Why is there a tendency in society today: more and more young people are reluctant to marry?

Why is there a tendency in society today: more and more young people are reluctant to marry?

I’ve been in love with my boyfriend for five years, and I’ve never intended to marry.

We’re in no hurry, but the people around us are in no hurry.

One.

Every time I call home, no matter what, Mom and Dad will drag it to marriage: “When will you and Jinbo get married?” I’m sorry.

“What about me? Mother complains to me, “My daughter has a thing or no marriage! Are you in a hurry?”

The girls aren’t as anxious as my parents, but sometimes they get to me, and they turn to me, like, “A man loves you or not, see if he wants to marry you!”

Every time I read a post like this, I turned it over to Ma Jin-bo: “It’s a new marriage. I’m sorry.

“This article!” he said, “It’s the brainwashing of women.” I’m sorry.

“I think it makes sense. “When are you going to marry me?” I’m teasing him. I’m sorry.

“Take the account book, now? He has turned me in.

I smiled and turned the page.

I’ve been in love with my boyfriend for five years and I’ve never been married.

They think Ma Jinbo’s a piece of shit, and they don’t want to marry me, but we don’t get married. But it’s because I didn’t want to make it clear that Ma Jin-bo was carrying the “Scum Man” on his back.

I’m the one who doesn’t want to get married.

Upon graduation, I entered a company that was working on a programme, which was in the stage of entrepreneurship, with uncertain prospects for development, equal pay and a greater willingness on the part of those looking for work to develop mature companies.

Because of the lack of recruitment and the slow pace of work, one of my recent university graduates, with few work experience, carried the flag of corporate branding.

After two of the hardest years of entrepreneurship, companies suddenly took a new step and their performance went up, entering a new situation. As the first senior staff to lead the world, I have also entered the core leadership in charge of the corporate outreach sector.

I know in my heart that it is not because I am strong enough to be in a position of leadership, that I have a few of my staff who are better than me, but that I come before them. This capacity does not fit, and it puts a lot of pressure on my colleagues.

In order to preserve my current position, and in order to serve the public, I have tried to upgrade my ability to work at the company every day. I can’t find another boyfriend. I can’t find another job. In this state, where do we get married?

For the third year I was with Ma Jinbo, everyone felt like they were dating and thinking about getting married.

But I’m busy working and I’m not even thinking about getting married.

I didn’t talk to Ma Jinbo about getting married, but he saw me working all the time, and he knew it.

I don’t mention getting married, he doesn’t mention it, even though his classmates and friends are getting married, even though his parents have been forced to marry.

But he never showed his dissatisfaction in front of me, and I am very grateful for his insinuation.

After a few years, the work was slowly on track, and my thoughts changed. I wonder if every woman has a 30-year-old crisis, and I’m getting anxious and trying to get married before I turn 30.

“Let’s get married. I asked for his opinion.

“Let’s talk about it after this year. I’ve been busy at work and I’m not thinking about getting married. He replied to me.

That’s what Mom and Dad used to say when I was giving them away, and I didn’t think Ma Jinbo would give it to me, and I don’t know if he did it on purpose.

I’m embarrassed to force him again, after all, I didn’t want to get married because I was busy working.

The idea of getting married was on schedule, and we put it on hold again.

I didn’t rush him, but my parents couldn’t hold it.

They told me to take him home for dinner. I didn’t know it was a Hongmen dinner and brought him to dinner.

When are you going to marry Yeon? You two are too young to think about marriage. “When we got in the chair, we picked up chopsticks and didn’t eat much, and Mom couldn’t help but talk.

I looked at Ma Jin-bao and he looked a little bad, and I was in a hurry: “Mom, this is not urgent. I’m sorry.

“What’s the hurry? “Mother is not so nice to me. How old are you? I’m sorry.

“Jimbo, not Uncle says you. “You’ve been in love with Yeon-yeon for such a long time, and it’s time to think about two people’s lives.” I’m sorry.

“Uncle, I’ve been working a lot lately -” Ma Jin-bong replied.

“I know you young people are busy, but you can’t finish your work, you can start a family, you can start a family, you can start a family and then you can start a business.” I’m sorry.

Yeah, well, we’re not the kind of poor, rich parents who don’t care if you can’t afford a house, if you’re good to Yeon-yeon.

My mother’s mouth was full of truth, and everyone knew it, but I heard it coming out of her mouth.

How can you stand that when you’re so proud?

“Mom! I was in a hurry to interrupt her.

But Mom didn’t seem to hear my hint and went on to say, “Well, we can’t say she’s a pretty girl, but it’s not bad, and the boys that chase her are better than you, not no. I’m sorry.

“We’re not snobby parents, and we don’t care if you have any money, but as long as the boys are good, good for Yeon-yeon, Yeon-yeon likes her. I’m sorry.

Aunt, uncle. Ma Jinbo left chopsticks and interrupted my mother’s words, “I suddenly think there’s something at work I have to deal with. Sorry, I have to go. I’m sorry.

Mom’s talking about him, she’s on the rise, and I didn’t think Ma Jin-bo was so hot that she would just take a chopstick and walk away.

“I don’t have to work late, I’ll eat later. I’m sorry.

“It’s more urgent. I really have to go. Bye, Uncle. Ma Jin-bo didn’t go to see his mother’s angry face and grew up.

“What kind of attitude is he?” “Mom, whether Ma Jinbo can hear it or not, threw the chopsticks straight to the table, and the chopsticks struck the plate with a squeaky sound, and it looked like they were in a quiet and quiet dining room.

“Mom, I’ll take him. I’m sorry.

“Don’t go! “Mother’s so angry that she doesn’t have a place to breathe, it’s all over me.” I’m sorry.

I don’t care if my mom stops it. I’m out. The elevator’s here.

“Wait!” I’m holding the button and won’t let him go. I’m sorry.

“What’s there to talk about?” He stood in the elevator and looked at me with his arm.

“I didn’t know about this today. I explained, “I thought Mom and Dad told us to come back for dinner. I’m sorry.

“And besides, my parents didn’t mean anything else. They just saw us not getting married, and they were in a hurry. That’s what people do when they’re old. They’re not against you. I’m sorry.

He smiles at me and doesn’t talk.

I restrained myself from my heart’s anger and almost cried out for it: “Say sorry to my parents and leave.” I’m sorry.

“Why should I apologize? He said to me, “Your parents sing red and white and you dress innocent from beginning to end. Your family is very cooperative! You set me up to apologize? I’m sorry.

I said I didn’t! “Skilling, Ma Jinbo knows my temper, says every word on my flashpoint, deliberately pisses me off.

And I’ve come to understand that people like him who deal with clients all the time, all the time, all the time, and he’s acting so badly in front of my parents today. There’s only one explanation. He did it on purpose.

To understand this layer, full of anger, somehow, gradually deforming the fermentation and becoming heart acid.

He’s pissed off my parents, and he’s just saying these things to piss me off so he doesn’t marry me?

He doesn’t want to marry me?

I suddenly found out that I had never considered his feelings or really understood his thoughts. I used to work hard and didn’t want to get married, and he agreed, and I took it for granted that he didn’t want to get married to respect my opinion.

But what if it isn’t?

“Don’t you want to marry me? I could have done it in a more euphemistic way, a better place to discuss the subject, not now, not in the elevator.

But once that thought came up, I couldn’t help myself and had to ask for his answer.

“Yes. He simply admitted it.

“Why?”

“Because I don’t want to. I’m sorry.

“Why?” I ask again, a heart slowly sank.

“No reason. I’m sorry.

“You mean to break up with me? I’m sorry.

“I didn’t mean to break up with you, but I’m not in the mood for marriage right now. He replied:

“You don’t want to get married. You want to be in love? I can’t tell you what it’s like in my heart, “What if I want to get married? I’m sorry.

Don’t make me do this. I’m sorry.

“I’m forcing you?” I just thought he was funny. Let’s break up.

Ma Jinbo did not say anything, did not consent or refuse, the elevator door was shut and he disappeared in my sight.

Two.

I went home in a state of disillusionment, and my mother was still angry, and she was still talking and counting the waves:

“Look at him! Is that what I said? He’s been in love with Yeon for five or six years, and he’s kept quiet about his marriage and delayed Yeon’s youth.

Mom saw me come back, and even I fell, “Are you looking for a boyfriend from a garbage dump?” Break up with him!

“We’ve broken up. “I’m calm in saying this, and I’m not even surprised that I feel sad.

Mom was just saying it. I didn’t know we were breaking up.

Soon she returned to me and comforted me: “What is there to hold on to? Let’s split up. Let’s find it. I’m sorry.

“Hmm. I’m sorry.

And my father came to comfort me for fear of my grief: “Yon Yeon, I do not know why Jinbo would not marry you, but from a man’s point of view, if he truly loved a woman, he would hate to marry her immediately. I’m sorry.

“I was in love with your mother for less than a year, and I thought about the rest of my life.”

“Tell me about Yeon-yeon, what did you do that year?” “Mother interrupts Dad’s speech, although he’s still impatient, but she’s a bit of a bit of a jerk.

“Am I giving Yeon an example? “Do you know how shy you are now?” Why were you so bold when you chased me? I’m sorry.

Zhou, in front of my daughter, can you leave me a face? “Mom asked me, though I’m still strong, how do I know she’s having sex with Dad?”

I can’t help but laugh and lose my love, and I’m wearing dog food that my parents put on.

I was afraid to break up with Ma Jinbo, and I was hoping that he would hold me back and make me feel better. I was very happy. I didn’t need diamonds. I didn’t need flowers.

But he never contacted me.

It took me a long time to figure it out: he didn’t break up for a moment, he really wanted to break up with me.

I’ve been in bed for five years, and he’s been taking care of me for five years:

I can’t cook, he takes the responsibility of cooking; he likes to clean up, he cleans up his family’s hygiene, I lie in bed every night playing with my cell phone, he drags the floor in the living room;

And he was careful, remembering my period, remembering all my hobbies, and sometimes giving me a little surprise, and never giving me money, and I liked anything, and he would buy me…

He was so nice to me, I always thought he loved me, but why didn’t he want to marry me and broke up with me?

I don’t understand.

Two weeks later, I couldn’t stand the pain and sent him a tweet:

“You don’t want to marry me because my parents forced you to break up with me? We’ve been together for five years, and you’ve given up. No matter how you feel about it, I always meant it. I’m sorry.

The message was sent, and it was not until the night that he answered me, and my words did not touch him, except for a few cold words: “Your things have been packed, and when are you going to move them?” I’m sorry.

I didn’t expect to give up my dignity and pull my face to make peace, in exchange for such an end, and I endured the tears of humiliation and replied, “Well, I’ll be there by the weekend.” I’m sorry.

I went back to my place of residence on the weekend, and no one knocked on the door for a long time, and I called him and he said, “I’m outside, don’t you have the key?” Just go inside and leave the keys on the table. I’m sorry.

“Ma Jinbo, what do you mean? “You don’t have to treat me like a flood beast even if we break up.” Not even seeing me?”

“If it’s broken up, is there any need to meet? * His voice is dim, there’s no mood swings, as if I were a stranger to him who has nothing to do with it * I’m busy, all right. I’m hanging up. I’m sorry.

I didn’t wait for me to talk. Ma Jin-bo hung up.

I haven’t made myself clear yet. This time he refused.

I’ve been shaking with my cell phone hands.

I can’t believe Ma Jin-bo was so cruel that he broke up with me and didn’t leave a single face. I’m beginning to wonder why he broke up with me so strongly. Did he cheat and fall in love with someone else?

Once that thought had taken hold, everything seemed to have been explained.

And who was he cheating on? When did he cheat? Why didn’t I know?

My relationship with Ma Jinbo can’t go on, but I’m not willing to get dumped.

I opened the door to the house, which was set up as before I left, except there were boxes and packages in the living room, all of which were mine, and they were packed up by Ma Jinbo.

I checked inside and outside the house and found no suspicious traces, and it appears that he has not taken Xiao San home.

I figured out how to figure this out. I fell asleep on the couch without knowing how long I was asleep. Someone stood by me and woke me up.

“Why are you still here? Ma Jin-bo came back, standing by the sofa, looking down at me, with cold eyes.

I wonder if someone who just woke up was so sweet, and I was suddenly reminded of his old tenderness, a sour nose and almost tears.

“I need an explanation. I’m sorry.

“What do you mean?”

“Why did you break up with me? Don’t say it’s because I’m forced to marry. You wanted to break up with me. Forced marriage was your excuse. I’m sorry.

Ma Jinbo looked at me with her eyes empty, like she was swimming out of the sky.

“Are you in love with someone else? I said to him, “If I break up, I want you to be honest, and don’t lie to me on this grand pretext.” I’m sorry.

“None. I’m sorry.

“Why did you break up with me? I don’t believe him.

“Chou Yun-yeon, do you know that you’re asking like a bitch? “Five years together, he touched my temper and knew what to say to provoke me.

I know he’s making me angry, but he can’t help it:

“I’m like a bitch? Five years in love with a boyfriend and never said to marry me. My parents pushed us to get married and he broke up with me. I’ve been dumped for no reason. I’m sorry.

“Ma Jinbo, shouldn’t you give me a statement or say you’re going to feed my dog to my youth for five years? I’m sorry.

“As you wish. * He turned away from me and went into the bedroom, and I followed him to the door, standing in front of the closet, with his back on me, taking off his clothes and turning his head and asking me, * Are you going to watch me change? * I’m sorry.

I can’t wait to go up there and slap him in the face.

“I wish you an old age with your little brother, and I’ll kill you! I left his house angry with the evil curse.

3

Three months after I broke up with Ma Jinbo, my mom couldn’t sit down and give me a photo.

At first, I didn’t want to, but I couldn’t stand her saying in my ear, “You’re too old to be a 20-year-old girl.” I’m sorry.

I had to compromise, try to reach out to single men introduced by their parents and their friends and friends of all kinds, and talk for a while. A boy introduced to me by a colleague from his father’s office spoke well online. He asked me out to meet with him, and I agreed.

Lou Qianan is three years older than me, looks normal, looks normal, wears ordinary, is a common boy who is in a crowd that is not immediately invisible.

My sense of mind has repeatedly warned me that if we want to have a good relationship, we must remove the horse Zhenbo from my head as if this man had never appeared.

But emotion always comes out cold and compares this man with Ma Jinbo, who, in fact, is a better man than Ma Jin Bo.

Once I accepted this, I lost my usual mind: why should I be out for a blind date? Why should I find a man worse than a horse?

The presenter said the young man was honest and reliable and nice. But when I thought he wasn’t like Ma Jin-bo, I lost my love for him.

As long as I don’t come out of the shadow of Ma Jinbo, I can’t accept new feelings.

I was going to finish my dinner and go to the movies, and I got off the hook.

I was wondering if I’d like to finish my meal and go home. I didn’t think I’d meet Ma Jinbo at the barbecue.

“Hey, isn’t this Yun Yeon? “The waiter leads the way, passes through a table, and I’m suddenly surprised at the table.

I looked away, and Ma Jinbo took his colleagues to the barbecue, and the two groups ran into each other.

The people at the table looked at me and Lou, who stood by me, and secretly looked at the face of Ma Jin-boo, pressuring gossip.

I looked at Ma Jin-bo, and he was looking at Lou Gyeong-An, with his right-mouthed face on his face.

I knew what he was thinking and he laughed at me for finding a man who could not compare to him.

Are you and your friends coming to dinner? “It’s like Ma Jinbo’s assistant Vivi didn’t notice my embarrassment and was passionate about me.

“Yeah, we’ll go first. * I’m afraid for a few more seconds she’ll cuddle out my relationship with Ma Jin-bo and almost run away *

Lu Zhong An didn’t notice the tide, and asked me, “These were your friends. I’m sorry.

“Not friends, just friends. I deny it.

This meal tastes unsavory, and I don’t want to see a movie with him.

At the time of the settlement, the front desk told us that someone had already paid for us.

“Hello? Did someone pay the check? “Did your friends pay for it?” I’m sorry.

In order to avoid Ma Jinbo, I chose another channel to come out, and I never thought I would avoid him. I looked at the horse, and they’re already done, but they’re still here, like they’re playing games.

“Yes, the man paid for it. The cashier promised.

“How can your friend invite us to dinner? “Lu Zinan said he was headed for Ma Jinbo.

“Hey–” I stopped him too late.

“Hey, buddy. My name is Lou Zhongan. “Lu Cheon-an stood at the table and introduced himself to Ma Jin-bo, and he didn’t notice that Ma Jin-bo’s men were watching.

“How can I make you pay for my dinner today? I’ll give you the money. I’m sorry.

When I heard him about this trip, my head got sore, he was no match for Ma Jinbo. I knew too much about Ma Jinbo’s temper, and now he came to provoke Ma Jinbo, and he was humiliated.

In order to avoid his humiliation, I had to follow him with a hard scalp, and the price I had to pay was for me to be humiliated by Ma Jinbo.

“You’re welcome. “I’m happy for my ex-girlfriend, I’m happy for her, and I’ll take your meal.” I’m sorry.

“Oh, your girlfriend? Yun Yeon is your girlfriend? “Lou Zion was knocked on his head and looked at him wrongly, and turned to me, without knowing what to say.

“You didn’t tell him about our relationship? “Ma Jin-bo smiles at me, and he looks at me with a bit of grief, “or do you think I’m ashamed of you? I’m sorry.

“It’s broken up. What can I say? Besides, who hasn’t been blind since they were young? I’m not interested in calling you my ex-boyfriend! * I’m turning my back on you *

“That too. He laughs.

“Come on, thanks for the treat today. I appreciate your kindness. I’ll pay you and your girlfriend again, even if I wish you well. I’m sorry.

I know what I’m doing, and I’m going to start with the sound of Kim before Ma Jinbo says something worse.

The men and women on the table looked at the dark tides, and the waves were calm and me and Ma Jinbo, and their faces were astonished and admired.

“Let’s go? * I filmed standing by the unknown Lou *

“Oh, good.” He just came back, followed me and left the barbecue.

“Your ex-boyfriend is pretty good. When I got home, I talked to Lou, and he said he had an impression of Ma Jinbo, and then he turned around and turned to me, “I think you’re pretty good, too. I’m sorry.

He sent me a “freaky” face bag.

“Manipulation”? I feel offended, “I don’t know what you mean. I’m sorry.

“I used to think you were gentle and temperamental, but it felt like you weren’t the kind of girl you were talking to your ex today. He said:

“Behave? Hear what you say?”

“I like gentle girls. The girl is so pretty, so strong, I can’t control her. I’m sorry.

“Well, I’m not the kind girl you’re talking about. I’m sorry.

“Hmm-hmm. I’m sorry.

I stopped talking to Lou, and he never called me again, so we cut it off.

Mom pushed me to ask us how we’re doing, and I’m telling the truth.

In her heart, she was anxious and angry, prompting her father to ask for information and to respond with euphemism: “Lu thinks they’re not right. I’m sorry.

“Where’s the wrong place? “Mom asked to find out why.

“Come on, Mom. I don’t know if anyone’s interested in me. Let’s just blow it. Let’s do it again and look like we’re on top of each other. I’m sorry.

“All right,” she said, “I think the boy’s honest.” I’m sorry.

Stop! I cut her off, “Mom, why don’t you go and introduce me later? I don’t like honest people! I’m sorry.

“You don’t like honest people? What do you like? Ma Jin-bo can say that. Can you trust someone like that? I’m sorry.

When I mentioned Ma Jinbo, I was silent, and Lou and I blew it, or he gave it to me.

However, one of the things that happened was that the horse Zenbo, though slag, did well in some respects:

He never limited my freedom, nor asked me to listen to him, nor did he ask me to sacrifice my career to support him, and he never thought about how to manage me.

But the man who gave me equality, respect and support did not want to marry me.

Why is that? I thought he was cheating, fell in love with someone else, and didn’t look like him. Why did he break up with me?

I want to know why, even though I’ve broken up with a stranger who has nothing to do with it.

After the break-up, I pulled Machinpo into the blacklist, and he was released. But if you open his chat dialogue, you hesitate for a long time, or you don’t know if you want to send him a message, you have to do it.

4

Just as I was wondering if I’d like to take the initiative to find Ma Jinbo, my family introduced me to someone else, unlike Lu Zheng An, who lived in my grandmother’s door-to-door neighbor, Lobo, when I was a kid.

I used to spend some summer at my grandma’s house.

The grandmother ‘ s family lived in the suburbs and had not developed yet. It was a creek that was not far from the door. Robb was three years older than me, and in the summer he used to fish in small rivers, play with water, saliva, and block dams with small partners.

I used to be naughty. I followed Robb every day. I was his little ass. When I was a kid, I liked him, and he had a girlfriend after college, and his crush ended silently.

The dark love of the day, now becomes my date.

We are no longer the same age.

Mother knows all about the Lob’s family, and is even more impeccable to him: “You were reluctant to introduce you before, but Lob grew up with you as a child. How are you? How are you? I’m sorry.

And he said, “You are so good, don’t play games with me.” I’m sorry.

With parents, me and Robb never started knowing each other that we were getting married.

“It’s amazing how fate works! One day I went out with Robb and we walked side by side in the square of May, and he said, “I liked you before. I’m sorry.

“Hello? I looked at him with surprise, “When?” I’m sorry.

“When you had a boyfriend, I didn’t think we had a chance. He smiled at me softly, like the dusk of May, warm and entangled, and with an incomprehensible platitude.

I didn’t think Robb liked me. If he had told me before I met Ma Jinbo, I would certainly have the joy of seeing the moon. But today, my heart is filled with sourness beyond joy.

Robb’s fine, but I haven’t forgotten Ma Jinbo.

I can’t let my indecisiveness hurt Robb. I simply deleted the Ma Jinbo tweet and decided to start over.

But not long after I deleted Ma Jinbo, I got his call.

“Chou Yun Yeon, I hear you’ve been doing well lately? * I heard him mocking me on the other side of the phone, but his voice was a little different.

“Did you drink?”

He did not answer, but he said to himself, “You’re a great woman. How long have we been apart and you’re looking for a new one?” I’m not in love yet! Isn’t our five-year relationship nothing in your heart? I’m sorry.

“You’re breaking up, not me! What does it have to do with you? I’m not cheating! “I’m so pissed off.

He called me again immediately.

I hung up.

“If you don’t answer, I’ll call your mother or your boyfriend? He sent me a message, threatened me.

“You’re crazy!” I called him, and I yelled, “We broke up. Will you leave me alone? I’m sorry.

“Can’t. “I was drunk and you came to pick me up.” I’m sorry.

“You dream!”

“If you don’t want to come, I’ll send Robb? I’m sorry.

“How do you know his name?” I’m sorry.

“I know not only where his name is Robb, but also where he works, and his phone number. Shall I report it to you? He then read a list of numbers that Robb had forced me to carry, his cell phone number.

“Have you checked him?” I know that Machinbo’s heart is dark, but when we were in love, he never did anything to me (may have done it, he didn’t let me find out) and he had the ability to find out the details of Lobo.

“I’ll send your address on your phone in a minute. If you don’t come over, I’ll have to call him. I’m sorry.

I searched for my address by Ma Jinbo, and he was drunk and covered my eyes with a glass of water.

“Why do you drink so much? I didn’t give him a good breath.

“Of course it’s with clients. Or do you think it’s you?” He asked me.

“What do you want with me?

“I’m drunk, I can’t drive. You took me home. He threw the car keys at me.

“You can’t drive, just find a replacement!” “If you don’t have the money, I can lend it to you.” I’m sorry.

“Chou Yun-yeon, if you’re not afraid of my drinking, then let me drive home. * He came to pick up the keys that were left at my table, stood up and went. *

And We stopped him: “Wait here, and I will call you a surrogate.” I’m sorry.

“I don’t want to do this! * He’s impatient to open my hand * I’m sorry.

“Is this funny? Will you stop it?”

“I am, I am, I am, I am, I am!” He played a fool.

Looking at him as a scoundrel, my blood pressure rises, and the horse Zenbaum is mature and gentle, but it’s when he wakes up, and once he drinks, he becomes like a man, and he becomes so childish.

When I told him that he was a liar, he did what I had to do, so I did it again, like a child: Will you stop messing around? I’m sorry.

“Then you take me home. I’m sorry.

There’s no reason to talk to a drunk man. I don’t want to have any more unnecessary problems with him, so I have to send him back.

Ma Jinbo sits in the car without a word and the atmosphere is suffocating.

“Did you drink well? How many drinks did you drink today? I have nothing to say.

“I didn’t want to get drunk and let you pick me up. I don’t drink to them. I’m sorry.

And when I came to remember, the reward of the horse was great, but he rarely got drunk, nor did he let me go out to pick him up in the middle of the night, and sometimes he came back, even to make me a snack.

If he doesn’t say it, I’ll probably never realize his quiet touch.

“Why are you drunk today? I’m sorry.

“The Scheme of Bitter. He smiled at me.

“Crazy! I know he’s looking for an excuse to meet with me, but I can’t stop thinking about him.

“You know I’m crazy. You’re here. He can’t talk to me.

“Chou Yunyeon, you’re the only one in this world who can accommodate me. I’m sorry.

Then why did you break up with me?

I couldn’t help but ask, but he didn’t want to say that even if I asked, there would be no answer.

Once again, the car fell silent and he fell asleep unconscious.

When I was in a coma, Robb suddenly called, and I looked at the sleeping Matinbo and made the call.

“Where is it?”

“Outside. I’m sorry.

“Why are you out here so late? Shall I pick you up?”

“No, I’m going home. I’m sorry.

Lying to Robb makes me feel guilty, but what if I don’t? Did you tell him I was with my ex?

It’s been as long as a century, and I finally drove it to Ma Jinbo’s house.

“Your things are still in my house. Take them home. * Just as I was wondering if I’d wake him up *

“Forget it, it’s too late today. I’m sorry.

“What are you afraid of, will I eat you? His temper’s coming up again, “You wait here for me to come up and get it!” I’m sorry.

He got out of the car in a stupor and walked forward, and I saw him on the back of his insolent bets, and he couldn’t help but catch up.

A woman who has no idea where to read a sentence, if she only loves a man, is saved; but if a woman cares for a man, she dies.

That’s me now.

I don’t even know why I’m so soft when I see Ma Jinbo.

When I got into Ma Jin-bo’s house, Rob called again, and I looked at Ma Jin-bo, and he was turning his back on me, drinking water at the table, and I went to the balcony with a guilty heart.

Robb asked me.

“Not yet. “I will answer this question in our own words.

“Do you want me to pick you up? I’m sorry.

“Don’t-Aah! Suddenly someone grabbed me from behind, and I couldn’t help but scream.

“What’s wrong? Robb immediately got nervous and he was on the other side of the phone, asking, “Where are you, Yeon? I’m sorry.

“She’s with me. Ma Jinbo answered for me, without waiting for me to explain, that he had taken his cell phone from me and turned it off.

“What are you doing? ”I was angry and trying to get my cell phone back, and Ma Jinbo was holding me tight in my arms, and the kiss with the smell of alcohol fell on my face, and he almost suffocated me.

I struggled to get out of his arms, but his words silenced me: “I know you still love me.” I’m sorry.

“You don’t have to deny it. He let me go, but blocked the exit of the balcony, and the light in the restaurant pours out, forming a dark cut off on the balcony, and his face is even more elusive against the light.

“Don’t say you came to me because I threatened you. I know your personality, and I’d rather be a piece of shit than a piece of shit. If you really don’t want to come to me, and you don’t need me to call Robb, you’ll call him yourself and tell him I’m threatening you with him. I’m sorry.

“Yes, I do love you. “For years with Ma Jinbo, my character was squeezed to death by him, and every move was motivated, and he knew it well, but that didn’t mean that I could leave it at his disposal.

“Just because I love you, can you just be insulted? After tonight, my relationship with Robert will end here. It’s not fair for me to get into the next relationship without forgetting my ex-boyfriend. I’m sorry.

“What purpose did you use to trick your ex-girlfriend into your house? Tell her boyfriend she’s with you! I’m sorry.

“What kind of mind are you? Are you jealous of seeing your ex-girlfriend in a new relationship? I’m sorry.

“I’m jealous. I’m jealous! * He’s got an emotional infection and his voice is getting high.

“I’ve loved women for five or six years, and I’ve been careful to care for women, and I’ve just broken up for three or four months, and I’ve been married to another man, but she wouldn’t do that if she really loved me. I’m sorry.

“As long as I break up, as long as I’m in love, and no matter how long I’ve been in love, you have no right to blame me. “If you marry me, none of this shit will matter! Why don’t you marry me? I’m sorry.

“You just want to marry me? “The anger has caused us to lose our senses, and he’s provoking, “Well, we’ll take it tomorrow! I’m sorry.

“I want you to marry me, not bet. When you wake up tomorrow, you’ll regret it. When he said he was going to testify, I woke up, “Ma Jinbo, this is not the marriage I wanted. I’m sorry.

The air suddenly quieted down.

I was the first to break the silence, “I’m going back.” I’m sorry.

He didn’t talk.

“Now that we’ve broken up, we’ll never be involved in our lives again. This is the last time I’m here to see you, and I’ll never see you again unless you’re lying in a crematorium. I’m sorry.

He’s still blocking the exit.

“You can’t stop it. “And I stretched out my hand, and I pushed him to the side, and out of the door, and I passed through my side, and his wrist was held by him, and he pulled me into the arms, and my shoulder fell on the door, and it stinged with fire.

Not until I called him, the wet and hot lips fell down again, swallowing all my pain and blame.

And We were put up against it, and the temperature was very high on him, and he covered my whole body, like a burning furnace.

He kissed extremely hard, and I was sensitive to the changes in his body, and I didn’t think he had that thought.

“Are you planning to rape?” He moved his lips from my lips to his cheeks and to his neck, and I breathed through his mouth and made his voice sound as cold as possible.

His kiss stopped on my neck, wet, itchy, like a little bug creeping around my neck.

And We pushed him, and pushed him away, almost without his feet.

When he said he broke up with me, I didn’t cry, but tonight I didn’t know why the tears were going down like no money, and I didn’t want it, but I had to accept it, and it was really over with Ma Jinbo.

5

I haven’t officially established a relationship with Robb, but those days are almost as good as any.

When he caught me and my ex-boyfriend, I had no face to go on with him, I didn’t even have the courage to call him, and I sent him a micro-letter: “I’m so sorry, Robert, we’re not going to keep in touch.” I’m sorry.

He called me right away.

How can I still have the face to answer his phone?

“Yon Yeon, I have something to say to you. I’m not answering my phone. Robb sent me a message, “It’s about the horse. I’m sorry.

What can Robb know about Ma Jinbo? I was curious about him, but subconscious thought it wasn’t a good thing.

“You’re back with Ma Jinbo? I promised to see Robb, and he couldn’t wait to ask me.

He took the meeting place around the Seventh People ‘ s Hospital in Qingcheng City, a well-known psychiatric hospital far from the city.

“None. He was clearly relieved to hear my negative answer.

“What are you gonna tell me? I’m sorry.

“Ma Jinbo’s mother is my patient. I’m sorry.

There’s no place to sit and chat around the Seventh People’s Hospital, but there’s a Kentucky on the side, and I’m looking through Kentucky’s glass door, across the road, towards that gray and white building, and it’s a false feeling.

“What do you mean by that? I’m sorry.

“Did he ever tell you about his family? Robb asked me back.

I thought seriously that I had been in love with Ma Jinbo for five years, and that all my energy had been focused on my work in previous years, without asking about his family or asking me about it.

I’ve never met his parents, and he’s not very well known about his family, but he knows that their family’s conditions are not particularly good and that his father seems not to have a formal job. As for his mother, he did not say so.

“About three years ago, his mother moved to our hospital and I was in charge. “Robert’s eyes are sharp.

“I may know more about their home than you do about it. His father was a drunkard who went crazy when he was drunk. I’m sorry.

“The family owned a small restaurant, which it lost in a few years and owed a great deal of money, and his father had been working part-time since. I’m sorry.

“His mother had an illness when she was young, but the condition was lighter, and the family was in debt, and she was exasperated, as well as her husband’s drinking and domestic violence, and became more and more ill, but had no money to treat them. I’m sorry.

“It wasn’t until Ma Jinbo worked to make money to treat his mother.”

“What about his mother’s illness? The more I hear it, the more I can’t think of it, the more the gentle and sweet horse shivers carry the pain, and I understand why he works well and pays well, and still has no money to buy a house.

Lobo shakes his head: “There is only drug control, and the situation is good and bad.” I’m sorry.

I think of another question, and I’m afraid that something will collapse at that moment: “Do you have anything to do with Robert Ma Jinbo breaking up with me?” I’m sorry.

“Hmm. Robb admits quite frankly, without any guilt.

“I didn’t know you were in love with him. But one thing I would like to say is that I did not do this with a knife, and even if you were just my sister or a friend, I would never have you with him. I’m sorry.

“Why?”

“His mother’s illness will be inherited, and it will not rule out that Ma Jinbo also carries the genes that cause the disease, and that it is more likely to be inherited from generation to generation, even if he is not sick, and if you marry, your children will probably have it. I’m sorry.

“Whoever it is, it’s a firehole. I can’t watch you jump in. Robb analyzes the reasons, the logic is clear, the head is the dot, and it sounds like a knife in my ear.

“Yeon-yeon, this is not the time of love, nor of money, nor of time, that can be resolved, so do not be scornful. I’m sorry.

“More importantly, I didn’t tell your mom and dad about Ma Jinbo. *He’s down like he’s afraid to hear.*

“Even if you don’t think about yourself, you’ll have to think about Mom and Dad. Do you have patience?”

“Robert, don’t say that. I don’t want to hear him continue to say, “I won’t be back with him again.” I’m sorry.

Then I said, “Let’s not talk about it again.” I’m sorry, I can’t…

I was restrained from letting my tears come out, but failed. I didn’t want to cry in front of Robb, running straight out of Kentucky.

The tumultuous thoughts are like furballs rolling all over the place, with different line-heads rolling around and finally entangling together, turning into an incomprehensible knot.

I remember how he fell in love with Ma Jinbo, who was my straight-on student at the party, when he was tall, skinny, he kept his lips tight, he stood by and he hardly spoke.

There were so many boys at the party, laughing everywhere, and he was silent like a shadow, alien to the surrounding environment, as if someone else’s laughing had nothing to do with him.

I thought he was so cool, so cold, but I didn’t think his apathy was caused by family reasons. That’s a painful cause.

I do not know how he spent his childhood, his youth and how much he stood before me in his father’s drunkenness, his mother’s madness.

At the beginning of school, freshmen needed to adapt to university life, and junior students volunteered to show them.

I also signed up and bribed the president of the student union, transferred me to their class and became the sister in charge of their class, thus successfully getting his contact information.

He was smart and sensitive, and I soon realized that my alumni were impure and polite and strongly rejected me.

Instead, his refusal inspired my desire for conquest, which I once considered to be one of my pre-graduation objectives, and to whom I had once expressed my warmth every day and greeted him with good night and good night, and whether or not he would reply to me, as long as he had not deleted me.

So I pushed him for three years, and then I didn’t know, even myself, whether I really loved him, or did I want to lose.

By the time he graduated, he didn’t promise me that I was not interested in him anymore, and I lost contact with him because of my busy work.

Who would have thought that we had broken up for more than six months, he contacted me on his own initiative, and on my birthday I received a postcard he wrote to me, in which he said that I warmed his life, like a light, for more than two decades, and made him feel worth it.

I didn’t really understand the meaning of those words in the postcard, I thought it was just a template for love letters, but the simplest one I could read was that he wanted to be with me.

The love life after being together was really sweet, and I never thought that cold boy would be so warm.

We rented a house outside, he had all the housework, laundry and cooking, and he was there whenever I needed him.

I never thought about why other boys were so skilled when they couldn’t even make tomato eggs, and I never understood how much pain was hidden behind his gentle smile.

Now I understand, but I also miss the opportunity to make amends.

I asked Machinbo out to meet him, and as soon as he looked at my face, he understood that I knew the truth.

“What, you think I’m pathetic? He used the tone and laughed at me.

“Why didn’t you tell me? I’m sorry.

“Does it work? Will my mother’s illness be all right after I tell you? “If I tell the truth, will you be with me?” he said. I’m sorry.

I don’t know how to answer that.

Can I say I wouldn’t break up with him even if I knew about his family? Can I say I love him, whether he’s a psycho or not?

Robb’s warning is still in his ear, and I’m not going back to him after I know the truth. I’m just a selfish man.

“I don’t want to expose my worst face to you. Ma Jinbo has always been a sensitive and proud person, even in the event of such a situation, and he is thinking of how to maintain his self-esteem, “I didn’t think Robb’s little man, who was lying and didn’t believe. I’m sorry.

“I’m a very selfish man, and everything I did before I wanted to keep you around. I’m sorry.

“If Robert hadn’t found out, I would’ve dragged you all the time and consumed your youth, and when you knew it, you’d be old and hard to find, and you’d only be with me. You should be grateful for your early release. I’m sorry.

“Whosoever turns away from me shall not be left on the day of yesterday, and whosoever messes with our hearts, how much trouble is this day. “Nothing happened, I went back.” Or did you say not to meet again? I’m sorry.

I wanted to say goodbye to him, but I couldn’t say a complete word.

My tears could not resist the thought that he would suffer in the future.

He’s very popular at the company when he’s single, and there’s a lot of single women working with him, and even his assistant, Vivi, is said to have purposely or unwillingly seduced him.

Is it just that the girls will continue to date him after knowing their own situation? I don’t know, I’m afraid to think.

We haven’t met since the break-up.

Why is there a tendency in society today: more and more young people are reluctant to marry? – Answer from Story Archives.

I don’t know.

Keep your eyes on the road.