I can’t let go.
I went to pick up my son in kindergarten and met the ex-boyfriend I sold for $200,000.
He was staring at the kid, and I looked at him like a big, fat duck.
“Mr. Shen, you’re mistaken. My son is not rich for three generations. I’m sorry.
Shen Shukawa looked at me, “Nanjo, will you die if you don’t lie? I’m sorry.
One.
After a year of projects, at the end of the day, the investment was sled away, the leader issued an ultimatum, and if I cannot take a new investment in a week, I’m out.
I’m still on time to meet the kids who are still in the hospital.
I don’t want to see the ones I can’t face in my life.
Shen Shukawa at the table, with arrogance, “Nanjo, you didn’t have enough money to sell me and you’re going to sell yourself? I’m sorry.
Shen Shukawa looks at me and smiles without her eyes, with a glass shaking in her hands, with a light on top, and my eyes ache.
The young man with a temper, who is now high, is the one who can save the lives of our company’s projects.
And once I was proud, I’ve been sharpened by life.
The moment I saw him, I knew I couldn’t get out of here today.
After all, it was such a terrible scene when he broke up with him.
He hates me, right?
And he humiliated me like that, and I just lifted up my glass and kept my attitude low and said:
“Mr. Shen, I’ve never known you before. I’ll pay for this drink. I’m sorry.
He’s got his long fingers, and he’s playing with the table, and everyone here is watching us.
Especially when I’m the leader and I’m the one who smiles like an old man, and I can’t wait to trade.
I didn’t react, so I had to hang on to my scalp and drink three cups.
There’s a moment of blankness in the brain, and my eyes are so hot, I bite my teeth, and I look at the man sitting across the street, and I can’t even see the extra eye.
My heart is sour, but it is only a scolding of itself.
“Mr. Shen, our company’s project is now for you.
“You’ll be surprised if you give us a chance. I’m sorry.
I’m holding the hands of a glass, a little shiver.
His eyelids were lifted, he looked at me, and his eyes were on the bottle.
I’d like to keep pouring my own wine.
“Nanjo, if you drink all this wine, you can pay for it. I’m sorry.
My heart cursed because the price of this bottle was enough to cost me a month’s salary.
Maybe I hesitated, and he’s saying, “I don’t want to buy it alone, that’s how you ask for it.” It’s really bad faith than I was. I’m sorry.
What happened to me and Shen Shukawa?
All I have done is draw his worst in 20 years of his life.
Shen Shukawa, the only son of Shen’s family, had a good family, since he was a child and had a smooth sail, but I dumped a Cinderella.
He asked me all night on his knees in the rain the day I broke up.
So much humiliation, how could he let me go.
And now I kneel before him like Shen Shukawa.
“Mr. Shen, I’m sorry. I beg you to abandon your past and invest in this project. I’m sorry.
Shen Shukawa fell down for a while before returning to her, probably without thinking that I would kneel, and he pulled me up with anger and whispered, “Did I let you kneel?” You think I’ll forgive you if I say I’m sorry? I’m sorry.
“What do you want me to do? I’m sorry.
I didn’t know where the courage came from, but the moment that he had killed me gave me the illusion that I would return to the day when I cried back.
In just one second, I regret it. Tears turn in my eyes.
And now I am like an ant to be slaughtered, even less than the love of his year, and how dare I shout before him? I am mad.
Me and Shen Shukawa, from high school to college, met for six years, fell in love for three years.
In the fairy tale the prince found Cinderella with the crystal shoes, and in reality I was bought by the prince’s mother with the crystal shoes.
I broke up with Shen Shukawa for $200,000.
It’s dramatic that it rained and Shen Shukawa kneeled in it all night, begging me.
I told him I was with him for money and I never loved him half.
He didn’t believe me, he kneeled before me, hugged and cried to death, and his voice trembled:
“I don’t break up, I don’t break up. If you marry me for money, it’s all yours, Jojo!
“Joe Joe, what did I do wrong? I’ll do whatever you say. I’m sorry.
I didn’t respond until he tried to kiss me and I slapped him.
He was standing there, crying, crying, and suddenly laughing, and his red eyes were staring at me.
Twenty-year-old Shen Shukawa was young and young, but now seven years later, his sprawling has matured and I have been sharpened by life.
We are all in time, as reality and growth mature.
Shen Shukawa was the only son of the Shen family, who worked in real estate, so I never thought he was going to the investment.
The past, which was deliberately forgotten, rose at his first sight.
I was only able to sell when I couldn’t get a degree, and it took me five years to stabilize.
It’s good to be paid well enough to feed my children.
In the company, I’m just trying to keep this family-support job.
I don’t have any education, and it’s not going to be good to jump again, and the marketing industry has always been weak, and we’ve been fighting for a year and watching the projects that are about to land.
The original investors changed their minds on a temporary basis, and if new investments are not made, all our inputs will be destroyed.
SMN, an emerging show in the winding-up industry, has been particularly active in the past few years, allegedly by our boss himself.
So the department director was well prepared for the meal.
I have no choice to back off for the company or for my own work.
“Sorry, Mr Shen, please help me, I’ll pay you back. I’m sorry.
Said I called the waiter and bought the list in front of Shen Shukawa, and no one knew how much blood I had inside me when I was brushing it.
If I don’t get my cut this month, I’ll drink the northwest wind.
Two.
“Do you still owe me?
Shen Shukawa took me straight to the hotel next door.
Adult men and women, go straight to the hotel, for what, self-evident.
Listen to the sound of the door closes, and for a moment I’m tight and my back is cold and sweaty.
He’s got his back on the door and his bones are in pain.
He held me behind my ears, and he held me in his arms, without giving me any chance to react, and there was warmness on his lips.
Then he kissed me violently, holding my face, and did not allow me to resist.
The bitterness and brutality of my lips caused my tears to drop.
I’d like to ask for forgiveness, and he’s been blocking my speech, suffocating me with all my strength, never so painful.
It really hurts and the heart hurts.
Just when I thought he was going to bite me to death, it suddenly broke my grip.
His body was raised and he was dying to stare at me.
“What? You don’t know how to make an investment. I’m sorry.
His voice is dumb, his lips are funny, he is mean, he is angry, he is sad.
I bowed my head and died in my fist, without the courage to look at him, and I felt the tremors in my body.
Say something!
“Aah!”
The roaring in my ears made me cry out of consciousness, a reaction of instincts in a state of terror. I was afraid to look at him.
His suit jacket had been removed, and the button above his shirt was removed from him.
The hands of the sleeves are tearing the collar apart.
My eyes, as he looked at his hands, fell on the scars on his wrist.
I see my eyes, he suddenly settles and pulls me around.
He lifts his wrists up a bit, and I see that there are several deep or shallow scars on his arm.
I looked in red, looked up at him, and his face was colder.
“Do you want to ask how? I’m sorry.
Yeah, but I don’t have the right to ask him everything.
“Do you think you can wipe out the harm you’ve done to me by playing dumb?” I’m sorry.
His voice was as cold as it had been on that rainy night.
I’m sorry!
I don’t know what to say any more than those three words, and I’m about to cry and barely stand up.
Shen Shukawa smiled, and the sound was sore.
“You want to pay back everything in three words? Nanjo, your plan is as good as ever! I’m sorry.
“I didn’t.”
“You’re lying, Nanjo. How many more things have you been hiding from me? I’m sorry.
And I bow down with my heart, and there is one thing that he cannot know.
My silence made his whole airfield cold.
“Go away. I’m sorry.
And when We left, and the moment of the closing of the door, We saw Shen Shukawa sitting at the side of the bed in the lonely shadow, so it was as though it had been.
I left the hotel, and I pulled a mask out of my bag, and without looking in the mirror I could imagine the tragedy on my lips at this time.
3
Just when I thought the project was going to get yellow, the leader suddenly told me that SMN had decided to invest and let me talk about the contract.
I was so upset to come to SMN, waiting for Shen Shukawa in the guest room, having a drink and a drink, and I couldn’t wait long enough.
Shen Sumikawa’s coming out of work and she’s looking at me.
“You don’t have to follow. I’ll let you know your company is changing. I’m sorry.
This statement by Shen Shukawa is undoubtedly an announcement that I am about to lose my job.
“Then I won’t bother. I’m sorry.
“With all this investment, you want to go like this? I’m sorry.
“Mr. Shen, what do you want? I’m sorry.
I looked up at him and my eyes were red.
Why is it that he’s the only one who’s ever had trouble thinking that I haven’t got enough money for surgery?
Even after seven years, that mundane Nanjo will grow short, without the baby’s fat on his face, and will even wear a fine make-up on this big slap face, and fade away from the childish one, with a red eye on Shen Shukawa.
“I should ask you that, Jojo. I’m sorry.
Shen Shukawa looked at me calmly, “For seven years, I haven’t figured out why we got separated.
“Nanjo, have you ever loved me? I’m sorry.
“It’s not a child anymore, is it a bit childish? I’m sorry.
My fingernails are in my palms to keep me down.
Shen Shukawa’s a little bit too far. I can’t breathe with low pressure.
At that point, the door of the guest room was pushed straight through.
Ah Chuan! I heard you picked up all the junk you don’t need. I’ll ask if you’re out of your mind. I’m sorry.
Those who spoke, probably without thinking of anyone else in the room, immediately shut up when they saw me, and then looked at me with the look.
“This beauty looks familiar. Am I interrupting? I’m sorry.
The funny smile reminds me of each other, as Shen Shukawa’s smallness, and the land is now Shen Sukawa’s partner.
I’ve been told that I’m in the middle of my head and I’m staring at the land.
“Put your ass down. I’m sorry.
“It’s not clear that we’re going home, we’ve got a team, I’ll come with you. I heard on the way you took a new project. I’m sorry.
4
Twenty minutes later, I followed Shen Sugawa to a reserved bar.
“I don’t see any flowers. Shen Shukawa brought a woman? I’m sorry.
On the wine table, a circle of people were shaking their dice and saw Shen Shukawa consciously giving up his position.
I followed him to the position where he had held his hand and was naturally placed on his leg.
The sound of the dice swaying, I don’t like it when people stare like monkeys.
“Don’t you want to introduce me? I’m sorry.
Shen Shukawa didn’t speak, suggesting they continued.
This circle of people and Shen Sumikawa are the rich and famous two generations of Sea City, a circle that I can’t see.
Shen Shukawa once again told me how big the gap between us is.
A few laps down, several bottles empty on the table.
Shen Shukawa watched the game silently and did not join them.
One hand with a glass and the other hand with my finger under the table, and I tried to take it back several times, and it failed.
Don’t you want to play two games? I’m sorry.
“Want to play? I’m sorry.
We were very close, and Shen Shukawa’s breath was rubbing in my ears before I shook my head, and he took me in his arms.
“I’ll teach you. I’m sorry.
The sound of his heart beating was felt in my back close to his chest and across his clothes.
The two men were too close, and the breath of his speech quickly burned my ears.
I even doubt Shen Shukawa was intentional.
I didn’t feel well on the side, but I touched his chin.
He was laughing, and I looked redder.
He laughed even more, directing me to the dice points, and my brain was blank and completely deaf.
I had to follow his words.
“Don’t worry, I’ll drink for you. I’m sorry.
My head is like a slurry, and I just feel like my back should be sweating. Maybe it’s too nervous. I threw the dice out, and I stood up and I picked them up.
My hands follow the dice in the direction of the ground, but there are silver heels.
I looked up at her, even after all these years, and she became more beautiful, and I recognized her at first sight.
When I saw her in her white shirt, she walked out of his apartment.
She reached out and tried to pull me up.
I stood myself up and took a few steps back and looked like I wasn’t.
“Ying, you’re late. I’m sorry.
The arrival of a woman excites everyone. It looks like she’s in their circle. She’s a good person.
I’m the only one who can’t fit in here.
Just as he tried to bring me into his circle when he was with Shen Shukawa, I always turned down for various reasons.
The only time that he lost his game with the mainland, he lied to me on the pretext of being drunk.
I put down my part-time job, and I ran in my jacket in my work clothes, sitting in the middle of a bunch of rich kids.
Probably because I couldn’t get up on the stage and I was embarrassed. Shen Shukawa pulled me to the mall and bought me clothes.
I worked part-time in college for nine bucks an hour, and he took thousands of shoes.
I don’t want to. He’s making himself available to the shopkeeper.
I’m angry and I’m going.
He came right after me, and he knew I was angry, and he said to me,
“I’m just trying to make you feel better. I told you I raised you, you had to work hard, but why don’t you take it? I’m sorry.
“I can help myself. I don’t need your charity. I’m sorry.
Shen Shukawa is angry, “Why do you have to be so stubborn?
“Why do you always have to be like me?
“Do you have to make me look like this all the time? I’m sorry.
I did embarrass him.
“I embarrassed you. Let’s break up. I’m sorry.
“You’re bored, you break up! I’m sorry.
Turns out he hates me.
Actually, I’m a pain in the ass. I broke my phone, I was busy working part-time. He bought me a million dollars of the latest.
“If you don’t back off, break up. I said:
He didn’t want me to work part-time, he secretly bought the owner of the milk and tea shop and changed the opening hours.
I knew it was a breakup.
Shen Shukawa was very good to me in her own way, but none of it was what I wanted.
The philosophy teacher said that in a relationship, because of you, I wanted to be a better person.
I worked hard to prove that I was good enough for you.
And even if I try, I will not be able to finish my life.
Seven years later, I’m still that ordinary me, still struggling in the mud.
“Achuan, you’ve seen them bully your sister and me. I’m sorry.
Women say things that surprise me.
Isn’t Shen Shukawa an only child? Where’s your sister?
I looked at each other, and she looked at me, like she found something new, and pulled me very hot.
“You’re Akawa’s girlfriend? I’m sorry.
I shake my head, and the other one laughs, “Why else would I look familiar to you?” I’m sorry.
“I’ll go. I remember. You’re Nanjo! I’m sorry.
The continent shouted and finally remembered me.
And when he said my name, there was a quiet moment around him.
Women were holding my hand and consciously tightening it.
Don’t even think about it. My poor ex-girlfriend must be notorious in Shen Shukawa’s circle of friends.
People look at each other, and the atmosphere is a little awkward.
Shen Shukawa drank all the wine in the cup.
Then he took a look at everyone, “What? Go on. I’m sorry.
Said it gave me a look and suggested I came back to him.
I sat down unsettled, and, although everyone had returned to their status quo ante, I did so unconsciously.
“I didn’t think I’d finally meet you. I’m Jiang Ying, Agawa’s cousin. I’m sorry.
Cousin?
I was scared by this message.
Turns out I misunderstood myself.
I think it’s because it’s just us two women who sit next to me and start talking.
“No wonder I introduced Agawa to my girlfriend, and he didn’t talk to me. I’m sorry.
Land has come up with gossip, “You’ve forgotten the year Master Shen died. I’m sorry.
What he said made me cold. They remembered me.
So Shen Shukawa brought me here today to keep me embarrassed?
I watched with care the people around him, sitting there in the wind and listening to the landing continent continue to say things after we broke up.
“You know, when Master Shen was sold for $200,000, he went to hospital with a heavy pneumonia.
“But the culprit wouldn’t even come to the hospital for a look. I’m sorry.
As Shen Sukawa’s best brother, I’m sure he hates me.
“Who can think that Shen Shukawa is worth 200,000? It’s hard for you to pretend to be pure and good, but it’s such an evil heart. I’m sorry.
It’s hard to say, but it’s true.
5
I’ve been a good kid in my teacher’s mouth since I was a kid.
And Shen Shukawa is the one who is the opposite of me.
My father was a foreman and one time the boss ran away with money, and he was pushed down the stairs by the debt collectors, and he had a high level of paralysis.
The man who did it had no money to pay for it and went to jail, and my mother was so depressed.
To save my dad, she borrowed all the money she could and my dad couldn’t move.
When I was little, I was a little lonely because of my family.
And when all the other classmates were in formation, I was alone in my studies, so good in my grades.
My family is in a bad situation, it’s recognized as a poor student in school, and in my second year of high school, I was in the same class as Shen Sukawa.
I’m on my first grade, and he’s on a rich father.
Shen Shukawa is the only student of our class who has failed, and no teacher dares to say anything.
After all, many of the school’s teaching equipment was donated by his family, even the scholarships I received.
However, learning groups have been set up by class directors on the basis of merit-based principles.
I’m first in line and I’m first in line.
In fact, Shen Shukawa in high school once became my nightmare.
School sleeps, lateness, truancy, truancy, which is common to him.
When he was in class, he was basically playing his own game, but the sound was so loud that he could hear it through his headphones, and I was so upset.
I dare say it.
“Fuck! You won’t fight, I died for nothing. I’m sorry.
In self-study, he drives straight with his opponent, gets excited and hits me with his elbow.
My pen drew a long mark on the test paper.
“Sorry. I’m sorry.
After the apology, he turned off the game.
The sound in the headset changed to music.
I guess he’s got something on his hands that’ll pass the time.
I noticed when his finger was pulling my first hair.
I looked at him when he made me a very ugly braid and showed me the mirror.
I had to lift my hand to untie my scalp, and it was my hair that caught his dress.
We ended up using scissors to separate us.
When I got home, I watched my hair cut so badly on the top of my head, and I started doing it myself, and I had a short hair cut in Quill.
The next day, Shen Shukawa was surprised by my hair and apologized.
I just feel noise, I just want to learn in peace.
However, Shen Shukawa did something that shocked the whole school, and he came to the school with a bald head.
It’s not ugly, but it’s a bright spot for the whole school.
Especially after school, he followed me with his bare head.
“You’re not angry now, are you? You see, I cut my hair too. That makes us look good, right? I’m sorry.
Like a head.
I just thought Shen Shukawa was crazy, so I ran away.
Who knows there were rumours at the school that Shen Shukawa and I cut our lovers, and we were in early love.
I really don’t know what to do with a short hair.
Early that day, the headmaster called me and Shen Shukawa directly to the office.
“No matter what you say, you push me. I’m sorry.
Then Shen Shukawa bowed in my ear and said, “My ears are red and my heart is even more frightened.”
“I’m about to be a senior. Do you know what your main task is now? I’m sorry.
When I heard the director, I was sweating on my forehead.
Shen Shukawa didn’t think so: “I like her as my business, I promise I won’t bother the schoolboys. I’m sorry.
My head is getting lower and listening to the Director-General and Shen Sukawa continue their dialogue.
The whole school knows that Shen Shukawa is after me, and it’s a problem for me for the good students.
“I beg you to leave me alone. I’m sorry.
I’m really about to be made to cry.
“I’m just going to study, and then I’m going to go to college, and I don’t have time and energy to play with you. I’m sorry.
“Did you promise to be my girlfriend when you got into college? I’m sorry.
The two words of college stimulate me, and I’m thinking, “I want to go to Qingbei University, Shen Shukawa, and if you’re so committed, you’re going to Qingbei.” I’m sorry.
“You don’t regret it. As long as I can go to Qingbei with you, you promise to be my girlfriend. I’m sorry.
“As long as you’re on your own. I’m sorry.
I used this as a measure of peace, but I didn’t think that Shen Sukawa was starting to like studying like a chicken.
I’ve been clean for a year.
My dad’s condition is getting worse and my mom’s mood is getting more unstable, and I didn’t fill in for Qingbei University.
It’s a local college.
On the day of the take-in notice, Shen Shukawa called me with excitement.
Let me remember our agreement.
Six.
Shen Sukawa naturally didn’t wait for me at the start of school because I didn’t volunteer at Qingbei University.
I hacked his cell phone, and he found me a week after college.
When I went back to the dormitory after school that day, my roommate said that there was a handsome boy outside the dormitory building looking for someone.
“Is your boyfriend here for you, Nancho? I’m sorry.
I ran out and saw Shen Shukawa’s moment, like a dream.
He actually came here.
He held me straight in his arms, like a happy child, and he laughed with a sweat.
“What are you doing here? I’m sorry.
“I came to my girlfriend to keep my promise. I’m sorry.
He also presented his student certificate from Qingbei University.
I broke my promise, he went to my dream school and I had to stay in town.
“I lied to you, and I didn’t go to Qingbei.” I’m sorry.
“You can’t say anything, you can go to Qingbei on purpose, but you won’t, so I’ll have to come to you myself.” I’m sorry.
And I opened my mouth, and I did not open it, and a shadow swept down, and then my lips were hot.
“I don’t care. You’re my man, Nanjo. I’ve identified you for the rest of my life. I’m sorry.
“You’ve gone too far. I’m sorry.
I cried, I was so confused, I had never been in such contact with the opposite sex, and Shen Shukawa had never thought that I was so simple.
Then, after a moment, he laughed, and the anger that had just passed away, and he held me in his arms, and held me in my ear, and said with that demented word.
“JoJoJoe, I promise I’ll love you my whole life. We’ll get married once we graduate. I’m sorry.
It’s been a long life, and the word marriage is too hot.
Who can refuse such a warm love when they are young?
Then Shen Sukawa could not bear the pain of alien love and allowed her family to take it to school, which was also a sensational event in our university.
The day he was transferred, I was working part-time with a senior at the library.
He taught me how to use the library management system, but Shen Sukawa saw it.
The day he pulled me out of the library, the hand-held image was seen.
He was so angry that he wanted to tell the world about our relationship and that I was his private possession.
“Nanjo, you know I’m your boyfriend! I’m sorry.
The eyes of Shen Shukawa are red, and they are full of anger and warnings.
I am well aware that he is an extremely possessive man, especially to me.
With Shen Shukawa’s life, I’m even more busy.
I have to spend time with him every day, in addition to classes and part-time work.
Too often, he was too busy to respond to his calls in a timely manner.
He said, “I’m hard, but he knows my stubbornness.”
Later, he felt that I was spending too little time with him, and on several occasions asked me to move out to live with him.
One time I worked part-time at the coffee shop, I missed the last bus back to school.
That was the first time I had taken a car in Shen Shukawa to know that he had a bear in his co-pilot position.
He said that men’s co-pilots were left to the other half.
It was the first time I ever set foot in an apartment outside of Shen Sukawa.
Once he entered the door, he put a lovely pair of pink slippers at my feet.
“How could you have…
“New, for you. He immediately explained that he was excited to bring me into the house.
I look at a small, but sweet apartment, a couple’s cup, towel, pillow, my favorite plant…
So when I did not know, he had planned me into his life.
7
Later, in order to give me more time to accompany him, he began to plan with enthusiasm to take me out, almost all of which was rejected on the grounds that I had no time for part-time work.
I know their friends, they always go out together, and I never get involved.
Shen Shukawa will be angry with me too.
“Is part-time really more important than me? What’s wrong with you spending my money? I’m sorry.
“You don’t understand. It’s different. I’m sorry.
The money I earn with my hands, even if it is very little, is my own labour.
But then I used Shen Shukawa’s money, because my dad left and my dad bit his tongue when we weren’t paying attention.
After my father left, my mother was depressed and depressed and had a very serious heart condition that required surgery.
The day my mother went to the hospital, it was Shen Shukawa’s 20th birthday, and the news from my phone kept asking me why I hadn’t come.
And I was in the hospital, listening to doctors saying a lot of professional terms that I couldn’t understand.
I know that his family had a great birthday party for him, and I paid him a deposit for his only $2,000.
The doctor said my mom would be in danger if I didn’t have surgery.
“If you don’t come, I’m really mad. I’m sorry.
Lately, I had to go to the hotel again.
But his mother arranged for him to stop him.
That night, I first met Shen Shukawa’s mother, who told me to leave her son, as was the story of the idol.
“So the next step is to smash the money? How much money are you going to pay me to leave your son? I’m sorry.
“It doesn’t look like my son has a good eye for a chicken like you.
“I can give you the money, but I don’t want you to show up again and get in my son’s way. I’m sorry.
The next day, I went to the hospital to pay for my $200,000.
Shen Shukawa waited for me all night, didn’t wait for me, came directly to the dormitory.
“Why didn’t you come all night? I’m sorry.
A month ago, Shen Sukawa had suggested that he was going to have a birthday and that he was entangled in my birthday present, but I let his expectations go.
Shen Shukawa, let’s break up. I’m sorry.
This is the best birthday present I can give him.
The day of the break-up was heavy, and Shen Shukawa kneeled in the rain and took him away until the land.
Shen Shukawa had a fever that turned into pneumonia and fainted and was taken to hospital for rescue.
Wake up, he calls me, I’m not answering.
He sent me countless voices.
“I’m sick. Jojo, come see me.
“If you don’t come to see me, I’m done.
“Nanjo, I’m dying. It hurts. Why don’t you come and see me? I’m sorry.
I was in the hospital, and I just signed a letter of information about the operation.
Shen Shukawa was confused and wanted to find me, but fell down the stairs and hurt his hand.
And then I disappeared in his world, and his mental state was very bad.
To get him to drop me, he told me I took 200,000 of them.
On that day, he locked himself in the bathroom and put the knife on his wrist, so that he could be found in time.
Upon waking up, he lost his soul and went abroad for a year.
When he recovered, he chose to start his own business and, until now, was on his own, unwilling to inherit from his family.
“Nanjo, you were really mean when Shen Sukawa died, you didn’t even look at him. I’m sorry.
I thought he was just like he was in the day, just to get sympathy and be angry with me.
8
Seven years later, I looked at myself in the face of the land.
They all say that heart disease requires pharmacological care, but I am a poison that only increases his incalculability.
My face was pale, and I looked in shock at Shen Shukawa, and my eyes were relative, and he was calm in his dark eyes.
“How come you still have a face? You took the money and flew away?
“You’re the one who’s trying to find a project you don’t want.” I’m sorry.
Enough!
Shen Shukawa didn’t let the mainland talk.
I wiped the tears out of my face with my hands and I tried to stabilize myself and look at Shen Shukawa, “I’m sorry, I don’t know, I won’t be here again.” I’m sorry.
After that, I left in a hurry.
The sound behind you seems to be arguing.
I did not care about what happened, and now it doesn’t matter who’s wrong or who’s wrong.
9
When I arrived at the hospital, I forced myself to pack up all the emotions and to look through the glass window on the door and look inside as a small group of children.
And look at him and Shen Shukawa as a smoulder, and my heart is full of adornment.
I opened the door softly, sat by the bed, and the person in the bed seemed to have a sense of feeling, and a slight murmur was made of Mom.
“Doudou, I’m sorry. I’m sorry.
I held his little hand, and the hand of the bean was small, and it was already six years old, but it was much smaller than a child of the same age. I didn’t take care of him. If I hadn’t been unstable during my pregnancy, I’d have been malnourished.
And now, I don’t even have enough for bean surgery.
When I woke up in the morning, Doudou saw that I was a little unbelievably, blinking for a while to make sure I was there.
“Mom, are you here to take me home? I’m sorry.
“Yes, the doctor said we can leave today, go home and rest for a while, and go back to school. I’m sorry.
Beans needed to change kidneys, and then wait for kidneys and the cost of surgery, so I worked hard to make money and put all hope on the project.
I don’t know if it’s God or not, it’s this project that brought me and Shen Sukawa back together.
I took the beans home.
There’s no bean in the kitchen.
I’ll get out there.
10
I was shaking in the alley in the neighborhood, looking at that big, small two.
I’m going to hide and watch them. [Intersects]
Shen Shukawa fell on one knee and raised his hand to touch the head of the beans, but was left by the beans, who would have run away long ago had they not been caught in the arm.
Shen Shukawa: What is your name? I’m sorry.
Doudou: Call me pretty. I’m sorry.
Shen Shukawa:
Shen Shukawa opened her phone and raised it in front of the beans, patiently asking, “Do you know her?” I’m sorry.
Beans shake their heads fast and look firm.
Shen Shukawa’s micro-sight, I don’t know if it’s a delusion. I almost thought he saw where I was hiding.
It’s a good thing Shen Sumikawa doesn’t bother with beans anymore.
How did she find this place?
I’m feeling a little restless and planning to move with beans.
Good thing Shen Sukawa didn’t come back for the next two days.
I went to pick up beans from school on Monday and saw a Bentley parked outside the school.
And at that point, Beans were holding hands with the kids in the class.
When Shen Shukawa didn’t notice, I picked up the beans and ran from school to the back door.
Beans are smart. They’re used to hiding with me.
A few minutes later, I pulled the beans and walked through a bowel shop, staring at the family three times.
“Mommy, what’s the sausage smell? I’m sorry.
“It stinks, it doesn’t taste good, it burns its throat. I’m sorry.
Beans wrinkled, not happy.
After a while, he said, “What’s dad like? Why don’t I have a dad?”
“Uh… you actually have dad. I’m sorry.
I crouched down and touched the face of the bean, and suddenly the face changed, and I said, “But he died.” I’m sorry.
“The last time you said he was Ottoman, he went to save the planet. I’m sorry.
“It’s not like you haven’t played a monster, so we’re done. I’m sorry.
“Nanjo! Who told you to teach the kids this? I’m sorry.
A sound of gnawing teeth was ringing from behind, and I was shaking all over, and I stood up with a guilty heart and protected the beans behind me.
Why are you here? I’m sorry.
I don’t laugh, I look at him like he’s angry, I hold his head down.
But Shen Shukawa looked right in the eye and looked at me, “You gave me a son without telling me? I’m sorry.
Doudou and Shen Shukawa look alike, but I still want to talk hard.
“Mr. Shen, you’re mistaken. My son is not rich for three generations. I’m sorry.
Shen Shukawa’s going straight to the bean. I’ll protect my son.
Maybe it’s our mother and son’s actions that piss him off. He just pulled me in.
“Mr. Shen, where are you taking us? I’m sorry.
“Go home. I’m sorry.
Eleven.
Me and Doudou’s house are the old neighborhood, he’s been there, and the direction is clearly not there.
“Mr. Shen, your father is waiting for us at home. I’m sorry.
“Nanjo, will you die without lying? I’m sorry.
Yes!
Once again he warned not to lie.
But I gave him a son and hid him for six years.
I’m holding on to beans and I’m not talking.
It was too quiet in the car. Me and Beans fell asleep.
When I woke up again, I was in Shen Shukawa’s arms, open to strange circumstances.
I ignored the luxurious sights, I was in a state of panic, and I could have gone to the kids. I’m sorry.
He turned in a direction, and I saw a maid with beans in the back, with Shen Shukawa’s coat on him.
The little face that came out, so red, so cute.
I remember when the beans were born, wrinkled faces, lavender red, when I was particularly afraid I wouldn’t be able to feed him.
During the post-natal period, I was insomnia, my hair fell, and I couldn’t sleep, and I got up in the middle of the night to nurse him.
But I didn’t have much milk, so I gave him milk powder, and I threw up, and I had a fever.
The baby wept day and night, filled me with fear and irritation, and once I was on the verge of collapse, and I threw him into bed angry.
He cried harder. I followed him.
I’m really tired.
I even tried to throw him away, but I soon regretted that I had this idea, holding him in my arms with guilt.
Since then, Beans have behaved so well, they have grown up to six years old, but they’re in bad health, but they’re really good.
“I’ll go get the beans. I’m sorry.
The beans moved like they were waking up, and I struggled to escape from Shen Shukawa.
Shen Shukawa suddenly reached out and picked up the baby, “I’ll hold her.” I’m sorry.
It was Shen Shukawa’s first hugging of beans, which was hard, deliberately slowing down, and softly patting on the back.
In the house, he put the beans in the living room and poured me a glass of water. I’m sorry.
He talks like he does in business.
I didn’t pick up the glass, my hands mixed up, and I said, “My bean is my own child, I won’t give it to you.” I’m sorry.
He looked at me in silence and his eyes turned red.
“Even after all these years, you’ve never considered my feelings, even if we had a child, and you never intended to tell me. I’m sorry.
I broke up with Shen Shukawa’s mother for $200,000 to pay for her surgery.
Then my mom left, and I borrowed money for her funeral, and when I found out I was pregnant, the guy who was after the debt came to me.
When my mother died in order to heal my father’s debt, they blocked my door, which was full of paint, because they feared that I would run.
I heard the man from the door asking for debt saying that I could not pay and sold me to the country to be a wife.
I ran away from the window in the middle of the night, and I would never forget my fear as I stood outside the window on the sixth floor.
Relatives and friends beat me up and even went to my school.
And at the same time, my stomach is growing.
I was standing in front of the hospital that day and I wanted to beat up the baby, but for the first time I felt the baby.
This child is stronger than I thought, and it is my belief to live.
When I was pregnant, I went to Shen Shukawa.
It’s just that when I finally had the courage to show up, I saw a beautiful woman who came out of his apartment and threw garbage and wore only one of his white shirts.
But in three months, the man who kneeled in the rain and begged me not to break up, was able to live with another woman so soon.
I sat downstairs in his apartment and couldn’t describe my feelings.
I gently touched the tummy, “Baby, Daddy doesn’t want us. Mommy’s gonna be alone with you.” I’m sorry.
I didn’t do much wrong during the whole pregnancy. I sold the only house at a low price to give birth to a child, and on the day when the water broke, I made my own signature in order.
It hurts too much in the maternity ward, the pain of tearing my heart apart, the gushing of the river, and my screams were so stinging myself.
I called Shen Shukawa and he hacked me.
I was in a bad state of mind after giving birth, and I yelled at the beans, and left him with no concern. But the beans are my life.
There’s no mother in the world who gives up a child.
When he first called me mother, when he first stood up, when I first ate, I was happy to tell the world.
But now the beans are sick, they need kidneys.
I feel like I’ve lived a long and miserable life for over 20 years.
I worked hard to make money, to give bean a better life, to find a matching kidney, to make our drifting lives feel better.
Today, Beans were discovered by Shen Sukawa, and for the first time three of our family are in the same space.
12
“How did you get here with your kids all these years? I’m sorry.
His voice was low and I was relaxed.
“I’m here. He raised him all my life. Doudou and I are fine. I’m sorry.
“This time, how much money do you want? I’m sorry.
The heart seemed to have been stabbed directly, and I looked at him with disappointment, and I said to myself, “I want you to pay for it all.” I’m sorry.
So he thought I gave birth to the beans so he could talk to him about the price one day?
In his eyes, I’m still the woman with the money.
“No way. I’m sorry.
He looked me in the eye and looked me in the eye, “All of it, all of it, all of it.” I’m sorry.
Today Shen Sumikawa is a lot more expensive than he was in the past, but I can’t afford it. I was just trying to make a joke about what he looked like.
We sat on the sofa, and the atmosphere began to harden.
He’s waiting for my answer.
“Whoa!”
Suddenly, a cry broke the peace between us.
I instinctively ran to the room where the beans sleep.
“Mommy. I’m sorry.
In the big room, the beans sat in the middle of the bed, crying in terror.
On my knees I went to the bed, and took the child, and hit him in the back.
And I beaned him, softly comforting him, and my little hand was holding me tight, and some wept.
He looked at the door with tears in his eyes, with curiosity, fear and some desire.
“Mom, I want to go home. I’m sorry.
Shen Shukawa came in and sat on the bed, and some stiffly squeezed out a smile, trying to touch the beans, but he avoided him.
Shen Shukawa is lost. “Doudou is not afraid. This is your home. I’m sorry.
I’m not arguing.
“Mommy, who’s this uncle? Why don’t we go home? I’m sorry.
“Doudou, it’s Dad. I’m sorry.
Shen Shukawa directly identified me with a slight frown and did not like the time he had not given the child.
“No, my father went to fight monsters to save the planet! I’m sorry.
I’m not sure I’m going to be able to cover my bean mouth.
Shen Shukawa’s face was black, giving me a look that I waited for.
Beans hold me tight, and the resistance to Shen Shukawa is clear, so that he doesn’t play with the kids and waits patiently for me to put them to sleep.
“Mama, did you not want me? Did you give me to rich people because I was sick?
“I promise I’ll eat later. I’ll never be sick again. Don’t leave me alone. I’m sorry.
I don’t know how that little head came out of that complicated thing.
But when he talks, it hurts me.
“The bean will always be Mama’s baby. How can Mom ever leave you alone? I’m sorry.
“Why did you lie to me, my father? I’m sorry.
Can’t get through this? I’m sweaty, thinking about it, and I decided to explain it.
“For some reason, I separated from your father, who didn’t know there was soybeans, but he loved soybeans. I’m sorry.
Speaking of which, I have no idea, because at this time I don’t know what Shen Shukawa’s thinking about beans is.
“Does he like you? I’m sorry.
The problem with beans hurts my heart, and I hurt his sensitivity.
“If he only likes me and doesn’t like you, he’d rather not have dad.
“Mom, let’s go home. Bean promised not to have a father anymore. I’m sorry.
I was moved to hold him in my arms, and I knew that he had always been envious of other children with their parents.
But at this moment he firmly chose me.
It’s worth it.
At this moment, I have made my decision.
Doudou is my life, and I’m willing to pay for it.
At this time, we do not know that Shen Sukawa has remained outside the door and heard all our conversations.
13
I haven’t slept all night, and the bean’s hands hold my fingers, and when I opened my eyes in the morning, I drilled unconsciously into my arms.
Until Shen Shukawa came to knock.
It’s the first time that three of our family have eaten at a table.
Shen Shukawa’s eyes are on the soybeans, like he’s going to make up for what he missed.
“Doudou, do you want Daddy to take you to the playground? I’m sorry.
When Doudou looked at me, he looked clearly at me, but immediately looked at me. “Mom? I’m sorry.
Beans have been ill since they were kids, I’m afraid of heights, I can’t afford to play in a lot of playgrounds, and I can’t get a chance to have a good time.
“We’re all going together. I’m sorry.
The moment Shen Shukawa grabbed my hand, I couldn’t help but want to draw it apart.
Up to the playground, the projects I dared not bring beans to try, Shen Shukawa played with him.
I looked at the pictures on the phone, and the smile of Bean was so happy.
Seeing so much fun with the beans, I suddenly felt that it might be a better option to have the beans follow Shen Shukawa.
I went to buy ice cream while they were on a pirate ship.
And when I came back, I saw a big, small face, two faces about to cry.
Doudou saw me, jumped in my arms and cried, “Where have you been? I thought you didn’t want me. I’m sorry.
I took the ice cream, and I said, “I’m going to buy the ice cream. Don’t you always want it? I’m sorry.
Doudou saw ice cream, and the tears were immediately collected and converted to the sun.
And at the same time, I felt a force holding me from behind, the warm wetness of my neck, like a tear.
“Nanjo, I almost thought you’d left your son for me. I’m sorry.
Listening to the sound of dumbness in my ears, I’m a little smug, and the father and son are in the same way.
“I’m not ashamed of my father. I’m sorry.
I couldn’t bear to laugh, but Shen Shukawa stood up and watched with confidence.
“Doudou, what did you just call me? I’m sorry.
Shen Shukawa was crouched on his body, with a little bit of uncertainty, and last night, after all, the beans were still against him.
I am also aware that this is the first time that Doudou has opened his mouth to recognize Shen Sumikawa.
Beans are a little shy and they look at me for help and seem to be asking me for advice.
I nod my head.
Doudou called me Dad again.
This time it was clear, Shen Sukawa was so excited to hold the beans in his arms and then he grabbed me.
“JoJoJoe, thank you for this big surprise. I’m sorry.
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Shen Shukawa’s statement
The day Nanjo broke up with me was the most helpless day of my life, because I had no idea what I had done wrong.
Until then, I was depressed and Mom finally told me everything.
Turns out when Nanjo needed me most, my mom used this humiliating way to get her away from me.
I can’t even think about how a girl who’s been so strong, and who doesn’t even want to accept my gifts, can bear the contempt of my mother.
But I’m angry. I’m mad at myself. Why can’t I grow up earlier?
If I was a little mature, she wouldn’t just walk away, wouldn’t tell me anything, and she wouldn’t depend on me.
So after Jojo left, I stopped studying, and I worked with the shrink, and everyone thought I was cured, and I was the only one who knew that I was just hiding this love.
I didn’t inherit my family’s business, and I didn’t want to depend on it, so I started my business with my friends, and then I got the money, and I started investing.
For seven years, I proved myself, but I never found the girl I loved.
Later, at a job fair, I saw Nanjo, who was in a professional dress, standing on the stage with a book of planning and confidence.
My heart’s alive again.
I used some special means to get their original investors to divest themselves so they could get close to her, and they accepted the olive branch I threw.
But she’s been being nice to me, and I don’t like being so nice, because we’ve been in love.
I barely got close to her, but I did it the wrong way again.
She seems to hate me even more, and I easily investigate her address and discover her greater secrets.
I didn’t think she had a child without telling me.
Listening to her grandmother downstairs, she said that she had had a hard time in the years, that the child was sick and needed a kidney change, and that she was so concerned about the project that she had to pay for the operation.
Again, she still didn’t have the first chance to talk to me this time, pretending I didn’t know, but I went to the hospital to make a pair for the baby, so I could do a transplant.
I’m waiting for her to speak, and I’ll be ready for her to accept me again.
Doudou is sick. Can you save him? I’m sorry.
I was happy the first time she told me about it.
“I’m happy, this time, in your world, to finally have me. I’m sorry.
I immediately arranged a hospital to prepare for the bean surgery.
All these years I’ve missed let me spend the rest of my life making up for it.
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I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
