14. Licking dogs with no heart.
Licking dogs doesn’t mean anything.
♪ The pink bubbles ♪
I had four men at the same time, all in common.
Like him.
Suddenly one day, I don’t want to.
They’re all upset.
“You haven’t been here for two weeks. I’m sorry.
“Song Ning, don’t ignore me. I’m sorry.
“I have deleted all the women. I’m sorry.
“Gang Moon, what good is there in the world? I’m sorry.
I: I bid you farewell.
One.
I chased four boys at the same time, but I didn’t want to be with them, and they didn’t like me.
I’m a student at Changjiang City, I’m Song Ning, I’m a student, and I’m a student.
You don’t have to say, they all have something I like.
Like someone’s quality.
Two.
“Do you understand that? I’m sorry.
I look up, I see a pair of stray eyes, I look out the window.
Song Ning took a pen and turned it around, and he danced with a pen at his fingertips.
Clear-cut hands, cold-white wrists, long, long fingers, pointed through healthy pink, like in comics.
I saw God at once, and I lost my temper.
“You must be tired after all this time? Shall we take a break?”
Song Ning is a slag with bad grades until the explosion, following an international route.
In short, smash the money.
But if you want to screw up money, you need a little language.
I volunteered to be his English remedial teacher.
It was only when he heard my voice that he gave me an eye.
“Don’t bother, I don’t want to learn. I’m sorry.
Autumn, fall wind, fall leaves, fall is thick.
Song Ning kept looking out the window, and I followed his eyes.
There was a girl under the old tree, wearing a white dress, with a nice arc in the air as the breeze blows. She looked up and looked up with Song Ning.
As before.
Song Ning turned his head and turned his eyes back to the books, but for a long time, he didn’t write a word, and he didn’t flip a page.
As long as the girl stood, Song Ning was defiant.
He can’t help it.
He looked up at me, and there was a little more emotion in his eyes.
“Gang Moon, help me once. I’m sorry.
After that, you reached out and held my hand.
He took my hand to the girl, and I let go secretly, and when he fainted, he touched him with ten fingers.
This is more real. I’m sorry.
Sneaking, squeezing, chilling.
3
“I have a girlfriend. Leave me alone. I’m sorry.
The more I hold my hand, the more I squeeze my heart.
The girls looked at him unbelievably and looked at me.
“You said you’d always like me. I’m sorry.
Song Ning’s voice was full of anger.
“What makes you think I like a girl who betrayed me? I’m sorry.
“Don’t come looking for me again. I’m sorry.
The girl’s lips moved, and the glitches turned in her eyes and eventually fell.
When the girl turned around and ran away, Song Ning held my hand and let her go, staring at where she was leaving and looking at her emotions.
“The next class is starting to increase. I’m sorry.
I rubbed my hand, and there was some numbness.
“What happened to your girlfriend is a lie, right? I’m sorry.
I don’t want any trouble.
Song Ning cried.
“Of course. I’m sorry.
“You think I’m gonna like you?”
Hanging heart down, not best.
That’s what I want.
4
In a rush to the next one, King Guo Moo always appears in the lantern and green tavern.
“What took you so long? I’m sorry.
I’m also wearing a flower dress that I wear when I teach at home, which is incompatible with the bar.
Under the light, look at me in the ink and look at me with a displeasure.
A pair of peaches with a soft eye, which, despite its emotional state, still seems deeply emotional.
Yeah, well, these eyes look like dogs.
All my friends who have seen me around Gu Mo feel like I’m a dog licking in ink, and I’m on my way and I’m on my way.
Seeing as I’m a surprise look.
Here comes Kang-moon. I’m sorry.
“We’ve got to come. I’m sorry.
And I sat by him as though I had not heard him, and was good.
He’s got a pretty girl on his hands, looking at me from the top down, kind of mean.
Who’s this?
Guo Mo said:
“I’m looking for a replacement. I’m sorry.
“I don’t believe it’s a proxy. I’m sorry.
Gumo took the girl into her arms.
“We’ll drop you off, and you’ll believe it. I’m sorry.
The girls laughed so much.
“Damn it. I’m sorry.
I’m sitting right there, and I’m putting it to the top.
They took a real risk and asked me, I shook my head.
Gu Mok, as expected.
“It’s boring. I’m sorry.
Several people had a little fun and lost their game, and he had one hand with the girls, kissing in front of me, touching my eyes and looking at me with bad eyes.
I’d be sad to wake up if I liked it, but they’d do whatever they wanted, just don’t hurt those eyes.
I’m a little sleepy and I poked ink.
“Don’t be too late for the eyes. I’m sorry.
He laughed.
“Then go ahead. I’m sorry.
You look at me straight and you look at your self-confidence.
He’s sure I’m not leaving.
After all, I brought him home safely every time.
But I’m really tired today and I have another scene tomorrow.
I laughed at Ink.
“Well, then you get some rest. I’m sorry.
When you took the bag and walked to the door, Gu ink suddenly didn’t know what to do, grabbed me and pushed me in the corner.
Jealous?
My subconscious shakes my head and doesn’t feel right and nods my head.
I’m staring at his lips, and there’s a girl’s lipstick on it, and I can’t stand the vomiting of my heart, but I think it’s too bad that these eyes are on him.
“None. I’m sorry.
I’m telling the truth.
Instead, he picked the eyebrow and looked like I was a dead duck.
And We reached out and touched the eyes, and the eyelashes were long, and the eyes were full of my reflection.
That’s how it feels to be staring at those eyes.
If only it were the person I liked.
Gumur pulled me out.
“Let’s go. I’m sorry.
“The girl…”
Leave her alone. I’m sorry.
It’s the king of the sea. It’s in the bouquet.
5
Get in the car, Gu ink comes up to me suddenly, and the gas comes in.
“How about I have a relationship with you? Saved you from following me around every day. I’m sorry.
I was so scared to hear that, I forgot to move, and I felt it the next second.
I looked him in the eye and I acted like I meant it.
I want to stay with you. I’m sorry.
“If you want to be in love, I want you to be the only one who can’t look at other girls, and we’ll have to get married…”
If he didn’t finish, he broke it in cold.
He looked out of the window, he looked up and said I didn’t know anything.
“You want too much, I can’t. I’m sorry.
I’m sure you want the Sea King to take care of yourself, like a sow on a tree.
It’s just a matter of time.
I start the engine, but I’m not sure I can do it.
Six.
Take Gumo home, he didn’t even look at me, and then he left.
As if I’m still angry at what I just said.
I put out my hand and put the eye drops in the bag on the doorknob and left a nice hand-mark so that he could protect his eyes.
Back home, I looked through the picture in the wallet, the moonlight was covered, and it seemed that two people were looking at each other.
It looks so close, but it’s actually so far away.
I took my pills and finally fell asleep.
7
Lin Zheng is the least licking I’ve ever had, and he’s very indifferent, no matter how much I licked, but I’ve come up every time.
For he is the one who is most like him, except that his five officers were a little less gentle and a little more weak.
“Look, Kang-moon’s here again. I’m sorry.
“What a shame. I’m sorry.
“Lin Lin said he didn’t want to see her, and he kept coming up. I’m sorry.
I pretended not to hear you.
When I pulled out the mineral water, I looked to the middle of the basketball court, one of them with dark red hair, bright eyes, white skin, and a tongue to the back of his teeth, and it didn’t look good.
There was a lot of cheers and shouts from girls, like a big concert.
Lin’s eyes look round and round and look for something.
Seeing me, there’s a twilight in my eyes.
And then you cut the ball, you take the basketball, you take the ball, you take it.
Halftime break, I’ll run in the first and hand him the water.
“What are you doing here? I’m sorry.
He didn’t pick up my water, he picked up others, but he spoke to me.
I’m breathing.
“Let’s cheer you up. I’m sorry.
“No need. I’m sorry.
The girls looked into my eyes with sarcasm and sympathy, whispering, saying I had a thick face.
“Did you just get hurt? I brought Yunnan’s white spray. Would you like to use it? I’m sorry.
He had just been seen pushing him on the playground, and he had a bit of tweak, although he stood up and scored the ball, but the knee joint was still a little red.
There was a spark in the eyes of Lin.
“Take it for you. There’s still half a game. I’m sorry.
I’m talking to my teammates, who obviously know me, and he takes my Yunnan medicine and laughs at me and says:
“There’s still water? He doesn’t want it. I took it? I’m sorry.
I handed him the water, and Lin went to the middle of the field, and kept his foot on me, and he said:
“You dare drink her water, too, and be careful. I’m sorry.
“I’m not happy with this.” I’m sorry.
It didn’t finish. The ball was hit on the floor by a forest, and it was very high.
8
When he gets out, I’m going up.
There’s a girl who’s been ahead of me, not too far, and I can hear her voice very clearly.
It’s just some sour larceny.
And the evening wind will blow the twilight of the forest, and it will seem to fit with the fire of the sky, and it will sting.
But his voice was still terrible and he was shaking.
“You don’t think I want your water and I’ll give it to you? I’m sorry.
The girl’s skin is thin, she looks like a flower, she turns around with red eyes, and her tears fall down.
I walked in the direction of the forest and watched him with affection.
In the middle, I seemed to see another person in his face.
Is it a dream?
“Hey, what’s wrong with you?”
I realized that I had fainted and that my face was in a burning pain.
Sure.
The school bull is the school bull, so rude.
Then wake up in the infirmary, the infirmary at Lin Chun School.
It’s just me and the school doctor, who looks at me with both eyes, and has some concerns.
“Is the little girl not sleeping well? I’m sorry.
I didn’t answer.
“The body is its own, it takes less to take less and, if it is necessary, to see a psychiatrist. I’m sorry.
I squeezed my hand, my fingernails fell deep and my body seemed to be feeling, and I looked up and laughed.
“I know, thank you, Doctor. I’m sorry.
The school doctor was exaggerating and had to say something, and Lin came in and threw a pile of food out of nowhere on the bed.
“Eat some. Trouble. I’m sorry.
I looked at it. It was all chocolate and stuff.
I don’t have any face.
“Do you care about me? I’m sorry.
“I fear you will die in front of me. I’m sorry.
Boom.
Or him.
9
After a day off, the phone sent a message.
“Shall we go to the movies? I’m sorry.
It’s Gang City news.
And I slid up, and he said on the screen, and I replied, and the end of him would surely begin with me.
Once and for all, it’s like a customary rule.
I remember the scene in Jiang City. His stomach was bleeding, he fainted on the playground like a dead dog, and he kept saying the name of a girl.
He’s alive and he’s hurt his heart.
I put him up and called a car and took him to the hospital.
The results were quickly diagnosed, excessive alcohol consumption and stomach bleeding, requiring immediate surgery.
He waited all night, and he woke up staring at me, and it was funny.
“How much do I owe you for this? I’m sorry.
I looked at his lips, and I looked inside.
It’s only 2D.
“and a good friend, just buy me a few more meals. I’m sorry.
He’s got a much better taste in his eyes. He smiles, he doesn’t refuse, he takes his phone out of his bed, he sweeps.
“Okay. I’m sorry.
10
It’s a lot simpler to travel with Jiangcheng, but it’s not one-sided.
In short.
Incoherent, yet unacknowledged.
I typed over the screen to answer him.
Dressed up out of the door, Jiang City staring at me, with a few laughs on his eyebrow.
Autumn rain came down, he was holding an umbrella, leaning towards my position in half, and didn’t hit me at all.
“Let’s go. I’m sorry.
He took my hand, his soles were on the water, and he fell apart and re-emerged, so he went back and forth, and it was a quiet time.
If you ignore what he sees and what I see as a smile.
When the tickets were collected, Jiang City bowed and spoke to me.
“Your hands are so cold, I’ll cover them for you. I’m sorry.
When I was talking, a girl named Gang City, and it was strange to me.
“You came to see this movie too? I’m sorry.
But it should be familiar to Jiangcheng, who unconsciously let go of my hand, was a bit ill-hearted and seemed a little confused.
“Yeah, with my girlfriend. I’m sorry.
It seemed like he realized that his hand was loose and that he was coming to hold me again.
I didn’t care to laugh at him, but I took a few steps back and left some room for them.
And the hand of the city stood in the middle, with its lips on it, and it looked a little ugly.
I didn’t hear what they said.
It’s a little complicated, too.
“Your girlfriend’s beautiful. I’m sorry.
It’s not very sincere, but it’s very ambivalent.
I smiled at her.
“Thank you. You look great too. I’m sorry.
I didn’t think I’d react like this. The girl stunned.
Jiang City seemed a little angry and took my hand to the cinema without a word. He didn’t let go of my hand until the movie was over, and he didn’t say a word to me.
Eleven.
Take me back to my apartment downstairs, and Jiang City holds my hand and won’t let me go.
“What, you can’t leave me?”
Our identity seems to be unwittingly in tune, and the person who can leave at any time seems to have become me.
He didn’t talk, and he was staring at me.
Turning round, I was crushed to the wall, and surrounded in his arms, and kissed down.
I reached out and grabbed his neck.
Until the end, I looked at his lips and asked:
Did you take the explosives? I’m sorry.
The city’s voice is boring and disgruntled:
“Kang Moon, what am I to you? I’m sorry.
My voice echoes in the hallway:
“You said your girlfriend, right? I’m sorry.
“We’re doing fine. I don’t want lies to be true. I’m sorry.
Jiang City smiled, but the smile didn’t come to light.
“King Moon, you won. I’m sorry.
Turn around and walk away.
13
I entered the classroom half an hour after Song Ning’s class, and the entire class looked at me.
I filmed the classmates next to Song Ning so he could move up.
A lot of kids started to get up.
It’s so loud that the teachers keep staring at me.
“Student, get up and answer the question. I’m sorry.
Song Ning looked up at me and put down his cell phone buttons with a sarcasm in his eyes, and he must have thought that an English remedial teacher did not know a professional course.
“First, we calculate the voltage using the Kilhoff voltage Law, then we use the entire circuit as a black box, and then we use the Trargen Theorem to calculate the currents of the export. I’m sorry.
Song Ning’s eyes flashed a little shock and opened his mouth.
The teacher noded. Let me sit down:
“Don’t be late next time. I’m sorry.
I replied:
“Sir, I’m skipping class. I’m sorry.
The other students started:
“Sensei, they’re here to fall in love. I’m sorry.
In this environment, teachers joke:
“Song Ning, your girlfriend is so good that you can’t lag behind. I’m sorry.
I know Song Ning.
It seems to be famous.
Song Ning looked at me with a glimpse of displeasure, but did not contest it.
He’s down, he’s got a pen on his hand, he’s good and he looks good.
It seems to be his routine, and my favorite.
I sat down, and he seemed to have just swept me:
“What are you doing here? I’m sorry.
Then he asked:
“You’re not an English major? I’m sorry.
“How can this be?”
I pulled my horns and I looked around his head:
“When did I ever say I was an English major? I’m sorry.
Sonning, you know nothing about me. I’m sorry.
I’m a straight-up liner pro.
He stares at me for a while, he looks at the blackboard, and he doesn’t know if he’s listening.
Under the table, my finger is wrapped around it, and my finger is sewn up, and my hand is filled with a little bit.
Song Ning opened his eyes, turned his head towards me, and downped his voice:
“What are you doing?”
His hands were cold, and in a little while, we both got the same temperature.
Can’t you see?
Song Ning slit his lips but never took his hand away.
14
Song Ning suddenly volunteered to ask for extra lessons.
I was surprised to see a class of 2,000 on my phone.
When I came to his house, Song Ning seemed to know my existence at once and to meet me under the window.
I smiled at him, went upstairs, opened the book.
“Today we speak the fifth lesson…”
Sunning interrupted me before I finished.
“You like me, don’t you? I’m sorry.
It’s a question, but it’s a yes.
I didn’t answer, he went on to say:
“I’ve asked you, you’re the one who picked me up. I was looking for an English teacher, and you’re not an English major. I’m sorry.
“And there’s class. You’re going to skip my class. It’s not part of the catch-up. I’m sorry.
“You held my hand. I’m sorry.
I looked him in the eye:
“So, you think that’s like it? I’m sorry.
Like word, never defined all intimacy.
He rightly replied:
“Or else?”
I ask:
“So what?”
Song Ming looked up and down:
“I want you to pretend to be my girlfriend who’s bothering me again. I’m sorry.
It’s vague, but I thought of the girl before.
“Fake”?
“Yeah, you think I like you? I’m sorry.
And he said:
“I’ll pay you more, and the intimates between men and women are sometimes needed in front of her, and I hope you won’t refuse. I’m sorry.
I promised:
“Okay. I’m sorry.
“When you break up, don’t regret it. I’m sorry.
Song Ning whispered:
“Don’t worry, there won’t be a day. I’m sorry.
15
The woman’s name is Autumn, and she and Song Ning were young children.
I just didn’t think she had a boyfriend outside with Song Ning.
Wow, that’s great.
Autumn came to Song Ning a few times after his fake girlfriend’s twitch.
I’m here every time.
Aki doesn’t believe in holding hands or hugging.
Autumn turned around crying and never showed up again.
Song Ning didn’t chase either.
Strangely, his hand kept holding me until Aki left.
Aki didn’t bother again, but Song Ning seemed to forget about the fake girlfriend.
No breakup, no change.
He rightly held my hand in the streets of no one.
Looks like another town.
16
Lin’s face is broken, he plays basketball without knowing how he got in conflict, and he fights with the other side and he gets scratched in the face.
When I looked at my phone, I saw a message from my teammates.
My heart is tight, two short words:
I don’t know.
It’s a big deal for me.
I was so busy talking about a small medicine box that was always in the bag and was going to run towards Lin-ho’s school.
Sonning held me tight and seemed a little upset.
“What are you doing? I’m sorry.
I just remembered he’s giving Song Ning a lesson, and he’s staring at me, and he’s holding on.
“You make your own questions, I’m a little ahead of you. I’m sorry.
“What is it?”
I broke his finger one by one.
“The small thing. I’m sorry.
Song Ning never stopped me, but his eyes kept following me out.
The vials in the small medicine box are for damage and scarring. I’ve done a lot of work before, and I’m afraid the four of them will use them someday.
On the playground, a few people sat on the bench, and the young redhead looked down, and I could recognize him at one glance.
I’m running forward.
When I heard the sound, Lin looked at me with his head up, and there was something flashing in my eyes, and his head was down without thinking.
“What are you doing here? I’m sorry.
Sound cold.
When I saw his face, I couldn’t take it, and I went up to his face, and I touched him.
He’s got a different mood in his eyes.
I don’t care.
The skin in the corner of the eye was skinned and bruised next to the nose.
“Have you seen a doctor?”
My teammates shake their heads:
“No, he’s not going. I’m sorry.
It’s like comforting me:
“It’s all right. What’s this for Lin? He broke his hand and didn’t say anything. I’m sorry.
Seeing his attitude, I got a little louder:
“How is this a small wound? I’m sorry.
I’ve never seen such a tough attitude.
“Just a small wound…”
I pulled out the box, took out the disinfected alcohol and the cotton.
He was careful to put alcohol on his face with a cotton sticker.
Hiss. I’m sorry.
The woods are staring.
“What’s wrong? Does it hurt?”
I blew into his wound.
“You didn’t do this before…”
The teammates didn’t finish, were staring at Lin and shut up.
I don’t care what he says, but I put medicine on his face.
It’s a rare day for Lin to be gentle enough to let me paint.
I put it on him, and I told him:
“When this is out, remember this scarring ointment, twice a day, okay? I’m sorry.
Never heard the voice of Lin, and I looked down at him and touched his eyes.
His eyes seem to be filled with feelings I can’t read.
“Do you know?”
I repeat.
The forest is in a bit of a bad mood:
“Hmm. I’m sorry.
“You’re talking. I’m sorry.
Or did you take the ointment and leave without looking at me?
17
My teammates are so busy with this attitude:
“Gang Moon, don’t worry. I’m sorry.
“Lin Zheng is just like this, not very receptive to others. I’m sorry.
I’m worried about my face and I’m like,
“Don’t worry, he’s hurt much worse than he is. He’s a little hurt. I’m sorry.
I was like, “Well, I was just trying to say something.
“Are you going?”
“Go where?”
The eyes of Lin Xiao looked at me from top to bottom:
Eat. I’m sorry.
I just remembered that I was supposed to eat with Song Ning. No wonder he just looked at me like that.
Who’s eating with?
I’m keeping up with Lin. He never seemed to walk with a girl, walking straight ahead, and never thought of waiting for me.
In a while, the distance between the two of us was drawn.
I tried to keep up, but I tried, but I couldn’t keep up.
I gave up, slowly following him behind me.
Until there’s some nasty noise from the forest over his head:
“You want to chase me at this speed? I’m sorry.
I’m up against his eyes. A red head appears to have been hidden into the night sky, but the fragrance of the body is partially confiscated.
“Who told you not to wait for me?”
The voice of Lin Xuan is still bad:
“You will follow me.”
I shut my mouth and followed him quietly.
He’s in trouble again.
“The mute”?
“Where’s that bragging today? I’m sorry.
This man, he’s so small, he’s so angry.
“Well, I’m sorry. I’m sorry.
He was not heard, and I went forward and my head hit his shoulder.
“Are you so unsure? I’m sorry.
“If I ask you a few questions, you back off? I’m sorry.
Under the street light, Lin’s eyes were staring at me, staring at my skin.
“What do you want me to do? I’m sorry.
He’s got an eyebrow and he’s just saying two words:
“Forget it. I’m sorry.
18
I stepped on the shadow of the forest, and his back was drawn long, as if it could cover me.
He’s the one who looks like Song Zhen, not in any part, but in all of them.
So I’ve always been a little more patient with him among the four.
Walking, shadows get shorter.
Eventually he and I went evenly.
I’ve been thinking about what he meant by “learn it” until after dinner.
When I looked up, I found out that Lin had not been looking at me since the beginning, and was not running away.
“What’s wrong? I’m sorry.
He handed me a tissue and I took the wipe.
How can the pattern between us become so natural?
And he saw nothing but contempt in my eyes until today.
Lin stood up without a word and paid the money, and several girls were watching him behind us.
“It’s so handsome, it’s so beautiful. I’m sorry.
“I want to go up there and find him and get in touch. I’m sorry.
“Goodbye. She’s still here. I’m sorry.
“…”
I smiled.
I’m not a girlfriend.
19
Lin sent me back all the way down to the apartment and I waved at him.
He didn’t go.
I turned and looked again.
Still not gone.
“What’s wrong? I’m sorry.
The forest took a step forward, and our distance was drawn as quickly as possible, and he looked at me with the look of his meal.
Looks like it’s not too tight, but it’s very oppressive.
“Kianzuki, do you really like me? I’m sorry.
I stopped for a moment.
I’ve shown that all of you have seen my love.
I didn’t think he’d ask me that.
I’m avoiding.
“Don’t you feel it? I’m sorry.
He noded his head.
“I can’t feel it. I’m sorry.
I’m…
Is that a man’s sixth sense?
“I think when you look at me, you look at people from me. I’m sorry.
He’s one step closer.
We’re close, we’re talking, we’re breathing hot in my face.
“Jianzuki, who is that man?”
“Who are you watching through me?”
I can’t answer that.
This is the first time that I have been asked this question, and everyone rightly thinks that I will forget to welcome a new life.
After all, in their view, Song Xian is just a male god I love.
No contact at all. How much do I like it?
Even my best friends are too fancy.
I almost thought so, but I didn’t fool myself.
Lin was the first to mention Song Zheng before me, even though he did not know Song Zheng at all, nor his name.
I reached out and pushed him a little further.
“No one. I’m sorry.
Lin didn’t talk, just looked at me with his lips.
He finally turned around and left me.
20
I was just about to take my leg to the door and my arm was pulled.
“Kang Moon, who is that man?”
Looking up, Jiang City looks like a lion in a rage, with a fragrance and red eyes.
I’m holding my arm hard.
“He is a man I know. I’m sorry.
It’s just someone I know.
And Jiang City did not believe me.
“Just someone you know?”
“You don’t want to be my girlfriend because of him, do you? I’m sorry.
When did he make me his girlfriend?
I looked at him, I couldn’t hide.
“It’s okay with him. I’m sorry.
I’ll throw Jiang City’s hand away.
“What are you so excited about? There was nothing between us. Didn’t you know from the beginning? I’m sorry.
It’s just a game.
Gang City’s hands were turned back, surrounded by my shoulder and staring at me.
“You don’t like me?”
I laughed.
“What did you think of our relationship in the first place, it’s still that relationship. I’m sorry.
“If there’s nothing wrong with me…
After that, the head fell down and the kiss fell, with a strong sense of aggression.
I’m still, still.
He finally gave up and left.
I whispered to him:
Is it over?
He looks like he’s dead, he’s laid down, he’s got a few hairs on his forehead, and he’s covering up all the emotions.
He whispered in my ear:
“So I’m just a tool for you to pass on time, right?”
I might still be in the mood for a moment.
But today, I’m really tired.
I suddenly don’t know what it means to find a double.
It seems as if I have tried so hard to find someone similar to Song Qi, and have worked so hard to put together the traces of him.
In the end, I only lied to myself.
They’re like him, but none of them are him.
I took a step back.
“If you think so, I can’t. I’m sorry.
21
I went upstairs, under the window, and Jiang City was always there.
It seems lonely under the street lights.
I fell asleep.
There’s a figure in the dream that stands far from me, behind me is a sea of hope. He spreads his arms and keeps moving back.
Don’t!
I shouted, running forward, and suddenly there were more waves at my feet and the tide pushed me back.
The man in front smiled at me and the smile of his mouth never disappeared.
The whole person looks unusually gentle.
“No, no. I’m sorry.
And the wave behind him came, and covered him in the sky.
I suddenly saw his face.
And eight parts are similar to the forest, but he has no evil in it, but only a gentle one.
“Song Lin. I’m sorry.
I yelled and woke up.
He’s sweating.
I went to the window, and the figure downstairs was gone.
I don’t know when I left.
22
It’s been a long time since I’ve spoken to you. I didn’t think he’d come to me.
He called me to the restaurant, and he was so obstinate, that he felt like he was trying to find me.
“What’s wrong? I’m sorry.
I always liked to look in the ink in the eyes, but this time I had no heart.
He looked at me and said:
“What’s wrong with you lately? I’m sorry.
“What? I’m sorry.
The ink covered his lips, and long eyelashes fell down.
“My friends say you’re sick. I’m sorry.
In my confused eyes, he continued:
“Why don’t you come?”
It’s like licking a dog. He’s not used to it.
And when I appeared before him, he looked at me with only naked mockery.
“I’m not sick, just a little busy this time. I’m sorry.
He continued:
“Are you angry? I’m sorry.
“That Lily is the one who’s on the rise. I’ve split up with her. I’m sorry.
That’s what he said.
Following my last statement, which I did not know I was going to make, Gu Mok approached this girl, Lily, to show me her love.
She’s more like fighting my confidence.
The memory still lingers while the ink over the girl Lily’s waist makes me buy her an aunt’s towel.
Didn’t expect that.
I can’t believe I haven’t looked for ink for so long.
He looked me in the eye.
I turned around and didn’t look at him.
“I’ll go to the bathroom. I’m sorry.
Wash your face, I’m sober.
And when I walked out, I saw Gumo looking through my wallet. He was confused and then took a picture.
I ran towards him and tried to get the picture.
It’s just that I was too anxious and too hard and he didn’t let go.
“Tore and tear…”
I watched the photo tear in half.
The photo looks like me and Song Zheng’s head is just half alone.
Gu ink holds the half of Song’s head.
“Isn’t it just a group photo? What are you so excited about?”
I haven’t seen my face before, but I’m not sure I can say it.
I pulled off the other half of his picture.
Gu Mo, are you bored?
“You love who you’re with and who you’re with, don’t fucking come to me again. I’m sorry.
I didn’t look at him after that.
Pick up the photo and go.
22
I went home and took out the glue.
Quite nuanced, a little bit sticky on the torn edge.
I turned to Song Jun in the picture, and he seemed to see me, and he looked at me.
It’s the only photo I have with him.
Look at the pictures, I’m losing consciousness.
I seem to have gone back to high school and watched the man from far away and shouted with the crowd.
My best friend laughed at me and shot me on the shoulder:
“Why don’t you tell the truth when you watch him play basketball every day? I’m sorry.
In the crowd, the white face can take away all my eyes, tender and beautiful.
But I dared only to enter the crowd, to see one girl after another confess to him, and then they were softly rejected.
I had a lot of pox on my forehead at that time, and the pressure to prepare for a high-level test had made my face darker.
All those pretty girls are rejected, and I’m so pale.
I was too humble to move forward.
It seemed like I was having a fight with my girlfriend and Song turned around and looked at me.
I don’t know if it’s a delusion, but I seem to see a smile on his mouth.
I took a step back.
“Stop it. I’m sorry.
And then he looked down and didn’t dare look at him again.
And my best friend goes on:
“Do you want me to help you? I was in the same class with him. I’m sorry.
I’m swinging.
“No, no, no. I’m sorry.
People like him are so good and there must be someone as good as him.
How could it be me?
I didn’t say a word to him until the exams.
I’m afraid once I start, I’ll want more.
23
Until the day of graduation, my girlfriend pulled me.
“Hey, coward. I’m sorry.
She dragged me to her, so I couldn’t let go.
“The first photo of you and Song Chun has arrived. I’m sorry.
That’s how I got pulled into another class.
He was in the third position in the last row, left, and I was in the fifth position on the right in the third row.
How can this be a photo?
But I’m still secretly happy.
Take a peek.
Take a peek, he won’t find out.
With that in mind, I turned my head in his direction.
Three, two…
The photographer is counting.
At that moment, he looked around.
I haven’t felt it yet.
“…one, eggplant.”
I didn’t have time to turn back to my face and meet him in front of my eyes.
The cameraman pressed the fast door at this time.
24
When the pictures were washed, the best friend said.
“You really have a couple. I’m sorry.
“As far as I can see. I’m sorry.
The picture was a little far away, and my cheek was not taken.
Song Qian looked at me from the crowd, with a little smile.
In this way, it seems that there is a real lack of clarity.
“It’s just that the sight just happened to happen. I’m sorry.
My best friend stood in front of me and measured me from the top down.
And I threw my hair away and made a compliment.
“Gang Moon, your five officers look good. I’m sorry.
“It’s just that the pressure is a few poxes, and now it’s all over, and it’s gonna go away soon. I’m sorry.
My best friend looked me in the eye and said:
“You and Song Qin are very good. I’m sorry.
I can’t speak in her firm eyes.
“You don’t feel like you can’t, you try to talk to him, and there’s nothing to lose. I’m sorry.
“Well, you and I will go to the festivities so that you can naturally talk to him. I’m sorry.
I nod my head.
But I don’t have any other ideas. I just thought it was the last time I saw him.
Let’s call it a secret love of our own.
25
I went to a thank you dinner, it was a little awkward, no one knew, so I stayed in the corner and played with the kids that the teacher brought.
The kid doesn’t know anything.
“My brother is so handsome, I’ll marry him when I grow up. I’m sorry.
I laughed.
It’s just so small.
“Then you’ll grow up, you’ll have a lot of competition. I’m sorry.
The kid blinked his eyes.
“You too, sister?”
I shook my head.
My best friend pulled me up.
“What are you doing here? I’m sorry.
“Go pick up the talk. I’m sorry.
Song Xin is surrounded by a crowd, as always, and he is surrounded by many.
“I am…”
I opened my eyes, and I saw Song come to me step by step.
“Have a good chat. I’m going to the teacher. I’m sorry.
Best friend pats off.
I’m embarrassed by toes.
It’s the first time I’ve met Song Jun.
“Ginger Moon. I’m sorry.
I opened my mouth.
“Oh, you know me?”
Song Zhen laughed, and the pear vortex of the lips fell into a good rad.
“Yeah, every time I come near you, you run far away. I’m sorry.
Am I that scary?
What did he say?
“You’re not afraid of you…”
How did I stammer?
I’m confused to explain.
“I, I, I, I…”
He bowed his head, his eyes and my eyes.
“Take it easy, take it easy. I’m sorry.
“We have plenty of time. I’m sorry.
I took a deep breath, trying to organize the language, and suddenly the crowd was in a state of panic and the nose was full of fog.
It’s on fire. What do we do?
“What’s going on? What’s going on?”
The students shouted and took their clothes and went to the fire, but the fire came from outside the box and it couldn’t get out.
“Don’t be afraid, follow me.”
Song pulled my hand, took a wet tissue and let me cover my nose and walk out with determination.
The fire was so massive and the crowd was so distraught that they threw down objects from time to time, and the sound of fragmentation made people more afraid.
Song Zheng pulled me and organized everyone.
Fortunately, the scene is stabilizing.
The fire was growing, but everyone walked to the door in an orderly fashion.
Except Song Jun’s teacher, he’s in a state of panic and keeps walking back.
Song Yong stopped him.
“Sir, it’s dangerous inside. I’m sorry.
“My daughter… my daughter, she’s gone. I’m going to save her. I’m sorry.
The teacher’s mouth mumbling like this, trying so hard to shake Song’s hand.
“Don’t stop me, Song Lin. I’m sorry.
Song Zheng’s face shrouded for just a second.
He looked down and said to me, “The voice is still soft:
“Ginger Moon, wait for me to come out. I’m sorry.
My tears pop down.
Swallow and call him:
“Song Lin. I’m sorry.
He continued:
“You listen to me, you follow them and take the teacher with you. I’m sorry.
Do you hear me?
I can’t say anything, and Song’s face is blurry in the smoke.
“Listen carefully. I’m sorry.
Song Xin seems relieved.
“When I get out, I have to talk to you. I’m sorry.
He turned to his teacher and said:
“Sir, don’t worry. You go out first. I’ll bring your daughter to you. I’m sorry.
He did not go back to the entrance.
26
Me and the teacher went out.
I waited at the door for some time, and my heart sank.
Here comes 119, start a series of fire suppressions.
I barely stood up when my girlfriend held my hand.
The legs are so soft they’re going to paralyze.
Suddenly I heard the little girl.
“Daddy. I’m sorry.
A little figure finished, running towards the crowd.
I was so busy running in front of the little girl.
Where’s Song? Where’s Song Jun?”
I grabbed the little girl’s shoulder and there was nothing in my head, that’s all.
“Where’s Song Jun?”
I scared the little girl to cry.
“Ginger Moon. I’m sorry.
My best friend kept calling me, keeping me calm.
But suddenly she didn’t calm herself, reaching her finger forward and her voice shivering.
Kang-moon, Song-chul…
I was busy looking in the direction she pointed.
Where’s Song Chun?
Obviously it’s fake.
A nice guy, he’s gone?
He’s so white, he can’t even play basketball. He’s alive and alive.
He said something to me, but he didn’t say anything.
My ears can’t hear anything.
Kang-moon!
Who’s calling me.
I can’t hear you.
27
When I wake up, my girlfriend looks careful.
“Kianzuki, didn’t you say you didn’t want to confess? Then let’s not like Song Jun, okay? I’m sorry.
“You guys don’t really fit in.”
I’m silent and I don’t say a word.
After that, I buy flowers every other time to go to Song’s grave, looking far away.
Just like that photo before.
Everyone thinks I’m fine, even me.
After all, who’s been holding on to love for years.
But I can’t help but look at those like him and draw from them the temperature of Song.
Even if it were false, I had tried to deceive myself.
But it’s fake.
I’ve never lied to myself.
I didn’t even lie to Lin.
Why?
28
I don’t lick dogs anymore, and I even blacked out all their phones.
This seems to be the end.
But it just seems.
From a distance, a few of the young men standing at the top of the apartment seemed to be in the dark.
See me, four guys came up together.
Find me and ask me before.
“You haven’t been here for two weeks. I’m sorry.
“Song Ning, don’t ignore me. I’m sorry.
“I have deleted all the women. I’m sorry.
“Gang Moon, what good is there in the world? I’m sorry.
I smiled at them.
“What do we care? I’m sorry.
Why come to me?
29
The four of them are constantly appearing before me.
Most of all, it’s Lin.
It’s more frequent than when I first showed up around him.
I’m impatient, but I can’t say anything about a face like this.
What do you want? I’m sorry.
Lin’s face is a little bit weird, like it’s the first time I’m used to it.
“Can’t you see? Catch you. I’m sorry.
I’m holding.
I never thought I’d hear that from him.
Calm down.
I don’t like you. I’m only close to you because you look like someone I like. Do you understand? I’m sorry.
Lin doesn’t care.
“I know. I’m sorry.
“But I’m glad I look like him, or we wouldn’t know him, and you wouldn’t be around me. I’m sorry.
I’m suffocating.
“Lin Jun, if you love me, you have to pick up the pieces. I’m sorry.
Lin was one step closer, and for the first time I found out that his eyes were just like him.
“The ones who love you will only feel so happy that this is mine and that is mine. I’m sorry.
I looked into his eyes and couldn’t speak.
“The future is so long, you take your time. I’m sorry.
The road ahead is clear and there are many stops.
I seem to have a real chance to think…
Yeah, the future is so long.
Easy, easy.
(concluded)
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I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
