Is there pure friendship between
the opposite sex?
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One year, she came to accompany me, and we drank from half past six to six.
She was drunk, and I was afraid she would catch cold, so I picked her up and put her on the bed, when she suddenly opened her eyes. Do you want to
try?
Her clear eyes stared straight at me. Everything has changed
since that night. In the morning, I received a package, and when I opened it, I found a letter and several things, including the wristband I wore when I played basketball, the dial when I played guitar, and a group photo. I thought this was a Comrade playing nostalgia with me. I picked up the envelope and looked stunned.
This letter was sent years ago.
Beautiful smart handwriting looks very familiar, look at the name of the letter, I jumped, a fake face emerged in front of me.
No, after all this time, you still want to mess with me?
Years ago, I was still in the third grade. Because my grades were not good, I was exiled to the last row by the head teacher. I was not willing to sit at the same table with me, so I had to be alone with the garbage basket. Three days after the
start of school, a new student was transferred from another school.
That classmate dresses up very neuter, the hair half is not short, the skin is beautiful, the eyes are clear, wear the young coat, the class all shows the peach blossom eye, it is estimated that the class finally came to a handsome guy.
The teacher in charge of the class seemed to know something about her. With an iron face, he said, “Wei Yang, you can see your home from here. Are you still late for class for the first time?”?
Membership privileges have been unlocked in the Salt Selection column worth ¥ 19.90. The student raised his eyebrows and replied to the head teacher, “You can still see the sun from here. Go up and have a try.”?
The whole class took a deep breath and felt that this guy was very cold. Our head teacher was famous for his violent temper. He used to beat the hoodlums outside the school with three enemies, and the scene was quite violent.
No one expected that the teacher in charge of the class would just say, “Find a place to sit down. Now let’s start the math class.”.
The classmate came straight to me, put his schoolbag in the drawer, took off the machine hanging on the flower, took out his math book and stared at the platform. I said to her, “Dude, you want some. Our head teacher loves it..” She glanced at me disdainfully. “Who’s your buddy?”? I could put an egg in my
mouth, but she is. Damn, she is too arrogant.
Even though we were deskmates, we didn’t say more than one sentence last week. This woman was always cool, either listening to the single player or reading comics, and occasionally drawing on the book.
On Thursday afternoon, she made a bowl of soup and spilled some on the table. She said to me, “***, bring me a piece of paper.”.
“I almost vomited and protested loudly,” My name is Jiao Hai, not sexual intercourse.
She said impatiently, “Paper!” I used to hand her the paper unhappily. She wiped the table, crumpled the paper into a ball and threw it into the garbage basket. She even hit back at me: “Shouting like that, is it great to have sex (surnamed Jiao)?”? The students
around me began to laugh wildly, so this ugly and affectionate nickname followed me to the exam. This was the first time I had a relationship with her.
The first time was in the computer class, when men love to play computer games, every time the teacher in the classroom to talk about things, we play online CS.
Just as I was having fun, my best friend Chou Tong held up his hand and said, “Teacher, my computer crashed.”. As soon
as Chou Tong’s words fell, the classroom heard one complaint after another: “Mine is dead, too.” “This row is all dead. “
Me too, me too..” The computer teacher was half-hung, and after a long time he couldn’t get it right. He was so anxious that he blushed all over his face: “Are you not dead?”? Embarrassed,
I often look around and find that my computer is still good in the whole computer room. Wei Yang, who was
sitting on my left, stood up and said, Jiao Hai is not dead yet.
The teacher ran up to me and asked a soul-piercing question: “The whole class is dead. Why aren’t you dead?”?
“I gave a big smile and said,” Maybe.. My life is tenacious. Unexpectedly
, Wei Yang grabbed my logo, clicked on my browser, and said, “Teacher, he brought the virus here. He’s watching the station.”.
At that moment, countless heads came together, and the foreign girl on my screen was disheveled, making an enchanting pose, and I wanted to find a crack in the ground.
That afternoon, I was in the computer room, looking at love pictures, and the whole school knew about the collapse of the computer room. When I made a detour, men would pat me on the shoulder and say, “I didn’t expect you to have a strong taste. You like foreign things..” My reputation was not good, but it was limited to my studies. Because of the appearance of Wei Yang, my reputation was completely ruined.
Looking at her dragging face, I thought, you forced me out.
Hai: Not for a long time. I am Yang, your most annoying deskmate.
If you’re right, you should be 30 now, right? How are you doing? Have you
fulfilled your dream, or have you become the most annoying person? I was surprised to
receive my letter. We have been deskmates for years, but we never talked seriously. It’s really a pity.
I always embarrass you and disturb your good things every time. You should be very annoyed with me, right?
You always say that I am a strange, like a man, not a little child’s reserve, but these are the ways I protect.
When I meet something I like, I will only stand in the distance and watch, even dare not touch it. When I meet something I like, I dare not show my intention. I am afraid that those things will disappear because of my proximity.
You are the warmest I have ever seen, open every day, with you, as if you can forget all the troubles in the world.
Because of this, many times you greet me, I am not happy, but put on a look of impatience on my face. When
you lend me something, you want to thank me, but you still scold you for being too slow. When I was on the road
with you, I wanted to be closer to you, but my pace quickened unconsciously.
I’m a coward, right?
After careful observation, I found that Wei Yang had the habit of running in the morning, so on an empty and fresh morning, I wore sports pants and ran faster than her, at the same time sending out a contemptuous nose.
Wei Yang frowned and quickened his pace to keep up with him. It seemed that he was on me. He was joking. At that time, my father often chased me all over the street. He had already trained me to be the king of escape. As I quickened my
pace, I turned my head and said to her with a smile, “Don’t try to be brave. It won’t look good if you fall.”.
Wei Yang sweated on his forehead and hit back at me arrogantly: Are you a man? Do you start panting after
running this step? In
this way, we began to race like the tip of a needle, circling, until the bell of early learning rang, and Wei Yang had no intention of stopping, so I had to bite and run. What
I didn’t expect was that the teacher in charge of the class, seeing that we hadn’t come to school and were still playing on the playground, actually called the whole class down to watch. It was a scene of loud gongs, firecrackers, and red flags, all cheering for Wei Yang. My best friends, who were not afraid of the stage, shouted at me, “Jiao, don’t lose our men’s face..” My breath is slowly rapid, and my legs become heavy. Although I don’t remember, I have a circle. Wei Yang still looks brisk.
My God, what’s wrong with this?
I’m scolding. When it was finally decided
, my feet were weak and I fell on the grass. The crowd burst into cheers. My best friends did not come to help me, but kicked me on the buttocks. Wei Yang bent down to gasp, shook the sweat on his forehead, and came to me with a contemptuous nose, just like I provoked her at that time. When the
play was over, the head teacher sent us back to class. When we entered the classroom, the head teacher pointed at me and said, “Jiao Hai will be the corridor guard for a week.”.
“I said,” Why?
“The teacher in charge of the class said,” Because you didn’t go to morning class.
“I said indignantly,” Wei Yang didn’t go up either.
“The teacher in charge of the class kissed him mockingly and said,” But I won the championship. Who wants you to lose?
The whole class burst into laughter, and Wei Yang also smiled. The morning sun shone through the window. Her mouth rose slightly, and her eyes curved into a beautiful arc, but that expression was only a moment. When she found out that I was looking at her, she returned to her arrogant appearance, holding her head high.
Finally, one day, I caught Wei Yang’s handle. That day, Wei Yang’s behavior was very strange. She didn’t stand up from morning to noon. Her face was a little bad. After class, she went to the hall for lunch. She was still sitting upright.
I glanced at her and noticed a trace in her jeans. Knowing what was going on, I pretended to be very enthusiastic and said to Wei Yang, “Wei Yang, shall I invite you to dinner in the hall?”?
“Wei Yang readily refused me:” No.
“I laughed and challenged her,” I lost the last time I ran. I stayed up all night the night before yesterday. Let’s run again.
“Wei Yang said,” If you are not convinced, come back tomorrow morning.
“I said,” Now, are you afraid?
Wei Yang glared at me with hatred and wanted to scold me back, but he didn’t dare to stand up. The way he looked at me and couldn’t get rid of me made me very full.
After a few seconds, I thought it was almost done. I took off my school uniform and threw it to her. I said in a low voice, “It’s tied around my waist, and it’s all on my pants.”.
Wei Yang blushed and had a complicated expression, but he still took my school uniform. I asked, Did you bring it?
“What?” She said as she tied her waist?
“I said,” What else, Wei.
She stood up like a cat exploding. I thought she was going to fight, but she just blushed and said, “It’s none of your business.”.
“I am really convinced, a man still want to die, I put her back on the stool:” Sit well, you wait.
I went to the store and bought two bags of guards. I happened to be hit by my best friend. They used obscene language to satirize me. After I fought with them, I ran back to the classroom. There was only one guard left in the classroom. I handed her the things and asked her to go to the toilet to change them.
I don’t know if it was my illusion, but her face seemed to be more red, and she kept her mouth open, but she didn’t thank me.
The first day, she returned the school uniform to me. It must have been washed by her. There was a smell of washing powder on it. The girl returned to her arrogant appearance and scolded me: “Your clothes are so ***ing dirty, basin.”.
That being said, from that day on, we became good friends, oh no, good buddies. I
am a coward, so I can only disguise myself with a cold appearance.
Remember that time we ran?
I know you are deliberately let me, the sports meeting you run five thousand can get, how can not run me, but the whole class are laughing, you do not want to let me lose face, would rather admit defeat, you are so gentle.
And that time when I came, although you wanted to see my jokes, you still lent me your school uniform and foolishly went to the store to buy wool cotton from me.
When I went to the toilet, I deliberately made a noise so that my classmates would not notice my embarrassment. In
class, I always watch you sleeping secretly. You pile up your books, put your head on your arm, and sometimes laugh. You are so open, as if there are happy things in your dreams.
Hai, sometimes I wonder how nice it would be if you liked me for the first time?
Among us, only those who are handsome deserve to be called “learning”, otherwise they can only be called “three”, “sloppy”, “thin pole”.. By the same token, only a pretty girl is qualified to be called a “school girl.” Otherwise, she is “cute,” “like a ball,” or “with a face.”.
According to this view, Gu should be regarded as a serious school girl. She has beautiful hair, fair skin and red lips. At the age of seven, she is just a combination of less astringency and gentleness. Every time she is in the hall, there are a group of men peeking at her. Sometimes, in order to grab a good position to see Fang Ze, she will even fight.
Wei, grab me a seat for dinner later. I want to buy something. Wei Yang and
I were already very familiar with each other and began to call out code names.
No problem, who do you say?
Wei Yang rolled up his sleeves.
I almost threw up. There’s definitely something wrong with this brain circuit. What
I mean is to grab a seat in advance, just near the left window row, and grab one at random.
Are you going to peep, too?
Wei Yang saw my intention.
“Why does your mouth become so dirty when you say something? That’s called a fair and gentle gentleman.”.
“What a ball!” With a contemptuous look on his face, Wei Yang said, “Why are you all so low in aesthetics?”?
It’s just a pink and red one. Those who don’t know think there is a business outside the school.
Jealousy, you’re just jealous.
“” Brain damage.
“Wei Yang said her first phrase:” You go to grab a seat, I want to go back to the dormitory. I made a joke at noon
that day. After dinner, I was smoking in the back of the hall. A cleaner ran over and said angrily, “Who told you to come here to smoke? You will go to my office to write a self-criticism.”. I
didn’t want to see him, so I put a cigarette butt in my mouth and said, “You sweep the floor and have an office?”? It was only
later that I learned that the man had just been transferred to the deputy school, and that the whole school was engaged in sanitation to deal with the city inspection, so he also changed into clothes. As a result of
that incident, I recorded a demerit and made a self-criticism in front of the whole school. It was only
then that I was so full of dreams that I wrote a brilliant self-criticism, which I read loudly on the platform: “I have eyes that don’t know Tai, but I actually regard the vice chancellor as a sweeper, and I have made the mistake of not recognizing the situation. I promise here that I will never smoke on campus in the future..” The students in the audience laughed one after another, and some even clapped their hands. Gu, standing in the third row, was also smiling at me. I was a little proud.
The vice colonel was very strict and waved me down. At the end of the
winter vacation, Wei Yang seemed to have something to do, so he kept silent. “What’s the matter with you?” I asked?
Aunt is here?
She uttered the words, “Get out!” I said, “What’s the matter? There’s something wrong with you this day.”.
She began to be silent, and when the class was about to begin, she suddenly grabbed my arm and said, “Can you help me?”?
Damn it, I’m on the verge of dropping out of school, and she wants me to fight.
Hit who?
I frowned.
Tianqun. I know
that one. I heard that there was a brother who was a hoodlum. He was always bullied at school.
Why did you hit him?
I nodded.
“He..” Wei Yang showed a rare hesitation. He bit his lip and said, “He bullied me.”.
That was reason enough. After the evening study, I found Tianqun’s bedroom and kicked it away. Tianqun was playing poker with someone. I thought it was the teacher who checked the bedroom and stuffed the poker into his underwear. When it was me, Tianqun shouted, Are you ***ing sick? Without saying a word,
I pinched him by the neck, pulled him off the bed, and hit him with my right fist on the bridge of his nose. His nose soon splashed out. His roommates wanted to help, but Chou Tong stopped them. The narrow dormitory became noisy. After about a minute of fighting, Tianqun’s snot and tears came down, and he begged me for mercy: Stop fighting, brother. I was wrong.. With such a virtue, I have the nerve to be a hoodlum. I’m thinking.
I kicked him in the stomach and said, “If I bully you again next time, you will die.”.
I didn’t expect that I would report to the teacher the day after tomorrow. The next morning, the teaching director called me out of the classroom with an iron face and called me. After half a discussion in the office, he decided to suspend me from school and stay at home until the fifth grade before taking the exam.
I packed up my things and left the school. I stuffed the books and other messy things into my bag. Wei Yang’s eyes were red. She gave me the CD player that she regarded as a treasure. She bit her lip and said, “I’m sorry, Hai. I didn’t know things would be like this.”.
“I smiled freely.” It’s none of your business. I can’t stay any longer anyway.
She wanted to smile back at me, but she curled her lips and tears fell like crystals. The thing
I regret most is letting you fight. At that time, there was a classmate named Lin Qi in our class. Tianqun often threatened her outside the school and forced her to take nude photos. When Lin Qi wanted to kill her, I found her. She knelt down in front of me and begged me to save her.
I want to report to the division, but I’m not sure if the division will take care of it, and I’m more worried that Tianqun will pass out those photos, so I want you to beat him and let him stop provoking Lin Qi.
But I didn’t expect you to be kicked out of school. When I
left, I saw you had a scar on your face. It should be your father, right?
But you still smiled and said you didn’t blame me. You said you could play games at home. Anyway, you could take the exam. You are so gentle.
Sea, if you give us three more, will our ending be different.
I always make a mess of things. We had several chances to get together, and I was a fool to mess them up.
Test 59 points test zero more sad, the most regrettable is not not have, is almost can, but did not do, this is my most regrettable. On the first day of
winter vacation, someone called my name downstairs. I was wearing Long Johns and looked up. It was Wei Yang.
She was wearing a velvet jacket, a red scarf, and a velvet hat. In the early winter sun, I thought Wei Yang looked good for the first time, if she dressed up well. How did
you know I lived here?
I asked, shrinking my neck.
“Ask the teacher in charge of the class. Do you have a wild life at home? Look at your appearance. You look like Master Fujino.” She started poisoning.
Looking for me?
Change your suit and let’s go out to play.
Wei Yanha smiled at me. I played crazily
that winter vacation. I went to other places and didn’t come back for the Spring Festival. I spent all day with Zhou Tong in the bar, billiards hall and skating rink. Wei Yang also went crazy with us.
Every time we play games, she runs up and down to buy us drinks; when we play billiards, she takes the book to score for us; when we skate, she always asks me to take her.
This girl is brave and not afraid of pain. She will pull me forward before she learns to stand firm. She often pulls me into the mud. When
you smoke, don’t you ask anyone?
Wei Yang pinched his nose and couldn’t help complaining to me.
At that time, I thought I was playing silly, so I handed her the cigarette case and asked her sincerely, “How about a root?”?
When Zhou Tong heard our conversation, they clapped the keyboard and laughed wildly. Wei Yang grabbed my cigarette case and threw it down from the bar. Before he could get rid of his hatred, he pressed randomly on my keyboard, causing us to be destroyed by the group. Just then
, a voice came from downstairs, like a shrew cursing in the street: “Who the *** is throwing things? Do you have any quality?”?
I looked down and saw Gu standing next to her. I quickly ran downstairs. Gu’s forehead was a little red and swollen. I guess he was hit by a cigarette case. I quickly apologized: I’m sorry. My friends are playing. Are you all right?
“Gu Bian said,” What do you mean by joking? It’s joking to throw a cigarette case. If you throw a shot and kill it, will you be responsible?
“I took off:” No shot put, put. I
was so stupefied that I opened my mouth to scold her. Gu grabbed her and said softly, This is my classmate.
It was an opportunity. I invited Gu to dinner in the name of apologizing. On the way to dinner, I realized that Gu was just superficial. His mouth was full of Korean stars and shopping mall clothes. I couldn’t help but lose interest.
Distance is the best filter, and distance is an advantage. When you look
closely, you will know how obvious the shortcomings are. When I came out
of the restaurant, Gu wrote the phone number on a piece of paper and handed it to me secretly. She said she could call her if she had time. I took the note and smiled at her. When I got home, I threw it into the garbage can.
In addition to the night, I was cooking dumplings at home, the Chinese New Year is my busiest time, I have long been used to the Chinese New Year, turn on the TV to adjust.
At this time, I was hit with a bang. I opened the door and saw Wei Yang. I said, “If you knock like this, do you seek revenge or collect debts?”?
“Wei Yang held up his bag and said,” I came to spend the New Year with you. The dog bit Lu Tung-pin. There were some food and a bottle of wine in the
bag. Wei Yang put on her slippers, rolled up her sleeves, and went to boil it. I knew it. She poured the coke into a boiling pot to boil it, and then mixed it with the pot. She poured a cup, and put the food on the table. She said to me, “Wait, come and drink.”.
“I looked at the muddy liquid and felt a little nervous.” This thing won’t be poisoned if you drink it, will it?
“She said,” No, my dad used to drink like this, saying it was warm.
“I said,” Forget it, I’ll have a beer.
Wei Yang raised his eyebrows. I thought something was wrong. Just as I was about to run, she jumped on me. I smelled her. She pinched my neck and forced my mouth open. Half a glass of wine poured down my throat. Before I could react, my stomach was warm, and then I felt dizzy. Wei Yang laughed. It’s really a toast. If you don’t eat, you will be punished.
In this way, we drank from 1:30 to 1:00. On the way, Wei Yang answered a phone call. It should be from her home.
Wei Yang lied that he was at a classmate’s house. It was too late to go back tomorrow morning.
We all blushed and squinted at the TV. When I woke up in the
early morning, I saw Wei Yang sleeping on the sofa, and there was a faint sound of firecrackers outside the window. I picked her up and put her on the bed, and pulled the quilt on her. At that moment, she suddenly opened her eyes and scared me to sit on the floor. What do
you think? The flush on
her face was still there.
I.. What can I do? I’m afraid you’ll catch a cold.
I stammered. Do you want to
try?
Her clear eyes stared straight at me. Try
what?
“” Do.. Love.
She uttered two words.
I, I jumped up, this crazy woman must be drunk sex, I treat her as a brother, she actually wants to sleep with me.
Are you drunk?
I was so flustered that I didn’t know where to put it. What
are you afraid of? I don’t want you to be responsible. Just this time, do you want it?
Her expression was actually very serious.
You go to sleep, and I’ll go to the study to sleep.
I turned outside, and when I closed it, I almost caught it. Early
the next morning, Wei Yang came out of my room. She stretched and shouted at me, “I’m hungry. Do you have anything to eat?”?
I looked at her in shock, and she was like that, looking for change everywhere, and I said, “Last night you..” What’s wrong with me?
She asked with a puzzled face.
Sure enough, that was her drunken madness.
Nothing. Let’s go down for breakfast. There’s a bag shop downstairs.
I gasped out.
After that, Wei Yang looked for me twice, probably because of the influence of that incident. Whenever she approached me, I was in a panic, but she didn’t find anything unusual. After the
beginning of school, the pressure of the exam was smashed down. I only had a holiday. Once again, with Wei Yang, it was time for me to return to school.
Hai, you know, I wasn’t drunk at all that night. You were my favorite. That’s why I said that. I
read a story that a hedgehog fell in love with a rabbit, but when the hedgehog approached the rabbit, it would hurt him, and the hedgehog would be very sad.
Then the hedgehog thought of a good idea, that is, to roll around in the autumn forest, its thorns are full of fruit, so that it hugs the rabbit, the rabbit will not be painful. After
autumn, the fruits withered. The hedgehog wanted to roll them down, but he couldn’t. He looked uglier and uglier. He didn’t want to get close to him any more. Even the rabbit left him.
But at the end of the story, the hedgehog is still very open, because he finally hugged the one he liked.
Sea, I am the hedgehog, I want to give you the best, the most beautiful, the youngest body, and the most gentle, I want to give you all this.
I have passed by you, I would like to stay, but you do not want to take in.
Wei Yang grew her hair, and her dress was no longer neutral. I almost didn’t recognize her when I entered the classroom. I don’t know if it was because of the pressure of the exam. She lost a lot of weight, and her face was not good.
I, Hu Han-san, am back.
I shouted from the podium.
The teacher in charge of the class kicked me on the buttocks and said, “What are you showing off? Go to your seat and sit down.”.
The whole class burst into laughter, and Wei Yang’s mouth rose slightly. I put my things away and whispered to Wei Yang, “I bought you ice-sugar gourds. I’ll give it to you later.”.
Wei Yang likes to eat ice-sugar gourds from the street, which should be her only remaining child habit. During the winter vacation, she dragged me around three times before she bought it. At that time, when I finished eating a string of ice-sugar gourds in less than a second, Wei Yang angrily beat me. She said that I was a natural disaster, and that pigs should not eat ginseng fruit.
Wei Yang’s eyes were slightly red and he said, “Thank you.”.
At that time, I thought I was dreaming, and this crazy woman would thank me. If I hadn’t seen the head teacher still on the platform, I would have liked to touch her forehead to see if she had a fever. When I went to the hall for lunch
at noon, Wei Yang no longer chatted with me. Her silence was a bit unusual.
Wei, what’s the matter? Are you being bullied?
“” No.
She answered reflexively.
Why is that so weird? Isn’t that your case?
The head teacher scolded me.
“She spits out the truth:” My score is not good enough to get on this line.
“Hey, I thought something was wrong. If I can’t get into school, let’s go together and move bricks..” Get out.
She scolded me with a smile, and I put it down to eat. The
day before the exam, in order to dance, the teacher in charge of the class asked us to write a sentence of encouragement. This thing is obviously cheating. Is it possible to get more points by writing a sentence.
I casually wrote a sentence in my notebook, but to my great surprise, the teacher in charge of the class actually asked us to read it aloud on the platform. They all wrote such sentences as learning the hardships of the sea and the bitter coldness of plum blossoms. When it was my turn, I looked at the teacher in charge of the class as if begging for mercy: “Don’t read it?”?
The teacher in charge of the class glanced at the words on my notebook and scolded me as if watching the scene of bustle: “No, read it aloud.”.
I coughed, “I want to study hard and make progress every day, and make contributions to society in the future.”.
The teacher in charge of the class slapped him and said, Read what you wrote. I couldn’t be
fooled, so I had to say, “I’m the man who wants to be One Piece. How can I fall here?” Zhou Tong they clap, even tears are almost laughing out, Wei Yang also lying on the table, the body slightly shaking.
I wanted to find a piece of rotten to kill, and the head teacher kicked me off the stage.
Hai, what will you think about in the future?
Late at night on the playground, Wei Yang sat beside me and asked me. I
don’t know. I want to have fun. It’s boring to go to school.
You play the piano?
Guitar, you don’t know, I learned guitar from my neighbor uncle when I was 18.
“” Really?
“She stood up excitedly.” Play it for me. There is no guitar
at school.
I flicked my cigarette butt.
Yes, Master Lin, who teaches music, has it. It’s in his office.
It’s all over. Has he gone home long ago?
Wei Yang pulled me up and slipped to the office on the third floor. Sure enough, Master Lin had already locked it. Wei Yang stepped back and asked me to get out of the way. I felt a sense of foreboding. Before I could dissuade her, she kicked me on the floor of the office and made a loud “boom.” I almost went crazy. If I was caught in this matter, I would have to take the exam. Wei Yang kicked it away and picked up Lin Shi’s guitar and ran upstairs. I quickly followed her to the roof.
Come on, try. Panting,
she handed me the guitar.
Remember, if I get fired, this will be the funeral song.
I didn’t take it well.
That quiet night, I played a lot of songs, Guns and Flowers “Knock on Heaven”, Beatles “Yesterday”, Eagle Band “Hotel California”.. Wei Yang leaned against me, occasionally humming, and I smelled her hair under the stars.
Her head nestled on my shoulder, and I began to tremble violently. I turned to look at her eyes, looking at her gentle God.
“Thump..” When the guitar string broke, Wei Yang seemed to remember something and stood up in a hurry. Go
back to the dormitory.
“The dormitory is closing,” she said as she ran.
“10” Jiao, do you like Wei Yang? After taking a shower
, Chou Tong suddenly said something.
Get out.
I didn’t scold him well. There’s nothing pretentious about
it. If you like it, you like it. If you don’t like it, you don’t like it.
He put on his tracksuit and stood on the balcony blowing. None of
your business.
Want to see a joke, I’m thinking.
We are best friends.
Chou Tong turned to look at me and said, So I will only ask you this once. I can tell you first that I like Wei Yang, but if you also like Wei Yang, I can give up. But if you say you don’t like her, then I will chase her after the exam. You should think clearly and answer me. Don’t let me regret it.
」「……」 I pulled myself together and said, “Why did you give up?”?
Because she is more open with you. You don’t know that she hasn’t laughed much before.
I don’t know. Maybe I like it a little. I don’t know.
I answered truthfully.
Then seize the opportunity.
Chou Tong patted me on the shoulder. She’s a good girl.
That night I slept through the night. At the age of 18, I still had a vague idea about love. My mind was full of thoughts about how to play. It was not that I had no fantasies about sex, but it was all because of hormones.
Do I like Wei Yang? Does she like me?
These two questions are like the final question, which makes me toss and turn. Early
in the morning, I found the answer. Those jumps can’t be cheated.
I like Wei Yang, I want to tell her! On the night of the end of the exam, we had a farewell dinner in our dormitory and drank a lot of wine.
Under the influence of alcohol, I bravely stopped a taxi full of wine and went to another restaurant, where Wei Yang had a farewell dinner. I pulled her out of the private room. Why are
you drinking like that?
Wei Yang pinched his nose.
You don’t talk, you let me talk.
Damn, it’s about to jump out of my throat.
Wei Yang.
I am divided into giants.
Why are you so drunk? Do you want me to take you back?
Wei Yang wanted to come and help me.
I stubbornly stood up to her and looked into her eyes. I seemed to shout out, “Wei Yang, I like you.”.
That sentence seemed to consume all my energy. I just felt the world dangling around, and Wei Yang’s shadow turned into three.
Silence good time, Wei Yang coldly gave me the answer: “You drink too much, go back.”.
“” You.. Don’t like me?
I asked without dying.
I don’t like it.
Wei Yang stopped a taxi and tried to push me into the trunk. I shook off her and jumped out.
“If you don’t like me, why do you want to give me something? Why do you want to spend the New Year with me? Why do you want to.. that night?” I was in a hurry. Are
you ***ing sick? Who are
you? Why should I like you?
Wei Yang’s eyes were red. I guess it was true this time. She said this to me and turned around. I saw her wiping her tears.
I sat on the side of the road, smoked a cigarette, and began to laugh. Everyone who passed by in a hurry looked at me like a monster.
I thought I was an idol, but in fact I was an affectionate loser.
I laughed so hard that tears came to my eyes. I stood up crookedly and crossed the road regardless of the danger. As a result, I was knocked down by a motorcycle. I heard a lot of screams and then lost consciousness. I spent almost all my
relaxing holidays in bed, with broken legs and disfigured faces. When I
was in the hospital, Chou Tong and the others came to see me. Chou Tong pointed, “Wei Yang is also outside. She doesn’t dare to come in.”.
“I smiled with relief.” It’s all right. Ask her to come in.
Wei Yang cowered to my bedside. Perhaps it was my recklessness that made her feel guilty. I said to her, “It’s all right. The doctor said I can get out of bed after half an hour.”.
Wei Yang seemed to be even thinner. She was thin and a little haggard. Her eyes were swollen. She said, I’m sorry. I should have sent you back. What does it have to do
with you? It’s me. No, no, it’s the motorcyclist who’s blind and speeding up around the corner.
Wei Yang stopped talking until my parents came in. She turned around and thought, I stopped her and took out a box from under the bed and handed it to her. There was a wristband she gave me, a guitar dial, and a head sticker we took together. I’m sorry, we’re really better suited to be buddies.
Wei Yang, trembling, took the box and left in silence. It’s
over. It’s just a funny love scene from my boyhood. The Lord is me. The Lord doesn’t exist.
Let me have a good memory. Have I seen Wei Yang since then? It seems that there was another time. That was the moment before I went to school in other places. Wei Yang in my stand, she was wearing a skirt, her hair could be draped over her shoulders. In the sunshine, she was wearing beautiful makeup, her skin was snowy, and her eyes were curved like a bridge. With a big smile, she was waving goodbye to me.
I was amazed by her appearance. She is beautiful in any way I have ever lived. Even Gu, who is called the pure school beauty, will be dim when she stands beside her at the moment. Just as
I was about to say something to her, it started, and her shadow slowly receded to a place I couldn’t see. The sound of the 11/11 machine pulled me back from my memory. I read the letter on my eyes. There were tears on the paper. I was sure that the letter was not a prank.
But why did she turn me down when I told her?
Still in that cruel way.
Hai, you must be very sad that I refused your complaint. Watching you sitting on the side of the road crying
that night, I couldn’t help rushing to hug you, but my reason stopped me, what qualifications do I have to disturb you?
I would rather let you hate me, hate me, can’t let you like me, finally lose me. A gentle boy
like you, even if you are rejected, I believe you will come out soon, but if you fall in love with her and finally separate from her, how can you bear the pain?
Years, I believe you are relieved.
Writing this letter, I just want to tell you that in your youth, there was a child who liked you very much. She was not good at expressing her feelings. If you noticed that she liked you a little, put that feeling ten thousand times, that’s how much she really liked you.
She likes to chat with you in class and laugh at your jokes.
She likes to go shopping with you, looking at the way you want to die without money, and would rather go home and buy her a ice-sugar gourds.
She likes to hear you sing. When you sing, your eyes are bright.
She likes to stay with you, even if she doesn’t do anything, she can feel the happiness.
She likes to change for you and become the one you are.
She likes to give you the best things, just like the last painting, you will feel very good when you recall it.
The sea, live happily, I will never fall in your sight, sincerely bless you, this is my first time to write a love letter, but also my last time to write a love letter, I wish you all the best.
Wei Yang “12 I seem to be forced to break into Zhou Tong’s company. He was in a meeting at that time, and I pulled him out.”.
What, did your house collapse?
Chou Tong didn’t scold me well. Where is
Wei Yang?
My voice was trembling. Where is Wei Yang now? How do
I know? It’s been so long since I graduated.
Chou Tong turned his head and said.
“You ***ing look at me!” My voice was so loud that Chou Tong’s colleagues all looked over and said, “If you treat me as a friend, tell me the truth.”. What’s the matter with
you?
Zhou Tong’s eyes were flustered.
You take me to her, take me to her.
My fingernails are all stuck in Zhou Tong’s arm.
Chou Tong sighed, “OK, but promise me you won’t do anything stupid.”.
I finally arrived at Wei Yang. According to the photo on the tombstone, she smiled peacefully. The tomb was cleaned very well. I think people often come to see her. During the Spring Festival of
March, a tumor was found in her head. The doctor said it was malignant and she wanted to have an operation, but she insisted on doing it after the exam. On the day
you went to school, she went to you and had chemotherapy that night. She said it would be good for you to remember her beauty.
Later, her health was getting worse and worse. She called all her classmates and asked us to keep the matter secret and not let you know. She said that she had hurt you twice and could not let you hurt again. It
was in the middle of the night. She said she wanted to see the stars. The nurse opened the window. She said she missed him very much. The nurse asked who it was, but she didn’t answer.
The nurse looked down and saw that she had closed her eyes as if she were asleep. Zhou Tong sat beside me and said in a low voice that the child on the photo was gentle and peaceful, just like she watched me sleep.
The sea will turn into stars after death, won’t it? Under
a full head of stars, Wei Yang nestled on my shoulder.
Shit, the string is broken. Let’s put the guitar back.
I banged my watch and pretended to be calm. I
‘m sure I will. I’m going to become that star. You can recognize it clearly. If you look at that star later, it’s me greeting you.
Wei Yang pointed to a star in the southeast.
I’m nearsighted, and I don’t think I can recognize it.
“” Silly.
Wei Yang smiled gently and brought his head closer to my neck.
Tears finally burst, I hit the best girl, gave me all the tenderness, and then left quietly when I was unconscious, how lucky I was to get the favor of this angel in my youth.
I wailed in spite of the image and brushed my face slightly, like a touch from the sky.
[Epilogue] Hello, what can I do for you?
I stood up. The one who
entered the shop was a thin child, wearing a sportswear and a hat. Her face was not good, and she could not look at it.
Time Inn, what is this?
She asked me softly. To put it
simply, you can write a letter or leave something, and then make an appointment, and I will send it out at that time, such as expectations for the future, or some words to friends.
I explained patiently. How long is the
time limit?
The best time is the year, but customers usually choose three or five years. The year is too variable, and the fee is a little expensive.
The child seemed very interested and sat down to choose the writing paper. Her
body was not good. She had written the letter many times, and had to start all over again when she made a mistake in punctuation. Before she knew it, she fainted. When she finally finished the letter, she smiled at me and said, “I’m sorry for wasting your time.”.
“” Never mind.
I put the letters away, and the things she left behind. At half past six in the
evening, when I had already closed the shop, the child came over. She knocked urgently and bent down after I opened the door. “Excuse me, can I have that letter back?”?
Is it because we won’t send it?
Even if this store closes down, I will deliver it to you.
I joked.
No, no, you don’t want the money back. Just give me the letter back.
The child’s strange behavior attracted my attention. I returned the letter to her. After she took the thing, I followed her quietly. It was curiosity, and she was in poor health. I was afraid that she would have an accident.
She seemed to cry and held the letter in her arms.
Later, when she got to the main street and saw a tree, she picked up a branch, slowly dug a hole, and buried the letter and things in it.
I have never seen such a hurt child, she looks less than 18 years old, should be sunny and happy age, why is this?
After waiting for her, I dug up all those things and took them back to the shop. The back of the
envelope was very dirty, but it was a special paper that could be cleaned. I pulled the letter out to clean envelope, but I saw the contents of the letter. I was not a sentimental person, but I was moved by the story of the child.
Even in the end, she would rather bury the secret than disturb the boy’s.
Such a beautiful child should not be buried.
I made a private decision for her, put the letter and things into the time cabinet, mark the time on the cabinet, and I will deliver it for her in years.
Time will bring all the suffering and pain, love will survive, I believe so.
. Focus on not getting lost ~
