17. End of life
It’s been a long time.
I’m proud of you.
Because of him, I lost three children in succession, and he went behind my back to find a woman to have a baby.
He was with that woman when I lost my connection.
So I gave him a big gift at his kid’s full moon.
And his little lover was in a state of rage, but he held me with his eyes red. I’m sorry.
I laughed, Gu, I’m dying. This time, you can’t keep me.
One.
Late for stomach cancer, because of the pains of the night, I turned around and saw my mother-in-law send a picture of the baby, with the text: “My grandson is here at last, seven pounds and six pounds.
The boy’s eyebrows are a little bit of a shadow, and he finally got what he wanted.
In the picture, he held the child, looked down and looked at the child.
I don’t know if he remembers that I used to have his kids.
If he’s alive, he’ll be like him.
This friend is in the circle of blessed, as if everyone had forgotten that I was the wife of Koshin.
My friend sent me a message that she was having a big party for her lover’s children.
Then Luo-chul will be with him.
He had given birth to his son, and he was anxious to take the opportunity to become his own hostess.
But I haven’t divorced her yet?
They all thought I was dead, so clearly and for granted.
Unfortunately, I’m still in the mood to let them down.
The boy’s full moon. I’d like to present a gift.
Two.
Guo-hyun really cared for the child, and the full moon was so busy, but everyone who had a little affection came, as if someone had no idea he had a son.
And I stood upstairs, and watched as he was dressed up and standing in the crowd as a fish and water, and was a bit dazzling.
It’s only six months since we met. It’s only one twenty percent of the time we met. Why is he so strange?
My mother-in-law was so happy to hold her grandson, her hand, and her mistress.
And Zouyan seemed to have acquiesced in everything. Ah, the dog man had sworn six months ago that he only needed a child and would never have any connection with Luo.
And I didn’t miss six months and he turned around and chose the woman who almost killed me.
I step by step, with every inch of my wounds, every fear trapped in my car nearing death, makes me stronger.
A red dress, with eyes in the crowd, I specifically invited someone to give me a fashionable look.
Every person who sees who I am has a wonderful face, whispering and showing the excitement of eating melons.
Luo-hyun and her mother-in-law lost their eyes in a panic: “Who let her come, security guards, security guards?” I’m sorry.
“My husband’s son’s full moon. How can I not be present as a proper wife? I’m sorry.
I laughed, “Don’t panic. I’m not here to break you up. I’m here to join you. I’m sorry.
I waved, and a team of dragons came in.
It’s been a long time. Red flag show.
Two lion heads turned over and stood on stage, pulling banners with big gold on them enough for everyone to see.
“Sitter Lodge loves my husband, gives birth to a son by name, as a proper wife, and today she is a concubine.” I’m sorry.
I heard someone laughing, red on their faces, tears in their eyes, and the horns of Guyan’s garments were pitiful: “Father, say something.” I’m sorry.
And she came straight to me, and she said, “You little whore, you can’t give birth to yourself, and you’ll come to our house! Aren’t you dead? Why come back? Why don’t you die outside?”
I took a step back and managed to avoid her slaps.
“You’re still alive. I’ll keep my last breath, and I won’t let you. I’m sorry.
Before the scene became even more chaotic, Guo-hyun stepped up and blocked his mother’s attack and caught me.
He seemed a little excited, but not in a bad mood, even with a little joy: “I knew you would come, and you finally showed up.” I’m sorry.
He scratches my wrist, “I got you. You’re not leaving me again. I’m sorry.
And I laughed, “Who’s gonna look like I’m sorry?” I’m sorry.
The party ended in haste, and Gu Xianxian, like a madman, took me away in public without regard to his son and lover.
Luo-hyun’s face was so grumpy, he kept crying after him under his name, and he ate the tail of his car.
3
There’s something wrong. I’m locked up.
The villa in the suburbs is a mess when it’s clean, and Gu Xian has taken away the baby-sitters, leaving us alone.
And he looked at me like that and saw my back cool.
“Kou Jiang, all those people who watched you take me away. If I die here, you’ll be in trouble. I’m sorry.
“Why leave me?”
“Don’t you think it’s funny? What did you do to ask me why? I’m sorry.
The little lovers came into the room, and he hit me in the face and asked me why I didn’t smile.
“Who is that man?”
He asked me out.
“What man?”
“Who’s the man who faked your car crash to death? I’m sorry.
His fists were visible, and he endured great anger.
“Who told me I faked my death? Your lover? She said you’d believe it. Why?
“and I hear you talking to that man and you let him take you away. I’m sorry.
Guo-hyun grabbed me, “You’re my wife! I’m sorry.
I slap him, “You know I’m your wife. What do you do? Why didn’t you think I was your wife? I’m sorry.
“I don’t love her at all. I’m trying to get you back. Only then will you come back. I’m sorry.
“Yes, I’m back, I’m going to divorce you. I’m sorry.
“No, no!”
Gu Xianxian took me closer, “You can’t leave me. I’m sorry.
I couldn’t push him away. He came up like a dog and kept kissing me.
“You’re mine, you’re mine. I’m sorry.
I’m not strong enough to struggle for a few moments.
“I’m late. Why are you so thin? I’m sorry.
The heat of his breath was in my neck, and we were so close, and now he’s all he’s been through, and he’s just tortured.
I stopped moving, but his movement stopped.
I know why, because I started with the collarbone, and I had a lot of big, little bruises.
Burns, scratches, and a cross-crossing pink mark on the otherwise white skin, allow him to imagine how painful I was.
“Now, do you still think I’m faked to death? I’m sorry.
I am not stingy, and I like to see the shock and pain in his eyes at this moment, though not one in every one.
“Gou-sun, these are gifts from your little lover.” I’m sorry.
“I’m not dead. What’s her name? I smiled, and I broke his finger one by one: “You’re so smart, don’t you understand? Or are you not willing to admit it? I’m sorry.
4
And Guyan walked away in blue, and I fell down in my stomach, and I was in a hurry to take painkillers out of my bag.
120 pills, three pills a day, is the countdown of my life.
But enough, enough for me to drag them to hell.
I think Gu Jiang likes me though this love is cheap.
But according to his character, he’s bound to investigate.
When he knew that she had helped me escape six months ago, and had planned a car accident that would kill me, I was afraid that her days would be over.
Gu was not present until the next day, when I fell asleep because I had taken my medicine, and his arms were frozen with frost.
Even the kisses that came from the bumps were cold. I was sick and I struggled to push him away.
Something’s wrong with him.
“Sorry, late, sorry. I’m sorry.
His eyes were red, and this was the first time I saw Gu’s crying.
I smiled, softly wiped his tears, and said, “It’s no big deal, it’s almost dead, lying in a hospital I.C.U for six months, seven reports of illness, 10% burns. I’m sorry.
We showed him the wounds on my body, and he continued to stimulate him: “You almost missed me.” I’m sorry.
“Maybe I should have died six months ago, so that you could be happy with your children. I’m sorry.
He suddenly became scared and he held me tight and his voice was dumb: “No! Don’t say that. You can’t die. You can’t die. I’m sorry.
“I don’t want nothing to do with family, I just want you.” She hurt you, I want her dead. He slapping my back, and he said, “Damn her.” I’m sorry.
5
I’m glad he said that.
But what the hell is this?
This evening, he insisted on holding me to sleep, and he said to start over, not to mention the child, but to ask.
“Do you remember our children? I’m sorry.
His body was stiff, he held me tight, and he said, “Don’t think about it. I’m sorry.
“But you can forget, but I can’t forget. I’m sorry.
And the first child was in his third year, when everything was hasty and unexpected, and I was overwhelmed with the report of the examination, and he held me in his arms and said, “Do not be afraid.” I’m sorry.
We are still in school and cannot afford a small life, so we have to give up.
But I didn’t think, because of this decision, I might never have a baby of my own again.
When he graduated from college, he proposed to me, and in the first year of marriage, I had a baby.
In less than two months, the baby’s gone, and this is my second child with Gu.
We did a detailed examination to find out that I’m a negative RI, that if I had a first child, I would have an antibody, and that if I got pregnant again, there was a great chance that the baby would die in the womb as a result of the solubility.
A few years later, we had a third baby, knowing that I had been very careful since I was pregnant, praying day and night for God, and that the child had finally spent three months in danger.
I’m very happy with him, and we can finally have a fruit of love, and our little baby must be a lovely little angel.
Gu Xianxian followed me to the mother and child store to pick out a lot of cute little clothes and baby toys, and we set up baby rooms together.
I shook his cradle softly and asked him: “Is the baby such a good girl?” I’m sorry.
“Yeah, we know little cotton. I’m sorry.
He leaned on my belly, careful, and he said, “O baby, Mom and Dad love you so much, you have to come to us safely. I’m sorry.
However, a few days later, in the evening, I woke up in a severe abdominal pain and was wet with blood.
Miracles didn’t show up, I still couldn’t keep her.
Six.
The night of chaos was full of blood and pain, and I did not want to think about it as nothing but a nightmare between the flesh and blood that had left me and the words that had been heard in some confusion, until the woman had reached the door with a big belly.
“Sister, I know that you can’t give birth, and I promise you that every child I have given birth to is your mother.” I’m sorry.
“I do not want to destroy your relationship with Brother Mary, except that you did not have a child and did not know my mother’s heart. I have come only to ask you to treat my children well.” I’m sorry.
“You really love him. He calls you when he’s with me. I’m sorry.
Her hands touch the belly of a drum, like a prominent balloon with sharp faces and a pair of eyes with pear and rain, and it’s pathetic.
My hands are shaking, and the night of nightmares mixed with blood smelling is as if it were shrouding, and the echoing sound is twisting.
“Sorry, Miss Lin, we tried. It’s a little girl. There’s no heartbeat. I’m sorry.
“Son, this woman can’t give birth. She killed three of our children. You just won’t listen to me. You’ll have to marry her. I’m sorry.
“If you don’t divorce her, go out and have a baby. I’m sorry.
I thought it was a nightmare, but it was a reality that I was afraid to face.
My husband, on countless nights when I was scarred by my early bones, he had a golden house full of sweets and sweets, and other women had flesh and blood.
And me, his wife, what is it?
Being abandoned as a tool because he could not have children?
7
The screams of a woman in her ear were strangling, and she sat down on the ground and looked at my hands full of blood and glass scum, and she was afraid.
“Sister, don’t be like this. The child is innocent. He’s the child of Shih-hyun. You know how he looks forward to having a child of his own. I’m sorry.
“Sister, please, don’t hurt the child. I don’t care. I just want to give him a child with his blood. I’m sorry.
That face was a little bit like mine, and I got a little more disgust in my heart. Get out of here!”
I’m sure I didn’t touch her, but when my mother-in-law came in, she screamed and begged for mercy.
My mother-in-law slaps me on the head and scolds me.
“You can’t give birth, you dare to kill her? You hurt my grandson, I can’t kill you! I’m sorry.
The mother-in-law’s hen was standing in front of that woman and staring at me like a bitch.
And I was pushed back a few steps, and I looked at the earth full of desolation, and I was distasteful.
I didn’t want to stay here any longer, and I left everything to get out of that house.
But Gu was a man of great appetite, he refused to let go, he didn’t even know me.
What do you mind? It’s just a child who will call your mother after he’s born. You don’t have to suffer any more for birth, and he’ll look like you. Nothing will affect us. I’m sorry.
He doesn’t understand why I’m so excited, like I don’t understand why he can look at it so lightly.
And when I said for the second time that I was going to divorce, his face became ugly, and he held me up hard, and said, “I will never divorce you, stop messing around and go home.” I’m sorry.
My insistence didn’t change his consciousness, so he locked me up.
In fact, when Luo came to the door, I thought she wasn’t feeling well, but I just wanted to leave her.
So I got caught and almost died in that well-designed car accident.
8
I didn’t think Luo-hyun would come to the door, and she’d pretend to be pathetic, but as far as I know, Gu-hyun didn’t do it, and I wouldn’t.
“Sister, there was a misunderstanding. I really wanted to help you. I don’t know what happened to the car. Now that he’s mistaken, he’s gathered evidence to arrest my brother. It’s my turn. I’m sorry.
She held my leg and cried with rain.
“I can’t go to jail. What if I go in there without my mother? I’m sorry.
I grabbed her chin and she looked up and smiled, “Didn’t I say that there was only one mother?” What kind of mother are you? I’m sorry.
She looked down and tears were hanging on her face.
“But he was conceived in October…”
“So what? Do you care?
She trembled and cried, “I am the mother of a child, and you cannot do this to me.” I’m sorry.
I took out a taped pen and put in a sound that I had just learned about when Luo was pregnant and had a quarrel with Gu.
He said, ‘Raqu will not shake your place, she is nothing!’ I’m sorry.
He said, ‘My wife will have you only later, and as for her, I only want her to give birth.’ Late in the evening, you shall understand that I must have an heir to win the company’s rights from my father. I’m sorry.
She should have known her role long ago, but it must have been hard to hear him so openly.
I watched her face get paleer, I pulled her legs out and kicked her.
And I laughed at her: “It is not for you to think that even if I had killed you here today, Gu Xian would not wrinkle for you, because you were not taken seriously from the beginning to the end. I’m sorry.
“You’re worried about my life. I’m dead, and you don’t have a chance. I’m sorry.
“No, no, it’s you. You’re picking on him? I’m sorry.
She comes up and grabs me, leaves a blood stain on my arm, and I can’t bear to slap her. You see what happened to your brother, you’ll see how bad you’ll die. I’m sorry.
I showed myself the scars, and she was scared to step back.
“Well, don’t be afraid, because soon they’ll all be on you, and Gu’s son promised me.” I’m sorry.
“Oh, fuck off. Crazy, crazy. I’m sorry.
Rhodey got scared, rolled up, she got away.
It was the same night that Luo-hyun told me that he had taken the child with him, that “the house was in a mess, that the police had already called the police, and that he paid a heavy price for the whereabouts of the child. What did you say to her? I’m sorry.
“Roh-hyun knows he can’t get any good from Goh-hyun and wants to take advantage of his children. I’m sorry.
“I don’t know how much to offer, but I’m already raising money.” But I don’t know if she’s alive. I’m sorry.
You can’t afford a sting, you can’t steal a child.
9
I should have been busy. I didn’t show up that night, and I didn’t have to perform in front of him.
There is a clear sense of depravity in these days, leaving little time for me to close with him.
He returned the following day at noon, with blood in his eyes, and looked exhausted and his clothes were not taken off, so he held me.
“What’s wrong? I’m sorry.
“Don’t move. Let me hold you. His voice was a bit squeaky: “Roh-hyun stole the child and we found it all night to get it back.” I’m sorry.
“Oh, no wonder you didn’t come yesterday. I’m sorry.
He locked himself in his arms: “Do you want me to come?” I’ll be here with you every day from now on. I’m sorry.
“Good. I’m sorry.
I touched his face and looked at him looking at me with a soft smile, and he came up and kissed me in the face.
“Why so thin? I’m sorry.
He hugged my waist and wrinkled every day.
“I don’t know. I always wanted to lose weight, but now I can’t fatten. I’m sorry.
“Sitter’s soup, drink more, you can’t lose weight. I’m sorry.
“Hmm. “Can I go for a walk?” You keep me here. It’s no big deal. I’m sorry.
He didn’t answer. I knew he didn’t even want to give me his phone. He was afraid that I might disappear.
But I’m really going to disappear soon. How can you stop it?
Will you tear your heart apart?
I’m looking forward to it.
10
Luo-hyun was really crying, lying in bed, all over his body, half dead.
When the rolls escaped, they were chased and stopped by a car, and somehow there was an accident and a serious car accident.
What I was, what she was.
Even so, when Luo was looking at me, the eyes were full of fire.
It’s kind of spiritual.
“Night and night, don’t be afraid. She won’t hurt you. “And Gu was holding me in fear that I would be frightened by such blood and that I would still be appeased.
But I wasn’t afraid. I was hurt and I looked bloodier than her.
I’m just afraid she’s not suffering enough.
“Your brother has confessed to the original and the original plan, committed a car accident, committed kidnapping for ransom, and punished him for a number of crimes, waiting for you to go to jail. I’m sorry.
Lorraine’s wailing like a dog and his voice is dumb.
“You, you’re not human, you’re heartbreakers. I’m your son’s mother. If he knows you’re doing this to me, he’ll hate you. I’m sorry.
“Don’t worry, he won’t know you exist, never. I’m sorry.
Gu was calmly watching her go crazy and calmly cruel.
“Please, leave me alone. I’m sorry. I really don’t want to go to jail. I’m 24 years old. I’m sorry.
Blood and tears, that’s pathetic.
“Give me a break, sister. I’m sorry.
“Shut up, I don’t have a sister like you. I’m sorry.
I kicked her softly, and looked at her like shit, “Did you think about this day when you designed to kill me?” I’m sorry.
She’s shaking harder, crying a little bit, and she’s not paying attention to her image: “I was wrong, I was wrong, I was provoked, and I was confused for the sake of the children, and I wanted to stay with them.” I’m sorry.
“You’re safe now, so let me go.” Mr. Gu, I have given birth to a child for you.
She was not finished yet, and Gu Jia-hyun kicked her in the face so she could never speak.
It’s a silly joke. One day she tried to stab me, but that’s the last thing she wanted to do, especially in front of me.
She’s so irritating, she wants to die.
Eleven.
And Guyan took me in his arms and touched my back.
I think he must be wondering why I came back from a timid woman to become so indifferent.
But he didn’t ask, he held me silently: “Will we start again, late and dead?” I’m sorry.
“Okay. I’m sorry.
I hold his face and smile softly.
Gu’s son, you made up for me a beautiful dream, and you broke it.
Now, I’ll make you a dream. I’ll give you the rest of my life.
We lived together so long, I knew his pleasure too well.
Early in the morning, give him a nice early kiss, his stomach is bad, he has to drink pumpkin porridge in the morning, and it’s just fine.
And when he was tieing him, he held me around his waist, so tenderly looking at me, waiting for me to raise my toes and kiss him, saying, “Come back early.” I’m sorry.
At night, he came back with a hot table of food, sometimes early, and he followed me in the kitchen to help, round my waist, like a sticky kid.
“Night and evening, you finally came back. I’m sorry.
“What nonsense? I’ve been back for days. I’m sorry.
“When I drove back, it was enough to think that you were waiting for me at home. With you, I don’t want anything. I’m sorry.
I’m just laughing, not talking.
Liar. With me, you’re still out there messing with Roh-young and having a baby.
“Night and night, aren’t you the one who loves spicy? Why are the dishes so light lately? I’m sorry.
“The stomach is bad and can’t eat spicy anymore.” I’m sorry.
“The stomach is bad? How?”
“It’s just that you’ve been taking too much medicine for the last six months. I’m sorry.
He wrinkled his head, gently held my hand, and said, “Get a doctor to examine you tomorrow. I’m sorry.
“Don’t. I’m sorry.
Now’s not the time for him to know my condition.
“What’s wrong? I’m sorry.
I threw his hand away, “I hate hospitals, I hate doctors, I don’t want to go to hospitals anymore, I’ve had enough for six months. I’m sorry.
“Well, no, no. I’m sorry.
He’s given up on this for a while, but I’m a little worried he won’t be able to keep it.
My body is getting weaker, my pain is getting longer, and even taking my medication is still hurting.
I was lying in bed, all sweaty.
It hurts!
I want to die…
12
There is no hot meal waiting for him today, and I can’t stand it.
I took my whole body off, I took a bath in my clothes and I looked so pale in the mirror, I couldn’t even save my pink cheeks.
Counting time, less than a month left.
“I forgot to cook for you in the movies, or I’ll go out and eat. I’m sorry.
“It’s okay. Just make some noodles. I’m sorry.
He still won’t let me out of his house and put me in his side of the world.
He had a good time eating noodles, but I had a bad stomach and I had to take a few bites and I felt a bit of salt in my mouth.
I’m in the bathroom, I’m throwing up, all I’m spitting out is blood and juice.
And Guyan was anxious to shoot the door, and when he came in, We washed it clean and clean.
“What’s wrong? Are you feeling bad?” He’s got red eyes.
“A little disgusting, stomach disease, I’m not eating. I’m sorry.
He’s lying in bed with me and he’s putting his hands on my belly and rubbing it for me. I’m sorry.
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
He used to hold me like this every time he came to my aunt, and he covered my stomach warm, and I felt like I was the happiest person in the world.
“Night and evening, let’s get a doctor to see us, not go to the hospital, just let the doctor come home. I’m sorry.
“Don’t. I’m sorry.
Gu was a stubborn man, and the next day the doctor came in despite my strong refusal.
I had a temper with him and then I was examined.
Without the equipment, I refused to draw blood. I don’t think I can find anything.
The doctor also advised me to go to the hospital for a detailed examination, and the doctor ‘ s attitude added to Gu Jiang ‘ s anxiety.
He didn’t go to work. He had to stay home with me.
I had to take the pills while he was cooking, but he seemed suspicious.
I’ve been wondering what it would be like for Gu to know the news until his eyes turned out the medicine in my bag and asked me, “What is this?” I’m sorry.
“A stomach pill. I’ll take it back. He won’t.
“You didn’t eat it, you lied to me, did you? How is that possible? How can it be? How can you have such a disease?”
He grabbed my hand and tried to claim it like a madman: “Is that a lie? Are you still mad at me?” But you can’t lie to me like that. It’s wrong. It’s not right. I’m sorry.
This time, he took me to the hospital without any explanation and insisted that the doctor examine me.
I have been calm, watching him talk to the doctor, watching his hand shaking with his report, and seeing how his calm was broken a little bit and desperate.
13
“No way, no way!”
He tore the list and took me to another hospital, and all he could get was to make him fall further apart.
Enough. I caught his hand trying to dial; “Don’t look again, it’s all the same. I’m sorry.
“No…”
“I knew it six months ago. And We raised him on his cheek, and he looked up at me and laughed, and said, “On the day when Luo came to me with a big belly. I’m sorry.
“Why?”
‘Cause I don’t want to tell you. I showed him his favorite gentle smile: “I started out afraid of you, and when I found out about the child, I became afraid of you.” I’m sorry.
“I don’t want to give you the time to get used to dying, and it’s like it’s gonna break your heart. I’m sorry.
I want him to open his eyes and see his beloved, who lived in his arms yesterday, suddenly turn into a dead body, and I want him to watch the hotness of his home suddenly turn cold and the place where people are waiting all of a sudden empty.
Just like I was when I was suddenly struck by bad news.
He seems to be getting very hurt and hard to believe I’m going to say such a cruel thing.
“Do you hate me late?”
And I suffocated: “Let’s divorce.” I’m sorry.
“No, I can’t.” “We’re going to be able to breathe.” “We’re going to get well, I’m going to be with you, you hate me, you’re going to yell at me, or you’re going to fight me like you’re going to torture me, and you’re going to be alive and late.” I’m sorry.
He looked helpless and painful: “Why, why, why, why?” I didn’t betray you. I only loved you late. I’m sorry.
“You know that you can’t rub sand in love, and you choose to have the child, and you give up on me.” I’m sorry.
“No, it’s late, the baby’s a test tube baby. I didn’t touch her. I love you only one. I’m sorry.
I laughed when Gu was anxious to explain, “You’re such a sly bastard because you’re an in vitro baby and you’re not a traitor.” I have to accept you and other women’s children? Why?”
“You didn’t do it for me, but for you to leave yourself behind, to leave an excuse for me to forgive you. You’re an asshole more than I thought. I’m sorry.
“I’m an asshole. It’s okay if I don’t forgive you, but don’t leave me. “It seems as if the news of my dying cannot be digested, and I am still stuck by his side.
“Night and evening, I made a diet, and the doctor said you’d eat, or you’d lose strength. I’m sorry.
“No, no. I don’t look at him, “Marriage, Gu’an, I don’t want to die as your wife. I’m sorry.
The soup came out, his hands were red and he sat there like he was unconscious.
“Night and evening, you’re my wife, always.” I’m sorry.
He kissed my hand and whispered, “Don’t leave me.” I’m sorry.
14
During the night, he woke up more than once, most of them in pain, and Gu was asleep and immediately followed.
Every time I spit blood, his face is ugly.
The next day, I saw several blood marks on his arm.
He’s hurting himself.
It’s not torture to leave me.
Concealed like him, always winded up and wanted nothing but success.
But he will also look at the day before me when he can’t.
When the medicine was ten days away, Gu Jiang’s mother came to the door.
“You’re going to die. Why are you dragging my son? I’m sorry.
She tried to hit me, but she couldn’t get near me.
“What did you do to your mother? You’re going to trade your life for this little bitch? What about your older son? I’m sorry.
“Your son, you’ve seen this short-lived ghost. I’m sorry.
“Mom, don’t say that about her! Gu was yelling, “No, she’s not, she’ll live, she’ll live long.
Did Gu Ji-sun learn to lie to himself? Does he know I can’t live? He thinks he can burn Chai-Bai Buddha for me?
I don’t want your life. I just want to be clean and clean.
15
Guo-hyun kept the house under close guard, and no one was allowed in except the doctor and the driver who brought the food daily.
And my body is finally dying and I can’t even get up.
Even worse than death, my brain is awake, watching my hands and feet swell up, turning into ugly colors, watching my limbs slowly break, waiting for death.
He was unable to go to the toilet and had to rely on a piss bag, which he kept on a daily basis, without any complaints, but with more injuries on his body.
But he’s making a terrible diet. I can’t eat any more.
I’m dying.
I’ve been breathing for a long time to say the whole thing.
“When I can still speak now, Gu Ji-hyun, divorced, I want to die, I can’t hold on any longer. I’m sorry.
His eyes slowly turned red and held my hand tight, although I did not want to look at him, and the sight of his injuries fell on me.
I never doubted that he loved me before, but now it’s pointless.
Remembering the sleepless night of knowing that the child existed, I saw his car parked downstairs, the young man who was smoking in the wind, who overlapped with the young man who was standing under the roof in his days.
I forgot that I loved him so much.
When I first saw him, it was the first year of my freshman year, and the teaching towers hurriedly, and they were filled with hearts.
And that his encounter with him was like a fairy tale.
We used to pile snowmen together in snowy playgrounds, watch the sunrise together on silent hilltops, kiss under romantic fireworks, and I really thought I’d spend my life with him.
But it was torn to pieces from the moment he decided to have a child with another woman.
So, by this time, it’s goodbye, Gu.
After one night, I lost my strength to talk, and I was taken to the hospital.
I’ve been covered in pipes, and the doctors and nurses have surrounded me all day, but death is too easy, no matter how many people.
Every minute, I was in pain, and I looked at Jia-hyun, and I tried his last wiping, and I strangled his hand.
He lost too much weight. There’s no meat left on his hands.
After watching me say it with my mouth, Gu Xianxian finally fell into despair.
“Night and night, don’t do this to me, night and night. I’m sorry.
16
From morning to night, I thought I was going to pass, but I opened my eyes and saw the bouquet of white flowers.
“The patient is in pain, and the family will consider whether to continue the treatment. I’m sorry.
That night, Gu was holding my hand for a long time.
He said a lot of things before, he said so many times.
At dawn, the lawyer came and he took out the divorce papers and signed them in front of me.
And I had no strength. He grabbed my hand and signed my name.
“Night and evening, rest assured. I’m sorry.
He bowed his head on my forehead, and his tears fell on my cheek, “Night and night, you’re free.” I’m sorry.
Gu Yang, he’s crying.
For the first time in seven years, Gu Xian was crying.
Unfortunately, I can’t feel his tears burning.
I took the divorce papers, and I smiled, and I was relieved.
Finally, no more pain.
17
Grandma’s perspective.
A month after the death of Jiang, I saw my son, who was thin and depraved.
They don’t go to class, they don’t eat, and they drink all day.
He sleeps with that woman’s ashes and walks like a baby.
I don’t understand why he couldn’t let that woman go and even his son cried in front of him.
I saw hate in his eyes, and he refused to see me, and threw me away.
“Go, all of you. No one will take her from me. I’m sorry.
And he pushed me and touched the altar in his arms gently, and he murmured: Fear not, nor night, nor fear, nor shall anyone harm you again. I’m sorry.
In his eyes, I was also the killer of Jiangxiang.
Hey, what a sin.
Every day I took the kid to talk to him, “She was dead already. What good are you holding this altar? I’m sorry.
I looked at the wounds on his body and the doctor said it was all his own.
The blood marks on his arm intersected, as he refused to receive medical treatment had been crushed and the old wounds had not healed and he licked new wounds.
I brought a doctor. He wouldn’t cooperate.
“Son, you’ve had enough of all these days, forget about her, you have a family, you have a son in your arms. What about me and the kids? I’m sorry.
He looked up red in his eyes and looked at the child in my arms, and suddenly he choked his neck like crazy:
“It’s all because of him who left me late. I shouldn’t have given birth to him. Yes, he died and will be back late.” I’m sorry.
I slapped him hard, “You’re crazy. This is your own son. I’m sorry.
“Damn, we all deserve to die. We’re all murderers, ha ha ha ha. *He’s smiling, but he’s sad.*
“What am I supposed to do to forgive me? Late, late.
He can’t see anyone at all. My son, he’s crazy.
I had to run away with the children and never dared to let them see them again.
But that was the last of me and him.
That night, my silly son, he locked himself in his wedding room with Jiang and set him on fire.
He’s gone, and he’ll be ash with him.
They can no longer be separated.
I’m gonna cry. I don’t understand. A good home.
Who is wrong?
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I’m proud of you.
Lokley.
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I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
