How’s the goddess you used to love? How do you feel about her now?

On some soul software, I matched the high school flower I’ve been in love with for years, Wang Xiaoqin.

Software shows that we were within 3km, and that night we met at the bar.

She was wearing a hamstring, long hair, in a corner position, with smoke between her fingers, and red dots were dazzling.

As soon as I sat down, I smelled her breath, and tonight she didn’t know how many games she drank.

She ordered two bottles of whiskey and a few bottles of iced tea.

Classic wine set.

I know I’m in her way.

Even after all these years, I can still hear her voice.

Guess she hasn’t heard my voice yet.

It’s hard to say.

I followed her for years and finally met her in the name of App.

In any case, it’s fate.

I’m not a social software guy.

I unloaded a stranger, a detective. I didn’t even complete my real name.

The hard will of steel cannot stop the desire for magma.

I got a soul software, randomly matched.

One.

Wang Xiaoqing’s Mandarin is the same standard as high school.

She was a member of the radio station in our high school, where she used to read my poem.

In front of strangers, we were always too frank.

The first thing she said to me was, “It’s boring at night. I’m sorry.

I chose specifically to match the city, the software shows we’re within 3 km.

When she said that, she was obviously caught.

“Oh, Taipei snowed, you said it was Paulion…”

That’s the tune of the wife rap.

I went back to her and said, “Yeah, I’ve just been meditating and sleeping. I’m sorry.

She said, “I haven’t slept for almost six months. I’m sorry.

I said, “Let’s try the meth. I’m sorry.

She said, “It’s useless, it’s all sleeping pills. I’m sorry.

We said, “That’s hard to do. I’m sorry.

She said, “It’s too painful to sleep, sometimes I really want someone to save me. I’m sorry.

I forgot how we talked. Anyway, we met at a clean bar in Recreation City.

Two.

She obviously still doesn’t recognize me.

After all, after making some money in Beijing, I fixed my teeth and changed my face.

The pox pit, which was full of poxes in high school, was also emptied with lasers.

She was wearing a hamstring, long hair, in a corner position, with smoke between her fingers, and red dots were dazzling.

As soon as I sat down, I smelled her breath, and tonight she didn’t know how many games she drank.

I’m interested in what she’s been through.

She ordered two bottles of whiskey and a few bottles of iced tea.

Classic wine set.

I’ve got a general judgment about her career.

I asked her carefully, “Are you in three?” I’m sorry.

“You know me? I’m sorry.

I said, “Yes, I fell in love with you in high school, but you certainly do not know me.” I’m sorry.

Chat is like a flood, and the hardest part is to talk, and once it’s dug, it goes down.

Wang Xiaoqing has changed a lot.

In school, pretty girls are like the Virgin Mary, with white light on their backs.

In a good mood, you’ll be rewarded with an opportunity to kiss her toes.

Now, there’s only white smoke around her.

The pure will fade away from the fatigues of life, and from the glamours of the performance.

Wang Xiaoqin said she had a bad year.

After graduation, he went to Shenzhen for a while to sell luxury goods, and later became sick and couldn’t sleep at night.

It’s getting worse, back in the state.

I can’t sleep anyway. I work part-time in bars.

You know, social software, drinking, drinking, making.

I said, I’ve had a good year.

Got a good job in Beijing, got a management job.

But it’s too stressful, the hairlines are moving up, sleep is compressed, and she quit for a while.

By the way, can you get a girlfriend and fix things up?

Wang Xiaoqing is not interested in my emotional plans, and she is more concerned about my economy: “In Beijing, we made a lot of money. I’m sorry.

I said, “Well, we just bought a car, we’re looking at the house, and we’re ready for a studio.” I’m sorry.

Her hands were shaking and ash fell in her glass.

I got her another one.

I know it’s stupid to be rich in front of people like Wang Xiaoqing.

But a man’s greatest sense of satisfaction is to show off his achievements before his goddess.

Especially in front of the fallen goddess.

What surprises me is that Wang has paid for this drink.

She said, “I have an internal price, and if you buy it, it’s over.” I’m sorry.

I said, “Thank you for saving my life.” I’m sorry.

She said, “How can I thank you?”

I say, “Do you have a plan?”

She said, “When I can’t sleep, drink with me.” I’m sorry.

For a week, I’ve been looking for a drink.

Every time she pays.

It’s hard to talk.

She said I’d pay and she’d feel like she was at work.

She pays to realize she’s consuming and relaxing.

It’s even less appropriate to eat short mouths and drink from others.

“What have you been missing lately?” I’m sorry.

She put the smoke out and looked up at my eyes: “I was unconscious and I needed money.” I’m sorry.

I said, “I will give you all I can. I’m sorry.

She said, “What do you want first? I’m sorry.

We said, “Recover your senses first. I’m sorry.

She said, “You can’t make up with money, you can’t make up.” I’m sorry.

We said, “This is the day of light.” I’m sorry.

Adults’ dial, till the end.

I understand everything. I didn’t say much.

We said, “Do you or me?” I’m sorry.

She said, “Yours. I’m sorry.

Six.

I rented a three-bedroom, decorated, double-opened refrigerator, 75-inch television, L-style large sofa near Vientiane City.

It’s good enough for a rental.

“You live alone?” I’m sorry.

I said, “Maybe two after that. I’m sorry.

“Your girlfriend is happy.” I’m sorry.

And We said, “Do you feel well, then be happy.” I’m sorry.

When she left the light in the bar, the wind and dust also faded.

Men die as juveniles, but the spirit of adolescence does not remain with men forever.

I’ve had a good collision with the youth in the image of greasy city.

When I was 18 years old, I had 300 rounds of war and I could get up and fight again.

Now, there is only white smoke that will disappear as a result of burning.

The next day I woke up in the same bed and I asked her how she slept last night.

She said it was the only time she fell asleep this year.

I’m not a snob. I just want her to fall asleep every day.

She has no objection.

After being with me, she desperately wanted a job.

The clerk, the clerk, the beauty shop.

I decisively stopped her behavior.

This month, I’ll take a break and get a job.

I bought two trip tickets for the state.

Two hundred dollars, consisting of dozens of view areas in the counties and cities of the state.

I’m not going anywhere.

At the peak of Ningdu, climb the 90-degree vertical wall, I go ahead, and the head is right below my feet.

In the hot springs of Chang Chang, you get trapped.

We’ve been in the fish pool longer than anybody.

Go to Vientiane and drive a car, experience a real-life ride.

She’s a very delicate person.

The lockers in the car were organized by her.

The clothes I wear every day are folded and placed in the best position in the closet.

She followed video to cook and rarely flipped.

I was sitting in front of the computer for a long time, and she bought a massage course.

996 in Beijing when the battery squeezed me, where I experienced this life.

I fell.

Life is not a philanthropist, and in its sudden happiness, there is often a stabbing.

I’m starting to find something wrong.

For example, my phone, she can look around.

Her phone, always with her.

I’ll pick up the phone. It’ll always be fine.

She picks up the phone, she’s unconscious, she’s away from me, she’s down.

Why don’t you go to the bathroom?

I’m a straight guy, and I can’t ask.

I can only comfort myself with “a life like this, and I don’t care about many.”

I took a break and started my own business.

I don’t have time to look at her phone calls.

In the business world, the most important thing I learned was that there are no fish in the water.

If we can see each other through each other, we don’t have to do anything.

Because it’s dirty.

Allow those you love and those who love you to have some secrets.

Tsing hasn’t found a job yet, and I’ll call her 5,000 a month on the 15th to make a living.

Starting this month, she asked me if she could be called on the 9th.

I was thinking, 9 and 15 are all about money and no more questions.

She’s happy.

That’s too much fun.

I promised No.9 I’d pay her more than I’d make her happy.

I’m starting to make sure she’s hiding something from me.

It’s a big deal.

If there’s time, I’ll choose to investigate.

Unfortunately, life didn’t give me that time.

Eleven.

Xiao Ching is pregnant.

I had a blank in my head when she put it in front of me with two bars.

It’s like someone threw a bucket of white paint and put my brain out.

I did something. Why should I?

Xiao Jing: The day we were in the hot spring, we drank wine, we were a little drunk, and we were not protected. I’m sorry.

One in.

Quiz, “What shall we do?”

I am “born!”

The only thing I have to do when I’m a dad is to make money.

I started running processes, registered companies, pulled partners, looking for investments.

The resources that had previously been available in Beijing had been brought together to identify business points that could be settled.

Tsing did his best to help me with my chores.

I’m going to Beijing when the state stabilizes.

Before we go, turn around for Tiny.

Make her more aware, eat better, don’t get tired, call her cleaning if you need it.

I visited all the previous partners in Beijing.

It turns out that when you’re the boss you’re more suffocated than when you’re an employee.

The employees don’t want to do it anymore.

Tired, touching a day’s fish.

Do it yourself. Someone told you to wait an hour at the door.

You have to go in with a smile.

Make some money.

Besides, for the kids.

I’m not a good man though.

But I still want to be a good father.

For me, it’s life’s restart.

So I’ve been more cautious.

The accident came, and I had to do my best to prepare me for the best.

I’ve been talking a lot about my business, and there’s a new outbreak.

In a conference, Beijing needs nucleic acid and isolation.

After the pregnancy, Xiaoqing became more sensitive.

Call me two or three times a day and ask me when I’m going back.

Now, it’ll be at least six months outside.

They say it’s not alone.

During the isolation period, operations stalled and cost was incurred.

I’m still trying to deal with the company’s business.

She had an abortion.

She sent me a case of a mother-and-child health-care facility, which says that a natural miscarriage.

I called her crazy and she never answered.

At night, she called me back.

She said, “I miss you so much. I’m sorry.

We said: I am in isolation, and I will not return. I’m sorry.

She’s “…”

I wasn’t around when she needed me most.

I can only make up for company with money.

I turned her two w.

After the quarantine, I’ll be home in the first place.

Tiny is in bad shape.

There’s a full-of-the-ground delivery box and an ashtray full of smoke.

When she got pregnant, she quit smoking.

From then on, when she was upset, she put an unlighted cigarette in her mouth and then press it out.

I saw no bottles on the floor, and I felt better.

I held her in my arms: “I’m sorry. I’m sorry.

She pushed me away and remembered to go to the bathroom.

I held her tight and connected her phone.

She’s crazy to come and rob a phone.

On the other side of the phone, he said, “Small X, your stupid boyfriend hasn’t paid yet? I’m sorry.

She robbed the phone, smashed it.

I sat by her bed calmly and looked at her: “Let’s make things clear.” I’m sorry.

Wang Xiaoqin: “I’m sorry, I’m not human, I lied to you. I’m sorry.

It’s not complicated.

Wang Xiaoqing was a salesman at a luxury store in Shenzhen.

She was also a runaway princess, a fine pig girl with some savings.

One day, a colleague of hers pulled her into a cyber game.

The game is simple, big, big, big, big.

Unlike other games, the game is not about the coin, it is about the renminbi.

In the first few days, she and her colleagues each won thousands.

It is difficult to resist the temptation to lay around in bed after work and earn half a month’s wages.

Soon, Tsing became addicted.

When you’re not busy at work, you play a few games.

Performance has declined sharply.

The manager didn’t listen.

With such a simple and violent path of wealth, she would not care about the money to work.

But there’s no such thing as gambling.

Soon, Jing threw up all the money he started winning.

Losing wants to go back, winning wants to double.

People at the tables, all the same.

Tsing felt that he could win at first, and now he’s just bad luck.

Another bet, you’ll win.

Gambling is the easiest, the more you lose, the more you want to recover.

The higher the bet.

Soon, Ching lost all his savings and owed credit cards.

That’s when a customer uniform came over and told her.

Pull the head, the platform can send her chips for free.

At last, she’s awake. She’s the head of her colleague who changed chips.

She unloaded the software.

After working hard to save up the credit card, she turned on the software.

People cannot forget the costs they have paid.

She’s already lost so much on this platform, she wants it out once she gets the chance.

As a result, she owes more money.

She told her family twice.

Her parents helped her clear two arrears and cut her off.

His father is a small, well-known shopkeeper, who has a reputation that is more important than his life.

A daughter with gambling addiction, he has to draw a line.

After losing her debt again, she was unable to sleep all night and resigned to the state for the sale of alcohol.

And then I met him.

Indeed, she wants to live a life. She owes too much money. Conditions are not allowed.

I give her money every month, only enough to pay back interest on the various platforms.

Those phone calls, they’re all fortified.

She can only ask for more money from me to pay her debt.

Pregnancy itself is false, so there is no abortion.

During my isolation in Beijing, she gambled again.

She wanted to make the principal of the tens of thousands I gave her, win the money, pay the debt.

After everything she said, I’m calm.

I held her hand still.

“You should have told me earlier, we should have faced it together.” I’m sorry.

She looked at me with surprise: “You don’t hate me?” I’m sorry.

I laughed, “I don’t hate you, you’ll always be my goddess.” I’m sorry.

At that point, a huge project began to take shape.

You know, a man who can manage a middle-level environment like Beijing cannot lick a dog, he can only be a wolf.

My plan is simple.

I’ll calm down.

Her trust is the foundation for the implementation of the plan.

I promised that she would pay her monthly instalments.

She just had to adjust her condition.

We’re trying to have a baby.

Guilt is the most powerful weapon to control a person.

Now she feels guilty about me, she’s gonna spill it.

She immediately indicated that she could start having a pregnancy.

Our lives soon returned to normal.

I work during the day, talk business.

At night, there is a fragrance meal at home, as well as a massage of the neck before bedtime.

Another round of unprotected prosthesis.

And leave out the question of the debt; she is indeed a fine wife.

But I’m not trying to make her my wife.

I’m going to push her into the abyss.

One day, I pretended to talk to her, and if I had a way to help you pay your debt right away, would you like to try?

“Of course I do.” I’m sorry.

I told her about my plan.

You see, all gambling platforms have a character.

I’ll let you win at first.

When you’re hooked, then you harvest.

If our strategy is the opposite of theirs, don’t we just try our sweets and get out?

A friend of mine in Macau said they made a new platform.

Now just on line, in order to attract new users, their code is set before 3 will definitely win.

If we’re in front of three, throw 10 w, not double, then we can pay your money back?

“I don’t want to touch this anymore. I’m sorry.

Her attitude is also in my expectation.

But how strong can a gambler be?

What she lacks is a case, a proof.

I was ready.

I took out my own phone and registered an account.

Show her.

Try my account. If you win the first three games, you can bet on your own.

I bet on my phone, 100 for each, three for all.

Little charred.

Fish bite bait, one step away from the hook.

She took out the phone, clicked on my link to her, downloaded, registered.

I don’t care about the next thing.

Because the end is doomed.

She’ll lose her blood.

I’m a gambler too.

I didn’t lie to her before the 3rd game did win.

If she only plays three games, I lose.

I bet she can’t only bet three.

It’s obvious I won.

Xiao Ching lost.

She owes the platform 200w.

You must have thought I’d break up with her.

No, not yet.

I calmed her down and took her to sleep.

I think it’s time we had a baby.

Maybe you feel sorry for me too much.

Xiao Jing is working hard on the reproduction of future generations.

Sometimes even I feel blushing.

And this self-sacrifice of guilt is exactly what I want.

As a result of our tireless efforts, Xiao Ching is pregnant.

I didn’t have time to go with her for all kinds of tests because of the company’s busy business.

She can only go by herself.

This platform, which is not a credit card or a network, is a pure loan.

Their methods of debt collection are simple.

Send a couple of tough guys in sunglasses to follow you, not to do anything, not to threaten you.

Usually, when I went to work, the big guy in sunglasses drank beer with him at my door and played cards.

A girl can’t stand this.

Soon the mental breakdown.

I also cut off her monthly petty money on the grounds that the company was not working well.

A pregnant woman, who owed millions and had no income, was accompanied by a few hard-core men.

Life is long gone.

That’s when I left.

I’ll give her a taste of life.

My departure cannot, of course, be the abandonment of a pregnant wife.

My leaving must make her feel more guilty and feel more indebted to me.

That morning I kissed her on the forehead and went to work as usual.

Only, at night, she cooks and waits for me, but for a phone call.

The person on the phone would have told her that I had been detained in order to pay her debts on suspicion of commercial fraud.

I want her to face the situation alone.

Heavy debt, life-bearing, invisible income, like a crisis that comes with it, and an endless debt to me.

This is the program I arranged for her.

Everything was her choice. I didn’t do anything.

I’ve always appeared as a saviour and even I put myself in to save her.

These days I’ve been “detained” and I’ve been watching her reaction through a camera at six o’clock on five stars.

She’s hiding in the corner of the wall. She can’t even order.

Good thing I’m used to keeping food in the fridge.

I watched her cry in her blankets and cried out with my hands to her hair: “Why should I gamble?” I’m sorry.

Fourth day, she finally got out.

She watched the stairs carefully through the cat’s eyes, and several of the debt collectors appeared to have taken leave.

So she opened the door, and immediately she closed it, and cried from behind her back: “Please let me go, I will pay you back. I will pay you for whatever work I have done when I gave birth.” I’m sorry.

I looked at her tummy, wrinkled.

But think of the past, I punched and turned off the surveillance.

Fourteen days later, I rode home on a shared bike.

When Wang Xiaoqing saw me, he looked at me with tears and said nothing.

We said, “Don’t cry, I’m with you. I’m sorry.

Wang Xiaoqing: “I miss you, I worry about you, I can’t sleep every day…”

“I know, it’s okay.” I’m sorry.

Xiao Jing: I was called the other day that you were arrested and I wanted to see you, but there were people at the door and I was afraid to leave. It’s nothing to hurt myself. I’m afraid of children. I’m sorry.

I said, “It’s all right now. I set it up and paid the other company. But now we don’t have any money. I’m sorry.

Xiao Jing: I want no money, I want you, I want to live in peace. We can earn together and pay back slowly. I’m sorry.

I thought about holding her.

You must want to know what the end is.

I wouldn’t hide it.

I married Wang Xiaoqing.

Don’t be surprised.

Everything, from the beginning.

This is not a story of revenge, but of salvation.

High school, I’ve done some bad things.

Yeah, I stole something.

I got caught listening to MP3 when I went to the headmaster’s class and the headmaster turned MP3 in.

I borrowed it from my classmates, and I can’t afford it.

I had to go to the office and steal it.

When I pulled the drawer, the headmaster appeared.

In addition to that paid MP3, there’s the headmaster’s wallet in the drawer.

The headmaster will bite. I want to steal money.

A circular was written for broadcast.

At that time, Wang Xiaoqing was in charge of the station.

This was the first time she had read such a book, and she thought that only the sound from her teacher ‘ s office had been connected.

If not, I’ll be a thief in high school for three years.

So, that’s the story.

When I resigned from Beijing, I heard from my classmates about Wang Xiaoqing.

I matched that software a few times and finally met Wang Xiaoqing.

I knew she was in gambling debt and I knew how hard gambling addiction was.

You tell a gambler how terrible gambling is, and no one’s gonna talk to you.

So, I just had to show her the results.

I chose to take her into the abyss.

Actually, the gaming software I pushed her, I made my programmer do it.

The whole software is just me and Wong Xiaoqing.

The number of win-wins is controlled by the programmer.

Wang Xiaoqing lost money, I saved it for her.

Wang Xiaoqing owes money that doesn’t exist.

Because what she owes is our company.

I’ve paid for all those inkglasses.

I was also detained to give her experience of the cruelest situation.

The pain in the heart is the lesson.

After I married Xiaoqing, I hired my sister-in-law to take care of the children’s living.

I encouraged her to go out and find a job.

I’m sure she’s lost interest in gambling.

But the worst part of gambling is to destroy one’s values.

Betting is a minute’s salary for a month or two.

The best way to do this is to get a decent job.

I recommended her to a speech training facility.

Her interview went well and led students to the city’s speech competition in the first semester.

When I was out of society, I was often told:

Don’t think you’re a savior. You can’t change anyone.

I have always taken this as the truth before I met Wang Xiaoqing.

What is the concept of salvation? I don’t know.

All I know is, I’m actually selfish.

I helped Wang Xiaoqing quit gambling, maybe to pay off the debt, maybe to have an ideal wife.

I never told Wang Xiaoqing we didn’t owe millions.

This will keep us simple.

There are, of course, some unexpected pleasures in life.

I told Tiny everything to Daddy.

I think that the rehabilitation of Xiaoqing also includes the restoration of relationships with parents.

Her father was very impressed with me, and he forgave Xiao Ching.

He strongly invited me to move the company to his writing building.

I turned it down, and I said, “It’s like I’m having a soft meal.”

He said, “Well, give me some money and tell Little Bartender to pay off.”

I mean, that’s even worse. It’s gonna take me a while to get back.

“Father-in-law, you son of a bitch. I’m sorry.

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How’s the goddess you used to love? How do you feel about her now? – Three thousand.

I don’t know.

Keep your eyes on the road.