The country has broken the mountain.
She thought she had won over me, but she didn’t know that she was only my double.
She said she had no heart for love and wanted to change history and provoke the Emperor, the Nine Nations.
On the day of the execution, the Emperor laughed and asked me: “Queen, do you hear what she said? Do you know it? I’m sorry.
I’m familiar with it, because I told you, the year I wore it.
01
The Emperor is in love with a woman in a dress.
I heard that she had saved the Emperor’s life by mistake, and when she heard that he was the Emperor’s, she was full of lies: “So what, the Emperor is human, and there’s a cynicism. I’m sorry.
The Emperor felt that she was straight, that she didn’t climb and brought her back.
She came to me on the first day of her return and looked me in contempt and said, “You are the queen?” I’m sorry.
How dare you! “What’s wrong with you?” Unbridled dog! I’m sorry.
And how many men came out around her, and she was not afraid at all, with her hands behind her back, and she said, “Did the Emperor say that I did not have to bow down, nor would the Emperor’s will, and the Queen rebel?” I’m sorry.
“Mother…” Little Jade looked at me helplessly.
And We shook his head towards her, and said: Go down first. I’m sorry.
I asked her to sit down and ask her what her name was, and she said, “Chang Wenxie, what’s your name?” I’m sorry.
I didn’t answer her, but I saw her swinging her hands, as if she didn’t like me, and said, “No, I don’t want to know your name, you don’t have to tell me.” I’m sorry.
She looked at my bed, and shook her head, and said, “You ancient women want nothing but men, and life cannot take care of themselves. Are you happy to be a wife, except for the females? I’m sorry.
I didn’t get it. I asked her, “What’s the female? I’m sorry.
“It’s a hymn. Oh, forget you’re ancient. You don’t understand. I’m sorry.
Chiang Wenxie sits on a stool, stares at me, and looks at me, and says, “Do you want to escape this gorgeous cage and do something really meaningful?” I’m sorry.
I looked at her calmly, and I asked, “Like what? I’m sorry.
And she was proud, one word, and she said to me, ‘change, change, history, history.’ I’m sorry.
“Let me tell you the truth, Queen Mother, if you don’t want the queen to call you a traitor, listen to me. We will work together to persuade the Emperor that the banner has been abolished, and we will follow the path of socialism from now on, and I promise you you will be famous.” I’m sorry.
“Socialism”?
Chiang Wenxie swayed and said, “No matter what it means, it’s a good thing to save people from the fire, so say, “Will you cooperate with me, and we will break into a woman’s day.” I’m sorry.
I watched her for a long time, and I realized that her face was very serious, with a naive vision, and it didn’t look like it was a joke.
I sneered and said, “Don’t let anyone else hear me in private.”
“I’m laughing at the sky with my own sword. I’m sorry.
She did not wait for me to finish her speech, so she sang a great poem and stood up disappointed, and said, “I knew that it would not make sense to you, so be your canary. I will change history. You will see.” I’m sorry.
When she left, Xiao Cui came in, looking at the shadow of her long gone, and said, “Is this how your mother allowed her to play? I’m sorry.
And We shook our heads and turned over the Book, and said, “Get someone to look at her, and do not let her cause trouble.” I’m sorry.
Xiaoxiang noded and said, “Okay. I’m sorry.
02
Jiang Wenxie is still in trouble.
She went to the school hall to make trouble, to condemn the school for not taking girls, and to promote “gender equality” and encourage women to stand up for freedom and equality.
She was taken back to the palace by the guard.
When the Emperor saw Chiang Wenxie’s eyes were red, he tried to jump at me, and said, “Wen Zhou, they all bullied me and hurt me.” I’m sorry.
His Majesty, with a green face, said to the guard: “Let her go! I’m sorry.
And he himself went up and took Chiang Wenxie into his arms, and he said, “Hey, is it hurt or hurt? I’m sorry.
She cried out her hand, the wrists were red, the Emperor called for a doctor, moved softly to rub her medicine, and she continued to scream pain and how cruel the guard was to her.
The more he heard the pain, the more he cried out to the guards, and said: “One of your hands touched my good friend, you will cut off one of your hands, and leave my eyes alone.” I’m sorry.
Wait, wait, wait!
And We bowed down, and said: “The Emperor is an incompetent concubine, who wishes to go to the Buddha’s Hall to receive punishment, and ask the Emperor to raise his hand and spare their lives. I’m sorry.
Xu Wenwei’s eyes were pierced, and he looked at me in the arms of Jiang Wenxi, still crying, and said, “The queen will be punished for them.” I’m sorry.
And I did not bow down, humbled, but it seemed as though I had provoked him, and he put his hand in the air, and said, “Go to the punishment.” I’m sorry.
And when I got up after Shean, and heard Cyang Wenxie behind me saying, “You cannot be so cruel. How can you be such a wise man who can cut off his arms without moving? If you do so, I will ignore you.” I’m sorry.
He kisses her on the cheek and laughs at her: “It’s all my fault for right, don’t be angry with me, okay? I’m sorry.
As if Jiang Wenxie had said it to me on purpose, and refused to be content, and raised his voice, saying, “Then apologize to them and change if you know what is wrong.” I’m sorry.
He certainly couldn’t apologize. He bended and kissed Jiang Wenxiu’s lips.
“Stop it, there’s someone else…”
“I will kiss you. Who dares look?”
When I heard Chiang Wenxie’s smile, it quickly turned into some red heart beating, and the guard had retreated and jumped on me.
And We shook our heads and said, “Beware of what you will do later, and go down.” I’m sorry.
03
I was locked up in a Buddhist house in March.
When it came out, it had changed.
Chiang Wenxie has been sealed as a princess, and my handprint has been taken from her. She is in charge of the six palaces and has to release the other princesses from the palace.
“Why do you cry, I am giving you your freedom? You should be grateful to me. Would you like to be trapped in the palace for the rest of your lives and share a husband with others?” I’m sorry.
See me, the concubines are on their knees begging for mercy: “Queen’s Lady, say something. The Princess has already driven away many sisters and we cannot be driven home. I’m sorry.
“Yes, Queen Mother, you’ve got it. We can’t be driven home. I’m sorry.
When Jiang Wen snow looked at them and cried, saying, “Why don’t you say that old women are the most troublesome, and you don’t want to go back to your homes, because Wen Qi has promised you, and no one dares to argue with you, so hurry home. Why don’t you go home? I’m sorry.
I looked at Jiang Wenxie for the first time, and became angry with her, comforting a few of the wives who were dying, and said, “Go back first.” I’m sorry.
“But with the Princess…”
“Don’t worry, I’m here. No one dares to throw you out. I’m sorry.
As soon as we speak, we are declaring war on Jiang Wenxie.
She’s got a twilight, and I didn’t think I’d suddenly lose my temper.
Yes, in her heart, I should be a poor woman who knows nothing and knows every day the scriptures.
No, not even a man. Just a canary trapped in a cage.
And she shattered her face, and stood before me, and said, “Did you not listen to the words of the Emperor, who asked me to release them?” I’m sorry.
I looked at her and said, “The Emperor himself said that you would drive them all home? I’m sorry.
And her face was in a state of panic, and she fled from my sight, and she was clearly lying, saying, “Did you disobey the commandment? That is a head-killing sin!” I’m sorry.
This woman who said she was going to kill her head, was the one who told me three months ago that everyone was equal?
Since then, she has also been unwittingly assimilated by this age and has become the kind of person she once hated most.
Unfortunately, one cannot always see her mistakes, as she now must feel that she is doing justice, not for her own sake.
I decided to break her “justice” and I looked at her and asked, “Why did you drive them away?” I’m sorry.
“Let them be free, and the Emperor does not love them, so that they may leave and find their own happiness.” I’m sorry.
“How do you know the Emperor doesn’t love them? I’m sorry.
Wen-hyun said it himself! I’m sorry.
And she cried out, and cried out, and said, “Wen Qui said that he loved only one man whom he had been forced to marry, and he had his own reasons.” I’m sorry.
Funny.
For the first time, the king’s love will only be given to one.
“So you didn’t drive them away for their sake, but rather for fear that they would separate the king’s love? I’m sorry.
“You fart!” She pointed at me, and she jumped on me, and she hit me, and she said, “You’re bleeding, I’m gonna blow your mouth!” I’m sorry.
Mother! “Lang and a bunch of concubines screamed to stop her, but they were too late.
I grabbed Jiang Wenxie’s hand, raised my hand and slapped her.
That slap, blindfolded her.
We pushed her to the ground, and said, “Come, the princesses are disrespectful to the palace and enter the cell.” I’m sorry.
Soon, the guard came out and put her up.
Chiang Wen-Seek, when he was dragged back, shouted, “Queen, how dare you hit me! Man-soo will not spare you! Wait! I will kill you! I’ll kill you all! I’m sorry.
Soon she was unable to speak, and the guard put a rag in her mouth, and she cried and I turned around.
It’s… noise.
04
Xu Wen Chong just went down, didn’t even change his clothes, came to me.
He said, “You locked Cher up? I’m sorry.
I copied the Book without looking up at him and said, “Well. I’m sorry.
“Why?”
“I would like to ask the Emperor what he thinks. And I raised my head and looked at his eyes, his eyes, and his eyes, and there was no gentler part of the day.
“So the Emperor allowed her to drive the concubines home? Is this also the king’s love and indulgence? I’m sorry.
He looked at me for a while and even smiled. He sat down slowly and poured himself a cup of tea, and said, “This is the queen’s taste.” I’m sorry.
“None. I returned to half my senses and said, “Does the Emperor ever know what they would do if they were driven home, even if they did? I’m sorry.
“I can not allow her to play around, I can even drive her away, just a word from the queen. I’m sorry.
And Xu Wen looked at me in the dark eye, and said, “Beware of what I want.” I’m sorry.
My eyes were dilated, my men shivered, my ink fell on paper, and a bigger black spot came out.
“I don’t know. I’m sorry.
And Xu Weng Qi stood up, and stretched out his hand to me, and sought to hold me, and We turned away from him. And there was a sting of pain and anger in his eyes, and said: Willst thou not return to me now when it is heavy? I’m sorry.
“The concubine does not understand what the Emperor is saying. I’m sorry.
He laughed and said, “Well, if the queen keeps acting stupid, I’m afraid she won’t see your good sisters. I’m sorry.
“Shu Wenwei, are you crazy? We threw a pen and looked up at him, and said, “What do you want to do, kill them?” Without me, the ministers won’t spare you. Where’s your mountain? Where’s your record? Aren’t you the one who cares? Why, for the sake of a woman? I’m sorry.
And he looked at me, and he laughed, and said, “My Queen is so good-looking that he is a double.” I’m sorry.
Substitute.
I let it down and I sat down in the chair.
Yes.
I knew from the moment Chiang Wenxie appeared that she was my double.
Because I’m also passing through.
05
I’m a field reporter.
The moment the shell came, I lost consciousness, I woke up and came here.
I came here, like Chiang Wenxie, to dream of being a national hero and of changing history.
For her, war is only a few lines of history, and for me it is every day and night.
I know the cruelty of war, I have seen the victims of the loss of family and friends, I have seen the buildings that collapsed immediately after the bombing, and I have seen the little friends who are still smiling at strangers, even though they have lost their homes.
But I was wrong. I was wrong.
I’m nothing compared to the power of the 9th and 5th and the power to cover the sky with one hand.
I come from a time of peace without any knowledge of the temptation of power to a man, and Xu Wen Zhu loves me again and will never break my feudal dynasty.
I can’t change history, I even lost my family here.
And Xu Wen Zhu’s family refused to spare even one of the dogs we had in our house, leaving me alone.
And We carried the bodies of the household, and they were not blinded by their dying eyes, and We heard a whisper like a devil in my ears.
“Queen, I want you to live and watch my mountain grow. I am not the king of the dead. I’m sorry.
I never said he was king of the dead.
Indeed he is not the king of the dead, but he is not a wise man.
His dynasty, his war, his corruption, and his people had nothing to do with life.
I did all I could to change him, but he hung my family’s head on a wall, made a meat soup and forced me to eat it.
I shed blood and tears and heard him ask me, “Did you never love me when it was heavy?” I’m sorry.
“You married me just to persuade me to die? I’m sorry.
And the tears were gathered in one place, and I looked at him, and my heart was dead, and I said: Yes, I have never loved you. I’m sorry.
“Good, good, good. Never loved me, good. I’m sorry.
After that day, Xu Wen was far more extreme than before.
He is a mad man who fills the harem, often wages wars, kills all the loyal servants who have entered and becomes a tyrant.
He used to come to me drunk and hugged me and asked me, “Is everything heavy now what you want?” I’m sorry.
I don’t want to.
If it were to be repeated again, We would never have thought of ourselves, nor interfered in history, nor would We have wished to change others.
Me, the greatest sinner.
Concealed, sinner.
06
Jiang Wenxie was released.
She was told that the Emperor himself picked her up, that she had been in bed for half a month and that she had been pregnant after a medical examination.
And I almost killed her baby.
When I went to visit her, she was in the arms of Xu Wen, as if she was afraid of me, and said, “Let her go, let her go! I’m sorry.
“Beware, don’t be afraid. No one dares to bully you with me.” I’m sorry.
And Xu Wen looked at me and said, “Queen, what is your excuse for this? I’m sorry.
Perhaps Xu Wenwei himself did not realize that he had hidden hope in his eyes and that, if I could say a soft word at this point in time, he would not hesitate to push Chiang Wenxi away and hold me in his arms until he died.
I looked into his eyes and said, ‘I have nothing to say.’ I’m sorry.
And Xu Wen closed his eyes and said, “Come and enter the palace.” I’m sorry.
The day after my arrival, Chiang Wenxie came to me.
Without Xu Wenwei, she stopped acting, and was not afraid of me, and covered her belly, and said, “The Queen, no, I shouldn’t have called you Queen, but she’s a good mother. Guess when will she give me her back?” I’m sorry.
“Mother is expensive?”
I was laughing at the beads: “Didn’t Miss Chiang always advocate equality for all and independence for women? How can she care about the back? What about the Queen and the Princess?
What, Miss Chiang is willing to share a husband now? I’m sorry.
This is the first time I’ve spoken so much to her, and it took me two seconds to say, “What are you talking about?
“will expel the harem for you? I’m sorry.
It’s like I heard a joke and said, “Did you learn only half of history?” Since you know about the feudal dynasty, you should also understand the close connection between the harem and the dynasty.
Guess which one he’ll choose, the mountain and the beauty. I’m sorry.
Jiang Wenxie is out of time to fight with me, he’s running red and probably going after Xu Wenxi again.
Little Tsui looked at me with a heart, and said, “Mother, you could have given birth to the same… “
“Cui, do you remember what I told you? I’m sorry.
“As your servant remembers, a woman is not a means of proselytizing, let alone using her child to gain power, but your mother, your servant, has followed you for so many years, knows better than anyone that you love children, you love them so much…”
Xiao Cui wept, but died to cover his mouth so he wouldn’t let anyone know.
And I took her in my arms and slapped her in the back, and said, “Stop crying, and I will not grieve; I would rather have no children for my life than to give birth to the offspring of the devil.” I’m sorry.
Yes, I am not infertile, but I give myself a drug of shelter.
Chiang Wenxie said something wrong: “We have never fought with the wives of the harem. We are with our sisters. They know my secrets and know what I have fought for.”
They don’t care, they don’t care.
They just don’t want to leave me alone in this gorgeous cage.
I will never allow my child to have a father like Xu Wen Qi, nor will I want her to be born in the king’s house.
She was supposed to be a normal child born in peacetime, not in times like this, when I can’t protect her and why should I let her suffer?
Xiao Cui’s emotions were better, and I photographed her shoulder and said, “How are they? I’m sorry.
Xiao Cui noded and said, “Well, it’s only recently that Jiang Wenxiue’s investigation became more severe, and he changed his guard, and I asked them to move several times to avoid them. I’m sorry.
And I suffocated and said: Lo! they are bitter. I’m sorry.
Don’t say that. You saved them.
“Not really. I’m sorry.
And We shook their heads with certainty, and said, “It was I who ruined their lives.” I’m sorry.
Without me, perhaps Xu Wenwei would not have been as extreme and would not have fought too often, so many people would have lost their families and all that they depend on for their survival in the war.
Xiao Cui groaned and said, “It is a pity that the Queen is trapped in a cold palace, unable to sneak out to see them as before. They would have been happy to see you. I’m sorry.
My eyes are red.
For a long time, I couldn’t say a word.
07
He hasn’t come back to me, but Chiang has come to me, always showing off.
She’s getting pregnant, I hear.
Winterday, the first snowfall this year.
I stood in the house, looking at the snow, and she returned with her bare hands, and said, “The courtesan has refused to give us firewood. Mother, wear it, and don’t freeze it. It’s not a good conscience that these dogs have not received you so much.” I’m sorry.
And I shook my head and coughed and said: Have they written? I’m sorry.
Look outside, cover the door, hand me a letter: “Here it comes. I’m sorry.
When I was about to open the door, I heard the sound of the door, and Chiang Wenxi came in with a group of guards, and said: “What is the sin of the Queen’s Lady, if you are in the court and you are in contact with her, and there is evidence in this. I’m sorry.
Xiaoxie looked at me in a panic, and he was followed, and we were both held by the guards and put in jail.
That letter, they can’t read.
That’s what I taught them to write in Morse code. Only Chiang Wenxie can see it as Morse code, but she doesn’t understand what it means.
She was shocked, pointing at me, and she said, “You, you, you, too? I’m sorry.
I looked at her and said, “The palace does not understand you.” I’m sorry.
“Don’t pretend. That’s the Morse code. The ancients can’t know about this. You’re crossing. I don’t get it. Why don’t you cooperate with me? Ip Sing, you’re heartless! I’m sorry.
Oh, she knows my name.
I laughed and said, “The palace doesn’t understand you.” I’m sorry.
“I can’t understand you!” I told you not to work with me! You vicious woman! You deserve to rot in history! You deserve to be called a traitor! I’m sorry.
My blood is on my veggies, my mind is blurry, and I feel like I’m smiling at my mother with Huang.
08
I fell asleep for three days.
When I woke up, my throat was smoking.
“Water. I’m sorry.
I want to talk, I can’t make a sound, I can’t do a voice.
Xu Wen Chong stayed by my side, saw me awake, rushing over, with water in his eyes and a sprawl in his chin, and it was so sad.
“You’re not feeling well. You’re scaring me. I watched you fall in blood. I thought I thought…”
He’s got red eyes, he wants to hold me, and somehow, he can only hold my hand, and hold it tight.
“I’ll never let you go again. Let’s just go back to being together. Please, don’t ignore me, don’t leave me.” I’m sorry.
I didn’t say anything. I couldn’t say anything.
That’s how Xu Wenzheng held me for half a month, put me on medication, and stayed with me every day, and did not go to the early dynasty until I was able to move and speak. The first sentence was, “Where is Jiang Wenxie?” I’m sorry.
“The poison woman…”
He said, “I have thrown her into prison, and when you wake up, I will execute her.” I’m sorry.
“Where are her children?”
“No more. I’m sorry.
He doesn’t sound like he lost his own child.
“Why not?”
He refused to speak, and fed me a spoon of soup, and said, “Let us not mention her again. Be good and eat more.” I’m sorry.
It was only when I saw Chiang Wenxie that she was tortured to death, with blood and bruises on her body and even her eyes.
“You, coming.”
“You know it’s me?”
“He never came to see me. I’m sorry.
I sneered and heard her say, “I know what you did and what you did outside the palace.” I’m sorry.
I looked at her with vigilance, and she laughed and spoke so hard, but she said to me, “Accept girls, collect them, adopt orphans, and send them back, they went abroad to study… and when I drove them away, the princess, you were assimilated.
“Yipsing is heavy, and now you’re going to say, “Didn’t you cross?” I’m sorry.
The last sentence, she said, was so smooth, she looked at me, her eyelids were bloody, and she was so angry.
I looked her in the eye and asked, “What do you want? I’m sorry.
“What else can I do? I’m sorry.
She smiled, and said, “What a princess, I understand. I’m just a little thing that makes him happy. It’s your double. Would he look at me more because you’re a traveler?” Child, he doesn’t even care about our child. He’s a demon, Xu Wen, and he’s a demon! I’m sorry.
She yelled back, but the person she scolded couldn’t hear, even if she heard it.
And she looked at me, and said, “And you, and Ye stars, and I did not change my history, nor will you succeed.” I’m sorry.
“What do you want? I’m sorry.
“Close the lockdown if Xu Wenwei knew you were sending people to China, guess what he would do? I’m sorry.
“Chang Wenxie, what do you mean? What did you say to Xu Wenwei? Tell me! I’m sorry.
She wouldn’t answer again, with her head down, and the whole person hung up, without a hint of anger, but I know very well that she will surely hurt us.
I told Cui to move him, Chiang Wenxie is probably tortured to death and really wants to live.
And Xu Wen looked upon her, and said: “The Princess is a true liar and a traitor of royal taboos, and his sin shall be cut to death, and he shall be among nine.” I’m sorry.
That’s the Emperor.
As a companion of a tiger, he said to you when he loved you, “Be good and not love you. Say your name to him, and break the royal secret.”
How ridiculous and hateful.
09
On the day of Chiang Wen Xue’s execution, Xu Wen Qi took me to the prison.
She was dressed and had no family. She was buried with all those who had served her.
They wanted to beg me, but before they saw me, they were killed by the men who were at the door, and then nobody dared to come.
Chiang Wenxie seems to have gone mad, thinned, and has been saying, “Closed, dishonoured, disempowered…”
And Xu Wen Qui hugged me and laughed, and asked me, “Queen, do you hear what she said? Do you know? I’m sorry.
Sound familiar.
I told you everything.
He asked me, “Does the Queen have anything to tell her? I’m sorry.
“There is. I’m sorry.
I will surely look at Chiang Wenxie, and go up, down, my fingers are shaking, and the sound is shaking, and I will ask, “What have you done to them?” I’m sorry.
“What do you think?”
“You said you wanted to change history…”
Jiang Wen snow smiled, raised his head, thinned his eyes, without any light, but full of hatred.
“Do you think it’s still important for me to change? I’m sorry.
“I miss home. I’m sorry.
She looked up, looked up at the sky, looked at her eyes, and remembered her beautiful past: “But, unfortunately, she never saw again.” I’m sorry.
She looked at me and laughed, and said, “You will never see.” I’m sorry.
“No, you’re worse than me, because you’re stuck in an feudal dynasty with no laws and no human rights, trapped for the rest of your life, sharing a husband with others, and never being free.”
Time’s up!
Xu Wenzheng held me from behind me, turned around and put my back on Jiang Wenxie, covering my eyes and ears. I knew nothing, but I knew everything.
It’s over.
And Xu Wen’s lips covered my right ear, and said, “Get the queen out of the palace, and I will take you home.” I’m sorry.
10
Do I have a home?
I lost my home the day the 9th clan came from the shell.
Xu Wenzheng knew everything I was doing outside the palace, and he wanted to destroy it, but only in between.
And how could We fight him in the heavens and in the earth?
I settled everything and sent her out of the palace, and she wouldn’t leave and cried to me, saying, “My mother, you go with me, you with me…”
And We pushed her hand, and said: Xiaoxie, I cannot go. I’m sorry.
Today is the day of Xu Wenwei.
He threw a feast, was drunk and I sat by his side and watched it in silence.
He drank too much, under my arms, back to my bed.
And he held me, and said over and over and over, “I miss you so much.
Sink, give me a baby.
Sink, I regret.
Sink, let’s start from the beginning, okay? I’m sorry.
“Good. I’m sorry.
And I turned back and kissed his lips, and he was warm and soft, and We shed tears, and saw not in darkness, and his eyes fell down with tears.
My lips are filled with poison, and in half a hour we will all bleed to death.
This is my gift to Xu Wenwei.
And he held me in his arms, and I leaned against his chest, listening to his beating and hearing him say, “Is it worth it?” I’m sorry.
“It’s worth it. I’m sorry.
“Even if it’s worth dying with the people you hate most? I’m sorry.
I’d like to raise my head and say, “You…”
“Shh. He put his index finger on my lips and said, “Silent, do not speak, do not speak. I’m sorry.
I close my eyes and wait for the passage of time.
The head starts to sink…
The stomach began to sting…
Heart beats faster…
The nose is bleeding…
I cough, I bleed…
Xu Wenwei’s situation is not much better than mine.
I’m shaking all over, and I’m just finding out how scared I am, how dying I am, how scared I am.
And Xu Wen Zhu took hold of me and said, “Small, be good and be not afraid – I am with you.” I’m sorry.
The consciousness is getting lost.
Then a white light came upon me, and We heard Xu Wen Qi, saying, “If it is you, I will, even if it is poison.” I’m sorry.
I saw Yellow.
See your parents.
Saw Mom and Dad.
See your brother and sister.
And the children who suffered during the war.
They stood there waiting for us, and We threw into their arms, and heard them weeping, saying, ‘O son, you have suffered.’ I’m sorry.
I know.
I didn’t change history.
Nor can I change history.
But I’ve done my best, and I always believe that the gear of history is enough because of my change, even if it’s just a little bit.
I see a lot, a lot.
I saw the orphans I adopted in the war.
I see girls who can enter school and sing poetry right.
I saw the students who returned to the country with a desire to serve the country.
They told me it was worth it, it was all worth it.
The fire of stars.
You can slam it.
I’ve got to do something to deserve this.
Let’s go out laughing, and we’re not good.
(concluded text)
♪ The Scum Man’s End ♪
Xu Wenjun is not dead.
He’s the emperor, how could he leave all the martyrdom behind.
He knew that Yip would poison him and that she had done something outside the palace. He knew all about it and did not stop it because it was unnecessary.
A woman’s home, even if she’s allowed to play, can make any noise.
If that’s what she wants, let her have it.
Consider it her last present.
Then Xu Wenwei married a number of wives, and they were put together, as the stars of the leaves.
As he thought, until he died and the fall of Yeh Shing outside the palace, there was no wind.
The dynasty is strong, the country is closed, and nothing changes.
And Xu Wenzheng lived 55 years old, and on the day of her death, a maid stood by, looking at him, and asked, “Do you regret it? I’m sorry.
“What? * He moves his lips, he can’t say anything. *
She laughed, “You will be recompensed.” I’m sorry.
He’s the Emperor.
Ninety-five.
How dare she talk to him like that?
Is she from the future too?
His eyes were filled with thoughts and expectations.
Unfortunately, the Miyagi is not.
She only learned to read, read and heard some of the things she had said while Yip was alive.
She will soon be out of the palace, and when she leaves the house, she will share these with her friends and her children.
She will also teach her children to read and teach them to be equal, to live for herself and to inherit from one generation to the next.
Did you say something changed with Yip?
Seems like nothing.
But it seems that a lot has changed.
And those little changes, like Xu Wen, will never understand.
But someone will understand.
Like you, like me.
“Modern end.”
When I woke up, I found myself in the hospital.
Turns out I’m not dead.
But lost a leg.
It was like a dream.
I can’t be a field reporter, and it’s good that the paper didn’t completely abandon me and gave me the job of an editor, and I turned down their invitation to work in the local museum and study history.
I was learning history, just to be a war journalist.
I was a red man, lost a leg to save the little girl, and many journalists came to interview me.
I am a man of the hour, but it is just a moment, when this era is being updated too quickly, and yesterday’s hotspots will no longer be of interest tomorrow, and it will be a mountain that will fall upon the person concerned.
I’ve had a lot of trouble with losing a leg, but I’m satisfied that I’m better off than I was in ancient times.
Recently, there has been a man coming to the museum, and thunder can’t move, even when it rains, until I leave work.
On that day, when it rained, it seemed as if he had had the courage for a long time to come with the umbrella and say, “Do you need help?” I’m sorry.
And he cried out, and said, “That’s not what I meant, it’s raining outside. I see you don’t have an umbrella, I…”
“It’s okay. I smiled at him, and I wasn’t that sensitive, and I said, “Thank you, if it’s convenient. I’m sorry.
He laughed.
We talked a lot.
I knew he was a soldier. He was on vacation. He’d be back in the army soon.
And when he took me downstairs, he looked me in the eye, and said, “In fact, I knew you, but before I had let you know me, we were separated.” I’m sorry.
Yes, in the war zone, many people are still in contact in the morning and can’t find them in the afternoon.
Not to mention a lot of fighting. We don’t have much time for friends.
“But now it’s time to get to know each other, Li Liu. I’m sorry.
And I laughed, and briefly put his hand in his hand, and said, “Yep is sunk.” I’m sorry.
Since then, we’ve been in touch, and sometimes he’s been calling me one second, and the next is offline, and again, probably in six months.
And that day I saw on the news that he was in a war zone, calling him, but I couldn’t reach him, and I was in a state of panic, and he did not reach me until the night, and his low, exhausted voice came from there, saying, “Star, I am late.” I’m sorry.
I know that every time he calls me, he gives me good news and no worries, and I always pretend like he’s not in danger.
That was the first time I broke everything.
“Li Yi, do you like me?”
Then the phone was silent for a long time, and We said: “If you do not speak, it may not be able to reach you again.” I’m sorry.
“Yes, I like you. I’m sorry.
I know, but he never said that.
He’s afraid to say.
I understand his concerns.
He didn’t have time to look after me, and he couldn’t be around.
But I don’t care.
Three years later, I returned to the war zone.
Lee Qiang proposed to me in Syria and said: “I know it is inappropriate to say these words at this time, but I cannot wait for a second, will you? I’m sorry.
Why not?
I was married to Li Xie.
I saw a familiar face in someone sitting under the stage.
It’s like I’ve got eyes.
And it was not until I returned to the dressing room that I saw him turn his back on me, and turned back, and said, “Small, I am late.” I’m sorry.
He’s old, he has white hair, wrinkled cloths, and he’s not the one I remember.
But I’m still on guard against him, after all, he was an emperor with a hand, but this is modern society.
“I’m married. What do you want? I’m sorry.
“There’s nothing I can do. I’m sorry.
It was only then that I discovered that his hands were almost transparent, and I understood that he was dying in parallel time and space, and that what I see now is nothing but the soul of the moment he remains.
“This is what you said, the world you live in? I’m sorry.
“Yes. “There is no war, no oppression, no aggression.
And he laughed, and said, “But I was born of the wrong times; otherwise, perhaps it is I who stand by you now. I’m sorry.
I didn’t talk.
And I stood by him, he did not choose me.
“You’re so beautiful, it reminds me of our wedding day, when you were wearing a big red wedding dress, shy enough to look at me.
We were so nice at that time that you were the only one in my backyard and you were the only one in your eyes.”
And he groaned, and said, “It was my fault that I failed you.” I regret it, heavy.
And Xu Wen Qi looked at me in love, and said, “There is not enough time, and I just want to tell you that I miss you, and I love you so much.” I’m sorry.
I watched him turn a little bit into transparency and disappear before my eyes.
I’ve seen his whole life in the museum.
I don’t believe anything he says about regret.
The door rang, and Li came in and asked me, “What’s wrong, you look so ugly, are you tired? I’m sorry.
And I shook my head and threw it into his arms, and said: Is it really worth what we did? I’m sorry.
He smiled and said, “The kids said it was worth it.
Those friends said it was worth it.
Everyone who lost their homes in the war is worth it. I’m sorry.
I never believed in genie.
But this time I have to believe.
I saw many familiar faces, ancient and modern, waved at me, saying, “Thank you.” I’m sorry.
I have to do something about this.
I know, I did.
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I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
