8. Equalization of lovers
I’m a lover.
I’m proud of you.
I’ve been married to Shen Seong for three years, and I’ve been surrounded by him inside and outside.
I used to think this was how he loved me.
Until my sister got divorced.
Looking at myself in the mirror, I knew I was just a double.
With the medical report, I decided to live with the last time.
In Shen Seong’s heart, he’ll regret it all his life.
One.
My stomach hasn’t moved in three years. I’m in a hurry.
I didn’t want a medical check-up. I was found with uterine cancer.
Medium term.
When the diagnosis was confirmed, my colleagues at the hospital comforted me: “Don’t worry too much, Dr. Shen’s expert on this, he’ll find a way. Want me to call Dr. Shen and tell him what’s going on? I’m sorry.
Send Shen Seong-wen?
He couldn’t even take care of himself.
I shook my head with the report and said to my colleagues, “Can you help me close the file first?” I want to go home and tell him myself. I’m sorry.
Picked up the phone and suddenly thought of the parents who went abroad with their sister three years ago.
Even though they were too young, they were always cold to me.
In the face of illness, I still want to hear their voices.
But when I turned on my phone and saw the circle of friends that had not been able to quit, my sister’s movement was a close picture of her and Shen Shen Sheng, and the coronary came home today, and my heart was missing.
Sister’s home today?
It’s brother-in-law, and my own sister doesn’t know?
Two.
I was upset, I called Shen Seong-wen and I was hung up.
Call me back, call me off.
I left the hospital in a bit of a hurry.
Shen Seong-wen only met my sister once.
Why are you out of work?
I had a report, sat for hours, couldn’t wait for a call from Shen Seong-wen and my sister.
I had the magic to brush Shen Shen and my sister’s circle.
Found my sister was a cross-line circle of friends, and now she sees everything.
The familiar clothes, the same make-up, and I ran into the bathroom looking at me in the mirror.
I picked up the skin on the sink and smashed it in the mirror.
Shen Seong-sheng has been very sweet to me for three years, and he has to do it himself, inside and outside, not just to dress me like a sister, so he can look at me.
I wish for a happy marriage, but I’ve become a lover!
This person is not someone else, or is he the sister I’ve been working with since I was a kid.
I hate…
3
“Why are you still up? When Shen Sein opened the door, I saw the smile of his mouth, which I had never seen before.
It was three years of marriage, and for the first time I saw a big smile on his face.
Not for me.
This smile is for my own sister.
“I’m waiting for you. I took the report and approached him.
I’m still young and I don’t want to die.
My husband is an expert in cancer, and I’d like to put it all on him.
Mid-term uterus cancer.
As a nurse, I am well aware that the best cure, if delayed, is to remove the uterus, so that I may not be able to give birth in my lifetime.
Shen Seong-wen came by and handed me his coat.
I saw lipstick marks on my suit jacket.
“Didn’t you eat first? I’ve had a little too much to drink. I’m sorry.
Shen Seong-wen gave me a hug and turned towards the bathroom.
The hospital report in my hand was hit on the floor.
Shen Shengwen didn’t look back.
Just like standing there and being forced to imitate all her habits and wait for him to turn back to me.
I went back to bed, and he washed it out and held me.
“What did you just say? Shen Sein asked me in my ear, “The whispering is still cold and cold, like a proud son of heaven who will always be above.”
I opened my mouth, “Is sister back? I’m sorry.
Shen Seong-wen’s hands are settled, he let me go.
The warmth that came from my back disappeared.
“Joe Junior, I don’t want you to ask this again. Let’s do this, shall we?”
That’s it?
Like what?
Three?
And We held back the abdomen, and found all the previous prayers wrong.
He’s blunter than his silence.
4
He took my love for granted for nothing.
So now I’m a doll in Shen Seong’s eyes, and it’s arranged.
After all, only dolls are completely free of resistance.
“Sleep. I’m sorry.
Let me put it mildly: I have heard a breath of silence from behind me.
I didn’t get up in the morning to make him breakfast, as usual, and I didn’t put on makeup perfumes, as I had for three years.
I put on the innermost pair of jeans and shirts in the cabinet and I went to another hospital in the city for a full examination.
“The lady, did you bring your family? The doctor looked at me and asked.
I shake my head, “It’s okay, I know I’m cancer, just tell me. I’m sorry.
The doctor was in a difficult situation, and then he said, “It’s not just about cancer, you’re pregnant. I’m sorry.
“I’ve just studied the location of the stove. It’s bad. If you’re in surgery now, you’ll probably never have a baby again. I’m sorry.
When I came out of the hospital with a diagnostic, my legs were soft.
I can’t believe I’ve been begging for three years for a child who’s not pregnant.
Touch my stomach, I’m confused.
It took me a while to pick up the phone and call out.
When my mom picked up, my heart snapped twice.
“Mom…”
What can I do for you?
It’s as cold as ever.
My mom thought I had a better relationship with Grandma and didn’t know how to stick with him.
I’m not as smart as my sister.
I stayed in the country with my sister and learned to dance in the city centre.
When I was in high school, my parents asked me to stay.
When I graduated from college, I almost stopped coming home after New Year.
I can’t stand the feeling of indifference and disregard, that the taste of the family is all the way from my sister, that by 9:00 I have to sleep and eat without talking.
My mom won’t yell at me, she’ll just say “I’m sorry” and “I’m sorry.”
“Mom, what am I supposed to do if I do something now that will wrong my own life? I’m sorry.
My mom said, “You made a mistake? You’re an adult. Adults should be held accountable for their decisions. I’m sorry.
When I heard my father’s voice on the phone, “Who is it?” I’m sorry.
My mother said, “No one, go on watching TV. Well, if it’s nothing, I gotta go. I’m sorry.
I’m listening to the busy music, the cold cold wraps me all over.
This winter, I can feel the warmth from my little belly.
I smiled, and I woke up with red eyes: “Baby, I won’t lose you.” You’re the last family in my world to feel warm.”
I’ve been living in a cold family since I was a kid, and I looked forward to being warm, so I didn’t hesitate to marry when Shen Seong said to give me a home.
5
Go back to the hospital and push Dr. Shen Shen away from his office.
I couldn’t wait to see Shen Seong-wen holding my sister’s hand.
Her pretty face was a bit pale, but she had a very fine makeup.
She saw me smiling, “Joe, are you here? I’m sorry.
And We kept a close eye on the two who stood together, and said nothing.
Shen Seong-wen is uncomfortable to let my sister go.
“Your sister was a little uncomfortable. I was just taking care of her. Don’t think about it. I’m sorry.
That’s what I said.
Huh…
My tummy ache, listening to the footsteps outside.
I’m not going to be someone else’s subject.
My sister was beautiful and very gentle, but I was the only one who knew that she was very jealous.
As long as I’m at home, she’ll ask Mom to make only green tofu because she wants to lose weight.
And she’ll ask Mom to go shopping with her to buy dancing shoes.
Let me report to school alone.
“Joe, you haven’t changed a bit over the years. My sister came to me and smiled and held my arm: “You’ve become beautiful.” I’m sorry.
My beauty, Shen Seong Wen, has been transformed according to his preferences.
It’s like a knife. It hurts my heart.
I was unconscious, and then my sister was pulled back and she fell.
Xu Wan!
I’m going to reach out to her and be pushed directly by Shen Seong.
I watched him guard my sister, and suddenly I felt a little tummy pain.
I can’t look at Shen Seong-wen. I don’t want to look at him anymore.
Turned around and looked in the bathroom and found me bleeding…
I didn’t think I’d pick up my cell phone and call Shen Seong-wen and say, “Avin, my stomach hurts…”
“It’s okay, take care of little Joe…”
I heard what my sister said there, and I suddenly felt ridiculous.
My husband is here to take care of me.
I dressed up and called my girlfriend.
My best friend is waiting for me at the hospital in less than ten minutes.
When I heard what had happened recently, my best friend Zhang went out of his mind: “No, little Joe.” You can’t have children in your condition.
You know Shen Seong-wen’s heart is not on you. Why did you give him the baby? Doesn’t your life matter? I’m sorry.
“It happens that this child may be the only person in the world who loves me. And the doctor said I have a high risk of surgery and a low chance of success. Even if I had abandoned him, I would not have lived. * I feel my stomach, my head down, my heart’s tears *
“I love you. “and happened to hold me and cry.
“Chu Jo, please don’t do this. Get rid of the kids, conservative. Ten million men, we’ll change that. I want to be your oldest best friend, and I don’t want anything to happen to you.
Let’s just say it’s for our 30-year-old trip to Pondy.”
I looked back in the mirror, and I had my waxed lips, and I shuddered down.
Yeah, why would I bet my life on that?
I happened to be looking for the best gynecologist I’ve ever seen at the Second Hospital.
The other side heard my story, gave the same conclusion as before, saying it was dangerous and they needed to discuss it.
I gave my medical records to the doctor and happened to wait outside.
It happens to be holding my hand and shaking more than I do.
I laughed at her: “So afraid I’d leave?” Don’t worry, you don’t say I love tofu. I’ll live until you’re old with no teeth and I’ll make you tofu.”
Little Joe…
I turned around and saw my sister standing over there.
Why did she come? Did Shen Seong-wen send her?
Six.
“The phone in Qin stayed with me. I heard a call from his friend’s doctor, so I knew you were in the hospital here. I’m sorry.
My sister’s eyes were spinning around me and her voice was still tender.
“What’s wrong with you? Do you want me to send Shang? I’m sorry.
“What are you pretending to be? If you really want Shen Shen Shen, you give him the phone. Now put what’s innocent here. “I happen to want to go up there and do it. I got her.
Unfortunately, I underestimated my power.
It happened to be a boxing sporter, and she threw me down, and she went up and slapped him in the face, pointing at his nose.
“If you’re really worried about Little Joe, will you let your parents watch the show with you on New Year’s Eve and let Little Joe spend New Year alone?
I took Joe to the emergency, she had an appendicitis, and you were in the hospital.
But you took care of your classmates, you didn’t even look at Little Joe.
I’ve had her every year on Little Joe’s birthday. Did one of you call her and text her?
Do you know that you are the ones who cry when she has a fever?
But the news of your departure from the country is from your classmates.
Xu Wan, it’s your business you like to pretend to be white lotus. But you got yourself a brother-in-law! I’m sorry.
I happen to be crying for me while scolding.
Because I see clearly that Xue’s face is not so guilty.
When I was a kid, Xu was pretending to like me, and then people mocked me.
As a sister, she once told me in front of me that she hated me.
She wouldn’t let her parents want a second child, but my parents gave birth to me.
Then Xu Wan was happy because I was a woman.
Otherwise, she will not enjoy the love of her parents.
She’s just cold and hateful to me.
And I went up to hold, and I was so upset, and I whispered, “Let’s go.” I’m sorry.
7
After I left with my coincidence, the phone was blown up.
There are colleagues and there are Shen Seong.
I hung up and turned off the phone for a second and laughed.
“What are you laughing at? “It happens that I look at you while I snort.
“The first time I found out, it was a good way to turn off Shen Seong-wen off when I called him. I’m sorry.
Once upon a time I was treated like this by Shen Shen Sheng Wen, I’d think he must have been busy outside and turned off.
I’ll take it when I get home, no matter what he gives me.
Now I’m the one who shuts down.
Turn it off. It’s nothing to say to that man.
Even one more word would be a waste of time.
I shouldn’t have let you get married. It’s my mother’s fault that you were taken away by Shen Seong-wen instead of lending your old house to your relatives. “It happens to be crying even more.
I went out with him for three months. Shen Seong-wen knew I was moving and suddenly proposed to me.
No wedding ring, no flowers, but it made me feel like I was forced to move and found comfort.
After all, the parents sold the house, transferred me $10,000 and let me rent.
Shen Seong-wen’s proposal made me feel like I could repossess a home that wouldn’t be sold.
And I shook my head and said, “I just wanted a family too much. Now think about it. I love Shen Seong. Love is too lost. I’m sorry.
I thought I’d have a home with him.
And now, with the exception of the children in my stomach, Shen Seong has given me only a sign of euphemism.
And the traces will always disappear.
I also decided to take this child and disappear into the world of Shen Sein.
8
I had the coincidence to come back with me to pick up my stuff and bring all my bank card cards and my once-clean jeans shirt.
I didn’t take anything from Shen Seong-wen.
I contacted an old classmate lawyer about the divorce and asked her to send me a divorce agreement with Shen Seong.
I had the coincidence to find an intermediary and quickly finalize a monthly rental house.
I’ll be back on in three days.
I opened it and saw the message from Shen Sein.
One, where are you?
2 I know your situation, come back.
Three kids can’t stay. The best thing you can do right now is have an abortion and find a cure.
He’s a doctor. I’m a nurse.
We’re probably all clear about the process.
I’m going to waste it until the kids grow up and I’m probably gonna die.
But it’s gonna kill me, and I’m gonna get pregnant, and I’m not gonna be able to live long.
In that case, I would rather leave my only chance of being a mother in hand.
Not for anyone, just because I want to be a mother to the best of my ability.
I’ve found a place for my children to live.
It happened that she had been diagnosed with utero abnormalities since she was a child and had long since decided not to marry and infertility.
So I happen to have agreed to have a baby and we’ll raise it together.
When I can’t live, I happen to take my kids to another city and start a new life.
I happen to love my kids and love me.
Even if I didn’t survive, I would happen to bring my share and grow up together.
I kept brushing the news of Shen Sein until I saw the latest news.
“Hew Joe, your sister jumped. I’m sorry.
9
It’s been an afternoon since the news.
I painted the news. I didn’t see the local news report that a woman jumped to death.
That’s when Shen Seong-wen called. I picked it up.
“Joe, where are you?”
“Did you get the divorce papers? I asked.
“I’m sorry, I didn’t know you were sick.” I’m sorry.
“I’m sick. It’s nothing to do with our divorce. We got divorced because we broke up. I’m sorry.
So far, I no longer look forward to finding love in Shen Seong.
Who would really love a toy?
Even if this toy has to blame for three years, it’s a toy.
Divorce is now my most honourable decision.
I can’t do it without my physical and mental health.
“Our business, let it go. Why don’t you come back first? Your sister jumped out of the building. Aren’t you worried? That day…
I happened to hit your sister at the second hospital and it was recorded and sent to the night.
Your sister was in a bad mood. Your sister will jump when she knows you’re sick.
Little Joe, come back. Let me take care of you. I’ll never let anything happen to you again.”
Shen Sein’s tone reveals guilt and guilt.
But I laughed.
“Do you know what you just said? I’m sorry.
The phone was silent. It was obviously answered by me.
As I looked at the baby’s products on the computer, I explained to Shen Sein: “You think we can let things go.
Then you said, “The condition of Xue was bad,” and then you said, “Take care of me.”
You’re just worried because Xue Wing jumped out of the building. You’re afraid something’s going on with her?
She must have told you. She wanted me back, didn’t she?
You two wanted me to come back in the hope that you would both be able to live up to your conscience and not be singled out.
Shen Seong-wen, do you really want to find me? I’m sorry.
I don’t have a filter for love, and I think it’s absurd to look at Shenzhen’s hypocritical concerns.
If I’m truly good enough, for their conscience, go back and let Shen Seong take care of me.
I’m sure the Buddha will give me a seat.
I’m a fool of love, but I don’t want to be the Virgin.
I hung up the phone, and the next day my parents called and said they were caught.
10
I’m sure it was the euphemism of my last life that she held me hostage.
When I went to the hospital to see the police, Xu Wan cried and said that she simply wanted to come to me and that she wanted my sister to come and see her, and that the police caught her.
Xu Wan insisted on an apology in the room where the door was opened.
“Let go first. “I’m numb to watch the euphemism.”
Xu Wan was happy and immediately called his friend to drop the case.
Shen Seong-wen is around, looking at me worried.
There were many of my colleagues outside the ward, and I suddenly understood why Yuan did it.
Shen Seong-wen is under much discussion at the hospital if Xue can help him with these arguments.
Shen Seong would feel more decent.
“I divorced Shen Seong Wen, but I found each other inappropriate. “When I say this, I see a smile in the eyes of Xu.
“But I don’t like it either. You sent my friend to the police to force me to come out.
Can you please stop messing with us? I’d really appreciate it, even if you were. I’m sorry.
Xu Wan can’t laugh.
Shen Sheng Wen came and grabbed me: “Honey, I was wrong. I’m sorry.
This is the first time I’ve heard him call my wife.
I looked at the red blood in his eyes and his heart was full of laughter.
I didn’t move. I didn’t feel comfortable.
She’s jealous, Shen Seong-wen hugged my lawful wife.
I’m silent.
Isn’t that a two-month divorce period? I can wait.
I went back to the office with Shen Seong-wen, asked him to sign the divorce papers and I went back with him if I didn’t have to.
Shen Sein has tried several times to persuade me that I am not saying anything, and finally he has no choice but to nod his head.
Eleven.
Shen Seong-wen and I went home.
But sleep in separate rooms.
I stopped cooking and ironing him.
But Shen Seong-wen didn’t know if he had taken the wrong medicine, and he started to take care of me.
On that day Shen Shen Wen cooked herd potatoes and called me down for dinner and put it in my bowl.
“You used to do this a lot. Try it. I’m not good. I’m sorry.
The oxen in the bowl, with curry.
It doesn’t look like the first person to cook.
“I’m allergic to beef. * I’m eating cuisine.
Shen Seong Wen has stopped.
I went on to eat, and I said, “I love beef. Since we got married, you said you only eat beef, and I did. I’m sorry.
But Shen Seong-wen never found out I didn’t eat beef.
I’ll do something else for you. I’m sorry.
And when he stood up in a state of panic and went to the kitchen, We dropped the bowl of chopsticks and shook his head and said, “No, my stomach hurts, I can’t eat.” I’m sorry.
Shen Seong-wen stood in front of the kitchen, leaning on his head, for the first time without pride.
It’s like a big dog.
I went back to my room and started abdominal pain in the middle of the night.
I found myself with a little bleeding and urine.
When Shen Seong heard the noise, she came in nervous and came to me to brag.
At first I could resist, and then I couldn’t help myself, and the baby in my belly was his.
In a half month, I dropped 12 pounds.
Shen Seong-wen dropped eight pounds.
After his parents knew about me, they began to call Shen Seong-wen and divorce me.
I ate like wax, and I heard my mother-in-law screaming on the phone.
“She’ll bring you down, she won’t beat the kid up, and she’ll probably be gone with the kid. Are you going to go after one? Have you thought about what to do with the two of us?”
Shen Sein-wen looked at me in the direction and said, “I’ll take care of my business.” I’m sorry.
He came back and touched my bowl, “I’ll make you a new bowl of porridge, it’s cold…”
I can’t eat.
But I saw the belly that was starting to rise and I ate half a bowl.
But in less than half an hour, I went to the toilet and threw up softly.
“Thank you.” I’m sorry.
Shen Seon-wen’s spine was frozen, and he looked back at me with dark eyes.
“George, we’re husband and wife. Don’t be so kind. I’m sorry.
“But we’re getting divorced. One month left. “I touched my belly and looked at him.
Shen Seong-shin had a twitch on his forehead and I turned back upstairs.
I have clearly seen the regret and the blame on his face.
He looked at my belly and started to get scared.
He wanted to borrow the baby to make me soft.
I’m afraid I’m gonna die with a baby.
The glory of heaven’s son, Shen Sein, has also become afraid of hurting my double.
12
I started taking anti-cancer pills that didn’t affect the kids inside.
My colleagues at the hospital care about me.
The female colleague would have told me that since Shen Seong advised me to go home, she had asked Xu Wan for a nurse.
I didn’t see Xu Wan once, except by way of a patrol.
The chief nurse shook his head and told me that other doctors at the hospital were beginning to seek euphemism.
I laughed. That’s how Xu Wan grew up.
Many people loved her.
When Shen Seong-wen came to pick me up, the others were up.
He used to be faceless and he didn’t joke about nurses.
But recently, he smiled and said thank his colleagues for taking care of me.
He learned to buy milk tea for my good colleagues.
“Take good care of Little Joe.” Call me if you don’t understand. I’m sorry.
When I heard that, I laughed, “Is my condition getting worse?” I’m sorry.
The old director turned his head around and denied, and I looked to Shen Shen and asked, “Can I see my medical records and checklists?” I want to know my own situation. I’m sorry.
Shen Seong-wen used to like to say, no, no, no, no.
But now in Shen Seong, as long as I look at him for a while, he will do as I say in silence.
I thought it might be the privilege of the short-lived.
I saw the data check, it was not ideal.
My uterus was supposed to be thin, so it’s only been so many years since I was pregnant.
Now the kids are putting an additional burden on me, and the stoves are beginning to be infected.
Shen Sheng Wen insisted on taking my hand to the car and we sat in it.
He sat there for half an hour and didn’t open the parking lot.
When he turned his head and shouted at me, I saw his eyes red: “Joe, I really knew wrong. I’m asking you to give me a chance. Let’s get rid of the baby and do the surgery, okay? I’m sorry.
We shook our heads with our stomachs, and said, “This child is alive, and I shall die.” I’d rather keep him alive. I’m sorry.
Shen Sheng Wen’s on the wheel.
It was not until I saw the sun full of sun that Shen Shen sent me home.
13
The head nurse called me and said my parents came to see Xu Wan and that I was near the hospital when the fight broke out.
I wasn’t planning on going to the party, but I started bleeding again last night.
Shen Seong-wen insisted on sleeping on the floor with his blanket and watching over me.
We have an appointment. He’ll do another check in the afternoon.
When I got to the hospital, I thought Xue Wing must have taken care of my parents.
After all, Xue was so good at speaking, so good with his parents.
Even if we fight, it’ll be a happy ending.
I didn’t think they were still fighting.
When I went to the nurse’s room, I heard my mother’s roar.
“You’re divorced. Then why do we stay abroad?
You didn’t even think about me and your dad. We worked so hard to get you out of the country.
Is that how you repay us now?
We’d have taken Xu Jo, but at least she wouldn’t have gotten divorced like you. I’m sorry.
I saw the nurse-in-chief displaying some embarrassment in his face, unwittingly shrugging his shoulders.
“It’s okay, it’s supposed to be the first time I’ve been praised by my parents. I’m sorry.
Although, I still get divorced.
“You don’t care about me. All you want is a medal and a bonus.” If I don’t go home, Isaac will kill me. I’m sorry.
I remembered that when I first met Xu Wan, she laughed.
But on her wrist it was as though she had bruises.
Was she unhappy with her marriage abroad?
“I’m not going back. I have to divorce him. I’m going to redevelop at home. “I heard a slap before I finished my euphemism.
My father said, “You promised us that you would give us a pension abroad.” Is that how you repay your parents? Don’t forget, we gave you all the money for the house. I’m sorry.
“So what? That was your voluntary investment in Isaac.
If you want to stay abroad and watch the moon, you can do it yourself.
Do you really love my daughter? No, you don’t.
Because I’m not a son, I broke my bones when I was a kid and you couldn’t take me to a doctor.
You were good to me only because of what I did, to make your faces shine.
If I hadn’t worked my ass off, I’d be like that idiot Chewie.
For you are a burden, and you are left to die in the country.
I told you Chewie had cancer, but did you make a call?
You are the most selfish parents in the world.
You don’t deserve to be parents. I hate you.
I’ll never live under your control again, let alone go back. I’m sorry.
When Xu Wan ran out of the room, I saw three false faces.
Xu Wan is embarrassed, it’s the first time she’s ever been so mean to me.
And my parents’ faces were awkward, standing inside the ward looking at me.
My mom was looking at me for a second and she was in a hurry.
My dad looked at me, his lips moved, and I didn’t hear anything.
But I guess he should have called me, “Chojo.”
It’s more strange than a colleague.
“Let’s go…” The nurse took my hand and said, “Don’t be sad, some people are not born to be parents.” You’re fine. You’re doing it yourself. I’m sorry.
The nurse was afraid that my parents would be obsessed with me and that poor parents would turn around and ask me for money.
After all, they said they gave the money to Xue Wan.
I only walked two steps, and suddenly my hand was held hostage.
And Xu Wan grabbed my hand, and put his face in front of me a little bit: “Chu Jo, will you not blame them?” I’m sorry.
13
Hatred?
The first time you came to your sister-in-law when you had no one to teach you.
He was followed home by a pervert, and when he found out the house was sold, he complained.
A sick person who is in a hospital drops a drop and an operation is not signed.
But now I won’t be long.
I don’t want to meet my parents anymore. It’s my biggest drop.
“This is your business. Don’t involve me. “I want to draw my hand, and Xu Wan is holding it tight.
The nurse helped me with my hands and was impatient to say, “Do you mind not messing with Little Joe’s body?” Are you her sister? Can’t you see she’s out of strength right now? I’m sorry.
“She’s not well. She’s not well. Am I okay? “The euphemism of the euphoria has broken down.
It’s like there’s my presence, and her contrasts are inspired.
She grabbed me and she wouldn’t let go, she had red eyes, she shook me.
“Hew Joe, you at least have Grandma to cook you eggs. You don’t have to get up at 4:00 a.m. a day to practice.
At least you can choose the university you like, and at least you won’t get hit by your husband.
When I had an abortion and went home to my parents, did you know they called Isaac when they turned around? They only care about their investment, not about my blood.
How can you not blame them? Why not?
You should hate them, like me, because they’re not qualified parents, because they’re ruthless. I’m sorry.
“Let go of me. I’m cold.
Xu Wan is just crying and groping at me and asking questions, and seems to want an answer from me.
The parents in the room finally came out, trying to keep Xu Wan quiet and stop embarrassing.
I was rescued by Shen Seong while they were arguing.
As the angels appeared, He pushed all of them away from Us.
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“Hew Joe, when you’re sick, Shen Seong-wen looks after me, but we’re really nothing. I was really desperate. Why can’t you understand? Why can’t you take care of your parents after all these years?
I saw several men, all unconsciously looking at her.
Shen Seong-wen pulled me to his office.
And suddenly my parents came after him, and said, “Is it really not good for him? Or you can help us with the formalities, and we can take care of her.”
Shen Sheng Wen’s foot didn’t stop until he got to the office and asked me to go first.
I don’t know what he said to my parents, but he came back to me alone.
I saw a slap on his face, not much.
After the examination, Shen Seong was relieved: “The child is well developed and the cancer cells are not spreading.” I’m sorry.
“Let’s go get a divorce tomorrow. “I look to Shen Sein inquisitive.
It took him a long time to say, “Really…can’t you forgive me?” I’m sorry.
I find that people who know their lives soon will really be relieved.
“There is nothing to forgive. I loved you before, and now I really don’t.
Now this kid, I want to raise with coincidence. You’re young and you’re not tired of children. You can remarry.”
Shen Seong-wen is a man’s condition, and the garage has a well-paid job.
It is estimated that the day after our divorce, mother-in-law will be able to arrange a blind date for Shen Seong-wen.
Shen Seong-wen grabbed my hand and bowed his head, and he leaned on my belly.
The low sound, like the mumbling.
“Really…does it have to be divorced? I’m sorry.
On my skirt, there’s tears wetting.
I touched the head of Shen Seong-shin, and I snubbed.
He might be in love with me.
The two months he told me to turn my bet, he lost.
But the love of late is worse than the grass.
I won’t give him any more, even if I’m qualified to take care of him.
“Let’s go, it’s advanced cancer. I don’t have much time. I want to live as I wish before I go, okay? I’m sorry.
Shen Seong-wen said yes after a long time.
15
My wife and I were divorced. I never thought she’d have the guts to divorce me.
Her name is Chewie. She looks like my first love goddess.
Then I knew they were really sisters.
Just a dancer at the end of the cloud, a coward and a little rabbit.
I saw Xu Joe homeless and my heart softened.
There’s a thought in my heart that would be comfortable if I were with her.
So I married her.
I don’t mind that her parents are not at the wedding at all, or that she’s not with high education and I don’t have a common language.
I just want to see the goddess through her.
Then the goddess returned, and I personally looked after her, and I knew that I was sorry for Zhu Jo.
But I think she’s so good that she should accommodate me.
When I knew Chewie had cancer, she was determined to divorce.
I knew that when I decided to marry, I was moved to Cho, but I didn’t know.
She said she wanted to live faster in her last days.
And it became clear to me that I had no right to retain her.
After divorce.
Look at the kitchen, I’ll think of her.
See the shirt, I’ll think of her.
I’ll think of her when I see someone laughing.
The goddess Vale sent me her self-portrait, and I was surprised to find out that she was nothing like it.
I’m just fooling myself.
I don’t need to see anything.
I think I’ve been in love with a little bit of a hot water.
I wanted to make up for the love I missed, and I started staring at Zhu Jo’s report every day, looking for teachers and specialists from abroad.
But too late.
Chewie doesn’t want anything from me except to help her.
I watched her poop, and I started bleeding, and my heart was cut.
I sat by my bed with porridge and begged her for a sip, and she just shook her head.
I cried when I saw her bleeding and giving birth, and when she came out, she died.
I finally realized that I didn’t give her an extra look when I was with Jo.
What a cruel thing.
Because now, every day I feel like I’m in love.
I think that might be what God gave me.
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My best friend happens to be the man I owe most in my life.
She took care of me for three years without regret, but I missed my appointment and couldn’t stay with her until the day her teeth fell out.
I’m Jo, dead in the 31st fall.
The leaves are yellow, so is Lunxia.
My son’s three years old, he’ll call his mother.
I wish him every day after.
17
My name is Zhang Tian Lak.
I’m seven years old and I’m going to school in September.
My mother’s name is Chewie, and my mother’s name is Zhang Lucky.
I live with Godmother.
I asked Godmother why my last name was different from Mom and Dad, just like her.
Godmother says the Shen family is not worthy because of bad luck.
I’m lucky to have her last name.
There’s kids laughing at me in the kindergarten, no mom and dad.
Actually, it’s not.
My dad’s a big doctor. He picks me up every time.
I’ll all hear him on the phone begging Godmother.
Godmother’s got a bad temper.
But Godmother was so good to me. She was a good man.
I guess my dad used to do bad things before Godmother didn’t like him.
My dad took me to visit my mom every year, and I pointed to the photo and asked my dad, “Did Mom sleep in there?” I’m sorry.
My dad would touch my head and say yes.
“Will the mother see me? I’m sorry.
My dad said he would.
I pulled out the little red flower sticker from the kindergarten and put it around Mom’s photo.
“Daddy, would Mom be happy to see my little red flower? Because I’m good, right?”
And suddenly, his eyes were red, and he fell down and hugged me, and he said, “Your mother is a very good man. She’s not gonna love you because you’re being naughty. Her love for you is unconditional. So did Dad. I’m sorry.
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Author: The Beans
Case number: YXX16kR4jxiExLB8NUK1XO
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