5. Piperbacks
A snake with a tail.
Red alert: My world has collapsed.
1.30 Years ago
There’s a weird face on the wall of my room.
It only appears at night.
Right across the wall from the bed.
That face was staring at me, and he looked at me like he was crying and smiling.
The first time I saw him was when I was going to sleep at night.
I was four years old and I couldn’t even scream.
And then I grew up a little, and then I realized what this face was made of.
On the wall on the side of my bed, there is a cartoon wall lamp on the left; on the right is a light, light green electronic clock; under both is a children’s graffiti, with Mom and Dad and me, and we have a rainbow on our three heads.
The problem is that Mom suddenly thought that the rainbow was painted into nightlight.
So these three glowing things make up this “sweety face with a mouth.”
It was only then that I was too young, and it was a complete freaky face, and it was nothing but a horror.
When “he” appeared at night, I tried not to look at “he” and put my head under the covers and fell asleep, so I had to breathe in a few minutes.
And when I pee at night, I’d rather bite my teeth than open the covers.” He’d sleep in his sleep and go into the bathroom in his dreams…
The next day, Mom asked me why I wet my bed when I was so old and told her about the weird face on the wall.
She turned to the wall of her eyes and said, “It’s just your imagination, Woo. Mama didn’t see anything. I’m sorry.
Dad seems to have found something funny, katch Nail, and said on my shoulder that the boy had to be brave, which made me feel stupid.
I never told my mom and dad about weird faces again, because I said it wouldn’t help. They didn’t believe me, or they didn’t care. They just called me brave.
Since then, I have been afraid to drink water after dinner and go to bed early every day so that I can sleep early and avoid the weird faces on the wall.
Because I couldn’t talk to my mom and dad, I tried to talk to the kindergarten kids about it, and it was just a joke, so many kids stopped playing with me.
One day, the most naughty boy in the class went out and suddenly turned off the light, and the house went dark and many of his classmates screamed.
Then the boy turned on the light and pointed at me and said, ‘Why did you not scream?’ I’m sorry.
“Why should I scream?” I’m sorry.
‘Cause you’re afraid of the dark! The boy’s followers immediately understood his meaning, a haha laugh.
Other classmates laughed in order not to offend them, especially the ones who had just been scared to scream, and they laughed especially hard to “prove their innocence”.
“I’m not afraid of the dark. *I’m shaking my lips and biting my teeth in case I cry *
“Why don’t you sleep alone? The boy, with his arms, stood at the table and looked down at me.
I know exactly why he did it, and he just wants to embarrass me and thereby establish his authority, so whatever I say will be laughed at.
“The teacher is back! I’m sorry.
I wonder who shouted that all the children would return to their seats and sit quietly, even the boy with the head.
I kept my head down and my tears came out.
I pretended to rub my eyes and quickly dryed my tears to prevent them from being seen by teachers.
The teacher is very nice to everyone, but he’s always making a big deal of it and calling him a parent.
So there is an unwritten rule in the class that whoever makes a report is excluded from all small groups.
I don’t have any friends, but I don’t want to be bullied.
The break was the worst, and I sat in the corner with some envy.
Suddenly a voice came from the side: “Is it true that there is a face on your wall?” I’m sorry.
I turned my head, a little skinny boy holding a book and looking at me.
I can’t remember his name at all. He seems to be in our class.
Just as I was in the middle, the boy repeated:
“You said there was a face on your wall. Is it true? I’m sorry.
“It’s not a ghost face, it’s just weird…” And I consciously said back and looked at his face, and I wouldn’t be in the mood if he laughed at me like those people.
But his face is only serious.
“Do you want to come to my house? I was surprised to say it, but the boy across the street noded.
So when he came home at night, the boy was warmly welcomed by his family, and his parents came, and the parents were surprised that we were living in a block, even next to the floor.
They shake their hands with their smiles and promise to let us have more to share.
So I somehow got my first friend.
Because the weird faces on the wall had to go out at night to see them, he asked to stay in my house, and my parents offered to arrange for us to sleep together.
After the lights went out at night, the weird face on the wall appeared again.
I wonder if today’s weird face isn’t that scary because of someone lying around.
“Do you think it’s like a face…” I put out half my head and whispered.
“Well, I don’t see it. I’m sorry.
My mood fell to the bottom, but his subsequent sentence saved me:
“But it’s fun to sleep. I’m sorry.
I closed my eyes, relaxed for a moment, thinking I hadn’t asked his name.
“What’s your name? I’m sorry.
“Wind Gentleman. I’m sorry.
I suddenly remembered that he was the one who called “the teacher back” in the daytime.
2.22 Years ago
I was in the school garage with two locks on the back of my car.
One was locked, the other was never seen, but the wheel was locked to death.
“Hey, what’s taking so long?” The gentleman pushed the car from behind me, and he didn’t wait until I reached out and saw another lock on my wheel.
“Who did this? His eyes were staring at me in the back of his lens, and his voice was calm, but I knew he was angry.
“I don’t know, maybe someone locked the wrong car. “I pretended I didn’t care, but I saw a gentleman with no face, and I had to bow my head down.
“There’s not a lot of cars left. If they’re locked wrong, why hasn’t anyone picked them up yet? I’m sorry.
He stepped on his feet and went to the rear of my car, bending down and looking at it. “It’s a very rusty lock, apparently someone who wants to throw away waste and deliberately get you into trouble. Cut, next year we’re going to junior high. I’m sorry.
I grabbed his arm and told him, “Come on, squire, you’re almost graduating.”
He was half smaller than me, and he dumped me.
“No way! Don’t worry, I’ll teach them a lesson and teachers and parents will think they deserve it. I’m sorry.
I believe that I have seen my best friend’s methods many times since I was a child, and that he has never confronted anyone directly, but is very good at using others who have nothing to do with it.
Even worse, every little move he’s made is very hidden, and even if the bad guys he’s looking at end up in a miserable mess, no one will ever think of him.
I am sometimes glad that his little tactics will be used only against those who bully me, not me.
For his regular classmate, he was a trusted class leader, from the first to the sixth grades, and there was a consensus that he should be the best and most kind to learn.
The only thing you don’t understand is how he chose me as his best friend.
“O Woo, why are you trying to hide it from me again? Didn’t I tell you who’s bullying you to tell me right away? “A gentleman hates iron and steel.
I just don’t want any more trouble for you.
“Come on, I’ll beat you up! I’m sorry.
Every time I say that, the gentleman becomes very grumpy, his head is medium-sized and thinner in his class, and I’m the strongest and strongest boy in his class, but we’re the opposite.
Although he was mean on the surface, I knew he was just trying to help me, and I was warm in my heart, saying, “Thank you, have you known who did this?” I’m sorry.
“I heard Wang told Dong Zhi-sung this morning that he had changed his car locks and that they were not going to go to junior high school, that their parents talked to the schoolmaster and sent them to middle school once they graduated, so they had time to do this. Don’t worry, I won’t let them bother you again. I’m sorry.
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
“Why are you still riding this? Isn’t that your grandfather who bought you a bike for riding? “Didn’t Uncle buy you a new car?” I’m sorry.
“But this car can still ride. I don’t like the one Dad bought. I’m sorry.
“Why don’t you like it? It’s the latest, expensive. A gentleman says:
But… but…
“What is it?”
I’ve been holding back or telling the truth:
“I think he’ll be sad. I’m sorry.
When a gentleman turned around and pointed at my car, he said, “Sorry? Say it?”
“Yes, he has been with me since the third grade, and every time I give my tires, I seem to hear him be thankful. Every time I accidentally hit a rock, it seemed like I could hear him shouting pain.
The night Dad bought the new car, I touched his car, as if I heard him begging me not to throw him away…”
I touched my car with pity, as if he was responding to the temperature of the palm.
He looked at me and asked, “Do you feel the same about everything else?” I’m sorry.
“With long pencils and rubbers, with long clothes, with family jobs…” Don’t you think? I’m sorry.
“No, if my dad buys me a new car, I’m sure I’ll ride to school tomorrow.” I’m sorry.
“I’m sorry…”
“Don’t apologize, Woo. “You’re just a little special, and I’ll protect you. I’m sorry.
He filmed the back seat of his bike, and I just sat on it, and he swayed and stopped and complained:
“You’re riding, you’re sunk, you’re so big, you can’t fight anyone else… ..
I was laughterly riding in the car seat, waiting for a gentleman to sit, and I looked back at my baby car and said:
I’ll pick you up tomorrow and you’ll stay here.
He stood there without moving, but I thought, implicitly, that my car had also lighted me a plate.
By the way, Ken asked me to play at his house on Saturday! “I’m riding on an exciting road.
Ken is at my table, and although I am usually less interested in video games, I am most pleased that my fellow students, other than the gentleman, have extended to me the hand of friendship, and I can’t wait to express this pleasure to the gentleman.
As if he didn’t hear, I thought it was too windy and called, “Squire.” I’m sorry.
“…that’s great. Let’s go on Saturday. I’m sorry.
“No problem! “I’m smiling so loud.
But we didn’t go to Ken’s house on Saturday because he was found cheating on him and Dong Zheng’s test on Friday, and the teacher suspected that they were copying the books.
Although Ken repeatedly explained that they had not been deliberately asked to copy it, the teacher informed Ken ‘ s parents.
After school this afternoon, I passed by the door of the office.
I saw Wang and Dong Zhiqing pulling their heads and being reprimanded by their parents with their ears.
Jian, while crying, explained that he had not deliberately borrowed them to copy and that he had learned to lie at a young age when his mother was scolding him.
“Let’s go. “A gentleman took a step on my side.”
I’m not talking, I’m just taking my eyes back, and I’m going to follow you in two steps.
Then Wang and Dong Zhi-sung stopped asking me for trouble, and Ken stopped inviting me, and I went to school with him.
3.17 years ago
I was in the second class of the senior class, and the gentleman was putting questions and papers in his school bag.
He knew it was me, and he didn’t complain. “Unfortunately, language self-study has finished the physics and chemistry, otherwise more will be brought back. I’m sorry.
“You shouldn’t be so easy at first grade. My mom says the worse you get, you bring home a bunch of books every day, you don’t need it, you work. I’m sorry.
Senor put the last tutorial in the bag and zipped it up:
“Don’t listen to auntie. I’m in my first grade. Besides, I’m not always the first. I’m under a lot of pressure. I’m sorry.
I went to the same middle school and to the same high school after primary school.
My grades can only be assigned to ordinary classes, and although not in one class, it is fortunate that a gentleman still values his friendship with me and comes home with me every night after school.
“Oh, by the way, I see you did a good job last month. I’m sorry.
A gentleman walks with me, and the cleaning aunt is cleaning out the trash cans, full of drafts and rolls.
“No, it’s probably lucky. I’m sorry.
“Yo…” And the gentleman looked at my bag, and suddenly he ripped my zipper out like lightning, and I “aah” stretched out my hand, but it was too late, and several comic books fell to the ground.
“Yo, it’s the Sea King! Three copies in a row! Oh, isn’t it outside to prevent auntie from coming in and checking? I’m sorry.
A gentleman crouched down on the floor and turned my “prosecution” over, and I was silent and left to his count.
And when a gentleman said he was tired, he looked at me with a stiff eye and said, “You idiot!” It’s a senior year! You only bring home a few comic books after school. I’m sorry.
I bow my head and let him teach me. Now I’m about a foot eight, and the gentleman is ten centimeters shorter than me, but I can’t look at him when he’s angry.
When a fire broke out, the gentleman put my book back in the bag, saying, “Well, I won’t tell my aunt if I’m honest. I’m sorry.
My worst fear is that the gentleman told my parents that there was a chance to ease the situation, and that I was so busy getting my classmates to borrow my homework in the morning, and that I had to take the comic book out.
A gentleman walks in front without an expression, and he says, “What else? I’m sorry.
“It’s gone. I’m sorry.
A gentleman smiled and said, “No more? You do your homework every day, you read comics at night, and you get better than before? Don’t tell me it’s enough to listen in class. I can’t even get first grade! I’m sorry.
Oh, shit. I’m sweating. I don’t want to tell a gentleman about this.
“You cheated? He stopped and turned to me.
“I I don’t know” and I’m like, “I’m like, I’m like, “I’m like, I’m like, “I’m like, I’m like, I’m like, I’m like, “I’m like, I’m like, I’m like, I’m like, I’m like, I’m like, “I’m like, I’m like, I’m like, I’m like, I’m like, I’m like, “I’m like, I’m like, I’m like, I’m like, I’m like, I’m like, I’m like, I’m like, I’m like, I’m like, I’m like, I’m like, I’m like, I’m like, I’m like, I’m like, I’m like, I’m like, I’m like, I’m like, I’m like, I’m like, I’m like, I’m like, and I’m like, I’m like, I’m like,
Nor does the gentleman understand what this answer means.
I struggled for half a day and finally made up my mind, saying, “Come to my house, it’s not clear. I’m sorry.
As soon as we arrived at my house, we both ran into my room.
My parents used to come to my house, just to call her parents and tell her everything.
And I sat at the desk, and I rolled a roll out of my tutor’s book and a pile of rolls, and I showed it to the gentleman, who took a sweep of his eyes. I’m sorry.
I came up with the same blank paper and asked the gentleman: “If you write it again, can you get a full score?” I’m sorry.
He took the paper and noded after thinking, “It should be possible, except for the third question on the last question, which was said last week, and some of the questions need to be remembered.”
“Perhaps for you, but for most people, it’s good to have a full score of 150 and 120 or more. I’m sorry.
“Maybe, but what does this have to do with you…”
“Shut up, give me half an hour. “I interrupted him, took out an ordinary black pen from his pocket and began to answer under the eyes of the gentleman.
You know, math takes 120 minutes, but I’ve done this in less than 30 minutes.
He looked at the paper and whispered, and looked at me with his head up, and he said:
“How did you do that by choosing and filling out parts of the question that you might have been able to calculate? I’m sorry.
I was not surprised, but asked: “How many points can this scroll score, according to you?” I’m sorry.
He looked at it again, about two or three minutes later, and he said with some uncertainty, “If you’re going to do a little bit of math, maybe it’s a full score.” I’m sorry.
“How did you do that?” Say it! I’m sorry.
He doesn’t care about any of the rolls, just throw them on me, see if I don’t say anything.
I pushed him away, and I said, “Do I cheat in your opinion? I’m sorry.
“No, absolutely no. He said, “I saw what you wrote with my own eyes, without any small action.” I’m sorry.
“In fact, I cheated. I didn’t wait for a gentleman to speak, shake the pen, “With him.” I’m sorry.
“How can I not understand you?” A gentleman is completely confused.
“Do you remember my bike? That’s the baby car. I’m sorry.
I said, “I kept it in Grandpa’s yard. I couldn’t ride it long ago, but I didn’t get rid of it.” Every time I went to Grandpa’s, I went to see him and I talked to him and suddenly one day he answered me. I’m sorry.
What do you mean?
“It’s not my imagination. He really answered me! I’m trying to explain, like, “Some trivial things I forgot, but he remembers them, and everything is clear. He even remembers how many days I had to fix his baby.”
Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. I’m sorry.
“No, actually he can only answer my questions, and he can’t express his opinion…”
“You’re crazy! If you like that car, it won’t talk. It’s iron! I’m sorry.
I did not dispute, but referred to a just-written volume, saying, “What then do you explain?” I’m sorry.
He looked at the scroll, and he looked at the pen in my hand, and suddenly he looked at it, and said, “Is this pen too?”
He picked up the pen in my hand and looked closely at it, except for the slight bite marks on the cap and the almost total polishing of the print on the pen, which was no different from the other pens.
“I’ve been using this pen since junior high because I have a good sense of hand, so I use it most.
Just last month, I suddenly found out that I was able to speak to him, and he could tell me exactly what he had learned and what he had done, and ask him. I’m sorry.
I remember the day of the last month.
I’m sitting at the table, and I’m worried about the blank second half of the paper, and the question before me is rather confusing and simple, but the big question behind me really doesn’t know how to write it.
I’m reading the subject in a boring way.
Suddenly, a voice came into my mind.
I stunned for a moment and realized that this voice was saying the answer to the subject I just read!
I looked around in a reflective manner, but everyone around was looking down at the paper, and the monitor teacher was asleep on the podium.
No one is talking, but it’s true.
Maybe…
I bow my head and see this pen in my hand.
Does he have the ability to answer questions like my child car?
I had doubts in my heart and then tried to read another question.
I knew it!
The familiar voices are again ringing, and this is the answer to that question.
I can’t help but shake my hands and accidentally make a short sound.
The eyes of the examiner fell on me.
I forced myself to calm down and saw that I had no suspicious movement for half a day, so the examining teacher turned his eyes away.
I read the question again in my heart.
And this time, I listened to the sound, and the answer was on the paper.
Amazingly, my answer to the pen did not give rise to any doubts, as did the child car that trusted me, and I had the same trust in this pen that I had for so long.
With his help, I’ll be done with the papers soon.
Naturally, I was not disappointed in the end, and this month I did a great job.
I’ve been in trouble for a long time, too.
What if he thinks I’m sick? What if he thinks I’m a cheater? What if he tells his parents and teachers about this?
But the reaction of the gentleman when he knew the truth removed all my concerns.
After hearing my explanation, he was a little bit hard to believe, opened his mouth, shook his head and asked, “What do you mean by Question?” I’m sorry.
I take the pen back, I stare at it for two seconds, and I spread the handways:
“Just like this, what you want to ask is like a slide flipping through your head like an EKT so I can finish the paper so quickly.” I’m sorry.
“I can do it 100% right, even if I haven’t seen it, and this pen will help me remember a similar point of knowledge… I don’t know if it’s cheating, because without him, I’m nothing. What am I supposed to do?”
I looked up to a gentleman and found that he was looking at the pen in my hand with a strange look that I had never seen before, and then his sight slowly moved on to me.
It’s like cold snakes entangling through their bodies, and it’s getting chills all over them.
His sight slowly moved to my face and saw the way I looked at him.
It’s a strange, cold feeling, and it’s always been replaced by a gentleman.
It’s as if everything that just happened was just my delusion of being too nervous.
“That’s great, little Woo-woo. You’re like a golden finger owner in a comic book! You’re so special we can take the same university! I’m sorry.
I held on to a gentleman and hesitated to say, “You mean, let me continue with his exams? Don’t you think this is cheating? I’m sorry.
“Ou, remember, the purpose is always greater than the means. I was afraid you were cheating because those little tricks didn’t work in the exam. I’m sorry.
“Even if it’s unfair to others? I’m weak.
I have witnessed how my fellow students have worked so hard to sacrifice their time to eat and sleep and even to go to the toilet, and the health overstretched only to remember a few points of knowledge that they would not have been given, even for a gentleman.
I just don’t want to tell him that he’s afraid he thinks I’m mean, which is worse than keeping me out of college.
Xiao Woo… I’m sorry.
“Think! I don’t hesitate.
“Then do it. Starting tomorrow, you’ll take this pen with you and take notes. After a year, you might get better than me, and then you might have to fill in on a near-volunteer. I’m sorry.
A gentleman smiled with joy.
“You’re kidding me I won more than you” I don’t know why I’m crying and crying without money.
Maybe it’s because it’s possible to be with a gentleman in the future, maybe it’s because the guilt of the classmates has been reduced, maybe just because he accepted me.
Since then, my grades have progressed dramatically, moving into the elite class in third grade and, at one point, into the top 10.
And when I was satisfied that I could kill in high school, fate made a great joke with me.
I lost the pen.
There are three pens in the transparent bag that was brought into the examination, except for the one that was able to talk to me.
I finished the exam with an ordinary pen, I walked out of the exam pale, and I knew it was over.
I don’t know what to look like.
4.10 years ago
“Put that on. I’ll see you at the cafe in half an hour. “As the new game began, I immediately laid down the rainbow and marched into the canyon.
“Want to go? I didn’t mean to leave, but I asked.
“I don’t want to go, but now that you’re talking, go ahead. “The other roommates in the dorm are gone, so I don’t have to worry about anyone else and speak directly to the rainbow.
“Did you listen too much?” It’s time for you to think about what to do. I’m sorry.
“It’s for my own good, even though he gave up his trip to Qingbei for me…”
“All right, all the time, I’m not gonna say it! I’m sorry.
I don’t want to play when I’m angry and I’m not in the mood to take the risk of being reported.
Turn off the computer, I rise to the closet, open the closet door, take out a white shirt hanging to the left.
He was a gift to me from my parents when they graduated from college. Mr. Ken knows that, so let me put this on, just for a moment.
I took out the hanger, spread my shirt on the bed and said, “Hi, Jack. I’m sorry.
The buttons of the white shirt are suddenly hallucinating into two eyes, and a vague face appears on the surface of the shirt.
It’s like a windless sleeve, like two hands swinging at me, Jack.
“It’s been a long time, Xiao Woo. How do you feel about me today? I’m sorry.
“The gentleman asked me to wear it. Please come with me. I answered.
Jack was happy to say, “That’s great. It’s been a long time since you’ve been out with Woo. I’m sorry.
“Hmm, except for this guy’s ugly phone shell for me. “I don’t like to complain.
“Don’t be so windy on the watch, it’s a slammer, right? I’m sorry.
You’re so annoying!
Rainbow was my first smartphone, Jack was my parents’ shirt, when they had the consciousness I forgot.
Compared to the pen I lost, they not only passively answer my questions, but also have their own unique character and ability to think.
Sometimes, even when they are angry, refuting me, or asking me to do something, and occasionally in communicating with them, they create the illusion that they are human beings.
But well, they still depend on me for their existence, and although sometimes they joke that they want to live in my place, I know that they still obey my senses.
I’m gonna take Jack out, and the coffee shop that the gentleman mentioned is next to the school district, and it’s gonna take 10 minutes.
As soon as he entered the coffee shop, he was sitting by the window, and so on, and now he’s purified with a few cents of a book with glasses, compared to the look of a nerd in high school.
Upon entering the university campus, he took advantage of his unique personality and became the head of the class, followed by the chairman of the student union and the secretary of the faculty … He left after studying.
As a result of his studies, many teachers remember him and say that there is no limit to his future.
Of course it is. After all, after all, the gentleman tested the “Flowstream 211” that I could barely reach with a score that could go up to Qingxi North, for the reason that he could take care of me.
My parents were so moved that they almost treated him as another son, and his parents initially opposed him, but they still couldn’t, and finally they compromised.
He said he couldn’t trust me, I couldn’t leave him, and I didn’t know how to date anyone else.
After four years of undergraduate studies, we decided to study together, then to find work together, and the future was never thought of, I suppose.
“Sit down, what do you want?” The gentleman pushed the drinks over.
I sat down and said, “What’s today? I’m sorry.
“I’d like to introduce you to someone who’ll come later. The girl’s her sister. I’m sorry.
I thought I’d run off before I finished talking.
“Don’t say no. The girl’s interested in you. She’s the one who wants to meet her. I’m sorry.
The dream girl is a gentleman’s girlfriend, and she’s got a pretty good grades.
But I didn’t like her very much, because she looked at me like she was looking at something extra, like stains on art.
I am no stranger to that look, and many of those who saw him with me.
Two girls came by, one of them a dream girl, the other with Zi Liu Hai short hair, a clean bun face, and very cute.
The dreamer sat in the seat next to the gentleman, naturally, and the girl hesitated to look at me with some tact, and then to sit down next to me.
“This is my sister Fluttershy, who is also a computer major, but unlike you, she’s heard of you before and wants to meet today. I’m sorry.
Dreams are all over me.
“You… hello, Brother Liang, I’ve always heard from my mentors that Mr. Lee’s team has a very good back-end student who’s always wanted to meet you and wants to think…”
Fluttershy’s face gets redter and ends up in the chest like an ostrich.
I’m not good at words, but it’s obvious that the other side is not a social expert, and we’re all laughing at each other at a time when we have two top-class crews.
“Do you like her? The rainbow on the table suddenly spoke to me.
I listen to them, and I turn my eyes to the rainbow: “I don’t like it, and I don’t hate it.” I’m sorry.
“Well, it’s like nothing. “When a gentleman is not introduced to you, you don’t want to fall in love, it doesn’t hurt people’s feelings.” I’m sorry.
“I said it, but the gentleman only said yes, and it went on. I’m helpless.
“What, what, I’m telling you that you’re in the middle of your business…” And I was interrupted by Jack, “You may have listened to Xiao Woo’s parents. Didn’t you ask him to find a girlfriend at the dinner table last time? I’m sorry.
“Well, I can’t say that the gentleman’s not, you two…”
Xiao Woo, Xiao Woo!
I looked back, and the gentleman was waving his finger in front of me, and the other two girls looked at me strangely.
He smiled, but the smile was a little stiff, and he said, “Oh, my God, how can Fluttershy talk to you like that? I’m sorry.
I was a little upset and I didn’t think I was coming.
Fluttershy may be trying to ease some of the awkward atmosphere, and suddenly picks up the rainbow on my desk and wonders, “My brother likes it, too, I used it before.” I’m sorry.
“Don’t let this woman touch me! The rainbow screamed.
It was only then that I got infected by the rainbow and cried out, “Don’t touch him!” “It’s a rainbow that takes back her hands.”
The whole café was staring at us for two seconds, and Fluttershy was pale and said he wasn’t feeling well and then ran away.
The dreamer pursued him without looking at me, and when the two of them went out, the gentleman groaned and said, “What is this about?” I’m sorry.
“Ion doesn’t like people touching him. * I know what I’m doing *
He knew about the rainbow and Jack and understood what I meant.
He drank coffee from a cup of coffee, and he said, “The dream girl wants me to read with her.” I’m sorry.
I looked up to him, blindly.
“His dad’s a little involved. I’ve seen her dad, too. It’s a good thing. I’m sorry.
He didn’t go on, I understood what he meant.
It is impossible to read with my grades, if he chooses to follow the advice of the dream, which means that he is in a different position from me.
“That’s why you keep introducing me to girls? * I’m sober, I’ve never been angry before * I’m sorry.
The more he was silent, the more angry I was.
And I stood up with my back on him, and said with as cold as I could: “It is not necessary for me to live with you.” I’m sorry.
“You don’t want to be separated from a gentleman, do you? I’m sorry.
Jack, answer me: “It’s no big deal. Woo-woo was angry at me. I’m sorry.
And I said, “Well, that’s just fine, and I think it’s much more important to him than the dream. I’m sorry.
Jack complains: “How can you ask him to do more when he’s under stress and he’s always feeling guilty? That’s a selfish idea.
“I’m selfish? What did I say?”
“Stop it! Stop it! “I broke up their quarrel loudly, and I was standing there in my breath.
When the consciousness returned to the cage, I suddenly noticed that the people around me were looking at me.
Their eyes are full of observation, terror and doubt.
And We bowed down in panic, covering our faces, and fled in haste.
Soon after that, a gentleman broke up with her.
I went to the same company with Master Aji, and nobody mentioned that day, as if it never happened.
5.4 years ago
Today is the day of my appointment to a doctor, and I took sick leave in advance, only said I had a cold for the company, and asked the gentleman to look after me.
He was worried about my state of mind and came to me as soon as he had arranged it. I said there was no need to go home and make up for it.
The doctor, of course, contacted me. He was a retired psychiatrist and is now in a private clinic, looking only at patients introduced by friends.
I wore a brand-new dress and arrived at the agreed location on time, saying that it was a clinic, but actually a private courtyard.
A white woman stood at the door and received me, saying she was Dr. Zhao.
Dr. Zhao took me into the yard, with a small wood table in the middle of the two recoiled chairs, with two strong fragrance trees behind them, and the tattered shades of trees covering where we were sitting.
The breeze blew and brought the fragrance to the heart of the drinker, and I felt completely relaxed.
“Can I call you that?” Dr. Zhao’s voice is so kind and kind, “I heard about you. You’re a special kid. I’d love to hear it if you wanted to. There are no rules, just say what you think. I’m sorry.
Perhaps Dr. Zhao’s voice reassured me that my long-stretched heart had eased.
I tried to show the world to Dr. Zhao, from the weird faces on the walls at an early age, to the child’s car, from the pens with the answers to the questions, to the rainbow and Jack with the self-conscious.
Dr. Zhao has been listening carefully, asking questions from time to time, and she has been thinking for a long time after I’ve said it, “Can I ask what’s going on with Rainbow and Jack?” I’m sorry.
“They’re not here. I’m sorry.
“Why? You must value them. I’m sorry.
“It’s true that I’m a bit painfully closing my eyes, and it really takes a lot of courage to revisit those memories, “but then more voices came out, Sam, Yama, Hanako… They could be a lamp on my desk, a mouse, a hanger, even slippers on the ground, pillows on my bed… and then I felt like everything in the house was hatching, like a baby, and one day it would become conscious. I’m sorry.
“Is this bad for you? Because I heard you talk about the past, and you don’t seem to have any other friends, except cloudy. Aren’t these new voices a surprise to you? I’m sorry.
“No, it’s not. I shake my head, “The senses are less satisfied with talking to me, and they even want to replace me.” Sometimes I can’t help but break them, and when I come back, those things are broken, and the consciousness is gone. I’m sorry.
Dr. Zhao detailed me and said, “Son, I found something interesting in your account. Would you like to hear it? I’m sorry.
“Of course. I’m sorry.
“The original freaky face is the bud of everything, it gives you a sense of lifeless things, and you start to care about the way things feel, and you project the excess of feelings into him, so that he gets life.” And then you get a strong memory through him, and he becomes able to respond to your request. And then, “He” became thought, feelings, and he began to shape your mind…”
Dr. Zhao analyzes that deep eyes look deep into my heart.
“But have you thought about who he is?” I’m sorry.
I’m soft, I don’t think, I know the answer.
“Ion, Jack, including later Sam, Yama, Hanako, they’re all part of him, and you have to figure out who he is to solve your problems. I’m sorry.
I’m pale, sweaty and wet on my forehead and I laugh:
He is me, they are me, and I am the other. I’m sorry.
At the same time, the memories of Jack, Rainbow, Sam, The Mountain… Their faces are no longer blurry, but they are hallucinating into the same face — my face.
“Let’s talk about it today, Woo. Your friend’s here to pick you up. I’m sorry.
Following Dr. Zhao’s direction, I saw a gentleman coming here.
I’ve been asking Dr. Zhao about his bathroom and peed. I don’t want him to see his face.
I washed my face in the bathroom, and I looked in the mirror, and it wasn’t until people in the mirror learned to control their expression that they walked back to the yard.
I don’t think maybe I’m too light-footed. No one in the yard heard me coming.
“Uncle Jo, what will happen to him? The sound of a gentleman sounds calm.
“Have you ever heard of a snake that devours its tail from time to time, often branded with symbols such as `infinity’, `inheritance’, etc., while in my view it is only self-destruction? It’s called a cobra. It’s called a “self-eater.” I’m sorry.
“You mean…”
“He has obvious symptoms of schizophrenia, and if he is allowed to continue to separate himself and create more individuals, he will go crazy, and he will not know which is who I am, and will eventually devour himself and everything around him like a cobra.” I’m sorry.
Dr. Zhao’s voice is like a trial in heaven.
“Is there a cure?”
A long silence and my heart has fallen to the bottom.
Good-bye, Dr. Zhao. I was sitting in a co-pilot, and a gentleman was in a car, and we didn’t even talk, so we were able to broadcast on a car the song of this year’s fire.
I turned off the radio and said, “I heard what Dr. Zhao said. I’m sorry.
He turned his head and looked at me.
“You’re not serious, are you? “What’s a snake?” I’ve never seen a doctor like that before. Let’s find another doctor and get him to give me some medicine.
He’s still driving the car, not a word.
“Why not talk?” Do you believe that woman Zhao? I’m sorry.
“You know she’s right, otherwise you wouldn’t be so angry. I’m sorry.
He said calmly, “Don’t forget why we’re here I haven’t been home for a month I’ve been working on the last project and you smashed everything you can in the house and you slept naked in the tub when I found you…”
“Why don’t you move often? Yeah, furniture, sheets… what’s used to wear more often doesn’t show up. * I’ve got the straw, and I’m quick to say, * “We’ve made enough, we can do it *
“Oh, I should have read Bo in the first place. I’m sorry.
A gentleman whispered, like a prick in my heart, a strong emotion struck my brain, and a gentleman in my sight began to hallucinate and blur…
I’ve been whispering, trying to squeeze out a few words: “Squire, this shirt… How long have you been wearing it?” I’m sorry.
“It’s been a long time. I’ve been working late for two days, and I haven’t had time to come back and change…” He seemed to think of something, and turned around and showed a little panic.
Then I didn’t know anything, and then I heard a gentleman say that I was out of control, that I attacked him and that, fortunately, we were all wearing seatbelts and that both of us were slightly injured.
He said they were smiling, but they didn’t look at me.
6.1 Days ago
To keep things around me from becoming another me, I quickly updated my supplies.
In the case of toothbrush glasses, which are changed almost once a week, some valuable domestic appliances that cannot be replaced minimize the number of times they are used, or for the assistance of a gentleman, sometimes simply by renting a place.
A lot of landlords look at us with weird eyes, after all, two 34-year-old single men share the rent, it’s hard not to think of anything else.
Our parents are also beginning to worry that their son is what the world calls gay, and now the parents of the gentleman do not welcome me to their home.
But I can’t help it. It’s been four years since I received Dr. Zhao’s treatment, and I’ve never stopped taking my medication, and I’ve been trying to suppress my head.
But the other one, who kept appearing, asked me why I had killed them, then I lost my mind and smashed everything in front of me.
It’s a good thing you’ve been with me, because with him I’m working at the company. So far, no one has found my secret.
“This is where tonight’s meeting will be, Mr. Cloudy, Mr. Liang, Mr. Ko, you three come to my office in a minute. I’m sorry.
Mr. Wang’s words have just been heard and his colleagues have been scattered.
In a capable lady’s suit, Guo Xiao showed the perfect career line and caused the men around him to go crazy.
She came to me and the cloud gentleman, laughing, “Can I go first, please? I have an emergency tonight. I’m sorry.
“Okay. “Nod by Mr. Cloud, and he means I mean, everyone in the company knows that.
Gu Xiaolian was busy thanking him for walking on his heels like an elegant day goose.
Cut, there’s nothing to pull. “A colleague who had a good relationship with us couldn’t see, waiting for Xiao Xiao to leave, said:
“Everybody knows what she and Wang have to do. The General’s office’s surveillance has not been fixed. I’m sorry.
“Hey, keep your voice down. Another colleague looked around and said, “Don’t be sad, gents, you’re the best of the three people who proposed to go to headquarters, but the power to do so is in Wang’s hands. If it’s everybody’s vote, and what’s she doing? I’m sorry.
It may be that I am sitting next to him, and he is too busy trying to make amends: “O U-woo is very good, and either of you is going to take his word for it.” I’m sorry.
I waved my hand and laughed, “It’s all right, a gentleman is best qualified to go, I’m just sorry for him.” I’m sorry.
“You two are so close, like brothers. The guy looked at us with a little envy and walked away.
Last month, when there was a rumor at the company’s headquarters to transfer a young cadre from our branch to the headquarters, the fool could see that this was a unique opportunity.
In terms of performance and performance over the years, Mr. Ken almost ran over our group of colleagues in the same line of duty.
Two candidates are required to be elected, and I have been held by a gentleman’s radiant ring, and I have been able to hide my “special” in the past few years and have been successful.
I know I’m just counting, but the other one is not.
He has succeeded in being among the candidates, thanks to his own unspoken secrets and those of General Wang.
You dare not say anything about Wang General, and several colleagues have left.
We’re all afraid of her.
When everyone leaves, it’s just me and the gentleman in the room. “Don’t be disappointed, everyone’s behind you.” I’m sorry.
A gentleman looks at a beautiful night out of the window and says to himself, “Yo, I had a dream last night. It’s real. Do you want to hear it? I’m sorry.
“Why say this now?” I wonder.
“I dreamt I wanted to have a pet when I was a kid, and my parents bought me a kitten and a puppy, but I didn’t like it at all, and I wanted to raise something special, especially dangerous. I’m sorry.
Like a scorpion or a lizard? I followed his words.
“Aye, that’s it.” He laughed at me and said, “Then I did get it, it was a snake, it was special inside it. It was unique, and the world belonged to me.” I’m sorry.
“I’m so happy that I carefully protected it and tried to take it alone. But snakes are cold-blooded and do not recognize their master, so I took a lot of effort to keep them away from me. I’m sorry.
The gentleman said these things with great excitement and strange light in his eyes, and I didn’t know how to intercede, so I listened.
“I gave up a lot of what was supposed to be mine to feed it. I tried to give it up and give it to someone else for adoption, but maybe it’s too long to have feelings, and I couldn’t let go. I’m sorry.
“Until one day, the snake bit me,” he suddenly looked at me and made my back cold, and I realized it was time to let go. I’m sorry.
“What did you do, throw it away? “I’m laughing.
“I put…”
“Lian Woo, Wang calls you.” “I didn’t know what his strange dream meant, but I didn’t hear it well.”
I was just about to get up and my hand was held down.
“I’ll go first. I’m sorry.
He left me a shadow and disappeared in the hallway.
After more than half an hour, a gentleman came back, and I was going to complain about what took place so long, and a gentleman photographed my shoulder and said, “Do you want to know the end of my dream?” I’m sorry.
“To be honest, don’t think. I’m sorry.
He looked me in the eye and said, “You will know…”
I walked through the corridor inexplicably, to the bottom of the king’s office, and I kept flashing in my heart.
I went to the door, I tried to break my mind out of it, I knocked on the door of the office, and I pushed it away.
The scene stopped me thinking.
Here comes Liang. Sit down. Wang is wearing my Jack, and there’s a well-packed cell phone box on the table, and there’s an old three-star phone in it, and that’s a rainbow.
This stupid man saw me staring at him, smiling and saying:
“I don’t really understand what you young people are thinking, and it’s good to get up there and get to know each other, but why let me put it on on the spot… and it doesn’t matter if it’s cheap, and don’t give them used phones.”
In my vision, the face of Jack and the rainbow slowly emerges, and they continue to flaunt into shapes, and eventually become me.
I covered my head, and I could feel the sound in my head getting bigger, and I cried out:
Why kill us? Why abandon us? It’s you!
Jack said, “It was you who created us, and now it is you who killed us, and you are the murderer.”
I cried out, “I am not a murderer!” “I don’t care if the king is in shock, but with the last sense of reason, turn the handle of the back door.
However, the door was not opened.
The door was locked, and since it could not be locked from inside, there was only the outside, there was only one person.
“Hey, Liang, what’s wrong with you? “The King looked at me with a tummy on his face. I looked in his direction and suddenly stopped.
“That’s…” The storm in my head is getting worse, and at the moment when I’m going to lose my mind, I’m awake as if I were drenched in ice.
“Oh, it’s from the cloud that just landed with me, and you’ll take it with you. I’m sorry.
Wang always took an ordinary pen with a slight bite mark on his cap and almost all the print on his pen was polished.
Ha ha, I laughed and let myself fall into the abyss.
7.2 seconds ago
I’m standing on the roof of a high-level bathing centre with an ant-like pedestrian and car downstairs.
“Don’t resist, get off the roof, think about your parents, think about your friends…”
When the police rounded me up and smashed Wang’s whole head, I ran away for a day and was finally blocked here.
I understand something. It’s impossible to fight without Wang.
General Wang’s surveillance is a setup, all the evidence has been smashed by me, and it’s hard to think of anyone else.
Isn’t this the end of his dream?
For some reason, I don’t hate him right now. It seems I’m a snake.
I leaped in the voices of the people, and in my head I remembered Jack, Rainbow, Signing Pen, Children’s Car…
Eventually, I was put together as a face on the wall, which devoured me, followed by eternal darkness.
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Author: Deepwood
Case number: YX01Yg42VryKyJ0E0
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Red alert: My world has collapsed.
Under the light, wait.
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I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
