Moonlight

Moonlight

Moonlight

Fang Tao and I broke up just now.

Fang Tao and I broke up just now.

There was no particular reason, simply because I saw him bowing to the Sioux language when I returned to his office to pick up his cell phone.

And that mouth just kissed me 10 minutes ago.

One.

I was standing at the door watching them kiss, and probably both of them were into it and didn’t find me.

Breaking them is my cell phone ring.

Fang Tao looked at me, and there was an undisappeared depth in the eyes of the peaches, while the Su language looked at me with the eyes of provocation.

Sioux is my cousin, a highly skilled medical student who has just returned from the United States.

As for Fang Tao, I’ve been dating four years.

After the crash, Sioux just smiled and cried out a cousin.

I looked at her face like my three-point face, scrambled with no face, and then took her cell phone from Fang Tao’s hand, turned away and even helped them close the door politely.

After all, I have an operation to do.

The operation is over at 10:00 p.m.

Fang Tao pushed the door in, and I didn’t lift my head in the tunnel.

He passed over a cup of coffee, and I looked at him in the face and took it without hesitation.

I dropped my phone and watched him sit across from me, waiting for him to speak first.

“Let’s go back first. Fantau is still a gentle and gentle person.

“Hmm. I’m sorry.

“She’s just back. She can’t stay in a hotel. She’s staying at my house for now. I’m sorry.

I laughed, “Okay, I’ll go to your house and get my stuff back. I picked up my cell phone and started brushing it, and I saw a bit of unconsciousness in the Gangnam Building suit.

“I’ll take you there. Fong-tao, put down your coffee and get up.

I tried to say no, but I suddenly remembered that my car was going for maintenance, just for a ride.

After I went out, I looked at that cup of undrinked coffee and threw it in the trash.

But when I sat on the sidecarriage, I saw Fantau’s apparent hesitation and returned to mind, and I was no longer fit to sit on the sidecarriage, but I was just wearing my seatbelt and taking my cell phone to continue the proceedings.

It’s the third big case this year.

Who would have thought that a young man who looked at me in the past, who was always silent, was now a well-known lawyer?

I was envious.

I thought I’d unwittingly stomp my shoulder.

“Is today a difficult operation? Fan Tao put his hand on the wheel and one hand brought me a sugar in the car’s jacket.

I didn’t answer.

Two.

For the last four years, the van never spared sugar, and he didn’t even know that I sometimes fainted because I was tired.

And rarely did anything for me.

The nightlight appeared on his face, and I looked on his side and suddenly remembered the day he confessed, when he was the young, but serious, doll face.

He said he liked me, said he’d take care of me for the rest of my life, and it made me feel like my heart was beating faster.

But now I look exactly the same face, and I feel cold.

Fantao didn’t look at me, raised his hand with sugar for a while, and saw me take it back without planning to take it. I think I can’t see Fang Tao now, or I’ve never seen him.

He spoke with Sioux during the same period at the university, but then went abroad and broke up.

I know about this, because Fang Tao had no intention of covering up, and his phone screen wallpaper was Sioux.

When I was with him, he changed the screen, but then I accidentally saw his album kept. I didn’t say anything. I think I’d have to be a little bit older.

The car was parked downstairs in the apartment. I didn’t get out, he didn’t move.

I’ve been thinking about it for a long time, and I can’t help it.

“Let’s break up. He interrupted me, “Sud, let’s break up. I’m sorry.

I watched him laugh.

The car fell into silence.

And I think of the plant on my desk, which is the first gift I’ve had from Fang Tao, and for the past four years I’ve always felt that it’s not old enough, that it’s always so small, that I’m afraid to feed it every day when I water it.

It’s like sarcasming me.

I feel so bored.

I want to get off. Think now.

So I didn’t hesitate to say yes, open the door and go upstairs.

I took the key out of the bag and I saw Sioux in the living room. I saw the sarcasm in Sioux.

I stood still until the sound of Tao entering the door came from behind me, and I walked into the library and went to the bedroom.

When I was back in the living room, I realized that I didn’t have much, two coats, a tablet, a warm cup, that’s all I’ve had in Fang Tao’s house for four years.

Fantao and Sioux sat on the couch and looked at me, and I wanted to laugh at that moment, because I suddenly found out that the scene was like I was being expelled from a foreign country and they were family.

Cousin, when I turned around, Sioux called me. I’m sorry.

Half an hour after Fang Tao and I broke up, Sioux made a gesture to me as a hostess.

I didn’t turn back, I put the key on the box at the door, and I took the case and left.

And then the snow came out to drink, and it seemed like it smelled like it was once familiar, if it wasn’t a mint, that it smelled like it was in memory, and then it looked like it was deep and cold in memory.

When men look at me, they look so deep in my eyes.

3

I don’t know if Fontao tried to avoid me, and I rarely met him at the hospital, but she met him in the Sioux language, and she was always smiling and calling my cousin, but she had a big deal to say to her and had to spit in Sioux 800 times a day in my ear.

“I only know how to cry all day long. I don’t know how she got here.” The snow bit the straw and spit on me.

“You remember the patient in the accident? I’m sorry.

“That’s the one who got into your exorcism and then transferred to our chest surgery, and when she had her chest suture, she was pressed to the next vein, and she caused a new hemorrhage. God, the surgery that could have ended in five and a half hours was delayed by an hour and a half. I’m sorry.

I almost missed the next one. I’m sorry.

“Most of all, I said a few words after I finished, and she cried to my face. I’m sorry.

I listened, “What happened in the end? I’m sorry.

“In the end? Of course I’m the one who yelled at them. “When Fantao was with you, he was my friend. I’m sorry.

She suddenly stood up and said, “Sou’s son, I can tell you that you can only treat him as a younger generation, so don’t be scolded.” I’m sorry.

I couldn’t stop crying, “Of course, I understand that personal feelings don’t work. I’m sorry.

“That’s good. I’m sorry.

When I returned to the office, it was raining outside the window, and I stood and listened to the sound of the rain, reaching out and throwing the plant in the trash can.

Sweeping around, throwing away all the stuff in the house about Fang Tao, including the safe sign I asked for on thousands of steps.

The phone is vibrating, it’s Fang Tao.

I don’t know what else to say.

Fang Tao continues, “The central courtyard of the hospital will be fine. I’m sorry.

“Come on, I’m gonna check the room in ten minutes. “I looked at the watch and thought of the patient who was going to the room today.

The smile on the side of Fang Tao’s mouth is frozen.

“It’s time for work, you should call me Professor Sue, according to the rules,” and I interrupted him, “I don’t care about hierarchies, but it’s better to be clear now than in the past.” I’m sorry.

I saw Fang-tao holding his hand tight, looking at him for a while, “I’ve been thinking a lot, I just wanted to tell you today that I loved you before, and I really did. I know it’s my fault, but I hope it’s just between us. Don’t talk about it. I’m sorry.

I realized that, uh, so much was said to make it easy for me to speak Sioux.

This word of love is the second time I have heard it in my four years.

The first time he was drunk, when I sent him back, he grabbed my hand and his eyes were cloudy and told me he loved me.

Happy? Of course I was happy. I remember rubbing his forehead and kissing him with a smile before I left.

“Sioux is not an extraterrestrial,” I said, “If you seek refuge, you should look for Qiyu, after all, who is in her room, and after all, Qiyu won’t hurt her, so she can put away the white Lotus face. I’m sorry.

I looked at Fang’s wrinkled eyebrow and said, “Well, why don’t you raise yourself more? The snowman in my house is good, and she won’t say anything if she just drags down the snow, but she won’t give a shit about her patient. I’m sorry.

“Please repeat the original to the Sioux language and say it was me. I looked at Fang Tao’s mouth, and I looked at the time, and I said, “I’ll be off in 10 minutes, Dr Fang. Bye. I’m sorry.

Turning around for two steps, I suddenly remembered the kiss I saw that day at the door of the office with Sioux, and then turned to see him again.

I put my hands in my pocket, “Don’t ever use the word love to me again. I can’t hear the least of that. I’m sorry.

Then turn around and leave without turning back.

I’m not going back, but when I go back, I deserve it.

My clean and honest love has already taken its toll, and the wrong times have taken root, and I don’t want to think about how to plant it.

I never thought I’d see Kogawa when I was passing through E.R.

I went to high school together, and then I went to medical school, and I went to law and politics.

I never saw him again.

When a man looks at me with heavy eyes, my body shakes.

4

A few years ago, Kogawa’s mother was hospitalized because of a brain hemorrhage.

Before entering the operating room, Kogawa held my hand and asked me to cure his mother. His eyes were red, his body shivering, but I could only speak to him.

As a result, the operation failed, and I watched her EKG as a straight line and as a personal death announcement.

I did not know the expression of my face when I announced it to Kogawa, but I remember only the sobbing in which he held me, and the crying in which he held his mother’s cold body.

All I remember was her pale lips, and all I remember was her cold body.

She only remembered the presence of her at the entrance to school when she saw the light from her eyes when she saw Kokawa, and she said, with my hand and back, that it was lucky that Kogawa had friends like me.

I couldn’t say anything at the time, but I wasn’t so familiar with Kiyuki at the time, but I couldn’t say anything else but laugh that he was popular at school and that he was nice.

After his mother ‘ s funeral, we never saw him again, and then occasionally heard from Chishio that he had left the country and heard that he had returned two years later.

Just, never again.

After the clinic, I took a look around the E.R. And I walked gently and put a bottle of milk next to him, and the man looked up, and a fox looked at me.

I was in my head, I didn’t talk, I turned and left, and I sent him a porridge.

Because Ciccio said that I was drunk the other day, that I was sent home by Takakawa, and I only wanted to give her two punches, because I knew there was a good chance that something could happen when I was drunk.

But I’m leaving him with a man!

Or a man I’ve ever had an affair with!

I feel like a gentleman, but I’m still angry.

I’ve been squeezing my mouth and I’ve been thinking about a porridge.

But when I really sat across the street from this man, I suddenly regretted it.

The face of Kogawa and Fang Tao are just two extremes, not to say that they are violent, but they are disproportionate, and they must be said that they are well-suited to be lawyers and can be oppressive.

Like right now.

And he leans on the bed, a pair of foxes slightly picky eyes, black eyes can’t see his emotions, hands folding over his abdomen, and faces with no face appear a little smile when they see me.

But only a little.

“Where’s Ji-suk? He picked up the porridge and opened it.

I heard the first thing he said was to ask CHOI, “She’s gone to a meeting. Please, I sent it. I’m sorry.

“You bought the porridge?” He tasted, wrinkled.

“It’s… what, what, not your taste?” I’m a little nervous, and I’m thinking that Kogawa’s position today is supposed to be good, and I’m afraid I’m not used to this light.

But he laughed, “No, it tastes good, thank you. I’m sorry.

The big stone fell, “It’s all right. I’m sorry.

After that, Yukawa shared his porridge, and when I was thinking about leaving, he grabbed my wrist, or the hand he was hanging, and he looked down, and he couldn’t tell, “I heard you broke up? I’m sorry.

The part caught on the wrist was burned.

I had the next shock, and I laughed, “Yeah. I’m sorry.

He finally looked up and looked at me, black in the eyes of feelings I couldn’t understand.

I look like a needle in my eyes, and I say, “You rest well, I’ll go first.” But I’m not finished. He pulls me in a little bit, and I’m scared, but I can’t help but bend over and ask him, “What’s wrong? I’m sorry.

“It’s nothing, just to ask Dr. Sue if he has time tomorrow to have dinner with you… and Kiyuki as a little reunion. I’m sorry.

I’m getting itchy with the heat coming out of my ears.

And I put up with it, and looked at him, and looked near, but the fox’s eyes were not as obstinate as they were, but the radon above revealed a temptation, yet the eyes were as dark as ever.

5

I’m lost in my skin, and I’m just saying, “I’ll go back and see what I can do, and I’ll tell you. I’m sorry.

He smiled and noded and let me go.

I was so busy standing up, “Then take a rest, I’ll go. I’m sorry.

But when he turned away, he saw Fang-tao. He didn’t look so good at the moment, as though he was a little bit angry, but I was not in the mood to care about him and left.

When I returned to the office, I asked him about the good time, and I told Kogawa that I would not be available until 9:00 p.m.

He’ll be back soon, simple and simple.

The night surgery was not very difficult, four and a half hours later.

But this is Fang Tao’s assistant to me, and I can’t help it when he strips me.

“Doctor Fong, can you smoke? I can’t see where I’m going. “The long operation made me feel sore.

It’s about sense of displeasure in my tone, and Fang Tao hasn’t spoken much, and he’s got a “yes.”

When I got out of the operating room, I looked at my eye phone, and it was a little while before 9:00, and I was going to go back to my office and change and meet with Snow.

I took off the tummy and just put on the button, Fang Tao pushed the door in.

I frowned my hand off the buttons and turned to see him, “Didn’t I say come in and knock first? Shall I teach you that?”

He saw that I was just about to change, put coffee on the table, softly, “Sorry, I’m used to it. I’m sorry.

“What’s up? If it’s about smoking, go. I won’t take it outside. Just pay attention. “I poured a hot water out of the water machine without looking at his coffee.

Fang Tao didn’t care, kept smiling on his face, “Sorry, I came to ask you,” he hung up like he hesitated, “What’s your relationship with Kokawa?” I’m sorry.

I know Fang Tao saw it, but I didn’t think he’d go to see Kogawa’s name.

I looked up, “What does this have to do with you? I tried to make him think we’d broken up.

But he still asks, “Your new date? I’m sorry.

I’m gonna laugh at that. I don’t know how he can say that.

But somehow, I’m relaxed, I’m down and I’m drinking hot water. I’m sorry.

I don’t remember the moment I really intended to give up when I saw them kissing at the door of the office, or when I went back to his house to pack up and saw the dry tissue in the bedroom trash can.

Love in Fang Tao’s mouth, I don’t believe.

I saw Fang Tao as though he wanted to go forward, and I was on guard, but suddenly I saw Kokawa, who was not sure when he was standing at the door.

I’m stunned, and Fang knows that I’m looking back.

“What are you doing here? I’m still asking.

Only the men at the door, with a cup of hot chocolate, and a pair of foxes laughing at me while looking at Fang-tao with some sarcasm.

“Oh, I’ll pick you up for dinner. Goukawa came in slowly and handed me the hot chocolate.

Thank you.

“Is there anything else to deal with?” He looked at the eye and blocked his sight and blinked at me.

And I held the cup, and it was not right to think, that the fox had a blind eye.

I looked over my head and I saw a bad face, and I felt kind of good, and I looked up to the fox, and I said, “All right, let’s go. I’m sorry.

And then when he was tumbled, he suddenly called me, “Professor So,” and I looked back, and I only saw his eyebrow bending, as if his face had just been dark, “Professor, I have academic questions to ask you. I’m sorry.

I squeezed my fist, I tried to talk, and I was interrupted by Kogawa, “Sorry for this little friend,” saying, “Professor Sue is having dinner with her new girlfriend, and ask questions next time.” I’m sorry.

And then you just carried me away.

I didn’t see the sank face behind my back. I just felt very stiff.

I didn’t let go until I got to the hospital. I think you’re going to be on your own. I’m sorry.

When I heard his funny voice, I looked back, and the whole guy was out of control, almost hit him, and laughed, “Ha, ha, ha, let’s go. I’m sorry.

“Oh, really, what if Dr. Nassue thinks I’m a new man compared to old love? I’m sorry.

And the man laughed, and lo! he stood still, and leaned down, and drew near unto me, and his eye was heavy.

In the quiet night, the atmosphere rose.

I felt like my face was about to burn, and I felt like this new party…

Six.

I feel my body burning!

There’s something in my head.

Stop. I can’t think. It’s embarrassing!

I ignored the men’s problems, the rigid tunnel, “If Snow has no time, we can meet again next time. I’m sorry.

After that, I’d like to punch myself. How can I talk?

It’s a good thing I didn’t say much, “I’ve got a place, so don’t waste it. I’m sorry.

I’m relieved, and then I think about the other day, “Well, thanks for driving me home before I got drunk. I’m actually asking if I didn’t do anything weird.

“You’re welcome, just on your way. * He’s quiet, he’s not angry or angry. I guess I’m a little relaxed.*

I laughed, “Oh, I’m sorry. I should buy you dinner. I’m sorry.

“Okay. I’m sorry.

What’s good?

We looked at him in doubt, and only saw his face.

“Next time, I’ll take the deal. * And suddenly he looked at me and said, *

I should’ve said I was a lawyer, not at all.

And he smiled softly, “Okay, next time. I’m sorry.

The place for dinner was a Western restaurant, and I looked at the steak the waiter brought up, and I looked at him.

“You don’t have enough gastroenteritis, you’d better eat it, and you shouldn’t eat this late. “It’s not like I’m a doctor, but I’m a doctor.

Kogawa lost his smile and put his hands on his chin, “Well, it’s my negligence, I’ll listen to Dr. Sue next time. I’m sorry.

I realized I said something superfluous, “Sorry, I’m worried about your body.” I’m sorry.

“Well, I know. I’m sorry.

I thought, “Well, I’m glad you won the Gangnam Building case. I’m sorry.

He sips juice, and the narrow fox eye looks at me, and somehow, I find it strange.

I laughed, “A third case this year? How come you haven’t failed? I’m sorry.

“How do you know it’s the third one this year? * He’s a little bit down and he’s got curiosity in his eyes. *

“The only thing in the three cases is the Gangnam Building. How do you know the other two? I’m sorry.

Yuen, Kokawa is a logical thing. I’m stinging in my heart.

“That’s how Dr. Sue looks at me. I’m sorry.

I smiled, I didn’t panic, I didn’t say anything. “Of course not, but whoever has to leave him alone, push this pot on her.

“Do you read my letter?” I’m sorry.

I don’t care if he believes it or not, but seriously, I’m not focused on Kogawa, but I’m just going to go through the case of the firm where he works, and there’s a natural one. I remember it pretty well.

After dinner, Kogawa drove me home.

I looked out the window on the side of the road and I noticed that he had seen me a few times, and when I came downstairs, I sat straight down, I unzipped my seatbelt, I tried to open the door, and I found it locked, and I held my hand and looked back in peace.

“Why don’t you invite me up? He’s got his hands on the wheel and his eyes are looking up.

And I looked at him, and I looked down at him, and I said, “Maybe I made love to myself, but I wanted to say, “Let’s go to our friends.” “I try to breathe as softly as I can, one word at a time.

I’m over the age of thirty-three this year, and if I don’t, it’s best, if I do, I should put my head down in time.

Kogawa’s face is dark, obscure, I can’t see.

As soon as I thought I was going to stand still, I heard him laugh, “Who needs a friend of yours?” I’m sorry.

Then it was locked.

I even got out of the car, and I forgot to say thank you. It’s like running away.

When I got home, I found something real, and I was thinking about what happened today, and I saw Ciccio calling me.

I told her about today, “Chixic, think of me as narcissistic, but I just broke up. I don’t want to be surprised. I’m sorry.

“Couldn’t you like him?” I’m sorry.

It’s like pulling me back.

7

The former Kogawa, which was very common, had not been able to get rid of its cynicism, and a pair of fox eyes had come to form, far from being a fine young man with a little carelessness.

When did I like Kogawa?

It was probably when he saw him eating with rice on the corner of his mouth, or when he was on his way home, he was unconsciously protecting me and Ike on the inside of the road.

It’s like a spring rain, and it’s so quiet in my daily life. And the hearts of the young ones were hidden in their eyes for a while, and my eyes were swayed upon Kokawa.

I told Kiyuki about the love of a young girl, who did not tell Kawakawa, but often created an opportunity for us to be alone, and I carried with me a bit of twirling after joy.

It’s so obvious that he’s starting to get away from me.

It is not true that he was distant, but he became more silent and gradually became two, and he always had many reasons to leave first.

I don’t know if I’m smart enough, but I guess I put him under pressure or trouble.

I don’t think I’m the one who’s gonna beat the shit out of me. Maybe it’s better if I take this.

8

I took a leave of absence from the hospital, bought a bunch of flowers at the flower shop and took a cab to the cemetery.

This is the fourth year of the year, and every year I come alone to see my mother, Aunt Lu, and it’s very early, so I can avoid it.

I don’t have a chrysanthemum because I’ve seen Aunt Lui smile at the flower shop.

As hot and pale as roses.

I put the flowers on the back of the tombstone as usual.

It’s not my fault, I know. I’m just a general doctor. I’m doing my best.

Everyone told me so.

I’m not going to accept death, I’m just thinking about the moment the tears fell on my hand, and I think I’ll never forget it. The tears were so hot that I felt heavy on his head.

The extraterrestrial surgery is a great risk, and I’m not a failure.

I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, but when I say “sorry” to Kogawa, I don’t know how I feel when I see him waking out of his eyes to hold me in my arms.

All I can hear is the crying, and all I can think about is Kokawa’s crying and the smile that Aunt Luk gave me before she went into the operating room.

I saw Kagakawa again at the funeral, I bowed my head and whispered “I’m sorry” to him, and I didn’t dare look up to him.

And then, I heard he was out of the country, and I was eating cherries, and I accidentally swallowed the kernel, but I tried to take the other one gently, nod my head, “Oh.” I’m sorry.

I stood still for a while, reaching out to the dust on the tablet, bowing slowly and turning away.

When I went down the stairs, I saw the vehicle that was crossing the river opposite, and the one that was leaning towards it.

9

I took a little breath and looked up at the foxes, and the eyes were as dark as ever.

“Come to see my mom? He went up the stairs and stood by me.

“Hmm. “I don’t think so.

“Let’s go together. “I can’t hear the mood in my voice.

I was going to say that I was there, but he looked at me, and I didn’t dare talk.

I didn’t swallow the spit and he went up again.

Kawakawa bends a few steps ahead and takes out the roses that I brought and puts them right under Aunt Lu’s picture.

I’m a little surprised and I’m a little confused, and he must know I put the flowers on the back for years.

He turned his head, “Come on. I’m sorry.

I’m freezing, noding. I thought it was weird to follow him down the stairs behind Kawakawa, and he said he looked like he was just looking at it, and he didn’t even bring flowers, but he didn’t ask me what happened here.

“You go to the hospital?” He told me to get in the car, and I didn’t say no. It was enough to say something once. It was not adult.

I was afraid I’d lie about going to the hospital after taking time off to fix moths.

“If you don’t make it to the front station. I thought the firm wasn’t that busy, and he’s still their number one… no, sign.

I thought I was laughing and I was so busy.

He only looked at me, “On his way. I’m sorry.

“Aah?”

“I was just about to go to the hospital and check it out. “I went to see his fox’s eyes and suddenly felt less oppressive.

We split in front of the hospital, and he smiled and said, “Bye.” I’m sorry.

On the way back to the office, I thought about the smile of crossing the river before I left, and it was pretty good to laugh sometimes. Unfortunately, it didn’t last long. I just got my foot in the office and came back in Sioux.

“Cussie, Fang Tao asked me to bring you this. * She smiles sweetly, she moves in the right direction, and she is humbled, and she has nothing but a name. *

I took the papers and didn’t want to talk to her.

“It’s delivered, you go ahead. “What do you mean, when I’ve just said this, I saw Fang Tao standing at the door, wrinkled?

Sioux also seems surprised.

I looked around them.

“I’m sorry, Professor,” he said, “I’m sorry for coming in so slowly, but I’m sorry I didn’t finish the paperwork. I’m sorry.

I can’t believe I’m looking at the cold eyes of Sioux, though they’re not to me, they’re to Fang Tao.

And then I figured out, you know, they had a fight and then came to me for fun? Trying to get a sense of superiority from me?

I couldn’t help but think of it, and I broke up to deal with all this shit in front of me, and I looked up and I looked at the black side of the door.

“Hmm? I’m sorry.

Sioux and Fang Tao also saw Kogawa at the door, and they had different faces. It’s still a hot chocolate and a pair of foxes with smiles, like they’re watching something.

“What’s wrong? “I can only ask hard questions.

“I’m waiting for you to buy me dinner. He went into the room and put hot chocolate on the file, whether intentional or unintentional.

Then he turned and looked at the other two, and he stayed on Fang-tao for a while. “Oh, it’s you.” I’m sorry.

I was surprised to discover that the faces of the two men were blacked down at the speed visible to the naked eye, and that the eyes of the Sioux-speaking people were colder.

I look at the scene, and I know it’s shameful, but I just suddenly feel like it’s funny.

“Yes, but it’s time for work. You’re not going to take Professor Sue to dinner, are you? “Fang Tao’s beautiful peach blossoming eye, he smiles softly, but he brings some aggressiveness.

“How? “I’m sure I won’t stop Professor Su from working.” “It’s not like I’m going to be able to see it.”

And then he smiled, and he took the hot chocolate and put it in my hand, and talked to me, and he kept looking at Fang Tao, “Don’t you go?” You’re out early, you can go back to sleep. I’m sorry.

I’m not happy with that.

I got up and laughed, “Come on. I’m sorry.

Fantao tried to hold me back, and I got away from him, “I’m on leave. It’s my day off. I’m sorry.

By the time Kogawa and I got back in the car, I had to get out of that.

“What do you want to eat? “It’s 9:30, but I just want to finish.

While I am grateful to him for having found me back, I do not want him to enter my life as he wishes and openly.

“Of course it’s up to you. I’m sorry.

I turned around to see what he looked like, I don’t understand.

“Let’s go have breakfast. I know there’s a nice one. I said, send him the address.

“You can sleep, call you when you get there. He raised the temperature of the air conditioner and took out a pile of small blankets.

I looked at the blanket, I didn’t say no, I groaned and closed my eyes.

When I went back, I rejected the proposal to send me home.

“I can go home myself. I am determined.

“Isn’t it easier for me to give you a ride? What if you come home with a bad guy? He’s right.

“No, and you should go to work. I’m not moving.

“The firm and your family are on their way. He was laughing.

10

I was finally told that he did just take me home, as he said, but I didn’t think I’d been called downstairs by Kogawa for an hour.

“Come down, I have something to say. * He’s so boring, he’s passing it to my ear. * I ran to the window, and I saw the cars and people I knew downstairs.

“I know you went to see my mom…” He looked up at my window.

“Yogawa. I interrupted him, “Come on up, you know what floor it is? I’m sorry.

I know that as long as I meet him, I can’t skip this subject, and it’ll be between us.

When he came in, he cleaned a room, and I followed his eyes, and I swept it.

Then I poured him a hot water.

He reached out and sat lazyly on the couch, with long legs fine and black eyes calm.

I sat in front of him and ended up talking to him, “I know you’ve been visiting her every year for the last four years. I’m sorry.

I wasn’t surprised, I guessed it in the morning, but at first I might have been a little upset, but now I’m out of it. I’m sorry.

It’s the first time he’s ever called me that seriously since he met. I’m sorry.

I was a little stunned, like I was outside the operating room the other day, holding my hand for me, holding me in tears on my back.

I fell red eyes and my fingers were cold.

I can say to him that I know, of course, even in front of anyone, that I am the only one.

Not in front of him alone.

“You know, my mom has severe depression. I’ve been looking at you for a long time.

Aunt Lu has depression and I know that I’ve read her medical records, but… isn’t that a long time ago?

Kogawa understood what I saw, and said, “It’s happening again, just a week before he went to the hospital. I’m sorry.

I remembered the smile that Aunt Luk smiled on me before she went into the operating room, and I couldn’t believe it was for a patient with a relapse into depression.

“I, I thought Aunt Lu was trying to comfort me…” I had my hands in my clothes and my voice was shaking.

“She doesn’t have the will to live, she wants to leave me,” and Nagakawa stands up and holds me, “It’s not your fault she doesn’t want to live.” I’m sorry.

The tears fell.

“You know the last thing she said to me? He wipes my tears with a tissue, and she says, “Let me not be difficult for you.” I’m sorry.

I opened my little red eyes and I couldn’t believe it.

And then I fell into his arms, and I sobbing in pieces.

I’m sorry, I’m sorry.

I did not know how he felt when she said she was going to leave him, nor did I know what she felt when she met her son for the last time.

Aunt Lu wants to say sorry to her son if she has struggled and suffered.

She knew that she owed so much for her life, but she couldn’t live without her own thoughts, and she ended up swallowing her regrets and saying, “Don’t be hard on her.”

She has arranged everything for others, but not across the river.

Eleven.

He must have begged his mother not to leave him, and to take pity on himself, but he knew that he could not speak. Because he had seen too many nights of her mother ‘ s insomnia and collapse, saw her solitude in the dark, saw her with her eyes red and swollen, told him that he could not say anything to keep her alive for herself.

He did not want her to suffer any more, he could not help her and had to let her go.

I don’t understand any of this.

All these years, I don’t know.

Then I fell asleep crying and woke up at 5:00.

I looked out the window at sunset and I couldn’t look back.

Until the door was knocked, and then I watched the doorknob turn, and the foxes of Kawakawa came out behind the door, and then showed a little smile, “Why don’t you wake up? Let’s just pack up and have some porridge. I’m sorry.

Why is he still here?

When I left the room, there were two bowls of porridge on the table and some snacks, and the cooks, who opened their aprons to me, sat in their chairs and waved me over.

I hesitated for a moment, and I turned my eyebrow. Why is this man so familiar with my family?

“Well, sit down and have a drink,” he said with his eyes, “You said I’d better eat something light, I won’t do anything else, I’ll just cook the porridge.” I’m sorry.

I’ve had a taste of it. It smells good. It’s my favorite scrawny porridge.

If there’s no ginger.

“Is it your habit to put Ginger on? I’m sorry.

“You got up early this morning? I’m afraid you’ll catch a cold. I’m not a doctor.

“Don’t like it? He’s holding on to his head, he’s shattering the porridge in the bowl.

“No, very much. I’m sorry.

The last time I went to give him porridge, that conversation was exactly the same.

Suddenly you want to laugh.

In fact, I did laugh.

The man on the other side of the porridge looked at me with a confused fox, until Kawakawa left, and we agreed not to mention it again.

“Bye. He stood at the door and waved at me.

I don’t know why. I think he’ll see you soon when he says goodbye.

I laughed at him and whispered, “Bye. I’m sorry.

When I went to work the next day, the snow of the pool was so mysteriously biting my ear. I’m sorry.

I laughed, and when I saw the Kogawa phone page, I knew it had to be this little ghost who told him.

I said, “Why are you so excited about me and Kogawa? I’m sorry.

“Sweet,” the snow of the pool is apocalyptic: “There is too much misunderstanding between you.” I’m sorry.

12

“Do you remember when you told me you liked Kawakawa, and he became more distant from us? She nodded at me and went on to say, “It’s not true that all of his reasons were false at the time, and there’s something real going on in his house. Those days, Kogawa’s father found their home. I’m sorry.

“It was one day he didn’t come to class, and it was the same day that Kogawa kicked his drunk dad into the hospital… That’s why he had to go to the University of Political Law. I’m sorry.

“He said he would never forgive that man for his life. He was a lawyer to protect the wounded. I’m sorry.

“He said he could send the man in once. I’m sorry.

I’ve been listening, and I’ve been wondering why I’m gone.

But what really doesn’t matter anymore, it’s over.

Missing’s not coming back.

I haven’t seen Kogawa in days, and I don’t know if it’s a wish in my mind, but I’m confused that the barrier between me and Kokawa is loose.

When I came out of the operating room, I ran into Fang Tao, and I watched with horrors a gentle man without a beard or face.

Fang Tao saw my moment, and the beautiful peach blossoms shined.

What I used to love most was Fang Tao’s eyes, and in the radish eyes I saw the mountains, the lakes, the youth, the gentle moonlight, but now what is left of these eyes?

I’ll go around Fang Tao and find the snow. That’s not my moon.

I didn’t see the dark eyes behind me.

I never thought I’d see Kogawa again in the emergency department.

I frowned, “Do I have gastroenteritis again?” I’m sorry.

Kogawa saw me come in here to raise my body, and I pressed my shoulder, “It’s better to lie down. I’m sorry.

It’s about because of his illness, today’s Gokukawa’s inexplicable good behavior, he nods his head and lays down and a fox stares at me.

Without the oppression of the past, he was somewhat pitiful with a little red on his tail.

“Didn’t you eat well?” I’m sorry.

He didn’t say anything. Shake his head and nod.

I didn’t know what he meant. I had to pour him a hot water first.

He’s down for a sip or nothing.

And I said, “Then take a rest…”

And before I finished, I saw him holding my hand, and he said, “I want to drink porridge. I’m sorry.

I swung, “Yes, wait for me. And then he let go of my hand.

When I left the room, I realized that Kokawa was like a child. Despite this, I feel a little happier, and it is rare to see someone like Takakawa.

When I came back with the porridge, Kawakawa was sending a message that I was coming in, dropping down my cell phone, holding up a small table and sitting on a bed with his legs on it, like a little animal waiting to be fed.

I asked him, “Why didn’t you eat well? I’m sorry.

He’s greasy, he’s not talking, and I’m reminded that he’s asking too much.

“It’s about the Gangnam Building. I’m sorry.

“Isn’t that case solved long ago? I’m sorry.

“It’s Ryan who’s still upset. * He’s got a little breath. *

I know Ryan, the rival of the Gangnam Building, the two.

I don’t get it, but I know I’m in trouble when I look at Kogawa.

And then the phone rings, and I pick it up, and I wrinkled, “Fan Tao? I’m sorry.

“Let’s do a check. I’ll come right now. I’m sorry.

And We had hastened to say farewell to the river, and he nodded his head in a manner that We had neglected his hand as white as paper.

When I arrived at the scene, I saw only Sioux lying on the window and looking inside, and I looked at her, and I went to the computer to see the results.

Fortunately, it’s not too bad, because there’s a blood clot in the brain that’s a little big enough to crush the visual nerve and suddenly faints.

But how did you get this?

After a while, he woke up, “Did you pass out before? How long did it last? I’m sorry.

Fang Tao’s face was thin, and he didn’t even look at it with his eyes. “About a week ago, I passed out once, but I thought it was because I didn’t have enough time to take a look. I’m sorry.

“…is it serious? I’m sorry.

I laughed, “Not serious, just a clot. I’m sorry.

I think he’s a little relieved, but he’s still worried. I’m sorry.

“I believe, I believe. He was busy talking.

“Then take a good rest and inform you of the exact time of the operation this afternoon. Call us if there’s a problem. I told him a few words, and I saw the Sioux language waiting outside.

“You can go in there and see him. He’s fine. Don’t worry. I’m sorry.

Sioux looked at me and noded my head.

I also turned back to my office to prepare Fang Tao for surgery.

At night, Kogawa came to my office to say good-bye, and I laughed at him and told him, “I’ll eat well later, it’ll always be bad to come to the hospital. I’m sorry.

He responded.

I felt a bit sad when Kogawa returned to his normal life, and he asked me, “You answered the phone today, you heard Fang Tao, your ex? What happened to him?”

I’m not surprised that he knows Fang Tao’s name, but I always think he’s weird, or, “He’s got a blood clot in his head that might have to be operated on. I’m sorry.

“It’s serious? * He’s got his eyes *

I finally heard something wrong, “No, it won’t affect his life after surgery. I’m sorry.

After that, it became clear to me that Kawakawa was relieved and more confused. I’m sorry.

I didn’t expect to get blacked out of across the river. I’m sorry.

I was laughing, “It’s too late. I’m going to find Fang Tao, and I won’t send you.” I’m sorry.

And I heard that on the couch, sitting down with my confused eyes, and he said, “I think I’ll have an accident when I get back on my own, and I haven’t eaten until you’re finished. I’m sorry.

I said, “What?”

I looked at him, I looked at him, I looked at him and I thought he was a patient today. I’m sorry.

He’s a good nod.

I went out with satisfaction.

When he came to Fang Tao’s ward, he looked out the window, and the light on the side of the road was dark, and I couldn’t see his face.

13

Probably heard someone come in and Fang turned and smiled at me.

The night before the operation, it was important to keep the patient happy, “How do you feel? Is there something wrong?”

Fang Tao shakes his head and laughs.

“Then rest, don’t worry. I said I turned around and left.

It’s just that Fang Tao suddenly grabbed my hand and looked at me with a bright peach eye.

“Fang Tao,” his eyes now remind me of when he said he would always be nice to me, “We’ve broken up.” I’m sorry.

I promised him without hesitation.

He’s a little pale and he’s still stubbornly asking, “I know, I just wanted to say don’t like it…”

And I interrupted him again, “I mean, from now on, I’ve had nothing to do with you. I’m sorry.

Today, I slowly and firmly rejected him.

I don’t care if he really likes me before, whether he likes Sioux or regrets it. It’s none of my business.

I do not want to dwell on who is more wrong in this relationship, and it should end when it ends.

In the end, Fang Tao let go of my hand and he lay down and I said, “Get some rest.”

When the door was closed, it was too close to be seen. I’m sorry.

He took a look at the room behind me, and he said, “Look at you. You haven’t come back for too long. I’m sorry.

I nod my head. I don’t doubt it. “Then go eat now. I’m sorry.

Kawakawa’s eyes are shining, “Okay. * It’s just one tail to swing.

I counted time, pulled out my cell phone, called Chishik, “Hey, is it over? Come out for dinner. I’m sorry.

I put my cell phone in my pocket, pretending I didn’t see the fox’s eyes from the man next to me, and I didn’t even know I was talking.

The last meal was spent in Kogawa’s bitterness and in the soundness of Ikeki and in my absence.

The surgery was successful the next day, and when I came out, I saw the red eyes of Sioux, and I looked down and I didn’t talk.

It is not my duty to comfort them all the time. It is my duty to heal, but the Mother’s heart is not mine.

I’ll just say it once.

I’ve got a cold today, I’m on my way to get something to eat, and I’ll have a dinner with Yuki and I’ll have a reason.

At first I can still convince myself that something really happened, and then I couldn’t stand it.

One time after he knocked on the door, I frowned him and yelled, “Yokukawa, the lawyer is so busy? I’m sorry.

He’s sitting on the sofa, “How’s it going? I’m tired. I’m sorry.

I opened my mouth, “You said you heard what I said the other day. I’m sorry.

The sound is small but clear.

Kogawa’s water-drinking move is over, “I know. I’m sorry.

I got a headache, “You…”

“But I said, I don’t need a friend of yours. “The dark, dark eyes of the river show up, and the thin lips are stained with water.

14

I went too far to see him.

Because in his eyes, I saw seriously.

As in the past, Kokawa came to my office, even with his computer.

He always brought me something, sometimes sugar, sometimes hot chocolate, sometimes dolls, sometimes cactus.

He said cactus is good for food, so I don’t have to worry.

I’m going to put a couple of sugars in my jacket pocket, and I’m going to have a couple of them in my pocket, and I’m going to open the window in the rain, and I’m going to blow the cactus, or I’m going to hold the doll on a rare lunch break.

I came back after that day, and I let him.

I didn’t see Kogawa in my office all day. I thought he was a little busy today.

But I saw Kogawa again in E.R.

It was a car accident.

By the time I arrived, the emergency doctor was giving him a rescue.

I looked at him in his bed and I had a red eye.

He’s got a soft, soft hair. On the forehead, the forehead, the side of the face and the chin are blood stains, and even black suits have deepened colours as a result of blood infiltration. His hands fell down at the edge of the bed, and he moved slightly as the doctor moved, and his lips were almost pale because of the loss of blood.

I felt my body was a little stiff at the moment, but I still forced myself to see the results of the examination in Takakawa.

I know what is most useful now.

He suffered a head injury as a result of a car accident, and his blood pressure has been declining and can only be operated as soon as possible.

The time was tight, and after urgent communication, I signed the name at the request of the Chief of Section.

Before I went into the operating room, I chewed a whole sugar, properly disinfected, and I took a deep breath in front of the door.

Dr. Blade is my teacher, Professor Song, and I volunteered for his help.

It’s probably that Kogawa was unconsciously protected when he was hit, and the surgery didn’t last long, and I felt it very quickly.

Kawakawa is in intensive care.

I was sitting next to his bed, thinking, why do I always see this man in the hospital?

My right hand stood up to my chin and saw the nose from his forehead to his thin lips.

I’ve been looking at him for the last two days, and I’ve been thinking about him a lot.

Kookawa was not very lively at that time, but sometimes he was just joking with me and I, and I was having a lame joke.

I laugh at him every time I hear him, even though most times I laugh at him.

It’s only then that Kawakawa’s feelings of shame are rarely revealed, usually in the form of mouths, turning around, and occasionally looking at me and Jiyu, making sure we’re behind him.

I remember again when I saw him in the emergency room, covered in blood, but I didn’t remember what I was thinking, and I just remembered that I was scared.

I’m afraid of more than panic.

And We lamented a little, and beholded him by a glance, while he opened his eyes.

The stone of the heart finally landed.

Kogawa’s body recovered quickly, and he himself proved it physically, after all, on the fourth day of his awakening, he had begun to work in his bed.

I’m still visiting him every day.

“Did you sign the surgery? I’m sorry.

I nod my head. I just wanted to explain to him.

“As your girlfriend? A couple of foxes with a tiny eye.

15

The following week, Kogawa was forced by me to stay at his house, and he looked busy the other day, and every time the video saw him on the computer, I saw the words “Kangnan Building” in my head, and I thought it might have something to do with the last case.

A month later, Yukawa recovered.

“Come on, I know a nice fish soup. I’m sorry.

I’m the one driving. I parked across the street and I was going to walk with him.

When the light was red and green, someone hit me, and I went ahead and got me.

The passersby apologized to me and I laughed back.

I’m going to thank Kogawa.

He moved his hand from my arm to the bottom, held my hand, and I earned, I didn’t get off.

I looked up to him, but I saw him looking forward, and I said, “There are too many people, I will hold you in my hand.” I’m sorry.

My finger swung a bit, and I realized he was even tighter.

I didn’t move anymore.

In the evening, as soon as I was getting ready to leave work, I got a call from Kogawa. I’m sorry.

“You’ve been drinking? I’m sorry.

The guy over at the phone softly answered.

I couldn’t wait to question why he died of the anger that happened to be drinking, and when he was on the sofa, I took Kogawa with his colleagues, with his profound eyes.

I tried to take him back to his house, and he got in the car and got confused, couldn’t find his home address, and finally took him back to his home.

I took him to bed, I stretched out my hand and took off his coat, and he twisted and he wouldn’t let me.

I laughed and strangled his cheek in a bad way, and he was about to eat pain, and I finally opened his hand, and I took the opportunity to take off his coat and went to the bathroom and took a wet towel to wipe his forehead.

And then he opened his eyes and whispered, “Soo-hour.” I’m sorry.

His eyes were clear, and I even wondered if he was really drunk.

He suddenly had a glass of water in his eyes. I was scared. Why would he cry?

“Sour hours, sour hours, sour hours…”

He shouted and I answered. And then I felt like I was gonna get yelled and he stopped.

But still looking at me, I think I’m about to end up in these eyes, covered in tears.

Sioux-Jour, he held my hand like he grabbed something, “Can you… like me?” I’m sorry.

“I like you so much. I’m sorry.

It’s pitiful and pitiful, and it’s a little drunk and crying.

I’m sure I’m watching Takakawa.

We were so close that I could even smell the wine on him and smell like mint.

It reminds me of the mints he always gave me.

Clear and cool, like right now.

I groan, lean.

One kiss fell to the corner of the mouth of the Kawakawa and another to the nose of Kawakawa.

Finally, I gently kissed his eyes.

I can even feel the tremors of his eyelashes, and I can hear the beating of his heart as fast as I can, but I don’t know whether it’s mine or hiss, or ours.

I know, I wavered.

At some unknown moment.

I’m not an old man. I’m the only one who’s done it again and again.

Sixteen times.

I’m Takakawa.

I’ve got a little hair, called Chishik.

One day as a child, I waited for her, and she was so excited that she pulled a little girl to introduce me as a very good friend.

I don’t care.

I greeted her politely, and I heard the soft voice of the little girl…

“My name is Sussy. I’m sorry.

After that, the two of them stayed together, and I became a threesome with the two men who had been in Jiyu for years.

Qixiu likes to mess around every day.

“Do you think this dress looks good?” I’m sorry.

It’s like, “Soo-hour, let me see your homework. I’m sorry.

We’ll clean you up today. I’m sorry.

Sioux Hour was the nickname she had been given. She found it interesting to call her Hour.

Me too.

Sue wasn’t as fun as she was, and every time the pool snowed on her, she was always smiling.

I don’t understand.

Is Sue so patient with everyone?

I don’t have a lot of time with Sue, but at best I’ll say hi in the hallway and nod each other at the mail and delivery.

There is nothing else.

I don’t get it.

Sue seems to have no passion for the snow.

I don’t care.

It was a long time, and I found out that Sue didn’t like to eat, clean up, and the pool snow was always messing up, and she couldn’t help it, so I watched them play in silence and cleaned up quickly.

When I came home from school, I followed the two little girls, looking at their long pony tails, subconsciously walking to her side, letting her go to the back of the road.

Although we haven’t talked much since then, I can always see her in the crowd.

She always smiles shallowly, and sometimes her eyes turn into moon teeth. I think she looks like the moon.

Then Su-Shou and Ji-suk always whispered into their ears and looked at me from time to time, which I could not describe.

I’m nervous every time.

For some time, Qiwei was always absent from our three-person activities for all kinds of lame reasons.

The atmosphere between me and Sue becomes quiet when snow is gone, and I can feel that her eyes are always stuck to me with joy.

I’m confused that Sue probably liked me.

I’m kind of happy to think about a chance to talk to Sue.

But I haven’t found my mom’s new home yet. My dad found my dad.

I’m worried.

So I left early after school, and the man went back.

When I returned to school, I saw the girl with her eyebrow bends, only this time, and she didn’t stick her eyes on me.

I began to wonder if it was because I was too late to find a chance to confess to her, to keep her waiting too long and to be patient.

I wanted to go to her and get close to her, but I was suddenly afraid I’d become that man.

So I dare not approach.

Once again, we return to the original.

The two of them went to medical college, and I went to law school.

When I went to college, my mother and I moved out of the same place, when she was already depressed, and I was running around every day between my studies and my mother’s condition.

Sometimes I think of the girl when I open the window at night and look up at the moon.

I’m still in touch with Kiyuki, and she finally learned about it. I asked her to keep it a secret. She promised me.

She knows who I really want to hide.

In the few conversations I’ve had with Ji-suk, I’ve been knocking on the side and asking about Sue.

I heard everything went well with her.

I’m happy for her too.

After graduation, I went to a small, well-known firm, took on some cases, got a good job, got some fame.

When I saw Sue again, I was in the hospital.

My mother’s brain was bleeding, and I didn’t find out until I got to the hospital that she was working here, an extraterrestrial professor.

I’m like a drowning man who caught the trust, and I grabbed her hand and asked her to heal my mother, but I know very well that comfort is nothing but a glass of water.

Because my mom doesn’t want to live.

I guess she’s about to take me away.

In the end, she just said, “Don’t be embarrassed for the girl.”

I know she was talking about Sue.

I don’t know when she met Sue, or what she thought.

Until Sue came out of the operating room and said “I’m sorry.”

I held her in a tremor, knowing that my mother had no will to survive and that I was ready to convince myself, but when I heard it, I cried.

I haven’t seen Sue since.

I went abroad and came back.

When I got back, I heard from Ciccio that Sue was in love.

It doesn’t feel like it. After all, she’s so good.

Once, Sutweborg updated a picture of the moon that she captured.

I’m happy for her, but I didn’t dare.

And then I met again at the bar, and I looked at her frowning drunk, and Snow came to tell me that Sue broke up with her four-year-old brother.

I didn’t say anything. I sent Sue home without saying anything.

She was different when she was drunk and at peace, and she was so tender and rolling that I had no choice but to please her.

When she sleeps it’s midnight.

I sat in the window and looked at her in peace, and I gave her the covers and left.

Then I thought, now that she’s broken up, can I try?

I guess I didn’t have to be with her. I just wanted to be close to her.

Chishik told me she told Sue about it. I was nervous. I waited for Sue to react. So I went to see her every day.

Fortunately, she wasn’t afraid of me.

When she went to see Fang Tao, I followed him on purpose, and I knew he pulled Sue out of the door because he saw me, and he asked if Sue wouldn’t like me.

I’m waiting for answers.

But at least she didn’t say she didn’t like it.

It wasn’t an accident.

On my way to the hospital the other day, it felt like someone was following me, and I was afraid that they would follow me to the hospital and follow me to Sue.

So I stopped looking for her.

It was later known that it was Ryan’s men who wanted to dig me up with the secret of the Gangnam Building.

I didn’t say yes, so there was the accident.

But fortunately, the accident was actually my job, along with the father of Jiyu.

I didn’t expect to scare Sue. I feel guilty.

I wasn’t that drunk that day.

It’s probably booze and guts, and I’ll ask Sue if he likes me.

That night, I called her a whole dozen times, like a nickname for years when I couldn’t say anything.

While waiting for the trial, my heart is in the eyes of my voice, perhaps overstretched, to the point that I cannot recover my physical tears.

Fortunately, she kissed me.

At that moment, I wanted to tell her, Sue–

You don’t have to catch the moon. You’re the moon.

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Author: Nan Bamboo

I don’t know.

Keep your eyes on the road.