1. Xu Xuan: Me and my emotions
SHOO: Me and my emotions.
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When the watch was ringing, Xu Qi was still open. She remained up all night, lying close to her sleeping daughter and her sleeping husband.
In her own cell phone close to her, there was evidence of his cheating from her husband ‘ s phone last night.
The husband came back late last night — it’s normal. But he’s probably drunk or too tired and his phone’s on and he’s asleep. He tried to help him to lock his cell phone and charge it, but he saw the information coming out.
“If you don’t talk to me again, I won’t give you the next time.”
Like a demon, Xu Quan picked up the phone and opened the information.
The message came from a beautiful girl. She looked at the history of the girl and her husband and learned that they were sweet lovers who had already had a relationship.
All the evidence was recorded on his cell phone. But that alone does not make it impossible to sleep every night in the midst of an inhospitable magma. She saw her husband complaining to her lover frequently.
“You don’t know how sick you are of a woman who’s so mean and uninterested. I’m sorry.
“Who would have married her if it hadn’t been for her death? She ruined me. I’m sorry.
“You make very good sandwiches, baby. I never ate. You’re such a good wife and mother. I’m sorry.
The message for the sandwich was yesterday, yesterday, as usual, when Xu Chong helped her husband to make lunch with the company. Given the problem of how to eat after heating, she made halogenated beef, which was difficult to make, and she bled for four hours.
It’s exhausting, but it’s making a scene. For a housewife, there is no alternative to getting up.
She woke her daughter up, and she would be particularly careful not to disturb her husband, who had been paid so late, whose voice and movements were particularly harsh today because of her anger.
My daughter wakes up, she doesn’t dare to fall asleep, and she doesn’t move.
“You have three minutes. Get up and get dressed. “It’s not like it’s a good idea.
The husband, having heard this, frowned and turned over.
When breakfast was ready, the husband was up.
“Noodles again! You’ve always been kind to yourself. Who else is so lazy? I’m sorry.
“Why haven’t you bought a new toothbrush?” I’ve said it many times! I’m sorry.
He did forget about it. She said, “Today’s the day. I’m sorry.
“Bring me back that leg today to my parents. Don’t forget, it’s gonna be broken. What do you remember in that brain? I’m sorry.
“I just left town the other day. So far away…”
“What’s wrong? Why bother? You’ve got nothing to do with my parents! I’m sorry.
And Xu Zhou’s words were sealed in his heart and turned into a smirk: “Your mother gave me a son again. What do I say?” I’m sorry.
The husband listened, turned his head and looked at her with surprises and disdain. “Sick.” I’m sorry.
Without a word of good, he does not seem to be in a bad mood. After that, the song started.
Xu Xuan looks at him like this and feels like he’s in a state of frustration and irritation. She wanted to fight with him, shouted at him, and asked him, “What is wrong with me? You’ve just done dirty things. Why can’t you just blame me like that?
But Hsui can’t say. She turned her head and saw the child squeezing, squeezing, beating and dragging the child to the door.
With a leg and a hand with a child. Late out, 20 minutes away, only 10 minutes left for Sho. The phone rings when his hands are sorely strangled by the heavy leg of the sheep, and he is so anxious to drive.
Let go of the kid’s hand, pick up the phone, it’s her mom.
Hsu’s mother is still calling her “My phone, it’s not ringing today.” I’m sorry.
“Did you touch the Mute Key again? “Having his breath, he says that he can’t forget to rush back to his daughter, who can’t hold hands.” Kids are sweating and they can’t catch up to Mom.
“Huh? What’s your attitude? “I just have a little question for you, so you are impatient.” When I’m old, I can’t walk, why don’t you throw me into a nursing home? I’m sorry.
“No, Mom…” Xu Zheng was too busy to say, “I’m late, Yuan is late for school, I’m on my way…”
“Yeah. “Mother’s voice is loud, but she’s left a long time to deter, “You’ve been like this since childhood. Slow down, no sense of time. Why else would Arvin always be dissatisfied with you? Efficiency, planning, that’s all that matters. You can’t even do the simplest work for a housewife. That’s the problem. I’m sorry.
“Sorry we’re late. At school, the school is closing, and the teacher who picked up the children is ready to go back to the classroom, see Xu and the children, and the teacher turns back. Mom was still complaining about her “incompetence” and she was listening to her, even apologizing and pushing her child to her teacher.
Hsu noticed that the teacher who picked up the child today was standing next to a lady who was about 60 years old and smiled so sweetly. This is the founder of this kindergarten, Principal Chiang, who knows because her portrait is hanging at the school.
“It’s over. Today the school has come to lead the inspection. “Thinking about it, Xu Zhen pushes his children harder.
Who knows how kids cry?
“Mommy! Mama! I want Mommy! * She’s crying and squeezing the bag with her little hand * The leg was so heavy, it had already strangled Shew’s finger. It’s a pain in the ass to be dragged by a child.
“What’s wrong with you? “Hew’s hand was ripped off with fury, stomped the child’s shoulder with his own finger and pushed the little one back. “You’re four years old and you can’t even go to kindergarten? I’m sorry.
The baby’s crying out of control. “Stop crying!” She yelled. During the screams, you smiled at your teacher with apologies. Now! Now! Get in there! If you cry again, I won’t have you, and you won’t have your mother! I’m sorry.
The teacher who picked the child was embarrassed, and she came out of the yard to hold the child’s little hand softly. The child’s little face was full of despair, she leaned on the teacher’s side and finally promised to go in with her.
The teacher said, “Mother Yuan, calm down, I’m taking the baby inside.” I’m sorry.
“Sorry, sorry we’re late. We’ll get up early next time. I’m sorry.
The child was crying and crying on the way in with the teacher, and Xu didn’t even want to look at it and took his leg to the corner next to the school. She leaned there and the rage in her chest was still burning. Her hands were sorely strangled by the legs of the sheep that she was sorely tired and desperate. But where can I rest? The bus to the mother-in-law’s house is about to leave, and if it does not catch up, it will have to wait two hours. That way, he’ll never eat his leg at noon.
She heard a very gentle voice as she was about to lift her legs. “What a big leg. I’m sorry.
Turn around and see Principal Chiang smiling at her.
“You are Principal Jiang Hong An, right? I’m sorry.
“Not the headmaster, retired. I’m sorry.
“Why don’t you come to school today? Sorry we’re late today. I’m sorry.
“Not to mention that I am not here to inspect, but to come by the school as soon as I get up early this morning and get down this morning. * She’s so free, her voice is smooth and silky, like a smooth-skinned blanket through the heart of a squirm. * From the face and tone of the old headmaster, she did not see any complaints about her — after all, she was a failed mother unable to raise her child well and to bring her to school on time.
“Where are you going with your leg?” I’m sorry.
Hsu’s mother-in-law lives in B. It takes an hour and a half to drive and three hours to take a long-distance bus. It’s a coincidence that headmaster Chiang happens to be going to work in city B, enthusiastically inviting Hsui to ride with her car. Xu Qian felt embarrassed at the beginning, and Principal Jiang added that it would take about half an hour for her to do her work there, and that she would be back on her way when time allowed.
To visit the mother-in-law, six hours alone, the day became particularly tense and was too late to do anything. And every time I go to my mother-in-law, I’m gonna have to talk to her for a while. I happen to have an excuse to return early, and Xu has been busy.
The phone came back when it was embarrassing to be in the principal’s car.
Needless to say, it’s Xu Zhou’s mother again.
“Damn, forget about her old man. @saaa: #saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa:
Pick up the phone. It’s a natural source of dissatisfaction. She certainly can’t leave her alone, but she’s embarrassed to leave her principal behind. I told my mother a few times to call you back, but the old man couldn’t hear me. Mother’s teachings have been heard all her life, but now she’s in her 30s, and it’s the same, panicking, dizzying and uncomfortable.
“I’m sorry…” ended up hanging up on the phone, and Hsui apologized to Principal Chiang and saw her mother send out three articles. The topics are: “The Power of Self-Regulating”; “The Doing of these Things is To Kill Your Child”; “Don’t wait until your son wants to be raised and you don’t regret it!”
“No discipline, no manners for being a mother” and no need to look at it. Mother’s words are clear.
“Did your mother just call? The blogger says:
“Yes, it makes you laugh. I’m as old as a kid and I get reprimanded by my mother. I’m sorry.
“That’s the opposite. It’s the same thing to say: my mother taught me like a child. I’m sorry.
Principal Chiang said that Xu Zheng laughed easily.
“I see you’re particularly anxious in the morning, aren’t you nervous at work? Principal Chiang suddenly asked Hsu-sama will soon be red. She doesn’t have a job. She’s just a housewife. Housewife’s nothing during the day, but a long-distance car and some meat for the old man.
“I don’t have a job, I stay at home. @smarta: #Smuggling #Gaza
“Yo! That’s not easy. I’m sorry.
“It’s not easy to stay home? I’m sorry.
“Think about it. When do you have nothing to do with it? “Lieutenant Chiang says:
“That’s true…” says Xu Zheng, “It’s probably my mother who said I was too inefficient, so I was always too busy talking. I’m sorry.
“Is your mother a full-time mother? I’m sorry.
“No, no, no, no, I’m proud of my mother.” “My mother was the first I.T. worker in our country. I’m sorry.
“Oh…” is a strong saying, “so she hasn’t done the full-time mother job. I’m sorry.
This job? A full-time mom is a job?
“Are you in charge of children’s lives and education? You’re in charge of household hygiene and food? You take care of the old people on both sides? What’s wrong with that pile? I’m sorry.
Of course, the whole family has nothing to do with her. It’s a lot of “work” like that.
“At night, your husband’s off duty and your mother’s off duty. Can you get off work? After dinner, you still have to wash your dishes? Don’t worry about the baby. You’ll have to clean up when she sleeps. It’s been a long day. I’m sorry.
Hsu listened, Haha laughed. Principal Chiang seriously described a full-time mother as a job, even using the word “working hours”. But Principal Chiang did not finish, and she said, ” By the end of the month, they were paid, and by the end of the year, they had a recognition conference. Who pays you? I’m sorry.
“No, no, no, no one gave me a medal! “Hew Zheng felt that he had not smiled so easily in a long time, laughing and feeling a bit of frustration.
“A full-time mother, not to say the hardest job in our society, but the hardest job in the world. Don’t look down on your job. I’m sorry.
“You say it like it’s true. Nobody in my family thinks it. “Don’t talk about her house. Who doesn’t? The parents of the other children were all dressed up in clean professional clothes. It is only Xu Zhu who leaves in his household clothes when he is too busy in the morning. I’ve never had a job, I’ve never had enough.
“I’d also like to ask you, what did you do before you had the baby? I’m sorry.
“I used to be an accountant. The blogger says:
“Why did you quit when you had the baby? I’m sorry.
“His father says I don’t earn enough money to drink the northwest wind. I’m sorry.
“Do you think he’s talking about your work being worthless? I’m sorry.
Sure. It wasn’t worth it, it wasn’t worth it.
“In fact, deep down, he means that you’re a full-time mother, and the value to the family is greater than the value of your accounting. You replace babysitting, cleaning and the health costs of old people taking care of their children. Think about it, don’t you?”
Speaking of which, the car has been driven down to Grandmother Xue. Principal Chiang came to pick her up about half an hour later, and Xu Zheng was dizzy when he was walking with his leg to his mother-in-law ‘ s house. Teacher Chiang is right, but why can’t she feel her power and worth?
When he opened the door, he didn’t look good. Hsu is used to smiling like usual, showing the meaning and handing over the leg. Grandma’s kind of sweet and smiley, so she sits down. But my ass was just on the couch, and Grandma started.
“Did my son go to work?”
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
“Look how hard it is to get up early and dark.” I’m sorry.
Rise and shine? Xu Xuan thought about those disgusting conversations on his phone and laughed. He’s up early and he doesn’t know where he is. She also said, “But my son is not so tired at a young age when there is someone in the family who can share. Look at your dad. He’ll be home at 5:00 a.m. every day. I’m sorry.
He’s not saying a word. He hasn’t laughed at her since her daughter was born. It’s like if she doesn’t give birth to a fat son, she’s not worth a mouthful.
“Chang Man didn’t have much trouble getting up late, sleeping before me. He doesn’t know where he’s got the courage to answer her.
“You… can you do the same? You’re awake! “The mother-in-law was angry and the polite smile was collected.
“I’m not busy. Before Principal Chiang said so, Xu Zhou really didn’t realize how much he did every day: “Do I look like I’m not busy right now? There’s so much work to do at home, I have to talk to you here. I’m sorry.
The old man stood up on the back, “How can you speak?” What do you mean you have to talk to your mother? Who’s begging you?”
Zhang Man. “He says peace, but is angry and afraid.
What do you mean? I’m sorry.
“No offense, it’s a lot of things at home, going to B City and losing it again. Zhang Wen Xiaoshun is not happy to contribute. I’m sorry.
“What did you do? This size of a leg, have you made a penny? After all these years, have you bought us anything decent? You can’t make money, you can’t give birth. What are you doing? I’m sorry.
Xu Zhu had to laugh at public life. He’s had his face down over the years and he’s been holding on to his mouth. If he doesn’t want to say “no son,” he says “no child.” You’re 4 years old, not even a child?
“You’ve never helped us because Yuan Won was a girl? I’m sorry.
The father-in-law is frozen.
“I’ve never begged you. I feel like I’m Yuan’s mother. Of course I’ll bring Yuan myself. But I’m alone, I can’t take the kids to work again, and I’m not like you. Even the house is factory-owned, unlike the two of us. I’m sorry.
Reference was made to the house because they were living in a small two-bedroom in the name of Xu’s mother. The mother-in-law knew it was painful. Publicity was more violent and was about to explode, and his mother-in-law stopped him.
“Oh, my God, what do you mean by that?” But it’s you who have to live there. If not, how can your father bring him in? We don’t even talk about it anymore. What is a woman? Women are reserves! The reserve has to focus on the most important thing, don’t you think? I’m sorry.
“The most important thing is to have a second child, right? I’m sorry.
“Oh, come on. No woman has a son. I’m sorry.
“My mother didn’t have a son. “Hew’s face is stiff.
“Isn’t that time to stop being born again? It’s different now. You said you wanted Mom and Dad to love you, so you had to do something first? How else could Mom and Dad be happy? I’m sorry.
Xu Qian heard here, but his mind was calm. She thought for a moment, and she said, “I know you’re the only one who wants to have a grandson, and Cheung knows that.” It’s not that you two are in a hurry, but you’ve found another daughter-in-law. I won’t put you in any more trouble. I’ll leave him when I get home. I’m sorry.
We’re almost there for half an hour. She stood up and her mother-in-law pulled her in white and she broke up.
When she came downstairs, she was standing by the side of the road. She’s never had an older generation in her life. I don’t know if it’s because he found out about Zhang’s affair last night, or because of a speech by Principal Chiang?
What would happen if I told her? You don’t have to guess. She’ll call him right away. So he knows she was peeking at his phone. What’s he gonna do? I’m afraid he won’t do it again.
“I’m looking for an affair, and I’m not forced by you. She can even think of the tone of the speech when he says it.
Thinking about it, Hsui’s been so sad that his shoulders were down. I’m glad she can’t keep thinking about it.
“Thank you again. I’m sorry.
“You’re welcome. I see you’re upset. Did something happen? I’m sorry.
“I’ve been beaten again by my mother-in-law, saying I’m not working and I can’t have a son. I’m sorry.
“What? “You’re so angry, right? I’m sorry.
“Of course, I’m a little angry, and I said a few things that were rude to both of them. I’m sorry.
“What did you say? Principal Chiang asks softly.
I don’t know why, when I first met Principal Chiang, I made Hsui feel very friendly. Maybe it’s been too long since I’ve told anyone what’s in my heart. Even the “other daughter-in-law”.
“So you’re telling the truth? I’m sorry.
“It’s true, I found it. I’m sorry.
“Did you talk to him?”
“No talk. Why not? I don’t know. I mean, isn’t it just an angry wife who throws her husband out of his sleep and fights? She spent the whole night lying alone in pain.
“So you’re the first to talk to your in-laws today? I’m sorry.
“First time. I’m sorry.
“What do you think? Relaxed? I’m sorry.
“No…” or “How do you feel now?” after having lived for over 30 years.
She had no experience and had to think and feel it.
“Fear, regret, excite, wonder why you can’t take it anymore. I’m sorry.
“Why do you want to put up with it?”
“I said everything so impulsively, didn’t I? Either way, it’ll go down. I’m sorry.
“You remind me of a little friend. Says he’s a kid, and now he’s graduating. “The child was in our class and never fought.” I’ll give it to you. Hit me, I pretend I didn’t have it. It always seemed so happy and calm. No cry, no fight, no discipline. I’m sorry.
That’s what I thought when I was a kid. What’s wrong with that?
“I found out his mother was a very strong mother. At home, nothing he really owns. Of course not. His mother had high expectations of him and wanted him to be a grown-up. I’m sorry.
My mom too. Xu Zheng thinks.
“I talked to his mother a few times. Guess what? “His mother immediately transferred him to school.” But recently, the kid contacted me himself. He has dropped out of school because of his severe depression. Shame. I’m sorry.
“It’s too bad…” The entrance to famous school has always been what her mother wanted for her, but of course she didn’t. If I did, how could I be depressed?
“Man is like a jar, our emotions, angry, frustrated, happy, like water. Sometimes you save water in, sometimes you pour it out, and you’re just like that kid, not a can, but a high-pressure pot. No one lifted your cans. You’re bored. Guess what? I’m sorry.
It’ll explode. He thought, “Why didn’t I blow up?” As a housewife with a common high-pressure pot, the answer was clear, and she immediately answered herself, “Because I have a pores.” I’m sorry.
“About that. There’s a man in the air hole, you can vent your negative emotions. That man won’t abandon you or dare to do anything. I’m sorry.
That’s a Yuan Yuan for Xu. It turns out she’s not so hard on Yuan, but rather she’s so hard.
I don’t have to say anything to Principal Jiang. He already understands that this is not fair to the child. She was silent, sad and silent in the car. “I can’t be a high-pressure pot anymore.” I’m sorry.
“Well said! “What are you going to do? I’m sorry.
He’s not here again. Yeah, how can she pour water? Say something. Can she do it?
“It’s hard to shake a high-pressure pot into a teapot. You have to figure out how you became a high-pressure pot. People are born different, but no one is born high-pressure. Maybe when you’re a kid, if you want to get angry or express yourself, you’ll get offended. I’m sorry.
“Yeah, yeah. “Though I think about it, I think about what happened when I was little.
“Well, if we’re going to solve the high pressure pot problem, we have to address the root causes. I’m sorry.
“How can the root causes be addressed? “Go home and fight Mom?”
“You have to return to your childhood and learn to express your anger and emotions to your friends and adults. I’m sorry.
Hsui looked up at him and looked like he didn’t know him. Does she have magic? And that’s what makes her a child?
Principal Chiang looked at her and laughed.
“If only I had magic, I would have reduced you all. Unfortunately not. Then I can only create an environment where you can be a full child. I call that place a kindergarten for adults. I’m sorry.
“Oh, ha, ha, ha, how embarrassing it is for Xu to laugh: “How can you be a child when you’re so big?” I’m sorry.
“Yes. Everyone was embarrassed at first, but I had a way to relax. You can come by sometime. I’m sorry.
But Xu Zhou will never do it. Let’s not talk about doing a high-pressure pot for a while, at least not with the baby.
It’s time to pick up the kids. Every day, she stood at the door of a kindergarten to pick up her children and was very upset. I didn’t miss and make love at all. Today she is in a different mood and sees something different. The child came out of school with joy, saw her far away, and “brushed” her face. The limbs were tied up, and the face was filled with an irritating expression.
The kid didn’t do anything wrong, it was me. She thinks so.
This perception did not make her easier, but instead added another stone to her already heavy burden.
She softly said to the child in hand: “There are so many leaves in the park that we can play, okay? I’m sorry.
She took the children to the park, where golden and brown leaves piled up on the ground. Step on the sand. But the child was afraid to step on it, and she was so pathetic that she stood by the roadside.
Hsui was so upset that he didn’t know how to crack the baby. After all, even yesterday, if the child stepped in, she would scream, “It’s dirt! It’s dirty! I’m sorry.
She suddenly gave up. Raised a pile of dead leaves and spilled them over the children.
The kid was surprised and then he laughed. The mother and the daughter went crazy in the leaves, of course. It’s covered in dirt and it’s covered in broken leaves.
I’ve had enough. I’ve come home. I’ve washed my clothes with you. The child’s eyes are full of joy. She had a good time and quickly fell asleep. By then, Xu Xuan had received an invitation from a new friend. A pretty girl’s head looks like a microbusiness, but she knew who it was.
After such a long day of fatigue and chaos, Xu Qiu was too tired to stand up and fight with Xiao San. The husband hasn’t come home yet. I don’t know if he’s with this woman. “What do you want to do? I’m sorry.
I’m afraid she didn’t expect to say that for a long time. Finally, she sent back a photo.
It’s the way he sleeps.
“He’s asleep, he’s not coming home today. I’ll tell her. “Smiling face.
Xu Quan left his phone far away, crying with no voice. After crying, she made a decision.
The next day, after sending Yuan, she organized herself and went to what Principal Jiang called “the place where she could be a child”.
She thought, “Just to see it. I’m sorry.
“If possible, talk to Principal Chiang. I’m sorry.
Principal Chiang’s Adult Kindergarten is in an apartment building near the Kindergarten. Hsui sent herself to the past as if her daughter had sent her to half-day care. She got out of the elevator and she was surprised: it was all a kindergarten. It’s colorful, with paintings and works hanging around and lots of toys.
Xu Qian’s head was stretched to the head of Principal Chiang and several adults were seen inside. Of course she was curious, so she watched a few more. There was a young young man lying on a bunch of mattresses, staring at the “child drawing book” by her feet; there was a woman her age who was writing on a computer at the desk. But she was wearing a bright crown of princesses, with a big doll in her arms and writing and talking to the big doll. What’s funny is there’s a boss. He sits on the floor like a child and works his train tracks. Once the pieces have been put together, we go through the train and try to see if the track is reasonable.
“Back, back, back, back! “The old man was screaming. Shut up and be afraid to laugh. If Principal Jiang did not make it clear to her, she would feel like a mental institution.
Principal Chiang saw her and had a gentle and happy look on her face.
“Are we all high-pressure pots?” Xu asked. She suddenly felt that Principal Chiang had implanted the idea of a “high pressure pot” into her head, and that it was a first step towards being childish.
“No, they all have their own problems. The only common denominator is that their problems need to be resolved when they are young. So here, they forget that they’re adults, even the girl who has to work, and I ask her to use it as a game. Some children build blocks, others paint, and she writes her manuscripts, which are freely chosen games in the morning of kindergarten. I’m sorry.
“They all look happy. I’m sorry.
“Yes, I do.” I’m sorry.
Great. Xu Xuan is so restless and busy when he thinks of himself as he’s stuck in his family business every day. She saw a “pass home” area in the corner of the room with dolls, kitchens and cleaning tools. It’s like my family, Xu Qi, and I’m afraid it wouldn’t be like doing housework.
However, she just came by and talked to Principal Chiang for a second. He told me about yesterday’s play with his kids, and he was very happy. She said, ‘What about you? Are you happy?’
She asked again, and Hsu had to think about it, “Happy, I’ve never played like that.” I’m really happy. I’m sorry.
After leaving the kindergarten of Principal Jiang, she returned home and immediately fell back to her original life. Mom called again to ask when to come back and get her cell phone. The work of the house is a work of all kinds and inexorable, with the arrival of the children in the afternoon and the sudden return of the husband, Zhang Man.
“Let’s talk. He says:
“I’m about to pick up the kids. “Hew’s face is cold. The anger of the heart was boiling, and she thought, “Wow, the pressure pot is going to explode.” I’m sorry.
“So early? “You don’t even know what time the kids go to school.” I’m sorry.
“Then make a quick decision. What did you tell my mom about the divorce? I’m sorry.
Xu Qian was incompetent, and the attitude of the other side was unjustified and aggressive. But she told herself that I was going to pour water out, and I couldn’t explode. “Don’t you know what’s going on? I’m sorry.
“We’ve been together for so many years, don’t you have any trust in me? I’m sorry.
“No way. “Shou Zhou pulled out his cell phone and put a record of last night’s chat in front of his nose. “This is my colleague. She’s been chasing me for a long time, and yesterday she went to help her with the party, not just me, but the whole department.” Several of them had to get some sleep. I’m sorry.
“Huh? “You didn’t tell her your wife didn’t understand you and ruined your whole life.” You said she was softer than anyone? Your company has modeling? “When did you become so terrible looking at my phone?” I’m sorry.
He walked around in a rage and said, “I can’t go on, I can’t go on.” I’m sorry.
It’s my fault! She can’t wait for a second. She took the bag and ran out.
Forty-five minutes before she picked up the baby, she stood in the street and suddenly heard the soft voice of Principal Chiang: “What does it feel to you?” I’m sorry.
Angry, pain, frustration. She said that to herself. It’s like you’ve reached the maximum pressure pot. I’m afraid I’m going to have to take it out again. She wanted to be happy yesterday and couldn’t bear to hurt her again.
Xu Zhu has shed tears and finally decided to head for the “adult kindergarten” of Principal Chiang.
On that day, instead of taking Yuan Won back to her grandmother ‘ s house, she went to the mall with her children. And when he came home all night, and the child fell asleep, he said to her, “Let me tell you a secret, my mother is enrolled in kindergarten today.” I’m sorry.
“Can adults go to kindergarten? I’m sorry.
“Yeah. Like your kindergarten, there are gentle teachers and kids. Only the little friends are adults. I’m sorry.
“Do you have any extra meals?” says Bibi, a little friend. I’m sorry.
“Yes, the teacher says every afternoon! I’m sorry.
“Whoa! I love extra food! I’m sorry.
“Do you think Mom is different these days? @Sire: I don’t know.
The little friend noded his head.
“Mother used to be mean, right? I’m sorry.
The little one can’t nod her head any longer. She’s lying still.
“Mama’s tough on you because Grandma’s tough on Mom. But I had a good teacher in my kindergarten, and she told me that poor little kids who had been reprimanded by their harsh mothers. So I changed. Won, I’m sorry. I’m sorry.
A skinny little friend didn’t hear anything, and later she started to chirp. He looked down and the kid cried. She was crying in her mother’s arms and crying in tears, strangling. She doesn’t get bored anymore. She holds her baby tight.
“Mom’s gonna be okay. “I’m sorry.
The next day will be the first day of the official entrance. Principal Jiang introduced her to the audience, where she was particularly restrained and had no small name, claiming to be “Sho Zhou”. Mom didn’t give her a nickname, she just called her baby. I can’t let anyone call her a baby.
Though restrained, she saw a beautiful boy in a crowd of “students”. He looks only in his twenties. While everyone is relaxed and happy as a child, the boy’s eyes are so clear. For some reason, Xu can feel: He seems to like me too.
After her introduction, she finally went to her home district. Touch here, touch there. It’s a good quality. Yo! This pizza is making it real. Let’s heat it up in the oven.
“Hello, may I taste your baked pizza? I’m sorry.
Someone, just that boy. His name is Xiao Jie, and he speaks softly.
“To” smiles are not true.
“Can we play together?”
As a result, Xiaojie became the first best friend of Xu Jie’s in kindergarten. The real kids will be very noisy to play with, but Xiao Jie and Xu Xuan are quiet “children”. It’s also a housework and a baby, but it’s so sweet. As Xu Xian thought, she was almost as happy as anyone else in the game, and there was no real pain in doing housework at all.
“Students, children!” Everyone gathered around her, and the girl who wrote on the computer leaned close to Principal Chiang and put her finger in her mouth to suck.
The subject of today’s course is me and my emotions.
“When will you be angry?” I’m sorry.
When wronged, accused of being too busy for having a girl born to be devalued. When betrayed by the husband, the husband bites. Hsu Xian thinks. While thinking, they did not raise their hands. Others are very active. Their anger is different.
“What do you do when you’re angry? I’m sorry.
“Bite! The oldest man who spoke was supposed to be joking and everybody laughed.
“I get angry, I cry, sometimes I fall. I’m sorry.
“I’ll beat people,” says a man in his 30s. Xu Xuan looked strong and thought he might hit his wife. But none of the other students were afraid of it.
“No beating. “The girl who was on Principal Chiang said to him peacefully.
“Yes, but we have another way, right? I’m sorry.
“Can hit a pillow. The blogger says:
Where’s Hsu?
“I’ll take it. She was embarrassed to say.
“And?” Xiaojie asked her, “Will you not be angry?” I’m sorry.
Still mad. These anger will never disappear. Hsu Xian thinks.
“I like to be alone when I’m angry. I don’t know.
“When I’m less angry, talk to the guy who’s making me angry. I’m sorry.
Xu Qian was thinking about Jie. When you’re not so angry, can you talk to him? Can I talk to Mom?
There was also discussion of feelings of grief, frustration, happiness and happiness. She did not speak very much, but she followed the subject. And this is the first time that she’s seriously thinking about when I’ll be happy and sad.
When I’m happy, I’m sad, I’m sad.
It’s all one by one, and she won’t express it. She’s a high-pressure pot.
Even happiness is in the pot of pressure.
After the discussion session, Principal Chiang invited you to stand up and follow the music and to dance. 30-year-old male classmates came by the hands of Rashid. After all these years of marriage, Xu Zhou did not touch anyone, and suddenly she was touched by strangers, who instinctively escaped like an electrocution.
She stood there stiff, and other classmates looked at her.
Principal Chiang is watching her too. The eyes are not so much blame and doubt as encouragement.
I feel embarrassed, and my wish is not to dance. I want to say it.
“I don’t want to dance. I’m sorry.
He smiled and said, “Well, then you can go and play. I’m sorry.
On the first day of kindergarten, she was rated “excellent”. “See you tomorrow.” It’s all making Xu happy. After school, she took Yuan to her mother’s house. The cell phone problem was easy to solve, and she laughed at Mom and said, “This little problem is just an excuse, right? I’m sorry.
Mom stopped and she said, “What’s all this nonsense? I’m sorry.
“You can tell me the next time you miss me. I’ll be right back. I’m sorry.
He’s different. She’s relaxed a little, happy a little, and amazingly, Mom’s got less blame.
Zhang Wen spoke to her once, and after a long break, he never showed up again. He no longer appears, and the housework is magically much less.
In kindergarten, she had other friends besides Shige. There are, of course, many contradictions. The last thing she liked was the man who said she could beat people. One day, a clash broke out between the two. They found Principal Jiang and told him, “She took my car!” I’m sorry.
“I don’t have…” He felt bitter and angry. It’s funny, it’s really the kind of conflict between kids, but Xue isn’t funny. She recalled her husband’s complaint to Xiao San: “She is dreary, selfish, and doesn’t care about me. I’m sorry.
“What happened? “It’s as if the conflict is normal in the face of Principal Chiang, “You say what happened? I’m sorry.
“I did this! She took it!”
“I don’t have to” and repeat it with weakness.
“Take it easy. “Think about it.” I’m sorry.
“I… I didn’t take it, I just picked it up. I didn’t know it was you. I thought it was in the classroom. I’m sorry.
The other side stopped. He looked at him and thought, “What am I feeling now? Shall I say it?”
“Can you tell me you’re sorry? He asks, “Although his voice is weak, his eyes are firm.” It was Principal Chiang who made her know: “I am not asking too much, I can say so.” I’m sorry.
“Sorry. “The man is embarrassed, but he talks.
“It’s okay. I’m sorry.
The day after school, Xu Zheng was playing in the park with Yuan Yuan, and I didn’t expect to see the boy. He’s also playing in the mall with his kids. Even more unexpectedly, the two children were in the same class and were playing together.
“What a coincidence. Outside of kindergarten, the man looked different and different.
“Ha ha, a little awkward. “Hew Zhou smiled and said:
“Do you not like me? The man suddenly asked. For some reason, there seems to be a good deal of communication between those who know each other in the “kindergartens”.
“There’s a little bit of…” Xu Zhou said, “But I’ve been having a bit of a hard time with my husband, and you’re kind of like him. I’m sorry.
“Really? No wonder. “He was not angry and accepted the reason, which gave him a good feeling of friendship.”
“You’re Yuan’s mother, my son’s name is shiver. You and I are classmates too. We can play together. I’m sorry.
For Xu Xuan, the unwinding of any small, unpleasant creep is a great victory in life. This achievement came not only from the constant appreciation of Principal Chiang, but also from herself. Who knows that such a happy and simple moment of coexistence just happened to be hit by Xu Xian’s husband.
He saw that he was coming at him, and he said, “I look at them and you talk.” I’m sorry.
Xu Xian wanted to talk but did not think that Zhang had completely misunderstood the relationship between Xu Xuan and his shaking father.
“That’s enough. How dare you accuse me? Zhang Wen was in the mall, shouting in front of everyone.
“It’s just Yuan Won’s father! What’s wrong with you? ‘The promise is not false, but afraid of being yelled. She can’t handle it.
“You smile so sweetly at Yuan Won’s father! It is true that Xu Zheng seems to be very restrained in front of anyone except those in kindergarten. Although the difference is small, the husband who has spent many years together has captured the difference.
While he was panicking, Zhang poached her cell phone. “Are you sick? There’s nothing on my phone! “I’m sorry.
Who knows if Zhang Mantao looks at her tweets and laughs in the air?
He showed the chat to Xu Qian, and it was after school.
“I thought of a very interesting game. Tomorrow we’ll play together. I don’t know.
“Do you still have the face to say I cheated?” Zhang Man can be said to be biting his teeth.
Hsui-chul remembered the girl on her husband’s phone saying, “Don’t play next time.” It’s only then that in the eyes of the obscenity, normal words are understood. She felt insulted and angry: “You are so disgusting! I’m sorry.
The husband went on to say, “You told my mother I was having an affair to get a divorce, and you were in a hurry to remarry.” I’m sorry.
He was so disappointed by what he was doing. There’s no more desire to talk. She stood up and the hard guy said, “No, whatever you think. Let’s just break up. I’m sorry.
You don’t wait for your husband to answer. She whispered to herself that, even though she did not know if he would do so, from this moment on, I was no longer a former governor.
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JANG Man: The power of me and my heart
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Adult Kindergarten: 8 warm healing stories, hugging inner children
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