1. South and early childhood
South and elementary
I heard my brother shout “husband” for a nice man.
I heard my brother shout “husband” for a nice man.
I was just about to feed the dog my secret love, but I didn’t want everyone to call him “husband.”
That’s when my brain turned around.
And when he smiles, men do not give up: “What are you thinking in your little head? I’m sorry.
One.
Back home on the weekends, I just pushed the door open and I saw two people on the couch with their mobile phones coming out of the game.
“Honey, push the tower. I’m sorry.
I heard Fu Etchen’s voice and I changed my shoes.
Did I hear you right?
Fou Eichuan called a man’s “husband”?
And We moved slowly, and when we reached the two, the more exasperated, the more they were, the more they said.
“Honey, hurry, hurry!”
I’m sure I didn’t hear anything. I found out why Fu Etchen never had a girlfriend.
So he’s the same as me!
Just after a game, two people turned to me, and I knew it.
Fu Etchen is not worthy of his “husband.” I’m sorry.
Men’s faces are so deep, their eyes are so dark, they’re a little cynical.
“Why are you back at this hour? I’m sorry.
Fowler’s lips are tight, and he is displeased.
Thought I’d just go to D’s, and I’ve been busy changing the subject.
“Brother, introduce me. I’m sorry.
I’m going in the men’s direction.
Fu Etchen doesn’t care what I look like, he doesn’t care.
“My sister was born.
“As for him, call your husband. I’m sorry.
When I heard Fu Etchen’s words, my lips were laughter.
Huh? This…
Not good?
A man turns his mouth and laughs.
“Don’t call me old, just call me Nam-ko. I’m sorry.
Give me a hundred balls. I don’t want my brother.
I call people sweet.
“Nan Kazuo. I’m sorry.
Two.
Fou Etienne looked at me and stood up and walked to the kitchen.
Me and Nan and two others, I was just trying to find something.
A long, long body fell down, a shadow fell in the light, and came into my nasal cavity with mint fragrance. I held my breath.
He smelled it a little.
“Kids did bad things. I’m sorry.
I was scared to step back.
I changed my clothes, washed my mouth, sprayed my perfume. My friend said he didn’t leave a trace.
“I, I didn’t.”
Nando didn’t look at me and screamed towards the kitchen.
“Fu Etchen. I’m sorry.
Words up, a bit.
I thought and didn’t want to stretch out my hand to hold his arm and lose in his successful eyes.
Don’t say that, my brother will kill me! I’m sorry.
If he knew, he’d have to ask me to write 3,000 words.
It’s coming out of the sky.
“Put your ass down. I’m sorry.
Nan-ho smiled and looked at me.
I thought he was still going to complain, holding his hand tight again.
He’s talking to the kitchen again.
“Cook me one too. I’m hungry too. I’m sorry.
I was relieved to hear his words, and I returned to my eyes, panickingly unzipping his hand, except for the warm touch on the fingertips.
3
In a little while, Fu came out with two bowls of water, and looked at the tea table and said,
“She’s my sister. I can’t help it. I’m sorry.
“And who are you?” Why is it so natural? I’m sorry.
Yoo-hoo, are you gonna flirt with me?
I look at the foundations of man, and I stare closely at him without blinking.
He drank soup first and picked up chopsticks, so natural.
“I’ll go buy you some oranges after dinner. You wait here until I get back. I’m sorry.
Fou Eichmann didn’t respond.
“That’s more like it. I’m sorry.
I’m laughing, and I’m so down on something.
He used to take advantage of me as his brother.
Fu Eichmann looked at me.
“What’s your face? I’m sorry.
And I look in the direction of the south, and the latter is so restless that it has nothing to do with it.
“No, I’m just happy to see my brother happy. # I’m not going anywhere #
Fu Etchen used to think that I was saying nothing, didn’t talk to me, turned around to South China.
“Don’t you have to go back to X tomorrow? Bring her on. I’m sorry.
I snuck out of my face, and I was wondering.
“Is Namko also from X University?” I’m sorry.
It’s so cold.
“It’s all college city, husband” isn’t as tough as you. I’m sorry.
Am I easy?
In addition to being seen in the face, he has to bear the contempt of Fu Eichuan.
“All right, I’ll take her.”
The South Asian language is natural, but the words are not good.
What?
He’s tall, but I’m not short.
But because I wasn’t familiar with him, and I kept my basic courtesy, I swallowed that and I said thank you.
4
Because I drank too many beers, and I was so sleepy in the middle of the night, I had to hold my eyes closed and I didn’t want to walk and hit a meat wall, and the man reached out to my head.
Sleepwalking?
Wyoming with a bit of a dumb voice, and I remembered a lot of other people at home.
When my eyes were clear, I noticed that the man who was taller than me was close, and that the thin mint layer piled into his nose, and I took a step back.
“No, no.”
I don’t understand why I feel like I’m feeling nervous when I see Nande, and I put this feeling in the face of the handsome.
The living room leaves only a light of some twilight, leaving a good light on the ground, which is not bright, but very sweet.
Nandi stood before me, and the long eyelashes with wings cast a shadow over his eyes, staring at me, and some of them stinged.
“Was that sleepwalking or was it on purpose? I’m sorry.
He took a step forward, his throat slid down, and I was scared to go around him to the bathroom.
He’s too dangerous.
There’s still reason.
I can’t do the sorry brother thing.
5
He was still there when he came out of the bathroom, just sitting on the couch facing the computer, with his hands on the keyboard.
It’s not polite to go around him again, after all, my brother’s husband.
And the future looked up, and I approached him politely.
“Nano, why are you up so late? I’m sorry.
I may have just woken up with a little nose.
“A little more work for B.” I’m sorry.
And he smiled at me, and his pupils were dark and bright, as if he were a magnet, as if he would be sucked into that space for a while, and I was in a state of panic.
It’s full of terms on the computer screen, and I can’t help but take a breath for this B side.
“Then you sleep early. I’m sorry.
In the early morning air, there was water, some cool, and I added another sentence.
“Get dressed more. I’m sorry.
There’s a low “um” coming from behind.
Six.
The next day, I took a box of luggage in Nanchang’s car, and Fook threw it in the eye.
“Why are you dressed like a Don duck? I’m sorry.
What old duck?
It’s my fine little dress, yellow and white, cute and sexy, except for a picture of Don duck.
I consciously glanced at the South, and the latter smiled at me, and it was with the certainty in his eyes that I turned my head and asked Etienne.
“Where does it look?”
“Honey, do you think she’s dressed? I’m sorry.
Fu turns around looking south and south.
I’m a little nervous about the two-person relationship.
Good to be South and didn’t disappoint me and sneered.
“No, it’s cute. I’m sorry.
I heard the answer from Nan-yeon, and I made a ghost face towards Fu Eichuan.
I’ll tell you what happened.
“You’re used to her. I’m sorry.
“Dude. I’m sorry.
Fu Etchen’s words are in the sound of the engine.
7
In the car, there was a quiet atmosphere, and I looked out the window, and the scenery passed, and I was pressurized, and I still couldn’t talk.
How did you and my brother meet? I’m sorry.
How did Fu Eichian get him?
South and the wrists holding the steering wheel are clear and white blood vessels are visible on white arms.
He looked at me, his lips were thin.
“I’m his A. I’m sorry.
I was thinking about the long B clause last night, laughing.
Fu Etchen died of food, not only on B, but also on B.
“Is it that funny?”
He took a box of plastic bottles of soy milk out of the car armbox and tried to take it back and unseal the straw and insert it into the box and then bring it to me.
The whole thing looks like it’s floating, and it’s not hard, but it’s beautiful.
I looked at him with his hands.
Actually, I’m a handman, and I rarely see a guy with a hand like that. A fine, long finger, like a new sprout after the rain, clean nails, and a moist moon teeth.
“What’s wrong? I’m sorry.
I didn’t get back to God until the sound of Nanya.
“No, thank you, Nanjo. I’m sorry.
The soy milk is not too sweet, but the sweetness of the silk that is inside and out penetrates the layers, filled with my mouth, but also filled with a feeling of guilt.
I think I’ve been thinking about something I shouldn’t have.
8
When I got to school, I just got out of the car, and Nan and opened the trunk and took my luggage down, and the arms were flowing.
“No, I can do it myself. I’m sorry.
I haven’t waited for Nan to say anything, and a skinny, tall boy walks up to me.
“Hello. Can I meet you? I’m sorry.
The boys look like a young man, they stand up straight and white, but they look shy.
And I turned down and looked down to Nanjo, and he looked at me with a smile, and he looked in his eyes.
I was just about to say no, Nanchang pulled me out, and I was almost in his arms.
“How come you don’t know him? I’m sorry.
The words of Nanwa fell at the top of my head, and his throat shivering as he spoke.
I don’t know why I’m holding my breath.
“I am…”
I don’t know if it was because of what he said, and I walked up to the boys and pulled out my phone and cleaned it up.
The boys laughed at me in shame and walked away with their feet.
I was just about to put my phone down, and Nando extended a hand to my wrist and pointed my phone at his cell screen.
“Kids, clean me too. I’m sorry.
My heart was so tight that I felt the temperature of his hand, even though I was wearing a coat.
I still asked Nan to help me bring my luggage to the door of the dorm.
“Thank you Naga, I’m going in. I’m sorry.
When I saw people walking far, I slowly opened the door into the dormitory.
9
My boy, Liang, became a good friend, and he didn’t show anything but his friends.
It happens that he also has to study, and Sohn and I often meet him in the library, and we’ll all sit together.
I don’t go home on weekends, and I haven’t seen Nanjo until he sends me a message.
“Guys, I heard you’re going to cross French. I have some material on my side. Do you need it? I’m sorry.
I don’t know how Nan and I knew that I had passed the exam. He never asked me before.
I reply: “Yes, Nanjo. If there’s anything, I’ll get it for you. I’m sorry.
Very few of us have taken a professional examination, and it’s almost all in law, and one hand in French can count, and none in the past.
I’d like to go to the second-hand website, but since Nam and I have one, it’s easier to find him.
South: “I’m out of work and I’m taking it.” I’m sorry.
And the next move of my heart was a make-up in the evening, with a false joy.
“Why are you wearing makeup? I’m sorry.
Song-eun was staring at my face and gossiping.
I’m in the throat.
“A friend came to see me. I’m sorry.
“Oh, a man and a woman?”
I’m a lazy person, not only for Song Eun’s gossip, but for my study and for my makeup box, I’m going to build up dust, and now I’m not only doing the dust, but I’m putting my eyes, my eyes, my eyes, my skin.
“The object of my brother. I’m sorry.
I was going to say my brother’s “husband” but the two words turned around at the tip of the tongue and I swallowed them back.
“That’s the future sister-in-law. I thought there was something. I’m sorry.
They’re back in their seats, and I’ve got a bit of bitterness in my heart, and my cell phone rings.
“Kids, come down. I’m sorry.
The sound in the microphone succeeded in turning my mouth off.
I’m not young, but why does he always call me a kid?
10
At the entrance to the school, Nam and just after work, he was also wearing a dark gray suit, which was longer in height, gentle and humble, and in the shape of the wind.
He looked at me and smiled, and he reached out with his hand, and the tie was torn to one side gently, and the button was torn, with a white collarbone on the neck.
I didn’t dare to stare. I looked down and cried in front of him.
“Nan Kazuo. I’m sorry.
Some dumb low laughter.
“You seem afraid of me?”
I couldn’t help but hear him.
“Why else wouldn’t you ever look at me? I’m sorry.
He’s staring at me, looking deep, as if he could see through me.
“I’m not afraid of you. Where’s the book?”
So We took it easy, and We kept it from his loving eyes.
“No, I’m not a leopard. Why don’t you ever look at me? I’m sorry.
He’s done it again.
“Get in the car. The kid’s thin. Take you to dinner. I’m sorry.
“No, no, no. I’m sorry.
Nande took a little bit of my shoulder, just gently pushed me towards the co-pilot’s position, but I noticed some tiny particles on my shoulder.
I’m still in his eyes. I went to the dailies with him.
Eleven.
Just sit down, South and sweep the two-dimensional code, hand me the phone.
“Whatever you want to eat, what you want to see, what you’ve done to our little friend, you’ve lost weight. I’m sorry.
Actually, I’m not skinny and I’m just getting ready. But I’m a little shaky because of what he said about us.
I was just trying to get a mouth, three or four people pushing in through the door, and with the cheering sound, I looked at them, all young men.
I didn’t see much. I didn’t want them to go straight to my place with Nanjo.
“Honey, what a coincidence. Bring your girlfriend to dinner? I’m sorry.
I’m holding on. The word “baby girlfriend” is in my head.
“No, Fu Etchen’s sister, I’ll take care of it. I’m sorry.
Nandi’s voice is dim and he can’t hear emotions.
I looked back, but why did they also call him husband?
“Can we have a table?”
And look at me.
“Could we start?”
It’s the first time he’s asked me to fold words, different from “kids,” with some intimacy.
I nod my head.
Good thing it’s a little early. The waiter’s got us a bigger box.
“All my colleagues, two of them and your brother were classmates. I’m sorry.
The South was close to my ear, and the voice was down to explain to me.
There’s nothing, but my heart beats.
“I know. I’m sorry.
When I heard my response, he moved back and I consciously pulled his sleeve.
“Hmm? I’m sorry.
Nando turned around a little bit, and looked at me, and the two of us were very close, and I could even see the tiny velvet on his skin, and his eyes were staring at me without blinking, and the warmness of my breath gave me a little heart beating.
“Why do they call you husband?” I’m sorry.
I learned how he looked and came close to his ears, trying to say the word “husband”.
“Because my name is Rin. I’m sorry.
Hey, he said again.
“You don’t know?”
His eyes were full of peaches.
“I don’t know…”
As soon as I said it, I’m relieved and I’m happy.
Now that everyone calls him “Long” and their little girlfriend, doesn’t that mean he’s not my type?
12
“What are you two whispering? I’m sorry.
The boys in the coats were staring at me and Nando.
“Long, don’t kidnap your little sister. I’m sorry.
Nan and pour me a drink, and there’s no ups and downs.
“Don’t be ridiculous, little girl. Don’t be ridiculous. I’m sorry.
And the male looked to me and cast him down in the light of the Right Lord.
“He’s a bitch and a bitch, and don’t let his sister lie to his face. I’m sorry.
Somebody should come in right away.
“No, it’s not. I’m sorry.
Nande has just taken off his coat, wearing only a white shirt, with a loose collar on his neck, with a bit of abstinence.
He unbuttoned the cufflinks of his white shirt and rolled it up twice, and I wanted to move my eyes.
I don’t know what kind of diarrhea he gave me, but I can’t move my eyes.
Nandi’s mouth is smiling and his eyes are a little bit of evil.
“If you keep me out of the way, you’ll be able to meet each other.” I’m sorry.
That’s what he said.
“Do you have any peach blossoms? I’m sorry.
“Don’t listen to him. I heard him say no to girls last time. I’m sorry.
I’m a little curious to hear that, too, looking around at the boys waiting for him to follow.
He’s got enough to talk.
“The man asked the girl to wait with her love number plate and said that the schedule was uncertain. I’m sorry.
“Why does he have so many peach blossoms? Give me some. I’m sorry.
Listen to their cry, I took the drink and spat, and I didn’t speak, and I felt a little heavy.
After eating, Nam took me back to school, but I didn’t want him to take me back to my dorm and say goodbye to him at the entrance to the school.
In the spring, the weather was cold, and the wind swayed the tree, blowing down a green leaf, which happened to fall on the head of the South China.
“Nan Kazuo. I’m sorry.
“Hmm? I’m sorry.
Looking at South and unknown, I reminded him of his kindness.
“You have a leaf in your hair. I’m sorry.
Nandi’s hand was swung with his hair, but the leaves were not slashed, and instead the leaves were taken to the root of the hair, covered in a few pieces.
“Did you drop it?”
I honestly shook my head and tried to put my phone on the front camera so he could look at himself.
And he bends towards me, and he bows his head down.
“It was the first time. I’m sorry.
As he moved, the mint fragrance spread in an inch of the air, and he leaned forward, and his soft hair fell into my eyes, and he looked like a dog.
I put my hand in his hair, and soft, smooth hair was cut out of my fingertips, and I took the leaves off, and I couldn’t help but rub them out.
“Okay. I’m sorry.
13
I looked through a few of the things I gave, and I wrote them very carefully, and they were beautiful. I was walking and flipping and looking up, and I saw Liang, and he was downstairs in my dormitory, and he saw me coming back towards me.
“I brought you and Song-eun the night, and I just met you. Take it with you. I’m sorry.
I used to have it with Song. I didn’t think about it.
“Thank you, but I’m full. I’ll take it up to Song. I’m sorry.
Liang is smiling in his mouth and his looks have not changed.
“Okay, you out?
He should have noticed that I was wearing makeup and staring at me, and that the moonlight was making him even more pale.
“I went out for dinner and my brother’s friend invited us. Oh, yeah, the one you saw last time. I’m sorry.
I just remembered that I wouldn’t have known Liang if I hadn’t known him.
“Oh, I thought he was your brother. I’m sorry.
I didn’t live alone with Liang, I didn’t know what to say, and I was embarrassed.
“I’ll go up first. I’m sorry.
After farewell, I went back to the dorm at midnight and put it on Song’s desk.
“The night that Liang gave me was too full to eat. I’m sorry.
Song Eun came to me, acting like a thief.
“What do you think of Liang? I’m sorry.
I do not want to answer.
“Good.”
“Can we develop?”
Liang Bai has never asked me alone, nor has he spoken to me alone, and I have not thought about it, but when the issue appeared to me, I was thinking about it and that face with cynicism.
“No development. I’m sorry.
I don’t know where my feelings for Nam and the unknown come from, but I know I don’t like Liang.
Song seems relieved.
“So I’m going?”
I immediately realized her purpose and pushed the night before her more.
“Go ahead, I’ll never make that flashing light bulb again. I’m sorry.
I told Liang that I was better suited to study alone, so that he and Song would not have to take a place in my studies.
It was a long time before I got a “good” word back from Liang the next morning.
And then I met Nantho again, and he and Fu Ettai were just near the school.
Fu Eichuan sent me a message.
“Come out and eat together. I’m sorry.
I didn’t know Nam was there, no makeup.
It was only at the entrance to the school that I saw South Kazu standing next to Fu Ei-Chai, and I slowly approached and heard a lot of girls whispering.
“See those two boys? So handsome. I’m sorry.
“Who do you think looks good? I’m sorry.
“I prefer the one in the black suit. It looks bad. Did you see his eyes? I just want to yell at my brother and I can…
“Oh, the guy who looks like a piece of shit, instead I like the one who wears a jacket, looks like the flower of High Ridge, and I like the man I can’t get.” I’m sorry.
Their voices continue, but they become less and less able to hear and are blown away by a breeze.
All I can see in my eyes is that he is wearing a black coat of protection, which is colder and whiter, a pair of eyes and my eyes, and I look at him with a little twirling.
“Big brother, I thought you were alone. I’m sorry.
It means accusing Fu Etchen of not informing me in advance that Nande will come… Or else I wouldn’t be wearing black-glassed glasses, with my hair all around me, like a mess.
“You don’t welcome me? I’m sorry.
Fu Etchen did not speak, but came to me from the south, looking through his glasses and through my eyes and through a thick frame, and his face was magnified in front of me, and his skin was so good that he could not see any flaw.
“No offense, I just…”
Just don’t want you to see me look bad.
“Come on, get in the car. I’m sorry.
Fu is impatient and pushed the door in first.
I consciously bypassed the south and went to the back, and I just sat in, and the voice of Nandi came from outside the door.
“Sit in, kid.
“Or I’ll sit on your lap. I’m sorry.
I was a little surprised to think he was taking the copilot.
“Why don’t you take the copilot? I’m sorry.
Fu Eid looked back, Nande didn’t look at him, one hand on top of the car and looked down at me.
All I had to do was sit inside, and he seemed to be sprayed with perfume, which was not the mint that he had previously smelled, and a wooden fragrance of citrus fell into the car.
“Don’t want to sit with you. I’m sorry.
He sat down and said to Fu Etchen.
14
He asked me a couple of questions about his specialties and gave me a few more to prepare for his exams.
There’s nothing to say after that.
I’ve been staring at the back of Fu Etienne’s head the rest of the way.
I don’t get it. How can you look good with such an ugly head?
When I got to the store, I went to the bathroom and asked them to order first.
When I came back I heard the voice of Fu Etchen.
“Have you seen such a beautiful little girl at school? I’m sorry.
I stopped and waited for South China to answer.
“I don’t eat oxen no more. I’m sorry.
In July, I was a little cool, and Nan and I didn’t like schoolgirls…
I’m just a third year old, and I want to study, four years away from being a student, too long and too unrealistic.
I sat down laughing, eating a whole spicy pot without changing my face, without my tongue feeling, and my throat was sore, and the fluids in my eyes fell under the pretext of spicy.
“Don’t eat. Look at yourself. It’s ugly. I’m sorry.
Fou Ying drew me paper while he hated me.
The eyes are wet, and I cannot see the look of the South, but I hear his voice.
“It’s a pretty little friend. I’m sorry.
The word “kids,” the more it hit me, the more I couldn’t stop.
“It’s not like you’re in love. I’m sorry.
Brother Morrow, the words of Fu Eichian have caused me to panic, and I’m in a hurry to wipe my tears.
“No, it’s too hard. I’m under stress. I’m sorry.
I disproved it from the bottom of my heart, and when I saw the light of my eyes, I saw the South and looked at me, and I saw something in my eyes.
15
I haven’t seen South China since then until the first test. He always asked me to eat with him, and I refused to do it under stress and time pressure, and every time he brought me snacks, I would have put him in the security room with a self-defeating self-defeating without seeing him.
And We pressed down the motion of our hearts quietly, and cast it down into a rock in a pool of dead water, and only spilled water for a while, and will soon return to peace.
On the day we finished the exam, my roommate and Sohn went to the bar, and the pressure dropped, and we didn’t want to.
I sat back in the booth at half-time, but by accident I saw Nandi on the other side in my jacket, and I recognized him at one glance.
I was dazzled, and for half a year I thought that calm had been restored to the surface, yet the tumultuousness of the body grew more and more in this moment, and it escaped my restraint.
I stood up and walked in his direction.
But I saw him with a hot girl on his feet, and I suddenly thought I didn’t know if he liked a girl.
Their legs are as heavy as lead, so it’s hard to wait for me to lift my feet back, but there’s a bit of weight on my hands.
“In the early days. I’m sorry.
The bar was loud, he came close to my ear, and I heard some dumb noise.
And I turned back, and in the dark and dark pupils there was a bright light, and I looked at the girl behind him.
In the cold, she was wearing only a vest, wearing a lamb coat outside, and the zipper was not pulled, and she was wearing a short skirt and a high-barrelled boots, and she was not sure if she had a bare-legged god, and the whole person was skinny and tall, hot and sweet.
Even though it has been so long, I still remember the words of Nandi.
There are so many peach blossoms…
Nande still leans on me and says to me in my ear.
“You and me out, I have something for you. I’m sorry.
I look at the girl, and her throat is thick.
“Next time, don’t keep your girlfriend waiting. I’m sorry.
Nanya was staring at me, laughing, laughing along his mouth, and finally falling into the eyes of a sleazy view.
“She’s not my girlfriend. It’s noisy here. Go outside. I’m sorry.
And when I heard him, it seemed as though I was living again, and the husk of a dying husk fell into the dust, and brought forth fresh buds.
The South and the girls are holding hands, and the girls are a little reluctant.
Out of the bar, south and turn to the girls.
“Shaw-shaw, the driver is on his way. I’m sorry.
The girls are really pretty, clean and hot, and they’re a combination of red and white roses.
I look at the girl, I don’t know if she’s big, I don’t have a pretty face, I don’t have a hot body…
“Is my sister Nam Yu’s girlfriend? I’m sorry.
The girl’s words interrupt my thoughts, and I didn’t think that such a bad little girl would be polite.
“No, it’s not. I’m sorry.
After I denied it, the girls didn’t know if they had a letter or no letter and laughed in a low-key limo.
16
“She’s my boss’ daughter. The boss asked me to take care of her. I’m sorry.
When I heard his explanation, I was relieved, but I felt a little uncomfortable.
“Nan Cho has been trying to save the miss girl. I’m sorry.
As soon as I said it, I realized how obnoxious I was and I had no right to be jealous of him.
I’d like to say something to cover up, but Nande didn’t seem to hear me and took a paper bag out of the car.
“Here you go. I’m sorry.
I picked him up, and I couldn’t help looking at him.
Nando seems to have had a little wine, a little red on his face, a little bit spread.
“It was better to have it in front of you than to see you in the security room. I’m sorry.
He said that I was a little embarrassed, and I hid all of his emotions in my heart and kept him down, even refusing to see him.
And We opened in front of him, and a necklace was in a well-packed box, and there was a turn of the moon, and there was a fluorescent light in the night.
“I am…”
It’s a very expensive necklace, and I’d like to say no, but it’s a little bit more.
“Do you like it?”
For half a day, I followed my heart and noded.
And the South looked at me, and looked in the sight of his feet, and his eyes turned slightly, and a little bit of tenderness screeched in his brown pupils, and with a magic that was not detectable.
“I’ll put it on for you?”
The cold crash touched my skin, so I realized I didn’t know when to consent.
17
Put on the necklace and say again.
“It’s too late for a kid to come to a place like this. I’m sorry.
I consciously disprove.
“You’re here yourself. Also me. I’m sorry.
The South was laughing, and the night was moving his hair, and the ink on his face was thicker than the colored lights in the bar.
He’s got one of his eyelids, and he’s got a perfect tune.
“I’m here to save the girl who lost her foot. I’m sorry.
My eyes are full of reflections.
Seeing his old story again, I was somewhat nervous that he might have said yes when he found out that I was not natural and went to the South China bus when he spoke to his roommate.
The car was full of mints, unlike the noise outside the window, so quiet as to hear each other’s breath.
“How’d it go?”
It’s like the older generation’s questioning of the younger generation, and it’s like it’s five years old, but it’s like it’s one.
I heard my own bored voice.
“It’s okay. I’m sorry.
“I heard your brother said you reported it to the school in S. How do you think you’re going to report it? I’m sorry.
And remembering back, I went home one weekend of my summer stay, and I heard Ful-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e, I looked at me and said to the microphone.
“When will you be transferred to S.C.?” I’m sorry.
My foot stopped and I couldn’t hear from Nan-Yo, and I waited for Fu to hang up on the phone and pretended to talk.
“Where’s Nam? I’m sorry.
“His home in S.A., just in time, he went home. I’m sorry.
I couldn’t keep his words in my head, knowing that Nam didn’t like students, but when I did, I wrote down the school in S.
I want to be as close to him as possible.
“Hmm? I’m sorry.
Maybe he didn’t hear my answer and Nande looked in my direction again.
“There’s more delicious over there. I’m sorry.
Nan and listen to me.
“That’s true. I’ll take you there. I grew up there. I’m sorry.
If you were ready to lose, wouldn’t you be so ugly? I don’t know.
18
I went back to my dorm and fell asleep, and the next day I woke up by Song, who laughed and said thank you.
“What’s wrong? I’m sorry.
I don’t know if she heard me.
She came back later than me, but she was not tired, and she was like a buzzing bee.
“I wanted to wait for you to wake up, but I couldn’t wait. I’m sorry.
I’m so happy to see her.
“What is it?”
“That’s right, I’m with Liang! He didn’t say anything. I thought I’d have to wait for this wood to open my mouth until I was 80 years old. I didn’t think he’d confessed to me because he went to the bar last night. I’m sorry.
Song Eun’s eyes are full of light and red.
I am sincerely happy for them, but I am inevitably indulging in bitterness.
The difference between love and dislike is here. You like to possess, you’re jealous.
And what I don’t like is like Nan and me, with all the tweaks in the word, and even encouraging me to add to the other boys’ tweets.
19
It’ll be New Year’s soon after the first try, and Fu Eichuan suddenly asked me if I wanted to go to S.
I jumped in my heart and thought I’d been recognized.
“Why are you going there?”
And Fu Ette looked at me, and he didn’t think.
“Nan and bought a house, please go and see your future school. I’m sorry.
“I don’t know if I can get it. I’m sorry.
Fu is a little impatient, and I saw him scrambling into his cell phone, he hesitated, and a long line of words was emptied by him.
Looks like it’s getting very confused.
“Are you going or not? Why don’t I tell him you’re not coming? I’m sorry.
“Go on! I’m sorry.
I’ll be right down if I hear from Fu Etchen.
That’s the city of the South. That’s the new home of the South. How could I not go?
Fou looked down and suddenly looked up and looked at my neck with suspicious eyes.
“When’s the new necklace? I’m sorry.
And We were scrambling, and We stretched out our hands and covered them, and in such a land there was no silver, 300 taels of their hearts.
“What are you nervous about?”
I couldn’t answer it for half a day, but I thought about the opposite.
“Why do you ask? Since when do you care about girls? I’m sorry.
Fou Ei-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e-e.
“Go to sleep. I’m sorry.
The two brothers and sisters are in love.
20
The city is colder than my house. I’m wearing a thick scarf, like a bear, beautiful and warm, and I chose the latter.
Fu Etchen stood a little away from me.
“The girl’s house, I don’t know which boy will want you. I’m sorry.
I’m not weak.
“Just mind your own business, you’re not even here.” I’m sorry.
In the process of arguing, I heard the South and called me.
“The first year, this way!”
When I look up, I see people who are more amazing than the first snow, clean and not lost.
I’m going south and south.
“Nan Kazuo. I’m sorry.
It took me a while to think of him, and I looked at him in the hope that his face would be in my mind.
“Are you taking advantage of me with your eyes at first? I’m sorry.
My intentions may be too obvious, and the words of South China have brought me back to reality.
I heard the sound of Fu taking his time.
“Fou Eiichi, did you take the doping? Run so fast. I’m sorry.
The heat on my face became more and more visible, and I was ashamed not to get into the stone.
“You’re old. I’m sorry.
That’s the way it went to Nanjo’s house.
As soon as we entered the door, a fragrance of wood was filled with a nasal cavity, a large new house in the South and a retrogation of Yakin and the layout and display of his taste.
21
Come on, let’s eat.
“Only two days ago, I went downstairs to buy it. I’m sorry.
I thought about it and I didn’t want to say it.
“Nano, I’m coming too.”
In the suspicious eye of Fu Eid, I added another sentence.
“I want to see if there’s anything to drink. I’m sorry.
Nan and look at me smiling.
“Then let’s go, my granddaddy. I’m sorry.
I heard him call me eyelid. Only my mom would call me that. I don’t know.
It’s a short time to buy a drink, and Nan picked out a couple of beers and stood by the freezer with one hand. I wanted to buy a drink with several tastes, and I’m a pick-and-chosen one.
“Take whatever you want, brother. I’m sorry.
I’m not saving him any money.
“I’m afraid I can’t finish it. I’m sorry.
Nan and there seems to be no hesitation.
“Don’t worry, we’ll drink next time. I’m sorry.
Next time…
He’s too natural to say, as if I’d come to his house many times in the future.
I looked at him and took a couple of cans of every taste and jumped in his heart.
22
On the way back, I was wondering, is he so good for me or is he so good for all the girls?
Has he always treated me like a sister?
It’s inevitable that there’s a time in the mind, but it’s being pushed back by the words “not like students” that he remembers.
When I was thinking about it, the elevator shuddered and, very often, it turned black.
It was just me and South and two people in the elevator, and I heard some rushing breathing on the other side.
That’s what people are afraid of.
I suddenly thought of claustrophobia and whispered it.
“Nantoko”?
I didn’t hear his response. I got nervous. Moving in the direction of the sound source, it’s too panicking that I forgot to turn on the light of my cell phone, and I keep touching the air, and the feeling of fear tends to stretch the time, not knowing that my fingertips have touched a warm skin.
Did you meet him?
I called him again.
“Nano, are you okay?”
Before I could react, I fell into a warm embrace, and the strength of the south and the hand was tight, and the breathing was in my ear, as if I had lost my way.
I put out my finger and kept beating his shoulder.
“It’s okay. It’s okay. I’m sorry.
The breathing in the ears continues, but the sound slowly weakens.
For some time, the sound of Nanya returned to calm.
“In the early days, do you think we’re gonna die? I’m sorry.
Listening to his voice back to his usual cynicism, I knew he was slowing down and taking a step back.
But I was not able to get back to him, and then I fell deeper into his arms, and the more powerful he was, I could not escape.
The sound of his demagogues came up on top of his head.
“Do I count, huh?”
And the chin of Nanjo fell on my hair, and I felt clearly that he spoke with a tremor around his neck, and my skin was a little numb and in my illusion.
Fortunately, the elevator suddenly lit up and woke me up from my dream.
I took a step back, and he didn’t stop me, and I easily walked out of his arms and watched the elevator climb, and neither of us spoke, as if the accident had never happened.
23
Into the door, Fu Etsa staring at me and South.
“You two fell into the pit? I’m sorry.
I’ll answer with the bell.
“No, just an elevator accident. I’m sorry.
Fou Ei-Chai looks southwards and fears in his eyes.
“All right?”
Fou Ei-Chai’s eyes were often cold, and I rarely saw from his eyes such vivid emotions, and I looked towards the South, and the latter blinked at me, and smiled, and looked as usual.
“It’s nothing. I’m sorry.
I think of that hug in the elevator, and I’ve had a little bit of red, and I’ve been running around.
“I’ll go to the bathroom. I’m sorry.
I ran into the bathroom, and the red on my face in the mirror dwindled, and the more I tried to keep it cooling up, the more I could hear the breath of Nandi.
I’m going out when it’s almost normal.
It just happens to be a sarcasm.
“You said you didn’t like students. What changed your mind? I’m sorry.
Nan and a scoundrel with his legs.
“I never said that. I’m sorry.
He saw me coming out of the bathroom, and he looked at me, straight-up, and he didn’t hide. The eyes seem to be nothing different from the past, but they seem to be a little more emotional.
“The students are so good and young that they just let me spoil them. I’m sorry.
He’s the one who said he didn’t like the students. He’s the one who said he was good. Can he believe what he said?
Nevertheless, my heart has been shaken by his words, and my heart has fallen apart.
He kept looking at me, he didn’t move his eyes, he focused as if he was visiting an exhibition.
“What are you talking about? I’m sorry.
I pretended to sit down.
“Why don’t you have a boyfriend?
“Is there a guy you like?
“What kind of guy do you like at first? I’m sorry.
He was like a wolf who approached me step by step, and We were like a little white sheep who fell into a trap and let him slaughter him.
Fu Etchen can’t watch this first.
“Don’t put that on her. She doesn’t like it. I’m sorry.
And I’m going to let him down.
Because I feel like I like it so much…
24
I went back to my room to sleep.
It’s just a bit of a bed, and I’m not sleeping, and I thought I’d get up and go to the living room and see a movie.
There was a man sitting in the living room, and he had a warm winder in front of him and warmed up in the night.
I thought it was the same scene when I first met Nam Soon.
Only then I thought he was my future sister-in-law.
Nan and saw me wave at me.
“Obama, come here.”
And We were bewitched, and went to him uncontrollably, step by step.
The cold heart of the hand suddenly came warm, and it was not yet ready for me to react and to pull my hands in front of the heater.
“Why are your hands so cold? I’m sorry.
I was cold from childhood, and I had a disease every season, dressed more than anyone else, and my hands were not warm from one winter to the next, and my sleep was still cold.
“Maybe it’s physical. I’m sorry.
And instead of letting go of my hand, Nande took another hand and put my hands in his hand.
“Do you want to know your brother’s secret? I’m sorry.
South China’s mouth is smiling, like fluorescent fluorescent light, like a little dust star.
I nod my head.
The voice of Nan-ho came from above me.
“I was kidnapped when I was a child, and they locked me in a little cage, where there was no light, and I didn’t even know when it was light or when it was dark.
“I’ve been particularly afraid of the dark ever since, even more afraid of closed spaces. I’m sorry.
His tone is so easy that he has brought to light one terrible thing in three words, and I am suddenly squeezing my heart and my heart is sore.
“Now it’s all right, Nanjo. Call me if you’re scared. I’m sorry.
The South and the corner of his mouth, the eyelashes, they were under the light, and he looked so happy.
“In the beginning, you knew my secret.
“I can’t run away. I’m sorry.
25
There was no accident, I played as usual, I successfully passed the line for the first try, and then I focused on the retry.
Nan was looking for me more and more often, often on the pretext of eating.
Once again, Nanya came to me and stood across the street waiting for me. The green light flashed. I was just going to go look for him.
A clean, handsome boy came to me with a little red on his cheek and asked me.
“Can we meet?”
As history re-emerged, I consciously looked down at the southwards, whose eyes were obscured, like an old well, deep down, step by step towards me from the side of the road.
The last time I saw a boy with me, I was a little confused and just about to say no.
The temperature of the shoulder coming up to the south and the hand is slowly but firmly leading me in his direction.
“No way. I’m sorry.
The voice of Nan and cynicism over my head, the next move in my heart, was like I was in his arms.
The boys looked at me again.
I’m also learning to talk to South.
“He’s in charge. I’m sorry.
It didn’t come from above me until the boys got far. It sounded a little boring.
“Why are the peach blossoms so popular?” I’m sorry.
I took a step back from his arms.
“Why didn’t you ask me to meet this time? I’m sorry.
I’m not blaming him, but I’m a little happy. Think he likes me a little bit?
Nande’s face is visiblely blacked down and the boys are purified.
“This boy can’t. Look at him, he’s not as good-looking as I am, he’s not as tall as I am, and I’m not good to you…”
I want my opinion when I’m done.
“The first year, don’t you think?”
I didn’t nod, I didn’t nod, I didn’t answer.
26
On that day, I played well, and I was relieved, lying in bed, playing with the starter, and my cell phone rings.
It’s South and.
I don’t think so.
“Hey, is this the beginning?”
“Yes. I’m sorry.
The other side’s voice was not South China, it seemed drunk, and there was some confusion.
“A little friend of Nanjo? He’s looking for you. Come and get him. I’m sorry.
It’s a good thing there’s someone awake, someone else’s phone fell into another’s hand, and there’s a calm sound in the microphone.
“I’m Lee Sheng. We’ve met before. Do you remember? It’s Nanjo’s party. He’s drunk. Can you pick him up? I’ll send you the address. I’m sorry.
I fell asleep, I was busy with a few “goods” and I got dressed up and hit the tavern in Nanjo.
And far away, he saw Nandi, standing in the shadow of the light, and he didn’t know if he recognized me, and saw me coming at me in a twist, leaning his head on my shoulder and whispering in his mouth from time to time.
I don’t know what Nanjo’s like, a bit overwhelmed.
The others came to me for two words and left, leaving me and Nan and two men.
Namko, are you okay?
No response was received, and I gave the driver my address.
When I arrived in Nanjo, I discovered that his house was packed with boxes, one in one size and ready to leave the city.
I went to a lot of trouble to put Nande on the sofa, and I went to the kitchen, so there was a lot of stuff in the fridge, and I washed it with garlic and beans, and then I put it in the pot, and I made a drink tea.
It’s boiled and it’s a warm breath, and there’s a hand on its waist, and it’s pouring out of my nose, and it’s not gonna break out.
I’m still indiscreet when I know South and drunk.
He didn’t have the force on his hand, and I easily turned to him, but he took me in his arms more and more after I turned to him.
I was so nervous, I was blinded by Nandi’s eyes, and I was staring at me without blinking, and the air was filled with a little wine.
“Nan Watanabe, the soup will be ready soon, you wait on the couch. I’m sorry.
I tried to push him away, but he was less than I wanted to let go of me and circle around me step by step until my waist reached the stove.
“I feel bad. I’m sorry.
I reached out and rubbed his hair like a baby, and my hands were still soft and delicate.
“Just wait a minute. Be good. I’m sorry.
And the eyes of the South were opened, and the eyes of the pupils were dark, and the eyes of the ancients were bewitched.
“Kiss me, kiss me. I’m sorry.
And his head was down, and I was holding it down, and I thought about it back, and a big hand was holding my back, and I was laughing in my ear.
“What are you hiding from?”
The next moment, the heat of the heat is on the lips, mixed with alcohol.
The saliva soup in the boiler has boiled, and the bubbles are running.
27
The next day, I pretended that nothing had happened, and I came out of my room and saw someone on the sofa, and I said hi.
“Nantoko, Morning.”
The south turned to me step by step, and the face of the light was filled with a sense of oppression sought by the mountains.
“Guys, what do you think of the word old cow eating grass?” I’m sorry.
“Aah?”
I don’t understand how he suddenly asked that question.
“It’s derogatory, right? I’m sorry.
He brought me into his arms with his hands and his nostrils were full of breath.
“I think it’s a beautiful word. Old man, it hurts more.
“You kissed me at the beginning, and you’re responsible for me. I’m sorry.
This guy’s gonna turn black and white. I didn’t do anything.
“I didn’t kiss you. I’m sorry.
I promise.
And he will not give up.
“You didn’t even kiss me. Now make it up. I’m sorry.
His head down when I heard his dumb voice.
“Let me be your boyfriend. I’m sorry.
For Nam-ho, I couldn’t refuse, so he fooled me away.
28
How can we not know that Nanya was only just together and couldn’t wait to leave a mark on my life, instead of pulling me in my hair.
And he said, “There are too many wolves around the kids, let me help you out.”
This man didn’t even chase me properly, and I didn’t want to let him get better and refused his request with my teeth.
South and eyebrows were slightly raised, and smiles did not fall into the dark.
“Did I not see anyone?”
I’m not denying it.
“Yes, I am. I’m sorry.
But the radians of the south and the mouths are much larger, as they wait for a prey to fall freely into his web, with firmness in his words.
“You’ll admit it yourself. I’m sorry.
Listen to him, I’m a little nervous, but my mouth is on me, I don’t want to.
I calmed down again thinking about it.
But I’m no match for Nande.
When I got ashore, I went to S-City to study, and on the day of my departure Fu Eichuan was forced to send me.
To S.C., of course, we went to Nanjo together.
The whole process, the South and not even a little look at me, but the more normal he gets, the more nervous I get.
It’s just the first time I’ve been in the house.
“You’re a big man, what the hell is this powder? I’m sorry.
Fou Ette said hello Kitty’s sofa sofa, and I saw this at first sight, and I sent the link to Nam-ho. But I didn’t think he was really on the list.
“What do you know? Young people use this. I’m sorry.
Fou is looking at him like a monster.
“Don’t make me sick. I’m sorry.
He doesn’t know… even worse is behind.
Nando looked at me while eating and laughed.
A pair of eyes turned in love, and my heart beat, and I only saw him clear his throat, and then took out his cell phone, which was so vague.
“Baby, miss me?”
His voice just fell, and my phone was vibrating.
Less than a second later, he continued.
“What’s the baby eating? I miss you so much.
“Have you seen my message, baby? Why didn’t you answer me?
“Baby, I saw my parents today. I’m sorry.
The cell phone moved in a series of earthquakes, and Fu Etchen looked to South China in the first place.
“Are you in love?
“Could you be a little more restrained, please? I can’t eat this meal. I’m sorry.
And then he looked at me again.
“Why don’t you read all the news on your phone? I’m sorry.
NAN AND GUESSER.
“What can you do with love? Get used to it sooner or later.” I’m sorry.
After that he turned to me.
“Why don’t you open up all this information at the beginning? Maybe it was the boyfriend. I’m sorry.
Fu Etchen turned to me again.
“You have a boyfriend?”
He seems to have realized something and looked at me in front of Nanto.
I was sorely bled out by Nandi’s actions that I opened my phone.
It was deliberately pushed out.
The “baby” with a loud sound, the two of them looked different, and Nan was happy, and Fu blacked out.
29
Fou Etchen’s a little chilly, saying to me.
“You go first to the room. I’m sorry.
I think he’s a little dark, he’s afraid he’ll do something to Nango.
“What, that’s it? I’m sorry.
Nanya laughed at me.
“Go inside, you get snacks in bed. I’m sorry.
The first time I saw Fu Etchen, I couldn’t resist and walked into the room.
As long as a century…
Until I took out a pack of fudge, Nan was standing at the door.
“Come out.
“The little heartless, not worried about me. I’m sorry.
Who said that?
I’m worried. I just saw so much food, I couldn’t stop.
“I’ll eat, too. Sweet? I’m sorry.
I reached out and handed him the candy, and he shook his head.
And then he smiled and his head was down.
By the time I got out, Fou had the same face and sat on a pink couch with his legs.
“I can’t eat anymore. I’m sorry.
See me standing up, walking to me, rubbing my hair.
“Call me if anything happens. I’ll go first. I’m sorry.
I don’t know why, I suddenly want to cry, but I know he really loves me, even though I often argue with Fu Eichuan.
Ever since I was a kid, I’ve been giving me the best things, but every time I get bullied, he’s always ahead of me.
“Big brother. I’m sorry.
I called him, and he took a glance at me.
“Come on, cut it out. I’m sorry.
I don’t know.
Any warmth will be broken by his mouth.
30
After Fu Etchen left, I asked Nan what they said.
South and straight on me.
“Your brother says if you don’t take responsibility for me, you’ll break your legs. I’m sorry.
I know that he is saying the opposite, staring at his eyes, whose eyes are so intense, that I can’t help but put my toes on his lips.
South China’s eyes are full of obscured and muted voices.
“Do you know what you’re doing? I’m sorry.
I was afraid of his dark eyes before I spoke, and he took me to my heels, and was not able to hold back.
Say yes! I’m sorry.
I shrunk.
“I know. I’m sorry.
And I don’t know how this happened, but then there was only the South and the dumb and demented voice.
“What do you want at first?”
“Well, it’s all yours. I’m sorry.
When the sky is covered with light, and the south whispers in our ears.
“How beautiful do you think our children are, at the beginning? I’m sorry.
(concluded)
I don’t know.
Keep your eyes on the road.
