silence, indifferent to my words.
He ate faster than I and left the table first.
I called to him, “Dad, I may have to leave from tomorrow …” For a long time.
My father paused. “You’ve always had your own ideas. Who can control them?”
In the end, I was left to eat the cold meal on the table.
Tears fell on the table drop by drop. I didn’t go back to the wedding room
in the evening, but went back to the small room I bought before marriage. Before
going to bed, I bought Zhang Fei’s ticket to Dali, checked the balance, and transferred a large sum of money to the male college student card I sponsored. Early
the next morning, I found him standing upright downstairs in my house.
“Miss Hsu, you’ve already given me money this month.” I’ve corrected him
before. He doesn’t need to call me Miss Xu. He looks very old-fashioned.
But he couldn’t change it, so I didn’t force him.
I sipped the soybean milk. “I’m giving you the money for the rest of my life. Is it enough?”? While I’m still here, I’ll give you more if it’s not enough.
“I’ll graduate next year. I don’t need so much money. I’ll return the extra money to you.” You have a good
heart.
I shoved the last Steamed Small Meat Dumpling in Basket into my mouth. “I don’t need it either.”
“Is something wrong with Miss Hsu? Can I help?”
I blinked. “Are you on holiday?”? I’ll take you on a trip. There is one more ticket
to Dali. Photos of
me taking male college students to visit the mountains and rivers are also full of all my social software.
Happy is very happy.
But the body with cancer cells still can’t stand it.
At this moment, I vomited in the bathroom of the hotel.
My stomach and abdomen throbbed, and I curled up next to the toilet.
The mobile phone rings again and again. It’s
Song Lang.
But I didn’t even have the strength to hang up, so I had to let it hang up. The throbbing pain in the
stomach continues.
I threw up again into the toilet.
So repeated cycle, the pain has been unable to tell where the pain is, the body finally stopped.
I hugged myself and sat curled up on the ground.
Suddenly I feel so useless. The
marriage made Song Lang get what he wanted.
Die and let Song Lang get what he wants. He must be very proud when he
finds out.
The body finally recovered, and I sorted out my emotions before calling Song Lang back. When he opened his mouth
again, there was no morbid and choking sound just now.
“Do what?”
He was fiercer than I was, almost growling, “Hsu Nian, is that how you disgust me?”? Delete those pictures of you!
“Divorce if you don’t like to be cuckolded.”
Sung Lang always knows how to poke me where it hurts. “My brother would feel sick if he saw you like this.” The pain in the
abdomen came back again.
I bit my lip and tried my best to endure it.
“If my sister saw the little white flower you found was so inferior, she would probably jump with anger.”
Of course, I’m no slouch when it comes to poking him where it hurts.
We are always like this, needle-to-needle.
He was so angry that he hung up the phone and even forgot to curse me to death.
The doorbell rang.
Lu Huaichuan stood in the doorway with a pink cotton candy in the shape of a little pig.
“Miss Hsu, I just saw it downstairs, so I bought one for you.”
Eight similar people and the same cotton candy, let me have a moment of trance. The grievance in
my heart broke out to the extreme in an instant.
My tears burst.
“I’ll tell you a story.” I was not taken seriously
at home since I was a child.
Because I have an excellent sister.
She can do everything. She is knowledgeable and reasonable. She is proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting.
From childhood to adulthood, they are good children of other families.
I can’t.
My parents have tried hard to train me in the direction of my sister.
But when I sit in front of the piano for more than ten minutes, I can’t sit still. I want to run to the yard to water the flowers. I can’t
learn to dance either. I have no sense of dance and I can’t remember the movements.
“So they gave up on me.”
I sniffed.
“But why should everyone be equally good? Why shouldn’t some people be ordinary?”
They don’t care about me, so they don’t know that my sculpture is particularly good. I sneaked off to take part in a sculpture competition and won first prize in the creativity competition.
“When they found out, they weren’t proud of me, but they said I was just playing in the mud.”
I lowered my eyes and whispered, “But I’m not without a heart.” If what
you like is not recognized, everyone will be sad.
I ran out and cried for a long time.
Then a little fat man came and handed me a cotton candy in the shape of a pink pig.
“Crying cat, ugly meow meow.”. This marshmallow is for you. Don’t cry.
I asked him his name.
He thought for a moment, then suddenly straightened up and said with a straight face, “My name is Sung Ching-chu.”
His posture was suddenly like those adults who liked my sister.
I pursed my lips and straightened my body, imitating my sister. “My name is Hsu Chih-yi.”
Several years later, Song Jingchu’s family moved to our neighborhood, and I learned that he had a brother named Song Lang. The two
brothers look alike.
Later, I followed Song Jingchu like a fart bug. The neighbors all joked that I would be Song Jingchu’s wife in the future.
But in the end, Song Jingchu took my sister by the hand and said to my parents in a gentle and solemn manner,
“Uncle and aunt, I want to marry Zhiyi.” I ran out
that night. When I met Song Lang on the way
back, his eyes were red.
I know he likes my sister. When I followed Song Jingchu, he followed my sister a lot.
But he still called me a fool.
I bared my teeth and brandished my claws at him, saying, “It serves me right. I can’t marry my sister.”
“You can’t marry my brother either.”
“Say it again!”
We started to fight, and when we were tired, we went to the roadside to drink together.
Song Lang was a poor drinker and got drunk without drinking much.
When he was drunk, he talked a lot about the embarrassing things about his childhood.
Two days later, I left without saying goodbye and bought a ticket to fly abroad. When
I came back.. When I came back..
The stomach began to cramp again, and the smell of blood rushed to the throat.
I pressed my stomach with my hand and swallowed the blood between my throat.
“My mother slapped me in the face, saying that I was such a terrible person to like brother Jingchu, and that because of my willfulness, my sister and brother Jingchu were killed.”
My sister and brother Jingchu used my ID number to check my flight information because they were worried about me, and they also bought tickets to find me.
But the plane had an accident.
All over the mountains and plains, there are no bones left.
I said in a muffled voice,
“I lost my excellent daughter, and my mother grew old overnight.”. Without her outstanding eldest son, Aunt Song was hospitalized. The two families were torn apart.
“So Sung Lang hates me. He hates me enough to be nice to me, to let me marry him, and then to get back at me.”
“I suck, don’t I?”
My tears fell on the cotton candy, and the pink pig was quickly dissipating.
I cried and put the marshmallow in my mouth. Lu Huaichuan, who
had been listening in silence, said for the first time,
“You’re not bad.”
“I believe what you say, but I believe that’s not all.”
I want to say, why don’t you believe it as an outsider. That’s what
they all think.
But the stomach cramps swept over me again, and before I could say a word, I fainted. When I
woke up, I was lying on a hospital bed with an intravenous drip in my hand.
Outside the door, the doctor was saying something to Lu Huaichuan: “Cancer, terminal.” Bored,
I got up and breathed on the glass window and wrote on it. When
Lu Huaichuan came in, he said to me with a flat expression, “I’ve arranged for you to be hospitalized.” I erased the
words I had written, and said, “It’s not easy to come out to play, and then I’m in the hospital. Is it incurable?”
“No.”
While Lu Huaichuan was going through the hospitalization procedures, I pulled out the needle and went to a restaurant next to the hospital to order a bowl of spicy rice noodles. With
tears running down his nose, Lu Huai Chuan appeared at the door of the restaurant with a black face and
said, “Hsu Nian!” For
the first time, he shouted at me with his name, and he made a fortune.
I quickly picked up the bowl and drank all the soup before he came to me.
Finally, Lu Huaichuan was so angry that he had nothing to say and went straight to the hospital with my collar.
My mobile phone was taken away by Lu Huaichuan, and I was forced to start chemotherapy.
Every day, he either sticks needles or takes medicine.
It was like triggering a switch, and I started vomiting frequently, taking medicine, drinking water, and eating. In
a short week, he lost more than ten pounds.
I looked in the mirror and sighed, “I couldn’t lose any weight before, but now I’ve lost so much weight in a week. It’s really too thin to look good.”
Lu Huaichuan took my mirror away and said, “Take the medicine.”
A heartless drug-feeding machine.
I feel that Lu Huaichuan shouldn’t have been here with me all the time. I have let him go several times.
He just threw me two words, “No.”
You don’t like me, do you?
He also said grimly, “I don’t like it.”
I sighed, “Sure enough, people should still do a good deed every day. Isn’t there a free escort now?”
Then one day, while the free nurse was away, I went to the restaurant next to the hospital and ordered a bowl of rice noodles.
But this time did not wait for Lu Huaichuan to arrest people, the quarrel came first.
Sung Lang’s face was livid.
“Hsu Nian, is it fun to go missing?”
My mobile phone was confiscated by Lu Huaichuan.
Phone calls and text messages can’t be received or seen, and social software can’t be updated.
I quietly zipped up my coat, hid the hospital gown inside, and finally put on my mask.
Don’t let Song Lang know now that I’m ready to die. I can’t make him happy too early.
I gathered all my strength to make my voice sound angry.
“What are you doing? Are you going to divorce me?”
“To see if you are alive or dead.”
“Sorry to have wasted your precious time with your little lover, but you’re still alive and well.”
Sung Lang sneered, Do you think I came here specially for you? It’s just that Shu Yan wanted to come, so she stopped by to have a look.
The little white flower appeared from behind him and took his wrist delicately.
The picture is very dazzling.
I have a fit in my stomach. Resist the urge
to lift your hand and press your stomach.
I walked past them as if nothing had happened.
“Don’t stay at the Wo Chuang Hotel. I’ve stayed with Ogawa. The bed is too hard. It doesn’t fit.”
“Hsu Nian!” Song Lang called my name angrily.
I didn’t look back. I didn’t lose
this game.
Perhaps it was because I saw Song Lang that the pain became worse in the evening, and I was sent to ICU for emergency treatment in the early morning.
Probably because of the pain, I always think of the time when Song Lang took care of me. In the year when
my sister and brother Jingchu died, it was Song Lang who accompanied me.
Only Song Lang accompanied me. Although
my parents did not scold me later, they completely ignored me, as if I did not exist in that home.
When I was depressed and the water and rice could not enter, it was Song Lang who patiently dipped a little bit of water with a cotton swab on my chapped lips.
Then it was him again, cooking a dozen dishes a night for me, just to figure out what flavors I really like.
In the end, I was willing to eat on my own and clean up the food he cooked.
He proudly crossed his arms and boasted, “Isn’t what I cooked delicious?” He was wearing my pink Mickey Apron when he
said that. It
‘s small, it doesn’t fit, it looks funny, but it’s cute.
But.
He is good to me and cares about me.
How can it be all acting. The throbbing pain in
my stomach came in waves, and I pressed it with my hand, unable to tell where it was more painful for a moment. It became clear to me
that time seemed to be running out. He received various treatments
in the hospital and recovered a little.
Lu Huai Chuan gave me my cell phone. “Your cell phone tells me there’s something important to do the day after tomorrow.”
I read the memo, and it was Aunt Song’s birthday. No matter how much trouble Song Lang and
I make, we have a tacit understanding that we will not make trouble in front of our elders.
Every year on Aunt Song’s birthday, we still have to go back and spend it with her. At this time of the
year, I had my gift ready, but I couldn’t remember anything during this period of lethargy.
I told Lu Huaichuan reason why I had to go back.
He stopped stopping me and helped me go through the discharge formalities, but he still added the condition that he would be the driver no matter where he went back.
I asked him, “Do you want money?”
He said, “Yes.”
I nodded and said yes. Aunt
Song’s birthday was not a big one, but a simple family banquet. Song Lang and
I met at the gate, tacitly called a truce, and walked into Song’s house hand in hand.
Although it was a birthday, the atmosphere was not lively. The pain of
losing a son always hangs over the family.
We ate in silence and gave gifts. When we were leaving, Aunt Song stopped me.
“Xiao Nian, are you all right?”
I subconsciously wanted to pull out the mirror to make sure my makeup was worn. Aunt Song took my hand and said,
“I’ve lost a lot of weight.” I didn’t want to cry when I couldn’t sleep with
pain all night. I didn’t want to cry when I
was pushed into ICU and learned that I might not be able to get out.
Now I can’t stop my tears.
“Silly child!” Aunt Soong raised her hand to wipe my tears. “It’s not your fault. Aunt Soong doesn’t blame you.”
“It’s time you let yourself go.” Before my
tears stopped, I nodded my head. “Good.” When I
left, Song Lang and I played well and still left hand in hand.
Just out of the gate, he pulled his hand out.
I grabbed him and lowered my eyes.
“Song Lang, let’s have a good talk.”
Perhaps it was rare for me to soften my tone, and Song Lang did not insist on taking his hand away.
He looked down at me. “What do you say?”
“I–”
“Sung Lang,” the little white flower came over and looked pitifully at Sung Lang. “Can we go now?”
Then she suddenly slipped and threw herself at me, reaching for my arm.
I didn’t move. I wanted to wait for her to stand firm. And
she smiled at me.
I felt a sudden pain in my arm and pushed her away subconsciously.
She staggered back and fell into Song Lang’s arms with an exclamation.
I was just about to check the source of the pain in my arm when I was slapped in the face.
“Hsu Nian!”! Can you be more vicious?!
Song Lang’s hands are very strong.
My body was shaken by the fan, and the pain in my abdomen suddenly swept in like a landslide tsunami, and the smell of blood came to my throat.
I desperately, desperately told myself to hold on.
But the recent chemotherapy has exhausted my energy, and now I’m just a spent force.
I fell to the ground. The pain in my
abdomen made me almost spasm, and I curled up my body, and the pain was like a huge wave that drowned me.
I bit the palm of my hand hard to stop myself from exhaling in pain.
Sung Lang looked down at me and said in a cold voice,
“Don’t pretend. I was very strong when I pushed someone.”
Tears oozed from the corners of my eyes, my palms were bitten, and I couldn’t tell where the smell of blood in my mouth came from.
You should give that slap back.
But I don’t have the strength.
There was a rapid sound of footsteps coming towards me, and a coat covered me.
Lu Huaichuan kicked Song Lang.
Song Lang was kicked to the ground.
The little white flower exclaimed, “Why are you beating people?”
Lu Huaichuan came to my side. Knowing how embarrassed I was,
I used my last bit of strength to pull my coat up and cover my head.
“Take me back.”
“Good.” My
coat wrapped me in a mess, and Lu Huaichuan picked me up.
Song Lang shouted behind me, “Xu Nian!”! You said you wanted to talk to me!
I closed my eyes tightly.
No, Song Lang.
After that, I have nothing to talk to you anymore.
Lu Huaichuan put me on the copilot, and the clothes covering my head were pulled off by him.
Tears mottled my face, and I still clenched my teeth tightly, not letting myself make a sound.
Lu huai-chuan pinched my chin and cried.
“It hurts..”
“It hurts..”
“I’m in pain, Lu Huaichuan..”
I tugged at his skirt and cried out.
I don’t have anyone. I have nothing left.
I cried and talked, my brain was buzzing, I seemed to say a lot of words, a lot of illogical words.
Lu Huaichuan has been listening carefully and has not said a word.
When I calmed down, he started the car.
But the car turned around, and it was not the way back.
I asked him where he was going.
The car had a target and rushed straight towards Song Lang and Xiao Baihua. “Let them die with you,”
he said, pressing the gas pedal
with an expressionless face.
The
car didn’t hit it.
I fell into a coma in the car, and Lu Huaichuan sent me to the hospital at the first time.
I entered the ICU again and was snatched back from death by the doctor. When he
woke up, Lu Huaichuan sat quietly on the edge of the bed peeling apples.
I asked him, “How much time do I have?” The skin of an entire apple, which
had been in a row, suddenly broke off, and Lu continued to peel it as if nothing had happened.
“Three months.”
I nodded. “Three months is enough.”
Enough to get the divorce done.
This time Lu Huaichuan did not force me to be hospitalized again, but the condition was still to be a driver.
I also have a condition, that is, he must accept the money.
We make a deal.
I began to do my own thing and found the contact information of Xiaobaihua through some channels.
“Sister Hsu Nien?”
“Do you have time for a meal?”
“But Sung Lang doesn’t want me to have private contact with you..”
“You don’t have to tell him.”
Restaurant.
The little white flower is still here.
As soon as he sat down, he asked after me, “Sister Hsu Nien, are you all right?”? The last time Sung Lang hit you, I saw you fall to the ground and felt very uncomfortable.
I looked at her. “Don’t you know best how I was beaten?” She had a sharp awl hidden in her sleeve
that day, and she had made plans from the moment she fell on me.
Stung me and made me push her away. With tears in her eyes,
she shook her head and denied, “I didn’t. Sister Hsu Nien, do you have any misunderstanding?”
Pow.
I raised my hand and slapped her in the face.
“Don’t play that game with me.”
She covered her face and shook her head at me with tears in her eyes. “Sister Hsu Nien, I didn’t..” I really didn’t..
I raised my hand to slap her again, but my hand was firmly imprisoned by the angry Sung Lang.
“Xu Nian!”! Are you finished?
Sure enough, the little white flower would not come to the appointment by herself.
Of course, this is also my purpose.
“It’s not over.” I picked up the cup on the table and threw it at him. “Please make tea.”
Song Lang raised his hand to slap me, as if remembering something, and stopped when he was three centimeters away from my face.
I warn you, Hsu Nian, this is the last time. Don’t bother Shu-yan again.
“I’m sorry to tell you that this is the first time. If you don’t divorce, I will find her for the second time, the third time, and countless times.” I replied to him.
Song Lang gritted his teeth and stared at me.
You like her so much, why don’t you divorce and marry her? Or do you actually like me?
“What are you talking about?”
I went on to say, “But you hate me again. You hate me for killing my brother Jingchu and my sister.”. You thought you shouldn’t like me, and you were very confused, so you found this little white flower beside you. She is more like me
than like my sister. The mole under her eye is in the same position as mine, but my sister doesn’t have it.
“You know her little temper, and you are deliberately indulgent, because it is more like me.”
“Hsu Nian!”! Shut up!
“You didn’t want to admit that you liked the person who killed your brother, so you found someone similar, and while transferring that love to her, you held me and tortured me to get back at me.”
“Sung Lang, you are a coward.”
“You don’t deserve to be happy in this life.”
“Cowards deserve nothing.”
Sung Lang’s eyes were about to crack, and he gasped heavily, like an angry wild animal.
! Do you think I dare not divorce you?!
I swallowed the smell of blood in my throat and held the edge of the table tightly to keep myself from falling down.
“Yes, you dare not.”
He took Xiao Baihua’s hand and said, “Tomorrow I will ask the assistant to give you the divorce agreement and let you know how ridiculous what you just said is.” The back of
their departure gradually blurred, and the smell of blood in their throats could no longer be suppressed.
I coughed violently and the palms of my hands were bright red.
I looked out the window.
Like, it’s going to snow.
Song Lang really asked his assistant to send the divorce agreement. The division of
property is exactly the same as the one I gave him at the beginning, and I share it equally with him.
Song Lang has a company under his name, and getting half of his assets is not a small sum of money.
I divided the money into two halves, half for my parents and half for Lu Huaichuan.
“This is your escort fee and your salary as a driver.”
He didn’t refuse and accepted it.
I breathed a sigh of relief. “I’m the poorest now. You can abandon me and run away.” But
Lu Huaichuan said, “It’s already snowing in a city. Do you want to go and see it?” The snow in
A city fell on my shoulders and dyed Lu Huaichuan’s head white.
I pinched a ball of snow and threw it at him.
Except for the first sneak attack, I never managed to hit him again, so I crouched down and covered my abdomen. Lu Huaichuan, who
had been dodging, immediately ran over and asked, “Are you all right?”
I snickered and shoved a ball of snow into his neck when he wasn’t looking. “You’ve been cheated.”
Later, when I was tired of playing, I lay on the snow and looked at the sky, letting the snow fall on my face one by one.
“Lu Huai Chuan,” I called him. “Actually, you don’t look like anyone else.”
“Mmm.”
“When I die, throw my ashes into the sea. I don’t want to be in a little box.”
“Mmm.”
“I’ll tell you the story again.”
…… During the
divorce cooling-off period, Lu Huaichuan took me to many places.
But I went to the hospital more and more frequently, and sometimes it took me two or three days to wake up.
By the time the cooling-off period for divorce arrived, I was so haggard that I couldn’t walk normally and needed a wheelchair to move. The clothes I
used to wear are already empty on my body. Fortunately, it is winter now, and the generous clothes can not be seen on my body.
I put on my hat and mask, sat in a wheelchair, and waited for Song Lang at the Civil Affairs Bureau.
He arrived late and his face was haggard.
He was wearing the couple’s coat I gave him when we were dating. It
was the first snow that day, and I was delayed for a long time because of the traffic jam.
By the time of the appointment, an hour had passed since the appointed time.
Song Lang stood so foolishly in the snow, covered with a thin layer of snow.
I scolded him, “Why don’t you find a place to hide?”
He smiled stupidly at me. “I don’t hide from things you like.”
Then he took a thin layer of snow from his head and put it on mine.
“Let’s grow old together, Xu Nian.”
In the past, whenever I recalled this picture, I would feel sour.
Now, there are no waves.
“Go inside.” I whispered.
Sung Lang did not move, but looked at me with a heavy gaze. “Hsu Nian, it’s not too late for you to regret now.”
I smiled with relief.
“Sung Lang, you are so pitiful.” With the
divorce certificate in my hand, I looked at the sky, and it was sunny.
……
Then I began to fall into an endless coma. It was difficult to
get out of bed and walk, and he could not eat by himself, so he could only rely on nutrient solution to maintain. After many days
in a coma, I woke up in a daze and looked out the window.
“Is it snowing, Lu Huai Chuan?”
He paused. “Down.”
“Take me out to have a look.” Sitting in my wheelchair,
I looked up and felt the cold snow falling on my face.
“It’s snowing.”
“Mmm.”
“Lu Huai Chuan, forget me.”
“Mmm.”
Weather forecast, it will be sunny today.
Song Lang was in a meeting when he suddenly felt a great sense of uneasiness.
The heart seemed to be scratched by an iron claw.
“General Manager Song?” Everyone in the
conference room was watching him.
He grabbed the position of his heart with his hand, not understanding where the great sense of panic came from, as if his heart had been hollowed out and could not be filled.
“Is it snowing outside?” He looked out of the window. The people in the
conference room looked out of the window with his eyes, and everyone looked puzzled. It
was sunny, but why did General Manager Song suddenly ask if it was snowing.
But no one dares to say no.
Song Lang suddenly remembered the way Xu Nian sat in a wheelchair that day.
He knew that she didn’t like to stay at home and always liked to go around and play with new things. Once she went rock
climbing, she broke her arm by accident.
At that time, he was angry and distressed, and scolding was neither caring nor caring.
And then I gave her a long cold war.
He thought.
He thought that she was also going to play that day and broke her leg, and what was more angry was that she even let Lu Huaichuan accompany her when she came to divorce.
So even though he was concerned, he still did not ask a word in a fit of pique, and even said cruel words.
But she’s still so stubborn. He refused to give in
at the last moment.
Divorce is divorce.
He can’t go to her again!
But the hand unconsciously clicked on Xu Nian’s number.
Song Lang thought, she still has something in her place, looks very obtrusive, or call her to get it.
But from the receiver came, “
Sorry, the number you dialed has been turned off.”.
Sorry, the subscriber you dialed is power off.
Sorry, the subscriber you dialed is power off.
……
Song Lang sat and dialed the unanswered number all afternoon.
“Hsu Nian!” “You must be lying to me again, aren’t you?” He growled with red eyes.
Song Lang drove to Xu Nian’s parents’ home. Far away, she
saw Xu’s mother pacing at the door, and when she saw Song Lang’s car, she immediately ran over. He was disappointed
when he only saw Song Lang.
She asked Song Lang, “Why are you here alone? Where is Xiao Nian?”
Song Lang was stunned.
He also thought he could find Xu Nian here. The
great panic devoured him to pieces.
Mother Sung’s eyes were empty.
“I dreamed yesterday that when she was a child, she went climbing by herself. She was trapped on the mountain for a day and a night, and when the rescue team found her, her heartbeat was gone.”
“Why is she so mischievous? She’s been a worry since she was a child. Why can’t she be as worry-free as her sister?”
But no matter what, she is also my daughter. She will be my only daughter.
Mother Hsu tugged at Song Lang’s hand. “If you see her, let her come back.”
Tell her Mom doesn’t blame her anymore. Just make sure she comes back safe and sound, okay?
Song Lang suddenly had a strong premonition that he could not convey these words.
But he dare not say.
When Sung Lang left, Hsu’s father also came up to talk to him.
“Last time little Nian came back, she said she was going on a long trip, but she was preparing for the New Year. You let her come back and go out to play after the New Year.”
“Being alone outside for the Chinese New Year, she is a child with parents.”
Song Lang looked at Xu Fu.
In his memory, Xu Fu has always been a high-spirited person.
But now I don’t seem to have any spirit at all, and I don’t know when I have gray hair on my temples.
Got it.. Dad.
Father Hsu patted him on the shoulder.
“If you call me Dad, I’ll say a few more words.”
“If you still can’t get out of the affair between Jing Chu and Zhi Yi, let her go.”
Xiao Nian.. Actually stronger than any of us. She is a kind child. She understands everything.
“She kept moving forward, and we were the only ones stuck in the same place.”
Song Lang began to look for Xu Nian crazily.
He went to the house she bought.
But he can’t get in.
He looked for the property and said that he was Xu Nian’s husband and asked the property to find a way to open the door.
The property owner said, “When Miss Hsu came back earlier, she said she was single.” “She’s not single, we’re legally married!
” Sung Lang thundered.
“Please provide a valid marriage certificate.”
Marriage certificate. He doesn’t have a
marriage certificate.
He only has a divorce certificate.
Song Lang kept dialing the number that had been turned off, and then began to drink endlessly.
He took Jiang Shuyan with him wherever he went, and posted photos of them on his various social software.
But no one bothered him anymore.
No one came to him like a small beast and bared his teeth and claws. He still took Jiang Shuyan to the bar for a drink
tonight. In the middle of the
drink, someone left him.
For a while.
“Song Lang.” Someone called him. When he opened his eyes
again, he saw Xu Nian standing in front of him.
He was ecstatic and held her in his arms. “Hsu Nian, I knew you were playing with me. Are your legs all right?”
“Sung Lang, you’re drunk. I’m Shu Yan.”
“Shu Yan..” Shu Yan?
When he woke up, the person in front of him was seven points similar to Xu Nian, and even the position of the lachrymal mole under his eyes was the same.
But she is not Xu Nian.
What about Xu Nian. Where did
Xu Nian go.
He began to dial Xu Nian’s number again.
…… Sorry, the number you dialed does not exist. The number 15
is empty.
Why is the number empty.
That night, Song Lang went crazy and smashed the whole bar.
He could not find Xu Nian and began to look for Lu Huaichuan.
Finally, Lu Huaichuan appeared in front of Song Lang as a competitor of the company.
Sung Lang went up and grabbed him by the collar. Where is Hsu Nian? Where did you hide Hsu Nian?
Lu huai-chuan shook off his hand.
“Hsu nien is dead.”
16
Xu Nian is dead.
Xu Nian, are you dead? Im
possible.. Impossible! “You must be lying to me!” Sung Lang frantically pesters Lu Huaichuan.
Lu Huai Chuan knocked him to the ground with one punch.
“What identity are you using to question me?”
Sung Lang fought back and went up to tear. “What is your identity?”? You’re just a stand-in for my brother. She doesn’t like you, and it’s my brother she can’t forget!
Even with me.. It’s my brother she likes.
Lu Huai-Chuan burst out laughing. “Hsu Nian is right. You’re a coward.”
“I don’t believe you don’t know. You’re just afraid to admit it.”
“You don’t deserve to have ever been liked by her.”
Song Lang’s eyes were red. “You’re talking nonsense, you’re talking nonsense.”
…… The day it snowed in
A city. “I’ll tell you the story again,”
said Hsu Nian.
I’ve been following Jingchu, not because I like him, but because I want to thank him for the cotton candy he gave me at that time. Brother Ching-chu has always treated me like a younger sister.
「…… On the day when brother Jingchu came to ask for marriage, I didn’t run away because I was unhappy. I want to buy a music box for my sister, the one where the prince and the princess hold hands happily.
「…… It was only after drinking with Sung Lang that I learned that he was the little fat man who gave me cotton candy when I was a child.
“Like me, because he has an excellent brother, he feels inferior and thinks that people will like him only if he says his brother’s name.”
I suddenly felt sorry for him. Originally, my affection for Brother Ching-chu should have been transferred to him, but in the end he not only failed to marry my sister, but also failed to get along well.
“Later, ah, I learned that his favorite soccer star had a book signing abroad, and I was going to get my sister and brother Jing Chu an engagement gift from me, so I bought a plane ticket to fly abroad.”
「…… I wasn’t angry, and I didn’t know what was going to happen.
「…… Mom and dad blame me. They blame me. I tried to explain, but I saw that they were about to break.
People can’t survive when they are hit by a great blow. If there is no love, let hate keep them alive.
“I sort of gave them their lives back.”
Sung Lang also approached me with a broken self. I know how much he loves his brother. But he really healed me during that time, so I like him.
He likes me too, I know. But he hates me, and he hates himself more.
“He trapped himself.”
“He couldn’t accept that he liked me, who indirectly killed his brother, so he used an extreme way to tie me up and torture himself when he tortured me.” For
three years, I watched him get into a cocoon of his own. He hasn’t come out of it at all, and he doesn’t want to face his true feelings.
I’m tired. I don’t want to play with him. I don’t like him either.
“I am awake to love, awake to hurt, and awake to bear the consequences of everything I do.”
“I never regret any decision I have made, and I am willing to bear all the consequences.”
“So now I can say goodbye to the world without regret.”
……
Lu Huai Chuan looked at Song Lang coldly and said,
You dare not face your own heart, so you have been deceiving yourself–Hsu Nian likes your brother, and you like her sister. You tell yourself that you married her only for revenge.
“You paralyze yourself with this view and make yourself feel better.”
“But from the beginning to the end, Hsu Nian knows everything.”
“She is clean and pure, more transparent and kind than anyone else.”
“Unfortunately, you don’t deserve it.” When
Lu Huaichuan finished, the light in Song Lang’s eyes went out little by little. He sat on the ground
as if he had been beaten to the bone.
So Hsu Nian doesn’t like me anymore. She doesn’t like me anymore. She doesn’t even want to see me until she dies. As if clutching a life-saving straw,
Song Lang knelt down and begged Lu Huaichuan, “Please, where is Xiao Nian buried? Can you tell me?”
Lu left with a cold face.
“She wants to walk freely. Don’t contaminate her path.”
Song Lang frantically searched every cemetery.
But he just couldn’t find Xu Nian.
He had knelt down in front of Lu Huaichuan many times and begged him to tell him, but Lu Huaichuan did not say a word.
So he began to ignore the daily drinking, leaving the company to the top management. Lu Huaichuan, on the
other hand, set up Song Lang’s rival company with the momentum of destruction.
He also annexed his company in one fell swoop with the thunderous skill of hurting one thousand enemies and losing eight hundred.
…… On the day of the
announcement of the company’s bankruptcy, Song Lang was still drunk and fell in his wedding room with Xu Nian. It’s snowing
outside.
Sung Lang staggers to the balcony, reaches out his hand to catch the snowflakes and whispers, “Little read, it’s snowing again.”
He burst out laughing, took out his cell phone and called Lu Huaichuan.
“Lu Huai Chuan, I envy you.”
“I am jealous that you have accompanied Xiao Nian to the end of his last days. I am jealous that Xiao Nian gave himself to you to guard after he died.”
“You also like Xiao Nian, don’t you?”
Lu huai-chuan also stood in the snow, looking up at the falling snow.
“I don’t like it.”
Sung Lang laughed even louder. “Even if you hide Xiao Nian, I can still find her.”
“I don’t want to be a coward.”
“I will find her.”
Then he climbed over the fence and jumped. The
snow is getting heavier and heavier.
18 (Lu Huaichuan)
seven years.
I don’t like you, Xu Nian.
White snow, do not see, do not read.
(End of full text)
Record No.: YXX1Bee1kPJhwwwKzxYi3Z0b Flowers of
Evil: Awakening and Redemption
in the Dark Dilemma Each Bottle
×
