The fire in the heart.
There was a fire in the lab, and my boyfriend was unconscious and he burned a skin.
On the day of the break-up, I stabbed him on purpose.
Every time I see your hands, I’m sick of it. I’m sorry.
Later, he became my father’s attending doctor.
Before talking about his condition, he asked unsurely.
“Miss Liu, will my hand cause you any physical discomfort? I’m sorry.
One.
Friends called yesterday and said my dad’s illness might be promising.
Dr. Shen, whose hospital has just learned from abroad, is studying this rare disease.
But I never thought this Dr. Shen would be Shen.
“Dr. Shen is so handsome. It would be perfect if those hands hadn’t burned. I’m sorry.
“Listen to Dr. Kang, it was his ex-girlfriend who ended up breaking up over this. I’m sorry.
“Oh, that’s disgusting. I’m sorry.
Through the nurses’ table, several people were chatting while preparing the drugs.
I’m on foot. Keep going inside.
Heart beats as the door closes, pounces, gets faster.
The moment the hand was on the doorknob, it was still shaking.
Until you see the familiar figure, everything calms down.
People in white coats heard a moving stop pen and looked at it.
The sights are mixed, the heart seems to have stopped.
All over.
To be honest, I’m ready to be flattered.
Because…
I’m the disgusting ex-girlfriend.
Two.
But as long as he can keep my dad alive.
The man has withdrawn his sight.
“You’re Liu’s family. Sit down. I’m sorry.
The acoustic lines are indifferent.
Remember when I chased him, he was a hard-to-reacher.
He had his chin lighted up to the chair opposite, and…
Lower your head and write something at hand.
He’s…
Pretending you didn’t recognize me?
The thoughts in the mind were flashed and rejected at the next second.
How can he pretend to be in the face of a sick man?
He was so proud, I couldn’t bear to chase him before, he turned his head, and he didn’t even say a word.
But think about it.
I wore a mask and left Liu Hai.
All these years.
– He didn’t recognize me.
That hanging heart, let it go.
Sitting behind him, and my sight fell upon him unwittingly.
The scars from the burns are increasing, especially on the white skin.
Heartbreak.
It’s hidden in the heart, and it’s been picked up again.
In that year, the girls who were in my group had given rise to a flash of fire because of the irregularities of the experiment.
Shen Zhi was right next to me.
He reacted at an alarming rate, one for my face.
The moment when the hand was burned, a huge amount of horrible red meat appeared, which was terrible.
I cried and asked him why he did it.
He looked down and helped me wipe my tears and his eyes were white.
“It’s you, I’ll do it. I’m sorry.
This scar, it made me recognize Shen Sheng.
It ended with this scar the day I broke up.
The word of evil is still in your ear.
“You know, every time I see your hands, I’m sick of it. I’m sorry.
“I can’t stand it for another day. I’m sorry.
He probably hates me.
I can’t believe I got this scar.
I don’t know.
Miss Lau?
I don’t know when she’s going to lift her head, but she’s going to drop it on my face.
“In. I’m sorry.
If he picks his eyebrow, he finds where I’m looking.
“My hand, it won’t cause you physical discomfort. I’m sorry.
3
I’m embarrassed to shake my head.
“No, I won’t. I’m sorry.
How?
That’s what I became.
It’s too late for that.
He ticked his lower lip, patiently explaining.
“That’s good.
After all, everyone has different physical qualities, and I have to ask them first.
“Does the blood and bones have been worn? I’m sorry.
“Do it.” I’m sorry.
“When was the last blood transfusion? I’m sorry.
Two months ago. I’m sorry.
“What’s your relationship with Cheng? I’m sorry.
Cheng Li introduced me to a friend of Shen Yi’s.
But what does that have to do with the condition?
I can’t help but suspect that the answer to that question will stop.
“This also needs to know? I’m sorry.
He took a look at me.
“Of course, that’s the rule. I’m sorry.
He’s a doctor. I’m family.
Naturally, I’ll answer whatever he asks.
“A student from college. I’m sorry.
Those dark eyes suddenly staring at me, looking at it, it seemed to be identifying something.
Instead of waiting for me to speak, he has produced pre-prepared materials, changed his professional attitude and started to talk about the programme.
After a while, the door opened suddenly.
What do you want to eat later? I’m sorry.
4
And behind that sweet voice is a very well-adapted face, and it’s no more subtle.
I almost didn’t react. I recognized it.
Kang-su!
She’s the girl who made a mistake in the lab.
But luckily, she wasn’t seriously injured.
The world is really small.
She’s staring at me, too.
Slowly, the smile is dying.
The sound of a magnetic sound that broke Kang’s mouth in a moment.
“Do as you say.
“or the Thai restaurant downstairs.
“You make reservations. I’m almost done. I’m sorry.
Two people talking to me.
From this angle, I can see clearly the pristine jaws of Shen’s and…
Put down your guard and look soft.
It’s just that the look in the eye was mine.
Kang Soo from high school is in the same class as us, but not very familiar with me and Shen.
I’ve been looking for Shen Siu.
Ginger sits in the back.
I can always see her sitting alone in her place, alone.
Maybe it’s awkward, it doesn’t fit between us.
Sometimes when I look at her, she looks away.
Now I’m the outsider.
Ginger looked at me again before closing the door, and the face was back to normal and the polite place was nodded.
It’s me and Shen Shen’s left in the office again.
He was born with a sense of oppression, and a sense of suffocation was instantaneous.
And I looked down, and I put my elbow on the table.
All of a sudden, the light is overshadowed.
A wide body leans in my direction.
Almost unconscious, I leaned back, pulled far.
He reached out and his face completely cooled down.
“What are you hiding from?”
5
The contempt in his eyes will be lost.
“I thought I said that there was no discrimination against my hand. I’m sorry.
Finish, pick up the pen next to me.
I didn’t think she was so sensitive.
Actually, after the break-up, I asked my dad to call a hospital. Said there was a chance to help him recover.
But Shenzhen hated me at that time, and the laughter of me left me fresh.
“I’m just a doll in your eyes.
“I tell you, I don’t care about these hands.
“Don’t make me sick. I’m sorry.
I don’t know if it’s a delusion.
For a moment, I felt like he recognized me.
I don’t know.
At the end of the conversation, Kang-soo had changed her clothes to wait at the door.
It’s a knitting dress, and it’s so swollen.
Shen Zhi no longer looked at me and naturally helped Kang Zhou with his bag.
In the hallway, two people fit together, shoulder-to-shouldered, very intimate.
Actually, I’m glad to see him like this.
If I don’t let go, I might mess his life up.
“Hey, why are you standing here? I’m sorry.
“I’ll take you home. I’m sorry.
Cheng Li doesn’t know when he’s coming, he put his hand in front of my eyes and scared me.
It’s a big, big sound, all across the corridor.
The big body in front stopped and turned its head to me.
The white light in the corridor was so obscure to him.
I didn’t wait for me to see what was going on under those eyes, and my shoulders were so heavy and my body turned.
“Let’s go. I’m sorry.
I was pushed half strongly towards the elevator across the hall.
Six.
In the car, it’s a question.
“What happened to your father? I’m sorry.
I didn’t answer. I turned my head and looked at the night out of the window, and a blurry tree turned back.
The words of Shenzhen, echo in your ear.
“There is only one highly risky tool, given the limited number of cases available for study. I’m sorry.
“It’s good to succeed, but if we fail, it will only be worse, and one month won’t last. I’m sorry.
This is a gamble on life.
I have no choice yet.
“Hey! What are you doing?”
It’s squeezing, and all of a sudden, it’s got more hands on it and it’s on my head.
It’s the process.
He looked at me with my teeth and claws and smiled.
“and raise your fighting power. I’m sorry.
“Look what you’ve done with your creamed eggplant, come to my house and get Uncle Liu’s supplement, and make up for yourself. I’m sorry.
Cheng and I are friends because we can pull each other’s heads off.
I grew up with him when he broke up in college.
His ex-girlfriend went to internships, followed his boss to a number of high-end wine fairs, picked up every day in a limo, totally out of sight of him in a flower shirt, saying he was childish.
After all, there’s no easy way to accept someone like that.
He was drunk every day and almost fell off the stairs of the playground.
I’m glad I pulled it right next to him, slap him in the face.
“They’ve gone, why are you still here?” I’m sorry.
In fact, it was said to him and to myself.
I don’t know.
After picking up something, Cheng let me eat a hot pot with him.
He’s spicy. My mouth is swollen.
I refused to allow an outside vehicle to enter the district, which was supposed to park at the intersection.
Just pulled the door open, and I looked halfway out, or was he holding a collar from behind.
“It’s raining outside. I don’t have an umbrella in my car. Cover my head. I’m sorry.
I turned around and looked at the shirt he had handed over, and there were lipstick marks on the neck.
I don’t know which girl left behind. Maybe he doesn’t know.
I was too busy swinging, “It’s okay, I’ll just run for two. I’m sorry.
He put his shirt on my head and drove me down.
“Just take it back and make it raincoat. I’m sorry.
After getting off, I’m glad.
It’s good to have clothes in the way.
The rain wasn’t that small. When I ran downstairs, half my pants were wet.
Even so, my footsteps slowed down when I saw that wet figure.
And the eyes were even more bright in the darkness, and they were staring at me, standing in place, and falling down on their cheeks with bean-sized rain.
“Shen Qi what are you doing here? I’m sorry.
When she left the hospital, she told me that he recognized me long ago.
Treat me like a stranger, drop everything and start a new life.
Perhaps the best of both of us.
The cold rain did not wash away the anger of his eyes, and his eyes ran over my tumultuous hair, swollen lips, and then looked at me with a mockery, with a chill in his eyes.
“Your father’s business hasn’t been settled yet. I’m sorry.
“Lu Tsing, you’re good. I’m sorry.
“What did I do?”
He didn’t answer my questions directly and kept asking questions.
“Do you know the blood bank is in a hurry?
“The new hospital regulations require five personal blood donation certificates before the next blood transfusion.
“Even though your father is in the hospital, the people in the blood bank can’t sign, you know? I’m sorry.
I was told he was blinded.
It wasn’t so much trouble to have a blood transfusion before.
Have you changed it now?
He laughed, mixed with rain, a little bitter.
“You don’t know. I’m sorry.
“Because you don’t care. I’m sorry.
At this moment, I cannot tell whether he blames me now or me before.
Perhaps too long in the rain, his lips were slightly white and his faces were tired and weak.
“Are you okay?”
“Want to go up and take a break? I’m sorry.
He had a dark face, as if he was saying, I’m not as free as you are.
Then he put his hands on the rain on his face, and he threw what he kept holding on his hand into my arms.
Turn around and leave.
I opened up five blood certificates, one for him.
So he looks so bad because…
Shen Zhen!
The man in front of him turned to the side and fell.
7
After changing her clothes, I was lying by the bed, holding on to his chin.
He’s white and he’s five officials.
Like a high god, everyone would love him.
In high school, almost everyone knew.
I like Shen Shen.
He has a very sick mother who needs regular treatment at the hospital.
So it’s heavy.
Every weekend I go to the hospital to take care of it.
Until Li Ho appears.
He was a scoundrel, first he confessed to me, followed me, verbally.
He went to the hospital to harass her.
I tried to call the police.
At most, however, he was detained for a few days and continued to commit crimes.
He is a social idle man who has a lot of time and a lot of fun every day.
Because of Li Ho, Shen Sheng has no skills.
The number drops.
It’s normal to skip classes, old wounds are not ready, new wounds continue.
He was also punished for fighting between Shenzhen and members of society.
When this happened, she became thinner and her eyes fell in.
But she still smiled and held my hand nicely.
“You haven’t done your best in school lately.
“I don’t have a lot of time. If I could see him go to A, I’d die.
“Boy, do you know what Auntie means? I’m sorry.
The clothes of the school uniform were wrinkled and then slowly let go.
Actually, she didn’t just say that to me.
My classmates say I’ve been messing around with men, and I’ve lost my chance to deliver.
The teacher also spoke to me.
He said that Shen Zhi was the material of the book. Don’t let me ruin him.
Everyone is telling me to stay away from Shen Shen.
The thing that makes me weak is that I really can’t seem to rebut it.
‘Cause it looks like I did bring Lee Ho here, and then he’s got jealous revenge, and he’s messing up her life.
But I couldn’t figure out why I was a victim in their eyes, but I was wrong.
The great injustice and pressure have eroded my mind.
So I chose the most radical way to escape these statements.
I don’t know.
And I was in my memories, and I suddenly heard a crack, and something fell on the floor, and there was a crack.
I turned my head and found Shen’s car keys falling out of my pocket.
There’s one more thing…
That’s right.
It belongs to Kang-su’s ring.
8
The next day I woke up, Shen Siu had gone.
He folded the covers on the bed.
If it wasn’t for the blood certificate, I’d have suspected that last night was a dream.
A few days later, I asked the hospital for blood.
As Shen Xin said, the process is much more cumbersome.
Even the nurse with the water was pinned and lamented.
“There’s been a lot of blood transfusions lately, and I can’t lose my leg. You’re the best I’ve ever seen. I’m sorry.
And in his head again, his pale face.
When I went to the office to find him, he was lying down at the table in the morning.
The eyebrow is locked and a thin sweat is on the forehead.
I can’t help but lift my hand.
But the thought that he already had ginger and was in the air.
Just trying to take it back, his hand was gripped.
Shen Xian opened her eyes and looked me in the eye.
“What’s wrong?”
He’s holding tight like he’s gonna crush my bones.
But the next second, he’s like he’s got some dirt on him.
“Thank you for helping me.”
He looked me in the eye, and he made a sense of cynicism.
“Help you?
“You may have misunderstood.
“I would have done it if I had other patients. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
“I’m sorry. I’m sorry.
He looked at me in the dark, staring at me, and said, “Sorry for what?” I’m sorry.
“I shouldn’t have said that when I broke up. I’m sorry.
He hasn’t spoken, he’s still looking at it and seems to be waiting.
And I went on and said, “Your hand is for me, and I’ve always thanked you. I’m sorry.
“There has never been aversion or any other opinion. I’m sorry.
It’s been a long time.
Even the air was suffocated.
“It’s over?”
I thought about it, and I focused.
And his face sank at once, and he took away his sight.
“Get out. I’m sorry.
And We covered my lips, and came to the door, and turned back with a blemish.
“What do you want to do to forgive me?” I’m sorry.
I saw the eyes raised and the emotions I couldn’t understand.
“I want you to disappear from my life. I’m sorry.
“Good. I’m sorry.
I’ll answer right away.
“When my dad’s treatment is over, I’ll disappear. I’m sorry.
He didn’t talk, but he looked worse.
The moment I closed the door, I heard something in the office smashing on the floor and breaking.
9
At noon, the delivery boy called me.
I lost my father’s bottle of liquid. I’m slowing it down and ringing the bell.
Then go down and get the takeout.
In the interest of safety, they also went to the nurse’s station and replied.
But when I got back, the liquid was still the same and ran over the nurse’s table again.
“The fluid in bed 3 is lost and can be replaced. I’m sorry.
“What’s the rush? I’m sorry.
The nurse next to me gave me a white eye.
“Don’t worry, no one forgets you. I’m sorry.
I know the nurses are busy and they can’t keep their attitude good, but I can’t accept it.
“Then please hurry! I’m sorry.
And when the nurse comes, it’s all about me.
“It won’t do much to slow down the liquid. I’m sorry.
I can’t stand it, “Can you be professional? I’m sorry.
She’s probably mistaken. She’s going around something else.
“Who do you think has no qualities?
“It’s probably you who’s the least qualified.
“If I were Dr. Kang, I’d come and tear your face apart. I’m sorry.
I see. They’re for Kang.
My dad didn’t sleep well. He woke up.
I pulled the nurse out of the door to get in his way.
Who would have thought she would just yell, “The family beats people up!” I’m sorry.
This scream, he called Kang-su, “What happened? I’m sorry.
I didn’t get so angry, “I’m gonna file a complaint against her. I’m sorry.
This nurse’s got more energy.
“200 at a time, you can complain. I’m sorry.
Don’t worry, we’ll take care of you. I’m sorry.
It’s not until now that Kang-su is as simple as it looks.
She’s so good at pulling people together.
Now that Kang is in the middle of mediation, the sentence is directed towards me and clearly prevents me from complaining.
I couldn’t bear to push her away.
Just trying to get out, the loud noise stopped me.
Turning back, she ran into a moving cart next to her, and the pharmacies were scattered, and she was lost in a mess.
But I just did.
The nurse also began to shout, “The family beat people.” I’m sorry.
A lot of people come out of the room, stretching their fingers.
I’m so familiar with this scene.
That’s how they came together at school.
Scolding me as a bitch, hooking up with a gangster all day long, pulling the water off my back.
How did I do that?
Run like a coward and let the gossip devour me.
Enough!
I yelled out, and the noise around me came down.
“Chang So, aren’t you too weak?
“As usual, you should fall back, not back.
“Does anyone know you’re pretending?
I don’t know who you’re playing with! I’m sorry.
Next second, I know who she showed it to.
But I still don’t get it. She’s not cheating at all, is she?
Shen Ji-hoon lifts up ginger and frowns me.
“Recently, the bed is tight. Let’s get the blood out of the hospital. I’m sorry.
See.
Shen’s elbow, it’s always going inside.
10
After a few days, Cheng came by to do business and went to a restaurant near the hospital with me to eat.
Just pushed the door and saw a familiar figure.
It’s Kang-su.
She sat by the window, looked outside, picked up her phone, looked at the information, and was anxious.
It’s supposed to be waiting for her, I think.
But after what happened last time, I didn’t want to be in too much contact with her, so I went out, “Let’s change. I’m sorry.
He’s standing still and he’s like, “Why? I’m sorry.
“I don’t like the taste of this. I’m sorry.
“What are you talking about? This one just opened today. I’m sorry.
“What’s wrong with you? I’m sorry.
He looked at me in the direction of the past, and he understood and laughed.
“Oh, you’re afraid of seeing an ex-boyfriend with a current girlfriend? I’m sorry.
I looked up at him, and said, “How do you know? I’m sorry.
“I’m telling you, we have to eat here today. I’m sorry.
I turned my head, and then I twisted a few times, and he pulled it back with force.
“What for?”
In the middle of the struggle, the process is low and my shoulder is tied to the door.
“Stop, stop. Look, it doesn’t look like she’s the one. I’m sorry.
An inch, medium-sized man straight to Ginger.
Take off the mask and I’ll freeze.
Li Ho?
How did Kang-soo meet him?
“What’s going on?”
Li Ho gave her a hard kiss despite Kang’s beating.
Ginger was staring and rubbing his mouth hard, but sat down together.
A terrible idea came out of the heart.
The lab error was meant to destroy my face.
Li Ho’s entanglements and mythical rumours were only intended to make Shen Zhen hate me.
I couldn’t wait to know what they were talking about, so I pulled myself to cover up and walked behind the ginger.
“Ginger, don’t be shy.
“Don’t think I’ll believe it if I buy you a pair. You used Shen’s name to block me.
“And if he knew you were behind those little moves, he’d hate you. I’m sorry.
Ginger’s voice shivering rarely, unbreakable, seems to be stifling.
“You shut up. I’m sorry.
The man did not care about her emotions and kept pressing: “Did you forget who saved you from the homeless man?
“Shut up!”
The next minute, the sound of the bottle breaking came, and I looked back.
Kang-ho’s face was never seen before and struck Lee Ho’s head with a wine bottle.
Both of them were in shock for a long time.
Lee Hao’s forehead is bleeding and he flows to his eyebrow, looking weird and violent.
He’s got a bite on his teeth. You’re fucking dead today! I’m sorry.
He stood up hard, strangling the ginger and white neck and tightening it tight.
It’s a quick response. An arrow step up and grabs the man with his red eyes.
“Let’s run!” I’m sorry.
Ginger was scared and his legs fell on the floor.
Eleven.
I pulled her up, ran, ran into a park and stopped.
Then she threw her hand away and let her lie down on the ground.
I looked at this poor, hateful woman and laughed.
“Chang Soon, do I have such a grudge against you? I’m sorry.
The man in front of you is no longer the gentle and gentle doctor.
She was in a state of disarray, holding herself in strangulation and shivering.
“I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m really sorry…”
I don’t give a shit about her. Turn around and leave.
“I will never rob you again. Please stay here with me.” I’m sorry.
I didn’t want to talk to her, but the horns were dragged from behind and sat side by side in compromise.
I’m not worried.
Ginger’s mood gradually subsided and looked away.
The water is still flowing by the river, and there is light on its face.
“I used to lie down on my seat and write the subject, and nobody would notice me in the corner.
“My life has often been in a state of shock, because my parents never gave up on me, and they had no end to scolding me, but to get married and collect a bride price.
“And even in the alleys of the way home, God wouldn’t let me go and let me bear the filthy hands of the animals.
“In fact, what I’m starting to think is that I’m going to be able to take one more and get out of that gutter.
“But suddenly one day, Shen Qi gave me a little care when I felt the worst.
“This may be nothing for others, but for me…
“You know what it’s like to see a light in the dark? It’s hard to catch.
“But you took it, I have nothing! That’s all I want! Why did you rob me? I’m sorry.
I wonder what she’s done to make her so moved.
As a result, a general hot milk.
When she was in pain, when she was lying down on the table, no one cared about her and passed a glass of milk.
“You mean the early fuck? I’m sorry.
She had tears on her cheek and was surprised to see her eyes open.
“How do you know? He told you before? What did he say about me? I’m sorry.
Oh, Kang-su is really concerned about the man who warms her up.
I look down and laugh, and I don’t want to admit it.
“You know what?”
“I told him to give you the milk. I’m sorry.
Her face suddenly turned pale, open her mouth and sound dry.
“What? I’m sorry.
She, like me, wouldn’t believe it.
But that is the case.
“That morning I saw you shrunk together and looked uncomfortable. I’m sorry.
“So when she gets back to her seat, she gives you my milk. I’m sorry.
She was shaking her head and her eyes were lost.
I don’t know what to deny.
“No way. How could you have given it to me? I’m sorry.
If I knew it was all her fault.
I’m going to jump on it and hit her hard.
But now I don’t want to think about anything.
Isn’t youth just a lot of people of all kinds, misunderstandings, endless regrets?
After the passage of time, all words seemed too pale.
“There’s a picture of you in his phone album. I’m sorry.
That’s the last thing Kang said to me.
12
At night, I sat in a chair in the hospital hallway with my medicine.
There’s Shen Shen Sheng next to it.
He’s giving me attention for the treatment.
Today’s the last blood transfusion, and tomorrow my dad’s out.
He’s already decided not to have someone else’s blood around him. It’s painful and awkward, and he can’t get through it.
He said that he did not want fate in the hands of others and did not regret it.
The spirit of Shenzhen is a cold talk of expertise, and we are an ordinary medical relationship.
Same scene, same person.
I suddenly fainted like I was back with his mother.
Back then, we were familiar.
“I’m leaving tomorrow. Are you happy? I’m sorry.
I cut him off when he had no temperature and fantasized he didn’t delete my picture because he liked me.
But it is not affected.
“A review every other month, make a blood protocol. I’m sorry.
I couldn’t help but ask, “Do you really want me to disappear?” I’m sorry.
Ten years, soon, we’ll be strangers again.
He’s still cold on his face with no face.
“The increase in the number of platelets within three months proved to be effective. I’m sorry.
“If it’s still low, the worst result is a brain hemorrhage. You’re ready. I’m sorry.
Listen here, all kinds of emotions are mixed up.
Tears came out unchallenged, with wet cheeks.
He’s a good bystander.
“Tomorrow, 12 o’clock, we’ll be discharged. I’m sorry.
Pop, close the file and get ready to go.
I reached for him as soon as I grabbed the straw.
Those hands aren’t warmer than mine.
I thought he was going straight out.
But he didn’t, so I grabbed him.
After a long period of time, he turned his head, raised his hand, and gently scratched my eyebrow with a thick abdomen.
“Why are you crying?”
In his eyes, he raised a taunt and hatred.
“Do you know how it hurts? I’m sorry.
The clear voice fell from above my head, like the cold water of a pelvis.
“When my mother was sick, the only thing I had in mind was you.
“But you had to break up with me at that juncture.
“I beg you, but I’ll kneel down.” I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
On the day of the break-up, the face of Shen Siu was never lost.
He looked at me with a little dumb, and he tried to laugh.
“Don’t make such a joke. I’m sorry.
And We drew out the hand he held tight, and downed the eyelashes.
“I’m serious. I’m sorry.
He wouldn’t dare to raise his hand, to recapitulate my shoulder and come down.
The self-restraint in the eyes is about to overwhelm the rest of my heart, but try to justify me.
“Why?
“You’re afraid I’m distracted, aren’t you?
“It’s all right, it’s coming up fast.
“You don’t have to worry about Li Ho. He can’t hit me.
“Don’t say that again, okay? I’m sorry.
I can feel how shivering my hands on my shoulder, so careful.
But if it’s as easy as he said, why are there so many people here to talk to me?
I can’t bear all the pressure and do not want him to bury his future.
When the sight fell on the hands on the shoulder, I made my final determination.
“You know, every time I see your hands, I’m sick of it. I’m sorry.
“I can’t stand it for another day. I’m sorry.
It’s empty, it’s light.
It’s like telling me what to eat.
His hands were so tight that it hurt.
And just as I thought he would turn away, he fell down again.
I almost prayed for a good tone.
“It’s gonna be okay. It’s gonna look a little scary at first. I’m sorry.
“Trust me, it’s gonna be okay. I’m sorry.
I left my head behind and pulled his hand off and his voice was cold enough to make ice.
“Not anymore. I’m sorry.
He has just abated his face, he has been strutted and he has looked at me.
It’s like tearing me apart.
Slowly, the storm eventually turned to calm.
Maybe in that moment, he completely emptied me of my last illusion.
I don’t know.
I wasn’t there when she needed me most.
Turns out he cares about this.
“Sorry, I didn’t really think about it. I’m sorry.
I was just trying to escape those accusations without taking his feelings into account.
Maybe I’m too selfish.
It doesn’t deserve the love of silence.
I dried my tears, let go, let go.
When he fell in the air, he was caught by his backhand.
The moment I looked up, it seemed as if I had seen the heat that had rekindled in his eyes.
“Are you sorry?”
I’ll do it, nod my head.
Is he going to forgive me?
The next minute, his thin lips will spit out the coldest words.
“Regrets are the most useless thing in the world. I’m sorry.
It’s like I’ve been slapped so hard, I’m standing in my seat, looking at his back, and it’s been too long.
13
Three months later, my dad’s condition stabilized.
Thanks to Shen Sheng.
I stood outside his office for a long time.
If nothing happens, we won’t have any further contact.
I heard the girls talking again.
But this time, the tone changed.
Doctor Kang is no longer Kang, but Kang.
“The Kang-name doesn’t take us seriously. I’m sorry.
“It’s just that you and Dr. Shen are not boyfriends and girlfriends, and they’re inciting us to take her out. I’m sorry.
“You don’t know, it almost cost me $200! I’m sorry.
“I heard she was unhappy with her current boyfriend, so she put it on Dr. Shen. I’m sorry.
Sometimes people really shouldn’t care what people say.
Because they may not have the capacity to judge right or wrong at all.
On weekends, Cheng called me.
“to give you information. I’m sorry.
I was lying on my bed, listening to his excitement, and I asked, “What kind of information? I’m sorry.
“The disease of Shenzhen is now in a state of weakness, which is a good opportunity to take advantage of the enemy’s lack of preparation. I’m sorry.
“How do you know? I’m sorry.
Did he have a good relationship with Shen?
I’ll send you the address. I’m sorry.
I was going to ask why he cared so much about my emotional life.
But he’s dead.
When I got there, I took a few deep breaths and ring the bell.
Shen Zheng’s wearing home white T and black shorts standing in front of me frowning.
It’s still on its forehead, and it does look weak.
But when you speak, your fighting power is not diminished by disease.
“What are you doing here? I’m sorry.
“Didn’t you promise to disappear in my life? I’m sorry.
I said, “I promised, but I couldn’t.” I’m sorry.
I’ll continue with my shame when I see his mouth squeaked.
“I came to see you. I’m sorry.
“What do I look like? I’m sorry.
I can’t answer that. My head is down and my fingernails are down.
The sight on top of my head, it burns on my forehead, and I don’t think it’s embarrassing.
All of a sudden, he took the hand I was biting my nails and turned around and went in.
This move!
I didn’t bite my fingernails when she talked to me.
He won’t, but I can’t.
So if he sees it, he’ll put his hand out.
So, he’s still in charge of me?
Then I have a chance.
I immediately took the door, followed him to the kitchen.
When I got to the door, I was pushed out.
And I said, “Shen Qi, you’re sick. I’ll take care of you. I’m sorry.
He’s holding on to the door, squinting me.
“You cook food?
“I’m afraid you poisoned me to death.
“Wait outside. I’m sorry.
And when he had given the command, he would surely have taken it with him.
I’m gonna do something else for him.
I saw a few vibrating cell phones on the tea table.
Looks like it’s set.
So, take it.
I didn’t wait for me to talk.
“Shen Qianxing, how long are you going to have to stop?
“Didn’t you ask me to be a spy when you learned three years ago that Liu Zing’s father had this weird disease and went abroad to study?
“Now you’re fishing for a girl.
“I’d say, come on, let’s get back together.
“Hello? Why aren’t you talking? Hello…”
I don’t give a shit about the noise. I just hang up.
Sitting on the couch, thinking fast, processing the information.
He just said she’s been watching me.
So he said he didn’t want to see me again. Is that all he said?
In the kitchen, the busy back was blowing things up.
He’s a doctor. How come he doesn’t have a fever for fried food?
But I love fried milk.
The nose is sour, the eyes swell.
Shen Zheng always does this, doesn’t she? She always pushs people out.
The oil splattered out, and his men with the stuff shrunk.
I quickly ran over and shut the fire, grabbed his hand and ran down the tap.
He’s almost instinctive. He’s gonna have to pull his hands out and not let me touch them.
I pulled it so hard that he wouldn’t hide.
She’s biting on her teeth. “Lou, what are you doing? I’m sorry.
Just the thing that has made my eyes red.
Now the tears are spinning in your eyes and they may look like crazy.
Forget it. Go crazy.
Without giving him time to react, I dragged his hand forward and put it in my waist, and I took his neck.
“Give me a chance to make it up to you?”
It’s been a long time, like a century.
It’s over. I’m back.
Thought he didn’t want to.
All of a sudden, the waist was tight and the low voice was raised.
“How do you want to fix it? I’m sorry.
And We covered his chest, and looked at the thin lips, and set them aside.
He’s not hiding. Look at me.
It gives me great confidence to stay close and feel the warm breath.
Last second, he overheaded and my kiss fell on his cheek.
And I looked at him in the eyes, and there was no coldness, and there was a desire to reach out and pull me out of my body.
With the sense of security after the test, I dared to drill into his arms.
And he smiled, and he leaned in my ear.
“When I’m well. I’m sorry.
I look up, and I look surprised, “So you forgive me? I’m sorry.
“None. I’m sorry.
Okay.
As soon as his shoulder fell, he heard him continue to add.
“Look at your performance. I’m sorry.
♪ I can’t ♪
At night, I stayed at Shen Siu’s house and slept in the guest bedroom.
In the middle of the night, I heard a phone call.
“How’s the bro show? I’m sorry.
“General. I’m sorry.
“You’re good at it, knowing that she had her own problems, and you had to talk a little harshly. I’m sorry.
“How can she remember it? I’m sorry.
“Well, you’re so smart, how can Liu Ting ever have fun again? I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
“Funt over. I’m sorry.
In the dream, Shen Qi wore a blue and white school uniform and sat straight at the desk writing.
And We set down our chin with a blind eye, and followed his eyelashes, and We raised our noses, and We set our lips upon them, and passed by.
I have to say, he’s so impeccable.
“Silent. I’m sorry.
I whispered him.
A pen pointer in the paper, and he looked at me.
“What’s wrong? I’m sorry.
He looks at people, seriously and deeply.
I asked, “What if we split up later?” I’m sorry.
“You’re breaking up with me? * He fell down on his face. *
I was so scared.
“No, no, no, no. I said if we’d become enemies by then? I’m sorry.
“I see that Xiao Li in the next five broke up with his boyfriend and they both said he was dead. I’m sorry.
It was only after hearing Our explanation that he abated, and then drew forth his definitive lips.
“No, I won’t. I’m sorry.
“But if you break up, you’ll regret it and beg my forgiveness. I’m sorry.
I don’t like to hear that.
“Che, maybe you regret it first. I’m sorry.
He didn’t tell me. His eyes bended.
His hands were covered with a big hand, and he passed through my palm bones.
Like a precious baby.
All of a sudden, a shadow was pressed in front of the eyes, and the smell of clean and fresh smell was all over the body, and the voices of the young were spilled in their ears.
“We will not be separated. I’m sorry.
‘Cause I’m gonna fix you. I’m sorry.
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I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
