18. Dreams
A dream.
Love rises with the wind: with your twilight and four seasons
I’ve been in the shadows for years.
It’s been a long time since I saw my ex-husband.
But I’ve been dead for so long that I haven’t been born yet.
How come this son of a bitch married again?
One.
I was drinking in front of Memphuan. I didn’t know I had too much to drink.
Look at the door of the forgotten river and go back.
I went into the bar.
Looking at people passing through, remembering my own youth.
Hey, my little brother’s abs are so touching, so is his hand.
It’s a shame that I’m just a ghost, and I’m really pissed off when people walk free on me.
I’ve been looking for a little corner. I’m just getting drunk.
I saw my grueling ex-husband holding a young girl’s hand and walking to me.
And in his mouth, he whispers, he listens, and in his eyes is love.
I’ve been dead for a long time, and he’s hooked up with a young boy?
I was going to catch up with him and I saw him go straight through me.
Yeah, I can’t talk to him right now.
Follow him and listen to him talking to the girl.
Now, he’s gentle, he’s gentle.
It’s only been a while. He’s getting along with someone else.
I went home with him behind him, and I knew this place, and I turned around, and I didn’t find my daughter.
I’m thinking it’s Aunt Gu’s.
After all, he’s married to someone, and he can’t live with another child.
I understand.
I sat on the sofa at home and saw what he wanted to say to the girl.
But he took the girl’s hand and said, “Do you know that you will not go to such a bad place in the future?” This place is not safe. I’m sorry.
Barabala’s still talking on the way.
It’s really boring.
He’s going back to the house. I think he’d be surprised if he could see me.
But the dog man deserved it.
I followed him back to his room.
The whole wall was my picture.
He was only seen staring at the picture on the wall, with a slow drop of tears in his eye.
As if he was looking at me in his heart.
What are you pretending to be?
They’re married to someone else and they’re looking at me.
And when I was alive, he never liked me, and he only got married because he was good.
Who’s to pretend to love me so much now?
His new wife likes him like this?
What’s this fun?
And he cast the door upon it, and sat on it, and came forth again.
No talking, no moving.
He seemed to see me, and he was going to stretch his hand towards me, and whispered, “O lemon, have you come for me?” I’m sorry.
After that, he fell on the bed and the whole person seemed unconscious.
This isn’t gonna die, is it?
I’m going to pry his nose, but remember that I am a soul.
Whatever. Just die.
But I’m starting to hang around, and the whole thing is a little bit confused.
Well, let’s drink a little less from now on.
Two.
When they opened their eyes, they heard a noise coming out.
Did Mong send a ghost to arrest me?
But I drank so much. I didn’t forget the dust.
Until my door was pushed away, emptied, thrown out of the door by a violent, vicious man.
It’s not in the capital.
This is the world!
Wait till I ask where this is, and all my jewelry is thrown out of the yard.
Isn’t this the house my father bought me when I was alive?
“Miss Shen, your house is broke, and now you don’t own it. I’m sorry.
I’m wearing a pyjamas, like a dead dog, but even so, I’m happy.
Just jump up.
I’m alive again!
I saw the cell phone on my hand that had been smashed and I looked at it.
Today is the third day following my father ‘ s declaration of bankruptcy, when he was blocked by major shareholders and workers on the day the company was called to account.
In the last, and today, he wants to jump off the 28th floor.
I didn’t take anything. I felt the phone.
When I arrived, only my father sat on the edge of the roof.
There’s no one around.
He’s like he’s crazy, laughing.
It’s like jumping.
I cried out to him several times, and I didn’t respond.
So I ran up and caught him, “Dad, can I take you home?” I’m sorry.
He looked at me, and there were tears in his eyes, and he held me in his arms: “O my daughter, from now on, you will.”
I know the rest.
Take care of yourself.
I watched him jump from my face in the last life.
I haven’t had a family since.
Not even the last child was left out of the delivery room.
“Dad, if you jump, I’ll jump with you. I’m sorry.
I put my chin on his shoulder, whispering threats.
It works. I’m his only daughter. He’s afraid I’ll jump with him.
I took his hand and brought him down.
Just in time, Guo Hee-chon ran into him downstairs.
I pretended I didn’t see him, so I had to take a cab.
But I didn’t expect him to call me.
“Uncle Shen, my mom asked me to pick you up for dinner. I’m sorry.
I thought my father’s face was such that he’d be hiding from old people.
I didn’t know he didn’t even push.
I looked at Gu Heegawa and saw that he was cold in his eyes and even a little bit hated in it.
Isn’t that wonderful?
He hates me best.
Who’s gonna want a dog like that?
I snuck a white eye and sat beside my father.
Aunt Gu is my mother’s sister.
I haven’t seen her in years since my mom died.
She was standing across the street from my father, without saying a word.
If you accuse me, you’ll come out.
I was just about to come up and talk to my aunt, but Guo Heegawa pulled his wrist.
He shook my head, so I stood there and didn’t move.
It’s not my father’s fault.
But even so, she’s got us a place to live and she’s got some money to feed us.
We need the money because my dad doesn’t have the cash, the card’s frozen.
There is also a need for a place to live or to live on the streets.
Gu’s house is near her house.
It’s good for me.
In the last life, after my father jumped, I was taken home by my aunt, who took care of my place of residence and gave me the same education as my own daughter.
I’m grateful to her, but I’m also kind.
Guo Hee-chon sent us over, settled in, and I went downstairs to take him.
Looking at the shadow of his departure, he spits out a breath that my father didn’t die in this life, and that everything should change.
3
After I was familiar with this, I found a part-time job at the supermarket, which, though modest, always cost me enough to save some flowers.
On that night’s shift, I saw a man standing at the door.
And he didn’t look closely, but he tried to pass by in a hurry, and he grabbed him by his wrist, “Silen and lemon.”
It sounds like Gu Heegawa.
Why is he here?
It’s been a long time since I answered.
And he saw me looking at him, and he looked up, and he said, “My mother asked me to take you to my house for dinner. I’m sorry.
Guo Heegawa grew up tall and fast, and I followed him behind him, with my head down.
He was at the gate of the parking lot, and he was still drowsy and impatient to see me. I’m sorry.
What’s with the bad tone?
I’m just stalling.
Watching Gu Heegawa’s back, his footsteps subsided.
I’ve been so good in my last life.
I don’t want to have too much trouble with him in my life.
I don’t want any.
I didn’t walk past him and I saw him driving.
So I’m standing there waiting for Gu Heegawa to pick me up.
He stopped right next to me without any accident.
I hate to pull up the door, sit in the back seat, look at the man in the mirror.
He took a look at me and looked like he did.
Well, that’s not how people look.
I didn’t ask him to pick me up.
I’m not gonna say it.
The car drove into the hospital, and I packed my face so I got out and said hi to Aunt Gu.
Aunt Gu told me a few short words from his parents and sent him back after dinner.
In this world, I thought my father was alive and I could get rid of him.
But it never occurred to me that he and I still had so much interaction.
When I got out of the car, he locked the door.
I couldn’t help but look to him and hear him say, “On the day of the beginning of school, you and I,
And I cut him off before he had finished his speech: “No, I go alone.” I’m sorry.
Following the course of the previous world, Guo Hee-chon was supposed to go abroad for postgraduate studies.
In the last life, I had to give up my job by marrying Guo Heegawa.
Just because he doesn’t like it.
He didn’t like me getting in touch with other men.
I thought I’d forget it. It doesn’t matter if I lose my job.
But when he comes into contact with others, he never takes too much care of my emotions.
And I turned my heart and turned my head down and whispered, “Don’t worry about me. The next time my aunt asks you to pick me up, you won’t use it, just send me a message.” I’m sorry.
He was silent and silent.
Now that I’m in a closed space with him, I can think of the last time we fought, and then look at the silence.
Infinity asphyxiation.
I breathed deeply, and only saw him fall down the window and heard him say, “You don’t like me? I’m sorry.
I don’t understand what his preference means.
I just want to know if it’s my behavior and my approach.
I thought of half a day to pick up, “No. I’m sorry.
In this world, he did nothing wrong.
I just don’t want to get too involved with him.
4
On the day of school, I deliberately avoided Guo Heegawa and went to school early.
I heard from my father that Guo Heegawa came to my house the other day, and I didn’t think about it.
Life after military training, day after day.
At 3:00 a.m., morning practice, part-time, home.
I ran into a big director standing at school that day, trying to make a scene, but I got yelled.
I looked up and looked at the director.
I don’t know why I became the leading actress.
I was going to say no, but it’s too much money.
With that money, we can pay back some debts.
It’ll be much better.
And the female number two of this play is Lingayan.
In the last life, Lingaiah was the white moon of Gue Hegawa.
They were together for seven years.
At the time, she was a famous actor, and now she’s a minor.
And I’m a little scared to let her make me a match.
I made her a match in the last life. She made me a match.
God is fair.
We’re in the mountains, going to town for an hour.
And occasionally, Linga’s missing something and her assistant gets me one, so we’re getting along pretty well.
I seem to understand why the last world, Guo Heegawa, liked her.
Who doesn’t like girls who look good and have a good temper?
When Gu Xiegawa came, Aunt Gu brought me a lot of things.
I took it out of my suitcase and Guegawa left.
He’s been in the group these days, and I hide from him every day.
But he’s everywhere.
He was watching me while I was filming.
He was staring at me while I was eating.
As he looked at me and said, “Well, Gu never knew us.” I’m sorry.
He seems to be waiting for my answer when he looks at me with a stiff body.
I didn’t talk. It’s good. It’s good.
I don’t know why Lingayan called him General Gu Heegawa.
You don’t seem familiar.
But in the last life, they were almost alone, and now they’re pretending.
It can’t be a change of story, can it?
When I had finished my meal, I was about to leave, but Guo Hee-chon pulled my wrist and dragged me forward.
I struggled. I didn’t struggle.
He whispered to me, “What happened to you? I’m sorry.
Am I not well?
What?
I didn’t understand what Heegawa said, but I struggled to pull my wrist out of his hand.
“Why are you avoiding me?” You know I’m your fiancé. I’m sorry.
No, fiancé?
In the direction of the past, isn’t he dating Lingayan now?
How did it become a marriage with me again?
And I looked at him, and on his face he was a little angry, and he put his hand on my waist and put me forward.
Then he bowed his head and put his lips on my lips.
And I looked up and I pushed him away: “Do you want your face?” I’m sorry.
And he looked at me, and said, “Why do I kiss my fiancée? I’m sorry.
It’s like a dog man with a mind to his own.
Who wants to marry him.
Yes, I used to love this man’s skin, but now, how dare I?
I really don’t want to see him. Just lift my feet.
I can’t see the direction of this world.
And We ran after him in the last life, and called out to his brother after him.
I’ve asked him so many times, like to like me.
And he answered me, “I can give you anything.” I’m sorry.
Except like.
And this life, will he like me?
I put my chin on my knee, thinking about how to deal with him.
In my world, I can’t have too much trouble with him, and I really don’t want to die.
5
The more you treat me, the more I try to avoid him.
As an investor, he’s been busy daily, even in the middle of the mountains, with his telephone calls and meetings.
Every time I finish, I’ll go around him.
I really don’t know how to accept the fact that he’s engaged or what to say to him.
I don’t know what to do with him and Lingawan.
And Linga Qi, he’s been around him.
The two of them were very speculative.
Linga saw me and cried out to me, “The lemon is here.” I’m sorry.
And she looked at me, and I looked at the make-up man, and I pushed him away, “I was in a hurry to make up, and I couldn’t pass.” I’m sorry.
I don’t know what to do.
Guo Heegawa and I were engaged because we had the same family.
And now my family is broke, and I’m sure my aunt forced him not to leave me.
I can’t find any other reason than that.
Because I know Gu Heegawa likes Lingaru.
In the past, he could run from south to north to see Linga.
It’s also because Lingaru was tricked. He could throw me at the wedding.
You see, now he and Lingahoo can finally get along.
The crew was here for three months, and Guo Heegawa was here for three months.
Occasionally, they fly back to meetings, and the rest are handled in this place.
At the party where I came to drink, I leaned against the wall and laughed, “Do you like Gue Heegawa?” I’m sorry.
But she said, “Yes.” I’m sorry.
Then he added, “I like to pay attention to the general, but I have not prepared for them. I’m sorry.
I only laughed and said, “It’s okay, I’ll help you. I’m sorry.
Her eyes have been spinning in my face, groaning in her eyes, with her obscuring, and she doesn’t seem to understand what I’m saying.
“You don’t like Guo Heegawa anymore? I’m sorry.
And I looked and whispered, “No more.” I’m sorry.
Lingaru looked straight behind me and didn’t know who he saw.
I look back and see Gu Heegawa not far away.
He should have listened to our conversation, but I don’t know what.
In my eyes, his eyes are a little bit unbelievably and a little bit complex.
And he went to my side, and passed the glass from my hand: “You have a bad drink, don’t drink it.” I’m sorry.
I laughed at him and let him take it.
Ringa-chul was smart enough to see him come and she left.
In this little corner, it’s just us.
And he asked me, “What do you fear?” I’m sorry.
When he asked, “I don’t dare like you.” I’m sorry.
I don’t know what made him laugh.
Let him laugh.
Then we were silent, and he walked two steps forward.
And I just keep backing back.
Until I reached the wall, I couldn’t retreat.
“Shen Junin, you know what you’re saying? I’m sorry.
He looked up at me in his eyes, and his anger was clear.
I’m a little worried. I repeat, can we get out of this door today?
I’m trying to get out of the crack.
But he pulled his arm in his arms.
I stood by his chest, but I couldn’t escape in front of absolute power.
He squeezed my shoulder and whispered, “What are you afraid of? I’m sorry.
Six.
He asked again and I dare not answer.
Actually, I just don’t like him, and I don’t want to be around him.
The last time I disappeared in this world because I had to give birth.
But he didn’t know where he was the day I had the baby.
I just heard that something happened to Lingaho that day, so he went abroad to help him deal with things.
I don’t know why I didn’t come back.
And remember, it’s like it’s scratched and it hurts.
He let me go.
I took a half step back from my consciousness and pulled him away.
Then he bowed his head and smiled softly, and said, “Sun Qiu, you can’t hide from me. I will find you wherever you go.” I’m sorry.
I can’t see what that means.
“What am I doing avoiding you? I’m sorry.
Yeah, hiding is counterproductive.
I’ve been hiding from him ever since I’ve been alive, but he’s been getting better and better.
It’s weird and it’s killing me.
How come he’s changed when he’s still alive?
I watched the director come to me from the top of the window and slowly step forward.
It was only when the drink was exhausted that Gue Hegawa was washed with the rest.
He’s been looking at me.
I was so scared I had to bow my head.
That’s weird.
In this world, he seems to be back to life.
It’s like making up for me.
But I don’t need such a fix.
He’ll be better if he stays away from me.
I said I’m going after Heegawa for Ringa.
From the moment we get paid.
I ordered a restaurant and candlelight dinner with a ring in that glass.
If Lin Gao had been drinking, there would have been only one ring left, then Guo Heegawa would have asked for marriage.
I also prepared 99 roses for Gu Heegawa to surprise Linga.
After all this, I called Gu Hee-chon and asked him to come, and also called Lingahoo.
I’m hiding on the second floor and I want to see it.
As a result, he was caught.
Ringa stood in front of Gu Heegawa, and smiled, and saw her, raised her feet, and gathered to the ear of Gu Heegawa.
And as for what they said, that’s their whisper. I can’t hear it.
Yes, they did.
I’m happy and I’m going out.
I heard the voice of Guo Hee-chon all over the hall before I waited for two steps: “Shen Junin, stand there and I’ll be right with you.” I’m sorry.
In his tone, he’s angry.
I dared to stand still for him.
I was afraid he’d catch me and skin me.
Up and running, panicking behind the building.
I don’t know what I’m hiding from. I don’t know what he’s mad at.
That was not what he wanted.
Why is he still angry?
It’s unbelievable.
7
I came home a long time ago and I saw Gu Heegawa’s car parked in the parking lot before I went upstairs.
He was about to go around the back, and he came down from the car.
Grab my hand and stick it in the car.
I sat on the co-pilot and looked at him.
I saw him with his eyelids and his mouth shut, and I didn’t know what he was thinking.
Then the car drove away, and I panicked, “Where are you taking me?” I’m sorry.
And he was silent, and left me in fear.
The car stopped in my old yard, I looked around, and the last sight fell on his face.
“What did you bring me here for? I’m sorry.
And I was going out with my feet, and he held him by his hand: “You said here that I would not marry her, but I will marry you.” I’m sorry.
Listen to him, I’m stiff.
I don’t know where to go.
He was staring at me like I had to say something.
I looked down and laughed, and said, “Can you please stop making fun of the fact that we were married because we had the same economy, and now my family is broke.” I’m sorry.
He’s so pale, he probably thinks I’m bad at it.
Then I found a way: “But don’t be sad, you deserve better.” I’m sorry.
It’s like linga.
Of course, I do not have a position on this last phrase.
Because of this world, it is not known whether Guo Hee-chon and Linga-chul will be able to make it work.
He was silent and his eyes were spinning in my face.
But his hand never let go of my wrist.
I struggled, he grabbed harder.
Guo Hee-chon’s eyes look like they’re going to swallow me in my belly, so I don’t open my eyes, and I’m going to make him go away.
I didn’t know what to say, but he pulled him forward and took him in his arms, holding him in his arms: “Shen Junin, you can’t say anything.” I’m sorry.
What did I say?
It wasn’t at the engagement dinner. Did I make him a promise?
I even began to wonder whether this place was the world I’ve lived in before.
But no one has changed except Gu Heegawa.
Guo Hee-chon was in my ear, whispering threats.
He said that if I didn’t marry him, he would have cut off all my resources and no money would have been paid if I hadn’t been able to play.
Of course he’ll beg.
I can’t believe I looked at him.
How can he open his mouth to something like this?
Before, he was tall and just.
But in this world, he’s completely changed.
It turns out I don’t know anything.
The more I try to hide from him, the more he comes to me.
The more he gathers, the clearer the memory of the last life.
It’s a dead cycle.
I can’t live in a strange place because I don’t have money because I have to make money to pay my dad back.
And he put his chin over my head, and his hand slapping me in the back, and he said, “I do not want to do this, but do not force me to do it.” I’m sorry.
He’s like I’m a total asshole.
It’s like I made him do everything.
Am I going to end up marrying him?
On the way back, he kept talking and let me think about planning for the future.
8
Gu Heegawa didn’t make fun of me.
He really cut off all my resources.
It’s been a year since he threatened me.
I didn’t get any play this year, and I didn’t get any dividends, even after my movie blew.
And before that, I took a portion of the money, and some of it was owed.
When I came home, there were people downstairs.
They’re here for the money.
Eventually, I compromised.
I need work, I need money.
I couldn’t help but choose to marry Gu Heegawa.
And when Aunt Gu heard it, she was ecstatic, and he said, “Don’t worry about us.”
Guo Hee-chon took me across the street to where we lived when we were little.
By that time, it had been destroyed.
He looked down at me and said, “When this place is built, we’ll buy a house here and tell the kids about our childhood. I’ll give you your old house. I’m sorry.
“Do you really think we’ll have children?” I’m sorry.
He wanted to be interrupted by me.
The smileful face disappeared in an instant.
He said, “Even if there were no children, it would be fine if you were with me.” I’m sorry.
What’s wrong with him?
I’ve said so many times that I don’t like him. He still thinks I like him.
The wedding, the big deal, and the relatives and friends of Gu Heegawa’s family are all here, and there’s a lot of people with faces.
They’re watching us on stage.
What do you say?
I can hear them. They say I’m not good enough for him. They say my father is an old man.
They’re right. I don’t deserve him.
I laugh, but I don’t hear.
On the ground, my hand was held tight and a little bit of fear appeared in his eyes.
And he seized me from my waist, and put a belt on him, and whispered in my ear, “Do not care about them; they are all idle liars.” I’m sorry.
I don’t care what they say.
Because of this world, I don’t love Heegawa.
Whatever they say.
After all, the same thing happened in the last life.
Aunt Gu invited some faceless people to the wedding.
Even some media.
And the main man at the wedding didn’t come.
I’ve called him so many times, it’s all about cold women.
I don’t know how to justify this.
In the end, I went back to my new room alone, and the whole thing was a mess. I didn’t know what I was doing. He could leave me alone at the wedding.
When I woke up, I saw Gu Heegawa sitting by my bed.
He said to me, “Sorry. I’m sorry.
I’m tired of a man saying nothing, but I can’t stop crying.
I wanted to ask him, why didn’t he show up when he got married?
So many media were there. Am I a joke?
But yesterday I was too tired to say a word.
I sat up and I kept beating him, and he put me in my arms and kept saying I was sorry.
I cried and fell asleep again.
This will prove that Guo Heegawa doesn’t love me.
They are also telling the truth.
After our family went bankrupt, I didn’t deserve him.
They don’t know. There’s a fact that Guo Heegawa doesn’t love me at all.
It’s just that I’ve ruined his face to earn it back.
I can’t find any other reason.
9
My resources are slowly getting better after marriage.
I know it’s Gu Heegawa who’s doing it behind his back, but I don’t think it would be bad if he didn’t get involved in my life.
It’s just that since he was a husband, he’s been taking care of me, knowing what I like to eat and drink.
I’ll have breakfast every day, send me to work, then I’ll go to work, and I’m sorry to have to answer after work.
He looks like a different person.
I almost drowned in his warmth, and then nightmares scared my soul.
It constantly reminds me of what really happened in my last life and prevents me from continuing to drown.
The day I came back, my father and Uncle Gu played chess, and I went to the kitchen to burn water.
Guo Heegawa pushed into the door, surrounded my waist and put his chin on my shoulder: “Let me hold him.” I’m sorry.
I’m not moving, let him hold.
The elders looked at us and said, “Look at these little two. I’m sorry.
It’s just the two of us.
At my dad’s, we both had a drink.
I don’t drink, I lose my mind.
Just got home. I haven’t had time to turn on the lights yet.
He suddenly held me in his arms: “Why did he abandon me suddenly?” I’m sorry.
I’ve never been together. Why would I give up?
I can’t figure out how to explain it.
He turned me around, kissed my lips, kissed my neck.
I’m lost, I’m soft, I’m drunk.
At night, he told me again and again that he was sorry.
But I don’t know what he did to me.
The two of us have always been like this.
I remain alienated from him.
Not too close.
But he’s still so good to me.
New things and luxury things are before me.
And I looked at him, and leaned upon his door, and laughed: “That is not necessary for you, I do not need this.” I’m sorry.
During that time, he was very fond of me.
Like making up for something.
On my birthday, he arranged our trip.
From the place where we grew up together, to the door of our university and finally to the beach.
Gu Heegawa arranged a fireworks show.
He asked me if I’d like him.
Fireworks are too short, however, to die.
My feelings for him in this world are still moving and moving.
And like his skin.
But…
I looked at his face and looked down and whispered, “Do not force me, Gue Heegawa.” I’m sorry.
He took me in his arms and whispered, “I am not forcing you to do so.” I’m sorry.
From this night on, the nightmare seemed to devour me.
A drop in the last life has appeared.
And this night, I had nightmares.
In my dreams I saw Lingayan and Gu Heegawa.
The time and date on the clock was the date of our last marriage.
I can’t see what it says.
I can only hear the phone ringing.
I was about to remind Gu Heegawa that he said, “Call a ticket to France, now.” I’m sorry.
The assistant told him the wedding would be over soon.
The watch was constantly spinning, and half an hour remained until the wedding.
If Gu Heegawa leaves, I’m really alone here.
He said, “If I do not go to France, Linga will die. Take the lemons down and put her in the new room. I’ll be back tomorrow morning.” I’m sorry.
Good excuse.
I sat by his side, without words.
It wasn’t until her place of residence that I saw her go crazy.
The bottle was thrown to her feet, and she sat on the balcony window, with her feet hanging empty and pulling down.
She’s dying.
That’s my first reaction.
And my subconscious was going to catch her, but my body went straight through her body.
I’ve seen her glamorous, but I’ve never seen her in such a bad way.
I’m confused about what Lingayan said to Gu Hegawa.
She said she and Gu Heegawa broke up and made an agreement.
If you want something from now on, Guo Heegawa will come.
And now she let him pay it back.
It was her husband who owed the money and ran away.
Those people saw her, they got a heart.
If she hadn’t called Gu Hee-chon, Gu Hee-chon had arranged for someone to come.
Guo Heegawa left her money and arranged for a man, and she surrounded him from behind. I’m sorry.
And he smiled: “If it hadn’t been for us, you wouldn’t have come to me.” I’m sorry.
“It’s only a pity that you like Shen Shuen Liang and Shen Yuen Liang don’t like you. I’m sorry.
After a moment of silence, Guo Heegawa whispered: “But she will remain with me for life.” I’m sorry.
These are clearly images of the last lifetime.
Since my dad died, I’ve been careful at home.
I’m afraid someone doesn’t like me.
But no matter how much I please, Gu Heegawa doesn’t like me.
He’s been bullying me.
Quiet.
Not even looking at me.
But I like him, and I’ve been behind him, and I don’t like it, but I think I’m quite obvious.
I often bring him school bags and buy him food in the cafeteria on weekends.
Until later, I saw Lingaru encircled under the tree the neck of Heegawa, and retreated from it.
Then Guo Heegawa asked me, “What do you think if I fell in love with Linga, I’m sorry.
He sneezed and laughed.
I’ve been thinking about it for half a day, and I haven’t thought about it.
It was only a half of a saying, “Congratulations, then. I’m sorry.
I forced myself to pick my lips.
It should be nice, I think.
But there was no smile on Gu Heegawa’s face, and he smiled and said, “Well, we will love it.” I’m sorry.
And then, when they appeared before me, they were the likeness of love.
Until Linga left the country.
I thought it was Linga who climbed on the high branch and kicked him out.
But that doesn’t seem to be the case today.
10
As soon as the scene turned, he arrived in the delivery room, listening to the elders’ allegations, and said nothing.
And there came a cry in it, and there came a noise.
They’re all signed by Gu Heegawa.
He asked over and over again whether the adults in there were all right and the doctors said they would do their best.
Everyone out there is in silence.
Nobody talks, they pray, and they come out.
After a long time, the doctor came out of there, low-faced, and just said, “I’m sorry, we did everything we could.” I’m sorry.
Aunt Gu’s body fell on the ground.
Guo Hee-chon seemed to have been able to believe what the doctor had said, and he pushed the men in.
I’m covered in stains and blood, white faces like a dead man.
Oh, yeah, I’m a dead man now.
I saw him cry.
I wonder why he cried.
And then, my girl grew up.
He raised him alone. He was a mother and a father.
He’s not a strict father.
Whatever you want, if it’s not too much to ask, Gu Heegawa will meet.
Maybe the poor girl has no mom.
As they grow up day by day, the spirit of rebellion grows.
You’re going to the internet bar.
Even at the age of 25, there’s no improvement.
And the day I saw them, Guo Hee-chon took her out of the bar.
She wouldn’t like to hold her mouth and hang her hand around her clothes.
I didn’t realize it until today. I’ve been dead for more than a day.
The temple is dark and dark.
I always thought it was just a day.
Who knows, it’s been 20 or 30 years?
Guo Hee-chon held me in my shoulder and wetted me, and said to me, “I will be good to you from the lemon.” I’m sorry.
He’s breathing like he’s scared.
I always thought Gu Hee-chon told me that he was lying to me if he didn’t go to Lingayan in France.
But when I saw her face of death, I suddenly felt that whoever it was, could not see it and disappear before you.
I think if Gu Heegawa likes me for life.
I can’t live with him.
But apart from what he said at the wedding, he never really said, like me.
Eleven.
I stopped being wary of him.
Just think about it.
He’s busy at work, and I’m busy filming.
When I went to Haishima to film, Guo Hee-chon packed my bags.
Every weekend, they fly to see me.
Bring me something.
He said Aunt Gu asked him to take it.
And he was nice to me, and everyone could see.
It was a big night show, and I fell asleep and felt like I could sleep standing up.
The assistant shot me on the shoulder, pointed in front, and I looked over.
Look at Gu Heegawa standing there.
A cold face, a smile when you see me.
He came to me and whispered, “Is it sleepy?” I’m sorry.
I didn’t.
He surrounded me, and put me on his shoulder, and said to me, “Sleep for a while, and I will call you in the film.” I’m sorry.
Gu Heegawa never called me.
When I open my eyes, it’s in the hotel.
I was lost for a moment and didn’t figure out how to get back.
I saw Guo Hee-chon come in from the outside and bring a glass of water to my mouth: “Drink your voice.” I’m sorry.
And I took a sip of it, and I did not wait for my question, and I heard him say, “The fairies can’t stand the night scenes of many days. The director said, “You have a day off.” I’m sorry.
That’s what he said.
After all, he has money.
Which director wouldn’t give the investors any respect.
That day he made me eat with him and bought me cake.
I made him sit down and reached out with the cake on his face.
“Silver lemon…”
He pretends to be angry.
Grab my hand, look down at me, and then fall down and kiss on my lips.
That cake rubbed in my face.
He held me in my ear and said, “Do you deserve it?” I’m sorry.
I didn’t talk.
He’s working at night. Let me rest early.
It was then handled in the living room.
I know he was nice to me, and I started to respond.
After the show, I made him a meal.
It almost burned the kitchen.
And when he saw the extinguished fire and the ashes of my face, he laughed.
I’m like, “Why are you laughing? I’m sorry.
He waved and kept saying nothing.
I jumped on his back and grunted, “Then carry me upstairs.” I’m sorry.
“Good. I’m sorry.
And the sound of his drowning fell upon my heart from my ears, slowly.
I guess I like him again.
On our anniversary, he took me through the street alley, and we went to the snack street, went to the previous school and finally looked at fireworks on the walls of the ancient city.
He looked down at me, and I’m sorry again.
I asked him, “What’s wrong?” I’m sorry.
He held me in his arms and said to us, “I do not know how much you suffered in the past, nor do I know that you like me.” I’m sorry.
Yes.
In my last life, I used to lean around him, but I never showed like him.
Because then I knew I wasn’t good enough for him, so I kept backing back.
But he did not move forward.
Actually, neither of us has the courage.
“From now on, let’s have a good time. *I’m in his arms, whispering *
He said, “I will bring you the best things in the world.” I’m sorry.
“Okay. * I’m so responsive *
And I’m not curious about their bet.
Because of this world, he did nothing wrong.
Extra:
Since Uncle Shen went bankrupt, she’s been visiting my dreams since I saw the first part of the lemon.
Dreams and dreams are two people.
One lives without fear, one lives with care.
She’s avoiding me. I thought it was hating me.
I thought the man in the dream was the man she liked.
And they used to stand together, and held their hands together, and whispered.
Every dream, it’s like it’s scratched.
This dream lasted a week.
I’ve watched carefully. Shen Xian Ning is not surrounded by vague men.
Until this dream gets deeper and deeper.
When I looked in her eyes, I knew how irresponsible that man was.
Cut off her career and get confused with other women.
Although he didn’t do anything.
But she always thought that man didn’t like her.
Yuck, asshole.
I would even like to tell him that Shen Zhenning is not happy and that he has to be clear.
Or there’s a misunderstanding.
My heart is holding on, but I’m just a bystander. It’s my dream, but I can’t change anything, I can’t control it.
In the back, I saw this man’s face. That man was me.
Later, the lemons were lost and a girl was born, followed by a haemorrhage.
I rushed into the delivery room, kneeled her down and begged her to come back.
But she never came back.
In my dream, it was all my fault that I didn’t handle it, I didn’t explain it.
I thought she didn’t care.
But in no-one’s corner, her depression is getting worse and she can’t eat or drink.
At that time, she was pregnant.
I think it really happened, or how else would she get into my dream?
How can I dream of it again and again?
And it was not until the lemons were revealed that I knew that all that had happened.
And now, I’ll pay back all the debts of my life.
I owe her that.
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Author: Treasure
Record number: YX01KzXYYKvwNg70y
Three million bride price.
Love rises with the wind: with your twilight and four seasons
Sweet duck. Wait.
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I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
