His Jasmine
Flower of Evil: Awakening and Redemption
in a Dark Dilemma Boyfriend keeps a picture of his ex-girlfriend in his computer, named “The Only Pure White Jasmine Flower.”.
1314 photos, the photographer is him.
But he didn’t take a picture for me. On the day
my ex-girlfriend returned home, he told me that he was working overtime.
But in the photos posted by his friends, he and his ex-girlfriend are smiling happily. Many times
later, I was the one who was left behind.
I said break up.
He said to me, “Be sensible. I have nothing to do with her.”
I laughed. Then let the tables turn. When
it comes to you, you should be more sensible. I have a
temporary job, so I borrow my boyfriend’s computer. I
had no intention of opening the folder, which was full of photos, which made my eyes hurt.
It’s the same girl.
I picked up my cell phone and called Su Zhi.
No answer.
He said to me in the afternoon, “Shu Shu, I have to work overtime in the evening, so don’t wait for me to eat.”
But just one minute ago, I saw his friend Li Xiang sent a message to his circle of friends for a dinner party,
“Welcome Haiguiyan, this meal is your treat.” Su Zhi, who
said he had to work overtime, was also inside.
They sat around a girl like the stars around the moon.
The girl’s smiling face is exactly the same as the girl on the computer screen. There are 1314 photos in the folder
named “The Only Pure White Jasmine Flower”. It
‘s all her.
Each photo is carefully named for the year it was taken.
X year, X month, X day, taken by Su Zhi.
Su Zhi, photo.
He recorded her every moment with his camera.
But Su Zhi told me that he didn’t like taking pictures.
So he has never taken any pictures for me since we started dating.
I’m just a straight man. Maybe I don’t like taking pictures, and I didn’t force him.
But now every signature makes my face hurt. When
Su Zhi called me back, I was looking through the photos one by one. The
girl laughed heartily, the girl was angry, the girl was choked when eating hot pot, and the girl was sleeping on the table. He
kept saying that he didn’t like taking pictures, but he patiently and meticulously recorded her dribs and drabs.
“I didn’t pay attention to my cell phone just now. Shu Shu, what’s wrong?” In the
receiver, there was no background noise except his voice.
“Where are you now?” “I’m working overtime at the company,” he
answered.
I pulled the corners of my mouth with self-mockery. “Do you need me to send you a midnight snack?”? I’ve just cooked some porridge.
He paused. “It’s cold outside. Don’t come out.”. Just wait for me at home. I’ll be back later.
「…… OK
Looking at Li Xiang’s circle of friends, the photos of the dinner party have been deleted.
It was as if nothing had happened.
But the reality is that there is no cooked porridge, nor Su Zhi who works overtime in the company. Instead of waiting for him,
I turned off the computer and left his house. Su Zhi and
I met at a friend’s dinner table.
We have normal contact, feel in tune, and naturally walk together. After two years of
dating, he is conscientious and considerate as a boyfriend, and can be called a good boyfriend with 24 filial piety.
Except for taking pictures for me.
Once we went to Fante.
I brought my camera and gave it to Su Zhi, hoping that he would take some pictures for me in the process of playing.
But in the end, the camera was full of scenery, and there was no picture of me. “I’m sorry, I forgot,” said
Su.
I pursed my lips. “Never mind.”
Later, when I went camping in the wilderness, I still handed him my camera and said,
“Su Chi, take a picture for me later.”
He gazed at the camera for a long time in a trance, then pulled a passer-by and gave him
the camera. “Please, take a picture of me and my girlfriend.”
I thought he really wanted to take a picture with me.
But later, except for that picture, the camera was still full of scenery. Frustrated,
I curled my lips half jokingly and asked Su Chih, “Is it because I’m not good-looking enough to be a photographer for Su?”
Su Zhi looked at the camera, and the loss in his eyes was heavier than mine. “I’m sorry, Shu Shu,”
he said. “I’m not in the habit of taking pictures.” When he
went back, he bought me the bag I had been reluctant to buy.
But he never took a picture for me after that. I didn’t sleep well
all night, and I had a splitting headache in the morning.
The person is to step on the spot to the company, has not been able to slow down, was pulled to the conference room by colleagues.
“The manager said that there was a new consultant in the company today and asked us to hurry to the conference room for a meeting.”
I just saw Song Yan.
“My name is Sung Yen, and I will be a colleague from now on. Please take care of me.”
She was beautiful and confident, standing tall and straight on the stage. The
people on the stage coincide with the photos. There was a round of applause in the
conference room.
I clapped in the crowd and felt a dull pain in my brain. The
brief presentation is over.
I was in a trance at the water cooler.
“It’s full.” A faint fragrance assails my nostrils. The water is turned off. Song Yan winks at me. “I know you, Ye Shu.”
I looked at her and pulled the corners of my mouth. “I know you, too.” As if expecting it,
she was neither surprised nor curious. “Then I must come to my welcome party tonight.” I
picked up the cup filled with hot water, and the hot water from the cup spilled on the back of my hand, red and hot.
I didn’t say yes, I didn’t say no.
Su Zhi called me several times, but I didn’t answer. WeChat,
he sent me several red envelopes in succession, and also sent me several soft and cute expression packages.
Don’t be angry. I didn’t mean not to go back yesterday. I’ll take you to dinner tonight.
“Wait for me at the company. I’ll pick you up.” The word of
refusal was already typed in the dialog box, and I paused before sending it.
Su Zhi, do you know that Song Yan and I are in the same company? Cut out
“no.” I said, “There’s a company dinner tonight.”
Su Zhi: “Send me the address. I’ll pick you up after dinner.”
“Drink less wine. You’ll get a fever when you drink.”
I have a slight fever after drinking. After
knowing that I have this problem, I seldom drink any more, but sometimes I can’t avoid some drinking at work.
Fortunately, there is Su Zhi every time. When
Su Zhi comes to pick me up, he always prepares warm honey water.
He scolded me for not knowing how to drink less, and urged me to drink the honey water quickly. When
he went back, he stayed by my side all the time until my fever subsided.
He always takes good care of me.
So, after having him, I don’t have to be too afraid of drinking.
…… The atmosphere of Song Yan’s welcome party
tonight is particularly high.
Song Yan had a lively temper and soon became one with her colleagues.
Newcomers are always drunk in turn. Song Yan is a good drinker. After three rounds of drinking, several colleagues poured down, but she was still sober.
She came to me with a glass of wine. “Would you like a drink?”
I looked at her.
The glass was filled.
We touched a glass and drank it up.
She wanted to pour it for me again, and I reached out to cover the rim of the cup.
She smiled and shrugged. “Afraid of getting drunk?”? There should be no worries. I guess Su Chi will come to pick you up.
I pursed my lips.
“Well..” Should also be holding a thermos cup, which is filled with honey water. About two spoonfuls of honey.
She frowned. “Because I don’t like it too sweet.” The wine
he had just drunk seemed to be burning, burning up his chest, and chest distress he wanted to vomit.
Song Yan continued, “Are you allergic to alcohol?”? Someone like me — — “
She pulled down her collar.”.
I saw a thick red rash on her chest.
Sue had to take care of me all night. If you are also allergic, he should have a lot of experience in caring for people. I
felt as if I had been pressed by a heavy object in my chest, and I was out of breath chest distress.
I always thought that Su Zhiben was a gentle and meticulous person, so he was always considerate when he took care of people.
Original.
Original.
Song Yan seemed not afraid of death, with her gradually red to the root of the neck of the allergic mark, took my glass over, and filled it again.
“Let’s drink together.”
Drunk. Wait for Su Zhi.
“Let’s see who he picks up first.”
I shook my cell phone, and Su Zhi’s message just came.
“Here I am, at the door.” At the
end of the show, everyone was red in the face.
Song Yan’s red rash extended from her collar and was already visible to the naked eye. My
face was pale and I felt my body temperature rising.
Song Yan looked at me with a smile. “It seems that you are not very comfortable after drinking, but you are as stubborn as I am.”. No wonder Su Chi chose you.
My heart felt like being hit by a blunt knife.
I said in a cold voice, “This is my own business.”. I don’t look like anyone. Don’t be narcissistic.
Am I narcissistic? We have been in love for six years, but you are only two years old. If you don’t love yourself, you’ll find out when you get out.
We walked out side by side.
Song Yan’s steps have been shaking.
I tried to walk smoothly, but my forehead was sweating. Outside
the gate, Su Zhi, holding a thermos bottle in his hand, was stunned when he turned to see us.
Before Su Zhi came to pick me up, no matter how I was blocked by my colleagues, he could accurately find me from the crowd, and then came to me without hesitation.
A colleague once said to me, “As long as you are there, he can’t see anyone else, and he can’t see me in front of him.”
Now, he still has Song Yan in his eyes.
Su Zhi’s steps were hesitant and heavy.
I don’t know what he was thinking at this time, but this hesitation has undoubtedly turned into Ling Chi’s knife here. Every slow step of
him is a knife edge falling on my heart. In
the past, he would want to run in front of me.
Now, is he thinking about who he should go to.
“Su Chi, you’re here.” Without waiting for Su Zhi to make a choice, Song Yan had already fallen headlong into his arms.
Su Zhi did not push him away.
I even saw that he breathed a sigh of relief and hugged Song Yan naturally and intimately.
“Dizziness, Su Zhi.” Song Yan acted like a spoiled child in his arms.
Su Chih subconsciously tried to unscrew the thermos cup in his hand. Suddenly he thought of something and looked up at me. “Shu Shu, she..” I
finally realized my existence.
He held Song Yan stiffly, but did not push her away.
I said, “No, I want to drink.”
At this moment, maybe I should turn around and walk away to leave my dignity.
But decency is useless, and under decency are the wounds of their own hard support.
In that case, tear the wound thoroughly. When it
hurts, you know how to let go.
“Give it to Yeh Shu. She drank a lot of wine today, too.” Sung Yan took the thermos cup from his hand and handed it to me. “Drink more honey water to relieve the headache.”
When I didn’t answer, I looked at Su Chi and clenched my teeth to support my dizzy head. “I’m tired. Let’s go home.”
Sung Yen also tugged at him. “I’m a little out of breath. Su Chi, can you take me to the hospital?”
Su Chih looked down and saw the red rash on her neck, and her face changed in an instant. “Didn’t I tell you not to drink so much?”
I pulled the corners of my mouth with self-mockery.
It turned out that even the words of blame were exactly the same. I
still didn’t leave. I endured the rising body temperature and the churning in my stomach. “Su Zhi, go home.”
This time, Su Chih’s arm is firmly around Song Yan. “Shu Shu, Song Yan’s allergy is very serious. I’ll take her to the hospital first.”
“Go home.” I clenched my fist, endured a dull pain in my head, and looked at him stubbornly.
His tone was a little heavy. “Be sensible, Shu Shu. She’s allergic. It’s fatal.”. I’ll take her to the hospital and go back.
Su Zhi stuffed the thermos bottle into my hand and took Song Yan away.
Song Yan said in his arms, “I’m allergic. I’m so ugly.”
“You know how ugly you are, but you still drink so much,” Su Chih said as she skillfully took off her coat and put it over her. “No one will see.”
“Su Chih, you really think I’m ugly.”
“Not ugly.”
I watched them leave with a smile, and my eyes were soaked with tears.
My stomach turned upside down, and I squatted down and vomited in confusion.
……
In the evening, when I had a high fever and my consciousness was blurred, I called Su Zhi’s name. There was no response from the
empty room.
I opened my eyes and realized there was no Sue. I
calmly recalled the medicine I should take when I had a fever. He got up in
a daze to look for medicine, and his head was like countless saws going back and forth.
Suffering, grievance.
Tears fell on the floor drop by drop.
A long time.
I wiped my tears, took the medicine according to the procedure, pasted the antipyretic paste, and then went back to bed. I’ve
been tossing about all night.
At last it was dawn. I
took my temperature, and it’s gone down.
Suddenly I want to laugh.
It turns out that it’s no big deal to be alone. After
washing, I went to work as usual.
But I heard that Song Yan asked for leave. There was no news from
Su Zhi for a day. When I got off work in the
evening, I saw him at the gate of the company.
The clothes are the same as yesterday, and the stubble has come out. When he
saw me, he strode over anxiously and put his hand on my forehead. “Are you still burning?”
I slanted my head and stepped back. “I don’t need you to care.”
“Shu Shu, I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have left you last night.” Su Zhi came forward and took my hand.
“She and I..” After six years, I couldn’t let go of her last night. But you believe me, we really have nothing left.
I felt ridiculous and shook off his hand. “Su Zhi, you don’t understand what your problem is.” “I know,”
he answered urgently. “I will never leave you alone again. I swear.”
“Swear to what?”
“I..” He hesitated.
I laughed with tears in my eyes. “Well, Sue, I forgive you.”
“My comfort is the best comfort.” He reached out and hugged me excitedly.
I snuggled in his arms with an expressionless face and no emotion in my eyes.
Just, the bottom of my heart is brewing all. Su Zhi is particularly obedient
these days. Take me to and from work on time
every day, and I will meet Song Yan many times. Every time
Song Yan met us, she never came to say hello to Su Zhi.
Su Zhi will respond, but stop at the ceremony.
When it was done, he would take credit to me, saying, “Shu Shu, did I do a good job?”
“I’m ignoring her. Smile.”
I pulled up the corners of my mouth and laughed louder and louder. Do you
know what it means to cover up? At first,
Su Chih was so pleased that he thought he had really made me laugh, but then he panicked and hugged me
. “We’re not laughing anymore, we’re not laughing anymore.”
Back at work, Sung Yen asked me, “Did you lose your temper with Su Chi?”
I ignored her.
“He has a strong sense of morality. Thanks to your company over the past two years, it’s normal for him to be soft-hearted.”
“Are you not confident when you tell me so much?” I turned to look at her.
Sung Yen laughs, “If the predecessor cries, the incumbent will lose.”. Haven’t you heard of it?
I clenched my fist. “All I know is that a qualified predecessor should be as good as dead.”
Then I called the cake shop in front of her and told the clerk to deliver the cake at eight o’clock tonight.
After listening to my phone call, Song Yan left thoughtfully.
The cake is for Pippi.
Pipi is the golden retriever I raised after my relationship with Su Zhi. Every year I celebrate his birthday.
Su Zhi will also come.
Today, Su Zhi came early and brought a lot of snacks and toys for Pipi.
Pippi was also familiar with him and had a lot of fun with him.
I sat alone and did not participate.
Pippi took one look at me, gave me his favorite toy in his mouth, bit my trouser leg, and tried to drag me to Suzhi.
I touched his head and said, “Pippi, be good and play by yourself.”
It probably felt something, looked at me in puzzlement, then looked at Su Zhi, and finally lay at my feet cleverly.
At eight o’clock in the evening, the staff of the cake shop delivered the cake on time.
Su Chih lit the candles with great interest and put the birthday hat on Pipi’s head.
“May we Pipi still be healthy and happy this year.” Su Chih cast his eyes on me. “Shu Shu, you help Pipi blow out the candles.”
Pippi put his paw on my knee. I
didn’t blow. I looked at the candle in a trance.
After a while, Su Zhi’s cell phone rang. When he
looked at the phone, he looked at me in embarrassment, then cut it off and continued to look at me with a smile.
“Blow out the candles, Shu Shu.”
I’m still not moving.
Su Zhi’s cell phone rang again.
After reconfirming the caller, this time he stood up and said, “I have a phone call.”
Go to the balcony to pick it up.
I touched Pippi’s head. “I’ll blow out your candles later.”
Su Chi hung up the phone and came in. As he spoke, he hurried to the door. “There’s something urgent in the company. I’ll go there.”
Pippi, as if he knew something, ran over and bit his trouser leg, whined and pulled him into the house and refused to let him go.
Usually Pipi is very sensible, no matter which one of us goes out, it will not drag like this.
Su Zhi tried to pull out his trouser legs several times without success, and finally found that Pipi was always looking in my direction and could only ask for my help.
“Shu Shu, Pipi listens to you the most. You let him go.”
I looked at him calmly. “Are you going to the company to work overtime?”
“Of course.” He said.
I clenched my fist and lowered my eyes. When I opened my eyes again, my face was calm again. I stretched out my hand and called to Pipi, “Pipi, be good and come back.”
Pipi sobbed twice, but still did not let go. His eyes looked sadly at Su Zhi and then at me.
Su Zhi did not understand, but raised his hand and threatened to hit it. “Pipi, I won’t let go and hit you.”
“Don’t you touch it!” I frowned and called out, “Pippi, come back and I’ll blow out the candles for you.” Only then
did Pipi let go, and as he walked toward the living room, he looked back at Su Zhi step by step.
Su Zhi was unaware of it and went out immediately after changing his shoes.
“I wish Pipi good health forever.” I blew out the candle.
The living room was plunged into darkness.
There were tears falling on the floor.
The second time. The second time one of the
two was left behind.
Pippi murmured twice, and in the gloom he took a tissue and put it beside me.
He rubbed his head against my leg over and over again.
I reached out and hugged it with a heavy nasal voice. “In the future, I will be the only one to celebrate your birthday.”
Pippi gave a low cry and let me hold him cleverly without moving again. It’s
dawn.
I cleaned up all my emotions and sent a message to Su Zhi. “Break up, Su Zhi.”
After that, I asked for leave from the company, turned off my mobile phone and went to the amusement park to play for a day. When I came home
at night, Su Zhi stayed at my door.
“Why did you break up?” His eyes were bloodshot and he tugged at my hand excitedly.
I looked at him calmly, “Su Zhi, can you count?”? What is 1314 divided by 365?
He froze for a moment and looked at me with misty eyes, thinking about something. More than
three years? 1314 photos, you take one for Song Yan every day, and it will take more than three years to finish it.
But Su Chi, you’ve never taken a picture of me.
“When I asked you to take a picture for me, who did you think of when you saw the camera?”
Song Yan. Think of everything you’ve done with her.
I pulled the corners of my mouth and smiled, “Su Chi, since you still have your jasmine in your heart, why are you provoking me?”
“Why, Su Chi?”
Su Zhi remembered and pulled me in a panic. “I just left a thought, but what I like now is you, Shu Shu.”. My feelings for Song Yan are not what you think.
It’s not what I thought.
What about overtime? Did you work overtime in the company on the day when Song Yan returned to China? Did you work overtime at the company last night?
“Su Chih, if you are really magnanimous and have a clear conscience, why do you still have such a bad excuse?”
“I..” “I did go to see Song Yan, but I just, I just said that because I was afraid you would think too much.”
So, it’s all for me. It’s all my fault that you lied.
No, I didn’t mean that.. Shu Shu, I just want to say that I..
He was eager to express himself, but he seemed to have no way to start, and he was so anxious that he was red in the face.
Stop it, Sue. Now we can finish with dignity. Don’t leave bad memories for each other.
But Su Chih said, “I won’t break up with you. I’ll prove it to you.”
The next day, my parents called me and asked me to go home for dinner.
My family is a reorganized family.
My mother died of cancer when I was a child, and then my father remarried, and they had a brother.
Our relationship is OK, and I occasionally find time to go home and have dinner with them in a month.
But unexpectedly, when I came home, Su Zhi was also there. When
I was dating Su Zhi, I was caught by my father, and he urged me to take Su Zhi back. After
I mentioned it to Su Zhi, he immediately put the matter of meeting his parents on the agenda.
A week later, he came to the door with a lot of gifts. After
some communication and understanding, my father and Aunt Chen were very satisfied with him and regarded him as their prospective son-in-law in their hearts.
“Xiao Shu, you and Su Chi are not young. Isn’t it time to put marriage on the agenda?” At the dinner table, my father asked Su Zhi with a smile. I haven’t had time to tell them about my breakup
with Sue. Just as
I was about to answer, Su Zhi grabbed it.
I have the intention to do it at the end of this year, but of course the main thing is to be comfortable. I came here today because I want to get a preliminary understanding of the requirements for the bride price from my aunt.
We have nothing to say about the bride price. The most important thing is that you two live a good life. Will the end of the year be too late? Have you had time to prepare for the feast?
“Dad, Auntie Chen!” I put down my chopsticks and interrupted them as they talked enthusiastically about our wedding.
“Su Chi and I have broken up. There is no wedding.”
“Su Chi, you can go back.”
“Xiao Shu, what kind of courtesy is it to drive the guests away?” My father looked at me sternly.
Aunt Chen patted his hand. “Don’t be so mean to Shu. She’s in a bad mood right now. If you have something to say, say it.”
When Su Chih didn’t leave, Aunt Chen sat him down and said to me,
“When Su Chih came, he told us about your breakup.”
I opened my mouth and tried to speak.
My dad said, “It’s just some pictures. I just went out to meet my ex-girlfriend a few times.”? It’s not like nothing happened? If everyone cared about this and that as much as you do, then no one would get married.
Aunt Chen patted him again. “You’ve been told to speak well. What are you talking about?”
But Shu, what your father said is not unreasonable. Although Su Chih has done something wrong in this respect, it is not totally unforgivable.
Who doesn’t have a past, right? Su Zhi also promised that he would never contact that Song Yan again. I think Su Chi is pretty good. Why don’t you think about it again?
Su Chih also took advantage of the opportunity to come over and hold my hand and promise,
“Do you mind that I didn’t take a picture of you? I promise I’ll take ten, twenty pictures of you every day, okay?”
I looked at them in disbelief.
It turned out that in their eyes, it was me who was wrong.
It’s my affectation, it’s my act, it’s my fuss.
Those things are just so so.
Even if Su Zhi’s heart is divided into two parts, I will always be with another person. So much
for them.
Even now, Su Zhi still doesn’t know where he is wrong.
But that’s okay. I’ll let them know. The plan of revenge in
his heart gradually became clear.
I smiled at them. “Listen to you, no matter what.”
Sue sent me home.
He wanted to stay and play with Pippi for a while.
But after Pippi looked at me, he never left behind me.
“Come on, Pipi, I bought you your favorite can,” Su Zhi tried to tempt him.
Pippi ignored him and stayed in my lap with me.
Su Zhi was a little embarrassed, but he didn’t want to go, so he took the initiative to take tools to help my house clean up, inside and outside. When I
was ready to leave, he came over and rubbed my hair.
“It’s true that I said I wanted to marry you today. You can see what wedding ceremony you like in the near future. As long as you like it, I’ll listen to you.” I was
playing with my phone, and I responded casually, “Okay.”
He left satisfied.
But before he left, he still called Pippi, “Pippi, Daddy’s gone. Don’t you want to see Daddy off?”
Pippi put his paw on my knee and patted it without even wagging his tail.
As usual, Pippi would send him to the door with his tail wagging enthusiastically, and when he was reluctant, he would hold his trouser leg and let him stay and play for a while.
Su Chih, putting on his shoes in the hallway, murmured, “Why don’t you talk to anyone?” After
he left, I still concentrated on playing mobile phone.
After that, Su Zhi came to pick me up from work on time every day, but I refused to make an appointment with my friends.
At first he had no complaints and was willing to indulge me. After being rejected by
me for about half a month, he began to feel a little uncomfortable.
On the weekend, when I was ready to go out, he stopped me at the door of the house. “Shu Shu, what kind of friend have you been dating for half a month?”
I understated, “Just friends.”
“If I ask you what your friends are, I’ll go too.”
“Just friends.” I wanted to go, but Su Zhi stood in front of me like a wall. “You won’t let me, will you?”? All right, I won’t go.
I took off my high heels and went to the balcony, talking on the phone and looking down.
“I’m not going out today. You don’t have to wait for me. Go back first.” Su Chih, who had
followed me, heard what I was talking about on the phone and immediately turned to walk outside the door.
“I’d like to see which friend has been asking you out for half a month!”.
He ran down angrily and finally came back with a depressed face, scratching his head and hugging me.
“Shu Shu, tell me, who is that man?”
I smiled calmly. “Just a friend, if you doubt me, you can look at my mobile phone.”
I handed him the mobile phone magnanimously.
He hesitated, and finally threw my cell phone aside and held me in his arms.
“I love you, Shu Shu, and we’re going to get married, right?”
This time I didn’t respond. I just pushed him away. “I’m a little sleepy. Go back to sleep first.” I didn’t take my phone when I
walked back to my room. In the middle of
sleeping, Su Zhi suddenly pushed open my door. There was a lot of
noise. I was a light sleeper, so I woke up directly.
He was red-eyed, holding my phone in one hand and his in the other.
“Shu Shu, let me ask you again, who have you been going out with recently?”
“Friends.”
Common friends! I asked Zhou Xinting, and she said Ji Heyang was your ex-boyfriend! You’ve clearly been chatting with him every day recently, and he’s also the one you eat with!
I pulled the corners of my mouth. “What’s wrong with ex-boyfriends? Can’t ex-boyfriends be friends?”
“Well, don’t you have the most say?”
Su Chih froze for a moment, then bent over and hugged me. “I’m sorry, Shu Shu. I don’t want to contact Song Yan, and you don’t want to contact this Ji and Yang, okay?”
Of course not.
The sadness, the pain, the betrayal, the lack of understanding.
Please go through it as much as you can.
Later, Su Zhi squatted downstairs in my company every day.
When I proposed to have dinner with my friend again, he was immediately very alert and asked me if I was going out with Ji Heyang.
“If it’s him, I’ll go with you.”
“If you go, I won’t go.”
Su Zhi was as anxious as an ant on a hot pan at this time. He asked me not to see him again, and then he asked me to take him to see Ji Heyang. Of course
I can’t take him to see.
Today, Su Chih suddenly brought back a SLR. “Shu Shu, I’ll take pictures of you every day.” I just feel funny when I
see him in high spirits. No matter how I asked him to take pictures for me
before, he refused with all kinds of excuses. I don’t know if he still remembers? When
I took Pippi down for a walk, he tried to capture every moment of my play with Pippi.
But every time I avoid the camera without a trace. The only thing
left in his lens was my background and side face. Even Pipi followed me. Wherever my face turned, its face turned.
Although there is no photo of me and Pipi’s face in the photo, Su Zhi still wants to copy the photo like taking credit.
“After a while, you can choose something you’re more satisfied with, and I’ll show it out, and then hang it all over a wall of photos.”
I followed him and said, “I’ll choose after you export it.”
“Shu Shu, I remember you have a notebook. Let me import the data.”
I hid the emotion in my eyes and turned the computer over to him.
He was alone in the study, and I was sitting in the living room watching a movie with Pippi in my arms.
After a while, there was a clang and the sound of the cup falling to the ground.
Pippi barked inside and tried to run in.
I hugged him. “It’s all right. Let’s watch ours.” Long after
making a sound, Su Zhi came out of the study. He
was no longer as enthusiastic as he had been before he entered the study, as if he were holding back something.
“I’ve exported all the photos, so you can choose.”
When he handed me the laptop, I finally knew what he was angry about. Two folders open side by side on the
screen.
One had the pictures he took for me today, and the other was full of pictures of the same man. As if nothing had happened,
I closed the other folder and pretended to select the photos carefully.
Su Chi stood beside me for a while, and finally asked me, “Don’t you have anything to say to me?”
I looked at him doubtfully? Say what?
“Those photos in the folder, that guy, who is it?”
“Oh,” I reopened the closed folder. “Did you say this? Ji He Yang.
He came over and pulled my wrist. “Why did you keep it after breaking up?”
“After all, I’ve been in a relationship, so it’s a pity to delete it, so I keep it.”
I bluntly said to him, “Su Chi, don’t you have a picture of Song Yan there?”
He was so choked that he held his breath back, and finally he was so angry that he had nowhere to vent his anger and hit the sofa with his fist.
Pippi jumped up directly, stood in front of me, and grinned fiercely at Su Zhi.
Su Chih paused for a moment, then leaned over and put his arms around me, burying his head in my neck. His voice was muffled, like a wounded child.
“Shu Shu, I’m jealous.”. I don’t want you to have another man in your heart, not even a shadow.
I think it’s funny.
But Su Zhi, would you like to look back and see what you have done? In the evening of
November 11
, Su Zhirong did not squat beside me again.
I can probably guess where he’s going.
Every time he is in a bad mood, his way of relief is to find friends to drink. At eight o’clock in the
evening, Li Xiang called me and said,
“Su Zhi is drunk and has been calling your name. Xiao Shu, I may have to trouble you to come here.”
I was all dressed up and ready to go out. “Where are you?”
“The yuan District Bar.”
I put on my high heels and said, “Sorry, maybe I can’t go there. Now the company has some temporary things that need me to work overtime.”
“Xiao Shu,” Li Xiang called me, “Su Zhi told me a lot about you just now. At first I didn’t believe it. You like Su Chi so much, how could you get entangled with your ex-boyfriend?
“But with your attitude now, I kind of believe what he said.”
My pace paused for a moment, and I continued to walk. “What attitude do I have?”
“Usually when Su Chih has something to do, no matter what you’re doing, you’ll come and pick him up right away.”
Not only did Su Zhi pay for me meticulously, but I also put Su Zhi in the first place. He
used to go out at three o’clock in the morning to pick him up when he was drunk, and he used to take care of him when he had a gastroenteritis attack.
He has a bad stomach and can’t cook, so I learned a lot of ways to make porridge soup.
But that was before.
“I can’t help it. I really have to work overtime now.” Then I hung up the phone.
However, the car I drove did not go to the company, but to a restaurant next to the bar.
Specially chosen next to the French window, you can see who is sitting inside at a glance from the outside. The man
I had made an appointment with had already taken his seat. I said hello to him and sat opposite him, waiting for the time to pass.
Finally, I saw Li Xiang holding Su Zhi out of the bar.
Su Zhi walked shakily and passed in front of us.
Suddenly, he stopped and turned to see me.
Then he shook off Li Xiang and staggered to the door of the restaurant.
“You may be beaten.” I said to the person opposite.
He shrugged. “If you’re happy, I’ll cooperate.”
Su Chi rushed directly at our position and punched him in the face. “Ji Heyang, stay away from Shu Shu!”
When Su Chi finished, he grabbed me and said, “Shu Shu, I don’t blame you for lying to me. Come home with me.”
I shook off his hand and went to help Ji and Yang. “Are you all right?”
Su Zhi looked at me with injured eyes and tried to pull my hand again. “Shu Shu, I’m a little dizzy. Come home with me.”
I dodged. “Ji and Yang are hurt. I want to take him to the hospital.”. You’re just drunk. Go back and get some sleep. Then
I didn’t look at Su Zhi and helped Ji Heyang out of the restaurant. In the
early morning, I received a video from Li Xiang. In the
video, Su Zhi kept drinking. There were already a lot of wine bottles on the
table, and he seemed to have drunk a lot, but he kept drinking.
Li Xiang said, “If Su Zhizhao drinks like this, sooner or later he will have stomach bleeding.”. The fault lies with you. Now that you’ve broken up, you shouldn’t be entangled with your ex-boyfriend.
I ignored it and threw my cell phone aside.
Unexpectedly, the next day, Su Zhi, who was drunk, appeared at my door, and Song Yan, who accompanied him.
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Su Zhi reeks of alcohol.
Song Yan looked like she had not returned all night, her makeup was spent, and her face was ugly. What kind of magic soup did
you give Sue! He refused to leave last night, so he had to stay here. I said I would knock, but he wouldn’t let me.
Song Yan shouted at me and was pushed by Su Zhi. “Don’t be mean to me, Shu Shu. You go, or Shu Shu will be unhappy again when she sees me with you.”
Su Zhi.. I’m Sung Yeon.
“I don’t care if you’re Sung Yen or Sung Tien. You just go.”
Su Zhi blocked her out of the door and swayed into my house.
Seeing me, Su Chi’s eyes were red, and he pointed to his heart with a pitiful look.
“You left me with Chi Ho-yang yesterday. Do you know how uncomfortable I am?” What exactly is
your relationship with him? Did you make up with him? Shu Shu, you can’t betray me.
I said, “I’m just friends with him. He got hurt yesterday. Of course I had to take him to the hospital.”. After all, we were together, and I couldn’t leave him alone.
Right? Su Chi.
Su Zhi froze for a moment, as if remembering something and wanting to come and hug me.
I dodged sideways.
He covered his head and squatted down, “I’m sorry, I’m sorry Shu Shu, I shouldn’t have left you alone the day you drank with Song Yan.” I didn’t know it would be so hard to be left behind. Will you forgive me?
I didn’t say anything.
Do you finally understand.
Know what it feels like to be left behind. After
Su Zhi sobered up, he followed me in silence and did not mention Ji and Yang again. It’s his birthday in
a week. Su Chih, who had been
silent for a week, was in high spirits and said to me, “Shu Shu, when the time comes, you must find time to come.”
I looked at him. “Okay.”
In fact, Su Zhi’s things can’t be hidden.
Xinting told me that Su Zhi would propose to me on his birthday.
Su Zhi’s official birthday.
He invited some of our mutual friends, and Song Yan was also there.
He immediately came over and explained to me, “It was Li Xiang who called, not me. It’s not good to drive her away even if she comes.”
I pulled the corners of my mouth and smiled, “That’s all right.”
“Are you really not angry?”
“Let’s eat.”
After the meal, the cake was pushed up. Of course, I know there are other links.
Su Zhi said to me in advance, “Shu Shu, come and blow out the candles with me later.”
I said, “I’ll go to the bathroom first.” In the
box. Candles were burning on the huge
cake, and Su Zhi stood in front of the cake and did not blow out the candles.
Song Yan could not bear to watch, pushed away the crowd and turned on the lights in the private room.
“Don’t wait. Yeh Shu won’t be back.”
Su Chih clenched the ring in her hand. “It’s impossible. She told me she was just going to the bathroom.”
“I just saw her get into someone else’s car and drive away!”
“a friend of mine saw her go into a hotel with a man. See for yourself, is this Yeh Shu?!”
Su Zhi looks at the person on the picture, the strength of the whole body seems to be unloaded, the whole person is like mourning. Li Xiang,
who also came over to look, shouted out directly, “Isn’t that man Ye Shu’s ex-boyfriend?”? They’re all sleeping together and they say they’re just friends!
Su Zhi was hospitalized.
He said that he drank at night until his stomach bled.
When Sung Yan came to the company, she picked up the cup on my desk and splashed it in my face.
“Are you still shameless? You’re going to open a room with your ex-boyfriend on Su Chi’s birthday?”
I unscrewed the mineral water bottle in my hand and poured it down from her head. “Su Chih didn’t even speak. What identity are you using to scold me?”
Su Chi has been tricked by you, and everyone is in the hospital and still wants to propose to you! Crying out your name while drinking last night!
“You wait. I won’t let you get married.”
Then Su Chi’s mother contacted me directly, and her tone was very unfriendly. “Is it Ye Shu?”? Please come to the hospital.
“Good.”
I also called my father, “Dad, Su Chi is in the hospital. Is it convenient for you and Aunt Chen to come and have a look?” Let’s solve
some things together. When
my father and Aunt Chen arrived at the ward, Su Zhi’s mother was scolding me.
“I used to think you were a nice girl, and I already treated you like a prospective daughter-in-law, but how could you do that?”
You still have pictures of your ex-boyfriend in your computer, so I won’t talk about it. I won’t talk about it when I go to dinner with my ex-boyfriend after work every day. So Su Chih was drunk, and you didn’t care about him. You lied to him that you were going to work overtime, but in fact you were going to renew your relationship with your ex-boyfriend, and you left Su Chih behind. What do you mean by that?
And last night, on Sue’s birthday, where did you go? You went to check in with your ex-boyfriend! This is naked moral corruption!
My father frowned and did not speak.
Aunt Chen came up to me and said, “Xiao Shu, did you really open a room with someone else?”
“It’s not someone else, it’s me.” Ji Heyang also entered the ward. When
Su Chih saw him, he was so excited that he wanted to get up from the hospital bed. “Chi Ho-yang, you still have the face to come. Get out of here!”
“I came to see what happened to my uncle and cousin.”
Ji Heyang is about the same age as me, and he is my cousin on my mother’s side.
Let Su Zhi mistake him for my ex-boyfriend, and I colluded with Xinting.
Su Chi was stunned. “Ji Heyang is your cousin. Everything before that..”
Acting.
I pulled the corners of my mouth. “I just want you to see how painful it is for you to do what you call’just friends. ‘” You keep the picture. You say no, it’s just a picture. If I keep it, why can’t you stand it?
“You said you really had nothing to do with Sung Yen. That’s how I explained it. Why don’t you believe it?” When you
left me to take Song Yan to the hospital, you took it for granted. Then why did you have to die or live when I left you?
“It’s not the knife that fell on you, so you don’t feel pain, right?”
I clenched my fists. “Also, on Pipi’s birthday, when you said you were working overtime, you were actually going to Song Yan’s house. Do it, you guys.”
Su Chi was instantly flustered. “No Shu Shu, you believe me. Although I went to find Song Yan that day, I really didn’t have..”
After seeing the picture of my mobile phone, his words stopped abruptly.
Song Yan sent me a picture of them sleeping in bed together at that time.
She sent it to me like a trophy.
“Now, do you know how I felt after watching it that day?”
“This time, the knife finally fell on you.”
“Does it hurt, Sue?”
“Let’s break up.”
“Shu Shu, I’m sorry..” Su Zhi pulled out the needle directly and wanted to stand up and ask me to stay. But
his body was so weak that he almost fell down as soon as he stood up.
His mother hurried over to support him, and out of pity for her son, she changed her story:
“Since it’s all a misunderstanding, it’s all right to solve it.”. Sung Yen-I also know that Su Chih had been dating a young girl for quite a long time, but later they broke up because she had gone abroad.
“It’s normal for young people to make mistakes once in a while. Now that Su Chih knows he made a mistake, can’t you forgive him?”.
I didn’t say anything.
My father pulled me directly behind him, saying, “Now that you’ve come forward, as a parent, I’ll also argue with you.” Your son did the
same thing, and it’s normal for you to call it an occasional mistake. My daughter did it, and you just called her a bitch and said she had bad morals. Besides, my daughter hasn’t really done it yet.
I think, at our age, sometimes it’s better not to be too double-standard. If you are wrong, you should admit it; if you should break up, you should break up.
My father took my hand and walked out. “Dad was sorry for you before. He shouldn’t have advised you to make up with that boy. Dad apologized to you and went home to cook for you.”
“Shu Shu, I already know how uncomfortable you are. It’s my fault. Give me another chance. I will never contact Song Yan again. I will only treat you well.”
I shook off his hand. “Don’t be a bitch, Sue.”
Later, Su Zhi repeated the same trick and wanted my father and Aunt Chen to stand on his side and persuade me together.
But since that day in the hospital, my father has been disappointed with Su Zhi and no longer treats him as a prospective son-in-law.
So just close the door and thank the guests.
Then Su Zhi was hospitalized again because of stomach bleeding after drinking.
Song Yan resigned after Su Zhi was hospitalized to take care of him, but Su Zhi did not cooperate at all.
He has been abusing himself, drinking constantly and hospitalizing himself with repeated stomach bleeding.
Later, Sung Yen could not bear it any more, so she sent Su Chih, who was very drunk, to my house.
“You persuade him to stop drinking!”.
Drunk, he seemed to have lost his memory, and when he saw me holding him up, he said, “Shu Shu, I’m so dizzy.”
I looked at the drunk Su Zhi and pushed him away. “Su Zhi, stop deceiving yourself and others.”
His eyes were clear for a moment, and finally he lowered his head dejectedly.
“Shu Shu, do we really have no chance?”
“No.”
“And I wish you always to live in remorse and regret, every moment.”
I closed the door.
After all, it has nothing to do with me.
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