To love you across the abyss.
I love you beyond the abyss.
Love rises with the wind: with your twilight and four seasons
On the eve of the wedding, my body was taken by another person.
My love, my family, my everything was stolen by that woman.
In the end, I took back my body, and my husband, who was young, suffocated me and forced me to give birth to him and that woman’s child.
I smiled, and this time you’d be less desperate than dead.
My name is Qin Shui. I’m 20 years old, and tomorrow is my wedding with Ho.
He called me before I went to bed at night, and he said, “I really want to steal you now.” I’m sorry.
I was having fun with him, “Do you want me to run away?” I’m sorry.
On the other side of the phone came his low laughter, “Who did you run away as my bride?” I’m sorry.
And I laughed, “No, I’ll wait for you to pick me up tomorrow. I’m sorry.
“I miss you.” I’m sorry.
Mom says we can’t see each other the day before we get married. I haven’t seen Ho Man all day.
My cheeks were so close to the trigger that I wanted to hear his voice better, “I miss you too. I’m sorry.
“I’m downstairs.” I’m sorry.
I jumped out of bed in a hurry and couldn’t even look at my shoes.
I ran to the window to open the curtains and saw a black business car parked downstairs.
He leaned by the door, and his finger pointed at him with a little light of fire.
He looked up, it was dark, I couldn’t see his face, but I knew he was smiling.
“What are you doing here? * I’m surprised and happy that I can’t get into his arms right now *
“I missed you so much, I couldn’t help but look at you. “The voice of Ho is full of joy.
“Isn’t he wearing no shoes? I’m sorry.
I’m kind of in a bind. “How do you know? I’m sorry.
Ho suffocated the cigarette, and the light on his fingertips disappeared.
“You always do. Go back to bed and wake up and I’ll pick you up. I’m sorry.
I looked at him in the dark of the night and waved at him, “Then go back to sleep!” I’m sorry.
He also waved, “Well, good night, cute.” I’m sorry.
Good night, Ho.
Turn off the lights, I can’t help but start dreaming about tomorrow’s wedding.
I’ll wear a white wedding dress, walk through the flowered arch, take my father’s arm over the long red carpet and watch me step by step at the end of it.
Dad will give my hand to Ho, and we will swear, under the guidance of the priest, to love each other for the rest of our lives, and even death will not separate us.
No one knows when the accident came. I just fell asleep and everything changed.
This is a closed space with no doors and no walls.
The surroundings are dark, untouchable, unending.
I have in front of me a huge display, which looks like the first view, in which the woman sitting at the end of the bed in my big red silk dress for the wedding, with a little moon-shaped birthmark in the mouth of the left hand tiger.
This is me?
No, it’s not me. I’m trapped in this darkness. Who is this woman?
“System, what’s going on? I shouldn’t be in this body. I’m sorry.
The woman by the bed spoke. It was my voice. It was a little irritating.
System? Who is she talking to?
“Sorry, host. A cold electron sound is ringing.
“System calculator error, carrier error. I’m sorry.
“What now?” The woman’s voice is even louder.
“I’m afraid you’re going to do your job with this body. I’m sorry.
They said something I couldn’t understand, I didn’t know what a system miscalculation was, and I only knew that my body had been taken by another woman.
The sound of water in the bathroom stopped, and Ho came out in the same-colour pajamas.
Ho-ho! I’m here! Ho-ho! I yelled at the screen, but he couldn’t hear me at all, and he approached the woman step by step.
“Happy wedding, gorgeous. “How can you lean over and kiss the lips of that woman with the gentle smile of what she wanted?”
His deep eyebrow is magnified in front of my eyes, and I can clearly see his long eyebrow, straight to his nose.
How could he kiss another woman?
“Ho-ho! It’s not me! Let her go!” And I smote the screen in front of me, and shouted in a state.
Ho didn’t realize, as a kiss went deep, his breath became fast, and his finger went into the red nightingale.
Don’t! Stop!
Ho-ho!
“She’s not me! Look at her! I’m sorry.
I screamed so loudly that no one could hear me.
Give me back my body!
My lover and the thief in my skin do the closest thing, and I can’t do anything about it.
Ho-ho-ho!
I fell apart and closed my eyes and covered my ears, and I cried.
It’s because my life has been so smooth, so that’s what genius is punishing me for?
He was two years older than me and lived across the door until he went to high school. We grew up together, almost intact, being the closest to each other, apart from our parents.
The elders used to joke about giving us two dolls.
I’m shy, I hide behind Ho’s face every time, and Ho will lift up his small chest, with his red face on his promise to buy me a big house as a bride price.
On the first day of primary school, I cried all day in kindergarten. I couldn’t make it.
That’s the first time I’ve had a memory of being separated from Ho.
He used to make fun of me about it, and he said I was destined to live my life without him.
On the first day of the elementary school, Ho took me to the classroom with my hand and I held his hand and cried.
And Ho gave me tears with that empty hand, and patiently made me cry: “Be nice, my brother will come to you after class.” I’m sorry.
When I was seven years old, I was bullied by the kids in the neighborhood.
Ho’s face was coloured, a piece of blue, and he said he would be my prince and always protect me.
For the first time in my first year of school, I received a love letter written by a boy, and when Ho found out, he beat up the boy who wrote me a love letter, threatening him to stop harassing me.
He was invited to his parents, and I looked at him in the window of the office and he laughed at me.
What a brightest star that shines in my life.
The luckiest thing I’ve ever had in my life is to get Ho’s love.
And now, Ho Chi has been stolen.
I can only see in a dark and closed space how to pour my love unreservedly on another man whose eyes are deep in love, and I can only look at him from one screen.
I learned from the conversation between the passer-by and the system that she was supposed to be with a woman named Linq.
Zhang Wen-sun’s husband cheated on Zhao’s best friend and was caught in bed by Zhang Zhang.
Zhang Wen-soon had been secretly transferred to Zhang’s name after he had filed for divorce in anger.
After a tragic accident, Lim Fung drove to the hospital and was rescued eight hours later.
Zhang Wen-soon has a huge insurance policy for Zhao and Zhao Man-soon.
According to the original plan, the passer-by should be inside her body after a car accident in which she would live in her place and retaliate against Zhang Wensheng and Zhao.
But because of the system’s miscalculation, three months after the death of the fertilizer, the traveler’s soul was thrown into the air, and I became the possessed one.
A body can hold only one soul, and my soul is being squeezed away by outsiders who take over my body.
The passer-by was able to do her job in a different body, and she was avenged for her death, and everyone could have their own happy ending, but what about me? My whole life has been taken away.
“Where is the spirit of the Lord?” Question from the passer-by.
“Don’t know, may have died, may have fallen asleep. The system says:
But I didn’t die, I didn’t sleep, I was locked up.
“I hope her soul doesn’t die, so I can return her body after I have completed my mission. I’m sorry.
Give it back. Can I go back?
I was overwhelmed by a great surprise, and at this point I couldn’t take advantage of her words of reasonable charity, filled with joy.
Great! I can go back!
“Ho, wait for me to come back. “I almost wept with joy and closed my eyes to tears.
Objectively, the traveler is a very good actor.
She has all my memories, she knows everything about me, and she can play Qin without any effort.
But it’s fake. It’s never real. She pretends she’ll show up.
The first thing that’s not right is Ho, who’s holding a woman’s chin so hard that he can’t see the warmth of the past.
His face was cold and his voice was cold.
“Who are you, Qin?
I’ve never seen him look like that. His eyes are red and his fingers are shaking.
I know, he’s scared.
“I’m a white smoke. Sorry, I don’t know where she is. I’m sorry.
Women’s voices call it calm, as if one day had been expected.
“What did you do to Qin? Why are you in her body? “What a pale face and a broken face.
“I don’t know why I was in Qin’s body. I woke up like this. The smoke is still calm.
“Liar! “I growled in the dark.
Since when? “What’s going on?
“Wedding day. I’m sorry.
He seems to be having difficulty with the looseness of the wiring.
In the middle of his struggle, he had a faint hope, “The Qin Book … Will she return?” I’m sorry.
My heart is stung to pieces, and I can barely breathe, and my heart is sore.
We shouldn’t have gone through this, we should have lived happily together, like princes and princesses in fairy tales, moving together to happy ending.
“Sorry, I don’t know. I’m sorry.
He let go of his hand, lost his mind and ran away.
“Ho-ho! * I hit it on the screen, so I couldn’t get out of the way. *
The giant display is unbreakable, and I can’t shake it with my best efforts.
I lay on the ground, cruising myself on my knees, and my deep whispers were echoing in the dark and closed space.
“I’ll be back, Ho. You have to wait for me. I’m sorry.
The identity was revealed and the smoke consciously moved to the guest room, where she was acquiesced.
Now that I know she’s not me, there’s no need to continue to pretend to be a man and a wife.
In the middle of the year, Ho Xing’s partners held a tasting party and Ho was invited to attend with a white smoke.
The white smoke picks out a red velvet fish tail skirt, with a red velvet velvet, a white-skin-skin lined as white, a pompous curve, and a lazy and charming whole person.
It’s beautiful. It’s a style I’ll never try.
“For a change, you don’t wear these. “What’s with the frown and the look?
“But I like it,” the white smoke clearly refused.
“I’m not Qin. I have my own preferences. I’m sorry.
“You don’t listen. “What’s wrong with your eyes?
The white smoke was not afraid of his warnings, even though it ran into a necklace.
The small six-mong star spot is on the chest.
“I’m sorry, I’m not a nice, cute doll. I’m sorry.
The Taser is nothing more than a mirage, which is essentially a high-level gathering to expand the human network.
Ho was busy with each other, and the smoke stood alone at the table for snacks, and she seemed particularly sweet.
The beauty of being alone is always so obnoxious, that in a few moments someone will pick up on a cup of high feet.
“Sorry, I don’t drink. “The white smoke turned down the glass that the man passed over.”
The man was rejected and kept on leaving, and still had an uncomfortable smile on his face.
Men have a thief’s image, eyebrows, hawk noses, and when they laugh, they always feel bad water.
“I happen to have no date, and I wonder if this young lady is willing to be with me? I’m sorry.
“No, I’m married.” I’m sorry.
The man’s smile was frozen in his face and he was about to say something, and the white smoke passed over him and saw the face coming this way.
“I’m here! I’m sorry.
The man turned his head and saw Ho Ho.
“Follow me. Don’t go anywhere. “It’s not nice to look at me, and it’s so bad.
White smoke didn’t refuse this time.
The white triangle piano in the hall plays a soft and gentle waltz ballad, with men and women in the banquet hall walking on the floor, romantic and warm.
Ho turned around towards the back garden, probably trying to get away from the atmosphere that was alien to him.
“Mr. Ho, maybe we should dance. I’m sorry.
Ho’s hand is drawn back, and his face is full of displeasure, “But I don’t want to dance with you. I’m sorry.
The white-smoking hands grabbed Ho’s thong and took him to himself.
He pushed her shoulder and tried to pull back, and the smoke was pouring into his ear, looking at somewhere on the dance floor.
“If you want to work with Zhang Dong, you should at least act like a good husband. I’m sorry.
What’s stopping the move?
The white smoke was released, the wrinkles in front of his shirt were removed, and a soft, white hand was extended to him with a clear smile in his voice.
“Now you can invite me to dance, Mr. Ho. I’m sorry.
He danced very well, and he was a very good gentleman with his hands up and his feet up.
Perhaps it was the warm and peaceful atmosphere of the dance floor that infected him, and I saw how happy he was to see the first true smile in those days.
He exchanged contact with Zhang Zhang as he wished, and his attitude towards the smoke was considerably reduced.
“Thank you. I’m sorry.
The white smoke accepts the thanks and the soft voice.
“Good night, Mr. Ho. I’m sorry.
I should be happy to see Ho’s smile, but my heart is so restless that something seems to be passing.
I wish I thought too much.
Bang! I’m sorry.
The glass in the middle was thrown down when the white smoke was scavenging the gallery, the bottle was broken and the paper star was thrown down.
It was my high school birthday gift to Ho, and 999 stars were in the glass of the Eiffel Tower, representing a long time ago, and I folded every star myself.
Ho loves this gift. Nobody touches it.
The sound of the broken glass was a shock, and he pushed the door open and saw the ground on the floor, with a heavy face, rushing in to pick up the stars.
“Sorry, I…”
The smoke fell down to help Ho pick up the stars, but he pushed it away.
“You did it on purpose. I’m sorry.
He’s got a sharp eye like a knife.
The palms of the white smoke are cut by glass fragments and red blood flows from the palms.
She held her fist tight and covered the wound.
“I didn’t mean to. I just wanted to clean the shelf. I’m sorry.
“Don’t mind your own business. “What’s the matter with you?”
“I’m sorry, I know this is a Qin book…”
“Don’t you mention her!”
The anger was easily lit by my name. He was like an angry lion, with red blood on his eyes, and his body was sore.
“I didn’t mean to hurt her. You shouldn’t be mad at me. “The sound of white smoke is full of discontent.
“Angers? “The horns of the forehead are twitching, and the hands are squeezing on the shoulders of the white smoke, as if she were to be torn in the next second.
“You’ve robbed her body, how dare you! I’m sorry.
The sound of the white smoke remained calm, “It was an accident and I was not willing to take her body. I’m sorry.
“I feel sorry for what happened to you, but you shouldn’t be angry with me. I’m sorry.
Ho’s face is broken and my heart is almost crushed.
Shouldn’t I be angry? Qin is my lover! I’m sorry.
“Her body lives in your soul. Does it matter if I laugh? I’m sorry.
“Girl, why you? Why are you in your fancy body? I’m sorry.
“You can remember the past, but you must look forward. I’m sorry.
He smiled suddenly, and he let loose the clamp on the white smoke, and his lips drew a cold and cynical radon.
“What right do you have as a vested interest to me to look forward? I’m sorry.
He left the earth and his head ran out of his house.
The smoke sits on the floor for a moment and stands up and goes to the bathroom to wash the wounds on his hands.
It was not until the wounds were washed white that she turned out her medicine box and wrapped her own slightly more groaning wound.
The smoke was silently cleaning out the glass fragments and then crouching on the floor to pick up the stars.
“Sorry.” She whispered.
On that night, Ho was drunk and came home, lying on the couch without knowing who he was.
The smoke wasn’t meant to be. I looked at him and went to bed.
My heart hurts so bad, I’m on the screen and I’m like, “Don’t go with the white smoke! I’m sorry.
He’s a poor drinker. It takes days to get drunk.
“He’s drunk and has a headache. Take care of him!” I’m sorry.
“Girl, please! Help Ho! He’s suffering! I’m sorry.
“Oh, my God, I’m so sorry.”
“I can’t do anything. Help him…”
And We cried, and smoked, and she could not hear, but I was in vain.
I fell out and sat on the floor crying.
Why me? Why me?
I was supposed to lie in Ho’s arms until he kissed my eyes.
It took some time for the smoke to lift up the covers and to walk towards the living room.
She changed her mind.
A glass of honey came out of white smoke to feed him to drink.
Ho’s eyebrow is wrinkled and his mouth drys up because of the lack of water, and as soon as he touches sweet honey water, he swallows it and pours it into his throat.
“Drink slowly. “The white smoke lighted his back to help him.
Ho’s eyes are open, his eyes are red, he’s pathetic, even his voice is dumb.
“Fancy”? I’m sorry.
“Not fancy. “The white smoke put empty glasses on the tea table and whispered.
“I’m a white smoke. I’m sorry.
“White smoke”? “What’s the matter with you?”
White nod, “Hmm. I’m sorry.
He blinked and asked her, “What’s so cute? What time is she coming back? I miss her. I’m sorry.
The white smoke was hanging over his head, staring at his boned hands holding his wrist, and his voice could not recognize his emotions.
“I don’t know. I’m sorry.
“Isn’t the beauty coming back? “The voice of Ho Ho has a clear loss like a child without candy.
I touched the face on the screen and whispered at him.
“No, Ho, I’ll be back and you wait for me, I…”
“may well come back, may never come back. “The sound of white smoke is calm and cold.
“You took the fancy body, I hate you. “What’s the matter with you?”
White smokes are not angry, maybe they don’t want to play with a drunk.
“I know. I’m sorry.
“You lied to me… bad man, I knew this was the way to come back… and I wouldn’t be a smoke…”
His words were intermittent, his mouth opened and his mouth swung, his eyelids shrouded, and his breath was even after a moment.
It seems to be exhausted after all this time. The white smoke sits on the floor on the couch and sleeps on the wrists of the one held by Ho.
I sat on the cold and hard ground and watched everything.
From that day on, Ho and the white smoke maintained their apparent harmony in front of the outsiders, but saw each other in private as air, like strangers living under the same roof, without disturbing each other.
He is cold on the surface, but I can always catch something he cannot hide when he looks at the white smoke.
Ho misses me as I miss him.
“Wait, Ho, I’ll be right back. I held on to my chest and made a firm promise to him.
The atmosphere between Ho and the white smoke is too strange and has finally attracted the attention of both parents.
They had a fight with “I” about why, they had a restaurant with Ho and the smoke, and they had a hard talk.
“How can two people live in peace? It is important that it be addressed in a timely manner and that it not be confined to the heart. I’m sorry.
Mother Ho put a chopstick in her white cigarette and smiled softly with her hand.
Mother loved me since I was a child and she always wanted us to be good.
Mother Ho knows she can’t hear, and I can’t help but yell at her.
“Sweetness has been spoiled by me and her dad since we were kids. My mother was at that head with Ho.
“Mom, I’m here…” I can’t stop crying.
When my parents grew up, they loved me the most, and they didn’t want to let me suffer.
“If we don’t fight, don’t worry!” I’m sorry.
He said, “Don’t you think it’s funny?” I’m sorry.
“The white smoke is holding Ho’s waist and smiles sweet.” I’m sorry.
The horns of Ho’s mouth were frozen, but a smile was raised, like every time I looked at you.
That’s why the two parents are here, and Dad’s finally saying, “If you’re so cute, you can’t bully him, tell him! I’m sorry.
“What’s so good about me that he won’t bully me?” I’m sorry.
She really knows me. She’s got the right attitude. Nobody’s gonna suspect she’s not Qin.
My mom followed me, “It’s just, the kid was cute as a kid! I’m sorry.
Mom smiled, “I knew when they were kids, and now I’m a family. It’s a blessing! I’m sorry.
The happier they say, the worse their eyes fall, the harder they smile.
Every word they say is a knife in my heart, and it hurts like hell.
That’s ironic.
After dinner, two parents suddenly proposed to go to the park and row the lake, and Ho ordered tickets.
The family was supposed to have a happy trip by boat, each with a piece of bread to feed to the carp in the lake.
Suddenly, a boat came out behind the slope and their boat crashed into the lake with a white smoke.
I can swim, I’ve been a free swim champion of the city’s teenage girls group, so at first people weren’t too worried.
But no white smoke.
It was not until the white smoke struggled in the water to call for help that people felt something.
Ho didn’t hesitate to jump in and carry the white smoke onto the boat.
The white smoke seemed to be particularly afraid of the water, shivering in his raisins, and white with his fingers.
He held her in his arms, soothing, “It’s okay, don’t worry…”
I stood in front of the screen, and a heart fell.
Something’s changed.
There’s been an accident and everyone’s not in the mood to play anymore.
“Aigoo, what’s going on? Isn’t it always nice? “Mother’s wearing a towel to wipe the water from the white smoke, worried and worried.
Mother’s busy feeding the white smoke, “Yeah, I’m scared, I’m so scared! I’m sorry.
A group of people surrounded by white smokes, Ho found a reason to deal with them and went home with white smoke.
Maybe it’s the spirit that I can’t feel the physical pain, not hungry, and never tired.
The screen in front of you is 24 hours away, so even if the body is asleep, it doesn’t affect my perspective.
I feel bad for what he did when he came home and fell asleep and sat by her bed for a minute.
“Ho, what are you doing? I asked him, “The voice is shaking.”
“She’s fine. Just get some sleep. You don’t have to watch her. I’m sorry.
“Get out of here! I’m sorry.
I’ll keep my mouth shut.
I am too familiar with the eyes of Ho Ho, who look at the white smoke, and how many times have I been looked at with such eyes? That is love.
“Ho, you can’t do this…”
He knew it wasn’t me, she was white smoke, not Qin!
Why do you look at white smoke like that?
My tears fell from my eyes, and I started to get scared.
He looked at the white smoke for a long time, stretching out his hand and pulling out her hair, so gentle, so careful. There was a struggle in his eyes.
It was as though he had been bewitched, slowly bowing his head, and his face was magnified in front of me, his eyes were dazzled, and his eyelashes were tender.
There’s something strangling my throat and I can’t speak.
At the moment when it was about to touch the white smoked lips, he woke up, moved out of his body and fled.
My world fell apart at that moment.
I never doubted how much he felt about me. He spent all his youth and loved me.
In order to celebrate Ho’s graduation to a wonderful university, both parents decided to take us to the beach.
It was the first time I saw the sea, and the whole man was so excited that he was playing all day, and the next morning he was so excited to see the sunrise.
We sat on a moist beach facing the sea, swaying towards each other.
I look at the sea of light and my heart is falling.
“You go to college and we can’t meet every day. I’m sorry.
“I call you every day and make video every day.” I’m sorry.
I’m so bored with my head, “You have to come back and see me often. I’m sorry.
“I come back every week to see you, okay? I’m sorry.
I shake my head, “It’s hard to drive, come back once a month. I’m sorry.
He smiled, reached out to my face, “It’s only been two hours on a plane, and I’ll be back if you miss me. I’m sorry.
I’m happy with him. I’m gonna stick my thumb out to him. I’m sorry.
“I promise not to lie to you. “How can you reach out your little thumb and hook me up with your two big thumbs so close together?
The sky will break the dawn, and at the end of the sea level there will be a round of halo, breaking the dark night.
Then, in a quiet place, he said, “Will you come with me and buy you a big house later?” I’m sorry.
“What? I didn’t respond.
Ho turned his head and looked at my eyes, and he looked a little nervous, and he looked, “I wasn’t going to say it right now, but I was so worried. I’m sorry.
I asked him.
He swallowed the saliva, “I was afraid that when I left you would be abducted by other boys.” I’m sorry.
What he’s going to say is that I can’t help but get nervous, my heart beats faster, and I’m breathing very carefully.
Ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho! I’m sorry.
“I swear I’ll always be good to you and protect you from harm. I’m sorry.
“So, can you wait for me and not be kidnapped? I’m sorry.
Bang! “The fireworks are blowing up in my head.
I’ve never heard more sincere and inspiring than that.
My heart beats out of control at that moment, and in the chest it’s long-lived.
I looked back at his eyes, so that he could see the same passion in my eyes.
“Don’t make me wait too long. I’ve been waiting since I was a kid. I’m sorry.
Darkness fades, and the sun rises, and we kiss in the morning light.
I will always remember that day, Ho Ho walked back behind my back and left a long line of deep shallow footprints on the beach.
Our shadows collide, long and long in the sun.
On my 21st birthday, Ho ran to the balcony with a bottle.
When the smoke came in, the balcony was full of empty bottles and the cigarette butts were on the floor.
He sits on the floor with a leg and looks up at the stars, and he has a little strawberry cream cake in front of him.
His collar is open, his buttons are tied to the third, and his collarbones are beautiful.
The sleeves of the shirts were pulled up a few times, with a tight little arm muscle.
The hair is scattered in front of the forehead, covering the gruesome eyebrow, and the whole human body is desolate and sexy.
The white smoke sits next to Ho’s lap.
“I’ve been with her since birth for every birthday. I’m sorry.
“She’s chicken and sticky, running around behind my ass like a little tail. I’m sorry.
“Sweetness is the sweetest little girl I’ve ever seen and can’t hurt her. I’m sorry.
“I vowed to protect her for the rest of my life, and not to hurt her. I’m sorry.
What are you talking about?
He doesn’t need anyone to respond. He just wants to talk.
I’m the only one crying.
I’m so desperate to go back to Ho.
“Sweety is the worst of pain,” he looks at white smoke.
“Do you say that when a soul leaves her body, does it hurt? I’m sorry.
“It doesn’t hurt. It’s like sleeping. “The smoke says,
The smile is bitter and says, “Good.” I’m sorry.
“It must be hard for Qin to see you like this. She’ll want you to pull yourself together. I’m sorry.
Mankind has always rightly imposed its ideas on those who have “lost”, but I must admit that the white smoke is right.
I don’t want to see how sorry I am.
“Maybe you’re right. I should move on. I’m sorry.
Wrong.
Ho can’t leave me.
The white smoke looked up at the sky and the stars were scattered in the night sky and flashed.
“The stars are bright tonight. Tomorrow will be a good day. I’m sorry.
He leans over and kisses the lips of the white smoke, and is entwined and gentle.
He never closes his eyes when he kisses, and seems to be trying to make sure the other side is obsessed.
Every time I look at him in secret, he will punish him as he increases his tongue.
“Concentration, fancy. I’m sorry.
“Why don’t you close your eyes? “What are you doing?
The white smoke responds to his kiss, and his voice is soft.
“I want to see something. I’m sorry.
The kiss that night was like a ridiculous dream, and nobody mentioned it.
The white smoke mission went well, and she succeeded in gaining the confidence of Zhang Wen-soon and was planning to lure him into a new development project.
By the way, Zhang Wen-soon’s office lost a lipstick and succeeded in leaving Zhao and Zhao.
Zhao Mang himself was a junior and feared that another woman would fight her for victory.
As a result, Zhang Wen-soon was given a particularly tight view, almost as a bird of shock.
He found the belongings of another woman in Zhao’s office, and Zhao’s dream exploded and he had a big fight with Zhang.
Zhang Wen-soon was crushed by the frost all over the place, and his wife’s excellence was seen as a provocation to his “human dignity”.
And the little bird of Zhao Dream, who had been with Zhao Dream, had greatly satisfied his vanity.
Now that Zhao’s dream came to power without fear, her sense of control has slowly become apparent, and Zhang’s desire for control has almost exhausted his breath, making him increasingly miss the dead frost.
White smoke has become more frequent with Zhang Wensheng and Zhao Man in the interest of the mission.
Zhang Wen-soon came home with a white smoke one day, so he couldn’t sit down.
He’s down in his face, and he’s throwing a white smoke at the door. I’m sorry.
“Persons of cooperation. I’m sorry.
The white smoke was thrown out of his hand and dragged back.
“Please allow me to remind you that you are married. “What’s with the bites and the look of the eyes and the anger that didn’t cover up?”
He’s jealous.
“Don’t get me wrong, I have no other relationship with that gentleman. “The white smoke explains the course.
“I hope you will not interfere in my private affairs. I’m sorry.
It’s like a fire, a total flame of anger, and he’s got a bad tone. I’m sorry.
White smoke reminds him that Qin is your wife. I’m sorry.
It’s like a sudden awakening, a moment of paleness.
But that instant awakening was quickly replaced by enviousness in the air, and the words of white smoke seemed to have reminded him of a good reason to interfere with white smoke.
“You’re in a beautiful body, and I won’t allow you to pull another face with another man. I’m sorry.
Ho, you’re lying. You’re using me as a shield.
“Don’t forget, it’s you who married me, Smoke. I’m sorry.
Why else would he say anything to my face that stabbed me?
If I hadn’t been taken from my body by outsiders, it would have been Ho and Qin’s wedding.
I had many dreams of a wedding with Ho, and I spent more than three months in front and back, trying to make every detail perfect.
The wedding dress was an inspiration for designers to tailor to me, and he said that his greatest dream in his life was to marry me.
“Sweet, I will give you the best I can. I’m sorry.
I remember the look in his eyes when he said that I was the most precious treasure of his life, being steadfast and sincere and warm.
The invitation was written by my own hand, and I sincerely hope that all my loved ones and all the important people of life will witness our happiest moments.
This wedding, which is the most sincere wedding for a young girl, has become the sword that pierces me.
All I’ve paid is to marry someone else.
Did Ho think of me when he said that?
After that day, Ho and the white smoke began the cold war, which, to be precise, seemed to be hiding, living under the same roof and virtually invisible.
Until that day my parents came to me.
“What about fancy? I’m sorry.
My mom almost opened the door and she went straight in and she was so sad.
Ho Xin didn’t think she’d ask that, so she stunned the white smoke and laughed, “Mom, what are you talking about? Isn’t she here?”
“Don’t play dumb. She’s not cute. “Mom is so determined that I’m not the woman in front of me.
During this period, they were exposed to white smoke many times, and they finally found the anomaly.
“Fancy is the meat that falls on me, and I won’t recognize her. I’m sorry.
Mom cried and held Ho’s hand.
“Ho, you already found out, didn’t you? Tell me, where’s the beauty? I’m sorry.
Ho lowers his head, “I’m sorry, I don’t know where the fun is. I’m sorry.
“It was you, wasn’t it? “Mom’s eyes turned to white smokes with resentment.
“What did you do to my daughter? I’m sorry.
Ho put white smoke behind her, “The white smoke is innocent, and she doesn’t know how she’s in a fancy body. I’m sorry.
“She lied to you! She did it on purpose! I’m sorry.
I’m going crazy on the screen, trying to keep Ho awake.
It’s not enough that the white smoke took my body. Why take my love?
“Where is she innocent?” If it wasn’t for her, why would she be missing?
My mother’s crashing and crying, and I almost couldn’t stand, and my dad held her in time to see Ho.
It’s only now that Dad’s been silent since he got here.
“Why didn’t you tell us at first? I’m sorry.
“Sorry. “I can’t explain why.
“This is my fault. “I’m sorry that my parents have been bowing down in a silent smoke.
“Sorry for taking over Qin’s body. I’m sorry.
Dad looked at the white smoke, looked at it with his eyes, and he said, “Can you give me back your body at any price? I’m sorry.
I looked at Daddy’s old face and cried out.
“Dad…”
The only thing in the world that won’t give up on me is my parents, and they’ll never let anyone take my place.
“Sorry, there’s nothing I can do. “The white smoke is down, and the sound is guilty.
But what good is an apology? She still occupies my body.
“It’s all your fault! I’m sorry.
“Calm down. “What are you doing here?
His back is so big and strong that he can easily create a sense of security.
“You told me to calm down! “I can only hear my mother’s cry, so sad and sad.
“My beloved daughter is gone and another person has replaced her body. I don’t even know where she is, I don’t even know if she is…”
“How can I calm down? I’ve had a pretty 20 years, 20 years! I’m sorry.
“How can you be so sweet, Ho? I’m sorry.
He’s still standing in front of the white smoke and he’s not giving up. “It’s all my fault. You blame me. I’m sorry.
I listened to Ho’s care for another woman, with a heart like a knife.
“Ho, you’re the one who loves you! And now you’re protecting this impostor. How can you be smart? I’m sorry.
“Sorry. I’m sorry.
Apart from or sorry, sorry is the cheapest thing in the world.
I watched the lovers who were young and young, knowing that the soul of the skin had changed in person, fell in love with the man who took my body.
My parents left the country, didn’t know where to go, didn’t tell anyone.
I understand that they cannot accept that another person is taking over my body, and that they cannot harm those who are with their own daughter.
They could not do anything, nor could they have had the will to leave, and they decided to leave.
“Sorry, it’s my fault. I’m sorry.
“Do not blame you. “What’s with the smoke?
“I thought you hated me. I’m sorry.
He smiled, and he laughed.
“I should hate you, but I can’t control myself. I’m sorry.
“I struggled and tried to stay away, but I failed. I’m sorry.
“They’re right. I’m sorry about Qin. I’m sorry.
“Ho,” covered his cheek with white smoke, and he had a glimpse of shock in his eyes.
“I’m not very good at my own worries. I’m sorry.
“I live with my heart.” If you want, I think we can try. I’m sorry.
She leaned over and kissed Ho, and his eyes were shining bright and he returned with a warm kiss.
It’s like a big dog-blooded love movie where my love finally comes out of the pain of losing me and starts a new love.
Maybe I should be happy for him, but I can’t laugh.
I close my eyes, cover my ears, don’t listen.
Maybe it’s a complete nightmare. Just wake up.
As long as I wake up, Ho will still love me.
He took a white cigarette to a private party with friends.
A few people surrounded and played Snook.
Ho is good at the ball, and he’s in a good position. He’s empty of all the flowers on the table.
Last black eight left.
I’m done with my friend. I’m sorry.
He laughed, “Justice and justice, don’t cheat.” I’m sorry.
“How can we look in front of you?” Let me go! Let me go! I’m sorry.
I don’t play Snook. Don’t say you hit a hole.
Ho didn’t teach me for so long.
“Do you want to try? I’m sorry.
The white smoke caught the bat, leaned down to the proximate table, had 90 degrees in the arm, raised the pole and hit the ball.
One in the hole.
“Oh, my God, you’ve been working with Brother Xin I’m sorry.
What happened to the white smoke and the smile, “You still have this?” I’m sorry.
“You don’t know much!” I’m sorry.
When Ho went to high school, his parents moved to a new building.
Ho Ho still shows up every day downstairs and rides me to school.
“My mom asked me to bring you milk. “I threw my bag in the basket and sat my ass in the back seat of the bike.
Ho’s voice is full of joy and smiles, “The aunt is so nice to me.” I’m sorry.
I stomped on his waist with displeasure. I’m sorry.
“Well, the best! “How can he ride his bike down a slope and the wind blows his open uniform and hunts.
Slow down! * I’m holding his waist tight.
“Let’s go to the park this weekend.” I’m sorry.
I peeled an egg and stuffed it in his mouth. Long time no see! I’m sorry.
“Why don’t you eat and come downstairs? “What are you doing?
And I took back my hand, and my fingertips left a soft touch on his lips.
“I’m afraid you’ve waited a long time…”
His tender whisper, “I’ll be waiting for you soon.” I’m sorry.
The weekend park was renovated and we couldn’t make it.
We never went to the playground again for a variety of reasons.
And now, Ho brought white smoke.
I’m sorry about all this. He’s got another guy.
I’m obsessed with everything that lasts for so long that I’ve been thinking about kissing Ho at the top of the Ferris wheel.
I’ve never told you about this, but I think we’re in the middle of something.
“I said I’d bring Qin books to the park. “He’s looking up in the woods, thinking about me.
“I know. “The white smoke has all my memories, and it is only natural to know that we did not end up.”
I am embarrassed that I am not willing to expose myself to white smoke.
What kind of mood is she looking back at me and Ho?
“I once regretted not being able to keep my promise. “What’s the matter with you?”
He gave birth to a beautiful pair of eyes, and no one was able to look at them.
And We were fascinated by these eyes, and We were willing to fall into it.
I watched with my own eyes when I looked at the white smoke and burned from the cold to the warmth of love.
“The regret of Qin and I will not be complete, but I hope there will be no more regrets between me and you. I’m sorry.
The wheels rose to the highest point, and they exchanged a tangled kiss.
I sat on the floor and turned my back to the screen, and I stopped looking at them.
I am trapped in this darkness, and I can only watch my parents get away with their grief, my former lovers move away, the world has abandoned me and I can’t do anything.
No one knows my despair, nor hears my collapse.
Ho and the white smoke are like all lovers, holding hands, hugging, kissing, doing the closest thing in the world.
I used to love her because of the white smoke on my face, and I lied to myself that she was in love with the white smoke because she had the shadow of the Qin Book.
Then I realized that the white smoke was nothing like me.
Ho kisses the twilight of white smoke and his voice is dumb, “I never thought you were a Qin book. I’m sorry.
“The Qin Book is a little princess who needs protection, and you can be with me. I’m sorry.
“You have a completely independent soul against the face of Qin. I’m sorry.
“Do you love my soul?” I’m sorry.
The answer to her is a more intense kiss, “I love your soul. I’m sorry.
It’s ironic that Ho has spoiled me into a useless little princess and now falls in love with his soul.
When it’s strong, it bites at the throat of the white smoke, “Dirty smoke, never leave me.” I’m sorry.
I don’t know what the face of white smoke is, she looks up at the ceiling, caressssing the tight shoulder and soothing.
“Well, don’t leave. I’m sorry.
At one point, I thought the smoke would not give me back her body, but she did not seem to have any intention of terminating her mission.
The project in which Zhang Wen-shun was lured into trouble, and the approval of one land was not completed and work could not commence for the time being.
Zhang Wen-soon, who was less than able to be greedy, had learned of the project from the white smoke and had tried to swallow it and paid off the mortgage on his entire savings.
The project is no longer going on, and Zhang Wenshun’s financial chain is broken and the company cannot be maintained and the banks refuse to lend him any more money.
Zhang Wen Shun had no choice but to borrow the loan, but it was not long before the company was declared bankrupt.
Zhang Wen-soon is not on the loan and the house is about to be auctioned by the bank.
Zhang Wen-soon is not paid and is being chased every day for money.
Zhao Mang’s private room money was all invested in the project, and now he’s got nothing to lose, and they’re having a lot of trouble getting divorced.
Zhang Wen-soon was later stabbed to the hospital by a loan shark and nearly lost his life. Zhao Mang went back to the country by train overnight.
After his discharge, Zhang Wen-soon left the city with a piece of tattered suitcase and was afraid to come back.
When my eyes were opened, my surroundings were no longer cold darkness, my body was a soft bed, and velvet was warm and soft.
I was confined in my arms by a strong hand, and behind me was a warm chest.
“Ho-ho! “And We turned and held him hard, and cried out.
My beloved, I’m finally back in his arms.
He held me tight, pressed me hard, kissed me on the forehead.
“Smoke, stop it, sleep a little more…”
His voice was soft and dumb and he was tired, but he made me fall like an ice cellar.
“It’s me, Qin. I’m back. I’m sorry.
And We held him tightly, seeking to draw a little warmth, so that my fingertips shivered.
Qin Book…
He whispered my name, woke up and pushed me away.
His face was still full of fatigue, his eyes were soared and his lips shivering, which seemed unconvincing, but was by no means a surprise.
He took a good look at my face, and it sunk.
“Ho, I’m back. I’m sorry.
I cried and pulled his hand, but he fled.
“What did you do to the white smoke? I’m sorry.
His eyes were cold, full of guard, as if I were his enemy.
How can you look at me like that?
I shake my head, “She’s gone, she’s not coming back. I’m sorry.
“Liar! He was almost angry, and his hands were on my shoulder, and he almost crushed me.
Ouch.
“I’m not lying! Don’t do this, I’m in pain I’m in pain
I cried with my throat full and my heart was sore.
“Are you lying to me? Smoke, it’s not funny…
Perhaps I should pretend to be a white smoke, to deceive myself and to pretend that nothing happened.
I know a lot about white smoke, and I can play it like that, so I’ll be a lot easier, and I’ll still enjoy my love.
But I don’t care to play anyone.
I’ll only be Qin.
“I’m Qin. The smoke is gone. She gave me back my body. I’m sorry.
Aren’t you happy I’m back? I’m sorry.
He’s not happy.
The man I love most in my life is holding me around my neck at the corner of the wall, with red eyes asking me.
“What happened to the white smoke? Where did you get her? Go! Give her back your body! Give me back the white smoke!”
We were supposed to be the closest people in the world.
That’s not true! It shouldn’t have been like this! This is my body!
I cried and my hands tried to open his hands.
“Ho-ho-ho-ho…”
I’m nothing. I just cry.
He let go of his hand and left me torn apart.
I should have understood him. In just six months, he lost his lover twice in a row.
He just couldn’t bear it. I should give him time. He’d fall in love with me like a white smoke.
He thinks I’m air. I moved to the guest room where the smoke used to be.
In the first year of college, I cried over the phone for a long time, and Ho flew back all night.
When I saw him downstairs the next morning, I almost thought I was dreaming.
“Ho-ho! *I fell into his arms and felt his embrace with affection *
“Why are you back? “I hold him in my arms.
He’s tired of his face and his eyes are pale and dark, but he smiles softly, “Because the crybaby misses me!” I’m sorry.
Ho has a class in the morning, and after school I was driven by horses to the airport to fly back to school.
When We were filled with the joy of He, and We were unaware of his fatigue.
I’m a little princess who loves to cry. It’s hard to love me.
Ho Chi just got tired.
Ho Zheng took all our photos, and the house was filled with pictures of him and the white smoke, on my face.
White smoke is different from me. Even with the same face, she’s special.
The white smoke is so quiet, it’s like a spring rain.
Her eyes were always sharp, but the sharp was well hidden, and she had no sense of laughter.
He’s always grumpy at pictures of white smoke.
The same face he turned away from me.
There is also a history of white smoke.
A picture frame was placed in the place where the glass was placed, a sketch.
There’s a woman in the picture.
Tied to a low pony tail, tweaked to the top.
Their eyes are narrow, their tails soften, their eyes sharp, their eyes thin and their eyes thin.
The nose is strong, the lips are thin, the dim radians.
This face is called cold, like a smoked Gangnam, tender and silent.
It’s real white smoke.
Ho asked her what she looked like, and the painting was painted with his own hands.
Ho Jing was very pleased to find an empty frame to put the painting in its most visible position in the living room.
It’s a way of showing off, as long as someone comes home.
He is not allowed to touch his treasure, but he is eager to show it to everyone.
Once upon a time it was my star.
“And the stars? I asked him.
The white smoke broke the bottle and she put the stars away and gave them back to Ho, but I don’t know where the stars went.
“In the garbage room. He said so.
My stars are put in a cardboard box, thrown into the groceries, and placed with everything that is not precious.
I’m sorry, but I’ve only been crying for a while.
He used to tease me, and now he’s probably upset.
Because white smoke never cries.
I bought an Eiffel Tower bottle just like before and put the stars in my bedside.
If Ho apologizes to me, I’ll give him back the stars.
My mom and dad are gone. I can’t find them. I’ve got nothing else.
I’m working hard to grow up, and I can’t protect myself, and I’ll work hard with him.
I’m cooking for Ho. I’m so hot.
But Ho doesn’t know because he doesn’t eat what I cook and he doesn’t even look at me.
“Ho, I made your favorite ketchup. Want to eat? I knocked on his door.
“I ate. I’m sorry.
He doesn’t open the door, I can only hear his cold voice.
I’ll eat it myself.
The calf is old and can’t chew.
Tomatoes suck, only sour.
That’s why you don’t eat it.
Probably ate my stomach. I threw up in the middle of the night and I went to the hospital to hang water.
Luckily Ho hasn’t eaten, I guess.
It’s hard to get sick. I used to be with you. I’m alone now.
“How can a little girl be alone? I’m sorry.
The grandma next to me asked me if she’d been around to peel her oranges.
“My husband, he’s busy. I’m sorry.
I lied.
I’ve asked Ho, “Do you hate me when I’m old and old? I’m sorry.
He smiled and kissed me in the face, “You love me even if your teeth fall off.” I’m sorry.
He lied to me. He didn’t love me before I became a wife.
Why are you crying? Your husband is not with you Come on, eat oranges!”
Grandma took the orange from her companion and gave it to me.
“Thank you Grandma…” I snuffed the oranges into my mouth, and I spoke intermittently.
It’s 3:00 in the morning. It’s too late for a taxi. I waited 10 minutes to get to the Internet.
There were no pedestrians in the streets, and occasionally a car was passing, with no room and no room.
I’m a little scared.
The driver was a fat middle-aged man with a rough northern accent.
“How come the little girl comes to the hospital all night alone? The family won’t accompany you?”
“My husband is waiting for me at home. I whispered.
The driver asked two more questions, which seemed to indicate that I had no interest in talking, and shut up and opened up the music on the car.
Hot country dances boil in small cars, drivers hum with them from time to time, and the air around them becomes loud.
I leaned down on the window and looked at a flashing view outside the window.
Tick-tock, tick-tock.
The rain hit the window window and it rained.
The car stopped at the door of the block, the rain was heavy, and I took a deep breath and washed into the rain.
I didn’t think I had a key until I got back to my door.
“Ho, open the door. I’m sorry.
I whispered to him, afraid of yelling at the neighbors.
I knocked for a long time and the door never opened.
It’s cold in the middle of the fall. I’m wet and cold.
I found a 24-hour convenience store for one night.
Ho is out at 8:30. I’ll be back before then.
“Are you a kid? Why did you sneak out alone? I’m sorry.
Ho is angry.
“Sorry, I forgot my keys. I’m sorry.
I apologize with my head down.
“Why do you always worry? I’m sorry.
Who’s worried about me?
I know what I care about.
I looked up and laughed at him, “I’ll be back…”
“Can you stop making that face like this?” I’m sorry.
I used to have a preference, so it was not until now that I knew that he could be so indifferent to the mindless.
“What?” What expression?
Ho didn’t answer my words and went out.
I ran to the mirror and finally understood what he was talking about.
His face was pale, his eyes were red, his eyes were red, his eyes were not crying, and his smile was so harsh.
That’s not what a pitiful look like.
But I’m not white smoke.
I took a hot bath and I lay my head down in the covers, and I was too tired.
Wake up in the hospital bed with a drop on the back.
Ho sits by the bed and looks at me.
“Why didn’t you say when you were sick? I’m sorry.
I open my mouth and my throat is a little dry, and then I cough in the air.
Ho Chien raised me up and fed me water.
It’s so much better with warm water.
“I don’t know. I’m sorry.
I just feel bad. I didn’t know I was sick.
Ho’s face sank and his eyes are full of blame.
He said, “You are not a child, why are you never young?” I’m sorry.
Sick people are always in a bad mood, and I don’t accept his accusations.
I looked into his eyes.
“I’m trying to grow up. I had a bad stomach yesterday, I went to the hospital in the middle of the night and came back in the rain, so I had a cold. I’m sorry.
“I didn’t bring the keys, you didn’t open the door, so I didn’t go home. I’m sorry.
“I don’t want to bother you, but can you care about me sometimes? I don’t want to listen to you when I’m sick. I’m sorry.
Ho’s face was loosed for a second, and the next second he got down and walked away.
“Ho, did you ever feel sorry for me? I’m sorry.
I asked that one moment before he turned around.
He’s in shape, and then he’s gone.
“What are you doing? “The sound of the cold, cold sound is ringing behind me.”
I was scared. Put the frame back where it was.
“I’m not trying to do anything. I’m just looking at her. I’m sorry.
He pushed me away, and my back hit the corner on the other side, and it hurt.
He took a tight look at the frame and carefully checked it, making sure I didn’t do it, and put it back in the way, with a bit of ablaze.
“She’s beautiful. I said:
Ho is looking at me.
“Don’t touch my stuff. I’m sorry.
He seems angry and he won’t talk to me for days.
“What did I do wrong?” I asked him.
“None. I’m sorry.
Lying again.
Actually, I know that my biggest mistake in his eyes is to go back to this body.
But it’s not my fault.
“This is my body. Why are you angry? I’m sorry.
He was staring at me, and I stabbed him.
“You’ve left. His face is cold and seems to be frozen.
“I didn’t leave!” I refuted.
“I’m just locked up. My soul, locked up. I’m sorry.
Ho-ho, look at me and don’t talk.
“I didn’t do anything wrong, Ho. I think I’m crying.
“I just slept,” my voice was shaking.
“As soon as I woke up, my body was taken away, even my life. I’m sorry.
“I am your favorite! Why do you hate me?”
Qin, I can’t love you anymore. He finally spoke.
“You’re lying! * I shake my head. *
“You’re lying to me. Why not? I’m sorry.
“You said you’d be nice to me for the rest of your life and not let me suffer!” Can’t 20 years between us be enough for you and her? I’m sorry.
“You love me for so long you’re going to tell me now that you love her. You gave her the love you gave me, right? I’m sorry.
“I don’t have anything, Mom and Dad are gone and you don’t want me. I’m sorry.
“I just slept. How come everything changes when I wake up? I’m sorry.
“Give me back my life, give me back mine…”
I waited so long to return to my love, but no one was waiting for me.
“Sorry. I’m sorry.
I’m sorry again. I hate it.
I broke 999 stars, but we couldn’t kiss under the Ferris wheel, and we met before the wedding.
I have sought success with all my heart, and in the end I will not.
“Ho, let’s get a divorce. I’m sorry.
He won’t love me anymore. I should have left.
“I won’t divorce you. I’m sorry.
He Xin refused.
“Why? You don’t love me at all.”
“If Smoke returns…”
Ah, that’s why.
He’s still hoping that the white smoke will return to my body.
He’s pathetic. He loves the white smoke, but it’s not coming back.
White smoke doesn’t love him that much.
The system asked for a white smoke, “Doesn’t it stay this time?” I’m sorry.
The white smoke said, “I won’t stay for anyone.” I’m sorry.
He is just one of the stations in the countless worlds where the smoke has been, and the smoke may have loved him, but never for his own sake.
White smoke will continue to go to the next world and will continue to fall in love with the next.
But I’m not gonna tell Ho.
He’ll be sad, I don’t want him to be sad.
“Then keep waiting. I said:
Ho was drunk late in the night and fell to the ground.
But he never mistook me for a smoke.
And We brought him back to his room, and he dazzled in his white frame.
“Smoke, come back…Smoke…”
No one answered him.
I watched him cry like he was watching a ridiculous comedy.
I thought Ho and I were gonna torture each other like this.
But I’m pregnant.
No, it’s the body that’s pregnant.
I’ve got a kid in my system with a tan and a white cigarette.
That’s disgusting.
The white smoke took my life. Do I have to give birth to her and my lover’s child?
I will not allow it.
I had an appointment for a fluid operation, and he was taken back before I went into the operating room.
“How dare you!”
He’s angry. His eyes almost burst out.
“I don’t want this kid. I’m sorry.
I’m calm, I know what I’m doing.
But apparently Ho is crazy.
“I will not allow you to hurt me and the smoked child. I’m sorry.
He locked me up. He won’t let me out.
Ho Chi said I was sick. I was sick.
I can’t sleep all night and I wake up.
I dreamt that my baby was eating my body, and it had sharp eyes like white smoke.
I can’t eat, I’m skinny with a bone shelf.
Then Ho forced me to eat, and then he threw up.
I have many wounds on my body, deep shallow, long, long, narrow, all of which I cut myself with scissors.
Ho found out. He put away all the sharps in the room.
He said I was not allowed to hurt my body.
I don’t understand. This is my body.
I’ve never done anything bad in my life. Why would God punish me like that?
How come when I wake up, my body, my love, my life is not mine?
We’re all sick, I know it, but Ho doesn’t know it.
Ho will rush into my room in the middle of the night and choke my neck so I can return the smoke.
I couldn’t help but grab his arm and tell him the smoke wouldn’t come back.
Ho will let go one second before I suffocate and then sleep with my body.
If I don’t look in my eyes, I’ll probably look like a white smoke with his familiar body temperature and heartbeat.
He used to look at my stomach, his eyes were sad and his face was smiling.
He’ll put his ears on my belly and he’ll feel the vibrancy of life, even if he can’t hear anything.
Actually, Ho loves kids.
He planned it when we were in love.
He said it would be best to have two children with me, one of the boys being a girl, the other being a brother and always protecting his sister.
Ho Xin is a very traditional man who loves “the hands of the faithful and the elders.” He believed that the children and grandchildren were the most happy in the world.
This child brings Ho Hope and he looks forward to his arrival.
Ho Ho is still waiting for the smoke, but he’s starting to accept me.
He held me and said, “Let’s live well. I’m sorry.
He’s tired of me tormenting each other, he’s lost his lover twice, and he wants better than anyone.
Ho’s parents came to see me, and he said that I was pregnant and needed rest, so they wouldn’t bother.
They sent me a lot of stuff, said it was for my body.
I can’t eat anything and waste their kindness.
He’ll take me downstairs when the weather is good. He says it’s good for the kids.
He took my hand for a walk around the flower bed downstairs, and he held it tight and walked with me.
He won’t let me touch anyone. He’s afraid I’ll run away, but I can’t.
We look like a loving couple, and the old people in the neighborhood always laugh at our relationship.
I look up and I just laugh.
Ho has been rushing to buy a lot of baby supplies and has set up small baby rooms.
I’ve seen it in. It’s lovely. It’s beautiful.
Ho will be a good dad, and the baby house is all he’s doing.
Sometimes he asks my opinion, and I don’t talk, and he doesn’t care.
I sat on the carpet with Ho and assembled the crib.
“Do the baby like it here? “What’s the matter with you?”
I lower my head on the board, “You’ll like it. It’s beautiful. I’m sorry.
Ho is happy, “That’s great! I’m sorry.
“The baby can wait here with me for the white smoke to come home. I’m sorry.
Ho will sometimes turn over the wedding video and look at it with a taste.
The wedding was as perfect as I thought it would be.
“This dress really suits you. I’m sorry.
Ho laughs.
The Qin book on the screen is taking Daddy’s arm slowly to where it goes.
The light on the floor had been extinguished, with only scattered round chandeliers, like stars scattered in the night sky, lighting long sky bridges.
The Qin Book walked on the bridge, and the skirt followed her movement and reflected the light of the stars.
The veil lays behind the skirts like the tail of the Milky Way.
He waits at the end, with tears in his eyes.
It’s Ho loves me the most.
And I laughed, “It’s beautiful. I’m sorry.
We sat together and watched the two people on the screen, and nobody spoke.
“Will you accept Qin as your wife and marry her? No matter the disease…”
I spoke in the voice of the Father’s mercy, “It’s not me anymore. How can you be sorry? I’m sorry.
If my body doesn’t take away, it’s me who’s supposed to marry Ho.
Ho turned his head at me, he looked very upset, and he looked down.
“I don’t know. If you’ve always been you, I think we should be happy, but I don’t regret the white smoke. I’m sorry.
The oath continues on the screen, and I see how gentle and firm it is.
“I do. I’m sorry.
So happy, Ho.
And I turned my head before the two lips that were on the screen.
“Does it hurt to lose me again? I’m sorry.
He looked at the screen and kept quiet for a long time.
And then he hugged me like he was gonna crush me.
Qin, don’t leave me. I can’t afford to lose again. I’m sorry.
Hot liquid fell on my shoulder and almost burned me.
And We carried his waist with one hand and touched his hair softly, as he comforted me many times.
“Ho, Ho…”
The days are better, and we are almost as happy as I had dreamed.
He’ll take me to the supermarket when he’s free. He pushes the shopping cart and asks me what I want to eat tonight.
I don’t always know. I still can’t get my appetite, but I’m better than before.
He’s trying to supplement me, he says I’m too skinny and the baby’s not nutritious.
“Do you like boys or girls? He asked me.
I asked him that before, and now he asks me.
“And you? I left the problem to him.
He looked and thought for a while.
“Girls, girls like you. I’m sorry.
I put up with it. I couldn’t take it. Ask him.
“Will it look like white smoke?”
It’s been a while.
And then he smiled, and his eyes were sad like little animals wet by the rain.
“Who knows?”
He’s become like a child, and I’m in a hurry to get back from work.
He often wakes up in the middle of the night and then takes me back to sleep after confirming that I am with him.
He’ll scream my name over and over and over again and he’ll insist on my response.
Qin Book. I’m sorry.
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
Qin Book. I’m sorry.
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
Qin Book. I’m sorry.
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
Qin Book. I’m sorry.
“Ho, I’m here.”
Ho’s upset. I can’t help it.
My tummy’s getting big, my tummy’s bulging, and it’s weird and weird and ugly.
I still don’t want to have this baby.
It was a nice day, and it snowed, and it was a thick, white floor, beautiful.
I said I wanted strawberry cake, and Ho promised to bring it back.
“Hork. “I stopped him.
Ho turned around and looked at me.
I went up to give him a hug, “Take care. I’m sorry.
Ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho! I’m sorry.
Actually I want a kiss, but forget it.
Qin Book. I’m sorry.
He stood at the door looking back at me.
“When I come back. I’m sorry.
I smiled at him, and he went up and gave me a new hug, so hard he almost crushed me.
He gave me a hug, and I was so happy that I washed myself clean and my hair was fluffy.
I was wearing a white pyjamas, and I jumped down a window with my star.
The sky is blue, there are birds barking.
“Ho, I’m not waiting for you anymore. I’m sorry.
Ho:
I wanted to say goodbye to you in the wind and in the sun, but the winter was too long, it was too long to be clear once, and I was afraid there would be no good weather.
I’ve had countless fantasies about how old we are, and unfortunately I haven’t had a chance to see it, and I’ll never grow old.
Please don’t blame me. I’m sorry if I upset you.
My soul is broken. I can’t hold it anymore.
If one day my parents come back, please don’t tell them I came back.
You don’t have to put a stone on me. I don’t have anything left.
If there’s no trouble, would you please scatter my ashes into the sea? It’s the beach where we went together the year you finished your high school.
The sunrise there is beautiful.
Because you didn’t apologize to me, so I won’t give you the stars.
Don’t wait for her. She won’t come back.
Ho, I’ve always wanted you to be happy.
Why don’t you love me?
You eat your own strawberry cake. I’ve waited too long to wait.
I’m not afraid of pain, so don’t worry about it this time.
Congratulate me, my body has been mine since.
Ho Xin, Qin is dead, this time it’s really not coming back.
Qin
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Love rises with the wind: with your twilight and four seasons
Milk Guy, wait.
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I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
